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i want end hopefully tomorrow better idk much take | [
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"i want end hopefully tomorrow better idk much take"
] | 11 | Quiero terminar con suerte mañana mejor idk mucho tomar |
@caitiejayne ok sick which date suits u they are thursday night friday night and sat night i think laast 3 nights get in quick | [] | [
"@caitiejayne ok sick which date suits u they are thursday night friday night and sat nighti think laast 3 nights get in quick"
] | 35 | @caitiejayne ok enfermo que fecha te conviene son jueves noche viernes noche y sat noche pienso laast 3 noches entrar rápido |
know theres lot going right things depressing might make happy know hamster follow instagram get surgery remove abscess complete success name vincent likes cucumbers hes super cute sounds like surgery went fine hes road recovery | [] | [
"know theres lot going right things depressing might make happy know hamster follow instagram get surgery remove abscess complete success name vincent likes cucumbers hes super cute sounds like surgery went fine hes road recovery"
] | 48 | Sé que hay mucho yendo bien cosas deprimentes puede hacer feliz saber hámster seguir instagram conseguir cirugía quitar absceso completo éxito nombre vincent le gusta pepinos hes súper lindo sonidos como la cirugía fue bien hes carretera recuperación |
@nillovic Welcome back! | [] | [
"@nillovic Welcome back!"
] | 8 | @nillovic Bienvenido de nuevo! |
yay sj will be on come to play kibum is of course missing and so is teuk | [] | [
"yay sj will be on come to play kibum is of course missing and so is teuk"
] | 22 | Yay sj será en venir a jugar kibum es, por supuesto, falta y así es teuk |
meta ufo don t get involved any presale or lock project again of u don t want to spend the rest of ur life in depression | [
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"meta ufo don t get involved any presale or lock project again of u don t want to spend the rest of ur life in depression"
] | 30 | meta ufo don no involucrarse en cualquier proyecto de preventa o bloqueo de nuevo de u don no quiere pasar el resto de su vida en la depresión |
i m dealing with debt wasted year of my university getting awful grade i disappoint my family left and right i have no confidence in myself and i hate my body i wa low key molested by my best friend when he wa drunk my childhood dog had to be put down after i took care of her for month prior and i feel like it my fault tht i could ve done something better or idk i find solace in anime but even that is starting feel dull i thought i knew what i wanted to do with my life and career but i m so lost i dont know what to do and at this point i feel like ive ruined my life beyond repair i know im and most people just say that im young and i just have too dust everything off and it ll be fine but it not it never is and ive been in this loop of depression since i wa i think about taking my life and then think about how selfish it is to my friend family and little sister i can t do that to her and yet i still think about i i m so lost | [
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"i m dealing with debt wasted year of my university getting awful grade i disappoint my family leftand right i have no confidence in myselfand i hate my bodyi wa low key molested by my best friend when he wa drunk my childhood dog had to be put down after i took care of her for month priorand i feel like it my fault tht i could ve done something better or idk i find solace in anime but even that is starting feel dulli thought i knew what i wanted to do with my life and careerbut i m so lost i dont know what to do and at this point i feel like ive ruined my life beyond repair i know im and most people just say that im youngand i just have too dust everything offand it ll be finebut it not it never is and ive been in this loop of depression since iwa i think about taking my life and then think about how selfish it is to my friend family and little sister i can t do that to herand yet i still think about ii m so lost"
] | 219 | Estoy tratando con la deuda año perdido de mi universidad conseguir grado horrible decepciono a mi familia izquierda y derecha no tengo confianza en mí mismo y odio mi bodyi wa baja clave molestado por mi mejor amigo cuando él wa borracho mi perro de la infancia tuvo que ser puesto después de que me hice cargo de ella durante el mes anterior y me siento como mi culpa tht que podría haber hecho algo mejor o idk encuentro consuelo en anime pero incluso que está empezando se siente aburrido pensé que sabía lo que quería hacer con mi vida y carrera pero estoy tan perdido no sé qué hacer y en este punto me siento como vivir arruinado mi vida más allá de reparar conozco im y la mayoría de la gente simplemente decir que im yo joven y yo sólo tengo demasiado polvo todo fuera y va a estar bien pero no es nunca y he estado en este bucle de depresión desde iwa yo pienso en tomar mi vida y luego pensar en lo egoísta que es a mi familia y pequeña hermana puedo hacer eso a ella y aún así todavía pienso en ii m tan perdido |
people move texas ok basically texas havent lived whole life dad retired navy texan despite think dont dress like cowboys shit not half people see move come school dressed cowboy boots jeans cowboy hat dress shirt act confused one else dressed like right annoyed kevin male karen | [] | [
"people move texas ok basically texas havent lived whole life dad retired navy texan despite think dont dress like cowboys shit not half people see move come school dressed cowboy boots jeans cowboy hat dress shirt act confused one else dressed like right annoyed kevin male karen"
] | 59 | La gente se mueve texas ok básicamente texas no han vivido toda la vida papá retirado texan marina a pesar de pensar que no se visten como vaqueros mierda no la mitad de la gente ve movimiento venir escuela botas vaqueros vaqueros sombrero vestido camisa acto confuso otro vestido como derecho molesto Kevin macho Karen |
unironically love pokmon go fun able catch monsters childhood ahhhh love game | [] | [
"unironically love pokmon go fun able catch monsters childhood ahhhh love game"
] | 18 | unirónicamente amor pokmon ir diversión capaz de atrapar monstruos infancia ahhhh amor juego |
@uNdlunkulu_Xoli Firstly if she is ready and welling to keep the baby let her do so.She has just came out of depression and terminating the pregnancy can lead her straight to back to depression .She needs to take care of her emotional well-being. | [
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"@uNdlunkulu_Xoli Firstly if she is ready and welling to keep the baby let her do so.She has just came out of depression and terminating the pregnancy can lead her straight to back to depression .She needs to take care of her emotional well-being."
] | 61 | @uNdlunkulu_Xoli En primer lugar, si ella está lista y welling para mantener al bebé dejar que lo haga.Ella acaba de salir de la depresión y terminar el embarazo puede llevarla directamente a la depresión.Ella necesita cuidar de su bienestar emocional. |
left today taking everything stay alivei toxic one sided relationship til now time gaslighted constantly walking eggshells dealing severe anxiety ive past decade told wanted marry me wanted kids etc right told wasnt working sex makes feel even used know people say isnt good enough reason feel suicidal everyone goes this ive crying drinking day nobody awake im afraid sleep dream wake feeling anxious throw up | [
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"left today taking everything stay alivei toxic one sided relationship til now time gaslighted constantly walking eggshells dealing severe anxiety ive past decade told wanted marry me wanted kids etc right told wasnt working sex makes feel even used know people say isnt good enough reason feel suicidal everyone goes this ive crying drinking day nobody awake im afraid sleep dream wake feeling anxious throw up"
] | 77 | se fue hoy tomando todo mantenerse vivo tóxico una relación de lado hasta ahora gaslighted constantemente caminar cáscaras de huevo que trata ansiedad severa última década dijo que quería casarse conmigo quería niños etc derecho dicho no era trabajo sexo hace sentir incluso se utiliza saber la gente no es lo suficientemente bueno sentir suicida todo el mundo va este ive llorando beber día nadie despierto im miedo sueño despertar sensación ansioso vomitar |
Abnormal Functional Connectivity of Ventral Anterior Insula in Asthmatic Patients with Depression. http://dlvr.it/QQjTv0Â | [
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"Abnormal Functional Connectivity of Ventral Anterior Insula in Asthmatic Patients with Depression.http://dlvr.it/QQjTv0Â"
] | 37 | Conectividad funcional anormal de la insulina ventral anterior en pacientes asmáticos con depresión.http://dlvr.it/QQjTv0Â |
note english first language therefore text might gramatically correct best ampxbso even go on throw bit context best friend high school let us call d girl since first year hs eventually got together start third year always weird notredflag last long decided take break notredflag focus myself realize want stuff anyways get know girl let us call k bestfriend ds gf hangout times eventually decide would cool start dating together since new years things start get messy whenever something bad happens k always knows blames me mocks front k gf makes feel worthless k ds gf also started leave plans camping hanging out feel like ones number break k get ds gf blaming entire th year hs also classmates never ever felt trapped now anyone talk to lost lot friends k want talk many people parents always working tired generally bad mood ampxbi justcannot feel done point think anything matters point might mood swing feel really | [
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"note english first language therefore text might gramatically correct best ampxbso even go on throw bit context best friend high school let us call d girl since first year hs eventually got together start third year always weird notredflag last long decided take break notredflag focus myself realize want stuff anyways get knowgirl let us call k bestfriend ds gf hangout times eventually decide would cool start dating together since new years things start get messy whenever something bad happens k always knows blames me mocks frontk gf makes feel worthless k ds gf also started leave plans camping hanging out feel like ones number breakk get ds gf blaming entire th year hs also classmates never ever felt trapped now anyone talk to lost lot friends k want talk many people parents always working tired generally bad mood ampxbi justcannot feel done point think anything matters point might mood swing feel really"
] | 189 | nota inglés primera lengua por lo tanto texto podría gramaticalmente corregir mejor ampxbso incluso ir en tiro poco contexto mejor amigo escuela secundaria vamos a llamar a d chica desde primer año hs finalmente se reunieron empezar tercer año siempre raro notredflag última larga decisión tomar descanso notredflag enfoque me doy cuenta de querer cosas de todos modos get knowgirl déjenos llamar k bestfriend ds gf hallout times eventualmente decidir sería fresco empezar a salir juntos desde años nuevos las cosas comienzan desordenado cada vez que algo malo sucede k sabe culpas me burla frontk gf hace sentir inútil k ds gf también comenzó a dejar planes de camping pasar el rato se siente como un número breakk get ds gf culpando a todo el año hs también compañeros de clase nunca se sintieron atrapados ahora alguien habla mucho amigos k quieren hablar muchas personas padres siempre trabajan cansados generalmente mal humor ampxbi simplemente no se sienten hecho punto piensa cualquier cosa punto podría cambiar el humor sentir realmente |
@RadiumX I read your tweets with a british accent for some reason. lol Do you have an accent? | [] | [
"@RadiumX I read your tweets with a british accent for some reason.lol Do you have an accent?"
