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[ "want let gothe day waiting train standing close end platform considering dealing depression years years since ive dealt suicidal idealization scaryim scared think maybe ive depressed whole life people told itd better got older could make decisions change environment therapy medication throughout college chronically miserable long prospects got job another country", "im still happy think ive ever really happy people told would get better hasnt cant handle prospect hang on longer im tired try nice people help however can someone asks help literally stop im doing possible give every time flip side think people know im struggling know that ive asked people help walked on people taken advantage me want bother anyone im dying kind connection contradictory is even people true friends connections have cannot deal rejection want trying settle days like today get frustrated want talk someone scared send another message ignored know problems big people want someone know work stresses out service job try really hard well think good work evaluation last month along lines great customers say smile enough please smile more cant want to things got bit bad weeks ago friend coworker got drunk sexually assaulted me people saw one anything it talked anyone whos taken seriously feel silly upset because yknow way rape police anything situation even reported it cry shower used look forward since catharsis lately dread wash hair comes clumps probably eating disorder now days im motivated eat one goodsized meal happen usually end puking ive lost much weight replace wardrobe second time eight nine months anyhow im still considered fat country", "one cares dread work since dealing people dislike people really like helping fake connections wear out im super introvert every day exhausting skills though days like today try study make marketable end crying half day instead im scared ill mess work get gloomy something get fired certainly kill forced go back country savings live family environment terribly toxic lately ive thinking methods like inconviencing people id ideally like arrange affairs unobtrusive again part angry much pain like one cares want everyone knowyes bad want people stop think moment maybe even feel little sorry probably much coward go way though people would likely want continue living feel like alive profoundly unhappy perhaps way am persisting problem me like since kid whether working shutin social solitary sides planet got long im sorry appreciate anyone whos read entire thing ive wanted say things long considering next steps" ]

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[ "want kill nowok got poor evaluation work low raise come home dad yells me family leaves without go fish fry please help feeling dead" ]

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[ "could live without pain would much easier cannot reached help many times one concern it know anymore wish pain would go away" ]

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[ "im sure whether cant survive again cant take trauma failure cant risk arrested police surviving keep told services capacity kill stop me surely capacity way achieve need way id know going work" ]

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[ "@jonasbrothers my favorite song its about the new cd: paranoid, hey baby, and bout the other cds: video girl, bb good, shelf, tonight" ]

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[ "just came home from market market.watched jash's cheerdance competition.Fun!" ]

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[ "theekween heart break trauma anxiety depression and pain of losing a loved one thelmasherbs" ]

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[ "epic woke set alarm went back bed woke saw time decided go back bed again basically missed half classes thing happened yesterday too fucking hate online school" ]

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[ "@neondeception ur avatar is so cute im trying to set this blog thing up and see what its all about lol" ]

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[ "feeling excess amount give life cry last weekend yelled getting la job get good grades yada yada happens time get sad better today different im feeling hopeless scared sad that normal part teenager" ]

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[ "its birthday today turned im tired month ago tried kill myself didnt want let live another year am happy birthday lol ive thinking everyday couldnt bring it really wish did come point really dont know want anymore feel like ill let go soon everything seems fucking pointless ive made peacethat" ]

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[ "trapped buried alive brings us resort opened soon closebr brwe start guy gear blowing drifts avoid possibility avalanches somehow make sense anyways hes blow away one particularly big one notices resort open despite best efforts higher authority tells day overbr br soon everyone expects avalanche hitsbr br look im gonna reveal more say bmovie designed family channel which saw on fact commercials proves bmovie anyways pretty decent film partially unrealbr br firsthand people buried ice snow theyre buried traced powder or cd screwdriver possible finally cant stress enough explosion cannot stop avalanche guaranteedbr br furthermore worth rental tv viewing owning br br the movie rated pg maybe received something little strong boy nearly loses foot elevator leg cut around ankle guy toasted electricity diesel weight room dead people laying aroundbr br enjoy" ]

