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[ "need make dinnerin order make dinner need use kitchen that kitchen usable theres many dishes smell thats gettig worse floors slowly tearing apart time attempt sweep mop them two holes ceiling occasionally drip water sometimes bee gets in normal day dishes make food frequently look pile everything sit back life slowly falls apart" ]

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[ "@paulissima real life is offline too ...don't worry then ... be Happy" ]

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[ "really freaky fucking dream dream chewing something thanking heard load crack reached mouth grab made loud sound two teeth fell broke middleim still sleepy half awake daise little shaken this" ]

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[ "pink red paint brushes getting married always love painting red well callred pinkwell call pink pink red really great paint brushes years ago red told dating pink happy pink red always really close last month pink got pregnant im happy theyre getting married inviting paintbrushes need paint place wedding itll beach awesome d" ]

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[ "About to muder some avacado crab cakes and sweet potato fries" ]

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[ "help addiction plzz need help guys mightve known teenagers like jerk teen like jerk too problem getting control jerk twice day might say pretty low want continue affect productivity everyday wake immediately get phone watch prn reddit ive started many great things last year like working out studying writing etc etc change since prn made lazier want stop dont want make worse please help me" ]

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[ "dont mistake a bad day with depression!everyone has 'em!" ]

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[ "died need tell storythis life long sad story one must tell someone born middle kid middle class family parents were first abusers dad alcoholic beat brother nights good listen music mom much better abuse dad abuse emotionally financially bad other around third grade diagnosed autism testing traumatic first experience gender dysphoria waiting room vhs worked alice wonderland wanted alice could handle new world handle mine parent filled pills till high school pill made slow fat easier dope parent lead getting lbs develop boob im guyive spent whole adult life trying get fit this one biggest failures raped friends got drunk payed girl sex me happen party ive told therapist still cant talk about theres proof left too one one would believe me collage failure to know bpd depression still talk rape let build inside me met ex great first became emotionallyverbally sexually abusive hide friends family spend next three years deep denial come phone sex cam girl addiction itd year cant stop ive spend theres coming back this im stuck dead end job life forfeit theres coming back this" ]

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[ "th birthday tommorow honor serving boys and girls thank you" ]

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[ "crush said loves talking discord annoying usual said leave said bye said love you said said left think meant seriously" ]

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[ "@markhoppus My Great Granddad FoughtIn WW1In FranceSo If That The War Your On About My Great Granddad May Have Known Your Granddad" ]

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[ "really need talk someone pleasei go back fathers house brother was first time lives actually brother said father never really liked seeing him depressed never really felt love took like bomb took bad asked us leave crying cant describe terribly bad feel right now think one terrible emotion human feel unbelievable hiding everyone fact homosexual desires ive hiding long time life ive exclusively hetero things changed im quite sure am fear myself desires extremely hard so could talk someone think reddit great community even though millions people place feels good someone could listen well read me id really grateful sorry english intention killing myself know post this" ]

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[ "movie simply awesomeit sensitive issue movie superbthis movie create controversy india as far know publicity also kept lowinitially thought movie would simply waste time since indian directors producers used change theme even though sensitive adds love story original story spoils whole thingmost indian viewers would agree topic remember ashoka mangal pandeyloc etcbr br there many movies india would become milestone mega hits love story part would unnecessarily addedbr br but treatment pretty similar pinjar movie also must watchbr br if counts would like thank anil kapoor producer firoz abbas khan director making great movie" ]

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[ "yall good comebacks need comebacks insults like slit wrists insults general want make bitch cry best insults get award please make original and good" ]

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[ "Don't settle with #depression, #anxiety or defeat.#Jesus wants you to overcome.#faith #Prayer #bible #kalamazoo http://www.vwcenter.org/fervent-prayer.html …" ]

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[ "venting rotten putrid feelings haul around every dayive putting years lately feel like wasted time think years someone asking feel throwing pills would fix problems have try hard fit get good jobwell school exist outside fucking institution im beginning think past attempts one step success reason life gone shit meant around long know exactly anymore every day fucking struggle anymore time drive vividly fucking dream throwing car semi cross street slow hopes someone make decision me cant bear shit anymore im pussy gone how affect others fucking pathetici" ]

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[ "im probably going get body pillow printed plain white body pillow need hug something im crying sleep" ]

