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different jerry lewis film like famous films everybody knows lewis deals difficult task ww ii national socialism germany rather unconventional way even interesting important unamerican way many things world especially film industry unamerican means sophisticated subtle intelligent simply better reason film success us great success europebr br all all jerry lewis proven movie able much simple slapstick comedy | [] | [
"different jerry lewis film like famous films everybody knows lewis deals difficult task ww ii national socialism germany rather unconventional way even interesting important unamerican way many things world especially film industry unamerican means sophisticated subtle intelligent simply better reason film success us great success europebr br all all jerry lewis proven movie able much simple slapstick comedy"
] | 76 | diferente jerry lewis película como películas famosas todo el mundo sabe que lewis trata tarea difícil ww ii nacional socialismo germany bastante poco convencional manera incluso interesante importante no americano muchas cosas mundo especialmente cine industria no americano significa sofisticado sutil inteligente simplemente mejor razón cine éxito nosotros gran éxito europebr br todos Jerry lewis probada película capaz mucho simple bofetada comedia |
@Chance_second make a fan page | [] | [
"@Chance_second make a fan page"
] | 10 | @Chance_second hacer una página de fans |
took nholy shit tasted awful syrup barely improved anything good thing feel like puking wait idea long takes work like ask questions take eternal nap welcome plan backpedaling this yeah | [
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"took nholy shit tasted awful syrup barely improved anything good thing feel like puking wait idea long takes work like ask questions take eternal nap welcome plan backpedaling this yeah"
] | 38 | tomaba mierda noly sabor horrible jarabe apenas mejoró cualquier cosa buena se siente como vomitar idea espera toma trabajo largo como hacer preguntas toma eterna siesta plan bienvenida backpedaling este sí |
@Stephscoo hahahahahahahah well as long as I do | [] | [
"@Stephscoo hahahahahahahah well as long as I do"
] | 20 | @Stephscoo hahahahahahahahahah así como lo hago |
yup i need to start being more independent since im getting my first job and my license all before june this year so doing these small thing will only help me | [
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"yup i need to start being more independent since im getting my first job and my license all before june this year so doing these small thing will only help me"
] | 33 | Yup necesito empezar a ser más independiente ya que estoy consiguiendo mi primer trabajo y mi licencia todo antes de junio de este año así que hacer esta pequeña cosa sólo me ayudará |
hit mum today first time long time deserve it never ever deserved it hate way treated wish could go back fix everything destroyed people say things me provoke already feeling low causes fly handle emerge someone despise episodes often think ending life think guts to unless one day badly hurt someone anger guilt would consume me sometimes cut episodes seems fair much do mum lovely caring woman everyone life treats like shit including stuck cycle know change need help fucked life | [
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"hit mum today first time long time deserve it never ever deserved it hate way treated wish could go back fix everything destroyed people say things me provoke already feeling low causes fly handle emerge someone despise episodes often think ending life think guts to unless one day badly hurt someone anger guilt would consume me sometimes cut episodes seems fair much do mum lovely caring woman everyone life treats like shit including stuck cycle know change need help fucked life"
] | 83 | machacar a mamá hoy por primera vez mucho tiempo merecer nunca merecer que odio manera tratado deseo podría volver arreglar todo destruido gente decir cosas que me provocan ya sentir baja causa volante manija emerger alguien despreciar episodios a menudo pensar terminar la vida pensar tripas a menos que un día mal herido alguien ira culpa me consumiría a veces corte episodios parece bastante mamá cariñosa mujer todo el mundo trata como mierda incluyendo atasco ciclo saber cambio necesidad de ayuda mierda vida |
tried talk people nobody cares better end nownobody loves cares depressing nobody cares im feeling want find peace | [
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"tried talk people nobody cares better end nownobody loves cares depressing nobody cares im feeling want find peace"
] | 20 | a nadie le importa mejor fin ahora a nadie le importa deprimente a nadie le importa mi sentimiento de querer encontrar la paz |
Enjoyed see'n everyone last night! even tho it was a really bad night financially... Cant wait to kick it again @ the drive -ins! | [] | [
"Enjoyed see'n everyone last night!even tho it was a really bad night financially...Cant wait to kick it again @ the drive -ins!"
] | 34 | ¡Disfruté de ver a todos anoche! incluso fue una noche muy mala financieramente... ¡No puedo esperar a patearlo de nuevo @ el disco -ins! |
horny af guy brown hair brown eyes football player girls wanna come sext | [] | [
"horny af guy brown hair brown eyes football player girls wanna come sext"
] | 15 | cachonda af chico pelo castaño ojos marrones jugador de fútbol chicas quieren venir sext |
i m missing you babe but a long a your alive i m happy yawwwnn i m tired my love imma try to sleep hopefully you had a headstart | [] | [
"i m missing you babe but a long a your alivei m happy yawwwnn i m tired my love imma try to sleep hopefully you had a headstart"
] | 33 | Te echo de menos, nena, pero una larga vida, soy feliz. Yawwwnn, estoy cansado. Mi amor. Imma, trata de dormir. Espero que hayas tenido una ventaja. |
downvote post wanna know many downvotes get please filler filler filler filler filler filler filler | [] | [
"downvote post wanna know many downvotes get please filler filler filler filler filler filler filler"
] | 25 | downvote post quiere saber muchos downvotes obtener relleno relleno relleno relleno relleno relleno relleno |
i m just tired of coming second to finding a partner and not being chosen over someone they say someone is out there for everyone but i don t think so they say don t go looking someone will come find you but i don t think so they say it will fall into your lap when you least expect it but i don t think so these situation have happened but they always fail i m just tired of not being enough | [
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"i m just tired of coming second to finding a partner and not being chosen over someone they say someone is out there for everyonebut i don t think so they say don t go looking someone will come find youbut i don t think so they say it will fall into your lap when you least expect itbut i don t think so these situation have happenedbut they always fail i m just tired of not being enough"
] | 83 | Estoy cansado de venir segundo a encontrar un socio y no ser elegido sobre alguien dicen que alguien está ahí fuera para todos pero no creo que así que dicen que no vaya a buscar a alguien vendrá a buscarte pero no creo que así que dicen que caerá en tu regazo cuando menos lo esperes pero no creo que esta situación haya sucedido pero siempre fallan estoy cansado de no ser suficiente |
brokefor past years felt like completely lonely nobody else thought like liked things liked felt like everyone around people tried fit tried completely changing personality still felt lonely isolation got yesterday reached point couldnt take anymore soul poured body hard put way im feeling words felt hopeless felt like voice head wanted live completely gone | [
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"brokefor past years felt like completely lonely nobody else thought like liked things liked felt like everyone around people tried fit tried completely changing personality still felt lonely isolation got yesterday reached point couldnt take anymore soul poured body hard put way im feeling words felt hopeless felt like voice head wanted live completely gone"
] | 57 | quebrada en los últimos años se sentía como completamente solitario nadie más pensó como le gustaban las cosas se sentía como todo el mundo alrededor de la gente trató de encajar trató de cambiar completamente la personalidad todavía se sentía aislamiento solitario llegó ayer punto alcanzado no podía soportar más alma derramado cuerpo duro puesto de manera im sentir palabras se sentía desesperanza se sentía como la cabeza de voz quería vivir completamente ido |
@Battleborne I'll email you the recipe You can do it! | [] | [
"@Battleborne I'll email you the recipe You can do it!"