] | 29 | @RadiumX He leído tus tweets con acento británico por alguna razón.Lol ¿Tienes acento? |
i ve heard this platitude my whole entire life nearly four year ago a teacher looked straight into my eye and told me the same thing i remember telling myself back then that i wa at rock bottom now i can only laugh at that sentiment rock bottom my as it s like i rolled off a cliff and the end is nowhere in sight | [
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"i ve heard this platitude my whole entire life nearly four year ago a teacher looked straight into my eye and told me the same thing i remember telling myself back then that i wa at rock bottom now i can only laugh at that sentiment rock bottom my as it s like i rolled off a cliff and the end is nowhere in sight"
] | 67 | He oído esta latitud toda mi vida hace casi cuatro años un profesor me miró directamente a los ojos y me dijo lo mismo que recuerdo diciéndome a mí mismo en aquel entonces que yo estaba en el fondo de la roca ahora sólo puedo reírme de ese sentimiento rock abajo de mi como si rodara por un acantilado y el final no está en ninguna parte a la vista |
got chicken pot pie shit good yall gotta get often | [] | [
"got chicken pot pie shit good yall gotta get often"
] | 11 | Tengo pastel de pollo mierda buena yull tiene que conseguir a menudo |
take suiciding let people world know im invisiblewhy try redflag car leaving run await death work first time obviously im trying today friday cause right have guts jump shoot like rapist told me days consist painful redflag methods either fail sleep rets of wake try different one hoping fail wake another day fair share trying xyzall failed tired me passively want already least then free this also worry weight amount talking shift mind im become determined this simply versions last diary entries thing drop hard paper name rapist thats need know finally succeed eventually one days might shoot jump im trying go less messy route | [
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"take suiciding let people world know im invisiblewhy try redflag car leaving run await death work first time obviously im trying today friday cause right have guts jump shoot like rapist told me days consist painful redflag methods either fail sleep rets of wake try different one hoping fail wake another day fair share trying xyzall failed tired me passively want already least then free this also worry weight amount talking shift mind im become determined this simply versions last diary entries thing drop hard paper name rapist thats need know finally succeed eventually one days might shoot jump im trying go less messy route"
] | 123 | toma suiciding let people world know im invisiblepor qué intentar coche de bandera roja dejando carrera esperar trabajo de la muerte por primera vez obviamente estoy tratando hoy viernes causa derecho tienen tripas salto disparar como violador me dijo que los días consisten métodos de bandera roja dolorosos o no duermen rets de vela tratar diferente uno espera fallar despertar otro día justa compartir tratando xyzall falló cansado yo pasivamente querer ya menos entonces libre esta preocupación cantidad de peso hablar cambio de mente im se vuelven determinados esto simplemente versiones últimas entradas de diario soltar papel duro nombre violador que necesitan saber finalmente éxito un día podría disparar salto im tratando de ir menos desordenada ruta |
Here's a theory maybe I should get high and do revision in order to escape depression | [
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"Here's a theory maybe I should get high and do revision in order to escape depression"
] | 18 | Aquí hay una teoría tal vez debería drogarme y hacer revisión con el fin de escapar de la depresión |
i return to work after a year of sitting at home with depression in this year i had to have a prosthesis put in my shoulder i am year old because of my past and depression my relationship with my colleague have diluted i ve said and done some bad thing that i couldn t help myself i wa just exhausted i realize that it is also difficult and strange for them but for me it is really difficult i still have anxiety attack daily with two teenager in the house the stress is certainly not gone due to stress i lost my hearing on my right side i got meniere s disease because of it i am sorry that there is no understanding for my situation now i had to have an ultrasound of my shoulder and it turn out that i have calcification it will probably need surgery again which i certainly don t like this would be the th time it s the first time i ve posted something like this anywhere on the internet i just had to write it off i really don t feel accepted in this world it s really difficult thanks for taking the time to read this | [
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"i return to work after a year of sitting at home with depression in this year i had to have a prosthesis put in my shoulder i am year old because of my past and depression my relationship with my colleague have diluted i ve said and done some bad thing that i couldn t help myself i wa just exhaustedi realize that it is also difficult and strange for them but for me it is really difficult i still have anxiety attack daily with two teenager in the house the stress is certainly not gone due to stress i lost my hearing on my right side i got meniere s disease because of it i am sorry that there is no understanding for my situation now i had to have an ultrasound of my shoulder and it turn out that i have calcification it will probably need surgery again which i certainly don t like this would be the th time it s the first time i ve posted something like this anywhere on the internet i just had to write it off i really dont feel accepted in this world it s really difficult thanks for taking the time to read this"
] | 215 | Regreso al trabajo después de un año de estar sentado en casa con depresión en este año tuve que tener una prótesis puesta en mi hombro tengo años de edad debido a mi pasado y depresión mi relación con mi colega se diluyó he dicho y hecho algo malo que no podía ayudarme a mí mismo sólo exhausto me doy cuenta de que también es difícil y extraño para ellos pero para mí es realmente difícil todavía tengo ataque de ansiedad diariamente con dos adolescentes en la casa el estrés ciertamente no se ha ido debido a estrés perdí mi audición en mi lado derecho tengo enfermedad de meniere debido a que siento que no hay entendimiento para mi situación ahora tenía que tener un ultrasonido de mi hombro y resulta que tengo calcificación probablemente necesitará cirugía de nuevo que ciertamente no me gusta esta sería la primera vez que he publicado algo como esto en cualquier lugar de Internet que sólo tenía que escribir en realidad no me siento aceptado en este mundo es muy difícil gracias a tomar el tiempo para leer esto |
feel like able take anymoreim trying hard fight depression always lose things get better then sudden im without hope wanting kill im alive somehow im always able postpone date plan die time passes im convinced already killed myself keep living theres nothing really good it | [
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"feel like able take anymoreim trying hard fight depression always lose things get better then sudden im without hope wanting kill im alive somehow im always able postpone date plan die time passes im convinced already killed myself keep living theres nothing really good it"
] | 47 | Me siento como capaz de tomar más que tratar de luchar duro la depresión siempre perder las cosas mejoran entonces im repentino sin esperanza querer matar a im vivo de alguna manera im siempre capaz de posponer el plan de la fecha muere pases de tiempo im convencido ya me maté seguir viviendo allí no hay nada realmente bueno |
im asking for u prove man culture well | [] | [
"im asking for u prove man culture well"
] | 8 | Estoy pidiendo que pruebes que la cultura del hombre está bien. |
i have hit 0 and i had friend from highschool left i kept seeing them for the last few year but when i see them now i feel lonely and i basically cut content a few week back i have one friend left who is going through load of stuff and hardly ha any time to hang out so i basically feel so alone all the time it s crippling i feel like i m a ghost in this city no friend left no opportunity i just feel like i failed not getting out of here sooner i live in perth western australia and i wanted to move to melbourne year ago and a i wa getting ready covid struck and now i m stuck in a city i hate with people that don t value friendship i wa seeing a girl form month and she ended up cheating on me with my friend and her ex husband she broke my heart told me she loved me i invested a bit of money in cryptocurrencies and i ve 0k fuck i had enough for a deposit on a house or a new car what do i do instead i let my depression destroy me i spent 0k on hooker and weed i went through month of pure destruction i am sitting on 0k left now in cryptocurrencies i doing a bachelor of marketing and i wa going to elaborate graduating with my friend yet after the girl cheated on me i wa emotionally fucked i dropped down from unit to unit then i found out my brother wa raped he is and that dropped me so low i should have protected him then i finally got off the weed a month ago and now i have this crippling depression that keep getting deeper i keep isolating myself i don t go outside because i don t have a job i m working on getting down to the mine here so i can actually earn a living and buy some cryptocurrency honestly turning 0 ha been the worst for me i m at such a cross road and my mental strength ha been reduced to nothing the other day nearly drove myself off the road on a steep hill i thought of my family last minute and decided not to | [
