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[ "get weidly ticked things even concern me know im transphobehomophobe anything think everytime see post saying fuck transphobeshomophobes feel weird almost like im mad not know guilt something else anyways day" ]

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[ "boys working outside recording studio hear the voice angel would miss van doren auditioning going name miss andrews father approve radio singer however hopes certain bigwig mrs bixby friend dads hire her give approvalbr br she leaves within minutes boys running amok studio causing havoc musicians kill ruin recording session finally things calm down whew eluded them saysmoeyeah got away too answers curlybr br the boys fool around studio put miss van dorens record curly getsdressed womens clothes pretends hes singing mrs bixby walks in impressed hires seniorita cucacha spot extra asked come sing highsociety party night rest sayis history curly pretends opera singer funny resultsoh way accompanied senior mucho senior gustobr br what happens party simply truth wins out slapstick antics take place all pretty good episode enjoyed rate anything special" ]

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[ "hey basicly feel like fucked everything everyone went university cov work weekends take care little brother cuz mom work could go kindergarden suffer sad depressions completle lost study way practice companies etc bought car lots malfunctions poped up mom wants house cuz adult y according go live gf find self flat gf lives parents grandpa flats suuuuper expensive live even video games super unlucky luck gf super amazing problem we feel like luck cuz almost died newborns somehow still here sometimes wish died live shit af worldpower sex money hungry world hate life soooo much feel good get fucked world everything unlucky" ]

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[ "feeling like worst version personlike title says feeling like absolute worm feel like ruin hurt everyone come contact with remembering words parents second grade youre mean person ones ever gonna wanna friend feeling ruin hurt everyone sad hours also quite bit drunk shfjekskfjd" ]

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[ "always mfs wanna downvote post second post wanna stay silent hate mfs" ]

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[ "living worm confessionive come terms suicidal thoughts never going end sometimes whisper others deafening scream begging end suffering like worm eating sanity little little stop me stop enjoying every joy life laughing harder smiling broader whenever outrun it flee worm acknowledge accept it help others ease pain others safe affliction love" ]

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[ "im going hang myselfim tired cant stand alive anymore give up hopeless" ]

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[ "know myselfi start first year high school next monday think ill make it within single day ive almost killed multiple times people could care less existed honestly agree more" ]

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[ "sometimes seems nobody caresis me seem like people used give shit understand everyones got lives live whatnot get people regard suicidal thoughts depression indifference temperature room way almost worse people care hear bullshit like just cheerful youre happy decide be like people choose depressed think switch flip off theyre ignorant hard actually trying hey lay bed day hating myself give credit know hospitalized decade ago i got accident make attempt life nurses told prayer list forty people more made feel good people happy still existed know people care me feels indescribably lonely sometimes like way people take seriously something yourself never far tell never will sucks thoughts swimming head one giving shit" ]

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[ "wish could get redflag pills end life instantlyi hate government much blocking pill people keep us alive minimum wages work live steal organ die replace thier body" ]

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[ "know theres lot going right things depressing might make happy know hamster follow instagram get surgery remove abscess complete success name vincent likes cucumbers hes super cute sounds like surgery went fine hes road recovery" ]

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[ "friend said i dont even want im girl believes break himhi reddit really really need help friend lets call guy fallen girlfriend severe trust issues them fully believes going lose thursday next meet up told eaten slept last hours said i dont even want im girl idea help ive told needs get help said hed get thrown looney bin mind too fucked right now idea say help him know help situation im good friends guy girl reddit please help me wrong area please tell get help friend thank reading tldr check title" ]

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[ "ended toxic relationship morning thought would tell you toxic relationship everything leave it need help talk family member friend help it" ]

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[ "wrote note babyi wrote goodbye note last night two plans figured out dying scares me dying part whatever hell comes after wanna die see nothing feel nothingnothing christian believeheaven hell obviously wanna go heaven id rather die go nowhere baby cant leave note follow" ]

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[ "birthday birthday today great time wanted tell sb cake" ]

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[ "sign give up idk is nobody wants anything called doctor surgery every day week am line opens every time greeted someone really rude tells appointments booked today even though need telephone call" ]

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[ "horribly suicidal smoked joint im casually enjoying playthrough animal crossingweird mood change quickly" ]

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[ "know turn toive got much shit going wrong feel like share anybody know cares keeps getting worse want stop today made noose sturdy chord fact made fucking me feel like im letting everyone idea it seems inevitable" ]

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[ "got viewing program first time recently hour kidnapping program know sooner james caan outstanding whollybelievable role chief honcho featured vegas complexbr br so often programs like one ensemble either outright annoying seem picked must related producer directorbr br that certainly case program along caan primary supporting cast engaging attractive believable guest actors wellchosen br br the stories ive seen interesting show presents good view city wellbr br this entertaining program one hope remain know managed miss long plan tivo on" ]