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[ "really rough night last night everything comes wavesfinding words even begin explain feelings feel something ill never concur cant explain feelings go matter hour physical mental pain turned physical telling brainim cant believe again im disconnected self reliant feeling abandoned room full people nobody likes dont connect anxiety taking over friends arent really friends think annoying everyone playing nice like friend more acting weird stop distancing wonder youre alone one wonder uglyfatdisgusting fault redflag right itll feel better bridge close easy pills taste good taking cant breathe want die time im constantly falling felling alone alone completely different somewhat crave", "it isnt narcissistic price shit nobody fucking cares problems skin deep dont know like feel crawl back bed belong forget anything past walls mind races cant stop cant stop thoughts eating alive would anyone understand anything feel could begin explain dont even know idea whats wrong whats wrong whats wrong stop yelling please cant take volume head another migraine body physically clenched point causing jaw stress want curl ball deflate everyone thinks joke youre dramatic would anyone even listen words leaving youreexistence end end youre worth space waste cant shake weight im drowning time im fine least thats tell self say stop pussy nobody gives shit problems youre suicidal never brave enough try" ]

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[ "Im on my way to the videoshoot!, get down there now!try get there before 3pm!...Support the hustle!COVENT GARDEN STATION!" ]

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[ "whoever tells swankiest story gets hugz award got free awards thingy cant find post suitable entertain something quite swanky indeed" ]

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[ "feel like attempting againthe last time first time ever tried september ended hospital mental hospital back home it wanted life change wanted guy wanted confident wanted ability actually make friends get that felt like goingbut nope im still pathetic loser goes stupid school fucking hate that im butt listening dad complain financial emotional stress hes under fucking ask that makes feel horrible hes saying shit like i think realize much trouble caused do know much bills cost thats masters degree makes feel like im unwanted am stupid kid fucked everything up feel suicidal dad deserve asshole kid like me sad part is hes fucking", "right says care anyone myself point view feelings matter feel okay whats point living fuck everyone else care dad cant find job someone even know pain fuck them get bent obviously im exaggerating pretty selfish want someone im upset nonjudgmental say everythings okay let cry like fucking baby basically want mom again maybe shed emotional wreck too shed disappointed me least would compassionate she know pussy guy even act like one ill get pushed around men actually dude fuck want that theres girl school intimidates me really let get me anyway im loser like alpha female thats even thing mocks say something stupid lesbian man am girl fuck sayoh im transgender school would make much better candidate would fuck that hell pissed off cant cooperate people try make lives easier make everything harder feel like people need me one ever understand ive done many dumb things want deal everything ive caused want find shotgun flip everyone again deal shit anymore feel like waiting live own friends actually selfworth want see change life now want go new school want practice assertiveness want want want wantyeah me", "im asshole anything unless feel like crap know would time obviously would much effective way took pussy way even physically hurt me maybe all know fuck needhelp" ]

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[ "id show yall fakes real thick bitch strikes skirt could get skirt" ]

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[ "whether important important feel strongly woman suicide watch entire world coming right way reacted long video posted online shows strongly unwell right everyone calling racist crazy karenthat fine great beside pointwhether wrong video point concerned mental health wellbeing idk go share concern everyone fuck abigail elphrick bring hey guys get mad angry right now also stop think longterm existence realize may very close suicidal mentality even hate right now please someone something place try help extremely diredflaging time heragain clear cast judgement whether right wrong definitely think fucked up think people imperfect mistakes happen fucking suck make them especially current volatile culture simply saying even though many others believe wrong also aware person care fellow human afraid mental state may attempt suicidei want try remind people struggling publicly shame guilt embarrassment many emotions topped hate receiving right may enough push edgeplease someone anyone can reach remind give up seen video woman abigial elphrick woman dubbed victorias secret karen" ]

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[ "reason whythe reason still cant stand abandon cat cant explain life got much couldnt handle limitless anymore explain arent abandoning theyre true love youve experienced" ]

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[ "@Mrfainson-- I AM HAVING A BABY GIRL!!!!!!I tried to call you, it said you were unavailable...email me!!!" ]

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[ "feel might time iti hate pain time since ive hit car hate breathless disease people use me abuse me like mother ran away matter am doim always harmed bullied im alone cant trust anyone probably better im dead one knows cares anyways" ]

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[ "bj keswickproblems ndpoh yeahyou must enjoy record breaking inflation housing price that canadian can t afford because of all the foreign investor paying outrageous tax being driven into the next great depression make sure you stand with trudumb" ]

