bl0RGgcGgpU-00000-00001312-00001503 there we go bl0RGgcGgpU-00001-00001504-00001726 hello welcome everybody and most bl0RGgcGgpU-00002-00001727-00002047 importantly welcome jose good to see you bl0RGgcGgpU-00003-00002048-00002191 thank you very much jackie good to see bl0RGgcGgpU-00004-00002192-00002455 you too hey very bl0RGgcGgpU-00005-00002456-00002758 very good to see you can you uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00006-00002759-00002975 level up your microphone a little bit bl0RGgcGgpU-00007-00002976-00003303 sure bl0RGgcGgpU-00008-00003304-00003559 is that better yeah okay thank you so bl0RGgcGgpU-00009-00003560-00003631 much bl0RGgcGgpU-00010-00003632-00003911 okay for everybody who has never met bl0RGgcGgpU-00011-00003911-00004054 jose or at least bl0RGgcGgpU-00012-00004055-00004311 seen or experienced him he's a one of bl0RGgcGgpU-00013-00004312-00004406 the famous bl0RGgcGgpU-00014-00004407-00004663 faces in the mordek community he is bl0RGgcGgpU-00015-00004664-00004751 really bl0RGgcGgpU-00016-00004752-00005047 not only nerdy and super technical but bl0RGgcGgpU-00017-00005048-00005102 also bl0RGgcGgpU-00018-00005103-00005295 very passionate passionate mortician bl0RGgcGgpU-00019-00005296-00005463 he's been around for quite a while he's bl0RGgcGgpU-00020-00005464-00005583 very famous bl0RGgcGgpU-00021-00005584-00005983 for his blog called moreteam.org where bl0RGgcGgpU-00022-00005984-00006175 you find bl0RGgcGgpU-00023-00006176-00006510 very very good tutorials mostly in the bl0RGgcGgpU-00024-00006511-00006839 technical infrastructure area which is bl0RGgcGgpU-00025-00006840-00006870 uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00026-00006872-00007087 close to the topic that we have today is bl0RGgcGgpU-00027-00007088-00007198 called build your bl0RGgcGgpU-00028-00007200-00007583 own sas mordech fascinating stuff i bl0RGgcGgpU-00029-00007584-00007710 can't wait to hear bl0RGgcGgpU-00030-00007711-00007846 what you're going to tell us but for bl0RGgcGgpU-00031-00007847-00008078 everybody else let me first bl0RGgcGgpU-00032-00008079-00008383 introduce you properly um bl0RGgcGgpU-00033-00008384-00008710 as a long-term mortician bl0RGgcGgpU-00034-00008711-00008959 and even longer i.t person you have the bl0RGgcGgpU-00035-00008960-00009046 combination bl0RGgcGgpU-00036-00009047-00009351 of infrastructure and devops with bl0RGgcGgpU-00037-00009352-00009671 mordik and that's a rare bl0RGgcGgpU-00038-00009672-00009991 but very valuable skill set i think uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00039-00009992-00010078 professionally bl0RGgcGgpU-00040-00010079-00010383 you do the interesting cases uh maybe bl0RGgcGgpU-00041-00010384-00010567 some others as well i don't know but you bl0RGgcGgpU-00042-00010568-00010599 you bl0RGgcGgpU-00043-00010600-00011031 are um most keen to to get the bl0RGgcGgpU-00044-00011032-00011335 challenges the the deaf bl0RGgcGgpU-00045-00011336-00011638 but also infrastructure challenges bl0RGgcGgpU-00046-00011639-00011838 you also do consulting and strategy of bl0RGgcGgpU-00047-00011839-00012031 course and even deliver bl0RGgcGgpU-00048-00012032-00012246 training now feel free to tell us more bl0RGgcGgpU-00049-00012247-00012374 about that but i'd bl0RGgcGgpU-00050-00012375-00012695 invite all our viewers and listeners to bl0RGgcGgpU-00051-00012696-00013071 ask questions at any time we have this q bl0RGgcGgpU-00052-00013072-00013151 and a bl0RGgcGgpU-00053-00013152-00013319 slides like we always have and we have a bl0RGgcGgpU-00054-00013319-00013494 link to it immediately bl0RGgcGgpU-00055-00013495-00013783 so please when when you have a question bl0RGgcGgpU-00056-00013784-00013838 type it bl0RGgcGgpU-00057-00013840-00014030 right there right away and we'll have a bl0RGgcGgpU-00058-00014031-00014255 lot of time afterwards to answer bl0RGgcGgpU-00059-00014256-00014566 everything oh well i hope i didn't bl0RGgcGgpU-00060-00014568-00014751 forget anything important anything from bl0RGgcGgpU-00061-00014752-00015007 your side joseph before we start bl0RGgcGgpU-00062-00015008-00015150 no that's it thank you thank you very bl0RGgcGgpU-00063-00015151-00015399 much thank you okay then bl0RGgcGgpU-00064-00015400-00015663 the stage is all yours thanks see you bl0RGgcGgpU-00065-00015663-00015799 later thanks well well bl0RGgcGgpU-00066-00015800-00016071 okay hello everyone uh this is josuke bl0RGgcGgpU-00067-00016072-00016158 healer bl0RGgcGgpU-00068-00016159-00016391 and uh welcome to build your own bl0RGgcGgpU-00069-00016392-00016567 multi-sas bl0RGgcGgpU-00070-00016568-00016879 um first things first uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00071-00016880-00017079 thank you for choosing this presentation bl0RGgcGgpU-00072-00017080-00017343 uh good afternoon to the americans good bl0RGgcGgpU-00073-00017344-00017519 night already to the europeans bl0RGgcGgpU-00074-00017520-00017855 and for the asians and the australians bl0RGgcGgpU-00075-00017856-00018175 i hope that your brewing machine has not bl0RGgcGgpU-00076-00018176-00018422 yet broken and if so i will include an bl0RGgcGgpU-00077-00018423-00018637 affiliate link for an awesome bl0RGgcGgpU-00078-00018638-00018791 [Music] bl0RGgcGgpU-00079-00018792-00019063 coffee break machine i hope you have all bl0RGgcGgpU-00080-00019064-00019158 enjoyed bl0RGgcGgpU-00081-00019159-00019439 all the talks that we have here today bl0RGgcGgpU-00082-00019440-00019683 there are a few more still so let's get bl0RGgcGgpU-00083-00019684-00020055 started bl0RGgcGgpU-00084-00020056-00020375 so before we go deep into the materials bl0RGgcGgpU-00085-00020376-00020503 i want to give a bl0RGgcGgpU-00086-00020504-00020703 big thanks to all the members of the bl0RGgcGgpU-00087-00020704-00020894 multicore group bl0RGgcGgpU-00088-00020895-00021094 who worked tirelessly against the clock bl0RGgcGgpU-00089-00021095-00021294 to have these events ready and bl0RGgcGgpU-00090-00021295-00021647 with very good results so why are we all bl0RGgcGgpU-00091-00021648-00021750 here bl0RGgcGgpU-00092-00021751-00021999 today we are here because marketing bl0RGgcGgpU-00093-00022000-00022071 automation bl0RGgcGgpU-00094-00022072-00022278 is damn expensive and we want to do bl0RGgcGgpU-00095-00022279-00022478 something about it bl0RGgcGgpU-00096-00022479-00022647 and the good thing is that maldik is bl0RGgcGgpU-00097-00022648-00022799 free martik is free as bl0RGgcGgpU-00098-00022800-00023022 in free beer which means that you don't bl0RGgcGgpU-00099-00023023-00023175 have to pay for the licenses bl0RGgcGgpU-00100-00023176-00023439 and maltic is also free as in freedom bl0RGgcGgpU-00101-00023440-00023527 which means that bl0RGgcGgpU-00102-00023528-00023935 you can have access to the code bl0RGgcGgpU-00103-00023936-00024191 you can extend it which means that if bl0RGgcGgpU-00104-00024192-00024367 mautic is doing something great for you bl0RGgcGgpU-00105-00024368-00024478 for your company bl0RGgcGgpU-00106-00024479-00024678 uh you can improve upon it and make it bl0RGgcGgpU-00107-00024679-00024783 even better bl0RGgcGgpU-00108-00024784-00025014 uh you can modify it which means that if bl0RGgcGgpU-00109-00025015-00025191 mautic is doing something great for you bl0RGgcGgpU-00110-00025192-00025222 but bl0RGgcGgpU-00111-00025223-00025471 you it's not doing it exactly the way bl0RGgcGgpU-00112-00025472-00025535 you want bl0RGgcGgpU-00113-00025536-00025743 you can modify it and make it do it the bl0RGgcGgpU-00114-00025744-00025855 way you want you can bl0RGgcGgpU-00115-00025856-00026127 package it and distribute it and you can bl0RGgcGgpU-00116-00026127-00026206 even sell it bl0RGgcGgpU-00117-00026207-00026407 uh but the best of all the more bl0RGgcGgpU-00118-00026408-00026639 important thing is that you can clone it bl0RGgcGgpU-00119-00026639-00027102 a thousand times how amazing is that bl0RGgcGgpU-00120-00027104-00027446 um but you also the open source licenses bl0RGgcGgpU-00121-00027447-00027487 have bl0RGgcGgpU-00122-00027488-00027695 restrictions that apply to selling the bl0RGgcGgpU-00123-00027695-00027807 software bl0RGgcGgpU-00124-00027808-00028135 well yeah many there are many types of bl0RGgcGgpU-00125-00028136-00028446 free and open source licenses some sorry bl0RGgcGgpU-00126-00028447-00028487 are bl0RGgcGgpU-00127-00028488-00028687 more restrictive than others maltic is bl0RGgcGgpU-00128-00028688-00028958 licensed under the gpl license which is bl0RGgcGgpU-00129-00028960-00029174 one of the less restrictives in bl0RGgcGgpU-00130-00029175-00029287 existence bl0RGgcGgpU-00131-00029288-00029527 which also means that you can clone bl0RGgcGgpU-00132-00029527-00029711 mounting multiple times and you can sell bl0RGgcGgpU-00133-00029712-00029911 it bl0RGgcGgpU-00134-00029912-00030118 on a cd or you can just distribute it bl0RGgcGgpU-00135-00030119-00030223 over the internet bl0RGgcGgpU-00136-00030224-00030431 and the cost of the licenses will remain bl0RGgcGgpU-00137-00030432-00030623 the same which is zero bl0RGgcGgpU-00138-00030624-00030918 and let me be very very clear what about bl0RGgcGgpU-00139-00030919-00030999 one thing bl0RGgcGgpU-00140-00031000-00031239 i always wanted to use this minimum bl0RGgcGgpU-00141-00031239-00031367 slide and that's bl0RGgcGgpU-00142-00031368-00031702 precisely what i did bl0RGgcGgpU-00143-00031703-00031911 so this talk is about building your own bl0RGgcGgpU-00144-00031912-00032118 infrastructure bl0RGgcGgpU-00145-00032119-00032343 running thousands of multi instances or bl0RGgcGgpU-00146-00032344-00032662 maybe just a few dozen maybe a hundred bl0RGgcGgpU-00147-00032663-00032927 and about automating all the required bl0RGgcGgpU-00148-00032928-00033023 processes to bl0RGgcGgpU-00149-00033024-00033279 be able to run this in a cost effective bl0RGgcGgpU-00150-00033280-00033574 and practical way bl0RGgcGgpU-00151-00033575-00033918 my name is jose cadilla i work mostly on bl0RGgcGgpU-00152-00033919-00034102 large scale multi bl0RGgcGgpU-00153-00034103-00034407 deployments which means single instances bl0RGgcGgpU-00154-00034408-00034567 of mautic that run into the bl0RGgcGgpU-00155-00034568-00034871 millions of contacts but also bl0RGgcGgpU-00156-00034872-00035287 it means in uh multi-deployments bl0RGgcGgpU-00157-00035288-00035671 that run many many uh smaller bl0RGgcGgpU-00158-00035672-00035990 maltics which is what we use for sas bl0RGgcGgpU-00159-00035991-00036318 i also work on special case multi bl0RGgcGgpU-00160-00036319-00036495 projects which means that even if you bl0RGgcGgpU-00161-00036496-00036687 don't have a huge bl0RGgcGgpU-00162-00036688-00036887 project but you have an interesting bl0RGgcGgpU-00163-00036888-00037071 project i will be bl0RGgcGgpU-00164-00037072-00037359 very much enticed to work with it if you bl0RGgcGgpU-00165-00037360-00037883 if you give me the chance bl0RGgcGgpU-00166-00037884-00038151 so bl0RGgcGgpU-00167-00038152-00038359 basically i work in infrastructure and bl0RGgcGgpU-00168-00038360-00038511 development and i will bl0RGgcGgpU-00169-00038512-00038935 if i work uh with you if you um bl0RGgcGgpU-00170-00038936-00039159 for those large projects then i will bl0RGgcGgpU-00171-00039160-00039351 also do anything else that's related to bl0RGgcGgpU-00172-00039352-00039599 multi-client marketing consulting bl0RGgcGgpU-00173-00039600-00039943 strategy you name it and as like i said bl0RGgcGgpU-00174-00039944-00040046 you can find me on the bl0RGgcGgpU-00175-00040047-00040415 on the blog okay so let's see the bl0RGgcGgpU-00176-00040416-00040823 very basics of how would you um bl0RGgcGgpU-00177-00040824-00041207 go about running your own sas mautic bl0RGgcGgpU-00178-00041208-00041590 and the basics are very basic bl0RGgcGgpU-00179-00041591-00041895 and very simple so basically you need bl0RGgcGgpU-00180-00041896-00042295 some kind of mechanism to wrote bl0RGgcGgpU-00181-00042296-00042615 all the incoming requests for different bl0RGgcGgpU-00182-00042616-00042879 domains which would be your different bl0RGgcGgpU-00183-00042880-00042967 clients bl0RGgcGgpU-00184-00042968-00043158 and then you need a way to run the multi bl0RGgcGgpU-00185-00043159-00043527 instances bl0RGgcGgpU-00186-00043528-00043862 as you can see here in this illustration bl0RGgcGgpU-00187-00043863-00044118 we have a bastion which is just one node bl0RGgcGgpU-00188-00044119-00044318 one server one bps bl0RGgcGgpU-00189-00044319-00044511 in our case is specifically one bl0RGgcGgpU-00190-00044512-00044639 container bl0RGgcGgpU-00191-00044640-00044990 and we use h a proxy to to manage this bl0RGgcGgpU-00192-00044991-00045111 he proxy will bl0RGgcGgpU-00193-00045112-00045343 not only root will take also okay about bl0RGgcGgpU-00194-00045344-00045527 the security that's why we call it the bl0RGgcGgpU-00195-00045528-00045774 bastion instead of just a router bl0RGgcGgpU-00196-00045775-00046102 and we'll also take care of terminating bl0RGgcGgpU-00197-00046103-00046295 the ssl connections bl0RGgcGgpU-00198-00046296-00046639 so basically that will go to the right bl0RGgcGgpU-00199-00046640-00046990 multi instance and in our case um bl0RGgcGgpU-00200-00046991-00047415 we run each database on its own bl0RGgcGgpU-00201-00047416-00047479 container bl0RGgcGgpU-00202-00047480-00047639 and that's because then it's more bl0RGgcGgpU-00203-00047640-00047951 portable more secure bl0RGgcGgpU-00204-00047952-00048358 it helps when we need to move nodes bl0RGgcGgpU-00205-00048359-00048646 or instances from one host to another bl0RGgcGgpU-00206-00048647-00048951 from one cloud to another whatever bl0RGgcGgpU-00207-00048952-00049190 and everything after the bastion is bl0RGgcGgpU-00208-00049191-00049343 going to be happening in a private bl0RGgcGgpU-00209-00049344-00049567 network bl0RGgcGgpU-00210-00049568-00049807 so this is the basic structure bl0RGgcGgpU-00211-00049808-00049871 everything bl0RGgcGgpU-00212-00049872-00050174 everything else is built upon this bl0RGgcGgpU-00213-00050175-00050479 and this is how it looks on a bl0RGgcGgpU-00214-00050480-00050799 different let's say view um we have the bl0RGgcGgpU-00215-00050800-00050895 big bl0RGgcGgpU-00216-00050896-00051127 let me just enable the pointer if we bl0RGgcGgpU-00217-00051128-00051287 have our big you know bl0RGgcGgpU-00218-00051288-00051582 host vps dedicated server whatever we bl0RGgcGgpU-00219-00051583-00051702 are using bl0RGgcGgpU-00220-00051703-00052030 and this is a little bit um bl0RGgcGgpU-00221-00052032-00052375 overview of the network also or how the bl0RGgcGgpU-00222-00052376-00052599 access is managed so first the clients bl0RGgcGgpU-00223-00052600-00052719 would access bl0RGgcGgpU-00224-00052720-00053119 um through the public ip and get to our bl0RGgcGgpU-00225-00053120-00053526 proxy device so this would be hiv sorry bl0RGgcGgpU-00226-00053527-00053799 to reach a proxy uh container and then bl0RGgcGgpU-00227-00053800-00053919 it would be rooted bl0RGgcGgpU-00228-00053920-00054119 internally on the internal network and bl0RGgcGgpU-00229-00054120-00054254 you see a piece of blue here bl0RGgcGgpU-00230-00054255-00054487 because after it reaches lex d there's a bl0RGgcGgpU-00231-00054488-00054679 proxy device that connects bl0RGgcGgpU-00232-00054679-00054854 to the container that could that's very bl0RGgcGgpU-00233-00054855-00055303 similar to what's um bl0RGgcGgpU-00234-00055304-00055711 sorry forgot it's a rotting device bl0RGgcGgpU-00235-00055712-00055999 and then you have here the um this other bl0RGgcGgpU-00236-00056000-00056263 color which would be the internal bl0RGgcGgpU-00237-00056264-00056519 access to the mysql containers to the bl0RGgcGgpU-00238-00056520-00056687 databases which means that bl0RGgcGgpU-00239-00056688-00057038 you never have a direct way bl0RGgcGgpU-00240-00057039-00057375 to access from the external to the bl0RGgcGgpU-00241-00057376-00057679 mouse to the database containers the bl0RGgcGgpU-00242-00057679-00057838 mysql databases bl0RGgcGgpU-00243-00057839-00058119 uh these each container can only be bl0RGgcGgpU-00244-00058120-00058207 accessed bl0RGgcGgpU-00245-00058208-00058511 from its specific um bl0RGgcGgpU-00246-00058512-00058782 multi-container so there is no other way bl0RGgcGgpU-00247-00058783-00058911 other than going bl0RGgcGgpU-00248-00058912-00059079 from the multicontainer to the mysql bl0RGgcGgpU-00249-00059079-00059247 database and bl0RGgcGgpU-00250-00059248-00059526 there's a change of network happening bl0RGgcGgpU-00251-00059527-00059647 just right here bl0RGgcGgpU-00252-00059648-00059975 in this bridge bl0RGgcGgpU-00253-00059976-00060182 this is the same this is another view of bl0RGgcGgpU-00254-00060183-00060350 exactly the same bl0RGgcGgpU-00255-00060351-00060615 which means that the all this is bl0RGgcGgpU-00256-00060616-00060694 happening bl0RGgcGgpU-00257-00060695-00060982 on the public network here is the bridge 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security for bl0RGgcGgpU-00274-00064207-00064654 for these cases bl0RGgcGgpU-00275-00064655-00064863 and now i'm i'm one i go back to the bl0RGgcGgpU-00276-00064864-00065006 previous slide and just bl0RGgcGgpU-00277-00065007-00065230 this is just so i can click and show you bl0RGgcGgpU-00278-00065232-00065342 again bl0RGgcGgpU-00279-00065344-00065559 how that this would would uh look with bl0RGgcGgpU-00280-00065560-00065671 the cluster bl0RGgcGgpU-00281-00065672-00065919 so when we built the cluster uh you can bl0RGgcGgpU-00282-00065920-00066087 see that now we have three notes bl0RGgcGgpU-00283-00066088-00066359 the public eyepiece is never used uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00284-00066360-00066423 except on bl0RGgcGgpU-00285-00066424-00066638 on one of the notes it does it can be bl0RGgcGgpU-00286-00066639-00066911 any any single one bl0RGgcGgpU-00287-00066912-00067215 and then all the communication usually bl0RGgcGgpU-00288-00067216-00067399 we are using what's called a fan network 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bl0RGgcGgpU-00304-00070968-00071279 uh five six uh but we can also do it in bl0RGgcGgpU-00305-00071280-00071382 another way which is bl0RGgcGgpU-00306-00071383-00071726 one one one 2 2 2 which means that bl0RGgcGgpU-00307-00071727-00072047 uh if any one single node fails we still bl0RGgcGgpU-00308-00072048-00072103 have bl0RGgcGgpU-00309-00072104-00072431 two other net bl0RGgcGgpU-00310-00072432-00072694 copies of maori running and this is also bl0RGgcGgpU-00311-00072695-00072775 implemented bl0RGgcGgpU-00312-00072776-00073087 uh with dha proxy but bl0RGgcGgpU-00313-00073088-00073287 instead of using it as a proxy that we bl0RGgcGgpU-00314-00073288-00073406 were using it before bl0RGgcGgpU-00315-00073407-00073719 we can now use it as a load balancer and bl0RGgcGgpU-00316-00073720-00073862 then we use bl0RGgcGgpU-00317-00073863-00074238 keep alive so we just keep alive bl0RGgcGgpU-00318-00074239-00074511 in the middle just to make sure that dhe bl0RGgcGgpU-00319-00074512-00074655 proxy knows bl0RGgcGgpU-00320-00074656-00074959 which one node is the node in charge for bl0RGgcGgpU-00321-00074960-00075271 the load balancing bl0RGgcGgpU-00322-00075272-00075582 optionally you can also do the same with bl0RGgcGgpU-00323-00075583-00075647 the bl0RGgcGgpU-00324-00075648-00075926 databases so you would be using here a bl0RGgcGgpU-00325-00075927-00076087 multi-master database bl0RGgcGgpU-00326-00076088-00076431 which means that no matter which bl0RGgcGgpU-00327-00076432-00076782 node you are writing to you will have bl0RGgcGgpU-00328-00076783-00076991 a the contents of the database bl0RGgcGgpU-00329-00076992-00077215 replicated to the other nodes bl0RGgcGgpU-00330-00077216-00077479 that's also made in a con at a container bl0RGgcGgpU-00331-00077480-00077582 level bl0RGgcGgpU-00332-00077583-00077838 and well only special point for that is bl0RGgcGgpU-00333-00077839-00077982 if you can bl0RGgcGgpU-00334-00077983-00078287 get a dedicated device for me bl0RGgcGgpU-00335-00078288-00078599 for joining your notes in the network bl0RGgcGgpU-00336-00078600-00078847 so get get this this uh all this bl0RGgcGgpU-00337-00078848-00078911 happening in bl0RGgcGgpU-00338-00078912-00079150 in those two red lines and and this is bl0RGgcGgpU-00339-00079151-00079271 one of the keeper life bl0RGgcGgpU-00340-00079272-00079631 in fact um i drown it in this way bl0RGgcGgpU-00341-00079632-00079838 just for visual purposes but everything bl0RGgcGgpU-00342-00079839-00079999 is going to go through this route over bl0RGgcGgpU-00343-00080000-00080055 here bl0RGgcGgpU-00344-00080056-00080319 so it will go through the cluster ip bl0RGgcGgpU-00345-00080320-00080791 that's a private ip range bl0RGgcGgpU-00346-00080792-00081294 so how many clients can this support bl0RGgcGgpU-00347-00081295-00081638 well 500 million what's what about 500 bl0RGgcGgpU-00348-00081639-00081687 million bl0RGgcGgpU-00349-00081688-00081991 uh contacts in many many instances bl0RGgcGgpU-00350-00081992-00082271 um why do i say that because there's one bl0RGgcGgpU-00351-00082272-00082343 specific bl0RGgcGgpU-00352-00082344-00082682 uh deployment that does that bl0RGgcGgpU-00353-00082683-00083031 and i know that because bl0RGgcGgpU-00354-00083032-00083406 the the cto of the company digital media bl0RGgcGgpU-00355-00083407-00083550 solutions is head to toe which is a bl0RGgcGgpU-00356-00083551-00083694 contributor or bl0RGgcGgpU-00357-00083695-00083862 large long time contributor long before bl0RGgcGgpU-00358-00083863-00084143 i was there contributed to mauric bl0RGgcGgpU-00359-00084144-00084447 and you can find in github bl0RGgcGgpU-00360-00084448-00084679 their repositories and i mentioned this bl0RGgcGgpU-00361-00084680-00084750 company bl0RGgcGgpU-00362-00084751-00085071 before first because this huge bl0RGgcGgpU-00363-00085072-00085262 uh multi deployment which which bl0RGgcGgpU-00364-00085263-00085487 currently has over 500 million bl0RGgcGgpU-00365-00085488-00085775 contacts in it but also because they bl0RGgcGgpU-00366-00085776-00085926 have contributed bl0RGgcGgpU-00367-00085927-00086247 a completely different way that what i'm bl0RGgcGgpU-00368-00086248-00086406 going to show you today bl0RGgcGgpU-00369-00086407-00086759 um based bl0RGgcGgpU-00370-00086760-00087071 almost entirely on amazon web services bl0RGgcGgpU-00371-00087072-00087287 or heavily based on amazon web services bl0RGgcGgpU-00372-00087288-00087479 and bl0RGgcGgpU-00373-00087480-00087647 it's very interesting to see it in you bl0RGgcGgpU-00374-00087648-00087815 if you go to github you will see not bl0RGgcGgpU-00375-00087816-00088006 only the code but the explanation bl0RGgcGgpU-00376-00088007-00088175 it's a little bit outdated i don't know bl0RGgcGgpU-00377-00088176-00088326 if they are currently using the same bl0RGgcGgpU-00378-00088327-00088431 version i bl0RGgcGgpU-00379-00088432-00088591 invite you to check it out to just bl0RGgcGgpU-00380-00088592-00088759 compare the differences and see that bl0RGgcGgpU-00381-00088760-00089062 it can be done in many ways bl0RGgcGgpU-00382-00089063-00089359 so building blocks that technologies bl0RGgcGgpU-00383-00089360-00089471 that we are bl0RGgcGgpU-00384-00089472-00089775 using for for building these or better bl0RGgcGgpU-00385-00089776-00089838 set bl0RGgcGgpU-00386-00089839-00090111 the different different possibilities bl0RGgcGgpU-00387-00090112-00090294 that you have bl0RGgcGgpU-00388-00090295-00090535 that you can choose from when deciding bl0RGgcGgpU-00389-00090536-00090847 to build something like this bl0RGgcGgpU-00390-00090848-00091262 and here is like a little uh map of it bl0RGgcGgpU-00391-00091263-00091647 and this represents maybe one third bl0RGgcGgpU-00392-00091648-00091943 of what's available out there so bl0RGgcGgpU-00393-00091944-00092038 basically this bl0RGgcGgpU-00394-00092039-00092367 is just three of each uh for example you bl0RGgcGgpU-00395-00092368-00092455 know there's no bl0RGgcGgpU-00396-00092456-00092662 not three cloud computing companies bl0RGgcGgpU-00397-00092663-00092791 there's hundreds of them bl0RGgcGgpU-00398-00092792-00093103 and there's no uh just a few uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00399-00093104-00093374 databases there that's also dozens so bl0RGgcGgpU-00400-00093375-00093447 this is bl0RGgcGgpU-00401-00093448-00093726 uh like a small representation of what i bl0RGgcGgpU-00402-00093727-00093918 think it's or very important bl0RGgcGgpU-00403-00093919-00094231 or very known or very useful bl0RGgcGgpU-00404-00094232-00094582 by my own standards so bl0RGgcGgpU-00405-00094583-00094943 from the different cloud providers um bl0RGgcGgpU-00406-00094944-00095118 i'm going to i've been recommending bl0RGgcGgpU-00407-00095119-00095271 digital ocean for a long time bl0RGgcGgpU-00408-00095272-00095447 and i'm going not to recommend it bl0RGgcGgpU-00409-00095448-00095638 anymore because i've bl0RGgcGgpU-00410-00095639-00095926 been suffering from you know weird bl0RGgcGgpU-00411-00095927-00096023 behaviors bl0RGgcGgpU-00412-00096024-00096423 on specifically on the storage part bl0RGgcGgpU-00413-00096424-00096703 where some of the new york new york bl0RGgcGgpU-00414-00096704-00096862 three for example had bl0RGgcGgpU-00415-00096863-00097143 strong issues performance issues on the bl0RGgcGgpU-00416-00097144-00097231 drives bl0RGgcGgpU-00417-00097232-00097638 and because for cfs which is what runs bl0RGgcGgpU-00418-00097639-00097950 underneath lex d which is what i use bl0RGgcGgpU-00419-00097951-00098271 it's very important to have fast drives bl0RGgcGgpU-00420-00098272-00098479 i don't i cannot recommend it anymore so bl0RGgcGgpU-00421-00098480-00098582 we are left with bl0RGgcGgpU-00422-00098583-00098879 uh amazon web services and google cloud bl0RGgcGgpU-00423-00098880-00098959 which uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00424-00098960-00099182 of the both i would recommend some web bl0RGgcGgpU-00425-00099183-00099367 services but mostly because bl0RGgcGgpU-00426-00099368-00099735 it's the what most people like to use bl0RGgcGgpU-00427-00099736-00100087 but google cloud is has a bl0RGgcGgpU-00428-00100088-00100247 a little bit more performant a little bl0RGgcGgpU-00429-00100248-00100487 bit cheaper and almost as good bl0RGgcGgpU-00430-00100488-00100655 depending on what you want to do with it bl0RGgcGgpU-00431-00100656-00100862 so amazon web services just has plenty bl0RGgcGgpU-00432-00100863-00101047 more services bl0RGgcGgpU-00433-00101048-00101326 so on the oops let me go back so for the bl0RGgcGgpU-00434-00101327-00101423 databases bl0RGgcGgpU-00435-00101424-00101743 um we have the original bl0RGgcGgpU-00436-00101744-00102087 mysql uh which many people bl0RGgcGgpU-00437-00102088-00102335 don't like to use because it's protocol bl0RGgcGgpU-00438-00102336-00102471 it's still open source bl0RGgcGgpU-00439-00102472-00102758 but it's oracle and it's evil but i bl0RGgcGgpU-00440-00102759-00102894 think it's a bl0RGgcGgpU-00441-00102895-00103278 an implementation that goes bl0RGgcGgpU-00442-00103279-00103654 one step bl0RGgcGgpU-00443-00103655-00103966 forward from the other so the others are bl0RGgcGgpU-00444-00103967-00104247 basically uh drinking from what my bl0RGgcGgpU-00445-00104248-00104415 sequel does so sometimes it will be bl0RGgcGgpU-00446-00104416-00104615 better to use my sequel bl0RGgcGgpU-00447-00104616-00104958 percona probably is and has been very bl0RGgcGgpU-00448-00104959-00105015 strong bl0RGgcGgpU-00449-00105016-00105327 uh the number one um bl0RGgcGgpU-00450-00105328-00105551 enterprise database mysql database from bl0RGgcGgpU-00451-00105552-00105743 our sql compatible database bl0RGgcGgpU-00452-00105744-00105927 and for that it deserves a special bl0RGgcGgpU-00453-00105928-00106110 position in this bl0RGgcGgpU-00454-00106111-00106431 uh map uh however the advantage that bl0RGgcGgpU-00455-00106432-00106510 they had bl0RGgcGgpU-00456-00106511-00106710 was with extra db or inner db bl0RGgcGgpU-00457-00106711-00106831 performance bl0RGgcGgpU-00458-00106832-00107183 which mario db has just matched bl0RGgcGgpU-00459-00107183-00107510 for in most cases uh i wouldn't i'm bl0RGgcGgpU-00460-00107511-00107695 not sure if i could say overpass but bl0RGgcGgpU-00461-00107696-00107839 it's comparable bl0RGgcGgpU-00462-00107840-00108095 and because uh mariadb is what is bl0RGgcGgpU-00463-00108096-00108175 recommended bl0RGgcGgpU-00464-00108176-00108390 uh or have been using for the most time bl0RGgcGgpU-00465-00108391-00108519 in bl0RGgcGgpU-00466-00108520-00109007 in mautic it's going to be my choice bl0RGgcGgpU-00467-00109008-00109319 so now we have the the the php bl0RGgcGgpU-00468-00109320-00109399 interpreters bl0RGgcGgpU-00469-00109400-00109775 and there's a very very very good um bl0RGgcGgpU-00470-00109776-00110102 hip-hop virtual machine which is uh this bl0RGgcGgpU-00471-00110103-00110215 interpreter here bl0RGgcGgpU-00472-00110216-00110551 which is very interesting but bl0RGgcGgpU-00473-00110552-00110943 it it's it's it's uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00474-00110944-00111151 it goes a little bit away from the main bl0RGgcGgpU-00475-00111152-00111319 standards and for that it can bl0RGgcGgpU-00476-00111320-00111519 bring you a lot of trouble so for that bl0RGgcGgpU-00477-00111520-00111663 reason i'm going to discard it bl0RGgcGgpU-00478-00111664-00111990 and then there's the uh new bl0RGgcGgpU-00479-00111991-00112447 newish or more newest ppm which is bl0RGgcGgpU-00480-00112448-00112863 several times faster than fpm bl0RGgcGgpU-00481-00112864-00113119 however it seems not to be ready for bl0RGgcGgpU-00482-00113120-00113239 production or at least that's the bl0RGgcGgpU-00483-00113240-00113358 general opinion bl0RGgcGgpU-00484-00113359-00113663 so i am planning on bl0RGgcGgpU-00485-00113664-00113975 moving towards ppm but for now uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00486-00113976-00114327 my show my per my uh selection would be bl0RGgcGgpU-00487-00114328-00114654 uh fvm still bl0RGgcGgpU-00488-00114655-00114815 so now we get to the containers and the bl0RGgcGgpU-00489-00114816-00115071 containers we have four instead of three bl0RGgcGgpU-00490-00115072-00115247 uh just because i would never use bl0RGgcGgpU-00491-00115248-00115383 quantity but bl0RGgcGgpU-00492-00115383-00115678 uh it's very popular so i couldn't not bl0RGgcGgpU-00493-00115679-00115710 you bl0RGgcGgpU-00494-00115711-00116023 not add it here and rocket is also kind bl0RGgcGgpU-00495-00116024-00116102 of the same bl0RGgcGgpU-00496-00116103-00116247 the rocket is very focused on bl0RGgcGgpU-00497-00116248-00116431 microservices so maybe not bl0RGgcGgpU-00498-00116432-00116686 the best thing for for mauric and then bl0RGgcGgpU-00499-00116688-00116766 we have like the bl0RGgcGgpU-00500-00116767-00117039 the real contenders which which are bl0RGgcGgpU-00501-00117040-00117175 docker and lexi bl0RGgcGgpU-00502-00117176-00117399 and that's really not no no contest here bl0RGgcGgpU-00503-00117400-00117519 docker is bl0RGgcGgpU-00504-00117520-00117854 has a bigger community has a bigger bl0RGgcGgpU-00505-00117855-00118031 bigger documentation has bl0RGgcGgpU-00506-00118032-00118366 tons of tooling and it's all hype lexi bl0RGgcGgpU-00507-00118367-00118454 on the other side bl0RGgcGgpU-00508-00118455-00118790 is a small ish bl0RGgcGgpU-00509-00118791-00119127 community as a smaller bl0RGgcGgpU-00510-00119128-00119495 older product and basically bl0RGgcGgpU-00511-00119496-00119734 lexi is the father of docker so docker bl0RGgcGgpU-00512-00119735-00119847 was started bl0RGgcGgpU-00513-00119848-00120071 from alexi container and then evolved bl0RGgcGgpU-00514-00120072-00120207 into its own thing bl0RGgcGgpU-00515-00120208-00120486 here's the thing with docker and lexi bl0RGgcGgpU-00516-00120488-00120543 docker bl0RGgcGgpU-00517-00120544-00120990 is meant to be a volatile bl0RGgcGgpU-00518-00120991-00121295 container where lexi is supposed to be a bl0RGgcGgpU-00519-00121296-00121431 permanent container bl0RGgcGgpU-00520-00121432-00121927 so docker containers are designed to be bl0RGgcGgpU-00521-00121928-00122295 created and destroyed and then rebuilt bl0RGgcGgpU-00522-00122296-00122463 which is not the best parting for bl0RGgcGgpU-00523-00122464-00122639 something monolithic bl0RGgcGgpU-00524-00122640-00122951 and something that's meant to run on bl0RGgcGgpU-00525-00122952-00123134 forever bl0RGgcGgpU-00526-00123135-00123319 lexi on the other side is a system bl0RGgcGgpU-00527-00123320-00123471 container which means bl0RGgcGgpU-00528-00123472-00123831 that it has everything that a regular bl0RGgcGgpU-00529-00123832-00124158 regular vps based on kvm or bl0RGgcGgpU-00530-00124159-00124399 other similar technologies would have is bl0RGgcGgpU-00531-00124400-00124686 just much lighter and much faster bl0RGgcGgpU-00532-00124688-00124990 um so for that bl0RGgcGgpU-00533-00124991-00125295 um also because my personal um bl0RGgcGgpU-00534-00125296-00125471 way of doing things you docker bl0RGgcGgpU-00535-00125472-00125678 containers you program them you build bl0RGgcGgpU-00536-00125679-00125807 them with code bl0RGgcGgpU-00537-00125808-00126039 while lexi containers you you launch bl0RGgcGgpU-00538-00126040-00126239 them and then you implement whatever you bl0RGgcGgpU-00539-00126240-00126334 need inside bl0RGgcGgpU-00540-00126335-00126519 that's something i'm more used to more bl0RGgcGgpU-00541-00126520-00126710 familiar and i like a lot more bl0RGgcGgpU-00542-00126711-00127023 um so we for all those reasons uh for me bl0RGgcGgpU-00543-00127024-00127214 personally and bl0RGgcGgpU-00544-00127215-00127527 we had uh or about to have i think or we bl0RGgcGgpU-00545-00127528-00127607 had a bl0RGgcGgpU-00546-00127608-00127823 wonderful presentation about how to use bl0RGgcGgpU-00547-00127824-00127999 docker containers for mauric bl0RGgcGgpU-00548-00128000-00128319 and i think it was in brazilian anyway bl0RGgcGgpU-00549-00128320-00128654 but uh i mean it's not just the absolute bl0RGgcGgpU-00550-00128655-00128839 truth it's just what i like to use for bl0RGgcGgpU-00551-00128840-00129134 those reasons that i explain bl0RGgcGgpU-00552-00129135-00129486 and now we get to to the container bl0RGgcGgpU-00553-00129488-00129614 managers bl0RGgcGgpU-00554-00129615-00129919 or orchestrators and i put here bl0RGgcGgpU-00555-00129920-00130231 doctor's worm just because is the you bl0RGgcGgpU-00556-00130232-00130310 know bl0RGgcGgpU-00557-00130311-00130486 same company that bills docker that bl0RGgcGgpU-00558-00130488-00130639 created docker's worm bl0RGgcGgpU-00559-00130640-00130878 but since even docker has admitted that bl0RGgcGgpU-00560-00130879-00130966 kubernetes bl0RGgcGgpU-00561-00130967-00131278 does a better job than swarm itself bl0RGgcGgpU-00562-00131279-00131495 for managing docker containers i'm just bl0RGgcGgpU-00563-00131496-00131599 going to bl0RGgcGgpU-00564-00131600-00131887 not use it uh and then the kind of the bl0RGgcGgpU-00565-00131888-00132111 real contenders is kubernetes and legacy bl0RGgcGgpU-00566-00132112-00132295 and here we have a very similar bl0RGgcGgpU-00567-00132296-00132614 problem or you know discussion that we bl0RGgcGgpU-00568-00132615-00132702 had with bl0RGgcGgpU-00569-00132703-00132887 uh docker and lexi we have with bl0RGgcGgpU-00570-00132888-00133047 kubernetes and lexi bl0RGgcGgpU-00571-00133048-00133390 and the thing is that kubernetes is bl0RGgcGgpU-00572-00133391-00133775 huge and it's meant to manage bl0RGgcGgpU-00573-00133776-00134071 thousands of containers thousands even bl0RGgcGgpU-00574-00134072-00134399 of nodes bl0RGgcGgpU-00575-00134400-00134614 except with very extreme cases that's bl0RGgcGgpU-00576-00134615-00134711 not what we do with bl0RGgcGgpU-00577-00134712-00135054 with mauric what we do is uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00578-00135055-00135383 manage a few dozen bl0RGgcGgpU-00579-00135384-00135727 different mounting instances and sorry bl0RGgcGgpU-00580-00135728-00136007 the primitives that lexi give lexi gives bl0RGgcGgpU-00581-00136008-00136087 you for that bl0RGgcGgpU-00582-00136088-00136366 are plenty you know flexi also has a bl0RGgcGgpU-00583-00136367-00136566 very rich api that allows you to do bl0RGgcGgpU-00584-00136567-00136751 anything that you can do on the console bl0RGgcGgpU-00585-00136752-00136999 via the api yes you can do that with bl0RGgcGgpU-00586-00137000-00137143 kubernetes just bl0RGgcGgpU-00587-00137144-00137414 just you can do exactly the same with bl0RGgcGgpU-00588-00137415-00137502 docker bl0RGgcGgpU-00589-00137503-00137759 that you can do with lexi and vice versa bl0RGgcGgpU-00590-00137760-00137895 they are bl0RGgcGgpU-00591-00137896-00138271 in fact uh so similar uh that you can do bl0RGgcGgpU-00592-00138272-00138319 the same bl0RGgcGgpU-00593-00138320-00138590 is the philosophy and how you do those bl0RGgcGgpU-00594-00138591-00138743 things that changes bl0RGgcGgpU-00595-00138744-00138911 this a little bit of the same happens bl0RGgcGgpU-00596-00138912-00139054 with kubernetes and bl0RGgcGgpU-00597-00139055-00139351 lexi kubernetes is more complex and has bl0RGgcGgpU-00598-00139352-00139390 more bl0RGgcGgpU-00599-00139391-00139695 features that lets that lexi lacks bl0RGgcGgpU-00600-00139696-00140111 especially the part of self-healing bl0RGgcGgpU-00601-00140112-00140471 and the part of the elasticity bl0RGgcGgpU-00602-00140472-00140854 if you are running multi-machines for bl0RGgcGgpU-00603-00140855-00141063 clients multi instances for clients bl0RGgcGgpU-00604-00141064-00141359 you probably are not going to need bl0RGgcGgpU-00605-00141360-00141471 elasticity bl0RGgcGgpU-00606-00141472-00141678 it's a good thing to have but it's not bl0RGgcGgpU-00607-00141679-00141902 something that you need to bl0RGgcGgpU-00608-00141903-00142151 dedicate a lot of resources in order to bl0RGgcGgpU-00609-00142152-00142263 accomplish that because bl0RGgcGgpU-00610-00142264-00142407 probably that's not what your clients bl0RGgcGgpU-00611-00142408-00142583 are asking from you because you are bl0RGgcGgpU-00612-00142584-00142783 running you know bl0RGgcGgpU-00613-00142784-00143095 10 10 000 contacts bl0RGgcGgpU-00614-00143096-00143423 20 000 contacts 50 000 contacts in each bl0RGgcGgpU-00615-00143424-00143735 of those instances and elasticity is not bl0RGgcGgpU-00616-00143736-00143911 one of the requirements bl0RGgcGgpU-00617-00143912-00144159 um the other big difference would be the bl0RGgcGgpU-00618-00144160-00144383 self-healing self-healing is very useful bl0RGgcGgpU-00619-00144384-00144766 when you have applications that can die bl0RGgcGgpU-00620-00144767-00145102 and be reborn then bl0RGgcGgpU-00621-00145103-00145335 i mean if you have a microservices bl0RGgcGgpU-00622-00145336-00145478 architecture and you have that bl0RGgcGgpU-00623-00145479-00145839 it's only stupid not to use kubernetes bl0RGgcGgpU-00624-00145840-00145966 and not to use this method bl0RGgcGgpU-00625-00145967-00146319 but again this is not what we have on bl0RGgcGgpU-00626-00146320-00146654 uh when we when we are deploying multi bl0RGgcGgpU-00627-00146655-00146951 and for that and because i use lexi i bl0RGgcGgpU-00628-00146952-00147039 prefer to use bl0RGgcGgpU-00629-00147040-00147351 to use also legacy nowadays you can run bl0RGgcGgpU-00630-00147352-00147702 lexi containers in kubernetes and bl0RGgcGgpU-00631-00147703-00147951 we just saw in in in another bl0RGgcGgpU-00632-00147952-00148119 presentation ruth talking about the bl0RGgcGgpU-00633-00148120-00148231 future of multi bl0RGgcGgpU-00634-00148232-00148590 and multi-four and i didn't see nothing bl0RGgcGgpU-00635-00148591-00148711 specific about bl0RGgcGgpU-00636-00148712-00149166 um about the micro services architecture bl0RGgcGgpU-00637-00149167-00149502 or the dream that we had with bl0RGgcGgpU-00638-00149503-00149831 with using serverless architecture but bl0RGgcGgpU-00639-00149832-00150031 if i have any say if i can participate bl0RGgcGgpU-00640-00150032-00150287 in those groups or tigers or whatever bl0RGgcGgpU-00641-00150288-00150559 um i will be trying to be pushing that bl0RGgcGgpU-00642-00150560-00150735 and at that time bl0RGgcGgpU-00643-00150736-00151023 most probably yes kubernetes is going to bl0RGgcGgpU-00644-00151024-00151190 be this the right solution bl0RGgcGgpU-00645-00151191-00151559 for now i am still working with legacy bl0RGgcGgpU-00646-00151560-00151623 and i bl0RGgcGgpU-00647-00151624-00151926 think i will be for a long time so bl0RGgcGgpU-00648-00151927-00152207 here below we have other ways of bl0RGgcGgpU-00649-00152208-00152407 deploying bl0RGgcGgpU-00650-00152408-00152726 anything notes bl0RGgcGgpU-00651-00152727-00153007 containers everything some are somewhat bl0RGgcGgpU-00652-00153008-00153119 software bl0RGgcGgpU-00653-00153120-00153535 some are based on on amazon web services bl0RGgcGgpU-00654-00153536-00154087 um because lexi can do bl0RGgcGgpU-00655-00154088-00154423 everything in here except launching uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00656-00154424-00154695 new servers and i mean physical machines bl0RGgcGgpU-00657-00154696-00154902 or vps new eps bl0RGgcGgpU-00658-00154903-00155135 i'm not going to use any one of them bl0RGgcGgpU-00659-00155136-00155343 that's a little bit of a lie because bl0RGgcGgpU-00660-00155344-00155735 i will be using puppet or ansible bl0RGgcGgpU-00661-00155736-00156111 for deploying the a new set of servers bl0RGgcGgpU-00662-00156112-00156407 on a new bl0RGgcGgpU-00663-00156408-00156639 cloud provider but that's it and i don't bl0RGgcGgpU-00664-00156640-00156783 think it's bl0RGgcGgpU-00665-00156784-00156999 that important to to have it as part of bl0RGgcGgpU-00666-00157000-00157254 the of the ecosystem so for that i'm bl0RGgcGgpU-00667-00157255-00157519 going to delete all of them bl0RGgcGgpU-00668-00157520-00157711 so for the operating system and i'm bl0RGgcGgpU-00669-00157712-00157863 getting short on time but i'm going to bl0RGgcGgpU-00670-00157864-00157959 go fast bl0RGgcGgpU-00671-00157960-00158183 we have very good operating systems bl0RGgcGgpU-00672-00158184-00158375 debian probably one of the best centers bl0RGgcGgpU-00673-00158376-00158487 has been forever bl0RGgcGgpU-00674-00158488-00158759 running web applications since forever bl0RGgcGgpU-00675-00158760-00158935 so they are very good but because i'm bl0RGgcGgpU-00676-00158936-00159126 using galaxy nxd bl0RGgcGgpU-00677-00159127-00159326 my preference is you put two canonical bl0RGgcGgpU-00678-00159327-00159502 is is the bl0RGgcGgpU-00679-00159503-00159814 uh let's say promoter bl0RGgcGgpU-00680-00159815-00160039 and the company that's paying for the bl0RGgcGgpU-00681-00160040-00160207 development in those bl0RGgcGgpU-00682-00160208-00160478 behind xd they also have created many of bl0RGgcGgpU-00683-00160479-00160639 other tools that i use bl0RGgcGgpU-00684-00160640-00160878 um so for that i'm going to to choose bl0RGgcGgpU-00685-00160879-00160990 them bl0RGgcGgpU-00686-00160991-00161271 and then for the oops something didn't bl0RGgcGgpU-00687-00161272-00161423 disappear bl0RGgcGgpU-00688-00161424-00161839 okay i'm reordering this and okay so um bl0RGgcGgpU-00689-00161840-00162151 for the and that's an another like kind bl0RGgcGgpU-00690-00162152-00162278 of big deal bl0RGgcGgpU-00691-00162279-00162654 um for the http servers bl0RGgcGgpU-00692-00162655-00163095 we have a ultra fast bl0RGgcGgpU-00693-00163096-00163454 light httpd bl0RGgcGgpU-00694-00163455-00163790 server http server has bl0RGgcGgpU-00695-00163791-00164095 a little bit the same problems that you bl0RGgcGgpU-00696-00164096-00164254 can find bl0RGgcGgpU-00697-00164255-00164414 this is quite not standard and not bl0RGgcGgpU-00698-00164415-00164543 standard formatting is a little bit bl0RGgcGgpU-00699-00164544-00164614 dangerous bl0RGgcGgpU-00700-00164615-00164807 it's less known the community is very bl0RGgcGgpU-00701-00164808-00164926 nice but it's bl0RGgcGgpU-00702-00164927-00165223 not that big so the real content bl0RGgcGgpU-00703-00165224-00165351 contenders here are bl0RGgcGgpU-00704-00165352-00165647 apache and nginx and that if you you can bl0RGgcGgpU-00705-00165648-00165847 see the trend a little bit so the people bl0RGgcGgpU-00706-00165848-00165887 that bl0RGgcGgpU-00707-00165888-00166126 usually are using uh docker and bl0RGgcGgpU-00708-00166127-00166390 kubernetes are going to be using nginx bl0RGgcGgpU-00709-00166391-00166607 and the people that using you know bl0RGgcGgpU-00710-00166608-00166814 legacy lxd are popular going to be bl0RGgcGgpU-00711-00166815-00167214 using apache apache is older uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00712-00167215-00167519 many many many websites pages analysis bl0RGgcGgpU-00713-00167520-00167599 reports bl0RGgcGgpU-00714-00167600-00167919 which say we'll say that nginx is faster bl0RGgcGgpU-00715-00167920-00168231 and that's just uh alpha true half a bl0RGgcGgpU-00716-00168232-00168326 reality bl0RGgcGgpU-00717-00168327-00168519 uh the reality is that it's much faster bl0RGgcGgpU-00718-00168520-00168695 with static content bl0RGgcGgpU-00719-00168696-00169038 but if properly configured apache is bl0RGgcGgpU-00720-00169039-00169159 just as fast bl0RGgcGgpU-00721-00169160-00169431 or slightly faster than nginx for php bl0RGgcGgpU-00722-00169432-00169607 content bl0RGgcGgpU-00723-00169608-00169895 why not why everybody is saying just the bl0RGgcGgpU-00724-00169896-00169983 opposite is bl0RGgcGgpU-00725-00169984-00170302 like because apache is very old and has bl0RGgcGgpU-00726-00170303-00170526 a lot of bl0RGgcGgpU-00727-00170527-00170902 other background to maintain and to keep bl0RGgcGgpU-00728-00170903-00171151 uh going forward which means that the bl0RGgcGgpU-00729-00171152-00171399 default installation of apache bl0RGgcGgpU-00730-00171400-00171654 is very very simplistic and it's very bl0RGgcGgpU-00731-00171655-00171863 not performant it's just very compatible bl0RGgcGgpU-00732-00171864-00172038 with everything else that goes we have bl0RGgcGgpU-00733-00172039-00172454 that goes behind it nginx instead will bl0RGgcGgpU-00734-00172455-00172775 not simply not work with a set of bl0RGgcGgpU-00735-00172776-00172990 configuration that's not bl0RGgcGgpU-00736-00172991-00173254 much more modern and much much faster bl0RGgcGgpU-00737-00173255-00173478 but if you can configure apache bl0RGgcGgpU-00738-00173479-00173799 um to the same level of bl0RGgcGgpU-00739-00173800-00174135 perform of of uh default nginx bl0RGgcGgpU-00740-00174136-00174287 installation apache will be bl0RGgcGgpU-00741-00174288-00174575 slightly uh in theory we are talking bl0RGgcGgpU-00742-00174576-00174663 really bl0RGgcGgpU-00743-00174664-00174911 so small things that it's very hard to bl0RGgcGgpU-00744-00174912-00175007 to compare bl0RGgcGgpU-00745-00175008-00175231 except with your load specifically and bl0RGgcGgpU-00746-00175232-00175383 then you can see the difference okay so bl0RGgcGgpU-00747-00175384-00175511 for that and because bl0RGgcGgpU-00748-00175512-00175814 apache supports htt access files which bl0RGgcGgpU-00749-00175815-00175999 is something that we are using bl0RGgcGgpU-00750-00176000-00176375 on on mautic i go through this route of bl0RGgcGgpU-00751-00176376-00176487 apache bl0RGgcGgpU-00752-00176488-00176807 anyway this one of the reasons apache is bl0RGgcGgpU-00753-00176808-00177007 less performant than nginx bl0RGgcGgpU-00754-00177008-00177214 in most cases is because it uses the bl0RGgcGgpU-00755-00177215-00177343 http access file bl0RGgcGgpU-00756-00177344-00177663 so what i do is i copy all the bl0RGgcGgpU-00757-00177664-00177863 configuration that multi has bl0RGgcGgpU-00758-00177864-00178063 i kind of modified it a little bit but i bl0RGgcGgpU-00759-00178064-00178287 i the basic idea is you copy everything bl0RGgcGgpU-00760-00178288-00178495 that you have in the https file bl0RGgcGgpU-00761-00178496-00178678 and you put it in the default apache bl0RGgcGgpU-00762-00178679-00178887 configuration and you get rid of the bl0RGgcGgpU-00763-00178888-00179038 http access file bl0RGgcGgpU-00764-00179039-00179199 which is you what exactly what you would bl0RGgcGgpU-00765-00179200-00179366 do if you are using nginx and bl0RGgcGgpU-00766-00179367-00179695 then you get a faster apache that's it bl0RGgcGgpU-00767-00179696-00180047 so then we have memcached versus redis bl0RGgcGgpU-00768-00180048-00180295 redis is much popular redis does a ton bl0RGgcGgpU-00769-00180296-00180431 of things redis can be bl0RGgcGgpU-00770-00180432-00180631 used as a database radius can be used as bl0RGgcGgpU-00771-00180632-00180911 so many things memphis on the other side bl0RGgcGgpU-00772-00180912-00181271 is uh less favored much older bl0RGgcGgpU-00773-00181272-00181631 but for multi it works i think slightly bl0RGgcGgpU-00774-00181632-00181711 better bl0RGgcGgpU-00775-00181712-00181926 and because it doesn't do as many things bl0RGgcGgpU-00776-00181927-00182014 as red is bl0RGgcGgpU-00777-00182015-00182295 uh it's more specialized on what we need bl0RGgcGgpU-00778-00182296-00182399 we see it with this bl0RGgcGgpU-00779-00182400-00182702 catching uh very specific things for for bl0RGgcGgpU-00780-00182703-00182775 mautic and bl0RGgcGgpU-00781-00182776-00183054 and my sequel so for that reason we i go bl0RGgcGgpU-00782-00183055-00183087 for bl0RGgcGgpU-00783-00183088-00183383 with memcached um i think the next one bl0RGgcGgpU-00784-00183384-00183407 is bl0RGgcGgpU-00785-00183408-00183687 uh the email server so you can use any bl0RGgcGgpU-00786-00183688-00183926 local bl0RGgcGgpU-00787-00183927-00184175 smtp server my recommendation is don't bl0RGgcGgpU-00788-00184176-00184366 do that use the api or use bl0RGgcGgpU-00789-00184367-00184575 some spool scripting that you can bl0RGgcGgpU-00790-00184576-00184735 program yourself it's quite simple bl0RGgcGgpU-00791-00184736-00184959 there are plenty of examples then we bl0RGgcGgpU-00792-00184960-00185087 have the bl0RGgcGgpU-00793-00185088-00185447 different proxies um bl0RGgcGgpU-00794-00185448-00185838 i'm using hi proxy currently he proxy bl0RGgcGgpU-00795-00185839-00186023 when i started using it didn't even have bl0RGgcGgpU-00796-00186024-00186263 an api or yes it had an api but it was bl0RGgcGgpU-00797-00186264-00186526 only for the paying customers bl0RGgcGgpU-00798-00186527-00186726 because of that i started researching in bl0RGgcGgpU-00799-00186727-00186919 other possible alternatives and i found bl0RGgcGgpU-00800-00186920-00186990 envoy bl0RGgcGgpU-00801-00186991-00187302 to be a very very very good alternative bl0RGgcGgpU-00802-00187303-00187543 to he proxy bl0RGgcGgpU-00803-00187544-00187863 however during this time he proxy just bl0RGgcGgpU-00804-00187864-00187959 released bl0RGgcGgpU-00805-00187960-00188287 with 1.9 i think um bl0RGgcGgpU-00806-00188288-00188502 the availability of the api for everyone bl0RGgcGgpU-00807-00188503-00188638 the api in the beginning was bl0RGgcGgpU-00808-00188639-00188807 quite simple now it's much much more bl0RGgcGgpU-00809-00188808-00189095 complete so for that i still using hd bl0RGgcGgpU-00810-00189096-00189199 proxy but just bl0RGgcGgpU-00811-00189200-00189407 because i'm used to it and it works very bl0RGgcGgpU-00812-00189408-00189502 well for me bl0RGgcGgpU-00813-00189503-00189783 but i am already researching into bl0RGgcGgpU-00814-00189784-00189990 jumping into envoy and one of one of the bl0RGgcGgpU-00815-00189991-00190071 reasons bl0RGgcGgpU-00816-00190072-00190238 is because even if we are not on bl0RGgcGgpU-00817-00190239-00190487 kubernetes we might be on kubernetes bl0RGgcGgpU-00818-00190488-00190750 but also because we are researching into bl0RGgcGgpU-00819-00190751-00190831 the possibility bl0RGgcGgpU-00820-00190832-00191150 of using what's called a sidecar for bl0RGgcGgpU-00821-00191151-00191254 each of the bl0RGgcGgpU-00822-00191255-00191566 different containers which allows bl0RGgcGgpU-00823-00191567-00191887 uh with security and and with internal bl0RGgcGgpU-00824-00191888-00192007 routing and whatnot bl0RGgcGgpU-00825-00192008-00192350 so probably we might uh jump here bl0RGgcGgpU-00826-00192351-00192590 but he proxy is also catching up on this bl0RGgcGgpU-00827-00192591-00192702 area so i don't know bl0RGgcGgpU-00828-00192703-00193023 so for that i'm going to recommend bl0RGgcGgpU-00829-00193024-00193295 envoy uh but i'm going to be still using bl0RGgcGgpU-00830-00193296-00193407 a g proxy bl0RGgcGgpU-00831-00193408-00193678 and then we have the qs i just put put bl0RGgcGgpU-00832-00193679-00193783 here beanstalk d bl0RGgcGgpU-00833-00193784-00194054 because uh maltic already supports it bl0RGgcGgpU-00834-00194055-00194175 out of the box bl0RGgcGgpU-00835-00194176-00194502 um really i don't know much about it the bl0RGgcGgpU-00836-00194503-00194614 little bit i know i bl0RGgcGgpU-00837-00194615-00194863 don't perfectly like it it's a kind of a bl0RGgcGgpU-00838-00194864-00194950 following bl0RGgcGgpU-00839-00194951-00195263 language uh that it uses so rabbit mq bl0RGgcGgpU-00840-00195264-00195543 is kind of the default thingy to go uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00841-00195544-00195775 when you want to use a queue for php bl0RGgcGgpU-00842-00195776-00196031 and because of that uh most people are bl0RGgcGgpU-00843-00196032-00196150 going to be using bl0RGgcGgpU-00844-00196151-00196359 using rabbit mq and that's what i bl0RGgcGgpU-00845-00196360-00196502 recommend to everybody bl0RGgcGgpU-00846-00196503-00196854 but i i also will not uh delete kafka bl0RGgcGgpU-00847-00196855-00196902 because bl0RGgcGgpU-00848-00196903-00197183 kafka is a has a very different approach bl0RGgcGgpU-00849-00197184-00197383 than rabbit mq bl0RGgcGgpU-00850-00197384-00197823 basically storing streams of data into bl0RGgcGgpU-00851-00197824-00198014 disk without using any ram bl0RGgcGgpU-00852-00198015-00198214 rabbit mq on the other hand on the other bl0RGgcGgpU-00853-00198215-00198454 hand is going to be bl0RGgcGgpU-00854-00198455-00198743 ram intensive and ram intensive is bl0RGgcGgpU-00855-00198744-00198895 exactly what we already have bl0RGgcGgpU-00856-00198896-00199207 with malik php and mysql especially bl0RGgcGgpU-00857-00199208-00199447 my sequel so kafka could be a better bl0RGgcGgpU-00858-00199448-00199535 complement bl0RGgcGgpU-00859-00199536-00199854 for very specific things and bl0RGgcGgpU-00860-00199855-00200231 especially specifically for uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00861-00200232-00200614 incoming data for from the tracking bl0RGgcGgpU-00862-00200615-00200838 uh and proxy sql is just here because bl0RGgcGgpU-00863-00200839-00200999 you're going to need something if you bl0RGgcGgpU-00864-00201000-00201102 are going to bl0RGgcGgpU-00865-00201103-00201423 do ha and proxy sql bl0RGgcGgpU-00866-00201424-00201647 which works fantastically with hd proxy bl0RGgcGgpU-00867-00201648-00201775 is the perfect tool for bl0RGgcGgpU-00868-00201776-00202087 for those situations bl0RGgcGgpU-00869-00202088-00202359 okay so that would be what it looks like bl0RGgcGgpU-00870-00202360-00202607 this is just bl0RGgcGgpU-00871-00202608-00202863 what i use what i recommend using in bl0RGgcGgpU-00872-00202864-00203071 most of the cases bl0RGgcGgpU-00873-00203072-00203399 but as you can see there are plenty of bl0RGgcGgpU-00874-00203400-00203623 possibilities and plenty of other bl0RGgcGgpU-00875-00203624-00203847 choices and i recommend to bl0RGgcGgpU-00876-00203848-00204135 so i've been researching that for years bl0RGgcGgpU-00877-00204136-00204311 almost two years and a half bl0RGgcGgpU-00878-00204312-00204550 and choosing carefully each of the tools bl0RGgcGgpU-00879-00204551-00204855 so i think this is very close to uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00880-00204856-00205079 from the performance perspective is a bl0RGgcGgpU-00881-00205080-00205214 very close to perfect bl0RGgcGgpU-00882-00205215-00205510 but this is perfect for me and if you bl0RGgcGgpU-00883-00205511-00205623 happen to bl0RGgcGgpU-00884-00205623-00205871 know a tool for example if you happen to bl0RGgcGgpU-00885-00205871-00205942 love bl0RGgcGgpU-00886-00205944-00206414 to know a lot and use docker containers bl0RGgcGgpU-00887-00206415-00206606 it's probably better that you use docker bl0RGgcGgpU-00888-00206607-00206814 containers because bl0RGgcGgpU-00889-00206815-00207071 lexi sorry lexi and docker are very bl0RGgcGgpU-00890-00207071-00207142 similar bl0RGgcGgpU-00891-00207144-00207423 it's better to work with what you master bl0RGgcGgpU-00892-00207423-00207590 that learning another technology because bl0RGgcGgpU-00893-00207591-00207742 maybe you get a one percent extra bl0RGgcGgpU-00894-00207744-00207838 performance bl0RGgcGgpU-00895-00207839-00208110 um so in most cases it's better to just bl0RGgcGgpU-00896-00208111-00208198 just bl0RGgcGgpU-00897-00208200-00208551 use what you already know okay so bl0RGgcGgpU-00898-00208552-00208958 um i'm already four minutes i'm going to bl0RGgcGgpU-00899-00208959-00209158 spend maybe five more minutes sorry bl0RGgcGgpU-00900-00209159-00209438 everyone um the thing is that when you bl0RGgcGgpU-00901-00209439-00209598 have all these in place bl0RGgcGgpU-00902-00209600-00209831 uh and you start deploying containers if bl0RGgcGgpU-00903-00209832-00209982 you have to deploy let's say like one bl0RGgcGgpU-00904-00209983-00210103 container a week bl0RGgcGgpU-00905-00210104-00210310 one new client a week this is not a big bl0RGgcGgpU-00906-00210311-00210487 deal and you can do it manually bl0RGgcGgpU-00907-00210488-00210846 but usually the clients tend to deploy bl0RGgcGgpU-00908-00210848-00210927 several bl0RGgcGgpU-00909-00210928-00211231 uh con new clients a week which starts bl0RGgcGgpU-00910-00211232-00211279 uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00911-00211280-00211567 either betting a heavy kind of heavy bl0RGgcGgpU-00912-00211567-00211606 weight bl0RGgcGgpU-00913-00211607-00211910 on the um side bl0RGgcGgpU-00914-00211911-00212198 of economics so for example they have to bl0RGgcGgpU-00915-00212200-00212431 pay me to deploy a new client bl0RGgcGgpU-00916-00212432-00212734 or um on the other hand it gets very bl0RGgcGgpU-00917-00212735-00212910 complex bl0RGgcGgpU-00918-00212911-00213231 um when the numbers grow big so for that bl0RGgcGgpU-00919-00213232-00213375 we have created bl0RGgcGgpU-00920-00213376-00213694 a an api which we call mdeploy bl0RGgcGgpU-00921-00213696-00214087 and this api tries to solve bl0RGgcGgpU-00922-00214088-00214527 uh deploying multi-containers bl0RGgcGgpU-00923-00214528-00214710 multi instances with multi-containers bl0RGgcGgpU-00924-00214711-00214903 and database containers bl0RGgcGgpU-00925-00214904-00215175 from a very very very simple api with bl0RGgcGgpU-00926-00215176-00215279 very bl0RGgcGgpU-00927-00215280-00215598 few commands that are kind of bl0RGgcGgpU-00928-00215600-00215823 marketing understandable commands like bl0RGgcGgpU-00929-00215823-00215951 create new client bl0RGgcGgpU-00930-00215952-00216182 files on pause client things like that bl0RGgcGgpU-00931-00216183-00216406 so basically you can access from bl0RGgcGgpU-00932-00216407-00216758 your application from your sas from bl0RGgcGgpU-00933-00216759-00217071 a mobile application whatever you have bl0RGgcGgpU-00934-00217071-00217391 you can send commands to the mdeploy api bl0RGgcGgpU-00935-00217392-00217710 and from there it will take care of all bl0RGgcGgpU-00936-00217711-00217903 the required steps bl0RGgcGgpU-00937-00217904-00218303 to to have a working bl0RGgcGgpU-00938-00218304-00218558 multi-deployment multi instance and also bl0RGgcGgpU-00939-00218559-00218798 to manage it once it is deployed bl0RGgcGgpU-00940-00218800-00218998 right now we we have we are working on bl0RGgcGgpU-00941-00219000-00219223 version 3 which will be bl0RGgcGgpU-00942-00219223-00219527 released in a couple weeks maybe and we bl0RGgcGgpU-00943-00219528-00219679 have this blue zone bl0RGgcGgpU-00944-00219680-00220031 operative we have most of this green bl0RGgcGgpU-00945-00220032-00220223 operative we don't have the continuity bl0RGgcGgpU-00946-00220223-00220446 we do have the monitoring bl0RGgcGgpU-00947-00220448-00220927 and down here we have the cloudflare bl0RGgcGgpU-00948-00220928-00221231 bridge implemented which bl0RGgcGgpU-00949-00221232-00221582 bad widow and the let's encrypt um bl0RGgcGgpU-00950-00221583-00221903 certificate creation for its new multi bl0RGgcGgpU-00951-00221904-00222023 instance also solved bl0RGgcGgpU-00952-00222023-00222158 but this is for example a work in bl0RGgcGgpU-00953-00222159-00222406 progress maybe it will be just an update bl0RGgcGgpU-00954-00222407-00222455 for the bl0RGgcGgpU-00955-00222456-00222591 for the third version that we are bl0RGgcGgpU-00956-00222592-00222815 working now about the release now or bl0RGgcGgpU-00957-00222816-00222863 maybe bl0RGgcGgpU-00958-00222864-00223063 it would be in the fourth we don't know bl0RGgcGgpU-00959-00223064-00223239 the idea is that the bl0RGgcGgpU-00960-00223240-00223463 all the time that it takes to configure bl0RGgcGgpU-00961-00223464-00223582 a new bl0RGgcGgpU-00962-00223583-00223927 um says uh domain bl0RGgcGgpU-00963-00223928-00224246 would be will be solved just as as you bl0RGgcGgpU-00964-00224248-00224534 could solve also the cloud the the dns bl0RGgcGgpU-00965-00224535-00224742 portion of it which is not solved so we bl0RGgcGgpU-00966-00224744-00224903 solved the bridging bl0RGgcGgpU-00967-00224904-00225127 of the front cloud flare but we have not bl0RGgcGgpU-00968-00225128-00225294 solved yet the bl0RGgcGgpU-00969-00225296-00225551 and by software we implemented the bl0RGgcGgpU-00970-00225552-00225623 capability bl0RGgcGgpU-00971-00225623-00225967 of managing the dns yet bl0RGgcGgpU-00972-00225967-00226191 it's not complicated so it's just a lot bl0RGgcGgpU-00973-00226192-00226351 of work to do all this so we will get bl0RGgcGgpU-00974-00226352-00226510 there pretty soon bl0RGgcGgpU-00975-00226511-00226710 and then we have the m panel which is bl0RGgcGgpU-00976-00226711-00226855 basically bl0RGgcGgpU-00977-00226856-00227127 if you see here uh you can see that we bl0RGgcGgpU-00978-00227128-00227327 have here the m panel is just the same bl0RGgcGgpU-00979-00227328-00227415 as your bl0RGgcGgpU-00980-00227416-00227703 your sas application or your or your um bl0RGgcGgpU-00981-00227704-00227758 uh bl0RGgcGgpU-00982-00227759-00228031 website where that you can sell multi bl0RGgcGgpU-00983-00228032-00228094 there and you bl0RGgcGgpU-00984-00228096-00228327 and the customer fills the form clicks a bl0RGgcGgpU-00985-00228328-00228415 button and bl0RGgcGgpU-00986-00228416-00228606 two minutes after they receive an email bl0RGgcGgpU-00987-00228607-00228742 your multi instance is bl0RGgcGgpU-00988-00228744-00228967 is ready well another thing that you can bl0RGgcGgpU-00989-00228967-00229158 plug into the into bl0RGgcGgpU-00990-00229159-00229391 m deploy api is the panel the panel is bl0RGgcGgpU-00991-00229392-00229551 very simple right now it's very bare bl0RGgcGgpU-00992-00229552-00229615 bones bl0RGgcGgpU-00993-00229616-00229951 this is version 2 bl0RGgcGgpU-00994-00229952-00230175 1.5 let's say and we are going we are bl0RGgcGgpU-00995-00230176-00230279 releasing version 2 bl0RGgcGgpU-00996-00230280-00230591 pretty soon which is uh will have a lot bl0RGgcGgpU-00997-00230592-00230646 of bl0RGgcGgpU-00998-00230648-00230863 a lot of not a lot more features it has bl0RGgcGgpU-00999-00230864-00231015 basically the same features plus bl0RGgcGgpU-01000-00231016-00231191 a couple of new things but it's much bl0RGgcGgpU-01001-00231192-00231415 more beautiful or less ugly bl0RGgcGgpU-01002-00231416-00231694 and kind of more intuitive and here is bl0RGgcGgpU-01003-00231696-00231831 where we are planning to bl0RGgcGgpU-01004-00231832-00232110 go in the middle term which is basically bl0RGgcGgpU-01005-00232111-00232310 the same that you had before but here we bl0RGgcGgpU-01006-00232311-00232519 have a little bit more explain bl0RGgcGgpU-01007-00232519-00232863 what what we are working on right now bl0RGgcGgpU-01008-00232864-00233079 which are the things that are not yet bl0RGgcGgpU-01009-00233080-00233215 implemented and then bl0RGgcGgpU-01010-00233216-00233375 we are adding this layer of code bl0RGgcGgpU-01011-00233376-00233551 management um bl0RGgcGgpU-01012-00233552-00233887 which will take care of the bl0RGgcGgpU-01013-00233888-00234071 multi updates which is something that bl0RGgcGgpU-01014-00234071-00234198 now we still have to do bl0RGgcGgpU-01015-00234200-00234582 uh manually so if you bl0RGgcGgpU-01016-00234583-00234919 uh could wait for 20 bl0RGgcGgpU-01017-00234919-00235255 40 almost here thank you very much and bl0RGgcGgpU-01018-00235256-00235471 that's it for my presentation bl0RGgcGgpU-01019-00235471-00235687 and if you have any questions i'm happy bl0RGgcGgpU-01020-00235688-00235991 to respond bl0RGgcGgpU-01021-00235992-00236132 thank you so much bl0RGgcGgpU-01022-00236133-00236398 [Laughter] bl0RGgcGgpU-01023-00236400-00236679 oh man uh that was that was fantastic bl0RGgcGgpU-01024-00236680-00236831 really both really deep bl0RGgcGgpU-01025-00236832-00237206 uh and the the first learning for me is bl0RGgcGgpU-01026-00237207-00237542 i finally know how to pronounce bl0RGgcGgpU-01027-00237544-00238206 lexi um bl0RGgcGgpU-01028-00238207-00238382 yeah other than that then you have the bl0RGgcGgpU-01029-00238383-00238591 the cfs so this is bl0RGgcGgpU-01030-00238592-00238903 that fs magical is cfs and doesn't sound bl0RGgcGgpU-01031-00238904-00239063 right for many people bl0RGgcGgpU-01032-00239064-00239406 yeah yeah so many things like that bl0RGgcGgpU-01033-00239407-00239575 um i have a couple of quick questions bl0RGgcGgpU-01034-00239576-00239727 for you and um bl0RGgcGgpU-01035-00239728-00240071 wait let's start from the top bl0RGgcGgpU-01036-00240071-00240327 or rather from the bottom are m deploy bl0RGgcGgpU-01037-00240328-00240375 and m bl0RGgcGgpU-01038-00240376-00240694 panel public no they are not public and bl0RGgcGgpU-01039-00240696-00240846 they are probably bl0RGgcGgpU-01040-00240848-00241023 i don't know probably never going to be bl0RGgcGgpU-01041-00241023-00241206 that's what we make the money off bl0RGgcGgpU-01042-00241207-00241439 and it's a lot of money to develop so bl0RGgcGgpU-01043-00241440-00241551 that's bl0RGgcGgpU-01044-00241552-00241863 uh the nice thing about having this bl0RGgcGgpU-01045-00241864-00242079 as a money source is that we can give bl0RGgcGgpU-01046-00242080-00242215 away other things bl0RGgcGgpU-01047-00242216-00242591 so probably not probably not okay bl0RGgcGgpU-01048-00242592-00242823 so sorry or at least not the same bl0RGgcGgpU-01049-00242823-00242919 version bl0RGgcGgpU-01050-00242919-00243239 so we might release something that's uh bl0RGgcGgpU-01051-00243240-00243494 very practical for small deployments bl0RGgcGgpU-01052-00243496-00243679 because we think that our customer base bl0RGgcGgpU-01053-00243680-00243758 is going to have bl0RGgcGgpU-01054-00243759-00244055 maybe larger deployments and so we we bl0RGgcGgpU-01055-00244056-00244239 are not afraid that it will eat into the bl0RGgcGgpU-01056-00244240-00244294 income bl0RGgcGgpU-01057-00244296-00244534 but and then we can share it more but uh bl0RGgcGgpU-01058-00244535-00244703 for now we are working with a lot of bl0RGgcGgpU-01059-00244704-00244798 smaller bl0RGgcGgpU-01060-00244800-00244975 small deployments that is not a huge bl0RGgcGgpU-01061-00244976-00245255 market yep not yet bl0RGgcGgpU-01062-00245256-00245575 anyway yes not yet then probably never bl0RGgcGgpU-01063-00245576-00245887 then next coming from flow bl0RGgcGgpU-01064-00245888-00246167 it's uh can you talk about security bl0RGgcGgpU-01065-00246167-00246406 components bl0RGgcGgpU-01066-00246407-00246782 yeah sure what exactly uh can he bl0RGgcGgpU-01067-00246783-00246991 so okay i just i explained the basic bl0RGgcGgpU-01068-00246992-00247142 with the basic okay let me bl0RGgcGgpU-01069-00247144-00247455 can i go back to the slide bl0RGgcGgpU-01070-00247456-00247703 or is it there yeah how do how do i do bl0RGgcGgpU-01071-00247704-00247767 that bl0RGgcGgpU-01072-00247767-00248198 okay so let me just try to bl0RGgcGgpU-01073-00248200-00248591 go to i don't know where bl0RGgcGgpU-01074-00248592-00249015 probably here so bl0RGgcGgpU-01075-00249016-00249175 here you can see a little bit how this bl0RGgcGgpU-01076-00249176-00249319 is built bl0RGgcGgpU-01077-00249319-00249663 so you have the public network bl0RGgcGgpU-01078-00249664-00249982 that and this line here would be the bl0RGgcGgpU-01079-00249983-00250327 the let's say the bl0RGgcGgpU-01080-00250328-00250671 the firewall on your on your machine bl0RGgcGgpU-01081-00250671-00250871 but even then now the firewall would be bl0RGgcGgpU-01082-00250871-00250991 here in fact bl0RGgcGgpU-01083-00250992-00251319 so you would that would be still the bl0RGgcGgpU-01084-00251319-00251446 same network bl0RGgcGgpU-01085-00251448-00251703 but then in the proxy so okay how do we bl0RGgcGgpU-01086-00251704-00251775 go that bl0RGgcGgpU-01087-00251776-00252079 about that so lex d is going to live in bl0RGgcGgpU-01088-00252080-00252223 your on top of your host bl0RGgcGgpU-01089-00252223-00252430 on top of your operating system and any bl0RGgcGgpU-01090-00252431-00252623 every container will plug directly into bl0RGgcGgpU-01091-00252623-00252830 the kernel bl0RGgcGgpU-01092-00252831-00253134 uh this means that for separation bl0RGgcGgpU-01093-00253135-00253319 one of the biggest tools that you have bl0RGgcGgpU-01094-00253319-00253471 is the networking bl0RGgcGgpU-01095-00253471-00253734 and having a completely separated bl0RGgcGgpU-01096-00253735-00253839 network bl0RGgcGgpU-01097-00253840-00254151 will not allow any any incoming traffic bl0RGgcGgpU-01098-00254152-00254230 to bl0RGgcGgpU-01099-00254231-00254527 map into the local network okay that's bl0RGgcGgpU-01100-00254528-00254703 that's the basic idea bl0RGgcGgpU-01101-00254704-00254879 then of course here in the cloud bl0RGgcGgpU-01102-00254880-00255039 provider you already have bl0RGgcGgpU-01103-00255040-00255223 a firewall which you can limit to bl0RGgcGgpU-01104-00255223-00255391 whatever ports you are using bl0RGgcGgpU-01105-00255392-00255694 no uh for you can limit uh access to bl0RGgcGgpU-01106-00255696-00255767 ports bl0RGgcGgpU-01107-00255767-00256046 eighty and four for three only but this bl0RGgcGgpU-01108-00256048-00256271 will also be open to all possible ips bl0RGgcGgpU-01109-00256271-00256327 otherwise bl0RGgcGgpU-01110-00256328-00256606 it's useless but you can limit your your bl0RGgcGgpU-01111-00256607-00256751 next controller or your bl0RGgcGgpU-01112-00256752-00257006 mm is the whole time for the for the m bl0RGgcGgpU-01113-00257007-00257271 deploy and your ssh to certain aps bl0RGgcGgpU-01114-00257271-00257575 so that's uh one little layer here bl0RGgcGgpU-01115-00257576-00257806 and then uh when you when the traffic bl0RGgcGgpU-01116-00257807-00257975 reaches your host bl0RGgcGgpU-01117-00257976-00258334 uh there's nothing in the host bl0RGgcGgpU-01118-00258335-00258671 only lex d lives in the host not even bl0RGgcGgpU-01119-00258671-00258871 not even the proxy lives in the host the bl0RGgcGgpU-01120-00258871-00259030 proxy lives in a container bl0RGgcGgpU-01121-00259031-00259367 so everything has to pass through uh bl0RGgcGgpU-01122-00259367-00259623 iptables which is what i forgot to the bl0RGgcGgpU-01123-00259623-00259687 name bl0RGgcGgpU-01124-00259688-00259998 a moment uh minutes ago iptables but bl0RGgcGgpU-01125-00260000-00260223 instead of using ap tables in legacy we bl0RGgcGgpU-01126-00260223-00260415 have what's called a proxy device bl0RGgcGgpU-01127-00260416-00260606 which makes the function of ap tables bl0RGgcGgpU-01128-00260607-00260758 but but is bl0RGgcGgpU-01129-00260759-00260958 it has much less capabilities it's much bl0RGgcGgpU-01130-00260959-00261223 less less complex it has less room for bl0RGgcGgpU-01131-00261223-00261534 uh for human error bl0RGgcGgpU-01132-00261535-00261863 and it has less room for bl0RGgcGgpU-01133-00261864-00262110 hacking so basically you have a bridge bl0RGgcGgpU-01134-00262111-00262175 here bl0RGgcGgpU-01135-00262176-00262534 and only whatever you decide bl0RGgcGgpU-01136-00262535-00262815 that has access will go forward for bl0RGgcGgpU-01137-00262816-00262927 example for example bl0RGgcGgpU-01138-00262928-00263255 we only ssh to the host but we don't bl0RGgcGgpU-01139-00263256-00263623 lxd proxy device to the containers for bl0RGgcGgpU-01140-00263624-00263710 22. bl0RGgcGgpU-01141-00263711-00263991 so if i want to manage container number bl0RGgcGgpU-01142-00263992-00264191 three i have to log it to the bl0RGgcGgpU-01143-00264192-00264430 to the port 22 on the host and from the bl0RGgcGgpU-01144-00264431-00264647 host i can then access the container bl0RGgcGgpU-01145-00264648-00264951 so one last thing to worry about another bl0RGgcGgpU-01146-00264952-00265063 thing we have open bl0RGgcGgpU-01147-00265064-00265399 is the specific legs xd bl0RGgcGgpU-01148-00265400-00265734 api port which also also terminates here bl0RGgcGgpU-01149-00265735-00265879 in the host and you cannot bl0RGgcGgpU-01150-00265880-00266175 access any of the next selects the bl0RGgcGgpU-01151-00266176-00266430 components inside the containers bl0RGgcGgpU-01152-00266431-00266687 again in the host you can again close bl0RGgcGgpU-01153-00266688-00266847 everything that you don't want to use bl0RGgcGgpU-01154-00266848-00267030 and then again again in the containers bl0RGgcGgpU-01155-00267031-00267239 you can close everything that you want bl0RGgcGgpU-01156-00267240-00267375 that you don't want to use which means bl0RGgcGgpU-01157-00267376-00267655 that not only it's impossible to access bl0RGgcGgpU-01158-00267656-00267863 the database container from the outside bl0RGgcGgpU-01159-00267864-00267967 network but bl0RGgcGgpU-01160-00267968-00268239 also you can only use 3306 to access bl0RGgcGgpU-01161-00268240-00268358 this container bl0RGgcGgpU-01162-00268359-00268599 but this port is closed in the cloud bl0RGgcGgpU-01163-00268600-00268727 provider in the host bl0RGgcGgpU-01164-00268728-00268967 and in the in the multi-container so bl0RGgcGgpU-01165-00268968-00269239 it's very very hard to get to this data bl0RGgcGgpU-01166-00269240-00269558 unless you do really a lot of jumps and bl0RGgcGgpU-01167-00269559-00269615 if you bl0RGgcGgpU-01168-00269616-00269934 can see here uh lexi and lex this bl0RGgcGgpU-01169-00269935-00270087 implemented in a way bl0RGgcGgpU-01170-00270088-00270471 that if you gain if you happen to gain bl0RGgcGgpU-01171-00270472-00270958 root access in the host you are nobody bl0RGgcGgpU-01172-00270959-00271151 in the container and nobody is not just bl0RGgcGgpU-01173-00271152-00271367 nobody is is a technical name bl0RGgcGgpU-01174-00271368-00271606 for you have no rights in this container bl0RGgcGgpU-01175-00271607-00271734 in this vps bl0RGgcGgpU-01176-00271735-00271927 uh and the same and the same happens bl0RGgcGgpU-01177-00271928-00272055 otherwise if you bl0RGgcGgpU-01178-00272056-00272358 gain uh access to one of the containers bl0RGgcGgpU-01179-00272359-00272391 be bl0RGgcGgpU-01180-00272392-00272791 maybe root maybe any other um user bl0RGgcGgpU-01181-00272792-00273151 you have no access no privileges in any bl0RGgcGgpU-01182-00273152-00273279 other container bl0RGgcGgpU-01183-00273280-00273623 and or in the host so i consider it to bl0RGgcGgpU-01184-00273624-00273839 be pretty secure i don't know if that's bl0RGgcGgpU-01185-00273840-00273991 all you wanted to know if you want to bl0RGgcGgpU-01186-00273992-00274143 know more about security bl0RGgcGgpU-01187-00274144-00274430 inside apache this is a this is a bl0RGgcGgpU-01188-00274431-00274703 completely other topic and bl0RGgcGgpU-01189-00274704-00274934 it's even much longer this is very bl0RGgcGgpU-01190-00274935-00275055 simple in fact i mean bl0RGgcGgpU-01191-00275056-00275367 sports and and networks it's relatively bl0RGgcGgpU-01192-00275368-00275806 simple if you want to start dealing with bl0RGgcGgpU-01193-00275807-00276151 apache security or i mean each approx ha bl0RGgcGgpU-01194-00276152-00276271 proxy the bastion bl0RGgcGgpU-01195-00276272-00276487 is called the bastion for what reason is bl0RGgcGgpU-01196-00276488-00276679 because it's extremely bl0RGgcGgpU-01197-00276680-00276982 reliable so everything that reaches the bl0RGgcGgpU-01198-00276983-00277047 host bl0RGgcGgpU-01199-00277048-00277263 will go will get plugged first into the bl0RGgcGgpU-01200-00277264-00277543 bastion which is an extremely secure bl0RGgcGgpU-01201-00277544-00277927 way of accepting http traffic and https bl0RGgcGgpU-01202-00277928-00278006 traffic bl0RGgcGgpU-01203-00278007-00278239 and then gets rooted to the container so bl0RGgcGgpU-01204-00278240-00278423 i think it's very very solid bl0RGgcGgpU-01205-00278424-00278734 and again if you have a cluster you will bl0RGgcGgpU-01206-00278735-00278799 not be using bl0RGgcGgpU-01207-00278800-00279039 the the the public ip so the public ip bl0RGgcGgpU-01208-00279040-00279127 is only going to be bl0RGgcGgpU-01209-00279128-00279375 accessible on one of the nodes and in bl0RGgcGgpU-01210-00279376-00279543 the rest of the nodes it's not going to bl0RGgcGgpU-01211-00279544-00279663 be used you can even bl0RGgcGgpU-01212-00279664-00279982 i mean you cannot close it because this bl0RGgcGgpU-01213-00279983-00280319 other network is virtual but bl0RGgcGgpU-01214-00280320-00280639 you know it's relatively secure to use bl0RGgcGgpU-01215-00280640-00280727 it this way bl0RGgcGgpU-01216-00280728-00280951 no traffic is going to be come here for bl0RGgcGgpU-01217-00280952-00281127 poop from public bl0RGgcGgpU-01218-00281128-00281455 ips and here it will be very limited bl0RGgcGgpU-01219-00281456-00281743 i would talk for hours hope this is bl0RGgcGgpU-01220-00281744-00281815 enough let me bl0RGgcGgpU-01221-00281816-00282039 i don't know how to close this now and bl0RGgcGgpU-01222-00282040-00282247 get back to the presentation okay bl0RGgcGgpU-01223-00282248-00282567 now uh we only have like like two or bl0RGgcGgpU-01224-00282568-00282663 three minutes left bl0RGgcGgpU-01225-00282664-00282919 yeah i have two questions for you here bl0RGgcGgpU-01226-00282920-00283055 uh bl0RGgcGgpU-01227-00283056-00283399 one is from ryan that is what do you bl0RGgcGgpU-01228-00283400-00283567 recommend for gdpr bl0RGgcGgpU-01229-00283568-00283919 aware users still amazon yeah or what bl0RGgcGgpU-01230-00283920-00283958 about bl0RGgcGgpU-01231-00283959-00284327 azure i don't think there's any bl0RGgcGgpU-01232-00284328-00284415 difference bl0RGgcGgpU-01233-00284416-00284647 from my from my perspective because i'm bl0RGgcGgpU-01234-00284648-00284775 dealing with hardware bl0RGgcGgpU-01235-00284776-00285063 networking and containers or vpss and bl0RGgcGgpU-01236-00285064-00285206 multi instances bl0RGgcGgpU-01237-00285207-00285647 not with the how multi treats the data bl0RGgcGgpU-01238-00285648-00285967 which is a completely different matter bl0RGgcGgpU-01239-00285968-00286175 and i don't deal with it so and then bl0RGgcGgpU-01240-00286176-00286367 also azure bl0RGgcGgpU-01241-00286368-00286687 google cloud amazon web services i don't bl0RGgcGgpU-01242-00286688-00286815 care i mean this is just bl0RGgcGgpU-01243-00286816-00287087 infrastructure and some services so yeah bl0RGgcGgpU-01244-00287088-00287215 maybe some services bl0RGgcGgpU-01245-00287216-00287367 specific services like i don't know bl0RGgcGgpU-01246-00287368-00287582 amazon cognito bl0RGgcGgpU-01247-00287583-00287863 uh deal with in a better way that maybe bl0RGgcGgpU-01248-00287864-00287895 the bl0RGgcGgpU-01249-00287896-00288158 the equivalent service in in azure i bl0RGgcGgpU-01250-00288159-00288279 really don't know i bl0RGgcGgpU-01251-00288280-00288447 really don't care because it's not my bl0RGgcGgpU-01252-00288448-00288623 job okay bl0RGgcGgpU-01253-00288624-00288767 but i don't think there's a difference bl0RGgcGgpU-01254-00288768-00288991 there's an intrinsic difference bl0RGgcGgpU-01255-00288992-00289295 related to gdpr on the cloud provider bl0RGgcGgpU-01256-00289296-00289415 you use maybe bl0RGgcGgpU-01257-00289416-00289679 on the specific services you can buy bl0RGgcGgpU-01258-00289680-00289727 from them bl0RGgcGgpU-01259-00289728-00289919 maybe yes but otherwise i don't see a bl0RGgcGgpU-01260-00289920-00290127 difference yeah they talk about several bl0RGgcGgpU-01261-00290128-00290223 locations both bl0RGgcGgpU-01262-00290224-00290543 of course yeah of course but okay here's bl0RGgcGgpU-01263-00290544-00290679 one from barco bl0RGgcGgpU-01264-00290680-00290951 uh does running h a with more the bl0RGgcGgpU-01265-00290952-00290999 cluster bl0RGgcGgpU-01266-00291000-00291343 not triple the cost of running morelig i bl0RGgcGgpU-01267-00291344-00291663 run a non-clustered environment with lcd bl0RGgcGgpU-01268-00291664-00291934 aj proxy are you running this on bl0RGgcGgpU-01269-00291935-00292047 dedicated bl0RGgcGgpU-01270-00292048-00292287 well wait wait a little bit uh slower bl0RGgcGgpU-01271-00292288-00292519 again can i see the question bl0RGgcGgpU-01272-00292520-00293095 no again oh yeah yeah second bl0RGgcGgpU-01273-00293096-00293863 screen on top bl0RGgcGgpU-01274-00293864-00294295 there you go okay those running hi with bl0RGgcGgpU-01275-00294296-00294567 multi-cluster okay there's no such a bl0RGgcGgpU-01276-00294568-00294751 thing as a multi-cluster bl0RGgcGgpU-01277-00294752-00294919 there's a cluster where you deploy bl0RGgcGgpU-01278-00294920-00295095 mauric okay so bl0RGgcGgpU-01279-00295096-00295303 i probably you know that but just for bl0RGgcGgpU-01280-00295304-00295482 the audience bl0RGgcGgpU-01281-00295483-00295767 um not triple the cost of running multi bl0RGgcGgpU-01282-00295768-00295847 oh yeah sure bl0RGgcGgpU-01283-00295848-00296199 so yes and no but bl0RGgcGgpU-01284-00296200-00296439 the basic just the main sequences is yes bl0RGgcGgpU-01285-00296440-00296519 if you are running bl0RGgcGgpU-01286-00296520-00296823 one multi for each client you have bl0RGgcGgpU-01287-00296824-00297103 one cost if you are running two nha or bl0RGgcGgpU-01288-00297104-00297206 three nha bl0RGgcGgpU-01289-00297207-00297479 or 20 nha you are 20 times more secure bl0RGgcGgpU-01290-00297480-00297543 or even bl0RGgcGgpU-01291-00297544-00297758 or even 200 times more secure because bl0RGgcGgpU-01292-00297759-00297934 the bl0RGgcGgpU-01293-00297935-00298279 the availability increases much further bl0RGgcGgpU-01294-00298280-00298447 but then you you are multiplying the bl0RGgcGgpU-01295-00298448-00298630 cost with an exception or bl0RGgcGgpU-01296-00298631-00299039 a little note there you don't have to be bl0RGgcGgpU-01297-00299040-00299223 with containers you don't have to be bl0RGgcGgpU-01298-00299224-00299391 running all the containers bl0RGgcGgpU-01299-00299392-00299647 all the time and that's even even more bl0RGgcGgpU-01300-00299648-00299695 true bl0RGgcGgpU-01301-00299696-00299991 with docker maybe because it's a little bl0RGgcGgpU-01302-00299992-00300054 bit bl0RGgcGgpU-01303-00300055-00300310 faster in lauchy so you can launch so bl0RGgcGgpU-01304-00300311-00300479 you have a stopped container a bl0RGgcGgpU-01305-00300480-00300710 lexi container it might take something bl0RGgcGgpU-01306-00300711-00300839 from zero for bl0RGgcGgpU-01307-00300840-00301151 so 0.5 seconds to two seconds to launch bl0RGgcGgpU-01308-00301152-00301430 probably you can scratch like uh 200 bl0RGgcGgpU-01309-00301431-00301663 milliseconds of that with with docker bl0RGgcGgpU-01310-00301664-00301887 so you what one thing you can have if if bl0RGgcGgpU-01311-00301888-00302030 you are very concerned about the bl0RGgcGgpU-01312-00302031-00302254 overall cost is you have three copies of bl0RGgcGgpU-01313-00302255-00302375 each multi if bl0RGgcGgpU-01314-00302376-00302591 each single client but you are running bl0RGgcGgpU-01315-00302592-00302734 one and those are bl0RGgcGgpU-01316-00302735-00303023 like on standby in the moment that this bl0RGgcGgpU-01317-00303024-00303151 one dies then you can bl0RGgcGgpU-01318-00303152-00303447 in you know half a second pull one one bl0RGgcGgpU-01319-00303448-00303527 another or bl0RGgcGgpU-01320-00303528-00303751 if that's not enough because you don't bl0RGgcGgpU-01321-00303752-00303910 want one specific client bl0RGgcGgpU-01322-00303911-00304103 you know having to wait half a second bl0RGgcGgpU-01323-00304104-00304254 you could have the two copies bl0RGgcGgpU-01324-00304255-00304495 uh running and the third and the fourth bl0RGgcGgpU-01325-00304496-00304558 and the fifth bl0RGgcGgpU-01326-00304559-00304823 could be just in standby so when one of bl0RGgcGgpU-01327-00304824-00304903 one dies bl0RGgcGgpU-01328-00304904-00305071 you still have the second full time bl0RGgcGgpU-01329-00305072-00305239 working and then you bl0RGgcGgpU-01330-00305240-00305415 start another full time and and in the bl0RGgcGgpU-01331-00305416-00305582 meantime you repair the first one or you bl0RGgcGgpU-01332-00305583-00305767 kill it or whatever you have to do bl0RGgcGgpU-01333-00305768-00306030 yeah ah it's too bad we have more bl0RGgcGgpU-01334-00306031-00306223 questions but we gotta wrap this up bl0RGgcGgpU-01335-00306224-00306406 because we're running out of time bl0RGgcGgpU-01336-00306407-00306623 so okay we can go fast i mean we have bl0RGgcGgpU-01337-00306624-00306815 like 10 minutes right oh no or you don't bl0RGgcGgpU-01338-00306816-00306910 have 10 minutes bl0RGgcGgpU-01339-00306911-00307239 okay okay yeah i understand yeah