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[ "im feeling year chronic depressedalready year feel nothing hatred sadness within fueling thoughts negativity ive hope ill ever trust people feel safe loved healed feel happy never person cry year feel like im constantly holding back could cry every day wanted command feel fucked head desire destroy vanish like greatness gone ive felt fucked often became chronic undeniable feel need someone fix make shit decisions professional would expensive right cant put real person shit im always keep evolving often leads going days denying insanity dont know do feel constantly outcast thoughts impossible fit in im either foggy fucked negative spiral inside head ive short outburst happiness hour drains energy" ]

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[ "letter myselfdear self hate you hate much thought many ways ive wanted die stupid things thinking actually going change youre parents think disappointment embarrassment said many times ive practically become numb words many people tried reach out tell fine obviously werent didnt accept it didnt want burden them want good image yourself want others believe everything control stupid sounds couldnt done work done everything correctly shouldve done everything start look brothers everything control great life ahead them always get compared theyre far smarter better looking overall superior you shouldnt born family mistake reason mom dad fight always you enjoy messing peoples lives still here everyone favor leave hate you hate much die" ]

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[ "im stupid even plan redflagand ive already failed multiple times past" ]

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[ "im losing hopehello joined subreddit need talk it cant talk friend dont want stressed whatever id rather talk and wont talk parents im crybaby recently death seems appealing everything problems im ptsd everyday mind torturing things like youre faking it youre worthless nobody would care died im going university tomorrow cant stop thinking everything ever experienced past happen university blamed friends point parents might think im unstable see state world honestly think unfair shitty world left behind even though sometime find beautiful things laying there ptsd avoid many things point ridiculous cant stop thinking none us free point think time rest die huge abandonment issues point someone doesnt act way millisecond stress think leave dont know im expecting putting here writing things way coping everything" ]

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[ "living sucksim gonna it bye everyone one care" ]

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[ "cant afford therapy anymore insurance sucks extreme guilt anxiety im just donei cant it cant quit therapy barely even afford medication now im afraid even make another redflag attempt fail im hospitalized wont able afford bill either want slap younger face im wrecked guilt did ill probably next person get called cancelled god want die wasted entire summer dont anything dont friends anything with im outsider looking dont relate anyone cant even go social media im intensely jealous people have job sit nothing day ive new projects months think boss forgot even work here im body desk want die want dead nothing gets better summer fucking wasted it hate myself" ]

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[ "here earth surprising beautiful romantic tale samantha boy problems health problems love current boyfriend jasper fades away love kelley blooms like new spring flower br br i found movie touching warm romantic touching enjoyed every bit movieand thats pretty rare highly recommend movie movie lovers one film want miss dbr br by wayif sentimental person easily cries watching movies bring tissues hand really really good movie romanticand surprisingly good dbr br" ]

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[ "this dont thinkdont think much this it find quite place youll get disturbed sit lay close eyes imagine small river flows river leaves put every mean every thought leave let flow river dont make river go faster slower observe thought flows river get distracted thought okay come back river again put thought leave let flow least mins" ]

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[ "tell ur crush u like them long friends ask someone out love want know people think" ]

