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[ "cute girl litteraly bedroom way looks swear im going die knife bit annoying though" ]

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[ "ende endeim writing ahead time incase fail grade friends know recover fail im cornered isolated hopeless meds helping make tired lightheaded sorry more ende ende" ]

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[ "lot year olds wouldve intimidated age honestly guys still kinda even years old cause pretty damn cool typing like damn moron thought quirky random funniest shit ever props" ]

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[ "@kkozmic NH is a terrible solution for the reporting side of CQS DAAB was better at v2 than it is now, but we will write it anyway" ]

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[ "im fed brain help getting medsto preface first reddit post idea im doing anyway going give away much info im live uk college probably years depressed since start high school finally got courage go doctors told situation miserable enjoying anything history self harm shitty family life gave form fill send away counselling come back couple weeks later see another doctor since first one got transferred basically tells im introverted get exercise ill fine even though tell ive tried exercising regularly made difference really listen tells could give antidepressants send on way good would need counselling though id already sent away application nothing that finally start counselling two month wait guy nice enough makes feel uncomfortable tell situation agrees yes fact need counselling aspergers even though told frustrating and one honest me much help im really", "wits end enjoy nothing college waste time cant deal constant headaches lack motivation anything anymore im deteriorating like normally multiple times year one taking seriously im done going cycle time nothing pull it know need medication one listens im terrible explaining people im tired fighting getting nowhere let anger there anyway im thinking something weekend sure whether going full attempt half assed one getting blackout drunk enough someone take seriously im fed up years ive thinking attempting waiting things either get better get better neither happened honestly whats loose point ive bought shit ton envelopes im going start writing letters loved ones today try power weekend loss could write lot would waste time guess do sorry messy post just fuck know anyone knows theres way taken seriously get medication id appreciate let know otherwise fuck cant deal awake anymore" ]

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[ "line texts crush sent other blocked number this im done trying date people context texted morning weve best friends year half now rumors started friend group said liked me happened her name like you me like too her ew would say that her sorry youre type really dont like you proceeds delete first text proceeds text gc picture text well prior one her gc name send text guys asked hang today think might rape me gc proceeds kick out minutes later figured lying simply said too texting someone gc privately whole time fucking god third time ive tried date someone first one using bait someone else second one moved montreal without telling anyone one day hate" ]

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[ "playing much games summer quarantine realised cop ambulance vehicles minutes hearing sirens front building" ]

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[ "totally alone completely contenttheres one cares im not friends talk oneim glad cant stand anyoneim goneitll anyone knows looked help different professionals give less hope cant say try" ]

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[ "I'm enjoying collecting all these demo versions of the songs from Brandy's album." ]

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[ "pillsive counted pills grams fluoxetine grams topimirate plus small smattering paracetamol diazepam cant afford rent bills im self employed work coming in im fucking failure really would much easier dead idea would achieve that cause pain hassle even know want die im half absolutely desperate exist anymore im half scared knowing whats side etc know myself" ]

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[ "I swear I want one of those LIFE'S GOOD braclets!!♥" ]

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[ "someone else it want die also want livelike would het killed would fine it would care get killed would mind eighter selfharm without real reason where cut yourself feel like sad sad also happy wanting die also wanting live" ]

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[ "@MGiraudOfficial awwwwwthat's the cutest thing i've heard all day.I wanna see it too." ]

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[ "fuck thought putting alphabet math good idea seriously math problems like little timmy x dollars many bananas buy make train arrive bouncy ball land one second" ]

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[ "year olds last wordsim done im done fuck this fuck life want over want someone need something need something go on yet im here cant wait tomorrow morning nice little accident highway cant wait seriously though u know me find im sorry cant go on cant live like thisim sorry isnt fault may continue ever could love jacob" ]

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[ "guys guys guys lets go yall crazy it" ]

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[ "i can t do this anymore the secret the fear thatoh noi say something wrong and boom my friend all hate my as i m worried anything i say will tip one of my friend off the edge and she ll do it idk what to doanymore i have a plan but also i m terrified of death" ]