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[ "im tiredthe past three weeks ive many days actually think would make alive help im undiagnosed mental illnesses professional help cant afford it today first ever session free sponsored therapist asked talk things liked think anything spent mins trying come things kept saying things dislike well thats point girl college committed redflag months ago situation isnt nearly bad terms financial stability social standing etc keep thinking get it see way out would much easier around truly would miss on positives life theyre far worth pain ive lying bed crying two hours head hurts nothing worth this" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "want run awayi cant go vicious cycle bingingpurgingstarving anymore along fact reason live mum completely given me nobody talk cant deal constant thoughts self harm pity killing anymore plan running away possibly kill wherever end at much pain mentally years enough guess going make years all" ]

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[ "@DVDsnapshot thanks I see you've watched StarTrek twice already and really enjoyed it" ]

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[ "graemearcher i am sad about innocent selling out too" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "dont know turn toi want die im trying best happy stay positive cant want reach someone dont know who appointment therapist next week dont think wait long want end now dont know keep thinking thoughts cant happy hurts live way want over" ]

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[ "hoping my new kitten is well a she isn t eating or drinking hopefully just stress of a new place" ]

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[ "hb4 - cyberia - hb2 - cyberia - new food court - hb4 --> CENDOL SEDAP!!!T'baekkk!!!eheheehee.." ]

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[ "@Kal_Penn I just read about your new job, CONGRATULATIONS!That's fantastic." ]

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[ "THREAD A few months ago, I took steps to address my mental health.I think I've known for a long time that I've had anxiety and depression issues I just chose to ignore them, to lean into them, to just turn my nose up at them like I was superior somehow.I wasn't, I'm not.(1/23)" ]

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[ "byeive realized way win play goodbye" ]

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[ "@em_c GoodtryWell done with the painting by the way." ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "wish way make look like accidenti dont want anyone feel guilty feel like hard kill without happen fuck" ]

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[ "people get comfortable point makes others uncomfortable comes personality people hating dark humor gotta wake pop ibuprofen numb everyone hurtin feelings mean bully people unless bash making joke cultures food cook something real one gonna eat like yams vagina" ]

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[ "watching film explore turkish music also explore city istanbul wonderful pictures scenes important regions citythere lots delightful conversations sorts musicians thoughts musicculturethere also discussions mixture east west like istanbul hashow make music see comparing countrys musiciansit consists musiccezadumanbaba zulaaynurmzeyyan senarorhan gencebaythe turkish queen music sezen aksuan important work art" ]

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[ "@SakuraTbh I saw it!It great!I'm reading the book" ]

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[ "first got n five sixi fell love itand first game super mario and loved itthe graphics great timea good plotgreat courses allthe best music heardnintendo gamebr br", "i remember plot completelybut think princess peach kidnapped bowserand mario rescue herthe object game get stars curses castleeach five six challnges get starsthere secert parts castlewhere get starsbut courseyou beat bowseri think three levels beat bowser on lets start charactersmario main characterand gets helpful advice toadso basically one alliancesi heard luigi yoshi game towards endthe main villain bowserand bunch characters like boo goombathe characters really greatbr br nexthow graphicspeople say gameplay important graphicsand agree completelybut great plotthere great graphicsespecially timei whole bunch nintendo games like graphics compare super mariobright colorsgreat effects awesome sound effectsi found graphics water courses goodnext bowser world onesit best graphics gamebr br nowthe musicthis favorite part gamegrowing upwhen played young ageid gladly leave game night music would put sleepespecially music jolly roger baywhich peaceful wonderfulthere others great tooespecially inonce againthe worlds bowserare ones stick favoritesbr br this game favorite past time developing gamerand love itthis game gets go play game" ]

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[ "Gr 5 is making their first collaborative website to share their info from the recent PYP Exhibition.Will publish it soon" ]

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[ "advice needed hardly talk crush amp never told anything recently blue removed fb amp insta etc sending request amp deleting fb still see status whatsapp oo question is know how way rejecting people rejected ff kinda new thing" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "done reallylifes getting much thinking writing help thoughts lingering starting feel comforted idea existing cant tell anyone embarrassment cant go nowhere seek help people responsible downright refuse issues anyone knew felt would able face world" ]

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[ "@TuckerGoodrich @japantimes Autonomic and emotion regulation in bereavement and depression https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/11943236/?i=4 …" ]