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"i have hit 0and i had friend from highschool left i kept seeing them for the last few yearbut when i see them now i feel lonely and i basically cut content a few week back i have one friend left who is going through load of stuff and hardly ha any time to hang out so i basically feel so alone all the time it s cripplingi feel like i m a ghost in this city no friend left no opportunity i just feel like i failed not getting out of here sooner i live in perth western australiaand i wanted to move to melbourne year ago and a i wa getting ready covid struckand now i m stuck in a city i hate with people that don t value friendship i wa seeing a girl form monthand she ended up cheating on me with my friend and her ex husband she broke my heart told me she loved me i invested a bit of money in cryptocurrencies and i ve 0kfuck i had enough for a deposit on a house or a new car what do i do instead i let my depression destroy me i spent 0k on hooker and weed i went through month of pure destruction i am sitting on 0k left now in cryptocurrencies i doing a bachelor of marketing",
"and i wa going to elaborate graduating with my friend yet after the girl cheated on me i wa emotionally fucked i dropped down from unit to unit then i found out my brother wa raped he is and that dropped me so low i should have protected him then i finally got off the weed a month ago and now i have this crippling depression that keep getting deeper i keep isolating myselfi don t go outside because i don t have a job i m working on getting down to the mine hereso i can actually earn a living and buy some cryptocurrency honestly turning 0 ha been the worst for mei m at such a cross road and my mental strength ha been reduced to nothing the other day nearly drove myself off the road on a steep hill i thought of my family last minute and decided notto"
] | 258 | He golpeado a 0 y tengo un amigo de la escuela secundaria izquierda que sigue viéndolos durante el último año, pero cuando los veo ahora me siento solo y básicamente corto contenido unas semanas atrás tengo un amigo que está pasando por un montón de cosas y apenas tiene tiempo para pasar el rato así que básicamente me siento tan solo todo el tiempo que s cripplingi siento como si soy un fantasma en esta ciudad ningún amigo dejó ninguna oportunidad me siento como si no hubiera podido salir de aquí antes de vivir en perth Western Australia y quería mudarme a Melbourne hace un año y un i wa conseguir listo covid strike y ahora estoy atrapado en una ciudad odio con la gente que no valoro la amistad voy a ver a una chica forma mes y ella terminó engañándome con mi amigo y su ex marido ella rompió mi corazón me dijo que me amaba me invertí un poco de dinero en cryptocurrencies y me he ido a través de la destrucción yo estoy sentado en una casa o un coche nuevo en vez de hacer que mi depresión me destruyo me he gastado 0k en prostituta y he ido a través de un mes de destrucción yo estoy sentado en una calle |
writing for the website...http://bit.ly/llkL3 n looking up local job fairs..hope every1 is having a day | [] | [
"writing for the website...http://bit.ly/llkL3 n looking up local job fairs..hope every1 is having a day"
] | 32 | escribir para el sitio web...http://bit.ly/llkL3 n buscar ferias de trabajo locales..esperamos que cada1 está teniendo un día |
people twitter really cant handle others opinions borderline nazi friend accepting theres something seriously wrong | [] | [
"people twitter really cant handle others opinions borderline nazi friend accepting theres something seriously wrong"
] | 20 | la gente twitter realmente no puede manejar otras opiniones rayan amigo nazi aceptar Theres algo seriamente mal |
i wish i could go bed with out having take an allergy pill | [] | [
"i wish i could go bed with out having take an allergy pill"
] | 13 | Me gustaría poder ir a la cama con fuera tomando una píldora para la alergia |
friend threatened shove coke mentos ass im scared early shit | [] | [
"friend threatened shove coke mentos assim scared early shit"
] | 12 | amigo amenazó empujar coca mentos assim miedo temprano mierda |
entire personality music like mental health substance issues filler filler filler filler filler | [] | [
"entire personality music like mental health substance issues filler filler filler filler filler"
] | 18 | entera personalidad música como la salud mental sustancias cuestiones relleno relleno relleno relleno relleno |
Yay!! it's Friday! MizSmith has a new post. Check it out at www.MizSmith.com Enjoy your weekend! | [] | [
"Yay!!it's Friday!MizSmith has a new post.Check it out at www.MizSmith.com Enjoy your weekend!"
] | 35 | ¡¡Yay!!¡Es viernes!MizSmith tiene un nuevo post.Compruébalo en www.MizSmith.com ¡Disfruta de tu fin de semana! |
friendly discord made discord server want see people join made starter hoping could get suggestions improve put invite link pinned comment below hope join fun | [] | [
"friendly discord made discord server want see people join made starter hoping could get suggestions improve put invite link pinned comment below hope join fun"
] | 27 | discordancia amistosa hecho discordancia servidor quieren ver la gente se unen arrancador hecho con la esperanza de que podría conseguir sugerencias mejorar put invite link stinked comentario debajo de la esperanza de unirse a la diversión |
redflag confusion confused intrusive thoughts afraid dementia chronic redflag panic hipochondriac etc redflag confusion | [
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"redflag confusion confused intrusive thoughts afraid dementia chronic redflag panic hipochondriac etc redflag confusion"
] | 27 | confusión bandera roja confusión pensamientos intrusivos miedo demencia crónica bandera roja pánico hipocondríaco etc confusión bandera roja |
hey bitches guess whos getting therapy past weeks ive feeling mental health declining shot mom email shes looking therapist fuck yea see arent well sign fucking ask help | [] | [
"hey bitches guess whos getting therapy past weeks ive feeling mental health declining shot mom email shes looking therapist fuck yea see arent well sign fucking ask help"
] | 34 | Hey perras adivina quién consigue la terapia las últimas semanas iv sensación de salud mental declinación tiro mamá correo electrónico ellas buscando terapeuta mierda yea see areent bien signo puta pedir ayuda |
embracing darknessdo ever one days feel like cant fight anymore day first thought morning wanted cry redflag valid option complete useless fuck human being could sit cry know why | [
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"embracing darknessdo ever one days feel like cant fight anymore day first thought morning wanted cry redflag valid option complete useless fuck human being could sit cry know why"
] | 35 | Abrazando la oscuridad siempre un día se siente como no se puede luchar más el día primero pensamiento por la mañana quería llorar bandera roja opción válida completa inútil follando ser humano podría sentarse llorar saber por qué |
starting make driving license now passed start good months cruising around life still sucks planning crash treefuck jobfuck anxietiesfuck society money driving license | [
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"starting make driving license now passed start good months cruising around life still sucks planning crash treefuck jobfuck anxietiesfuck society money driving license"
] | 29 | empezar a hacer la licencia de conducir ahora pasado empezar buenos meses de crucero alrededor de la vida todavía apesta planificación accidente mierda trabajo mierda ansiedadesfuck sociedad dinero conducir licencia |
ive been out of work for about a year and tomorrow i have my first hour shift i have to be on my foot for most of the day and am still in the process of learning what i need to do and the worst part is i will be there alone for the last hour of my shift im super anxious about this a i haven t worked an hour shift in a year or more and i wasn t super good at handling them back then either any tip for getting through longer shift with anxiety and fear of failing or getting in trouble somehow | [
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"ive been out of work for about a year and tomorrow i have my first hour shift i have to be on my foot for most of the day and am still in the process of learning what i need to do and the worst part is i will be there alone for the last hour of my shift im super anxious about this a i haven t worked an hour shift in a year or more and i wasn t super good at handling them back then either any tip for getting through longer shift with anxiety and fear of failing or getting in trouble somehow"