] | 17 | @Battleborne Te enviaré por correo electrónico la receta ¡Puedes hacerlo! |
works youim interested guys ever medication really worked period time it im currently prozac lexapro | [
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"works youim interested guys ever medication really worked period timeitim currently prozac lexapro"
] | 20 | trabaja youim chicos interesados alguna vez la medicación realmente trabajo período titem actualmente prozac lexapro |
i m currently an art student at university and i m trying to pas the year but my anxiety coupled with my low self worth ha made it dangerously difficult to complete any kind of task or face up to any kind of challenge it s already taking what i have to take care of myself everyday and to give myself break whenever thing get tough but my work demand a lot and i want to get through it but whenever i look at what i have to do the thing i need to do i shut down i can t imagine myself ever completing these task or accomplishing thing and this is my last chance at university or i have to drop out i don t think i could take that kind of failure i want to be able to sit down and work hard face the challenge and either fail and try again or triumph and move onto the next so much of me is tied to the confidence i have in a task on a good day i ll create something i never thought i d do on my own but those day are rare i ve tried therapy but i can t afford it anymore and free healthcare here mean waiting month for a chance at a session ha anyone felt something similar to this or know what could help so far just typing this out ha helped a bit | [
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"i m currently an art student at university and i m trying to pas the year but my anxiety coupled with my low self worth ha made it dangerously difficult to complete any kind of task or face up to any kind of challenge it s already taking what i have to take care of myself everyday and to give myself break whenever thing get tough but my work demand a lot and i want to get through itbut whenever i look at what i have to do the thing i need to do i shut down i can t imagine myself ever completing these task or accomplishing thing and this is my last chance at university or i have to drop out i don t think i could take that kind of failure i want to be able to sit down and work hard face the challenge and either fail and try again or triumph and move onto the next so much of me is tied to the confidence i have in a task on a good day i ll create something i never thoughti d do on my own but those day are rare i ve tried therapybut i can t afford it anymore and free healthcare here mean waiting month for a chance at a session ha anyone felt something similar to this or know what could help so far just typing this out ha helped a bit"
] | 249 | En la actualidad soy un estudiante de arte en la universidad y estoy tratando de pasar el año, pero mi ansiedad junto con mi baja autoestima ha hecho peligrosamente difícil completar cualquier tipo de tarea o hacer frente a cualquier tipo de desafío que ya está tomando lo que tengo que cuidar de mí mismo todos los días y dar mi descanso cada vez que las cosas se ponen difíciles pero mi trabajo demanda mucho y quiero conseguir a través de él, pero cada vez que miro lo que tengo que hacer lo que tengo que hacer me cierre no puedo imaginarme nunca completar esta tarea o lograr algo y esta es mi última oportunidad en la universidad o tengo que dejar de trabajar no creo que podría tomar ese tipo de fracaso que quiero ser capaz de sentarse y trabajar duro enfrentar el desafío y o bien fallar y tratar de nuevo o triunfar y pasar al siguiente así que gran parte de mí está atado a la confianza que tengo en una tarea en un buen día voy a crear algo que nunca pensé d hacer por mi cuenta pero ese día son raros he probado terapia pero no puedo permitirme más y gratis asistencia médica aquí significa esperar un mes por una oportunidad en una sesión que alguien ha sentido algo similar a esto o lo que podría ayudar tan lejos teclear |
lmaooooo letsgoooooo im science class rn teacher didnt arrive contemplating leaving deputy head something like vice principal americans arrived letting us revise test hes letting us use phones revision help im tying clue lmao | [] | [
"lmaooooo letsgoooooo im science class rn teacher didnt arrive contemplating leaving deputy head something like vice principal americans arrived letting us revise test hes letting us use phones revision help im tying clue lmao"
] | 51 | lmmaooooo letsgooooo im clase de ciencias rn profesor no llegó contemplando dejar jefe adjunto algo como vicedirector americanos llegaron nos dejó revisar prueba él nos dejó usar teléfonos revisión ayuda im tying pista lmmao |
types people subreddit people worship amp people consider bane existence ur third type person majority never seen u dont care dont tell im havin moment | [] | [
"types people subreddit people worship amp people consider bane existence ur third type person majority never seen u dont care dont tell imhavin moment"
] | 34 | tipos de personas subredit personas adoran amp personas consideran bana existencia u tercer tipo persona mayoría nunca visto u no le importa no decir imhavin momento |
i started seroquel week ago and i don t feel like myself all i want to do is sleep i work hour shift a week and it s all i can do to get through them i keep reminding myself i can t quit because i need my health insurance so i can get my antidepressant i m so tired my parent deserve a better daughter my friend deserve a better friend my boyfriend deserves a better girlfriend | [
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"i started seroquel week ago and i don t feel like myself all i want to do is sleep i work hour shift a week and it s all i can do to get through them i keep reminding myself i can t quit because i need my health insurance so i can get my antidepressanti m so tired my parent deserve a better daughter my friend deserve a better friend my boyfriend deserves a better girlfriend"
] | 82 | Empecé seroquel hace una semana y no me siento como a mí mismo todo lo que quiero hacer es dormir trabajo turno de hora a la semana y es todo lo que puedo hacer para conseguir a través de ellos me sigo recordando que no puedo dejar porque necesito mi seguro de salud así que puedo conseguir mi antidepresivo m tan cansado mi padre merece una mejor hija mi amigo merece un mejor amigo mi novio merece una mejor novia |
want get dotz dotz time say trump shit trump right people see get dotz wrong people see get dotz | [] | [
"want get dotz dotz time say trump shit trump right people see get dotz wrong people see get dotz"
] | 25 | Quiero conseguir dotz dotz tiempo decir triunfo mierda triunfo derecho la gente ve conseguir dotz gente equivocada ver conseguir dotz |
judgemental friendsi met tom high school part good friend group partied lot senior year graduated moved across country school went military six years senior year finally decided go home tom home summer serving five years military discharged along girlfriend moved together go college summer taking working staying toms parents rentfree usually go drinking couple nights week always like get blackout drunk loud toms girlfriend usually puts glasses bar thinks cool purse tom thinks funny encourages say bars get glasses free matter were liberal state im lgbt girlfriend pride month tweeted care youre gay straight plenty friends both pls stop forcing us wanna left it find hurtful tweet stuff girlfriend also tweet slutshaming things like women theyve slept everyone still find love post men aint shit think funny like stuff tom single hell sleep anything walks hes known dog past hes talked hed slept lot women shout women selfrespect hes also caught sexting girls hes relationship understand puts promiscuous woman post social media always trying look like perfect couple want distance him tom longtime friend feel like asshole judging much asshole wanting ghost people feel emotionally drained stop friendship would make asshole | [
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"judgemental friendsi met tom high school part good friend group partied lot senior year graduated moved across country school went military six years senior year finally decided go home tom home summer serving five years military discharged along girlfriend moved together go college summer taking working staying toms parents rentfree usually go drinking couple nights week always like get blackout drunk loud toms girlfriend usually puts glasses bar thinks cool purse tom thinks funny encourages say bars get glasses free matter were liberal stateim lgbt girlfriend pride month tweeted care youre gay straight plenty friends both pls stop forcing us wanna left it find hurtful tweet stuff girlfriend also tweet slutshaming things like women theyve slept everyone still find love post men aint shit think funny like stuff tom single hell sleep anything walks hes known dog past hes talked hed slept lot women shout women selfrespect hes also caught sexting girls hes relationship understand puts promiscuous woman post social media always trying look like perfect couple want distance him",
"tom longtime friend feel like asshole judging much asshole wanting ghost people feel emotionally drained stop friendship would make asshole"
] | 206 | Jusual friendsi met tom high school part good friend group party party lot graduado moved across country school was militar seis años el último año finalmente decidió ir a casa tom home verano sirviendo cinco años militares dados de alta a lo largo de novia se mudaron juntos go college college college college college college school school school school school go college college college college college college college college college college school school schools schools toll like tweet schools tweet schools tool tweet schools tool tweet schools tool tweet school school school schoolschoolschool schoolschool school school school school school school school school school school school school school school school schoolschoolschool school school school |
someone help courage kill myselfi feel trapped want hurt family friends girlfriend cant shit anymore im tired pain ive got pills alcohol someone please tell okay want die want suffer anymore tell okay see future myself | [
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"someone help courage kill myselfi feel trapped want hurt family friends girlfriend cant shit anymore im tired pain ive got pills alcohol someone please tell okay want die want suffer anymore tell okay see future myself"
] | 39 | alguien ayuda valor me mata me siento atrapado quiero lastimado amigos de la familia novia no puede mierda más i cansado dolor i tengo pastillas alcohol alguien por favor decir ok quiero morir quiero sufrir más decir ok ver futuro yo mismo |
@TheDudeDean hmm, could be a gift card or a nice card I have not thought it through. | [] | [
"@TheDudeDean hmm, could be a gift card or a nice card I have not thought it through."