bl0RGgcGgpU-01340-00307240-00307415 i give you one thank you very much hang bl0RGgcGgpU-01341-00307416-00307599 on i'll give you one more quick one okay bl0RGgcGgpU-01342-00307600-00307943 thank you beyond tech how do you bl0RGgcGgpU-01343-00307944-00308151 organize deployment eg bl0RGgcGgpU-01344-00308152-00308519 of motif updates but also configuration bl0RGgcGgpU-01345-00308520-00308599 changes bl0RGgcGgpU-01346-00308600-00308823 so this is not an infrastructure bl0RGgcGgpU-01347-00308824-00308991 question now maybe it's not a question bl0RGgcGgpU-01348-00308992-00309327 no and yes so it's not bl0RGgcGgpU-01349-00309328-00309654 but it affects us so configuration is bl0RGgcGgpU-01350-00309655-00309703 something bl0RGgcGgpU-01351-00309704-00309958 that's not should or i don't know bl0RGgcGgpU-01352-00309959-00310103 depending how you look at it bl0RGgcGgpU-01353-00310104-00310367 so basically uh not infrastructure bl0RGgcGgpU-01354-00310368-00310487 question but yes bl0RGgcGgpU-01355-00310488-00310767 we need to deal with it and that's two bl0RGgcGgpU-01356-00310768-00310887 is two responses bl0RGgcGgpU-01357-00310888-00311103 one we deal with manually and second one bl0RGgcGgpU-01358-00311104-00311399 is as i showed you in the bl0RGgcGgpU-01359-00311400-00311703 uh almost the one previous to the last bl0RGgcGgpU-01360-00311704-00312039 uh slide we are working on it on a bl0RGgcGgpU-01361-00312040-00312151 specific engine bl0RGgcGgpU-01362-00312152-00312391 to take care of updates uh actually bl0RGgcGgpU-01363-00312392-00312479 right now we do bl0RGgcGgpU-01364-00312480-00312839 we do it semi-manually so we have a bl0RGgcGgpU-01365-00312840-00313134 file server uh which is another lexi bl0RGgcGgpU-01366-00313135-00313271 container which contains bl0RGgcGgpU-01367-00313272-00313503 all the files all the versions of the bl0RGgcGgpU-01368-00313504-00313606 files that we can bl0RGgcGgpU-01369-00313607-00313879 like configuration files not not php bl0RGgcGgpU-01370-00313880-00313967 files yet bl0RGgcGgpU-01371-00313968-00314182 so basically when we have to have to bl0RGgcGgpU-01372-00314183-00314319 change the configuration instead of bl0RGgcGgpU-01373-00314320-00314463 going in and manually bl0RGgcGgpU-01374-00314464-00314734 changing the configuration we just call bl0RGgcGgpU-01375-00314735-00314910 the latest file so we don't make any bl0RGgcGgpU-01376-00314911-00315015 mistakes bl0RGgcGgpU-01377-00315016-00315319 when editing manually so the the file is bl0RGgcGgpU-01378-00315320-00315382 there bl0RGgcGgpU-01379-00315383-00315591 we if we do changes we have kind of a bl0RGgcGgpU-01380-00315592-00315758 repository of files bl0RGgcGgpU-01381-00315759-00315999 and and with versions so we know which bl0RGgcGgpU-01382-00316000-00316095 one to bl0RGgcGgpU-01383-00316096-00316423 put in some places but it's kind of not bl0RGgcGgpU-01384-00316424-00316687 automated and that's what we are looking bl0RGgcGgpU-01385-00316688-00316903 forward to bl0RGgcGgpU-01386-00316904-00317151 okay look so let's wrap it up thank you bl0RGgcGgpU-01387-00317152-00317215 so much bl0RGgcGgpU-01388-00317216-00317399 uh for your time and uh thank you you bl0RGgcGgpU-01389-00317400-00317575 know it's right over in in bl0RGgcGgpU-01390-00317576-00317927 uh away it's nine bl0RGgcGgpU-01391-00317928-00318223 about nine yeah okay anyways well it's bl0RGgcGgpU-01392-00318224-00318423 been a long day we have a couple of more bl0RGgcGgpU-01393-00318424-00318734 tracks uh and sessions ahead of us and bl0RGgcGgpU-01394-00318735-00318775 um bl0RGgcGgpU-01395-00318776-00319047 yes what's fun so far thank you so much bl0RGgcGgpU-01396-00319048-00319103 uh bl0RGgcGgpU-01397-00319104-00319351 and i talk to you soon okay see you soon bl0RGgcGgpU-01398-00319352-00320682 bye bye thank you very much bl0RGgcGgpU-01399-00320683-00320910 cheers bl0RGgcGgpU-01400-00320911-00321120 you blC1K4pzyOE-00000-00000215-00000390 hello everyone welcome to our webinar blC1K4pzyOE-00001-00000391-00000623 for new board members welcome to the blC1K4pzyOE-00002-00000624-00000751 board blC1K4pzyOE-00003-00000752-00001062 my name is matt cryden and with me today blC1K4pzyOE-00004-00001063-00001143 is blC1K4pzyOE-00005-00001144-00001350 my colleague april kitchener we're both blC1K4pzyOE-00006-00001351-00001599 from the acnc's education team and we'll blC1K4pzyOE-00007-00001600-00001798 be presenting today's session blC1K4pzyOE-00008-00001800-00001982 hi everyone blC1K4pzyOE-00009-00001984-00002215 also joining us today to answer your blC1K4pzyOE-00010-00002216-00002471 questions during the webinar in text blC1K4pzyOE-00011-00002472-00002687 is saying worthington a member of our blC1K4pzyOE-00012-00002688-00002831 advice team blC1K4pzyOE-00013-00002832-00003055 and he's joined by allison lee who is blC1K4pzyOE-00014-00003056-00003351 part of our legal team blC1K4pzyOE-00015-00003352-00003631 okay the purpose of today's webinar blC1K4pzyOE-00016-00003632-00003759 is to give you the regulator's blC1K4pzyOE-00017-00003760-00003959 perspective on what it means to be a blC1K4pzyOE-00018-00003960-00004111 board member blC1K4pzyOE-00019-00004112-00004319 we'll take a look at the duties of board blC1K4pzyOE-00020-00004320-00004527 members and some of the key things that blC1K4pzyOE-00021-00004528-00004686 board members of charities registered blC1K4pzyOE-00022-00004687-00005111 with the acnc need to know and do blC1K4pzyOE-00023-00005112-00005302 but just a few notes before we start 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blC1K4pzyOE-00039-00008215-00008423 after the formal presentation so blC1K4pzyOE-00040-00008424-00008703 if um if if you're holding onto your blC1K4pzyOE-00041-00008704-00008823 question to the end that's fine as well blC1K4pzyOE-00042-00008824-00008967 just wait till we're we're done we'll be blC1K4pzyOE-00043-00008968-00009087 hanging around for a few minutes to blC1K4pzyOE-00044-00009088-00009239 answer some questions at the end blC1K4pzyOE-00045-00009240-00009519 so don't feel you have to get it in um blC1K4pzyOE-00046-00009520-00009703 throughout the presentation if if you'd blC1K4pzyOE-00047-00009704-00009895 rather not blC1K4pzyOE-00048-00009896-00010039 um when we do answer questions we'll do blC1K4pzyOE-00049-00010040-00010303 so directly and privately um but if we blC1K4pzyOE-00050-00010304-00010446 think the answers would be useful for blC1K4pzyOE-00051-00010447-00010663 everyone we can respond in a way that blC1K4pzyOE-00052-00010664-00010831 allows everyone to see 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blC1K4pzyOE-00067-00013847-00014079 that are a bit tricky to answer in a blC1K4pzyOE-00068-00014080-00014311 little text box we can provide answers blC1K4pzyOE-00069-00014312-00014647 later by by email blC1K4pzyOE-00070-00014647-00014855 um a recording of this webinar and the blC1K4pzyOE-00071-00014856-00015030 transcript and and the slide the blC1K4pzyOE-00072-00015031-00015166 presentation will be available on the blC1K4pzyOE-00073-00015168-00015415 website within a few days and we'll also blC1K4pzyOE-00074-00015416-00015599 send a follow-up email to all the blC1K4pzyOE-00075-00015600-00015783 attendees after the webinar with with blC1K4pzyOE-00076-00015784-00015975 some useful links that we referenced and blC1K4pzyOE-00077-00015976-00016119 other information from the from the blC1K4pzyOE-00078-00016119-00016343 session so um blC1K4pzyOE-00079-00016344-00016471 the point of that being that there's no blC1K4pzyOE-00080-00016472-00016583 need to try and write down everything blC1K4pzyOE-00081-00016584-00016703 you see on the presentation or blC1K4pzyOE-00082-00016704-00016886 everything we say and all the website blC1K4pzyOE-00083-00016887-00017094 urls and whatnot because you will get a blC1K4pzyOE-00084-00017095-00017319 follow-up email and the presentation blC1K4pzyOE-00085-00017320-00017519 will be uploaded to our website within a blC1K4pzyOE-00086-00017520-00017703 few days blC1K4pzyOE-00087-00017704-00017871 and finally before we get into the blC1K4pzyOE-00088-00017872-00018063 presentation properly we do value any blC1K4pzyOE-00089-00018064-00018294 suggestions you have for us to improve blC1K4pzyOE-00090-00018295-00018391 these blC1K4pzyOE-00091-00018392-00018663 sessions we do blC1K4pzyOE-00092-00018664-00018911 at this stage one a month webinars and blC1K4pzyOE-00093-00018912-00019079 any suggestions you have that can that blC1K4pzyOE-00094-00019080-00019303 you think will improve the program let blC1K4pzyOE-00095-00019304-00019486 us know pass on your suggestions in the blC1K4pzyOE-00096-00019487-00019807 survey at the end blC1K4pzyOE-00097-00019808-00019935 okay blC1K4pzyOE-00098-00019936-00020094 that's all the housekeeping out the way blC1K4pzyOE-00099-00020095-00020358 so i think we can get started onto the blC1K4pzyOE-00100-00020359-00020479 um blC1K4pzyOE-00101-00020480-00020711 presentation proper blC1K4pzyOE-00102-00020712-00020863 thanks matt blC1K4pzyOE-00103-00020864-00021022 first of all for those of you that are blC1K4pzyOE-00104-00021023-00021222 new board members congratulations on blC1K4pzyOE-00105-00021223-00021391 your appointment blC1K4pzyOE-00106-00021392-00021550 now a bit of an overview of what we're blC1K4pzyOE-00107-00021551-00021727 covering today blC1K4pzyOE-00108-00021728-00021950 just as a starting point we'll refer to blC1K4pzyOE-00109-00021951-00022175 charity boards and board members but blC1K4pzyOE-00110-00022176-00022350 what we are actually talking about are blC1K4pzyOE-00111-00022351-00022503 the people with a role on the governing blC1K4pzyOE-00112-00022504-00022655 body of a charity blC1K4pzyOE-00113-00022656-00023007 this may be a committee a board trustees blC1K4pzyOE-00114-00023008-00023183 what we're covering applies to anyone blC1K4pzyOE-00115-00023184-00023343 with position within this sort of blC1K4pzyOE-00116-00023344-00023558 governing body the people who fit the blC1K4pzyOE-00117-00023559-00023839 definition of what the acnc refers to as blC1K4pzyOE-00118-00023840-00024030 a responsible person called the blC1K4pzyOE-00119-00024031-00024342 responsible entity in the acnc act blC1K4pzyOE-00120-00024343-00024422 so blC1K4pzyOE-00121-00024423-00024575 even though we will be saying board blC1K4pzyOE-00122-00024576-00024807 member and board throughout know that we blC1K4pzyOE-00123-00024808-00024983 are also referring to committee members blC1K4pzyOE-00124-00024984-00025222 trustees and other positions responsible blC1K4pzyOE-00125-00025223-00025439 for the governance of a charity blC1K4pzyOE-00126-00025440-00025535 also blC1K4pzyOE-00127-00025536-00025718 it's important to realize that today's blC1K4pzyOE-00128-00025719-00025894 session won't cover everything you need blC1K4pzyOE-00129-00025895-00026094 to know about good governance blC1K4pzyOE-00130-00026095-00026239 there are plenty of resources available blC1K4pzyOE-00131-00026239-00026414 that do that including our own blC1K4pzyOE-00132-00026416-00026607 governance for good guide blC1K4pzyOE-00133-00026608-00026814 however it will cover some of the key blC1K4pzyOE-00134-00026816-00027007 issues you'll need to be aware of so blC1K4pzyOE-00135-00027008-00027214 that you can feel confident to undertake blC1K4pzyOE-00136-00027216-00027518 your role in a responsible way blC1K4pzyOE-00137-00027519-00027646 we'll give you an overview of what the blC1K4pzyOE-00138-00027647-00027814 acnc does and how it relates to your blC1K4pzyOE-00139-00027816-00027935 charity blC1K4pzyOE-00140-00027936-00028111 we'll also outline the responsibilities blC1K4pzyOE-00141-00028112-00028262 you have to your charity as a board blC1K4pzyOE-00142-00028263-00028423 member blC1K4pzyOE-00143-00028424-00028590 then we'll get into more detail about blC1K4pzyOE-00144-00028591-00028895 some of the key issues such as your role blC1K4pzyOE-00145-00028895-00029095 in ensuring that your charity operates blC1K4pzyOE-00146-00029095-00029279 as a not-for-profit and works towards blC1K4pzyOE-00147-00029280-00029399 its purpose blC1K4pzyOE-00148-00029400-00029670 is accountable to its members manages blC1K4pzyOE-00149-00029672-00029870 its finances responsibly blC1K4pzyOE-00150-00029872-00030062 and manages any conflicts of interest blC1K4pzyOE-00151-00030063-00030262 that board members may have blC1K4pzyOE-00152-00030263-00030374 we'll also point you to where you can blC1K4pzyOE-00153-00030375-00030999 get more information along the way blC1K4pzyOE-00154-00031000-00031279 okay let's start by looking at the acnc blC1K4pzyOE-00155-00031280-00031631 and its role in relation to your charity blC1K4pzyOE-00156-00031632-00031879 excuse me blC1K4pzyOE-00157-00031880-00031990 um blC1K4pzyOE-00158-00031991-00032135 okay april if i'd never heard of the blC1K4pzyOE-00159-00032136-00032335 acnc before today which i think is blC1K4pzyOE-00160-00032336-00032462 probably the case for a lot of people blC1K4pzyOE-00161-00032463-00032718 believe it or not how would you explain blC1K4pzyOE-00162-00032719-00032823 what blC1K4pzyOE-00163-00032824-00033143 the acnc does and its role blC1K4pzyOE-00164-00033144-00033231 yeah blC1K4pzyOE-00165-00033232-00033495 so the acnc is the independent national blC1K4pzyOE-00166-00033496-00033687 regulator of charities blC1K4pzyOE-00167-00033688-00033895 we are a specialist charity regulator blC1K4pzyOE-00168-00033896-00034071 and there are essentially five functions blC1K4pzyOE-00169-00034072-00034223 we perform blC1K4pzyOE-00170-00034224-00034479 one we register charities blC1K4pzyOE-00171-00034480-00034743 registration with the acnc is voluntary blC1K4pzyOE-00172-00034744-00034902 but you must be registered to receive blC1K4pzyOE-00173-00034903-00035039 charity tax concessions and other blC1K4pzyOE-00174-00035040-00035262 benefits of charity status blC1K4pzyOE-00175-00035263-00035495 two we maintain an online database of blC1K4pzyOE-00176-00035496-00035671 registered charities the charity blC1K4pzyOE-00177-00035672-00035790 register blC1K4pzyOE-00178-00035791-00036023 this is freely available searchable and blC1K4pzyOE-00179-00036024-00036231 used by the public donors volunteers blC1K4pzyOE-00180-00036232-00036455 grant makers and government blC1K4pzyOE-00181-00036456-00036551 three blC1K4pzyOE-00182-00036552-00036830 we provide advice guidance and education blC1K4pzyOE-00183-00036831-00037015 to charities on the obligations to the blC1K4pzyOE-00184-00037016-00037230 acnc blC1K4pzyOE-00185-00037231-00037430 four we monitor the compliance of blC1K4pzyOE-00186-00037431-00037599 charities with the requirements of being blC1K4pzyOE-00187-00037600-00037855 registered we also respond to concerns blC1K4pzyOE-00188-00037856-00038030 raised about charities by the public and blC1K4pzyOE-00189-00038031-00038246 other government agencies blC1K4pzyOE-00190-00038247-00038446 five and finally we have a blC1K4pzyOE-00191-00038447-00038646 responsibility in all of our work to try blC1K4pzyOE-00192-00038647-00038855 and reduce red tape for charities by blC1K4pzyOE-00193-00038856-00039071 ensuring our processes are streamlined blC1K4pzyOE-00194-00039072-00039279 as possible sorry are as streamlined as blC1K4pzyOE-00195-00039280-00039462 possible and by working with other blC1K4pzyOE-00196-00039463-00039646 government agencies to try to harmonize blC1K4pzyOE-00197-00039647-00039887 reporting requirements blC1K4pzyOE-00198-00039888-00040102 so that's the acnc in a nutshell now blC1K4pzyOE-00199-00040103-00040255 let's quickly look at the obligations blC1K4pzyOE-00200-00040256-00040390 that registered charities have to the blC1K4pzyOE-00201-00040391-00040871 acnc blC1K4pzyOE-00202-00040872-00041015 all charities blC1K4pzyOE-00203-00041016-00041246 are required to meet certain obligations blC1K4pzyOE-00204-00041247-00041415 to the acnc blC1K4pzyOE-00205-00041416-00041671 a registered charity must continue to blC1K4pzyOE-00206-00041672-00041839 meet these obligations if they're to blC1K4pzyOE-00207-00041840-00042046 stay registered blC1K4pzyOE-00208-00042047-00042174 so first blC1K4pzyOE-00209-00042175-00042327 charities must maintain their blC1K4pzyOE-00210-00042328-00042583 entitlement to be registered this means blC1K4pzyOE-00211-00042584-00042823 that they must be not for profit in blC1K4pzyOE-00212-00042824-00043095 nature and they must pursue a charitable blC1K4pzyOE-00213-00043096-00043271 purpose blC1K4pzyOE-00214-00043272-00043439 we'll we'll talk a little bit more about blC1K4pzyOE-00215-00043440-00043646 these things later in the webinar in a blC1K4pzyOE-00216-00043647-00043855 little bit more detail blC1K4pzyOE-00217-00043856-00044007 also blC1K4pzyOE-00218-00044008-00044183 charities need to keep records blC1K4pzyOE-00219-00044184-00044471 aside from this being an obligation to blC1K4pzyOE-00220-00044472-00044607 the acnc blC1K4pzyOE-00221-00044608-00044783 it is also just good practice and can blC1K4pzyOE-00222-00044784-00044958 help a charity to blC1K4pzyOE-00223-00044959-00045246 do its work efficiently blC1K4pzyOE-00224-00045247-00045423 as part of their obligations charities blC1K4pzyOE-00225-00045424-00045743 must keep both operational records and blC1K4pzyOE-00226-00045744-00046007 financial records blC1K4pzyOE-00227-00046008-00046158 but it's important to note you don't blC1K4pzyOE-00228-00046159-00046343 have to provide these records to the blC1K4pzyOE-00229-00046344-00046895 acnc unless you're asked for them blC1K4pzyOE-00230-00046896-00047271 charities need to submit a report about blC1K4pzyOE-00231-00047272-00047479 their operations and finances to the blC1K4pzyOE-00232-00047480-00047655 acnc every year blC1K4pzyOE-00233-00047656-00047815 and this is called the annual blC1K4pzyOE-00234-00047816-00047983 information statement blC1K4pzyOE-00235-00047984-00048062 um blC1K4pzyOE-00236-00048063-00048295 for sure it's often referred to the ais blC1K4pzyOE-00237-00048296-00048479 in its initials blC1K4pzyOE-00238-00048480-00048702 this is an online form and it's blC1K4pzyOE-00239-00048703-00048879 submitted um blC1K4pzyOE-00240-00048880-00049102 through the charity portal on the acnc blC1K4pzyOE-00241-00049103-00049415 website blC1K4pzyOE-00242-00049416-00049767 also charities have to notify the acnc blC1K4pzyOE-00243-00049768-00050062 if there are any changes to a few of its blC1K4pzyOE-00244-00050063-00050262 details so for example it needs to blC1K4pzyOE-00245-00050263-00050671 notify when there's a change to its name blC1K4pzyOE-00246-00050672-00050751 it's blC1K4pzyOE-00247-00050752-00050974 governing documents which is to say its blC1K4pzyOE-00248-00050975-00051167 rules or its constitutional whatever blC1K4pzyOE-00249-00051168-00051399 whatever formal document it has that blC1K4pzyOE-00250-00051400-00051663 outlines how it operates blC1K4pzyOE-00251-00051664-00051887 it needs to notify any changes to its blC1K4pzyOE-00252-00051888-00052094 responsible persons and that is the blC1K4pzyOE-00253-00052095-00052438 board members or the committee members blC1K4pzyOE-00254-00052439-00052735 and it must notify the acnc if it blC1K4pzyOE-00255-00052736-00053287 changes its address for service blC1K4pzyOE-00256-00053288-00053615 and finally and probably um of most blC1K4pzyOE-00257-00053616-00053838 interest to you as a board member blC1K4pzyOE-00258-00053839-00054126 charities must meet the acnc governance blC1K4pzyOE-00259-00054127-00054287 standards blC1K4pzyOE-00260-00054288-00054582 and we um we'll go through these in more blC1K4pzyOE-00261-00054583-00054903 detail shortly blC1K4pzyOE-00262-00054904-00055015 thanks matt blC1K4pzyOE-00263-00055016-00055159 just one more question about these blC1K4pzyOE-00264-00055160-00055279 requirements blC1K4pzyOE-00265-00055279-00055407 some people might be wondering what blC1K4pzyOE-00266-00055408-00055550 should they do if they become aware of blC1K4pzyOE-00267-00055551-00055735 the charity failing to meet any of these blC1K4pzyOE-00268-00055736-00056038 obligations or for example if there's an blC1K4pzyOE-00269-00056039-00056182 error in information that the charity blC1K4pzyOE-00270-00056183-00056494 has provided to the acnc blC1K4pzyOE-00271-00056495-00056654 yeah good question there's also a duty blC1K4pzyOE-00272-00056655-00056838 to notify us if blC1K4pzyOE-00273-00056839-00056975 such things occur blC1K4pzyOE-00274-00056976-00057175 of course the sooner blC1K4pzyOE-00275-00057176-00057350 people can let us know of these issues blC1K4pzyOE-00276-00057351-00057479 the better blC1K4pzyOE-00277-00057479-00057582 and blC1K4pzyOE-00278-00057583-00057735 if they're not sure blC1K4pzyOE-00279-00057736-00057919 um it's a good idea to get on the phone blC1K4pzyOE-00280-00057920-00058150 and call our advice services team um blC1K4pzyOE-00281-00058151-00058382 they're always happy to answer any such blC1K4pzyOE-00282-00058383-00058607 queries and and they're um very blC1K4pzyOE-00283-00058608-00058726 knowledgeable and friendly and they will blC1K4pzyOE-00284-00058727-00058823 be able to point you in the right blC1K4pzyOE-00285-00058824-00059623 direction blC1K4pzyOE-00286-00059624-00059847 so as matt mentioned before blC1K4pzyOE-00287-00059848-00060015 registered charities need to meet a set blC1K4pzyOE-00288-00060016-00060191 of governance standards blC1K4pzyOE-00289-00060191-00060366 which set out a minimum requirements for blC1K4pzyOE-00290-00060367-00060647 charity governance blC1K4pzyOE-00291-00060648-00060815 these help to maintain public trust in blC1K4pzyOE-00292-00060816-00060982 charities and help charities do their blC1K4pzyOE-00293-00060983-00061175 charitable work in ways that meet their blC1K4pzyOE-00294-00061176-00061382 obligations under the law blC1K4pzyOE-00295-00061383-00061542 the governance standards are not a blC1K4pzyOE-00296-00061544-00061687 description of best practice in blC1K4pzyOE-00297-00061688-00061894 governance but rather a set of minimum blC1K4pzyOE-00298-00061895-00062191 standards that all charities must meet blC1K4pzyOE-00299-00062191-00062406 the standards that outcomes face meaning blC1K4pzyOE-00300-00062407-00062606 that they do not exactly describe how a blC1K4pzyOE-00301-00062607-00062799 charity must comply with the standard blC1K4pzyOE-00302-00062800-00062999 but instead set a minimum outcome that blC1K4pzyOE-00303-00063000-00063150 must be achieved blC1K4pzyOE-00304-00063151-00063294 we've got more information about each blC1K4pzyOE-00305-00063295-00063463 standard and an example of how they can blC1K4pzyOE-00306-00063464-00063687 be met on our website you can see the blC1K4pzyOE-00307-00063688-00063894 url on the screen here blC1K4pzyOE-00308-00063895-00064215 which is acnc dot gov delu forward slash blC1K4pzyOE-00309-00064216-00064838 governance standards blC1K4pzyOE-00310-00064839-00065079 being a member of a board is a privilege blC1K4pzyOE-00311-00065079-00065223 and can be a great opportunity to learn blC1K4pzyOE-00312-00065224-00065463 new skills and actively participate in blC1K4pzyOE-00313-00065464-00065655 the life of a not-for-profit blC1K4pzyOE-00314-00065656-00065982 but it can be a big commitment it's not blC1K4pzyOE-00315-00065983-00066343 as easy as it may sound to some blC1K4pzyOE-00316-00066344-00066471 absolutely blC1K4pzyOE-00317-00066472-00066679 being on a board is very rewarding and blC1K4pzyOE-00318-00066680-00066847 you can learn a lot and give something blC1K4pzyOE-00319-00066848-00067063 back by donating the time skills and blC1K4pzyOE-00320-00067064-00067182 experience blC1K4pzyOE-00321-00067183-00067391 but joining a board also means accepting blC1K4pzyOE-00322-00067392-00067615 a significant responsibility to the blC1K4pzyOE-00323-00067616-00067879 charity its members beneficiaries and blC1K4pzyOE-00324-00067880-00068038 the broader community blC1K4pzyOE-00325-00068039-00068223 this is why it's important to understand blC1K4pzyOE-00326-00068224-00068438 what your responsibilities are as well blC1K4pzyOE-00327-00068439-00068638 as those of your charity blC1K4pzyOE-00328-00068639-00068831 the work of a board is instrumental to blC1K4pzyOE-00329-00068832-00069126 the success or otherwise of a charity blC1K4pzyOE-00330-00069127-00069303 being a board member is more than simply blC1K4pzyOE-00331-00069304-00069479 being a volunteer blC1K4pzyOE-00332-00069480-00069663 you have a specific legal role in the blC1K4pzyOE-00333-00069664-00069823 organization and certain blC1K4pzyOE-00334-00069824-00069999 responsibilities to the charity and blC1K4pzyOE-00335-00070000-00070223 people should make sure they are aware blC1K4pzyOE-00336-00070224-00070375 of the extent of these responsibilities blC1K4pzyOE-00337-00070376-00070526 before they agree to accept the role as blC1K4pzyOE-00338-00070527-00070831 a board member blC1K4pzyOE-00339-00070832-00071055 collectively the members of a charities blC1K4pzyOE-00340-00071056-00071326 board share ultimate responsibility for blC1K4pzyOE-00341-00071327-00071567 the way that it's run blC1K4pzyOE-00342-00071568-00071719 as a group blC1K4pzyOE-00343-00071720-00071894 board members exercise power within a blC1K4pzyOE-00344-00071895-00072094 charity that can make a significant blC1K4pzyOE-00345-00072095-00072375 contribution to its success blC1K4pzyOE-00346-00072376-00072519 but as a board member you have a special blC1K4pzyOE-00347-00072520-00072799 relationship with your charity blC1K4pzyOE-00348-00072800-00073023 a charity places trust in the members of blC1K4pzyOE-00349-00073024-00073215 its ball to act on its behalf blC1K4pzyOE-00350-00073216-00073415 and to do so with its best interests in blC1K4pzyOE-00351-00073416-00073638 mind as a result blC1K4pzyOE-00352-00073639-00073806 you have duties to your charity and blC1K4pzyOE-00353-00073807-00073950 we'll talk about these in more detail blC1K4pzyOE-00354-00073951-00074150 but they are broadly blC1K4pzyOE-00355-00074151-00074455 to act carefully and diligently and blC1K4pzyOE-00356-00074456-00074638 always in the best interests of the blC1K4pzyOE-00357-00074639-00074735 charity blC1K4pzyOE-00358-00074736-00075367 and for a proper purpose blC1K4pzyOE-00359-00075368-00075526 we mentioned the acnc governance blC1K4pzyOE-00360-00075527-00075662 standards that apply to registered blC1K4pzyOE-00361-00075663-00075982 charities governance standard 5 sets out blC1K4pzyOE-00362-00075983-00076150 that charities must take reasonable blC1K4pzyOE-00363-00076151-00076415 steps to ensure that 7 specific duties blC1K4pzyOE-00364-00076416-00076655 apply to their responsible persons again blC1K4pzyOE-00365-00076656-00076782 that's the board of committee of the blC1K4pzyOE-00366-00076783-00076879 charity blC1K4pzyOE-00367-00076880-00077047 and that the responsible persons follow blC1K4pzyOE-00368-00077048-00077135 them blC1K4pzyOE-00369-00077136-00077391 we'll go through them one by one blC1K4pzyOE-00370-00077392-00077550 these charities come from the common blC1K4pzyOE-00371-00077551-00077671 sorry these duties come from blC1K4pzyOE-00372-00077672-00077831 commonwealth and have well-established blC1K4pzyOE-00373-00077832-00077950 meanings blC1K4pzyOE-00374-00077951-00078126 the first duty requires responsible blC1K4pzyOE-00375-00078127-00078359 persons to exercise a degree of care and blC1K4pzyOE-00376-00078360-00078582 diligence in their roles such as reading blC1K4pzyOE-00377-00078583-00078775 any papers turning up for meetings blC1K4pzyOE-00378-00078776-00078967 sometime and making sure they are blC1K4pzyOE-00379-00078968-00079167 appropriately informed about any matter blC1K4pzyOE-00380-00079168-00079582 in which they need to make a decision blC1K4pzyOE-00381-00079583-00079750 duty number two blC1K4pzyOE-00382-00079751-00080038 requires the responsible persons blC1K4pzyOE-00383-00080039-00080167 again that that's the people on the blC1K4pzyOE-00384-00080168-00080319 board or the committee blC1K4pzyOE-00385-00080320-00080615 to act honestly always act honestly blC1K4pzyOE-00386-00080616-00080831 fairly and importantly in the best blC1K4pzyOE-00387-00080832-00081015 interest of the charity blC1K4pzyOE-00388-00081016-00081167 when you become a board member for a blC1K4pzyOE-00389-00081168-00081287 charity blC1K4pzyOE-00390-00081288-00081471 you accept a duty to act in its best blC1K4pzyOE-00391-00081472-00081647 interest and you must ensure that you're blC1K4pzyOE-00392-00081648-00081935 always doing so when acting as a board blC1K4pzyOE-00393-00081936-00082055 member blC1K4pzyOE-00394-00082056-00082167 and also you've got to ensure that you blC1K4pzyOE-00395-00082168-00082399 do it in a way that's consistent with blC1K4pzyOE-00396-00082400-00082855 the charities charitable purpose blC1K4pzyOE-00397-00082856-00083023 the third duty requires responsible blC1K4pzyOE-00398-00083024-00083271 persons not to misuse their position blC1K4pzyOE-00399-00083272-00083471 for example you must not use your blC1K4pzyOE-00400-00083472-00083679 position to intimidate staff or act on blC1K4pzyOE-00401-00083680-00083918 behalf of the charity at public events blC1K4pzyOE-00402-00083919-00084375 when you're not authorized to do so blC1K4pzyOE-00403-00084376-00084518 the fourth duty blC1K4pzyOE-00404-00084519-00084775 requires responsible persons to not use blC1K4pzyOE-00405-00084776-00084959 any information gained in their blC1K4pzyOE-00406-00084960-00085479 positions in a way that is improper blC1K4pzyOE-00407-00085480-00085815 for example if you gain access to say blC1K4pzyOE-00408-00085816-00085967 confidential information in the course blC1K4pzyOE-00409-00085968-00086167 of your work as a board member blC1K4pzyOE-00410-00086168-00086431 this must only be used for the purposes blC1K4pzyOE-00411-00086432-00086718 of informing any decisions that you make blC1K4pzyOE-00412-00086719-00087071 on the board blC1K4pzyOE-00413-00087072-00087262 under the fifth duty a responsible blC1K4pzyOE-00414-00087263-00087526 person who has or may appear to have a blC1K4pzyOE-00415-00087527-00087735 material conflict of interest in a blC1K4pzyOE-00416-00087736-00087918 decision being made by the board should blC1K4pzyOE-00417-00087919-00088094 tell the other responsible persons about blC1K4pzyOE-00418-00088095-00088191 it blC1K4pzyOE-00419-00088192-00088343 once the other board members are told blC1K4pzyOE-00420-00088344-00088575 about the interest the charity must also blC1K4pzyOE-00421-00088576-00088750 take steps to ensure that this conflict blC1K4pzyOE-00422-00088751-00088950 is managed appropriately blC1K4pzyOE-00423-00088951-00089118 we have a guide for managing conflicts blC1K4pzyOE-00424-00089119-00089271 of interest that can help charities blC1K4pzyOE-00425-00089272-00089447 through these instances blC1K4pzyOE-00426-00089448-00089591 it's worth downloading a copy from our blC1K4pzyOE-00427-00089592-00089943 website at acnc.gov blC1K4pzyOE-00428-00089944-00090318 forward slash conflicts of interest blC1K4pzyOE-00429-00090319-00090487 and again no need to scribble down that blC1K4pzyOE-00430-00090488-00090638 url as quickly as you can because we blC1K4pzyOE-00431-00090639-00090959 will have it um show up later on in the blC1K4pzyOE-00432-00090960-00091167 presentation and also we'll include that blC1K4pzyOE-00433-00091168-00091447 link in the follow-up email to everyone blC1K4pzyOE-00434-00091448-00091726 and on to the sixth duty blC1K4pzyOE-00435-00091727-00091894 and the sixth duty requires responsible blC1K4pzyOE-00436-00091895-00092143 persons to ensure that the charities blC1K4pzyOE-00437-00092144-00092326 financial affairs are managed blC1K4pzyOE-00438-00092327-00092582 responsibly blC1K4pzyOE-00439-00092583-00092782 this means that you've got to understand blC1K4pzyOE-00440-00092783-00092999 the charity's financial position blC1K4pzyOE-00441-00093000-00093118 and blC1K4pzyOE-00442-00093119-00093375 make decisions which will not endanger blC1K4pzyOE-00443-00093376-00093631 its financial health blC1K4pzyOE-00444-00093632-00093926 this duty isn't intended to discourage blC1K4pzyOE-00445-00093927-00094135 you from being innovative or taking blC1K4pzyOE-00446-00094136-00094287 risks it's blC1K4pzyOE-00447-00094288-00094447 it's actually to encourage charities to blC1K4pzyOE-00448-00094448-00094782 maintain appropriate financial systems blC1K4pzyOE-00449-00094783-00095071 um and procedures to ensure blC1K4pzyOE-00450-00095072-00095294 that it's um blC1K4pzyOE-00451-00095295-00095582 got ongoing financial stability blC1K4pzyOE-00452-00095583-00095847 and sustainability blC1K4pzyOE-00453-00095848-00096055 finally the seventh duty blC1K4pzyOE-00454-00096056-00096255 responsible persons must ensure that the blC1K4pzyOE-00455-00096256-00096431 charity does not operate while as blC1K4pzyOE-00456-00096432-00096638 insolvent this means that the charity blC1K4pzyOE-00457-00096639-00096831 must be able to pay its debts when they blC1K4pzyOE-00458-00096832-00096999 are due blC1K4pzyOE-00459-00097000-00097159 later in the webinar we'll take a look blC1K4pzyOE-00460-00097160-00097303 at the key issues that board members blC1K4pzyOE-00461-00097304-00097487 face and how these can be related back blC1K4pzyOE-00462-00097488-00097679 to the governance standards blC1K4pzyOE-00463-00097680-00097855 now we'll look at the board sorry we'll blC1K4pzyOE-00464-00097856-00098062 look at what the board does as a group blC1K4pzyOE-00465-00098063-00098247 and what individual board members do to blC1K4pzyOE-00466-00098248-00098399 continue to the work continue to blC1K4pzyOE-00467-00098400-00098911 contribute to the work of the board blC1K4pzyOE-00468-00098912-00099174 okay the work of boards is diverse and blC1K4pzyOE-00469-00099175-00099431 varies significantly between charities blC1K4pzyOE-00470-00099432-00099694 and the way a board approaches it its blC1K4pzyOE-00471-00099695-00099782 work blC1K4pzyOE-00472-00099783-00099918 may change but blC1K4pzyOE-00473-00099919-00100111 there are some essential components blC1K4pzyOE-00474-00100112-00100374 common to the work of most boards blC1K4pzyOE-00475-00100375-00100591 now these includes things such as blC1K4pzyOE-00476-00100592-00100679 setting blC1K4pzyOE-00477-00100680-00100911 longer term or or big picture goals and blC1K4pzyOE-00478-00100912-00101079 making sure the work of the charity is blC1K4pzyOE-00479-00101080-00101350 aligned with its purposes blC1K4pzyOE-00480-00101351-00101606 as well as short-term goals that help to blC1K4pzyOE-00481-00101607-00101815 track progress towards achieving its its blC1K4pzyOE-00482-00101816-00102047 overall goals blC1K4pzyOE-00483-00102048-00102215 this usually involves work such as blC1K4pzyOE-00484-00102216-00102415 overseeing the development of a blC1K4pzyOE-00485-00102416-00102590 strategic plan blC1K4pzyOE-00486-00102591-00102839 and maybe ensuring the alignment of any blC1K4pzyOE-00487-00102840-00103078 business plans that may exist to the blC1K4pzyOE-00488-00103079-00103682 overall goals of the blC1K4pzyOE-00489-00103683-00103886 organisation also facilitating blC1K4pzyOE-00490-00103888-00104118 accountability within a charity blC1K4pzyOE-00491-00104119-00104342 this means ensuring that the work of the blC1K4pzyOE-00492-00104343-00104502 charity is blC1K4pzyOE-00493-00104503-00104734 explained to the members and that they blC1K4pzyOE-00494-00104735-00104927 have a reasonable opportunity to ask blC1K4pzyOE-00495-00104928-00105031 questions blC1K4pzyOE-00496-00105032-00105247 or to raise concerns about the way that blC1K4pzyOE-00497-00105248-00105519 the charity is being run blC1K4pzyOE-00498-00105520-00105671 uh board members are responsible for blC1K4pzyOE-00499-00105672-00105886 ensuring that that they themselves are blC1K4pzyOE-00500-00105888-00106102 accountable and that structures and blC1K4pzyOE-00501-00106103-00106263 processes exist so that there is blC1K4pzyOE-00502-00106264-00106966 accountability throughout the charity blC1K4pzyOE-00503-00106967-00107175 also board members need to ensure that a blC1K4pzyOE-00504-00107176-00107358 charity is compliant with any blC1K4pzyOE-00505-00107359-00107647 obligations it may have under the law blC1K4pzyOE-00506-00107648-00107871 the board members are the custodians of blC1K4pzyOE-00507-00107872-00108078 a charity and they need to be confident blC1K4pzyOE-00508-00108079-00108295 that the charity is meeting all its blC1K4pzyOE-00509-00108296-00108727 legal obligations blC1K4pzyOE-00510-00108728-00108807 one of the most important blC1K4pzyOE-00511-00108808-00109102 responsibilities of board members is blC1K4pzyOE-00512-00109103-00109334 obtaining and managing funding blC1K4pzyOE-00513-00109335-00109527 and other resources for example blC1K4pzyOE-00514-00109528-00109775 volunteer time blC1K4pzyOE-00515-00109776-00109951 the board must work together the blC1K4pzyOE-00516-00109952-00110215 necessary resources for a charity to be blC1K4pzyOE-00517-00110216-00110358 able to do its work blC1K4pzyOE-00518-00110359-00110599 and also ensure that these resources are blC1K4pzyOE-00519-00110600-00110934 protected from any sort of abuse or and blC1K4pzyOE-00520-00110935-00111183 ensure that they're used in an efficient blC1K4pzyOE-00521-00111183-00111590 and lawful way blC1K4pzyOE-00522-00111591-00111847 our boards all term also need to monitor blC1K4pzyOE-00523-00111848-00112078 the progress towards the charities goals blC1K4pzyOE-00524-00112079-00112295 and in particular make sure that the blC1K4pzyOE-00525-00112296-00112647 charity is working towards its purpose blC1K4pzyOE-00526-00112648-00112831 now this has a strong link to the first blC1K4pzyOE-00527-00112832-00112983 point we just discussed about setting blC1K4pzyOE-00528-00112983-00113239 the strategy blC1K4pzyOE-00529-00113240-00113390 and finally blC1K4pzyOE-00530-00113391-00113543 managing risk blC1K4pzyOE-00531-00113544-00113783 the board identifies major strategic blC1K4pzyOE-00532-00113783-00113999 risks and needs to ensure that they're blC1K4pzyOE-00533-00114000-00114231 um that the charity has uh some systems blC1K4pzyOE-00534-00114232-00114519 in place to identify to manage and to blC1K4pzyOE-00535-00114520-00114823 respond to risks throughout the charity blC1K4pzyOE-00536-00114824-00115007 for example this may be blC1K4pzyOE-00537-00115008-00115223 such as having financial controls in blC1K4pzyOE-00538-00115224-00115527 place to manage any potential risk of blC1K4pzyOE-00539-00115528-00115886 fraud blC1K4pzyOE-00540-00115888-00116095 okay april how can an individual board blC1K4pzyOE-00541-00116096-00116463 member contribute to the work of the blC1K4pzyOE-00542-00116464-00116663 board as a group blC1K4pzyOE-00543-00116664-00116839 there's a lot that they can do blC1K4pzyOE-00544-00116840-00116990 and in fact there are many things they blC1K4pzyOE-00545-00116991-00117158 must do blC1K4pzyOE-00546-00117159-00117302 board members should prepare for and blC1K4pzyOE-00547-00117303-00117471 attend board meetings blC1K4pzyOE-00548-00117472-00117647 this means reading any board papers in blC1K4pzyOE-00549-00117648-00117831 full as well as doing independent blC1K4pzyOE-00550-00117832-00118015 research required to be blC1K4pzyOE-00551-00118016-00118158 properly informed about matters being blC1K4pzyOE-00552-00118159-00118375 discussed blC1K4pzyOE-00553-00118376-00118502 they should stay informed about the blC1K4pzyOE-00554-00118503-00118654 charity situation blC1K4pzyOE-00555-00118655-00118815 including its financial and operating blC1K4pzyOE-00556-00118816-00118919 position blC1K4pzyOE-00557-00118920-00119127 risks and issues it faces as well as blC1K4pzyOE-00558-00119128-00119254 opportunities blC1K4pzyOE-00559-00119255-00119463 it may have blC1K4pzyOE-00560-00119464-00119599 board members should listen to and blC1K4pzyOE-00561-00119600-00119775 participate in discussions at board blC1K4pzyOE-00562-00119776-00119902 meetings blC1K4pzyOE-00563-00119903-00120071 board members are generally expected to blC1K4pzyOE-00564-00120072-00120231 be active participants in the decision blC1K4pzyOE-00565-00120232-00120358 making process blC1K4pzyOE-00566-00120359-00120519 and taking part in these discussions is blC1K4pzyOE-00567-00120520-00120831 part of the board member's due diligence blC1K4pzyOE-00568-00120832-00121023 as part of this process board members blC1K4pzyOE-00569-00121024-00121175 also make decisions on behalf of the blC1K4pzyOE-00570-00121176-00121302 charity blC1K4pzyOE-00571-00121303-00121502 and this may mean at times that it will blC1K4pzyOE-00572-00121503-00121783 be required to vote on some decisions blC1K4pzyOE-00573-00121783-00122134 finally in some cases board members blC1K4pzyOE-00574-00122135-00122327 will be part of the subcommittee blC1K4pzyOE-00575-00122328-00122454 that's a group of board members that blC1K4pzyOE-00576-00122455-00122710 have specific responsibility such as blC1K4pzyOE-00577-00122711-00122958 overseeing fundraising events blC1K4pzyOE-00578-00122959-00123071 etc blC1K4pzyOE-00579-00123072-00123231 otherwise board members may be involved blC1K4pzyOE-00580-00123232-00123358 in some project work that happens blC1K4pzyOE-00581-00123359-00123831 outside of war meetings blC1K4pzyOE-00582-00123832-00123975 these are the actions that members of blC1K4pzyOE-00583-00123976-00124199 all types of boards can take blC1K4pzyOE-00584-00124200-00124390 but is there anything in particular that blC1K4pzyOE-00585-00124391-00124527 board members of registered charities blC1K4pzyOE-00586-00124528-00124743 need to be aware of matt blC1K4pzyOE-00587-00124744-00125078 well based on our work in compliance and blC1K4pzyOE-00588-00125079-00125278 feedback from charities blC1K4pzyOE-00589-00125279-00125463 and of course our collective experience blC1K4pzyOE-00590-00125464-00125607 and expertise in the not-for-profit blC1K4pzyOE-00591-00125608-00125743 sector we've come up with a few blC1K4pzyOE-00592-00125744-00125975 important points that we think board blC1K4pzyOE-00593-00125976-00126510 members should be aware of blC1K4pzyOE-00594-00126511-00126990 first under acnc governance standard 1 blC1K4pzyOE-00595-00126991-00127190 charities must be able to demonstrate blC1K4pzyOE-00596-00127191-00127334 that they have blC1K4pzyOE-00597-00127335-00127575 a charitable purpose and blC1K4pzyOE-00598-00127576-00127799 work to pursue that purpose blC1K4pzyOE-00599-00127800-00127975 so as a board member blC1K4pzyOE-00600-00127976-00128183 it's important to be familiar with this blC1K4pzyOE-00601-00128183-00128343 purpose and blC1K4pzyOE-00602-00128344-00128527 help to make sure the charity is working blC1K4pzyOE-00603-00128528-00128751 towards it blC1K4pzyOE-00604-00128752-00128919 i'll just explain charitable purpose blC1K4pzyOE-00605-00128920-00129047 quickly blC1K4pzyOE-00606-00129048-00129286 a charitable purpose is essentially the blC1K4pzyOE-00607-00129288-00129527 reason your organization was set up blC1K4pzyOE-00608-00129528-00129695 or what your charities activities work blC1K4pzyOE-00609-00129696-00129799 towards blC1K4pzyOE-00610-00129800-00129934 it is at the heart of what your charity blC1K4pzyOE-00611-00129935-00130047 does blC1K4pzyOE-00612-00130048-00130254 some common charitable purposes are blC1K4pzyOE-00613-00130255-00130558 advancing education advancing health blC1K4pzyOE-00614-00130559-00130847 and advancing social or public welfare blC1K4pzyOE-00615-00130848-00131063 all charities registered with the acnc blC1K4pzyOE-00616-00131064-00131263 must have a charitable purpose blC1K4pzyOE-00617-00131264-00131439 which meets the definition blC1K4pzyOE-00618-00131440-00131711 set out in the charities act 2013 blC1K4pzyOE-00619-00131712-00131911 as a board member the first step you blC1K4pzyOE-00620-00131912-00132054 should take is to find out what your blC1K4pzyOE-00621-00132055-00132727 charity's purpose is blC1K4pzyOE-00622-00132728-00132854 charities usually record their blC1K4pzyOE-00623-00132855-00133031 charitable purpose as their object or blC1K4pzyOE-00624-00133032-00133247 purpose within the governing document blC1K4pzyOE-00625-00133248-00133478 again that's the charity's constitution blC1K4pzyOE-00626-00133479-00133735 rules articles of association blC1K4pzyOE-00627-00133736-00133911 or other document that sets out how it blC1K4pzyOE-00628-00133912-00134071 operates blC1K4pzyOE-00629-00134072-00134239 it's important as a board member to blC1K4pzyOE-00630-00134240-00134487 understand the governing documents blC1K4pzyOE-00631-00134488-00134647 knowing exactly what your charity is blC1K4pzyOE-00632-00134648-00134847 trying to achieve is essential to blC1K4pzyOE-00633-00134848-00135054 succeeding as a board member blC1K4pzyOE-00634-00135055-00135207 as a board member it's your job to blC1K4pzyOE-00635-00135208-00136766 ensure that your charity stays on course blC1K4pzyOE-00636-00136767-00136895 so as a board member make sure you blC1K4pzyOE-00637-00136896-00137087 understand what your charity's blC1K4pzyOE-00638-00137088-00137319 charitable purpose is and familiarize blC1K4pzyOE-00639-00137320-00137495 with yourself with the documents that blC1K4pzyOE-00640-00137496-00137678 may explain it blC1K4pzyOE-00641-00137679-00137902 when when you're making decisions as a blC1K4pzyOE-00642-00137903-00138047 board member blC1K4pzyOE-00643-00138048-00138263 consider whether your decisions align blC1K4pzyOE-00644-00138264-00138414 with the charity's charitable purpose blC1K4pzyOE-00645-00138415-00138559 too blC1K4pzyOE-00646-00138560-00138799 and also it's important to at regular blC1K4pzyOE-00647-00138800-00139071 interview intervals um review how the blC1K4pzyOE-00648-00139072-00139207 charity is working towards this blC1K4pzyOE-00649-00139208-00139511 charitable purpose blC1K4pzyOE-00650-00139512-00139654 when making a decision you should ask blC1K4pzyOE-00651-00139655-00139895 yourself how it will contribute how the blC1K4pzyOE-00652-00139896-00140127 decision that is how it will contribute blC1K4pzyOE-00653-00140128-00141719 to the charity's purpose blC1K4pzyOE-00654-00141720-00141871 okay moving on blC1K4pzyOE-00655-00141872-00142039 governance standard one requires your blC1K4pzyOE-00656-00142040-00142247 charity to be able to demonstrate that blC1K4pzyOE-00657-00142248-00142454 it's a not-for-profit blC1K4pzyOE-00658-00142455-00142671 a not-for-profit is an organization that blC1K4pzyOE-00659-00142672-00142887 does not operate for the profit personal blC1K4pzyOE-00660-00142888-00143087 gain or other benefit of particular blC1K4pzyOE-00661-00143088-00143383 people for example its members the blC1K4pzyOE-00662-00143384-00143543 people who run it or their friends or blC1K4pzyOE-00663-00143544-00143695 relatives blC1K4pzyOE-00664-00143696-00143831 this does not mean that your charity blC1K4pzyOE-00665-00143832-00144047 cannot make a profit it simply means blC1K4pzyOE-00666-00144048-00144271 that any profit must go towards pursuing blC1K4pzyOE-00667-00144272-00144743 its charitable purposes blC1K4pzyOE-00668-00144744-00144919 there are some simple steps that you can blC1K4pzyOE-00669-00144920-00145223 take to be confident that your charity blC1K4pzyOE-00670-00145224-00145366 is blC1K4pzyOE-00671-00145367-00145607 not for profit blC1K4pzyOE-00672-00145608-00145783 one of the easiest ways is to make sure blC1K4pzyOE-00673-00145784-00145975 that the charities governing documents blC1K4pzyOE-00674-00145976-00146126 contain blC1K4pzyOE-00675-00146127-00146343 clauses which blC1K4pzyOE-00676-00146344-00146502 require it to operate as a blC1K4pzyOE-00677-00146503-00146766 not-for-profit blC1K4pzyOE-00678-00146767-00146839 if blC1K4pzyOE-00679-00146840-00147014 your charities governing documents blC1K4pzyOE-00680-00147015-00147223 already include clauses such as these blC1K4pzyOE-00681-00147224-00147407 make sure you've read them that you blC1K4pzyOE-00682-00147408-00147590 understand them and that you know how to blC1K4pzyOE-00683-00147591-00148063 find them if the need arises blC1K4pzyOE-00684-00148064-00148199 as a board member of not-for-profit your blC1K4pzyOE-00685-00148200-00148366 responsibility is to ensure that there blC1K4pzyOE-00686-00148367-00148583 are systems in place to ensure that your blC1K4pzyOE-00687-00148584-00148911 charity operates as a not-for-profit blC1K4pzyOE-00688-00148912-00149078 another way and you can support this is blC1K4pzyOE-00689-00149079-00149302 by establishing a policy blC1K4pzyOE-00690-00149303-00149535 to which may prevent the misuse of funds blC1K4pzyOE-00691-00149536-00149847 and assets for private benefit blC1K4pzyOE-00692-00149848-00150175 a policy on um on a topic such as this blC1K4pzyOE-00693-00150176-00150390 might include information such as how blC1K4pzyOE-00694-00150391-00150583 your assets will be used blC1K4pzyOE-00695-00150584-00150854 or it might um include details about who blC1K4pzyOE-00696-00150855-00151119 to report suspected misuses to blC1K4pzyOE-00697-00151120-00151295 and even what steps you would take if blC1K4pzyOE-00698-00151296-00151719 there is some sort of breach blC1K4pzyOE-00699-00151720-00151911 of course central to all of this is blC1K4pzyOE-00700-00151912-00152095 ensuring that the people involved with blC1K4pzyOE-00701-00152096-00152223 the charity blC1K4pzyOE-00702-00152224-00152495 know that it is a not-for-profit blC1K4pzyOE-00703-00152496-00152751 so the new board members staff or even blC1K4pzyOE-00704-00152752-00153007 volunteers should clearly understand blC1K4pzyOE-00705-00153008-00153278 what being a not-for-profit means blC1K4pzyOE-00706-00153279-00153375 and blC1K4pzyOE-00707-00153376-00153639 what their responsibilities are to the blC1K4pzyOE-00708-00153640-00154063 organization as a result of this blC1K4pzyOE-00709-00154064-00154263 and finally it's a really good idea to blC1K4pzyOE-00710-00154264-00154487 establish strong financial controls blC1K4pzyOE-00711-00154488-00154614 which blC1K4pzyOE-00712-00154615-00154863 will enable you to determine whether blC1K4pzyOE-00713-00154864-00155111 your charities assets are being used blC1K4pzyOE-00714-00155112-00155319 for their blC1K4pzyOE-00715-00155320-00155614 not-for-profit purpose blC1K4pzyOE-00716-00155615-00155807 you can find out more about what it blC1K4pzyOE-00717-00155808-00156023 means to be not-for-profit on our blC1K4pzyOE-00718-00156024-00156239 website we have a page blC1K4pzyOE-00719-00156240-00156331 at blC1K4pzyOE-00720-00156332-00156583 acnc.gov dot a u forward slash not for blC1K4pzyOE-00721-00156584-00156887 profit as a single word there blC1K4pzyOE-00722-00156888-00157087 which you can read up in more detail blC1K4pzyOE-00723-00157088-00157223 again this link will be included in the blC1K4pzyOE-00724-00157224-00157399 follow-up email so if you don't get a blC1K4pzyOE-00725-00157400-00157663 chance to scribble it down um no need to blC1K4pzyOE-00726-00157664-00158095 worry you will get access to it later on blC1K4pzyOE-00727-00158096-00158295 as a board member blC1K4pzyOE-00728-00158296-00158678 a question you should ask yourself is blC1K4pzyOE-00729-00158679-00158799 um blC1K4pzyOE-00730-00158800-00158935 are my charities blC1K4pzyOE-00731-00158936-00159151 money and assets being used solely for blC1K4pzyOE-00732-00159152-00159335 its charitable work and and does the blC1K4pzyOE-00733-00159336-00159519 charity have systems in place which blC1K4pzyOE-00734-00159520-00160407 protect them from being misused blC1K4pzyOE-00735-00160408-00160607 governance standard 2 requires that your blC1K4pzyOE-00736-00160608-00160831 charity is accountable to its members blC1K4pzyOE-00737-00160832-00161007 you can help support this by ensuring blC1K4pzyOE-00738-00161008-00161143 your charity communicates with its blC1K4pzyOE-00739-00161144-00161366 members about the decision it makes and blC1K4pzyOE-00740-00161367-00161535 provides them with an opportunity to be blC1K4pzyOE-00741-00161536-00162039 heard blC1K4pzyOE-00742-00162040-00162143 again there are a number of ways your blC1K4pzyOE-00743-00162144-00162287 charity can be accountable to its blC1K4pzyOE-00744-00162288-00162911 members blC1K4pzyOE-00745-00162912-00163087 um you should develop a policy which blC1K4pzyOE-00746-00163088-00163239 outlines how blC1K4pzyOE-00747-00163240-00163526 the charity will respond to members blC1K4pzyOE-00748-00163527-00163759 for example if a member wants to ask a blC1K4pzyOE-00749-00163760-00163935 question of the board blC1K4pzyOE-00750-00163936-00164102 is there a certain time frame within blC1K4pzyOE-00751-00164103-00164326 which the board has to respond blC1K4pzyOE-00752-00164327-00164487 or is there a process that needs to be blC1K4pzyOE-00753-00164488-00164887 followed in the event of a dispute blC1K4pzyOE-00754-00164888-00165054 everyone in the charity should be clear blC1K4pzyOE-00755-00165055-00165223 about the processes that make the blC1K4pzyOE-00756-00165224-00165759 charity accountable blC1K4pzyOE-00757-00165760-00166014 and communicate regularly blC1K4pzyOE-00758-00166015-00166271 provide reports to your members blC1K4pzyOE-00759-00166272-00166663 or stakeholders supporters clients blC1K4pzyOE-00760-00166664-00166975 charities do this in a number of ways blC1K4pzyOE-00761-00166976-00167190 commonly it may be done through blC1K4pzyOE-00762-00167191-00167407 providing regular newsletters blC1K4pzyOE-00763-00167408-00167751 email bulletins for important updates blC1K4pzyOE-00764-00167752-00168054 and of course most commonly probably is blC1K4pzyOE-00765-00168055-00168151 through blC1K4pzyOE-00766-00168152-00168375 an annual report blC1K4pzyOE-00767-00168376-00168535 you could also hold meetings with your blC1K4pzyOE-00768-00168536-00168623 members blC1K4pzyOE-00769-00168624-00168831 most charities will hold at least an blC1K4pzyOE-00770-00168832-00169166 annual general meeting blC1K4pzyOE-00771-00169167-00169335 and it's a good idea to ensure that you blC1K4pzyOE-00772-00169336-00169535 provide members with the opportunity to blC1K4pzyOE-00773-00169536-00169695 ask questions blC1K4pzyOE-00774-00169696-00170071 and to receive honest and fair answers blC1K4pzyOE-00775-00170072-00170302 how you do this may be up to you as an blC1K4pzyOE-00776-00170303-00170535 organization but you should make sure blC1K4pzyOE-00777-00170536-00170743 that the members have reasonable blC1K4pzyOE-00778-00170744-00170883 opportunity to ask blC1K4pzyOE-00779-00170884-00171119 questions and to also raise concerns blC1K4pzyOE-00780-00171120-00171423 about the way the charity is being run blC1K4pzyOE-00781-00171424-00171790 again a question you should ask yourself blC1K4pzyOE-00782-00171791-00172102 for being accountable is how blC1K4pzyOE-00783-00172103-00172302 can the charities members find out about blC1K4pzyOE-00784-00172303-00172526 the work of the charity blC1K4pzyOE-00785-00172527-00172735 and how can they ask questions about the blC1K4pzyOE-00786-00172736-00173438 way it does this work blC1K4pzyOE-00787-00173439-00173654 as a board member you have a general blC1K4pzyOE-00788-00173655-00173823 responsibility to act with reasonable blC1K4pzyOE-00789-00173824-00174047 care and diligence blC1K4pzyOE-00790-00174048-00174278 acnc governance standard 5 requires a blC1K4pzyOE-00791-00174279-00174454 charity to ensure that board members do blC1K4pzyOE-00792-00174455-00174847 this blC1K4pzyOE-00793-00174848-00175054 as a board member you should aim to be blC1K4pzyOE-00794-00175055-00175295 careful and diligent in all your work blC1K4pzyOE-00795-00175296-00175414 remember blC1K4pzyOE-00796-00175415-00175590 you are the custodian of a charity on blC1K4pzyOE-00797-00175591-00175799 behalf of its members beneficiaries and blC1K4pzyOE-00798-00175800-00175902 the community blC1K4pzyOE-00799-00175903-00176078 and as such the blC1K4pzyOE-00800-00176079-00176238 expectations of you in this role are blC1K4pzyOE-00801-00176239-00176463 higher blC1K4pzyOE-00802-00176464-00176623 there are some simple things to consider blC1K4pzyOE-00803-00176624-00176719 which may help you make these blC1K4pzyOE-00804-00176720-00176959 expectations blC1K4pzyOE-00805-00176960-00177119 participate actively in the discussion blC1K4pzyOE-00806-00177120-00177326 of any meeting you attend blC1K4pzyOE-00807-00177327-00177447 you should make sure your views are blC1K4pzyOE-00808-00177448-00177623 known and safe to understand the views blC1K4pzyOE-00809-00177624-00177807 of others and their reason for their blC1K4pzyOE-00810-00177808-00177935 views blC1K4pzyOE-00811-00177936-00178095 it may sometimes be necessary for you to blC1K4pzyOE-00812-00178096-00178295 do some independent research blC1K4pzyOE-00813-00178296-00178423 you need to make sure you have the blC1K4pzyOE-00814-00178424-00178678 relevant facts for any decision you make blC1K4pzyOE-00815-00178679-00178847 but sometimes it can be useful to blC1K4pzyOE-00816-00178848-00178990 understand the broader context of a blC1K4pzyOE-00817-00178991-00179087 decision blC1K4pzyOE-00818-00179088-00179238 or to review what others have done in blC1K4pzyOE-00819-00179239-00179447 similar circumstances blC1K4pzyOE-00820-00179448-00179654 you should not rely exclusively on the blC1K4pzyOE-00821-00179655-00179823 information provided to you as a board blC1K4pzyOE-00822-00179824-00180214 member by a charity staff or volunteers blC1K4pzyOE-00823-00180215-00180423 as part of this process you should make blC1K4pzyOE-00824-00180424-00180575 sure you are asking questions about blC1K4pzyOE-00825-00180576-00180751 anything you don't understand blC1K4pzyOE-00826-00180752-00180895 it's your duty to understand any blC1K4pzyOE-00827-00180896-00181071 information relevant to a decision you blC1K4pzyOE-00828-00181072-00181223 have to make blC1K4pzyOE-00829-00181224-00181359 if you are not comfortable about a blC1K4pzyOE-00830-00181360-00181543 decision you should feel confident blC1K4pzyOE-00831-00181544-00181735 enough to ask for more information or blC1K4pzyOE-00832-00181736-00182054 more time to consider it blC1K4pzyOE-00833-00182055-00182183 you should also think about whether you blC1K4pzyOE-00834-00182184-00182326 are making any assumptions as part of blC1K4pzyOE-00835-00182327-00182487 your decision making blC1K4pzyOE-00836-00182488-00182678 identifying and testing your assumptions blC1K4pzyOE-00837-00182679-00182854 will help you make more reliable and blC1K4pzyOE-00838-00182855-00183151 informed decisions as a board member blC1K4pzyOE-00839-00183152-00183278 also blC1K4pzyOE-00840-00183279-00183519 and importantly identifying risks and blC1K4pzyOE-00841-00183520-00183719 deciding how they are managed is part of blC1K4pzyOE-00842-00183720-00183951 the responsibilities of the board blC1K4pzyOE-00843-00183952-00184151 considering what any blC1K4pzyOE-00844-00184152-00184287 considering what the risks of any blC1K4pzyOE-00845-00184288-00184502 decision are is part of doing a due blC1K4pzyOE-00846-00184503-00184735 diligence blC1K4pzyOE-00847-00184736-00184919 you should ask yourself what would blC1K4pzyOE-00848-00184920-00185087 someone observing my conduct as a board blC1K4pzyOE-00849-00185088-00185311 member feel that i was being careful and blC1K4pzyOE-00850-00185312-00186238 diligent in my work blC1K4pzyOE-00851-00186239-00186447 of course you can seek and blC1K4pzyOE-00852-00186448-00186726 well up to a point rely on the advice of blC1K4pzyOE-00853-00186727-00186854 an expert blC1K4pzyOE-00854-00186855-00186975 but you must blC1K4pzyOE-00855-00186976-00187199 not do so blindly blC1K4pzyOE-00856-00187200-00187359 um board members should blC1K4pzyOE-00857-00187360-00187671 consider um carefully any advice that blC1K4pzyOE-00858-00187672-00187919 they're given and ask questions to blC1K4pzyOE-00859-00187920-00188063 ensure that they understand it blC1K4pzyOE-00860-00188064-00188271 especially if they blC1K4pzyOE-00861-00188272-00188438 see any inconsistencies or anything that blC1K4pzyOE-00862-00188439-00188687 they don't understand blC1K4pzyOE-00863-00188688-00188847 professional advisors play an important blC1K4pzyOE-00864-00188848-00189054 role within charities too blC1K4pzyOE-00865-00189055-00189359 but your duties um as a board member blC1K4pzyOE-00866-00189360-00189551 require you to have a have a critical blC1K4pzyOE-00867-00189552-00189863 mind when you're receiving advice blC1K4pzyOE-00868-00189864-00190087 you should be exercising due diligence blC1K4pzyOE-00869-00190088-00190311 when selecting who you take your advice blC1K4pzyOE-00870-00190312-00190559 from also blC1K4pzyOE-00871-00190560-00190671 and blC1K4pzyOE-00872-00190672-00190902 how you interpret the advice you receive blC1K4pzyOE-00873-00190903-00191111 and also what you do with it blC1K4pzyOE-00874-00191112-00191399 remember even if someone is an expert blC1K4pzyOE-00875-00191400-00191726 their advice may not be right for blC1K4pzyOE-00876-00191727-00191935 your charity in its particular blC1K4pzyOE-00877-00191936-00192750 circumstances blC1K4pzyOE-00878-00192751-00192926 this next point is really important for blC1K4pzyOE-00879-00192927-00193119 all board members blC1K4pzyOE-00880-00193120-00193399 all responsible persons must always act blC1K4pzyOE-00881-00193400-00193623 in the best interests of their charity blC1K4pzyOE-00882-00193624-00193807 and put these interests above their own blC1K4pzyOE-00883-00193808-00194007 and those of people close to them such blC1K4pzyOE-00884-00194008-00194166 as family members blC1K4pzyOE-00885-00194167-00194335 this is called managing conflicts of blC1K4pzyOE-00886-00194336-00194495 interest blC1K4pzyOE-00887-00194496-00194663 registered charities have to ensure the blC1K4pzyOE-00888-00194664-00194871 responsible persons are aware of and blC1K4pzyOE-00889-00194872-00195119 follow their duty to disclose conflicts blC1K4pzyOE-00890-00195120-00195431 this is governance standard 5 for duty 5 blC1K4pzyOE-00891-00195432-00195590 as well as their duty to act honestly blC1K4pzyOE-00892-00195591-00195743 and fairly in the best interests of the blC1K4pzyOE-00893-00195744-00196007 charity and for its charitable purpose blC1K4pzyOE-00894-00196008-00196247 governance standard 5 duty two blC1K4pzyOE-00895-00196248-00196423 we'll go into this in a bit of detail as blC1K4pzyOE-00896-00196424-00196726 a as it is a common issue blC1K4pzyOE-00897-00196727-00196878 why do you think conflicts of interest blC1K4pzyOE-00898-00196879-00197038 can arise for members of charity of blC1K4pzyOE-00899-00197039-00197287 what's not blC1K4pzyOE-00900-00197288-00197447 well board members will often have blC1K4pzyOE-00901-00197448-00197575 numerous blC1K4pzyOE-00902-00197576-00197919 family social and business relationships blC1K4pzyOE-00903-00197920-00198143 as most of us do and these relationships blC1K4pzyOE-00904-00198144-00198254 are often blC1K4pzyOE-00905-00198255-00198423 well in many cases they're beneficial to blC1K4pzyOE-00906-00198424-00198566 a charity blC1K4pzyOE-00907-00198567-00198735 and and actually great board members blC1K4pzyOE-00908-00198736-00198975 will use these relationships to assist blC1K4pzyOE-00909-00198976-00199199 the charity to achieve its goals and do blC1K4pzyOE-00910-00199200-00199390 its work blC1K4pzyOE-00911-00199391-00199583 but sometimes the relationships and blC1K4pzyOE-00912-00199584-00199935 other interests that board members have blC1K4pzyOE-00913-00199936-00200031 can blC1K4pzyOE-00914-00200032-00200231 conflict with their duty to act in the blC1K4pzyOE-00915-00200232-00200575 best interests of their charity blC1K4pzyOE-00916-00200576-00200750 this can create a conflict of interest blC1K4pzyOE-00917-00200751-00200926 which is a situation in which two blC1K4pzyOE-00918-00200927-00201278 competing interests make it difficult or blC1K4pzyOE-00919-00201279-00201535 even impossible for you to perform blC1K4pzyOE-00920-00201536-00202383 your role as a board member blC1K4pzyOE-00921-00202384-00202526 there are essentially three different blC1K4pzyOE-00922-00202527-00202823 types of conflict first actual conflicts blC1K4pzyOE-00923-00202824-00202959 this is where your interests are blC1K4pzyOE-00924-00202960-00203175 actually in conflict with your duties to blC1K4pzyOE-00925-00203176-00203319 the charity blC1K4pzyOE-00926-00203320-00203438 for example blC1K4pzyOE-00927-00203439-00203575 if you are on the board of a charity blC1K4pzyOE-00928-00203576-00203847 that is considering giving a grant to a blC1K4pzyOE-00929-00203848-00203966 to a kindergarten that your child blC1K4pzyOE-00930-00203967-00204071 attends blC1K4pzyOE-00931-00204072-00204207 you will have an actual conflict of blC1K4pzyOE-00932-00204208-00204399 interest blC1K4pzyOE-00933-00204400-00204526 second blC1K4pzyOE-00934-00204527-00204735 there might be a potential conflict blC1K4pzyOE-00935-00204736-00204879 this is where you do not have currently blC1K4pzyOE-00936-00204880-00205046 have a conflict but there is a potential blC1K4pzyOE-00937-00205048-00205246 for a conflict to arise blC1K4pzyOE-00938-00205248-00205375 for example blC1K4pzyOE-00939-00205376-00205551 if you're on the board of one charity blC1K4pzyOE-00940-00205552-00205734 and you're employed at another in a row blC1K4pzyOE-00941-00205735-00205927 where you might at some point apply for blC1K4pzyOE-00942-00205928-00206055 a grant from the charity you're on the blC1K4pzyOE-00943-00206056-00206182 board of blC1K4pzyOE-00944-00206183-00206351 this could potentially become a conflict blC1K4pzyOE-00945-00206352-00206510 of interest blC1K4pzyOE-00946-00206511-00206679 and finally there are perceived blC1K4pzyOE-00947-00206680-00206831 conflicts of interests blC1K4pzyOE-00948-00206832-00206982 this is where you may not necessarily blC1K4pzyOE-00949-00206983-00207158 have a conflict but an outsider might blC1K4pzyOE-00950-00207159-00207334 perceive that you do blC1K4pzyOE-00951-00207335-00207462 although you although you may not be blC1K4pzyOE-00952-00207463-00207734 able to prevent um sorry although blC1K4pzyOE-00953-00207735-00208038 although you may not prevent blC1K4pzyOE-00954-00208039-00208214 you from acting partially this type of blC1K4pzyOE-00955-00208215-00208342 conflict may still damage your blC1K4pzyOE-00956-00208344-00208542 organization's reputation and it's blC1K4pzyOE-00957-00208544-00208682 important to take them blC1K4pzyOE-00958-00208683-00208934 seriously for example blC1K4pzyOE-00959-00208935-00209094 if you are reviewing quotes for a blC1K4pzyOE-00960-00209096-00209271 service and one of the potential blC1K4pzyOE-00961-00209271-00209551 providers is the employer of your sister blC1K4pzyOE-00962-00209552-00209671 while you believe you can make an blC1K4pzyOE-00963-00209671-00209846 impartial decision in the best interest blC1K4pzyOE-00964-00209848-00210063 of the charity it could be perceived as blC1K4pzyOE-00965-00210064-00210663 being made in your own interest blC1K4pzyOE-00966-00210664-00210823 that's a really good point that last one blC1K4pzyOE-00967-00210823-00210942 and i think it's worth going into a blC1K4pzyOE-00968-00210944-00211063 little bit of detail we'll use an blC1K4pzyOE-00969-00211064-00211246 example but um it's one of the conflicts blC1K4pzyOE-00970-00211248-00211510 of interest that people may often blC1K4pzyOE-00971-00211511-00211734 overlooked is the perceived conflict of blC1K4pzyOE-00972-00211735-00211879 interest the other two are a little bit blC1K4pzyOE-00973-00211880-00212142 more easy to identify blC1K4pzyOE-00974-00212144-00212575 so let's have a look at an example blC1K4pzyOE-00975-00212576-00212751 um blC1K4pzyOE-00976-00212752-00212871 so if we have blC1K4pzyOE-00977-00212871-00213063 maya who's a pediatrician and a member blC1K4pzyOE-00978-00213064-00213351 of the board of the healthy hospital blC1K4pzyOE-00979-00213352-00213519 as we've previously explained this means blC1K4pzyOE-00980-00213519-00213710 that she has duties to blC1K4pzyOE-00981-00213711-00213927 healthy hospital as one of its board blC1K4pzyOE-00982-00213928-00214087 members blC1K4pzyOE-00983-00214088-00214334 now if the hospital is considering blC1K4pzyOE-00984-00214335-00214542 opening a new children's clinic blC1K4pzyOE-00985-00214544-00214751 in a nearby town blC1K4pzyOE-00986-00214752-00215023 serviced by the doctors from its own blC1K4pzyOE-00987-00215023-00215463 facility blC1K4pzyOE-00988-00215464-00215615 maya as a board member of healthy blC1K4pzyOE-00989-00215616-00215798 hospital she actually has a private blC1K4pzyOE-00990-00215800-00216031 practice located in that town where they blC1K4pzyOE-00991-00216032-00216294 plan to open the new children's clinic blC1K4pzyOE-00992-00216296-00216487 and she's concerned that if healthy blC1K4pzyOE-00993-00216488-00216679 hospital operates a children's clinic blC1K4pzyOE-00994-00216680-00216998 nearby she might lose patience and her blC1K4pzyOE-00995-00217000-00217319 business would make less money blC1K4pzyOE-00996-00217319-00217510 now because maya has an interest in the blC1K4pzyOE-00997-00217511-00217710 success of her private practice blC1K4pzyOE-00998-00217711-00217855 obviously blC1K4pzyOE-00999-00217856-00218046 um blC1K4pzyOE-01000-00218048-00218231 but she also has a duty to act in the blC1K4pzyOE-01001-00218232-00218406 best interest of blC1K4pzyOE-01002-00218407-00218591 the healthy hospital as one of its board blC1K4pzyOE-01003-00218592-00218758 members blC1K4pzyOE-01004-00218759-00219119 she has a conflict of interests blC1K4pzyOE-01005-00219119-00219327 in this situation blC1K4pzyOE-01006-00219328-00219582 maya should declare her conflict blC1K4pzyOE-01007-00219583-00219751 to the board blC1K4pzyOE-01008-00219752-00219951 and the remaining board members of blC1K4pzyOE-01009-00219952-00220142 healthy hospitals should decide on an blC1K4pzyOE-01010-00220144-00220334 appropriate course of action to manage blC1K4pzyOE-01011-00220335-00220567 this conflict blC1K4pzyOE-01012-00220567-00220879 in a situation such as this one blC1K4pzyOE-01013-00220880-00221094 it's likely that the board would decide blC1K4pzyOE-01014-00221096-00221439 that maya should not participate in any blC1K4pzyOE-01015-00221440-00221631 discussions on blC1K4pzyOE-01016-00221632-00221998 on the matter or vote on the matter blC1K4pzyOE-01017-00222000-00222127 and they may even consider it blC1K4pzyOE-01018-00222128-00222375 appropriate to ask her to blC1K4pzyOE-01019-00222376-00222542 leave the room for the duration of the blC1K4pzyOE-01020-00222544-00223487 discussion during the board meeting blC1K4pzyOE-01021-00223488-00223655 most board members will experience a blC1K4pzyOE-01022-00223656-00223855 conflict of interest at some point blC1K4pzyOE-01023-00223856-00224006 and conflicts of interest did not have blC1K4pzyOE-01024-00224007-00224175 to be a problem for your charity if blC1K4pzyOE-01025-00224176-00224358 managed properly blC1K4pzyOE-01026-00224359-00224510 there are some simple steps you can take blC1K4pzyOE-01027-00224511-00224710 to respond to these conflicts blC1K4pzyOE-01028-00224711-00224871 these align with the governor's standard blC1K4pzyOE-01029-00224871-00225103 requirements blC1K4pzyOE-01030-00225104-00225310 make sure you're aware of any interests blC1K4pzyOE-01031-00225311-00225479 that could influence you as a board blC1K4pzyOE-01032-00225480-00225631 member blC1K4pzyOE-01033-00225632-00225791 it's important to consider how you might blC1K4pzyOE-01034-00225792-00226015 be conflicted in your duties based on blC1K4pzyOE-01035-00226016-00226182 other interests you may have blC1K4pzyOE-01036-00226183-00226398 such as shares in a business memberships blC1K4pzyOE-01037-00226400-00226582 of organizations or other board roles blC1K4pzyOE-01038-00226583-00226775 you may have blC1K4pzyOE-01039-00226776-00226919 if you do not have any conflicts of blC1K4pzyOE-01040-00226919-00227103 interest either those that relate to a blC1K4pzyOE-01041-00227104-00227294 particular decision or anything that blC1K4pzyOE-01042-00227296-00227503 might be more ongoing so if you do have blC1K4pzyOE-01043-00227504-00227639 any conflicts of interest either those blC1K4pzyOE-01044-00227640-00227846 that relate to a particular decision or blC1K4pzyOE-01045-00227848-00228023 any that might be more ongoing blC1K4pzyOE-01046-00228023-00228158 make sure you declare your conflict of blC1K4pzyOE-01047-00228159-00228327 interest to your fellow board members as blC1K4pzyOE-01048-00228328-00228503 soon as you can blC1K4pzyOE-01049-00228504-00228687 if you are uncertain about whether or blC1K4pzyOE-01050-00228688-00228910 not you have a conflict bear on the side blC1K4pzyOE-01051-00228911-00229094 of caution and raise the issue with your blC1K4pzyOE-01052-00229096-00229263 fellow board members so that they can blC1K4pzyOE-01053-00229264-00229639 can consider and decide what to do blC1K4pzyOE-01054-00229640-00229846 if your charity doesn't already have one blC1K4pzyOE-01055-00229848-00230031 you should also develop a policy on how blC1K4pzyOE-01056-00230032-00230191 you identify and manage conflicts of blC1K4pzyOE-01057-00230192-00230303 interest blC1K4pzyOE-01058-00230304-00230487 if you already have one make sure you blC1K4pzyOE-01059-00230488-00230727 know it and follow it blC1K4pzyOE-01060-00230728-00230942 finally it's a good idea to develop and blC1K4pzyOE-01061-00230944-00231167 maintain a register of interests blC1K4pzyOE-01062-00231167-00231342 this is a document where conflicts of blC1K4pzyOE-01063-00231344-00231510 interest are recorded so that you can blC1K4pzyOE-01064-00231511-00231646 keep track of them blC1K4pzyOE-01065-00231648-00231815 and also record information about any blC1K4pzyOE-01066-00231816-00231951 steps you may have blC1K4pzyOE-01067-00231952-00232231 and may have taken to address a conflict blC1K4pzyOE-01068-00232232-00232391 make sure you keep this document up to blC1K4pzyOE-01069-00232392-00232671 date and you refer to it often blC1K4pzyOE-01070-00232671-00232839 you should ask yourself as a board blC1K4pzyOE-01071-00232840-00233046 member am i confident that i can declare blC1K4pzyOE-01072-00233048-00233206 and manage conflicts of interests as blC1K4pzyOE-01073-00233207-00234287 they arise blC1K4pzyOE-01074-00234288-00234534 okay our final point um is about the blC1K4pzyOE-01075-00234535-00234727 importance of understanding charities blC1K4pzyOE-01076-00234728-00235206 finances blC1K4pzyOE-01077-00235207-00235342 and actually part of this is blC1K4pzyOE-01078-00235344-00235551 understanding how decisions you make as blC1K4pzyOE-01079-00235552-00235719 a board member affect a charity's blC1K4pzyOE-01080-00235719-00235919 financial situation blC1K4pzyOE-01081-00235919-00236103 and these duties are spelt out in blC1K4pzyOE-01082-00236104-00236319 governance standard five and blC1K4pzyOE-01083-00236319-00236527 specifically that looks at blC1K4pzyOE-01084-00236528-00236775 the duty of a board member to ensure blC1K4pzyOE-01085-00236776-00236934 that the financial affairs of the blC1K4pzyOE-01086-00236935-00237182 charity are managed responsibly blC1K4pzyOE-01087-00237183-00237463 which is under duty e6 blC1K4pzyOE-01088-00237464-00237598 and blC1K4pzyOE-01089-00237600-00237863 the duty to not to allow the charity to blC1K4pzyOE-01090-00237864-00238103 operate while it's insolvent which is blC1K4pzyOE-01091-00238104-00238294 under 2d number seven blC1K4pzyOE-01092-00238296-00238455 now as we mentioned earlier in the blC1K4pzyOE-01093-00238456-00238567 webinar blC1K4pzyOE-01094-00238567-00238775 ensuring that your charity has access to blC1K4pzyOE-01095-00238776-00239015 the resources it needs to do its work blC1K4pzyOE-01096-00239016-00239119 and that these resources are blC1K4pzyOE-01097-00239119-00239358 appropriately managed and protected blC1K4pzyOE-01098-00239359-00239558 is one of the key responsibilities of blC1K4pzyOE-01099-00239559-00239758 boards blC1K4pzyOE-01100-00239759-00239910 now we'll talk about blC1K4pzyOE-01101-00239911-00240127 what financial understanding is expected blC1K4pzyOE-01102-00240128-00240767 of of most board members blC1K4pzyOE-01103-00240767-00240934 as a board member blC1K4pzyOE-01104-00240935-00241079 you must have a level of financial blC1K4pzyOE-01105-00241080-00241263 literacy that will enable you to make blC1K4pzyOE-01106-00241264-00241415 informed decisions about your charity's blC1K4pzyOE-01107-00241416-00241551 finances blC1K4pzyOE-01108-00241552-00241791 while many boards don't appoint so while blC1K4pzyOE-01109-00241792-00241991 many boards appoint treasurers and board blC1K4pzyOE-01110-00241992-00242198 members with financial expertise blC1K4pzyOE-01111-00242200-00242382 every board member must be able to read blC1K4pzyOE-01112-00242383-00242551 and understand charity's financial blC1K4pzyOE-01113-00242552-00242671 information blC1K4pzyOE-01114-00242671-00242806 you may need to participate in some blC1K4pzyOE-01115-00242807-00242927 training to improve your financial blC1K4pzyOE-01116-00242928-00243206 literacy as part of your role blC1K4pzyOE-01117-00243207-00243423 as a board member you are required to be blC1K4pzyOE-01118-00243423-00243623 appropriately informed about the matters blC1K4pzyOE-01119-00243623-00243863 on which you may make a decision blC1K4pzyOE-01120-00243864-00244031 you cannot make informed decisions about blC1K4pzyOE-01121-00244032-00244206 your charities finances without an blC1K4pzyOE-01122-00244207-00244334 understanding of the concepts that blC1K4pzyOE-01123-00244335-00244494 relate to them blC1K4pzyOE-01124-00244496-00244646 at the very least you should be able to blC1K4pzyOE-01125-00244648-00244775 determine whether your charity is blC1K4pzyOE-01126-00244776-00244967 solvent and know the impact of any blC1K4pzyOE-01127-00244967-00245127 decision you make blC1K4pzyOE-01128-00245128-00245239 will happen blC1K4pzyOE-01129-00245240-00245367 will have on your charities financial blC1K4pzyOE-01130-00245367-00246030 situation blC1K4pzyOE-01131-00246031-00246230 we have had feedback from charities blC1K4pzyOE-01132-00246231-00246479 especially smaller ones who blC1K4pzyOE-01133-00246480-00246910 may only be managing minimal budgets blC1K4pzyOE-01134-00246911-00247015 that blC1K4pzyOE-01135-00247016-00247175 understanding the reporting requirements blC1K4pzyOE-01136-00247176-00247406 and especially the financial aspects of blC1K4pzyOE-01137-00247407-00247727 them can be pretty difficult blC1K4pzyOE-01138-00247728-00247855 so blC1K4pzyOE-01139-00247856-00248046 april how much knowledge does the blC1K4pzyOE-01140-00248048-00248310 average board member need blC1K4pzyOE-01141-00248311-00248510 financial literacy is an area that many blC1K4pzyOE-01142-00248511-00248727 board members find difficult blC1K4pzyOE-01143-00248728-00248887 but it is an important part of the board blC1K4pzyOE-01144-00248888-00249063 members role blC1K4pzyOE-01145-00249064-00249215 it's important to point out that you are blC1K4pzyOE-01146-00249216-00249391 not expected to have the same level of blC1K4pzyOE-01147-00249392-00249639 expertise as a professional in finance blC1K4pzyOE-01148-00249640-00249798 such as an accountant blC1K4pzyOE-01149-00249800-00249975 however you must ensure that your blC1K4pzyOE-01150-00249976-00250158 financial literacy is enough to read and blC1K4pzyOE-01151-00250159-00250351 understand your charities accounts you blC1K4pzyOE-01152-00250352-00250542 cannot rely exclusively on the treasurer blC1K4pzyOE-01153-00250544-00251334 or another board member blC1K4pzyOE-01154-00251335-00251487 so on this pointer just to quickly blC1K4pzyOE-01155-00251488-00251694 summarize as a board member you should blC1K4pzyOE-01156-00251696-00251942 make sure that you are closely reviewing blC1K4pzyOE-01157-00251944-00252175 your charity's finances blC1K4pzyOE-01158-00252176-00252375 and this means that you're reading any blC1K4pzyOE-01159-00252376-00252615 financial reports and actually trying to blC1K4pzyOE-01160-00252616-00252919 pick out anything that looks unusual or blC1K4pzyOE-01161-00252919-00253127 or maybe even concerning blC1K4pzyOE-01162-00253128-00253351 it's a good idea to even consider blC1K4pzyOE-01163-00253352-00253639 verifying some calculations yourself blC1K4pzyOE-01164-00253640-00253839 especially if they are blC1K4pzyOE-01165-00253840-00254063 the sorts of figures that are informing blC1K4pzyOE-01166-00254064-00254215 assumptions blC1K4pzyOE-01167-00254216-00254367 about your charities blC1K4pzyOE-01168-00254367-00254687 financial health blC1K4pzyOE-01169-00254688-00254887 if there are things about your charities blC1K4pzyOE-01170-00254888-00255063 finances that you don't understand you blC1K4pzyOE-01171-00255064-00255279 should feel confident to ask questions blC1K4pzyOE-01172-00255280-00255630 and ask for more information blC1K4pzyOE-01173-00255631-00255734 and if you're making decisions that blC1K4pzyOE-01174-00255735-00255942 could affect your charities financial blC1K4pzyOE-01175-00255944-00256158 health consider consider the effect that blC1K4pzyOE-01176-00256159-00256439 it may have and whether the action blC1K4pzyOE-01177-00256440-00257006 is appropriate for your charity blC1K4pzyOE-01178-00257007-00257215 and finally monitor your charity blC1K4pzyOE-01179-00257216-00257479 solvency and make sure that blC1K4pzyOE-01180-00257480-00257687 you're confident that your charity is blC1K4pzyOE-01181-00257688-00257775 not blC1K4pzyOE-01182-00257776-00257991 or is not heading towards being blC1K4pzyOE-01183-00257992-00258198 insolvent blC1K4pzyOE-01184-00258200-00258367 ask yourself this question do i blC1K4pzyOE-01185-00258367-00258519 understand my charity's financial blC1K4pzyOE-01186-00258519-00258719 position and how my decision will affect blC1K4pzyOE-01187-00258719-00259542 it blC1K4pzyOE-01188-00259544-00259687 well i think that's quite a bit to take blC1K4pzyOE-01189-00259688-00259791 in blC1K4pzyOE-01190-00259792-00259919 so let's have a bit of a wrap-up of what blC1K4pzyOE-01191-00259919-00260119 we've covered today blC1K4pzyOE-01192-00260119-00260279 obviously each one of these topics could blC1K4pzyOE-01193-00260280-00260510 be covered in greater detail but we do blC1K4pzyOE-01194-00260511-00260655 hope you have gained an understanding of blC1K4pzyOE-01195-00260656-00260798 some of the important obligations of blC1K4pzyOE-01196-00260800-00261015 charities and board members as well as blC1K4pzyOE-01197-00261016-00261158 some of the areas we see as issues for blC1K4pzyOE-01198-00261159-00261406 boards and charities generally blC1K4pzyOE-01199-00261407-00261606 we gave you an overview of what the acnc blC1K4pzyOE-01200-00261607-00261823 does and how it relates to your charity blC1K4pzyOE-01201-00261823-00261991 and then outline the responsibilities blC1K4pzyOE-01202-00261992-00262134 you have to your charity as a board blC1K4pzyOE-01203-00262135-00262303 member blC1K4pzyOE-01204-00262304-00262439 we'll also look at some of the most blC1K4pzyOE-01205-00262440-00262606 significant issues relevant to the work blC1K4pzyOE-01206-00262607-00262847 of charity board members blC1K4pzyOE-01207-00262848-00263055 these were knowing your charity's blC1K4pzyOE-01208-00263056-00263182 purpose blC1K4pzyOE-01209-00263183-00263415 where to find it and to always consider blC1K4pzyOE-01210-00263416-00263567 whether your actions as a board member blC1K4pzyOE-01211-00263568-00263719 align with it blC1K4pzyOE-01212-00263720-00263830 ensuring that the charity is a blC1K4pzyOE-01213-00263831-00263991 not-for-profit and that there are blC1K4pzyOE-01214-00263992-00264367 processes in place that support this blC1K4pzyOE-01215-00264368-00264503 being accountable to the charities blC1K4pzyOE-01216-00264504-00264630 members blC1K4pzyOE-01217-00264631-00264791 acting with care and diligence in your blC1K4pzyOE-01218-00264792-00264958 role as a board member blC1K4pzyOE-01219-00264959-00265175 properly responding to actual potential blC1K4pzyOE-01220-00265176-00265399 and perceived conflicts of interest blC1K4pzyOE-01221-00265400-00265558 and managing the charity's finances blC1K4pzyOE-01222-00265559-00265751 responsibly blC1K4pzyOE-01223-00265752-00265906 now we'll have a look at some other blC1K4pzyOE-01224-00265907-00266247 resources of information for you blC1K4pzyOE-01225-00266248-00266391 that will help you exercise your role as blC1K4pzyOE-01226-00266392-00266815 a charity board member blC1K4pzyOE-01227-00266816-00266975 our website has plenty of additional blC1K4pzyOE-01228-00266976-00267134 information that will provide more blC1K4pzyOE-01229-00267135-00267263 detail on some of the topics we've blC1K4pzyOE-01230-00267264-00267543 covered briefly today especially about blC1K4pzyOE-01231-00267544-00267751 the obligations of a charity blC1K4pzyOE-01232-00267752-00268087 on this slide um we've included links to blC1K4pzyOE-01233-00268088-00268334 several of the pages relevant to today's blC1K4pzyOE-01234-00268335-00268471 webinar blC1K4pzyOE-01235-00268472-00268743 you can access any of these pages by blC1K4pzyOE-01236-00268744-00268951 going to acnc.gov blC1K4pzyOE-01237-00268952-00269063 dot a u blC1K4pzyOE-01238-00269064-00269255 a forward slash blC1K4pzyOE-01239-00269256-00269455 and then the the rest of the url there blC1K4pzyOE-01240-00269456-00269647 so for example forward slash ongoing blC1K4pzyOE-01241-00269648-00269863 obligations forward slash government blC1K4pzyOE-01242-00269864-00270110 standards forward slash conflicts of blC1K4pzyOE-01243-00270111-00270334 interest and so on but again as i blC1K4pzyOE-01244-00270335-00270479 mentioned earlier we will include all of blC1K4pzyOE-01245-00270480-00270663 these links in the follow-up email blC1K4pzyOE-01246-00270664-00270751 and blC1K4pzyOE-01247-00270752-00270943 um once we've blC1K4pzyOE-01248-00270944-00271199 once we've sent the uh so once we've blC1K4pzyOE-01249-00271200-00271358 uploaded this uh presentation to the blC1K4pzyOE-01250-00271359-00271695 website that you should be able to blC1K4pzyOE-01251-00271696-00271903 