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[ "know anymoreapologiesadvance know im longwinded boringly pessimistic incubating depression coming head im nearing two months unemployed goodpaying seasonal job lined up start weeksmeantime ive searching something solid temporary gig ends since goal move current lease ends next year want leave town found much success county ive lived past years job prospects low", "im also struggling find right direction anyway quit job two years early summer little background think might relevant later id really well company year half id gotten great performance reviews made decent sales managers found resourcefulness communication skills exceptional however parttime encouraged take fulltime lateral position nearby sister location debated ultimately applied received transfer stood offer experience good hourly raise plus bonuses sales manager ill call melissa running office crucially busy time working alone lot sacrificing days meet deadlines suit melissas scheduling needs tried stay positive burned fairly quickly melissa salaried came work late and im talking least hour often not would keep paperwork so constantly fighting keep us current one occasion found integrityhonesty questionable also really problem taking ownership workspacei desk front worked hours week melissa office large desk upon kept fresh decorations", "personal photos etc however would come back day find personal affects place see written desk calendar which id personally purchased know writing appointments helps memorize them melissa would insist desk computer belong me needed utilize desk gone could front store really fight that really got skin removed everything bare essentials generic emailshers managerial one mine sales per company norms wed put names signature lines respective email accounts shed use computer shed log sales user instead manager one led sending emails sales outlook account shed send emails account used would sometimes even change signature line shed go far refer third person one final straws melissa boss our regional manager decided would get bonus technically belonged me pretty big sale required regional manager authorization bonus structure rightfully mine months worked location", "melissa id reached teams locations needed support trying best honest state office without blatantly calling melissa shortcomings bringing personal feelings it even addressed concerns regional manager sending factual professionallyworded email started looking fallback jobs realized melissa would running show regional manager going help deeply regretting making transfer came shamefully abrupt end one saturday morning long found shed taken bonus office open daysweek funny days off came back monday really saturday find background wallpaper computer changed obnoxiously pixelated blown image pink rose i prefer stock wallpapers dark colors find desktop icons even set keys patience took hit albeit trivial annoyance great start week whatever melissa showed surprisingly early prepared make morning rounds opening shop chipper mood obviously pleased punctuality day quickly sensed irritability keep mind im monday mode anywaynot thats excuse bitch anyway latched onto mood called putting damper morning sure could probably used attitude adjustment chose right perform impromptu assessment problem is caught guard prepared launch wellformed argument problem reached quick answer mentioned desktop wallpaper melissa said another manager spent time office help must changed it followed chastising too obsessed desk needed accept people needed use it moment done clearly respect effort put work care took organization feel valued respected allowed take ownership part job wanted rip top bun stupid blonde head call selfish bitch was instead calmly dropped office keys desk told quit going argue minutia foundational issues id dealing weighing heavy collected supplies id purchased left office last time morning left voicemail hr department headquarter office theyd know quit luckily one applications temporary reception job came through quickly resumed working week later days chose hire permanently wanted stay temp longer let me feel good long commute enough pay ive unemployed since late september ive applied places im avoiding industry", "id last two yearsits really cliquey good feeling toward anymore either mostly retail experience belt scrapbook collegeuniversity credits degree typically aim clerical work government positions least feel like im contributing society somehow kinda fell salesoffice job stayed pay awesome often hear keep finding situation problem likely you so im owning that maybe im straightforward worker think am maybe work ethic really be maybe get along people im spectrum something working relationship pattern melissa seem new tend regularly find fault type management guess feel like put bullshit know see way fix it make work me know belong calling ive lot jobs last years live longtime partner ill call pim ashamed say p support financially month next temporary job begins feel really guilty essentially ragequitting i really rage though swear good paying job turning next job offer havewant children pets p offers moral support well really emotionally supportive seem understand im experiencing right now thats okayi get job everything times feel really alone spite someone come home to come", "large family mother died four years ago week slow descent opiod addiction unexpectedly turned extreme alcoholism estranged years prior understand accept choices making family negatively affected death personally im peace knowing longer selfdestructing wish still mom sure woman became longer momid lost mom years died siblings understand feel way villanized bullied it talk them dad side count him either lives nearby relationship all ties cut whether inperson social media contact siblings abusive lead toxic lifestyles lot incestual abuse moms large family auntsunclescousins life either p thinks siblings take advantage funny probably take advantage him says thats hard time making friends thinks keep guard high ive made acquaintances work years gone dinner movies coworkers years since ive really connected someone could identify friend someone flakes me tend waste time anymore early twenties id get backstabbed lot too coworkers thought friends course leads question myself kind person prone backstabbing people think so hesitate confront someone example someone im", "friendly workplace drops ball somehow problem reminding expectation would describe stern straightforward unkind im left assume people generally like it otherwise think im good listener trustworthy honest make effort put positive spin things workplace tear others gossip tolerate vicinity guess im unlikable maybe im annoying uninteresting dumb hard tell kind person im perceived as many people outside p socialize with ampxb past weeks ive cleaning belongings mom died deal storage unit junk want leave kind mess p went journals present ive always same listless position running narrative know work bosses little work much pay feel alone know myself clearly im problem early thirties already im stumped find work entry level guess really deserve anything that stuck anything long enough earn it today cleared old video diaries laptop", "yes video diariesi get lonely lose patience handwritten journaling quickly so ive tried recording try talk even myself skipping them im disgusted emptyheadedness speak well seem know anything substance look like ive done anything value frustrating thing surface seem problem ablebodied enough jog miles time eat fairly well read bit resumee strung together time hands ive job search submitted applications every waking minute im employed right picky health home car manageable debt burdens hold back cant make something happen feel dead inside why since kid ive ever wanted dead see future real goals passion sense community theres book dbt skills got outpatient program ten years agodesk distract self carehey weeks ill job keep mind plenty occupied im really tired conversation days health insurance im sorry obama aca never good even staunch liberal therapys question right now put position involuntarily committed ill need pass last background check simply posting feels like red flag is could call hotlineim cups volunteer im crisis modewhat even say shit work like that", "id tell like profound sense fallen cracks know im shallow idiot psych drugs fix loneliness change ideology maybe everyone supposed born maybe person life better without dark presence his maybe week maybe next week maybe next year even land another sufficient job ill ever dangling thread" ]

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[ "pitand heavenit scary thingthat depression becomes massive affects many people gathered lot info get god finally making shit first time life sometimes feel bad even suicidalbutoh boy got better used like percent know felt darkbut finally gonna change better" ]

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[ "post herewhy yell void hope someone responds wonder many us go posting here ill start last time posted different account forgot months ago post im lonely ill make effort get contact friendstheyll brush go back whatever theyre doing realize much think think me pull away obviously killed yet im dealing right is lots confusion uncertainty know whether im becoming paranoid beginning see truth know am really know want life wheres motivation without goals since were least staying hands long enough post here not talk" ]

