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[ "hiya people mental slump latelynothing externally redflagful happened thinking wanted lately life collegeand hits me want anythingi want anything know want career ill go want generallyto live life without motivation full mediocrity feels completely pointless keep going existingi want stay girlfriend want family friends mourn deathbut me feel like ill get anything meaningful continuing state either change something cut shortbut already tried change trying change trying reduce unhealthy habits take newer healthier ones motivation even commit themi know ill figure out least tell feel worsebut really figure out really change better know answers questionsplease future me please tell okay confuzzled" ]

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[ "help analyzing instagram world record egg english help saw memes english teachers analyzing everything jesus something else let meme meme world come months horror" ]

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[ "feeling really latelymy depression escalated extreme used consider person family loved ones would leave behind theres much guilt built started care anymore last night seconds asphyxiating minute argument myself convinced game moment cease exist everyone else would too end stopped self harmed instead needed release another night coming im afraid might edge again ive already given sister belts know might get extra creative desperate tonight anyone relate" ]

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[ "open suicidal thoughts school advice pleasei need advice ive school couple weeks feel terrible ive sick got bad infectionim currently using medication right mental health biggest issue feel worthless like killing making wanna leave room anymore school worried absent much called dad today asked could visit tomorrow dont mind visiting me im kinda nervous talk gonna have know mental health crap dont know bad neither psychologist ive told dad suicidal thoughts last year hasnt told school anyone else tell school it people visiting trusted people school know would safe hands dont know honestly guys think" ]

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[ "cant anymore one last goodbyei cant like anymore pretend im normal go work work like everybody else theres everlasting sadness inside me days worse still put shell towards people worry smile laugh crack jokes get home break down crying smashing things punching wall know do get overwhelmed hopelessness wish something could do ive tried long last time knot untied time made sure nice tight guess goodbyeim sorry times let near down imsorry normalim sorry giving easily im sorry cant take anymore goodbye thanks everything" ]

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[ "alrightim living dream job years get travel see kinds amazing things im active adventure whenever want amazing friends much love life yet think killing throughout day every day cant control it ideas creep leave know feel lately sometimes hate fing hard insane cant figure out thought good thing going ready grow want revert earth feel lost sad alone heart want painful lately pray wake sleep reason want actually diekill believe life worth living get better cannot bare pain would bring family friendsim miserable think quitting job what shitty job way love cant wake enough give shit it" ]

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[ "year fucking sucks get better heres hair started januaryst im excited new decade told im going lose weight pandemic white cops murder black man people rioting august building exploded november pedophile became president put cherry top theyre still pandemic thousandshundreds people died people saying better coronavirus still going go on were lucky world war going happen next year lets pray god happen two cats died yearyeah bad thing happened also aint going covid vaccine science going mess up think going better may well stop hoping cuz going get worse" ]

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[ "hear argument personnel experience good keep mind lot things differ place place also hear people out let give evidence give argument ill back minutes" ]

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[ "ever huge crush celebrity younger older still find attractive longer crush fantasies want support fan" ]

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[ "tw disordered eatingsuicidal ideation know lost motivation anything either eating much little constipated fuck tired slept hours even motivation cook anything order shit apartment live in poor cannot hold job month without redflages building break down makes feel like acting like entitled piece shit making excuses work something tried approach sucking redflag hoping disappear work like that parent pressured move screaming constantly telling ill never amount anything life toxic judged every move never really felt good enough think killing much effort tried therapy work tried medical marijuana developed scary hallucinations know life existing likely end street likely become drug addict nothing bother people thinking running away literally much want here feel worthless" ]

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[ "think survive planeti cant stop reminiscing past happy penniless family ignorant hot tempered parents slightest physically mentally prepared children im proud indoctrinated muslim either still tried keep chin up finished high school got degree tried get job time invest passion tried oh believe me tried ass trying achieve success alas went backfired needbeing broke useless hopeless nobody giving shit you im breaking point already im done hope family able move lives without me" ]