] | 26 | @TheDudeDean hmm, podría ser una tarjeta de regalo o una bonita tarjeta que no he pensado a través. |
yesterday mom met friends told story like five something said something used say gay girls luckiest get kiss girls and girls closeted transbian ass sitting phone internally screaming fuck think cishet long did | [] | [
"yesterday mom met friends told story like five something said something used say gay girls luckiest get kiss girls and girls closeted transbian ass sitting phone internally screaming fuck thinkcishet long did"
] | 40 | ayer mamá conoció amigos contaron la historia como cinco algo dijo algo usado decir chicas gay suerte conseguir besos chicas y chicas cerrado culo transbian sentado teléfono internamente gritando mierda thinkcishet long hizo |
need helpi while came ask advices friend bad state mind right worried her friends long time went lot always helping depressed suicidal meant still means lot got better last months really want die looking forward whats next happen life problem still make suicidal jokes depression statements funny even sick try help someone often joke start following jokes get scared dont know stop one started it like friend talking depressed state understand know help even ive went situation sometimes try start conversation bad joke mine trash meme dies fast seems want talk understand that ive experienced still want help know how u advices please type everything appreciated | [
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"need helpi while came ask advices friend bad state mind right worried her friends long time went lot always helping depressed suicidal meant still means lot got better last months really want die looking forward whats next happen life problem still make suicidal jokes depression statements funny even sick try help someone often joke start following jokes get scared dont know stop one started it like friend talking depressed state understand know help even ive went situation sometimes try start conversation bad joke mine trash meme dies fast seems want talk understand that ive experienced still want help know how u advices please type everything appreciated"
] | 116 | need helpi while comed advices friend mal state mind right preocuped her friends long time got lot heavy deprimido suicida significa todavía mucho conseguir mucho mejor los últimos meses realmente quiero morir mirando hacia adelante lo que sucede siguiente problema de la vida todavía hacer bromas suicidas declaraciones de depresión gracioso incluso enfermo tratar de ayudar a alguien a menudo broma empezar a seguir chistes tener miedo no sé parar uno comenzó como amigo hablando estado deprimido entender saber ayuda incluso ive got situation a veces tratar de iniciar conversación mal chiste mi basura meme muere rápido parece querer hablar entender que ive experimentado todavía quiere ayuda saber cómo u consejos por favor escribir todo apreciado |
hey hey youre swagger dagger | [] | [
"hey hey youre swagger dagger"
] | 9 | Oye, oye, tú eres una daga de pavo. |
events wait forspent birthday weekend alone overwhelmed im heartbroken it work dehumanizing covid demoralizing instead ending life things happen future wait instead | [
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"events wait forspent birthday weekend alone overwhelmed im heartbroken it work dehumanizing covid demoralizing instead ending life things happen future wait instead"
] | 31 | los eventos esperan el fin de semana de cumpleaños gastado solo abrumado mi corazón roto trabaja deshumanizando covid desmoralizando en lugar de terminar la vida las cosas suceden en el futuro esperar en su lugar |
@IsaChandra your spinach chickpea curry has been a dinner staple at my house since I bought Vegan with a Vengeance- my fav cookbook | [] | [
"@IsaChandra your spinach chickpea curry has been a dinner staple at my house since I bought Vegan with a Vengeance- my fav cookbook"
] | 36 | @IsaChandra tu curry de garbanzos de espinacas ha sido una comida básica en mi casa desde que compré Vegan con una venganza- mi libro de cocina fav |
anyone else focus best boring cooking video playing easy focus whats entertaining | [] | [
"anyone else focus best boring cooking video playing easy focus whats entertaining"
] | 13 | cualquier otro enfoque mejor aburrido vídeo de cocina jugando fácil enfoque lo que es entretenido |
wish friends would hug im female almost friends male maybe something it im sometimes scared people leave me last friendgroup did weird really want friends hug me think would feel less insecure probably think weird awkward thank reading did | [] | [
"wish friends would hug im female almost friends male maybe something it im sometimes scared people leave me last friendgroup did weird really want friends hug me think would feel less insecure probably think weird awkward thank reading did"
] | 42 | deseo amigos abrazaría im hembra casi amigos masculino tal vez algo que im a veces la gente asustada me deja último grupo de amigos hizo raro realmente quieren amigos abrazarme pensar que se sentiría menos inseguro probablemente pensar extraño incómodo gracias lectura hizo |
It's all gray & thundery outside... i think we'll wait for walk 2. Recommend a good "inspirational" podcast someone pretty please | [] | [
"It's all gray & thundery outside...i think we'll wait for walk 2.Recommend a good "inspirational" podcast someone pretty please"
] | 41 | Es todo gris & truenos fuera... creo que vamos a esperar a caminar 2.Recomendar un buen podcast "inspiracional" alguien bastante por favor |
five days ago decided going today planned wrote note alli promised best friend go roadtrip him wanted time cuddle girlfriend go work it work night receptionist thought would give enough time space clear mind get itand keep climbing roof cannot it keep trying saying going back reception order cry uncontrollably mins continue working another found new meaning life would happy everything seems fucking desperate was feel like better was deserve want days ago planned outso point venting know happening want jump cannot make it feel stuck limbo whatever is thought going today | [
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"five days ago decided going today planned wrote note alli promised best friend go roadtrip him wanted time cuddle girlfriend go work it work night receptionist thought would give enough time space clear mind get itand keep climbing roof cannot it keep trying saying going back reception order cry uncontrollably mins continue working another found new meaning life would happy everything seems fucking desperate was feel like better was deserve want days ago planned outso point venting know happening want jump cannot make it feel stuck limbo whatever is thought going today"
] | 104 | Hace cinco días decidió ir hoy planeada nota escrito alli prometió mejor amigo ir roadtrip él quería tiempo acurrucarse novia ir a trabajar trabajo noche recepcionista pensamiento daría suficiente espacio de tiempo mente clara conseguir y seguir subiendo techo no puede seguir tratando de decir volver atrás orden de recepción llorar incontrolablemente minutos continuar trabajando otro encontrado nuevo significado vida feliz todo parece jodidamente desesperado era sentirse como mejor era merecer necesidad hace días planeado tan punto de ventilación saber pasar querer saltar no hacer que se siente atascado limbo lo que se piensa ir hoy |
advent imdb overlooked movie find interested audience why users search twotime academy award winner glenda jackson find the return soldier among credits checking oscar winner julie christie fans annmargret give title click looking career great alan bates mention added bonus movie supporting heavyweights ian holm frank finlay movie many notables rewarded imdb given crossreferencing goes here so movie dvd producers realize internet movie database marketing gift film the return soldier definitely gem waiting discovered get it people | [] | [
"advent imdb overlooked movie find interested audience why users search twotime academy award winner glenda jackson find the return soldier among credits checking oscar winner julie christie fans annmargret give title click looking career great alan bates mention added bonus movie supporting heavyweights ian holm frank finlay movie many notables rewarded imdb given crossreferencing goes here so movie dvd producers realize internet movie database marketing gift film the return soldier definitely gem waiting discovered get it people"
] | 108 | advent imdb película pasado por alto encontrar público interesado por qué los usuarios búsqueda dos veces ganador del premio academia Glenda jackson encontrar el soldado de vuelta entre créditos comprobando ganador oscar Julie Christie fans annmargret dar título clic buscar carrera gran Alan bates mención añadido bono película de apoyo pesos pesados ian holm Frank película finlay muchos notables recompensado imdb dado cruz referencias va aquí así que los productores de DVD película realización de Internet película base de datos marketing regalo película el soldado retorno definitivamente gema esperando descubierto conseguir gente |
im feeling stuck confused scared lonely dont know do keep thinking girl stopped dating months ago lot things mind im getting lot mixed emotions im worried father feels do cant go much getting cold dark curl think girl dont know do | [] | [
"im feeling stuck confused scared lonely dont know do keep thinking girl stopped dating months ago lot things mind im getting lot mixed emotions im worried father feels do cant go much getting cold dark curl think girl dont know do"
] | 44 | Me siento atrapado confundido asustado solitario no sé seguir pensando chica dejó de salir hace meses muchas cosas mente im conseguir muchas emociones mixtas im preocupado padre se siente no puede ir mucho conseguir frío rizos oscuros pensar chica no sé hacer |
i want to have a guitar like taylor swift's | [] | [
"i want to have a guitar like taylor swift's"
] | 13 | Quiero tener una guitarra como la de Taylor Swift. |
actually ur bored tell cos im bored time | [] | [
"actually ur bored tell cos im bored time"
] | 10 | En realidad tu aburrido decir porque es el momento de aburrir |
passed drivers license test today thats all nice day everybody lt | [] | [
"passed drivers license test today thats all nice day everybody lt"
] | 12 | ha pasado hoy la prueba de la licencia de conducir que es todo buen día todo el mundo lt |
maybe sociopath wrong me grandmother died everyone seemed shocked funer simply standing dead inside always know maybe capable guilt everyone crying except me monster | [
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"maybe sociopath wrong me grandmother died everyone seemed shocked funer simply standing dead inside always know maybe capable guilt everyone crying except me monster"