and navigate from there blC1K4pzyOE-01252-00271904-00272103 and also we have a range of resources blC1K4pzyOE-01253-00272104-00272406 that aim to support charities and board blC1K4pzyOE-01254-00272407-00272551 members in particular in their role so blC1K4pzyOE-01255-00272552-00272703 for example one of the main ones is our blC1K4pzyOE-01256-00272704-00272943 guide governance for good blC1K4pzyOE-01257-00272944-00273047 which blC1K4pzyOE-01258-00273048-00273223 explains the responsibilities of board blC1K4pzyOE-01259-00273224-00273358 members and blC1K4pzyOE-01260-00273359-00273615 the role of governors within charities blC1K4pzyOE-01261-00273616-00273719 and blC1K4pzyOE-01262-00273720-00273903 another handy guide is protecting your blC1K4pzyOE-01263-00273904-00274191 charity from ford which explains blC1K4pzyOE-01264-00274192-00274439 the role of financial controls blC1K4pzyOE-01265-00274440-00274623 in keeping your charity's resources blC1K4pzyOE-01266-00274624-00274934 protected from misuse blC1K4pzyOE-01267-00274935-00275079 and also as i mentioned earlier our blC1K4pzyOE-01268-00275080-00275255 guide to managing conflicts of interest blC1K4pzyOE-01269-00275256-00275479 is a really good one to blC1K4pzyOE-01270-00275480-00275951 keep handy blC1K4pzyOE-01271-00275952-00276119 you can also stay in touch with us in a blC1K4pzyOE-01272-00276120-00276303 number of ways particularly and probably blC1K4pzyOE-01273-00276304-00276510 the most effective way is by subscribing blC1K4pzyOE-01274-00276511-00276679 to our updates blC1K4pzyOE-01275-00276680-00276934 email updates that is via the blC1K4pzyOE-01276-00276935-00277063 home page blC1K4pzyOE-01277-00277064-00277263 you can find out more about the acnc's blC1K4pzyOE-01278-00277264-00277451 program of webinars at blC1K4pzyOE-01279-00277452-00277703 acnc.gov.aufordslash webinars blC1K4pzyOE-01280-00277704-00278006 and of course if you have any blC1K4pzyOE-01281-00278007-00278199 more tricky queries or something blC1K4pzyOE-01282-00278200-00278343 specific to your charity that you really blC1K4pzyOE-01283-00278344-00278551 want to talk about in more detail blC1K4pzyOE-01284-00278552-00278758 don't hesitate to call us or call our blC1K4pzyOE-01285-00278759-00279110 advice team on one three acnc which is blC1K4pzyOE-01286-00279111-00279303 one three two two six two blC1K4pzyOE-01287-00279304-00279558 our phone lines are open between nine blC1K4pzyOE-01288-00279559-00279734 and six blC1K4pzyOE-01289-00279735-00279943 um monday to friday that's um eastern blC1K4pzyOE-01290-00279944-00280134 standard time by the way blC1K4pzyOE-01291-00280135-00280479 and all of our 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c0gGWYrIt8A-00092-00024950-00025230 globe and also smart to stop using 700 c0gGWYrIt8A-00093-00025231-00025438 megahertz and smart also announces that c0gGWYrIt8A-00094-00025439-00025642 the Internet services itself has been c0gGWYrIt8A-00095-00025643-00025825 slow as their personnel are trying to c0gGWYrIt8A-00096-00025826-00026142 fix c0gGWYrIt8A-00097-00026143-00026682 radio frequency summary c0gGWYrIt8A-00098-00026683-00027430 sports teams TNT cut ropa PBA basketball c0gGWYrIt8A-00099-00027431-00027870 team smart Giga hitters PSL women's c0gGWYrIt8A-00100-00027872-00028198 volleyball team c0gGWYrIt8A-00101-00028199-00029113 see also TNT cellular service smart he c0gGWYrIt8A-00102-00029114-00029278 lives Philippi men's national basketball c0gGWYrIt8A-00103-00029279-00029758 team Sun Cellular cellular service c0gGWYrIt8A-00104-00029759-00029956 technically independent but is being c0gGWYrIt8A-00105-00029957-00030415 integrated as a smart brand global UFL c0gGWYrIt8A-00106-00030416-00030788 football team c0gGWYrIt8A-00107-00030789-00031192 references c0gGWYrIt8A-00108-00031193-00031909 external links official homepage c4c1MtAuO_u-00000-00000048-00000371 Turin Persian Tran Turin the land of the c4c1MtAuO_u-00001-00000372-00000662 Terr is a historical region in Central c4c1MtAuO_u-00002-00000663-00000928 Asia the term is of Iranian origin and c4c1MtAuO_u-00003-00000929-00001141 may refer to a particular prehistoric c4c1MtAuO_u-00004-00001142-00001372 human settlement a historic geographical c4c1MtAuO_u-00005-00001373-00001636 region or a culture the original c4c1MtAuO_u-00006-00001637-00001834 turanians were an Iranian tribe of the c4c1MtAuO_u-00007-00001835-00002293 Avesta nage c4c1MtAuO_u-00008-00002294-00002719 quick overview c4c1MtAuO_u-00009-00002720-00003013 in ancient Iranian mythology tirta Raj c4c1MtAuO_u-00010-00003014-00003250 to gin middle Persian is the son of the c4c1MtAuO_u-00011-00003251-00003409 Emperor for Aden according to the c4c1MtAuO_u-00012-00003410-00003565 account in the Shahnameh the nomadic c4c1MtAuO_u-00013-00003565-00003757 tribes who inhabited these lands were c4c1MtAuO_u-00014-00003758-00004065 ruled by tur in that sense the turanians c4c1MtAuO_u-00015-00004067-00004276 could be members of two iranian peoples c4c1MtAuO_u-00016-00004277-00004468 both descending from for Aden but with c4c1MtAuO_u-00017-00004469-00004678 different geographical domains and often c4c1MtAuO_u-00018-00004679-00004797 at war with each other c4c1MtAuO_u-00019-00004798-00005125 Turan therefore comprised five areas the c4c1MtAuO_u-00020-00005126-00005359 coppa dag region the ax Trek Valley the c4c1MtAuO_u-00021-00005360-00005542 eastern Alborz mountains Helmand Valley c4c1MtAuO_u-00022-00005543-00005863 Bactria and margiana a later association c4c1MtAuO_u-00023-00005864-00006052 of the original turanians with Turkic c4c1MtAuO_u-00024-00006053-00006229 people's is based primarily on the c4c1MtAuO_u-00025-00006230-00006415 subsequent turki fication of Central c4c1MtAuO_u-00026-00006416-00006696 Asia including the above areas according c4c1MtAuO_u-00027-00006697-00006921 to C Bosworth however there was no c4c1MtAuO_u-00028-00006922-00007084 cultural relationship between the c4c1MtAuO_u-00029-00007084-00007234 ancient Turkic cultures and the c4c1MtAuO_u-00030-00007234-00007722 turanians of the Shahnameh c4c1MtAuO_u-00031-00007723-00008195 topic terminology c4c1MtAuO_u-00032-00008196-00008714 topic ancient literature c4c1MtAuO_u-00033-00008715-00009166 topic Avesta c4c1MtAuO_u-00034-00009167-00009424 the oldest existing mention of Turin is c4c1MtAuO_u-00035-00009425-00009607 in the Far Verdean yost which are in the c4c1MtAuO_u-00036-00009608-00009766 young a vestan language and have been c4c1MtAuO_u-00037-00009767-00010057 dated by linguists to approximately 2300 c4c1MtAuO_u-00038-00010058-00010142 BCE c4c1MtAuO_u-00039-00010143-00010410 according to gerardo Noli the Avesta c4c1MtAuO_u-00040-00010411-00010609 contains the names of various tribes who c4c1MtAuO_u-00041-00010610-00010819 lived in proximity to each other the c4c1MtAuO_u-00042-00010820-00011155 area's Aryans - arias turanians sie c4c1MtAuO_u-00043-00011156-00011460 rimas Sarmatian 's same as Ashkan and da c4c1MtAuO_u-00044-00011461-00011799 he's too high in the hymns of the Avesta c4c1MtAuO_u-00045-00011800-00011988 the adjective Turia is attached to c4c1MtAuO_u-00046-00011989-00012192 various enemies of Zoroaster ism like c4c1MtAuO_u-00047-00012193-00012489 Ferris e'en shahnameh a Fraser the word c4c1MtAuO_u-00048-00012490-00012718 occurs only once in the gothis but 20 c4c1MtAuO_u-00049-00012719-00012910 times in the later parts of the Avesta c4c1MtAuO_u-00050-00012911-00013141 the Turia's as they were called in a c4c1MtAuO_u-00051-00013141-00013347 Vesta play a more important role in the c4c1MtAuO_u-00052-00013348-00013552 Avesta than the Sai rimas sameness and c4c1MtAuO_u-00053-00013553-00013786 DA he's 0 aster himself hailed from the c4c1MtAuO_u-00054-00013787-00013975 area people but he also preached his c4c1MtAuO_u-00055-00013976-00014134 message to other neighbouring tribes c4c1MtAuO_u-00056-00014135-00014469 according to Mary boys in the Far Werdum c4c1MtAuO_u-00057-00014470-00014988 yash in it versus 143 to 144 are praised c4c1MtAuO_u-00058-00014990-00015222 the fray vas of righteous men and women c4c1MtAuO_u-00059-00015223-00015594 not only among the arias as the a vestan c4c1MtAuO_u-00060-00015595-00015862 people called themselves but also among c4c1MtAuO_u-00061-00015863-00016125 the toria's Sai Remus famous and donkeys c4c1MtAuO_u-00062-00016126-00016378 and the personal names like those of the c4c1MtAuO_u-00063-00016379-00016697 people all seem iranian character c4c1MtAuO_u-00064-00016698-00016953 hostility between Toria and area is c4c1MtAuO_u-00065-00016954-00017158 indicated also in the Far vered Tian c4c1MtAuO_u-00066-00017159-00017413 Yost VV thirty seven to eight where the c4c1MtAuO_u-00067-00017414-00017584 Fraga she's of the just are said to have c4c1MtAuO_u-00068-00017585-00017791 provided support in battle against the c4c1MtAuO_u-00069-00017792-00017974 Dan who's who appear to be a clan of the c4c1MtAuO_u-00070-00017975-00018253 turret people thus in the Avesta some of c4c1MtAuO_u-00071-00018254-00018421 the Tory is believed in the message of c4c1MtAuO_u-00072-00018422-00018613 Zoroaster while others rejected the c4c1MtAuO_u-00073-00018614-00018906 religion similar to the ancient homeland c4c1MtAuO_u-00074-00018907-00019162 of Zoroaster the precise geography and c4c1MtAuO_u-00075-00019163-00019459 location of Turan is unknown in post to c4c1MtAuO_u-00076-00019460-00019603 vest in traditions they were thought to c4c1MtAuO_u-00077-00019604-00019822 inhabit the region north of the Oxus the c4c1MtAuO_u-00078-00019823-00020005 river separating them from the iranians c4c1MtAuO_u-00079-00020006-00020266 their presence accompanied by incessant c4c1MtAuO_u-00080-00020267-00020484 wars with the iranians helped to define c4c1MtAuO_u-00081-00020485-00020692 the latter as a distinct nation proud of c4c1MtAuO_u-00082-00020693-00020833 their land and ready to spill their c4c1MtAuO_u-00083-00020834-00021109 blood in its defense the common names of c4c1MtAuO_u-00084-00021110-00021297 turanians in Avesta and Shahnameh c4c1MtAuO_u-00085-00021298-00021565 include frere sein agra bitterish are c4c1MtAuO_u-00086-00021566-00021865 Jaspan am quest the names of iranian c4c1MtAuO_u-00087-00021866-00022060 tribes including those of the turanians c4c1MtAuO_u-00088-00022061-00022249 that appear in a vesta have been studied c4c1MtAuO_u-00089-00022250-00022408 by manfred mayer Hofer in his c4c1MtAuO_u-00090-00022409-00022525 comprehensive book on c4c1MtAuO_u-00091-00022526-00022961 vesta personal name etymologies c4c1MtAuO_u-00092-00022962-00023569 topic late sassanid in early Islamic era c4c1MtAuO_u-00093-00023570-00023822 from the fifth century CE II the c4c1MtAuO_u-00094-00023823-00024074 sasanian empire defined Turan in c4c1MtAuO_u-00095-00024075-00024449 opposition to Iran as the land where lay c4c1MtAuO_u-00096-00024450-00024611 its enemies to the northeast the c4c1MtAuO_u-00097-00024612-00024824 continuation of nomadic invasions on the c4c1MtAuO_u-00098-00024825-00025043 northeastern borders in historical times c4c1MtAuO_u-00099-00025044-00025261 kept the memory of the turanians alive c4c1MtAuO_u-00100-00025262-00025528 after the sixth century of the Turks who c4c1MtAuO_u-00101-00025529-00025706 had been pushed westward by other tribes c4c1MtAuO_u-00102-00025707-00025886 became neighbors of Iran and were c4c1MtAuO_u-00103-00025887-00026134 identified with the turanians the c4c1MtAuO_u-00104-00026135-00026345 identification of the turanians with the c4c1MtAuO_u-00105-00026345-00026558 Turks was a late development possibly c4c1MtAuO_u-00106-00026558-00026777 made in the early 7th century the Turks c4c1MtAuO_u-00107-00026777-00026948 first came into contact with the c4c1MtAuO_u-00108-00026949-00027118 Iranians only in the 6th century c4c1MtAuO_u-00109-00027119-00027364 according to Clifford E Bosworth in c4c1MtAuO_u-00110-00027364-00027664 early Islamic times Persians tended to c4c1MtAuO_u-00111-00027666-00027857 identify all the lands to the northeast c4c1MtAuO_u-00112-00027858-00028073 of Khorasan and lying beyond the Oxus c4c1MtAuO_u-00113-00028074-00028235 with the region of Turin which in the c4c1MtAuO_u-00114-00028236-00028448 Shah nama of Ferdowsi is regarded as the c4c1MtAuO_u-00115-00028449-00028730 land allotted to for a don's Sunter the c4c1MtAuO_u-00116-00028731-00028918 denizens of Turin were held to include c4c1MtAuO_u-00117-00028919-00029123 the Turks in the first four centuries of c4c1MtAuO_u-00118-00029124-00029354 Islam essentially those nomads izing c4c1MtAuO_u-00119-00029355-00029537 beyond the jacks arts and behind them c4c1MtAuO_u-00120-00029538-00029854 the Chinese see Kowalski minorsky Turan c4c1MtAuO_u-00121-00029855-00030115 turned thus became both an ethnic and a c4c1MtAuO_u-00122-00030116-00030335 geographical term but always containing c4c1MtAuO_u-00123-00030336-00030569 ambiguities and contradictions arising c4c1MtAuO_u-00124-00030570-00030731 from the fact that all through Islamic c4c1MtAuO_u-00125-00030732-00030935 times the lands immediately beyond the c4c1MtAuO_u-00126-00030936-00031127 Oxus and along its lower reaches were c4c1MtAuO_u-00127-00031127-00031321 the homes not of Turks but of Iranian c4c1MtAuO_u-00128-00031322-00031540 people's such as the sogdians and Korres c4c1MtAuO_u-00129-00031541-00032093 means the terms Turk and Turanian became c4c1MtAuO_u-00130-00032094-00032306 used interchangeably during the Islamic c4c1MtAuO_u-00131-00032307-00032539 era the shahnameh or the book of kings c4c1MtAuO_u-00132-00032541-00032750 the compilation of iranian mythical c4c1MtAuO_u-00133-00032751-00032965 heritage uses the two terms equivalently c4c1MtAuO_u-00134-00032966-00033233 other authors including tabari c4c1MtAuO_u-00135-00033234-00033470 Hakim I rancha and many other texts c4c1MtAuO_u-00136-00033471-00033749 follow like a notable exception as the c4c1MtAuO_u-00137-00033750-00034012 abl Hassan Ali ibn Massud II an arab c4c1MtAuO_u-00138-00034013-00034232 historian who writes the birth of a c4c1MtAuO_u-00139-00034233-00034465 phrase yob was in the land of Turks in c4c1MtAuO_u-00140-00034466-00034649 the error that historians and non c4c1MtAuO_u-00141-00034650-00034862 historians have made about him being a c4c1MtAuO_u-00142-00034863-00035204 Turk is due to this reason by the 10th c4c1MtAuO_u-00143-00035205-00035405 century the myth of a phrase yob was c4c1MtAuO_u-00144-00035406-00035699 adopted by the Carcano dynasty during c4c1MtAuO_u-00145-00035700-00035896 the Safavid era following the common c4c1MtAuO_u-00146-00035897-00036098 geographical convention of the Shahnameh c4c1MtAuO_u-00147-00036099-00036299 the term turn was used to refer to the c4c1MtAuO_u-00148-00036300-00036350 domain c4c1MtAuO_u-00149-00036351-00036551 the Uzbek Empire in conflict with the c4c1MtAuO_u-00150-00036552-00036860 Safavids some linguists derived the word c4c1MtAuO_u-00151-00036861-00037085 from the indo-iranian root asterisk Sura c4c1MtAuO_u-00152-00037086-00037499 strong quick sword Pashto plush toe c4c1MtAuO_u-00153-00037500-00037841 Turan urine swordsmen others link it to c4c1MtAuO_u-00154-00037842-00038119 old Iranian asterisk tor dark black c4c1MtAuO_u-00155-00038120-00038414 related to the new Persian tar it Pashto c4c1MtAuO_u-00156-00038415-00038651 tore Thor and possibly English dark in c4c1MtAuO_u-00157-00038652-00038962 this case it is a reference to the dark c4c1MtAuO_u-00158-00038963-00039269 civilization of Central Asian nomads in c4c1MtAuO_u-00159-00039270-00039608 contrast to the illuminated Zoroastrian c4c1MtAuO_u-00160-00039609-00040110 civilization of the settled Arya c4c1MtAuO_u-00161-00040111-00040505 topic Shahnameh c4c1MtAuO_u-00162-00040506-00040751 in the Persian epic Shahnameh the term c4c1MtAuO_u-00163-00040752-00041090 Turan land of the Turia like Iran Iran c4c1MtAuO_u-00164-00041091-00041417 equals land of the Aria refers to the c4c1MtAuO_u-00165-00041418-00041573 inhabitants of the eastern iranian c4c1MtAuO_u-00166-00041574-00041879 border and beyond the Oxus according to c4c1MtAuO_u-00167-00041880-00042032 the foundation myth given in the c4c1MtAuO_u-00168-00042033-00042251 Shahnameh king fired and equals a vest c4c1MtAuO_u-00169-00042252-00042443 in theta rate a onna had three sons c4c1MtAuO_u-00170-00042444-00042617 psalm turin erotic c4c1MtAuO_u-00171-00042618-00042803 among whom he divided the world Asia c4c1MtAuO_u-00172-00042804-00043040 Minor was given to Psalm turn to Turan c4c1MtAuO_u-00173-00043041-00043151 Iran to Hajj c4c1MtAuO_u-00174-00043152-00043387 the older brothers killed the younger c4c1MtAuO_u-00175-00043388-00043589 but he was avenged by his grandson and c4c1MtAuO_u-00176-00043590-00043771 the Iranians became the rulers of the c4c1MtAuO_u-00177-00043772-00044045 world however the war continued for c4c1MtAuO_u-00178-00044046-00044279 generations in the shahnameh the word c4c1MtAuO_u-00179-00044280-00044573 turned appears nearly 150 times and that c4c1MtAuO_u-00180-00044574-00044975 of Iran nearly 750 times some examples c4c1MtAuO_u-00181-00044976-00045212 from the Shahnameh NH k-- axed pita NH c4c1MtAuO_u-00182-00045213-00045530 dry NH quasi B's tagged aren Tran ger no c4c1MtAuO_u-00183-00045531-00045782 earth is visible no see no mountain from c4c1MtAuO_u-00184-00045783-00045944 the many blade wielders of the turn c4c1MtAuO_u-00185-00045945-00046220 hoard the mountain Tran s shard Jiang be c4c1MtAuO_u-00186-00046221-00046448 dancin k CH nakir bin plane to Hampton c4c1MtAuO_u-00187-00046449-00046664 powerful bodied Rustom took the fight to c4c1MtAuO_u-00188-00046665-00046856 the turn army just as a leopard cites c4c1MtAuO_u-00189-00046857-00047168 its prey topic modern literature topic c4c1MtAuO_u-00190-00047169-00047387 geography in the 19th and early 20th c4c1MtAuO_u-00191-00047388-00047636 centuries Western languages borrowed the c4c1MtAuO_u-00192-00047637-00047858 word turn as a general designation for c4c1MtAuO_u-00193-00047859-00048020 modern Central Asia although this c4c1MtAuO_u-00194-00048021-00048235 expression has now fallen into disuse c4c1MtAuO_u-00195-00048236-00048521 turn appears next to Iran on numerous c4c1MtAuO_u-00196-00048522-00048758 maps of the 19th century to designate a c4c1MtAuO_u-00197-00048759-00048983 region encompassing modern Uzbekistan c4c1MtAuO_u-00198-00048984-00049175 Kazakhstan and northern parts of c4c1MtAuO_u-00199-00049176-00049465 Afghanistan and Pakistan this area c4c1MtAuO_u-00200-00049466-00049649 roughly corresponds to what is called c4c1MtAuO_u-00201-00049650-00049880 Central Asia today the phrase turned c4c1MtAuO_u-00202-00049881-00050069 plain or turned depression became a c4c1MtAuO_u-00203-00050070-00050290 geographical term referring to a part of c4c1MtAuO_u-00204-00050291-00050590 Central Asia topic linguistics the term c4c1MtAuO_u-00205-00050591-00050831 Turanian now obsolete formerly occurred c4c1MtAuO_u-00206-00050832-00051031 in the classifications used by European c4c1MtAuO_u-00207-00051032-00051314 especially German pange Aryan and Slovak c4c1MtAuO_u-00208-00051315-00051583 ethnologists linguists and romantics to c4c1MtAuO_u-00209-00051584-00051754 designate populations speaking c4c1MtAuO_u-00210-00051755-00051991 non-indo-european non-semitic and non c4c1MtAuO_u-00211-00051992-00052180 Hamidah clang guaa jiz and specially c4c1MtAuO_u-00212-00052182-00052429 speakers of Altaic Dravidian Eurail ik c4c1MtAuO_u-00213-00052430-00052705 japanese korean and other languages max c4c1MtAuO_u-00214-00052707-00053087 Muller 1823 to 1900 identified different c4c1MtAuO_u-00215-00053088-00053254 sub branches within the Turanian c4c1MtAuO_u-00216-00053255-00053453 language family the Midler Altaic c4c1MtAuO_u-00217-00053454-00053546 division branch c4c1MtAuO_u-00218-00053547-00053819 comprising tangu sic mongolic Turkic the c4c1MtAuO_u-00219-00053820-00053854 northern c4c1MtAuO_u-00220-00053855-00054074 ural samoyedic aggression Finnick the c4c1MtAuO_u-00221-00054075-00054269 southern branch consisted of Dravidian c4c1MtAuO_u-00222-00054270-00054503 languages such as Tamil Kannada Telugu c4c1MtAuO_u-00223-00054504-00054773 Malayalam and other Dravidian languages c4c1MtAuO_u-00224-00054774-00054955 the languages of the Caucasus which c4c1MtAuO_u-00225-00054957-00055133 Muller classified as the scattered c4c1MtAuO_u-00226-00055134-00055342 languages of the Turanian family molar c4c1MtAuO_u-00227-00055344-00055529 also began to muse whether Chinese c4c1MtAuO_u-00228-00055529-00055691 belong to the northern branch or c4c1MtAuO_u-00229-00055691-00055886 southern branch the main relationships c4c1MtAuO_u-00230-00055887-00056111 between Dravidian euralia and Altaic c4c1MtAuO_u-00231-00056112-00056344 languages were considered typological c4c1MtAuO_u-00232-00056345-00056557 according to Crystal and Robin's c4c1MtAuO_u-00233-00056558-00056774 language families as conceived in the c4c1MtAuO_u-00234-00056775-00056990 historical study of languages should not c4c1MtAuO_u-00235-00056991-00057161 be confused with the quite separate c4c1MtAuO_u-00236-00057162-00057344 classifications of languages by c4c1MtAuO_u-00237-00057345-00057482 reference to their sharing certain c4c1MtAuO_u-00238-00057483-00057641 predominant features of grammatical c4c1MtAuO_u-00239-00057641-00057953 structure as of 2013 linguists classify c4c1MtAuO_u-00240-00057954-00058126 languages according to the method of c4c1MtAuO_u-00241-00058127-00058304 comparative linguistics rather than c4c1MtAuO_u-00242-00058304-00058489 using their typological features c4c1MtAuO_u-00243-00058490-00058760 according to encyclopædia Britannica c4c1MtAuO_u-00244-00058761-00058937 maxes Muller's efforts were most c4c1MtAuO_u-00245-00058938-00059126 successful in the case of the Semites c4c1MtAuO_u-00246-00059127-00059288 whose affinities are easy to demonstrate c4c1MtAuO_u-00247-00059289-00059525 and probably least successful in the c4c1MtAuO_u-00248-00059526-00059744 case of the Turanian peoples whose early c4c1MtAuO_u-00249-00059745-00060086 origins are hypothetical as of 2014 the c4c1MtAuO_u-00250-00060087-00060290 scholarly community no longer uses the c4c1MtAuO_u-00251-00060291-00060476 word Turanian to denote a classification c4c1MtAuO_u-00252-00060477-00060779 of language families the relationship c4c1MtAuO_u-00253-00060779-00060971 between Eurail ik and Altaic whose c4c1MtAuO_u-00254-00060972-00061148 speakers were also designated as c4c1MtAuO_u-00255-00061149-00061405 Turanian people in 19th century European c4c1MtAuO_u-00256-00061407-00061691 literature remains uncertain topic c4c1MtAuO_u-00257-00061691-00061940 ideology in European discourse the words c4c1MtAuO_u-00258-00061941-00062126 turn and Turanian can designate a c4c1MtAuO_u-00259-00062127-00062354 certain mentality ie the nomadic in c4c1MtAuO_u-00260-00062354-00062570 contrast to the urbanized agricultural c4c1MtAuO_u-00261-00062571-00062857 civilizations this usage probably c4c1MtAuO_u-00262-00062858-00063077 matches the Zoroastrian concept of the c4c1MtAuO_u-00263-00063078-00063239 Turia which is not primarily a c4c1MtAuO_u-00264-00063240-00063457 linguistic or ethnic designation but c4c1MtAuO_u-00265-00063458-00063616 rather an aim of the infidels that c4c1MtAuO_u-00266-00063617-00063805 opposed the civilization based on the c4c1MtAuO_u-00267-00063807-00064064 preaching of Zoroaster combined with c4c1MtAuO_u-00268-00064065-00064294 physical anthropology the concept of the c4c1MtAuO_u-00269-00064295-00064532 Turanian mentality has a clear potential c4c1MtAuO_u-00270-00064533-00064847 for cultural polemic thus in 1838 the c4c1MtAuO_u-00271-00064848-00065174 scholar JW Jackson described the Turan c4c1MtAuO_u-00272-00065175-00065360 ador Turanian race in the following c4c1MtAuO_u-00273-00065361-00065654 words the Turanian is the impersonation c4c1MtAuO_u-00274-00065655-00065921 of material power he is the merely c4c1MtAuO_u-00275-00065922-00066098 muscular man at his maximum of c4c1MtAuO_u-00276-00066099-00066323 collective development he is not c4c1MtAuO_u-00277-00066324-00066530 inherently a savage but he is radically c4c1MtAuO_u-00278-00066531-00066785 a barbarian he does not live from hand c4c1MtAuO_u-00279-00066786-00066994 to mouth like a beast but neither has he c4c1MtAuO_u-00280-00066995-00067136 in full measure the moral and c4c1MtAuO_u-00281-00067137-00067247 intellectual endow c4c1MtAuO_u-00282-00067248-00067507 of the true man he can labor and he can c4c1MtAuO_u-00283-00067508-00067679 accumulate but he cannot think and c4c1MtAuO_u-00284-00067680-00067961 aspire like a Caucasian of the two grand c4c1MtAuO_u-00285-00067962-00068188 elements of superior human life he is c4c1MtAuO_u-00286-00068189-00068360 more deficient in the sentiments than in c4c1MtAuO_u-00287-00068361-00068615 the faculties and of the latter he is c4c1MtAuO_u-00288-00068616-00068792 better provided with those that conduce c4c1MtAuO_u-00289-00068793-00068968 to the acquisition of knowledge than the c4c1MtAuO_u-00290-00068969-00069154 origination of ideas c4c1MtAuO_u-00291-00069155-00069431 according to iranian poet muhammad taggi c4c1MtAuO_u-00292-00069432-00069643 bahar the name turn derives from the c4c1MtAuO_u-00293-00069644-00069919 Avesta n-- towel rod and which means c4c1MtAuO_u-00294-00069920-00070240 further on the river where the river c4c1MtAuO_u-00295-00070241-00070586 equates to the AMU darya bihar also c4c1MtAuO_u-00296-00070587-00070760 mentions the word turk is from middle c4c1MtAuO_u-00297-00070761-00071173 persian Turek which means warrior or c4c1MtAuO_u-00298-00071174-00071474 Horseman polish philosopher Felix c4c1MtAuO_u-00299-00071475-00071656 connection he claimed the existence of a c4c1MtAuO_u-00300-00071657-00071855 distinctive Turanian civilization c4c1MtAuO_u-00301-00071856-00072074 encompassing both Turkic and some Slavs c4c1MtAuO_u-00302-00072075-00072317 such as Russians this alleged c4c1MtAuO_u-00303-00072318-00072491 civilizations hallmark would be c4c1MtAuO_u-00304-00072492-00072725 militarism anti-intellectualism and an c4c1MtAuO_u-00305-00072726-00072922 absolute obedience to the ruler c4c1MtAuO_u-00306-00072923-00073178 connection II saw this civilization as c4c1MtAuO_u-00307-00073179-00073393 inherently inferior to Latin Western c4c1MtAuO_u-00308-00073394-00073784 European civilization c4c1MtAuO_u-00309-00073785-00074251 topic politics c4c1MtAuO_u-00310-00074252-00074465 in the declining days of the Ottoman c4c1MtAuO_u-00311-00074466-00074723 Empire some Turkish nationalists adopted c4c1MtAuO_u-00312-00074724-00074911 the word Turanian to express a pan c4c1MtAuO_u-00313-00074912-00075175 Turkic ideology also called Turan ism as c4c1MtAuO_u-00314-00075176-00075515 of 2013 Turan ISM forms an important c4c1MtAuO_u-00315-00075516-00075730 aspect of the ideology of the Turkish c4c1MtAuO_u-00316-00075731-00075874 nationalist movement party c4c1MtAuO_u-00317-00075875-00076136 MHP whose members are also known as grey c4c1MtAuO_u-00318-00076137-00076484 wolves in recent times the word Turanian c4c1MtAuO_u-00319-00076485-00076699 has sometimes expressed a pan Altaic c4c1MtAuO_u-00320-00076700-00076898 nationalism theoretically including c4c1MtAuO_u-00321-00076899-00077107 Manchus and mongols in addition to turks c4c1MtAuO_u-00322-00077108-00077317 though no political organization seems c4c1MtAuO_u-00323-00077318-00077476 to have adopted such an ambitious c4c1MtAuO_u-00324-00077477-00077892 platform c4c1MtAuO_u-00325-00077893-00078237 names c4c1MtAuO_u-00326-00078238-00078588 toran debt or Turan docked is a female c4c1MtAuO_u-00327-00078589-00078849 name in Iran and it means turns daughter c4c1MtAuO_u-00328-00078850-00079128 in Persian it is best known in the west c4c1MtAuO_u-00329-00079129-00079326 through Puccini's famous opera to c4c1MtAuO_u-00330-00079327-00079779 randint 1921 to 24 turn is also a common c4c1MtAuO_u-00331-00079780-00079962 name in the Middle East and his family c4c1MtAuO_u-00332-00079963-00080145 surnames in some countries including c4c1MtAuO_u-00333-00080146-00080538 Bahrain Iran Bosnia and Turkey the iobit c4c1MtAuO_u-00334-00080539-00080760 ruler Saladin had an older brother with c4c1MtAuO_u-00335-00080761-00081093 the name turn Shah taraj whom ancient c4c1MtAuO_u-00336-00081094-00081294 Iranian myths depict as the ancestor of c4c1MtAuO_u-00337-00081295-00081537 the turanians is also a popular name and c4c1MtAuO_u-00338-00081538-00081795 means son of darkness the name turn c4c1MtAuO_u-00339-00081796-00081996 according to Iranian myths derives from c4c1MtAuO_u-00340-00081997-00082254 the homeland of taraj the Pahlavi c4c1MtAuO_u-00341-00082255-00082452 pronunciation of taraj is to zh c4c1MtAuO_u-00342-00082453-00082667 according to the dakota dictionary c4c1MtAuO_u-00343-00082668-00082947 similarly Mirage which is also a popular c4c1MtAuO_u-00344-00082948-00083154 name is the brother of taraj in the c4c1MtAuO_u-00345-00083155-00083451 shahnameh an altered version of taraj is c4c1MtAuO_u-00346-00083452-00083998 Siraj which means son of gold c4c1MtAuO_u-00347-00083999-00084456 topic family tree c4c1MtAuO_u-00348-00084457-00084980 topic references c4c1MtAuO_u-00349-00084981-00085498 topic further reading c4c1MtAuO_u-00350-00085499-00085684 Center and periphery in late c4c1MtAuO_u-00351-00085685-00085897 protohistoric turn the settlement c4c1MtAuO_u-00352-00085898-00086092 pattern in pyridyl h e d c4c1MtAuO_u-00353-00086093-00086590 agen archaeology 1979 berlin archaeology c4c1MtAuO_u-00354-00086591-00086809 in iran who in turn ver lag Philipp von c4c1MtAuO_u-00355-00086810-00087232 zaparin GmbH publisher ver lag Marilla c4c1MtAuO_u-00356-00087233-00087822 Dorf GmbH vol 1 2 3 c4c1MtAuO_u-00357-00087823-00088380 topic external links c4c1MtAuO_u-00358-00088381-00088747 Iranians and turanians in the Avesta der c4c1MtAuO_u-00359-00088748-00088942 shot and von turin a history of the c4c1MtAuO_u-00360-00088943-00089320 Turin ideology in German c863-Wkb1vk-00000-00000000-00000135 hey y'all what's up my name is snelly c863-Wkb1vk-00001-00000136-00000335 welcome to a new week of my life it is c863-Wkb1vk-00002-00000336-00000567 monday obviously and it is actually c863-Wkb1vk-00003-00000568-00000799 later in the day i kind of was really c863-Wkb1vk-00004-00000800-00001023 busy this morning with work and stuff so c863-Wkb1vk-00005-00001024-00001158 i just didn't really want to start the c863-Wkb1vk-00006-00001159-00001231 vlog c863-Wkb1vk-00007-00001232-00001566 um but it's almost about to be 7 p.m and c863-Wkb1vk-00008-00001567-00001759 i just came back from a grad shoot i c863-Wkb1vk-00009-00001760-00001847 actually went to c863-Wkb1vk-00010-00001848-00002159 ut university of texas at austin c863-Wkb1vk-00011-00002160-00002423 to do a grad shoot because it is finally c863-Wkb1vk-00012-00002424-00002471 grad c863-Wkb1vk-00013-00002472-00002599 season if you guys didn't know i'm a c863-Wkb1vk-00014-00002600-00002823 freelance photographer based in austin c863-Wkb1vk-00015-00002824-00003031 texas and a videographer but mostly c863-Wkb1vk-00016-00003032-00003110 photography c863-Wkb1vk-00017-00003111-00003367 and my favorite thing to do is grads so c863-Wkb1vk-00018-00003368-00003519 that's where i just came from c863-Wkb1vk-00019-00003520-00003703 but it actually started to rain c863-Wkb1vk-00020-00003704-00003886 literally like within the last 10 c863-Wkb1vk-00021-00003887-00003935 minutes c863-Wkb1vk-00022-00003936-00004135 luckily the last location was the c863-Wkb1vk-00023-00004136-00004295 fountain so she was going to get wet c863-Wkb1vk-00024-00004296-00004399 anyway and it honestly c863-Wkb1vk-00025-00004400-00004535 didn't look that bad because it was c863-Wkb1vk-00026-00004536-00004735 still pretty bright outside so c863-Wkb1vk-00027-00004736-00004919 i think we were safe i'm kind of sad c863-Wkb1vk-00028-00004920-00005054 though because it's supposed to be c863-Wkb1vk-00029-00005055-00005111 raining c863-Wkb1vk-00030-00005112-00005351 um not even tomorrow it's like the next c863-Wkb1vk-00031-00005352-00005575 two days like on wednesday and thursday c863-Wkb1vk-00032-00005576-00005886 so i'm trying to reschedule those girls c863-Wkb1vk-00033-00005887-00006063 um because i have like two back-to-back c863-Wkb1vk-00034-00006064-00006295 sessions on each day so i'm just like i c863-Wkb1vk-00035-00006296-00006463 hate rain but honestly i can't complain c863-Wkb1vk-00036-00006464-00006567 because austin c863-Wkb1vk-00037-00006568-00006814 rarely ever reigns so hopefully i won't c863-Wkb1vk-00038-00006815-00006998 have to do this very often but c863-Wkb1vk-00039-00007000-00007239 um speaking of austin i know a lot of c863-Wkb1vk-00040-00007240-00007455 you guys watch me for my austin content c863-Wkb1vk-00041-00007456-00007774 and i just filmed a austin c863-Wkb1vk-00042-00007775-00008031 um awesome pros and cons with my c863-Wkb1vk-00043-00008031-00008167 boyfriend ryan c863-Wkb1vk-00044-00008168-00008455 and he is also leaving to go back home c863-Wkb1vk-00045-00008456-00008655 tomorrow because he just like wants to c863-Wkb1vk-00046-00008656-00008839 see his family and just go and visit and c863-Wkb1vk-00047-00008840-00008959 everything um c863-Wkb1vk-00048-00008960-00009127 i couldn't obviously go because i have c863-Wkb1vk-00049-00009128-00009295 so many gratitude scheduled he's going c863-Wkb1vk-00050-00009296-00009455 to be gone for a little bit c863-Wkb1vk-00051-00009456-00009703 and so i'm kind of nervous to be alone c863-Wkb1vk-00052-00009704-00009855 because if you know me you c863-Wkb1vk-00053-00009856-00010055 know that i hate being alone so i'm c863-Wkb1vk-00054-00010056-00010223 gonna take the time to try to like c863-Wkb1vk-00055-00010224-00010431 appreciate being alone c863-Wkb1vk-00056-00010432-00010719 so we will see you guys will be coming c863-Wkb1vk-00057-00010720-00010871 with me i'll probably like talk on the c863-Wkb1vk-00058-00010872-00011031 vlog quite a bit because c863-Wkb1vk-00059-00011032-00011303 i feel like whenever i am alone vlogging c863-Wkb1vk-00060-00011304-00011455 is like my favorite thing to do because c863-Wkb1vk-00061-00011456-00011495 it c863-Wkb1vk-00062-00011496-00011638 makes me feel like i have a friend with c863-Wkb1vk-00063-00011639-00011855 me it's kind of weird but like i don't c863-Wkb1vk-00064-00011856-00011919 know it's c863-Wkb1vk-00065-00011920-00012119 the truth this past weekend we went to c863-Wkb1vk-00066-00012120-00012319 dallas and i'm hoping that vlog is c863-Wkb1vk-00067-00012320-00012503 already up by the time you see this one c863-Wkb1vk-00068-00012504-00012703 um so you can check that out we had such c863-Wkb1vk-00069-00012704-00012822 a fun time it was our first time c863-Wkb1vk-00070-00012823-00012935 visiting dallas c863-Wkb1vk-00071-00012936-00013191 um and ryan's last night in town is c863-Wkb1vk-00072-00013191-00013263 tonight so c863-Wkb1vk-00073-00013263-00013438 i'm gonna try to have dinner with him i c863-Wkb1vk-00074-00013440-00013630 don't know if we'll get like take out or c863-Wkb1vk-00075-00013631-00013775 go somewhere to eat i'm not really sure c863-Wkb1vk-00076-00013776-00013927 where he is he's probably playing golf c863-Wkb1vk-00077-00013928-00014015 honestly he's like c863-Wkb1vk-00078-00014016-00014207 really been into golf i mean for the c863-Wkb1vk-00079-00014208-00014383 past year i would say but like c863-Wkb1vk-00080-00014384-00014638 now more than ever he is loving just c863-Wkb1vk-00081-00014640-00014758 going to play golf c863-Wkb1vk-00082-00014759-00014911 um which is great because then he just c863-Wkb1vk-00083-00014912-00015086 gets out of the house and c863-Wkb1vk-00084-00015087-00015391 i can like focus on my stuff um but yeah c863-Wkb1vk-00085-00015391-00015535 so he's at golf right now c863-Wkb1vk-00086-00015536-00015750 we're gonna eat soon this weekend kind c863-Wkb1vk-00087-00015751-00015903 of threw me off my rocker with the whole c863-Wkb1vk-00088-00015904-00016030 calorie counting thing c863-Wkb1vk-00089-00016031-00016207 so i think i'm gonna wait till ryan c863-Wkb1vk-00090-00016208-00016350 leaves which is tomorrow morning and c863-Wkb1vk-00091-00016351-00016494 then i'm gonna go to grocery shopping c863-Wkb1vk-00092-00016495-00016567 tomorrow c863-Wkb1vk-00093-00016568-00016711 and kind of just like get back in the c863-Wkb1vk-00094-00016712-00016911 grind of things because it's really hard c863-Wkb1vk-00095-00016912-00017119 when he's not calorie counting and i am c863-Wkb1vk-00096-00017120-00017247 you know what i mean you know what's c863-Wkb1vk-00097-00017248-00017415 funny i like didn't really eat that c863-Wkb1vk-00098-00017416-00017567 healthy but i also didn't really eat c863-Wkb1vk-00099-00017568-00017622 like c863-Wkb1vk-00100-00017623-00017903 the worst this weekend but like i don't c863-Wkb1vk-00101-00017904-00018014 know i definitely c863-Wkb1vk-00102-00018015-00018167 thought i was gonna gain some weight and c863-Wkb1vk-00103-00018168-00018327 i looked at the scale and i literally c863-Wkb1vk-00104-00018328-00018486 lost a pound but then i'm like thinking c863-Wkb1vk-00105-00018487-00018647 okay i was like so thirsty this whole c863-Wkb1vk-00106-00018648-00018775 weekend because like all the dallas c863-Wkb1vk-00107-00018776-00018894 water c863-Wkb1vk-00108-00018895-00019047 was kind of like gross i don't know it's c863-Wkb1vk-00109-00019048-00019279 just like wasn't it so we were like so c863-Wkb1vk-00110-00019280-00019439 dehydrated this whole weekend so maybe c863-Wkb1vk-00111-00019440-00019494 that's why c863-Wkb1vk-00112-00019495-00019663 i like lost a pound because i usually c863-Wkb1vk-00113-00019664-00019814 drink so much water and today i was like c863-Wkb1vk-00114-00019815-00019879 so thirsty c863-Wkb1vk-00115-00019880-00019983 i don't know why i'm telling you guys c863-Wkb1vk-00116-00019984-00020199 this but today i drink so much water c863-Wkb1vk-00117-00020200-00020303 because i feel like i was just like c863-Wkb1vk-00118-00020304-00020486 dehydrated from the weekend so that is c863-Wkb1vk-00119-00020487-00020607 the update for now c863-Wkb1vk-00120-00020608-00020783 it's just like really groggy weather out c863-Wkb1vk-00121-00020784-00020967 there and i'm just like not really c863-Wkb1vk-00122-00020968-00021150 looking forward to a week of that c863-Wkb1vk-00123-00021151-00021303 i think tomorrow's supposed to be sunny c863-Wkb1vk-00124-00021304-00021494 though so hopefully everything clears up c863-Wkb1vk-00125-00021495-00021663 currently watching some vlogs i'm c863-Wkb1vk-00126-00021664-00021878 watching taylor king's vlog and c863-Wkb1vk-00127-00021879-00022103 she's like the assistant to alicia marie c863-Wkb1vk-00128-00022104-00022278 which is like a huge youtuber c863-Wkb1vk-00129-00022279-00022511 and she's just like so inspiring because c863-Wkb1vk-00130-00022512-00022599 she does so c863-Wkb1vk-00131-00022600-00022814 much she's an influencer herself she c863-Wkb1vk-00132-00022815-00022927 does like c863-Wkb1vk-00133-00022928-00023199 obviously the work with alicia she like c863-Wkb1vk-00134-00023200-00023407 works out like she does it all she has c863-Wkb1vk-00135-00023408-00023558 time for everything and it's just crazy c863-Wkb1vk-00136-00023559-00023711 to me because like i feel like i'm c863-Wkb1vk-00137-00023712-00023894 in the same boat where i'm just like c863-Wkb1vk-00138-00023895-00024199 kind of have a lot going on c863-Wkb1vk-00139-00024200-00024375 but i just don't know really how to c863-Wkb1vk-00140-00024376-00024527 manage my time like i really need to get c863-Wkb1vk-00141-00024528-00024655 better at that because i feel like i c863-Wkb1vk-00142-00024656-00024799 always have stuff on my to-do list that c863-Wkb1vk-00143-00024800-00024958 i just never get done c863-Wkb1vk-00144-00024959-00025214 and i just need to get better about that c863-Wkb1vk-00145-00025215-00025367 so right now i'm gonna do something that c863-Wkb1vk-00146-00025368-00025414 i c863-Wkb1vk-00147-00025415-00025606 said i was gonna do for a while now um c863-Wkb1vk-00148-00025607-00025790 i'm doing a recruitment video for c863-Wkb1vk-00149-00025791-00025950 one of the stories at ut i'm actually c863-Wkb1vk-00150-00025951-00026134 doing two stories but i only started on c863-Wkb1vk-00151-00026135-00026199 one c863-Wkb1vk-00152-00026200-00026414 um and we did like whole filming weekend c863-Wkb1vk-00153-00026416-00026567 so i'm gonna go through c863-Wkb1vk-00154-00026568-00026902 three hours and 30 minutes of footage c863-Wkb1vk-00155-00026904-00027190 and cut it down shall be interesting c863-Wkb1vk-00156-00027191-00027358 luckily i don't really need to hear c863-Wkb1vk-00157-00027360-00027518 what they're saying like i just need to c863-Wkb1vk-00158-00027519-00027679 like pick out some cute clips and like c863-Wkb1vk-00159-00027680-00027751 chop them up c863-Wkb1vk-00160-00027752-00027974 so i'm gonna continue to watch my vlogs c863-Wkb1vk-00161-00027975-00028207 um but yeah this is gonna take a really c863-Wkb1vk-00162-00028208-00028302 long time c863-Wkb1vk-00163-00028304-00028543 um but you know it's good that i got c863-Wkb1vk-00164-00028544-00028727 this much footage because hopefully we c863-Wkb1vk-00165-00028727-00028855 won't have to do c863-Wkb1vk-00166-00028856-00029214 um much other filming since i got like c863-Wkb1vk-00167-00029216-00029358 three hours of footage so i feel like c863-Wkb1vk-00168-00029360-00029455 that's a lot c863-Wkb1vk-00169-00029456-00029711 um but ryan is golfing it has been c863-Wkb1vk-00170-00029712-00029879 confirmed i just called him c863-Wkb1vk-00171-00029880-00030055 i was like i'm literally starving where c863-Wkb1vk-00172-00030056-00030390 are you but i just had two rice cakes c863-Wkb1vk-00173-00030391-00031399 so trying to like hold myself over hi c863-Wkb1vk-00174-00031400-00031718 hi c863-Wkb1vk-00175-00031719-00032070 hi hi c863-Wkb1vk-00176-00032072-00032374 how was your show sounds good how's golf c863-Wkb1vk-00177-00032375-00032431 uh c863-Wkb1vk-00178-00032432-00032702 child 46 in the front now whatever that c863-Wkb1vk-00179-00032703-00032790 means c863-Wkb1vk-00180-00032791-00033055 is that good um it's like right around c863-Wkb1vk-00181-00033056-00033215 low 90s which is not bad c863-Wkb1vk-00182-00033216-00033518 that's good c863-Wkb1vk-00183-00033519-00033743 we decided on bowed up it actually just c863-Wkb1vk-00184-00033744-00033974 opened up on riverside we've had it in a c863-Wkb1vk-00185-00033975-00034407 mueller i think and it's just so yummy c863-Wkb1vk-00186-00034408-00034599 but pokey works is right next to it and c863-Wkb1vk-00187-00034600-00035497 it's also calling my name c863-Wkb1vk-00188-00035498-00036483 [Music] c863-Wkb1vk-00189-00036484-00037967 nice c863-Wkb1vk-00190-00037968-00038223 it is tuesday and my hair is still damp c863-Wkb1vk-00191-00038224-00038399 for my workout this morning which is c863-Wkb1vk-00192-00038400-00038511 really gross c863-Wkb1vk-00193-00038512-00038702 um i was gonna get ready today but i c863-Wkb1vk-00194-00038703-00038887 don't even know if i really want to c863-Wkb1vk-00195-00038888-00039087 i feel like every day i'm just like okay c863-Wkb1vk-00196-00039088-00039230 i need to be ready by 10 c863-Wkb1vk-00197-00039231-00039415 so that i can like do some content after c863-Wkb1vk-00198-00039416-00039615 work and everything but c863-Wkb1vk-00199-00039616-00039830 then it gets to 12 and i'm like so busy c863-Wkb1vk-00200-00039831-00039999 doing obviously my job c863-Wkb1vk-00201-00040000-00040159 and i'm just like i don't have time to c863-Wkb1vk-00202-00040160-00040343 like put on makeup and then it gets to c863-Wkb1vk-00203-00040344-00040415 like two c863-Wkb1vk-00204-00040416-00040574 and three and then i'm just like why put c863-Wkb1vk-00205-00040575-00040759 on makeup right now it's so annoying of c863-Wkb1vk-00206-00040760-00040887 me i should just like really c863-Wkb1vk-00207-00040888-00041046 put on makeup like during my lunch break c863-Wkb1vk-00208-00041047-00041271 but i also haven't really eaten today c863-Wkb1vk-00209-00041272-00041567 um and that's okay because sometimes i'm c863-Wkb1vk-00210-00041568-00041743 just like well i'm intermittent fasting c863-Wkb1vk-00211-00041744-00041935 without even like knowing i am c863-Wkb1vk-00212-00041936-00042135 um but i also don't know what to eat c863-Wkb1vk-00213-00042136-00042367 because i do need to go grocery shopping c863-Wkb1vk-00214-00042368-00042446 tonight c863-Wkb1vk-00215-00042447-00042623 i have another grad session tonight so c863-Wkb1vk-00216-00042624-00042783 i'll probably just go after c863-Wkb1vk-00217-00042784-00043095 i come home from ut's campus um but i c863-Wkb1vk-00218-00043096-00043230 just got off of a call c863-Wkb1vk-00219-00043231-00043479 actually with someone from ut she was c863-Wkb1vk-00220-00043480-00043615 just like interviewing me for c863-Wkb1vk-00221-00043616-00043846 a college project something about like c863-Wkb1vk-00222-00043847-00044030 creating a video editing platform c863-Wkb1vk-00223-00044031-00044167 so i thought that was actually really c863-Wkb1vk-00224-00044168-00044399 interesting and now i have a call with c863-Wkb1vk-00225-00044400-00044479 someone from c863-Wkb1vk-00226-00044480-00044774 um a property that i might be going to c863-Wkb1vk-00227-00044775-00044935 take photos and videos at c863-Wkb1vk-00228-00044936-00045127 so i'm gonna go get on that it is c863-Wkb1vk-00229-00045128-00045327 currently 11 20. c863-Wkb1vk-00230-00045328-00045527 okay so i just got off the teams call c863-Wkb1vk-00231-00045528-00045639 with the property c863-Wkb1vk-00232-00045640-00045774 and basically it was just like kind of c863-Wkb1vk-00233-00045775-00045951 like a preliminary call because they c863-Wkb1vk-00234-00045952-00046167 wanted me to come for videos and photos c863-Wkb1vk-00235-00046168-00046262 and everything like that c863-Wkb1vk-00236-00046263-00046439 so i just kind of wanted to go over what c863-Wkb1vk-00237-00046440-00046686 exactly they want i am freaking starving c863-Wkb1vk-00238-00046687-00046911 and i actually had a whole c863-Wkb1vk-00239-00046912-00047095 thing of spinach in my fridge so i'm c863-Wkb1vk-00240-00047096-00047255 gonna make my spinach and eggs i c863-Wkb1vk-00241-00047256-00047471 actually haven't had this in a while c863-Wkb1vk-00242-00047472-00047639 i literally made it in like every vlog c863-Wkb1vk-00243-00047640-00047830 for a long time but c863-Wkb1vk-00244-00047831-00047967 yeah i haven't had this in a while so i c863-Wkb1vk-00245-00047968-00048095 think i'm going to do this and most c863-Wkb1vk-00246-00048096-00048255 likely make a smoothie because i feel c863-Wkb1vk-00247-00048256-00048383 like that sounds good and i have like a c863-Wkb1vk-00248-00048384-00048502 lot of random c863-Wkb1vk-00249-00048503-00048702 milks in my fridge like i had soy milk c863-Wkb1vk-00250-00048703-00048815 i've oh milk i have c863-Wkb1vk-00251-00048816-00049023 regular lactose free milk like i don't c863-Wkb1vk-00252-00049024-00049207 know don't ask me why c863-Wkb1vk-00253-00049208-00049415 i think i just need to make a smoothie c863-Wkb1vk-00254-00049416-00049902 so let's do it c863-Wkb1vk-00255-00049903-00050071 and one of my last vlogs i showed you c863-Wkb1vk-00256-00050072-00050302 guys the vitamix that i recently got c863-Wkb1vk-00257-00050303-00050551 i think it's the e3 500 but i'll link it c863-Wkb1vk-00258-00050552-00050758 down below just in case like i don't c863-Wkb1vk-00259-00050759-00050951 have the model right but this is what it c863-Wkb1vk-00260-00050952-00051167 looks like we have all these settings c863-Wkb1vk-00261-00051168-00051335 and then you can like make your own c863-Wkb1vk-00262-00051336-00051470 setting it's really cool c863-Wkb1vk-00263-00051471-00051670 this is what came with it and then i c863-Wkb1vk-00264-00051671-00051879 actually got this attachment and like a c863-Wkb1vk-00265-00051879-00052038 smaller little like c863-Wkb1vk-00266-00052039-00052375 sauce kind of cup but i actually prefer c863-Wkb1vk-00267-00052376-00052599 this one even if i'm making a single c863-Wkb1vk-00268-00052600-00052782 serving because it just blends better i c863-Wkb1vk-00269-00052783-00052959 don't know what about it but it just c863-Wkb1vk-00270-00052960-00052999 does c863-Wkb1vk-00271-00053000-00053126 and it's kind of weird because obviously c863-Wkb1vk-00272-00053127-00053279 this would be nicer so i don't have to c863-Wkb1vk-00273-00053279-00053782 waste another cup c863-Wkb1vk-00274-00053783-00053999 i put something new in my eggs this is c863-Wkb1vk-00275-00054000-00054119 just salami c863-Wkb1vk-00276-00054120-00054682 sliced salami add protein you know why c863-Wkb1vk-00277-00054683-00055054 not c863-Wkb1vk-00278-00055055-00055182 all right now it's time to eat i'm c863-Wkb1vk-00279-00055183-00055407 freaking hungry i just clocked out for c863-Wkb1vk-00280-00055408-00055687 my lunch break and now i need to clean c863-Wkb1vk-00281-00055688-00055879 my closet this is disgusting c863-Wkb1vk-00282-00055879-00056103 you guys are gonna judge me so hard but c863-Wkb1vk-00283-00056104-00056207 i mean it's not disgusting c863-Wkb1vk-00284-00056208-00056399 there's just everywhere i don't c863-Wkb1vk-00285-00056400-00056566 know why well i just came back from c863-Wkb1vk-00286-00056567-00056671 dallas so c863-Wkb1vk-00287-00056672-00056854 i have my um suitcase laying on the c863-Wkb1vk-00288-00056855-00057038 floor with everything just sprawled out c863-Wkb1vk-00289-00057039-00057094 of it c863-Wkb1vk-00290-00057095-00057207 i think i was like trying to get my c863-Wkb1vk-00291-00057208-00057366 makeup the other day this is what my c863-Wkb1vk-00292-00057367-00057503 closet floor looks like c863-Wkb1vk-00293-00057504-00057697 don't know how to gall like this c863-Wkb1vk-00294-00057698-00058271 [Music] c863-Wkb1vk-00295-00058272-00058430 today on my instagram i'm posting a c863-Wkb1vk-00296-00058432-00058615 giveaway with briojio c863-Wkb1vk-00297-00058616-00058950 and i have yet to take one of my photos c863-Wkb1vk-00298-00058951-00059094 i have the first photo it's just gonna c863-Wkb1vk-00299-00059095-00059303 be like a selfie with my hair all nice c863-Wkb1vk-00300-00059304-00059479 but the second photo is supposed to be c863-Wkb1vk-00301-00059479-00059623 like a product shot c863-Wkb1vk-00302-00059624-00059863 um obviously just like what i'm gonna be c863-Wkb1vk-00303-00059864-00059959 giving away c863-Wkb1vk-00304-00059960-00060150 so i'm setting up these replicas c863-Wkb1vk-00305-00060151-00060279 surfaces c863-Wkb1vk-00306-00060279-00060526 if you guys are a photographer you may c863-Wkb1vk-00307-00060527-00060663 have heard of them c863-Wkb1vk-00308-00060664-00060935 but i dropped like a butt load of money c863-Wkb1vk-00309-00060936-00061087 on these during quarantine because i c863-Wkb1vk-00310-00061088-00061142 thought c863-Wkb1vk-00311-00061144-00061359 i was really wanting to get into product c863-Wkb1vk-00312-00061360-00061463 photography c863-Wkb1vk-00313-00061464-00061638 but it was literally just like what a c863-Wkb1vk-00314-00061639-00061806 three-day phase of mine and it was so c863-Wkb1vk-00315-00061807-00061982 stupid that i like bought all these at c863-Wkb1vk-00316-00061983-00062119 once but i just like c863-Wkb1vk-00317-00062120-00062294 am so impulsive when it comes to c863-Wkb1vk-00318-00062295-00062463 like that um c863-Wkb1vk-00319-00062464-00062711 i mean obviously these are very helpful c863-Wkb1vk-00320-00062712-00062782 in c863-Wkb1vk-00321-00062783-00063094 certain situations but i don't think i c863-Wkb1vk-00322-00063095-00063294 should have bought so many at the same c863-Wkb1vk-00323-00063295-00063406 time because c863-Wkb1vk-00324-00063407-00063775 i rarely use them um but they are really c863-Wkb1vk-00325-00063776-00063879 great for c863-Wkb1vk-00326-00063879-00064094 product photography you just set it up c863-Wkb1vk-00327-00064095-00064263 and what's great about these is that you c863-Wkb1vk-00328-00064264-00064319 can just like c863-Wkb1vk-00329-00064320-00064511 wipe anything off so they're really c863-Wkb1vk-00330-00064512-00064687 great for like food photography if you c863-Wkb1vk-00331-00064688-00064766 guys c863-Wkb1vk-00332-00064767-00064999 have a food instagram make food at home c863-Wkb1vk-00333-00065000-00065126 all that kind of stuff it's honestly c863-Wkb1vk-00334-00065127-00065319 just like a fun thing to have c863-Wkb1vk-00335-00065320-00065543 it is very expensive especially if you c863-Wkb1vk-00336-00065544-00065631 don't use it c863-Wkb1vk-00337-00065632-00065959 very often but um c863-Wkb1vk-00338-00065960-00066191 definitely comes in handy for times like c863-Wkb1vk-00339-00066192-00066294 this so c863-Wkb1vk-00340-00066295-00066638 i'm going to go get those products and c863-Wkb1vk-00341-00066639-00066950 i'm going to face it towards the sun i'm c863-Wkb1vk-00342-00066951-00067143 giving away and the whole don't despair c863-Wkb1vk-00343-00067144-00067335 repair briogeo collection c863-Wkb1vk-00344-00067336-00067543 if you guys don't follow me on instagram c863-Wkb1vk-00345-00067544-00067711 go do it now because i definitely want c863-Wkb1vk-00346-00067712-00067903 to do more giveaways in the future c863-Wkb1vk-00347-00067904-00068126 um and i want to plan one like a big one c863-Wkb1vk-00348-00068127-00068287 for my youtube channel so maybe in the c863-Wkb1vk-00349-00068288-00068455 comments let me know what you'd want to c863-Wkb1vk-00350-00068456-00068582 see me give away c863-Wkb1vk-00351-00068583-00068782 um because i don't know like i feel like c863-Wkb1vk-00352-00068783-00068950 a lot of people c863-Wkb1vk-00353-00068951-00069143 want that dyson air wrap thing but i c863-Wkb1vk-00354-00069144-00069311 feel like that's a little too expensive c863-Wkb1vk-00355-00069312-00069479 so something like a little cheaper than c863-Wkb1vk-00356-00069480-00069567 that but c863-Wkb1vk-00357-00069568-00069750 i do want to go pretty big like i want c863-Wkb1vk-00358-00069751-00069903 to do like the biggest giveaway i've c863-Wkb1vk-00359-00069904-00069967 done c863-Wkb1vk-00360-00069968-00070263 so far so we will see okay so this is c863-Wkb1vk-00361-00070264-00070399 what it looks like it's going to be very c863-Wkb1vk-00362-00070400-00070543 zoomed in and you won't be able to see c863-Wkb1vk-00363-00070544-00070671 those blue things c863-Wkb1vk-00364-00070672-00070871 um and then also i feel like there's a c863-Wkb1vk-00365-00070872-00071006 bit of a shadow so i'm just going to c863-Wkb1vk-00366-00071007-00071143 take this other one c863-Wkb1vk-00367-00071144-00071423 and kind of create like a bounce board c863-Wkb1vk-00368-00071424-00071550 sort of thing c863-Wkb1vk-00369-00071551-00071871 let's see what's gonna help it i just c863-Wkb1vk-00370-00071872-00072055 had it a second ago c863-Wkb1vk-00371-00072056-00072182 you kind of have to like play around c863-Wkb1vk-00372-00072183-00072343 with it i think it's right there it is c863-Wkb1vk-00373-00072344-00072462 almost 5 p.m c863-Wkb1vk-00374-00072463-00072694 and i actually ended up taking a nap c863-Wkb1vk-00375-00072695-00072855 after i clocked out of work c863-Wkb1vk-00376-00072856-00073023 i didn't even wake up as early as i c863-Wkb1vk-00377-00073024-00073167 usually do um c863-Wkb1vk-00378-00073168-00073423 i think i woke up at like 6 50 and c863-Wkb1vk-00379-00073424-00073575 usually i wake up at like 5 c863-Wkb1vk-00380-00073576-00073815 50 so i'm like why was i more tired c863-Wkb1vk-00381-00073816-00073903 today c863-Wkb1vk-00382-00073904-00074087 um but maybe it was because i didn't c863-Wkb1vk-00383-00074088-00074255 really have a much human interaction c863-Wkb1vk-00384-00074256-00074319 since c863-Wkb1vk-00385-00074320-00074623 ryan was not here um c863-Wkb1vk-00386-00074624-00074831 but i do need to get outside of my house c863-Wkb1vk-00387-00074832-00075015 because i feel like after a nap i get in c863-Wkb1vk-00388-00075016-00075206 like this weird funk and it's just not a c863-Wkb1vk-00389-00075207-00075431 good thing for me so i need to c863-Wkb1vk-00390-00075432-00075623 get some kind of human interaction even c863-Wkb1vk-00391-00075624-00075791 if like people aren't talking to me and c863-Wkb1vk-00392-00075792-00075935 just like being around people i'm c863-Wkb1vk-00393-00075936-00076126 literally like crazy like that c863-Wkb1vk-00394-00076127-00076382 um but it's okay we're gonna figure all c863-Wkb1vk-00395-00076383-00076559 this out we're gonna figure out how to c863-Wkb1vk-00396-00076560-00076631 be alone c863-Wkb1vk-00397-00076632-00076815 i also desperately need groceries and c863-Wkb1vk-00398-00076816-00077006 it's so just therapeutic to just walk c863-Wkb1vk-00399-00077007-00077150 through the aisles c863-Wkb1vk-00400-00077151-00077382 and just like see what else is new there c863-Wkb1vk-00401-00077383-00077519 especially because i'm trying to do like c863-Wkb1vk-00402-00077520-00077647 the low calorie thing c863-Wkb1vk-00403-00077648-00077887 it's fun if you find like a cool snack c863-Wkb1vk-00404-00077888-00077991 that you can eat c863-Wkb1vk-00405-00077992-00078111 so i'm going to go do that i actually c863-Wkb1vk-00406-00078112-00078294 just talked to my sister for i don't c863-Wkb1vk-00407-00078295-00078335 even know c863-Wkb1vk-00408-00078336-00078503 how long it was and my friend kailyn c863-Wkb1vk-00409-00078504-00078615 just called me because i called her c863-Wkb1vk-00410-00078616-00078711 yesterday c863-Wkb1vk-00411-00078712-00078871 um so i think she's gonna call me back c863-Wkb1vk-00412-00078872-00079126 so maybe i'll just bring like my airpods c863-Wkb1vk-00413-00079127-00079262 so i can like talk c863-Wkb1vk-00414-00079263-00079462 and grocery shop i feel like that just c863-Wkb1vk-00415-00079463-00080167 sounds like so fun to me c863-Wkb1vk-00416-00080168-00080519 i'm on facetime with the bestie laura c863-Wkb1vk-00417-00080520-00080791 people comment if you have watched ever c863-Wkb1vk-00418-00080792-00080967 since our ucf vlogs c863-Wkb1vk-00419-00080968-00081335 oh my god tbt tbt when we found c863-Wkb1vk-00420-00081336-00081559 100 cockroaches in our place and laura c863-Wkb1vk-00421-00081560-00081791 would like scream c863-Wkb1vk-00422-00081792-00082087 and i would kill them yeah we lived at c863-Wkb1vk-00423-00082088-00082199 the marquis c863-Wkb1vk-00424-00082200-00082623 at ucf for two years roomies c863-Wkb1vk-00425-00082624-00082815 i'm gonna enjoy this cauliflower pizza c863-Wkb1vk-00426-00082816-00082999 california pizza kitchen c863-Wkb1vk-00427-00083000-00083311 got my ice here and c863-Wkb1vk-00428-00083312-00083559 gonna go facetime lara some more i would c863-Wkb1vk-00429-00083560-00083726 just like to say c863-Wkb1vk-00430-00083727-00084038 that life is too short c863-Wkb1vk-00431-00084039-00084359 always do what you love wow it's very c863-Wkb1vk-00432-00084360-00084503 relatable thank you c863-Wkb1vk-00433-00084504-00084703 and it's wednesday and my hair is crazy c863-Wkb1vk-00434-00084704-00084838 i just brushed it out c863-Wkb1vk-00435-00084839-00085047 and i never really styled it um i washed c863-Wkb1vk-00436-00085048-00085223 my hair on monday and i didn't style it c863-Wkb1vk-00437-00085224-00085279 so c863-Wkb1vk-00438-00085280-00085511 i am going to style it today but first i c863-Wkb1vk-00439-00085512-00085599 have to like c863-Wkb1vk-00440-00085600-00085806 dry my hair it's kind of gross because c863-Wkb1vk-00441-00085807-00085950 it's literally just sweat c863-Wkb1vk-00442-00085951-00086247 but it feels so good putting your blow c863-Wkb1vk-00443-00086248-00086415 dryer on the cool setting and going c863-Wkb1vk-00444-00086416-00086471 through your hair c863-Wkb1vk-00445-00086472-00086606 and drying it so that's what i'm gonna c863-Wkb1vk-00446-00086607-00086855 do first c863-Wkb1vk-00447-00086856-00087038 usually i don't do this next step but my c863-Wkb1vk-00448-00087039-00087182 hair is looking really c863-Wkb1vk-00449-00087183-00087406 just brittle at the ends because you c863-Wkb1vk-00450-00087407-00087518 know i dyed my hair c863-Wkb1vk-00451-00087519-00087750 and i'm definitely due for a haircut but c863-Wkb1vk-00452-00087751-00087911 i don't want to get a haircut because i c863-Wkb1vk-00453-00087912-00088094 want my hair to grow which i know c863-Wkb1vk-00454-00088095-00088294 getting your hair cut will help it grow c863-Wkb1vk-00455-00088295-00088415 but i don't know it's just like a weird c863-Wkb1vk-00456-00088416-00088487 thing so c863-Wkb1vk-00457-00088488-00088623 i need to get it cut soon but i'm going c863-Wkb1vk-00458-00088624-00088879 to use some playa hair oil c863-Wkb1vk-00459-00088880-00089111 and just put that through the ends and c863-Wkb1vk-00460-00089112-00089231 only through the ends c863-Wkb1vk-00461-00089232-00089431 and like really lightly nothing too c863-Wkb1vk-00462-00089432-00089575 crazy c863-Wkb1vk-00463-00089576-00089918 i feel like it already looks better c863-Wkb1vk-00464-00089919-00090118 okay every time i've been curling my c863-Wkb1vk-00465-00090119-00090279 hair i've been using this wand which is c863-Wkb1vk-00466-00090280-00090359 really thick c863-Wkb1vk-00467-00090360-00090559 and i've actually been using the clamp c863-Wkb1vk-00468-00090560-00090782 like and creating some beach wigs which c863-Wkb1vk-00469-00090783-00090935 are really pretty but today c863-Wkb1vk-00470-00090936-00091082 i kind of want my hair to be like more c863-Wkb1vk-00471-00091083-00091271 curly because i feel like the beach c863-Wkb1vk-00472-00091272-00091447 waves just fall c863-Wkb1vk-00473-00091448-00091631 really quick which sometimes is really c863-Wkb1vk-00474-00091632-00091838 pretty for like an effortless look c863-Wkb1vk-00475-00091839-00092118 but today i'm gonna try out this one i c863-Wkb1vk-00476-00092119-00092262 feel like i always go back to this one c863-Wkb1vk-00477-00092263-00092382 it's so cheap c863-Wkb1vk-00478-00092383-00092543 i think i don't even know if they sell c863-Wkb1vk-00479-00092544-00092711 it anymore it's so old i got it at like c863-Wkb1vk-00480-00092712-00092791 walmart c863-Wkb1vk-00481-00092792-00093094 when i was like so young um but i'm just c863-Wkb1vk-00482-00093095-00093255 gonna let that heat up c863-Wkb1vk-00483-00093256-00093535 and then we'll curl my hair the hair c863-Wkb1vk-00484-00093536-00093718 turned out like super freaking curly but c863-Wkb1vk-00485-00093719-00093855 honestly like it's gonna fall throughout c863-Wkb1vk-00486-00093856-00093894 the day c863-Wkb1vk-00487-00093895-00094023 and i might brush through it i haven't c863-Wkb1vk-00488-00094024-00094159 even done that yet it's definitely gonna c863-Wkb1vk-00489-00094160-00094271 look a little bit better when i put on c863-Wkb1vk-00490-00094272-00094343 makeup c863-Wkb1vk-00491-00094344-00094582 um it is 9 22 and i'm starting to get a c863-Wkb1vk-00492-00094583-00094694 little hungry and c863-Wkb1vk-00493-00094695-00094943 yesterday i think i like took a nap i c863-Wkb1vk-00494-00094944-00095062 don't know if i told you guys but i did c863-Wkb1vk-00495-00095063-00095174 take a nap yesterday c863-Wkb1vk-00496-00095175-00095343 and sometimes i feel like i don't like c863-Wkb1vk-00497-00095344-00095535 eat enough like in the morning like that c863-Wkb1vk-00498-00095536-00095582 was c863-Wkb1vk-00499-00095583-00095767 my breakfast and lunch and i feel like c863-Wkb1vk-00500-00095768-00095935 that wasn't like enough fuel for my body c863-Wkb1vk-00501-00095936-00096079 so i think i need to start c863-Wkb1vk-00502-00096080-00096247 eating breakfast and like not really c863-Wkb1vk-00503-00096248-00096399 caring about intermittent fasting just c863-Wkb1vk-00504-00096400-00096535 because i feel like that's just c863-Wkb1vk-00505-00096536-00096887 better for me so i c863-Wkb1vk-00506-00096888-00097031 am thinking i'm just going to do like a c863-Wkb1vk-00507-00097032-00097326 yogurt and some granola c863-Wkb1vk-00508-00097327-00097550 and also while we're here i did want to c863-Wkb1vk-00509-00097551-00097759 share a couple of new things that i got c863-Wkb1vk-00510-00097760-00097911 from the grocery store i was on facetime c863-Wkb1vk-00511-00097912-00098126 with laura for so long last night c863-Wkb1vk-00512-00098127-00098374 so i did not show you guys what i got c863-Wkb1vk-00513-00098375-00098479 but c863-Wkb1vk-00514-00098480-00098806 i will do it now so let's start with c863-Wkb1vk-00515-00098807-00098967 these things and i actually tried it on c863-Wkb1vk-00516-00098968-00099191 facebook with laura these are the keto c863-Wkb1vk-00517-00099192-00099303 cookie dough bites from c863-Wkb1vk-00518-00099304-00099615 enlightened you can have 24 pieces c863-Wkb1vk-00519-00099616-00099823 and it's 90 calories i tried it and i c863-Wkb1vk-00520-00099824-00099974 was like really interesting c863-Wkb1vk-00521-00099975-00100143 don't think i would purchase it again c863-Wkb1vk-00522-00100144-00100399 but i will like actually eat these c863-Wkb1vk-00523-00100400-00100599 i don't know it could change like it i c863-Wkb1vk-00524-00100600-00100759 think it might be an acquired taste and c863-Wkb1vk-00525-00100760-00100887 it definitely tastes like something that c863-Wkb1vk-00526-00100888-00101038 i know of i just couldn't put my c863-Wkb1vk-00527-00101039-00101182 like finger on it so maybe next time i c863-Wkb1vk-00528-00101183-00101359 try i'll let you guys know i've actually c863-Wkb1vk-00529-00101360-00101518 seen this in the grocery store c863-Wkb1vk-00530-00101519-00101711 quite a bit and i have always walked c863-Wkb1vk-00531-00101712-00101838 past it but then c863-Wkb1vk-00532-00101839-00102015 sammy clark talked about it in her what c863-Wkb1vk-00533-00102016-00102199 i eat in a day i was like okay c863-Wkb1vk-00534-00102200-00102367 if sammy clark's talking about it i c863-Wkb1vk-00535-00102368-00102494 should try it out so she said these are c863-Wkb1vk-00536-00102495-00102623 really good then i just got a bunch of c863-Wkb1vk-00537-00102624-00102806 frozen foods because those are literally c863-Wkb1vk-00538-00102807-00102854 like c863-Wkb1vk-00539-00102855-00103030 the best thing to eat especially during c863-Wkb1vk-00540-00103031-00103199 lunch if you're like working a full-time c863-Wkb1vk-00541-00103200-00103406 job and don't have really much time to c863-Wkb1vk-00542-00103407-00103542 cook yourself something or make c863-Wkb1vk-00543-00103543-00103734 something they are so good and they're c863-Wkb1vk-00544-00103735-00103886 just like pre-portioned and they c863-Wkb1vk-00545-00103888-00104030 actually fill you up and c863-Wkb1vk-00546-00104031-00104230 it's low calories well not all frozen c863-Wkb1vk-00547-00104231-00104415 foods obviously my favorite brands are c863-Wkb1vk-00548-00104416-00104775 adkins um healthy choice is my favorite c863-Wkb1vk-00549-00104776-00105015 and i can't remember the other ones um c863-Wkb1vk-00550-00105016-00105166 if you guys follow me on instagram you c863-Wkb1vk-00551-00105167-00105254 guys know c863-Wkb1vk-00552-00105255-00105527 i am obsessed with the ice drinks but c863-Wkb1vk-00553-00105528-00105695 heb came out with their own c863-Wkb1vk-00554-00105696-00106023 dupe for it um so this is cascade ice c863-Wkb1vk-00555-00106024-00106183 and so i got a bunch of flavors these c863-Wkb1vk-00556-00106183-00106375 were five for five dollars which is so c863-Wkb1vk-00557-00106376-00106486 good because c863-Wkb1vk-00558-00106488-00106623 i think the ice ones were a little bit c863-Wkb1vk-00559-00106624-00106831 more expensive um c863-Wkb1vk-00560-00106832-00107143 i'm really intrigued by this like jello c863-Wkb1vk-00561-00107144-00107358 is really low cal which is interesting c863-Wkb1vk-00562-00107359-00107566 um one cup of these is 70 calories it's c863-Wkb1vk-00563-00107567-00107758 um mango chamois c863-Wkb1vk-00564-00107759-00108015 so mango puree and chamois gelatin i c863-Wkb1vk-00565-00108016-00108271 think like chamoy is like c863-Wkb1vk-00566-00108272-00108471 not like spicy but just like almost like c863-Wkb1vk-00567-00108472-00108647 tahini i'm gonna have to try it and let c863-Wkb1vk-00568-00108648-00108895 you know because i'm honestly not sure c863-Wkb1vk-00569-00108896-00109278 and let's see oh i love heb because they c863-Wkb1vk-00570-00109279-00109319 have c863-Wkb1vk-00571-00109320-00109502 these this is like my favorite thing in c863-Wkb1vk-00572-00109503-00109654 the world like a shrimp c863-Wkb1vk-00573-00109655-00109871 spring roll with peanut sauce gotta have c863-Wkb1vk-00574-00109872-00109990 the peanut sauce that makes the biggest c863-Wkb1vk-00575-00109991-00110054 difference c863-Wkb1vk-00576-00110055-00110254 and then i was gonna eat this yesterday c863-Wkb1vk-00577-00110255-00110439 but i was just like talking to laura and c863-Wkb1vk-00578-00110440-00110566 i was distracted and the pizza sounded c863-Wkb1vk-00579-00110567-00110695 good so i made the pizza but i was like c863-Wkb1vk-00580-00110696-00110807 oh i should have just eaten this c863-Wkb1vk-00581-00110808-00110934 yesterday because this is c863-Wkb1vk-00582-00110935-00111086 you know gonna go bad quicker but it's c863-Wkb1vk-00583-00111088-00111254 okay i'll just eat this for dinner c863-Wkb1vk-00584-00111255-00111463 maybe i'll have this shrimp spring roll c863-Wkb1vk-00585-00111464-00111607 for lunch we'll see c863-Wkb1vk-00586-00111608-00111751 i feel like that might be it for like c863-Wkb1vk-00587-00111752-00111934 new and exciting things i found c863-Wkb1vk-00588-00111935-00112102 like i said yesterday i just love going c863-Wkb1vk-00589-00112103-00112239 to the grocery store and just literally c863-Wkb1vk-00590-00112240-00112383 walking through every aisle c863-Wkb1vk-00591-00112383-00112575 also tonight my friends are coming over c863-Wkb1vk-00592-00112576-00112719 for a little wine night so i'm gonna go c863-Wkb1vk-00593-00112720-00112766 to c863-Wkb1vk-00594-00112767-00113007 trader joe's after work um and get some c863-Wkb1vk-00595-00113008-00113175 wine there was this one wine me and ryan c863-Wkb1vk-00596-00113176-00113295 got c863-Wkb1vk-00597-00113296-00113439 for valentine's day and it was really c863-Wkb1vk-00598-00113440-00113639 really good and it's a red wine and i c863-Wkb1vk-00599-00113640-00113719 usually don't c863-Wkb1vk-00600-00113720-00113902 go for a red wine so i'm gonna get that c863-Wkb1vk-00601-00113903-00114054 i hope it's cheap i can't remember it c863-Wkb1vk-00602-00114055-00114175 might be like under ten dollars i'm c863-Wkb1vk-00603-00114176-00114254 hoping so c863-Wkb1vk-00604-00114255-00114454 um but yeah i got like a couple of c863-Wkb1vk-00605-00114455-00114639 cheeses nothing too crazy because not c863-Wkb1vk-00606-00114640-00114775 everyone's coming tonight c863-Wkb1vk-00607-00114776-00115047 um and i still need to get brie though i c863-Wkb1vk-00608-00115048-00115207 feel like a cheese board is not a cheese c863-Wkb1vk-00609-00115208-00115366 board without breeze so i have to go get c863-Wkb1vk-00610-00115367-00115502 that at trader joe's because i could not c863-Wkb1vk-00611-00115503-00115663 find it at heb last night c863-Wkb1vk-00612-00115664-00115951 i got this another grocery store run um c863-Wkb1vk-00613-00115952-00116007 and c863-Wkb1vk-00614-00116008-00116334 oh what the heck c863-Wkb1vk-00615-00116335-00116527 it literally like expired yesterday it's c863-Wkb1vk-00616-00116528-00116654 a good thing i saw it today what the c863-Wkb1vk-00617-00116655-00116686 heck c863-Wkb1vk-00618-00116688-00116895 it was literally frozen so i didn't c863-Wkb1vk-00619-00116896-00117031 think it would even go bad it says i c863-Wkb1vk-00620-00117032-00117175 should thought at room temperature for c863-Wkb1vk-00621-00117176-00117454 15 minutes or microwave for 15 seconds c863-Wkb1vk-00622-00117455-00117631 so the granola comes in here and then c863-Wkb1vk-00623-00117632-00117799 it's just like an acai bowl c863-Wkb1vk-00624-00117800-00117910 we'll see how this is i'm kind of c863-Wkb1vk-00625-00117911-00118047 curious because that would be like so c863-Wkb1vk-00626-00118048-00118190 convenient if this is good c863-Wkb1vk-00627-00118191-00118407 i'm currently watching a tick tock like c863-Wkb1vk-00628-00118408-00118575 session i think it's like a really long c863-Wkb1vk-00629-00118576-00118654 one though c863-Wkb1vk-00630-00118655-00118823 i think it goes until like one or c863-Wkb1vk-00631-00118824-00119007 something or the whole day but i c863-Wkb1vk-00632-00119008-00119439 finally thought it out and let's see c863-Wkb1vk-00633-00119440-00119895 let's see how it tastes really good c863-Wkb1vk-00634-00119896-00120071 super good okay i'm gonna add bananas c863-Wkb1vk-00635-00120072-00120214 and i feel like this is gonna be c863-Wkb1vk-00636-00120215-00120383 perfect it's such a weird feeling being c863-Wkb1vk-00637-00120383-00120502 on your computer the whole day and c863-Wkb1vk-00638-00120503-00120639 actually getting stuff done c863-Wkb1vk-00639-00120640-00120814 but then you still don't feel productive c863-Wkb1vk-00640-00120815-00121014 because you're just on the computer and c863-Wkb1vk-00641-00121015-00121143 i literally just couldn't name c863-Wkb1vk-00642-00121144-00121390 the things i've done but i did edit a c863-Wkb1vk-00643-00121391-00121471 video c863-Wkb1vk-00644-00121472-00121663 scheduled it for later today i'm out of c863-Wkb1vk-00645-00121664-00121783 breath because i just took sophie out c863-Wkb1vk-00646-00121783-00121910 and i'm actually gonna bathe her c863-Wkb1vk-00647-00121911-00122014 it honestly doesn't really take that c863-Wkb1vk-00648-00122015-00122214 long to bathe her but i love when i give c863-Wkb1vk-00649-00122215-00122319 her like a bougie c863-Wkb1vk-00650-00122320-00122599 um blowout with the dyson she hates it c863-Wkb1vk-00651-00122600-00122783 but kind of likes it too i know i also c863-Wkb1vk-00652-00122783-00122927 totally forgot that when i invite c863-Wkb1vk-00653-00122928-00123047 friends over it means that i have to c863-Wkb1vk-00654-00123048-00123158 clean my apartment c863-Wkb1vk-00655-00123159-00123358 so i have to make time for that today c863-Wkb1vk-00656-00123359-00123471 because it is actually c863-Wkb1vk-00657-00123472-00123727 a pixel so at least i cleaned my closet c863-Wkb1vk-00658-00123728-00125863 yesterday though c863-Wkb1vk-00659-00125864-00126071 sophie is bathed and now it's time for c863-Wkb1vk-00660-00126072-00126207 my lunch i'm gonna have some c863-Wkb1vk-00661-00126208-00126390 sushi from h-e-b i just clocked out of c863-Wkb1vk-00662-00126391-00126583 work and i'm about to head to trader c863-Wkb1vk-00663-00126583-00126758 joe's to just pick up like some wine and c863-Wkb1vk-00664-00126759-00126814 uh c863-Wkb1vk-00665-00126815-00126966 brie that's like the only other cheese i c863-Wkb1vk-00666-00126967-00127175 need but you know me c863-Wkb1vk-00667-00127176-00127366 i'll probably get some other things like c863-Wkb1vk-00668-00127367-00127527 some frozen foods i should probably c863-Wkb1vk-00669-00127528-00127710 clean up before but i don't really c863-Wkb1vk-00670-00127711-00127886 want to so i'll come home clean the c863-Wkb1vk-00671-00127888-00128110 place get it ready for my friends c863-Wkb1vk-00672-00128111-00128278 i definitely want to do a lot of tick c863-Wkb1vk-00673-00128279-00128431 tocks while i have makeup on and i c863-Wkb1vk-00674-00128432-00128502 honestly c863-Wkb1vk-00675-00128503-00128654 feel like i complain about putting on c863-Wkb1vk-00676-00128655-00128895 makeup so much but today i spent like 11 c863-Wkb1vk-00677-00128896-00129063 minutes on my makeup which is not bad at c863-Wkb1vk-00678-00129064-00129095 all c863-Wkb1vk-00679-00129096-00129231 so i really just need to like get over c863-Wkb1vk-00680-00129232-00129390 it and like do it every day because it c863-Wkb1vk-00681-00129391-00129551 makes me feel more confident i can get c863-Wkb1vk-00682-00129552-00129751 more content done c863-Wkb1vk-00683-00129752-00129919 so i just need to do it more often but c863-Wkb1vk-00684-00129920-00130071 anyways i'm gonna go head to trader c863-Wkb1vk-00685-00130072-00130600 joe's hopefully i find some good stuff c863-Wkb1vk-00686-00130601-00131196 [Music] c863-Wkb1vk-00687-00131197-00131400 [Applause] c863-Wkb1vk-00688-00131401-00131919 [Music] c863-Wkb1vk-00689-00131920-00132071 i'm back from trader joe's and i'm c863-Wkb1vk-00690-00132072-00132231 honestly proud of myself i didn't go too c863-Wkb1vk-00691-00132232-00132359 crazy with buying stuff because i c863-Wkb1vk-00692-00132360-00132478 literally just went to the grocery store c863-Wkb1vk-00693-00132479-00132559 yesterday c863-Wkb1vk-00694-00132560-00132719 and so i didn't need to but i guess i'll c863-Wkb1vk-00695-00132720-00132871 just do like a quick trader joe's haul c863-Wkb1vk-00696-00132872-00132959 so this is c863-Wkb1vk-00697-00132960-00133190 pork belly this stuff is so freaking c863-Wkb1vk-00698-00133191-00133271 good c863-Wkb1vk-00699-00133272-00133423 put a little barbecue sauce or like a c863-Wkb1vk-00700-00133424-00133583 sweet sauce of some sort that is c863-Wkb1vk-00701-00133584-00133663 delicious c863-Wkb1vk-00702-00133664-00133871 and then i got some mango chunks for c863-Wkb1vk-00703-00133872-00133975 smoothies c863-Wkb1vk-00704-00133976-00134487 got some brie cheese for tonight c863-Wkb1vk-00705-00134488-00134735 i got these frozen cut up bell peppers c863-Wkb1vk-00706-00134736-00134790 this is c863-Wkb1vk-00707-00134791-00135014 life-changing because i always buy bell c863-Wkb1vk-00708-00135015-00135183 peppers and sometimes they go bad c863-Wkb1vk-00709-00135184-00135335 whenever i go to trader joe's i always c863-Wkb1vk-00710-00135336-00135502 pick up two prosciuttos c863-Wkb1vk-00711-00135503-00135687 they're literally four dollars each and c863-Wkb1vk-00712-00135688-00135854 they actually come with a good amount c863-Wkb1vk-00713-00135855-00136023 and they're probably the best prosciutto c863-Wkb1vk-00714-00136024-00136231 i've had from any like grocery store c863-Wkb1vk-00715-00136232-00136366 because i tried like c863-Wkb1vk-00716-00136367-00136559 publixes when i was in college because i c863-Wkb1vk-00717-00136560-00136759 don't have a publix now which is so sad c863-Wkb1vk-00718-00136760-00136807 but c863-Wkb1vk-00719-00136808-00137031 um i tried theirs and it's just like not c863-Wkb1vk-00720-00137032-00137214 as good this one's better and it's c863-Wkb1vk-00721-00137215-00137302 cheaper c863-Wkb1vk-00722-00137303-00137614 and then i got this one right here c863-Wkb1vk-00723-00137615-00137807 i don't even like wine i don't really c863-Wkb1vk-00724-00137808-00137959 even like the taste of alcohol to be c863-Wkb1vk-00725-00137960-00138063 honest but c863-Wkb1vk-00726-00138064-00138247 this wine i had with ryan and it c863-Wkb1vk-00727-00138248-00138447 actually was not bad c863-Wkb1vk-00728-00138448-00138614 because it like didn't have like that c863-Wkb1vk-00729-00138615-00138799 burning feeling that wine sometimes does c863-Wkb1vk-00730-00138800-00138878 like sometimes c863-Wkb1vk-00731-00138879-00139071 when you drink shitty wine it like c863-Wkb1vk-00732-00139072-00139239 immediately gives you a headache c863-Wkb1vk-00733-00139240-00139478 and that didn't happen with this one it c863-Wkb1vk-00734-00139479-00139743 is organic so that may be why c863-Wkb1vk-00735-00139744-00139951 it's called green thin red table wine c863-Wkb1vk-00736-00139952-00140102 and i literally did not know c863-Wkb1vk-00737-00140103-00140278 like what it looked like so i went up to c863-Wkb1vk-00738-00140279-00140439 a trader joe's like helper c863-Wkb1vk-00739-00140440-00140607 and i was like okay can you help me find c863-Wkb1vk-00740-00140608-00140831 this wine i know it's organic it's red c863-Wkb1vk-00741-00140832-00140887 and c863-Wkb1vk-00742-00140888-00141151 it what else did i say was that all i c863-Wkb1vk-00743-00141152-00141199 said oh c863-Wkb1vk-00744-00141200-00141351 and then i said it was like red table c863-Wkb1vk-00745-00141352-00141511 one and he was like oh that's like way c863-Wkb1vk-00746-00141512-00141623 more information than i c863-Wkb1vk-00747-00141624-00141775 ever get so yeah i know exactly what c863-Wkb1vk-00748-00141776-00141943 you're talking about and i was like yeah c863-Wkb1vk-00749-00141944-00142087 that's it i thought it kind of looked a c863-Wkb1vk-00750-00142088-00142254 little different but i'm so glad i found c863-Wkb1vk-00751-00142255-00142454 it it was literally under five dollars c863-Wkb1vk-00752-00142455-00142639 and it's organic wine which i think it c863-Wkb1vk-00753-00142640-00142790 means that it won't give you a hangover c863-Wkb1vk-00754-00142791-00142926 so i got two because c863-Wkb1vk-00755-00142927-00143047 i didn't know if my friends were gonna c863-Wkb1vk-00756-00143048-00143295 like bring their own one so c863-Wkb1vk-00757-00143296-00143511 i will put these away and now it is c863-Wkb1vk-00758-00143512-00143631 cleanup time c863-Wkb1vk-00759-00143632-00143751 i was kind of dreading this because i c863-Wkb1vk-00760-00143752-00143887 definitely have to like vacuum my whole c863-Wkb1vk-00761-00143888-00143975 place too c863-Wkb1vk-00762-00143976-00144271 um and i need to put sophie peed on one c863-Wkb1vk-00763-00144272-00144463 of the bathroom rugs sometimes she acts c863-Wkb1vk-00764-00144464-00144614 up when like ryan's gone which is so c863-Wkb1vk-00765-00144615-00144719 annoying c863-Wkb1vk-00766-00144720-00144854 so she peed on one of the rugs this c863-Wkb1vk-00767-00144855-00145031 morning when i was at the gym or maybe i c863-Wkb1vk-00768-00145032-00145143 was in the shower i don't even know when c863-Wkb1vk-00769-00145144-00145263 it happened honestly c863-Wkb1vk-00770-00145264-00145423 but i had to wash them totally fine c863-Wkb1vk-00771-00145424-00145575 though because they really needed a wash c863-Wkb1vk-00772-00145576-00145726 and i needed to vacuum c863-Wkb1vk-00773-00145727-00145999 so it was good timing but still annoying c863-Wkb1vk-00774-00146000-00146031 so c863-Wkb1vk-00775-00146032-00146207 my friends are here this is mckenzie c863-Wkb1vk-00776-00146208-00146343 hello c863-Wkb1vk-00777-00146344-00146559 she's a georgia girl too oh wait we're c863-Wkb1vk-00778-00146560-00146751 all we're all torture girls this is c863-Wkb1vk-00779-00146752-00146807 hannah c863-Wkb1vk-00780-00146808-00147102 go dogs and she actually went to uga too c863-Wkb1vk-00781-00147103-00147439 how like what a coincidence c863-Wkb1vk-00782-00147440-00147695 we're like five states away and we all c863-Wkb1vk-00783-00147696-00147751 end up c863-Wkb1vk-00784-00147752-00147935 yeah super freaking all right got the c863-Wkb1vk-00785-00147936-00148111 wine open okay thank you c863-Wkb1vk-00786-00148112-00148239 now that's like a kind of hard one c863-Wkb1vk-00787-00148240-00148487 though yeah oh the wine c863-Wkb1vk-00788-00148488-00148687 opener yeah you should get my um c863-Wkb1vk-00789-00148688-00148831 electric one i just want c863-Wkb1vk-00790-00148832-00149159 oh yeah i'm the rabbit i love it c863-Wkb1vk-00791-00149160-00149302 let's see it might not be the best of c863-Wkb1vk-00792-00149303-00149526 this part we just made our cheeseboard c863-Wkb1vk-00793-00149527-00149663 everyone say hi c863-Wkb1vk-00794-00149664-00149926 hi cheers we should do a cheers let's do c863-Wkb1vk-00795-00149927-00150014 it c863-Wkb1vk-00796-00150015-00150335 cheers to the weekend wonderful c863-Wkb1vk-00797-00150336-00150447 wednesdays c863-Wkb1vk-00798-00150448-00150623 yes yeah i know i don't know why i'm c863-Wkb1vk-00799-00150624-00150790 choosing again c863-Wkb1vk-00800-00150791-00150975 wine down wednesday good morning it is c863-Wkb1vk-00801-00150976-00151126 thursday it is 8 15 c863-Wkb1vk-00802-00151127-00151454 a.m and i have a morning call in 15 c863-Wkb1vk-00803-00151455-00151663 minutes with just like my small team c863-Wkb1vk-00804-00151664-00151887 um not like the whole creative team last c863-Wkb1vk-00805-00151888-00152023 night some of my friends came over for a c863-Wkb1vk-00806-00152024-00152159 y night which was really nice to just c863-Wkb1vk-00807-00152160-00152295 have people around me because i was like c863-Wkb1vk-00808-00152296-00152414 pretty much alone the whole day c863-Wkb1vk-00809-00152415-00152526 this morning i did not want to get out c863-Wkb1vk-00810-00152527-00152695 of bed but i did work out and my hair is c863-Wkb1vk-00811-00152696-00152895 just like disgustingly greasy so c863-Wkb1vk-00812-00152896-00153063 i put dry shampoo in it that's why it's c863-Wkb1vk-00813-00153064-00153207 like so like funky and like c863-Wkb1vk-00814-00153208-00153390 large right now but honestly it doesn't c863-Wkb1vk-00815-00153391-00153519 look like horrible c863-Wkb1vk-00816-00153520-00153726 um but friday is my hair washing day so c863-Wkb1vk-00817-00153727-00153871 i'm just like waiting until tomorrow to c863-Wkb1vk-00818-00153872-00154047 do all of that and i curled my hair c863-Wkb1vk-00819-00154048-00154166 really nice yesterday c863-Wkb1vk-00820-00154167-00154423 and i'm trying to like save it as long c863-Wkb1vk-00821-00154424-00154502 as i can c863-Wkb1vk-00822-00154503-00154719 um but i am wanting to put on makeup c863-Wkb1vk-00823-00154720-00154863 today because i want to take some c863-Wkb1vk-00824-00154864-00155111 content um and then i also have a grad c863-Wkb1vk-00825-00155112-00155287 shoot tonight and then i also have one c863-Wkb1vk-00826-00155288-00155631 tomorrow i usually don't um book grads c863-Wkb1vk-00827-00155632-00155823 on fridays through the weekend because c863-Wkb1vk-00828-00155824-00155926 last year i did c863-Wkb1vk-00829-00155927-00156183 and i feel like i did not have a life c863-Wkb1vk-00830-00156184-00156359 and i can't do that again