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[ "know longer it used call survivor know one know times running mei really know muchbut would enough time know cheat death long gets good entire life one day would get hook crookone way anotheri still holding trying cannot stop hiding forever know losing game like always time would permanent check mate called game lifethis would probably last failurei know writing makes selfish lot waysbut know do know end postso also would remain incomplete edited used call survivor know one" ]

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[ "afraid anything everything time afraid happened may happen afraid world earth skies stars aliens humans animals whatever fucking bullshit thought occurred head makes skin crawl afraid might become afraid might go crazy fight might become boring normal average weird fucking hippie fucking stupid hardheaded person" ]

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[ "got perfect nutrigrain bar guys arent gonna believe opened one packages crumbs bars super dense crumbs came off beautiful" ]

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[ "really want someone tell me even lie im feeling validive depression long time dont feel like ever speak mind even wanted to dont know explain going fucked head whenever anything goes slightly wrong react freak fuck out everyone tired me worn trying help fault ive ruined families lives selfish prick ive talked many therapists current one great never feel like im making progress mostly dont care enough try things tells me ive left behind many people screwed alienating people used get along with sit along home everyday afraid speak mind cowardly ask help feel like one around believes im badly off theyve given trying reddit place turn dont know fuck even would cowardly scared anything it im selfish piece shit" ]

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[ "picked dvd watched again love bright colors vs dark imagery big beatty fan excellent popcorn movie pacino astounding always well movie marked period madonna absolute sexiest wish stuck breathless look longer charlie korsmos first really big role what bob makeup effects cutting edge still hold part beautiful scenery mood transport directly comic strip environment cars wardrobe buildings even streetlights et great tone mention perfect lighting although scenes lot red get tad annoying tends blur little wish beatty gotten chance make sequel all fun hours" ]

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[ "feeling truly awful hate me hate world is hate everyone world ugh" ]

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[ "im diagnosed ocd couple years ive suspected ocd want visit psychiatrist kinda went it days ago finally decided visit psychaitrist appointment todayyeahocd take antidepressants yaaaaayy" ]

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[ "hopelessive reddit year ive commented never posted struggle depression panic attacks last night wife got upset cat hissed her threatened let go play street we live busy road got upset told messed say went got couch slammed door went go bedroom try fix everything thought locked door pushing closed opened slammed hand told crazy leave everyone life abandoned girlfriends friends dad years old cant handle another one wife leaves nothing else want live for life disappointment dissapointment divorce fathers redflag truly think world would better without me wanted post someone would know felt im new town friends job reason keep going thank yall listening me" ]

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[ "long time since original quite funny black comedy surfaced eating raoul top list favor find undertaking betty immediately subject death funny attempted see paul bartel mary woronov mortuary academy movie brilliant moments black comedy undertaking betty much steady better cast could imagine undertaking business might fertile ground original uplifting heartfelt comedy surprised too highly recommend seeing undertaking betty merk" ]

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[ "honestly really point staythey say redflag permanent solution temporary problem thats really true it life permanency us know thing want really end me everyone else keep living fuck it wanna live see anyways" ]

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[ "bad day now havent felt happy now year ago time depressed suicidal im afraid would happen again thing feel lonely dont knowim wrong dating game fucked social life too guess im averagely attractive funny guyim pretty smart workout dont know else im supposed feel devoid empty" ]

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[ "anyone new wanna chat finish math test im bored depressed tired trifecta dm comment chat little while" ]

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[ "im lonely dont want die sometimes feel like disappearing since im uselessanyone else feel same feel friendless" ]

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[ "fucked need help apologizing someone deserve good apology overthinking much right sent yet need fucking it ghosted friend almost year still text sometimes please someone help apology already wrote need help apologizing" ]

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[ "ive hoping die naturally years nowits small things like wearing seat belt behaving really recklessly cant bring actually it im scared surviving living consequences im young poor afford assisted redflag country allows it gets nervous go places steep edges reckless vain attempts slip fall people around demonize redflag much dont want anyone know it want die naturally hope fatal car wreck im driving alone maybe one days alcohol poisoning jobme want try starving people think anorexiaim male livemy family would call fag hope die soon" ]