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[ "bad parents inability decide overall badi committed college beginning may get wrong great school clue im life think logical make around every semester fulltime college student apparently do great city want able enjoy it that plus leaving home gives extreme anxiety work college would ultimately make im able make matters worse im still hung end basically twoyear relationship five months ago keep thinking things could done differently could better caused lot stress school since blamed entire thing want apologize point late plus would make look like fool even would put ease would make poeple dislike id admitting wrong thatd cause whole lot more hate seeing ex successful going one best schools state feel like im competition her go local community college ill consider failure even better decision myself hate living home parents supportive all keep saying got whole college mess want go chosen community college begin with change mind every second im scared leave one second cant wait meet roommate go college life next love job love people they truly make feel like matter super easy", "im good it issue deadend job id keep went community college near me but work out would then im also totally love coworker might affecting opinion think also think really cool friendim bad determining platonic romantic feelings either cool though yikes knowsituation kind unrealistic ill drop haha so go college not know decision make myself cant hence contemplation redflag lot im quite bad dealing unfortunately pause button life even know want die think feel important anyone lifeim unsure life course thats typical guess im conflicted really want anymore guess sad ive written redflag letter almost every month year months write little one feel like cold say goodbye many people care even really seem care anymore felt sad while want know do want know someone cares wants succeed kind feels like nobody does feels like nobody believes me im terrified failure even want try graduate eighteenth birthday never saw living past age seventeenim here hell doing clueim scared anything absolutely hate college could absolutely hate come back wasted first semester", "oh well im broke cant afford that cant certain ill actually end going anywhere life unless go school god know mind filled idea death want know people know ive lately want know care notim tired assuming do feel like let people know matter way much really seem care all like theyre affectionatecaring people probably me know really know looking posting this well maybe stemmedwholei seek validation romantic partners thing quite well college came again love would kind nice guess one funny thing happened though kind brightened day little last night trying make asmr video friend joke make laugh one soap cutting videos accidentally stabbed hand know sounds terrible kind funny fact lol" ]

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[ "@Built4dTough" ]

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[ "Tyler said "diaper" today while pointing to the diaper box!Too cute" ]

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[ "read old redflag note tonightread old redflag note tonight back couple months ago long ago mental state particularly bad wrote redflag note didnt anything say parents friends except one dont feel like need give explanation id rather issues die rather existing peoples heads wrote letter friend ive fully opened to prepared it instead went sleep ive struggling lately went back read note got strange sense comfort made feel relaxed maybe idea id gotten close killing hadnt could again" ]

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[ "reason get besides going workive struggling depression since fall last year awhile ok felt like going get go back happy care free self sometime early june contracted herpes genital oral gave overwhelming sense hopelessness along feel need try romantic relationships anymore want tell anyone herpes slept hours today reason wake up everyday work thing keeps killing badly think would affect mom sister words encouragement would much appreciated" ]

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[ "@xDirtyBurdx thats good i reli loved that last pic it mae me feel special <3" ]

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[ "life fucks everyone over whats pointim worthless meaningless absolutely impact world never will want get admitted mental hospital runaway kill self need break need somewhere anywhere isnt here but dont car cant drive hospital redflag hotline track calls jfc im done wanting kill self damn time" ]

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[ "@ksymmonds @SarahSymmondsMy pleasure - great site - use it a lot for me iPhone ringtones" ]

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[ "pseudocontent existencethe thought always lingered ive never really acted thoughts without thinking over ive never given redflag consideration deserved understand call post sort superficial statement one radical thought id received however thought ive paid attention to ive always considered well off fed clothed sheltered however theres always feeling innate loneliness ive felt life people ask full life encompasses honestly know say people assume wealth humanistic approach life makes one happy watched father leave due lust starting around years old would see around year even world started fall around would outlet anger mother relatively absent life spends time others family believes potential exceed life ever had terms school results slowly decayed think result gain sort attention pathetic right merely exist imwits end honestly wish life away" ]

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[ "@bowwow614 i can help you stop cursin!lol.&& I'll see u at Summerfest on the 13th" ]

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[ "record talking wanna make youtube video record feel really awkward talking fuckin weird clue get this" ]