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[ "best chinese movie ever seen and opinion lot better hero chrouching tiger hidden dragon movie unique combination several genres beautiful love story action movie comedy horror time amazing thing really succeeds thisbr br this movie definitely makes top enjoyable every movie lover action sequences traditional unrealistic jumping even flying way shot differs style hero lot flying always looks great usually even makes sense ghosts flybr br see movie regret it" ]

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[ "want murderedi dont know else word it want someone kill me anyone else similar experience dont know suicidal self harm problem wanted killed years used want kill lot could never family murdered wouldnt know much wanted it im even depressed anymore im happy want die days often im mostly ok things looking up still cant shake desire killed think lot ive described ideal death doped drugs thrown fight ring get ass beat conversation friends idea killed alluring dont know cant shake it escape extent guilt feel towards redflagim one pulling trigger dont feel bad dying whole process sounds amazing intense fear rush pain getting shot gut realizing oh shit im going die falling ground slow drawn painful death slowly fade consciousness dread dying intensity feeling tempting die want really feel once know really unhealthy fantasy murdered would probably actually suck still want real bad", "ive tried times could never finish job felt sooo good tried to feeling rope tighten around neck oxygen slowly cut brain warmth slowly encroaching numbness amazing feeling body shut piece piece ecstasy moment something ill never forget pain melted away wonderful state absolute peace last minute guilt set took away bliss quickly undid rope sat guilt awhile havent tried since part still wants to want again want feel fade intensity pain before never gonna happen dont know id find someone willing kill me want real bad days maybe happened id run away even instincts kick in hope wouldnt least wouldnt get away im safe now refuse kill myself dont want kind control die want life entirely someone something elses hand want one made die want feel good it feel bad fantasy really fucked up wish didnt cant shake it bad was think maybe times week still idk needed vent anybody insight maybe similar experience" ]

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[ "th december dayso ive decided th december day years pain finally come end im tired now im always tired mind constantly ravaged thoughts ive managed destroy life greatly feel terribly parents destroy them cant go like longer complete failure im good anything constantly hurt people around letting down let one final time end it early morning th december clear dorm room ill wear favourite sweater woolen one shades red ill roll joint fine marijuana smoke listen nujabes ill rake beauty winter morning north india shall bid adieu peace" ]

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[ "grownup mids even close nancy drews key demographics pleasantly surprised film afternoon so could tell pair sixtyish silverhaired ladies row me older man left theater ahead specifically praised film ish female usher who said shed seen film previous evening quite liked itbr br more point however row ahead me nine count them nine tenyearold girls lined next other passing popcorn hot dogs candy back forth giggling previewsbr br once film began promptly settled watchbr br and much peep till closing credits began rollbr br this perfect film quite pay high school subplots quite confident enough tone thugs hair far toward critically inept times adaptation source material essentially respectful plot hangs together fairly well treads deftly sins excessive cheesiness excessive modernization last least emma roberts carries movie startling grace josh flitters superb timing notwithstanding roberts movie pulls beautifully nancy drew much direct ancestor kristen bells veronica mars film also lineal descendant jodie fosters early underrated candleshoebr br in todays marketplace rarity family movie respects viewers intelligence such everyones taste is best movie kind decades" ]

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[ "first all id like say im amateur commenting movies english native language felt strong feeling compelling write movie possibly way thank congratulate c jay cox cast crew brilliant productionbr br yesterday watched latter days first timebr br at first thought might similar movie priest liked much showing gay priest closet priest maybe due restrict catholic ideological notions supply spectators needs revealing profound sad endbr br latter days hand broke concept and ones well mormons principles presenting tender cheerful story leading happy emotive end yet arousing feeling gods blessing hope great movie indeedbr br somehow latter days made feel la city angels br bri would recommend movie anyone likes astoundingly beautiful gay love stories" ]

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[ "what feel like life worth livingfuck everything got rejected another medical school spend years studying getting good gpa for spending thousands dollars applications countless hours dedicated extra curriculars amounted failure whats fucking point turn top soil use world unemployable skill set mom horribly financially forced move social housing cant handle change failure letting around too point fucking point" ]

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[ "respected would done years agoso running time money cant work hardly leave house cant talk people social anxiety bad depression makes want try fuck cant even watch movie tv show past years everyone abandoned me spoken anyone years mean literally every months accidentally bump someone say sorry invested life savings fear going broke homeless felt choice gamble basically lost all tried working online luck enough money last years waking going sleep worse time zero hope anything better endless suffering look forward too resources running seriously debating homeless dead zero peace happiness man years social assistance help me even offer us month rent give anything money gone exactly sure person barely leave house survive homeless plan take last bit money head south weather warmer tried best everything done position fear never ended well spent years forcing situations want like engage society ended humiliation loser ending sooner knew headed way expect happen soon" ]