] | 108 | He estado fuera del trabajo por alrededor de un año y mañana tengo mi primer turno de la hora tengo que estar en mi pie durante la mayor parte del día y todavía estoy en el proceso de aprender lo que necesito hacer y la peor parte es que voy a estar allí sola durante la última hora de mi turno im super ansioso por esto a no he trabajado un turno de la hora en un año o más y no era super bueno en el manejo de ellos en ese entonces cualquier consejo para conseguir a través de cambio más largo con ansiedad y miedo de fallar o conseguir en problemas de alguna manera |
day working hey guys still great days going fast motivation still high changed training harder painfull workout hope enjoy keep following me | [] | [
"day working hey guys still great days going fast motivation still high changed training harder painfull workout hope enjoy keep following me"
] | 23 | día de trabajo hey chicos todavía grandes días yendo rápido motivación todavía alto cambio de entrenamiento duro doloroso entrenamiento esperanza disfrutar seguir siguiéndome |
knowi know note cry help ive stuck downward spiral since teenager keep thinking well time ive hit rock bottom floor crumbles continue years ive struggled alone reasons want get family upbringing sad story heard thousand times cant seem connect anyone enter girlfriend lets call lala absolute angel whatever reason seems love me love too may reason ive systematically onesidedly everything destroy relationship ive cheated times count told heartbroken forgave begged never again look face broke heart stop me longer heart tell her know it even want it far knows were happy couple im dying inside keep telling shell leave eventually itll get forgive second time says shell forgive many times takes thats bullshit everyone limit im coward disgust myself deserve her deserve anything even death deserve sit hell ive created even shred identity left deserve stay alive suffer gotten whatever justice needs whatever justice deserves wont though im working nerve quit job easy part enjoys purpose even slinging food whatever fat load wobbles door cant make decisions ive heard everyone least one positive thing them im probably exception rule im worst person ive ever met | [
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"knowi know note cry help ive stuck downward spiral since teenager keep thinking well time ive hit rock bottom floor crumbles continue years ive struggled alone reasons want get family upbringing sad story heard thousand times cant seem connect anyone enter girlfriend lets call lala absolute angel whatever reason seems love me love too may reason ive systematically onesidedly everything destroy relationship ive cheated times count told heartbroken forgave begged never again look face broke heart stop me longer heart tell her know it even want it far knows were happy couple im dying inside keep telling shell leave eventually itll get forgive second time says shell forgive many times takes thats bullshit everyone limitim coward disgust myself deserve her deserve anything even death deserve sit hellive created even shred identity left deserve stay alive suffer gotten whatever justice needs whatever justice deserves wont though im working nerve quit job easy part enjoys purpose even slinging food whatever fat load wobbles door cant make decisions ive heard everyone least one positive thing themim probably exception rule im worst person ive ever met"
] | 209 | knowi know note cry help ive sticked down spiral desde adolescente sigue pensando bien tiempo ive hit rock down floor descrolls continua años ive forcejeo solo razones para conseguir familia crianza triste historia escuchada miles de veces no puedo parecer conectar nadie entrar novia let call lala absoluto ángel cualquier razón parece amor me amor también puede razonar ive sistemáticamente todo destruye relación ive times engañados cuenta contada corazón roto perdón suplido nunca más mirar cara roto corazón detenerme corazón le digo que incluso quiere saber que era feliz pareja i morir dentro seguir diciendo concha permiso eventualmente se perdonará segunda vez dice concha perdona muchas veces toma esa mierda todo el mundo limiteim cobarde disgusto me merezco todo lo que incluso la muerte merece sentarse hellive creado identidad incluso mere shweet stay live sufter conseguido lo que la justicia necesita lo que la justicia merece wont aunque im trabajo nervio dejar trabajo parte fácil disfruta propósito incluso slinging comida cualquier carga gorda puerta puede hacer decisiones ive hear a todos menos una cosa positiva ellosim excepción im peor persona ha conocido |
@bellybeyond love it - well done | [] | [
"@bellybeyond love it - well done"
] | 12 | @bellybeyond lo adora - bien hecho |
my bathtub drain is fired it haz job do amp it iz fail i got all drano on it as amp iz still not draining i wan na shower dangit | [] | [
"my bathtub drain is fired it haz job do amp it izfaili got all drano on it as amp iz still not draining i wan na shower dangit"
] | 40 | mi desagüe de la bañera se despide it haz trabajo hacer amp it izfaili tiene todo drano en él como amp iz todavía no drenar i wan na ducha dangit |
smash bros ultimate everyone talking steve fight sans everyones forgetting fight banjo cuphead microsoft reps | [] | [
"smash bros ultimate everyone talking steve fight sans everyones forgetting fight banjo cuphead microsoft reps"
] | 24 | smash bros final todos hablando Steve lucha sin que todos olviden lucha banjo cuphead microsoft reps |
@capn_mactastic *snuggles* Poor baby. At least you got out for a bit, that's something. Now stay in bed and snuggle w/animals. | [] | [
"@capn_mactastic *snuggles* Poor baby.At least you got out for a bit, that's something.Now stay in bed and snuggle w/animals."
] | 45 | @capn_mactastic *snuggles* Pobre bebé.Al menos saliste un poco, eso es algo.Ahora quédate en la cama y acurrúcate con los animales. |
im thinking killing tonight would easy ir feels selfish anyone talk meeh | [
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"im thinking killing tonight would easy ir feels selfish anyone talk meeh"
] | 14 | Estoy pensando que matar esta noche sería fácil si alguien se siente egoísta. |
one thing i hate about dozing off in lects i wake up to a sheaf of wet and badly smudged note | [] | [
"one thing i hate about dozing off in lects i wake up to a sheaf of wet and badly smudged note"
] | 28 | Una cosa que odio acerca de dormir en lects me despierto con una gavilla de notas mojadas y mal manchadas |
hi everyone i m new to this sub and am just seeking advice support this weekend i entered into a huge depressive episode after not having one for many month i struggle with depression anxiety and ocd but it s been getting better a i ve built a routine and stuff like that this week though i had some personal issue one of which wa feeling heartbroken by a very manipulative ex and trying to get myself out of that rut the other is having to move back to my college town i am from a large city that i feel very much at home in and at college i have literally no friend and hate the small town where it s located it feel toxic for me and i never know what to do with myself i never go out and mostly just sleep to pas time today i had a particularly hard time going back cried my eye out began to feel this raw sense of loneliness and longing had trouble saying goodbye to family etc with my anxiety i also struggle with being worried that my family will die before we see each other next which is a whole other issue but it doe complicate thing can anyone help and provide some advice i do go to therapy and am not open to taking medication right now mostly i m just wondering what people do when they feel these profoundly heavy episode since it s been a while for me what is your go to activity how do you take care of yourself and get back on your foot any tip for detoxing from the internet social medium i think this might trigger me to think about my ex and stuff thank you and sending love to all | [
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"hi everyonei m new to this sub and am just seeking advice support this weekend i entered into a huge depressive episode after not having one for many month i struggle with depression anxiety and ocdbut it s been getting better a i ve built a routine and stuff like that this week though i had some personal issue one of which wa feeling heartbroken by a very manipulative ex and trying to get myself out of that rut the other is having to move back to my college town i am from a large city that i feel very much at home in and at college i have literally no friend and hate the small town where it s located it feel toxic for me",
"and i never know what to do with myself i never go out and mostly just sleep to pas time today i had a particularly hard time going back cried my eye out began to feel this raw sense of loneliness and longing had trouble saying goodbye to family etc with my anxiety i also struggle with being worried that my family will die before we see each other next which is a whole other issue but it doe complicate thing can anyone help and provide some advice i do go to therapy and am not open to taking medication right now mostly i m just wondering what people do when they feel these profoundly heavy episode since it s been a while for me what is your go to activity how do you take care of yourself and get back on your foot any tip for detoxing from the internetsocial mediumi think this might trigger me to think about my ex and stuff thank you and sending love to all"