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[ "pogba never said that manchester united wa dead to him furthermore just day after opening up about mental health and depression some journalist label pogba a toxic waste absolutely awful and just plain wrong mufc http t co m0oaeifywc" ]

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[ "reddit immiserablei knowdo ive waited long years get better problems count fault somewhat got hole know do hate waking every day imagine silly sounds problem accepting way look look really youngim male could pull problem single doubt weightheight probably something well lb somewhat baby face destroyed self esteem social anxiety gotten better got older men supposed strongtallmature looking fall short every category think of gpa destroyed think gpa freshman year flunked classes stopped going embarrassed young lookedsocial anxiety dropped out silly know felt reallllllly place years also chronic disease makes gaining weight bit harder keeps skinny also brings pain days hard cope with diet somewhat limited dunno every day thing work enough get online work play video games go sleep rinserepeat every day nothing changing way yearsas kid always thought would get better eventually would ageget everythingbut nothing changed sadder", "im technically adult also constant thoughts redflag past screw ups past embarrassments constant reminder much ive failed cant make stop imagine silly sounds looking young bothering me look young people treat different remind every time meet someone new reason socially acceptablesee people age finished college starting career feel behind sociallyacademicallyin every way think could actually commit redflag thoughat least im desperate yetbut know do thanks reading kinda long somewhat nice get out" ]

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[ "masturbated months im challenge anything realized jacked" ]

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[ "I'm so excited bout this Saturday!Hope Fatin can make it this time" ]

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[ "I added a video to a @YouTube playlist http://youtu.be/7luYt6eanbA?a  Her last words (depression based)" ]

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[ "ive fucked life cant anymorethe thing keeping much would destroy everyone loves lives hate fucking core thought beat odds teen pregnancy early s two kids different fathers lost love life fucking sabotage everything im crazy brain working every fucking second every fucking day thing know hurt myself cant keep living like this parents act like everythingsokay know must disappointed life ive ended with want go sleep never wake up" ]

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[ "gonna tell guy claims convert made new must dating checklist since short time consider christian must date since theistatheist different theist relationships work lot cases people claim convert get you well fall someone claims that gonna sing some people go church signify trying make date neighbours wife brother let tell sure born better leave woman alone one days mark words think brother going work go work bang knock door thats brother knock more might run long time run on ducking dodging run on children long time let tell god almighty gonna cut down" ]

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[ "i lost a subscriber.just ONE!but still.ah well #36 most viewed today.THE APPRENTICE FINAL IS RIGHT NOW!GO KATE!!" ]

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[ "polite way kill single fact stopped ending life time time again people always tell things get better there people care you latter seems correct people care me still gotten better try might cant get this ill weeks go without incident faintest hope things change one bad day im back edge end life chose take easy way out", "id hurting others process decided jump would sweep up shot myself would wipe brain wall taking life leave others bigger burden im selfish person really want die stop existing depart without hurting anyone never existed first place option really know seek gain posting here get standard your life meaning there people help you you bad situation random people ive never met though ill probably gain even less devaluing people like that im live parents siblings never went highschool got ged im college sophomore despite loving family ive never able connect anyone deeper level ive always felt adverse toward people different feel disgusted people similar me actively push people away often notice actions affect others around me lot problems gone undiagnosed untreated long im sure bad really is bouncing apathetic suicidal day day good sign im honestly disgusted myself cant commit anything cant make opinions when theyre unpopular ones taste everything trash whole childhood growing specialed outcast among outcasts bullied felt like deserved it nobody ever took side stood one got punished may cherry picking struggle remember things childhood traumatic way parents removed school th grade nearly killed worst bully school friends help him teachers stood watched stopped moving finally pulled him", "im still haunted day school closed years later inhuman treatment students little late damage done suppose venting make feel slightly better somethings going ruin mood soon enough spent way long editing this" ]

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[ "talk tonighti cant sleep lot bad thoughts please comfort me" ]

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[ "organization american states essentially become eu open borders free trade among every country american continent" ]

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[ "@shaynaalise get your Phelps on" ]

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[ "im bored idk mention bored filler filler filler filler filler" ]

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[ "quickly think check seperate windows confirm profiles made recently within past month even day adding me becoming really annoying profiles add me weird theyre obviousy fake specifically pose certain kind person add another stuff meim lesbian date older men ive never really hung anyone older know cant actually know people weird joke daddy issues dad still around really funny joke weird also note one profiles since disappeared really really creepy" ]