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[ "hi guy pls who know how to overcome depression i m dying slowly" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "everything gets taken away mei rose high loved hard dared much tried grasp star overreached fell" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "hate myselftoday im goin g friends house goes back home viist parents im saaing night work whether want start dating dont hes coming back said friends made depressed suicidal dont know todo wish fucing dead im piece shitanyway im sick hurting people hate sorry writing yself mcuh id ont know feel fucking bad" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "captain goes shipi major fuckup work today caught power line dump truck caused fire jumped truck caught fire for moment considered staying truck let get engulfed flames instead fleeing like coward everyone says glad imokim glad like captainim ultimately responsible happens fire department showing time would destroyed business dumping at jobs there dignity left im fucking dolt walking hazard seems feel hard pressed continue life" ]

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[ "@BigSyke69 lol yea 2ish sounds about right, i love my sleep but why would you get up at 9 if you don't have to?lol." ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "depression ruining peoples lives point idea start getting better seems like tried everything personally helped manage improve depression redflag anything even seems silly welcome helped manage depression" ]

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[ "one great ones works beautifully hardly notice miscasting year old dana andrews drugstore soda jerk goes war comes back four years later would been most then else played him" ]

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[ "seen film different occasionson first occasioni bowled filmit appeared kind film mei hated film sentimental garbage second viewinghowever third viewing reasserted belief good filmthere lot emotional power film especially scenes emotional confrontation mr kramer madam kramerthere scenes meryl streep appears cruel person despite fact beauty real lifedustin hoffman appears lost hero unable grapple recent task childs custodythere even controversy sets filmaccording master cameraman nestor almendros shot escaped getting hurt character mrkramerin order show intensity angerdecides break glass hardluckily nothing happened nestorkramer versus kramer shows destruction family structureit also tells family must maintained kids involved" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "we re here to help we are online therapy platform which essentially connects certified psychologist and people suffering from mental health issue such a depression stress and anxiety among dozen of other clinically defined disorder book your appointment now http t co pz vurvh0" ]

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[ "got chance see movie early screening brea crazy ever since film based shakespeares twelfth night read loved seen stage times certainly liked references whether like shakespeare matter movie stands on super funny witty charming amanda bynes hilarious david cross actually whole cast great happen huge david cross fanatic cast hot soundtrack kicks lots cool bands heard know cd coming definitely buy it everyone audience laughed start finish age groups" ]

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[ "heidimontag i love the hillbut i missed the show tonight" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "want someone talk to feeling stronger evermy liver problems getting worse really care bottle vodka right near want drink die many things gone wrong summer cant get job area stuck home manic depressed mother always get fight verbal physicalmainly physical her try protect myself family extremely close financial ruin college got accepted transfer aka dream college denied financial aid basically gave hope something life said nope able fulfill dream matter hard try liver acting yet again bf college left starting love years able feel ex cheated me thing set though recent ex toying heart hurts fucking much taken xanaxs already calm put sleep hurt disappointment runs deep" ]

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[ "wow wonderful film script nearly perfect appears film written minglun weii hope stories himbr br the acting sublime renying zhou doggie amazing natural talent xuzhu delight believable jaded old traditionalist br br the soundtrack effective guiding without overwhelming br br if movies like made whether hollywood hong kong family friendly well acted well written well directed near perfect gem" ]

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[ "im going tomorrowtheres point waiting shit get better never will theres point trying know full well one missim freeit im pussyim sure ill manage comes ill try best" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "@SusanCalman 2/2 brothers suicide when I was 30.I would welcome a chance to share my story of survival of severe depression and trauma.@AKCounsellor knows who I am" ]

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[ ".@mmbc@matthewmelnyk I'll pass an email along to my contacts at Facebook re: FacebookGate, Canadian style." ]

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[ "need music suggestion need song made globalization somewhat clean" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "looking application idk sign somewhere psych wards included reminded end like perhaps someone check every maybe remind much damage times manage suicide ideation times literally impossible think anything anyone else suicide want it really want it sure lot relate need help think good idea reach friend family member worried either panic think trying pathetically seek attention scenarios equally bad kind suicide watch applicationsservices" ]

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[ "Hi there <Emoji:Waving hand sign (medium dark skin tone)><Emoji: Waving hand sign (medium dark skin tone)><Emoji: Waving hand sign (medium dark skin tone)>, my name is Yasmin.Are you struggling with disappointment, depression, suicidal thoughts, anger, or do you feel lost and left behind in life?I have also been in situations in which I needed someone to talk to.You can definitely talk to me.DM me!" ]