so i'm only c863-Wkb1vk-00831-00156360-00156526 booking grads monday through thursdays c863-Wkb1vk-00832-00156527-00156623 but this one c863-Wkb1vk-00833-00156624-00156807 was a reschedule because it rained this c863-Wkb1vk-00834-00156808-00157007 week so so annoying but c863-Wkb1vk-00835-00157008-00157231 all good so i'm gonna do um tomorrow i c863-Wkb1vk-00836-00157232-00157335 actually have a branding shoot in the c863-Wkb1vk-00837-00157336-00157478 morning because i don't work on fridays c863-Wkb1vk-00838-00157479-00157559 so i could do c863-Wkb1vk-00839-00157560-00157743 a shoot in the morning and then um a c863-Wkb1vk-00840-00157744-00158031 garage shoot later and then i'm going to c863-Wkb1vk-00841-00158032-00158214 dinner with um some of my friends one c863-Wkb1vk-00842-00158215-00158390 friend that i haven't seen in so long c863-Wkb1vk-00843-00158391-00158583 since like november my birthday i'm not c863-Wkb1vk-00844-00158584-00158711 sure if i mentioned this c863-Wkb1vk-00845-00158712-00159039 yet but my manager put in her two weeks c863-Wkb1vk-00846-00159040-00159111 last week c863-Wkb1vk-00847-00159112-00159287 and i'm honestly really sad about it c863-Wkb1vk-00848-00159288-00159487 because i feel like she's just like such c863-Wkb1vk-00849-00159488-00159607 a good manager c863-Wkb1vk-00850-00159608-00159814 um i mean it'll be interesting to see c863-Wkb1vk-00851-00159815-00159943 who takes her role c863-Wkb1vk-00852-00159944-00160102 um and i'm sure they're probably going c863-Wkb1vk-00853-00160103-00160287 to be great but i've learned so much c863-Wkb1vk-00854-00160288-00160343 from her c863-Wkb1vk-00855-00160344-00160575 and i'm just like really sad about it so c863-Wkb1vk-00856-00160576-00160735 next wednesday is her last day c863-Wkb1vk-00857-00160736-00160887 and i don't even want to think about it c863-Wkb1vk-00858-00160888-00161102 but it's okay life goes on c863-Wkb1vk-00859-00161103-00161295 i actually did book a trip to athens c863-Wkb1vk-00860-00161296-00161439 georgia to visit the landmark c863-Wkb1vk-00861-00161440-00161559 headquarters in c863-Wkb1vk-00862-00161560-00161751 may i think and my manager actually c863-Wkb1vk-00863-00161752-00161887 lives in athens obviously because c863-Wkb1vk-00864-00161888-00161926 they're c863-Wkb1vk-00865-00161927-00162102 headquartered there um but we're c863-Wkb1vk-00866-00162103-00162254 probably gonna get dinner and so c863-Wkb1vk-00867-00162255-00162463 at least see her but it just it's sad c863-Wkb1vk-00868-00162464-00162735 that like her last day is like over c863-Wkb1vk-00869-00162736-00163014 not zoom but like teams we use teams um c863-Wkb1vk-00870-00163015-00163087 but you know c863-Wkb1vk-00871-00163088-00163254 good for her i was getting hungry and i c863-Wkb1vk-00872-00163255-00163414 was like okay i need to make something c863-Wkb1vk-00873-00163415-00163590 that i actually bought at the grocery c863-Wkb1vk-00874-00163591-00163719 store that's gonna go bad c863-Wkb1vk-00875-00163720-00163847 so i thought i would make some sweet c863-Wkb1vk-00876-00163848-00164102 potato toast and then put like avocado c863-Wkb1vk-00877-00164103-00164247 kind of like an avocado sweet potato c863-Wkb1vk-00878-00164248-00164351 toast i guess c863-Wkb1vk-00879-00164352-00164599 and so i just pretty much cut the c863-Wkb1vk-00880-00164600-00164854 avocados into like slices of bread c863-Wkb1vk-00881-00164855-00165231 and then put olive oil garlic powder and c863-Wkb1vk-00882-00165232-00165431 what is it called himalayan salt i put c863-Wkb1vk-00883-00165432-00165551 them in the air fryer and c863-Wkb1vk-00884-00165552-00165695 this is what it looks like i did 30 c863-Wkb1vk-00885-00165696-00167047 minutes at 400 degrees c863-Wkb1vk-00886-00167048-00167375 [Music] c863-Wkb1vk-00887-00167376-00167614 it is the freaking weekend i'm hyped i c863-Wkb1vk-00888-00167615-00167766 just painted my nails actually for the c863-Wkb1vk-00889-00167767-00167902 first time in so long i feel like my c863-Wkb1vk-00890-00167903-00167999 nails are never c863-Wkb1vk-00891-00168000-00168199 bare but like i just didn't really have c863-Wkb1vk-00892-00168200-00168311 time this past week c863-Wkb1vk-00893-00168312-00168447 and i didn't even have my nails done in c863-Wkb1vk-00894-00168448-00168575 dallas which was kind of sad about c863-Wkb1vk-00895-00168576-00168638 because you know c863-Wkb1vk-00896-00168639-00168838 when you go on a trip especially i c863-Wkb1vk-00897-00168839-00168966 should have like gotten them done or c863-Wkb1vk-00898-00168967-00169078 something if i didn't have time but c863-Wkb1vk-00899-00169079-00169143 anyways c863-Wkb1vk-00900-00169144-00169366 i have this whole big mess of nail c863-Wkb1vk-00901-00169367-00169559 polish behind me but i use the nail c863-Wkb1vk-00902-00169560-00169759 polish from static nails and i'm so c863-Wkb1vk-00903-00169760-00169902 obsessed with how they turned out c863-Wkb1vk-00904-00169903-00170199 this hand is beautiful this hand could c863-Wkb1vk-00905-00170200-00170375 use a little work because c863-Wkb1vk-00906-00170376-00170575 not even just like the nail polish being c863-Wkb1vk-00907-00170576-00170775 everywhere but like the shape of them c863-Wkb1vk-00908-00170776-00170814 like c863-Wkb1vk-00909-00170815-00170966 two of them chipped so they're just not c863-Wkb1vk-00910-00170967-00171135 as pretty as c863-Wkb1vk-00911-00171136-00171366 these like oval shapes almond i don't c863-Wkb1vk-00912-00171367-00171535 even know and like both of my thumbs c863-Wkb1vk-00913-00171536-00171678 chipped too i just like hate when my c863-Wkb1vk-00914-00171679-00171783 nails check because i feel like it takes c863-Wkb1vk-00915-00171784-00171902 so long for them to grow out c863-Wkb1vk-00916-00171903-00172071 glad i got that done because i have two c863-Wkb1vk-00917-00172072-00172254 photos that i need to take for brands c863-Wkb1vk-00918-00172255-00172390 that have to do with my nails and i've c863-Wkb1vk-00919-00172391-00172519 been like putting off painting my nails c863-Wkb1vk-00920-00172520-00172663 for this whole entire time and i thought c863-Wkb1vk-00921-00172664-00172807 i would just go for a neutral because c863-Wkb1vk-00922-00172808-00173014 i should take another photo for another c863-Wkb1vk-00923-00173015-00173199 brand none of this is even paid it's c863-Wkb1vk-00924-00173200-00173343 just like you know they gifted it to me c863-Wkb1vk-00925-00173344-00173447 and i kind of just like wanted to c863-Wkb1vk-00926-00173448-00173559 support the brands and like c863-Wkb1vk-00927-00173560-00173735 uh create content for them so the other c863-Wkb1vk-00928-00173736-00174031 post is for like an indian outfit and i c863-Wkb1vk-00929-00174032-00174231 don't remember the last time i wore an c863-Wkb1vk-00930-00174232-00174343 indian outfit so c863-Wkb1vk-00931-00174344-00174519 i haven't tried it on or anything i kind c863-Wkb1vk-00932-00174520-00174678 of want to do like a whole vlog about it c863-Wkb1vk-00933-00174679-00174790 so i think i'm going to do that on c863-Wkb1vk-00934-00174791-00174966 saturday i asked my friend nikin if she c863-Wkb1vk-00935-00174967-00175135 needed any photos like taken for her c863-Wkb1vk-00936-00175136-00175302 instagram so we could like swap you know c863-Wkb1vk-00937-00175303-00175463 and obviously i could take my own photos c863-Wkb1vk-00938-00175464-00175654 on a tripod but i really don't want to c863-Wkb1vk-00939-00175655-00175831 um because i want these ones to be like c863-Wkb1vk-00940-00175832-00175983 really high quality on my camera not my c863-Wkb1vk-00941-00175984-00176143 phone but i'll definitely be vlogging c863-Wkb1vk-00942-00176144-00176287 whenever i do put it on c863-Wkb1vk-00943-00176288-00176559 um and i have a grad shoe at 5 30 so i c863-Wkb1vk-00944-00176560-00176654 actually have to leave c863-Wkb1vk-00945-00176655-00177047 really soon um but oh yes okay c863-Wkb1vk-00946-00177048-00177183 i'm not even sure if i showed this c863-Wkb1vk-00947-00177184-00177375 outfit yet in a vlog but i feel like i c863-Wkb1vk-00948-00177376-00177487 haven't so i'm gonna go ahead and show c863-Wkb1vk-00949-00177488-00177559 it again c863-Wkb1vk-00950-00177560-00177783 i got this set off of amazon and it is c863-Wkb1vk-00951-00177784-00177919 literally the cutest thing ever c863-Wkb1vk-00952-00177920-00178102 there's like a little like i don't know c863-Wkb1vk-00953-00178103-00178287 what this is i think it's from the dryer c863-Wkb1vk-00954-00178288-00178431 messing up like the string so i need to c863-Wkb1vk-00955-00178432-00178599 cut that besides this little issue i c863-Wkb1vk-00956-00178600-00178719 feel like the quality is really really c863-Wkb1vk-00957-00178720-00178759 great c863-Wkb1vk-00958-00178760-00178902 it also comes in so many different c863-Wkb1vk-00959-00178903-00179126 colors um so if you want like more c863-Wkb1vk-00960-00179127-00179335 springy look then they have that has c863-Wkb1vk-00961-00179336-00179502 pockets i just think it's really cute c863-Wkb1vk-00962-00179503-00179702 and perfect for like lounging at home or c863-Wkb1vk-00963-00179703-00179854 working from home i was like c863-Wkb1vk-00964-00179855-00180078 on a team's call and usually i look like c863-Wkb1vk-00965-00180079-00180223 but like when i was wearing this c863-Wkb1vk-00966-00180224-00180359 top i was like well i actually look c863-Wkb1vk-00967-00180360-00180502 somewhat presentable for once c863-Wkb1vk-00968-00180503-00180671 so that was nice um but i'm gonna go get c863-Wkb1vk-00969-00180672-00180831 my camera bag because i don't like being c863-Wkb1vk-00970-00180832-00180911 rushed c863-Wkb1vk-00971-00180912-00181054 and like you know feeling like i'm gonna c863-Wkb1vk-00972-00181055-00181623 be late to a photo shoot c863-Wkb1vk-00973-00181624-00181838 i'm back home from my grad shoe it is 7 c863-Wkb1vk-00974-00181839-00181951 45 c863-Wkb1vk-00975-00181952-00182143 and i am kind of hungry i just felt c863-Wkb1vk-00976-00182144-00182311 soapy i do need to take her out c863-Wkb1vk-00977-00182312-00182447 later i don't know what to make myself c863-Wkb1vk-00978-00182448-00182631 for dinner you know like when you just c863-Wkb1vk-00979-00182632-00182775 go grocery shopping and you're like okay c863-Wkb1vk-00980-00182776-00182926 this is like overwhelming and you don't c863-Wkb1vk-00981-00182927-00183071 know what to cook c863-Wkb1vk-00982-00183072-00183311 uh okay i'm gonna decide that later my c863-Wkb1vk-00983-00183312-00183495 grad today was just so nice her parents c863-Wkb1vk-00984-00183496-00183623 were there so i was kind of just like c863-Wkb1vk-00985-00183624-00183790 talking the entire time c863-Wkb1vk-00986-00183791-00184031 and i totally forgot to get some footage c863-Wkb1vk-00987-00184032-00184175 so i'm really sorry about that c863-Wkb1vk-00988-00184176-00184335 tomorrow i have two shoots one in the c863-Wkb1vk-00989-00184336-00184551 morning and one in the afternoon c863-Wkb1vk-00990-00184552-00184766 um so hopefully i'll remember to film c863-Wkb1vk-00991-00184767-00184911 those because that would be great if you c863-Wkb1vk-00992-00184912-00185038 guys could see that because i know a lot c863-Wkb1vk-00993-00185039-00185223 of you want more like photography stuff c863-Wkb1vk-00994-00185224-00185551 i just like never know what to post um c863-Wkb1vk-00995-00185552-00185735 but i am like in the same outfit as c863-Wkb1vk-00996-00185736-00185838 before because i literally just like c863-Wkb1vk-00997-00185839-00185943 changed back into my c863-Wkb1vk-00998-00185944-00186119 pj's loungewear i was like wearing jean c863-Wkb1vk-00999-00186120-00186302 shorts i was like this is not c863-Wkb1vk-01000-00186303-00186502 a move right now last night i opened a c863-Wkb1vk-01001-00186503-00186614 bottle of wine because i thought my c863-Wkb1vk-01002-00186615-00186702 friends were gonna drink it but they c863-Wkb1vk-01003-00186703-00186838 ended up bringing their own wine c863-Wkb1vk-01004-00186839-00186990 so now i have like a full bottle of wine c863-Wkb1vk-01005-00186991-00187143 left over so i asked my friend to come c863-Wkb1vk-01006-00187144-00187278 over and finish it with me c863-Wkb1vk-01007-00187279-00187511 she's on a date right now but hopefully c863-Wkb1vk-01008-00187512-00187678 she comes over after because that would c863-Wkb1vk-01009-00187679-00187766 be really nice c863-Wkb1vk-01010-00187767-00187911 and honestly it's just nice to have girl c863-Wkb1vk-01011-00187912-00188078 time like there's never enough girl time c863-Wkb1vk-01012-00188079-00188199 in the world i feel like i forgot to c863-Wkb1vk-01013-00188200-00188343 tell you guys that the avocado toast c863-Wkb1vk-01014-00188344-00188487 thing sweet potato thing c863-Wkb1vk-01015-00188488-00188687 was so freaking good like i think i've c863-Wkb1vk-01016-00188688-00188823 had something like it before c863-Wkb1vk-01017-00188824-00188999 um i think my mom made it with yams c863-Wkb1vk-01018-00189000-00189223 which was also really good but c863-Wkb1vk-01019-00189224-00189414 it was so good you guys have to try it c863-Wkb1vk-01020-00189415-00189575 out like i said literally just c863-Wkb1vk-01021-00189576-00189735 slice the sweet potato put it in the c863-Wkb1vk-01022-00189736-00189990 airfryer for 30 minutes at 400 degrees c863-Wkb1vk-01023-00189991-00190031 and c863-Wkb1vk-01024-00190032-00190302 honestly they weren't super crispy so i c863-Wkb1vk-01025-00190303-00190454 have like a bunch of leftovers and i'll c863-Wkb1vk-01026-00190455-00190575 just like put it in the airfryer again c863-Wkb1vk-01027-00190576-00190719 and make it more crispy next time c863-Wkb1vk-01028-00190720-00190895 but it was still so good like the c863-Wkb1vk-01029-00190896-00191023 saltiness and c863-Wkb1vk-01030-00191024-00191231 like the sweetness just was like it was c863-Wkb1vk-01031-00191232-00191359 just perfect c863-Wkb1vk-01032-00191360-00191590 i'm like a big like salty and sweet girl c863-Wkb1vk-01033-00191591-00191743 and sometimes like it's a cycle like if c863-Wkb1vk-01034-00191744-00191807 i have c863-Wkb1vk-01035-00191808-00191943 chips then i need like something sweet c863-Wkb1vk-01036-00191944-00192095 like chocolate but then once i have c863-Wkb1vk-01037-00192096-00192231 chocolate i need like the chips you know c863-Wkb1vk-01038-00192232-00192366 what i mean so that's where c863-Wkb1vk-01039-00192367-00192543 popcorns and eminem come in which c863-Wkb1vk-01040-00192544-00192711 honestly i know i'm supposed to be c863-Wkb1vk-01041-00192712-00192799 eating healthy c863-Wkb1vk-01042-00192800-00192935 and like calorie counting right now but c863-Wkb1vk-01043-00192936-00193102 that sounds so good and i have c863-Wkb1vk-01044-00193103-00193423 m m's in the um freezer does anyone else c863-Wkb1vk-01045-00193424-00193478 put their m c863-Wkb1vk-01046-00193479-00193590 m's in the freezer i feel like they're c863-Wkb1vk-01047-00193591-00193783 so much better maybe not the mini m ms c863-Wkb1vk-01048-00193784-00193902 the mini m m's are perfect room c863-Wkb1vk-01049-00193903-00194023 temperature but like normal m c863-Wkb1vk-01050-00194024-00194183 m's are so good in the freezer and i c863-Wkb1vk-01051-00194184-00194350 usually do like kitkats and all that in c863-Wkb1vk-01052-00194351-00194478 the freezer c863-Wkb1vk-01053-00194479-00194623 i don't know maybe i'm just weird but i c863-Wkb1vk-01054-00194624-00194783 feel like it's just so much better i c863-Wkb1vk-01055-00194784-00194838 don't know c863-Wkb1vk-01056-00194839-00195023 this is really the only meat that i got c863-Wkb1vk-01057-00195024-00195199 um at the grocery store this week c863-Wkb1vk-01058-00195200-00195471 um some pork chops so i'm just gonna c863-Wkb1vk-01059-00195472-00195631 like put some salt and pepper and just c863-Wkb1vk-01060-00195632-00195702 cook them c863-Wkb1vk-01061-00195703-00195838 and then i can have leftovers for c863-Wkb1vk-01062-00195839-00196023 tomorrow it's like so weird but i love c863-Wkb1vk-01063-00196024-00196135 eating pork chops c863-Wkb1vk-01064-00196136-00196311 with applesauce when i was a kid my mom c863-Wkb1vk-01065-00196312-00196438 would bread the pork chops and then i c863-Wkb1vk-01066-00196439-00196550 would eat them without sauce and like c863-Wkb1vk-01067-00196551-00196695 green beans it was so good i think i'll c863-Wkb1vk-01068-00196696-00196750 just do c863-Wkb1vk-01069-00196751-00196887 the salt and pepper thing like i said c863-Wkb1vk-01070-00196888-00197038 maybe like garlic powder that is c863-Wkb1vk-01071-00197039-00197078 literally c863-Wkb1vk-01072-00197079-00197247 like my favorite thing i swear i put it c863-Wkb1vk-01073-00197248-00197399 on everything c863-Wkb1vk-01074-00197400-00197671 so i'm just gonna quickly marinate these c863-Wkb1vk-01075-00197672-00197814 pork chops c863-Wkb1vk-01076-00197815-00197990 i have a lot of work to get done today c863-Wkb1vk-01077-00197991-00198199 um just like editing and stuff c863-Wkb1vk-01078-00198200-00198487 because i want to just get a lot of the c863-Wkb1vk-01079-00198488-00198543 stuff c863-Wkb1vk-01080-00198544-00198799 done that's in my editing queue because c863-Wkb1vk-01081-00198800-00198935 i have two more shoots tomorrow like i c863-Wkb1vk-01082-00198936-00199071 don't want to be like too overwhelmed c863-Wkb1vk-01083-00199072-00199190 and like have it all at one time you c863-Wkb1vk-01084-00199191-00199254 know c863-Wkb1vk-01085-00199255-00199423 so i need to do that but i feel like i c863-Wkb1vk-01086-00199424-00199726 have so much other stuff to do c863-Wkb1vk-01087-00199727-00200150 so we will see oh and all c863-Wkb1vk-01088-00200151-00200287 is there oh my god there's like no c863-Wkb1vk-01089-00200288-00200511 pepper in here update on the apple watch c863-Wkb1vk-01090-00200512-00200623 it has c863-Wkb1vk-01091-00200624-00200831 definitely motivated me to have a like c863-Wkb1vk-01092-00200832-00200999 more updated apple watch that actually c863-Wkb1vk-01093-00201000-00201063 works c863-Wkb1vk-01094-00201064-00201238 because the other one it would literally c863-Wkb1vk-01095-00201239-00201447 die after my 30 minute workout c863-Wkb1vk-01096-00201448-00201807 and also other update on the 12 30 i c863-Wkb1vk-01097-00201808-00202126 try to do like a little bit more than 30 c863-Wkb1vk-01098-00202127-00202302 minutes and i actually have been like c863-Wkb1vk-01099-00202303-00202495 increasing my speed slash incline c863-Wkb1vk-01100-00202496-00202654 depending on like how tired i am you c863-Wkb1vk-01101-00202655-00202695 know c863-Wkb1vk-01102-00202696-00202847 that just burns me more calories and c863-Wkb1vk-01103-00202848-00202999 that's why i've been getting up earlier c863-Wkb1vk-01104-00203000-00203135 just so i can like get that c863-Wkb1vk-01105-00203136-00203375 workout in um you know before the day c863-Wkb1vk-01106-00203376-00203535 gets started so then i can just like c863-Wkb1vk-01107-00203536-00203743 do whatever else i need to because i c863-Wkb1vk-01108-00203744-00203902 swear once i start like working or c863-Wkb1vk-01109-00203903-00204023 editing or anything c863-Wkb1vk-01110-00204024-00204199 like i just need to be doing that you c863-Wkb1vk-01111-00204200-00204326 know what i mean i can't just like stop c863-Wkb1vk-01112-00204327-00204471 and like be like oh i gotta work out c863-Wkb1vk-01113-00204472-00204535 like no c863-Wkb1vk-01114-00204536-00204743 i just need to get it done while i'm on c863-Wkb1vk-01115-00204744-00204927 a roll so that's why i have to get it c863-Wkb1vk-01116-00204928-00205103 done before i start anything else for c863-Wkb1vk-01117-00205104-00205151 the day c863-Wkb1vk-01118-00205152-00205271 but i totally get that some people c863-Wkb1vk-01119-00205271-00205494 aren't morning people because it is hard c863-Wkb1vk-01120-00205496-00205620 getting out of bed c863-Wkb1vk-01121-00205621-00205934 [Music] c863-Wkb1vk-01122-00205935-00206094 here's my dinner for the night got my c863-Wkb1vk-01123-00206096-00206286 pork chops apple sauce and i decided to c863-Wkb1vk-01124-00206287-00206462 cook some veggies but like i put so much c863-Wkb1vk-01125-00206463-00206638 spinach and there's like none c863-Wkb1vk-01126-00206639-00208110 freaking crazy how much it shrinks c863-Wkb1vk-01127-00208111-00208310 it's almost 12 30 i'm back home i just c863-Wkb1vk-01128-00208311-00208423 imported the pictures c863-Wkb1vk-01129-00208423-00208734 and now it is time to eat i'm actually c863-Wkb1vk-01130-00208735-00208886 starving and i had like yogurt and c863-Wkb1vk-01131-00208887-00208990 granola this morning c863-Wkb1vk-01132-00208991-00209151 and usually i don't even eat till later c863-Wkb1vk-01133-00209152-00209286 so i don't know why i'm starving today c863-Wkb1vk-01134-00209287-00209334 but c863-Wkb1vk-01135-00209335-00209503 i decided i'm gonna make a smoothie and c863-Wkb1vk-01136-00209504-00209662 then i was c863-Wkb1vk-01137-00209663-00209887 craving that sweet potato avocado toast c863-Wkb1vk-01138-00209888-00210055 so i put the sweet potatoes back in the c863-Wkb1vk-01139-00210056-00210198 airfryer so they can get really crispy c863-Wkb1vk-01140-00210200-00210279 this time c863-Wkb1vk-01141-00210280-00210487 um and i think i'm gonna just do like a c863-Wkb1vk-01142-00210488-00210646 strawberry banana smoothie because c863-Wkb1vk-01143-00210648-00210806 that sounds really good and filling c863-Wkb1vk-01144-00210807-00210927 because i'm starving i'm gonna do c863-Wkb1vk-01145-00210928-00211055 raspberries because i just saw this in c863-Wkb1vk-01146-00211056-00211167 my fridge c863-Wkb1vk-01147-00211167-00211479 or freezer whatever same thing c863-Wkb1vk-01148-00211480-00212367 i'm gonna do some soy milk vanilla c863-Wkb1vk-01149-00212367-00212527 it's so hard to get off because i just c863-Wkb1vk-01150-00212528-00212719 put it on so tight but it literally c863-Wkb1vk-01151-00212719-00212846 makes you put it on tight c863-Wkb1vk-01152-00212848-00213055 oh my god i just like don't have big c863-Wkb1vk-01153-00213056-00213191 hands so c863-Wkb1vk-01154-00213192-00213694 this like is not that's not helpful c863-Wkb1vk-01155-00213696-00214142 okay literally oh thank god c863-Wkb1vk-01156-00214144-00214310 that literally made my hand cramped so c863-Wkb1vk-01157-00214311-00214646 bad c863-Wkb1vk-01158-00214648-00214863 very interesting maybe i should have c863-Wkb1vk-01159-00214864-00215039 just put strawberries in there c863-Wkb1vk-01160-00215040-00215239 it's good it just like has a lot of the c863-Wkb1vk-01161-00215240-00215471 raspberry seeds and everything c863-Wkb1vk-01162-00215471-00215815 so oh like too many seeds so c863-Wkb1vk-01163-00215816-00215998 the sweet potato is a lot more crispy c863-Wkb1vk-01164-00216000-00216142 today which is c863-Wkb1vk-01165-00216144-00216342 amazing so i'm gonna grab my garlic c863-Wkb1vk-01166-00216344-00216519 powder c863-Wkb1vk-01167-00216519-00216927 my himalayan sea salt and c863-Wkb1vk-01168-00216928-00217223 some red peppers for a little kick but c863-Wkb1vk-01169-00217223-00217382 we're gonna douse it in garlic powder c863-Wkb1vk-01170-00217383-00217494 because c863-Wkb1vk-01171-00217496-00217863 i love me some garlic c863-Wkb1vk-01172-00217864-00218223 perfect and i also love me some salt c863-Wkb1vk-01173-00218223-00218582 i put a little too much salt on a lot of c863-Wkb1vk-01174-00218583-00218703 foods c863-Wkb1vk-01175-00218704-00218871 but it just tastes so much better like c863-Wkb1vk-01176-00218871-00219087 that okay c863-Wkb1vk-01177-00219088-00219703 pepper c863-Wkb1vk-01178-00219704-00220006 this is so freaking good y'all like c863-Wkb1vk-01179-00220007-00220134 if you have an air fryer i mean you c863-Wkb1vk-01180-00220135-00220287 could probably even do it in the oven c863-Wkb1vk-01181-00220288-00220415 but if you have an air fryer c863-Wkb1vk-01182-00220416-00220727 definitely try it out look how good this c863-Wkb1vk-01183-00220728-00220894 looks c863-Wkb1vk-01184-00220896-00221023 i definitely look a little crazy right c863-Wkb1vk-01185-00221023-00221167 now because i have my foundation all c863-Wkb1vk-01186-00221167-00221231 over me c863-Wkb1vk-01187-00221232-00221431 um i've been using this makeup forever c863-Wkb1vk-01188-00221432-00221598 hd stick recently c863-Wkb1vk-01189-00221600-00221775 and i feel like i just always go back to c863-Wkb1vk-01190-00221776-00221951 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okay i'll just do the stick c863-Wkb1vk-01220-00227919-00228591 and this brush c863-Wkb1vk-01221-00228592-00228742 it is kind of hard to get around your c863-Wkb1vk-01222-00228744-00228927 eyes so like sometimes i'll c863-Wkb1vk-01223-00228928-00229119 use the beauty blender for that and then c863-Wkb1vk-01224-00229119-00229327 i'll actually use the beauty blender c863-Wkb1vk-01225-00229328-00229639 for my concealer too although you could c863-Wkb1vk-01226-00229640-00229767 probably still use this but you know c863-Wkb1vk-01227-00229767-00229958 they have like the smaller ones like c863-Wkb1vk-01228-00229959-00230134 i didn't buy mine in a set but i've seen c863-Wkb1vk-01229-00230135-00230294 like they have sets and stuff c863-Wkb1vk-01230-00230296-00230479 and they have like a smaller one like c863-Wkb1vk-01231-00230480-00230623 this and then you can really get into c863-Wkb1vk-01232-00230623-00230775 like the corners of your eyes and stuff c863-Wkb1vk-01233-00230776-00230879 but that's okay because i don't really c863-Wkb1vk-01234-00230880-00231046 mind using a beauty blender it's just c863-Wkb1vk-01235-00231048-00231191 like that the foundation i feel like c863-Wkb1vk-01236-00231192-00231398 takes so long to blend out c863-Wkb1vk-01237-00231400-00231582 when you're using like liquid foundation c863-Wkb1vk-01238-00231583-00231751 in a beauty blender i'm finally all c863-Wkb1vk-01239-00231752-00231887 ready for the day and i thought we could c863-Wkb1vk-01240-00231888-00232087 do a little unboxing on camera so we'll c863-Wkb1vk-01241-00232088-00232198 start off with c863-Wkb1vk-01242-00232200-00232471 this package from wafe and they're doing c863-Wkb1vk-01243-00232471-00232527 like a c863-Wkb1vk-01244-00232528-00232806 1998 collection the first one is this c863-Wkb1vk-01245-00232807-00233015 kind of like windbreaker kind of thing c863-Wkb1vk-01246-00233016-00233231 super cool it says where are you from c863-Wkb1vk-01247-00233232-00233342 that's the brand c863-Wkb1vk-01248-00233344-00233615 next up is this nude bodysuit i love c863-Wkb1vk-01249-00233616-00233758 their bodysuits i have another one c863-Wkb1vk-01250-00233759-00233815 that's like c863-Wkb1vk-01251-00233816-00234039 has like cups around the boob area it c863-Wkb1vk-01252-00234040-00234175 kind of reminds me of like something you c863-Wkb1vk-01253-00234176-00234342 would wear in tulum with like linen c863-Wkb1vk-01254-00234344-00234510 pants so that's super cute c863-Wkb1vk-01255-00234511-00234775 i can't wait to try all this on um and c863-Wkb1vk-01256-00234776-00234831 then c863-Wkb1vk-01257-00234832-00235015 this one is very like i don't even know c863-Wkb1vk-01258-00235016-00235142 if this is my style but i thought it c863-Wkb1vk-01259-00235144-00235271 would be cool to try out c863-Wkb1vk-01260-00235271-00235542 um it's like this polo kind of shirt and c863-Wkb1vk-01261-00235544-00235575 it's c863-Wkb1vk-01262-00235576-00235727 neutral of course they're honestly c863-Wkb1vk-01263-00235728-00235910 killing it with all of their collections c863-Wkb1vk-01264-00235911-00236110 um and then this is the last one this c863-Wkb1vk-01265-00236111-00236223 goes with the polo c863-Wkb1vk-01266-00236223-00236398 actually and they're just these flare c863-Wkb1vk-01267-00236400-00236542 pants and they're gonna be so c863-Wkb1vk-01268-00236544-00236606 comfortable c863-Wkb1vk-01269-00236607-00236758 and i feel like i'm just gonna live in c863-Wkb1vk-01270-00236759-00236942 these next up i got some things from c863-Wkb1vk-01271-00236944-00237094 petal and pop and i've heard about this c863-Wkb1vk-01272-00237096-00237167 brand from c863-Wkb1vk-01273-00237167-00237391 so many influencers and so i'm so c863-Wkb1vk-01274-00237392-00237527 excited to be working with them i'm just c863-Wkb1vk-01275-00237528-00237639 gonna do like some c863-Wkb1vk-01276-00237640-00237831 instagram story stuff and probably like c863-Wkb1vk-01277-00237832-00237998 some feed posts so c863-Wkb1vk-01278-00238000-00238167 that's gonna be exciting let's check out c863-Wkb1vk-01279-00238167-00238398 what i got okay so c863-Wkb1vk-01280-00238400-00238646 here's the pop of color finally i saw c863-Wkb1vk-01281-00238648-00238775 this dress and i was like really c863-Wkb1vk-01282-00238776-00238942 intrigued by it it's very simple but i c863-Wkb1vk-01283-00238944-00239023 thought it would be c863-Wkb1vk-01284-00239023-00239231 the perfect summer dress for like you c863-Wkb1vk-01285-00239232-00239358 know after the pool c863-Wkb1vk-01286-00239359-00239471 or something like that i don't know i c863-Wkb1vk-01287-00239471-00239582 just think it's really cute it's c863-Wkb1vk-01288-00239583-00239734 probably gonna be very wrinkly right now c863-Wkb1vk-01289-00239735-00239806 but c863-Wkb1vk-01290-00239807-00239975 it's honestly kind of like a kitchen c863-Wkb1vk-01291-00239976-00240127 smock thing i don't even know but this c863-Wkb1vk-01292-00240128-00240255 is the back it's really cute c863-Wkb1vk-01293-00240256-00240479 open back so i don't know what bro i'm c863-Wkb1vk-01294-00240480-00240567 gonna wear with that i could just c863-Wkb1vk-01295-00240567-00240751 probably wear sticky boobs but c863-Wkb1vk-01296-00240752-00240998 i think it's really pretty color love my c863-Wkb1vk-01297-00241000-00241055 greens c863-Wkb1vk-01298-00241056-00241303 this next top is stunning and i'm c863-Wkb1vk-01299-00241304-00241487 freaking so excited to wear this okay c863-Wkb1vk-01300-00241488-00241687 it's pretty much like a very very crop c863-Wkb1vk-01301-00241688-00241894 top pretty much like a bra kind of shirt c863-Wkb1vk-01302-00241896-00242182 but it has these like flowy sleeves and c863-Wkb1vk-01303-00242183-00242415 this balloon sleeve kind of deal super c863-Wkb1vk-01304-00242416-00242582 cute and then the back is like c863-Wkb1vk-01305-00242583-00242742 that tie back so it's kind of like an c863-Wkb1vk-01306-00242744-00242903 open back c863-Wkb1vk-01307-00242904-00243071 so i need to figure out like the bra c863-Wkb1vk-01308-00243071-00243263 situation with all these but c863-Wkb1vk-01309-00243264-00243446 i'll figure it out on their site they c863-Wkb1vk-01310-00243448-00243655 actually have so much cute denim so i c863-Wkb1vk-01311-00243656-00243855 actually got two pairs of denim can you c863-Wkb1vk-01312-00243856-00243991 see the bottom i can't even see myself c863-Wkb1vk-01313-00243992-00244119 honestly it's very distressed at the c863-Wkb1vk-01314-00244119-00244191 bottom c863-Wkb1vk-01315-00244192-00244351 and i think i saw an influencer actually c863-Wkb1vk-01316-00244352-00244582 posted on her story yesterday c863-Wkb1vk-01317-00244583-00244863 and they looked so good um it looked c863-Wkb1vk-01318-00244864-00245046 very very short on the model like c863-Wkb1vk-01319-00245048-00245215 almost like a cropped jean like a c863-Wkb1vk-01320-00245216-00245367 straight leg cropped jean c863-Wkb1vk-01321-00245367-00245615 but i'm a short girl so i don't know if c863-Wkb1vk-01322-00245616-00245719 it's gonna look like that c863-Wkb1vk-01323-00245719-00245839 i kind of hope it doesn't because i c863-Wkb1vk-01324-00245840-00246046 don't really like super cropped i mean c863-Wkb1vk-01325-00246048-00246206 it could look cute with heels and this c863-Wkb1vk-01326-00246207-00246310 is the other pair i got c863-Wkb1vk-01327-00246311-00246463 pretty similar honestly because they c863-Wkb1vk-01328-00246464-00246630 both have the distressing but obviously c863-Wkb1vk-01329-00246631-00246734 that's a white pair c863-Wkb1vk-01330-00246735-00246894 and the stitching is kind of like a c863-Wkb1vk-01331-00246896-00247079 brown stitching maybe like a gold c863-Wkb1vk-01332-00247080-00247158 stitching so c863-Wkb1vk-01333-00247159-00247342 that's gonna be so cute i'm gonna try c863-Wkb1vk-01334-00247344-00247510 this all on for my stories but i have to c863-Wkb1vk-01335-00247511-00247655 clean up the place first c863-Wkb1vk-01336-00247656-00247879 because i hate when my background is so c863-Wkb1vk-01337-00247880-00248039 gross and dirty especially for my story c863-Wkb1vk-01338-00248040-00248127 so c863-Wkb1vk-01339-00248128-00248279 gotta clean up so i'm doing a try on c863-Wkb1vk-01340-00248280-00248398 haul all my stories so i thought i would c863-Wkb1vk-01341-00248400-00248551 just show you guys what it looked like c863-Wkb1vk-01342-00248552-00248782 on the vlog if you guys miss my stories c863-Wkb1vk-01343-00248783-00248879 or if you're not following me on c863-Wkb1vk-01344-00248880-00249055 instagram which definitely go do so c863-Wkb1vk-01345-00249056-00249287 um but this is this little like pirate c863-Wkb1vk-01346-00249288-00249430 top i don't even know how to explain it c863-Wkb1vk-01347-00249431-00249558 i feel like my boobs are a little bit c863-Wkb1vk-01348-00249559-00249615 too big c863-Wkb1vk-01349-00249616-00249758 but if you have like a little tinier c863-Wkb1vk-01350-00249759-00249903 boobs i mean like this would be so c863-Wkb1vk-01351-00249904-00249958 perfect c863-Wkb1vk-01352-00249959-00250079 and honestly it doesn't look like c863-Wkb1vk-01353-00250080-00250255 horrible it just like feels a little bit c863-Wkb1vk-01354-00250256-00250351 revealing c863-Wkb1vk-01355-00250352-00250687 um but these pants are so cute i love c863-Wkb1vk-01356-00250688-00250855 this like color i feel like i don't have c863-Wkb1vk-01357-00250856-00250958 anything like this c863-Wkb1vk-01358-00250959-00251119 and obviously they're really good high c863-Wkb1vk-01359-00251119-00251319 waisted love the distress c863-Wkb1vk-01360-00251319-00252492 on the bottom c863-Wkb1vk-01361-00252492-00252982 [Music] c863-Wkb1vk-01362-00252983-00253192 you cqs9UtECZrM-00000-00000000-00002057 [Music] cqs9UtECZrM-00002-00006568-00009510 so cqs9UtECZrM-00003-00009511-00012095 so cqs9UtECZrM-00004-00012096-00013511 so 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cqLOshJej_8-00005-00004992-00005279 sometimes rainy days are cold so cqLOshJej_8-00006-00005280-00005630 transfer the weather cqLOshJej_8-00007-00005631-00007895 [Music] cqLOshJej_8-00008-00007895-00008031 okay cqLOshJej_8-00009-00008033-00008710 [Music] cqLOshJej_8-00010-00008711-00008920 you crqB5h4pnVU-00000-00000356-00000659 c-i-e-t-n-c-e-r-t presents audiobook of crqB5h4pnVU-00001-00000660-00001061 mathematics for class 7. crqB5h4pnVU-00002-00001062-00001343 chapter 11. crqB5h4pnVU-00003-00001344-00001673 perimeter and area crqB5h4pnVU-00004-00001673-00002071 page 210. crqB5h4pnVU-00005-00002072-00002237 11.3 crqB5h4pnVU-00006-00002238-00002560 area of a parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00007-00002561-00002837 we come across many shapes other than crqB5h4pnVU-00008-00002838-00003065 squares and rectangles crqB5h4pnVU-00009-00003066-00003317 how will you find the area of a land crqB5h4pnVU-00010-00003318-00003701 which is a parallelogram in shape crqB5h4pnVU-00011-00003702-00004072 let us find a method to get the area of crqB5h4pnVU-00012-00004073-00004301 a parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00013-00004302-00004643 can a parallelogram be converted into a crqB5h4pnVU-00014-00004644-00004961 rectangle of equal area crqB5h4pnVU-00015-00004962-00005369 draw a parallelogram on a graph paper as crqB5h4pnVU-00016-00005370-00005590 shown in figure 11.101 crqB5h4pnVU-00017-00005591-00005801 [Music] crqB5h4pnVU-00018-00005802-00006065 cuts out the parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00019-00006066-00006370 draw a line from one vertex of the crqB5h4pnVU-00020-00006371-00006646 parallelogram perpendicular to the crqB5h4pnVU-00021-00006647-00006791 opposite side crqB5h4pnVU-00022-00006792-00006955 figure 11.102 crqB5h4pnVU-00023-00006956-00007163 [Music] crqB5h4pnVU-00024-00007164-00007553 cut out the triangle move the triangle crqB5h4pnVU-00025-00007554-00007913 to the other side of the parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00026-00007914-00008177 what shape do you get crqB5h4pnVU-00027-00008178-00008428 you get a rectangle crqB5h4pnVU-00028-00008429-00008759 is the area of the parallelogram equal crqB5h4pnVU-00029-00008760-00009064 to the area of the rectangle formed crqB5h4pnVU-00030-00009065-00009431 yes area of the parallelogram is equal crqB5h4pnVU-00031-00009432-00009839 to area of the rectangle formed crqB5h4pnVU-00032-00009840-00010127 what are the length and the breadth of crqB5h4pnVU-00033-00010128-00010283 the rectangle crqB5h4pnVU-00034-00010284-00010577 we find that the length of the rectangle crqB5h4pnVU-00035-00010578-00010846 formed is equal to the base of the crqB5h4pnVU-00036-00010847-00011164 parallelogram and the breadth of the crqB5h4pnVU-00037-00011165-00011459 rectangle is equal to the height of the crqB5h4pnVU-00038-00011460-00011603 parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00039-00011604-00011914 figure 11.11 crqB5h4pnVU-00040-00011915-00012264 now area of parallelogram is equal to crqB5h4pnVU-00041-00012265-00012606 area of rectangle which is equal to crqB5h4pnVU-00042-00012607-00012952 length multiplied by breadth which is crqB5h4pnVU-00043-00012953-00013253 equal to l multiplied by B crqB5h4pnVU-00044-00013254-00013649 but the length L and breadth B of the crqB5h4pnVU-00045-00013650-00014063 rectangle are exactly the base B and the crqB5h4pnVU-00046-00014063-00014303 height H respectively of the crqB5h4pnVU-00047-00014304-00014447 parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00048-00014447-00014794 thus the area of parallelogram is equal crqB5h4pnVU-00049-00014795-00015149 to base multiplied by height which is crqB5h4pnVU-00050-00015150-00015629 equal to B multiplied by h crqB5h4pnVU-00051-00015630-00015988 211. crqB5h4pnVU-00052-00015990-00016300 any side of a parallelogram can be crqB5h4pnVU-00053-00016301-00016672 chosen as base of the parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00054-00016673-00016967 the perpendicular dropped on that side crqB5h4pnVU-00055-00016968-00017255 from the opposite vertex is known as crqB5h4pnVU-00056-00017256-00017572 height or altitude crqB5h4pnVU-00057-00017573-00018017 in the parallelogram ABCD d e is crqB5h4pnVU-00058-00018018-00018425 perpendicular to a b here A B is the crqB5h4pnVU-00059-00018426-00018707 base and d e is the height of the crqB5h4pnVU-00060-00018708-00018875 parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00061-00018876-00019313 in this parallelogram a b c d b f is the crqB5h4pnVU-00062-00019314-00019697 perpendicular to opposite side a d here crqB5h4pnVU-00063-00019698-00020317 A D is the base and bf is the height crqB5h4pnVU-00064-00020318-00020686 consider the following parallelograms crqB5h4pnVU-00065-00020687-00020904 figure 11.12 crqB5h4pnVU-00066-00020905-00021100 [Music] crqB5h4pnVU-00067-00021101-00021472 find the areas of the parallelograms by crqB5h4pnVU-00068-00021473-00021808 counting the squares enclosed within the crqB5h4pnVU-00069-00021809-00022277 figures and also find the perimeters by crqB5h4pnVU-00070-00022278-00022530 measuring the sides crqB5h4pnVU-00071-00022531-00022864 complete the following table crqB5h4pnVU-00072-00022865-00023291 we have a table with five columns crqB5h4pnVU-00073-00023292-00023821 let's read it row wise crqB5h4pnVU-00074-00023822-00024100 parallelogram a crqB5h4pnVU-00075-00024101-00024394 base 5 units crqB5h4pnVU-00076-00024395-00024683 height three units crqB5h4pnVU-00077-00024684-00025447 Area 15 square units perimeter Dash crqB5h4pnVU-00078-00025448-00025750 parallelogram B crqB5h4pnVU-00079-00025751-00026377 base Dash height Dash area crqB5h4pnVU-00080-00026377-00026893 Dash perimeter Dash crqB5h4pnVU-00081-00026894-00027185 parallelogram C crqB5h4pnVU-00082-00027186-00027431 base Dash crqB5h4pnVU-00083-00027432-00027689 height Dash crqB5h4pnVU-00084-00027689-00027811 area crqB5h4pnVU-00085-00027812-00028339 Dash perimeter Dash crqB5h4pnVU-00086-00028339-00029052 parallelogram D base Dash height Dash crqB5h4pnVU-00087-00029054-00029208 area crqB5h4pnVU-00088-00029210-00029737 Dash perimeter Dash crqB5h4pnVU-00089-00029738-00030005 parallelogram e crqB5h4pnVU-00090-00030006-00030637 base Dash height Dash area crqB5h4pnVU-00091-00030638-00031152 Dash perimeter Dash crqB5h4pnVU-00092-00031154-00031433 parallelogram f crqB5h4pnVU-00093-00031433-00032201 base Dash height Dash area Dash crqB5h4pnVU-00094-00032202-00032587 perimeter Dash crqB5h4pnVU-00095-00032588-00032855 parallelogram G crqB5h4pnVU-00096-00032856-00033487 base Dash height Dash area crqB5h4pnVU-00097-00033488-00034055 Dash perimeter Dash crqB5h4pnVU-00098-00034056-00034327 you will find that all these crqB5h4pnVU-00099-00034328-00034667 parallelograms have equal areas but crqB5h4pnVU-00100-00034668-00034895 different perimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00101-00034896-00035161 now consider the following crqB5h4pnVU-00102-00035162-00035512 parallelograms with sides 7 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00103-00035513-00035789 and five centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00104-00035790-00036227 figure 11.13 crqB5h4pnVU-00105-00036228-00036617 page 212. crqB5h4pnVU-00106-00036618-00036983 find the perimeter and area of each of crqB5h4pnVU-00107-00036984-00037195 these parallelograms crqB5h4pnVU-00108-00037196-00037462 analyze your results crqB5h4pnVU-00109-00037463-00037805 you will find that these parallelograms crqB5h4pnVU-00110-00037806-00038099 have different areas but equal crqB5h4pnVU-00111-00038100-00038255 perimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00112-00038256-00038609 to find the area of a parallelogram you crqB5h4pnVU-00113-00038610-00038957 need to know only the base and the crqB5h4pnVU-00114-00038958-00039124 corresponding height of the crqB5h4pnVU-00115-00039125-00039395 parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00116-00039396-00039587 try these crqB5h4pnVU-00117-00039588-00039802 find the area of following crqB5h4pnVU-00118-00039803-00039995 parallelograms crqB5h4pnVU-00119-00039996-00040301 one figure is given crqB5h4pnVU-00120-00040302-00040624 to figure is given crqB5h4pnVU-00121-00040625-00040762 three crqB5h4pnVU-00122-00040763-00041207 in a parallelogram a b c d a b is equal crqB5h4pnVU-00123-00041208-00041323 to crqB5h4pnVU-00124-00041324-00041711 7.2 centimeters and the perpendicular crqB5h4pnVU-00125-00041712-00042499 from C on a b is 4.5 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00126-00042500-00042965 11.4 area of a triangle crqB5h4pnVU-00127-00042966-00043271 a gardener wants to know the cost of crqB5h4pnVU-00128-00043272-00043480 covering the whole of a triangular crqB5h4pnVU-00129-00043481-00043762 garden with grass crqB5h4pnVU-00130-00043763-00044080 in this case we need to know the area of crqB5h4pnVU-00131-00044081-00044339 the Triangular region crqB5h4pnVU-00132-00044340-00044740 let us find a method to get the area of crqB5h4pnVU-00133-00044741-00045052 a triangle crqB5h4pnVU-00134-00045053-00045437 page 213. crqB5h4pnVU-00135-00045438-00045790 draw a scalen triangle on a piece of crqB5h4pnVU-00136-00045791-00045935 paper crqB5h4pnVU-00137-00045936-00046211 cut out the triangle crqB5h4pnVU-00138-00046212-00046558 place this triangle on another piece of crqB5h4pnVU-00139-00046559-00046979 paper and cut out another triangle of crqB5h4pnVU-00140-00046980-00047212 the same size crqB5h4pnVU-00141-00047213-00047645 so now you have two scalen triangles of crqB5h4pnVU-00142-00047646-00047812 the same size crqB5h4pnVU-00143-00047813-00048221 are both the triangles congruent crqB5h4pnVU-00144-00048222-00048605 super pose one triangle on the other so crqB5h4pnVU-00145-00048606-00048785 that they match crqB5h4pnVU-00146-00048786-00049073 you may have to rotate one of the two crqB5h4pnVU-00147-00049074-00049252 triangles crqB5h4pnVU-00148-00049253-00049727 now Place both the triangles such that a crqB5h4pnVU-00149-00049728-00050105 pair of corresponding sides is joined as crqB5h4pnVU-00150-00050106-00050543 shown in figure 11.14 crqB5h4pnVU-00151-00050544-00050818 is the figure thus formed a crqB5h4pnVU-00152-00050819-00050983 parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00153-00050984-00051358 compare the area of each triangle to the crqB5h4pnVU-00154-00051359-00051613 area of the parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00155-00051614-00051899 compare the base and height of the crqB5h4pnVU-00156-00051900-00052180 triangles with the base and height of crqB5h4pnVU-00157-00052182-00052396 the parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00158-00052397-00052757 you will find that the sum of the areas crqB5h4pnVU-00159-00052758-00053104 of both the triangles is equal to the crqB5h4pnVU-00160-00053105-00053380 area of the parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00161-00053382-00053675 the base and the height of the triangle crqB5h4pnVU-00162-00053676-00054035 are the same as the base and the height crqB5h4pnVU-00163-00054036-00054466 of the parallelogram respectively crqB5h4pnVU-00164-00054467-00054904 area of each triangle is equal to 1 upon crqB5h4pnVU-00165-00054905-00055403 2 multiplied by area of parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00166-00055404-00055913 which is equal to 1 upon 2 multiplied by crqB5h4pnVU-00167-00055914-00056237 within brackets base multiplied by crqB5h4pnVU-00168-00056238-00056350 height crqB5h4pnVU-00169-00056351-00056669 since area of a parallelogram is equal crqB5h4pnVU-00170-00056670-00057065 to base multiplied by height crqB5h4pnVU-00171-00057066-00057442 which is equal to 1 upon 2 within crqB5h4pnVU-00172-00057444-00057797 brackets B multiplied by h crqB5h4pnVU-00173-00057798-00058463 or 1 upon 2 b h in short crqB5h4pnVU-00174-00058464-00058691 try these crqB5h4pnVU-00175-00058691-00058847 one crqB5h4pnVU-00176-00058848-00059141 try the above activity with different crqB5h4pnVU-00177-00059141-00059435 types of triangles crqB5h4pnVU-00178-00059436-00059561 2. crqB5h4pnVU-00179-00059562-00059926 take different parallelograms divide crqB5h4pnVU-00180-00059927-00060179 each of the parallelograms into two crqB5h4pnVU-00181-00060179-00060544 triangles by cutting along any of its crqB5h4pnVU-00182-00060545-00060671 diagonals crqB5h4pnVU-00183-00060672-00061042 are the triangles congruent crqB5h4pnVU-00184-00061044-00061242 in the figure crqB5h4pnVU-00185-00061244-00061649 11.15 all the triangles are on the base crqB5h4pnVU-00186-00061650-00062087 a b equal to 6 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00187-00062088-00062387 what can you say about the height of crqB5h4pnVU-00188-00062388-00062704 each of the triangles corresponding to crqB5h4pnVU-00189-00062705-00062950 the base a b crqB5h4pnVU-00190-00062951-00063299 can we say all the triangles are equal crqB5h4pnVU-00191-00063300-00063442 in area crqB5h4pnVU-00192-00063444-00063599 yes crqB5h4pnVU-00193-00063600-00063994 are the triangles congruent also crqB5h4pnVU-00194-00063995-00064175 no crqB5h4pnVU-00195-00064176-00064529 we conclude that all the congruent crqB5h4pnVU-00196-00064529-00064900 triangles are equal in area but the crqB5h4pnVU-00197-00064901-00065261 triangles equal in area need not be crqB5h4pnVU-00198-00065262-00065519 congruent crqB5h4pnVU-00199-00065520-00065917 page 214. crqB5h4pnVU-00200-00065918-00066359 consider the obtuse angled triangle ABC crqB5h4pnVU-00201-00066360-00066688 of Base 6 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00202-00066689-00066896 figure 11.16 crqB5h4pnVU-00203-00066897-00067061 [Music] crqB5h4pnVU-00204-00067062-00067426 its height a d which is perpendicular crqB5h4pnVU-00205-00067427-00067769 from the vertex a is outside the crqB5h4pnVU-00206-00067770-00067882 triangle crqB5h4pnVU-00207-00067883-00068309 can you find the area of the triangle crqB5h4pnVU-00208-00068310-00068519 example 6. crqB5h4pnVU-00209-00068520-00068806 one of the sides and the corresponding crqB5h4pnVU-00210-00068807-00069113 height of a parallelogram are four crqB5h4pnVU-00211-00069114-00069365 centimeters and three centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00212-00069366-00069521 respectively crqB5h4pnVU-00213-00069522-00069844 find the area of the parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00214-00069845-00070034 figure 11.17 crqB5h4pnVU-00215-00070035-00070247 [Music] crqB5h4pnVU-00216-00070248-00070391 solution crqB5h4pnVU-00217-00070392-00070829 given that length of Base B is equal to crqB5h4pnVU-00218-00070830-00071303 4 centimeters height H is equal to 3 crqB5h4pnVU-00219-00071304-00071441 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00220-00071442-00071861 area of the parallelogram is equal to B crqB5h4pnVU-00221-00071862-00072256 multiplied by H which is equal to 4 crqB5h4pnVU-00222-00072257-00072497 centimeters multiplied by three crqB5h4pnVU-00223-00072498-00072826 centimeters which is equal to 12 square crqB5h4pnVU-00224-00072827-00073075 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00225-00073076-00073319 example seven crqB5h4pnVU-00226-00073320-00073679 find the height X if the area of the crqB5h4pnVU-00227-00073680-00074050 parallelogram is 24 square centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00228-00074051-00074506 and the base is 4 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00229-00074507-00074891 solution area of parallelogram is equal crqB5h4pnVU-00230-00074892-00075209 to B multiplied by h crqB5h4pnVU-00231-00075210-00075682 therefore 24 is equal to 4 multiplied by crqB5h4pnVU-00232-00075683-00075809 X crqB5h4pnVU-00233-00075810-00076132 figure 11.18 crqB5h4pnVU-00234-00076133-00076829 or 24 upon 4 is equal to X or X is equal crqB5h4pnVU-00235-00076830-00077141 to 6 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00236-00077142-00077531 so the height of the parallelogram is 6 crqB5h4pnVU-00237-00077532-00077819 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00238-00077820-00078071 example 8. crqB5h4pnVU-00239-00078072-00078425 the two sides of the parallelogram a b c crqB5h4pnVU-00240-00078426-00078755 d are six centimeters and four crqB5h4pnVU-00241-00078756-00078905 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00242-00078906-00079247 the height corresponding to the base CD crqB5h4pnVU-00243-00079248-00079517 is three centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00244-00079518-00079835 figure 11.19 crqB5h4pnVU-00245-00079836-00080347 find the one area of the parallelogram crqB5h4pnVU-00246-00080348-00080723 to the height corresponding to the base crqB5h4pnVU-00247-00080724-00080921 a d crqB5h4pnVU-00248-00080922-00081094 solution crqB5h4pnVU-00249-00081095-00081215 one crqB5h4pnVU-00250-00081216-00081587 area of parallelogram is equal to B crqB5h4pnVU-00251-00081588-00081959 multiplied by H which is equal to 6 crqB5h4pnVU-00252-00081960-00082199 centimeters multiplied by three crqB5h4pnVU-00253-00082200-00082523 centimeters which is equal to 18 square crqB5h4pnVU-00254-00082524-00082744 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00255-00082745-00082871 two crqB5h4pnVU-00256-00082872-00083256 base B is equal to four centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00257-00083257-00083675 height is equal to X say crqB5h4pnVU-00258-00083676-00084125 area is equal to 18 square centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00259-00084126-00084526 area of parallelogram is equal to B crqB5h4pnVU-00260-00084527-00084743 multiplied by X crqB5h4pnVU-00261-00084744-00085325 18 is equal to 4 multiplied by x 18 upon crqB5h4pnVU-00262-00085326-00085559 4 is equal to X crqB5h4pnVU-00263-00085560-00085849 therefore X is equal to crqB5h4pnVU-00264-00085850-00086153 4.5 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00265-00086154-00086500 thus the height corresponding to base a crqB5h4pnVU-00266-00086501-00086950 d is 4.5 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00267-00086951-00087367 page 215. crqB5h4pnVU-00268-00087368-00087569 example nine crqB5h4pnVU-00269-00087570-00087929 find the area of the following triangles crqB5h4pnVU-00270-00087930-00088318 figure 11.20 crqB5h4pnVU-00271-00088319-00088462 solution crqB5h4pnVU-00272-00088463-00088912 one area of triangle is equal to 1 upon crqB5h4pnVU-00273-00088913-00089326 2 b h which is equal to 1 upon 2 crqB5h4pnVU-00274-00089327-00089776 multiplied by q r multiplied by PS crqB5h4pnVU-00275-00089777-00090137 which is equal to 1 upon 2 multiplied by crqB5h4pnVU-00276-00090138-00090431 4 centimeters multiplied by two crqB5h4pnVU-00277-00090432-00090743 centimeters which is equal to 4 square crqB5h4pnVU-00278-00090744-00090976 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00279-00090977-00091456 two area of triangle is equal to 1 upon crqB5h4pnVU-00280-00091457-00091853 2 b h which is equal to 1 upon 2 crqB5h4pnVU-00281-00091854-00092326 multiplied by m n multiplied by l o crqB5h4pnVU-00282-00092327-00092699 which is equal to 1 upon 2 multiplied by crqB5h4pnVU-00283-00092700-00092993 three centimeters multiplied by two crqB5h4pnVU-00284-00092994-00093353 centimeters which is equal to 3 square crqB5h4pnVU-00285-00093354-00093637 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00286-00093638-00093929 example 10. crqB5h4pnVU-00287-00093930-00094391 find BC if the area of the triangle ABC crqB5h4pnVU-00288-00094392-00094799 is 36 square centimeters and the height crqB5h4pnVU-00289-00094800-00095129 a d is three centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00290-00095130-00095506 figure 11.21 crqB5h4pnVU-00291-00095507-00095644 solution crqB5h4pnVU-00292-00095645-00096053 height is equal to 3 centimeters area is crqB5h4pnVU-00293-00096054-00096418 equal to 36 square centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00294-00096419-00096815 area of the triangle ABC is equal to 1 crqB5h4pnVU-00295-00096816-00097397 upon 2 BH or 36 is equal to 1 upon 2 crqB5h4pnVU-00296-00097398-00097805 multiplied by B multiplied by three that crqB5h4pnVU-00297-00097806-00098267 is B is equal to 36 multiplied by 2 upon crqB5h4pnVU-00298-00098268-00098831 3 which is equal to 24 centimeters so BC crqB5h4pnVU-00299-00098832-00099235 is equal to 24 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00300-00099236-00099473 example 11. crqB5h4pnVU-00301-00099474-00099887 in Triangle pqr PR is equal to 8 crqB5h4pnVU-00302-00099888-00100265 centimeters QR is equal to 4 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00303-00100266-00100721 and P L is equal to 5 Centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00304-00100722-00100837 bigger crqB5h4pnVU-00305-00100838-00101417 11.22 find one the area of the triangle crqB5h4pnVU-00306-00101418-00101573 p q r crqB5h4pnVU-00307-00101574-00101867 2 qm crqB5h4pnVU-00308-00101868-00102041 solution crqB5h4pnVU-00309-00102042-00102185 one crqB5h4pnVU-00310-00102186-00102556 QR is equal to base which is equal to 4 crqB5h4pnVU-00311-00102557-00102694 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00312-00102695-00102994 PL is equal to height which is equal to crqB5h4pnVU-00313-00102995-00103210 5 Centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00314-00103211-00103642 area of the triangle p q r is equal to 1 crqB5h4pnVU-00315-00103643-00103847 upon 2 b h crqB5h4pnVU-00316-00103848-00104213 which is equal to 1 upon 2 multiplied by crqB5h4pnVU-00317-00104214-00104489 4 centimeters multiplied by five crqB5h4pnVU-00318-00104490-00104866 centimeters which is equal to 10 square crqB5h4pnVU-00319-00104867-00105184 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00320-00105185-00105575 page 216. crqB5h4pnVU-00321-00105576-00106025 2. PR is equal to base which is equal to crqB5h4pnVU-00322-00106026-00106223 8 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00323-00106224-00106534 qm is equal to height which is equal to crqB5h4pnVU-00324-00106535-00106727 Dash crqB5h4pnVU-00325-00106728-00107147 area is equal to 10 square centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00326-00107148-00107483 area of triangle is equal to 1 upon 2 crqB5h4pnVU-00327-00107483-00107915 multiplied by B multiplied by H that is crqB5h4pnVU-00328-00107916-00108371 10 is equal to 1 upon 2 multiplied by 8 crqB5h4pnVU-00329-00108372-00108599 multiplied by h crqB5h4pnVU-00330-00108600-00108965 H is equal to 10 upon 4 which is equal crqB5h4pnVU-00331-00108966-00109613 to 5 upon 2 which is equal to 2.5 so qm crqB5h4pnVU-00332-00109614-00110147 is equal to 2.5 centimeters crqB5h4pnVU-00333-00110148-00110431 you were just listening to the audiobook crqB5h4pnVU-00334-00110432-00110710 mathematics for class 7. crqB5h4pnVU-00335-00110711-00111136 narrator God of Marva assistance in crqB5h4pnVU-00336-00111138-00111234 production crqB5h4pnVU-00337-00111235-00111733 samya Malik producer vimlesh Chaudhary crqB5h4pnVU-00338-00111733-00112099 presented by ciet crqB5h4pnVU-00339-00112100-00112585 n-c-e-r-t New Delhi India crMIvriRo9c-00000-00000000-00000349 [Music] crMIvriRo9c-00001-00000350-00000676 winter offensive in donbass failed the crMIvriRo9c-00002-00000677-00000881 Russian military commands planned to crMIvriRo9c-00003-00000882-00001127 expand the territories under its control crMIvriRo9c-00004-00001128-00001361 in donbass during the winter offensive crMIvriRo9c-00005-00001362-00001582 failed British defense intelligence crMIvriRo9c-00006-00001583-00001901 announced it the updates states that on crMIvriRo9c-00007-00001902-00002213 the 11th of January 2023 the chief of crMIvriRo9c-00008-00002214-00002476 the Russian general staff General Valeri crMIvriRo9c-00009-00002477-00002758 gerasimov took personal command of the crMIvriRo9c-00010-00002759-00002989 special military operation in Ukraine crMIvriRo9c-00011-00002990-00003191 gerasimov's tenure has been crMIvriRo9c-00012-00003192-00003461 characterized by an effort to launch a crMIvriRo9c-00013-00003461-00003701 general winter offensive with the aim of crMIvriRo9c-00014-00003702-00003940 extending Russian control over the whole crMIvriRo9c-00015-00003942-00004222 of the donbass region 80 Days on it is crMIvriRo9c-00016-00004223-00004427 increasingly apparent that this project crMIvriRo9c-00017-00004428-00004727 has failed the intelligence states it is crMIvriRo9c-00018-00004728-00004961 noted that in several areas of the front crMIvriRo9c-00019-00004962-00005195 line in donbas Russian troops have crMIvriRo9c-00020-00005196-00005441 achieved only minor success at the cost crMIvriRo9c-00021-00005442-00005645 of tens of thousands of casualties crMIvriRo9c-00022-00005646-00005861 having largely squandered their crMIvriRo9c-00023-00005862-00006136 temporary advantage in Personnel gained crMIvriRo9c-00024-00006137-00006370 as a result of the Autumn partial crMIvriRo9c-00025-00006371-00006664 mobilization after 10 years as chief of crMIvriRo9c-00026-00006665-00006845 the general staff there is a realistic crMIvriRo9c-00027-00006845-00007103 possibility that garasimov is pushing crMIvriRo9c-00028-00007104-00007355 the limits of how far Russia's political crMIvriRo9c-00029-00007356-00007595 leadership will tolerate failure the crMIvriRo9c-00030-00007595-00007859 update reads earlier UK intelligence crMIvriRo9c-00031-00007859-00008087 reported that it would be difficult for crMIvriRo9c-00032-00008088-00008310 Russia to rebuild its arsenal of crMIvriRo9c-00033-00008311-00008609 counter-battery Radars as these systems crMIvriRo9c-00034-00008610-00008831 depend on the supply of high-tech crMIvriRo9c-00035-00008832-00009041 electronic components that have been crMIvriRo9c-00036-00009042-00009308 sanctioned csMvwEpRssc-00000-00000008-00000262 i'm your host johnny richard and um csMvwEpRssc-00001-00000263-00000551 today i'm very happy to have my friend csMvwEpRssc-00002-00000552-00000854 good friend osgoor akas with us csMvwEpRssc-00003-00000855-00001119 and he's going to tell us about his life csMvwEpRssc-00004-00001120-00001335 and his uh csMvwEpRssc-00005-00001336-00001607 his journey csMvwEpRssc-00006-00001607-00001807 so welcome osgro csMvwEpRssc-00007-00001807-00001926 hi john csMvwEpRssc-00008-00001927-00002110 thanks for having me yeah thanks for csMvwEpRssc-00009-00002111-00002263 joining and uh thanks for being csMvwEpRssc-00010-00002264-00002487 incredibly patient with me uh csMvwEpRssc-00011-00002488-00002718 nearly a year later after inviting you csMvwEpRssc-00012-00002719-00002926 we're having this i think under a use csMvwEpRssc-00013-00002927-00003071 that's good csMvwEpRssc-00014-00003072-00003303 yeah i mean there was no timeline anyway csMvwEpRssc-00015-00003304-00003511 so summaries a good time to do these csMvwEpRssc-00016-00003511-00003606 things csMvwEpRssc-00017-00003607-00003806 yeah um csMvwEpRssc-00018-00003807-00004143 true so uh okay let's see i'm looking at csMvwEpRssc-00019-00004144-00004351 facebook to see how how we're doing for csMvwEpRssc-00020-00004352-00004606 coming through csMvwEpRssc-00021-00004607-00004815 and uh csMvwEpRssc-00022-00004816-00004967 yeah it looks like csMvwEpRssc-00023-00004968-00005079 we're here csMvwEpRssc-00024-00005080-00005215 all right cool csMvwEpRssc-00025-00005216-00005479 so uh csMvwEpRssc-00026-00005480-00005622 so um csMvwEpRssc-00027-00005623-00005806 i'm gonna just jump into it oscar and i csMvwEpRssc-00028-00005807-00006115 have known each other for i'm going to csMvwEpRssc-00029-00006116-00006463 2006 i'm guessing or 2005. given six csMvwEpRssc-00030-00006464-00006719 maybe right six six or six or seven six csMvwEpRssc-00031-00006720-00006967 seven yeah yeah i guess like by seven we csMvwEpRssc-00032-00006968-00007103 kind of got more familiar with each csMvwEpRssc-00033-00007104-00007327 other um csMvwEpRssc-00034-00007328-00007734 yeah so what's that 20 i don't know 15 csMvwEpRssc-00035-00007736-00008055 17 works more than 15 years yeah csMvwEpRssc-00036-00008056-00008151 cool csMvwEpRssc-00037-00008152-00008335 uh it's been a while yeah csMvwEpRssc-00038-00008336-00008495 yeah it's been a while so csMvwEpRssc-00039-00008496-00008751 you know how it's been a while although csMvwEpRssc-00040-00008752-00008951 there's still that element of like csMvwEpRssc-00041-00008952-00009199 asgore is a new friend but that's not csMvwEpRssc-00042-00009200-00009359 true at all actually you're kind you're csMvwEpRssc-00043-00009360-00009646 an old friend at this point you know csMvwEpRssc-00044-00009647-00009895 um yeah it's funny csMvwEpRssc-00045-00009896-00010110 but when depending on what what period csMvwEpRssc-00046-00010111-00010310 of our lives we meet people we kind of csMvwEpRssc-00047-00010311-00010455 have this sense of csMvwEpRssc-00048-00010456-00010646 old friend new friend but actually after csMvwEpRssc-00049-00010647-00010806 the years add up csMvwEpRssc-00050-00010807-00010991 you get new old friends csMvwEpRssc-00051-00010992-00011303 you know right right you know i got to csMvwEpRssc-00052-00011304-00011646 meet you through my wife really so csMvwEpRssc-00053-00011647-00011838 um there was a point where i felt like i csMvwEpRssc-00054-00011839-00011974 was taking along csMvwEpRssc-00055-00011975-00012231 but i think i passed that uh csMvwEpRssc-00056-00012232-00012455 right yeah csMvwEpRssc-00057-00012456-00012678 yeah and yeah naturally csMvwEpRssc-00058-00012679-00012991 you get involved right right um csMvwEpRssc-00059-00012991-00013094 yeah i've been having a good time csMvwEpRssc-00060-00013095-00013383 visiting you your family you know csMvwEpRssc-00061-00013384-00013551 and seeing each other grow csMvwEpRssc-00062-00013552-00013751 you know csMvwEpRssc-00063-00013752-00014015 yeah it's cool to have a another csMvwEpRssc-00064-00014016-00014175 um csMvwEpRssc-00065-00014176-00014535 friend of a similar age uh who's you're csMvwEpRssc-00066-00014536-00014783 uh close but distant at the same time csMvwEpRssc-00067-00014784-00014951 and you kind of get to csMvwEpRssc-00068-00014952-00015135 watch one another and csMvwEpRssc-00069-00015136-00015391 kind of just talk about life together csMvwEpRssc-00070-00015391-00015750 right whenever we meet um csMvwEpRssc-00071-00015751-00016150 so uh let's just dive right into it um csMvwEpRssc-00072-00016151-00016407 i'm not really getting csMvwEpRssc-00073-00016408-00016527 clear csMvwEpRssc-00074-00016528-00016711 if anyone's watching on facebook and csMvwEpRssc-00075-00016712-00016807 they csMvwEpRssc-00076-00016808-00016967 were coming through okay just let us csMvwEpRssc-00077-00016968-00017094 know csMvwEpRssc-00078-00017095-00017391 okay yeah it's it's running fine um csMvwEpRssc-00079-00017392-00017599 so yeah uh please if anyone's watching csMvwEpRssc-00080-00017600-00017719 feel free to csMvwEpRssc-00081-00017720-00017919 uh type something in the chat a question csMvwEpRssc-00082-00017920-00018191 for osgoro or me or just say hi let us csMvwEpRssc-00083-00018192-00018358 know where you're watching from csMvwEpRssc-00084-00018359-00018567 and uh got a couple people watching so csMvwEpRssc-00085-00018568-00018711 thank you and if you're watching the csMvwEpRssc-00086-00018712-00018967 future thank you for tuning in to the csMvwEpRssc-00087-00018968-00019094 replay csMvwEpRssc-00088-00019095-00019286 so oscar can you tell us a little bit csMvwEpRssc-00089-00019287-00019463 about yourself csMvwEpRssc-00090-00019464-00019694 anything you'd like to share csMvwEpRssc-00091-00019695-00019911 sure um so csMvwEpRssc-00092-00019912-00020014 i csMvwEpRssc-00093-00020015-00020279 am originally from turkey and um csMvwEpRssc-00094-00020280-00020471 i have been living in the us for uh csMvwEpRssc-00095-00020472-00020703 about 18 years so far csMvwEpRssc-00096-00020704-00020863 and csMvwEpRssc-00097-00020864-00021183 i came here at a young age when i was 19 csMvwEpRssc-00098-00021184-00021511 and i made brooklyn new york city my csMvwEpRssc-00099-00021512-00021678 home csMvwEpRssc-00100-00021679-00022022 um so at this csMvwEpRssc-00101-00022023-00022430 point i work as a mechanical engineer csMvwEpRssc-00102-00022431-00022558 and i've been working as a mechanical csMvwEpRssc-00103-00022559-00022767 engineer for about nine years but prior csMvwEpRssc-00104-00022768-00023007 to that i have um been working as a csMvwEpRssc-00105-00023008-00023150 plumber csMvwEpRssc-00106-00023151-00023247 and csMvwEpRssc-00107-00023248-00023342 that's csMvwEpRssc-00108-00023343-00023591 i worked as a plumber for csMvwEpRssc-00109-00023592-00023799 seven eight years and csMvwEpRssc-00110-00023800-00023911 that's csMvwEpRssc-00111-00023912-00024078 somewhat how i paid for my college csMvwEpRssc-00112-00024079-00024271 tuition as well csMvwEpRssc-00113-00024272-00024575 so that kind of helped me a lot um csMvwEpRssc-00114-00024576-00024750 and csMvwEpRssc-00115-00024751-00024975 so csMvwEpRssc-00116-00024976-00025222 i enjoy traveling a lot csMvwEpRssc-00117-00025223-00025567 and i go to turkey once a year i visit csMvwEpRssc-00118-00025568-00025814 greece because my wife is from greece so csMvwEpRssc-00119-00025816-00026143 i visit my in-laws as well as my family csMvwEpRssc-00120-00026144-00026327 and all my family is in turkey basically csMvwEpRssc-00121-00026327-00026511 my siblings my mother csMvwEpRssc-00122-00026512-00026758 so i visit turkey and sometimes i also csMvwEpRssc-00123-00026760-00027070 visit different countries csMvwEpRssc-00124-00027072-00027158 but csMvwEpRssc-00125-00027160-00027455 i am an avid writer bike rider i enjoy csMvwEpRssc-00126-00027456-00027887 bike riding so if you happen to be on 9w csMvwEpRssc-00127-00027888-00028214 on a sunday you might see me csMvwEpRssc-00128-00028216-00028367 so um csMvwEpRssc-00129-00028368-00028695 and i enjoy exercising i'm a very active csMvwEpRssc-00130-00028695-00029062 person i just don't like either much csMvwEpRssc-00131-00029063-00029287 so i csMvwEpRssc-00132-00029288-00029479 kind of i get in the mood if i'm on the csMvwEpRssc-00133-00029480-00029783 go that's the type of person i am so csMvwEpRssc-00134-00029783-00029935 i think new york city's character really csMvwEpRssc-00135-00029936-00030127 match with with with that part of me csMvwEpRssc-00136-00030127-00030199 that csMvwEpRssc-00137-00030200-00030343 no there's something like the moment csMvwEpRssc-00138-00030344-00030614 you're out the door is something to do csMvwEpRssc-00139-00030616-00030790 and you've you you know i always found csMvwEpRssc-00140-00030791-00030927 something something something to do csMvwEpRssc-00141-00030927-00031143 always progress myself and my life in csMvwEpRssc-00142-00031144-00031551 some direction slowly but steadily csMvwEpRssc-00143-00031552-00031783 so um csMvwEpRssc-00144-00031783-00031879 that's csMvwEpRssc-00145-00031880-00032046 that's a little bit about me right now i csMvwEpRssc-00146-00032047-00032231 live in new jersey csMvwEpRssc-00147-00032232-00032358 um csMvwEpRssc-00148-00032360-00032567 you know the housing prices in new york csMvwEpRssc-00149-00032568-00032887 city is evolving beyond and i found a csMvwEpRssc-00150-00032888-00033102 nice beautiful place in new jersey like csMvwEpRssc-00151-00033103-00033279 i call home csMvwEpRssc-00152-00033280-00033511 and um so that's what i've been living csMvwEpRssc-00153-00033512-00033815 across gwb basically and for the past csMvwEpRssc-00154-00033816-00034015 three years we moved in just before kobe csMvwEpRssc-00155-00034016-00034231 hit just about six months before covet csMvwEpRssc-00156-00034232-00034446 head right um csMvwEpRssc-00157-00034447-00034662 and csMvwEpRssc-00158-00034663-00034911 that's that's about me pretty much csMvwEpRssc-00159-00034912-00035135 yeah that's great um a lot to go from csMvwEpRssc-00160-00035136-00035367 there but yeah i agree with the csMvwEpRssc-00161-00035368-00035623 a couple things um in terms of my own csMvwEpRssc-00162-00035624-00035751 makeup csMvwEpRssc-00163-00035752-00036046 when i get out and move my body csMvwEpRssc-00164-00036047-00036335 uh i'm not an exercise fanatic but i csMvwEpRssc-00165-00036336-00036623 really prefer to exercise regularly you csMvwEpRssc-00166-00036624-00036727 know csMvwEpRssc-00167-00036728-00036927 like i could be down csMvwEpRssc-00168-00036928-00037167 feeling blah in the house csMvwEpRssc-00169-00037168-00037351 then i get out and run csMvwEpRssc-00170-00037352-00037590 or ride my bike and uh csMvwEpRssc-00171-00037591-00037718 i just feel csMvwEpRssc-00172-00037719-00037943 really good you know and uh yeah just csMvwEpRssc-00173-00037944-00038118 being in new york city being outside all csMvwEpRssc-00174-00038119-00038311 the possibilities csMvwEpRssc-00175-00038312-00038559 i'm pretty local now because csMvwEpRssc-00176-00038560-00038774 having a family and a son csMvwEpRssc-00177-00038775-00038927 and not uh csMvwEpRssc-00178-00038928-00039062 and not csMvwEpRssc-00179-00039063-00039335 employed for much at the moment csMvwEpRssc-00180-00039336-00039567 i'm at home a lot but that's a different csMvwEpRssc-00181-00039568-00039807 joy too i still i'm outside all the time csMvwEpRssc-00182-00039808-00039895 but i'm csMvwEpRssc-00183-00039896-00040046 locally csMvwEpRssc-00184-00040047-00040174 outside csMvwEpRssc-00185-00040175-00040407 and uh csMvwEpRssc-00186-00040408-00040615 yeah i definitely csMvwEpRssc-00187-00040616-00040902 uh relate to the physical activity thing csMvwEpRssc-00188-00040903-00041030 and also csMvwEpRssc-00189-00041031-00041230 to the you know new york csMvwEpRssc-00190-00041231-00041399 is kind of csMvwEpRssc-00191-00041400-00041574 i from my life csMvwEpRssc-00192-00041575-00041790 style and my personality new york is a csMvwEpRssc-00193-00041791-00041958 good fit too csMvwEpRssc-00194-00041959-00042118 i have to say csMvwEpRssc-00195-00042119-00042390 um imagine like csMvwEpRssc-00196-00042391-00042502 i don't know csMvwEpRssc-00197-00042503-00042743 how uh csMvwEpRssc-00198-00042744-00042958 your town in turkey compares to new york csMvwEpRssc-00199-00042959-00043102 but do you think csMvwEpRssc-00200-00043103-00043287 if you should find yourself csMvwEpRssc-00201-00043288-00043407 magically csMvwEpRssc-00202-00043408-00043511 living csMvwEpRssc-00203-00043512-00043662 with your wife in turkey right now do csMvwEpRssc-00204-00043663-00043815 you think it would that city that you csMvwEpRssc-00205-00043816-00043999 come from would be a good fit for your csMvwEpRssc-00206-00044000-00044279 personality right now csMvwEpRssc-00207-00044280-00044502 i i mean i csMvwEpRssc-00208-00044503-00044718 came from a city of approximately 4 csMvwEpRssc-00209-00044719-00045015 million so it's relatively large it's csMvwEpRssc-00210-00045016-00045151 the third largest city in turkey csMvwEpRssc-00211-00045152-00045295 actually csMvwEpRssc-00212-00045296-00045623 so it's it's it has a nice urban fabric csMvwEpRssc-00213-00045624-00045751 um csMvwEpRssc-00214-00045752-00045911 and csMvwEpRssc-00215-00045912-00046102 so but new york city is a totally csMvwEpRssc-00216-00046103-00046311 different elephant completely different csMvwEpRssc-00217-00046312-00046462 um csMvwEpRssc-00218-00046463-00046823 and so if if i were to go back to that csMvwEpRssc-00219-00046824-00047111 city with my wife i think csMvwEpRssc-00220-00047112-00047343 i think csMvwEpRssc-00221-00047344-00047590 i'll tell you what if i go back as a csMvwEpRssc-00222-00047591-00047855 retiree maybe in the future right csMvwEpRssc-00223-00047856-00048030 because it has beautiful egyptian waters csMvwEpRssc-00224-00048031-00048271 and food is great and csMvwEpRssc-00225-00048272-00048423 people are really csMvwEpRssc-00226-00048424-00048558 um they're beautiful you know csMvwEpRssc-00227-00048559-00048902 hospitality is great csMvwEpRssc-00228-00048903-00048990 and csMvwEpRssc-00229-00048991-00049118 so i think that would be fine but in csMvwEpRssc-00230-00049119-00049383 terms of the goals and the vision i have csMvwEpRssc-00231-00049384-00049583 for future i think where where i am csMvwEpRssc-00232-00049584-00049846 right now is the right place to be csMvwEpRssc-00233-00049847-00050111 or city maybe istanbul would probably do csMvwEpRssc-00234-00050112-00050318 because istanbul is also csMvwEpRssc-00235-00050319-00050535 really very dynamic city csMvwEpRssc-00236-00050536-00050679 yeah and and the character of the city csMvwEpRssc-00237-00050680-00050839 is a business oriented enterprise csMvwEpRssc-00238-00050840-00050983 oriented csMvwEpRssc-00239-00050984-00051207 so it will it might be a place as csMvwEpRssc-00240-00051208-00051430 opposed to the city i came from csMvwEpRssc-00241-00051432-00051654 um and what's the city you came from csMvwEpRssc-00242-00051655-00051830 again what's the name i came from from a csMvwEpRssc-00243-00051832-00052270 city called izmig csMvwEpRssc-00244-00052271-00052463 okay i z csMvwEpRssc-00245-00052464-00052863 mir csMvwEpRssc-00246-00052864-00053247 yeah so sorry guys we have uh just a csMvwEpRssc-00247-00053248-00053487 small connection issue hopefully we'll csMvwEpRssc-00248-00053488-00053679 be csMvwEpRssc-00249-00053679-00053911 back and csMvwEpRssc-00250-00053912-00054119 running in a moment so i'm just gonna csMvwEpRssc-00251-00054120-00054463 ask osgoode to csMvwEpRssc-00252-00054464-00054950 log off and log on again if he has to csMvwEpRssc-00253-00054951-00055111 feel free to csMvwEpRssc-00254-00055112-00055247 log off csMvwEpRssc-00255-00055248-00055447 and csMvwEpRssc-00256-00055448-00055591 back on csMvwEpRssc-00257-00055591-00055935 but i think he's doing that anyway csMvwEpRssc-00258-00055936-00056182 um so yeah so uh csMvwEpRssc-00259-00056183-00056294 here we go csMvwEpRssc-00260-00056295-00056494 sorry my internet dropped out this csMvwEpRssc-00261-00056495-00056766 usually doesn't happen but csMvwEpRssc-00262-00056767-00057007 so we just wrote about that this is uh csMvwEpRssc-00263-00057008-00057103 this is csMvwEpRssc-00264-00057104-00057359 life in 2022. csMvwEpRssc-00265-00057360-00057447 um csMvwEpRssc-00266-00057448-00057526 so csMvwEpRssc-00267-00057527-00057854 cool so izmir i see mir is that right csMvwEpRssc-00268-00057855-00058023 that is correct right csMvwEpRssc-00269-00058024-00058207 okay cool so that's about four million csMvwEpRssc-00270-00058208-00058463 which is similar to the size of brooklyn csMvwEpRssc-00271-00058464-00058671 in terms of population csMvwEpRssc-00272-00058672-00058782 uh csMvwEpRssc-00273-00058783-00058919 yeah so i guess that csMvwEpRssc-00274-00058920-00059119 it's pretty busy csMvwEpRssc-00275-00059120-00059335 must be pretty urban but as you you said csMvwEpRssc-00276-00059336-00059511 it's not quite csMvwEpRssc-00277-00059512-00059815 it's just not new york right no place is csMvwEpRssc-00278-00059816-00059903 right csMvwEpRssc-00279-00059904-00060238 yeah i even spent time in london uh a csMvwEpRssc-00280-00060239-00060487 few times twice two two separate times csMvwEpRssc-00281-00060488-00060591 and csMvwEpRssc-00282-00060591-00060863 a lot of time and uh csMvwEpRssc-00283-00060864-00060942 it's csMvwEpRssc-00284-00060944-00061142 maybe the closest thing i've experienced csMvwEpRssc-00285-00061144-00061342 in new york outside of new uh new york csMvwEpRssc-00286-00061344-00061519 city but uh csMvwEpRssc-00287-00061520-00061838 quite a different vibe much more csMvwEpRssc-00288-00061839-00062071 not not exactly low energy but csMvwEpRssc-00289-00062072-00062326 just less exciting less intense csMvwEpRssc-00290-00062327-00062454 you know csMvwEpRssc-00291-00062455-00062630 less bright it was my feeling also the csMvwEpRssc-00292-00062632-00062863 weather i guess matters csMvwEpRssc-00293-00062864-00063054 yeah exactly i mean in new york you csMvwEpRssc-00294-00063055-00063335 gotta drive to bqe get frustrated you csMvwEpRssc-00295-00063336-00063503 know get honked a few times csMvwEpRssc-00296-00063504-00063647 [Laughter] csMvwEpRssc-00297-00063648-00063894 wakes you up wakes you up right csMvwEpRssc-00298-00063895-00064159 yeah there's something about like the csMvwEpRssc-00299-00064160-00064263 that csMvwEpRssc-00300-00064264-00064430 that irritating csMvwEpRssc-00301-00064432-00064575 impatient csMvwEpRssc-00302-00064576-00064775 aggressive new york attitude that you do csMvwEpRssc-00303-00064776-00064982 actually miss after a while csMvwEpRssc-00304-00064983-00065199 you know if you're away from here for a csMvwEpRssc-00305-00065200-00065375 while like i miss it csMvwEpRssc-00306-00065376-00065575 or but of course when you come back it's csMvwEpRssc-00307-00065576-00065767 also you quickly get csMvwEpRssc-00308-00065768-00065950 sick of it csMvwEpRssc-00309-00065951-00066215 but there's something about it csMvwEpRssc-00310-00066216-00066463 so thank you hannah rothsievie who's uh csMvwEpRssc-00311-00066464-00066671 chiming in for joining appreciate she csMvwEpRssc-00312-00066672-00066903 hung out for a while she's gotta go csMvwEpRssc-00313-00066904-00067038 um csMvwEpRssc-00314-00067039-00067167 so uh csMvwEpRssc-00315-00067168-00067319 all right so csMvwEpRssc-00316-00067320-00067503 i understand you work as a csMvwEpRssc-00317-00067504-00067694 so i said civic engineer but what was it csMvwEpRssc-00318-00067695-00067935 you you said mechanical mechanical csMvwEpRssc-00319-00067936-00068047 engine csMvwEpRssc-00320-00068048-00068150 um csMvwEpRssc-00321-00068151-00068391 can you give us some more details as the csMvwEpRssc-00322-00068392-00068567 type of work you do and csMvwEpRssc-00323-00068568-00068682 what it csMvwEpRssc-00324-00068683-00068919 entails i mean mechanical engineering is csMvwEpRssc-00325-00068920-00069167 actually is a really csMvwEpRssc-00326-00069168-00069382 vast amount of industries covers many csMvwEpRssc-00327-00069383-00069663 industries you know from aerospace to csMvwEpRssc-00328-00069664-00069926 um you name it automobiles so or csMvwEpRssc-00329-00069927-00070159 buildings so my my specialty is within csMvwEpRssc-00330-00070160-00070431 buildings and building systems so csMvwEpRssc-00331-00070432-00070526 um csMvwEpRssc-00332-00070527-00070735 and there are many different interacting csMvwEpRssc-00333-00070736-00070903 um interconnected systems within a csMvwEpRssc-00334-00070904-00071167 building so i deal with hvac systems so csMvwEpRssc-00335-00071168-00071391 that's heating ventilation and air csMvwEpRssc-00336-00071392-00071735 conditioning so hvac systems csMvwEpRssc-00337-00071736-00071815 and csMvwEpRssc-00338-00071816-00072047 so i do csMvwEpRssc-00339-00072048-00072367 deal with the environmental control of csMvwEpRssc-00340-00072368-00072694 certain spaces rooms buildings whether csMvwEpRssc-00341-00072695-00072887 you know it could be an airport a csMvwEpRssc-00342-00072888-00073038 terminal csMvwEpRssc-00343-00073039-00073311 it could be an office building csMvwEpRssc-00344-00073312-00073519 so i do csMvwEpRssc-00345-00073520-00073671 look at building codes and things like csMvwEpRssc-00346-00073672-00073982 that and look at some standards industry csMvwEpRssc-00347-00073983-00074287 standards and then we come up with csMvwEpRssc-00348-00074288-00074526 designs drawings csMvwEpRssc-00349-00074527-00074782 and specifications and we select the csMvwEpRssc-00350-00074783-00074926 equipment and then we give it to a csMvwEpRssc-00351-00074927-00075111 contractor and contractor looks at that csMvwEpRssc-00352-00075112-00075255 stuff and then csMvwEpRssc-00353-00075256-00075655 they build that hvc system csMvwEpRssc-00354-00075656-00075903 and make make the building basically csMvwEpRssc-00355-00075904-00076167 uh habitable liveable csMvwEpRssc-00356-00076168-00076303 so csMvwEpRssc-00357-00076304-00076662 so the v in hvac stands for um csMvwEpRssc-00358-00076663-00076926 ventilation ventilation so heating csMvwEpRssc-00359-00076927-00077262 ventilation air conditioning yep oh okay csMvwEpRssc-00360-00077263-00077462 yeah i never knew what the view was um csMvwEpRssc-00361-00077463-00077782 yeah i have a close family friend who csMvwEpRssc-00362-00077783-00078062 has worked in hvac for a long time csMvwEpRssc-00363-00078063-00078350 for him he was like putting in a lot of csMvwEpRssc-00364-00078351-00078479 essential air csMvwEpRssc-00365-00078480-00078559 uh csMvwEpRssc-00366-00078560-00078703 air conditioning units which had him csMvwEpRssc-00367-00078704-00078967 crawling into tight spaces and csMvwEpRssc-00368-00078968-00079175 kind of kind of hurt hard on your knees csMvwEpRssc-00369-00079176-00079303 and back because he was doing the csMvwEpRssc-00370-00079304-00079511 physical part of it not so much the csMvwEpRssc-00371-00079512-00079711 logistics of it csMvwEpRssc-00372-00079712-00079975 um yeah i always csMvwEpRssc-00373-00079976-00080238 mind boggling to me that csMvwEpRssc-00374-00080239-00080359 how you could csMvwEpRssc-00375-00080360-00080647 set up a an hvac system for an airport csMvwEpRssc-00376-00080648-00080806 or for a huge csMvwEpRssc-00377-00080807-00081111 mall or building like that csMvwEpRssc-00378-00081112-00081503 it must be super comp complex right csMvwEpRssc-00379-00081504-00081711 i mean they are you know if it's a csMvwEpRssc-00380-00081712-00081879 building it might have a central system csMvwEpRssc-00381-00081880-00082023 that's on the roof you might have an csMvwEpRssc-00382-00082024-00082182 equipment that's actually providing csMvwEpRssc-00383-00082183-00082318 cooling to the building csMvwEpRssc-00384-00082319-00082479 right um csMvwEpRssc-00385-00082480-00082687 or ventilation air to the building right csMvwEpRssc-00386-00082688-00082838 so ventilation by what i mean by csMvwEpRssc-00387-00082839-00082975 ventilation is that actually taking the csMvwEpRssc-00388-00082976-00083103 art or air csMvwEpRssc-00389-00083104-00083215 fresh air csMvwEpRssc-00390-00083216-00083399 mixing it with the indoor air csMvwEpRssc-00391-00083400-00083591 and then giving it back to space you csMvwEpRssc-00392-00083592-00083767 can't recirculate the indoor space csMvwEpRssc-00393-00083768-00084143 constantly because it it leads to csMvwEpRssc-00394-00084144-00084311 thickness and csMvwEpRssc-00395-00084312-00084455 lack of quality in the air and things csMvwEpRssc-00396-00084456-00084599 like that so you have to bring outside csMvwEpRssc-00397-00084600-00084750 air but then csMvwEpRssc-00398-00084751-00084926 in a day like this let's say it's 100 csMvwEpRssc-00399-00084927-00085094 degrees outside you know the moment you csMvwEpRssc-00400-00085095-00085287 introduce outdoor air into the space you csMvwEpRssc-00401-00085288-00085462 have to condition it you have to pull it csMvwEpRssc-00402-00085463-00085591 hit it csMvwEpRssc-00403-00085592-00085750 take the moisture out of it and then csMvwEpRssc-00404-00085751-00086047 push it into the space so csMvwEpRssc-00405-00086048-00086335 it's um you know there's some um csMvwEpRssc-00406-00086336-00086479 engineering calculations involved with csMvwEpRssc-00407-00086480-00086606 that and then that's how we do it we csMvwEpRssc-00408-00086607-00086823 deal with it but in terms of design csMvwEpRssc-00409-00086824-00087031 usually hbc cuban energy systems are csMvwEpRssc-00410-00087032-00087143 large csMvwEpRssc-00411-00087144-00087262 and they take csMvwEpRssc-00412-00087263-00087550 they take up space so there's usually csMvwEpRssc-00413-00087551-00087767 back and forth with architects so that's csMvwEpRssc-00414-00087768-00087950 