] | 138 | Hola everyonei m nuevo en este submarino y estoy buscando el apoyo del consejo este fin de semana entré en un episodio depresivo enorme después de no tener uno durante muchos meses lucho con la ansiedad depresión y ocdbut ha sido cada vez mejor un i he construido una rutina y cosas como que esta semana, aunque tenía un problema personal uno de los cuales se sentía con el corazón roto por un ex muy manipulador y tratando de salir de esa rutina el otro está teniendo que volver a mi ciudad universitaria soy de una gran ciudad que me siento muy en casa en y en la universidad, literalmente no tengo ningún amigo y odio el pequeño pueblo donde se encuentra se siente tóxico para mí |
theekween heart break trauma anxiety depression pain of losing your loved one thelmasherbs | [
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"theekween heart break trauma anxiety depression pain of losing your loved one thelmasherbs"
] | 21 | theekween corazón romper trauma ansiedad depresión dolor de perder a su ser querido thelmasherbs |
@JustinMGaston wooo ninjas rock | [] | [
"@JustinMGaston wooo ninjas rock"
] | 13 | @JustinMgaston wooo ninjas rock |
got scared haunted house apologised ive ever haunted house friends mum anyways got scared shouted over chainsaw noises sorry nice day | [] | [
"got scared haunted house apologised ive ever haunted house friendsmum anyways got scared shouted over chainsaw noisessorry nice day"
] | 30 | se asustó casa embrujada se disculpó ive siempre embrujada casa amigo de todos modos se asustó gritó sobre ruidos de motosierra lo siento buen día |
im sorry what no gatekeeping intended post way many cute girls exist rteenagers like what crazy cute girls spend time reddit like wtf many yall feel like definitely real using pics form internet karma im gatekeeping anything anyone allowed here im saying cute girls cant come obviously doubt many girls rteenagers never mind cute girls mean offend anyone post rant offends please let know instead downvoting talk edit remove post stay safe | [] | [
"im sorry what no gatekeeping intended post way many cute girls exist rteenagers like what crazy cute girls spend time reddit like wtf many yall feel like definitely real using pics form internet karma im gatekeeping anything anyone allowed here im saying cute girls cant come obviously doubt many girls rteenagers never mind cute girls mean offend anyone post rant offends please let know instead downvoting talk edit remove post stay safe"
] | 90 | Lo siento lo que no gatekeeping intención post manera muchas chicas lindas existen rteenagers como lo loco chicas lindas pasan tiempo reddit como wtf muchos yall se siente como definitivamente real utilizando fotos forma Internet karma im gatekeeping cualquier cosa permitido aquí im diciendo chicas lindas no puede venir obviamente duda muchas niñas rteenagers no importa chicas lindas significa ofender a cualquiera post ofensas por favor dejar saber en lugar de voto abajo hablar editar quitar post mantenerse a salvo |
bombassdyk deathydescole ma m re est croyante lors de sa d pression on lui a rabach que c est cause de sa foi etc alors que la d pression est une maladie avec une composante biologique un d ficit de certains neurotransmetteurs c est fuir ce genre de personnes par exemple | [
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"bombassdyk deathydescole ma m re est croyante lors de sa d pression on lui a rabach que c est cause de sa foi etc alors que la d pression est une maladie avec une composante biologique un d ficit de certains neurotransmetteurs c est fuir ce genre de personnes par exemple"
] | 88 | bombassdyk deathydescole ma m re est croyante lors de sa d depression on lui a rabach que c est cause de sa foi etc alors que la d depression est une maladie avec une composante biologique un d ficit de certains neurotransmetteurs c est fuir ce genero de personnes par exemple |
ima really miss goodnight texts going without romantic aspect | [] | [
"ima really miss goodnight texts going without romantic aspect"
] | 11 | ima realmente echa de menos los textos de buenas noches que van sin aspecto romántico |
i ve been suicidal on and off for just over year i ve been in therapy for i ve been on antidepressant for i just got out of the psych ward for the first time and now i m in a stupid zoom partial program i ve been taught countless coping skill and way of managing difficult emotion through cbt dbt act you fucking name it they re suggesting that i go to a residential program for a few week but there s no cure for depression everyone keep talking to me about college but i can barely think a month into the future never mind a year and thinking of the whole rest of my life just stretching out ahead of me just make me exhausted i m expected to keep doing this for like 0 more year at the end of the day i just can t imagine going on like this forever and i know it get better and all that bullshit but i m so sick and tired of waiting for better sure there are better day but that just make it all the more frustrating when the bad one come i m ready for this just to be over | [
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"i ve been suicidal on and off for just over year i ve been in therapy for i ve been on antidepressant for i just got out of the psych ward for the first time and now i m in a stupid zoom partial program i ve been taught countless coping skill and way of managing difficult emotion through cbt dbt act you fucking name it they re suggesting that i go to a residential program for a few week but there s no cure for depression everyone keep talking to me about college but i can barely think a month into the future never mind a year and thinking of the whole rest of my life just stretching out ahead of me just make me exhausted i m expected to keep doing this for like 0 more year at the end of the day i just can t imagine going on like this foreverand i know it get better and all that bullshitbut i m so sick and tired of waiting for better sure there are better day but that just make it all the more frustrating when the bad one come i m ready for this just to be over"
] | 214 | He sido suicida durante poco más de un año he estado en terapia para he estado en antidepresivos para que acaba de salir de la sala de psiquiatría por primera vez y ahora estoy en un estúpido zoom parcial programa me he enseñado incontables habilidades de afrontamiento y la manera de manejar emociones difíciles a través de cbt dbt acto que nombren lo que sugieren que voy a un programa residencial durante unas semanas pero no hay cura para la depresión todo el mundo me siguen hablando de la universidad pero apenas puedo pensar en un mes en el futuro nunca importa un año y pensando en todo el resto de mi vida sólo estirarse por delante de mí me acaba de hacer agotado me espera a seguir haciendo esto por como 0 año más al final del día no puedo imaginar seguir así para siempre y sé que se pone mejor y toda esa mierda pero estoy tan enfermo y cansado de esperar mejor seguro de que hay un mejor día pero que sólo lo hacen más frustrante cuando el malo que estoy listo para esto acaba de ser más |
dont even know m ya see one gonna read u would like say behalf wall it thou faulteth bumped me would appreciate u dideth noteth punch swear me truly sorry one bumped youre head me fault ok thank much listening goodbye u see dear reader wall upset swear assault bumpeth youre head it thank reading made far goodbye | [] | [
"dont even know mya see one gonna read u would like say behalf wall it thou faulteth bumped me would appreciate u dideth noteth punch swear me truly sorry one bumped youre head me fault ok thank much listening goodbye u see dear reader wall upset swear assault bumpethyoure head it thank reading made far goodbye"
] | 67 | Ni siquiera sé que mia ver uno va a leer usted quisiera decir pared de nombre que usted culpa me golpeó apreciaría que usted no hizo ponche jurar que realmente lo siento uno golpeado usted es culpa de mí ok muchas gracias escuchar adiós u ver querido lector pared molesto jura asalto golpeeth youre cabeza él gracias lectura hecho lejos adiós |
survey school project hi could take survey views gender equality would super awesome results totally anonymous school project httpsdocsgooglecomformsdefaipqlsfunqhmduxezaaxvxafgfyaunbpzkeydihitdja_djaviewformuspsf_link | [] | [
"survey school project hi could take survey views gender equality would super awesome results totally anonymous school project httpsdocsgooglecomformsdefaipqlsfunqhmduxezaaxvxafgfyaunbpzkeydihitdja_djaviewformuspsf_link"
] | 65 | encuesta proyecto escolar hola podría tomar puntos de vista encuesta igualdad de género super impresionantes resultados totalmente anónimo proyecto escolar httpsdocsgooglecomformsdefaipqlsfunqhmduxezaaxvxafgfyaunbpzkeydihitja_djaviewformuspsf_link |
24 hours from now I will be a homeowner! | [] | [
"24 hours from now I will be a homeowner!"