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[ "Follow @mattsmind 10 Followers away from 700.Help out." ]

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[ "explaining mike mike one ocs made post showing facts trivia him post trying explain existence mike biology ask everything ill answer" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "point someone go hospitaltheres difference wanting disappear stop existing bit come back wanting die actual planwriting noteetc theres also nebulous inbetween phase person acts impulse maybe die maybe not spectrum someone go hospital im terrified commitment mental hospital ive heard terrible things them especially one area walk er nearby happen send there want go" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "dont try get helpobviously question directed try treat depression why think redflag tragic thing mind boggling someone sad even deepest urge strongest directive survive disregarded tragic whoever experiences feeling support redflag understand someone would want it depression once nothing like guys terrible state years infact months years even leave home constantly contemplate redflag without even trying get help question why got lose" ]

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[ "hmmmm..What are you doing?...im singing a very awesome song and ima go see a movie called...TERMINATOR SALVATION!!!!!!!OH YEA!BITCH!xD" ]

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[ "jojo fans still exist yall go outside touch grass" ]

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[ "day random questions much u wanna go back school" ]

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[ "@HarvardBizVery true in most cases managers misread the signals / symptoms as depression or other, also requires managers that understand their teams in terms people management.Very informative article, <Emoji: Person with folded hands>." ]

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[ "dale wood i love uni coffee bet you won t get this one ilpcoh p uni tomorrow pick u up at p 000 word assignment arg" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "@WhatIsKissThe interwebs twerent a thing when the betrayal hit, then the depression, rise and fall, continued depression and the acceptance of semi-sociopathism because so many humans do shit that makes no fucking sense to me that as long as I dont act on thoughts or voice them Im ok" ]

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[ "i really want to play singstar but all my singstar disc are scratched" ]

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[ "im cringe even day passed since started talking asked out fuck" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "dead endi feel life cant get better everything feels like reached dead end kill self end all" ]

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[ "let's go yankees!almost summer, 2 more weeks!" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "Can i go to your school?What are the requirements other than peer pressure and anxiety followed by depression?https://twitter.com/aJackieLarsen/status/988820882717003776 …" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "bipolar ii disorder bipolar ii disorder involves period of hypomania but depression is often the dominant state for a diagnosis of bipolar ii disorder a person must have had one or more episode of depression at least one hypomanic episode no other diagnosis" ]

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[ "johnnybeane me too i ll see on amazon uk otherwise they make me pay custom tax if i order it from the u" ]

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[ "o have too much on my mind and is trying to write it all downso maybe i can get some sleep before class it s not really working" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "tried make everything stop last night found time move thisthings hard past years keep going downhill college frustrating im stuck major like anymore much debt quitting would feel like failure positive change im stuck minimum wage job going anywhere best friend years falling month ago like lost brother", "im still love exboyfriend recently found slept someone swore hadnt though says wishes hes remorseful it pain still strong love me really hes justified loving me ruined relationship towards end checking early avoid pain made worse apparently find nearly impossible even lift bed every day happened fast came home spending work shift sobbing back office walked apartment share ex could think cold was got warm bath mind shut off wanted sleep decades took vicodin more must fallen asleep bath ex came home work found me naturally freaked out helping throw dry off called mum really remember much except taken familys house later night purging lot grandma cried lot mum upset yelled lot ex keeps calling every hour ask am friends filled happened lost help even know say feel empty plan trying again seeing everyone care distraught did guess need help figuring move past this im ashamed myself never wanted hurt anyone im exhausted friend suggested reach have im delusional think im one felt do want hide move on ever looked like before moment define rest life expect miracles quick fixes knowim trouble guess need guidance" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "new article from obmintegrativeandcomplementarymedicine covid on the brain anxiety sensitivity and mindful awareness mediate the relationship between covid 9 obsession and anxiety http t co vfegm9dpzf http t co wkkexnjdys covid 9 anxiety depression http t co u pembdvcm" ]

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[ "im peer pressured watching jojos prepared resist drugs smoking anime" ]