] | 26 | Tal vez sociópata mal mi abuela murió todo el mundo parecía estupefacto funer simplemente parado muerto dentro siempre sabe tal vez culpa capaz todo el mundo llorando excepto mi monstruo |
i just took the pill i don t know how many it ll take but i m just going to keep eating them one by one until they re all gone i feel so bad for everyone i hope i really don t fuck up anybody s life by ending mine | [
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"i just took the pill i dont know how many it ll takebut i m just going to keep eating them one by one until they re all gone i feel so bad for everyone i hope i really don t fuck up anybody s life by ending mine"
] | 52 | Sólo tomé la píldora. No sé cuántas me tomará, pero voy a seguir comiéndolas una por una hasta que se hayan ido. Me siento tan mal por todos. Espero que no arruine la vida de nadie al acabar con la mía. |
for some reason i can t explain i know st peter won t call my name | [] | [
"for some reason i can t explain i knowst peter won t call my name"
] | 17 | Por alguna razón no puedo explicar que sé que Peter no me llamará por mi nombre. |
everyone moved on became a better person happier get a career and a life meanwhile i m still the same stuck in the beginning | [
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"everyone moved on became a better person happier get a career and a life meanwhile i m still the same stuck in the beginning"
] | 24 | Todo el mundo siguió adelante se convirtió en una mejor persona más feliz conseguir una carrera y una vida mientras tanto yo soy todavía el mismo atascado en el principio |
im gonna fail probably kill myselfyeah know posted last night im back im probably looking attention tried hard last night stayed late looking notes it even focus second math midterm one hour know im gonna fail know im gonna run home know im gonna fucking cry like loser cause loser im stupid pathetic loser say im gonna kill know probably wont never do closest ive ever gotten almost dropping toaster tub god wish badly close im sure today im gonna fucking set im gonna cry ill feel really guilty friend feeling bad ill pussy cause im pussy im gonna sleep wake up fail another midterm repeat im gonna fucking think christmas break hurts god damn much alive energy keep going ill lifeless corpse kind coasting life dont know even bother posting here im gonna end know it im failure every way wish would stop im failure school im disgusting hurts waste time waste flesh im sorry wasting anybodys time shit | [
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"im gonna fail probably kill myselfyeah know posted last night im back im probably looking attention tried hard last night stayed late looking notes it even focus second math midterm one hour know im gonna fail know im gonna run home know im gonna fucking cry like loser cause loser im stupid pathetic loser say im gonna kill know probably wont never do closest ive ever gotten almost dropping toaster tub god wish badly close im sure today im gonna fucking set im gonna cry ill feel really guilty friend feeling bad ill pussy cause im pussy im gonna sleep wake up fail another midterm repeat im gonna fucking think christmas break hurts god damn much alive energy keep going ill lifeless corpse kind coasting life dont know even bother posting here im gonna end knowit im failure every way wish would stop im failure schoolim disgusting hurts waste time waste fleshim sorry wasting anybodys time shit"
] | 169 | Im va a fallar probablemente me mate a mí mismo sí saber publicado anoche im back Im probablemente mirar atención se intentó duro anoche se quedó tarde mirando notas incluso foco segundo matemáticas mitad una hora saber im va a fallar saber im voy a correr a casa saber im voy a llorar como perdedor causa perdedor im estúpido perdedor patético decir que voy a matar saber probablemente nunca voy a hacer más cerca vi vi casi caer toaster tina dios deseo mal cerca Im seguro de hoy voy a poner im voy a llorar mal amigo sentirse muy culpable sentir mal coño causa im coño va a dormir fallar otra repetición de mitad de período voy a pensar que la ruptura de Navidad duele a Dios maldita energía viva seguir yendo mal cuerpo sin vida tipo costa vida no sé incluso molestarse en publicar aquí im va a terminar el fracaso im fracaso todos los deseos evitarían im fracaso escuelaim desagradable duele desperdicio tiempo carneim lamentar perder a cualquiera tiempo mierda |
tell post go back reddit idiot thanks guys love you | [] | [
"tell post go back reddit idiot thanks guys love you"
] | 12 | Dile a post volver reddit idiota gracias chicos te quieren |
honestly feel like good idea thing starting discord teenage dating must submit pictures first verify theyre teenagers feel like could enforce being teenager thing would success | [] | [
"honestly feel like good idea thing starting discord teenage dating must submit pictures first verify theyre teenagers feel like could enforce being teenager thing would success"
] | 27 | honestamente sentir como buena idea cosa comenzando discordia adolescente citas debe enviar fotos primero verificar son adolescentes se sienten como podría imponer ser adolescente cosa éxito |
guys sitting weird position feet look scarily purple dead looking uhhhhhhhhhhh | [] | [
"guys sitting weird position feet look scarily purple dead looking uhhhhhhhhhhh"
] | 16 | los chicos sentados posición extraña los pies se ven escalofriantemente púrpuras muertos mirando uhhhhhhhhhhh |
boyfriend requirements male optional strongly recommended alien required | [] | [
"boyfriend requirements male optional strongly recommended alien required"
] | 8 | novio requisitos masculino opcional fuertemente recomendado extranjero requerido |
need normalize male hugging thing ache emotionally need support us males cant hug friends without labled gay inappropriate yet whenever girls situation hug regarded normal fine fell jealous fuck cant males that thank coming ted talk | [] | [
"need normalize male hugging thing ache emotionally need support us males cant hug friends without labled gay inappropriateyet whenever girls situation hug regarded normal fine fell jealous fuck cant males that thank coming ted talk"
] | 44 | necesita normalizar hombre abrazo cosa dolor emocional necesidad apoyo nosotros hombres no puede abrazar amigos sin labled gay inapropiado aún cuando las niñas situación abrazo considerado normal bien cayó celoso mierda hombres cant que gracias venir Ted charla |
soonive lost hopes ive reason keep fighting mental illness let consume me let pain engulf option end it never get better ive waited years years full hope shot happiness like everyone else around me making things worse illness perfect punishment someone ungrateful me either die live failure life | [
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"soonive lost hopes ive reason keep fighting mental illness let consume me let pain engulf option end it never get better ive waited years years full hope shot happiness like everyone else around me making things worse illness perfect punishment someone ungrateful me either die live failure life"
] | 54 | esperanza perdida esperanza viva razón seguir luchando contra la enfermedad mental me deja consumir dejar el dolor engullir la opción final nunca se pone mejor ha esperado años años plena esperanza tiro felicidad como todos los demás a mi alrededor hacer las cosas peor enfermedad castigo perfecto alguien desagradecido o morir vivo fracaso vida |
suck life suck dyingits frustrating dont want alive everything difficult dont find happiness life medication doesnt work nothing works im bad killing shitty im still here like world establishing im bad everything cant even let one thing want right ah fuck | [
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"suck life suck dyingits frustrating dont want alive everything difficult dont find happiness life medication doesnt work nothing works im bad killing shittyim still here like world establishing im bad everything cant even let one thing want right ah fuck"
] | 48 | chupar la vida chupar morir sus frustrantes no quieren vivo todo difícil no encontrar felicidad vida medicamentos no funciona nada funciona im mal matar mierda todavía aquí como el mundo establecer im mal todo no puede dejar que una cosa quiere derecho ah mierda |
also never relationshiplike me feel awkward people talk relationships constantly dont know feel around people keep talking past relationships makes feel like alien | [] | [
"also never relationshiplike me feel awkward people talk relationships constantly dont know feel around people keep talking past relationships makes feel like alien"
] | 25 | también nunca relación como yo se siente gente incómoda hablar relaciones constantemente no sé sentir alrededor de la gente sigue hablando relaciones pasadas hace sentir como alienígena |
So u spend ur whole life thinking & dealing with things the way u deem right then at 33 realise no,that's not how things r done.That's not how you should be living your life. t's so hard to try and snap out of that mindframe. #depression #anxiety #coping #mentalhealthmatters | [
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"So u spend ur whole life thinking & dealing with things the way u deem right then at 33 realise no,that's not how things r done.That's not how you should be living your life.t's so hard to try and snap out of that mindframe.#depression #anxiety #coping #mentalhealthmatters"
] | 78 | Así que pasas toda tu vida pensando y lidiando con las cosas de la manera que consideras justo entonces a los 33 te das cuenta de que no, así no es como se hacen las cosas r.Así no es como deberías estar viviendo tu vida. Es tan difícil tratar de salir de ese marco mental.#depresión #ansiedad #copiar #materias de salud mental |
@LeNuage it's nice to meet u, i'm from to Chile wait ur answer | [] | [
"@LeNuage it's nice to meet u, i'm from to Chile wait ur answer"
] | 23 | @LeNuage es un placer conocerte, soy de Chile espera tu respuesta |
this isn t getting better and i don t want to be here anymore | [
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"this isn t getting better and i don t want to be here anymore"
] | 14 | Esto no está mejorando y ya no quiero estar aquí. |
@JagexJD I'd like to say beating people up but that is frowned upon.I exercise to keep depression at bay so I guess that helps with stress too, definatly relaxing.Hot bubble baths, a good book, loud music and driving with the windows down. | [
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"@JagexJD I'd like to say beating people up but that is frowned upon.I exercise to keep depression at bay so I guess that helps with stress too, definatly relaxing.Hot bubble baths, a good book, loud music and driving with the windows down."