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[ "sweet intro intelegent sailor soldier sailor mercury consisted new in croud merciurios he beganing wrote love letter ami would starltling of course and now ami thiks chibieinstien attractive he ended looking like umino melvin halarios expesialy minakos its skin neck scenehot well really like bishojo senshi sailor moon series personally think best anime ever but movie nice funny adventurios sailor moon r like s movie saw sailor moon univewrse real player pretty good over all" ]

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[ "good friend m several breakdowns distancing fh myself hes close know dofh fear one good friends close going it", "hes confided us long time ago hes suffered depression suicidal thoughts long time weve several scares dealt withwitnessed handful breakdowns fell radar little year ago solid day half emotional break went far breaking house check him find car there turns self harmed called ambulance himself recent break weeks ago since last break basically stopped talked fh they work together thats kind big deal think went office twice worked home times since hes also taken completely quite bit top that talk fh hes real jerk based fh told conversations ive suffered depression myself considered redflag used self harm familiar lot this recent actions dick fh basically spelled me hes ready hes pushing away order push us life therefore make easier fh giving want help know how turnaround yesterday came place couple hours now shop garage fh work coming unannounced going straight shop uncommon came home though inside watching tv fh hung another hour say much know positive want know else do lunch mentor figure yesterday discuss everything several us know hes going basically on watch asked far hes thought skip beat saying knows would it help lives alone try get come come us much possible pushing us away put hard stop that please need help know else do night last breakdown sat talked privately confides trusts fh ive told past dealings this fh is admittedly ideal person help someone state mind everyone involved aware that thats bad thing hes kind person talked able help calm really tell whys hows hes looking committed relationship long time nothing ever works know one reasons admit it thats something help either help someone dealing much hes intelligent good looking individual praised work good core group friends anything everything family intact supportive even this hes depressed thinks low himself dwells relationship status lot even drink lot does twice week gamenight guys join theyll drink home that fridays regular spot go regular group guys great guys that hes drinking heavily smoke dog home know helps im growing afraid none going enough hes closer id like believe im sorry im rambling please help us help him go see professional were has" ]

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[ "dont want commit redflag dont really want wake tomorrowim done cant wait another year leave college boyfriend im tired living house toxic parents toxic divorceim exhausted able proper job stress levels high sensitivity im tired jobsright want get morning im done amam days babysitting homework dog walking homework sleep day im exhausted bored realize thats privileged thing saying want people fun interacting love much thats get stimulation life cant work two hours customer service job without close panic attack pressure insane flow people messes empathy cant anything else besides high pressure customer service job undergrad degree im tired working hard get trauma boyfriend work man emotionally abused three days week part community built business", "im tired job right now im tired regressing every single time goes working hard feel betrayed choice right now im tired missing actively participating community boyfriend used work together made realize boss teacher making legitimately depressed taken almost year get since quitting im done close im done back there im done want next year want across country away town away jobs want different person im exhausted want study focus classes read favorite books talk boyfriend get away parents fighting money college tuition stupid divorceim tired i probably mention im planning anything all want wake up want next yearim still hopeful get here every day weeks draining much im scared im reaching inability hope also thank much listening sub incredibleim really grateful opportunity post something like somewhere guys amazing" ]

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[ "review james bond movies evaluate them rate according well meet expectations certain things one come expect even demand bond film individual effort either delivers doesnt so ten elements make bond film bond film even though never say never technically part official bond filmography mere presence sean connery returning makes something merely honorary member series anyway heres rates scale br br title never say never again clever title apparent link actual storyline instead injoke reference sean connerys vow never play oo lured back diamonds forever whatever case catchy title pointsbr br precredit teaser perhaps trying avoid obvious parallels official eon series bond films teaser opening scenes shown behind credits even disappointing yet another ohno bond killed fakeout pointsbr br opening credits screen full tiny s even bother trying jazz credits graphics split screens interesting camera angles pointsbr br theme song written michel legrand sung lani hall never say never again would make perfectly pleasant part particularly long elevator ride bond theme", "merely okay pointsbr br bond james bond appropriately since film sees connery lured back service bond decades hiatus story begins facing question whether bondconnery still job happily connery proves ready bondage again though bit grayer sporting bit girth wearing slightly obvious toupee seems trouble slipping back action all one connerys best relaxed turns character pointsbr br bond babes even best bond films female characters given much dimension exist largely necessary props bonds use future oscarwinner kim basinger granted great deal leeway creating character domino petachi film benefits this nice job bad look either pointsbr br bond villain reports death obviously exaggerated blofeld back least moment showing lives prized pussycat onetime jesus portrayerturnedstereotypical villain max von sydow given lot role silky presence nonetheless overshadowed wonderful performance klaus maria brandauer maximilian largo string banal bond villains refreshing brandauer gave performance subtle yet colorfully evil funny without campy ruthless without seeming cartoonish largo ranks right auric goldfinger one bonds best villains pointsbr br bond baddies fatima blush say played bold style particularly flamboyant drag queen barbara carrera breezes film displaying mix selfamused evil tad pure psychotic insanity bond crossed paths variety femmes fatales easily disposed existed amusing eye candy characters dared exhibit flare dramatic fierce determination even untimely demise spectacular even bondian standards pointsbr br sinister plot remake sorts thunderball film seem bit beentheredonethat nuclear missiles stolen major real estate go kaboom countries world pay multikazillion dollar ransom least producer kevin mcclory lucky enough find forced remake one weakest bond adventures comparisons effort blows thunderball water despite absence many bondian trademarks film succeeds own pointsbr br production values film starts uneasy style like tv movie trying can story progress film gains momentum sense purpose making superior adventure points br br bonus points several odd changes sets bond film apart official series miss moneypenny hardly acknowledged played edward fox m cranky old grouch respect double os foreshadowing judi dench would later play part q suddenly cockney accent buddybuddy bond curious sense nostalgia throughout film replacing bonds astinmartin vintage packard tango dance number cleverly inserted story big rescue near end horseback homage raiders lost ark tribute bond films pointsbr br summary never say never mixed bag really important areas holds thanks hero connery villain brandauer assassin carrera damselindistress basinger devil details seemingly unimportant opening credits theme song seem film lacking absence comes faux bond film good substitute substitute nonethelessbr br bondometer rating points" ]