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[ "need someone vent toplease please talk me need vent" ]

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[ "dead endi feel life cant get better everything feels like reached dead end kill self end all" ]

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[ "hi hi hi hi youre nice interesting lets talk im bored wanna talk people pls talk meeeeee" ]

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[ "teenagers hands type keyboard born without hands method typing keyboard leave comment below" ]

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[ "cant see mail three awards ive gotten tyy lt" ]

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[ "want become anything want anything want work hard want go school want get job want live family want achieve anything nothing prove anything anyone live particularly like existing much want exist dreams goals aspirations nothing" ]

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[ "hey guys im bored thougt would nice chat someone hit up dms open lol" ]

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[ "regressingthe day lose battle day finally decide it way return time decide unannounced like choice use resolve kill amount psychiatric help medication reverse decision lose battle lose battle nothing change mind point demons won retain hopeful optimism consumed cynical nihilism this regress defense today day lose battle im gonna go use again" ]

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[ "know became person recognize all know old went want happy again trying hardest so know became cold hearted care anyone gone one day without smoking weed way feel happy smoking became problem outlet way making happy things make happy question problem everyone life even said so know got point eat anymore hardly care appearance anything general know committed suicide yet unhappy life anything do make better trying emotionally physically try happy try things make happy temporarily last ill ever temporarily happy gone know change tried everything could outgoing push outside comfort square yet work know anymore someone one recognizes someone hardly recognize one way another know ever going get better probably end committing suicide like actually want die want live like anymore even recognize anymore" ]

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[ "baby brother murdered brutally last year still cannot believe happened hits like tsunami loved anyone ever loved star amazing big sister struggled suicidal thoughts ever since hand full life always smile face brother suffered serious illness never got spirits down life wished illness instead loved life not every time suicidal thought would think sad baby brother would be could bear thought hurting him wish one men took day here cannot imagine live life without him cannot believe life now little brother murdered cannot stop thinking died instead" ]

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[ "hours ill getting covid vaccine miss covid shit" ]

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[ "feeling extremely extremely ready today sitting floor sobbing redflag flashback yesterday friends left me already terrifying abandonment trauma top it made spiral today called childhood best friend close years now basically said told fault want move back city access better people better friendsthen reached second best friend known around years even lived one point asked could come crisis think alone right now response girlfriend went tubing tired told brother suicidal weeks ago really needed support told hes busy working give years buy house even bills right now still lives apartment foster care could easily request less hours since voluntarily picks upevery single friend interacted knows redflag majorly depressed three know suicidallmao everyone says kill reach talk someone do get blown offlike talk nobody actually cares people scoff act like must someone no literally nobody parents brother family friends give shit literally cats thing keeping everyone always tells reach someone suicidal reach people want deal you" ]

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[ "plssss advice shit needed sothere girl friend groupshe nice frankly quite hotlately find obviously tries stand sit next me talking something said wants make ex jealousso said randomly walks hugs something play along low key shooting signs something" ]

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[ "feeling way talk mehi im little frazzled right now so forgive typos poor grammar final fight girl together year broke months gave second chance im notbiological father month yo little girl theres kid im much love legal standing ever see again now ex emotionally abusive two goaroundsherim broken ill probably never get see daughter again im seeing much reason continue do" ]

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[ "slice wrists againjust took mg xanax im third strong drink see happens want ketamine infusions might safe life entire savings would gone week trial probably fail im ending soon may alwad say that mean it fuck" ]

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[ "helpits much insecurity anxiety handle think im really commit redflag" ]

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[ "everyone found reason stayhold tight us lucky" ]

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[ "someone please tell difference iphone cant bothered watch minute video seconds original content" ]

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[ "looking forward killing myselfi lost money gambling bit left im going try work things ex work first loose ends tie up weeks im ready ive planned method im going fun gambling last bit money become rich blow ill kill myself one little thing look forward to" ]