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[ "i ve had depression since i wa it come and it gobut it came back around 0 and never really left just gradually got worse i dont enjoy anything anymorei dont look forward to anything i just wait for the day to end knowing there another one anyway all my day bleed together at this point insomnia doesnt help to where everything just feel like a long long loop my girlfriend of 9 year left me recently it got to be too much for her i wa tryingbut i guess not enough i only have a handful of friendbut theyre either all going through something or dont quite understand how i put what im feeling into wordso i dont feel like i can really talk to anyone i use talkspace but even that feel hollow no goal no aspiration i work in a job where there really no advancementim barely able to keep myself standing financially overall i just feel like a loserim", "i dont connect with people i feel like im just going to be alone forever the last few month pre and post break up i find myself sitting in my car alone in an empty parking lot till early morning talking to myself hoping that something will help but im just talking into an empty void im agnostic i want so badly to believe that there something somewhere that hears mebut i know thats just not realistic i ve contemplated suicide several time but im to weak to go through with it too scaredi ll screw it up or worse disappointing my familyi really dont know what to do it like im just sleepwalking through life i find my moment to distract me whether it going to the gym or focusing on my other venture but at the end of the day it all just come back to this i had everythingand i pissed it away like i always do i dont see my value" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "@TroyNel16190599 Sucking my dick cures depression" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "noti reasons to mom brother would destroyed brother sick mind way mom brother nobody me im little sister know hes stayed before im meantanymore maybe im built afterlife here fair still fair need ok guys ill let know hanging im huge fast wish luck" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "bother staying aliveeveryone constantly mean reason always get lots girls would want live cant like that tried best years get anywhere think give up wish died infancy waste life life amazing me watch others good life" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "gunhello everyone write saying head much time want kill myself gun would dead already afraid feeling pain dying thats need gun tbh ive also considered shocking wires dont die instantly that im years old french guy dont feel whole purpose life feel like life simply me hapiness pretty much depends humans dont feel time dont understand keep staying alive nothing stops getting everything dont trust religions death fact not existing heres question exist simply exist keep feeling pain could simply exist red posts people lot troubles lifes felt like problem yo guy supposed nothing compared them mean asking im alive could dead lets admit gotta wait years finaly enjoy life whatever try waiting enjoy simply turn forever think brain sick really mean it dont wanna exist anymore thanks ready far tho" ]

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[ "u ever get new book good makes want read fast get know characters plot finished book feel remorse sadness never able experience full magic book ever again already know plot" ]

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[ "@oxofamilydad I can tell you're from a thespian background.......ruthless the lot of you!" ]

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[ "@Emskie1 tell him i said hi" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "No tropical depression gonna steal my sun away.Mm, I feel lucky today.<Emoji:Multiple musical notes>" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "the american psychiatric association apa state that depression is a common and severe mental illness that affect how individual feel think and act http t co arsp syayj" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "hotline help related phonesi know silly question is really cant make calls severe social phobia cant use phone even good day imwell im runing coping mechanisms fast feel like theres anyone help me cant afford therapist right now ones ive seen past able help me nobody else close family bunch anxious people love simply make matters worse panic comfort pretending im better calm down cant make calls ive gone metanoia site many times effectanymoreyes ive waited time ive permanent crisislike state hours hours since least last night right everyone family left work afraid edit thank everyone expect people caring helpful moment im imminent danger keep mind links places posted" ]

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[ "heatherlibbyoh well she seems like trouble christian slater is trying to kill her at the moment" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "feel like nothing live forim almost college student graduate end schoolyear almost one live miles away family support group pretty good group friends months transferred school theyve completely abandoned me know incredibly suicidal am care brush give worthless platitudes want feel wanted somebody one makes feel wanted im school club actually prominent member know killed myself id missed duties personal presence seem close im never let group like nothing big party im invited to ive gone counseling therapy even antidepressants nothing gets better matter do let shyness take over stayim miserable overcome shyness try connect someone im eventually abandoned feel miserable sad thing probably best ill ever it college much monetary burden not yet anyway surrounded people age graduate know itll go shit degree european history equal job family struggling this would killed months ago want dead tie preventing taking life family feel like cant last forever want want content matter do cant be" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "know anymorei feel like im failure think im brink fired current job got nepotism like previous jobs one part though every single relationship ive seems fizzle out like leave everyone feeling unhappy unsatisfied me think people keep lives feel sorry make feel better comparison fucking failure existence think id use everyone ending it kind morbid juxtaposition success functional person probably make sense right now im pretty fucked up alcohol thing keeping sane" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "mizzzidc you are depressed over a shoe you spoke rudely to your mom and then posted it on the internet i mean over a f shoeand you want to heal from depression dear child you are badly behaved i hope you are healing from the depression now" ]