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[ "hate cannot talk problems friends family say want help things start get real longer want listen mention suicide longer want there worst part whenif actually go it would first people say reached help want someone try understand feel come from want family understand least attempt understand anyone else feel way families comfortable listening you hate cannot talk" ]

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[ "mother suicidal thoughts making sad toomy mother father split almost years ago currently lives brother give shit her last week one worst fights talk then today came tell died life pay more im im deal fact mother wants kill constantly alone hand deal father also difficult person deal with also going several phases life time energy dedicate mother since im living mother hard follow know determined commit strong suicidal thoughts today deal fairly well them fear anything happens mother know could handle suicidal thoughts well time passes mother loses reason live falls redflag please help me know else do like im loop takes get mother makes sadder talk today tomorrow morning ill schedule session psychologist soon possible her else get thoughts head" ]

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[ "cant handle anymoreever since raped life went downhill everyone way shouldve handled report it tell whole school ect instead making sure okay trying make statement wanted alone cope withdrew dropped school met someone time convinced end life then unfortunately cheated ex gave std needed surgery for since ive thought obsesses old sex tapes goes friends try get go talk girls even though im guys night friend tried hire hookers feel fucking worthless hate people high expectations me heck high goals aimed let crash burn going doctor wanted work chronically ill patients works towards better pain management hopefully cure some perfect boyfriend happened dumped trauma much hold onto anything cant pretend anymore things get better years pills therapy lost everything cared fault stronger really miss exim glad saved trouble watching turn shell person really dont see hope anymore guess days go one day finallyit" ]

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[ "loved film seen philadelphia film festival march went india friends movie real related everything savored every moment characters believable story poignant ending realistic sentimental also enjoyed discussion director showing movie shows well blending complete mixing worlds east west supporting cast wonderful depicting life tourist encounters india quite realistically humor subtle times dry makes realistic woven daily escapades characters easy identify situations portrayed" ]

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[ "many guys make friends girls actually want friends want fuck girl like says want friends whine moan it like guys genuinely actually want make friends women whats bad friend zone like someone enough want boyfriend enough want friend yall know tiring think making good friends person come say want fuck dissapear tell no braces incoming not guys comments people read title properly" ]

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[ "ive answered almost questions number game yeah lets go here httpimgurcomadaadhttpimgurcomadaad note question higher lower pic idk op jumped prepare sex related questions people wont like answers prefer say male idk honestly kg wont convert americans ukraine libra prefer say prefer say prefer say xx ddmmyy russian ukrainian english green black orange yellow white vegetable stew or pizza talk homemade stuff drawing idk indie glass animals sure idea many games like idea homework lol idea im worried future", "no hope never no again hope never cats dog idea prefer say japan probably probably one maybe think twitter pinterest much idk artists bandsmusic artists like etc many reddit mellisa pinterest youtube prefer say twitter yes uxthrowawayaccounthttpswwwredditcomuxthrowawayaccount sent hw friend lol reddit insta something youtube pinterest twitter atleast two hours day laptop mean lol dont think idea fragrance guess no laptop lol idk got wireless headphones hate wireless headphones lay around its pic reason idk answer short brown hate meme thin slavic guess pajamas brown boxers one lots body hair legsarmpitsarms dumb looking moustache bit beard gay never relationship crush girl moved away school older like yearsyes im gayim also biromantic romantically im attracted genders idea would never smart protective strong biiit shy funny supportive muscular belly well beard lots body hair something like this httpimgurcomatxhvyxhttpimgurcomatxhvyx nice conversation restaurant enough understanding other supporting other live loveyes", "yes no think would get tattoo get older though talking myself yes think im attractive mean parents lol doesnt gay biromantic measured like two years idk theres lot hair there ill shave bit later like every two daysyes second part httpimgurcomatxhvyxhttpimgurcomatxhvyx body similar this thick dick sex risky place turn ons smells like smelly armpitsunderwear im prepared downvotes turn offs idea idea different ways it well ive fast enough hide mom probably understood everything uhh idk often like ive sex tell sexual stories want partner rough want understand want serious it also since im vers want vers idk answer wont lots different things prefer say class teacher ukrainian language teacher actually talk like person age computer science hate sometimes highest probably pe literally give us highest grades nothing lowest biologychemistry hours it ill everything morning received yet bet math exam got bad grade since get last thing learned ukrainian poor lower class rooms kitchen bathroom living room lol prefer say small enough public wont answer last ones ok fun im prepared downvotes sexual questions get stalked woohoo good day" ]