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[ "rate finnish edgar allen poe inspired poem english class write poem parrot thats similar the raven edgar allen poe idk finnishit i need stanzas lines each stanza upon lofty journey pirate sick scurvy led crew poorest goons lost gold thier doubloons captain lay sleeping slacking awakened creaking cracking men entered cabin assumed attacker heard polly wants cracker stanza saw prized parrot perched proudly upon privates shoulder promptly fed bird polly hunger captain returned slumber dreamt something absurd imagined island full treasure riches crew gather filled chests britches pockets grew fatter fatter captains displeasure awoke more familiar sound fluttering feather heard polly wants cracker stanza fed bird again hoping interruptions would cease polly squawked give one piece pirate gave birds command hoping would quickly find land low food night time coming soon captains eyes grew heavy sky became blacker heard polly wants cracker" ]

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[ "feels like ill never breathe againi cant get head even understand flashbacks happen cant get shame humiliation enough get proper helpcant anymore" ]

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[ "im tired everything seriously considering end allso lately ive feeling really everything something ive dealt long time unbearable im pathetic year old loser basically future friends nothing care anything anymore spend nights crying help" ]

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[ "prevention advice neededi go cycles feeling depressed feeling amazing currently feel slipping depression thats deeper usual im worried im going something regret death taking head space anyone advice stop acting impulsively thoughts thank" ]

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[ "another country right at grandmas everyone mean two three cousins currently mean ignore call names reason feel bad every year leave grandma like me depressed feel bad tell this bad reactions past miss mom things hide her too found getting apartment and subsequently let street want soil mood disorder fucking ruined life last night got super emotional cried with breaks hours cousin walked me practically begging answer could say anything feel like cares hes nice go back us crying right now cousin room even fucking care hes phone never felt useless love planning things much look forward to real interests writing excited get book book super realistic character lost motivation now really want rent apartment adult live life company want four kids luxuries prayed for cannot stop crying" ]

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[ "im mistakeim scared write need someone know im gay kid saudi arabia place lgbtq ppl accepted punishedby deathim scared family ive isolated everyone cause im terrified theyll know spent life bulliedcause ppl kinda tell made develop social anxiety depression feels like im carrying heavy weight cant anymore wanna let go two years hardest far depression bad point im going school general health shiti one im alone scared everyone around happy fun except me get something choice this way live im fucking tired wanna love feel loved much ask for find thinking letting go im searching reasons maybe cryhelp" ]

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[ "bruh physics exam tomorrow started studying today teacher says hardest one year also first one idk anything cant learn formulas shitim scared anxiety clouds monster cant pull nighter get f chat also cant copy bc class itd obvious" ]

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[ "utilitarian perspective kill myselflegitimately think everyone know school dislikes me barely tolerate me hate presence i cant exactly avoid them idea about died tonight might bit sad and think like either might even happy although im sure theyd get weeks close friends way closest friend barely interact with perhaps scale hours week deactivated account facebook week ago days study business test came back post likes happy everyone see gone thats depressing im negative effect everyone know everyone tells me though maybe stop negative effect everyone stop pissing people off fuck know that spent life interacting normal people idea piss people off solution think of point stop interacting anyone whatsoever would basically involve cutting world would pretty shitty need socially interact making life even worse already is family possibly people might sad yet feel like im one main causes parents fighting eg shitty marks supporting financially dying would help relationship future", "im close brother although might sad die im depressed really hate annoying everyone else first reason im still alive ive always something do finish book tv show game yet now nothing rest life do vague indefinable concept involve probably getting job due lack social skills living streets homeless reason im alive im selfish person despite fact killing would create net happiness increase amongst humanity since people know would relieved gone bugging them still done fear death still take least happiness life value happiness others even live admit im selfish hate others enough inflict them charitable act could would killing myself stop happy killing would give higher net happiness letting life continue would let acquire probablyim lazy acquire materials" ]

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[ "penis penis banned penis banned cannot eat penis anymore" ]