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[ "see point living plan dosent work out plan part time job along investing bunch stuff first year live like college student without partying cause like partys im basically saying spending money essentials get lot money that use money help create separate side hustles like youtube twitch example really want work job whole life im lazy really see point spending life working im enjoying myself see future field im interested ron stuff interested enough make living one them also getting university college diploma lot cases not all receipt couple years wasted time rant thats it" ]

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[ "Having a beer & corn dog (I know weird combo) @ the Santa Monica Pier." ]

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[ "feeling completely overwhelmed im starting get another panic attack third time month ive though redflag feel completely unappreciated andi even cry anymore volunteered plan nice party mother one sister gotten thank either them feel like theres freaking point anything anymore top dollars bank account feel like life complete mess thought redflag years thought getting better im not need someone talk to know im far worst im sorry that" ]

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[ "dont blame anyone miserable life parentsdoesnt matter someone bullied me teacher making making stupid jokes unsuccessful become girlfriend cheats asshole boss like doesnt care well thinks profit could prevented parents didnt gave birth hate till die unless wont even take care graveyards hope die pneumonia something else" ]

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[ "talk anything stupidfeeling little crazy wife said filing papers tiday im bad thoughts hurting people myself wish could fall back asleep think need stay put hurt anyone" ]

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[ "new friends advice is anyone else depression anxiety overcame message here" ]

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[ "heart races hands start sweat immediately feel need pee worry theres bathroom on train least unknown problem long trapped know stupid know fine know likelihood moving shortly constant ifs set off look around everyone else looks perfectly calm perhaps mumbling inconvenience gripped fear hate it" ]

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[ "friends person while know real name age country live in always saw online am their time zone morning always asked could sleep told thinking much again always talked till went sleep days ago conversation told going away long time asked said it happens heard since four days passed do online friend feeling suicidal massaged days" ]

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[ "its amazing how depression can take any rare fleeting positive moment and make it feel fraudulent.you are not a fraud, your depression is not fake, if you come across happiness once in a while.you are allowed to feel happiness.you can let yourself feel jik" ]

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[ "friend born january tomorrow makes scared fuck born early scares friends legal adults soon even scary im around age legal adults always saw way older tbh soon friends adults too" ]

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[ "dog killed last night almost entire decade trying parents finally let us keep puppy got birthday gift last month neighbours decided keep him english cocker spaniel small sweet first day wouldnt eat couldnt walk thought parvovirus would die luckily separation anxiety course weeks him went silent teeny puppy lil doggo twice size would eat well run around lot generally sweet friendly last night brother took pee like always kglb german shepard must mistook rabbit brother tried run scoop puppy dog got first brother managed wrestle dog late shocking tragic dont know cry never thought would bury puppy constantly pissed floor yesterday brother brave even hesitating take massive dog dont know hurts much cant stop crying want talk someone" ]

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[ "doe anyone else on this subreddit have a sense of karma that let them make decision but the opposite way round the only way to explain it is for example the opportunity arises to do something fun or something i ll enjoyi don t want to do it because i feel that i will be due a similar if not higher amount of bad karma back in return ai shouldnt be allowed to enjoy myself is this something others experience or am i alone in this" ]

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[ "want boyfriend looks like would walk forest wearing leaf crown surrounded woodland animals asking answer riddles three really much ask" ]

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[ "just added heaps of new celebs.lana, i think we're the only true twitterers ILY all" ]

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[ "know one cares want become next rick roll probably wont wanna help heres link need spread httpsyoutubettfzzqthqk" ]

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[ "amiriissaa brytonzablon mchelsea hawajui kuna vitu kama depression" ]

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[ "anyone else going invest amc ive thinking wanted know wether" ]

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[ "content content ive reloaded times past seconds k teens online rteenagers better step game else entertained anymore" ]

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[ "got lead know feel week ago started talking old friend invited friends discord server started talking bit developed crush one night decide ask wanted go out surprisesaysyes decide start dating going meet couple days first date but two days date get text saying ready relationship go back friends im really sure feel right really know happened fuck up fuck up get unlucky knowim experienced dating seems odd im really upset turned vent issues attempt understand" ]