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[ "know directors intent make sure sky almost always sunny beautiful film perhaps romantic image many americans time film set middle war macy returned war his neighbor asks hey true got fritz there trying get life one day gets new pair glasses hence name sees things clearly surrounding situation reveals one rabid antisemitism macy dern could wrapped it funny neither jewish film accusation made also historically accurate labor union democrats time wrapped flags america god macy continually pestered come meeting presence brings unexpected resultsbr br applying time frame today study contrast undergone complete reversal average citizens taken patriotism religion unifier supporting republican party viewing organized labor part leftwing unpatriotic americabr br a great picture watch care see friendly timid meek macy played beautifully him get caught carnage race hate mid s nycbr br a tough emotionally charged film" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "reason i m on the edge job search i m completely unemployable i lucked out and have had three real job since graduating collegebut i learned nothing from them i m now in my early 0 with no applicable job skill for today s market and keep getting rejection letter toxic shithead bos i put a lot of blame on this fucker he treat me like absolute shit and actively work against any career growth he ha huge anger issuea well so i m constantly walking on eggshell gossipy toxic coworkers they spread rumor about me that were untrue and constantly talk about people behind their back if we weren t remoteright now and i had to be around themi d go insane so many of my workplace have been filled with these kind of fucker can t they mind their own goddamn business and just do their work humanity s fucked i ve been close with my family for a long time now but recently my parent have gone really far right", "i lean left and just hate a lot of their double standard my parent take that a an opportunity to take any anger out about the current state of the world on me at work and at home there is no source of relief i have no friend nobody give a shit i dream about using some of the money i ve earned up blowing it on thing i ve always wanted to do then buying a gun and shooting myself" ]

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[ "getting sick time for some hot tea studying and then sleeeep" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "give one good reason livenot reason die because familyfriends stupid stuff like reason live reason die one good reason live thats ask" ]

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[ "need friends m dm want chat play interestsnot lot know anime pc videogames like apex overwatch csgo others" ]

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[ "fuck uterus dis bitch week late still put her wtf dis shit" ]

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[ "starting online school weeks school could teaching us differently expected starters think wed using zoom all were gonna log in tasks thats it know could same" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "getting motivation something lifei chronic depression social anxiety life long lack motivation thought started getting passion weightlifting would set back right track and felt like awhile ive gone gym like times entire year took time school get better get treatment made depressed isolated im situation made new friend years ive single entire life im going new school soon even though social anxiety makes school miserable experience trying read motivational posts watch videos sucks know way turn life around better start proactive it cant convince even worth it ive depressed long become part me almost like im addicted depressed point effort would take even put slightly better place seems insurmountable cant stop thinking much easier would kill myself desire anything become anything fuck tough like want die time desire better life think lucky sheltered am make feel like im ranting entitled manchild something" ]

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[ "ever popes zit felt really good end thinking week maybe im psychotic" ]

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[ "to clarify i guess i wa only happy because i wa really highbut i stopped for a minute and started thinking i wa thinking about who i am and how much of a sad useless piece of shit i am i wa hanging out with a few people at the time so i had to shake the thought pretty quickly fucki wish i could just forget who i am altogether i m getting tired of me" ]

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[ "theres website publishing content reddit sourcing original creator website called gaming memes httpsgamingmemescom taking content hot publishing website they credit posted it links image permalink source red flag front page suspect _without permission_ to confirmed second red flag theres literal website reposting stuffdef cool thank coming ted talk please try spread message" ]

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[ "@joannereid48 #ebnjc It's a very under-researched area, and there's some debate over whether it's appropriate to subject art to the rigour of science.But there's some evidence that it can improve depression and anxiety in patients with mental health issues." ]

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[ "need help texted crush wished merry christmas wich replied thanks too havent texted like month dont know say keep conversation alive shy cant text much please need help could say keep conversation alive" ]