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[ "sometimes really consider deleting social media accounts isolating everyonemaybe people could forget feel selfish awful killing though somehow doubt anyone would really notice care matter anyways" ]

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[ "honestly feel like good idea thing starting discord teenage dating must submit pictures first verify theyre teenagers feel like could enforce being teenager thing would success" ]

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[ "night listener better people generally saying weaknesses seems genre identity crisis doubt think creepy atmosphere intriguing performances make this whole thing feels like one fireside this happened friend friend mine ghost stories one big complaint movie pacing slow sometimes awkward pacing deliberate everything unfolds movie kept well within realm possibility real life sort plods alongno flashy endings earthshattering revelations showdown scenes thank heaven get zone watching movie forget reservations expectations makes conventionallygood movie williams terrific easily meets needs story plus character supposed somewhat genericno one everyman avatar enter story toni collettes performance nominated oscar even maybe win it give shot quality content alone night listener surely top twenty percent movies coming days" ]

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[ "la bebesita bebelin bebe whisky fuma marihuana tmbn se mete al picky la pelan estadounidenses" ]

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[ "itthis note guess right post im going end it knew may find this ive slogged long enough hell middle fucking apocalypseim surprised made far im finally tired suppose years living wrong body someone also adhd ton likely incurable mental illnesses too made one last huge push fix things year failed know anybody elses fault dont want funeral anything especially anything religious also name ray please dont use old one last allim sorry realize going put everyone know pain simply cannot anymore may hard impossible understand hope forgive ive done love all go peace" ]

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[ "stopped following therapist discovered experience treating depressed people hid fact specialized couples therapy me psychology intern volunteered help me dumped apparently condition complicated her two years antidepressants redflag meds antipsychotic meds antiepileptic meds months psychiatric ward guess what single improvement lol everyone spout your life worths living crap quits soon discovered many traumas bear fucking greedy world depriving joy making feel less human single friend never felt like relevant someone life piece garbage used walked on even family except mom still care me despises wishes born including dumb fatheri wish undo birth single happy memory help cope back square one" ]

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[ "im ruined im completely ruined attracted women years older me reasons im ruined im mentioning them" ]

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[ "fyckkkkkkk im home alone homework fucking hear someone breathe behind me think im going crazy lol byeee" ]

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[ "toast heres future plans girlfriend right one world domination traveling across japan mates good time end sips martini" ]

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[ "idki want it ive got g paracetamol enough kill people let alone teen cant really want take one look pills feel uneasy think previous attempts really getting me cant it nothing left" ]

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[ "idea going back school weeks spiking anxiety given current state world right now understand united states set sending minors back buildings packed minors especially theyre even going right live missouri middle butt fuck nowhere promise high population mean cant cause outbreak mike parson mo gov piece shit literally bare minimum anybody common sense asking mandate masks cant even that nose far trumps ass completely complicit willing sacrifice children school even requiring masks implementing sort social distancing precautions no children immune covid watching world news said closer black children contract covid around hispanic children caucasian children children okay brother biracial black white scared death brother hospitalized asthma times count almost every time catches regular fluhes two weeks sometimes even turns pneumonia cant even begin describe uncomfortable idea friends family going used collateral damage damn near hundred sixty thousand families torn apart cant look past stock market two fucking seconds people stories families past week sixyearold passed georgia tennessee", "im sure plenty places children made orphans due virus dad heart patient cancer survivor mom sickle cell anemia recurring respiratory problems brother extremely bad asthma grandma one three teachers placed highrisk category governments job protect citizens instead used militia fight invisible enemy guys careful wear mask talk parents administrators unfortunately seems like mess hands now take care" ]

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[ "want die want exist whilei feel overwhelmed sadness hopelessness feel like cant keep graduate school work housework yearold really good throw tantrums scream part day husband also depressed moment cant talk fear making feel worse appointment therapist see new patients may st i made appointment month ago ive binge eating last week two hoping food fill emptiness want die want take break consciousness while" ]