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[ "finally today finally th birthday tbh feel much different lmao friends year older were age months least" ]

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[ "im way clinic right nowhey first post here tonight ive suicidal thoughts finally decided call clinicim pretty scared nervous right now experiences" ]

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[ "today one days one days u yet another massive argument ur parents endure two hour car journey rain huge box ur lap obscuring ur vision whilst listening ur mums favourite song goes take im tired now leave lie shoot shoot shoot never mind fact ur ur period anyway nice day" ]

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[ "@LLMMCC is she gonna drive a drill into my back ?" ]

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[ "i ve been waking up with anxiety attack every day for the past week it s been a while since my morning anxiety wa this bad i usually get anxious around people or quite randomly throughout the day which i m used to i ve had thatsince i wa so i can sort of handle that more or le but man the morning anxiety ha me losing my mind i can t function for hour i either lay in bed with racing heart amp thought unable to move or i m the most fuzzy hyperactive person on earth running around doing random stuff just trying to get away from my thought and hoping it ll somehow calm me down i ve tried breathing exercise meditation stretching taking a shower doing stuff to distract me doesn t help much i have to wait til it go away which take around h for me another hour or two until i feel normal again doe anybody have tipplease i just wan na be able to manage this until i can get help the worse it get the more scared i get that i ll fail my university class cause i can t get sh t done which in turn make my anxiety worse vicious cycle" ]

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[ "someone asked ever tried cig said say try benefits could even come that like none id rather addiction even ruin lungthroat health thanks asking ig" ]

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[ "There's #noshame in talking about other illnesses.Why should there be with #depression?#notalone #KeepTalkingMH #stigma #sicknotweak #life @Fox6TedPerry https://soundcloud.com/givingvoicetodepression/off-the-sidelines-ripple-report-four-ted-perry … pic.twitter.com/6SNTLJ17m4" ]

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[ "dont want die sometimes alive muchim years old dads side abused brainwashed me made blame mom divorce rift family happened eight granny on dads side threatened kill last year screamed betrayed her dad didnt believe me blamed told apologise couldnt dont want relationship anymore hates im moms daughter thats something cant change blame everything dad recently asked talk couldnt understand told didnt want contact her stresses out things theyve said hurts head ive lot mental breakdowns recently hate myself live mom relationship bit awkward im working it sinking feeling chest crawls spine behind throat" ]

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[ "hate texiting cuz cuz like haha becauseeim extremely fucking funny like come guys stop laughing extremely intricate jokes nice conversation" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "Like breathing exercises do not eliminate depression... try again y'all" ]

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[ "stay alive mean cope stress little one talk emotions general pain existence" ]

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[ "gf navy bootcamp right want send memes look memes way much figured could print memes send mail send best got deserves best" ]

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[ "yeah bad idea idk came back here bye again thanks reading" ]

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[ "@bdawg123456 i know right.Thats what i was referring back 2, lol!its like the ultimate line!" ]

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[ "dont knowi mess everything up one cares me ive deeply depressed past days like scale probably depressed ive ever been tried talking boyfriendim states currently im vacation sucks replying says doesnt know say know hes therapist still want someone tell everything going okay need someone tell that dont know anymore cry every night night since cant day im presence family havent eaten days dont feel need to im alone friends turn to one ive become shell human ive come terms pain dying annoy people nobody suffer presence me watched family today hotel room fun beach swam drank ate lunch constantly smiling laughing seemed happy without involved dont need lives one does got brothers two children wanted theres me im nothing wouldnt missed" ]

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[ "although alive feel like died long time agoi want anymore wish everyone life never knew existed could go peacefully wish spirit could watch family friends live happy lives without me" ]

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[ "Yahoo !!I have 300 Followers Now" ]

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[ "unfortunately happened adobe flash player gone think back memories weve made playing give robot chess tik fak toe castle crashes many f" ]

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[ "first thought normal feel anything hate ect became suicidal got idea tell anyone one here depressed life" ]

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[ "today daydamn realize fast time going funny last month actually fun knowing itd end end going end life last post hope bitch out" ]