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[ "im tiredfor last weeks ive tired like walking miles miles miles barely keep eyes open matter much sleep im still exhausted life bad friends wonderful family shit theyre problem want keep going im tired feeling second best im tired exhausted numb im tired" ]

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[ "anyone else hate bio usually post like this would wise hive mind rteenagers improve bio grade" ]

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[ "darling lili fantastic far one favorite films certainly deserve poor reviews received julie andrews playing title role lili smith schmidt best part whole movie entrancing spectacular julie andrews favorite actress singer far definatly surprised stunning is movie justgreat im running adjectives magnificent marvellous amazing funny terribly romantic sad allout thrill thanks dame julie andrewsand husband director blake edwardsoh yeah rock hudson ok br br julie andrews beautiful wellloved singer lili smith rock hudson portrays major larabee quickly falls lili him affair coincedental meeting planned german governmentim sure thats exactly call them get point warm happy singing entertainer lili actually german spy lili told seduce major larabee order get information new top secret opertaion later know crepe suzette though lili solemn mission falls love bill major larabee real making original quest challenging lili pulls completes er task finds something really true bill ending remain unsaid wonderfully layed out anything thoroughly enjoy movie certainly didbr br" ]

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[ "snapshot popular pinup time typical dragged biopic fun fabulous film look feel era excellent soundtrack everything would want indietype film think tendency would portray bettie page sort sex vixen like jayne mansfield truly looked carefully betties poses always looked happy you wish could get me haughty look im acting career work out look porn star", "so ladies involved film three female producers female writer director female cowriter lovely gretchen mol im sure helped shape role sugary influence really captured idea sweet somewhat naive southern girl really enjoyed photo taken hoped good ol jc upset her br br gretchen mol turns career high performance she may perfect breasts ever happy about curse several years ago made cover vanity fair one really knew was touting next itgirl lets frank bit presumptuous mean unfortunately never made gwyneth status though lack talent making poor film choices pretty blonde fickle hollywood renders forgettable im afraid put back alist well ill monkeys unclebr br intensely private bettie seen film yet bettie left pinup party high note fell love old flame jesus whatever floats boat honey one helluva woman hope happy wherever arebr br congratulations mary harron done cult idol justice" ]

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[ "unpopular opinion uhhh weebsgtgtgtgtgtgt want someone watch anime heh" ]

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[ "got american word essay history dont know ehy everything asked do miss old teacher" ]

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[ "off to the hills of eastern kentucky to volunteer for a week.won't be able to check my retweets, but will tweet from my phone" ]

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[ "know go herei diploma jobs lined finished it living arrangements ready job basically finally shit together life accidentally deleted work clearing space money course again know else do want die stop leeching family everyone know really really want here" ]

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[ "want diei want lay upside wait blood get head fucking die" ]

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[ "@blueaero oooit's fantasy?i like fantasy novels will check it out" ]

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[ "And to add My Depression n Bitterness is The Fact The MOST Character I anticipated to watch which is Princess #shuri has So Lil Screen Time.But I Hold ur word Mr. Kevin, Character that has less screen time now will have more on Avengers 4.DO NOT BREAK IT!!!" ]

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[ "flair changing day bois finally turn change flair now" ]

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[ "yo yo yo whats wholesome fact wholesomest gets award cos dont know" ]

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[ "someone flair yo someone old flair older but many years have like hell million attendee old" ]

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[ "depression isn't always that easy to notice.- K.B.G" ]

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[ "China children in poor rural area with happy smily face #Xinwen Lianbo o_o" ]

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[ "really wanna diei wanna commit redflag sometimes feel lonely really wanna die im frickin afraid death know im coward theres still bit life empty shell" ]

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[ "making diary like thing reddit day yay yet another day through happy announce going okay girl yesterday mentioned seemed ignore first talked like yesterday least bit forgot mention this reason people ship her make fun friends linda like teachers used make fun saying crush together big fanit dont really care much well spent day computer yet again talked discord mostly begining find challenge get less challenging things getting easier do pushups becoming less less challenge still needs squads today find link challenge day so see ya tomorrow" ]