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[ "advice sneaking night yr old super bored quarantine mac keep entertained games window i building pc november next week getting longboard idea would super fun sneak ride around town late night ever snuck out advice make easier mistakes made" ]

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[ "feel like going lose itwhen chest begins hurt hear heart thumping loudly ears mind begins loiter upon dark thoughts cope" ]

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[ "back againhi again im graduating th grade tomorrow im really feeling it feels like sad monday night died tonight honestly mind like accidentally naturally idk ive purposely avoiding family im trying distract thoughts go away idk anymore quite surprised im still alive" ]

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[ "read helped lot artist people hate helps me hope helps many moreended crossroad try figure way go like stuck treadmill running place got hazard lights hoping somebody would slow praying miracle wholl show grace couple dollars quarter tank gas long journey ahead seen truck pull god sent angel help gave direction showed read map long journey ahead said aintoh even midst doubt life worth living life worth living live another day meaning forgiveness people make mistakes mean give life worth living relationship ski slope avalanche comin slow enough time salvage love feels like blizzard april cause heart cold skating thin ice strong enough hold us seen scream holler put us blast tearing thought god sent us angel help us gave us direction showed us make last long journey ahead said aint ever", "oh even midst doubt life worth living life worth living live another day meaning forgiveness people make mistakes mean give life worth living life worth living get reflection different perception world may see try crucify aint perfect deny reputations line im working better life worth living life worth living live another day meaning forgiveness people make mistakes god judge life worth living another day life worth living" ]

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[ "anyone owns rdr finish story first playing online matter all got game im like percent story" ]

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[ "anyone know among us player named coochie man friends started egg hat gang them dont know even reddit know player named coochie man usually plays orange started egg hat gang id appreciate left comment thanks" ]

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[ "make redflag least painful familyi access helium imagine could learn rig exit bag husband devastated parents spare much pain possible" ]

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[ "need talkim wondering redflag im wondering options im wondering consequences it telling friends effect driving away telling family effect making life harder want tell somebody im thinking redflag would cool could swap stories somebody else needs talk guess pm me post story ill reply mine sure specifics would interesting help" ]

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[ "thoughts actionive never attempted every time walk work shops wish car would swerve hit me gets worse visit therapist feel good exactly minutes gnawing thoughts seeing death grandpa he died suddenly peacefully never even got say goodbye remembering exgirlfriend she whole life kept together hates clingy due part anxiety flood back im worse bridge hospital house always hard cross want die sometimes feel like would easier nobody life cares enough listen without judging mei guess need someone talk to" ]

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[ "ive rejected girl like well call lauren livestreaming instagram watched hoping would make lose interest obsessing her talking friend house boring far good my goal stop obsessing her one friends said something getting drunk said shouldnt underaged drinking calls cuck says well noone asked again perfect im losing romantic interest already cringey tictoc dances went matter seconds minutes later invites another friend onto live her asks things do suggest making origami swan shes baffled probably doesnt know origami is tell japanese soldiers used practice making origami swans help selfdiscipline im remembering correctly blares nerd alert im little hurt thats want thats said guy name joins stream says hey brendon fake name hang sometime long clarified wasnt talking me minute later tells leave kicks off guest enough time say look dood geekin japan soldiers weeb shit again im hurt id say success see arrogant bitch instead sentient flawlessness tldr watch crushs livestream hopes losing interest her mission accomplished edit realised didnt need give fake name never even called nameoh well cant stop me" ]

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[ "im scared call hotline afraid ofwhy call fear pain whatever now get it" ]

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[ "attitude depressionso pretty much entire life ive horrible attitude life depression doesnt help much seems make everyone want walk away makes things worse dont know aht think redflag death time im always thinking different ways kill myself tried change attitude tword life hard suggestions" ]

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[ "homework ate dog im sad apparently give homework away cant hand dog teacher im going fail sad" ]

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[ "demon slayer op sick change mind also feel free share favourites" ]

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[ "life interesting spend time gen x conspiracy theorists midst pandemic think government something behind scenes mom told believe government says boyfriend telling even people causes related corona virus still marked covid asked could find information said facebookso im supposed believe government im somehow supposed believe see internationalgatheringofboomerscom also used fact people died diseases werent forced live way do back argument think government wants control" ]