] | 11 | Dentro de 24 horas seré dueño de casa. |
girlfriend ok worried long time hospital girlfriend good thank fucking god | [] | [
"girlfriend ok worried long time hospital girlfriend goodthank fucking god"
] | 11 | novia ok preocupado mucho tiempo hospital novia buenagracias puto dios |
applied mcdonalds first job feels great really didnt expect apply lastresort are still unemployed time depression sink already has knew getting classes would still result unemployed useless | [] | [
"applied mcdonalds first job feels great really didnt expect apply lastresort are still unemployed time depression sink already has knew getting classes would still result unemployed useless"
] | 37 | aplicación mcdonalds primer trabajo se siente muy bien realmente no esperaba aplicar lastresort todavía están desempleados tiempo la depresión se hunde ya ha sabido que conseguir clases todavía resultarían desempleados inútiles |
wanna sleep rest life awayfor sleep next best thing finally enter permanent state unawareness eternal abyss nonexistence | [
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"wanna sleep rest life awayfor sleep next best thing finally enter permanent state unawareness eternal abyss nonexistence"
] | 20 | Quiero dormir la vida de descanso para dormir lo siguiente mejor finalmente entrar en el estado permanente no darse cuenta abismo eterno no existencia |
Depression can be very lonely and isolating. Try @BlurtAlerts helpful advice for knowing when and how to reach out for support: https://www.blurtitout.org/2017/06/29/depression-how-and-when-to-ask-for-help/ ⦠#depression #mentalhealth #selfcare | [
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"Depression can be very lonely and isolating.Try @BlurtAlerts helpful advice for knowing when and how to reach out for support: https://www.blurtitout.org/2017/06/29/depression-how-and-when-to-ask-for-help/ ⦠#depression #mentalhealth #selfcare"
] | 79 | La depresión puede ser muy solitaria y aislada.Pruebe @BlurtAlertas consejos útiles para saber cuándo y cómo buscar apoyo: https://www.blurtitout.org/2017/06/29/depression-how-and- when-to-ask-for-help/Â #depression #mentalhealth #selfcare |
today is my worse birthday depression i can t even fake being excited for my birthday damn | [
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"today is my worse birthday depression i can t even fake being excited for my birthday damn"
] | 17 | Hoy es mi peor depresión de cumpleaños ni siquiera puedo fingir estar emocionado por mi maldito cumpleaños |
{YAWN} Good Morning Twitters | [] | [
"{YAWN} Good Morning Twitters"
] | 10 | {YAWN} Buenos días Twitters |
well that s where all the traumatic shit happened so yeah i dwell on it like i haven t had to hear other people bitch about their childhood and then watch them be shitty adult so sorry i can t move on from year of neglect go fuck yourself | [
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"well that s where all the traumatic shit happenedsoyeah i dwell on it like i haven t had to hear other people bitch about their childhood and then watch them be shitty adultso sorry i can t move on from year of neglect go fuck yourself"
] | 51 | Bueno eso es donde toda la mierda traumática sucediósoyeah me detengo en ello como si no hubiera tenido que escuchar a otras personas perras sobre su infancia y luego verlos ser adultos de mierda lo siento no puedo seguir adelante de año de abandono vete a la mierda |
situations redflag correct answerif think isnt please dont leave comment thank | [
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"situations redflag correct answerif think isnt please dont leave comment thank"
] | 16 | situaciones redflag correcta respuesta si piensa esnt por favor no deje comentario gracias |
@thisismyiq Happy Birthday hope ya day is filled with joy | [] | [
"@thisismyiq Happy Birthday hope ya day is filled with joy"
] | 16 | @thisismyiq Feliz cumpleaños espero que el día esté lleno de alegría |
ugh sorry for being gross on main. depression depression depression | [
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"ugh sorry for being gross on main. depression depression depression"
] | 12 | ugh lo siento por ser grosera en la parte principal. depresión depresión depresión |
@brendax <333333333 love you! | [] | [
"@brendax <333333333 love you!"
] | 16 | @brendax <3333333 te quiere! |
@andyclemmensen whoop i pre-ordred your album i'm hell excited about hearing it!you guys must have worked so hard on it nice work xoxo | [] | [
"@andyclemmensen whoop i pre-ordred your album i'm hell excited about hearing it!you guys must have worked so hard on it nice work xoxo"
] | 41 | @andyclemmensen whoop i pre-ordreded su álbum Estoy muy emocionado de escucharlo! chicos deben haber trabajado tan duro en él buen trabajo xoxo |
im ready kill myselflike seriously im tired shit im hurting constant fucking basis week hard cant sleep cant eat properly without feeling nauseous due crippling anxiety haunts every night gotten bad turned deep paranoia ill honest know keep saying week rough every week rough one hitting hardest ive nothing taking pain killers drinking tequila wash down im well cant resort back cutting sitting drinking feel like ive got one left feel alone abandoned like ive got nobody else world talk drinking popping pills take pain away wish dead life irrelevant issues dont know want leave never come back nobody cares issues anyways cant make people care guess fucking hate struggling stay alive painful wake ever morning barely stay awake struggling go bed hate hate fact life become im close losing it feel god damn heart broken daily basis im always constantly crying sobbing feel alone worthless feel like nobody cares loves im already struggling getting affection parents dont know else do im lost im breaking cant take anymore im fucking losing moment im ready overdose slit wrists today day time want fucking die | [
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"im ready kill myselflike seriously im tired shitim hurting constant fucking basis week hard cant sleep cant eat properly without feeling nauseous due crippling anxiety haunts every night gotten bad turned deep paranoia ill honest know keep saying week rough every week rough one hitting hardest ive nothing taking pain killers drinking tequila wash down im well cant resort back cutting sitting drinking feel like ive got one left feel alone abandoned like ive got nobody else world talk drinking popping pills take pain away wish dead life irrelevant issues dont know want leave never come back nobody cares issues anyways cant make people care guess fucking hate struggling stay alive painful wake ever morning barely stay awake struggling go bed hate hate fact life become im close losing it feel god damn heart broken daily basisim always constantly crying sobbing feel alone worthless feel like nobody cares lovesim already struggling getting affection parents dont know else do im lost im breaking cant take anymore im fucking losing moment im ready overdose slit wrists today day time want fucking die"
] | 208 | Estoy listo para matarme como en serio estoy cansado mierda dolor constante base de mierda semana duro no puedo dormir no puedo comer correctamente sin sentir nauseas debido a ansiedad paralizante rondas cada noche se puso mal paranoia profunda mal honesto saber seguir diciendo semana áspera cada semana duro uno golpear más duro ive nada tomando analgésicos beber tequila lavarse abajo im bien no puedo volver a volver a cortar sentado beber sentir como ive tiene una izquierda sentirse solo abandonado como ive tiene nadie más mundo hablar hablar beber pastillas tomar dolor quitarse el dolor vida muerta temas irrelevantes no sé querer irse nunca volver nadie importa problemas de todos modos no puedo hacer que la gente se preocupe mierda odio lucha mantenerse vivo vela dolorosa siempre por la mañana apenas permanecer despierto lucha ir a la cama odio hecho la vida se vuelve im cerca perder la sensación Dios maldito corazón roto día baseim siempre llorar sollozando sin tener nada se siente como nadie se preocupa amorsim ya lucha conseguir afecto padres no sé otra cosa im perder im romper no puede tomar más im maldito perder momento im |
watching jumanji in bed. super sleepy. text me all day | [] | [
"watching jumanji in bed.super sleepy.text me all day"
] | 15 | ver jumanji en la cama. super sleepy.text me todo el día |
thanks for the #followfriday shout out! @b_edward_b ! | [] | [
"thanks for the #followfriday shout out!@b_edward_b !"
] | 19 | Gracias por el #seguir el viernes gritar!@b_edward_b ! |
planso im financially boned right now worst fear come pass cant afford apartment month im leaving everything behind hittin highway straight pembina nd border town south canada want look place never got go long term goal go there become citizen couldve better life there least could afford treatment even didnt insurance which first years while id slit throat last memory staring could been | [
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"planso im financially boned right now worst fear come pass cant afford apartment month im leaving everything behind hittin highway straight pembina nd border town south canada want look place never got go long term goal go there become citizen couldve better life there least could afford treatment even didnt insurance which first years while id slit throat last memory staring could been"
] | 75 | planso im financieramente deshuesado en este momento peor miedo viene pasar no puede permitirse apartamento mes im dejando todo detrás hittin carretera recta pembina y ciudad fronteriza sur Canadá quieren mirar lugar nunca consiguió ir largo plazo objetivo ir allí convertirse en ciudadano podría mejorar la vida allí menos podría permitirse el tratamiento ni siquiera seguro que los primeros años, mientras que id degollado garganta última mirada memoria podría ser |