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[ "Anxiety sucks.Depression sucks." ]

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[ "school celebrates autism april fools day lmao" ]

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[ "@djmcstanford yo thanks man!" ]

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[ "i ve been bullied for year at school because of my appearance my nose and it always made me sad and insecure when it started i wa since then i take picture of my face at least 0 pic everyday now i m graduating from college and i still feel the same way a i did year ago whenever i am with friend and colleague i keep thinking that in the inside all of them are laughing or thinking how ridiculous i am when i take a selfie i find my nose to be normal but when someone take a picture and i m in it i find it so weird also i ve always been very shy but lately it got difficult cause everytime i m on a conversation with someone i can t help wondering how they re seeing me i think it gon na get worse now that i need to get a job and talk to people that i dont knowwell i just needed to say this" ]

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[ "want end todaywe school break week school left us tons works finish break much normally week handle another pile undone homework it might fail classes cant fail classes want disappoint parents know seems like small problem kill over might say school problems that ive urge years ive acted upon twice year failed found perfect way kill guranteeing dead life clear want end it everything today" ]

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[ "probably accurate stephen king adaption yet surprising since king wrote screenplay story follows creed family moving beautiful maine house one residents jud pleasant old man knows things area one highway runs right frontyard path leading pet sematary children decades buried animals killed highway soon enough ellie creeds cat church found dead luckily happens family exception louisthe father away thanksgiving jud takes louis another burial ground beyond pet sematary church buried later louis greetednot politely church hes returnedappearing chewed way bag buried in maybe buried alive maybe not nothing say without ruining storybr br of king adaptions ive seen would terrifying characters real situations normal mary lambert great job directing proceedings suspense kept fairly high throughout film due part plot development scene gage killed stick mind forever then course conclusion easy determine whats going happen lambert pulls genuinely scary sometimes disturbing momentsbr br overall good film excellent adaption enjoy scared mind haunted occasionally disturbing images pet sematary looking for non horror fans want avoid this" ]

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[ "dream right saw fox getting torn apart pack wild dogs kicked one dog face dogs started chasing one bit leg scary" ]

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[ "anyone bad headaches recently reason ive getting bad headaches mum saying technology use dark mode everything low brightness devices p" ]

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[ "cathrynscott thank you nor me" ]

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[ "still think day school like winter break coming girl talking teachers like drinking milk classroom wasnt trouble playing around teachers got class supposed saw switching classes standing doorway fucking pretty couldnt stop staring her dont know name shes kinda popular hung around popular kids caught staring staring other realized still couldnt stop staring enter classes broke eye contact moved on hope go back school see again also hope remember moment" ]

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[ "driving test anxiety driving test scheduled next week already feel nerves creeping in know drive pressure getting me anyone advice calm nerves test im worried ill sike well" ]

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[ "otakusecret my reaction toowhoa didn t see that coming" ]

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[ "boys skirts bad boys thigh highs panties good filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler" ]

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[ "im real trouble mom caught fapping do" ]

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[ "jonathanrknight i hate the limited letter too hope you and the guy are finei pray for my dog she s not well" ]

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[ "uploaded song spotify services hello fellow teenagers neri here ive composing songs since april first time release services fun hope like it song kissing night think it spotifyhttpsopenspotifycomtrackflnlthiwfpionmshqsiytxjseqtteaokrxsfyg apple musichttpsmusicapplecommxalbumkissinginthenighti youtube musichttpsmusicyoutubecomwatchvjehfcsfaaampfeatureshare tidalhttpstidalcomtrack" ]

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[ "keep wanting slice myselfi keep geting stressed coking up drinking using excuse feel bad cut myself ampxb time ive got closer actually letting blood vessel bleed out talking itdoesnt seemto help ampxb do ampxb" ]

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[ "teletubbies creepiest abomination past century today chilling couch brother came watch tv handed remote feeling kinda bored decided watch whatever hes watching hes years old going channels stopped one first understand watching recognized creepy smile creatures teletubbies name creature despise since small ages actually never interest cartoon creepy next level man seriously regret seeing face long time creepy also cringy af sun baby tv bellies turns rubbing ugghhhh bear watching minute so experiences abomination kids show" ]