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[ "im itmy boyfriend broke me had edit im mobile im sorry format know post vague emotional state couldnt think clearly ended taking way im supposed take daily adderall got back hospital hours know one probably see care ive finally made willing choice seeing therapist hard open people therapy never helped me want happy love myself whole story long complicated point anyone struggling mental illness please seek help extremely difficult know sometimes even venting someone feel better showing weakness strongest thing do took years learn this im sorry rambling im still illokay hope helps someone mean im havent experienced lot life ive fair share internal struggle didnt believe therapy hope now" ]

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[ "mandatory evacuation order miles right evacuate too feel like might need to getting nervous" ]

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[ "imma honest yall straight tik tok extremely cringey awkward" ]

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[ "the best part about having alzheimers: planning ur own surprise party!" ]

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[ "crush know im m friends crushes girlfriends yet dont feel sexual attraction fit people really love somebody do im happy life told close friend think get girlfriend really spend much time girls friends kinda hang bois hang girls get know them tldr anyone romantically know why" ]

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[ "@Irish_vampire //text//Hey baby...I am going to send you something soon...mind wearing it for me" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "tipping pointso recently boyfriend broke premise know wants work himself dating months seemed come blue really fell months thought based communication style could get anything really know anymore often feel like whats point mean im part much luck relationships really want build something someone whatever reason always seem push people away point all" ]

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[ "could kill right without ever firsts lifeive never relationship havent first kiss dont car job house im still teenager every day live care less less things im still high school care them dont think trying die sucks want enjoy youth want childhood want know first relationship would like college would pick graduate high school car id buy finally get drivers license instead im stuck trying cry everyday class im wouldbeagradestudent barely gets past gpa semester im trying convince everyday overdose wake wondering today day finally post redflag note online text friends teachers goodbye im tired living dont want die want everything stop feel lonely dont want try text call anyone know feel like ill bother ill add worry plate keep buying things online convince wait arrive fill emptiness materialism short span time sadness sets back in cant talk parents dont understand deal depressed child dont think teachers would really want deal break even though gave numbers case needed talk friends arent serious enough comfort me wouldnt know approach told kill myself im trying hard keep convincing live keep burning ive end rope weeks ill surprised manage live th birthday already surprised lived th" ]

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[ "carter co kentucky ha estblshd thier first public library and are in need of a director thier entire budget is only 000 year" ]

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[ "More than 1 in 20 US children and teens have anxiety or depression https://goo.gl/EN46R5Â" ]

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[ "anyone help mei feel broken inside even know say guys ive looked help many places theyve failed me know do know much longer take this" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "know young much shit happened nothing dealing temporary gotbunch pills idk else cannot anymore" ]

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[ "good morning, Twitterverse and happy Followfriday" ]

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[ "look movie obscure brilliant classic sought means necessary suppose powers decided forever relegated towards bargin bin nevertheless could pray chance see one dvd would say even beats great phatasm like dark movie plenty spooky imagery look one see s horror movie suppose be" ]

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[ "theres one thing rely school for get something dad like go clean something ill like im school work leads choosing getting school work done something else" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "cant anymoremaybe one actually cares think might tonight feel alone empty im worthy existing anyway" ]

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[ "Lunch is almost over which means i'm half way done with work." ]

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[ "now we talk about football in lunchtime..anything worse?happy #hoppusday everyone!and mother's day too (fuckin&touchin&suckin hahhah)" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "cant take voices head anymore want end allive lot mental trouble lately whether im work roommates voices tell say bad things bad awful illegal things could put prison dont want say would ever act thoughts ever push horrible thoughts away i repeatedly tell try get mind mind pushes want say loud feels almost compulsive especially bad work dont want go details too graphic disturbing every time interact customer voices start tell bad thoughts every time tell pushes want say loud brings extreme discomfort interaction start worry whether ive said loud start panic internally whether say loud end telling managers said call cops arrest me even im roommates silence im still tempted say things would make literally want kill get arrested cant take anymore mind turning dont mean anything comes mind would never act it im worried ill say intrusive thoughts loud would ruin life forever im sick this every day occurrence driving insane feel like way stop alone rest life interactionim sick shit dont know whats wrong me" ]

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[ "else disappointed whole lotta red sure like wasnt complete trash anything couldve heaps better" ]

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[ "selfish hypocrite be nothing encouraging say someone wanting toenditall comment would want one you literally happened block person keep bothering downvoting everything post insensitive someone elsessuicideattempt youalsorecently attemptedsuicide" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "preparing kill jan transferring cash bitcoin use darknet hate pain plan bunch oxy probably fent press itll job friends family care theyre city doesnt change fact ill always alone single shadow former self good career means nothing end barely bring office anymore waiting get fired remove stress" ]