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[ "forced send photos someone found site tell parents long story short black mailed man forced send lewd photos anything extremely nsfw mainly lewd faces took screens them put site months happened decided see posted anything took selfie myself reverse imaged found them want tell parents know im gonna disowned kicked do" ]

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[ "join whiteboard link saw someone else thought itd fun idea shitshow last time lmao good luck httpsrwhiteboardfoxcom" ]

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[ "happy scared math finals make board game math questions" ]

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[ "im fucking stressed cant seem relaxi already feel like piece shit knowing months ive unemployed ive gotten two interviews didnt get either jobs years kitchen year bar backing experience fast paced barand ive freelance dog sittingwalking fucking years ask grandmother money asked what again calmly reiterated she one told get bar would pay everything shes going back offer now need find job im seriously even slightly holdingwell right now im fucking depressed piece shit havent able drag bed walk dog days seems mind much still need odin get groomed tomorrow nails clipped thats money bone chew im taking exam tomorrow disability center one exam today final paper due pm didnt even read book havent money buy any fucking libraries now totally pull final ass literally passion its deaf culture class im asl interpreting student theres like literally like online resources even give small synopsis book definitely work with im gonna hate since im super unprepared im piece shit person wants die" ]

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[ "every dayeveryday wake begging die dont even care anymore dying finally leaving reality hellish loop" ]

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[ "noteim hanging two seconds post everything thing go numb ill seize exist fuck joe fuck dumbass family fuck time wasted you fuck whole life" ]

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[ "furie illegal furie bad furie bad furie bad furie bad furie bad furie bad furie bad furie bad furie bad" ]

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[ "link good yt videos istg get rickrolled" ]

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[ "redflag note intend publicize facebookdont ever cry it stop playing victim last night keep attacking me tell head tell everyone know better myself tell told me im less human tired say good morning im even unproven chemical imbalance im incompetent think myself im much burden continue putting with tell want leave herewant go place far away forget exist tell put anymore ready kick curb misperceived slights tell fault definitely lie much cared tell everything myself second bother consider it went window second felt like center universe chocked villain want tell done fed up ive trying kill since fourteen despite overdoses despite psych wards treatment centers despite jumping bridge ruining back continued put paint victim mind business one always pushing edge again talk much getting rid me long tried think ive finally found way im victim victims find success suffering thats imdoim free", "im motivated pushed forward goal ive long chased goal threw away future pursuit of thank finally helping realize alone misunderstood uncared truly am always knew outside world reason thought despite everything deep inside family different thank helping better realize much want dead like night told kill myselfoh shell deny it shell lie teeth even longer sees culpable like always done like narcissist is know truth true feelings slipped up could see positives here thats sick seeing fail go it associates witness childhood friends theres nothing could done days im terrified friendship prison never wouldve let anyway always miles apart is ever even care know thinking whatever hes insane attention seeker wants everyone feel sorry him nobody cares get it comes time respect dead want remember thoughts sadness sudden empathy acted like cared felt hate anger want remember that care respect quit acting like ever did course im dreaming matters people look you wrong" ]

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[ "using sub diary day today quite chill stayed home moms birthday didnt much stayed home listen much got couple gift hmm yea stayed play video games mark word someone remind years said take mom dream vacation turns guys day anything interesting happened" ]

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[ "mind walking people really walk places back then loaned air authenticity period piece perspective technology martians disappointed effects particular thunderchild scene regard one exciting book cant praise film enough faithfulness wellss story time actors likable performances charming also film much worth seeing hear jamie halls truly great musical score interesting see actor play writer brother london" ]

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[ "gas gas gas cause injurys covid havent run cross count meet two years healed practiced days able finish race today although wasnt fast able go without stopping wanted get im hyped it thanks reading great day sexy boi" ]