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[ "hello every one its nice to meet u" ]

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[ "is even more irritated to find that the patch doesn t even get released properly until tmrw whats the point of letting you do it now" ]

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[ "@MissPureGold *Hug..... I simply meant alot of us are sad here, not sure of depression though." ]

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[ "failing everythingi essay due monday understand readings spoke prof thinks im fine probably wanted get rid me exams summer going fail understand material im intelligent enough clearly work work work work get nowhereim nearly teenager anymore cant afford make dumb mistakes like this tried everything right going wrong know now feel like dumb idiot child ill go back shitty little hometown live parents let time pass by soon ill position dead pointless life hard make something myself feel like everyone else knows secret life dont people fulfilled lives friends good grades good diets workouts hobbies etc cant one things god ive triedim end road rock bottom see way up death seems like sweet relief id go jump front tube train want traumatise driver know do rant" ]

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[ "ive fighting itive fighting thoughts redflag still creep in im five problem since age subsided past like last years horrible comes goes first child born months ago depression worsened despite mediccine ppd fear heart telling anyone im afraid could take away baby im going hurt tendencies as know like plan anything hate thoughts" ]

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[ "lissie sorry just saw the post signed up even before i finished reading lol these guy are gold feel bad for those who paid 00" ]

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[ "??????SMC Official forum is up http://tinyurl.com/qax9tu" ]

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[ "It is crazy how much better you feel and how much you can achieve when you get out of depression <Emoji: Person with folded hands>" ]

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[ "i quit my job today after being told yesterday that i m bad at it and could be fired if i fuck up again i figure that i d rather remove myself before i cause anymore problem because i know that i m intrinsically fucked since middle school i ve become convinced that i m retarded and that i m a fucking waste of space who should be put downi left this job hoping itd maybe remove some stress from my shoulder but instead i m more angry than everand i really want to start cutting i m so sick of all of thisi m sick of people telling me i should stay here and lying to me about how good i am i m sick of putting in effort only to fail at every turn i m really sick of all it" ]

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[ "anything live fori mean dramatic way thinking even trying used friends less dwindled one i anything people stopped tolerating me grades shit know could get as actually tried im fucking depressed time care get bullied everyday actually enjoy anything more ive never relationship never even kissed someone im tired itim sick crippling loneliness bother living is" ]

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[ "try get rtx since like double price could many bots rly get instantly idk would it maybe keep rly need it jew sell it" ]

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[ "moment knowyour life over swear joke post guess point redflag gotta laugh can fine fine know middle plotting death moment watching roseanne hysterical roseanne fans episode becky farted end speech student council part dan laughing it laughter lethal problems would over then moment came realized im never gonna that family home love nothing son gone social services took away found suicidal so problems gone son motivation live gone guitar straps perfect hanging got one calling nameim alone friends family job even groceries went random acts pizza reddit thinking maybe could eat tonight even let post member long enough funny losing son bad hunger bad money bad future looks bad roseanne looks good ill neverthat hug kids hey me go kiss goodnight want see son bad hurts ill never see again" ]

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[ "may messed chance crush know girl three years now good person always good friend liked year now best friend dating time long lasting relationship broke october met pandemic met last days august wanted meet somewhere tell feel told relationship someone else half year talk made big mistake it regret choice crypost something like that thought help somehow like give hope something sorry bad english tried best" ]

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[ "Back from a fantastic birthday gathering in Hyde Park.Full of sunshine, fantastic food and pure glee.Awesome friends are awesome" ]

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[ "life always ups downsshut fuck up shut fuck up dont care cant see im suffering cant see im hurting ever single fucking day cant see every time get something bigger knocks again im tired itim fucking tired" ]

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[ "emotional numbnesshi want ask anyone emotional numbness since spine injury cant feel shit vibe people all enjoy music food anymore even videogames movies freezed year college depression came see ever becoming normal person again want end all" ]

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[ "alexfoster re cat prob have amazing effect on vet bill too watch for change in character of remaining cat pus" ]