] | 63 | @JagexJD Me gustaría decir que golpear a la gente, pero eso está mal visto. Hago ejercicio para mantener la depresión a raya, así que supongo que ayuda con el estrés también, definitivamente relajante.Baños de burbuja caliente, un buen libro, música fuerte y conducir con las ventanas hacia abajo. |
Missin a certain person,mmh.... memories,thos were da days. I miss em day. Oh wells,luv u guys | [] | [
"Missin a certain person,mmh.... memories,thos were da days.I miss em day.Oh wells,luv u guys"
] | 31 | Missin una cierta persona, mmh .... recuerdos, thos eran days.I err em day. Oh Wells, luv u guys |
guy skirt every single post right like damn | [] | [
"guy skirt every single post right like damn"
] | 8 | chico falda cada poste derecho como maldito |
i need to post a video but i m stuck | [] | [
"i need to post a video but i m stuck"
] | 10 | Necesito publicar un video, pero estoy atascado. |
please please helpsomeone username uwhyamistillhere posted scary shit radvice dont know do please help | [
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"please please helpsomeone username uwhyamistillhere posted scary shit radvice dont know do please help"
] | 23 | Por favor, por favor ayude a alguien nombre de usuario uwhyamistill aquí publicado mierda miedo radvice no saben hacer por favor ayudar |
anyone else get annoyed teachers expect act like adult treat like little kid like make mind child adult dont assign word research essay get mad go bathroom without telling first | [] | [
"anyone else get annoyed teachers expect act like adult treat like little kid like make mind child adult dont assign word research essay get mad go bathroom without telling first"
] | 32 | cualquier otra persona se molesta profesores esperan actuar como adulto tratar como niño pequeño como hacer mente niño adulto no asignar palabra ensayo de investigación se enojan ir al baño sin decir primero |
bit bit im subconsciously distancing people care mei brothers step dad dad mom sister year old grandma like people world care existence ive getting heated parents month ago stopped talking mom month fight today argument dad manifestation dont want happen abandoned everyone becoming reality since ive talking redflag im open family either stopped caring dont entertain anymore probably dont know tried failed like rest shit life im thinking part wants die responsible conspiracy theories family hating leads deep thoughts ill end it ive thought hard like cutting thats ill end it friends family knows im piece shit dont know anything normal everything feels controlled like im robot given commands dont end like me really care people give shit youre alive dont take granted learn say whats mind hurt others control anger seek professional help instead getting strangers internet say care dont im june th sometime around years life die redflag part eagerly awaits whats beyond life another part scared im done though really | [
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"bit bit im subconsciously distancing people care mei brothers step dad dad mom sister year old grandma like people world care existence ive getting heated parents month ago stopped talking mom month fight today argument dad manifestation dont want happen abandoned everyone becoming reality since ive talking redflagim open family either stopped caring dont entertain anymore probably dont know tried failed like rest shit life im thinking part wants die responsible conspiracy theories family hating leads deep thoughts ill enditive thought hard like cutting thats ill end it friends family knows im piece shit dont know anything normal everything feels controlled like im robot given commands dont end like me really care people give shit youre alive dont take granted learn say whats mind hurt others control anger seek professional help instead getting strangers internet say care dont im june th sometime around years life die redflag part eagerly awaits whats beyond life another part scared im done though really"
] | 187 | bit bit im inconscientemente distanciamiento personas cuidado mei hermanos paso papá papá mamá hermana año abuela como personas cuidado mundo existencia ive get caliente padres hace meses dejó de hablar mamá mes lucha hoy argumento papá manifestación no quieren suceder abandonados todos convertirse en realidad ya que ive hablar rojoflagim familia abierta o bien dejó de preocuparse no entretener más probablemente no sé probado falló como descanso mierda vida im pensamiento parte quiere morir responsable conspiración teorías familia odio lleva pensamientos profundos mal enditivo pensamiento duro como cortar que mal extremo amigos familia sabe im pieza mierda no sabe nada normal todo se siente controlado como im robot dado comandos no termina como yo realmente cuidado personas dan mierda youre vivo no dar por sentado aprender decir lo que la mente lastima a otros control ira buscar ayuda profesional en lugar de conseguir extraños internet decir cuidado dont im junio en algún momento alrededor de años la vida muere parte rojo llama ansiosamente espera lo que más allá de la vida otra parte miedo im hecho aunque realmente |
my life is meaningless im a junior in high school don t know what i wan na do when i grow up my whole friend group is senior who all are leaving me and moving away to knew college they don t know this but their quite literally the only reason im even alive right now they give me motivation to wake up in the morning the day im alone and don t see them im always just depressed it s almost like their my medicine i just know once i finally move away to be on my own im going to end my life so i just would rather not delay the inevitable i don t even think my friend would care that much they ve already told me thing about killing my self a a joke not knowing the state im in and it s really not their fault i know their just joking and that they mean no harm by it it s just that im obviously fucked up in the head i sometimes would just rather wish that i d get into a almost deadly car accident that wasn t my fault just so i can maybe appreciate life more id also like to know how my friend and love one would react to see if they d actually care i think about this a lot when im driving and it tends to make me speed and drive recklessly i just want a reason to live honestly | [
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"my life is meaningless im a junior in high schooldon t know what i wan na do when i grow up my whole friend group is senior who all are leaving me and moving away to knew college they don t know thisbut their quite literally the only reason im even alive right now they give me motivation to wake up in the morning the day im alone and don t see themim always just depressed it s almost like their my medicine i just know once i finally move away to be on my own im going to end my lifeso i just would rather not delay the inevitablei don t even think my friend would care that much they ve already told me thing about killing my self a a joke not knowing the state im inand it s really not their fault i know their just joking and that they mean no harm by it it s just that im obviously fucked up in the head i sometimes would just rather wish thati d get into a almost deadly car accident that wasn t my fault just so i can maybe appreciate life more id also like to know how my friend and love one would react to see if they d actually care i think about this a lot when im driving and it tends to make me speed and drive recklessly i just want a reason to live honestly"
] | 255 | Mi vida es sin sentido im a junior in high schooldon t saber lo que quiero hacer cuando crezca todo mi grupo de amigos es senior que todos me están dejando y se van a mudar a la universidad sabía que no saben esto pero su muy literalmente la única razón im incluso vivo ahora mismo me dan motivación para despertar en la mañana el día im sola y no ver lesim siempre sólo deprimido es casi como su medicina sé que una vez que finalmente me muevo lejos para estar en mi propia im va a terminar mi vida así que preferiría no retrasar el inevitable ni siquiera pensar que mi amigo me importaría mucho que ya me han dicho que matar a mí mismo un chiste no conocer el estado im y realmente no es su culpa conozco sus sólo bromas y que no significan ningún daño por ello es simplemente que im obviamente jodido en la cabeza a veces desearía que me me me me me me metieran en un accidente de coche casi mortal que no fue mi culpa así que puedo apreciar la vida más id también como saber cómo mi amigo y amor uno reaccionaría si realmente se preocupara por esto im im y tiende a hacer que me maneje a la velocidad y a manejar |
cyberpunk devs receive death threats delaying game game fucking massive doubt found tons bugs fix people shit deserve respect fucking horrendous | [] | [
"cyberpunk devs receive death threats delaying game game fucking massive doubt found tons bugs fix people shit deserve respect fucking horrendous"
] | 27 | cyberpunk Devs reciben amenazas de muerte retardando juego de juego de mierda enorme duda encontrado toneladas bichos arreglar la gente mierda merece respeto mierda horrendo |
insomnia lack appetitei posted wife left took newborn earlier week affecting lot keep pretending im okay everyone know person cant sleep cant eat | [
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"insomnia lack appetitei posted wife left took newborn earlier week affecting lot keep pretending imokayeveryone know person cant sleep cant eat"
] | 28 | Insomnio falta de apetitoe apostó esposa izquierda tomó recién nacido a principios de semana afectando mucho seguir fingiendo imokaytodo el mundo sabe persona no puede dormir no puede comer |
I would like to see a #dystopian #YA novel in which a technologically privileged society makes personal autonomy the highest value, leading to cultural polarization, the fragmentation of communities, and a huge rise in depression and economic inequality. Oh, wait... | [
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"I would like to see a #dystopian #YA novel in which a technologically privileged society makes personal autonomy the highest value, leading to cultural polarization, the fragmentation of communities, and a huge rise in depression and economic inequality.Oh, wait..."