why those tight spaces happen because csMvwEpRssc-00415-00087951-00088191 nobody wants to see those systems but we csMvwEpRssc-00416-00088192-00088318 still need them csMvwEpRssc-00417-00088319-00088662 and so we csMvwEpRssc-00418-00088663-00088911 installed them in tight spaces and small csMvwEpRssc-00419-00088912-00089175 areas and to maximize the floor space csMvwEpRssc-00420-00089176-00089343 and the building space that would be csMvwEpRssc-00421-00089344-00089511 leased rented or csMvwEpRssc-00422-00089512-00089726 go for sale csMvwEpRssc-00423-00089727-00089862 wow csMvwEpRssc-00424-00089863-00090062 so what do you think it'll be fair to csMvwEpRssc-00425-00090063-00090359 say that like almost no buildings csMvwEpRssc-00426-00090360-00090679 in new york city have uh well csMvwEpRssc-00427-00090680-00090767 i mean csMvwEpRssc-00428-00090768-00090967 new york city uh it seems like everyone csMvwEpRssc-00429-00090968-00091079 has csMvwEpRssc-00430-00091080-00091455 heating unless i'm wrong and then csMvwEpRssc-00431-00091456-00091711 air conditioning i would say csMvwEpRssc-00432-00091712-00091982 a high percentage of new yorkers have csMvwEpRssc-00433-00091983-00092150 air conditioning but csMvwEpRssc-00434-00092151-00092375 i wonder uh what uh csMvwEpRssc-00435-00092376-00092567 percentage if you would guess csMvwEpRssc-00436-00092568-00092911 of buildings have hvac systems csMvwEpRssc-00437-00092912-00093143 i mean i will say yeah you need to csMvwEpRssc-00438-00093144-00093271 separate the buildings commercial csMvwEpRssc-00439-00093272-00093462 buildings residential buildings if it's csMvwEpRssc-00440-00093463-00093623 residential building is the private home csMvwEpRssc-00441-00093624-00093831 on family or is the high rise right csMvwEpRssc-00442-00093832-00094135 right so i mean um csMvwEpRssc-00443-00094136-00094343 i would say all of the residential csMvwEpRssc-00444-00094344-00094574 homes that similar to csMvwEpRssc-00445-00094575-00094726 yours that you live in probably have csMvwEpRssc-00446-00094727-00094967 window type ac units most of them many csMvwEpRssc-00447-00094968-00095062 co-ops csMvwEpRssc-00448-00095063-00095287 might also have csMvwEpRssc-00449-00095288-00095471 window type ac units but the moment you csMvwEpRssc-00450-00095472-00095606 go into high rises they probably have csMvwEpRssc-00451-00095607-00095799 central air systems so how do you do csMvwEpRssc-00452-00095800-00096079 that so you get something called chiller csMvwEpRssc-00453-00096080-00096271 children is like a central csMvwEpRssc-00454-00096272-00096487 uh plant so it's like a csMvwEpRssc-00455-00096488-00096638 big machine you put it somewhere on the csMvwEpRssc-00456-00096639-00096831 roof or somewhere on a land where it's csMvwEpRssc-00457-00096832-00097079 available and then that chiller has the csMvwEpRssc-00458-00097080-00097262 capacity to csMvwEpRssc-00459-00097263-00097462 take the csMvwEpRssc-00460-00097463-00097687 fluids that are flowing around and cool csMvwEpRssc-00461-00097688-00097831 it and then csMvwEpRssc-00462-00097832-00098071 and then push it into a uh what's called csMvwEpRssc-00463-00098072-00098399 800 units um similar to fan that you csMvwEpRssc-00464-00098400-00098591 have inside a room you know that's csMvwEpRssc-00465-00098592-00098806 blowing air so that's called fluid going csMvwEpRssc-00466-00098807-00099006 across and then you have the csMvwEpRssc-00467-00099007-00099279 air passing through air cools down and csMvwEpRssc-00468-00099280-00099455 then you get it to the space so most csMvwEpRssc-00469-00099456-00099687 thai rises i would say definitely must csMvwEpRssc-00470-00099688-00099855 have maybe hundred percent of them csMvwEpRssc-00471-00099856-00100015 probably csMvwEpRssc-00472-00100016-00100143 if especially if they are new csMvwEpRssc-00473-00100144-00100287 construction they must have that type of csMvwEpRssc-00474-00100288-00100606 system where the cooling is centralized csMvwEpRssc-00475-00100607-00100767 and they have in each space in each csMvwEpRssc-00476-00100768-00101167 apartment uh individual csMvwEpRssc-00477-00101168-00101431 air control systems for air flow csMvwEpRssc-00478-00101432-00101750 and they're able to provide csMvwEpRssc-00479-00101751-00101911 cooling or heating to the space csMvwEpRssc-00480-00101912-00102062 depending on where it is located in the csMvwEpRssc-00481-00102063-00102262 building so because each space will have csMvwEpRssc-00482-00102263-00102423 different temperature requirements if csMvwEpRssc-00483-00102424-00102558 you're on the east csMvwEpRssc-00484-00102559-00102758 so you'll be cooler in the afternoon in csMvwEpRssc-00485-00102759-00102951 the summer if you're on the west some csMvwEpRssc-00486-00102952-00103110 will be hidden on that unit so you will csMvwEpRssc-00487-00103111-00103327 have different temperature requirements csMvwEpRssc-00488-00103328-00103551 if it's a commercial building by low by csMvwEpRssc-00489-00103552-00103702 court they must all have ventilation csMvwEpRssc-00490-00103703-00103878 they must all have heating and air csMvwEpRssc-00491-00103879-00103999 conditioning csMvwEpRssc-00492-00104000-00104302 so those i will say commercial buildings csMvwEpRssc-00493-00104303-00104558 depending on when they are built um csMvwEpRssc-00494-00104559-00104727 if they are built pre-work possible i'm csMvwEpRssc-00495-00104728-00104854 not sure but depending on when they're csMvwEpRssc-00496-00104855-00105047 built they must all have csMvwEpRssc-00497-00105048-00105302 some kind of um air conditioning system csMvwEpRssc-00498-00105303-00105543 so i don't know i would guess maybe 90 csMvwEpRssc-00499-00105544-00105751 of commercial buildings maybe person of csMvwEpRssc-00500-00105752-00105975 commercial buildings must have it csMvwEpRssc-00501-00105976-00106102 right right csMvwEpRssc-00502-00106103-00106334 so csMvwEpRssc-00503-00106335-00106423 it's csMvwEpRssc-00504-00106424-00106686 new york city is really well regulated csMvwEpRssc-00505-00106688-00106831 especially when it comes to commercial csMvwEpRssc-00506-00106832-00107047 buildings and high rises high density csMvwEpRssc-00507-00107048-00107151 buildings csMvwEpRssc-00508-00107152-00107390 so it's it's really very well regulated csMvwEpRssc-00509-00107391-00107510 so um csMvwEpRssc-00510-00107511-00107758 if you know if it's something that's csMvwEpRssc-00511-00107759-00108047 been there since the 1900s and nobody's csMvwEpRssc-00512-00108048-00108207 doing anything on it you know the city csMvwEpRssc-00513-00108208-00108375 may not go and say do something with csMvwEpRssc-00514-00108376-00108631 this but the moment that it's going to csMvwEpRssc-00515-00108632-00108775 be csMvwEpRssc-00516-00108776-00109127 modernized or csMvwEpRssc-00517-00109128-00109278 some renovation is going to take place csMvwEpRssc-00518-00109279-00109527 in that space then everything must csMvwEpRssc-00519-00109528-00109799 comply maybe not everything but special csMvwEpRssc-00520-00109800-00110071 hvac systems must comply with the csMvwEpRssc-00521-00110072-00110407 codes building codes building systems so csMvwEpRssc-00522-00110408-00110551 and all the building systems must be csMvwEpRssc-00523-00110552-00110743 installed in order to actually csMvwEpRssc-00524-00110744-00111015 give permit to leave you know permit to csMvwEpRssc-00525-00111016-00111295 occupy to that building so csMvwEpRssc-00526-00111296-00111454 um everything is interlinked csMvwEpRssc-00527-00111455-00111686 everything's caught in for enforced and csMvwEpRssc-00528-00111688-00111823 the moment you touch something you need csMvwEpRssc-00529-00111824-00111966 to comply with all these laws and csMvwEpRssc-00530-00111967-00112343 policies and regulations and standards csMvwEpRssc-00531-00112344-00112527 kind of sounds cool but it sounds like a csMvwEpRssc-00532-00112528-00112686 huge headache right csMvwEpRssc-00533-00112688-00112886 it could be costly it costs csMvwEpRssc-00534-00112888-00113143 and costly too yeah right csMvwEpRssc-00535-00113144-00113254 so csMvwEpRssc-00536-00113255-00113383 so let's say csMvwEpRssc-00537-00113383-00113615 there's a building built in 1900 and csMvwEpRssc-00538-00113616-00113815 they're going to do renovations and they csMvwEpRssc-00539-00113816-00113990 they got caught in the trap saying okay csMvwEpRssc-00540-00113991-00114215 now you got to put hvac or you can't do csMvwEpRssc-00541-00114216-00114310 this csMvwEpRssc-00542-00114311-00114510 um is that going to be csMvwEpRssc-00543-00114511-00114766 most likely very complicated to put an csMvwEpRssc-00544-00114767-00114927 hvac system in an old building that csMvwEpRssc-00545-00114928-00115190 wasn't designed to have it csMvwEpRssc-00546-00115191-00115271 it's csMvwEpRssc-00547-00115272-00115454 it will really you know engineering is a csMvwEpRssc-00548-00115455-00115847 multi-disciplinary uh fields so and we csMvwEpRssc-00549-00115848-00116054 often interact with one another so you csMvwEpRssc-00550-00116055-00116286 can't unless something already existed csMvwEpRssc-00551-00116288-00116486 there and then you're just doing taking csMvwEpRssc-00552-00116488-00116615 it down and csMvwEpRssc-00553-00116616-00116807 replacing it in kind like for example csMvwEpRssc-00554-00116808-00116966 you have a window type issue in it like csMvwEpRssc-00555-00116967-00117151 let's say in your home you just go into csMvwEpRssc-00556-00117152-00117286 home depot get a new one and put it on csMvwEpRssc-00557-00117288-00117551 the window right nobody cares so if it's csMvwEpRssc-00558-00117552-00117886 a small size unit csMvwEpRssc-00559-00117888-00118166 that's only calling like let's say a uh csMvwEpRssc-00560-00118167-00118319 two three story building you're just csMvwEpRssc-00561-00118320-00118647 replacing that unit in kind again csMvwEpRssc-00562-00118648-00118799 again depending on what the cause will csMvwEpRssc-00563-00118800-00118958 say that depends but most likely that csMvwEpRssc-00564-00118959-00119127 you just have to replace in kind the csMvwEpRssc-00565-00119128-00119263 unit might need to be more energy csMvwEpRssc-00566-00119264-00119415 efficient for example but other than csMvwEpRssc-00567-00119416-00119558 that i don't think csMvwEpRssc-00568-00119559-00119654 um csMvwEpRssc-00569-00119655-00119863 there will be much requirement but if csMvwEpRssc-00570-00119864-00120054 there is nothing and then you are csMvwEpRssc-00571-00120055-00120254 bringing this new system is equipment csMvwEpRssc-00572-00120255-00120414 and you have to consult with the csMvwEpRssc-00573-00120415-00120599 electrical engineer right away so you csMvwEpRssc-00574-00120600-00120775 don't know if the building has enough csMvwEpRssc-00575-00120776-00120951 electrical csMvwEpRssc-00576-00120952-00121071 capacity csMvwEpRssc-00577-00121072-00121278 or wiring or csMvwEpRssc-00578-00121279-00121431 voltage requirements csMvwEpRssc-00579-00121432-00121639 amps and all that stuff the the first csMvwEpRssc-00580-00121640-00121766 thing to check is with the electrical csMvwEpRssc-00581-00121767-00121886 engineer and then you will check with csMvwEpRssc-00582-00121888-00122014 the structural engineer because there csMvwEpRssc-00583-00122015-00122223 was nothing on the roof before or parts csMvwEpRssc-00584-00122224-00122358 of the building csMvwEpRssc-00585-00122359-00122439 now csMvwEpRssc-00586-00122440-00122558 we are putting something on this csMvwEpRssc-00587-00122559-00122727 building is an additional weight so the csMvwEpRssc-00588-00122728-00122847 structural engineering needs to come and csMvwEpRssc-00589-00122848-00123214 take a look at this given okay to it csMvwEpRssc-00590-00123215-00123334 so csMvwEpRssc-00591-00123335-00123551 and there needs to be some fire alarm csMvwEpRssc-00592-00123552-00123743 evaluation so you will go to the firearm csMvwEpRssc-00593-00123744-00123958 engineer and say hey tell me what i need csMvwEpRssc-00594-00123959-00124110 to do or you will look up the code csMvwEpRssc-00595-00124111-00124263 depending on how complicated the new csMvwEpRssc-00596-00124264-00124510 system is this is a simple system csMvwEpRssc-00597-00124511-00124734 um just a small size unit there's no big csMvwEpRssc-00598-00124735-00124910 deal but if it's a more sophisticated csMvwEpRssc-00599-00124911-00125007 system csMvwEpRssc-00600-00125008-00125183 then you need to look into the fire csMvwEpRssc-00601-00125183-00125327 alarm see more connectors and things csMvwEpRssc-00602-00125328-00125471 like that csMvwEpRssc-00603-00125472-00125631 so csMvwEpRssc-00604-00125632-00125814 it's interlinked you know it's not like csMvwEpRssc-00605-00125815-00126119 a one standalone discipline everybody is csMvwEpRssc-00606-00126120-00126302 needs to work together so usually csMvwEpRssc-00607-00126303-00126463 there's an architect who is leading the csMvwEpRssc-00608-00126464-00126599 project csMvwEpRssc-00609-00126600-00126743 and then the architect designed the csMvwEpRssc-00610-00126744-00127007 space um you know processes drawings and csMvwEpRssc-00611-00127008-00127175 they develop a scope of work and as part csMvwEpRssc-00612-00127176-00127319 of this kind of work all the engineers csMvwEpRssc-00613-00127320-00127519 come together and figure out how csMvwEpRssc-00614-00127520-00127678 everything is done csMvwEpRssc-00615-00127679-00127807 um csMvwEpRssc-00616-00127808-00127966 safely efficiently csMvwEpRssc-00617-00127967-00128151 complying with all the codes csMvwEpRssc-00618-00128152-00128343 and things like that csMvwEpRssc-00619-00128344-00128439 wow csMvwEpRssc-00620-00128440-00128510 yeah csMvwEpRssc-00621-00128511-00128727 very rich and so you you might sometimes csMvwEpRssc-00622-00128728-00128871 get involved with that type of stuff or csMvwEpRssc-00623-00128872-00129158 you're always working in commercial csMvwEpRssc-00624-00129159-00129319 uh csMvwEpRssc-00625-00129320-00129471 uh not are you do you work with csMvwEpRssc-00626-00129472-00129607 residential stuff too or always csMvwEpRssc-00627-00129608-00129902 commercial no not residential i do deal csMvwEpRssc-00628-00129903-00130134 with public spaces like airports csMvwEpRssc-00629-00130135-00130263 and tunnels csMvwEpRssc-00630-00130264-00130527 and office spaces so commercial csMvwEpRssc-00631-00130528-00130639 buildings csMvwEpRssc-00632-00130640-00130807 but i don't i don't get involved with csMvwEpRssc-00633-00130808-00131007 residential like high rises new csMvwEpRssc-00634-00131008-00131175 construction or converting an old csMvwEpRssc-00635-00131176-00131463 building into a uh upgraded to a new csMvwEpRssc-00636-00131464-00131607 commercial building csMvwEpRssc-00637-00131608-00131854 i don't get involved with that but um in csMvwEpRssc-00638-00131855-00132031 in any case the building codes are csMvwEpRssc-00639-00132032-00132239 similar so it depends on what you do you csMvwEpRssc-00640-00132240-00132463 just turn a different chapter csMvwEpRssc-00641-00132464-00132559 for that csMvwEpRssc-00642-00132560-00132863 type of building so but the codes are um csMvwEpRssc-00643-00132864-00133007 they're coming from the same books csMvwEpRssc-00644-00133008-00133199 they're coming from the same agencies csMvwEpRssc-00645-00133200-00133414 same public administrations csMvwEpRssc-00646-00133415-00133607 or jurisdictions i mean and you know csMvwEpRssc-00647-00133608-00133695 they csMvwEpRssc-00648-00133696-00133839 they are different ones for different csMvwEpRssc-00649-00133840-00134039 states california has a different one so csMvwEpRssc-00650-00134040-00134175 they are more strict on certain things csMvwEpRssc-00651-00134176-00134302 whereas new york is more strict on csMvwEpRssc-00652-00134303-00134414 something csMvwEpRssc-00653-00134415-00134551 but there is a csMvwEpRssc-00654-00134552-00134766 you know they all they can get a call csMvwEpRssc-00655-00134767-00134943 what's called an international uh csMvwEpRssc-00656-00134944-00135175 building code and modify it slightly but csMvwEpRssc-00657-00135176-00135327 at the end of the day it will come from csMvwEpRssc-00658-00135328-00135502 the same place no matter what type of csMvwEpRssc-00659-00135503-00135775 building you are dealing with and um csMvwEpRssc-00660-00135776-00135943 especially if the building is in urban csMvwEpRssc-00661-00135944-00136143 spaces like let's say san francisco or csMvwEpRssc-00662-00136144-00136278 new york city csMvwEpRssc-00663-00136279-00136471 it's most likely the ukraines will be csMvwEpRssc-00664-00136472-00136575 similar csMvwEpRssc-00665-00136576-00136766 not drastically different csMvwEpRssc-00666-00136767-00136902 sure csMvwEpRssc-00667-00136903-00136983 wow csMvwEpRssc-00668-00136984-00137231 um all right so let's get back into you csMvwEpRssc-00669-00137232-00137390 your life a little bit more but nobody csMvwEpRssc-00670-00137391-00137527 caught me on these things though always csMvwEpRssc-00671-00137528-00137799 talk to an engineer on architects csMvwEpRssc-00672-00137800-00137878 right csMvwEpRssc-00673-00137879-00138143 yeah i know i know that's uh csMvwEpRssc-00674-00138144-00138295 yeah don't worry i don't think km is csMvwEpRssc-00675-00138296-00138478 going to hold you through it csMvwEpRssc-00676-00138479-00138566 um csMvwEpRssc-00677-00138567-00138751 but so again so you're a mechanical csMvwEpRssc-00678-00138752-00139190 engineer right not civic csMvwEpRssc-00679-00139191-00139383 is there such thing as a civic engineer csMvwEpRssc-00680-00139384-00139623 no there's civil engineer civilian okay csMvwEpRssc-00681-00139624-00139751 yeah um csMvwEpRssc-00682-00139752-00139966 civic engineer csMvwEpRssc-00683-00139967-00140083 yeah i made it csMvwEpRssc-00684-00140084-00140254 up csMvwEpRssc-00685-00140255-00140495 um civil engineer and mechanical csMvwEpRssc-00686-00140496-00140735 engineer two different fields kind of csMvwEpRssc-00687-00140736-00141078 yeah exactly very different yeah okay csMvwEpRssc-00688-00141079-00141271 so uh can you tell us about the culture csMvwEpRssc-00689-00141272-00141511 you were born into and how it influences csMvwEpRssc-00690-00141512-00141711 your life now as you live in csMvwEpRssc-00691-00141712-00141887 a different country you don't live in csMvwEpRssc-00692-00141888-00142151 the same country you're born into so csMvwEpRssc-00693-00142152-00142399 tell us about your culture and how you csMvwEpRssc-00694-00142400-00142639 kind of carry it forward csMvwEpRssc-00695-00142640-00142814 i i gotta tell you right off the bat csMvwEpRssc-00696-00142815-00142951 that you know i csMvwEpRssc-00697-00142952-00143190 i came to new york when i was i came to csMvwEpRssc-00698-00143191-00143511 united states when i was 19 years old so csMvwEpRssc-00699-00143512-00143711 and i was still ready to really learn a csMvwEpRssc-00700-00143712-00143966 lot and really um csMvwEpRssc-00701-00143967-00144375 receive a lot and form my opinions my csMvwEpRssc-00702-00144376-00144590 way of life in different ways so i csMvwEpRssc-00703-00144591-00144807 always say yes i was born in turkey but csMvwEpRssc-00704-00144808-00145207 i matured in in the us in new york csMvwEpRssc-00705-00145208-00145351 so csMvwEpRssc-00706-00145352-00145543 because i received a lot from american csMvwEpRssc-00707-00145544-00145766 culture and from the culture in new york csMvwEpRssc-00708-00145767-00145878 city csMvwEpRssc-00709-00145879-00146159 um but um you know it's csMvwEpRssc-00710-00146160-00146383 i gotta tell you to be balanced and to csMvwEpRssc-00711-00146384-00146614 really feel who i am csMvwEpRssc-00712-00146615-00146711 i csMvwEpRssc-00713-00146712-00146935 need to acknowledge my soil and that csMvwEpRssc-00714-00146936-00147166 soil is um csMvwEpRssc-00715-00147167-00147495 the mother land is actually turkey so csMvwEpRssc-00716-00147496-00147783 that's where my grandmother lived my csMvwEpRssc-00717-00147784-00147926 siblings live csMvwEpRssc-00718-00147927-00148119 so my mother lives and i learned a lot csMvwEpRssc-00719-00148120-00148287 from there you know the first few years csMvwEpRssc-00720-00148288-00148726 of my life my teenage years so um csMvwEpRssc-00721-00148727-00149087 from songs to movies to csMvwEpRssc-00722-00149088-00149199 um csMvwEpRssc-00723-00149200-00149407 to the expectations in the society you csMvwEpRssc-00724-00149408-00149687 know all that stuff csMvwEpRssc-00725-00149688-00150111 so csMvwEpRssc-00726-00150112-00150487 in some ways um csMvwEpRssc-00727-00150488-00150654 turkish culture and american culture are csMvwEpRssc-00728-00150655-00150847 similar csMvwEpRssc-00729-00150848-00151223 in terms of um the the the csMvwEpRssc-00730-00151224-00151511 thinking of a family because it's about csMvwEpRssc-00731-00151512-00151663 um csMvwEpRssc-00732-00151664-00151854 you know when we when when we look at a csMvwEpRssc-00733-00151855-00152014 family in turkey at least from my csMvwEpRssc-00734-00152015-00152151 perspective i never you know other csMvwEpRssc-00735-00152152-00152247 turkish people might have different csMvwEpRssc-00736-00152248-00152454 opinions on this but it comes down to csMvwEpRssc-00737-00152455-00152854 family values what are those you know um csMvwEpRssc-00738-00152855-00153078 those values csMvwEpRssc-00739-00153079-00153263 being educated csMvwEpRssc-00740-00153264-00153463 being enterprise driven csMvwEpRssc-00741-00153464-00153695 uh contribute contributing to society csMvwEpRssc-00742-00153696-00153878 learning religion csMvwEpRssc-00743-00153879-00153975 okay csMvwEpRssc-00744-00153976-00154151 um csMvwEpRssc-00745-00154152-00154326 and and protecting family so those csMvwEpRssc-00746-00154327-00154647 things i learned in turkey right csMvwEpRssc-00747-00154648-00154743 and csMvwEpRssc-00748-00154744-00155111 um so in the u.s that's uh that's also csMvwEpRssc-00749-00155112-00155263 very similar you know it's not that csMvwEpRssc-00750-00155264-00155511 drastically different being enterprise csMvwEpRssc-00751-00155512-00155807 driven you know um csMvwEpRssc-00752-00155808-00156007 practicing whatever your religion is or csMvwEpRssc-00753-00156008-00156126 if you don't have a religion you can csMvwEpRssc-00754-00156127-00156263 still practice csMvwEpRssc-00755-00156264-00156495 whatever whatever one things that they csMvwEpRssc-00756-00156496-00156702 it comforts them and they connect with csMvwEpRssc-00757-00156703-00156775 it csMvwEpRssc-00758-00156776-00156871 um csMvwEpRssc-00759-00156872-00157366 so those things were similar but um csMvwEpRssc-00760-00157367-00157671 one thing that is really distinct csMvwEpRssc-00761-00157672-00157983 with the us and turkey is csMvwEpRssc-00762-00157984-00158126 all the turkish people are very csMvwEpRssc-00763-00158127-00158599 open-minded and you know they there is csMvwEpRssc-00764-00158600-00158799 there is always this csMvwEpRssc-00765-00158800-00158919 um csMvwEpRssc-00766-00158920-00159078 closeness to other cultures and csMvwEpRssc-00767-00159079-00159239 welcoming other cultures i will csMvwEpRssc-00768-00159240-00159454 definitely say that i will stand by that csMvwEpRssc-00769-00159455-00159702 but in america that um csMvwEpRssc-00770-00159703-00160014 that is like coded into the dna of of csMvwEpRssc-00771-00160015-00160223 american culture especially in new york csMvwEpRssc-00772-00160224-00160375 city where i think csMvwEpRssc-00773-00160376-00160559 we have more than 250 different emmy csMvwEpRssc-00774-00160560-00160814 cities or cultures live in new york city csMvwEpRssc-00775-00160815-00161102 so that's a living example of that csMvwEpRssc-00776-00161103-00161326 state ideal state where it's it's a csMvwEpRssc-00777-00161327-00161583 cosmo not only cosmopolitan but also csMvwEpRssc-00778-00161584-00161839 it like does it doesn't matter where you csMvwEpRssc-00779-00161840-00162071 come from and who you are like your life csMvwEpRssc-00780-00162072-00162302 before almost doesn't matter csMvwEpRssc-00781-00162303-00162526 all right csMvwEpRssc-00782-00162527-00162902 and as you think that it does you know csMvwEpRssc-00783-00162903-00162983 and csMvwEpRssc-00784-00162984-00163175 and then you connect with your life your csMvwEpRssc-00785-00163176-00163390 previous life in in a way that balances csMvwEpRssc-00786-00163391-00163502 you out csMvwEpRssc-00787-00163503-00163726 um and the way you live but in new york csMvwEpRssc-00788-00163727-00163871 it doesn't matter what matters is that csMvwEpRssc-00789-00163872-00164038 actually how we are able to progress and csMvwEpRssc-00790-00164039-00164287 contribute make something out of csMvwEpRssc-00791-00164288-00164566 your time here in this place csMvwEpRssc-00792-00164567-00164823 um so i felt that from the first moment csMvwEpRssc-00793-00164824-00165031 the moment when i landed in the airport csMvwEpRssc-00794-00165032-00165231 i felt like i had to do something i had csMvwEpRssc-00795-00165232-00165414 to just keep going here with me or there csMvwEpRssc-00796-00165415-00165766 was no no no moment to csMvwEpRssc-00797-00165767-00166014 rest but i also felt at home i didn't csMvwEpRssc-00798-00166015-00166183 feel like i had to there was a culture csMvwEpRssc-00799-00166184-00166326 tracker i could sell you for a couple of csMvwEpRssc-00800-00166327-00166447 months csMvwEpRssc-00801-00166448-00166614 and i didn't know how loud the fire csMvwEpRssc-00802-00166615-00166799 department trucks were and one time i csMvwEpRssc-00803-00166800-00166951 was working in front of fire department csMvwEpRssc-00804-00166952-00167102 and i had worked 12 hours i was csMvwEpRssc-00805-00167103-00167223 exhausted csMvwEpRssc-00806-00167224-00167423 but i didn't know how fast they needed csMvwEpRssc-00807-00167424-00167623 to come out of the firehouse csMvwEpRssc-00808-00167624-00167838 so i was taking my time i would sleep a csMvwEpRssc-00809-00167839-00168014 little bit and then this csMvwEpRssc-00810-00168015-00168151 they honk on me and i just got csMvwEpRssc-00811-00168152-00168319 frightened because i didn't know i was a csMvwEpRssc-00812-00168320-00168631 family without much noise csMvwEpRssc-00813-00168632-00168902 so i never forget that so csMvwEpRssc-00814-00168903-00169007 you know there were these different csMvwEpRssc-00815-00169008-00169126 things that i didn't really understand csMvwEpRssc-00816-00169127-00169375 before and i was experiencing just as i csMvwEpRssc-00817-00169376-00169463 was csMvwEpRssc-00818-00169464-00169647 introduced to new york city csMvwEpRssc-00819-00169648-00169847 but that embracing culture i think is csMvwEpRssc-00820-00169848-00170095 really unique to united states and it's csMvwEpRssc-00821-00170096-00170319 a living example of how diverse a place csMvwEpRssc-00822-00170320-00170654 can be and it doesn't matter csMvwEpRssc-00823-00170655-00170863 where you come from csMvwEpRssc-00824-00170864-00171111 and it matters csMvwEpRssc-00825-00171112-00171423 how you are able to integrate csMvwEpRssc-00826-00171424-00171623 yeah yeah that's that's great csMvwEpRssc-00827-00171624-00171847 perspective that's something i could csMvwEpRssc-00828-00171848-00172095 guess at right but i don't i sense but i csMvwEpRssc-00829-00172096-00172319 can't say it because i didn't csMvwEpRssc-00830-00172320-00172526 do the integration process myself you csMvwEpRssc-00831-00172527-00172654 know csMvwEpRssc-00832-00172655-00172943 but uh i i've reintegrated after leaving csMvwEpRssc-00833-00172944-00173102 the country for a while and coming back csMvwEpRssc-00834-00173103-00173302 and i felt like oh man csMvwEpRssc-00835-00173303-00173526 like you said cosmopolitan csMvwEpRssc-00836-00173527-00173759 that's doesn't really that's not a big csMvwEpRssc-00837-00173760-00173983 enough a word right it's just like okay csMvwEpRssc-00838-00173984-00174214 we're just all mixed together csMvwEpRssc-00839-00174215-00174487 and this is how it is here and just kind csMvwEpRssc-00840-00174488-00174647 of be in the present moment and flow csMvwEpRssc-00841-00174648-00174775 with it csMvwEpRssc-00842-00174776-00175054 and it's kind of like people mind csMvwEpRssc-00843-00175055-00175335 their own business i think tell me if csMvwEpRssc-00844-00175336-00175535 that's true you find that here in new csMvwEpRssc-00845-00175536-00175687 york it's csMvwEpRssc-00846-00175688-00175775 people csMvwEpRssc-00847-00175776-00175975 mind their own business more than maybe csMvwEpRssc-00848-00175976-00176190 uh from where you come from csMvwEpRssc-00849-00176191-00176414 i feel because of its 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small towns small villages i csMvwEpRssc-00866-00179608-00179743 think people want to know that you are csMvwEpRssc-00867-00179744-00179919 like one of them so they feel csMvwEpRssc-00868-00179920-00180038 comfortable csMvwEpRssc-00869-00180039-00180311 but i think you really alluded to a very csMvwEpRssc-00870-00180312-00180407 important csMvwEpRssc-00871-00180408-00180590 point there in terms of people minding csMvwEpRssc-00872-00180591-00180943 their own business right so um this is csMvwEpRssc-00873-00180944-00181095 something you'll find less as you go csMvwEpRssc-00874-00181096-00181351 east i think it's like csMvwEpRssc-00875-00181352-00181478 in turkey so csMvwEpRssc-00876-00181479-00182014 people might mind your business as well csMvwEpRssc-00877-00182015-00182119 so csMvwEpRssc-00878-00182120-00182278 um it's not like they're telling you how csMvwEpRssc-00879-00182279-00182543 to leave what to do but it's like um csMvwEpRssc-00880-00182544-00182726 sometimes the community is really strong csMvwEpRssc-00881-00182727-00182902 and that has positive sides too it's not csMvwEpRssc-00882-00182903-00183126 necessarily um csMvwEpRssc-00883-00183127-00183214 um csMvwEpRssc-00884-00183215-00183407 negative in a way that they're telling csMvwEpRssc-00885-00183408-00183526 you what they have to do that's not the csMvwEpRssc-00886-00183527-00183719 case not necessarily but csMvwEpRssc-00887-00183720-00183863 i'm talking about in the context of csMvwEpRssc-00888-00183864-00183959 urban csMvwEpRssc-00889-00183960-00184175 spaces urban places not necessarily very csMvwEpRssc-00890-00184176-00184359 small villages right and csMvwEpRssc-00891-00184360-00184571 in in that instance so there is a csMvwEpRssc-00892-00184572-00184911 closely knit society like i'll tell you csMvwEpRssc-00893-00184912-00185087 my mother lives in this third largest csMvwEpRssc-00894-00185088-00185254 city in turkey and csMvwEpRssc-00895-00185255-00185607 if she needs something she 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csMvwEpRssc-00926-00192151-00192319 now csMvwEpRssc-00927-00192320-00192519 i csMvwEpRssc-00928-00192520-00192702 don't have my family here i can only csMvwEpRssc-00929-00192703-00192895 speak for myself maybe there is you know csMvwEpRssc-00930-00192896-00193063 there are people who have larger family csMvwEpRssc-00931-00193064-00193190 here they are very close and they meet csMvwEpRssc-00932-00193191-00193319 with them csMvwEpRssc-00933-00193320-00193535 um they're you know maybe csMvwEpRssc-00934-00193536-00193743 but i don't see that this is something csMvwEpRssc-00935-00193744-00193919 that that happens in new york city csMvwEpRssc-00936-00193920-00194095 people really mind their own business to csMvwEpRssc-00937-00194096-00194271 the point that they don't want to really csMvwEpRssc-00938-00194272-00194511 connect with someone else csMvwEpRssc-00939-00194512-00194814 they don't want to reach out csMvwEpRssc-00940-00194815-00194919 um csMvwEpRssc-00941-00194920-00195119 so that's really csMvwEpRssc-00942-00195120-00195311 a very distinct differentiation in my csMvwEpRssc-00943-00195312-00195526 opinion in my building i live in a condo csMvwEpRssc-00944-00195527-00195902 and there are 80 83 84 apartments here csMvwEpRssc-00945-00195903-00196126 so i assume there are maybe csMvwEpRssc-00946-00196127-00196399 250 300 people living in here right csMvwEpRssc-00947-00196400-00196631 so csMvwEpRssc-00948-00196632-00196711 i csMvwEpRssc-00949-00196712-00196959 try to make the um extra step to csMvwEpRssc-00950-00196960-00197159 converse just to reach out and just csMvwEpRssc-00951-00197160-00197350 introduce myself and have a little tiny csMvwEpRssc-00952-00197351-00197526 bit like 30 second conversation with csMvwEpRssc-00953-00197527-00197719 people but it's so easy to let go and csMvwEpRssc-00954-00197720-00197902 then just say i want to my own business csMvwEpRssc-00955-00197903-00198119 you mind your business don't even say hi csMvwEpRssc-00956-00198120-00198311 to me so it's very it becomes very easy csMvwEpRssc-00957-00198312-00198623 in turkey that might be a little bit um csMvwEpRssc-00958-00198624-00198790 received as like csMvwEpRssc-00959-00198791-00198959 oh this person is very reserved you know csMvwEpRssc-00960-00198960-00199135 they don't want to connect csMvwEpRssc-00961-00199136-00199287 right so you might feel that pressure a csMvwEpRssc-00962-00199288-00199511 little bit to connect with people csMvwEpRssc-00963-00199512-00199702 sometimes you don't want to but csMvwEpRssc-00964-00199703-00199871 you still have to csMvwEpRssc-00965-00199872-00200095 sort of like respect and csMvwEpRssc-00966-00200096-00200287 exchange conversation csMvwEpRssc-00967-00200288-00200487 um csMvwEpRssc-00968-00200488-00200559 yeah csMvwEpRssc-00969-00200560-00200647 yeah csMvwEpRssc-00970-00200648-00200823 yeah i could definitely see that because csMvwEpRssc-00971-00200824-00201047 you know i lived in a small village in 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csMvwEpRssc-01004-00207400-00207566 that's kind of like the thinking here csMvwEpRssc-01005-00207567-00207742 it's like i don't want to be bothered csMvwEpRssc-01006-00207744-00207862 i'm not going to csMvwEpRssc-01007-00207863-00208071 you know i'm not going to overstay my csMvwEpRssc-01008-00208071-00208327 welcome or i'm not going to bother them csMvwEpRssc-01009-00208328-00208623 but whereas in brazil or csMvwEpRssc-01010-00208623-00208846 maybe japan was similar too csMvwEpRssc-01011-00208848-00209110 in the brazil community it you don't csMvwEpRssc-01012-00209111-00209351 even think that you just go csMvwEpRssc-01013-00209352-00209462 and uh csMvwEpRssc-01014-00209463-00209727 it's just this more of a csMvwEpRssc-01015-00209728-00209927 communal thing that you all absorb csMvwEpRssc-01016-00209928-00210119 together where here csMvwEpRssc-01017-00210119-00210351 it's easier to feel alone csMvwEpRssc-01018-00210352-00210487 in csMvwEpRssc-01019-00210488-00210631 in general right csMvwEpRssc-01020-00210632-00210879 i guess that's a city thing csMvwEpRssc-01021-00210880-00211079 i guess so but i think csMvwEpRssc-01022-00211080-00211287 you know same is also true for happy csMvwEpRssc-01023-00211288-00211455 moments like let's say wedding times csMvwEpRssc-01024-00211456-00211551 right csMvwEpRssc-01025-00211552-00211863 so um i haven't done an extensive csMvwEpRssc-01026-00211864-00212015 comprehensive wedding planning myself csMvwEpRssc-01027-00212016-00212279 but from what i understand it's involved csMvwEpRssc-01028-00212280-00212439 here in the u.s like it's really csMvwEpRssc-01029-00212440-00212727 involved planning and everything so and csMvwEpRssc-01030-00212728-00212919 so it is elsewhere in the world you know csMvwEpRssc-01031-00212919-00213087 in turkey people plan this to send out csMvwEpRssc-01032-00213088-00213255 invitations but i gotta tell you like csMvwEpRssc-01033-00213256-00213446 there are also moments that people just 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csMvwEpRssc-01048-00216032-00216167 um csMvwEpRssc-01049-00216167-00216342 let's say um csMvwEpRssc-01050-00216344-00216519 it could be at the whole town and the csMvwEpRssc-01051-00216519-00216694 adjacent towns can really participate in csMvwEpRssc-01052-00216696-00216998 such celebrations it's not just csMvwEpRssc-01053-00217000-00217239 if you select people that's budgeted out csMvwEpRssc-01054-00217240-00217534 for and then invitations send it's csMvwEpRssc-01055-00217535-00217791 it's it's like the natalie can become a csMvwEpRssc-01056-00217792-00218063 wedding crusher in some way but csMvwEpRssc-01057-00218064-00218342 yeah right right but but it's become so csMvwEpRssc-01058-00218344-00218542 festive that way you know csMvwEpRssc-01059-00218544-00218742 sometimes the celebration goes for a day csMvwEpRssc-01060-00218744-00218942 or two or even three days because people csMvwEpRssc-01061-00218944-00219151 are continuing to celebrate csMvwEpRssc-01062-00219152-00219342 right so 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csMvwEpRssc-01093-00225440-00225751 connecting moment to see other people csMvwEpRssc-01094-00225752-00225975 i mean i don't want to say all but csMvwEpRssc-01095-00225976-00226151 it's like csMvwEpRssc-01096-00226152-00226246 right csMvwEpRssc-01097-00226248-00226431 but it sounds like it's a little bit csMvwEpRssc-01098-00226432-00226542 more um csMvwEpRssc-01099-00226544-00226655 loose csMvwEpRssc-01100-00226656-00227023 loose and and just like socially uh sort csMvwEpRssc-01101-00227023-00227294 of broad maybe or socially welcoming csMvwEpRssc-01102-00227296-00227406 then yeah csMvwEpRssc-01103-00227407-00227655 our very kind of like yeah let's budget csMvwEpRssc-01104-00227656-00227831 out for x amount of people and who comes csMvwEpRssc-01105-00227832-00228039 who gets invited who doesn't csMvwEpRssc-01106-00228040-00228279 and you like you you lose sleep over it csMvwEpRssc-01107-00228280-00228582 almost you know csMvwEpRssc-01108-00228583-00228719 yeah csMvwEpRssc-01109-00228719-00228839 yeah csMvwEpRssc-01110-00228840-00228991 good for you that you didn't have to do csMvwEpRssc-01111-00228992-00229198 it too much deep csMvwEpRssc-01112-00229200-00229391 deep experience with that csMvwEpRssc-01113-00229392-00229646 um can you describe your relationship csMvwEpRssc-01114-00229648-00229982 with music csMvwEpRssc-01115-00229983-00230206 i csMvwEpRssc-01116-00230207-00230439 you know i experience music i gotta tell csMvwEpRssc-01117-00230440-00230823 you i csMvwEpRssc-01118-00230823-00231071 if you ask me a single song i probably csMvwEpRssc-01119-00231071-00231303 can name two but csMvwEpRssc-01120-00231304-00231446 but i gotta tell you how i connect with csMvwEpRssc-01121-00231448-00231582 music csMvwEpRssc-01122-00231583-00231823 i connect with music from the early csMvwEpRssc-01123-00231823-00232039 times i grew up in a very uh tumultuous csMvwEpRssc-01124-00232040-00232206 family environment so it wasn't very csMvwEpRssc-01125-00232207-00232382 stable but you know by the time when i csMvwEpRssc-01126-00232383-00232527 got to teenager csMvwEpRssc-01127-00232528-00232815 years i already csMvwEpRssc-01128-00232816-00232934 looked csMvwEpRssc-01129-00232935-00233231 to find music to i think to really csMvwEpRssc-01130-00233232-00233527 accompany my mood csMvwEpRssc-01131-00233528-00233710 the lyrics that i was listening to the csMvwEpRssc-01132-00233711-00233927 music the tunes the menu that i was csMvwEpRssc-01133-00233928-00234127 using she became an extension of my of csMvwEpRssc-01134-00234128-00234382 my of my of my feelings csMvwEpRssc-01135-00234383-00234494 so csMvwEpRssc-01136-00234496-00234694 one thing that actually you find in csMvwEpRssc-01137-00234696-00235015 turkey at least you know when um csMvwEpRssc-01138-00235016-00235279 in my in my in my mind back in the day csMvwEpRssc-01139-00235280-00235471 when i was living is melancholy csMvwEpRssc-01140-00235471-00235646 music will always have melancholy to it csMvwEpRssc-01141-00235648-00235871 attached to it csMvwEpRssc-01142-00235871-00236182 think of nirvana for example you know csMvwEpRssc-01143-00236183-00236351 those lyrics that will put you down so i csMvwEpRssc-01144-00236352-00236542 will always find those music csMvwEpRssc-01145-00236544-00236734 type of music in turkey and i will csMvwEpRssc-01146-00236735-00236887 whenever i felt csMvwEpRssc-01147-00236888-00237215 like i couldn't really write read or csMvwEpRssc-01148-00237216-00237471 express so i will just csMvwEpRssc-01149-00237471-00237615 go to your room and just for a couple of csMvwEpRssc-01150-00237616-00237839 hours into those music and just sorts to csMvwEpRssc-01151-00237840-00237951 kind of csMvwEpRssc-01152-00237952-00238231 connect with the lyrics csMvwEpRssc-01153-00238232-00238519 and get into that mood csMvwEpRssc-01154-00238519-00238710 and then i think on the other side of csMvwEpRssc-01155-00238711-00238927 that whenever i felt really in gridmark csMvwEpRssc-01156-00238928-00239142 then i would listen to maybe pop music csMvwEpRssc-01157-00239144-00239423 or something to lift my mood up so i csMvwEpRssc-01158-00239423-00239719 always felt that music is there to csMvwEpRssc-01159-00239719-00239879 really csMvwEpRssc-01160-00239880-00240087 in a way to have my extension of my csMvwEpRssc-01161-00240088-00240279 feelings but also validate the mood that csMvwEpRssc-01162-00240280-00240567 i have in that moment csMvwEpRssc-01163-00240567-00240639 so csMvwEpRssc-01164-00240640-00240791 um csMvwEpRssc-01165-00240792-00241046 but csMvwEpRssc-01166-00241048-00241239 the csMvwEpRssc-01167-00241240-00241487 music in turkey actually especially in csMvwEpRssc-01168-00241488-00241623 the um csMvwEpRssc-01169-00241623-00241991 fog music you'll find many um csMvwEpRssc-01170-00241992-00242282 you'll find traces that go csMvwEpRssc-01171-00242283-00242671 to all the days old times you know um csMvwEpRssc-01172-00242671-00242806 when people csMvwEpRssc-01173-00242807-00243103 use music to lament for the lost one or csMvwEpRssc-01174-00243104-00243398 the ones that never come back csMvwEpRssc-01175-00243400-00243598 into all days of battles and things like csMvwEpRssc-01176-00243600-00243871 that you know they will just csMvwEpRssc-01177-00243871-00244039 go for battlefields and sometimes they csMvwEpRssc-01178-00244040-00244151 will show up to their family and they csMvwEpRssc-01179-00244152-00244279 will see these people again so you will csMvwEpRssc-01180-00244280-00244430 have the people who will work in the csMvwEpRssc-01181-00244431-00244558 land csMvwEpRssc-01182-00244559-00244791 lament for the loss csMvwEpRssc-01183-00244792-00245063 and in those those those those type of csMvwEpRssc-01184-00245064-00245239 music to survive today csMvwEpRssc-01185-00245240-00245551 and some of them they are reused csMvwEpRssc-01186-00245552-00245703 and csMvwEpRssc-01187-00245704-00246063 by musicians and put on the market but csMvwEpRssc-01188-00246064-00246223 leagues are really heavy so it's in the csMvwEpRssc-01189-00246223-00246382 dna of turkish music to have some csMvwEpRssc-01190-00246383-00246575 melancholy csMvwEpRssc-01191-00246576-00246806 attached to it over centuries csMvwEpRssc-01192-00246807-00246910 sure csMvwEpRssc-01193-00246911-00247142 and also it's in my i think my csMvwEpRssc-01194-00247144-00247391 my character in a way to really um csMvwEpRssc-01195-00247392-00247615 connect with a music that has csMvwEpRssc-01196-00247616-00247903 some um csMvwEpRssc-01197-00247904-00248158 um csMvwEpRssc-01198-00248159-00248342 i guess melancholy to it csMvwEpRssc-01199-00248344-00248463 definitely csMvwEpRssc-01200-00248464-00248694 so um csMvwEpRssc-01201-00248696-00248863 and but i do csMvwEpRssc-01202-00248864-00249030 i appreciate music csMvwEpRssc-01203-00249031-00249182 i do appreciate rock music especially csMvwEpRssc-01204-00249183-00249439 alternative rock definitely csMvwEpRssc-01205-00249440-00249567 but um csMvwEpRssc-01206-00249567-00249734 if i'm exercising if i'm on the bike csMvwEpRssc-01207-00249735-00249958 sometimes i listen to um electronic csMvwEpRssc-01208-00249959-00250375 music you know that type of thing so csMvwEpRssc-01209-00250376-00250551 it's really like a uh csMvwEpRssc-01210-00250552-00250855 a utility for you right it's like like csMvwEpRssc-01211-00250856-00251079 hvac okay right today i need heat csMvwEpRssc-01212-00251080-00251255 tomorrow i need cold csMvwEpRssc-01213-00251256-00251527 right whatever it is that you need to to csMvwEpRssc-01214-00251528-00251639 kind of csMvwEpRssc-01215-00251640-00251791 enhance your life csMvwEpRssc-01216-00251792-00251919 that's right csMvwEpRssc-01217-00251919-00252110 104.3 you know if you want to actually csMvwEpRssc-01218-00252111-00252287 if you got your tools you gotta put the csMvwEpRssc-01219-00252288-00252494 right radio stations on csMvwEpRssc-01220-00252496-00252639 it's in the mood csMvwEpRssc-01221-00252640-00252775 uh it's csMvwEpRssc-01222-00252776-00253015 it's csMvwEpRssc-01223-00253016-00253382 i wanna say it's utility csMvwEpRssc-01224-00253383-00253710 because csMvwEpRssc-01225-00253711-00253910 i i would say it's a form of expression csMvwEpRssc-01226-00253911-00254327 like you know we listen we write we read csMvwEpRssc-01227-00254328-00254527 so therefore we use body language to csMvwEpRssc-01228-00254528-00254703 talk you know csMvwEpRssc-01229-00254704-00254982 i feel this is how music is so if i csMvwEpRssc-01230-00254983-00255119 wanted to really tell somebody how i'm csMvwEpRssc-01231-00255119-00255255 feeling in the moment for example i csMvwEpRssc-01232-00255256-00255391 wouldn't have to do anything just stay csMvwEpRssc-01233-00255392-00255630 still and turn on the music probably the csMvwEpRssc-01234-00255631-00255767 person will have an idea about how i'm csMvwEpRssc-01235-00255767-00255982 feeling at the moment csMvwEpRssc-01236-00255983-00256287 wow okay and i never never thought about csMvwEpRssc-01237-00256288-00256487 i mean i totally get it csMvwEpRssc-01238-00256488-00256806 i just never thought about someone csMvwEpRssc-01239-00256807-00256982 regarding music as an expression of csMvwEpRssc-01240-00256983-00257175 themselves csMvwEpRssc-01241-00257176-00257423 if you didn't recreate it yourself but i csMvwEpRssc-01242-00257423-00257598 totally understand that csMvwEpRssc-01243-00257600-00257742 i just never heard anyone say that csMvwEpRssc-01244-00257744-00257919 particularly csMvwEpRssc-01245-00257919-00258030 yeah csMvwEpRssc-01246-00258031-00258175 so like you would say okay how am i csMvwEpRssc-01247-00258176-00258439 feeling you you put on csMvwEpRssc-01248-00258440-00258639 whatever the track that csMvwEpRssc-01249-00258640-00258934 kind of represents your feeling and csMvwEpRssc-01250-00258935-00259215 say this is how i'm feeling yeah i can csMvwEpRssc-01251-00259216-00259430 see that for sure csMvwEpRssc-01252-00259431-00259734 um you know when i think about it um csMvwEpRssc-01253-00259735-00259879 i think people csMvwEpRssc-01254-00259880-00260094 who know me well csMvwEpRssc-01255-00260096-00260279 probably are more familiar with the csMvwEpRssc-01256-00260280-00260430 songs i love csMvwEpRssc-01257-00260431-00260687 than the songs i've written you know csMvwEpRssc-01258-00260688-00260815 so they're probably more familiar with csMvwEpRssc-01259-00260816-00261127 my enthusiasm about my favorite songs csMvwEpRssc-01260-00261128-00261430 than my own creations csMvwEpRssc-01261-00261431-00261727 because that in a way that is really csMvwEpRssc-01262-00261728-00261919 like yeah it is a very very much an csMvwEpRssc-01263-00261919-00262247 expression of one's self csMvwEpRssc-01264-00262248-00262375 yeah cool csMvwEpRssc-01265-00262376-00262543 yeah um exactly csMvwEpRssc-01266-00262544-00262887 yeah so is there any turkish genres that csMvwEpRssc-01267-00262888-00262975 uh csMvwEpRssc-01268-00262976-00263310 you'd like to tell us about ella myself csMvwEpRssc-01269-00263311-00263887 and my listeners about i um csMvwEpRssc-01270-00263888-00264055 the 1990s csMvwEpRssc-01271-00264056-00264263 pop music i think csMvwEpRssc-01272-00264264-00264567 from turkey from turkey yeah csMvwEpRssc-01273-00264568-00264682 that's csMvwEpRssc-01274-00264683-00264839 um csMvwEpRssc-01275-00264840-00265079 that would be that would be the one csMvwEpRssc-01276-00265080-00265295 this is when music still had some lyrics csMvwEpRssc-01277-00265296-00265495 attached to it so later on it exchanged csMvwEpRssc-01278-00265496-00265599 a little bit csMvwEpRssc-01279-00265600-00265839 but um csMvwEpRssc-01280-00265840-00265991 that's csMvwEpRssc-01281-00265992-00266239 that would be pop music of 1990s i guess csMvwEpRssc-01282-00266240-00266382 okay i'm just gonna make a note of that csMvwEpRssc-01283-00266383-00266503 so csMvwEpRssc-01284-00266504-00266758 turkish csMvwEpRssc-01285-00266759-00266975 1990s pop csMvwEpRssc-01286-00266976-00267295 cool is there like a traditional turkish csMvwEpRssc-01287-00267296-00267503 music genre i'm sure there must be but csMvwEpRssc-01288-00267504-00267758 any that like a specific style that has csMvwEpRssc-01289-00267759-00267934 a name that you could think of yeah you csMvwEpRssc-01290-00267935-00268143 could you could search for group your csMvwEpRssc-01291-00268144-00268503 room your room group your g g r csMvwEpRssc-01292-00268504-00268767 u p csMvwEpRssc-01293-00268768-00269519 and space y-o-r-u-n csMvwEpRssc-01294-00269520-00269815 if that's old style or that's uh csMvwEpRssc-01295-00269816-00270103 um that's that's more contemporary csMvwEpRssc-01296-00270104-00270519 but they do um csMvwEpRssc-01297-00270520-00270815 they do play fog music csMvwEpRssc-01298-00270816-00271006 with let's say csMvwEpRssc-01299-00271007-00271127 some csMvwEpRssc-01300-00271128-00271503 alternative rock involved that type of csMvwEpRssc-01301-00271504-00271623 style csMvwEpRssc-01302-00271624-00271830 um csMvwEpRssc-01303-00271831-00272215 yeah you could look into mfo these are csMvwEpRssc-01304-00272216-00272430 initials of the group band members of csMvwEpRssc-01305-00272431-00272710 the time mfo csMvwEpRssc-01306-00272711-00272982 um csMvwEpRssc-01307-00272983-00273082 and csMvwEpRssc-01308-00273083-00273415 yeah okay just curious i really i don't csMvwEpRssc-01309-00273416-00273575 know what uh csMvwEpRssc-01310-00273576-00273839 turkish music sounds like i i imagine i csMvwEpRssc-01311-00273840-00274015 do because i kind of know what csMvwEpRssc-01312-00274016-00274167 greek music sounds like what middle csMvwEpRssc-01313-00274168-00274303 eastern music sounds like but i really csMvwEpRssc-01314-00274304-00274471 don't actually know what turkish music csMvwEpRssc-01315-00274472-00274671 sounds and turkish music sounds like csMvwEpRssc-01316-00274672-00275055 actually take it from arabesque style csMvwEpRssc-01317-00275056-00275271 because it has arab population turk csMvwEpRssc-01318-00275272-00275430 sharps but also csMvwEpRssc-01319-00275431-00275647 um kurdish music from csMvwEpRssc-01320-00275648-00275791 the uh csMvwEpRssc-01321-00275792-00275982 of course living in turkey and it has csMvwEpRssc-01322-00275983-00276343 the anatolian music for music csMvwEpRssc-01323-00276344-00276558 and it has the western music csMvwEpRssc-01324-00276559-00276815 so um csMvwEpRssc-01325-00276816-00277047 it's and it has northern music as well csMvwEpRssc-01326-00277048-00277319 from the galaxy area so they all have csMvwEpRssc-01327-00277320-00277463 they have a totally completely different csMvwEpRssc-01328-00277464-00277567 instruments csMvwEpRssc-01329-00277568-00277791 they have a different um i guess i guess csMvwEpRssc-01330-00277792-00277999 like within and melody everything is csMvwEpRssc-01331-00278000-00278110 completely different very different csMvwEpRssc-01332-00278111-00278310 music from one another so csMvwEpRssc-01333-00278311-00278415 um csMvwEpRssc-01334-00278416-00278719 you really need to sort of csMvwEpRssc-01335-00278720-00278903 kind of put in the key words to find out csMvwEpRssc-01336-00278904-00279047 what type of music you want to listen csMvwEpRssc-01337-00279048-00279239 from what part of region what part of csMvwEpRssc-01338-00279240-00279391 turkey csMvwEpRssc-01339-00279392-00279599 all right cool good to know csMvwEpRssc-01340-00279600-00279695 uh csMvwEpRssc-01341-00279696-00279879 fun to explore csMvwEpRssc-01342-00279880-00280039 i actually found um csMvwEpRssc-01343-00280040-00280223 occasionally people will send me things csMvwEpRssc-01344-00280224-00280463 you know just because i'm a musician and csMvwEpRssc-01345-00280464-00280695 someone sent me a csMvwEpRssc-01346-00280696-00281095 like very heavy metal from india csMvwEpRssc-01347-00281096-00281271 like this really aggressive medal from csMvwEpRssc-01348-00281272-00281479 india and then that i checked it out it csMvwEpRssc-01349-00281480-00281719 was cool then that led me to uh csMvwEpRssc-01350-00281720-00281879 like this really csMvwEpRssc-01351-00281880-00282191 strange hard rock band from mongolia csMvwEpRssc-01352-00282192-00282423 that uses uh traditional mongolian csMvwEpRssc-01353-00282424-00282527 instruments csMvwEpRssc-01354-00282528-00282719 so it's fun to just csMvwEpRssc-01355-00282720-00282999 keep going and then this other like band csMvwEpRssc-01356-00283000-00283175 from switzerland which uses the hurdy csMvwEpRssc-01357-00283176-00283327 gertie which is a very csMvwEpRssc-01358-00283328-00283455 unusual instrument if you've never heard csMvwEpRssc-01359-00283456-00283543 of that csMvwEpRssc-01360-00283544-00283806 like the melodic death metal with this csMvwEpRssc-01361-00283807-00283934 hurty gertie csMvwEpRssc-01362-00283935-00284143 with like a beautiful woman playing this csMvwEpRssc-01363-00284144-00284391 mysterious medieval instrument so csMvwEpRssc-01364-00284392-00284623 there's this it goes on and on you know csMvwEpRssc-01365-00284624-00284879 so turkey turkey turkish music is csMvwEpRssc-01366-00284880-00285199 something i haven't really explored much csMvwEpRssc-01367-00285200-00285519 right they i mean the the anatolian uh csMvwEpRssc-01368-00285520-00285719 instrument is actually what's called csMvwEpRssc-01369-00285720-00285879 cells it's like a three-string csMvwEpRssc-01370-00285880-00286143 instrument with long wrench i'm not sure csMvwEpRssc-01371-00286144-00286351 how to exactly describe it but neck this csMvwEpRssc-01372-00286352-00286647 is yeah exactly it has three strings csMvwEpRssc-01373-00286648-00286967 um and if you go to csMvwEpRssc-01374-00286968-00287103 um csMvwEpRssc-01375-00287104-00287247 towards east csMvwEpRssc-01376-00287248-00287510 it has what's called canon csMvwEpRssc-01377-00287511-00287654 persian slash csMvwEpRssc-01378-00287655-00287767 ottoman csMvwEpRssc-01379-00287768-00287927 kind of music but i think it's more csMvwEpRssc-01380-00287928-00288191 persian oriented i'm not a person sure csMvwEpRssc-01381-00288192-00288358 but canada is very common in turkey as csMvwEpRssc-01382-00288359-00288582 well uh they're masters of canon in csMvwEpRssc-01383-00288583-00288687 turkey csMvwEpRssc-01384-00288688-00288879 um and it's really inherited in the csMvwEpRssc-01385-00288880-00289134 traditional turkish music csMvwEpRssc-01386-00289135-00289391 and they have what's called ud ud it's csMvwEpRssc-01387-00289392-00289671 called as ud so it is also very specific csMvwEpRssc-01388-00289672-00289951 to turkey csMvwEpRssc-01389-00289952-00290158 okay an anatolian instrument with three csMvwEpRssc-01390-00290159-00290391 strings what's that called again csMvwEpRssc-01391-00290392-00290703 s-a-z csMvwEpRssc-01392-00290704-00290919 okay cool csMvwEpRssc-01393-00290920-00291047 nice csMvwEpRssc-01394-00291048-00291230 i'm getting uh and then you go to the csMvwEpRssc-01395-00291231-00291439 north we forgot the north hold on people csMvwEpRssc-01396-00291440-00291987 know it's called chemence csMvwEpRssc-01397-00291988-00292630 [Music] csMvwEpRssc-01398-00292631-00292863 with a dot on the bottom or you can csMvwEpRssc-01399-00292864-00293180 spell in english as ch csMvwEpRssc-01400-00293181-00293582 [Music] csMvwEpRssc-01401-00293583-00293791 cool i'll take a look at some of this csMvwEpRssc-01402-00293792-00294167 stuff and put it in the show notes csMvwEpRssc-01403-00294168-00294391 afterwards if anyone wants to you know csMvwEpRssc-01404-00294392-00294527 search it themselves csMvwEpRssc-01405-00294528-00294847 sure so uh all right cool so csMvwEpRssc-01406-00294848-00295030 next question csMvwEpRssc-01407-00295031-00295119 uh csMvwEpRssc-01408-00295120-00295399 as you know i am a strong believer in csMvwEpRssc-01409-00295400-00295582 the power of music and i just wrote a csMvwEpRssc-01410-00295583-00295767 book mind your music csMvwEpRssc-01411-00295768-00295895 and uh csMvwEpRssc-01412-00295896-00296110 can you share from your experience how csMvwEpRssc-01413-00296111-00296351 music may have positively influenced you csMvwEpRssc-01414-00296352-00296558 in terms of your focus and productivity csMvwEpRssc-01415-00296559-00296775 so you're talking about like the very csMvwEpRssc-01416-00296776-00297047 just primal emotional going through csMvwEpRssc-01417-00297048-00297287 growing up as a teenager and just csMvwEpRssc-01418-00297288-00297406 using it csMvwEpRssc-01419-00297407-00297623 to kind of enrich your life but what csMvwEpRssc-01420-00297624-00297910 about like focusing and productivity csMvwEpRssc-01421-00297911-00298063 it's slightly different do you have csMvwEpRssc-01422-00298064-00298334 music for that csMvwEpRssc-01423-00298335-00298479 i csMvwEpRssc-01424-00298480-00298623 i used to do csMvwEpRssc-01425-00298624-00298927 uh listening to music in the library uh csMvwEpRssc-01426-00298928-00299158 you know when i was studying college csMvwEpRssc-01427-00299159-00299334 but um csMvwEpRssc-01428-00299335-00299534 and those were long hours of studying csMvwEpRssc-01429-00299535-00299887 right sometimes csMvwEpRssc-01430-00299888-00300039 and csMvwEpRssc-01431-00300040-00300271 they helped me and i csMvwEpRssc-01432-00300272-00300758 tend to choose music that's on the csMvwEpRssc-01433-00300759-00300903 um csMvwEpRssc-01434-00300904-00301230 not as hot rock anything like this or csMvwEpRssc-01435-00301231-00301558 but it's most like calming type of music csMvwEpRssc-01436-00301559-00301710 slow paced csMvwEpRssc-01437-00301711-00301951 calming csMvwEpRssc-01438-00301952-00302138 i will listen to those csMvwEpRssc-01439-00302139-00302351 [Music] csMvwEpRssc-01440-00302352-00302695 and csMvwEpRssc-01441-00302696-00302871 nowadays as i work csMvwEpRssc-01442-00302872-00303158 um actually i don't listen to music csMvwEpRssc-01443-00303159-00303319 it's rare csMvwEpRssc-01444-00303320-00303606 i don't listen to music um but csMvwEpRssc-01445-00303607-00303958 um if if i really want to turn and put csMvwEpRssc-01446-00303959-00304047 some csMvwEpRssc-01447-00304048-00304263 headset and this into music as i work csMvwEpRssc-01448-00304264-00304399 because i knew what i was going to do csMvwEpRssc-01449-00304400-00304575 what i'm doing is actually just csMvwEpRssc-01450-00304576-00304743 let's say typing something on an excel csMvwEpRssc-01451-00304744-00304887 sheet or something i don't have to do it csMvwEpRssc-01452-00304888-00305023 i don't have to put so much thought into csMvwEpRssc-01453-00305024-00305282 it or calculate something it's just very csMvwEpRssc-01454-00305283-00305687 um that's a basic task i might put some csMvwEpRssc-01455-00305688-00306015 reggae on so csMvwEpRssc-01456-00306016-00306263 it keeps me going so csMvwEpRssc-01457-00306264-00306487 um but i also use music in a different csMvwEpRssc-01458-00306488-00306647 way actually you know i breathe every csMvwEpRssc-01459-00306648-00306975 day i meditate every day in the mornings csMvwEpRssc-01460-00306976-00307310 so i do use um csMvwEpRssc-01461-00307311-00307543 music that's more csMvwEpRssc-01462-00307544-00307727 like nature csMvwEpRssc-01463-00307728-00307879 inspired csMvwEpRssc-01464-00307880-00308158 it could be the mountains or it could be csMvwEpRssc-01465-00308159-00308406 waves right like that type of thing csMvwEpRssc-01466-00308407-00308534 boards actually i find it very csMvwEpRssc-01467-00308535-00308719 comforting that um csMvwEpRssc-01468-00308720-00309063 when i listen to um bird sounds csMvwEpRssc-01469-00309064-00309215 and um csMvwEpRssc-01470-00309216-00309406 wind and wave things like that actually csMvwEpRssc-01471-00309407-00309615 i find it also very comforting but in csMvwEpRssc-01472-00309616-00309719 terms of csMvwEpRssc-01473-00309720-00309910 music with lyrics csMvwEpRssc-01474-00309911-00310143 or music that belongs to a specific csMvwEpRssc-01475-00310144-00310239 genre csMvwEpRssc-01476-00310240-00310534 not so much as i work no when i'm on the csMvwEpRssc-01477-00310535-00310839 bike i listen to um csMvwEpRssc-01478-00310840-00311151 i have a youtube mix so it's usually csMvwEpRssc-01479-00311152-00311358 electronic music csMvwEpRssc-01480-00311359-00311439 so csMvwEpRssc-01481-00311440-00311606 that's why i listen to it csMvwEpRssc-01482-00311607-00312079 as i paddle um csMvwEpRssc-01483-00312080-00312303 so csMvwEpRssc-01484-00312304-00312447 it's interesting you know for someone csMvwEpRssc-01485-00312448-00312630 like you said you could barely even name csMvwEpRssc-01486-00312631-00312767 two songs csMvwEpRssc-01487-00312768-00312982 uh even though you don't csMvwEpRssc-01488-00312983-00313199 pay attention to the csMvwEpRssc-01489-00313200-00313519 details of music perhaps you still use csMvwEpRssc-01490-00313520-00313727 it very uh csMvwEpRssc-01491-00313728-00314015 regularly and very um csMvwEpRssc-01492-00314016-00314103 uh csMvwEpRssc-01493-00314104-00314319 consciously and purposefully csMvwEpRssc-01494-00314320-00314439 right csMvwEpRssc-01495-00314440-00314639 yeah i appreciate the feedback that's csMvwEpRssc-01496-00314640-00314854 that's good csMvwEpRssc-01497-00314855-00315047 you know it's interesting csMvwEpRssc-01498-00315048-00315287 um yeah i could say like csMvwEpRssc-01499-00315288-00315454 i know you and i have never sat down csMvwEpRssc-01500-00315455-00315654 like i do with some friends and just csMvwEpRssc-01501-00315655-00315895 talk music we just don't do that csMvwEpRssc-01502-00315896-00316151 but now that we are talking about music csMvwEpRssc-01503-00316152-00316254 um csMvwEpRssc-01504-00316255-00316558 i could see of a very rich use of it csMvwEpRssc-01505-00316559-00316775 it's just in a very for me it feels csMvwEpRssc-01506-00316776-00316958 utilitarian i don't know how else to say csMvwEpRssc-01507-00316959-00317199 or intuitive maybe you just do it csMvwEpRssc-01508-00317200-00317391 whatever comes natural to you csMvwEpRssc-01509-00317392-00317567 it's like here this is a resource i'm csMvwEpRssc-01510-00317568-00317743 gonna figure out a way to csMvwEpRssc-01511-00317744-00318047 to make it enrich my life you know csMvwEpRssc-01512-00318048-00318175 maybe you're right i didn't look at it csMvwEpRssc-01513-00318176-00318343 that way but maybe maybe you're right csMvwEpRssc-01514-00318344-00318551 it's more utility-based like in that csMvwEpRssc-01515-00318552-00318775 moment this is what i'm gonna do so csMvwEpRssc-01516-00318776-00318927 i'm gonna choose this music to just csMvwEpRssc-01517-00318928-00319134 accompany me i don't know maybe right csMvwEpRssc-01518-00319135-00319239 yeah csMvwEpRssc-01519-00319240-00319495 yeah like i don't know like uh csMvwEpRssc-01520-00319496-00319703 a lot of my friends uh and i would talk csMvwEpRssc-01521-00319704-00319967 about specific bands and specific genres csMvwEpRssc-01522-00319968-00320215 and and musicians csMvwEpRssc-01523-00320216-00320327 and csMvwEpRssc-01524-00320328-00320479 whatever it's just csMvwEpRssc-01525-00320480-00320719 you know one one of different ways that csMvwEpRssc-01526-00320720-00320934 people enjoy music csMvwEpRssc-01527-00320935-00321206 and i think of those friends csMvwEpRssc-01528-00321207-00321591 that i would discuss more specific csMvwEpRssc-01529-00321592-00321927 artists with csMvwEpRssc-01530-00321928-00322119 let's say my friends are into hard rock csMvwEpRssc-01531-00322120-00322310 heavy metal and csMvwEpRssc-01532-00322311-00322534 pop csMvwEpRssc-01533-00322535-00322767 i don't think they would use music csMvwEpRssc-01534-00322768-00323095 as csMvwEpRssc-01535-00323096-00323279 as flexibly csMvwEpRssc-01536-00323280-00323519 as you do you know because they have csMvwEpRssc-01537-00323520-00323710 opinions and stuff like that that they csMvwEpRssc-01538-00323711-00323815 kind of csMvwEpRssc-01539-00323816-00324071 might feel somewhat csMvwEpRssc-01540-00324072-00324310 attachment but you kind of just use it csMvwEpRssc-01541-00324311-00324439 like what's going to help this thing csMvwEpRssc-01542-00324440-00324727 that i need to do in the moment and you csMvwEpRssc-01543-00324728-00324943 go from there csMvwEpRssc-01544-00324944-00325134 right um csMvwEpRssc-01545-00325135-00325358 i don't think too much about it that's csMvwEpRssc-01546-00325359-00325623 that's right yeah yeah which is cool csMvwEpRssc-01547-00325624-00325758 yeah csMvwEpRssc-01548-00325759-00325910 um so csMvwEpRssc-01549-00325911-00326143 there's a person here named yoko csMvwEpRssc-01550-00326144-00326527 who's saying hi osger hi john csMvwEpRssc-01551-00326528-00326791 do i know you csMvwEpRssc-01552-00326792-00326982 she said i just got curious what would csMvwEpRssc-01553-00326983-00327215 be a topic between you guys csMvwEpRssc-01554-00327216-00327510 about pretty international wives csMvwEpRssc-01555-00327511-00327671 lol csMvwEpRssc-01556-00327672-00327839 we could talk about that csMvwEpRssc-01557-00327840-00327999 you want to start csMvwEpRssc-01558-00328000-00328158 what's it like to have a pretty csMvwEpRssc-01559-00328159-00328430 international wife csMvwEpRssc-01560-00328431-00328630 um so csMvwEpRssc-01561-00328631-00328830 my wife and i csMvwEpRssc-01562-00328831-00328967 um csMvwEpRssc-01563-00328968-00329134 are international but not really csMvwEpRssc-01564-00329135-00329439 international so i'll tell you why csMvwEpRssc-01565-00329440-00329510 so csMvwEpRssc-01566-00329511-00329678 she's from greece csMvwEpRssc-01567-00329679-00329767 so csMvwEpRssc-01568-00329768-00329863 and csMvwEpRssc-01569-00329864-00330015 as you know csMvwEpRssc-01570-00330016-00330391 and um we are literally across the sea csMvwEpRssc-01571-00330392-00330606 from each other so she's from athens and csMvwEpRssc-01572-00330607-00330782 i'm from izmir so in between us is the csMvwEpRssc-01573-00330783-00331047 aegean sea csMvwEpRssc-01574-00331048-00331399 and um you know closest island to turkey csMvwEpRssc-01575-00331400-00331647 to izmir is really csMvwEpRssc-01576-00331648-00331839 i believe csMvwEpRssc-01577-00331840-00331975 five hours away csMvwEpRssc-01578-00331976-00332175 an island so you take the boat csMvwEpRssc-01579-00332176-00332319 you're on the wall for five hours right csMvwEpRssc-01580-00332320-00332551 across his closest island csMvwEpRssc-01581-00332552-00332719 uh of greece csMvwEpRssc-01582-00332720-00332934 um and then you're just in greece so csMvwEpRssc-01583-00332935-00333175 athens is 45 minutes flight csMvwEpRssc-01584-00333176-00333351 so you take the flight and sometimes csMvwEpRssc-01585-00333352-00333591 actually csMvwEpRssc-01586-00333592-00333830 you know they they get into the cruising csMvwEpRssc-01587-00333831-00334015 altitude and then they start serving tea csMvwEpRssc-01588-00334016-00334182 and they never make it to the end csMvwEpRssc-01589-00334183-00334367 and over the years as i travel to see csMvwEpRssc-01590-00334368-00334519 the family in greece and family in csMvwEpRssc-01591-00334520-00334615 turkey csMvwEpRssc-01592-00334616-00334871 i found to be and then just get into the csMvwEpRssc-01593-00334872-00335095 like seats close to the front so i can csMvwEpRssc-01594-00335096-00335278 get a tea and sandwich csMvwEpRssc-01595-00335279-00335391 because they don't make it at the end csMvwEpRssc-01596-00335392-00335606 because such a short flight csMvwEpRssc-01597-00335607-00335806 so uh the thing the point is that it's csMvwEpRssc-01598-00335807-00336175 actually um we are from similar cultures csMvwEpRssc-01599-00336176-00336399 we are not that different to us csMvwEpRssc-01600-00336400-00336703 but i never thought actually csMvwEpRssc-01601-00336704-00336943 we are at the same time very different csMvwEpRssc-01602-00336944-00337030 so csMvwEpRssc-01603-00337031-00337439 and csMvwEpRssc-01604-00337440-00337727 i'm married to an international wife uh csMvwEpRssc-01605-00337728-00337927 she's not from my cultures you see from csMvwEpRssc-01606-00337928-00338254 a different culture and and and i i csMvwEpRssc-01607-00338255-00338447 learned a lot i gotta tell you you know csMvwEpRssc-01608-00338448-00338703 it's um i think if if someone really csMvwEpRssc-01609-00338704-00338878 wants to marry an international person a csMvwEpRssc-01610-00338879-00339095 person from different country different csMvwEpRssc-01611-00339096-00339382 culture or a culture that has very much csMvwEpRssc-01612-00339383-00339591 similarities but at the same time as csMvwEpRssc-01613-00339592-00339775 conflicts and and differences of csMvwEpRssc-01614-00339776-00339991 opinions about the csMvwEpRssc-01615-00339992-00340358 events of particular times and moments csMvwEpRssc-01616-00340359-00340695 so it's not um csMvwEpRssc-01617-00340696-00340982 it's it's it can get it's so i found csMvwEpRssc-01618-00340983-00341495 that to be open-minded like to just csMvwEpRssc-01619-00341496-00341727 on certain things to prioritize what csMvwEpRssc-01620-00341728-00342054 matters over you know it's it's csMvwEpRssc-01621-00342055-00342343 for me i can't have csMvwEpRssc-01622-00342344-00342543 i can't solve everything i can solve the csMvwEpRssc-01623-00342544-00342830 things that other people can solve csMvwEpRssc-01624-00342831-00343030 between cultures whatever those problems csMvwEpRssc-01625-00343031-00343191 are i cannot bring it to my relationship csMvwEpRssc-01626-00343192-00343319 and try to solve my relationship it's csMvwEpRssc-01627-00343320-00343454 not gonna help csMvwEpRssc-01628-00343455-00343567 but what i have thought is like just csMvwEpRssc-01629-00343568-00343710 stay open-minded csMvwEpRssc-01630-00343711-00343939 and just exchange that exchange of csMvwEpRssc-01631-00343940-00344167 conversation really csMvwEpRssc-01632-00344168-00344295 teaches a lot csMvwEpRssc-01633-00344296-00344454 i learned a lot from my wife and i'm csMvwEpRssc-01634-00344455-00344606 sure she probably learned a few things csMvwEpRssc-01635-00344607-00344767 from me that she would otherwise learn csMvwEpRssc-01636-00344768-00345006 if she did not know me and same thing csMvwEpRssc-01637-00345007-00345175 applies to me but csMvwEpRssc-01638-00345176-00345447 but um other than that i csMvwEpRssc-01639-00345448-00345710 you know she is more international than csMvwEpRssc-01640-00345711-00345903 i am i gotta tell you that so she's csMvwEpRssc-01641-00345904-00346167 traveled europe when she was um in her csMvwEpRssc-01642-00346168-00346310 early 20s csMvwEpRssc-01643-00346311-00346487 and she appreciates different cultures csMvwEpRssc-01644-00346488-00346758 traveling a lot so i got the enjoy and i csMvwEpRssc-01645-00346759-00346967 get to really understand the value of csMvwEpRssc-01646-00346968-00347287 travel through her csMvwEpRssc-01647-00347288-00347454 and because she really wants to see csMvwEpRssc-01648-00347455-00347582 different countries explore different csMvwEpRssc-01649-00347583-00347767 places and different cultures csMvwEpRssc-01650-00347768-00347999 you know um and that made me go and csMvwEpRssc-01651-00348000-00348167 explore latin america you know i csMvwEpRssc-01652-00348168-00348334 explored bolivia for example just csMvwEpRssc-01653-00348335-00348582 because i learned that it really matters csMvwEpRssc-01654-00348583-00348703 um csMvwEpRssc-01655-00348704-00349167 and and that's that type of thing is is csMvwEpRssc-01656-00349168-00349327 i think csMvwEpRssc-01657-00349328-00349372 um csMvwEpRssc-01658-00349373-00349543 [Music] csMvwEpRssc-01659-00349544-00349799 also i will say csMvwEpRssc-01660-00349800-00350047 language like language is very very very csMvwEpRssc-01661-00350048-00350367 important i can't csMvwEpRssc-01662-00350368-00350567 i i'm you know greek is very interesting csMvwEpRssc-01663-00350568-00350791 he's very rich csMvwEpRssc-01664-00350792-00350878 and csMvwEpRssc-01665-00350879-00350991 um csMvwEpRssc-01666-00350992-00351271 evie is really into linguistics so when csMvwEpRssc-01667-00351272-00351463 there is a word she likes to open up the csMvwEpRssc-01668-00351464-00351630 true meaning of that word where it comes csMvwEpRssc-01669-00351631-00351734 from csMvwEpRssc-01670-00351735-00351958 and now sometimes when i use words even csMvwEpRssc-01671-00351959-00352103 in english it's my second language not csMvwEpRssc-01672-00352104-00352303 my native language and sometimes i stop csMvwEpRssc-01673-00352304-00352495 myself and think is does that word csMvwEpRssc-01674-00352496-00352815 really say what i really want to say csMvwEpRssc-01675-00352816-00353023 and that's because my wife csMvwEpRssc-01676-00353024-00353191 uh she's from greece and sometimes she csMvwEpRssc-01677-00353192-00353391 finds the english wars and the root is csMvwEpRssc-01678-00353392-00353639 in greek so she explains to me the csMvwEpRssc-01679-00353640-00353806 meaning of that word csMvwEpRssc-01680-00353807-00354023 and so i really got to get that csMvwEpRssc-01681-00354024-00354263 awareness of okay i'm using this word in csMvwEpRssc-01682-00354264-00354495 my writing or in my speaking do i really csMvwEpRssc-01683-00354496-00354719 does it really say csMvwEpRssc-01684-00354720-00354927 what i really want to say so csMvwEpRssc-01685-00354928-00354969 um csMvwEpRssc-01686-00354970-00355134 [Music] csMvwEpRssc-01687-00355135-00355310 things like this little things you know csMvwEpRssc-01688-00355311-00355591 if if i think some of the differences csMvwEpRssc-01689-00355592-00355878 are really let go there's so much that csMvwEpRssc-01690-00355879-00355982 that csMvwEpRssc-01691-00355983-00356134 you know we can learn from each other i csMvwEpRssc-01692-00356135-00356382 really believe in that csMvwEpRssc-01693-00356383-00356582 i'm not naively because i i'm really csMvwEpRssc-01694-00356583-00356854 conscious of the fact that csMvwEpRssc-01695-00356855-00357143 the csMvwEpRssc-01696-00357144-00357487 it doesn't have to be like culturally um csMvwEpRssc-01697-00357488-00357727 very similar or culturally very opposite csMvwEpRssc-01698-00357728-00357895 but i think it has to be no matter what csMvwEpRssc-01699-00357896-00358175 country or what culture it just csMvwEpRssc-01700-00358176-00358367 helps to csMvwEpRssc-01701-00358368-00358567 uh absorb csMvwEpRssc-01702-00358568-00358719 the person is coming from how do they csMvwEpRssc-01703-00358720-00358823 think csMvwEpRssc-01704-00358824-00359006 you know how they grow up learning that csMvwEpRssc-01705-00359007-00359151 right what are they trying to csMvwEpRssc-01706-00359152-00359287 demonstrate what are they trying to csMvwEpRssc-01707-00359288-00359527 convey it really helps i mean don't get csMvwEpRssc-01708-00359528-00359663 them wrong sometimes i you know we csMvwEpRssc-01709-00359664-00359775 really it's csMvwEpRssc-01710-00359776-00359910 really our csMvwEpRssc-01711-00359911-00360223 uh conversing and discussing about csMvwEpRssc-01712-00360224-00360423 certain things very passionately csMvwEpRssc-01713-00360424-00360639 you know we have disagreements but i csMvwEpRssc-01714-00360640-00360806 think knowing that you know what matters csMvwEpRssc-01715-00360807-00360943 at the end is family and the csMvwEpRssc-01716-00360944-00361063 relationship csMvwEpRssc-01717-00361064-00361375 and love that we have it really uh csMvwEpRssc-01718-00361376-00361567 enriches csMvwEpRssc-01719-00361568-00361743 in many ways csMvwEpRssc-01720-00361744-00362078 so i don't know you're also maybe to uh csMvwEpRssc-01721-00362079-00362295 um yoko from japan so i don't know if csMvwEpRssc-01722-00362296-00362439 you'll agree with this or you will add csMvwEpRssc-01723-00362440-00362678 something to it csMvwEpRssc-01724-00362679-00362854 yeah uh csMvwEpRssc-01725-00362855-00363215 yeah i i definitely agree that um csMvwEpRssc-01726-00363216-00363463 that language is csMvwEpRssc-01727-00363464-00363734 so so interesting and and so important csMvwEpRssc-01728-00363735-00363958 and if i marry just csMvwEpRssc-01729-00363959-00364143 i'm gonna say just but if i married an csMvwEpRssc-01730-00364144-00364415 american girl from my csMvwEpRssc-01731-00364416-00364678 neighborhood or something um csMvwEpRssc-01732-00364679-00364863 yeah my language csMvwEpRssc-01733-00364864-00365327 sense would would be just csMvwEpRssc-01734-00365328-00365519 a lot different right just a lot less csMvwEpRssc-01735-00365520-00365775 fine-tuned i guess you know and uh i csMvwEpRssc-01736-00365776-00365847 would csMvwEpRssc-01737-00365848-00366030 probably csMvwEpRssc-01738-00366031-00366167 okay so this is what happened when i csMvwEpRssc-01739-00366168-00366503 started to to see yoko or to date yoko csMvwEpRssc-01740-00366504-00366687 if we didn't really date but when we csMvwEpRssc-01741-00366688-00366799 started to csMvwEpRssc-01742-00366800-00366967 have a partnership csMvwEpRssc-01743-00366968-00367134 i was csMvwEpRssc-01744-00367135-00367367 you know still very sarcastic in my csMvwEpRssc-01745-00367368-00367654 humor i was doing my best to csMvwEpRssc-01746-00367655-00367830 evolve spiritually and everything but i csMvwEpRssc-01747-00367831-00368071 would say sarcastic jokes csMvwEpRssc-01748-00368072-00368230 and uh csMvwEpRssc-01749-00368231-00368454 she didn't understand them she didn't csMvwEpRssc-01750-00368455-00368695 understand that it was a joke she didn't csMvwEpRssc-01751-00368696-00369006 understand what i was talking about csMvwEpRssc-01752-00369007-00369271 and she just didn't understand english csMvwEpRssc-01753-00369272-00369447 so she would be like she'll give me a csMvwEpRssc-01754-00369448-00369558 look or csMvwEpRssc-01755-00369559-00369775 should say what and csMvwEpRssc-01756-00369776-00369910 and then i would have a chance to stop csMvwEpRssc-01757-00369911-00370119 and think and say was that necessary is csMvwEpRssc-01758-00370120-00370423 that sarcasm going to help anybody is it csMvwEpRssc-01759-00370424-00370623 going to help our relationship csMvwEpRssc-01760-00370624-00370767 and then after i got a chance to think csMvwEpRssc-01761-00370768-00371078 about i said no i can't i'm just forget csMvwEpRssc-01762-00371079-00371247 about it and then we would talk about csMvwEpRssc-01763-00371248-00371471 something else a lot more csMvwEpRssc-01764-00371472-00371727 neutral or a lot more pure in the moment csMvwEpRssc-01765-00371728-00371854 instead of like something connected to csMvwEpRssc-01766-00371855-00372030 the past or some sort of csMvwEpRssc-01767-00372031-00372278 joke about culture or whatever csMvwEpRssc-01768-00372279-00372487 and that was a great saving grace for me csMvwEpRssc-01769-00372488-00372719 because it helped me to clean up csMvwEpRssc-01770-00372720-00372967 my the way i think so like and for me i csMvwEpRssc-01771-00372968-00373158 really saw language even though it csMvwEpRssc-01772-00373159-00373423 slowed things down a lot for us for yoko csMvwEpRssc-01773-00373424-00373599 and i because her english was fairly csMvwEpRssc-01774-00373600-00373775 weak in the beginning and then csMvwEpRssc-01775-00373776-00373991 i had to learn japanese and so that was csMvwEpRssc-01776-00373992-00374223 fairly weak because in japan she tended csMvwEpRssc-01777-00374224-00374406 to want to speak japanese more naturally csMvwEpRssc-01778-00374407-00374478 and csMvwEpRssc-01779-00374479-00374734 so a lot of slow grinding csMvwEpRssc-01780-00374735-00375158 you know annoying moments but uh csMvwEpRssc-01781-00375159-00375358 but i'm really glad because csMvwEpRssc-01782-00375359-00375447 it csMvwEpRssc-01783-00375448-00375575 strengthened my csMvwEpRssc-01784-00375576-00375799 language abilities and also made me csMvwEpRssc-01785-00375800-00375951 think carefully about what do i actually csMvwEpRssc-01786-00375952-00376110 want to say because i'm going to have to csMvwEpRssc-01787-00376111-00376223 repeat it csMvwEpRssc-01788-00376224-00376415 it's got to be worth repeating right and csMvwEpRssc-01789-00376416-00376663 some just like flipping joke that's kind csMvwEpRssc-01790-00376664-00376919 of half negative or maybe kind of csMvwEpRssc-01791-00376920-00377054 pessimistic csMvwEpRssc-01792-00377055-00377319 it's not really worth repeating and csMvwEpRssc-01793-00377320-00377495 it's going to drain my energy more the csMvwEpRssc-01794-00377496-00377695 second time i say it and then except csMvwEpRssc-01795-00377696-00378158 explain it so i just was able to csMvwEpRssc-01796-00378159-00378310 uh evolve csMvwEpRssc-01797-00378311-00378567 you know in a positive way because of my csMvwEpRssc-01798-00378568-00378751 international csMvwEpRssc-01799-00378752-00378967 wife in that sense a relationship you csMvwEpRssc-01800-00378968-00379054 know csMvwEpRssc-01801-00379055-00379175 that's that's that's great you say csMvwEpRssc-01802-00379176-00379430 because you know you you you see csMvwEpRssc-01803-00379431-00379671 there is a uh interesting point there csMvwEpRssc-01804-00379672-00379878 you were able to reflect on what you csMvwEpRssc-01805-00379879-00380119 observed in the interaction so you were csMvwEpRssc-01806-00380120-00380319 you started took a moment and you csMvwEpRssc-01807-00380320-00380502 reflected on it a little bit and csMvwEpRssc-01808-00380503-00380710 realized something you could probably csMvwEpRssc-01809-00380711-00381047 change to help the situation csMvwEpRssc-01810-00381048-00381302 but that's amazing you know csMvwEpRssc-01811-00381303-00381551 one thing that i will add um csMvwEpRssc-01812-00381552-00381799 like you said you went you went to japan csMvwEpRssc-01813-00381800-00381934 right you lived in japan as far as i csMvwEpRssc-01814-00381935-00382071 recall csMvwEpRssc-01815-00382072-00382239 close to two years csMvwEpRssc-01816-00382240-00382487 and um i didn't live in greece i lived csMvwEpRssc-01817-00382488-00382695 maybe about two months i sleep about two csMvwEpRssc-01818-00382696-00382902 months in greece that was it csMvwEpRssc-01819-00382903-00383206 but um you know if it wasn't my wife i csMvwEpRssc-01820-00383207-00383391 don't think i would really get to know csMvwEpRssc-01821-00383392-00383615 greece to the point that i know right csMvwEpRssc-01822-00383616-00383910 now so you know we will plan to go to csMvwEpRssc-01823-00383911-00384127 places that locals will go for example csMvwEpRssc-01824-00384128-00384358 or interact with locals that i don't csMvwEpRssc-01825-00384359-00384599 think i would have met the csMvwEpRssc-01826-00384600-00384678 the csMvwEpRssc-01827-00384679-00384967 hospitality of greek people csMvwEpRssc-01828-00384968-00385151 the way i experienced csMvwEpRssc-01829-00385152-00385287 and csMvwEpRssc-01830-00385288-00385471 and i'm not saying just because i was csMvwEpRssc-01831-00385472-00385663 accompanied by my wife who's greek but i csMvwEpRssc-01832-00385664-00385839 think even on one-on-one like when i csMvwEpRssc-01833-00385840-00386039 would converse i would feel that people csMvwEpRssc-01834-00386040-00386263 are interested in what i'm saying or how csMvwEpRssc-01835-00386264-00386423 i'm interacting with them csMvwEpRssc-01836-00386424-00386582 and it's not it's not something on csMvwEpRssc-01837-00386583-00386751 surface there's depth csMvwEpRssc-01838-00386752-00386943 that i was able to experience if i were csMvwEpRssc-01839-00386944-00387143 to go there as a tourist got a ticket csMvwEpRssc-01840-00387144-00387375 went to an island as a tourist tourist csMvwEpRssc-01841-00387376-00387551 in tourist out it's not it's not exactly csMvwEpRssc-01842-00387552-00387687 the same thing csMvwEpRssc-01843-00387688-00387806 there's no csMvwEpRssc-01844-00387807-00388127 exactly it's a very different context csMvwEpRssc-01845-00388128-00388367 than i'm able to csMvwEpRssc-01846-00388368-00388567 go there and observe and leave to csMvwEpRssc-01847-00388568-00388782 exchange things with people but again csMvwEpRssc-01848-00388783-00388991 that that comes with i think csMvwEpRssc-01849-00388992-00389127 understanding that we are married csMvwEpRssc-01850-00389128-00389319 international csMvwEpRssc-01851-00389320-00389623 woman and and looking to explore the csMvwEpRssc-01852-00389624-00389767 background where they come from what csMvwEpRssc-01853-00389768-00389919 they value csMvwEpRssc-01854-00389920-00390223 and um and and what they want to show us csMvwEpRssc-01855-00390224-00390367 you know in a way that is actually their csMvwEpRssc-01856-00390368-00390510 home place their culture their csMvwEpRssc-01857-00390511-00390719 traditions their big part of their csMvwEpRssc-01858-00390720-00390951 identity so we csMvwEpRssc-01859-00390952-00391110 go in there with an open-mindedness to csMvwEpRssc-01860-00391111-00391295 see what what they are talking about and csMvwEpRssc-01861-00391296-00391487 where they come from csMvwEpRssc-01862-00391488-00391678 but in return csMvwEpRssc-01863-00391679-00391934 i got to have a different perspective csMvwEpRssc-01864-00391935-00392167 yeah i'm not the same person csMvwEpRssc-01865-00392168-00392487 no no way i'm sure so because of the csMvwEpRssc-01866-00392488-00392654 interactions and because of the places