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[ "film appears draw borderline one side love it other find unbearablebr br to begin with awful lot comedy film many viewers getting course jet lis mask looks like bruce lees kato hes supposed to joke guy timebomb sewn heart outrageous course joke readers probably ask film supposed funny excessive gory violence well one thing tolerance level violence actually different culture culture hong kong audiences would recognize violence extreme certainly slightly average hk action filmbr br also black mask really kind film takes genres conventions pushes extremes simply conventions wholly unrealistic decades watching people get shot without noticeable open wounds many people horrified see bonnie clyde outlaws wild bunch spurting blood place fact is shot rapid metal projectile almost certain blood spurt especially arterybr br this film chinese comic book movie true spiderman films never get gory faithful reality would be well despite comicbook origins film faithful realitybr br the complaint flashy overstylized filming editing makers film shot eye hollywoodstyle nostalgia as eg rocketeer recent sky captain film doubt anyone would found offensivebr br but stands still lotta fun watching movie" ]

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[ "playing tennis years around time spent trying hardest become pro league legends well destroyed right wrist need get surgery well need get want funciton normally want existi gotten rejections irl female friends friends known years actually trash talked behind back height uglinessi suck academically despite working a offwhat point live anymore scared end desire exist anymore" ]

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[ "think might finally get withtheres hardware store far me ive thought going finding thick rope also know instinct struggle kick in wish knew could take right relax work situation hopeless toxic completely alone world died apartment would probably take months anyone tried reach and ones would reach would landlord checking rent" ]

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[ "alonefirst year college hate introverted friends childhood friend decides ditch new group friends lost motivation feel lonely everyone someone hang with im myself im envious mad feel betrayed im alone cant see reason keep living really cant deal situation anymore" ]

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[ "cant life want dont desire livewell pretty straight forward post probably destroyed randoms whatever im unpassing trans person never life want which literally live life im made fun given weird stares judged daily basis crushing know regardless cant even pass getting surgeries try assist impossible far foreseeable future due fucking money ever living poverty since kicked this feel lost empty dont see transition even helped see still birth gender mirror crushes daily reason keep living ill always fucking hon freak bother trying advice fucking world ever gives find new friends ignore like doesnt fucking help children look fear everyone men women alike make comments stare treat like shit fair life think chose shit cant find point go die alone nothing left give worldyeahthats guess" ]

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[ "edward cat feed hngrs internet points _ _" ]

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[ "wish deadeveryday get ready never finish it one day ill though know people care want continue on" ]

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[ "ive never sad before im really scared one else turn redditlook know sounds stupid fucking girlwell life went shit mom died days later mom died always close side family barely graduated highschool plans go college lined up ended move state away personal reasons father never close per se used fight lot much anymore dont typical lets go play catch type relationship sort thing idk anyways ive lived life sad always trying fit in good friends lost moved seriously nobody anymore met girl last year really hit off moved together fell love kids everything going pretty great started arguing lot eventually accused cheating me", "im still sure occured not dumped january regretted it impulse barely remember it saw black tired everything didnt want take back ended getting back guy knew like years dated little while fucked over split started talking again met times sex times never went past that knew wanted back met another guy moved hours away dated while split recently started talking again initiated contact time came visit family came saw night two weeks ago stayed over laid held night couldnt even sleep couldnt believe back arms morning head back work hugged kissed her told wanted back looked like loved me told just give little time well talk lefti talked weekshed throw comments like well whatever happens cant move back state im in toldidc id move mexico her finally asked thought everything told always love meshes sorry love me heart fucking broken ive spent last eight months trying hard get back thought time would girl makes happy love god damn much like shes here greatest time together like dont mean shit her", "shes girl makes happy cant forgive past mistakes didnt treat right confused life regret now much miss fucking bad sent long message tonight basically asking rethink things still feels same worry anymore im going delete facebook probably will wants friends ill never happy friends im starting finally realize never together again ill never hold night again ill neer tuck kids night again saddest ive ever life nothing going anymore dad still support me im years old idk anymore ive really thought redflag dont want die nothing anymore nothingdont even friends talk to help things really dont like life know shes going sayno im going crushed dont wanna live anymore reddit fuck know im rambling one anymore" ]