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[ "ending day nowi guess would look ive got say thankful im not id burn house blow car tell friends family fuck could bring anything emptiness ive felt months now think always there ive able ignore it im alone even im around people care me im alone one person ive ever bared soul to laugh tell could still friends cant even bring eat nothing gives joy nothing gives sadness bags packed speak already final letters written stuffed labelled envelopes gave video game shit neighbor kid yesterday held gun temple hammer cocked thing keeping imagined mother would feel police showed tell son blew brains basement probably stop tonight maybe tomorrow doubt see next week" ]

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[ "crippling anxiety kissing today went date girl like dropped house talked bit wanted kiss seemed like wanted same problem got anxious move felt like going throw up anyone delt gotten before" ]

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[ "im doneim planning take life soon tried everything nothing works cant bear anymore" ]

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[ "thought getting betterits year since wanted seriously kill myself note planned back went therapy hashed problems depression years discharged months ago therapyim back never ending pit despair loneliness want take knife end itim tall pounds asian want affection find someone grow learn with never success relationship wise ive never even girlfriend ever im sick everything feel like never find love tried improving change going gym personality passions music arts always good enough friend im tired honestly dont think win societal standard seems go hand hand opportunity aka handsome somewhat tall manly man" ]

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[ "witty disgusting brash intelligent baseketball redefines comedysports pot spoof easy target makes called comedies like dead boring one best time trey parker matt stone play roles losers apt perfection" ]

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[ "wish could cuddle someone hug goes longer secondi feel worthless ugly lonely always" ]

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[ "day friend brought gun school so happened guym im talking friend timeactually friends classmates used make fun him slightly average iqhe simpletonor everyone thoughthe used sit behind soi used conversations day one day noticed looking weird like watching classmates weirdly thinking something alsohe kept checking bag time time day teased guysso thought might that asked problemhe took secluded corner classroom told fearful tones gun bagi shocked say least first thought lyingbut noticed weirdand checking bag told prove lunch break took outside lobeholdthere gun handnow asked calmlyeven tho panicking inside trying gunhe said nothingi told keep gun hidden could gone teachers reminded brother also simpleminded knew wanted tohe could shot usso kept quiet whole day next day came thanked telling teachers return introduced friends told anything foolish today onwardsi know right thing simple fool know consequences actions complained it would ruined life" ]

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[ "im tired year old girl senior high school sick all think analyze everythingits two parts one always telling good enough thin pretty smart enoughand part telling okay unrealistic expect many things myself really cant take anymore used eating disorder not specifically diagnosed parents never sent doctor would cost money failed too difficult starve extent still keep grades up hardly ever speak parents because well cant even begin explain mindfuckery behind all ill honest admit make easy mother not applicable dad give fuck me quite nasty know things im fairly certain times parents want rid me mother ever talks email nowand forcing get birth control pills believes pmddits embarrassing insulting me wrong cant depressed getting birth control make problems disappear ill still hate school believe im good enough ill still think im ugly wish could skeletonill still cut myself problems mother go away magic pill quick fix welli mean one leaves alive desperately want someone important life push away guy comes near me cant let find messed ami know ill screw somehow also feel repulsive allow anyone close way", "disgusts guys find sexually attractiveso much feel sick stomach strange also little respect body even know cant accept affection though want it future want live rest life like this also interest college get scholarship notifications applied prestigious school sent special application mother believe get large enough scholarship able afford going discouraged pursuing art the thingim remotely interested in really wants go community college nearly perfect gpa high act score better go community college ill definitely kill myself cant believe im still alive begin with lethal dosage pills ready summer supposed do" ]

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[ "best drug od ive waited waited waited horrible feeling hasnt gone away" ]

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[ "hello goodbye well almost time ive never really post sub today last day teenager turning tomorrow wish knew sub younger probably wouldve helped someone listen problems seem dumb hindsight little advice yall dont sweat small stuff things might seem like end world really dumb hindsight example lot teens really wanted learn drive get car big point contention parents thought didnt really like wouldnt teach drive thought life would change completely finally exciting worthwhile iearned got car nothing really changed basically go errands now something seemed really important really wasnt big deal know doesnt apply everyone ask always keep open mind good luck all" ]

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[ "hey you shitted showeryeah readrightyo ass tried fart shower ended shitting wonder dad say that hope made day better" ]

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[ "want go sleep littleim anxious cant function going away breakdown shut completely thought killing got wave peace laying bed staring feeling calm first time since remember felt anxiety relief could barely move didnt water room take pills didnt days still feel horrible really want it even die maybe go sleep days im tired dont know live like this" ]

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[ "think ask jws whether expect miracle cure faith find not know not find instead believe promises christ made resurrection so even even worst happen die holding onto integrity jehovah can correct thisbr br it really gets simple question god real make believe real trust him follow directions matter short term outcome may bebr br i heart attack year half ago one family horrified saw words no blood written large letters chart reasoned position blood transfusion would save life would good time anger one could return life time came get god real enough her bad wish could comfort strong faith gives" ]

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