csMvwEpRssc-01867-00392655-00392878 that i have seen them csMvwEpRssc-01868-00392879-00392975 so csMvwEpRssc-01869-00392976-00393199 yeah i i totally agree and i'll add to 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csMvwEpRssc-01901-00400064-00400230 and wanting to marry an american girl i csMvwEpRssc-01902-00400231-00400399 never felt that csMvwEpRssc-01903-00400400-00400639 so like i felt like my csMvwEpRssc-01904-00400640-00400951 uh i needed to be with something foreign csMvwEpRssc-01905-00400952-00401127 just to make my life worth living kind csMvwEpRssc-01906-00401128-00401367 of you know like as an ambassador csMvwEpRssc-01907-00401368-00401575 almost i didn't consciously think of it csMvwEpRssc-01908-00401576-00401647 but csMvwEpRssc-01909-00401648-00401839 you know it just makes my life more csMvwEpRssc-01910-00401840-00402078 meaningful to me to be able to be a csMvwEpRssc-01911-00402079-00402191 bridge csMvwEpRssc-01912-00402192-00402463 between in this case japan and america csMvwEpRssc-01913-00402464-00402678 you know japan america have csMvwEpRssc-01914-00402679-00402847 similar turkey and greece have some csMvwEpRssc-01915-00402848-00403087 rough patches japan and america for a csMvwEpRssc-01916-00403088-00403247 long time we've been csMvwEpRssc-01917-00403248-00403534 great but japan bomb pearl harbor and csMvwEpRssc-01918-00403535-00403639 then csMvwEpRssc-01919-00403640-00403910 america bom nagasaki and hiroshima these csMvwEpRssc-01920-00403911-00404023 are horrible csMvwEpRssc-01921-00404024-00404223 horrible histories that we have that we csMvwEpRssc-01922-00404224-00404382 share unfortunately csMvwEpRssc-01923-00404383-00404519 you know so csMvwEpRssc-01924-00404520-00404743 this yoko and i have a chance to csMvwEpRssc-01925-00404744-00404999 actually improve international relations csMvwEpRssc-01926-00405000-00405215 by having this personal csMvwEpRssc-01927-00405216-00405343 bond csMvwEpRssc-01928-00405344-00405510 because all the people that we meet if csMvwEpRssc-01929-00405511-00405671 she meets all these americans who get to csMvwEpRssc-01930-00405672-00405871 know japan who have a more favorable csMvwEpRssc-01931-00405872-00406095 idea of japan if they didn't already and csMvwEpRssc-01932-00406096-00406406 then uh her people many japanese people csMvwEpRssc-01933-00406407-00406599 get to meet me and have a csMvwEpRssc-01934-00406600-00406743 a more csMvwEpRssc-01935-00406744-00406951 a broad sense of what a wooden american csMvwEpRssc-01936-00406952-00407271 could be you know hopefully favorable csMvwEpRssc-01937-00407272-00407527 and you know so i see that csMvwEpRssc-01938-00407528-00407791 on some level i wanted that for my life csMvwEpRssc-01939-00407792-00407895 i wanted csMvwEpRssc-01940-00407896-00408102 more of like an international csMvwEpRssc-01941-00408103-00408263 or global csMvwEpRssc-01942-00408264-00408423 like purpose csMvwEpRssc-01943-00408424-00408639 in a way csMvwEpRssc-01944-00408640-00408799 interesting i did not look at it that csMvwEpRssc-01945-00408800-00409039 way csMvwEpRssc-01946-00409040-00409199 but csMvwEpRssc-01947-00409200-00409855 now that you mentioned in some ways csMvwEpRssc-01948-00409856-00410110 i i didn't feel it that way honestly i csMvwEpRssc-01949-00410112-00410207 wasn't csMvwEpRssc-01950-00410208-00410359 you said that you were actually csMvwEpRssc-01951-00410360-00410647 preferring to look to to be in a csMvwEpRssc-01952-00410647-00410878 relationship or marry somebody csMvwEpRssc-01953-00410879-00411222 um like you already had this idea before csMvwEpRssc-01954-00411223-00411447 you even met your call and csMvwEpRssc-01955-00411447-00411607 is that it okay csMvwEpRssc-01956-00411608-00411870 yeah i i had csMvwEpRssc-01957-00411871-00412095 i just never i always tended to feel csMvwEpRssc-01958-00412096-00412255 attracted to csMvwEpRssc-01959-00412256-00412470 foreign girls csMvwEpRssc-01960-00412471-00412614 definitely more csMvwEpRssc-01961-00412615-00412799 than uh csMvwEpRssc-01962-00412800-00413022 americans and csMvwEpRssc-01963-00413023-00413182 but i also felt that american girls csMvwEpRssc-01964-00413183-00413359 weren't attracted to me csMvwEpRssc-01965-00413360-00413622 or at least the ones that i csMvwEpRssc-01966-00413623-00413687 i csMvwEpRssc-01967-00413688-00413839 don't know just like csMvwEpRssc-01968-00413839-00414095 you know if you put two magnets together csMvwEpRssc-01969-00414096-00414207 and the csMvwEpRssc-01970-00414208-00414351 if you have a great csMvwEpRssc-01971-00414352-00414526 two opposites or whatever they they just csMvwEpRssc-01972-00414527-00414670 come together but for me it's just like csMvwEpRssc-01973-00414671-00414870 this weak connection just didn't like csMvwEpRssc-01974-00414871-00415134 come together just like csMvwEpRssc-01975-00415135-00415295 i just never found that csMvwEpRssc-01976-00415296-00415463 with uh you know i've dated american csMvwEpRssc-01977-00415464-00415566 girls and csMvwEpRssc-01978-00415567-00415734 very nice people csMvwEpRssc-01979-00415735-00415959 you know attractive and csMvwEpRssc-01980-00415960-00416214 its own way but uh csMvwEpRssc-01981-00416215-00416526 i don't know i i in high school okay csMvwEpRssc-01982-00416527-00416903 in high school i had um like i dated a csMvwEpRssc-01983-00416904-00417103 jewish girl in high school whose parents csMvwEpRssc-01984-00417104-00417326 were from israel csMvwEpRssc-01985-00417327-00417607 so that was you know she was american csMvwEpRssc-01986-00417608-00417830 but again it was she was a foreign she csMvwEpRssc-01987-00417831-00417974 spoke a different language at home so it csMvwEpRssc-01988-00417975-00418087 felt csMvwEpRssc-01989-00418088-00418214 more csMvwEpRssc-01990-00418215-00418614 interesting to me um but anyway uh csMvwEpRssc-01991-00418615-00418910 in high school i did a report on um csMvwEpRssc-01992-00418912-00419063 japan csMvwEpRssc-01993-00419064-00419343 uh on hiroshima in nagasaki and i csMvwEpRssc-01994-00419343-00419527 thought about how horrible it was and csMvwEpRssc-01995-00419528-00419831 then randomly i found this later on csMvwEpRssc-01996-00419832-00420087 i did a report in high school about csMvwEpRssc-01997-00420088-00420327 japanese wives csMvwEpRssc-01998-00420328-00420447 and csMvwEpRssc-01999-00420447-00420575 i don't know i csMvwEpRssc-02000-00420576-00420759 i don't know if i had the opportunity to csMvwEpRssc-02001-00420760-00421007 choose the subject and i chose it but i csMvwEpRssc-02002-00421008-00421247 wrote a paper on japanese csMvwEpRssc-02003-00421247-00421439 wives csMvwEpRssc-02004-00421439-00421647 you know and i didn't go on afterwards csMvwEpRssc-02005-00421647-00421831 thinking i need to get a japanese wife csMvwEpRssc-02006-00421832-00422022 but there were a few times as the years csMvwEpRssc-02007-00422023-00422127 went on csMvwEpRssc-02008-00422128-00422279 when i would interact with japanese csMvwEpRssc-02009-00422280-00422422 girls csMvwEpRssc-02010-00422423-00422639 women and i would feel like wow they csMvwEpRssc-02011-00422639-00422766 kind of like csMvwEpRssc-02012-00422767-00422903 i don't know there's something csMvwEpRssc-02013-00422904-00423039 interesting here csMvwEpRssc-02014-00423039-00423327 like i just felt kind of like a weirdo csMvwEpRssc-02015-00423328-00423527 and like girls didn't get me but csMvwEpRssc-02016-00423528-00423766 japanese girls seemed to just csMvwEpRssc-02017-00423767-00423918 not care that i was a weirdo they didn't csMvwEpRssc-02018-00423919-00424183 see that you know csMvwEpRssc-02019-00424184-00424366 it was so for me i don't know i just csMvwEpRssc-02020-00424367-00424447 felt csMvwEpRssc-02021-00424447-00424631 this attraction csMvwEpRssc-02022-00424632-00424863 to japan to like the the buddhism i csMvwEpRssc-02023-00424864-00425055 practiced nitrogen buddhism is a csMvwEpRssc-02024-00425056-00425303 japanese-based buddhism which i started csMvwEpRssc-02025-00425304-00425447 practicing csMvwEpRssc-02026-00425447-00425559 uh csMvwEpRssc-02027-00425560-00425831 less than a year before i met yoko so i csMvwEpRssc-02028-00425832-00426014 was already like kind of committing to csMvwEpRssc-02029-00426015-00426207 some connection to japan before that you csMvwEpRssc-02030-00426208-00426375 know you know interesting you mentioned csMvwEpRssc-02031-00426376-00426614 that it's kind of odd like it's not i csMvwEpRssc-02032-00426615-00426799 don't know how it happened for me it's i csMvwEpRssc-02033-00426800-00427055 have a similar story but not csMvwEpRssc-02034-00427056-00427383 the exactly the same so csMvwEpRssc-02035-00427384-00427614 um i don't know universe is playing his csMvwEpRssc-02036-00427615-00427783 own thing in different ways it's hard to csMvwEpRssc-02037-00427784-00427895 tell csMvwEpRssc-02038-00427896-00428135 but when i was 16 csMvwEpRssc-02039-00428135-00428383 i read an article csMvwEpRssc-02040-00428384-00428527 on a csMvwEpRssc-02041-00428528-00428647 newspaper csMvwEpRssc-02042-00428647-00428775 back then the newspapers were still csMvwEpRssc-02043-00428776-00428991 being printed it wasn't digital just a csMvwEpRssc-02044-00428992-00429214 couple years before they were csMvwEpRssc-02045-00429215-00429391 becoming digital csMvwEpRssc-02046-00429392-00429647 so and csMvwEpRssc-02047-00429647-00429799 so i was reading the newspaper i was csMvwEpRssc-02048-00429800-00429959 sitting in a cafe csMvwEpRssc-02049-00429960-00430270 and i was 16. and i read this article csMvwEpRssc-02050-00430271-00430470 about from a columnist and they were csMvwEpRssc-02051-00430471-00430614 writing about the csMvwEpRssc-02052-00430615-00430831 economies of turkey and greece how csMvwEpRssc-02053-00430832-00431007 greece is able to skyrocket and do csMvwEpRssc-02054-00431008-00431191 really well and why turkey is not doing csMvwEpRssc-02055-00431192-00431366 well so whatever so they were making csMvwEpRssc-02056-00431367-00431543 this kind of a person calling this was csMvwEpRssc-02057-00431543-00431679 making a comparison csMvwEpRssc-02058-00431680-00431822 and then at the end of that you know as csMvwEpRssc-02059-00431823-00431959 a 16 year old i'm not really concerned csMvwEpRssc-02060-00431960-00432095 with this thing so much i just found it csMvwEpRssc-02061-00432096-00432199 interesting csMvwEpRssc-02062-00432200-00432351 to read about some other cultures from csMvwEpRssc-02063-00432352-00432479 other country csMvwEpRssc-02064-00432480-00432631 and csMvwEpRssc-02065-00432632-00432791 and when i finished the article oh i csMvwEpRssc-02066-00432792-00433047 started i was thinking about how uh like csMvwEpRssc-02067-00433047-00433239 wow okay greece csMvwEpRssc-02068-00433239-00433407 sounds like an interesting place and csMvwEpRssc-02069-00433408-00433559 back then there were new youtubes and csMvwEpRssc-02070-00433560-00433743 the videos tv channels and whatever tv csMvwEpRssc-02071-00433743-00433927 channel showed us that's what we were csMvwEpRssc-02072-00433928-00434095 saying and they weren't showing us csMvwEpRssc-02073-00434096-00434447 greece as much so csMvwEpRssc-02074-00434447-00434551 and csMvwEpRssc-02075-00434552-00434703 usually we will see greek parliament and csMvwEpRssc-02076-00434704-00434822 something like that because you know csMvwEpRssc-02077-00434823-00434975 political issues but we wouldn't really csMvwEpRssc-02078-00434976-00435191 see culture itself unless one had to csMvwEpRssc-02079-00435192-00435310 look for it csMvwEpRssc-02080-00435312-00435463 so i was 16 i wasn't really interested csMvwEpRssc-02081-00435464-00435647 but i imagined wow it will be csMvwEpRssc-02082-00435647-00435766 interesting to meet a greek person csMvwEpRssc-02083-00435767-00435951 that's what i thought csMvwEpRssc-02084-00435952-00436127 i still remember that moment the table csMvwEpRssc-02085-00436128-00436351 that beautiful spring day and i was csMvwEpRssc-02086-00436352-00436551 reading the article i'm like wow csMvwEpRssc-02087-00436552-00436670 i wonder csMvwEpRssc-02088-00436671-00436751 uh csMvwEpRssc-02089-00436752-00436943 how great people talk and interact i csMvwEpRssc-02090-00436943-00437070 wonder what the culture is it would be csMvwEpRssc-02091-00437071-00437487 interesting to meet a good person csMvwEpRssc-02092-00437488-00437766 but but but you know i i i met my wife csMvwEpRssc-02093-00437767-00437935 not in person i csMvwEpRssc-02094-00437935-00438151 first heard her voice and then i got csMvwEpRssc-02095-00438152-00438351 interested in the voice and then i saw csMvwEpRssc-02096-00438352-00438543 her and i'm like okay i'm really csMvwEpRssc-02097-00438543-00438679 interested in the person then i got to csMvwEpRssc-02098-00438680-00438863 know she's greek so csMvwEpRssc-02099-00438864-00439022 um i didn't get to know where she was csMvwEpRssc-02100-00439023-00439343 from at first i got to know it gradually csMvwEpRssc-02101-00439343-00439551 um but it's csMvwEpRssc-02102-00439552-00439663 it's csMvwEpRssc-02103-00439664-00439791 the and what i'm trying to say is that csMvwEpRssc-02104-00439792-00440063 the feelings emerged not as a response csMvwEpRssc-02105-00440064-00440414 to where she's from but rather her voice csMvwEpRssc-02106-00440415-00440631 and her interaction with me and so on csMvwEpRssc-02107-00440632-00440783 and the country came later it didn't csMvwEpRssc-02108-00440784-00440966 matter as much csMvwEpRssc-02109-00440967-00441175 but i do have csMvwEpRssc-02110-00441176-00441335 a wish like to meet a greek person like csMvwEpRssc-02111-00441335-00441503 this and it happens but it's kind of csMvwEpRssc-02112-00441504-00441679 it's kind of odd and weird but it just csMvwEpRssc-02113-00441680-00441775 happens csMvwEpRssc-02114-00441776-00441910 that way csMvwEpRssc-02115-00441912-00442118 and was was she kind of like the first csMvwEpRssc-02116-00442119-00442479 greek person you got to know well csMvwEpRssc-02117-00442480-00442766 um i think yeah csMvwEpRssc-02118-00442767-00442918 the first greek person i got to know csMvwEpRssc-02119-00442919-00443079 well that's for sure csMvwEpRssc-02120-00443080-00443247 i interacted before with greek people csMvwEpRssc-02121-00443247-00443439 but to this degree to form a csMvwEpRssc-02122-00443439-00443591 relationship get to know each other csMvwEpRssc-02123-00443592-00443895 closer yeah 100 first csMvwEpRssc-02124-00443896-00444231 um yeah like yeah i'm not saying like csMvwEpRssc-02125-00444232-00444351 that uh csMvwEpRssc-02126-00444352-00444527 i had to marry a japanese girl csMvwEpRssc-02127-00444528-00444735 definitely not but i did plant those csMvwEpRssc-02128-00444735-00444991 seeds early on and i felt that sort of csMvwEpRssc-02129-00444992-00445263 like csMvwEpRssc-02130-00445264-00445463 not really american guilt about what csMvwEpRssc-02131-00445464-00445607 happened but csMvwEpRssc-02132-00445608-00445814 but like i didn't like csMvwEpRssc-02133-00445815-00446079 the history so i i wish that it would be csMvwEpRssc-02134-00446080-00446359 we could make a more healthy bridge now csMvwEpRssc-02135-00446360-00446495 put it that way csMvwEpRssc-02136-00446496-00446631 um csMvwEpRssc-02137-00446632-00446910 and uh csMvwEpRssc-02138-00446912-00447087 yeah like when i first saw yoko coming csMvwEpRssc-02139-00447088-00447310 down the mountain when i met her this csMvwEpRssc-02140-00447312-00447614 like bright spirit with the camera csMvwEpRssc-02141-00447615-00447775 she was just a cute asian girl to me i csMvwEpRssc-02142-00447776-00447927 didn't know she could have been korean csMvwEpRssc-02143-00447928-00448151 japanese chinese it doesn't matter csMvwEpRssc-02144-00448152-00448391 i was interested and curious about her csMvwEpRssc-02145-00448392-00448527 you know so csMvwEpRssc-02146-00448528-00448718 similarly like you were attracted to the csMvwEpRssc-02147-00448719-00448831 voice csMvwEpRssc-02148-00448832-00448983 it just happened to be that she was csMvwEpRssc-02149-00448984-00449135 japanese which csMvwEpRssc-02150-00449135-00449383 worked well um you know there were csMvwEpRssc-02151-00449384-00449566 koreans on my team and stuff and who csMvwEpRssc-02152-00449567-00449814 were attracted in their way but csMvwEpRssc-02153-00449815-00450127 it was this japanese woman that csMvwEpRssc-02154-00450128-00450343 and also interestingly her last name csMvwEpRssc-02155-00450343-00450543 miyamoto was the same as csMvwEpRssc-02156-00450543-00450783 the last name of my closest csMvwEpRssc-02157-00450784-00451079 japanese friend at that time so like i csMvwEpRssc-02158-00451080-00451222 heard her name and it just kind of rang csMvwEpRssc-02159-00451223-00451447 about because uh amir the saxophone csMvwEpRssc-02160-00451447-00451679 player i played with used that same last csMvwEpRssc-02161-00451680-00451791 name csMvwEpRssc-02162-00451792-00451887 so csMvwEpRssc-02163-00451888-00452070 yeah yeah like you said it's mysterious csMvwEpRssc-02164-00452071-00452247 how life works csMvwEpRssc-02165-00452247-00452447 how the pieces come together csMvwEpRssc-02166-00452447-00452591 right csMvwEpRssc-02167-00452592-00452887 uh so next question for you are you good csMvwEpRssc-02168-00452888-00453166 on uh going a little bit longer csMvwEpRssc-02169-00453167-00453247 sure csMvwEpRssc-02170-00453247-00453422 okay yeah why not csMvwEpRssc-02171-00453423-00453735 all right great csMvwEpRssc-02172-00453735-00453910 how do you think csMvwEpRssc-02173-00453912-00454031 this is i think you'll have an csMvwEpRssc-02174-00454032-00454166 interesting perspective on this how do csMvwEpRssc-02175-00454167-00454391 you think music might have influenced csMvwEpRssc-02176-00454392-00454663 the lives of our human ancestors csMvwEpRssc-02177-00454664-00455375 like as far back as you want to go csMvwEpRssc-02178-00455376-00455510 i mean csMvwEpRssc-02179-00455512-00456039 it is csMvwEpRssc-02180-00456039-00456191 it's an interesting question you know csMvwEpRssc-02181-00456192-00456535 it's we definitely know how music helped csMvwEpRssc-02182-00456535-00457118 or changed the lives of people csMvwEpRssc-02183-00457119-00457527 i don't know 1000 years back maybe but csMvwEpRssc-02184-00457528-00457791 you know when i think of music csMvwEpRssc-02185-00457792-00458103 way back let's say ancient times csMvwEpRssc-02186-00458104-00458887 i think of natives csMvwEpRssc-02187-00458888-00459327 so csMvwEpRssc-02188-00459328-00459743 i csMvwEpRssc-02189-00459743-00459910 it's a it's an interesting question but csMvwEpRssc-02190-00459912-00460143 i do think that it's still csMvwEpRssc-02191-00460143-00460559 you know to csMvwEpRssc-02192-00460560-00460927 bring people closer csMvwEpRssc-02193-00460928-00461087 i think that really has a lot to do with csMvwEpRssc-02194-00461088-00461255 it really brought people together united csMvwEpRssc-02195-00461256-00461414 people csMvwEpRssc-02196-00461415-00461575 i have yet to listen to your music that csMvwEpRssc-02197-00461576-00461822 really meant to separate people or csMvwEpRssc-02198-00461823-00462031 organize people so it doesn't work that csMvwEpRssc-02199-00462032-00462407 way so um yeah i mean you can have csMvwEpRssc-02200-00462408-00462639 let's say politically oriented far right csMvwEpRssc-02201-00462639-00462814 or far left type of music but at the end csMvwEpRssc-02202-00462815-00463047 of the day it's still meant to organize csMvwEpRssc-02203-00463047-00463279 and gather people around something csMvwEpRssc-02204-00463280-00463470 and csMvwEpRssc-02205-00463471-00463647 so i i still think that i think even csMvwEpRssc-02206-00463647-00463959 back in those days it really helped to csMvwEpRssc-02207-00463960-00464151 form communities csMvwEpRssc-02208-00464152-00464470 it really helps to make tribes csMvwEpRssc-02209-00464471-00464663 get people closer csMvwEpRssc-02210-00464664-00464807 um csMvwEpRssc-02211-00464808-00464991 and listen to something in common you csMvwEpRssc-02212-00464992-00465135 know it's not csMvwEpRssc-02213-00465135-00465310 whose openings or whose thought is or csMvwEpRssc-02214-00465312-00465551 whose wants or desires it's just there csMvwEpRssc-02215-00465552-00465639 is csMvwEpRssc-02216-00465639-00466135 something that soothing everybody's csMvwEpRssc-02217-00466135-00466463 pain sorrow or joy something that adds csMvwEpRssc-02218-00466464-00466622 to everybody's csMvwEpRssc-02219-00466623-00466783 feelings in that moment that everybody's csMvwEpRssc-02220-00466784-00467103 listening to one tune one csMvwEpRssc-02221-00467104-00467222 lyrics csMvwEpRssc-02222-00467223-00467455 you know either around the fire or csMvwEpRssc-02223-00467456-00467599 looking at the sky csMvwEpRssc-02224-00467600-00467903 or marching or walking or standing still csMvwEpRssc-02225-00467904-00468103 so there's always i think bringing csMvwEpRssc-02226-00468104-00468270 people together that's really csMvwEpRssc-02227-00468271-00468543 if if urban settings were really to csMvwEpRssc-02228-00468543-00468775 protect people csMvwEpRssc-02229-00468776-00469079 and stay closer stay protected and then csMvwEpRssc-02230-00469080-00469239 make csMvwEpRssc-02231-00469239-00469431 large cities so that people could defend csMvwEpRssc-02232-00469432-00469639 themselves or people could live more csMvwEpRssc-02233-00469639-00469855 efficiently share resources i think csMvwEpRssc-02234-00469856-00470095 music really was the first place of that csMvwEpRssc-02235-00470096-00470343 like before any of that existed music csMvwEpRssc-02236-00470343-00470655 was really there to gather people csMvwEpRssc-02237-00470656-00470983 to csMvwEpRssc-02238-00470984-00471391 be in the same space and time csMvwEpRssc-02239-00471392-00471607 hearing something csMvwEpRssc-02240-00471608-00471766 in common csMvwEpRssc-02241-00471767-00471935 yeah csMvwEpRssc-02242-00471935-00472335 oh yeah yeah for sure i am csMvwEpRssc-02243-00472335-00472551 i would add to that uh csMvwEpRssc-02244-00472552-00472710 you know so csMvwEpRssc-02245-00472712-00472983 kind of what brings me to that question csMvwEpRssc-02246-00472984-00473207 and why i like to consider it is csMvwEpRssc-02247-00473208-00473351 because music is csMvwEpRssc-02248-00473352-00473599 basically right now i mean along with csMvwEpRssc-02249-00473600-00473814 everything else in our world is music is csMvwEpRssc-02250-00473815-00473887 a csMvwEpRssc-02251-00473888-00474207 commodity to be bought and sold csMvwEpRssc-02252-00474208-00474479 right which being a csMvwEpRssc-02253-00474480-00474703 a professional or aspiring professional csMvwEpRssc-02254-00474704-00474910 musician whatever i am csMvwEpRssc-02255-00474912-00475031 uh csMvwEpRssc-02256-00475032-00475231 for so many years csMvwEpRssc-02257-00475232-00475407 i've faced that all the time like what csMvwEpRssc-02258-00475408-00475583 the hell is music csMvwEpRssc-02259-00475584-00475727 why does it have to csMvwEpRssc-02260-00475728-00476083 equate to you know to to dollars and csMvwEpRssc-02261-00476084-00476327 currency why isn't it csMvwEpRssc-02262-00476328-00476447 isn't it csMvwEpRssc-02263-00476447-00476583 you know it just doesn't seem right it's csMvwEpRssc-02264-00476584-00476822 not just something to be bought and sold csMvwEpRssc-02265-00476823-00476999 but it became that csMvwEpRssc-02266-00477000-00477214 so it makes me think what really is it csMvwEpRssc-02267-00477215-00477407 you know and like you're saying it was csMvwEpRssc-02268-00477408-00477566 this thing that brought csMvwEpRssc-02269-00477567-00477775 united people who were csMvwEpRssc-02270-00477776-00477875 you know had csMvwEpRssc-02271-00477876-00478231 unbalanced energies whether fear or csMvwEpRssc-02272-00478232-00478414 whatever kind of energies that brought csMvwEpRssc-02273-00478415-00478551 them together to realize that there's csMvwEpRssc-02274-00478552-00478783 something bigger bigger than just their csMvwEpRssc-02275-00478784-00479055 own individual lives uh you know the csMvwEpRssc-02276-00479056-00479295 drums the rhythm it strengthens and it csMvwEpRssc-02277-00479296-00479447 enlivens people csMvwEpRssc-02278-00479447-00479631 uh the call and answer like if you csMvwEpRssc-02279-00479632-00479799 picture like in csMvwEpRssc-02280-00479800-00479895 the csMvwEpRssc-02281-00479896-00480135 slave slave days you know people in the csMvwEpRssc-02282-00480135-00480310 field with holler you know csMvwEpRssc-02283-00480312-00480559 whatever that they must feel sad and csMvwEpRssc-02284-00480560-00480766 depressed and but they would sing it out csMvwEpRssc-02285-00480767-00480999 i'm feeling sad today and someone else csMvwEpRssc-02286-00481000-00481222 would say i'm feeling sad that csMvwEpRssc-02287-00481223-00481479 like echo this call and response thing csMvwEpRssc-02288-00481480-00481607 just very csMvwEpRssc-02289-00481608-00481903 natural from the human soul to do it csMvwEpRssc-02290-00481904-00482151 and then we come along and and a csMvwEpRssc-02291-00482152-00482366 capitalist brain says csMvwEpRssc-02292-00482367-00482566 uh yeah you like that right csMvwEpRssc-02293-00482567-00482775 that'll be five cents please you know csMvwEpRssc-02294-00482776-00482966 and it's like and then that just csMvwEpRssc-02295-00482967-00483175 escalates and then people take advantage csMvwEpRssc-02296-00483176-00483359 of it and then you got artists like csMvwEpRssc-02297-00483360-00483614 myself and many others who are trying to csMvwEpRssc-02298-00483615-00483695 make csMvwEpRssc-02299-00483696-00483895 money and every spotify play is point csMvwEpRssc-02300-00483896-00484127 zero zero zero zero one cent or csMvwEpRssc-02301-00484128-00484255 something like that csMvwEpRssc-02302-00484256-00484439 at least it's that right and it's not csMvwEpRssc-02303-00484439-00484695 totally nothing but still csMvwEpRssc-02304-00484696-00484943 you could say from one perspective csMvwEpRssc-02305-00484943-00485159 that's not fair but at the end my other csMvwEpRssc-02306-00485160-00485503 perspective is csMvwEpRssc-02307-00485504-00485775 it's just music you know i don't i don't csMvwEpRssc-02308-00485776-00485959 want to demand anyone pay me to play csMvwEpRssc-02309-00485960-00486087 music because i'm going to play it csMvwEpRssc-02310-00486088-00486239 regardless right csMvwEpRssc-02311-00486239-00486414 so it's just this interesting kind of csMvwEpRssc-02312-00486415-00486614 philosophical question about music like csMvwEpRssc-02313-00486615-00486814 what the hell is it csMvwEpRssc-02314-00486815-00487039 does it have to be monetized you know csMvwEpRssc-02315-00487039-00487151 some people csMvwEpRssc-02316-00487152-00487375 i will play a song over the years and csMvwEpRssc-02317-00487376-00487503 some people would say is that a real csMvwEpRssc-02318-00487504-00487631 song csMvwEpRssc-02319-00487632-00487791 what makes it real you know of course csMvwEpRssc-02320-00487792-00487959 it's real it exists you just heard it csMvwEpRssc-02321-00487960-00488047 you know csMvwEpRssc-02322-00488047-00488270 but like is it published you know is it csMvwEpRssc-02323-00488271-00488518 played in the radio does have a really csMvwEpRssc-02324-00488519-00488727 high production recording csMvwEpRssc-02325-00488728-00488887 what makes it real it's just it came out csMvwEpRssc-02326-00488888-00489055 of someone's mouth it's real csMvwEpRssc-02327-00489056-00489247 you know but we have this kind of weird csMvwEpRssc-02328-00489247-00489495 standard csMvwEpRssc-02329-00489496-00489766 i i just think that it's the csMvwEpRssc-02330-00489767-00490007 i think um csMvwEpRssc-02331-00490008-00490135 i mean the system that we live in is csMvwEpRssc-02332-00490135-00490462 capital capital capitalism right so csMvwEpRssc-02333-00490463-00490583 and it's really the tendency of csMvwEpRssc-02334-00490584-00490783 capitalism to really hijack something csMvwEpRssc-02335-00490784-00490943 that's emerging something that's csMvwEpRssc-02336-00490943-00491214 happening or really csMvwEpRssc-02337-00491215-00491487 take control of this um csMvwEpRssc-02338-00491488-00491631 think that people want to hear want to csMvwEpRssc-02339-00491632-00491935 listen or like it or has a potential csMvwEpRssc-02340-00491935-00492135 to grow out to be something but they csMvwEpRssc-02341-00492135-00492335 want to get a hand you know put it csMvwEpRssc-02342-00492335-00492551 hands-on to it right away csMvwEpRssc-02343-00492552-00492727 turn it to profits so it's really csMvwEpRssc-02344-00492728-00492966 hijacking off same thing with the trends csMvwEpRssc-02345-00492967-00493110 i mean if you look at the let's say csMvwEpRssc-02346-00493112-00493366 sustainability right if you look at the csMvwEpRssc-02347-00493367-00493518 uh climate change you know the first csMvwEpRssc-02348-00493519-00493607 thing csMvwEpRssc-02349-00493608-00493814 what to invent next or how has to so csMvwEpRssc-02350-00493815-00493966 there's always csMvwEpRssc-02351-00493967-00494247 a way that in no matter what industries csMvwEpRssc-02352-00494247-00494527 no matter what the trade is or what csMvwEpRssc-02353-00494528-00494783 people are poor people do csMvwEpRssc-02354-00494784-00495079 it finds its way to csMvwEpRssc-02355-00495080-00495391 turn it into a monetary settings where csMvwEpRssc-02356-00495392-00495683 profits can emerge right csMvwEpRssc-02357-00495684-00495839 and csMvwEpRssc-02358-00495839-00496159 and csMvwEpRssc-02359-00496160-00496375 so i guess at some point like for csMvwEpRssc-02360-00496376-00496599 someone like i csMvwEpRssc-02361-00496600-00496910 turn on um internet and i access music csMvwEpRssc-02362-00496912-00497070 in that moment whatever i desire you csMvwEpRssc-02363-00497071-00497359 know it has um csMvwEpRssc-02364-00497360-00497527 it's it really csMvwEpRssc-02365-00497528-00497695 makes i think people csMvwEpRssc-02366-00497696-00497935 less specific about what the music is or csMvwEpRssc-02367-00497935-00498062 who wrote it csMvwEpRssc-02368-00498063-00498318 what exactly it means i think csMvwEpRssc-02369-00498319-00498518 it just makes it more like as you csMvwEpRssc-02370-00498519-00499231 mentioned before utility based right csMvwEpRssc-02371-00499232-00499518 it's csMvwEpRssc-02372-00499519-00499695 the thing with music is that music is csMvwEpRssc-02373-00499696-00499855 art csMvwEpRssc-02374-00499856-00500247 it's not science it's not finance csMvwEpRssc-02375-00500247-00500559 and it involves iterations csMvwEpRssc-02376-00500560-00500807 it involves emotions csMvwEpRssc-02377-00500808-00500966 uh csMvwEpRssc-02378-00500967-00501103 it is csMvwEpRssc-02379-00501104-00501327 not something that can be engineered csMvwEpRssc-02380-00501328-00501495 something that can be calculated it just csMvwEpRssc-02381-00501496-00501687 happens csMvwEpRssc-02382-00501688-00502047 so csMvwEpRssc-02383-00502047-00502318 it's csMvwEpRssc-02384-00502319-00502470 one thing with it is that it's also csMvwEpRssc-02385-00502471-00502679 evolving it's changing csMvwEpRssc-02386-00502680-00502935 the industry is changing constantly csMvwEpRssc-02387-00502935-00503095 yeah that's true csMvwEpRssc-02388-00503096-00503366 it's i think it to me i'm not a musician csMvwEpRssc-02389-00503367-00503527 i wouldn't know that it's like you know csMvwEpRssc-02390-00503528-00503670 but from my csMvwEpRssc-02391-00503671-00503895 uh outside observation i don't think one csMvwEpRssc-02392-00503896-00504303 can really stop where it is going but i csMvwEpRssc-02393-00504304-00504543 feel that one can really csMvwEpRssc-02394-00504543-00504822 uh be still part of it csMvwEpRssc-02395-00504823-00505047 but find its own niche she is on her own csMvwEpRssc-02396-00505047-00505199 niche csMvwEpRssc-02397-00505200-00505470 a way to really convey what the message csMvwEpRssc-02398-00505471-00505775 should be in some ways um you know it's csMvwEpRssc-02399-00505776-00505951 a disadvantage that actually platforms csMvwEpRssc-02400-00505952-00506195 are really putting a currency on it csMvwEpRssc-02401-00506196-00506422 0.000 like it means nothing for your csMvwEpRssc-02402-00506423-00506510 work csMvwEpRssc-02403-00506512-00506735 really but at the same time you can csMvwEpRssc-02404-00506735-00506862 still choose the platform you want to csMvwEpRssc-02405-00506863-00507079 belong to or you can csMvwEpRssc-02406-00507080-00507231 you can choose not to participate in all csMvwEpRssc-02407-00507232-00507391 those platforms csMvwEpRssc-02408-00507392-00507766 so it it it really it really depends csMvwEpRssc-02409-00507767-00507847 um csMvwEpRssc-02410-00507847-00507983 i think it spoils it a little bit it csMvwEpRssc-02411-00507984-00508283 really spoils it because csMvwEpRssc-02412-00508284-00508670 i i can't imagine like that zeppelin or csMvwEpRssc-02413-00508671-00508831 i don't know p floyd trying to write csMvwEpRssc-02414-00508832-00509079 music for spotify you know or for csMvwEpRssc-02415-00509080-00509247 youtube it's like just csMvwEpRssc-02416-00509247-00509407 they probably really care about that csMvwEpRssc-02417-00509408-00509535 kind of thing csMvwEpRssc-02418-00509535-00509727 it's um csMvwEpRssc-02419-00509728-00509991 it's like in the past you know um i csMvwEpRssc-02420-00509992-00510239 think it was more csMvwEpRssc-02421-00510239-00510407 that csMvwEpRssc-02422-00510408-00510607 people there was the industry like in csMvwEpRssc-02423-00510608-00510807 the 60s and 70s right in the 80s there csMvwEpRssc-02424-00510808-00510983 was the music industry csMvwEpRssc-02425-00510984-00511375 but i think it was more about uh trying csMvwEpRssc-02426-00511376-00511518 still trying like going with the csMvwEpRssc-02427-00511519-00511662 musician's way csMvwEpRssc-02428-00511663-00511855 it looks like this music is this group csMvwEpRssc-02429-00511856-00512118 this pen has a good potential oh csMvwEpRssc-02430-00512119-00512295 let's give give them a chance you know csMvwEpRssc-02431-00512296-00512470 let's let's get let's get their album csMvwEpRssc-02432-00512471-00512687 across let's have it you know there will csMvwEpRssc-02433-00512688-00512855 be support to actually get the musician csMvwEpRssc-02434-00512856-00513151 from point a to point b to go big csMvwEpRssc-02435-00513152-00513303 whereas right now i think competition is csMvwEpRssc-02436-00513304-00513607 really fierce csMvwEpRssc-02437-00513608-00513855 and it's not the same thing right now csMvwEpRssc-02438-00513856-00514207 it's not so much csMvwEpRssc-02439-00514208-00514375 about csMvwEpRssc-02440-00514376-00514622 a group of people in a company seeing csMvwEpRssc-02441-00514623-00514870 this band and csMvwEpRssc-02442-00514871-00515143 living in their music in their talent csMvwEpRssc-02443-00515143-00515407 now it's more i think that your talent csMvwEpRssc-02444-00515408-00515559 whatever it is csMvwEpRssc-02445-00515560-00515807 um may survive or not survive and you csMvwEpRssc-02446-00515808-00515951 may not have a second chance so it's csMvwEpRssc-02447-00515952-00516151 really it's really very csMvwEpRssc-02448-00516152-00516327 highly competitive now than it has ever csMvwEpRssc-02449-00516328-00516622 been that's how i said csMvwEpRssc-02450-00516623-00516870 yeah well um csMvwEpRssc-02451-00516871-00517127 you know i i tend to csMvwEpRssc-02452-00517128-00517262 like to csMvwEpRssc-02453-00517263-00517631 remind myself if not others that um csMvwEpRssc-02454-00517632-00517870 it's from the get-go csMvwEpRssc-02455-00517871-00518079 uh csMvwEpRssc-02456-00518080-00518399 music uh has been csMvwEpRssc-02457-00518400-00518670 has been a business really any as far at csMvwEpRssc-02458-00518671-00518895 least the 20th century csMvwEpRssc-02459-00518896-00519270 and uh early on people would take like csMvwEpRssc-02460-00519271-00519439 you know white people would basically csMvwEpRssc-02461-00519439-00519679 come and take music from black people csMvwEpRssc-02462-00519680-00519918 and and find a way to monetize it and csMvwEpRssc-02463-00519919-00520103 they would make more money than the csMvwEpRssc-02464-00520104-00520295 black artists that created that there's csMvwEpRssc-02465-00520296-00520447 a history of that in the early 20th csMvwEpRssc-02466-00520447-00520575 century csMvwEpRssc-02467-00520576-00520847 and early 1900s and then csMvwEpRssc-02468-00520847-00521055 you know people like elvis got really csMvwEpRssc-02469-00521056-00521199 big on csMvwEpRssc-02470-00521200-00521470 from songs that were written by csMvwEpRssc-02471-00521471-00521727 either written by uh black artists or in csMvwEpRssc-02472-00521728-00521959 the style created by black artists they csMvwEpRssc-02473-00521960-00522175 would just copy like almost exactly the csMvwEpRssc-02474-00522176-00522375 same thing but just change the words and csMvwEpRssc-02475-00522376-00522591 call it their own you know yeah a lot of csMvwEpRssc-02476-00522592-00522822 artists made it big like that and csMvwEpRssc-02477-00522823-00523014 so that was totally but you know but csMvwEpRssc-02478-00523015-00523207 elvis story is very sad you know so he csMvwEpRssc-02479-00523208-00523343 was totally csMvwEpRssc-02480-00523343-00523622 treated like a uh an object not like a csMvwEpRssc-02481-00523623-00523727 human csMvwEpRssc-02482-00523728-00523966 and he lived a very csMvwEpRssc-02483-00523967-00524214 sad life for quite a few years there csMvwEpRssc-02484-00524215-00524295 um csMvwEpRssc-02485-00524296-00524591 being on pills for for everything csMvwEpRssc-02486-00524592-00524807 towards the end and uh yeah csMvwEpRssc-02487-00524808-00525062 so then that was in the 50s you know 60s csMvwEpRssc-02488-00525063-00525159 so csMvwEpRssc-02489-00525160-00525455 i i don't have any illusions which i i'm csMvwEpRssc-02490-00525456-00525566 not csMvwEpRssc-02491-00525567-00525727 claiming that you're saying is an csMvwEpRssc-02492-00525728-00525959 illusion but i do often hear this csMvwEpRssc-02493-00525960-00526151 comparison to csMvwEpRssc-02494-00526152-00526518 the old music industry csMvwEpRssc-02495-00526519-00526839 60s 70s as being better csMvwEpRssc-02496-00526840-00527007 than the current industry in some way csMvwEpRssc-02497-00527008-00527183 and i just don't see it that way because csMvwEpRssc-02498-00527184-00527439 of i've read the biographies of so many csMvwEpRssc-02499-00527440-00527614 of these musicians and csMvwEpRssc-02500-00527615-00527862 a lot of times it's crash and burn and csMvwEpRssc-02501-00527863-00528135 just the heart of it is this csMvwEpRssc-02502-00528136-00528279 uh csMvwEpRssc-02503-00528280-00528543 what's the word this uh capitalistic csMvwEpRssc-02504-00528544-00528743 uh take advantage of csMvwEpRssc-02505-00528744-00528903 something pure csMvwEpRssc-02506-00528904-00529103 and and milk it as much as possible csMvwEpRssc-02507-00529104-00529295 that's at the heart of it csMvwEpRssc-02508-00529296-00529559 so now i see actually the situation now csMvwEpRssc-02509-00529560-00529783 is is the best it's ever been csMvwEpRssc-02510-00529784-00530055 most people disagree with me um most of csMvwEpRssc-02511-00530056-00530279 my people i talk to anyway csMvwEpRssc-02512-00530280-00530647 but uh because it's the most csMvwEpRssc-02513-00530648-00530903 democratic for lack of a better word csMvwEpRssc-02514-00530904-00531055 anyone can get their music out there so csMvwEpRssc-02515-00531056-00531239 like you said competition is fierce that csMvwEpRssc-02516-00531240-00531447 that's basically true in the sense that csMvwEpRssc-02517-00531448-00531543 uh csMvwEpRssc-02518-00531544-00531727 you're you're just like csMvwEpRssc-02519-00531728-00531918 one fish in an ocean of csMvwEpRssc-02520-00531919-00532166 millions and billions of fish csMvwEpRssc-02521-00532167-00532327 but at least you can get into the ocean csMvwEpRssc-02522-00532328-00532535 before you couldn't get out of the pond csMvwEpRssc-02523-00532536-00532727 you're stuck in the pond csMvwEpRssc-02524-00532728-00532935 and you'd actually have to be like csMvwEpRssc-02525-00532936-00533214 selected from like the gatekeeper csMvwEpRssc-02526-00533215-00533479 to join the big boys so now you can join csMvwEpRssc-02527-00533480-00533718 the big boys but for anyone to find you csMvwEpRssc-02528-00533719-00533935 to pay attention to you it's all on your csMvwEpRssc-02529-00533936-00534047 effort csMvwEpRssc-02530-00534048-00534127 and csMvwEpRssc-02531-00534128-00534366 it just seems a lot more csMvwEpRssc-02532-00534367-00534583 effort based now and and what's the word csMvwEpRssc-02533-00534584-00534718 um csMvwEpRssc-02534-00534719-00534895 merit based csMvwEpRssc-02535-00534896-00535039 now than ever before csMvwEpRssc-02536-00535040-00535470 uh but uh at the same time csMvwEpRssc-02537-00535471-00535639 you still gotta find a way to live it's csMvwEpRssc-02538-00535640-00535814 very hard to actually make a living csMvwEpRssc-02539-00535815-00535983 being a musician csMvwEpRssc-02540-00535984-00536166 unless you really cut out for that csMvwEpRssc-02541-00536167-00536327 personality type csMvwEpRssc-02542-00536328-00536543 it's very very difficult like some uh csMvwEpRssc-02543-00536544-00536735 the guy from csMvwEpRssc-02544-00536736-00537055 i kind of like the quote the guy from uh csMvwEpRssc-02545-00537056-00537207 imagine dragons csMvwEpRssc-02546-00537208-00537359 have you heard him of imagine dragons csMvwEpRssc-02547-00537360-00537655 yep csMvwEpRssc-02548-00537656-00537927 okay yeah he said um csMvwEpRssc-02549-00537928-00538095 the only reason you you would be in the csMvwEpRssc-02550-00538096-00538375 indus music industry is if you csMvwEpRssc-02551-00538376-00538679 can't not be in it so like if your dna csMvwEpRssc-02552-00538680-00538887 is wired to be a musician csMvwEpRssc-02553-00538888-00539039 that's the only reason you'd be in it csMvwEpRssc-02554-00539040-00539207 because csMvwEpRssc-02555-00539208-00539375 if you were a sane person you would not csMvwEpRssc-02556-00539376-00539479 be in it csMvwEpRssc-02557-00539480-00539622 you only do it of course you have to do csMvwEpRssc-02558-00539623-00539695 it csMvwEpRssc-02559-00539696-00539839 so someone like me i don't have to do it csMvwEpRssc-02560-00539840-00540070 so i can't i don't do it it's just csMvwEpRssc-02561-00540071-00540214 unnatural to me csMvwEpRssc-02562-00540215-00540391 so the people are in it they have to do csMvwEpRssc-02563-00540392-00540670 it they're just wired that way you know csMvwEpRssc-02564-00540671-00540911 because it's very insane csMvwEpRssc-02565-00540912-00541039 industry csMvwEpRssc-02566-00541040-00541287 still today csMvwEpRssc-02567-00541288-00541431 anyway i don't know just just kind of csMvwEpRssc-02568-00541432-00541535 vent csMvwEpRssc-02569-00541536-00542007 sharing my perspective csMvwEpRssc-02570-00542008-00542166 i'm not going to stop creating music i'm csMvwEpRssc-02571-00542167-00542359 a lifer i can't stop i'm going to keep csMvwEpRssc-02572-00542360-00542518 on creating i'm going to have this long csMvwEpRssc-02573-00542519-00542751 legacy of music and csMvwEpRssc-02574-00542752-00542935 for whatever it's worth csMvwEpRssc-02575-00542936-00543151 yeah as my writing too my writing do the csMvwEpRssc-02576-00543152-00543270 same thing csMvwEpRssc-02577-00543271-00543503 and whether it's 100 people who here and csMvwEpRssc-02578-00543504-00543607 read it or csMvwEpRssc-02579-00543608-00543751 a million or csMvwEpRssc-02580-00543752-00543918 10 it doesn't really matter it's just csMvwEpRssc-02581-00543919-00544095 you know who i am csMvwEpRssc-02582-00544096-00544270 exactly csMvwEpRssc-02583-00544271-00544503 um so what is your csMvwEpRssc-02584-00544504-00545022 general philosophy on life csMvwEpRssc-02585-00545023-00545407 i i gotta say that actually uh csMvwEpRssc-02586-00545408-00545679 i am a person the csMvwEpRssc-02587-00545680-00545895 you know it's the unknowns really csMvwEpRssc-02588-00545896-00546087 interest me i'm interested in finding csMvwEpRssc-02589-00546088-00546166 out csMvwEpRssc-02590-00546167-00546631 what i think is an unknown to me csMvwEpRssc-02591-00546632-00546799 so csMvwEpRssc-02592-00546800-00546983 but it's you know i don't go after right csMvwEpRssc-02593-00546984-00547207 now i know but sometimes when i conceive csMvwEpRssc-02594-00547208-00547359 an idea when i want to find out csMvwEpRssc-02595-00547360-00547614 something whether it could be csMvwEpRssc-02596-00547615-00547687 a csMvwEpRssc-02597-00547688-00547862 work-related career related or something csMvwEpRssc-02598-00547863-00548014 that i desire to do csMvwEpRssc-02599-00548015-00548159 or something that i want to find out csMvwEpRssc-02600-00548160-00548391 about myself my own csMvwEpRssc-02601-00548392-00548607 personality and self so csMvwEpRssc-02602-00548608-00548839 i kind of reflect csMvwEpRssc-02603-00548840-00549087 but also i csMvwEpRssc-02604-00549088-00549262 you know i know if something doesn't csMvwEpRssc-02605-00549263-00549399 leave me csMvwEpRssc-02606-00549400-00549607 um and i still have that csMvwEpRssc-02607-00549608-00549791 conceived idea i still want to find out csMvwEpRssc-02608-00549792-00549918 that unknown csMvwEpRssc-02609-00549919-00550135 um csMvwEpRssc-02610-00550136-00550455 about the work idea i have or something csMvwEpRssc-02611-00550456-00550662 else whatever it is i csMvwEpRssc-02612-00550663-00550911 really drive myself towards it csMvwEpRssc-02613-00550912-00551166 i need to find it out csMvwEpRssc-02614-00551167-00551414 so i need to explore what it is csMvwEpRssc-02615-00551415-00551711 and it if the unknown and the the fact csMvwEpRssc-02616-00551712-00552031 that i'm not able to um csMvwEpRssc-02617-00552032-00552270 i feel distant from that unknown i drive csMvwEpRssc-02618-00552271-00552518 myself to get to it to find out about i csMvwEpRssc-02619-00552519-00552791 can actually call up people i can reach csMvwEpRssc-02620-00552792-00552959 out to people i can i can start reading csMvwEpRssc-02621-00552960-00553191 about this i can just get my pen and csMvwEpRssc-02622-00553192-00553487 paper and start sketching something or csMvwEpRssc-02623-00553488-00553847 i can converse around it csMvwEpRssc-02624-00553848-00553991 or csMvwEpRssc-02625-00553992-00554295 just dream more about that you know csMvwEpRssc-02626-00554296-00554455 or sometimes just take a step back and csMvwEpRssc-02627-00554456-00554775 let it go if it stays with me i continue csMvwEpRssc-02628-00554776-00555055 to explore it csMvwEpRssc-02629-00555056-00555247 so unknowns really interest me i think csMvwEpRssc-02630-00555248-00555455 that's that's something that drives me csMvwEpRssc-02631-00555456-00555614 um csMvwEpRssc-02632-00555615-00555799 so that's pretty simple csMvwEpRssc-02633-00555800-00555943 well yeah csMvwEpRssc-02634-00555944-00556231 in my words i would i would def i would csMvwEpRssc-02635-00556232-00556375 express that csMvwEpRssc-02636-00556376-00556662 kind of feeling as a truth seeker that's csMvwEpRssc-02637-00556663-00556807 how i identify csMvwEpRssc-02638-00556808-00556951 seeking the truth csMvwEpRssc-02639-00556952-00557070 which is slightly different from what csMvwEpRssc-02640-00557071-00557255 you're saying but uh csMvwEpRssc-02641-00557256-00557551 it's some cross over there csMvwEpRssc-02642-00557552-00557983 so so one of your philosophies is csMvwEpRssc-02643-00557984-00558262 uh kind of an attraction to unknowns csMvwEpRssc-02644-00558263-00558335 that csMvwEpRssc-02645-00558336-00558599 that interest you i guess csMvwEpRssc-02646-00558600-00558991 right find out find it out csMvwEpRssc-02647-00558992-00559079 so csMvwEpRssc-02648-00559080-00559399 so that that explains to some degree or csMvwEpRssc-02649-00559400-00559559 maybe a large degree csMvwEpRssc-02650-00559560-00559687 your csMvwEpRssc-02651-00559688-00559927 you know your spirit to leave your home csMvwEpRssc-02652-00559928-00560022 country csMvwEpRssc-02653-00560023-00560327 go to a you know pretty tough csMvwEpRssc-02654-00560328-00560670 new land of opportunity new york uh csMvwEpRssc-02655-00560671-00560895 america new york city csMvwEpRssc-02656-00560896-00561047 um but then like csMvwEpRssc-02657-00561048-00561239 so beyond this like csMvwEpRssc-02658-00561240-00561366 drive to csMvwEpRssc-02659-00561367-00561543 know what you don't know what what csMvwEpRssc-02660-00561544-00561670 interests you csMvwEpRssc-02661-00561671-00561911 what i'll go to another question the csMvwEpRssc-02662-00561912-00562103 next question which kind of leads into csMvwEpRssc-02663-00562104-00562351 it what aspects of your life philosophy csMvwEpRssc-02664-00562352-00562566 help you to recover from setbacks csMvwEpRssc-02665-00562567-00562703 because you must have faced so many csMvwEpRssc-02666-00562704-00562831 walls of csMvwEpRssc-02667-00562832-00563079 whatever it is if it's rejection or just csMvwEpRssc-02668-00563080-00563343 financial concerns relationship any you csMvwEpRssc-02669-00563344-00563591 know the whole human spectrum csMvwEpRssc-02670-00563592-00563775 what helps you to recover from setbacks csMvwEpRssc-02671-00563776-00563991 or just from having a bad day or a bad csMvwEpRssc-02672-00563992-00564283 week csMvwEpRssc-02673-00564284-00564575 um i csMvwEpRssc-02674-00564576-00564751 i think expressed only the biomind of csMvwEpRssc-02675-00564752-00564879 its effects csMvwEpRssc-02676-00564880-00565087 some effects do happen but this will csMvwEpRssc-02677-00565088-00565239 happen csMvwEpRssc-02678-00565240-00565366 um csMvwEpRssc-02679-00565367-00565639 but i believe the more setbacks are csMvwEpRssc-02680-00565640-00565887 shared csMvwEpRssc-02681-00565888-00566335 the the easier it gets to deal with it csMvwEpRssc-02682-00566336-00566551 now if it's a loss of course not there's csMvwEpRssc-02683-00566552-00566743 not much to do about that one needs to csMvwEpRssc-02684-00566744-00566879 go through it csMvwEpRssc-02685-00566880-00567111 and share it with other people and have csMvwEpRssc-02686-00567112-00567247 that compassion csMvwEpRssc-02687-00567248-00567455 but at the same time if it's actually a csMvwEpRssc-02688-00567456-00567695 bad decision that led to a uh to the csMvwEpRssc-02689-00567696-00567822 undesired csMvwEpRssc-02690-00567823-00567975 result right csMvwEpRssc-02691-00567976-00568175 um i i thought it would end up here but csMvwEpRssc-02692-00568176-00568407 it ended up this way so i also share csMvwEpRssc-02693-00568408-00568479 that csMvwEpRssc-02694-00568480-00568727 you know i also because csMvwEpRssc-02695-00568728-00568943 i'm interested in finding out what i did csMvwEpRssc-02696-00568944-00569103 wrong csMvwEpRssc-02697-00569104-00569295 if i did it right i will also share that csMvwEpRssc-02698-00569296-00569479 or what i did right but where it went csMvwEpRssc-02699-00569480-00569559 wrong csMvwEpRssc-02700-00569560-00569831 so i find that actually expressing the csMvwEpRssc-02701-00569832-00570166 setback and sharing that setback csMvwEpRssc-02702-00570167-00570343 with not with anybody but with close csMvwEpRssc-02703-00570344-00570614 people close friends family csMvwEpRssc-02704-00570615-00570783 partner csMvwEpRssc-02705-00570784-00570966 depending on what it is for workers csMvwEpRssc-02706-00570967-00571255 right depending on the context i find it csMvwEpRssc-02707-00571256-00571591 always interesting to hear back from csMvwEpRssc-02708-00571592-00571775 people csMvwEpRssc-02709-00571776-00572047 to csMvwEpRssc-02710-00572048-00572159 to csMvwEpRssc-02711-00572160-00572287 not just look at it from a different csMvwEpRssc-02712-00572288-00572535 angle than place csMvwEpRssc-02713-00572536-00572918 but also get it out of my chest csMvwEpRssc-02714-00572919-00573191 so it doesn't turn into something that csMvwEpRssc-02715-00573192-00573422 that grows in me but it's more csMvwEpRssc-02716-00573423-00573703 let out and dissipated csMvwEpRssc-02717-00573704-00573983 and in fact as i share it i get feedback csMvwEpRssc-02718-00573984-00574135 i might learn something out of what i csMvwEpRssc-02719-00574136-00574343 did wrong because if something doesn't csMvwEpRssc-02720-00574344-00574599 change if i don't find a way to uh csMvwEpRssc-02721-00574600-00574807 change the course of things that setback csMvwEpRssc-02722-00574808-00575007 might repeat csMvwEpRssc-02723-00575008-00575231 and that will be the most annoying thing csMvwEpRssc-02724-00575232-00575383 you know why it does it do i end up in csMvwEpRssc-02725-00575384-00575510 the same place i end up in the same csMvwEpRssc-02726-00575511-00575783 place so when i share it not only is csMvwEpRssc-02727-00575784-00575927 dissipated csMvwEpRssc-02728-00575928-00576143 but you know because i trust the people csMvwEpRssc-02729-00576144-00576343 i share it with so i'm able to learn why csMvwEpRssc-02730-00576344-00576710 i have that setback csMvwEpRssc-02731-00576711-00576734 so csMvwEpRssc-02732-00576735-00576847 [Music] csMvwEpRssc-02733-00576848-00577055 yeah i'm opened the critic you know of csMvwEpRssc-02734-00577056-00577255 course from trusted people not anybody csMvwEpRssc-02735-00577256-00577351 but csMvwEpRssc-02736-00577352-00577551 it's it's really makes it easy to deal csMvwEpRssc-02737-00577552-00577743 with setbacks csMvwEpRssc-02738-00577744-00577814 um csMvwEpRssc-02739-00577815-00577959 so yeah there's a csMvwEpRssc-02740-00577960-00578159 proverb i don't know if it's african or csMvwEpRssc-02741-00578160-00578407 if it was buddhist that i heard but you csMvwEpRssc-02742-00578408-00578495 know csMvwEpRssc-02743-00578496-00578670 probably every culture has it which is csMvwEpRssc-02744-00578671-00578855 uh csMvwEpRssc-02745-00578856-00578975 sadness csMvwEpRssc-02746-00578976-00579191 shared is halved csMvwEpRssc-02747-00579192-00579495 and joy shared is multiplied csMvwEpRssc-02748-00579496-00579614 there you go csMvwEpRssc-02749-00579615-00579814 yeah csMvwEpRssc-02750-00579815-00579975 yeah it works nicely csMvwEpRssc-02751-00579976-00580303 um what about uh i mean as much as you csMvwEpRssc-02752-00580304-00580535 want to say on this or not what about csMvwEpRssc-02753-00580536-00580735 your relationship to csMvwEpRssc-02754-00580736-00580975 god or universe like where does that fit csMvwEpRssc-02755-00580976-00581191 in because it sounds like you have this csMvwEpRssc-02756-00581192-00581414 you meditative appreciation of csMvwEpRssc-02757-00581415-00581647 something bigger than you csMvwEpRssc-02758-00581648-00581910 uh does that factor in at all or not csMvwEpRssc-02759-00581911-00582014 really csMvwEpRssc-02760-00582015-00582159 it does csMvwEpRssc-02761-00582160-00582439 it it in the way i live my life it does csMvwEpRssc-02762-00582440-00582735 so i believe god is csMvwEpRssc-02763-00582736-00582855 um csMvwEpRssc-02764-00582856-00583127 some someone that one connects to so csMvwEpRssc-02765-00583128-00583391 it's not it's only up to the person to csMvwEpRssc-02766-00583392-00583535 really define csMvwEpRssc-02767-00583536-00583807 who god is or what god is csMvwEpRssc-02768-00583808-00584183 so in my mind i connect to a creator csMvwEpRssc-02769-00584184-00584303 right and i csMvwEpRssc-02770-00584304-00584575 i know for a fact that there is some csMvwEpRssc-02771-00584576-00584847 powerful thing beyond me csMvwEpRssc-02772-00584848-00585039 beyond my control beyond what i how i csMvwEpRssc-02773-00585040-00585318 can actually do things or i can only do csMvwEpRssc-02774-00585319-00585535 things in a certain way but i honestly csMvwEpRssc-02775-00585536-00585718 don't know csMvwEpRssc-02776-00585719-00585903 more than csMvwEpRssc-02777-00585904-00586159 in my head everything every every day of csMvwEpRssc-02778-00586160-00586327 the year is gonna go pretty much and as csMvwEpRssc-02779-00586328-00586518 i make a change of career or something i csMvwEpRssc-02780-00586519-00586703 move out it's gonna repeat the same csMvwEpRssc-02781-00586704-00586935 thing but there are always changes in csMvwEpRssc-02782-00586936-00587110 life they're always you know different csMvwEpRssc-02783-00587111-00587335 good news sometimes bad news csMvwEpRssc-02784-00587336-00587462 um csMvwEpRssc-02785-00587463-00587622 and csMvwEpRssc-02786-00587623-00587839 but i know there's some greater thing csMvwEpRssc-02787-00587840-00588031 that's really csMvwEpRssc-02788-00588032-00588295 shaping my interactions and my my life csMvwEpRssc-02789-00588296-00588503 that that is that this i know for sure csMvwEpRssc-02790-00588504-00588647 and i think csMvwEpRssc-02791-00588648-00588870 uh it makes it very easy to cope with csMvwEpRssc-02792-00588871-00589031 things knowing that there's a power csMvwEpRssc-02793-00589032-00589239 greater than myself there was a power csMvwEpRssc-02794-00589240-00589527 that's csMvwEpRssc-02795-00589528-00589791 designing certain things for me csMvwEpRssc-02796-00589792-00589879 and csMvwEpRssc-02797-00589880-00590103 um i do csMvwEpRssc-02798-00590104-00590318 yeah i do definitely csMvwEpRssc-02799-00590319-00590447 accept csMvwEpRssc-02800-00590448-00590559 god csMvwEpRssc-02801-00590560-00590951 and his existence csMvwEpRssc-02802-00590952-00591110 great thank you csMvwEpRssc-02803-00591111-00591222 um csMvwEpRssc-02804-00591223-00591551 and what asks uh sorry so can you share csMvwEpRssc-02805-00591552-00591895 um up to three inspiring books films or csMvwEpRssc-02806-00591896-00592031 shows csMvwEpRssc-02807-00592032-00592199 that you would like to recommend to our csMvwEpRssc-02808-00592200-00592343 listeners csMvwEpRssc-02809-00592344-00592535 let's say people feeling a little down csMvwEpRssc-02810-00592536-00592655 or something they want something csMvwEpRssc-02811-00592656-00592799 inspiring csMvwEpRssc-02812-00592800-00593062 books films or shows not too many but csMvwEpRssc-02813-00593063-00593303 maybe a couple of good things csMvwEpRssc-02814-00593304-00593710 so i mean in terms of books i think um i csMvwEpRssc-02815-00593711-00593959 would say maybe csMvwEpRssc-02816-00593960-00594447 i would say let's say csMvwEpRssc-02817-00594448-00594927 i think that the csMvwEpRssc-02818-00594928-00595159 one of the books that i read recently is csMvwEpRssc-02819-00595160-00595318 is about csMvwEpRssc-02820-00595319-00595639 coming from a really csMvwEpRssc-02821-00595640-00595951 place of poverty and lack of resources csMvwEpRssc-02822-00595952-00596095 to csMvwEpRssc-02823-00596096-00596407 over the years progress in life and how csMvwEpRssc-02824-00596408-00596679 else to progress into the next stick csMvwEpRssc-02825-00596680-00596855 that we wanna csMvwEpRssc-02826-00596856-00597014 we wanna have so csMvwEpRssc-02827-00597015-00597255 stacey abrams has very interesting book csMvwEpRssc-02828-00597256-00597566 leading from outside csMvwEpRssc-02829-00597567-00597855 so i think that's very inspirational and csMvwEpRssc-02830-00597856-00598087 she has learnings not because she read csMvwEpRssc-02831-00598088-00598287 another book and conveying that book but csMvwEpRssc-02832-00598288-00598407 because she has lived through csMvwEpRssc-02833-00598408-00598607 experiences and she has found certain csMvwEpRssc-02834-00598608-00598855 things to be very helpful csMvwEpRssc-02835-00598856-00599087 uh and uplifting and inspiring so i find csMvwEpRssc-02836-00599088-00599343 that leading from outside by these our csMvwEpRssc-02837-00599344-00599527 problems is very interesting csMvwEpRssc-02838-00599528-00599903 um i also csMvwEpRssc-02839-00599904-00600262 find um csMvwEpRssc-02840-00600263-00600503 it's not very uplifting but uh saving csMvwEpRssc-02841-00600504-00600799 samurai i find it very interesting so csMvwEpRssc-02842-00600800-00601007 seven samurai i find very interesting csMvwEpRssc-02843-00601008-00601191 characters but the character that's in csMvwEpRssc-02844-00601192-00601439 that film that i identified most with is csMvwEpRssc-02845-00601440-00601510 the csMvwEpRssc-02846-00601511-00601751 i forgot his name but he is the one that csMvwEpRssc-02847-00601752-00601951 death joker like everybody is very csMvwEpRssc-02848-00601952-00602110 disciplined and very serious and he's csMvwEpRssc-02849-00602111-00602279 very serious about text as well but he's csMvwEpRssc-02850-00602280-00602462 dealing with his own csMvwEpRssc-02851-00602463-00602775 flaws with his own desires but where he csMvwEpRssc-02852-00602776-00603103 is so he's very always hyperactive csMvwEpRssc-02853-00603104-00603422 but at the end he proves to be really a csMvwEpRssc-02854-00603423-00603727 good team member and it's i found that csMvwEpRssc-02855-00603728-00603935 some samurai very inspirational in terms csMvwEpRssc-02856-00603936-00604118 of um how csMvwEpRssc-02857-00604119-00604295 the movie is made how the characters are csMvwEpRssc-02858-00604296-00604470 really playing their roles csMvwEpRssc-02859-00604471-00604583 um csMvwEpRssc-02860-00604584-00604951 and then what else and csMvwEpRssc-02861-00604952-00605383 in terms of a uh you know csMvwEpRssc-02862-00605384-00605607 i find comedian csMvwEpRssc-02863-00605608-00605735 i go to csMvwEpRssc-02864-00605736-00605903 internet to find csMvwEpRssc-02865-00605904-00606103 to watch comedians i find patrick csMvwEpRssc-02866-00606104-00606327 o'neill who passed away csMvwEpRssc-02867-00606328-00606543 to be a really interesting csMvwEpRssc-02868-00606544-00606695 um csMvwEpRssc-02869-00606696-00607214 comedian and the way he looked at things csMvwEpRssc-02870-00607215-00607351 so that's very uplifting some of the csMvwEpRssc-02871-00607352-00607518 jokes are really you know it's really in csMvwEpRssc-02872-00607519-00607727 depth and as he says you know jokes csMvwEpRssc-02873-00607728-00607935 needs to make maybe fifty percent of the csMvwEpRssc-02874-00607936-00608110 people left and fifty percent of people csMvwEpRssc-02875-00608111-00608335 frightened csMvwEpRssc-02876-00608336-00608551 so depending on what he says it's it's csMvwEpRssc-02877-00608552-00608703 you know you're either like oh wow is csMvwEpRssc-02878-00608704-00608831 that true or csMvwEpRssc-02879-00608832-00609039 wow okay i'm gonna laugh now so csMvwEpRssc-02880-00609040-00609199 it's very interesting patrick conio is csMvwEpRssc-02881-00609200-00609375 quite interesting and csMvwEpRssc-02882-00609376-00609670 i think he is on uh maybe comedy central csMvwEpRssc-02883-00609671-00609831 i guess i'm not sure csMvwEpRssc-02884-00609832-00609983 okay cool csMvwEpRssc-02885-00609984-00610327 so leading from outside a book right csMvwEpRssc-02886-00610328-00610483 uh by csMvwEpRssc-02887-00610484-00610814 abrams and seventh samurai film and csMvwEpRssc-02888-00610815-00610991 patrick o'neill comedian csMvwEpRssc-02889-00610992-00611079 yes csMvwEpRssc-02890-00611080-00611207 all right cool thank you for your csMvwEpRssc-02891-00611208-00611359 recommendations csMvwEpRssc-02892-00611360-00611551 um i'll put those links in the show csMvwEpRssc-02893-00611552-00611727 notes csMvwEpRssc-02894-00611728-00612079 and for our last question um if there's csMvwEpRssc-02895-00612080-00612207 if you'd like to share what are your csMvwEpRssc-02896-00612208-00612447 plans for the next uh csMvwEpRssc-02897-00612448-00612727 upcoming several months csMvwEpRssc-02898-00612728-00612966 oh well i am going to travel csMvwEpRssc-02899-00612967-00613191 so soon csMvwEpRssc-02900-00613192-00613366 so i csMvwEpRssc-02901-00613367-00613559 i'm going to turkey i'm going to greece csMvwEpRssc-02902-00613560-00613687 so csMvwEpRssc-02903-00613688-00613918 so that's standard but the question is csMvwEpRssc-02904-00613919-00614135 um i like i like to see some other csMvwEpRssc-02905-00614136-00614310 country as well because i know turkey i csMvwEpRssc-02906-00614311-00614447 know greece you know i'm going to see csMvwEpRssc-02907-00614448-00614647 family i need to see family it really csMvwEpRssc-02908-00614648-00614855 helps to keep memory csMvwEpRssc-02909-00614856-00615070 you know i feel like a few years lapse csMvwEpRssc-02910-00615071-00615255 and there's memory gap csMvwEpRssc-02911-00615256-00615375 you know it's not the same the csMvwEpRssc-02912-00615376-00615559 relationship i feel like needs to be csMvwEpRssc-02913-00615560-00615791 reinforced every sometime so i'm going csMvwEpRssc-02914-00615792-00615927 to see them but i also want to make a csMvwEpRssc-02915-00615928-00616047 stop csMvwEpRssc-02916-00616048-00616414 in between uh maybe a day two days um csMvwEpRssc-02917-00616415-00616583 maybe in europe csMvwEpRssc-02918-00616584-00616799 um so i haven't decided where exactly i csMvwEpRssc-02919-00616800-00616983 might do that see different place csMvwEpRssc-02920-00616984-00617118 different country csMvwEpRssc-02921-00617119-00617535 um other than that i have csMvwEpRssc-02922-00617536-00617783 um i have plans to take care of i have csMvwEpRssc-02923-00617784-00617910 flowers csMvwEpRssc-02924-00617911-00618047 in my terrace csMvwEpRssc-02925-00618048-00618287 so then you care so csMvwEpRssc-02926-00618288-00618383 um csMvwEpRssc-02927-00618384-00618607 tomatoes and sunflowers and all that csMvwEpRssc-02928-00618608-00618735 stuff csMvwEpRssc-02929-00618736-00618927 and um csMvwEpRssc-02930-00618928-00619047 that's csMvwEpRssc-02931-00619048-00619270 construction work going on in the house csMvwEpRssc-02932-00619271-00619487 those windows need replacement csMvwEpRssc-02933-00619488-00619639 the market is all over the place you csMvwEpRssc-02934-00619640-00619822 have no idea i never thought the window csMvwEpRssc-02935-00619823-00620031 replacement would be so csMvwEpRssc-02936-00620032-00620191 so difficult csMvwEpRssc-02937-00620192-00620366 but the prices are all over the place csMvwEpRssc-02938-00620367-00620518 and the lead times and all over the csMvwEpRssc-02939-00620519-00620759 place so i'm dealing with those csMvwEpRssc-02940-00620760-00620943 and uh csMvwEpRssc-02941-00620944-00621151 that's that's pretty much pretty much it csMvwEpRssc-02942-00621152-00621255 really csMvwEpRssc-02943-00621256-00621462 yeah i'm looking forward to my travel csMvwEpRssc-02944-00621463-00621614 um csMvwEpRssc-02945-00621615-00621918 yeah i i could i could hear that um it's csMvwEpRssc-02946-00621919-00622127 been a while since i've been uh out of csMvwEpRssc-02947-00622128-00622318 the country csMvwEpRssc-02948-00622319-00622551 for you too or did have you been out of csMvwEpRssc-02949-00622552-00622727 the country since colvid started or csMvwEpRssc-02950-00622728-00622855 would this be the first time no no csMvwEpRssc-02951-00622856-00623103 you've been once out right csMvwEpRssc-02952-00623104-00623575 actually i have been out csMvwEpRssc-02953-00623576-00623855 at least two times twice i went to csMvwEpRssc-02954-00623856-00624135 costa rica once and i went to csMvwEpRssc-02955-00624136-00624327 i went to greece and turkey last summer csMvwEpRssc-02956-00624328-00624543 and um csMvwEpRssc-02957-00624544-00624670 i haven't actually going around during csMvwEpRssc-02958-00624671-00624831 profit i csMvwEpRssc-02959-00624832-00625095 wasn't either we didn't stay so we you csMvwEpRssc-02960-00625096-00625279 know i asked my work the one thing they csMvwEpRssc-02961-00625280-00625414 actually i asked csMvwEpRssc-02962-00625415-00625639 because since we could work remote csMvwEpRssc-02963-00625640-00625775 could i work with more from anywhere in csMvwEpRssc-02964-00625776-00626022 the world so and my work has a policy csMvwEpRssc-02965-00626023-00626175 apparently that i cannot work outside csMvwEpRssc-02966-00626176-00626318 the united states csMvwEpRssc-02967-00626319-00626535 and the next question i ask okay csMvwEpRssc-02968-00626536-00626703 anywhere in the united states they're csMvwEpRssc-02969-00626704-00627014 like yeah anyway in the united states so csMvwEpRssc-02970-00627015-00627159 um csMvwEpRssc-02971-00627160-00627391 early in kobe um i went to florida for a csMvwEpRssc-02972-00627392-00627566 couple of months so i stayed there they csMvwEpRssc-02973-00627567-00627766 still in the country but csMvwEpRssc-02974-00627767-00627918 um csMvwEpRssc-02975-00627919-00628127 it was still traveling during covet so csMvwEpRssc-02976-00628128-00628327 it was intense csMvwEpRssc-02977-00628328-00628535 many questions and uncertainty over csMvwEpRssc-02978-00628536-00628662 preparation csMvwEpRssc-02979-00628663-00628966 yeah and too many sanitizers csMvwEpRssc-02980-00628967-00629151 so but csMvwEpRssc-02981-00629152-00629327 um yeah i've been i've been going around csMvwEpRssc-02982-00629328-00629551 i didn't care about coffee as much csMvwEpRssc-02983-00629552-00629766 that's good yeah took the chances csMvwEpRssc-02984-00629767-00629983 that's great and you had a life csMvwEpRssc-02985-00629984-00630407 experience at a very unique time csMvwEpRssc-02986-00630408-00630639 for the planet you know csMvwEpRssc-02987-00630640-00630822 yeah and how was uh csMvwEpRssc-02988-00630823-00631087 living in florida for a while csMvwEpRssc-02989-00631088-00631262 how was that um csMvwEpRssc-02990-00631263-00631687 florida you know i was um in csMvwEpRssc-02991-00631688-00631839 um csMvwEpRssc-02992-00631840-00632095 the area that's north of florida that's csMvwEpRssc-02993-00632096-00632366 uh close to the orlando airport csMvwEpRssc-02994-00632367-00632622 it's called cape canaveral so that's csMvwEpRssc-02995-00632623-00632847 where the nasa base is that's where they csMvwEpRssc-02996-00632848-00632999 shoot the rockets and satellites into csMvwEpRssc-02997-00633000-00633095 space csMvwEpRssc-02998-00633096-00633359 spacex shuttles also launch from there csMvwEpRssc-02999-00633360-00633575 cape canaveral so it's very distance and csMvwEpRssc-03000-00633576-00633743 there's an air force base called patrick csMvwEpRssc-03001-00633744-00634031 air force so low construction low rise csMvwEpRssc-03002-00634032-00634175 buildings and csMvwEpRssc-03003-00634176-00634470 the distance spaces so csMvwEpRssc-03004-00634471-00634814 you know um living there csMvwEpRssc-03005-00634815-00634951 is interesting csMvwEpRssc-03006-00634952-00635127 it's not like city you know in the city csMvwEpRssc-03007-00635128-00635279 you can still walk around take a csMvwEpRssc-03008-00635280-00635414 transportation but there you need their csMvwEpRssc-03009-00635415-00635543 car csMvwEpRssc-03010-00635544-00635927 cars they you must have a car um csMvwEpRssc-03011-00635928-00636047 i found csMvwEpRssc-03012-00636048-00636287 good air quality i enjoyed it i enjoyed csMvwEpRssc-03013-00636288-00636535 the beach and the sea so i will work all csMvwEpRssc-03014-00636536-00636710 day and then just csMvwEpRssc-03015-00636711-00636895 just basically jump in the water to csMvwEpRssc-03016-00636896-00637070 relax that was really great csMvwEpRssc-03017-00637071-00637262 i mean the lifestyle is like csMvwEpRssc-03018-00637263-00637407 could i actually have everything i have csMvwEpRssc-03019-00637408-00637551 here but just csMvwEpRssc-03020-00637552-00637862 there in florida in that location csMvwEpRssc-03021-00637863-00638039 it doesn't work that way csMvwEpRssc-03022-00638040-00638135 but csMvwEpRssc-03023-00638136-00638335 but it was good yeah you see csMvwEpRssc-03024-00638336-00638470 if i were to stay there for a week it csMvwEpRssc-03025-00638471-00638631 wouldn't give me the same perspective csMvwEpRssc-03026-00638632-00638822 perspective of csMvwEpRssc-03027-00638823-00639031 lifestyle as it does right now so csMvwEpRssc-03028-00639032-00639214 staying a little longer i worked from csMvwEpRssc-03029-00639215-00639455 there remotely same time zone as new csMvwEpRssc-03030-00639456-00639727 york city that wasn't a problem csMvwEpRssc-03031-00639728-00639918 but now i have an understanding of what csMvwEpRssc-03032-00639919-00640116 it will take to live there csMvwEpRssc-03033-00640117-00640310 [Music] csMvwEpRssc-03034-00640311-00640510 yeah that's cool csMvwEpRssc-03035-00640511-00640631 yeah csMvwEpRssc-03036-00640632-00640727 awesome csMvwEpRssc-03037-00640728-00640951 all right oscar this has been wonderful csMvwEpRssc-03038-00640952-00641191 um can we take a picture i'm gonna take csMvwEpRssc-03039-00641192-00641335 a screenshot can give me a beautiful csMvwEpRssc-03040-00641336-00641462 smile csMvwEpRssc-03041-00641463-00641718 possible photo or like a smile i'd say csMvwEpRssc-03042-00641719-00641935 uh let's see csMvwEpRssc-03043-00641936-00642095 yeah so just give me a big smile ready csMvwEpRssc-03044-00642096-00642255 one two csMvwEpRssc-03045-00642256-00642414 here we go csMvwEpRssc-03046-00642415-00642751 all right and one more time one two csMvwEpRssc-03047-00642752-00642903 all right cool so i'm going to use that csMvwEpRssc-03048-00642904-00643143 for the thumbnail i had fun csMvwEpRssc-03049-00643144-00643383 yeah it's been a pleasure man csMvwEpRssc-03050-00643384-00643599 same here thanks uh thanks for joining csMvwEpRssc-03051-00643600-00643743 me i'm gonna csMvwEpRssc-03052-00643744-00643999 do some editing and i'll have it up on csMvwEpRssc-03053-00644000-00644087 uh csMvwEpRssc-03054-00644088-00644279 youtube it's on facebook now and i'll be csMvwEpRssc-03055-00644280-00644470 up on youtube by the end of tonight or csMvwEpRssc-03056-00644471-00644591 tomorrow morning csMvwEpRssc-03057-00644592-00644759 sounds good thanks for having me this csMvwEpRssc-03058-00644760-00644918 was a great conversation i enjoyed it csMvwEpRssc-03059-00644919-00645183 really yeah thanks oscar and uh we'll be csMvwEpRssc-03060-00645184-00645383 in touch and uh once again thanks for csMvwEpRssc-03061-00645384-00645599 sharing your story with us okay sounds csMvwEpRssc-03062-00645600-00645766 good take it easy csMvwEpRssc-03063-00645767-00646171 talk to you bye everyone ctm1lt4pX1u-00000-00000385-00000688 well hopefully that never happens again ctm1lt4pX1u-00001-00000689-00001340 oh man that was kind of unexpected and I ctm1lt4pX1u-00002-00001341-00001511 still don't understand why it happened ctm1lt4pX1u-00003-00001512-00002415 but ctm1lt4pX1u-00004-00002416-00002849 oh I need at least one battle in suplex ctm1lt4pX1u-00005-00002850-00003351 ok I got a battle always well as long as ctm1lt4pX1u-00006-00003352-00004381 I gave us 105 exp I I'm old ctm1lt4pX1u-00007-00004382-00004673 Orosco ctm1lt4pX1u-00008-00004674-00005140 you're Tara ctm1lt4pX1u-00009-00005141-00005728 I think I should be on yeah okay now ctm1lt4pX1u-00010-00005729-00006145 you're on fire and your band and it's ctm1lt4pX1u-00011-00006146-00007183 obviously what you should be doing ctm1lt4pX1u-00012-00007184-00007413 in hindsight I think I messed up with my ctm1lt4pX1u-00013-00007414-00007623 bullets last time because i tried to use ctm1lt4pX1u-00014-00007625-00007909 our bolt I'm not a hundred percent sure ctm1lt4pX1u-00015-00007909-00008469 but I think that's what I did ctm1lt4pX1u-00016-00008470-00008698 unfortunately mixing up brave new world ctm1lt4pX1u-00017-00008699-00008931 the metal LG strats kind of goes the ctm1lt4pX1u-00018-00008932-00009349 opposite direction too I wish I wouldn't ctm1lt4pX1u-00019-00009350-00010750 go any direction honestly but ctm1lt4pX1u-00020-00010751-00011018 alright so I believe savonlinna suplex ctm1lt4pX1u-00021-00011019-00011180 otherwise I'm going to be wasting a turn ctm1lt4pX1u-00022-00011181-00011321 trying to use to collects but I don't ctm1lt4pX1u-00023-00011322-00011556 even have it ctm1lt4pX1u-00024-00011557-00011736 and what's really going to suck us if I ctm1lt4pX1u-00025-00011737-00012595 do have soo pucks I mess it up ctm1lt4pX1u-00026-00012596-00013033 so your Tara but let's defend that I ctm1lt4pX1u-00027-00013034-00013849 don't eat two in a row I vannan your ctm1lt4pX1u-00028-00013850-00014358 head guard and snow that was seven I ctm1lt4pX1u-00029-00014359-00014572 didn't hear the noise properly for some ctm1lt4pX1u-00030-00014572-00014887 reason ctm1lt4pX1u-00031-00014888-00015908 I maybe was talking too much ctm1lt4pX1u-00032-00015909-00016154 alright so that's terror eating her ctm1lt4pX1u-00033-00016155-00016405 tentacle ctm1lt4pX1u-00034-00016406-00018323 so now I'll start using fire ctm1lt4pX1u-00035-00018324-00019690 so yeah XY down up ctm1lt4pX1u-00036-00019691-00020128 yeah suplex somehow grabbing him taking ctm1lt4pX1u-00037-00020129-00020290 him out of the water and some I can pass ctm1lt4pX1u-00038-00020291-00020779 down on the water and somehow he was ctm1lt4pX1u-00039-00020780-00020974 still covered by water while he was ctm1lt4pX1u-00040-00020975-00021861 being taken out of the water ctm1lt4pX1u-00041-00021862-00022316 and I use pummel again why did I do that ctm1lt4pX1u-00042-00022317-00022608 too much habits too much habits going on ctm1lt4pX1u-00043-00022609-00022944 here yeah well it's not bad gets that ctm1lt4pX1u-00044-00022945-00023067 big a difference between couple in ctm1lt4pX1u-00045-00023068-00023933 suplex it's like 50 damage may be lots ctm1lt4pX1u-00046-00023934-00024164 of tentacles if Tara dies it's not that ctm1lt4pX1u-00047-00024165-00024990 big a deal ctm1lt4pX1u-00048-00024991-00025303 and let's be honest she's probably going ctm1lt4pX1u-00049-00025304-00025744 to die but there's no EXP to be gained ctm1lt4pX1u-00050-00025745-00025981 there's nothing to be gained and this ctm1lt4pX1u-00051-00025982-00026202 isn't a particularly hard fight I don't ctm1lt4pX1u-00052-00026204-00026358 think everyone else can die with been ctm1lt4pX1u-00053-00026360-00026908 spamming help like that so ctm1lt4pX1u-00054-00026910-00028367 you ctm1lt4pX1u-00055-00028368-00028873 yeah Tara's dead ctm1lt4pX1u-00056-00028874-00029099 so yeah this guy's pretty much just a ctm1lt4pX1u-00057-00029100-00029945 tank for HP I guess the danger now is ctm1lt4pX1u-00058-00029945-00030302 that I those things are going to be ctm1lt4pX1u-00059-00030302-00030482 firing and all over the place those ctm1lt4pX1u-00060-00030483-00030989 tentacles ctm1lt4pX1u-00061-00030991-00031277 oh no no I just determined last one was ctm1lt4pX1u-00062-00031279-00032654 that guard not seven ctm1lt4pX1u-00063-00032655-00032833 you ctm1lt4pX1u-00064-00032834-00033367 Oh ctm1lt4pX1u-00065-00033368-00033549 all right now we're getting some actual ctm1lt4pX1u-00066-00033550-00033771 damage off this point really isn't all ctm1lt4pX1u-00067-00033772-00033949 that difficult it's not quite as hard as ctm1lt4pX1u-00068-00033950-00034099 Fargus was especially since I've got ctm1lt4pX1u-00069-00034100-00034267 banned and spamming hell falls in place ctm1lt4pX1u-00070-00034268-00034459 tentacle doesn't really do quite as much ctm1lt4pX1u-00071-00034460-00034795 as what is it Gayle cut did most of the ctm1lt4pX1u-00072-00034796-00036027 time and also I've got seizure ctm1lt4pX1u-00073-00036028-00038292 and lights just went out ctm1lt4pX1u-00074-00038293-00038940 yeah I figured as much ctm1lt4pX1u-00075-00038941-00039361 yeah so time for Savin to try and with ctm1lt4pX1u-00076-00039362-00039817 something underwater then again I guess ctm1lt4pX1u-00077-00039818-00040036 considering how much sense suplex made ctm1lt4pX1u-00078-00040037-00040243 to begin with I guess he's got a right ctm1lt4pX1u-00079-00040244-00041292 to be able to think about doing that ctm1lt4pX1u-00080-00041293-00041499 Elias we're not trying to cast fire ctm1lt4pX1u-00081-00041500-00041761 spells underwater of course you can cast ctm1lt4pX1u-00082-00041762-00041935 fire spells underwater if you go to the ctm1lt4pX1u-00083-00041936-00042229 serpent trench so I guess that's not ctm1lt4pX1u-00084-00042230-00043002 saying anything either it's raley's ctm1lt4pX1u-00085-00043003-00043267 lights are trolling me now choose a ctm1lt4pX1u-00086-00043268-00043807 scenario cuoco the second i was worried ctm1lt4pX1u-00087-00043808-00044652 i made backstepping famine so there we ctm1lt4pX1u-00088-00044653-00045248 go that's it ctm1lt4pX1u-00089-00045249-00045965 isn't it not sure though I since I was ctm1lt4pX1u-00090-00045966-00046096 gonna mostly about holding a however I ctm1lt4pX1u-00091-00046097-00046232 should probably have Tara defender the ctm1lt4pX1u-00092-00046233-00046373 first turn I think she'll still eat a ctm1lt4pX1u-00093-00046374-00047042 tentacle oh no I'm so dumb hello what's ctm1lt4pX1u-00094-00047043-00047258 going on I got it was also really biting ctm1lt4pX1u-00095-00047259-00047801 that long cus taking so long I sitting ctm1lt4pX1u-00096-00047802-00048865 getting turn did i do not a menu I'm ctm1lt4pX1u-00097-00048866-00049421 gonna do anything oh I'm calling a mall ctm1lt4pX1u-00098-00049422-00049661 get on that one one second nothing to do ctm1lt4pX1u-00099-00049662-00049962 now sevens dead my faintin that pop-up ctm1lt4pX1u-00100-00049963-00050287 wasn't doing a girl me internet i can't ctm1lt4pX1u-00101-00050288-00050443 i get rid of the internet don't be the ctm1lt4pX1u-00102-00050444-00050663 internet cv7W47M6ftk-00000-00000012-00000257 this is witch-based news for Friday the cv7W47M6ftk-00001-00000258-00000844 12th of May 2023 I'm Commander Burr cv7W47M6ftk-00002-00000844-00001967 [Music] cv7W47M6ftk-00003-00001968-00002249 in Elite dangerous news this week as the cv7W47M6ftk-00004-00002250-00002434 dust starts to settle from the cv7W47M6ftk-00005-00002435-00002657 revelation of the Titans we take a cv7W47M6ftk-00006-00002658-00002860 deeper dive into everything we know cv7W47M6ftk-00007-00002861-00003173 about update 15 so far cv7W47M6ftk-00008-00003174-00003383 as always if you enjoy our videos please cv7W47M6ftk-00009-00003384-00003545 do hit the like button and if you cv7W47M6ftk-00010-00003546-00003743 haven't already be sure to subscribe and cv7W47M6ftk-00011-00003744-00003904 click the little bell so you don't miss cv7W47M6ftk-00012-00003905-00004156 any of our Elite dangerous content and cv7W47M6ftk-00013-00004157-00004295 if you'd like to help by directly cv7W47M6ftk-00014-00004296-00004522 supporting our work you can also join cv7W47M6ftk-00015-00004523-00004738 our patreon links to that and everything cv7W47M6ftk-00016-00004739-00005086 else are below cv7W47M6ftk-00017-00005087-00005315 as the noise from the cataclysmic cv7W47M6ftk-00018-00005316-00005591 arrival of update 15 begins to ease cv7W47M6ftk-00019-00005592-00005849 somewhat we're now able to sit back and cv7W47M6ftk-00020-00005850-00006052 take a proper look at some of what we cv7W47M6ftk-00021-00006053-00006317 gained what might be bugged and just cv7W47M6ftk-00022-00006318-00006539 what other cool stuff commanders are cv7W47M6ftk-00023-00006540-00006827 starting to find and investigate in and cv7W47M6ftk-00024-00006828-00007073 out of the maelstroms a feature was cv7W47M6ftk-00025-00007073-00007325 quietly added with update 15 that had cv7W47M6ftk-00026-00007326-00007559 long been requested by those commanders cv7W47M6ftk-00027-00007559-00007883 that favor using keyboard and mouse to cv7W47M6ftk-00028-00007884-00008051 control their spaceships in Elite cv7W47M6ftk-00029-00008052-00008327 dangerous and off asked for feature that cv7W47M6ftk-00030-00008328-00008542 has gone unanswered for a good few years cv7W47M6ftk-00031-00008543-00008813 by Frontier was the ability to toggle cv7W47M6ftk-00032-00008814-00009149 relative Mouse mode mid-flight unless cv7W47M6ftk-00033-00009150-00009353 you're an Aficionado of mouse and cv7W47M6ftk-00034-00009354-00009599 keyboard spaceship control it can be a cv7W47M6ftk-00035-00009600-00009785 tough one to understand but essentially cv7W47M6ftk-00036-00009786-00010013 relative Mouse mode makes the mouse cv7W47M6ftk-00037-00010014-00010228 controller behave much more like a cv7W47M6ftk-00038-00010229-00010445 joystick and can be particularly cv7W47M6ftk-00039-00010446-00010678 advantageous when flying flight assist cv7W47M6ftk-00040-00010679-00010973 off Maneuvers the controls menu always cv7W47M6ftk-00041-00010974-00011146 allowed players to switch between cv7W47M6ftk-00042-00011147-00011459 relative mouse or regular mode but it cv7W47M6ftk-00043-00011460-00011663 couldn't be changed mid-flight without cv7W47M6ftk-00044-00011664-00011951 visiting the controls menu now a key cv7W47M6ftk-00045-00011952-00012191 bind can be set to either toggle or cv7W47M6ftk-00046-00012192-00012455 press and hold to gain relative Mouse cv7W47M6ftk-00047-00012456-00012695 control the adding of the feature cv7W47M6ftk-00048-00012696-00012851 unfortunately didn't make it into the cv7W47M6ftk-00049-00012852-00013055 patch notes and so it may have gotten cv7W47M6ftk-00050-00013056-00013283 missed completely had it not fortunately cv7W47M6ftk-00051-00013284-00013594 been spotted by eagle-eyed commanders in cv7W47M6ftk-00052-00013595-00013744 case it's of use to you personally cv7W47M6ftk-00053-00013745-00013943 you'll find it at the top of the ship cv7W47M6ftk-00054-00013944-00014227 control section of the key bindings menu cv7W47M6ftk-00055-00014228-00014633 unsurprisingly in the mouse subsection cv7W47M6ftk-00056-00014634-00014879 another tidy addition to the system map cv7W47M6ftk-00057-00014880-00015113 that arrived with update 15 is the cv7W47M6ftk-00058-00015113-00015425 stacking of Fleet carrier icons tidy in cv7W47M6ftk-00059-00015426-00015629 every sense of the word as at the time cv7W47M6ftk-00060-00015630-00015838 of recording as best we can determine cv7W47M6ftk-00061-00015840-00016108 from our own investigations if more than cv7W47M6ftk-00062-00016109-00016336 two Fleet carriers are present in orbit cv7W47M6ftk-00063-00016337-00016619 around a given body they will be stacked cv7W47M6ftk-00064-00016620-00016907 into one icon on the system map rather cv7W47M6ftk-00065-00016908-00017147 than showing a huge great long line of cv7W47M6ftk-00066-00017148-00017393 