the world ha been nothing short of a flaming corpse trash fire in these past few week there s no doubt about that but recently i can feel it around others when i m out in public no i don t have superpower lol i m just saying that i ve been getting this kind of collective i m so done with this shit vibe when i m out in public i don t know how else to explain it but everyone seems so exhausted and fed up it s like a butterfly effect since a lot of people have the same vibe right now i guess despite a lot of u being on the other side of the world it s certainly hard not to feel just how crazy these past few week have been it s like the pandemic already fucked people up for two year but now 0 just want to kick u while we re down with the current war it s neverending it s been hard for me a well i ve kind of been burying my head in the sand and focusing heavily on work and video game because holy shit is this world completely fucked up not to mention there s nothing i can really do about the situation and dwelling on it and obsessing over it isn t going to change the outcome even my friend on social medium have been talking a lot about how they ve been strangely depressed lately this situation is affecting everyone but with that said i really hope everyone pull through the rest of this month i m no military specialist so i m not even going to try and act like i know when all this will end but i hope the worst is over and that the war end soon there s a common saying thing will get worse before they get better i really hope that doesn t apply to the current situation the world need a break wishing everyone the best this week and stay encouraged | [
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"the world ha been nothing short of a flaming corpse trash fire in these past few week there s no doubt about that but recently i can feel it around others when i m out in publicno i don t have superpower loli m just saying that i ve been getting this kind of collective i m so done with this shit vibe when i m out in publici don t know how else to explain itbut everyone seems so exhausted and fed up it s like a butterfly effect since a lot of people have the same vibe right now i guess despite a lot of u being on the other side of the world it s certainly hard not to feel just how crazy these past few week have been it s like the pandemic already fucked people up for two year but now 0 just want to kick u while we re down with the current war it s neverending it s been hard for me",
"a well i ve kind of been burying my head in the sand and focusing heavily on work and video game because holy shit is this world completely fucked up not to mention there s nothing i can really do about the situation and dwelling on it and obsessing over it isn t going to change the outcome even my friend on social medium have been talking a lot about how they ve been strangely depressed lately this situation is affecting everyone but with that said i really hope everyone pull through the rest of this month i m no military specialistso i m not even going to try and act like i know when all this will endbut i hope the worst is over and that the war end soon there s a common saying thing will get worse before they get betteri really hope that doesn t apply to the current situation the world need a break wishing everyone the best this week and stay encouraged"
] | 175 | El mundo ha sido nada menos que un incendio de basura de cadáveres en llamas en estas últimas semanas no hay duda de eso pero recientemente puedo sentirlo alrededor de otros cuando estoy fuera en públicono no tengo superpotencia loli m sólo diciendo que he estado consiguiendo este tipo de colectivo estoy tan hecho con este rollo de mierda cuando estoy fuera en publici no sé cómo más explicarlo pero todo el mundo parece tan agotado y harto es como un efecto mariposa ya que mucha gente tiene el mismo rollo ahora mismo supongo que a pesar de que muchos de ustedes están en el otro lado del mundo es ciertamente difícil no sentir lo loco que ha sido esta última semana es como la pandemia ya jodido a la gente durante dos años pero ahora 0 sólo quiere patearte mientras que nosotros estamos abajo con la guerra actual nunca ha sido difícil para mí |
sentricmusic suffice to say their offer wa ignored then emi com launched and they all laughed rather a lot | [] | [
"sentricmusic suffice to say their offer wa ignored then emi com launched and they all laughed rather a lot"
] | 22 | sentricmusic suficiente para decir que su oferta fue ignorada luego emi com lanzado y todos se rieron bastante |
want anything anymoreim really sure whats happened got home college summer ive felt lonely feel like friends all feel like awful person high school pretty awful person one good friends feel like still gotten awful things did now im alone hate going work hate wake up even mention anxious get around people ya know hate going work know ill speak up reason thats gotten harder harder do ampxb certain one expects low life feel like many people look im wanting quit everyone ampxb want better feel like every part wants hide | [
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"want anything anymoreim really sure whats happened got home college summer ive felt lonely feel like friends all feel like awful person high school pretty awful person one good friends feel like still gotten awful things did now im alone hate going work hate wake up even mention anxious get around people ya know hate going work know ill speak up reason thats gotten harder harder do ampxb certain one expects low life feel like many people look im wanting quit everyone ampxb want better feel like every part wants hide"
] | 101 | Quiero cualquier cosa másim realmente seguro lo que pasó llegó a casa universidad verano ive se sentía solo sentir como amigos todos se sienten como persona horrible escuela secundaria bastante horrible persona un buen amigo se siente como todavía consiguió cosas horribles hizo ahora solo odio ir a trabajar odio incluso mencionar ansioso conseguir alrededor de la gente ya sabes odio ir a trabajar mal hablar razón que se hace más difícil más difícil hacer ampxb cierto uno espera baja vida sentir como mucha gente se ve im querer dejar a todos ampxb quieren mejor sentir como cada parte quiere ocultar |
@RoosterTeeth While struggling with deep depression and an eating disorder I met a girl who loved rwby. I promised myself that if I got better we'd hang out. I did recover and we watched rwby (for my first time) and I obtained my best friend. Rwby still reminds me that I can do hard things!! | [
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"@RoosterTeethWhile struggling with deep depression and an eating disorder I met a girl who loved rwby.I promised myself that if I got better we'd hang out.I did recover and we watched rwby (for my first time) and I obtained my best friend.Rwby still reminds me that I can do hard things!!"
] | 75 | @RoosterTeethMientras luchaba con una depresión profunda y un trastorno alimenticio conocí a una chica que amaba a Rwby.Me prometí a mí mismo que si mejoraba nos iríamos.Me recuperé y vimos a Rwby (por primera vez) y obtuve a mi mejor amigo.Rwby todavía me recuerda que puedo hacer cosas difíciles!! |
off to my BBQ, cofee with bezzy first I'll keep u informed through tweets not signs | [] | [
"off to my BBQ, cofee with bezzy firstI'll keep u informed through tweets not signs"
] | 24 | me voy a mi barbacoa, cofee con bezzy primero te mantendré informado a través de tweets no señales |
ok i think i m finally done with work for the yester day now for a beer and some tv before hitting the sack back at it around 9am | [] | [
"ok i think i m finally done with work for the yester day now for a beer and some tv before hitting the sack back at it around 9am"
] | 31 | Ok creo que finalmente he terminado con el trabajo para el día anterior ahora para una cerveza y un poco de televisión antes de golpear el saco de vuelta en él alrededor de las 9 am |
tip iceberg im making survivalhorror game friends need voice actors people use blender people cide c d animators dm questions want invite development server | [] | [
"tip iceberg im making survivalhorror game friends need voice actors people use blender people cide c d animatorsdm questions want invite development server"
] | 33 | tip iceberg im haciendo supervivenciahorro juego amigos necesitan actores de voz gente uso licuadora personas cide c d animatorsdm preguntas quieren invitar servidor de desarrollo |
feel like choiceits want kill myself thought fear always stay alive stops me universe infinite always alive exist somewhere matter do hate it hate existance nothing suffering times less suffering never good hopeful years go by gotten worse became better coping it none matters all reality care rule reality everything exist cant escape none us can | [
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"feel like choiceits want kill myself thought fear always stay alive stops me universe infinite always alive exist somewhere matter do hate it hate existance nothing suffering times less suffering never good hopeful years go by gotten worse became better coping it none matters all reality care rule reality everything exist cant escape none us can"
] | 59 | Sentir como elección que quieren matarme a mí mismo pensamiento miedo siempre permanecer vivo me detiene universo infinito siempre vivo existe en algún lugar materia odio existencia nada sufrimiento tiempos menos sufrimiento nunca buenos años esperanzados pasan por hecho peor se hizo mejor hacerle frente a nada importa toda realidad cuidado regla realidad todo existe no puede escapar ninguno podemos |
captainjohnhart most people don t realise how much they d miss it if they couldn t do it any more | [] | [
"captainjohnhart most people don t realise how much they d miss it if they couldn t do it any more"
] | 24 | Capitán Johnhart la mayoría de la gente no se da cuenta de lo mucho que lo extrañan si no pueden hacerlo más |
"And every story i ever told is part of you" - Yellowcard: How i go | [] | [
""And every story i ever told is part of you" - Yellowcard: How i go"
] | 25 | "Y cada historia que he contado es parte de you" - Yellowcard: Cómo voy |
ever take nap car listening playlist shuffle wake favorite song comes one best feelings opinion | [] | [
"ever take nap car listening playlist shuffle wake favorite song comes one best feelings opinion"
] | 16 | nunca tomar siesta coche escuchar lista de reproducción shuffle wake canción favorita viene una mejor opinión sentimientos |
actors symptoms of adult depression naked gteens porn with blow up dolls porn with family sexy thai girl pic.twitter.com/HMcWfFKyu7 | [
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"actors symptoms of adult depression naked gteens porn with blow up dolls porn with family sexy thai girl pic.twitter.com/HMcWfFKyu7"
] | 38 | actores síntomas de la depresión de adultos adolescentes desnudos porno con volar muñecas porno con familia sexy thai girl pic.twitter.com/HMcWfFKyu7 |
binge eatingits fun hating image try adding food gaining pounds pathetic ive got pathetic man titties doublechin stretchmarks hated without them despise them food seems one areas comfort double edged sword kill one day get advice people stop binge eating torturous | [
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"binge eatingits fun hating image try adding food gaining pounds pathetic ive got pathetic man titties doublechin stretchmarks hated without them despise them food seems one areas comfort double edged sword kill one day get advice people stop binge eating torturous"