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[ "well im bit pickle recently got gf first time couple weeks ago weve gotten see twice bc busy schedule strict dad meaning rlly gotten close texting well yesterday found best friend happens friend too happens one introduced us crush whole time gf feels extremely guilty told one friends feels guilty wants break up already talked friend supposedly crush seems fine nothing awkward us all get feels guilty abt rlly big deal breaking even solve anything bcim gonna date friend pity im like that rlly hope gets bc even kissed yet want break already something small thanks reading rant cant talk abt brother cuz hell call simp place get thoughts out" ]

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[ "talk meim gonna post mostly posted rdepression day added effect wanting miserable life end one annoying symptoms ive got right now really really would love die idk symptom depression anxiety whatever something wanna talk about always like think something makes feel someone happy feel like gives meaning really prominent like theres massive noticeable change mood im thinking it theres always something whether im thinking gym seeing gains whether job ive applied for im always thinking keep happy often not forget it weird literally think im trying remember actually is forget is feel completely lost like meaning right really cant think something thats giving meaning really pissing annoying me sorry walk text probably makes sense whatsoever heres hoping someone understands mean idk wanna die lol" ]

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[ "heard america get paper cut ambulance drivers instantly sense it kick door force gunpoint go hospital charge much money medical bills family bankrupt generations americans confirm deny this" ]

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[ "need die kill mei really cannot take anymore" ]

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[ "people get mad others cheat ive never relationship know never really got people get angry" ]

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[ "piece shit wanted remind piece shit wanted whole world see am thank stopping by" ]

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[ "want neon lights bad theyre expensive tho look cool" ]

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[ "contemplating everything going downhill getting worse day im best think positive take action fix stuff everything try fails takes lot calm work problems actions fail get even discouraged like constantly everything failing matter hard try im tipping point rn cant take much suffering even people around me cant keep suffering long cuz people care matter anymore change anything want end" ]

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[ "everything prepared done less hour left lifeall letters written written money transfered help want help good quality meter rope bought noose already made location chosen waiting everyone go sleep ill finally free goodbye" ]

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[ "think might need helpi dont know else go this im im newly minted lawyer corporate work past year this feel im cut profession screw lot work get yelled daily basis work hour days weekdays hours weekends wake every morning sense dread force bed every time get work email heart flutters panic want quit bad debts pay off also saving money go grad school im america law undergraduate degree", "im from feel like im qualified anything else practice law even though whats making miserable feel weak speak people everyone else know coworkers law school friends seems coping well work dont time friends family past months people ive spoken people work feel like complaining get decent paycheck feel completely worthless unmotivated anything now dont know improve work also find cant bring try more lie bed weekend mornings used rise early exercise meet friends sometimes skip meals tell dont deserve eat times im worrying much work dont appetite im also gay used think redflag teenager homosexual activity illegal here gay may cost job may grounds getting disbarred came friends family got support acceptance happy high school university days scares thoughts redflag coming back me familiar misery started creep back life thought ready happy dont know deal this feel like im cracking dont want to parents need right keep telling strong themim also exhausted would really like advice deal this thank you" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "mind might racing bit kinda know whats wrongright now know make time take get fixedi depression anxietyim currently go trials medications trying figure works best taking one x going pretty well felt pretty good still much energy sleep off nurse practioners suggestion decided try another medication p thinking hey get even better plan p would like x would give get go coming x preparation start p mgx mg started going withdrawals felt really depressed crushing amounts unreasonable guilt body got adjusted mg x added first mg p feel good at one point wanted get hospital also period starting x feel good either tried power it increased dosage im mgx mgp the mgx case p work out feel terrible sleep hours wake afternoon feel exhausted suddenly get energy stay morning motivation chores feel tired depressed day right past midnight feeling makes want punch everything fun might sound theres doubt mind p causing this monday morning see nurse practitioner again cancel p then long take come shake withdrawals go back mgx felt bad withdrawalsx", "how feel going withdrawals medication already makes feel like shit long deal it know expect ill get it think might get emergency bag packed might go hospital medication sorted im evened again however long be" ]