Fleet carriers the exception being your cv7W47M6ftk-00067-00017394-00017585 own Fleet carrier which appears to cv7W47M6ftk-00068-00017586-00017836 display individually regardless of how cv7W47M6ftk-00069-00017837-00018022 many other Fleet carriers are present cv7W47M6ftk-00070-00018023-00018317 dead useful I've prefaced this all with cv7W47M6ftk-00071-00018318-00018503 as at the time of recording because cv7W47M6ftk-00072-00018504-00018694 currently that doesn't appear to be a cv7W47M6ftk-00073-00018695-00018989 way to unstack the icons or tell which cv7W47M6ftk-00074-00018990-00019186 commanders individually own the cv7W47M6ftk-00075-00019187-00019414 potentially tens of Fleet carriers that cv7W47M6ftk-00076-00019415-00019607 could be present and whilst it hasn't cv7W47M6ftk-00077-00019608-00019829 been explicitly stated that it isn't cv7W47M6ftk-00078-00019830-00020093 working as advertised it doesn't feel cv7W47M6ftk-00079-00020094-00020321 quite right currently so I wouldn't be cv7W47M6ftk-00080-00020322-00020572 too surprised to see a fix winging its cv7W47M6ftk-00081-00020573-00020867 way into that up further regardless it's cv7W47M6ftk-00082-00020868-00021089 a welcome addition and will undoubtedly cv7W47M6ftk-00083-00021090-00021341 make Community goal systems or those cv7W47M6ftk-00084-00021342-00021569 systems that have a secret hidden base cv7W47M6ftk-00085-00021570-00021808 or other POI discovered that week cv7W47M6ftk-00086-00021809-00022121 slightly less comedic to navigate also cv7W47M6ftk-00087-00022122-00022300 in case you missed it clicking on a cv7W47M6ftk-00088-00022301-00022517 fleet carrier in the system map will now cv7W47M6ftk-00089-00022518-00022769 show immediately at a glance what cv7W47M6ftk-00090-00022770-00023021 services that carrier currently has cv7W47M6ftk-00091-00023022-00023135 active cv7W47M6ftk-00092-00023136-00023399 the recently released caustic sync cv7W47M6ftk-00093-00023400-00023572 launcher that absorbs the killer cv7W47M6ftk-00094-00023573-00023789 cauliflower's favorite form of human cv7W47M6ftk-00095-00023790-00024022 melting and then ejects it safely away cv7W47M6ftk-00096-00024023-00024275 via the medium of a right good sciencing cv7W47M6ftk-00097-00024276-00024508 has been causing no small degree of cv7W47M6ftk-00098-00024509-00024821 confusion since update 15. prior to the cv7W47M6ftk-00099-00024822-00025036 update this week the caustic sinks could cv7W47M6ftk-00100-00025037-00025325 be modified by Engineering in exactly cv7W47M6ftk-00101-00025326-00025594 the same way as heat sinks to give them cv7W47M6ftk-00102-00025595-00025858 more ammunition and I do mean exactly cv7W47M6ftk-00103-00025860-00026122 the same way as in using the same unlock cv7W47M6ftk-00104-00026123-00026417 Engineer Blueprints and materials it cv7W47M6ftk-00105-00026418-00026614 didn't feel right to be honest and it is cv7W47M6ftk-00106-00026616-00026845 looking like it probably wasn't right cv7W47M6ftk-00107-00026845-00027112 following the update the magical goop cv7W47M6ftk-00108-00027113-00027364 remover can no longer be engineered cv7W47M6ftk-00109-00027366-00027646 having been moved very firmly into the cv7W47M6ftk-00110-00027647-00027917 experimental category again this wasn't cv7W47M6ftk-00111-00027918-00028085 something that made it into the patch cv7W47M6ftk-00112-00028086-00028343 notes at release as an identified fix cv7W47M6ftk-00113-00028344-00028570 and at least one Commander was advised cv7W47M6ftk-00114-00028572-00028811 by F Dev customer support that it was cv7W47M6ftk-00115-00028812-00029093 indeed a fix and honestly to me it does cv7W47M6ftk-00116-00029094-00029381 feel like stealth fix rather than a bug cv7W47M6ftk-00117-00029382-00029590 if indeed it wasn't designed to be cv7W47M6ftk-00118-00029591-00029824 engineerable it remains to be seen what cv7W47M6ftk-00119-00029825-00030064 if anything if Dev will do about the cv7W47M6ftk-00120-00030066-00030329 sinks that did get engineered before the cv7W47M6ftk-00121-00030330-00030467 hammer fell cv7W47M6ftk-00122-00030468-00030707 as we reported last week the new cv7W47M6ftk-00123-00030708-00030964 anti-thyroid Power restoration Mission cv7W47M6ftk-00124-00030966-00031205 variant arrived this week and whilst the cv7W47M6ftk-00125-00031206-00031474 thyroid Revenant drone units are proving cv7W47M6ftk-00126-00031475-00031733 entertaining and deadly in equal measure cv7W47M6ftk-00127-00031733-00031955 the delivery of the mission hasn't been cv7W47M6ftk-00128-00031956-00032261 100 plain sailing we've seen multiple cv7W47M6ftk-00129-00032262-00032495 reports and indeed experienced ourselves cv7W47M6ftk-00130-00032495-00032687 incidents where the mission doesn't cv7W47M6ftk-00131-00032688-00032962 progress once the power is restored and cv7W47M6ftk-00132-00032963-00033185 the settlement buildings now all appear cv7W47M6ftk-00133-00033186-00033449 to come pre-installed with a new form of cv7W47M6ftk-00134-00033450-00033701 vacuum resistant fire that cannot be cv7W47M6ftk-00135-00033702-00033923 extinguished by venting the internal cv7W47M6ftk-00136-00033924-00034145 atmosphere all these issues have been cv7W47M6ftk-00137-00034146-00034349 raised and noted and will no doubt get cv7W47M6ftk-00138-00034350-00034595 fixed in Fairly short order the missions cv7W47M6ftk-00139-00034596-00034774 are not without value however and cv7W47M6ftk-00140-00034775-00035015 science on the revenants themselves is cv7W47M6ftk-00141-00035016-00035255 ongoing to determine their behavior and cv7W47M6ftk-00142-00035256-00035573 vulnerability I can say that G5 plasma cv7W47M6ftk-00143-00035574-00035837 weapons will ruin their day as will the cv7W47M6ftk-00144-00035838-00036035 Scorpions missile launcher when cv7W47M6ftk-00145-00036036-00036274 destroyed the revenants can be restocked cv7W47M6ftk-00146-00036275-00036574 by a thyroid Scout drops ship meaning cv7W47M6ftk-00147-00036575-00036862 that if playing alone stealth and guile cv7W47M6ftk-00148-00036863-00037168 is almost certainly the best option cv7W47M6ftk-00149-00037169-00037409 brace yourself for this next one we've cv7W47M6ftk-00150-00037410-00037637 seen some reports of odyssey's handheld cv7W47M6ftk-00151-00037638-00037907 profile analyzer scanner imparting cv7W47M6ftk-00152-00037908-00038189 physics into objects that it's used on cv7W47M6ftk-00153-00038190-00038483 somewhat like a space leaf blower yes cv7W47M6ftk-00154-00038484-00038662 really we've not tried this one cv7W47M6ftk-00155-00038663-00038837 ourselves yet but I've linked to cv7W47M6ftk-00156-00038838-00039083 Commander Ray modulus video on Twitter cv7W47M6ftk-00157-00039084-00039365 below that shows this very phenomena in cv7W47M6ftk-00158-00039366-00039635 operation at a ground settlement if you cv7W47M6ftk-00159-00039636-00039827 fancy trying this one yourself get in cv7W47M6ftk-00160-00039828-00040096 before it gets fixed I can hear Alec cv7W47M6ftk-00161-00040097-00040271 Turner sprinting toward a settlement cv7W47M6ftk-00162-00040272-00040571 right now as we mentioned earlier in the cv7W47M6ftk-00163-00040572-00040829 week the propulsion elements materials cv7W47M6ftk-00164-00040830-00041062 needed to unlock the pulse neutralizer cv7W47M6ftk-00165-00041063-00041279 are not yet dropping from caustic cv7W47M6ftk-00166-00041280-00041555 generators and can only be obtained at cv7W47M6ftk-00167-00041556-00041783 the moment from killing interceptors or cv7W47M6ftk-00168-00041784-00042005 Scouts Frontier have acknowledged that cv7W47M6ftk-00169-00042006-00042227 this is not intended behavior and we cv7W47M6ftk-00170-00042228-00042418 think it likely that a fix will arrive cv7W47M6ftk-00171-00042419-00042701 in Fairly short order for that and while cv7W47M6ftk-00172-00042702-00042971 we're talking Scouts seamless Segway cv7W47M6ftk-00173-00042972-00043174 there it seems that the vulnerable cv7W47M6ftk-00174-00043175-00043523 usually easily plappable Scout has been cv7W47M6ftk-00175-00043524-00043745 down the gym and has returned in update cv7W47M6ftk-00176-00043746-00044062 15 somewhat amped up hitting harder and cv7W47M6ftk-00177-00044063-00044302 rarely missing a shot again fdev are cv7W47M6ftk-00178-00044303-00044417 aware of this and it's under cv7W47M6ftk-00179-00044418-00044687 investigation these issues are by the cv7W47M6ftk-00180-00044688-00044867 way one of a number of issues that are cv7W47M6ftk-00181-00044868-00045089 being tracked and reported up and down cv7W47M6ftk-00182-00045090-00045257 the line between commanders and cv7W47M6ftk-00183-00045258-00045508 developers this week by the hard-working cv7W47M6ftk-00184-00045509-00045749 ever Vigilant and omnipresent Sally cv7W47M6ftk-00185-00045750-00046049 Morgan Moore Sally posted yesterday on cv7W47M6ftk-00186-00046050-00046235 everything appearing so far together cv7W47M6ftk-00187-00046236-00046474 with a recap of Commander's experiences cv7W47M6ftk-00188-00046475-00046708 feedback and screenshots you'll find cv7W47M6ftk-00189-00046709-00047027 that post also linked below it's always cv7W47M6ftk-00190-00047028-00047308 the case and indeed is by design that cv7W47M6ftk-00191-00047309-00047495 Frontier add things to the game that cv7W47M6ftk-00192-00047496-00047627 they don't tell anyone about cv7W47M6ftk-00193-00047628-00047896 specifically in that vein we've started cv7W47M6ftk-00194-00047897-00048155 to notice new adverts on the electronic cv7W47M6ftk-00195-00048156-00048437 Billboards of elite many Star ports most cv7W47M6ftk-00196-00048438-00048629 notably so far we're seeing ads for cv7W47M6ftk-00197-00048630-00048851 Azimuth biotech popping up everywhere cv7W47M6ftk-00198-00048852-00049085 and campaign posters for the major cv7W47M6ftk-00199-00049086-00049301 players in the forthcoming Federal cv7W47M6ftk-00200-00049302-00049535 elections including some for Zach cv7W47M6ftk-00201-00049536-00049811 Rackham and Felicia Winters as you'd cv7W47M6ftk-00202-00049812-00050015 expect all mention of the Titans was cv7W47M6ftk-00203-00050016-00050236 intentionally left out and so everything cv7W47M6ftk-00204-00050237-00050483 we're now seeing there is obviously a cv7W47M6ftk-00205-00050484-00050717 discovery in our last video I made cv7W47M6ftk-00206-00050718-00050945 mention of the electrical pulse effect cv7W47M6ftk-00207-00050946-00051179 that periodically emanates from the cv7W47M6ftk-00208-00051180-00051430 Colossal alien caustic enshrouded death cv7W47M6ftk-00209-00051432-00051670 machines we had assumed that what we cv7W47M6ftk-00210-00051671-00051844 were seeing was the vessel generating cv7W47M6ftk-00211-00051845-00052037 the pulse that prevents those without cv7W47M6ftk-00212-00052038-00052276 the pulse neutralizer from entering the cv7W47M6ftk-00213-00052277-00052511 cloud Center in the first place that is cv7W47M6ftk-00214-00052512-00052685 of course an assumption no one really cv7W47M6ftk-00215-00052686-00052919 knows and there are now a number of cv7W47M6ftk-00216-00052920-00053129 other just as valid theories beginning cv7W47M6ftk-00217-00053129-00053344 to surface from it being a healing cv7W47M6ftk-00218-00053345-00053591 mechanism to a cooling effect whatever cv7W47M6ftk-00219-00053591-00053825 the truth of it the effect is quite a cv7W47M6ftk-00220-00053826-00054088 thing to experience at Close Quarters it cv7W47M6ftk-00221-00054089-00054316 takes the form of a huge Taurus effect cv7W47M6ftk-00222-00054317-00054580 very reminiscent of the magnetic field cv7W47M6ftk-00223-00054582-00054875 used in nuclear fusion experiments or cv7W47M6ftk-00224-00054876-00055115 Tony Stark's Arc Reactor and it cv7W47M6ftk-00225-00055116-00055426 encompasses the entire body of the Titan cv7W47M6ftk-00226-00055427-00055642 a vessel let's not forget that is cv7W47M6ftk-00227-00055644-00055925 measured in multiples of kilometers cv7W47M6ftk-00228-00055926-00056147 whilst obviously survival at the center cv7W47M6ftk-00229-00056148-00056387 of the maelstroms is not by any stretch cv7W47M6ftk-00230-00056388-00056626 of the imagination a given it isn't cv7W47M6ftk-00231-00056627-00056794 anywhere near as difficult as our cv7W47M6ftk-00232-00056795-00056987 initial investigations would seem to cv7W47M6ftk-00233-00056988-00057238 have indicated again I'd stress that cv7W47M6ftk-00234-00057239-00057526 observation exploration Discovery and cv7W47M6ftk-00235-00057527-00057785 Science in this new environment are all cv7W47M6ftk-00236-00057786-00058079 still very much ongoing our own let's cv7W47M6ftk-00237-00058079-00058294 call them experiments would seem to cv7W47M6ftk-00238-00058295-00058499 indicate at least that like a lot of cv7W47M6ftk-00239-00058500-00058709 things concerning thyroids heat cv7W47M6ftk-00240-00058710-00058991 generation is quite important running as cv7W47M6ftk-00241-00058991-00059225 cool as possible when close to the Titan cv7W47M6ftk-00242-00059226-00059471 does seem to allow a commander to remain cv7W47M6ftk-00243-00059472-00059776 in its Sphere for extended periods at cv7W47M6ftk-00244-00059777-00059999 this point hours at a time are not cv7W47M6ftk-00245-00060000-00060203 unusual as long as you remain under cv7W47M6ftk-00246-00060204-00060587 around 20 or so again I'd stress these cv7W47M6ftk-00247-00060588-00060923 are all very early observations cv7W47M6ftk-00248-00060924-00061187 Frontiers frameshift live live stream cv7W47M6ftk-00249-00061188-00061457 Returns on Thursday next week and during cv7W47M6ftk-00250-00061458-00061679 the show the team will be talking update cv7W47M6ftk-00251-00061679-00061973 15 with developer guest Curtis there cv7W47M6ftk-00252-00061974-00062219 will also be all new seasonal drops for cv7W47M6ftk-00253-00062220-00062453 those watching on Twitch it's bound to cv7W47M6ftk-00254-00062454-00062735 be fascinating stuff cv7W47M6ftk-00255-00062736-00062999 have you noted any Titan behavior for cv7W47M6ftk-00256-00063000-00063203 yourself how have you fared that cv7W47M6ftk-00257-00063204-00063437 Revenant infested settlements and have cv7W47M6ftk-00258-00063438-00063694 you seen any new starport ads or cv7W47M6ftk-00259-00063695-00063935 propaganda for yourself let us know in cv7W47M6ftk-00260-00063936-00064132 the comments below that's it for now cv7W47M6ftk-00261-00064133-00064325 thanks very much for watching we'll be cv7W47M6ftk-00262-00064326-00064480 back later this week with more videos cv7W47M6ftk-00263-00064482-00064721 until then 07 commanders follow the cv7W47M6ftk-00264-00064722-00064930 greens on the way out and do keep clear cv7W47M6ftk-00265-00064932-00065123 of the toast rack we very much look cv7W47M6ftk-00266-00065124-00065825 forward to seeing you next time cv7W47M6ftk-00267-00065826-00066403 [Music] cv7W47M6ftk-00268-00066404-00066710 thank you cxgV4FEKJjg-00000-00000042-00001402 [Music] cxgV4FEKJjg-00001-00001403-00001801 hello and welcome to the first clip of cxgV4FEKJjg-00002-00001802-00002222 our learning English course which is for cxgV4FEKJjg-00003-00002223-00002654 your course English for tourism okay cxgV4FEKJjg-00004-00002655-00003010 this clip is our first introduction clip cxgV4FEKJjg-00005-00003011-00003322 so we're going to take it nice and easy cxgV4FEKJjg-00006-00003322-00003659 hopefully so first of all let's cxgV4FEKJjg-00007-00003660-00003929 introduce you to the content of what cxgV4FEKJjg-00008-00003929-00004411 this clip will be about first of all me cxgV4FEKJjg-00009-00004412-00004700 ok meet dumb Who am I who is the person cxgV4FEKJjg-00010-00004701-00005038 giving you these clips for the next for cxgV4FEKJjg-00011-00005039-00005426 the rest of the series the second thing cxgV4FEKJjg-00012-00005427-00005738 we will look at in this clip is why must cxgV4FEKJjg-00013-00005739-00006195 we learn English why is it so important cxgV4FEKJjg-00014-00006196-00006571 hopefully during the clip I can inspire cxgV4FEKJjg-00015-00006572-00007139 you to learn as much as possible the cxgV4FEKJjg-00016-00007140-00007483 third thing the third part of this clip cxgV4FEKJjg-00017-00007484-00007805 we will look at some things to do and cxgV4FEKJjg-00018-00007806-00008207 something to not do for learning English cxgV4FEKJjg-00019-00008208-00008606 my advice for you some dudes and some cxgV4FEKJjg-00020-00008607-00008881 don'ts for learning in your free time cxgV4FEKJjg-00021-00008882-00009326 unlearning in your classes then we will cxgV4FEKJjg-00022-00009327-00009671 look at my top 10 tips for learning cxgV4FEKJjg-00023-00009672-00010088 English in your free time outside of cxgV4FEKJjg-00024-00010089-00010489 these clips outside of your classroom cxgV4FEKJjg-00025-00010490-00010924 outside of your textbooks what can you cxgV4FEKJjg-00026-00010925-00011281 do in your daily life and in your cxgV4FEKJjg-00027-00011282-00011687 routines in your free time to learn cxgV4FEKJjg-00028-00011688-00012096 English more to keep practicing and cxgV4FEKJjg-00029-00012097-00012377 finally I will give you some useful cxgV4FEKJjg-00030-00012378-00012724 links for learning English some more cxgV4FEKJjg-00031-00012725-00012885 resources that cxgV4FEKJjg-00032-00012886-00013272 you can find online throughout the cxgV4FEKJjg-00033-00013272-00013533 series of the clips i will keep cxgV4FEKJjg-00034-00013534-00013938 providing useful youtube links useful cxgV4FEKJjg-00035-00013938-00014259 websites that also will help you for cxgV4FEKJjg-00036-00014260-00014682 learning english so first of all who am cxgV4FEKJjg-00037-00014683-00015036 i needs done that's my nickname full cxgV4FEKJjg-00038-00015037-00015387 name dominique I'm from Manchester in cxgV4FEKJjg-00039-00015388-00015786 England in the north where it rains a cxgV4FEKJjg-00040-00015787-00016233 lot a lot but now I live in Bangkok I've cxgV4FEKJjg-00041-00016234-00016581 lived in Bangkok for around three years cxgV4FEKJjg-00042-00016582-00016940 I work as a freelance English teacher cxgV4FEKJjg-00043-00016941-00017340 teaching for all levels all ages from cxgV4FEKJjg-00044-00017341-00017667 the very very very small to the quite cxgV4FEKJjg-00045-00017668-00018030 old from the very beginning she's a very cxgV4FEKJjg-00046-00018031-00018417 advanced a wide range of teaching keeps cxgV4FEKJjg-00047-00018418-00018846 things interesting and also this is a cxgV4FEKJjg-00048-00018847-00019194 Facebook page it's my facebook page for cxgV4FEKJjg-00049-00019195-00019532 learning English in a fun way cxgV4FEKJjg-00050-00019533-00019833 interesting things that make language cxgV4FEKJjg-00051-00019834-00020247 learning more fun yes we have to go to cxgV4FEKJjg-00052-00020248-00020487 our classes and learn from a textbook cxgV4FEKJjg-00053-00020488-00020903 but a good philosophy of teaching for cxgV4FEKJjg-00054-00020904-00021288 anything is to keep things fun fresh and cxgV4FEKJjg-00055-00021289-00021675 interesting if you follow this page you cxgV4FEKJjg-00056-00021676-00021975 can learn a lot of new and fun things cxgV4FEKJjg-00057-00021976-00022369 that's the key keep it fun so hopefully cxgV4FEKJjg-00058-00022370-00022694 for the rest of these video clip series cxgV4FEKJjg-00059-00022695-00022986 you will find that the videos are fun cxgV4FEKJjg-00060-00022987-00023280 and entertaining and you can learn cxgV4FEKJjg-00061-00023281-00023775 English in a more enjoyable way so let's cxgV4FEKJjg-00062-00023776-00024153 begin with the keywords let's have a cxgV4FEKJjg-00063-00024154-00024250 look cxgV4FEKJjg-00064-00024251-00024636 some keywords that will be useful for cxgV4FEKJjg-00065-00024637-00024969 the rest of this clip we have here cxgV4FEKJjg-00066-00024970-00025305 behind me on the screen I will go cxgV4FEKJjg-00067-00025306-00025693 through them but if you need you can cxgV4FEKJjg-00068-00025694-00026025 pause the video use a translator and cxgV4FEKJjg-00069-00026026-00026380 look up these words so that you know the cxgV4FEKJjg-00070-00026381-00026848 word for the rest of the clip let's look cxgV4FEKJjg-00071-00026849-00027345 at the first word foreign foreign means cxgV4FEKJjg-00072-00027345-00027856 not from your country example I am a cxgV4FEKJjg-00073-00027857-00028192 foreigner in Thailand because I am cxgV4FEKJjg-00074-00028193-00029027 English second word native Native means cxgV4FEKJjg-00075-00029028-00029589 belongs to your country I am a native cxgV4FEKJjg-00076-00029589-00029917 English person because I come from cxgV4FEKJjg-00077-00029918-00030745 England third word confident confident cxgV4FEKJjg-00078-00030745-00031129 means that you are well the opposite of cxgV4FEKJjg-00079-00031130-00031464 shy you are happy to speak with people cxgV4FEKJjg-00080-00031464-00031830 happy with yourself a little bit brave cxgV4FEKJjg-00081-00031831-00032208 like I said if you don't understand the cxgV4FEKJjg-00082-00032209-00032664 word use a translator and translate it cxgV4FEKJjg-00083-00032666-00033181 to your language the fourth word we have cxgV4FEKJjg-00084-00033182-00033812 is shy shy is the opposite of confident cxgV4FEKJjg-00085-00033813-00034133 shy means you're a little bit scared cxgV4FEKJjg-00086-00034134-00034570 scared of people new situations again cxgV4FEKJjg-00087-00034571-00034936 use a translator if you don't know the cxgV4FEKJjg-00088-00034937-00035358 word shy is not what we want when cxgV4FEKJjg-00089-00035359-00035968 learning English the fifth word the cxgV4FEKJjg-00090-00035969-00036318 fifth word is mistake cxgV4FEKJjg-00091-00036319-00036711 midstates is when you do something wrong cxgV4FEKJjg-00092-00036712-00037390 example two plus two equals five that's cxgV4FEKJjg-00093-00037391-00038074 a mistake two plus two equals four the cxgV4FEKJjg-00094-00038075-00038523 next word we have is communicate cxgV4FEKJjg-00095-00038524-00038904 communicate means speaking with others cxgV4FEKJjg-00096-00038905-00039182 interacting with others writing to cxgV4FEKJjg-00097-00039183-00039582 others to other people communication is cxgV4FEKJjg-00098-00039583-00039923 the number one goal of language learning cxgV4FEKJjg-00099-00039924-00040661 and the last word we have is goal goal cxgV4FEKJjg-00100-00040662-00041132 is what you want to achieve maybe your cxgV4FEKJjg-00101-00041133-00041512 goal today it's just to listen to some cxgV4FEKJjg-00102-00041513-00041943 English maybe learn one or two new words cxgV4FEKJjg-00103-00041944-00042332 maybe you have bigger goals to speak cxgV4FEKJjg-00104-00042333-00043036 English very well up to you so we have cxgV4FEKJjg-00105-00043037-00043457 one two three four five six seven key cxgV4FEKJjg-00106-00043458-00043783 words which you need for this cxgV4FEKJjg-00107-00043784-00044323 introduction clip again use a translator cxgV4FEKJjg-00108-00044324-00044695 if you don't know the word so you are cxgV4FEKJjg-00109-00044696-00045118 comfortable with the vocabulary of this cxgV4FEKJjg-00110-00045119-00045241 clip cxgV4FEKJjg-00111-00045242-00045769 [Music] cxgV4FEKJjg-00112-00045770-00046015 moon cy7BdXlemsy-00000-00001744-00001926 and if you recall cy7BdXlemsy-00001-00001927-00002207 the problems with the original larger cy7BdXlemsy-00002-00002208-00002359 equation cy7BdXlemsy-00003-00002360-00002502 were that cy7BdXlemsy-00004-00002503-00002750 it was inconsistent with stationarity of cy7BdXlemsy-00005-00002751-00002934 the output process cy7BdXlemsy-00006-00002935-00003118 and moreover cy7BdXlemsy-00007-00003119-00003367 the white noise assumption probably led cy7BdXlemsy-00008-00003368-00003567 to this inconsistency we have to check cy7BdXlemsy-00009-00003568-00003679 this out cy7BdXlemsy-00010-00003679-00003799 and cy7BdXlemsy-00011-00003800-00003990 we also found that the power spectrum cy7BdXlemsy-00012-00003992-00004143 did not go to cy7BdXlemsy-00013-00004144-00004359 zero fast enough and you ended up with cy7BdXlemsy-00014-00004360-00004575 the fact that physical quantities like cy7BdXlemsy-00015-00004576-00004854 mean square accelerations were infinite cy7BdXlemsy-00016-00004855-00005063 so we also had some issues with cy7BdXlemsy-00017-00005064-00005335 causality which were rather subtle we cy7BdXlemsy-00018-00005336-00005518 made this assumption that the velocity cy7BdXlemsy-00019-00005519-00005759 is not correlated to the noise at later cy7BdXlemsy-00020-00005760-00005838 times cy7BdXlemsy-00021-00005839-00006086 but what happens at equal times will not cy7BdXlemsy-00022-00006087-00006279 be rather vague about this cy7BdXlemsy-00023-00006280-00006495 so we need to fix all these problems and cy7BdXlemsy-00024-00006495-00006719 for that we imposed cy7BdXlemsy-00025-00006720-00006870 we introduced this cy7BdXlemsy-00026-00006872-00007110 generalized language equation and what i cy7BdXlemsy-00027-00007111-00007351 am going to show today is that it solves cy7BdXlemsy-00028-00007352-00007598 these problems its completely consistent cy7BdXlemsy-00029-00007600-00007863 its a consistent way of describing the cy7BdXlemsy-00030-00007864-00008087 velocity of a brownian particle cy7BdXlemsy-00031-00008088-00008335 in terms of some memory or frequency cy7BdXlemsy-00032-00008336-00008678 dependent friction and ah it also cy7BdXlemsy-00033-00008679-00008935 provides answers correct consistent cy7BdXlemsy-00034-00008936-00009071 answers to this problem with cy7BdXlemsy-00035-00009072-00009327 stationarity with causality and so on cy7BdXlemsy-00036-00009328-00009559 and so forth lets see now systematically cy7BdXlemsy-00037-00009560-00009687 how this goes cy7BdXlemsy-00038-00009688-00009919 ok so the generalized of language cy7BdXlemsy-00039-00009920-00010206 equation cy7BdXlemsy-00040-00010207-00010495 and we looked at it in the case of cy7BdXlemsy-00041-00010496-00010687 a single velocity component of a cy7BdXlemsy-00042-00010688-00010863 brownian particle cy7BdXlemsy-00043-00010864-00011087 this equation said m cy7BdXlemsy-00044-00011088-00011199 v dot cy7BdXlemsy-00045-00011200-00011351 of t cy7BdXlemsy-00046-00011352-00011478 plus cy7BdXlemsy-00047-00011479-00011791 m times an integral from minus infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00048-00011792-00011942 to t cy7BdXlemsy-00049-00011943-00012167 d t prime cy7BdXlemsy-00050-00012168-00012359 some memory kernel cy7BdXlemsy-00051-00012360-00012574 t minus t prime cy7BdXlemsy-00052-00012575-00012735 b of t prime cy7BdXlemsy-00053-00012736-00012886 was equal to cy7BdXlemsy-00054-00012887-00013086 the noise on the right hand side cy7BdXlemsy-00055-00013087-00013294 whatever that was and right now i am cy7BdXlemsy-00056-00013295-00013527 just going to say it's a it's a noise cy7BdXlemsy-00057-00013528-00013647 and that's it cy7BdXlemsy-00058-00013647-00013815 we're not going to specify anything cy7BdXlemsy-00059-00013816-00014030 about it except to say it's a stationary cy7BdXlemsy-00060-00014031-00014135 noise cy7BdXlemsy-00061-00014136-00014727 so some eta of t cy7BdXlemsy-00062-00014728-00015022 stationary noise cy7BdXlemsy-00063-00015023-00015686 with the average value equal to zero cy7BdXlemsy-00064-00015687-00015943 that's it that's the only assumption we cy7BdXlemsy-00065-00015944-00016135 have to see in a consistent way what cy7BdXlemsy-00066-00016136-00016430 kind of statistics are tenable for this cy7BdXlemsy-00067-00016431-00016591 noise cy7BdXlemsy-00068-00016592-00016671 then cy7BdXlemsy-00069-00016672-00016871 if we took averages we computed the cy7BdXlemsy-00070-00016872-00017150 mobility of the particle so we said that cy7BdXlemsy-00071-00017151-00017319 the average value cy7BdXlemsy-00072-00017320-00017527 of the velocity cy7BdXlemsy-00073-00017528-00017767 per unit applied force when i apply an cy7BdXlemsy-00074-00017768-00018022 external force this thing becomes plus cy7BdXlemsy-00075-00018023-00018103 f cy7BdXlemsy-00076-00018104-00018247 external cy7BdXlemsy-00077-00018248-00018350 of t cy7BdXlemsy-00078-00018351-00018535 so this is the generalized language cy7BdXlemsy-00079-00018536-00018663 equation cy7BdXlemsy-00080-00018664-00018935 and we said that cy7BdXlemsy-00081-00018936-00019150 the average velocity cy7BdXlemsy-00082-00019151-00019327 to first order in the external force in cy7BdXlemsy-00083-00019328-00019503 this case it is a linear equation so it cy7BdXlemsy-00084-00019504-00019719 is actually an exact relation cy7BdXlemsy-00085-00019720-00019863 this quantity cy7BdXlemsy-00086-00019864-00020079 divided by f cy7BdXlemsy-00087-00020080-00020263 external cy7BdXlemsy-00088-00020264-00020535 for constant external force cy7BdXlemsy-00089-00020536-00020799 the limit in which t tends to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00090-00020800-00021039 this quantity tends to what was called cy7BdXlemsy-00091-00021040-00021335 the mobility of the particle cy7BdXlemsy-00092-00021336-00021607 the static mobility of the particle at cy7BdXlemsy-00093-00021608-00022639 zero frequency cy7BdXlemsy-00094-00022640-00022863 the dynamic mobility cy7BdXlemsy-00095-00022864-00023094 is the steady state response cy7BdXlemsy-00096-00023095-00023303 that you get when the force is cy7BdXlemsy-00097-00023304-00023494 sinusoidal with some fixed frequency cy7BdXlemsy-00098-00023495-00023807 some given frequency omega so in that cy7BdXlemsy-00099-00023808-00024047 case we discovered that cy7BdXlemsy-00100-00024048-00024327 v tilde of omega cy7BdXlemsy-00101-00024328-00024527 average cy7BdXlemsy-00102-00024528-00024742 namely the fourier component of the cy7BdXlemsy-00103-00024743-00024975 velocity at that frequency at which you cy7BdXlemsy-00104-00024976-00025214 are pushing this system cy7BdXlemsy-00105-00025215-00025599 divided by per unit force so this was f cy7BdXlemsy-00106-00025600-00025727 tilde cy7BdXlemsy-00107-00025727-00025902 of omega cy7BdXlemsy-00108-00025904-00026087 that is the component of the external cy7BdXlemsy-00109-00026088-00026287 force cy7BdXlemsy-00110-00026288-00026535 corresponding to frequency omega cy7BdXlemsy-00111-00026536-00026783 this quantity here was equal to the cy7BdXlemsy-00112-00026783-00027711 dynamic mobility cy7BdXlemsy-00113-00027712-00027967 and we had in our model cy7BdXlemsy-00114-00027968-00028151 we computed this quantity simply by cy7BdXlemsy-00115-00028152-00028390 taking fourier transforms on both sides cy7BdXlemsy-00116-00028391-00028574 there are some niceties about taking cy7BdXlemsy-00117-00028575-00028823 fourier transforms of a random function cy7BdXlemsy-00118-00028824-00029095 i blurred i slurred over those cy7BdXlemsy-00119-00029095-00029431 niceties but one can make this rigorous cy7BdXlemsy-00120-00029432-00029646 the result is perfectly correct and this cy7BdXlemsy-00121-00029647-00029870 turns out to be one over cy7BdXlemsy-00122-00029872-00030551 m times if you recall gamma bar of omega cy7BdXlemsy-00123-00030552-00030879 minus i omega cy7BdXlemsy-00124-00030880-00031055 but this is the one sided fourier cy7BdXlemsy-00125-00031056-00031270 transform of the memory kernel which is cy7BdXlemsy-00126-00031272-00031479 defined for non negative values of its cy7BdXlemsy-00127-00031480-00031607 argument cy7BdXlemsy-00128-00031608-00031855 so that's the place to which we had got cy7BdXlemsy-00129-00031856-00032318 gamma bar of omega cy7BdXlemsy-00130-00032319-00032518 is equal to an integral from zero to cy7BdXlemsy-00131-00032519-00032670 infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00132-00032672-00032990 d t e to the i omega t cy7BdXlemsy-00133-00032991-00033271 gamma of t cy7BdXlemsy-00134-00033272-00033446 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00135-00033447-00033646 the assumption is the memory kernel is cy7BdXlemsy-00136-00033647-00033790 such that cy7BdXlemsy-00137-00033791-00034015 dies down as t tends to infinity in such cy7BdXlemsy-00138-00034016-00034127 a way that this cy7BdXlemsy-00139-00034128-00034318 integral converges cy7BdXlemsy-00140-00034319-00034471 if it doesn't then you have to take cy7BdXlemsy-00141-00034472-00034679 laplace transforms and then analytically cy7BdXlemsy-00142-00034680-00034935 continue to minus i omega or something cy7BdXlemsy-00143-00034936-00035087 like that in the laplace transform cy7BdXlemsy-00144-00035088-00035390 variable so this is the cy7BdXlemsy-00145-00035391-00035535 place we had cy7BdXlemsy-00146-00035536-00035743 up to which we'd come cy7BdXlemsy-00147-00035744-00035902 now the question is cy7BdXlemsy-00148-00035903-00036118 in linear response theory we know we cy7BdXlemsy-00149-00036119-00036359 have a formula cy7BdXlemsy-00150-00036360-00036567 for the mobility we are applying a cy7BdXlemsy-00151-00036568-00036807 perturbation which essentially couples cy7BdXlemsy-00152-00036808-00037039 by the variable x and we are measuring cy7BdXlemsy-00153-00037040-00037262 the average velocity v so in the cy7BdXlemsy-00154-00037263-00037551 formalism of linear response theory this cy7BdXlemsy-00155-00037552-00037711 quantity a cy7BdXlemsy-00156-00037712-00038046 is x and the quantity b is v cy7BdXlemsy-00157-00038047-00038335 the velocity so we should have cy7BdXlemsy-00158-00038336-00038543 compatibility with the formula which we cy7BdXlemsy-00159-00038544-00038711 get from linear response theory and the cy7BdXlemsy-00160-00038712-00038895 question is is that consistent with this cy7BdXlemsy-00161-00038896-00039159 model or not so we need to make sure cy7BdXlemsy-00162-00039160-00039471 that the model correctly reproduces that cy7BdXlemsy-00163-00039472-00039687 expression the general formula then we cy7BdXlemsy-00164-00039688-00039879 can assert that these two are consistent cy7BdXlemsy-00165-00039880-00040007 with each other cy7BdXlemsy-00166-00040008-00040255 so i want to emphasize again that the cy7BdXlemsy-00167-00040256-00040511 general formula we have for the mobility cy7BdXlemsy-00168-00040512-00040790 from linear response theory is that mu cy7BdXlemsy-00169-00040791-00040974 of omega cy7BdXlemsy-00170-00040975-00041239 so from cy7BdXlemsy-00171-00041240-00041495 linear response theory cy7BdXlemsy-00172-00041496-00041751 mu of omega is just cy7BdXlemsy-00173-00041752-00041887 the same cy7BdXlemsy-00174-00041888-00042007 as chi cy7BdXlemsy-00175-00042008-00042167 of x v cy7BdXlemsy-00176-00042168-00042367 of omega and we are looking at a cy7BdXlemsy-00177-00042368-00042687 classical particle so this quantity is cy7BdXlemsy-00178-00042688-00042935 equal to cy7BdXlemsy-00179-00042936-00043102 the fourier transform this is equal to cy7BdXlemsy-00180-00043103-00043318 integral zero to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00181-00043319-00043439 d t cy7BdXlemsy-00182-00043440-00043679 e to the i omega t cy7BdXlemsy-00183-00043680-00043790 phi cy7BdXlemsy-00184-00043791-00043935 x v cy7BdXlemsy-00185-00043936-00044111 of t so it is a generalized cy7BdXlemsy-00186-00044112-00044390 susceptibility and the question is what cy7BdXlemsy-00187-00044391-00044695 is phi x v cy7BdXlemsy-00188-00044696-00044855 of t cy7BdXlemsy-00189-00044856-00045535 equal to and this is classical cy7BdXlemsy-00190-00045536-00045807 if you recall its equal to beta times cy7BdXlemsy-00191-00045808-00046023 the expectation value cy7BdXlemsy-00192-00046024-00046279 the equilibrium expectation value cy7BdXlemsy-00193-00046280-00046430 of cy7BdXlemsy-00194-00046431-00046655 a dot with b cy7BdXlemsy-00195-00046656-00046815 so this is cy7BdXlemsy-00196-00046816-00046935 x dot cy7BdXlemsy-00197-00046936-00047095 of 0 cy7BdXlemsy-00198-00047096-00047223 with v cy7BdXlemsy-00199-00047224-00047367 of t cy7BdXlemsy-00200-00047368-00047711 in equilibrium cy7BdXlemsy-00201-00047712-00047911 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00202-00047912-00048318 but of course this is v of 0. cy7BdXlemsy-00203-00048319-00048535 so linear response theory says on cy7BdXlemsy-00204-00048536-00048767 general grounds that this fellow had cy7BdXlemsy-00205-00048768-00049167 better be equal to 1 over k boltzmann t cy7BdXlemsy-00206-00049168-00049430 integral from 0 to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00207-00049431-00049823 d t e to the i omega t cy7BdXlemsy-00208-00049824-00050023 v of 0 v of t cy7BdXlemsy-00209-00050024-00050199 but v is supposed to be a stationary cy7BdXlemsy-00210-00050200-00050471 random variable in thermal equilibrium cy7BdXlemsy-00211-00050472-00050855 so this will be some v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00212-00050856-00051214 b of t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00213-00051215-00051407 in equal to b cy7BdXlemsy-00214-00051408-00051623 t naught is arbitrary cy7BdXlemsy-00215-00051624-00051863 completely cy7BdXlemsy-00216-00051864-00052063 because if v is a stationary random cy7BdXlemsy-00217-00052064-00052319 variable then this correlation function cy7BdXlemsy-00218-00052320-00052463 is a function only of the time cy7BdXlemsy-00219-00052464-00052742 difference of the two arguments and its cy7BdXlemsy-00220-00052744-00053166 just a function of t cy7BdXlemsy-00221-00053167-00053415 so this much the general linear response cy7BdXlemsy-00222-00053416-00053630 theory says independent of any language cy7BdXlemsy-00223-00053632-00053759 model cy7BdXlemsy-00224-00053760-00053982 okay that's what we found in general in cy7BdXlemsy-00225-00053983-00054166 the classical case cy7BdXlemsy-00226-00054167-00054391 now the question is is the generalized cy7BdXlemsy-00227-00054391-00054630 language equation compatible with this cy7BdXlemsy-00228-00054632-00055023 or not can we derive this or not cy7BdXlemsy-00229-00055024-00055215 so what we have to show cy7BdXlemsy-00230-00055216-00055399 is the expression you get for the cy7BdXlemsy-00231-00055400-00055638 mobility here in the generalized cy7BdXlemsy-00232-00055639-00055791 language equation cy7BdXlemsy-00233-00055791-00056094 so this is cy7BdXlemsy-00234-00056095-00056415 this is equal to one over m cy7BdXlemsy-00235-00056416-00056615 gamma bar of omega cy7BdXlemsy-00236-00056616-00057038 minus i omega cy7BdXlemsy-00237-00057039-00057438 and the question is is this equal to cy7BdXlemsy-00238-00057439-00057959 this quantity here in the same model cy7BdXlemsy-00239-00057960-00058142 if it is then i assert cy7BdXlemsy-00240-00058144-00058335 that these two are compatible with each cy7BdXlemsy-00241-00058336-00058471 other cy7BdXlemsy-00242-00058472-00058719 ok so you see the logic in the cy7BdXlemsy-00243-00058720-00058966 generalized language equation model we cy7BdXlemsy-00244-00058967-00059199 explicitly found the mobility cy7BdXlemsy-00245-00059200-00059375 which is computing the response straight cy7BdXlemsy-00246-00059376-00059479 away cy7BdXlemsy-00247-00059479-00059647 and we discovered by taking fourier cy7BdXlemsy-00248-00059648-00059879 transforms or whatever we discovered cy7BdXlemsy-00249-00059879-00060119 that it is equal to this cy7BdXlemsy-00250-00060120-00060263 on the other hand general linear cy7BdXlemsy-00251-00060264-00060423 response theory says it should be equal cy7BdXlemsy-00252-00060424-00060606 to that cy7BdXlemsy-00253-00060607-00060791 so we need to go back to the language cy7BdXlemsy-00254-00060791-00061047 equation compute this quantity cy7BdXlemsy-00255-00061048-00061223 and see if its integral from 0 to cy7BdXlemsy-00256-00061224-00061463 infinity multiplied by this gives you cy7BdXlemsy-00257-00061464-00061647 this cy7BdXlemsy-00258-00061648-00061847 and if it does we are done cy7BdXlemsy-00259-00061848-00061999 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00260-00062000-00062215 so lets see if this is true cy7BdXlemsy-00261-00062216-00062726 now the way to do this is as follows cy7BdXlemsy-00262-00062727-00062894 first of all the b must turn out to be a cy7BdXlemsy-00263-00062895-00063094 stationary process and we must be able cy7BdXlemsy-00264-00063095-00063319 to show that quite rigorously cy7BdXlemsy-00265-00063320-00063479 and we will see that it consistently cy7BdXlemsy-00266-00063479-00063694 turns out to be one okay cy7BdXlemsy-00267-00063695-00063903 so let's start since cy7BdXlemsy-00268-00063904-00064094 i am anticipating myself since it will cy7BdXlemsy-00269-00064095-00064303 turn out that this v is a stationary cy7BdXlemsy-00270-00064304-00064535 process namely this correlator is only a cy7BdXlemsy-00271-00064536-00064679 function of t cy7BdXlemsy-00272-00064679-00064926 lets start let us take a shortcut let us cy7BdXlemsy-00273-00064927-00065175 start with the larger my equation at cy7BdXlemsy-00274-00065176-00065366 time t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00275-00065367-00065638 whatever b t naught ok cy7BdXlemsy-00276-00065639-00065823 so i have m cy7BdXlemsy-00277-00065824-00065967 v dot cy7BdXlemsy-00278-00065968-00066294 of t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00279-00066295-00066391 plus cy7BdXlemsy-00280-00066392-00066526 m cy7BdXlemsy-00281-00066527-00066823 integral from minus infinity to t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00282-00066824-00067071 plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00283-00067072-00067294 and lets break that up into two pieces cy7BdXlemsy-00284-00067295-00067519 for a reason which will become clear cy7BdXlemsy-00285-00067520-00067759 let us break it up into a t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00286-00067760-00068071 t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00287-00068072-00068326 d t prime cy7BdXlemsy-00288-00068327-00068487 gamma of cy7BdXlemsy-00289-00068488-00068655 t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00290-00068656-00068863 minus t prime cy7BdXlemsy-00291-00068864-00069047 v of t prime cy7BdXlemsy-00292-00069048-00069279 equal to on the right hand side cy7BdXlemsy-00293-00069280-00069535 the noise cy7BdXlemsy-00294-00069536-00069759 at time t naught plus t because that is cy7BdXlemsy-00295-00069760-00069926 the instant at which i am writing my cy7BdXlemsy-00296-00069927-00070175 equation down cy7BdXlemsy-00297-00070176-00070359 minus the piece that i took away from cy7BdXlemsy-00298-00070360-00070550 here so it is minus m cy7BdXlemsy-00299-00070551-00070903 integral minus infinity up to t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00300-00070904-00071119 d t prime cy7BdXlemsy-00301-00071120-00071431 gamma of t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00302-00071432-00071662 minus t prime cy7BdXlemsy-00303-00071663-00072062 v of t cy7BdXlemsy-00304-00072063-00072191 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00305-00072192-00072359 so i have split cy7BdXlemsy-00306-00072360-00072582 the force in the the frictional force cy7BdXlemsy-00307-00072583-00072735 into two pieces cy7BdXlemsy-00308-00072736-00072935 one depends on the velocity history cy7BdXlemsy-00309-00072936-00073150 after my initial time t naught whatever cy7BdXlemsy-00310-00073151-00073431 it is and the other is past history cy7BdXlemsy-00311-00073432-00073638 from way back when whenever cy7BdXlemsy-00312-00073639-00073831 okay cy7BdXlemsy-00313-00073832-00074031 and let us give this a name cy7BdXlemsy-00314-00074032-00074350 so let us call this thing cy7BdXlemsy-00315-00074351-00074631 by definition some h cy7BdXlemsy-00316-00074632-00074799 it is a kind of noise because this is a cy7BdXlemsy-00317-00074800-00074950 random variable this is a random cy7BdXlemsy-00318-00074951-00075223 variable which is imposed from outside cy7BdXlemsy-00319-00075224-00075471 so let us call it sum h and what is it a cy7BdXlemsy-00320-00075472-00075655 function of cy7BdXlemsy-00321-00075656-00075823 its got to be a function of t naught as cy7BdXlemsy-00322-00075824-00075999 well as t separately cy7BdXlemsy-00323-00076000-00076223 so since t naught plus t appears here cy7BdXlemsy-00324-00076224-00076438 and t naught appears here separately let cy7BdXlemsy-00325-00076439-00076662 us write it out in that form let me call cy7BdXlemsy-00326-00076663-00076991 it t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00327-00076992-00077082 t cy7BdXlemsy-00328-00077083-00077399 naught its a function of both cy7BdXlemsy-00329-00077400-00077655 and i define this h in this fashion here cy7BdXlemsy-00330-00077656-00077806 now there is a reason cy7BdXlemsy-00331-00077807-00077991 why i did this cy7BdXlemsy-00332-00077992-00078223 because you see i want the velocity auto cy7BdXlemsy-00333-00078224-00078406 correlation i want the velocity to be a cy7BdXlemsy-00334-00078407-00078631 stationary process right so in cy7BdXlemsy-00335-00078632-00078847 particular i want the correlator v of t cy7BdXlemsy-00336-00078848-00079111 naught v of t naught plus t equilibrium cy7BdXlemsy-00337-00079112-00079591 average to be independent of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00338-00079592-00079847 so in particular if i take dot draw if i cy7BdXlemsy-00339-00079848-00080055 take derivatives on both sides cy7BdXlemsy-00340-00080056-00080206 v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00341-00080207-00080519 v dot of t naught must be zero cy7BdXlemsy-00342-00080520-00080711 at the same instant cy7BdXlemsy-00343-00080712-00080991 so if i left multiply by v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00344-00080992-00081279 here i get m cy7BdXlemsy-00345-00081280-00081487 v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00346-00081488-00081838 v dot of t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00347-00081839-00082223 and lets left multiply on both sides cy7BdXlemsy-00348-00082224-00082503 and take full averages cy7BdXlemsy-00349-00082504-00082679 there is no external force so everything cy7BdXlemsy-00350-00082680-00083238 is in equilibrium cy7BdXlemsy-00351-00083239-00083526 and let us multiply this cy7BdXlemsy-00352-00083527-00083815 by e to the power i omega t cy7BdXlemsy-00353-00083816-00084047 and integrate from zero to infinity with cy7BdXlemsy-00354-00084048-00084518 respect to t cy7BdXlemsy-00355-00084519-00084759 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00356-00084760-00084959 i have to do the same thing everywhere cy7BdXlemsy-00357-00084960-00085143 but the reason for my splitting it up cy7BdXlemsy-00358-00085144-00085406 till t naught is that if i set t equal cy7BdXlemsy-00359-00085407-00085782 to 0 this integral vanishes cy7BdXlemsy-00360-00085783-00085991 out here and then i am guaranteed that v cy7BdXlemsy-00361-00085992-00086150 of t naught v dot of t naught is cy7BdXlemsy-00362-00086151-00086550 actually zero provided cy7BdXlemsy-00363-00086551-00086743 v of t naught is not correlated with cy7BdXlemsy-00364-00086744-00086887 this cy7BdXlemsy-00365-00086888-00087111 provided cy7BdXlemsy-00366-00087112-00087303 so let us impose that cy7BdXlemsy-00367-00087304-00087823 impose cy7BdXlemsy-00368-00087824-00088438 causality cy7BdXlemsy-00369-00088439-00089031 by the condition cy7BdXlemsy-00370-00089032-00089311 v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00371-00089312-00089487 h of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00372-00089488-00089711 plus cy7BdXlemsy-00373-00089712-00089975 p naught cy7BdXlemsy-00374-00089976-00090135 equilibrium cy7BdXlemsy-00375-00090136-00090350 equal to zero for all t greater than cy7BdXlemsy-00376-00090351-00090623 zero cy7BdXlemsy-00377-00090624-00090831 impose it i am going to impose it from cy7BdXlemsy-00378-00090832-00091126 outside cy7BdXlemsy-00379-00091127-00091367 naively you would have said cy7BdXlemsy-00380-00091368-00091591 v of t naught with eta of t naught plus cy7BdXlemsy-00381-00091592-00091679 t cy7BdXlemsy-00382-00091680-00091879 it should be zero that is causality it cy7BdXlemsy-00383-00091880-00092094 says the force at a later time cannot cy7BdXlemsy-00384-00092095-00092375 affect the velocity at an earlier time cy7BdXlemsy-00385-00092376-00092655 maybe but that is not consistent that's cy7BdXlemsy-00386-00092656-00092831 the important thing it turns out it's cy7BdXlemsy-00387-00092832-00093143 not consistent and you'll see why cy7BdXlemsy-00388-00093144-00093279 on the other hand we don't know this cy7BdXlemsy-00389-00093280-00093471 condition is going to work but it has cy7BdXlemsy-00390-00093472-00093599 one merit cy7BdXlemsy-00391-00093600-00093862 if i do that then straight away if i cy7BdXlemsy-00392-00093863-00094150 multiply by v of t naught here cy7BdXlemsy-00393-00094151-00094359 and set t equal to zero cy7BdXlemsy-00394-00094360-00094606 then this integral vanishes this becomes cy7BdXlemsy-00395-00094607-00094879 v of t naught with v dot of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00396-00094880-00095191 and that is equal to zero cy7BdXlemsy-00397-00095192-00095303 construct cy7BdXlemsy-00398-00095304-00095631 automatically so stationarity is imposed cy7BdXlemsy-00399-00095632-00095935 is automatically satisfied provided i cy7BdXlemsy-00400-00095936-00096199 can get away with this condition cy7BdXlemsy-00401-00096200-00096479 ok at the moment it is an artifact cy7BdXlemsy-00402-00096480-00096726 we have to see what its consequences are cy7BdXlemsy-00403-00096727-00096935 ok is this clear cy7BdXlemsy-00404-00096936-00097135 the reason why i am doing this you could cy7BdXlemsy-00405-00097136-00097287 have split it anywhere you could have cy7BdXlemsy-00406-00097288-00097535 fronts minus infinity up to this point cy7BdXlemsy-00407-00097536-00097671 you could have split the integral cy7BdXlemsy-00408-00097672-00097935 anywhere but i can only split it at one cy7BdXlemsy-00409-00097936-00098215 point in order to maintain the fact that cy7BdXlemsy-00410-00098216-00098350 i want this cy7BdXlemsy-00411-00098351-00099855 i require cy7BdXlemsy-00412-00099856-00100662 by stationarity cy7BdXlemsy-00413-00100663-00100879 its required cy7BdXlemsy-00414-00100880-00101191 and this condition this imposition is cy7BdXlemsy-00415-00101192-00101326 going to achieve that cy7BdXlemsy-00416-00101327-00101750 once i break the integral of patina cy7BdXlemsy-00417-00101751-00101887 oh by the way i should say right from cy7BdXlemsy-00418-00101888-00102006 the beginning cy7BdXlemsy-00419-00102007-00102318 in this equation itself t is positive cy7BdXlemsy-00420-00102319-00102527 t is positive so when i say t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00421-00102528-00102718 plus t i mean an instant later than t cy7BdXlemsy-00422-00102719-00103047 naught always so if the right hand side cy7BdXlemsy-00423-00103048-00103447 is zero cy7BdXlemsy-00424-00103448-00103639 t greater than equal to zero i can take cy7BdXlemsy-00425-00103640-00103927 the limit t going to zero but from above cy7BdXlemsy-00426-00103928-00104134 always yeah so the first term in the cy7BdXlemsy-00427-00104135-00104310 right hand side cy7BdXlemsy-00428-00104311-00104447 if we take the cy7BdXlemsy-00429-00104448-00104639 correlation with v t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00430-00104640-00104886 and the second term is related because cy7BdXlemsy-00431-00104888-00104966 yes cy7BdXlemsy-00432-00104967-00105158 yes so the second term contains the cy7BdXlemsy-00433-00105159-00105358 whole memory yes and the first term cy7BdXlemsy-00434-00105359-00105543 seems like the instantaneous cy7BdXlemsy-00435-00105544-00105623 thing cy7BdXlemsy-00436-00105624-00105775 yes cy7BdXlemsy-00437-00105776-00105895 we'll see cy7BdXlemsy-00438-00105896-00106158 we'll see so it looks like we cy7BdXlemsy-00439-00106159-00106366 the noise and the velocity are mixed up cy7BdXlemsy-00440-00106367-00106878 in some complicated way cy7BdXlemsy-00441-00106879-00107078 we'll see what happens cy7BdXlemsy-00442-00107079-00107223 we'll see it shouldn't it shouldn't cy7BdXlemsy-00443-00107224-00107495 contain any memory okay we'll see what cy7BdXlemsy-00444-00107496-00107590 happens cy7BdXlemsy-00445-00107591-00107734 as we go along cy7BdXlemsy-00446-00107735-00107958 but right now the motivation as to why i cy7BdXlemsy-00447-00107959-00108223 am doing this is very simple i want that cy7BdXlemsy-00448-00108224-00108390 stationarity and that is achieved cy7BdXlemsy-00449-00108391-00108566 automatically if this integral runs from cy7BdXlemsy-00450-00108567-00108743 t naught to t naught plus t because if i cy7BdXlemsy-00451-00108744-00108902 said t equal to zero this integral cy7BdXlemsy-00452-00108903-00109047 vanishes cy7BdXlemsy-00453-00109048-00109127 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00454-00109128-00109263 but it looks like i am paying a stiff cy7BdXlemsy-00455-00109264-00109407 price for it because i am going to cy7BdXlemsy-00456-00109408-00109558 impose this cy7BdXlemsy-00457-00109559-00109758 which as he rightly points out means cy7BdXlemsy-00458-00109759-00109863 that cy7BdXlemsy-00459-00109864-00110071 if i multiply if i take this term cy7BdXlemsy-00460-00110072-00110431 multiply by v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00461-00110432-00110615 and multiply by v of t naught here and cy7BdXlemsy-00462-00110616-00110790 take averages these two are related to cy7BdXlemsy-00463-00110791-00111023 each other cy7BdXlemsy-00464-00111024-00111286 ok we will see cy7BdXlemsy-00465-00111288-00111447 so meanwhile let us see what happens cy7BdXlemsy-00466-00111448-00111575 here cy7BdXlemsy-00467-00111576-00111807 if i take this average here cy7BdXlemsy-00468-00111808-00112054 by construction cy7BdXlemsy-00469-00112055-00112454 this condition has been imposed cy7BdXlemsy-00470-00112455-00112727 so left multiplying by v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00471-00112728-00112958 taking averages and integrating respect cy7BdXlemsy-00472-00112959-00113190 to t with this weight factor cy7BdXlemsy-00473-00113191-00113510 says this term plus cy7BdXlemsy-00474-00113511-00113847 m times integral from zero to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00475-00113848-00113951 d t cy7BdXlemsy-00476-00113952-00114263 integral t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00477-00114264-00114551 to t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00478-00114552-00114727 d t prime cy7BdXlemsy-00479-00114728-00114854 gamma of cy7BdXlemsy-00480-00114855-00115119 t naught plus t minus t prime this is a cy7BdXlemsy-00481-00115120-00115295 lot of algebra but it is worth looking cy7BdXlemsy-00482-00115296-00115543 at it carefully to see what happens cy7BdXlemsy-00483-00115544-00116007 so you have v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00484-00116008-00116278 b of t prime cy7BdXlemsy-00485-00116279-00116663 average equilibrium multiplied by e to cy7BdXlemsy-00486-00116664-00116878 the i omega t cy7BdXlemsy-00487-00116879-00117286 and that must be equal to zero cy7BdXlemsy-00488-00117288-00117502 because by construction cy7BdXlemsy-00489-00117503-00117815 b of t naught multiplying by h of t cy7BdXlemsy-00490-00117816-00118047 naught plus t average is zero cy7BdXlemsy-00491-00118048-00118263 by assumption cy7BdXlemsy-00492-00118264-00118439 so this term plus that term must be cy7BdXlemsy-00493-00118440-00118583 equal to zero cy7BdXlemsy-00494-00118583-00118807 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00495-00118808-00118999 now let us do this integral cy7BdXlemsy-00496-00119000-00119215 by the way this equal to 0 means m is cy7BdXlemsy-00497-00119216-00119710 removed cy7BdXlemsy-00498-00119711-00120015 it's gone and this plus that is 0. cy7BdXlemsy-00499-00120016-00120254 now what does this give us cy7BdXlemsy-00500-00120255-00120447 well there is a d over dt here because cy7BdXlemsy-00501-00120448-00120799 this dot i can take to act on t cy7BdXlemsy-00502-00120800-00121023 it's a derivative with respect to t and cy7BdXlemsy-00503-00121024-00121263 so i do integration by parts cy7BdXlemsy-00504-00121264-00121358 right cy7BdXlemsy-00505-00121359-00121783 the first term gives me v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00506-00121783-00122134 v of t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00507-00122135-00122334 average cy7BdXlemsy-00508-00122335-00122510 equilibrium cy7BdXlemsy-00509-00122511-00122958 times e to the i omega t cy7BdXlemsy-00510-00122959-00123183 at t equal to zero cy7BdXlemsy-00511-00123183-00123478 and t equal to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00512-00123479-00123814 that is the first term cy7BdXlemsy-00513-00123815-00124023 and then minus since its integration by cy7BdXlemsy-00514-00124024-00124254 parts the derivative with respect to t cy7BdXlemsy-00515-00124255-00124558 of this guy which is minus i omega cy7BdXlemsy-00516-00124559-00124695 times that cy7BdXlemsy-00517-00124696-00124975 so minus i omega cy7BdXlemsy-00518-00124976-00125239 integral zero to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00519-00125240-00125607 d t e to the i omega t cy7BdXlemsy-00520-00125608-00125839 v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00521-00125840-00126231 b of t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00522-00126232-00126607 equilibrium cy7BdXlemsy-00523-00126608-00126919 so that is this portion gone cy7BdXlemsy-00524-00126920-00127207 plus this double integral cy7BdXlemsy-00525-00127208-00127407 and i now need to simplify this double cy7BdXlemsy-00526-00127408-00128343 integral so let me erase the board here cy7BdXlemsy-00527-00128344-00129527 let me do it up here cy7BdXlemsy-00528-00129528-00129734 and cy7BdXlemsy-00529-00129735-00130134 i just retain this term this integral cy7BdXlemsy-00530-00130135-00130319 and see what it does cy7BdXlemsy-00531-00130320-00130543 ok first step of course the obvious cy7BdXlemsy-00532-00130544-00130799 thing to do is to change variables from cy7BdXlemsy-00533-00130800-00131031 t prime cy7BdXlemsy-00534-00131032-00131271 to t prime minus t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00535-00131272-00131423 clearly thats a sensible thing to do cy7BdXlemsy-00536-00131424-00131623 because this thing here will then become cy7BdXlemsy-00537-00131624-00131783 0 cy7BdXlemsy-00538-00131784-00132111 so let us put t one cy7BdXlemsy-00539-00132112-00132302 equal to t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00540-00132303-00132423 ah t cy7BdXlemsy-00541-00132424-00132783 t one is cy7BdXlemsy-00542-00132784-00133990 t prime minus t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00543-00133991-00134151 is that ok cy7BdXlemsy-00544-00134152-00134399 several ways of doing this cy7BdXlemsy-00545-00134400-00134719 t prime is all right let's see where it cy7BdXlemsy-00546-00134720-00134895 gets us cy7BdXlemsy-00547-00134896-00135135 so this integral becomes integral zero cy7BdXlemsy-00548-00135136-00135287 to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00549-00135288-00135439 d t cy7BdXlemsy-00550-00135440-00135814 integral from where to where cy7BdXlemsy-00551-00135815-00136175 zero cy7BdXlemsy-00552-00136176-00136302 and then cy7BdXlemsy-00553-00136303-00136599 t prime is t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00554-00136600-00136839 so it is t cy7BdXlemsy-00555-00136840-00137078 0 to t cy7BdXlemsy-00556-00137079-00137254 and then is the cy7BdXlemsy-00557-00137255-00137623 dt prime is dt1 cy7BdXlemsy-00558-00137624-00137807 both plus signs cy7BdXlemsy-00559-00137808-00138023 gamma of what cy7BdXlemsy-00560-00138024-00138343 ah t cy7BdXlemsy-00561-00138344-00138663 t minus t one thats this portion cy7BdXlemsy-00562-00138664-00139031 and then v of 0 cy7BdXlemsy-00563-00139032-00139254 v of t prime cy7BdXlemsy-00564-00139255-00139902 t prime is t 1 plus t 1 r psi cy7BdXlemsy-00565-00139903-00140319 t naught plus t 1. cy7BdXlemsy-00566-00140320-00140790 equilibrium cy7BdXlemsy-00567-00140791-00141135 e to the i omega t cy7BdXlemsy-00568-00141136-00141702 that still remains as it is cy7BdXlemsy-00569-00141703-00142407 that's the integral cy7BdXlemsy-00570-00142408-00142671 i need to somehow cy7BdXlemsy-00571-00142672-00142935 get this integral e to the i omega t to cy7BdXlemsy-00572-00142936-00143151 act here somehow cy7BdXlemsy-00573-00143152-00143239 right cy7BdXlemsy-00574-00143240-00143399 so the thing to do is to interchange cy7BdXlemsy-00575-00143400-00143743 orders of integration cy7BdXlemsy-00576-00143744-00143895 and what does this become if i cy7BdXlemsy-00577-00143896-00144439 interchange order of integration cy7BdXlemsy-00578-00144440-00144783 0 to infinity t and for each value of t cy7BdXlemsy-00579-00144784-00145199 t 1 goes up to t so if i interchange cy7BdXlemsy-00580-00145200-00145407 right now t 1 is less than t so t is cy7BdXlemsy-00581-00145408-00145631 greater than t 1 so this will become cy7BdXlemsy-00582-00145632-00145847 integral 0 to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00583-00145848-00146007 d t one cy7BdXlemsy-00584-00146008-00146311 integral t one to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00585-00146312-00146871 d t cy7BdXlemsy-00586-00146872-00147311 gamma of t minus t one cy7BdXlemsy-00587-00147312-00147535 v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00588-00147536-00147919 b of t naught plus t one cy7BdXlemsy-00589-00147920-00148063 equilibrium cy7BdXlemsy-00590-00148064-00148199 e to the i cy7BdXlemsy-00591-00148200-00148375 omega t cy7BdXlemsy-00592-00148376-00148783 let's say cy7BdXlemsy-00593-00148784-00148983 now let us put t minus t one equal to cy7BdXlemsy-00594-00148984-00149071 tau cy7BdXlemsy-00595-00149072-00149263 because thats the obvious thing to do cy7BdXlemsy-00596-00149264-00149407 out here cy7BdXlemsy-00597-00149408-00149823 right so can we get rid of this cy7BdXlemsy-00598-00149824-00149911 ah cy7BdXlemsy-00599-00149912-00150087 the first two terms gave us this so we cy7BdXlemsy-00600-00150088-00150511 must keep this cy7BdXlemsy-00601-00150512-00151190 let us keep the last part of it cy7BdXlemsy-00602-00151191-00151471 just this integral is being simplified cy7BdXlemsy-00603-00151472-00151831 and let us put t minus cy7BdXlemsy-00604-00151832-00151983 t one cy7BdXlemsy-00605-00151984-00152214 equal to tau cy7BdXlemsy-00606-00152215-00152414 so d t cy7BdXlemsy-00607-00152415-00152575 equal to d tau cy7BdXlemsy-00608-00152576-00152783 for a fixed t one so this is equal to cy7BdXlemsy-00609-00152784-00153007 integral zero to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00610-00153008-00153159 d t one cy7BdXlemsy-00611-00153160-00153351 integral cy7BdXlemsy-00612-00153352-00153590 zero to infinity again cy7BdXlemsy-00613-00153591-00153743 d tau cy7BdXlemsy-00614-00153744-00154054 gamma of tau so you see cy7BdXlemsy-00615-00154055-00154247 finally you ended up with the memory cy7BdXlemsy-00616-00154248-00154463 kernel an integral cy7BdXlemsy-00617-00154464-00154823 and then this remains as it is cy7BdXlemsy-00618-00154824-00155054 v of t naught b of cy7BdXlemsy-00619-00155055-00155335 t naught plus t one cy7BdXlemsy-00620-00155336-00155551 equilibrium and then cy7BdXlemsy-00621-00155552-00155823 e to the i omega cy7BdXlemsy-00622-00155824-00156214 t is t 1 plus tau cy7BdXlemsy-00623-00156215-00156583 so there is e to the i omega t 1 cy7BdXlemsy-00624-00156584-00157263 e to the i omega tau cy7BdXlemsy-00625-00157264-00157423 right cy7BdXlemsy-00626-00157424-00157623 so lets bring the e to the i omega tau cy7BdXlemsy-00627-00157624-00157711 here cy7BdXlemsy-00628-00157712-00158119 and this integral was just cy7BdXlemsy-00629-00158120-00158239 e to the i cy7BdXlemsy-00630-00158240-00158535 omega t one let me bring that there and cy7BdXlemsy-00631-00158536-00158807 then this completely factors cy7BdXlemsy-00632-00158808-00159031 integral zero to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00633-00159032-00159166 d tau cy7BdXlemsy-00634-00159167-00159383 e to the i omega tau cy7BdXlemsy-00635-00159384-00160071 gamma of tau cy7BdXlemsy-00636-00160072-00160335 it totally factors out cy7BdXlemsy-00637-00160336-00160743 and what did we call this cy7BdXlemsy-00638-00160744-00161014 we call this gamma bar of omega the one cy7BdXlemsy-00639-00161015-00161278 sided fourier transform of this cy7BdXlemsy-00640-00161279-00161439 the cy7BdXlemsy-00641-00161440-00161647 weighted with e to the i omega tau this cy7BdXlemsy-00642-00161648-00161839 integral cy7BdXlemsy-00643-00161840-00162071 was gamma bar of omega its a function of cy7BdXlemsy-00644-00162072-00162390 omega alone right cy7BdXlemsy-00645-00162391-00163007 so this becomes gamma bar of omega cy7BdXlemsy-00646-00163008-00163319 and there is already a minus i omega cy7BdXlemsy-00647-00163320-00163631 times the same integral d t 1 e to the i cy7BdXlemsy-00648-00163632-00163902 omega t 1 b of t naught v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00649-00163903-00164135 plus t one this v of t naught v of t cy7BdXlemsy-00650-00164136-00164399 naught plus t e to the i omega t instead cy7BdXlemsy-00651-00164400-00164671 of t one the integration variable is t cy7BdXlemsy-00652-00164672-00164975 but is the same integral cy7BdXlemsy-00653-00164976-00165231 so it says this cy7BdXlemsy-00654-00165232-00165607 so it says this times gamma bar of omega cy7BdXlemsy-00655-00165608-00165975 minus i omega cy7BdXlemsy-00656-00165976-00166375 of this intake times this integral cy7BdXlemsy-00657-00166376-00166526 with a plus sign cy7BdXlemsy-00658-00166527-00166887 is equal to zero cy7BdXlemsy-00659-00166888-00167223 but what is this integral cy7BdXlemsy-00660-00167224-00167431 this this term here if you put in t cy7BdXlemsy-00661-00167432-00167663 equal to infinity this becomes v of t cy7BdXlemsy-00662-00167664-00167926 naught v of infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00663-00167927-00168207 that of course encode d correlates your cy7BdXlemsy-00664-00168208-00168478 equilibrium this t going to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00665-00168479-00168663 this becomes a product of averages and cy7BdXlemsy-00666-00168664-00168919 the average velocity is zero cy7BdXlemsy-00667-00168920-00169271 so the upper limit is zero cy7BdXlemsy-00668-00169272-00169623 this therefore goes away cy7BdXlemsy-00669-00169624-00169726 minus cy7BdXlemsy-00670-00169727-00170102 whatever happens at the lower limit cy7BdXlemsy-00671-00170103-00170287 that is equal to zero cy7BdXlemsy-00672-00170288-00170366 right cy7BdXlemsy-00673-00170367-00170607 at the low limit e to the i omega t is cy7BdXlemsy-00674-00170608-00170702 one cy7BdXlemsy-00675-00170703-00171087 as t zero cy7BdXlemsy-00676-00171088-00171366 this becomes v of t naught because t is cy7BdXlemsy-00677-00171367-00171614 zero cy7BdXlemsy-00678-00171615-00171831 therefore you get a square cy7BdXlemsy-00679-00171832-00172078 v squared of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00680-00172079-00172687 in equilibrium cy7BdXlemsy-00681-00172688-00172919 and there was a minus sign cy7BdXlemsy-00682-00172920-00173151 so i move it to the other side and this cy7BdXlemsy-00683-00173152-00173423 is equal to that so this fellow cy7BdXlemsy-00684-00173424-00173623 divided by cy7BdXlemsy-00685-00173624-00173838 gamma bar of omega cy7BdXlemsy-00686-00173839-00174319 minus i omega cy7BdXlemsy-00687-00174320-00174463 by here cy7BdXlemsy-00688-00174464-00174726 is equal to this cy7BdXlemsy-00689-00174727-00175007 but v squared in equilibrium is kt over cy7BdXlemsy-00690-00175008-00175078 m cy7BdXlemsy-00691-00175079-00175335 thats the maxwellian distribution cy7BdXlemsy-00692-00175336-00175663 so this is k boltzmann t over m cy7BdXlemsy-00693-00175664-00176126 now let's read and retain the m here cy7BdXlemsy-00694-00176127-00176390 and i put 1 here and remove the kt to cy7BdXlemsy-00695-00176391-00177047 this side 1 over k boards cy7BdXlemsy-00696-00177048-00177231 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00697-00177232-00177895 but this is what we call mu of omega cy7BdXlemsy-00698-00177896-00178111 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00699-00178112-00178343 so we have actually established directly cy7BdXlemsy-00700-00178344-00178495 from the laundromat equation that the cy7BdXlemsy-00701-00178496-00178671 mobility on the one hand is given by cy7BdXlemsy-00702-00178672-00178783 this cy7BdXlemsy-00703-00178784-00178999 on the other hand its the same equation cy7BdXlemsy-00704-00179000-00179283 says it's also equal to this integral cy7BdXlemsy-00705-00179284-00179614 weighted ah this correlation function cy7BdXlemsy-00706-00179615-00179823 weighted with e to the i omega t cy7BdXlemsy-00707-00179824-00180054 integrated from zero to infinity which cy7BdXlemsy-00708-00180055-00180271 is with a one over k t which is exactly cy7BdXlemsy-00709-00180272-00180551 the linear response theory formula cy7BdXlemsy-00710-00180552-00180638 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00711-00180639-00180847 so the model is consistent with linear cy7BdXlemsy-00712-00180848-00181143 response t this is sometimes called the cy7BdXlemsy-00713-00181144-00181375 first fluctuation dissipation theorem cy7BdXlemsy-00714-00181376-00181631 it's different from the equation capital cy7BdXlemsy-00715-00181632-00181966 gamma is 2 little m little gamma mkt cy7BdXlemsy-00716-00181967-00182102 that we got that's the second cy7BdXlemsy-00717-00182103-00182278 fluctuation dissipation theorem will cy7BdXlemsy-00718-00182279-00182495 come back to that we will come to that cy7BdXlemsy-00719-00182496-00182751 so this is just a in that sense the cy7BdXlemsy-00720-00182752-00182878 formula for the generalized cy7BdXlemsy-00721-00182879-00183071 susceptibility cy7BdXlemsy-00722-00183072-00183399 in terms of the correlation function cy7BdXlemsy-00723-00183400-00183471 from cy7BdXlemsy-00724-00183472-00183678 which comes inside the response function cy7BdXlemsy-00725-00183679-00183895 is in fact the first fluctuation cy7BdXlemsy-00726-00183896-00184119 dissipation theorem so this is one way cy7BdXlemsy-00727-00184120-00184431 of saying it is to say that chi cy7BdXlemsy-00728-00184432-00184543 a b cy7BdXlemsy-00729-00184544-00184678 of omega cy7BdXlemsy-00730-00184679-00184951 equal to integral 0 to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00731-00184952-00185247 d t e to the i omega t cy7BdXlemsy-00732-00185248-00185590 phi a b but remember that phi a b cy7BdXlemsy-00733-00185591-00185935 in general was equal to beta times cy7BdXlemsy-00734-00185936-00186102 a dot of zero cy7BdXlemsy-00735-00186103-00186263 semicolon cy7BdXlemsy-00736-00186264-00186478 b of tau cy7BdXlemsy-00737-00186479-00186823 of t cy7BdXlemsy-00738-00186824-00187063 in equilibrium this is sometimes called cy7BdXlemsy-00739-00187064-00189278 the first cy7BdXlemsy-00740-00189279-00189431 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00741-00189432-00189631 in a sense is just a definition but is cy7BdXlemsy-00742-00189632-00189814 more than that it says the actual cy7BdXlemsy-00743-00189815-00190119 response function is given by this cy7BdXlemsy-00744-00190120-00190414 equilibrium expectation value cy7BdXlemsy-00745-00190415-00190526 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00746-00190527-00190678 so that's a consequence of all the cy7BdXlemsy-00747-00190679-00190871 dynamics that we went through cy7BdXlemsy-00748-00190872-00190999 both classically and quantum cy7BdXlemsy-00749-00191000-00191238 mechanically recall what this fellow was cy7BdXlemsy-00750-00191239-00191399 it was just a product of these two cy7BdXlemsy-00751-00191400-00191559 operate these two quantities in the cy7BdXlemsy-00752-00191560-00191790 classical case in the quantum case it cy7BdXlemsy-00753-00191791-00192095 stood for integral 1 over beta d lambda cy7BdXlemsy-00754-00192096-00192343 etcetera etcetera cy7BdXlemsy-00755-00192344-00192543 that is the exact formula but whatever cy7BdXlemsy-00756-00192544-00192726 it is is some correlation function and cy7BdXlemsy-00757-00192727-00192983 this is completely consistent with that cy7BdXlemsy-00758-00192984-00193407 right here cy7BdXlemsy-00759-00193408-00193702 so the assumption we made that v of t cy7BdXlemsy-00760-00193703-00193943 naught is correlated uncorrelated with h cy7BdXlemsy-00761-00193944-00194247 of t naught plus t comma t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00762-00194248-00194399 that has led cy7BdXlemsy-00763-00194400-00194478 to cy7BdXlemsy-00764-00194479-00194719 stationarity being recovered being cy7BdXlemsy-00765-00194720-00194838 maintained cy7BdXlemsy-00766-00194839-00195119 and the fact that the first fluctuation cy7BdXlemsy-00767-00195120-00195278 dissipation theorem which comes out of cy7BdXlemsy-00768-00195279-00195807 linear response theory is satisfied cy7BdXlemsy-00769-00195808-00196007 what we need to do now is to go back and cy7BdXlemsy-00770-00196008-00196166 say all right we made this assumption cy7BdXlemsy-00771-00196167-00196278 about cy7BdXlemsy-00772-00196279-00196575 v and h some correlator was equal to 0 cy7BdXlemsy-00773-00196576-00196943 what happens that what does that lead to cy7BdXlemsy-00774-00196944-00197126 so let's see where it gets us and it cy7BdXlemsy-00775-00197127-00197407 will lead to a little bit of a surprise cy7BdXlemsy-00776-00197408-00197671 not too surprising it will turn out that cy7BdXlemsy-00777-00197672-00197871 it's no longer consistent to make eight cy7BdXlemsy-00778-00197872-00198119 of t white noise it will not be delta cy7BdXlemsy-00779-00198120-00198375 correlated noise at all but it has some cy7BdXlemsy-00780-00198376-00198607 finite correlation time and we will see cy7BdXlemsy-00781-00198608-00198775 what happens cy7BdXlemsy-00782-00198776-00198919 so let us go back cy7BdXlemsy-00783-00198920-00199150 and examine the consequence of cy7BdXlemsy-00784-00199151-00199502 saying that v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00785-00199503-00199663 h of cy7BdXlemsy-00786-00199664-00199975 t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00787-00199976-00200135 t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00788-00200136-00200423 equilibrium cy7BdXlemsy-00789-00200424-00200583 is equal to 0 cy7BdXlemsy-00790-00200584-00200726 implies cy7BdXlemsy-00791-00200727-00201047 that v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00792-00201048-00201431 eta of t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00793-00201432-00201575 equilibrium cy7BdXlemsy-00794-00201576-00201950 this is the first term in this h cy7BdXlemsy-00795-00201951-00202143 and then there was a minus something so cy7BdXlemsy-00796-00202144-00202311 we are saying this is equal to 0 so that cy7BdXlemsy-00797-00202312-00202550 is equal to m times an integral cy7BdXlemsy-00798-00202551-00202638 from cy7BdXlemsy-00799-00202639-00203023 minus infinity up to time t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00800-00203024-00203207 dt cy7BdXlemsy-00801-00203208-00203359 gamma of cy7BdXlemsy-00802-00203360-00203959 t naught plus t minus t prime cy7BdXlemsy-00803-00203960-00204214 v of t prime cy7BdXlemsy-00804-00204215-00204399 v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00805-00204400-00204910 equilibrium cy7BdXlemsy-00806-00204911-00205166 so making this assumption cy7BdXlemsy-00807-00205167-00205390 is equivalent to saying this now what is cy7BdXlemsy-00808-00205391-00205606 the first thing we can do here it is cy7BdXlemsy-00809-00205607-00205886 clear that you can immediately cy7BdXlemsy-00810-00205887-00206103 change variables here so that i get rid cy7BdXlemsy-00811-00206104-00206351 of this t naught here so let us do that cy7BdXlemsy-00812-00206352-00206527 let us put cy7BdXlemsy-00813-00206528-00206903 t 1 cy7BdXlemsy-00814-00206904-00207255 equal to cy7BdXlemsy-00815-00207256-00207462 t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00816-00207463-00207886 minus t prime cy7BdXlemsy-00817-00207887-00208079 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00818-00208080-00208246 so this implies cy7BdXlemsy-00819-00208248-00208431 that cy7BdXlemsy-00820-00208432-00208903 this quantity here cy7BdXlemsy-00821-00208904-00209303 is equal to m times integral cy7BdXlemsy-00822-00209304-00209575 ok so r cy7BdXlemsy-00823-00209576-00210006 t prime equal to t naught minus t one cy7BdXlemsy-00824-00210007-00210551 so if t prime is t naught t one is zero cy7BdXlemsy-00825-00210552-00210758 and if t prime is minus infinity t one cy7BdXlemsy-00826-00210759-00210967 is infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00827-00210967-00211094 and then there is a minus sign in the cy7BdXlemsy-00828-00211096-00211367 jacobian right so this is zero to cy7BdXlemsy-00829-00211367-00211727 infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00830-00211728-00211879 d t one cy7BdXlemsy-00831-00211880-00212158 gamma of cy7BdXlemsy-00832-00212159-00212510 t naught ah t minus cy7BdXlemsy-00833-00212511-00212855 t prime minus t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00834-00212856-00213158 what do we get cy7BdXlemsy-00835-00213159-00213398 gamma of cy7BdXlemsy-00836-00213400-00213831 t naught plus d cy7BdXlemsy-00837-00213832-00214119 minus t prime so its minus t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00838-00214119-00214279 plus t one cy7BdXlemsy-00839-00214280-00214534 so its t plus t one gamma cy7BdXlemsy-00840-00214535-00214671 t cy7BdXlemsy-00841-00214671-00214927 plus t one cy7BdXlemsy-00842-00214928-00215151 right here correlation cy7BdXlemsy-00843-00215152-00215463 v of t prime but t prime is t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00844-00215464-00215727 minus t one cy7BdXlemsy-00845-00215728-00216079 v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00846-00216080-00216358 we can simplify this a little bit cy7BdXlemsy-00847-00216359-00216439 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00848-00216440-00216687 because we know this is stationary cy7BdXlemsy-00849-00216688-00216846 this process is stationary we have cy7BdXlemsy-00850-00216848-00217103 explicitly checked it out now so i can cy7BdXlemsy-00851-00217104-00217415 shift time arguments in this cy7BdXlemsy-00852-00217416-00217823 what should i do cy7BdXlemsy-00853-00217823-00218094 add t one to both sides right so this is cy7BdXlemsy-00854-00218096-00218406 equal to therefore cy7BdXlemsy-00855-00218407-00218751 v of t naught for whatever t naught you cy7BdXlemsy-00856-00218752-00218846 like cy7BdXlemsy-00857-00218848-00218967 it of cy7BdXlemsy-00858-00218967-00219287 t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00859-00219288-00219534 for positive values of t cy7BdXlemsy-00860-00219535-00219734 or non negative we can take the limit as cy7BdXlemsy-00861-00219735-00220031 t goes to zero from above cy7BdXlemsy-00862-00220032-00220319 equilibrium must be equal to m times an cy7BdXlemsy-00863-00220319-00220687 integral from 0 to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00864-00220688-00220839 d t 1 cy7BdXlemsy-00865-00220840-00221023 gamma of cy7BdXlemsy-00866-00221023-00221510 t 1 plus t cy7BdXlemsy-00867-00221511-00221710 times correlation cy7BdXlemsy-00868-00221711-00221958 v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00869-00221959-00222151 v of cy7BdXlemsy-00870-00222152-00222263 t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00871-00222264-00222663 plus t 1 cy7BdXlemsy-00872-00222664-00222831 we could choose t naught to be zero it cy7BdXlemsy-00873-00222832-00223206 does not matter cy7BdXlemsy-00874-00223207-00223398 just as this is independent of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-00875-00223400-00223534 two cy7BdXlemsy-00876-00223535-00223719 theta cy7BdXlemsy-00877-00223719-00223863 so you can put t naught equal to zero cy7BdXlemsy-00878-00223864-00224046 and then you get v of zero v of t one cy7BdXlemsy-00879-00224048-00224327 that's the correlator cy7BdXlemsy-00880-00224328-00224663 gamma t 1 plus t integrated over t 1 cy7BdXlemsy-00881-00224664-00224846 must be equal to this cy7BdXlemsy-00882-00224848-00224998 thing here cy7BdXlemsy-00883-00225000-00225223 in particular in particular we can cy7BdXlemsy-00884-00225223-00225358 answer cy7BdXlemsy-00885-00225359-00225575 it says for consistency cy7BdXlemsy-00886-00225576-00225727 you have no choice cy7BdXlemsy-00887-00225728-00225871 but to say cy7BdXlemsy-00888-00225871-00226198 that this v is indeed correlated cy7BdXlemsy-00889-00226200-00226479 with the noise by this formula so this cy7BdXlemsy-00890-00226480-00227231 is true for all t greater than zero cy7BdXlemsy-00891-00227232-00227327 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00892-00227328-00227479 and the coupling is happening because of cy7BdXlemsy-00893-00227480-00227646 the memory kernel cy7BdXlemsy-00894-00227648-00227751 here cy7BdXlemsy-00895-00227752-00227903 so if you let cy7BdXlemsy-00896-00227904-00228127 t go to 0 from above cy7BdXlemsy-00897-00228128-00228231 so cy7BdXlemsy-00898-00228232-00228527 let t cy7BdXlemsy-00899-00228528-00228839 zero from above cy7BdXlemsy-00900-00228840-00229039 then it says that cy7BdXlemsy-00901-00229040-00229310 v of t naught at any time cy7BdXlemsy-00902-00229311-00229655 eta of t naught namely cy7BdXlemsy-00903-00229656-00229871 the velocity at any time the output cy7BdXlemsy-00904-00229871-00230015 process cy7BdXlemsy-00905-00230016-00230175 at any time cy7BdXlemsy-00906-00230176-00230382 multiplied by the input noise at the cy7BdXlemsy-00907-00230383-00230615 same time and you take the average value cy7BdXlemsy-00908-00230616-00230871 this quantity is not zero that there is cy7BdXlemsy-00909-00230871-00231087 a correlation between the two which is cy7BdXlemsy-00910-00231088-00231303 precisely given by the integral of the cy7BdXlemsy-00911-00231304-00231567 memory kernel so this is m times an cy7BdXlemsy-00912-00231567-00231910 integral from zero to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-00913-00231911-00232142 d t one cy7BdXlemsy-00914-00232144-00232358 gamma of t one cy7BdXlemsy-00915-00232359-00232646 and then cy7BdXlemsy-00916-00232648-00232798 here is cy7BdXlemsy-00917-00232800-00232998 b of t naught t naught plus t one so you cy7BdXlemsy-00918-00233000-00233239 could as well write it as v of zero cy7BdXlemsy-00919-00233240-00233503 b of t one cy7BdXlemsy-00920-00233504-00233719 in equilibrium and you can in fact cy7BdXlemsy-00921-00233719-00233831 remove cy7BdXlemsy-00922-00233832-00234279 this integration variable call it t cy7BdXlemsy-00923-00234280-00234558 yeah but why do we expect the velocity cy7BdXlemsy-00924-00234559-00234846 at present time to be correlated with cy7BdXlemsy-00925-00234848-00235094 our random force cy7BdXlemsy-00926-00235096-00235255 it has to be so cy7BdXlemsy-00927-00235256-00235446 so it says this random force not all cy7BdXlemsy-00928-00235448-00235727 that random you specify whatever random cy7BdXlemsy-00929-00235728-00235863 force you like cy7BdXlemsy-00930-00235864-00236134 stationary stationary random force cy7BdXlemsy-00931-00236135-00236382 whatever you like then the only cy7BdXlemsy-00932-00236383-00236598 consistent way to describe the motion of cy7BdXlemsy-00933-00236600-00236798 this particle cy7BdXlemsy-00934-00236800-00237046 is to say that there is this correlation cy7BdXlemsy-00935-00237048-00237246 otherwise you violate the stationarity cy7BdXlemsy-00936-00237248-00237487 principle cy7BdXlemsy-00937-00237488-00237823 so this cy7BdXlemsy-00938-00237823-00238103 at instance equal instance of time there cy7BdXlemsy-00939-00238104-00238271 is a correlation cy7BdXlemsy-00940-00238271-00238382 okay cy7BdXlemsy-00941-00238383-00238623 so this maintains causality that's the cy7BdXlemsy-00942-00238623-00238871 whole point this is the way causality is cy7BdXlemsy-00943-00238871-00239215 imposed in this model for consistency cy7BdXlemsy-00944-00239216-00239391 that this separation we did between cy7BdXlemsy-00945-00239392-00239758 gamma and attack is artificial yes cy7BdXlemsy-00946-00239759-00239879 exactly cy7BdXlemsy-00947-00239880-00240055 so it's intricately linked look what cy7BdXlemsy-00948-00240056-00240255 what is it you're doing cy7BdXlemsy-00949-00240256-00240510 it's not any random force it's the cy7BdXlemsy-00950-00240511-00240815 random force on this particle cy7BdXlemsy-00951-00240816-00240934 okay cy7BdXlemsy-00952-00240935-00241134 so there is a cy7BdXlemsy-00953-00241135-00241319 characteristic of the particle that has cy7BdXlemsy-00954-00241319-00241430 come in cy7BdXlemsy-00955-00241431-00241519 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00956-00241519-00241655 and cy7BdXlemsy-00957-00241656-00241879 its not surprising its not surprising at cy7BdXlemsy-00958-00241880-00242079 all for the following reason go back to cy7BdXlemsy-00959-00242080-00242230 the original launch of my equation i cy7BdXlemsy-00960-00242231-00242463 havent yet come to the first second cy7BdXlemsy-00961-00242464-00242639 fluctuation dissipation theorem which i cy7BdXlemsy-00962-00242640-00242879 will in a second but its not surprising cy7BdXlemsy-00963-00242880-00243158 because after all when you say cy7BdXlemsy-00964-00243159-00243375 m v dot so this was the original cy7BdXlemsy-00965-00243376-00243734 language equation say m b dot plus cy7BdXlemsy-00966-00243735-00243927 m gamma v cy7BdXlemsy-00967-00243928-00244455 equal to eta of t which was white noise cy7BdXlemsy-00968-00244456-00244694 we wrote this as a cy7BdXlemsy-00969-00244696-00245198 square root of gamma times zeta of t cy7BdXlemsy-00970-00245200-00245534 where this was unit delta cy7BdXlemsy-00971-00245535-00245751 unit correlation delta function as the cy7BdXlemsy-00972-00245752-00245919 correlation cy7BdXlemsy-00973-00245919-00246055 then cy7BdXlemsy-00974-00246056-00246263 one would think look this is completely cy7BdXlemsy-00975-00246264-00246471 arbitrarily specified cy7BdXlemsy-00976-00246471-00246727 this is a property of the medium cy7BdXlemsy-00977-00246728-00246942 but the two are related cy7BdXlemsy-00978-00246944-00247127 you know that is not independent of each cy7BdXlemsy-00979-00247128-00247351 other you know gamma must be equal to