] | 54 | abucheo comer su diversión odio imagen tratar de añadir comida ganando libras patéticas ive tiene patético hombre tetas doble chin marcas de estiramiento odian sin ellos despreciar la comida parece una comodidad doble filo espada matar un día obtener consejos la gente deja de abucheo comer tortuoso |
golden boy opinion one sleeper lost treasures animes there sexy comedy young man quest find nitch life blunders sort odd jobs somehow rather sexy girl ultimately falls really realizing it truly something easily miss name viewing itwill fall comedysilliness lies inside truly crime produced ova episodes pilot movie made however unique is im surprised survived produce many want good laugh high quality anime cgi free check anime out boy one day may save worldor maybe not | [] | [
"golden boy opinion one sleeper lost treasures animes there sexy comedy young man quest find nitch life blunders sort odd jobs somehow rather sexy girl ultimately falls really realizing it truly something easily miss name viewingitwill fall comedysilliness lies inside truly crime produced ova episodes pilot movie made however unique is im surprised survived produce many want good laugh high quality anime cgi free check anime out boy one day may save worldor maybe not"
] | 91 | oro chico opinión un durmiente perdidos tesoros animes allí comedia sexy joven hombre búsqueda encontrar nitch vida errores tipo impares trabajos de alguna manera chica bastante sexy finalmente cae realmente darse cuenta de que realmente algo fácilmente señorita nombre visionadorcará comediasilidad mentiras dentro de verdad crimen producido ova episodios película piloto hecho sin embargo único es im sorprendido producir muchos quieren buena risa de alta calidad anime cgi gratis cheque anime fuera chico un día puede salvar mundo o tal vez no |
always feel like everyone hates either ignored people talk me give one word replies idk really want exist anymore tired breathing | [
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"always feel like everyone hates either ignored people talk me give one word replies idk really want exist anymore tired breathing"
] | 24 | Siempre siento que todo el mundo odia a la gente o ignorada me hablan dar una palabra respuestas idk realmente quiero existir más cansado respirar |
anybody want join discord server heres invite code cmfqgs dm discord black_flames work reason | [] | [
"anybody want join discord server heres invite code cmfqgs dm discord black_flames work reason"
] | 23 | cualquiera quiere unirse al servidor de discordia aquí invita código cmfqgs dm discordancia black_flames razón de trabajo |
i am soaked this is not pleasant | [] | [
"i am soaked this is not pleasant"
] | 8 | Estoy empapado, esto no es agradable. |
just stop being me stop being a disaster stop being a disappointment stop being annoying stop being so anxious | [
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"just stop being me stop being a disaster stop being a disappointment stop being annoying stop being so anxious"
] | 19 | Deja de ser yo Deja de ser un desastre Deja de ser una decepción Deja de ser molesto Deja de ser tan ansioso |
Cultivate supportive relationships in order to end #depression | [
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"Cultivate supportive relationships in order to end #depression"
] | 13 | Cultivar las relaciones de apoyo para acabar con la #depresión |
I am 4 followers away from 200..let's make it happen people..ty for 2 of u that r following me | [] | [
"I am 4 followers away from 200..let's make it happen people..ty for 2 of u that r following me"
] | 27 | Estoy 4 seguidores lejos de 200..vamos a hacer que suceda gente..ty para 2 de u que r siguiéndome |
currently struggling to deal with headache dizzy chest pain shortness of breath cough sore throat soon depression | [
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"currently struggling to deal with headache dizzy chest pain shortness of breath cough sore throat soon depression"
] | 18 | actualmente luchando para lidiar con el dolor de cabeza mareo dolor de pecho dificultad para respirar tos dolor de garganta pronto depresión |
wish finland happy birthday happy birthday finland nicely done dark fuck outside sun decided skip finland complitely today alright hyv itsenisyyspiv | [] | [
"wish finland happy birthday happy birthday finland nicely done dark fuck outside sun decided skip finland complitely today alrighthyv itsenisyyspiv"
] | 33 | deseo finland feliz cumpleaños feliz cumpleaños finland bien hecho oscuro follando fuera sol decidió saltar finland complítemente hoy de acuerdohyv itsenisyyspiv |
rock bottom wanna give up throw ome whole year sobriety away worth trying stay strong anymore | [] | [
"rock bottom wanna give up throw ome whole year sobriety away worth trying stay strong anymore"
] | 20 | rock bottom quiere renunciar a tirar ome todo el año sobriedad de distancia vale la pena tratar de mantenerse fuerte más |
@MitaJB he said it is a beach. We both love beaches. we can be ourselves there. without no one saying: OH THEY SPARKLE ! *laughs* | [] | [
"@MitaJB he said it is a beach.We both love beaches.we can be ourselves there.without no one saying: OH THEY SPARKLE !*laughs*"
] | 39 | @MitaJB dijo que es una playa.A los dos nos encantan las playas.Podemos estar nosotros mismos allí.Sin que nadie diga: ¡OH ELLOS SPARKLE!*risas* |
realized opposidte windmil darwin woaww teenaregrs r ash teenagers hahaaaaa | [] | [
"realized opposidte windmil darwin woaww teenaregrs r ash teenagers hahaaaaa"
] | 27 | realizado opuesta windmil darwin woaww teenaregrs r fresno adolescentes jajaaaaa |
dear reddit gotta step comment game far tik tok winning landslide | [] | [
"dear reddit gotta step comment game far tik tok winning landslide"
] | 16 | querido reddit tiene que paso comentario juego lejos tik tok ganar deslizamiento de tierra |
guys guys got first compliment like month happy omg facetiming girl friends one said cute happy | [] | [
"guys guys got first compliment like month happy omg facetiming girl friends one said cute happy"
] | 19 | chicos chicos tienen primer cumplido como mes feliz omg caratiming amigos uno dijo lindo feliz |
@frenchbloke Thanks for the email. Most useful. | [] | [
"@frenchbloke Thanks for the email.Most useful."
] | 14 | @frenchbloke Gracias por el correo electrónico.Más útil. |
please tell doi want pass dont courage want hurt others want die without causing commotion dont know | [
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"please tell doi want pass dont courage want hurt others want die without causing commotion dont know"
] | 21 | Por favor, dile a Doi que no quiero pasar que el coraje no quiero lastimar a los demás quiero morir sin causar conmoción no sé |
m turning soon delete nudes girls eyes fucking weird post also typed phone theres probably spelling errors also forgive weird name made quick account ask questions ap exams shit online site actually seemed aight kept it basically gathered bunch nudes girls high school im still high school im senior year dont really know originally started collected turned competition friends far ish nudes friends arent arent deleting dont wanna delete cuz kinda holds sentimental value difficulty keeping sent principal every week checking phone friends send different phones make multiple snapchat accounts drugs issue tho dumbass friends kept pics weed dab pens dorm room im boarding school anyways dont even like jack anything like cuz competition go fuck ton shit these also like chad move kind know also got consentually like others came friends became competition in total definitely also arent different girls pic girls might know im gonna get downvoted shit ton cuz seems like fucked thing normal person fair is want advice someone isnt friend group wouldnt judgmental | [] | [
"m turning soon delete nudes girls eyes fucking weird post also typed phone theres probably spelling errors also forgive weird name made quick account ask questions ap exams shit online site actually seemed aight kept it basically gathered bunch nudes girls high schoolim still high school im senior year dont really know originally started collected turned competition friends far ish nudes friends arent arent deleting dont wanna delete cuz kinda holds sentimental value difficulty keeping sent principal every week checking phone friends send different phones make multiple snapchat accounts drugs issue tho dumbass friends kept pics weed dab pens dorm room im boarding school anyways dont even like jack anything like cuz competition go fuck ton shit these also like chad move kind know also got consentually like others came friends became competition in total definitely also arent different girls pic girls might know im gonna get downvoted shit ton cuz seems like fucked thing normal person fair is want advice someone isnt friend group wouldnt judgmental"
] | 205 | m girar pronto eliminar desnudos chicas ojos mierda extraño post también tecleo teléfono Theres probablemente errores de ortografía también perdonar nombre raro hecho cuenta rápida hacer preguntas ap exámenes mierda sitio en línea realmente parecía correcto mantenerlo básicamente reunido grupo desnudos niñas secundaria escuela todavía secundaria im último año no sé originalmente comenzó recogidos convertido amigos de la competencia lejos ish desnudos amigos arent arent borrar no quiere eliminar cuz tipo tiene problemas de valor sentimental mantener director cada semana chequeo teléfono amigos enviar diferentes teléfonos hacer varias cuentas snapchat drogas problema tho tontos amigos guardar fotos tho hierba pens dorm room im internado escuela de todos modos no le gusta jack cualquier cosa como cuz competencia ir mierda ton mierda estos también como chad movimiento amable saber también consiguió consentual como otros amigos vinieron se convirtió en competencia en total definitivamente diferentes chicas pic niñas puede saber im va a conseguir downvoted thing ton cuz parece como follada cosa normal persona justa es querer consejo alguien es un amigo grupo de amigos wouldt juiciol |
didnt know having too much anxiety and the overwhelming depression is gon na make sleep at am sleep all day i misssed a lot | [
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"didnt know having too much anxiety and the overwhelming depression is gon na make sleep at am sleep all day i misssed a lot"
] | 28 | No sabía tener demasiada ansiedad y la depresión abrumadora es gon na hacer dormir en mi sueño todo el día he echado mucho de menos |