] | 54 | Me gustaría ver una novela #dystopiana #YA en la que una sociedad tecnológicamente privilegiada hace de la autonomía personal el valor más alto, llevando a la polarización cultural, la fragmentación de las comunidades, y un enorme aumento de la depresión y la desigualdad económica. |
survival instincthow get rid least minimaze it | [
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"survival instincthow get rid least minimaze it"
] | 10 | Instinto de supervivencia cómo deshacerse al menos minimizarlo |
eighth thus secondtolast short animatrix ones one quite like this takes two main types filmed entertainment inspirations matrix combines unbelievably well immensely faithful trilogy aspect tone animation gorgeous breathtaking anim style omnipresent this noir plot fitting storytelling well music spoton sound general fantastic really helps solidify mood atmosphere along drawings designs voice acting impeccable one two people also movies reprise roles annemoss appearing this one best nine also one personal favorites ten minutes long pacing perfect never slows terribly much overwhelming either ending could appropriate this shares nine halfminutes long making kids story welldone informative recommend warmly fan universe two genres made of | [] | [
"eighth thus secondtolast short animatrix ones one quite like this takes two main types filmed entertainment inspirations matrix combines unbelievably well immensely faithful trilogy aspect tone animation gorgeous breathtaking anim style omnipresent this noir plot fitting storytelling well music spoton sound general fantastic really helps solidify mood atmosphere along drawings designs voice acting impeccable one two people also movies reprise roles annemoss appearing this one best nine also one personal favorites ten minutes long pacing perfect never slows terribly much overwhelming either ending could appropriate this shares nine halfminutes long making kids story welldone informative recommend warmly fan universe two genres made of"
] | 132 | octavo por lo tanto segundo a último corto animatrix uno como este toma dos tipos principales filmado entretenimiento inspiraciones matriz combina increíblemente bien inmensamente fiel aspecto trilogía tono animación magnífico estilo anim impresionante omnipresente este noir trama ajuste historia bien spoton música sonido general fantástico realmente ayuda a solidificar atmósfera de humor a lo largo de dibujos diseños voz actuación impecable una dos personas también películas repetir papeles annemoss apareciendo este uno mejor nueve también un favorito personal diez minutos de largo ritmo perfecto nunca se desacelera terriblemente abrumador final podría apropiado este comparte nueve media minutos largo haciendo niños historia biendo informativo recomendar cálidamente universo de fans dos géneros hechos de |
Tired today - drunk husband to be rolled in at 1am with bunch friends for another drink! Noisy lot | [] | [
"Tired today - drunk husband to be rolled in at 1am with bunch friends for another drink!Noisy lot"
] | 24 | Cansado hoy - marido borracho para ser enrollado en a la 1am con amigos del grupo para otra bebida! |
it never get easier no matter how many year i wait it s not getting better i never learn to cope properly i don t even feel the slightest bit more okay or hopeful even after three year of therapy i am so fucking miserable every single day everything is so exhausting and i dread the fact that i have to wake up tomorrow and do something i just want to be left alone i can t deal with all of this i already shut down because of the smallest thing i have depressive episode every single day after work i don t want to live a a human being i hate this stupid world and everything in it i don t want it i never wanted to live in the first place i m so angry that i am forced to just exist because otherwise i d make people feel sad the joy i might feel for a few second once in a while doesn t make up for how much pain i go through daily none of this is fucking worth it and everyone who say it is is either lying to themselves or incredibly stupid | [
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"it never get easier no matter how many year i wait it s not getting better i never learn to cope properly i don t even feel the slightest bit more okay or hopeful even after three year of therapy i am so fucking miserable every single day everything is so exhausting and i dread the fact that i have to wake up tomorrow and do something i just want to be left alonei can t deal with all of this i already shut down because of the smallest thing i have depressive episode every single day after work i don t want to live a a human being i hate this stupid world and everything in iti don t wantiti never wanted to live in the first place i m so angry that i am forced to just existbecause otherwisei d make people feel sad the joy i might feel for a few second once in a while doesn t make up for how much pain i go through daily none of this is fucking worth it and everyone who say it is is either lying to themselves or incredibly stupid"
] | 200 | Nunca se vuelve más fácil, no importa cuántos años espere no es cada vez mejor nunca aprender a hacer frente correctamente ni siquiera sentir el más mínimo poco más bien o esperanza, incluso después de tres años de terapia estoy tan jodidamente miserable cada día todo es tan agotador y temo el hecho de que tengo que despertarme mañana y hacer algo que sólo quiero que quede solo no puedo lidiar con todo esto ya me he cerrado debido a lo más pequeño que tengo episodio depresivo todos los días después del trabajo no quiero vivir un ser humano odio este estúpido mundo y todo en iti don no quiero que nunca quise vivir en el primer lugar estoy tan enojado que estoy obligado a existir porque de otra manera la gente se siente triste la alegría que podría sentir por unos segundos de vez en cuando no compensa cuánto dolor tengo a diario nada de esto vale la pena y todos los que dicen que es mentirse a sí mismos o increíblemente estúpido |
sit face suffocate pleas thank | [] | [
"sit face suffocate pleas thank"
] | 9 | Sientate cara sufocate súplicas gracias |
worked hard title cant sleep lonely anyone wanna talk nothing everything | [] | [
"worked hard title cant sleep lonely anyone wanna talk nothing everything"
] | 12 | trabajo duro título no puedo dormir solo nadie quiere hablar nada todo |
@pubby going to see Bill Bailey In August | [] | [
"@pubby going to see Bill Bailey In August"
] | 12 | @pubby va a ver a Bill Bailey en agosto |
@JimCarrey We self-medicate to avoid itâPhysicians label it as depression/ anxiety/bi-polar disorder/personality disordersâprescribing pharmaceuticals to numb its effects & distance us from who we are meant to be at our coreâYet it is our rite of passage/ journey/destiny. #awaken pic.twitter.com/1MsvHK5anU | [
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"@JimCarrey We self-medicate to avoid itâPhysicians label it as depression/ anxiety/bi-polar disorder/personality disordersâprescribing pharmaceuticals to numb its effects & distance us from who we are meant to be at our coreâYetit is our rite of passage/ journey/destiny.#awaken pic.twitter.com/1MsvHK5anU"
] | 92 | @JimCarrey Nos automedicamos para evitarloLos físicos lo etiquetan como depresión/ ansiedad/trastorno bipolar/trastorno de la personalidadprescribir fármacos para adormecer sus efectos y distanciarnos de lo que estamos destinados a estar en nuestro núcleoYetit es nuestro rito de paso/viaje/destino.#awaken pic.twitter.com/1MsvHK5anU |
ive lost mind soon lose life readim basic summary health anxiety since child became prominent severe everything feels real may aswell actually something wrong me cant get fact silent sinus syndrome rare condition causes eyeball sink skull due orbital bones breaking down theres painful symptoms hence silent rare cant find information commonyearly cases occur treatment redflag mean surgery add prosthesis fix appearance month eyelids changed creases instead nobody family said anything looks off ive symmetry tests take picture eyes draw lines connecting top eyelash bottom eyelash etc week ago seemed fine anxiety actually kinda went away tonight anxiety came get me ive taken sone picture tests seem okay seem asymmetrical bottom eyelash sign according google refuse think camera angle indeed asymmetrical results get indeed eyeball sinking skull promoting terrifying possibly disabling disfiguring eye surgery already suffered self image issues overweight ugly general one put casket cant get of imagine going school classmates hearing eyepatch getting rare condition required eye surgery life ruined absolutely chance life anymore | [
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"ive lost mind soon lose life readim basic summary health anxiety since child became prominent severe everything feels real may aswell actually something wrong me cant get fact silent sinus syndrome rare condition causes eyeball sink skull due orbital bones breaking down theres painful symptoms hence silent rare cant find information commonyearly cases occur treatment redflag mean surgery add prosthesis fix appearance month eyelids changed creases instead nobody family said anything looks off ive symmetry tests take picture eyes draw lines connecting top eyelash bottom eyelash etc week ago seemed fine anxiety actually kinda went away tonight anxiety came get me ive taken sone picture tests seem okay seem asymmetrical bottom eyelash sign according google refuse think camera angle indeed asymmetrical results get indeed eyeball sinking skull promoting terrifying possibly disabling disfiguring eye surgery already suffered self image issues overweight ugly general one put casket cant get of imagine going school classmates hearing eyepatch getting rare condition required eye surgery life ruined absolutely chance life anymore"