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[ "is in love with scrappy and is missin him already" ]

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[ "family whats stopping killing myself im dead wont feel bad iti know thats incredibly selfish wont go details long run world better place without here" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "think need type outcurrently sitting car parking lot one hour stay least one hour going home told boyfriend id gone couple hours let house himself got fight yesterday didnt come bed am assumed id asleep morning stayed upstairs whole time pretty much avoid me left give space isnt major problem hurtful isolating zero friends family lives miles away rarely reach anymore kind feels like one whole solution fight would apologizing happy welcoming again cant that issues guess want come me dont want let leave did didnt care probably prefers gone again isnt major problem think cherry top everything else ive thinking killing seriously week now thoughts life usually serious though still exhausting functional person functional cant anything life bare minimum simply dont energy really tired living pain fear every single day tried pull bootstraps make life better end cant ive tried medication best makes numb doesnt really fix anything ive tried therapy good things end still solves nothing so started thanksgiving boyfriends family bad toothache lo behold sisterinlaw nurse decided call pain meds tbh would happy ibuprofen big bottle tramadol sitting drawer never took im", "kind antimedicine felt like would knock out cant quit thinking giving taking whole bottle pills researched actually causes lot deaths every year overdoses think could work real option issue is doesnt theres chance could end coma give brain damage heart damage dont want fuck life even more but losing endurance planet almost years now really sucks life fun happy goodso difficult everyone hurts you everyone selfish included good place think would prefer nothingness" ]

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[ "it feel we live in such a cruel world people torment each other always wanting to make others feel worse give each other covid or hate or rage or despairi don tsleepwell i ve met some people recently whom have treated me badly ghosted me pretended to be my good friend and i ve suffered a lot of emotional pain i always ask what ha been the point of all of this i ve had some terrible pain last few yearwhat wa the point or is it all meaningless" ]

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[ "dman didnt expect girls hard come ngl thought would girlfriend know finding girl would hard part" ]

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[ "depression over nike shoe which your own mother might have bought what disrespect too is this" ]

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[ "people k karma like long planning keep virginity for" ]

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[ "fellow lgbtqia people extremely difficult intolerant world still live amazing life nevertheless remember loved incredible people there thanks truly made life better made comfortable trans person well" ]

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[ "become sort caretaker someone depression hes boyfriend struggled long time seems lost hope getting better rejects therapists person programs lack success past want help help himself seems like one area truly wants help money therapists hard get remote therapy successful er stays get quick referrals everything think of help worked you give hope please" ]

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[ "28 Unexpected Coping Techniques for People Who Recently Attempted #Suicide https://themighty.com/2018/04/just-attempted-suicide-what-to-do/ … #chronicallysick #chronicpain #depression #mentalhealth #chronicillness" ]

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[ "i ve just got my streetcar essay back from jerry and it still no good ah man this is gon na be a bad day" ]

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[ "Windows 7 harfåttreleasedato : 22 oktober http://is.gd/MvXB" ]

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[ "ive picked method placenow need decide date considering making look peaceful trying ol running car garage ive changed mind want results im planning taking either amtrak greyhound new hampshire taking life there nature looks pretty want see myself idk works ill probably go trails deep woods hang myself ill aim making painless honestly point im ready go" ]

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[ "rubbish day of revision ..but Take That in 8 days !!" ]

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[ "i m about to be living in nyc and have never done anything worth wilde with my life and im sure im doomed to become one of those in the way people who don t do anything in their life which i feared most of my life nothing i seem to attempt to accomplish work out no matter how hard i work or how right i do iti gave so much time to job organization to further my career path only to used a free labor studying only to use up all my forgiveness credit and flunk out i ve been wanting to end it all for a while every time i sleep i see the bk bridge the spot i picked out year ago to end it i feel like i rather be gone than keep living with fact that i m a grown man that s not worth anythinghellmy mom ha told me that i haven t done anything for her to be proud meand i won t let my partner destroy herself trying to help me i wanted to be an engineer for nasa when i wa youngerbut here i am today the world shitist it guy that hasnt been able to find a secure job in the past year i ve been desperate for work for a while today i wa given a work assignment from my contract company only to be told i don t exist in the company so i can t work" ]

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[ "tired lost will sometimesno memes mei see world actually life" ]