] | 207 | ive perdido mente pronto perder vida reaim resumen básico de la salud ansiedad desde niño se convirtió en prominente severo todo se siente real aswell algo mal yo no puedo conseguir hecho síndrome sinusal silencioso condición rara causa el cráneo del fregadero del globo ocular debido huesos orbitales romper allí síntomas dolorosos por lo tanto silencio raro no encontrar información común casos ocurren tratamiento rojoflag media cirugía añadir apariencia apariencia mes párpados cambiado arrugas en lugar de nadie familia dijo nada parece fuera de las pruebas de simetría ive tomar ojos dibujar líneas de conexión superior pestaña inferior pestaña etc semana hace parecía ansiedad fina en realidad desapareció esta noche ansiedad vino me dio ive toma pruebas de imagen sona parece bien parece asimétrico signo de pestaña inferior de acuerdo google rechazar pensar ángulo de la cámara de hecho resultados asimétricos llegar efectivamente cráneo hundido promover terrorífico posiblemente disfigurante cirugía ojo ya sufrió problemas de imagen sobrepeso feo general uno puso casket puede conseguir de la imaginación ir compañeros de escuela a escuchar eyepatch conseguir rara condición necesaria cirugía ocular arruinado vida absolutamente azar vida más |
introvert person suffering depression really thought whole pandemic help rest better mental health since decided go home province really expecting good environment finally rest busy noisy city life wrong first months great fine gets longer starting get bad feelings again actually starting panic attacks childhood trauma like reopened i know better term like flashback bad things happened childand feel pressured job since resigned went back home though started small business seem work out parents starting complain bills really really wanted help financially cannot cannot even find part time job online pandemic friend suggests apply work abroad said might hired pandemic ends going happen oh remembered cannot job abroad illness weak lungs wants hire person weak lungs sucks right supposed doi cannot even bother family telling this really feel want worry me used telling anything anyways dismiss feel anyway yea chose share here appbut know what really tired asked born like this want this signed this tired tired tired weak tired depressed tired crying every night tired me know anymore | [
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"introvert person suffering depression really thought whole pandemic help rest better mental health since decided go home province really expecting good environment finally rest busy noisy city life wrong first months great fine gets longer starting get bad feelings again actually starting panic attacks childhood trauma like reopened i know better term like flashback bad things happened childand feel pressured job since resigned went back home though started small business seem work out parents starting complain bills really really wanted help financially cannot cannot even find part time job online pandemic friend suggests apply work abroad said might hired pandemic ends going happenoh remembered cannot job abroad illness weak lungs wants hire person weak lungs sucks right supposed doi cannot even bother family telling this really feel want worry me used telling anything anyways dismiss feel anyway yea chose share hereappbut know what really tired asked born like this want this signed this tired tired tired weak tired depressed tired crying every night tired me know anymore"
] | 178 | persona introvertida que sufre depresión realmente pensó pandemia entera ayudar a descansar mejor salud mental ya que decidió ir a casa provincia realmente esperar buen ambiente finalmente descansar ocupado ruidosa ciudad vida mal primeros meses gran bien consigue más tiempo comenzar malos sentimientos de nuevo en realidad comenzar ataques de pánico trauma infantil como reabrido sé mejor término como flashback cosas malas pasó niño y sentirse presionado trabajo desde dimisionario volver a casa aunque comenzó pequeños negocios parecen trabajar padres empezando quejas facturas realmente realmente quería ayuda financiera no puede incluso encontrar trabajo a tiempo parcial en línea amigo pandemia sugiere aplicar trabajo en el extranjero dijo que podría contratarse pandemia termina pasandooh recordado no puede trabajar en el extranjero enfermedad pulmones débiles quiere contratar persona débil pulmones chupa derecho supuesto doi ni siquiera molestar a la familia decir esto realmente quiero preocuparse me utiliza contar cualquier cosa de todos modos se siente mejor compartir aquíappbut saber lo que realmente cansado preguntó nacido como esto firmado este cansado cansado cansado cansado cansado cansado cansado cansado cansado cansado llanto cansado llorar cada noche cansado sé más |
trouble disturbing thoughts redflagnot alarm anyone impulsive thing emotional least moment thinking greatly time suffering world hardship takes survive let alone nice life everything destructive manipulative nature everything wants eat physically metaphorically feels though universe almost evil way thought universe planet hell best thing go elsewhere place less suffering redflag know good people yes really good good gives good feelings gaining dopamine brain speaking simply nonpeople evil things like animals virus bacteria disease like cancer much pain suffering organisms want impulsively eat collect resources propagate suffering simply corrupt way die come back reincarnate if thats happens least soul if exists tricked something coming suffering prison soggy meaty human body | [
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"trouble disturbing thoughts redflagnot alarm anyone impulsive thing emotional least moment thinking greatly time suffering world hardship takes survive let alone nice life everything destructive manipulative nature everything wants eat physically metaphorically feels though universe almost evil way thought universe planet hell best thing go elsewhere placeless suffering redflag know good peopleyes really good good gives good feelings gaining dopamine brain speaking simply nonpeople evil things like animals virus bacteria disease like cancer much pain suffering organisms want impulsively eat collect resources propagate suffering simply corrupt way die come back reincarnate if thats happens least soul if exists tricked something coming suffering prison soggy meaty human body"
] | 129 | problemas pensamientos perturbadores redflagnot alarma cualquier cosa impulsiva emocional menos momento pensar mucho tiempo sufrimiento mundo dificultades toma sobrevivir y mucho menos vida agradable todo naturaleza manipuladora destructiva todo quiere comer físicamente se siente aunque universo casi mal manera pensamiento planeta planeta infierno mejor cosa ir a otro lugar sufrimiento sin lugar sufrimiento rojo sabe buena gentesí realmente bueno da buenos sentimientos ganando cerebro dopamina hablando simplemente no gente cosas malas como animales virus bacteria enfermedad como cáncer mucho dolor sufrimiento organismos quieren impulsivamente comer recoger recursos propagar sufrimiento simplemente corrupto manera morir reencarnación si eso sucede menos alma si existe engañado algo que sufre prisión cuerpo humano húmedo carnoso |
examz coming really feeling helplessssss | [] | [
"examz coming really feeling helplessssss"
] | 10 | examz que viene realmente sintiéndose indefensa |
sometimes youtube ha no sound on ubuntu | [] | [
"sometimes youtube ha no sound on ubuntu"
] | 11 | a veces youtube no tiene sonido en ubuntu |
dyinghow kill without hurting anyone especially boyfriend | [
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"dyinghow kill without hurting anyone especially boyfriend"
] | 8 | morinhow matar sin lastimar a nadie especialmente novio |
first unc dominated second the hill is back hallelujah third econ paper gaussian copula is def not that deal | [] | [
"first unc dominated second the hill is back hallelujah third econ paper gaussian copula is def not that deal"
] | 30 | primer unc dominado segundo la colina es atrás aleluya tercero econ papel gaussian copula no es def ese trato |
i had hour of sleep and now i cant go back to sleeping im thirsty | [] | [
"i had hour of sleep and now i cant go back to sleeping im thirsty"
] | 16 | Tuve una hora de sueño y ahora no puedo volver a dormir con sed. |
unspoken truth basically know mobile game shitty bad photo original console game icon | [] | [
"unspoken truth basically know mobile game shitty bad photo original console game icon"
] | 16 | verdad no hablada básicamente saber juego móvil mierda mala foto original consola juego icono |
sometimes look couples shows think aw want seems special | [] | [
"sometimes look couples shows think aw want seems special"
] | 10 | a veces mirar parejas muestra pensar aw querer parece especial |
@EllieVonTainted just moved back into her old house. being here makes me feel like i'm 16 again, haha it's odd. but i love it | [] | [
"@EllieVonTainted just moved back into her old house.being here makes me feel like i'm 16 again, haha it's odd.but i love it"
] | 40 | @EllieVonTainted acaba de mudarse de nuevo a su vieja casa.Estar aquí me hace sentir como si tuviera 16 años de nuevo, jaja es raro.Pero me encanta. |
randomlynat jeez i wa just trying to help haha | [] | [
"randomlynat jeez i wa just trying to help haha"
] | 13 | al azarnat jeez i wa sólo tratando de ayudar a jaja |
Corona on my desk.. sun shining.. TGI FRIDAY! | [] | [
"Corona on my desk.. sun shining.. TGI FRIDAY!"
] | 16 | Corona en mi escritorio.. sol brillando.. TGI VIERNES! |
feel almost every week need someone talk toplease pm me edit am went sleep back now thank sw pms love guys | [
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"feel almost every week need someone talk toplease pm me edit am went sleep back now thank sw pms love guys"
] | 24 | Siento que casi todas las semanas necesito que alguien hable, por favor, me edite, me fui a dormir ahora, gracias, sw pms, amor, chicos. |
subreddit disappointmentredflag watch like watch redflag page disappointment | [
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"subreddit disappointmentredflag watch like watch redflag page disappointment"
] | 16 | subredit decepcionredflag reloj como ver redflag página de decepción |
old oldf im slowly losing way im sure live narcissists friends never let express myself could mental breakdown one life seems care try explain theres something wrong im angry reason built rage dont know why explaining im either belittled ignored bullied told need kick ass one really treats care compassion yet everyday every time tell friends whats going vent im snapped told move house want financially cant ive homeless crashed couches fun im trying go back path alcohol substance abuse day day gets difficult family friends talk im really thinking giving up | [
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"old oldf im slowly losing way im sure live narcissists friends never let express myself could mental breakdown one life seems care try explain theres something wrongim angry reason built rage dont know why explaining im either belittled ignored bullied told need kick ass one really treats care compassion yet everyday every time tell friends whats going vent im snapped told move house want financially cant ive homeless crashed couches funim trying go backpath alcohol substance abuse day day gets difficult family friends talk im really thinking giving up"
] | 110 | viejo oldf im perder lentamente camino im seguro vivo narcisistas amigos nunca dejar expresarme podría crisis mental una vida parece cuidado tratar de explicar theres algo incorrecto razón enojado construido rabia no sé por qué explicar im o bien menospreciado ignorado intimidado dicho necesidad patada culo uno realmente trata la compasión cuidado pero cada día cada vez decirle a amigos lo que va ventilación im snaked cont move house want financieramente cant ive sin techo sofás estrellados funim tratando de volver atrás el abuso de alcohol sustancias día se pone difícil amigos familiares hablar im realmente pensar renunciar |
talking people ive finally started think im attractive life ive shitted told wasnt good enough rejected responses like ew gross eat shit classic fuck off didnt think would ever found good looking ever good friends sub ive finally turned around led finally seeing worth helped me know are also struggle andor struggling like me afraid talking people due fear shit again know this worth find it like you might find tomorrow week find it please keep heads held high kings queens rule kingdoms throughout turmoil | [] | [
"talking people ive finally started think im attractive life ive shitted told wasnt good enough rejected responses like ew gross eat shit classic fuck off didnt think would ever found good looking ever good friends sub ive finally turned around led finally seeing worth helped me know are also struggle andor struggling like me afraid talking people due fear shit again know this worth find it like you might find tomorrow week find it please keep heads held high kings queens rule kingdoms throughout turmoil"
] | 95 | La gente que habla por fin empezó a pensar que la vida atractiva de mierda dijo que no era lo suficientemente buenas respuestas rechazadas como ew gross comer mierda clásica mierda fuera no pensé que nunca encontraría buen aspecto siempre buenos amigos sub ive finalmente dio la vuelta llevó finalmente ver vale la pena me ayudó a saber que también luchan y o luchar como yo miedo gente que habla debido al miedo mierda otra vez saber que vale la pena encontrar como usted podría encontrar mañana semana encontrar por favor mantener las cabezas mantenidas altos reyes reinas reinos a través de la agitación |
hate people dad currently hospital corona looking good know people audacity say virus isint real masks dont work way people horrible cant deal anymore millions people going shit people going keep going inconsiderate assholes | [] | [
"hate people dad currently hospital corona looking good know people audacity say virus isint real masks dont work way people horrible cant deal anymore millions people going shit people going keep going inconsiderate assholes"
] | 43 | odian a la gente papá actualmente hospital corona se ve bien saben la gente audacia dicen virus esin real máscaras no funcionan como la gente horrible no puede lidiar con más millones de personas mierda la gente va a seguir ir desconsiderados imbéciles |
gifted redditgifts asap im sure tomorrow comeits bad time know else put it ive tried ask help feel like im alone im strong appointment shrink today ill beg sort med change know meds therapy wednesday make final decision ive already started say goodbye | [
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"gifted redditgifts asap im sure tomorrow comeits bad time know else put it ive tried ask help feel like im aloneim strong appointment shrink today ill beg sort med change know meds therapy wednesday make final decision ive already started say goodbye"
] | 59 | Regalos redditgifts dotados lo antes posible Im seguro mañana viene mal momento saber más poner en ive intentado pedir ayuda se siente como im sólaim fuerte cita encoger hoy mal suplico tipo med cambio saber meds terapia miércoles tomar la decisión final ive ya comenzó a decir adiós |
still need to find out the code to get into the outdoor pool which is finally done! heading to the store to get sandwich stuff 4 lunch | [] | [
"still need to find out the code to get into the outdoor pool which is finally done!heading to the store to get sandwich stuff 4 lunch"
] | 29 | todavía tiene que averiguar el código para entrar en la piscina al aire libre que finalmente está hecho! ir a la tienda para conseguir sándwiches 4 almuerzo |
gaspitsnicole sigh me too mostly i midd hsnging out with my friend damn growing up p | [] | [
"gaspitsnicole sigh me too mostlyi midd hsnging out with my friend damn growing up p"
] | 24 | gaspitsnicole suspirame demasiado midd hsnging fuera con mi amigo maldito crecer p |
go hell im gonna kill ronald reagan second time | [] | [
"go hellim gonna kill ronald reagan second time"
] | 13 | Ire hellim va a matar a Ronald reagan por segunda vez |
banned point ive banned strong suspicion people banned least | [] | [
"banned point ive banned strong suspicion people banned least"
] | 10 | prohibido punto ive prohibido fuerte sospecha de la gente prohibida menos |
yay it s time to fuck depressed depressed adjective low in spirit sad especially affected by psychological depression vertically flattened having the central part lower than the margin http t co pldmsm zxz | [
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"yay it s time to fuck depressed depressed adjective low in spirit sad especially affected by psychological depression vertically flattened having the central part lower than the margin http t co pldmsm zxz"
] | 42 | Yay es hora de follar el adjetivo deprimido deprimido bajo en espíritu triste especialmente afectado por la depresión psicológica aplanado verticalmente teniendo la parte central más baja que el margen http t coldmsm zxz |
think keep upa days ago made post sw wife left took kids said things needs work need friends treating like shit cant anymore sat house almost days alone anniversary coming cant function want kids back bad havnt eaten seems like days want end | [
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"think keep upa days ago made post sw wife left took kids said things needs work need friends treating like shit cant anymore sat house almost days alone anniversary coming cant function want kids back bad havnt eaten seems like days want end"
] | 49 | Creo que mantener up hace días hizo post sw esposa izquierda llevó a los niños dijo que las cosas necesitan trabajo necesitan amigos tratando como mierda cant más casa sentado casi días solo aniversario venir función cant quiere niños de vuelta mal havnt comido parece que los días quieren fin |
sitting park wondering frisbees get bigger get closer hit me | [] | [
"sitting park wondering frisbees get bigger get closer hit me"
] | 13 | parque sentado preguntándose frisbees conseguir más grande conseguir más cerca golpearme |
feel like im attention seekingi hate living dont even know im alive cant answer that damn want die maybe cutting wrist answer people telling im attention dont want attention ill happily speak talk anyone sit bridge hours ill still attention seeking damn urghhh need die | [
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"feel like im attention seekingi hate living dont even know im alive cant answer that damn want die maybe cutting wrist answer people telling im attention dont want attention ill happily speak talk anyone sit bridge hours ill still attention seeking damn urghhh need die"
] | 52 | Siento como si mi atención buscar odio vivir ni siquiera sé que estoy vivo no puedo responder a ese maldito querer morir tal vez cortar la muñeca responder a la gente diciendo atención no quiero atención mal feliz hablar hablar cualquiera sentarse horas puente mal todavía atención buscando maldito urghhh necesidad de morir |
im bored someone pm like weed gaming music filler filler filler filler filler | [] | [
"im bored someone pm like weed gaming music filler filler filler filler filler"
] | 19 | im aburrido alguien pm como hierba juego de música relleno relleno relleno relleno relleno |