cy7BdXlemsy-00980-00247352-00247551 two m cy7BdXlemsy-00981-00247552-00248103 gamma k boltzmann t cy7BdXlemsy-00982-00248104-00248351 ok cy7BdXlemsy-00983-00248352-00248582 and we also discovered that even though cy7BdXlemsy-00984-00248583-00248742 you started by saying when we took cy7BdXlemsy-00985-00248744-00248982 averages that v was uncorrelated with a cy7BdXlemsy-00986-00248983-00249223 data at the same instant of time after cy7BdXlemsy-00987-00249223-00249463 you computed things you discovered that cy7BdXlemsy-00988-00249464-00249615 was not really true cy7BdXlemsy-00989-00249616-00249894 that v of t naught eta of t naught was cy7BdXlemsy-00990-00249896-00250198 not zero identically cy7BdXlemsy-00991-00250200-00250358 but even this is the coupling right cy7BdXlemsy-00992-00250359-00250542 between x cy7BdXlemsy-00993-00250544-00250767 exactly so there is a coupling back here cy7BdXlemsy-00994-00250767-00251039 so this is the consistency condition cy7BdXlemsy-00995-00251040-00251894 there is a reaction on the medium cy7BdXlemsy-00996-00251896-00251982 yes cy7BdXlemsy-00997-00251983-00252175 yes but that cy7BdXlemsy-00998-00252176-00252382 that's because this one is also sitting cy7BdXlemsy-00999-00252383-00252494 here cy7BdXlemsy-01000-00252496-00252615 all the way up cy7BdXlemsy-01001-00252616-00252782 so this is the only way in which you can cy7BdXlemsy-01002-00252783-00253255 have this consistency cy7BdXlemsy-01003-00253256-00253463 it's a backward correlation because this cy7BdXlemsy-01004-00253464-00253991 t is increasing out here cy7BdXlemsy-01005-00253992-00254382 not future no cy7BdXlemsy-01006-00254383-00254558 no it looks counterintuitive but it's cy7BdXlemsy-01007-00254559-00254639 not cy7BdXlemsy-01008-00254640-00254882 it's completely consistent cy7BdXlemsy-01009-00254883-00255198 okay so this separation we had in our cy7BdXlemsy-01010-00255200-00255455 minds that this random forces i said cy7BdXlemsy-01011-00255456-00255591 that very cy7BdXlemsy-01012-00255592-00255775 glibly that this random force is due to cy7BdXlemsy-01013-00255776-00255958 molecules it won't get affected by the cy7BdXlemsy-01014-00255959-00256158 motion of this particle and so on but it cy7BdXlemsy-01015-00256159-00256342 is affected it is cy7BdXlemsy-01016-00256344-00256623 it's the random force on this particle cy7BdXlemsy-01017-00256623-00256798 and it's got to be self consistently cy7BdXlemsy-01018-00256800-00257039 determined ok you will see this more cy7BdXlemsy-01019-00257040-00257271 dramatically in a second cy7BdXlemsy-01020-00257271-00257487 so there is a coupling there is indeed a cy7BdXlemsy-01021-00257488-00257655 coupling but we are trying to make this cy7BdXlemsy-01022-00257656-00257894 coupling consistent with causality cy7BdXlemsy-01023-00257896-00258367 stationarity and so on ok cy7BdXlemsy-01024-00258367-00258510 so this is cy7BdXlemsy-01025-00258511-00258703 this is a relation which says that the cy7BdXlemsy-01026-00258704-00258951 velocity and the force and so called cy7BdXlemsy-01027-00258952-00259182 random force at the same instant of time cy7BdXlemsy-01028-00259183-00259423 are not uncorrelated with each other the cy7BdXlemsy-01029-00259423-00259671 equal time correlation is some integral cy7BdXlemsy-01030-00259671-00259863 this is a number by the way cy7BdXlemsy-01031-00259864-00260079 this is a pure number cy7BdXlemsy-01032-00260080-00260206 right here cy7BdXlemsy-01033-00260207-00260382 because it's got no dependence on cy7BdXlemsy-01034-00260383-00260558 anything it's a pure number and it's cy7BdXlemsy-01035-00260559-00260791 that's that's the value of the sky cy7BdXlemsy-01036-00260792-00260967 in a sense it's measuring the strength cy7BdXlemsy-01037-00260967-00261198 of this cy7BdXlemsy-01038-00261200-00261375 but now let's see it in a more dramatic cy7BdXlemsy-01039-00261376-00261551 way cy7BdXlemsy-01040-00261552-00261742 you could do the following now you could cy7BdXlemsy-01041-00261744-00262030 say all right let's start with let's cy7BdXlemsy-01042-00262031-00262175 turn this around cy7BdXlemsy-01043-00262176-00263143 and start with cy7BdXlemsy-01044-00263144-00263358 so let's keep that aside so we know that cy7BdXlemsy-01045-00263359-00263534 there is a correlation between the v and cy7BdXlemsy-01046-00263535-00263782 eta keep that in mind and now let us cy7BdXlemsy-01047-00263783-00263982 turn this around and say what was the cy7BdXlemsy-01048-00263983-00264567 definition of this h of cy7BdXlemsy-01049-00264568-00264682 h of t cy7BdXlemsy-01050-00264683-00264855 naught cy7BdXlemsy-01051-00264856-00265079 plus t cy7BdXlemsy-01052-00265080-00265439 t naught was equal to cy7BdXlemsy-01053-00265440-00265599 eta of cy7BdXlemsy-01054-00265600-00265823 t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-01055-00265824-00265958 minus m cy7BdXlemsy-01056-00265959-00266239 and integral from minus infinity cy7BdXlemsy-01057-00266240-00266367 up to time cy7BdXlemsy-01058-00266368-00266582 t naught cy7BdXlemsy-01059-00266583-00266743 d t prime cy7BdXlemsy-01060-00266744-00266999 gamma of cy7BdXlemsy-01061-00267000-00267287 t cy7BdXlemsy-01062-00267288-00267455 naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-01063-00267456-00267639 minus t prime cy7BdXlemsy-01064-00267640-00267895 b of t prime cy7BdXlemsy-01065-00267896-00268271 ok that was my definition here cy7BdXlemsy-01066-00268272-00268487 now let us multiply this cy7BdXlemsy-01067-00268488-00268671 by h of cy7BdXlemsy-01068-00268672-00268847 t naught cy7BdXlemsy-01069-00268848-00269087 with t naught just as i pre multiplied cy7BdXlemsy-01070-00269088-00269343 by v of t naught i multiplied with cy7BdXlemsy-01071-00269344-00269534 h of t naught when i found the velocity cy7BdXlemsy-01072-00269535-00269767 autocorrelation i took v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-01073-00269768-00270047 plus t or v dot for that matter from the cy7BdXlemsy-01074-00270048-00270303 large y equation pre multiplied by v of cy7BdXlemsy-01075-00270304-00270527 t naught and took averages now i want to cy7BdXlemsy-01076-00270528-00270695 find the correlation of the noise with cy7BdXlemsy-01077-00270696-00270991 itself so i have h of t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-01078-00270992-00271239 and h of t naught here multiply on this cy7BdXlemsy-01079-00271240-00271463 side cy7BdXlemsy-01080-00271464-00271727 that is equal to this term here but out cy7BdXlemsy-01081-00271728-00272110 here for this term cy7BdXlemsy-01082-00272111-00272375 this fellow here cy7BdXlemsy-01083-00272376-00272567 i can substitute from the launch of my cy7BdXlemsy-01084-00272568-00272743 equation i have done so for this cy7BdXlemsy-01085-00272744-00273134 quantity so it must be multiplied by cy7BdXlemsy-01086-00273135-00273247 h of cy7BdXlemsy-01087-00273248-00273430 t naught cy7BdXlemsy-01088-00273431-00273679 t naught cy7BdXlemsy-01089-00273680-00273879 on this side cy7BdXlemsy-01090-00273880-00274310 but what is this fellow this guy here cy7BdXlemsy-01091-00274311-00274663 i go back to the launch of my equation cy7BdXlemsy-01092-00274664-00274943 and it is equal to m times cy7BdXlemsy-01093-00274944-00275063 v of cy7BdXlemsy-01094-00275064-00275606 t naught v dot cy7BdXlemsy-01095-00275607-00275782 minus plus cy7BdXlemsy-01096-00275783-00276367 m times an integral from t naught cy7BdXlemsy-01097-00276368-00276591 to what cy7BdXlemsy-01098-00276592-00276751 t naught cy7BdXlemsy-01099-00276752-00277023 that portion went away right so its m cy7BdXlemsy-01100-00277024-00277806 times v naught dot cy7BdXlemsy-01101-00277807-00277887 ah cy7BdXlemsy-01102-00277888-00278143 m times v of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-01103-00278144-00278567 dot cy7BdXlemsy-01104-00278568-00278879 i play the same trick as before i take cy7BdXlemsy-01105-00278880-00279343 this cy7BdXlemsy-01106-00279344-00279582 so i take averages like that cy7BdXlemsy-01107-00279583-00279839 over this whole thing substituting this cy7BdXlemsy-01108-00279840-00280023 for that cy7BdXlemsy-01109-00280024-00280134 in here cy7BdXlemsy-01110-00280135-00280391 multiply by e to the i omega t cy7BdXlemsy-01111-00280392-00280582 and integrate over t from zero to cy7BdXlemsy-01112-00280583-00281415 infinity cy7BdXlemsy-01113-00281416-00281734 over d t cy7BdXlemsy-01114-00281735-00281910 but all the quantities on the right hand cy7BdXlemsy-01115-00281911-00282087 side i do the same manipulations as cy7BdXlemsy-01116-00282088-00282327 before integrate by parts use this cy7BdXlemsy-01117-00282328-00282630 relation between v and eta cy7BdXlemsy-01118-00282631-00282855 because that is going to be important cy7BdXlemsy-01119-00282856-00282934 right cy7BdXlemsy-01120-00282935-00283158 and simplify this is a slightly messier cy7BdXlemsy-01121-00283159-00283430 calculation than the previous one cy7BdXlemsy-01122-00283431-00283591 there are going to be terms proportional cy7BdXlemsy-01123-00283592-00283830 to m squared cy7BdXlemsy-01124-00283831-00284087 etcetera so simplify the whole thing cy7BdXlemsy-01125-00284088-00284279 use the fact that we already know what cy7BdXlemsy-01126-00284280-00284503 mu of omega is cy7BdXlemsy-01127-00284504-00284679 we know the integral over the velocity cy7BdXlemsy-01128-00284680-00285023 correlation is mu of omega cy7BdXlemsy-01129-00285024-00285239 right and that is one over gamma bar of cy7BdXlemsy-01130-00285240-00285510 omega minus i omega with an m cy7BdXlemsy-01131-00285511-00285751 so use that and finally cy7BdXlemsy-01132-00285752-00286215 after simplification cy7BdXlemsy-01133-00286216-00286327 after cy7BdXlemsy-01134-00286328-00287039 which i am going to leave to you cy7BdXlemsy-01135-00287040-00287558 you get the following result cy7BdXlemsy-01136-00287559-00288103 you get m times gamma bar of omega cy7BdXlemsy-01137-00288104-00288510 equal to cy7BdXlemsy-01138-00288511-00288719 one over cy7BdXlemsy-01139-00288720-00288895 k boltzmann t cy7BdXlemsy-01140-00288896-00289151 integral zero to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-01141-00289152-00289415 d t cy7BdXlemsy-01142-00289416-00289543 h of cy7BdXlemsy-01143-00289544-00289719 t naught cy7BdXlemsy-01144-00289720-00289854 t naught cy7BdXlemsy-01146-00293111-00293327 that looks like a fluctuation is it cy7BdXlemsy-01147-00293328-00293479 looks like one of these theorems so he cy7BdXlemsy-01148-00293480-00293558 says cy7BdXlemsy-01149-00293559-00293791 the one sided fourier transform of some cy7BdXlemsy-01150-00293792-00293982 correlator cy7BdXlemsy-01151-00293983-00294230 is some this time not the mobility but cy7BdXlemsy-01152-00294231-00294599 the memory kernel itself on this side cy7BdXlemsy-01153-00294600-00294799 but you can say now look thats not quite cy7BdXlemsy-01154-00294800-00294999 is not simple enough because this still cy7BdXlemsy-01155-00295000-00295158 involves cy7BdXlemsy-01156-00295159-00295391 the velocity cy7BdXlemsy-01157-00295392-00295767 it does not involve the noise eta alone cy7BdXlemsy-01158-00295768-00296039 this h is not a stationary noise that is cy7BdXlemsy-01159-00296040-00296551 why you need both arguments here cy7BdXlemsy-01160-00296552-00296654 but cy7BdXlemsy-01161-00296655-00296839 if you use the properties of this cy7BdXlemsy-01162-00296840-00297039 correlator which we have derived from cy7BdXlemsy-01163-00297040-00297334 this equation then one can show that cy7BdXlemsy-01164-00297335-00297639 this quantity cy7BdXlemsy-01165-00297640-00298030 is exactly equal to eta of t naught cy7BdXlemsy-01166-00298031-00298567 eta of t naught plus t cy7BdXlemsy-01167-00298568-00298934 integrated cy7BdXlemsy-01168-00298935-00299358 now its equal to it its equal period cy7BdXlemsy-01169-00299359-00299558 this this portion is exactly equal to cy7BdXlemsy-01170-00299559-00299767 this cy7BdXlemsy-01171-00299768-00299982 so you end up with this relation which cy7BdXlemsy-01172-00299983-00300087 says cy7BdXlemsy-01173-00300088-00300367 gamma bar of omega cy7BdXlemsy-01174-00300368-00300551 equal to one over cy7BdXlemsy-01175-00300552-00300919 m k boltzmann t cy7BdXlemsy-01176-00300920-00301082 integral zero to cy7BdXlemsy-01177-00301083-00301567 infinity d t e to the i omega t cy7BdXlemsy-01178-00301568-00301863 eta of t zero cy7BdXlemsy-01179-00301864-00302727 eight of t zero plus t cy7BdXlemsy-01180-00302728-00303999 this is the second fluctuation theorem cy7BdXlemsy-01181-00304000-00304158 for comparison let us write the first cy7BdXlemsy-01182-00304159-00304534 one down the first one was mu of omega cy7BdXlemsy-01183-00304535-00304758 equal to one over cy7BdXlemsy-01184-00304759-00304830 m cy7BdXlemsy-01185-00304831-00305510 ah sorry one over kt cy7BdXlemsy-01186-00305511-00305775 integral zero to infinity cy7BdXlemsy-01187-00305776-00306039 d t e to the i omega t cy7BdXlemsy-01188-00306040-00306239 the output process cy7BdXlemsy-01189-00306240-00306423 v of t zero cy7BdXlemsy-01190-00306424-00307495 v of t zero plus two cy7BdXlemsy-01191-00307496-00307687 so the dynamic mobility which measures cy7BdXlemsy-01192-00307688-00307839 the response of the system to an cy7BdXlemsy-01193-00307840-00308023 external force cy7BdXlemsy-01194-00308024-00308303 in linear response theory is cy7BdXlemsy-01195-00308304-00308519 this ah one sided fourier transform of cy7BdXlemsy-01196-00308520-00308895 this correlator the output process cy7BdXlemsy-01197-00308896-00309030 on the other hand cy7BdXlemsy-01198-00309031-00309230 this is specific to the larger model cy7BdXlemsy-01199-00309231-00309399 this was general in linear response cy7BdXlemsy-01200-00309400-00309567 theory because in the language model we cy7BdXlemsy-01201-00309568-00309791 explicitly find a model for the velocity cy7BdXlemsy-01202-00309792-00309999 and solve the equation of motion cy7BdXlemsy-01203-00310000-00310239 random equation it says cy7BdXlemsy-01204-00310240-00310439 that the correlation of the force cy7BdXlemsy-01205-00310440-00310719 stationary force is not arbitrary cy7BdXlemsy-01206-00310720-00310934 but it must be related to the friction cy7BdXlemsy-01207-00310935-00311382 kernel the memory kernel this fashion cy7BdXlemsy-01208-00311383-00311582 this is the equivalent of the cy7BdXlemsy-01209-00311583-00311758 fluctuation dissipation theorem the cy7BdXlemsy-01210-00311759-00311982 capital gamma etcetera because how do cy7BdXlemsy-01211-00311983-00312206 you recover that by saying that this cy7BdXlemsy-01212-00312207-00312503 memory kernel is just a delta function cy7BdXlemsy-01213-00312504-00312671 then this gamma bar cy7BdXlemsy-01214-00312672-00312927 this gamma of t minus t prime is just cy7BdXlemsy-01215-00312928-00313110 delta of t minus t prime times a cy7BdXlemsy-01216-00313111-00313406 constant gamma cy7BdXlemsy-01217-00313407-00313687 this fellow would become gamma cy7BdXlemsy-01218-00313688-00313847 out here cy7BdXlemsy-01219-00313848-00314063 this would be a delta function cy7BdXlemsy-01220-00314064-00314295 but half a delta function cy7BdXlemsy-01221-00314296-00314439 because you are integrating zero to cy7BdXlemsy-01222-00314440-00314551 infinity cy7BdXlemsy-01223-00314552-00314847 so you get a half here and capital gamma cy7BdXlemsy-01224-00314848-00315103 on top and you get capital gamma is two cy7BdXlemsy-01225-00315104-00315334 m gamma little k k boltzmann t which cy7BdXlemsy-01226-00315335-00315503 would give you the original theorem back cy7BdXlemsy-01227-00315504-00315687 again cy7BdXlemsy-01228-00315688-00315991 but this is the general version of it cy7BdXlemsy-01229-00315992-00316158 and what's the big lesson it's telling cy7BdXlemsy-01230-00316159-00316415 us it's saying that nice in this cy7BdXlemsy-01231-00316416-00316799 generalized model this eta cy7BdXlemsy-01232-00316800-00316903 here cy7BdXlemsy-01233-00316904-00317191 is stationary fine but it cannot be cy7BdXlemsy-01234-00317192-00317399 delta correlated because if it is delta cy7BdXlemsy-01235-00317400-00317567 correlated there can be no omega cy7BdXlemsy-01236-00317568-00317847 dependence cy7BdXlemsy-01237-00317848-00318095 and then this side is omega dependent so cy7BdXlemsy-01238-00318096-00318230 it is not consistent so this is cy7BdXlemsy-01239-00318231-00318430 immediately telling you that the moment cy7BdXlemsy-01240-00318431-00318679 you introduce a memory kernel the noise cy7BdXlemsy-01241-00318680-00318958 cannot consistently be white noise cy7BdXlemsy-01242-00318959-00319134 it is got to be colored noise there is a cy7BdXlemsy-01243-00319135-00319303 correlation time cy7BdXlemsy-01244-00319304-00319719 and what's that correlation time cy7BdXlemsy-01245-00319720-00319958 you define the correlation time by cy7BdXlemsy-01246-00319959-00320399 putting omega equal to zero here cy7BdXlemsy-01247-00320400-00320503 right cy7BdXlemsy-01248-00320504-00320679 and then dividing by the mean square cy7BdXlemsy-01249-00320680-00320854 value or whatever it is so it gives you cy7BdXlemsy-01250-00320855-00321119 a quantity of dimensions time cy7BdXlemsy-01251-00321120-00321375 and that in this case is just the memory cy7BdXlemsy-01252-00321376-00321654 kernel cy7BdXlemsy-01253-00321655-00321934 so little gamma of t cy7BdXlemsy-01254-00321935-00322143 little gamma of t d t cy7BdXlemsy-01255-00322144-00322423 from 0 to infinity is going to specify cy7BdXlemsy-01256-00322424-00322615 for your correlation time cy7BdXlemsy-01257-00322616-00322927 the correlation in the force cy7BdXlemsy-01258-00322928-00323151 somewhat describes the memory cy7BdXlemsy-01259-00323152-00323519 in velocity cy7BdXlemsy-01260-00323520-00323710 yes yes cy7BdXlemsy-01261-00323711-00323830 exactly cy7BdXlemsy-01262-00323831-00324054 yeah it says in this generalized model cy7BdXlemsy-01263-00324055-00324254 you cannot independently just as in the cy7BdXlemsy-01264-00324255-00324447 original model you cannot independently cy7BdXlemsy-01265-00324448-00324623 specify little gamma the friction cy7BdXlemsy-01266-00324624-00324823 constant and the strength of the white cy7BdXlemsy-01267-00324824-00325039 noise you cannot independently do it cy7BdXlemsy-01268-00325040-00325239 in exactly the same way the more general cy7BdXlemsy-01269-00325240-00325399 statement is cy7BdXlemsy-01270-00325400-00325671 you cannot specify the memory kernel and cy7BdXlemsy-01271-00325672-00325879 the random forces correlation in cy7BdXlemsy-01272-00325880-00326030 independently cy7BdXlemsy-01273-00326031-00326254 they are related in this fashion cy7BdXlemsy-01274-00326255-00326615 it is a consistency check on the model cy7BdXlemsy-01275-00326616-00326871 and when that's satisfied so you now in cy7BdXlemsy-01276-00326872-00327047 model building you do what you like you cy7BdXlemsy-01277-00327048-00327191 tell me a random force which is cy7BdXlemsy-01278-00327192-00327334 stationary cy7BdXlemsy-01279-00327335-00327519 i then say that it's consistent with the cy7BdXlemsy-01280-00327520-00327703 launch of my equation with a specific cy7BdXlemsy-01281-00327704-00328071 memory kernel not any old memory kernel cy7BdXlemsy-01282-00328072-00328239 on the other hand in modeling cy7BdXlemsy-01283-00328240-00328430 empirically if you discover that this cy7BdXlemsy-01284-00328431-00328630 friction is modeled by a memory kernel cy7BdXlemsy-01285-00328631-00328839 which is maybe an exponential or some cy7BdXlemsy-01286-00328840-00329119 function of time decreasing function cy7BdXlemsy-01287-00329120-00329303 that fixes for you cy7BdXlemsy-01288-00329304-00329703 the correlation of the noise cy7BdXlemsy-01289-00329704-00329863 the manner in which that this cy7BdXlemsy-01290-00329864-00330134 correlation behaves it fixes for you cy7BdXlemsy-01291-00330135-00330503 through these relationships here cy7BdXlemsy-01292-00330504-00330678 and that's what is more generally done cy7BdXlemsy-01293-00330679-00330895 it depends on the model building that cy7BdXlemsy-01294-00330896-00331054 you have in mind cy7BdXlemsy-01295-00331055-00331215 so you could say all right this thing cy7BdXlemsy-01296-00331216-00331406 here is exponentially correlated with cy7BdXlemsy-01297-00331407-00331639 some correlation time tau single cy7BdXlemsy-01298-00331640-00331830 exponentially correlated that's the cy7BdXlemsy-01299-00331831-00332087 first thing you do it's a markov process cy7BdXlemsy-01300-00332088-00332310 we will assume its gaussian will assume cy7BdXlemsy-01301-00332311-00332430 its cy7BdXlemsy-01302-00332431-00332654 stationary and now you say its not delta cy7BdXlemsy-01303-00332655-00332854 correlated but exponentially correlated cy7BdXlemsy-01304-00332855-00333087 may be an onstage neuron by process cy7BdXlemsy-01305-00333088-00333175 maybe cy7BdXlemsy-01306-00333176-00333367 then it has a correlation which is cy7BdXlemsy-01307-00333368-00333615 exponential in time that fixes for you cy7BdXlemsy-01308-00333616-00333823 the memory kernel cy7BdXlemsy-01309-00333824-00334006 it fixes gamma bar of omega and from cy7BdXlemsy-01310-00334007-00334175 which you can find what sort of gamma of cy7BdXlemsy-01311-00334176-00334375 t you should have had in order to have cy7BdXlemsy-01312-00334376-00334463 this cy7BdXlemsy-01313-00334464-00334710 so thats an interesting exercise simple cy7BdXlemsy-01314-00334711-00334878 exercise take this to be an cy7BdXlemsy-01315-00334879-00335223 exponentially correlated e to the minus cy7BdXlemsy-01316-00335224-00335430 t over tau cy7BdXlemsy-01317-00335431-00335582 and then figure out what is this sky cy7BdXlemsy-01318-00335583-00335791 going to be and therefore what is gamma cy7BdXlemsy-01319-00335792-00336078 of t going to be cy7BdXlemsy-01320-00336079-00336287 that would be the simplest model in this cy7BdXlemsy-01321-00336288-00336599 instance ok cy7BdXlemsy-01322-00336600-00336791 so this kind of cy7BdXlemsy-01323-00336792-00337127 brings us to an end to this part of cy7BdXlemsy-01324-00337128-00337263 the program 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the contractor okay i can't lose cCxhsY2fyou-00002-00003064-00003238 this job cCxhsY2fyou-00003-00003239-00003463 i i understand cCxhsY2fyou-00004-00003464-00003622 let let's talk about this in the morning cCxhsY2fyou-00005-00003623-00003775 okay cCxhsY2fyou-00006-00003776-00004006 we'll talk about it in the morning cCxhsY2fyou-00007-00004007-00004199 all right good night cCxhsY2fyou-00008-00004200-00004295 hey cCxhsY2fyou-00009-00004296-00004622 scoot cCxhsY2fyou-00010-00004623-00005006 monday at work huh cCxhsY2fyou-00011-00005007-00005215 what are you still doing up it's late oh cCxhsY2fyou-00012-00005216-00005447 crud what time is it it's way past your cCxhsY2fyou-00013-00005448-00005711 bedtime still today cCxhsY2fyou-00014-00005712-00005879 honey please not right now i do not have cCxhsY2fyou-00015-00005880-00006102 the energy for this cCxhsY2fyou-00016-00006103-00006286 here cCxhsY2fyou-00017-00006287-00006431 what's this cCxhsY2fyou-00018-00006431-00007263 your birthday cCxhsY2fyou-00019-00007264-00007598 you kept complaining about broken watch cCxhsY2fyou-00020-00007600-00007910 so i figured you know cCxhsY2fyou-00021-00007911-00008278 you like it cCxhsY2fyou-00022-00008279-00008487 i think this is cCxhsY2fyou-00023-00008488-00008751 it's nice but i cCxhsY2fyou-00024-00008752-00008974 i think it's stuck it's not what no no cCxhsY2fyou-00025-00008975-00009167 no no cCxhsY2fyou-00026-00009168-00009423 oh ha ha cCxhsY2fyou-00027-00009424-00009631 where did you get the money for this cCxhsY2fyou-00028-00009632-00009727 drugs cCxhsY2fyou-00029-00009728-00009999 i sell hardcore drugs oh good we started cCxhsY2fyou-00030-00010000-00010199 helping out with the mortgage then cCxhsY2fyou-00032-00013752-00015086 you know that baby girl cCxhsY2fyou-00033-00015087-00015663 uh cCxhsY2fyou-00034-00015663-00015903 hello sarah honey i need to get your cCxhsY2fyou-00035-00015904-00016111 daddy on the phone uncle tommy what time cCxhsY2fyou-00036-00016112-00016263 is it i need to talk to your dad now cCxhsY2fyou-00037-00016263-00016494 what's up cCxhsY2fyou-00038-00016495-00016630 uncle tommy cCxhsY2fyou-00039-00016631-00017727 hello cCxhsY2fyou-00040-00017728-00018407 what was that all about cCxhsY2fyou-00041-00018408-00018919 dad cCxhsY2fyou-00042-00018920-00020022 daddy cCxhsY2fyou-00043-00020023-00020247 you in here seem to be somehow connected cCxhsY2fyou-00044-00020248-00020463 to the nationwide where the heck are you cCxhsY2fyou-00045-00020464-00020614 we've received reports that victims cCxhsY2fyou-00046-00020615-00020871 afflicted with the infection cCxhsY2fyou-00047-00020872-00021014 aggression cCxhsY2fyou-00048-00021015-00021222 out of here now there's a gas leak hey cCxhsY2fyou-00049-00021223-00021383 there seems to be some commotion coming cCxhsY2fyou-00050-00021384-00021471 from cCxhsY2fyou-00051-00021472-00021799 out of here cCxhsY2fyou-00052-00021800-00022175 what was that cCxhsY2fyou-00053-00022176-00022678 oh god cCxhsY2fyou-00054-00022679-00022886 dad cCxhsY2fyou-00055-00022887-00023422 dad cCxhsY2fyou-00056-00023423-00024742 what is going on cCxhsY2fyou-00057-00024743-00025207 there's his phone cCxhsY2fyou-00058-00025208-00025471 eight missed calls where the hell are cCxhsY2fyou-00059-00025472-00025646 you cCxhsY2fyou-00060-00025647-00025758 call me cCxhsY2fyou-00061-00025760-00027583 on my way cCxhsY2fyou-00062-00027583-00027783 there you are sarah cCxhsY2fyou-00063-00027783-00028158 are you okay cCxhsY2fyou-00064-00028160-00028343 does yeah come in here cCxhsY2fyou-00065-00028344-00028599 no who would come in here don't go near cCxhsY2fyou-00066-00028600-00028711 the doors just cCxhsY2fyou-00067-00028712-00028902 just stand back there cCxhsY2fyou-00068-00028904-00029127 dad you're kind of freaking me out cCxhsY2fyou-00069-00029127-00029446 what's going on it's the coopers cCxhsY2fyou-00070-00029447-00029614 sell me right with them i cCxhsY2fyou-00071-00029616-00030135 i think they're sick i'm kind of sick cCxhsY2fyou-00072-00030136-00030590 jimmy dad honey come here come here cCxhsY2fyou-00073-00030591-00030883 forgive cCxhsY2fyou-00074-00030883-00033455 me i am warning you cCxhsY2fyou-00075-00033456-00033679 there is something bad going on cCxhsY2fyou-00076-00033680-00033823 you've got to get out of here do you cCxhsY2fyou-00077-00033824-00033974 understand me cCxhsY2fyou-00078-00033975-00034143 yeah cCxhsY2fyou-00079-00034144-00034279 tommy come on cCxhsY2fyou-00080-00034280-00034743 come on cCxhsY2fyou-00081-00034744-00034918 where the hell you been you have any cCxhsY2fyou-00082-00034919-00035102 idea what's going on out there i got cCxhsY2fyou-00083-00035103-00035351 some notion holy [__] cCxhsY2fyou-00084-00035352-00035502 you got blood all over you ain't mine cCxhsY2fyou-00085-00035503-00035662 let's just get out of here you're saying cCxhsY2fyou-00086-00035663-00035799 half the people who saved me lost their cCxhsY2fyou-00087-00035800-00036007 minds can we just please go cCxhsY2fyou-00088-00036008-00036343 i'm throwing parasite or something cCxhsY2fyou-00089-00036344-00036511 you gonna tell me what happened cCxhsY2fyou-00090-00036512-00036695 later cCxhsY2fyou-00091-00036696-00036879 hey sarah cCxhsY2fyou-00092-00036880-00037079 how you holding up honey cCxhsY2fyou-00093-00037080-00037279 i'm fine cCxhsY2fyou-00094-00037280-00037487 can you hear us on the radio yeah sure cCxhsY2fyou-00095-00037488-00037702 thing cCxhsY2fyou-00096-00037703-00038030 thanks cCxhsY2fyou-00097-00038031-00038167 no cell phone cCxhsY2fyou-00098-00038168-00038318 no radio cCxhsY2fyou-00099-00038319-00038495 yeah we're doing great cCxhsY2fyou-00100-00038496-00038727 a minute ago newsman wouldn't shut up cCxhsY2fyou-00101-00038728-00038918 he's like where to go cCxhsY2fyou-00102-00038919-00039111 they said uh cCxhsY2fyou-00103-00039112-00039399 army's put up roadblocks on the highway cCxhsY2fyou-00104-00039400-00039567 no getting into travis county we need to cCxhsY2fyou-00105-00039568-00039718 get the hell out cCxhsY2fyou-00106-00039719-00040167 take seven seconds cCxhsY2fyou-00107-00040168-00040359 did they say how many are dead cCxhsY2fyou-00108-00040360-00040487 probably a lot cCxhsY2fyou-00109-00040488-00040646 i found this one family all mangled cCxhsY2fyou-00110-00040647-00040855 inside there almost cCxhsY2fyou-00111-00040856-00041046 right cCxhsY2fyou-00112-00041047-00041590 i'm sorry cCxhsY2fyou-00113-00041591-00041790 just christ how did this happen they got cCxhsY2fyou-00114-00041791-00042007 no clue cCxhsY2fyou-00115-00042008-00042271 but we ain't the only town first they're cCxhsY2fyou-00116-00042272-00042415 saying it's just the south now they're cCxhsY2fyou-00117-00042416-00042583 going on about the east coast the west cCxhsY2fyou-00118-00042584-00042887 coast cCxhsY2fyou-00119-00042888-00043143 holy hell cCxhsY2fyou-00120-00043144-00043446 that's lewis's farm cCxhsY2fyou-00121-00043447-00043751 i hope that some [__] made it out cCxhsY2fyou-00122-00043752-00044023 i'm sure he did cCxhsY2fyou-00123-00044024-00044183 are we sick cCxhsY2fyou-00124-00044184-00044374 no of course not cCxhsY2fyou-00125-00044375-00044574 how do you know they said it's just uh cCxhsY2fyou-00126-00044575-00044735 people in the city we're good didn't cCxhsY2fyou-00127-00044736-00045007 jimmy work in the city cCxhsY2fyou-00128-00045008-00045199 that's right he did cCxhsY2fyou-00129-00045200-00045439 we're fine trust me cCxhsY2fyou-00130-00045440-00045751 all right cCxhsY2fyou-00131-00045752-00045911 let's see what they need cCxhsY2fyou-00132-00045912-00046030 what do you think you're doing keep cCxhsY2fyou-00133-00046031-00046302 driving i got a kid joe so do we have cCxhsY2fyou-00134-00046303-00046574 room hey keep please stop cCxhsY2fyou-00135-00046575-00046935 stop cCxhsY2fyou-00136-00046936-00047143 you haven't seen what i see cCxhsY2fyou-00137-00047144-00047407 someone else will come along cCxhsY2fyou-00138-00047408-00048662 you should have helped cCxhsY2fyou-00139-00048663-00048918 oh this is bad cCxhsY2fyou-00140-00048919-00049062 everyone and their mother had the same cCxhsY2fyou-00141-00049063-00049383 damn idea cCxhsY2fyou-00142-00049384-00049574 we could just backtrack hey what the cCxhsY2fyou-00143-00049575-00050383 [__] man let's go cCxhsY2fyou-00144-00050384-00051095 tommy holy [__] cCxhsY2fyou-00145-00051096-00051838 did you see that cCxhsY2fyou-00146-00051839-00053319 come on people cCxhsY2fyou-00147-00053320-00054694 go oh god girls run cCxhsY2fyou-00148-00054695-00054942 oh my god cCxhsY2fyou-00149-00054944-00055087 daddy cCxhsY2fyou-00150-00055088-00055230 hey cCxhsY2fyou-00151-00055232-00055775 hey cCxhsY2fyou-00152-00055776-00056871 get back cCxhsY2fyou-00153-00056872-00058975 oh cCxhsY2fyou-00154-00058976-00059071 dad cCxhsY2fyou-00155-00059072-00059238 come here baby let me go give me your cCxhsY2fyou-00156-00059239-00059663 hand cCxhsY2fyou-00157-00059664-00059830 what is it cCxhsY2fyou-00158-00059832-00060119 my wig hurts oh bad cCxhsY2fyou-00159-00060120-00060607 i'm gonna need to run cCxhsY2fyou-00160-00060608-00060894 keep us safe cCxhsY2fyou-00161-00060895-00062854 hold on tight cCxhsY2fyou-00162-00062855-00063215 keep running cCxhsY2fyou-00163-00063216-00063471 those people are on fire cCxhsY2fyou-00164-00063472-00065391 don't look sir cCxhsY2fyou-00165-00065391-00066631 we're gonna get out of this cCxhsY2fyou-00166-00066632-00068606 get back there's too many of them cCxhsY2fyou-00167-00068607-00068759 god damn it cCxhsY2fyou-00168-00068760-00068911 we're almost there we're almost there cCxhsY2fyou-00169-00068912-00069063 baby cCxhsY2fyou-00170-00069064-00069319 they're getting through the fence cCxhsY2fyou-00171-00069320-00069663 keep going find your way out of here cCxhsY2fyou-00172-00069664-00069838 come on cCxhsY2fyou-00173-00069839-00070103 joe cCxhsY2fyou-00174-00070104-00070543 move it cCxhsY2fyou-00175-00070544-00070735 get to the highway cCxhsY2fyou-00176-00070736-00070982 go you got sarah i cannot run him uncle cCxhsY2fyou-00177-00070983-00071438 tommy i'm gonna meet you there hurry up cCxhsY2fyou-00178-00071439-00072006 daddy we can't cCxhsY2fyou-00179-00072007-00074911 we're almost there cCxhsY2fyou-00180-00074912-00075279 it's okay baby we're safe we're safe hey cCxhsY2fyou-00181-00075280-00075543 we need help stop please it's my dog i cCxhsY2fyou-00182-00075544-00076326 think her leg is broken right there cCxhsY2fyou-00183-00076327-00076494 okay cCxhsY2fyou-00184-00076495-00076623 we're not cCxhsY2fyou-00185-00076624-00076815 sick we've got a couple of civilians in cCxhsY2fyou-00186-00076816-00077062 the outer perimeter please advise eddie cCxhsY2fyou-00187-00077063-00077231 what about uncle tommy we're gonna get cCxhsY2fyou-00188-00077232-00077487 you to safety and go back for him okay cCxhsY2fyou-00189-00077488-00077806 sir there's a little girl cCxhsY2fyou-00190-00077807-00078062 but cCxhsY2fyou-00191-00078063-00078247 yes sir cCxhsY2fyou-00192-00078248-00078438 somebody we've just been through hell cCxhsY2fyou-00193-00078439-00080167 okay we just cCxhsY2fyou-00194-00080168-00080462 oh no cCxhsY2fyou-00195-00080463-00080782 sarah cCxhsY2fyou-00196-00080783-00080959 move your hands babe cCxhsY2fyou-00197-00080960-00081423 i know baby i know cCxhsY2fyou-00198-00081424-00081599 listen to me i know this word cCxhsY2fyou-00199-00081600-00081926 you're gonna be okay baby stay with me cCxhsY2fyou-00200-00081927-00082079 i'll pick you up cCxhsY2fyou-00201-00082080-00082335 i know baby cCxhsY2fyou-00202-00082336-00082487 come on baby please cCxhsY2fyou-00203-00082488-00082982 no baby cCxhsY2fyou-00204-00082983-00083311 sarah cCxhsY2fyou-00205-00083312-00083735 baby cCxhsY2fyou-00206-00083736-00083871 don't do it cCxhsY2fyou-00207-00083872-00084423 don't do this to me cCxhsY2fyou-00208-00084424-00084526 no cCxhsY2fyou-00209-00084527-00084679 no cCxhsY2fyou-00210-00084680-00085079 no no no no cCxhsY2fyou-00211-00085080-00085303 no cCxhsY2fyou-00212-00085304-00085471 please cCxhsY2fyou-00213-00085472-00087455 please cCxhsY2fyou-00214-00087456-00087663 you cDUFPxL3cAy-00000-00000481-00000742 hi everybody we recently had the cDUFPxL3cAy-00001-00000743-00000959 pleasure of sitting down with force been cDUFPxL3cAy-00002-00000960-00001250 Susan Caldwell and Lou Bruno to talk cDUFPxL3cAy-00003-00001251-00001490 about once upon a while I wanted to cDUFPxL3cAy-00004-00001491-00001697 thank them all so much for taking the cDUFPxL3cAy-00005-00001698-00001939 time to sit down and allow me to do this cDUFPxL3cAy-00006-00001941-00002452 interview misty blue sky take me on a cDUFPxL3cAy-00007-00002453-00002730 treasure day cDUFPxL3cAy-00008-00002731-00003979 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00009-00003979-00004320 [Laughter] cDUFPxL3cAy-00010-00004321-00004929 yes we're rolling because a revised copy cDUFPxL3cAy-00011-00004930-00005229 last year on this book yeah oh this cDUFPxL3cAy-00012-00005230-00005488 looks that for themselves okay the first cDUFPxL3cAy-00013-00005489-00005736 edition registration came out of ember cDUFPxL3cAy-00014-00005737-00006079 2008 as far as all that like the cDUFPxL3cAy-00015-00006080-00006256 photographs and everything you did all cDUFPxL3cAy-00016-00006257-00006410 that also in the book because cDUFPxL3cAy-00017-00006411-00006670 photography yeah I loved all the cDUFPxL3cAy-00018-00006670-00006913 pictures I loved how the book was laid cDUFPxL3cAy-00019-00006914-00007302 out in like short story form where every cDUFPxL3cAy-00020-00007303-00007555 you know everything was like one story cDUFPxL3cAy-00021-00007556-00008020 one story one story and it flowed you cDUFPxL3cAy-00022-00008020-00008866 know I was able to each each story was cDUFPxL3cAy-00023-00008867-00009040 unto itself but there have been very cDUFPxL3cAy-00024-00009041-00009244 emily has a compilation and all the cDUFPxL3cAy-00025-00009245-00009745 stories forest took a lot of time in cDUFPxL3cAy-00026-00009746-00010078 terms of sequencing and then and then of cDUFPxL3cAy-00027-00010079-00010198 course there was a lot of discussion cDUFPxL3cAy-00028-00010199-00010363 between all of us about what the cDUFPxL3cAy-00029-00010364-00010617 sequence should be that was that was cDUFPxL3cAy-00030-00010618-00011137 involving when you told the story of cDUFPxL3cAy-00031-00011138-00011395 helping Joe Terry the covers off the cDUFPxL3cAy-00032-00011396-00011635 comic books and then you were able to cDUFPxL3cAy-00033-00011636-00011929 take the two comic books home and at cDUFPxL3cAy-00034-00011930-00012418 freedom and to me and I also remembered cDUFPxL3cAy-00035-00012419-00012655 your story that you told about the cDUFPxL3cAy-00036-00012656-00012832 making the marbles and selling the cDUFPxL3cAy-00037-00012833-00012896 marbles cDUFPxL3cAy-00038-00012897-00013180 you seem like a businessman all the way cDUFPxL3cAy-00039-00013181-00015249 back when you were the kids were getting cDUFPxL3cAy-00040-00015250-00017106 sardine sandwich and put an apple in the cDUFPxL3cAy-00041-00017107-00017692 neighbors arm or two yards cDUFPxL3cAy-00042-00017693-00019187 fifteen cents a quarter in my hand this cDUFPxL3cAy-00043-00019188-00022169 is two days that's a little bit of cDUFPxL3cAy-00044-00022170-00022422 drizzle and lady in the parking lot the cDUFPxL3cAy-00045-00022423-00022667 lady got up next to me she had a coat on cDUFPxL3cAy-00046-00022668-00022838 she took her hands out cDUFPxL3cAy-00047-00022839-00023162 then she drops me accidentally dropped a cDUFPxL3cAy-00048-00023163-00023530 nickel a dime and I think two pennies cDUFPxL3cAy-00049-00023531-00023690 seventeen cents cDUFPxL3cAy-00050-00023691-00024265 she looked at it I could not believe I cDUFPxL3cAy-00051-00024266-00024581 mean I was a kid that was the world of cDUFPxL3cAy-00052-00024582-00024800 me yeah and she left I couldn't get over cDUFPxL3cAy-00053-00024801-00025349 there fast enough I never graduated from cDUFPxL3cAy-00054-00025350-00026053 that way of thinking manifested cDUFPxL3cAy-00055-00026054-00027751 semi-intelligent career in the Air Force cDUFPxL3cAy-00056-00027752-00028277 but you don't have the problems they've cDUFPxL3cAy-00057-00028277-00028535 got you to where you are you know today cDUFPxL3cAy-00058-00028536-00028973 that way of thinking but I think that I cDUFPxL3cAy-00059-00028974-00029346 don't know about you know kids today a cDUFPxL3cAy-00060-00029347-00029927 little bit different kids you had cDUFPxL3cAy-00061-00029927-00030133 mentioned also was that it took you a cDUFPxL3cAy-00062-00030135-00030326 while to realize how smart that your cDUFPxL3cAy-00063-00030327-00030686 parents were you had said that they must cDUFPxL3cAy-00064-00030687-00032639 have thought you were pretty oh yeah I I cDUFPxL3cAy-00065-00032639-00032965 agree with that and your experience when cDUFPxL3cAy-00066-00032966-00033179 you talked about rainy day blessings you cDUFPxL3cAy-00067-00033180-00033362 came away from that experience with cDUFPxL3cAy-00068-00033363-00033527 thoughts to live by you said that cDUFPxL3cAy-00069-00033528-00033818 there's no such thing as a self-made man cDUFPxL3cAy-00070-00033819-00034108 and don't underestimate the power of a cDUFPxL3cAy-00071-00034109-00034433 quarter and look for ways to give some cDUFPxL3cAy-00072-00034434-00034658 of it back that sounds like what you cDUFPxL3cAy-00073-00034659-00034994 practice to me because in your own life cDUFPxL3cAy-00074-00034995-00035362 like when you talk about playing Peggy's cDUFPxL3cAy-00075-00035363-00035720 mother a house how you with Manila take cDUFPxL3cAy-00076-00035721-00035823 the percent cDUFPxL3cAy-00077-00035824-00036133 arranging we're taking her in the cDUFPxL3cAy-00078-00036134-00036529 helicopter to Yellowstone to search cDUFPxL3cAy-00079-00036530-00036847 Yellowstone and all the things that you cDUFPxL3cAy-00080-00036848-00037087 donated to the you know Buffalo Bill cDUFPxL3cAy-00081-00037088-00037345 Museum and Cody and I know there's a lot cDUFPxL3cAy-00082-00037346-00037621 of other things that you've done you cDUFPxL3cAy-00083-00037622-00037900 know we look up to you for these things cDUFPxL3cAy-00084-00037901-00039436 that you've done it's rewarding to me to cDUFPxL3cAy-00085-00039437-00040233 be able to give things back to the cDUFPxL3cAy-00086-00040234-00040732 Cancer Fund that comes from the books at cDUFPxL3cAy-00087-00040733-00040978 the bookstore cDUFPxL3cAy-00088-00040979-00041765 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00089-00041766-00042137 things that insurance doesn't pay it's cDUFPxL3cAy-00090-00042138-00042704 fun and rewarding too I am helping cDUFPxL3cAy-00091-00042705-00042920 somebody yeah yeah and then it is cDUFPxL3cAy-00092-00042921-00043349 important I cancer survivor twice myself cDUFPxL3cAy-00093-00043350-00043600 so I know how important that is you know cDUFPxL3cAy-00094-00043601-00044315 but I was going to ask also about that cDUFPxL3cAy-00095-00044316-00044584 you said you were an avid collector of cDUFPxL3cAy-00096-00044585-00045083 the Comanche clothing weapons and cDUFPxL3cAy-00097-00045084-00045683 photographs done when when did you you cDUFPxL3cAy-00098-00045684-00045968 know become have an interest in the cDUFPxL3cAy-00099-00045969-00046772 Native American culture the Comanches in cDUFPxL3cAy-00100-00046773-00047627 the car was range from telling me that cDUFPxL3cAy-00101-00047628-00047857 she was a little kid in Fort Worth cDUFPxL3cAy-00102-00047858-00048125 watching the cows and the Comanches run cDUFPxL3cAy-00103-00048126-00048187 through there cDUFPxL3cAy-00104-00048188-00048502 no drama kept chickens and I fell in cDUFPxL3cAy-00105-00048503-00048670 love with that part of history command cDUFPxL3cAy-00106-00048671-00049045 suka I was so instrumental to Osage and cDUFPxL3cAy-00107-00049046-00049379 Arapaho and I became a student of the cDUFPxL3cAy-00108-00049380-00049985 quadric commences and named on the Kona cDUFPxL3cAy-00109-00049986-00050308 he was seafood all all the commences and cDUFPxL3cAy-00110-00050309-00051502 I did a lot of research there was a time cDUFPxL3cAy-00111-00051503-00051796 at the Battle of Blanco Canyon in north cDUFPxL3cAy-00112-00051797-00052010 central Texas where corner parking wound cDUFPxL3cAy-00113-00052011-00052294 up on a horse behind trooper Gregg and cDUFPxL3cAy-00114-00052295-00052553 saw him with a Smith & Wesson American cDUFPxL3cAy-00115-00052554-00052792 and he fell off his horse and was buried cDUFPxL3cAy-00116-00052794-00053080 right there about the RG coated paper cDUFPxL3cAy-00117-00053082-00053350 that had a map to work trooper Gregg was cDUFPxL3cAy-00118-00053351-00053636 buried and I spent I'll spent hundreds cDUFPxL3cAy-00119-00053637-00053771 of hours out there looking for that cDUFPxL3cAy-00120-00053772-00054149 great and that battle was a pretty good cDUFPxL3cAy-00121-00054150-00054277 battle you know I mean cDUFPxL3cAy-00122-00054278-00054541 looking at canteens laying on the ground cDUFPxL3cAy-00123-00054541-00055287 the tooth was dropped or something cDUFPxL3cAy-00124-00055288-00055510 that's history staring you in the face cDUFPxL3cAy-00125-00055511-00055852 and it comes in life and what's more cDUFPxL3cAy-00126-00055853-00056026 rewarding than reading something in a cDUFPxL3cAy-00127-00056027-00056275 book love to traipse through the cDUFPxL3cAy-00128-00056276-00056689 countryside you know I wish I was there cDUFPxL3cAy-00129-00056690-00057025 to watch the corner cDUFPxL3cAy-00130-00057026-00057226 black charger with his full travel cDUFPxL3cAy-00131-00057227-00057441 further bonnet dragging that round that cDUFPxL3cAy-00132-00057442-00058048 means just so romantic I mean yeah you cDUFPxL3cAy-00133-00058049-00058429 said that you have more of the Archie cDUFPxL3cAy-00134-00058429-00058672 Archie Carter you probably have more cDUFPxL3cAy-00135-00058673-00058866 information about him than anyone alive cDUFPxL3cAy-00136-00058867-00059182 today you have any ideas of writing book cDUFPxL3cAy-00137-00059183-00060337 about that cDUFPxL3cAy-00138-00060338-00060646 I can't tell you what I have rifflemen cDUFPxL3cAy-00139-00060647-00060988 okay and that's that's a very cDUFPxL3cAy-00140-00060989-00061312 interesting time text the steak plains cDUFPxL3cAy-00141-00061313-00061616 the Llano Estacado means staked Plains cDUFPxL3cAy-00142-00061617-00061951 and there was a time when Nicholas Nolan cDUFPxL3cAy-00143-00061952-00062580 took his cavalry out there was nothing cDUFPxL3cAy-00144-00062582-00063169 that has not even cactus there Cooper's cDUFPxL3cAy-00145-00063170-00063894 bad and so many Christmas I mean and so cDUFPxL3cAy-00146-00063895-00064230 stick rocks up and then put a sign that cDUFPxL3cAy-00147-00064232-00064641 says to amarela 80 miles or so otherwise cDUFPxL3cAy-00148-00064642-00064866 you didn't know where you were going cDUFPxL3cAy-00149-00064867-00065203 there was no there were no roads there cDUFPxL3cAy-00150-00065204-00065344 were trails everywhere but they were cDUFPxL3cAy-00151-00065345-00066073 animal trails to drink water and they cDUFPxL3cAy-00152-00066074-00066220 have to eat grass and there was neither cDUFPxL3cAy-00153-00066221-00067527 one of them out there looking for water cDUFPxL3cAy-00154-00067528-00067681 tough times cDUFPxL3cAy-00155-00067682-00068295 Oh Jerry marble go for Durham herbal cDUFPxL3cAy-00156-00068296-00068494 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00157-00068495-00068995 my book on Josephine sharp the biography cDUFPxL3cAy-00158-00068996-00069340 the interviewed Jerry because he was one cDUFPxL3cAy-00159-00069341-00069610 of sharps the main models and he was cDUFPxL3cAy-00160-00069611-00069898 blind without when I first met even in cDUFPxL3cAy-00161-00069899-00070147 his daughter took me in a dark room cDUFPxL3cAy-00162-00070148-00070555 where Cook was laying on the bed and she cDUFPxL3cAy-00163-00070556-00071185 introduced me said mr. Fenton's it's cDUFPxL3cAy-00164-00071186-00072481 nice to see you little space and I cDUFPxL3cAy-00165-00072482-00072700 learned that if I wanted to give an cDUFPxL3cAy-00166-00072701-00072946 answer the best way to get an answer is cDUFPxL3cAy-00167-00072947-00073219 tell you something that's wrong and let cDUFPxL3cAy-00168-00073220-00073405 you correct me if I asked you the cDUFPxL3cAy-00169-00073406-00073576 question you won't tell me but if I say cDUFPxL3cAy-00170-00073577-00075037 something wrong you're pregnant cDUFPxL3cAy-00171-00075038-00075645 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00172-00075646-00075969 and then you I know you said that you cDUFPxL3cAy-00173-00075970-00076480 like you wish that you would have met cDUFPxL3cAy-00174-00076481-00076876 more you know there were so many how cDUFPxL3cAy-00175-00076877-00077053 about an engine though the invents have cDUFPxL3cAy-00176-00077054-00077458 their names and white men translated cDUFPxL3cAy-00177-00077459-00077872 those names into N and the English lady cDUFPxL3cAy-00178-00077873-00078061 pretty blanket I wonder what that cDUFPxL3cAy-00179-00078062-00078448 translated to and in native language cDUFPxL3cAy-00180-00078449-00078679 George eats alone I mean there were cDUFPxL3cAy-00181-00078680-00079996 great names that these Indians had and cDUFPxL3cAy-00182-00079997-00080338 there's the pictures and you know that cDUFPxL3cAy-00183-00080339-00080764 you have some of the Native American cDUFPxL3cAy-00184-00080765-00081419 pictures are just nobody else cDUFPxL3cAy-00185-00081420-00082052 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00186-00082053-00083388 I'm trying to survive just like in a cDUFPxL3cAy-00187-00083389-00083967 teepee in South Dakota in 1840 I mean 40 cDUFPxL3cAy-00188-00083968-00084243 bulls zero there's not a buffalo around cDUFPxL3cAy-00189-00084244-00084537 and please tell me how they even cDUFPxL3cAy-00190-00084538-00084834 survived it's amazing to me but they cDUFPxL3cAy-00191-00084835-00084969 acclimated you know they were a cDUFPxL3cAy-00192-00084970-00085385 different type of person in those days cDUFPxL3cAy-00193-00085386-00085689 husband Russell term of a trapper he cDUFPxL3cAy-00194-00085690-00086180 talked about him in the wintertime cDUFPxL3cAy-00195-00086181-00087540 wearing moccasins moccasins these guys cDUFPxL3cAy-00196-00087541-00087732 were able to adapt and that's the only cDUFPxL3cAy-00197-00087733-00087978 way they survived it yeah you know amen cDUFPxL3cAy-00198-00087979-00088319 Journal the trapper he also talked about cDUFPxL3cAy-00199-00088320-00088854 he climbed down the steep hill and there cDUFPxL3cAy-00200-00088855-00089268 was a pottery water vessel or something cDUFPxL3cAy-00201-00089269-00089448 there that had been left there and I cDUFPxL3cAy-00202-00089449-00089883 thought find that out in the middle of cDUFPxL3cAy-00203-00089884-00090511 nowhere like that interesting cDUFPxL3cAy-00204-00090512-00090772 that's what history is all about cDUFPxL3cAy-00205-00090773-00091188 Injection trying to put yourself in cDUFPxL3cAy-00206-00091189-00091817 person at that time memories of you have cDUFPxL3cAy-00207-00091818-00092278 so many stories attached to all these cDUFPxL3cAy-00208-00092279-00092504 things that you've collected over the cDUFPxL3cAy-00209-00092505-00092837 years I don't know how you remember all cDUFPxL3cAy-00210-00092838-00095316 these stories cDUFPxL3cAy-00211-00095317-00097085 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00212-00097086-00097223 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00213-00097224-00097650 we're done in those days conceivable cDUFPxL3cAy-00214-00097651-00098463 today happen yeah I don't like I said I cDUFPxL3cAy-00215-00098464-00098946 have no idea when now you remember these cDUFPxL3cAy-00216-00098947-00099252 stories I appreciate that you have these cDUFPxL3cAy-00217-00099253-00099429 stories that you can tell of these cDUFPxL3cAy-00218-00099430-00099546 different items and then all the cDUFPxL3cAy-00219-00099547-00099750 pictures that were in the book and the cDUFPxL3cAy-00220-00099751-00099993 stories to go along with them - I was cDUFPxL3cAy-00221-00099994-00100692 fascinated we I was wondering do you cDUFPxL3cAy-00222-00100693-00100875 have any other books that you might cDUFPxL3cAy-00223-00100876-00102333 think about writing is in my clothes cDUFPxL3cAy-00224-00102334-00102576 it's stories of towels it's about the cDUFPxL3cAy-00225-00102577-00102942 characters in the artisan in Taos Venice cDUFPxL3cAy-00226-00102943-00103299 not an art it's a gossip long time done cDUFPxL3cAy-00227-00103300-00103647 don't belly press mace my course great cDUFPxL3cAy-00228-00103648-00103844 names I mean mace my cars had the cDUFPxL3cAy-00229-00103845-00104023 dealers cDUFPxL3cAy-00230-00104024-00105908 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00231-00105908-00107635 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00232-00107636-00108773 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00233-00108774-00111070 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00234-00111071-00111665 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00235-00111666-00111972 all the gambling in Taos he owned the cDUFPxL3cAy-00236-00111973-00112194 bridge across the river if you want to cDUFPxL3cAy-00237-00112195-00112425 go to denry had to pay him a fine he cDUFPxL3cAy-00238-00112426-00112742 owned the whorehouse and he don't the cDUFPxL3cAy-00239-00112743-00112958 transportation I mean he picked people cDUFPxL3cAy-00240-00112959-00113253 at blaming New Mexico in the state's cDUFPxL3cAy-00241-00113254-00113469 goes to take him to Taos is three-day cDUFPxL3cAy-00242-00113470-00113844 trip to Thompson's States go and run up cDUFPxL3cAy-00243-00113845-00114174 that hill in the towel you know that big cDUFPxL3cAy-00244-00114175-00114495 hill going up in the town joseph saw you cDUFPxL3cAy-00245-00114496-00114669 surrounding that thing in the horses cDUFPxL3cAy-00246-00114670-00114789 would strain and he didn't make cDUFPxL3cAy-00247-00114790-00114972 everybody get out and push because he cDUFPxL3cAy-00248-00114973-00115364 hated to see the horses strain so much cDUFPxL3cAy-00249-00115365-00115692 that's the way things and then the car cDUFPxL3cAy-00250-00115693-00117264 came along and just reached Mexico how cDUFPxL3cAy-00251-00117265-00117455 much money do you have cDUFPxL3cAy-00252-00117456-00118060 I've got so many well give me give me cDUFPxL3cAy-00253-00118061-00118347 $2,500 but you can't trust the banks cDUFPxL3cAy-00254-00118348-00118563 here and when you need so many or money cDUFPxL3cAy-00255-00118564-00118854 discount and then gave him the money I cDUFPxL3cAy-00257-00122967-00123189 Society of artists and they don't like cDUFPxL3cAy-00258-00123190-00123486 you what I said I think I would like you cDUFPxL3cAy-00259-00123488-00123682 and I would like to talk to you they cDUFPxL3cAy-00260-00123683-00124011 signed a contract and if Leon gas board cDUFPxL3cAy-00261-00124013-00124191 would show up Herbert done how to put cDUFPxL3cAy-00262-00124192-00124509 more cover and this painting then don't cDUFPxL3cAy-00263-00124510-00124699 know it's so Gaspard brother grades I cDUFPxL3cAy-00264-00124700-00124953 mean places were around tell us and cDUFPxL3cAy-00265-00124954-00125248 there's a story about in the snow bear cDUFPxL3cAy-00266-00125249-00125446 hunting and they look over there and cDUFPxL3cAy-00267-00125447-00125702 they see a bear sitting by a tree cDUFPxL3cAy-00268-00125703-00126015 dunces quick take the gun and shoot the cDUFPxL3cAy-00269-00126016-00126301 bear so guess what she shoots the bear cDUFPxL3cAy-00270-00126302-00126459 and nothing happens there just sits cDUFPxL3cAy-00271-00126460-00126864 there shoot the bear again sorry son and cDUFPxL3cAy-00272-00126865-00127072 nothing happened done says give me the cDUFPxL3cAy-00273-00127073-00127266 gun because done was a professional cDUFPxL3cAy-00274-00127267-00127479 hunter and he shot the bear and the bear cDUFPxL3cAy-00275-00127480-00127659 didn't move they went over there the cDUFPxL3cAy-00276-00127660-00128002 bear was frozen it was in a trap and the cDUFPxL3cAy-00277-00128003-00128173 trap had belong to one of the main guys cDUFPxL3cAy-00278-00128174-00128577 around towels cDUFPxL3cAy-00279-00128578-00128814 before this guy comes in fans I wish to cDUFPxL3cAy-00280-00128815-00129222 we started bear for a boy holding hands cDUFPxL3cAy-00281-00129223-00129615 with the kind of stories right that Leon cDUFPxL3cAy-00282-00129616-00129820 gasps brought home the house the cDUFPxL3cAy-00283-00129821-00130008 contents of the house all the custom cDUFPxL3cAy-00284-00130009-00130266 rods it was for a wonderful furniture cDUFPxL3cAy-00285-00130267-00130721 and the guest house behind there that cDUFPxL3cAy-00286-00130722-00131158 Eric's Loma rented in 1921 from neon gas cDUFPxL3cAy-00287-00131159-00131683 board and made stories of but in the cDUFPxL3cAy-00288-00131684-00131928 library upstairs of a decent to the Casa cDUFPxL3cAy-00289-00131929-00132171 Ford studio was suppose fill of books cDUFPxL3cAy-00290-00132172-00132501 and legends and Diaries that the gas cDUFPxL3cAy-00291-00132502-00132789 board had two wives and both I'm working cDUFPxL3cAy-00292-00132790-00133053 in copious writers on they make I mean cDUFPxL3cAy-00293-00133054-00133323 in that library I found this tax returns cDUFPxL3cAy-00294-00133324-00133626 canceled checks I mean and lots of books cDUFPxL3cAy-00295-00133627-00133887 that were inscribed around gas work cDUFPxL3cAy-00296-00133888-00134160 through famous people artists and other cDUFPxL3cAy-00297-00134161-00134601 people just I mean all of a sudden cDUFPxL3cAy-00298-00134602-00134978 here's things that I've heard of cDUFPxL3cAy-00299-00134979-00135261 tertiary things that I had heard a cDUFPxL3cAy-00300-00135262-00135429 little bit of better but all of a sudden cDUFPxL3cAy-00301-00135430-00135609 this stuff it hits me in the nose I mean cDUFPxL3cAy-00302-00135610-00135804 that's why I wrote that Leon the gas cDUFPxL3cAy-00303-00135805-00136089 port but there's so much information cDUFPxL3cAy-00304-00136090-00136321 there was gonna die on the vine I mean cDUFPxL3cAy-00306-00139928-00140361 oh did you okay so you did this one and cDUFPxL3cAy-00307-00140362-00140962 chase okay cDUFPxL3cAy-00308-00140963-00141343 suza world and there's the production cDUFPxL3cAy-00309-00141344-00141655 manager over there she really works for cDUFPxL3cAy-00310-00141656-00141685 me cDUFPxL3cAy-00311-00141686-00141850 he keeps all of us ever learners to cDUFPxL3cAy-00312-00141851-00142000 battle that works but though she works cDUFPxL3cAy-00313-00142001-00143773 for Lou but I got to pay you know cDUFPxL3cAy-00314-00143774-00144007 whatever we've done together that six cDUFPxL3cAy-00315-00144008-00144397 times when we just left that times we cDUFPxL3cAy-00316-00144398-00144745 get nose and nose I mean see her when cDUFPxL3cAy-00317-00144746-00146147 she was tough my sister my wife spices cDUFPxL3cAy-00318-00146148-00146836 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00319-00146837-00147202 I got a real kick men in your County cDUFPxL3cAy-00320-00147203-00147845 that the clothes thinking like and then cDUFPxL3cAy-00321-00147846-00148099 you said about the vanilla you know like cDUFPxL3cAy-00322-00148100-00148943 you can smell it but don't taste it I cDUFPxL3cAy-00323-00148944-00149198 was baking with my granddaughter and she cDUFPxL3cAy-00324-00149199-00149479 said Bella can I take a taste in I said cDUFPxL3cAy-00325-00149480-00149684 Danny turned around and she downed him cDUFPxL3cAy-00326-00149685-00150236 and then she so she learned that lesson cDUFPxL3cAy-00327-00150237-00151295 - yeah I wanted to say Thank You mr. fan cDUFPxL3cAy-00328-00151296-00151528 so much for allowing us to document cDUFPxL3cAy-00329-00151529-00151773 these amazing stories cDUFPxL3cAy-00330-00151774-00152232 and share with your viewers yeah thank cDUFPxL3cAy-00331-00152233-00152606 you so much cDUFPxL3cAy-00332-00152607-00152969 misty blue sky cDUFPxL3cAy-00333-00152970-00153215 take me on your treasure guy cDUFPxL3cAy-00334-00153216-00153366 the shades cDUFPxL3cAy-00335-00153367-00153801 Oh cDUFPxL3cAy-00336-00153802-00153984 this race cDUFPxL3cAy-00337-00153985-00154464 anything cDUFPxL3cAy-00338-00154465-00155775 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00339-00155776-00156377 she loves me cDUFPxL3cAy-00340-00156378-00156609 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00341-00156610-00157042 oh you know you know cDUFPxL3cAy-00342-00157043-00157259 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00343-00157260-00157569 misty blue sky cDUFPxL3cAy-00344-00157570-00157879 take me on your treasure guy cDUFPxL3cAy-00345-00157880-00158079 I've got nothing to cDUFPxL3cAy-00346-00158080-00158251 [Music] cDUFPxL3cAy-00347-00158252-00158635 shades of blue feather cDUFPxL3cAy-00348-00158636-00158853 and now I'm a down cDUFPxL3cAy-00349-00158854-00159854 this cDUFPxL3cAy-00350-00159855-00160159 [Music] cEhKHoiJc7g-00000-00000003-00000204 so I just finished watching this amazing cEhKHoiJc7g-00001-00000206-00000509 Netflix series from Ricky Gervais called cEhKHoiJc7g-00002-00000509-00000659 afterlife alright cEhKHoiJc7g-00003-00000660-00000857 and if you haven't watched it there's cEhKHoiJc7g-00004-00000858-00001066 going to be spoilers but if you don't cEhKHoiJc7g-00005-00001067-00001237 plan on watching it please stick around cEhKHoiJc7g-00006-00001238-00001535 there are so many great life lessons cEhKHoiJc7g-00007-00001536-00001871 from the finale alright but before I get cEhKHoiJc7g-00008-00001872-00002198 started I do want to let you know there cEhKHoiJc7g-00009-00002199-00002410 are going to be subjects that we talked cEhKHoiJc7g-00010-00002411-00002666 about that could be sensitive so just a cEhKHoiJc7g-00011-00002667-00002930 little trigger warning if you struggle cEhKHoiJc7g-00012-00002931-00003173 with suicidal ideation and things like cEhKHoiJc7g-00013-00003174-00003383 make sure you check out the description cEhKHoiJc7g-00014-00003384-00003431 down below cEhKHoiJc7g-00015-00003432-00003563 you can go ahead and turn this video off cEhKHoiJc7g-00016-00003564-00003754 but there are going to be some resources cEhKHoiJc7g-00017-00003755-00004001 reach out and ask for help but yeah cEhKHoiJc7g-00018-00004002-00004166 anyways let's jump into this and talk cEhKHoiJc7g-00019-00004167-00004391 about the amazing life lessons Ricky cEhKHoiJc7g-00020-00004392-00004619 Gervais gives us about how to do cEhKHoiJc7g-00021-00004620-00004965 whatever the heck you want and be happy cEhKHoiJc7g-00022-00004966-00005643 [Music] cEhKHoiJc7g-00023-00005644-00005915 what is up everybody this is Chris from cEhKHoiJc7g-00024-00005916-00006116 the rewired soul where we talk about the cEhKHoiJc7g-00025-00006117-00006352 problem but focus on the solution and if cEhKHoiJc7g-00026-00006353-00006475 you're new to my channel my channel is cEhKHoiJc7g-00027-00006476-00006653 all about mental health what I like to cEhKHoiJc7g-00028-00006654-00006878 do is pull different topics or subjects cEhKHoiJc7g-00029-00006879-00007073 from like movies TV shows and things cEhKHoiJc7g-00030-00007073-00007123 like that cEhKHoiJc7g-00031-00007125-00007342 to try to teach you how to maybe cEhKHoiJc7g-00032-00007343-00007508 potentially improve your life so if you cEhKHoiJc7g-00033-00007509-00007655 do that stuff make sure you subscribe cEhKHoiJc7g-00034-00007656-00007856 and bring that notification bell and cEhKHoiJc7g-00035-00007856-00008089 quick disclaimer I am NOT a licensed cEhKHoiJc7g-00036-00008090-00008260 therapist or psychologist if you need cEhKHoiJc7g-00037-00008261-00008426 that kind of help check down in the cEhKHoiJc7g-00038-00008427-00008639 description below or go talk to your cEhKHoiJc7g-00039-00008640-00008803 doctor or insurance provider and get cEhKHoiJc7g-00040-00008804-00009014 some help all right I am going to be cEhKHoiJc7g-00041-00009015-00009235 talking about the show ricky gervais as cEhKHoiJc7g-00042-00009236-00009380 well as my own personal life experience cEhKHoiJc7g-00043-00009381-00009578 like philosophies and things like that cEhKHoiJc7g-00044-00009579-00009860 alright so anyways quick little recap of cEhKHoiJc7g-00045-00009861-00010085 what this show is about okay and cEhKHoiJc7g-00046-00010086-00010442 remember spoilers okay Bayless Ricky cEhKHoiJc7g-00047-00010443-00010517 Gervais cEhKHoiJc7g-00048-00010518-00010846 a man named Tony and wicked Gervase he cEhKHoiJc7g-00049-00010847-00011009 wrote this show he directed this show cEhKHoiJc7g-00050-00011010-00011384 and Tony is a man who lost his wife to cEhKHoiJc7g-00051-00011385-00011666 cancer his wife Lisa she was the love of cEhKHoiJc7g-00052-00011667-00011833 his life she was the light of his day cEhKHoiJc7g-00053-00011834-00012121 just everything just so in love with her cEhKHoiJc7g-00054-00012122-00012310 and throughout the show there's a bunch cEhKHoiJc7g-00055-00012311-00012503 of like flashbacks and videos they cEhKHoiJc7g-00056-00012504-00012635 recorded and they like mess with each cEhKHoiJc7g-00057-00012636-00012728 other and goofed cEhKHoiJc7g-00058-00012729-00013025 and all that and when she passes away he cEhKHoiJc7g-00059-00013026-00013218 just goes off the deep end and he cEhKHoiJc7g-00060-00013219-00013521 actually attempted suicide and he has cEhKHoiJc7g-00061-00013522-00013707 thought about suicide ever since right cEhKHoiJc7g-00062-00013708-00013932 and he's still angry and upset that this cEhKHoiJc7g-00063-00013933-00014141 world took his wife away from him cEhKHoiJc7g-00064-00014143-00014382 that he kind of gets in his idea this cEhKHoiJc7g-00065-00014383-00014669 idea in his head like you know no matter cEhKHoiJc7g-00066-00014670-00014868 what I do it doesn't matter because I cEhKHoiJc7g-00067-00014869-00015063 can always just you know commit suicide cEhKHoiJc7g-00068-00015063-00015363 so he decides that too you know to take cEhKHoiJc7g-00069-00015363-00015528 his anger out he's just gonna punish the cEhKHoiJc7g-00070-00015529-00015713 world so he decides to do whatever the cEhKHoiJc7g-00071-00015715-00015866 heck you want and just be a jerk to cEhKHoiJc7g-00072-00015868-00016053 everybody right so we kind of follow cEhKHoiJc7g-00073-00016054-00016188 this story and if you want if you're cEhKHoiJc7g-00074-00016188-00016365 somebody who watched after life I'm not cEhKHoiJc7g-00075-00016366-00016443 sure if I'm going to make more videos cEhKHoiJc7g-00076-00016444-00016650 but if you want to I want to dive deeper cEhKHoiJc7g-00077-00016651-00016844 into other subjects if you're interested cEhKHoiJc7g-00078-00016845-00017075 in it like there is you know somebody cEhKHoiJc7g-00079-00017076-00017280 who was addicted to drugs and they cEhKHoiJc7g-00080-00017281-00017525 overdose and yeah I want to talk about cEhKHoiJc7g-00081-00017526-00017772 that if you're interested in it as well cEhKHoiJc7g-00082-00017773-00017964 as some other different topics from this cEhKHoiJc7g-00083-00017965-00018153 show but in this video I want to focus cEhKHoiJc7g-00084-00018154-00018387 primarily on the finale so it's only six cEhKHoiJc7g-00085-00018388-00018510 episodes so if you haven't watched it cEhKHoiJc7g-00086-00018511-00018644 just go check it out six 30-minute cEhKHoiJc7g-00087-00018645-00018774 episodes doesn't take too long cEhKHoiJc7g-00088-00018775-00019230 phenomenal show so anyways in the in the cEhKHoiJc7g-00089-00019231-00019440 final episode one of the things that cEhKHoiJc7g-00090-00019441-00019781 comes up is Ricky Gervais sees atheism cEhKHoiJc7g-00091-00019782-00019962 okay so if you know Ricky Gervais cEhKHoiJc7g-00092-00019963-00020247 he's a very vocal atheist and he talks cEhKHoiJc7g-00093-00020248-00020415 about it a lot he's been interviewed cEhKHoiJc7g-00094-00020416-00020606 about it and all of that many ways there cEhKHoiJc7g-00095-00020607-00020837 is a young woman at his office he works cEhKHoiJc7g-00096-00020838-00021030 for a local newspaper a free newspaper cEhKHoiJc7g-00097-00021031-00021258 and she comes up in Assen life why don't cEhKHoiJc7g-00098-00021259-00021483 you just do whatever you want like rape cEhKHoiJc7g-00099-00021484-00021662 and murder people if you're an atheist cEhKHoiJc7g-00100-00021663-00021830 and there's no point in trying to get to cEhKHoiJc7g-00101-00021831-00022055 heaven or whatever and he says I do do cEhKHoiJc7g-00102-00022056-00022130 whatever I want cEhKHoiJc7g-00103-00022131-00022374 and I rape and murder as much as I want cEhKHoiJc7g-00104-00022375-00022553 and she's like looking at him like what cEhKHoiJc7g-00105-00022554-00022733 and he's like yeah I don't do that at cEhKHoiJc7g-00106-00022734-00022781 all cEhKHoiJc7g-00107-00022782-00023030 so I'm doing it as much as I want but I cEhKHoiJc7g-00108-00023031-00023183 don't do it at all and that's something cEhKHoiJc7g-00109-00023184-00023309 that I've talked about before with cEhKHoiJc7g-00110-00023310-00023503 atheism like there's this like cEhKHoiJc7g-00111-00023504-00023721 misconception that atheists are just cEhKHoiJc7g-00112-00023722-00023915 like running amok and all that but no cEhKHoiJc7g-00113-00023916-00024065 there is you know the human conscious cEhKHoiJc7g-00114-00024066-00024228 and just being a good person you know cEhKHoiJc7g-00115-00024229-00024425 what I mean so he touches on that but cEhKHoiJc7g-00116-00024426-00024653 anyways we see his character really cEhKHoiJc7g-00117-00024654-00024993 develop and you know the first scene cEhKHoiJc7g-00118-00024994-00025161 that I want to talk about is when he cEhKHoiJc7g-00119-00025162-00025355 goes to his therapist for the last time cEhKHoiJc7g-00120-00025356-00025550 like throughout the show like he's going cEhKHoiJc7g-00121-00025551-00025689 to a therapist and talking about his cEhKHoiJc7g-00122-00025689-00025808 depression everything cEhKHoiJc7g-00123-00025809-00026120 and his therapist sucks okay like there cEhKHoiJc7g-00124-00026122-00026301 are great therapist and you're terrible cEhKHoiJc7g-00125-00026302-00026436 therapist if you saw a terrible cEhKHoiJc7g-00126-00026437-00026724 therapist so how are you a good day is cEhKHoiJc7g-00127-00026725-00026907 when I don't go around wanting to shoot cEhKHoiJc7g-00128-00026908-00027114 random strangers in the face and then cEhKHoiJc7g-00129-00027114-00027786 turn the gun on my cell phone texting cEhKHoiJc7g-00130-00027787-00027974 talking about how he's like in a Twitter cEhKHoiJc7g-00131-00027975-00028130 back and forth like in the middle of the cEhKHoiJc7g-00132-00028131-00028433 session every he's like you know hope so cEhKHoiJc7g-00133-00028434-00028670 yeah in the final one you know he talks cEhKHoiJc7g-00134-00028672-00028911 about how he doesn't want to do therapy cEhKHoiJc7g-00135-00028912-00029252 anymore he talks about how you know not cEhKHoiJc7g-00136-00029253-00029514 everybody is an a-hole there are good cEhKHoiJc7g-00137-00029514-00029661 people out there and that is a huge cEhKHoiJc7g-00138-00029662-00029910 revelation right like when we get stuck cEhKHoiJc7g-00139-00029911-00030108 in that mindset of just hating the world cEhKHoiJc7g-00140-00030108-00030357 we group everybody together right we cEhKHoiJc7g-00141-00030358-00030504 lose faith in humanity and we're like cEhKHoiJc7g-00142-00030505-00030798 everybody's terrible everybody sucks cEhKHoiJc7g-00143-00030799-00031058 right but this first revelation of his cEhKHoiJc7g-00144-00031059-00031361 is like not everybody is a jerk you know cEhKHoiJc7g-00145-00031362-00031545 but then he confronts his therapist and cEhKHoiJc7g-00146-00031545-00031833 says you are a jerk I don't like you on cEhKHoiJc7g-00147-00031833-00032111 stopping therapy right well anyways a cEhKHoiJc7g-00148-00032112-00032295 therapist lesson know that his you know cEhKHoiJc7g-00149-00032295-00032543 his therapist gets all upset and he cEhKHoiJc7g-00150-00032544-00032777 tells Ricky that his brother-in-law Matt cEhKHoiJc7g-00151-00032778-00033152 and is having marital problems right and cEhKHoiJc7g-00152-00033153-00033324 he's like whoa cEhKHoiJc7g-00153-00033325-00033524 you know and throughout the the series cEhKHoiJc7g-00154-00033525-00033746 matt is ricky gervais sees cEhKHoiJc7g-00155-00033747-00034058 brother-in-law and you know he's been cEhKHoiJc7g-00156-00034059-00034245 trying to help cEhKHoiJc7g-00157-00034246-00034530 ricky throughout his depression and cEhKHoiJc7g-00158-00034531-00034799 trying to convince ricky not to commit cEhKHoiJc7g-00159-00034800-00035270 suicide and you know ricky to raise his cEhKHoiJc7g-00160-00035271-00035477 character tony he's just not hearing it cEhKHoiJc7g-00161-00035478-00035655 not having it throughout the whole thing cEhKHoiJc7g-00162-00035656-00035855 as much as not tries to help reheat your cEhKHoiJc7g-00163-00035856-00036042 vase is just like no not you know he's cEhKHoiJc7g-00164-00036043-00036210 still just you know being mean to cEhKHoiJc7g-00165-00036211-00036380 everybody and nasty to everybody and cEhKHoiJc7g-00166-00036381-00036536 being mean to people in the office they cEhKHoiJc7g-00167-00036537-00036764 even go out to like the comedy show and cEhKHoiJc7g-00168-00036765-00037133 tony is like he said some stuff to the cEhKHoiJc7g-00169-00037134-00037314 comedian at that show and Matt just cEhKHoiJc7g-00170-00037315-00037548 doesn't know what to do but anyways when cEhKHoiJc7g-00171-00037549-00037757 Tony figures out that Matt's cEhKHoiJc7g-00172-00037758-00038217 marriage is having troubles he goes cEhKHoiJc7g-00173-00038218-00038420 straight back to the office and he sits cEhKHoiJc7g-00174-00038421-00038732 down and he talks with Matt and he tells cEhKHoiJc7g-00175-00038733-00038817 Matt he's like cEhKHoiJc7g-00176-00038818-00039027 hey what's what's going on let's go on cEhKHoiJc7g-00177-00039028-00039114 you know what I mean cEhKHoiJc7g-00178-00039115-00039330 and that's what Matt finally snaps and cEhKHoiJc7g-00179-00039331-00039603 he tells he tells Tony like yo like cEhKHoiJc7g-00180-00039604-00039753 you're not the only one with problems cEhKHoiJc7g-00181-00039754-00039930 like you're running around being a jerk cEhKHoiJc7g-00182-00039931-00040137 to everybody and you're not the only one cEhKHoiJc7g-00183-00040138-00040329 with problems and like a seems like are cEhKHoiJc7g-00184-00040330-00040578 you surprised are you really surprised cEhKHoiJc7g-00185-00040579-00040800 right and that's something that I try to cEhKHoiJc7g-00186-00040801-00040983 talk about because from my personal cEhKHoiJc7g-00187-00040984-00041379 experience I can't get into a very cEhKHoiJc7g-00188-00041380-00041586 selfish and self-centered place when I'm cEhKHoiJc7g-00189-00041587-00041748 dealing with my own mental health issues cEhKHoiJc7g-00190-00041749-00042006 one of the things that people taught me cEhKHoiJc7g-00191-00042007-00042114 when I was working on my mental health cEhKHoiJc7g-00192-00042115-00042516 was like reach and ask the people how cEhKHoiJc7g-00193-00042517-00042672 they're doing like talk to them get out cEhKHoiJc7g-00194-00042673-00042885 of yourself for one second and ask cEhKHoiJc7g-00195-00042886-00043221 somebody else how they're doing and when cEhKHoiJc7g-00196-00043222-00043338 you're in it when you're in that cEhKHoiJc7g-00197-00043339-00043473 depression when you're in that dark cEhKHoiJc7g-00198-00043474-00043803 place right again like myself as well as cEhKHoiJc7g-00199-00043804-00043992 other people I've worked with you know cEhKHoiJc7g-00200-00043993-00044178 we don't think about anybody else you cEhKHoiJc7g-00201-00044179-00044301 don't think about how it's affecting cEhKHoiJc7g-00202-00044302-00044472 anybody else I actually spoke at a high cEhKHoiJc7g-00203-00044473-00044601 school this morning I'm gonna do a video cEhKHoiJc7g-00204-00044602-00044766 about that I I'm speaking there again cEhKHoiJc7g-00205-00044767-00045192 tomorrow anyways like I try to teach cEhKHoiJc7g-00206-00045193-00045480 people you know what worked for me which cEhKHoiJc7g-00207-00045481-00045678 is getting outside of yourself and and cEhKHoiJc7g-00208-00045679-00045888 seeing how other people are doing like cEhKHoiJc7g-00209-00045889-00046041 it helps us quit thinking about cEhKHoiJc7g-00210-00046042-00046326 ourselves 24/7 so after he kind of has cEhKHoiJc7g-00211-00046327-00046608 that talk with Matt he he starts cEhKHoiJc7g-00212-00046609-00046812 complimenting you know the people in his cEhKHoiJc7g-00213-00046813-00047094 office and thanking them for being there cEhKHoiJc7g-00214-00047095-00047271 for him you know through this entire cEhKHoiJc7g-00215-00047272-00047607 time and he even thinks CAF so Kathy Sue cEhKHoiJc7g-00216-00047608-00047910 the woman who like she she kind of cEhKHoiJc7g-00217-00047911-00048090 annoys him throughout the series and she cEhKHoiJc7g-00218-00048091-00048264 came over and asked him about like the cEhKHoiJc7g-00219-00048265-00048384 atheism thing that I mentioned earlier cEhKHoiJc7g-00220-00048385-00048759 this video but he even sent calf right cEhKHoiJc7g-00221-00048760-00049143 he thanks her for distracting him by cEhKHoiJc7g-00222-00049144-00049347 coming over and annoying him every cEhKHoiJc7g-00223-00049348-00049590 single day he thanks her for that and I cEhKHoiJc7g-00224-00049591-00049794 think that's huge for all of us like we cEhKHoiJc7g-00225-00049795-00050070 need to realize that every situation in cEhKHoiJc7g-00226-00050071-00050370 our life every person in our life can be cEhKHoiJc7g-00227-00050371-00050613 something that you know benefits us and cEhKHoiJc7g-00228-00050614-00050814 our mental well-being in some way shape cEhKHoiJc7g-00229-00050815-00051078 or form you know what I mean so I love cEhKHoiJc7g-00230-00051079-00051237 that part right there forget the saying cEhKHoiJc7g-00231-00051238-00051387 yo even though you've been annoying me cEhKHoiJc7g-00232-00051388-00051690 and you annoy me on a daily basis you cEhKHoiJc7g-00233-00051691-00051807 helped take my cEhKHoiJc7g-00234-00051808-00052047 mind off of that pain and that hurt that cEhKHoiJc7g-00235-00052048-00052371 I'm feeling right and you know part of cEhKHoiJc7g-00236-00052372-00052794 this show and when it comes back to Tony cEhKHoiJc7g-00237-00052795-00053094 thinking Matt it's like this overarching cEhKHoiJc7g-00238-00053095-00053496 thing where like Tony was distracted cEhKHoiJc7g-00239-00053497-00053787 long enough and kept alive long enough cEhKHoiJc7g-00240-00053788-00054114 by the people in his life to end up cEhKHoiJc7g-00241-00054115-00054522 getting to these places where he could cEhKHoiJc7g-00242-00054523-00054873 see the bigger broader picture you know cEhKHoiJc7g-00243-00054874-00055257 and he ends up thinking Matt for never cEhKHoiJc7g-00244-00055258-00055476 giving up on it and like that I just cEhKHoiJc7g-00245-00055477-00055641 re-watched the finale so I can make this cEhKHoiJc7g-00246-00055641-00055890 video and that just put a huge smile on cEhKHoiJc7g-00247-00055891-00056187 my face and my suggestion to all of you cEhKHoiJc7g-00248-00056188-00056291 take it or leave it cEhKHoiJc7g-00249-00056292-00056463 do what you will but if you're somebody cEhKHoiJc7g-00250-00056464-00056703 who's been in a dark place or you've cEhKHoiJc7g-00251-00056704-00056907 dealt with mental health issues or cEhKHoiJc7g-00252-00056908-00057162 whatever like after this video or even cEhKHoiJc7g-00253-00057163-00057411 pause this video just text somebody call cEhKHoiJc7g-00254-00057412-00057645 somebody and thank them thank them for cEhKHoiJc7g-00255-00057646-00057864 being there for you like a lot of you cEhKHoiJc7g-00256-00057865-00057996 know that you know I've been going cEhKHoiJc7g-00257-00057997-00058158 through a rough time I just you know cEhKHoiJc7g-00258-00058159-00058404 took my two weeks off of YouTube and cEhKHoiJc7g-00259-00058404-00058599 everything like that and something that cEhKHoiJc7g-00260-00058600-00058955 I've done is just every few days is text cEhKHoiJc7g-00261-00058957-00059133 the people you know who have been there cEhKHoiJc7g-00262-00059134-00059298 for me and just let them know like hey I cEhKHoiJc7g-00263-00059299-00059502 really appreciate it you know all the cEhKHoiJc7g-00264-00059503-00059673 people who picked up the phone when I cEhKHoiJc7g-00265-00059674-00059886 was you know freaking out or stuck in my cEhKHoiJc7g-00266-00059887-00060102 head you know I try to thank these cEhKHoiJc7g-00267-00060103-00060234 people and let them know like it's not cEhKHoiJc7g-00268-00060235-00060542 going unnoticed like thank you so you cEhKHoiJc7g-00269-00060544-00060798 know it might make you feel better just cEhKHoiJc7g-00270-00060799-00060980 by letting those people know that cEhKHoiJc7g-00271-00060982-00061179 they're there appreciated because like I cEhKHoiJc7g-00272-00061179-00061430 said you know from my experience like cEhKHoiJc7g-00273-00061432-00061575 when we're dealing with these struggles cEhKHoiJc7g-00274-00061576-00061766 we get really selfish and self-centered cEhKHoiJc7g-00275-00061767-00061902 and we don't think about all these other cEhKHoiJc7g-00276-00061903-00062163 things like you know a lot of us you cEhKHoiJc7g-00277-00062164-00062376 know myself as well as you we've been in cEhKHoiJc7g-00278-00062377-00062499 that place where we've tried to help cEhKHoiJc7g-00279-00062500-00062760 people and we get to those places like cEhKHoiJc7g-00280-00062761-00062994 am I even helping what's the point why cEhKHoiJc7g-00281-00062995-00063186 even talk to them why even try to help cEhKHoiJc7g-00282-00063187-00063429 them right think about how good it would cEhKHoiJc7g-00283-00063429-00063963 feel for them to thank you okay so the cEhKHoiJc7g-00284-00063964-00064196 the last part I want to talk about is cEhKHoiJc7g-00285-00064197-00064541 the woman Tony meets in this in the cEhKHoiJc7g-00286-00064542-00064797 cemetery ricky gervais scared cEhKHoiJc7g-00287-00064798-00065088 her name but anyways throughout the show cEhKHoiJc7g-00288-00065089-00065354 he talks to her because she's there and cEhKHoiJc7g-00289-00065355-00065663 she talks to her husband who's grave cEhKHoiJc7g-00290-00065664-00065805 grave cEhKHoiJc7g-00291-00065806-00066027 snow is right next to Ricky Gervais sirs cEhKHoiJc7g-00292-00066028-00066339 wife in the show right and he talks to cEhKHoiJc7g-00293-00066340-00066456 her and gets like life advice or cEhKHoiJc7g-00294-00066457-00066657 whatever but I love that seeing this cEhKHoiJc7g-00295-00066658-00066933 this scene in the finale because he sits cEhKHoiJc7g-00296-00066934-00067224 down and he says how are you doing like cEhKHoiJc7g-00297-00067225-00067539 part of his characters growth cEhKHoiJc7g-00298-00067540-00067856 Tony's growth in this finale is cEhKHoiJc7g-00299-00067857-00068019 recognizing how selfish and cEhKHoiJc7g-00300-00068020-00068220 self-centered he's been he's going cEhKHoiJc7g-00301-00068221-00068421 around just expecting you know everybody cEhKHoiJc7g-00302-00068422-00068580 to you know cater to what he wants and cEhKHoiJc7g-00303-00068581-00068742 everything like that he's allowed to do cEhKHoiJc7g-00304-00068743-00068970 whatever but you see it again we sit cEhKHoiJc7g-00305-00068971-00069147 down on the bench and for the first time cEhKHoiJc7g-00306-00069148-00069618 in this entire first season he asked her cEhKHoiJc7g-00307-00069619-00069921 how she is doing and like you see this cEhKHoiJc7g-00308-00069922-00070146 kind of growth and he just sits there cEhKHoiJc7g-00309-00070147-00070383 and listens because she lost her husband cEhKHoiJc7g-00310-00070384-00070491 too and they were married for like cEhKHoiJc7g-00311-00070492-00070743 decades right and this is the first time cEhKHoiJc7g-00312-00070744-00070992 he's asking her how she's doing cEhKHoiJc7g-00313-00070993-00071346 so anyways they end up talking a little cEhKHoiJc7g-00314-00071347-00071643 bit more and everything and you know one cEhKHoiJc7g-00315-00071644-00071937 of the final revelations that Toni comes cEhKHoiJc7g-00316-00071938-00072219 comes to is that he can still do cEhKHoiJc7g-00317-00072220-00072426 whatever the hell he wants right and cEhKHoiJc7g-00318-00072427-00072633 that's the title of this video like you cEhKHoiJc7g-00319-00072634-00072933 can do whatever you want right like no cEhKHoiJc7g-00320-00072934-00073059 matter what you could do whatever you cEhKHoiJc7g-00321-00073060-00073296 want but the revelation that Tony has is cEhKHoiJc7g-00322-00073297-00073536 like doing whatever you want cEhKHoiJc7g-00323-00073537-00073764 doesn't mean running around and just cEhKHoiJc7g-00324-00073765-00074001 trying to punish everybody right he took cEhKHoiJc7g-00325-00074002-00074244 on this I kind of vigilante mindset like cEhKHoiJc7g-00326-00074245-00074475 I'm gonna punish everybody for that hurt cEhKHoiJc7g-00327-00074476-00074814 and the pain I feel right and he decides cEhKHoiJc7g-00328-00074815-00074985 that he's gonna use his super power for cEhKHoiJc7g-00329-00074986-00075399 good and he's going to you know punished cEhKHoiJc7g-00330-00075400-00075660 by being a jerk to the people who are cEhKHoiJc7g-00331-00075661-00075963 a-holes right but part of him doing what cEhKHoiJc7g-00332-00075964-00076254 he wants to do is he realized when he's cEhKHoiJc7g-00333-00076255-00076446 there for other people when he's nice to cEhKHoiJc7g-00334-00076447-00076584 other people when he's kind to other cEhKHoiJc7g-00335-00076585-00076827 people when he thinks other people when cEhKHoiJc7g-00336-00076828-00077058 you know when he listens to other people cEhKHoiJc7g-00337-00077059-00077343 that's doing what he wants to do and it cEhKHoiJc7g-00338-00077344-00077613 feels good like I cannot tell you guys cEhKHoiJc7g-00339-00077614-00077841 enough like like that's one of the cEhKHoiJc7g-00340-00077842-00078066 reasons I have this channel helping cEhKHoiJc7g-00341-00078067-00078126 other cEhKHoiJc7g-00342-00078127-00078594 people feels good I want to do it I love cEhKHoiJc7g-00343-00078595-00078861 doing it like I might make a video at cEhKHoiJc7g-00344-00078862-00079113 some point about like something I've cEhKHoiJc7g-00345-00079114-00079342 heard from a meditation teacher about cEhKHoiJc7g-00346-00079343-00079548 how there's like no true altruism right cEhKHoiJc7g-00347-00079549-00079765 because helping other people even if cEhKHoiJc7g-00348-00079766-00079926 you're not expecting anything in return cEhKHoiJc7g-00349-00079927-00080280 helping other people just feels good cEhKHoiJc7g-00350-00080281-00080637 okay so I love love love this show I cEhKHoiJc7g-00351-00080638-00080803 highly recommend you guys watch it if cEhKHoiJc7g-00352-00080804-00081067 you haven't yet again like if you guys cEhKHoiJc7g-00353-00081068-00081217 have watched it or those of you who have cEhKHoiJc7g-00354-00081218-00081346 watched it if you want me to break down cEhKHoiJc7g-00355-00081347-00081673 some other really interesting things in cEhKHoiJc7g-00356-00081674-00081918 this show such as you know addiction and cEhKHoiJc7g-00357-00081919-00082072 grief and loss and things like that cEhKHoiJc7g-00358-00082073-00082210 let me know down in the comments I have cEhKHoiJc7g-00359-00082211-00082441 like a whole notepad filled with video cEhKHoiJc7g-00360-00082442-00082632 ideas so let me know or if you have cEhKHoiJc7g-00361-00082633-00082794 suggestions about things you want me to cEhKHoiJc7g-00362-00082795-00082966 kind of dive into let me know down in cEhKHoiJc7g-00363-00082967-00083047 the comments below cEhKHoiJc7g-00364-00083048-00083329 alright I'm also thinking about checking cEhKHoiJc7g-00365-00083330-00083671 out that show that new show on Netflix cEhKHoiJc7g-00366-00083672-00083878 what's it called like love love death cEhKHoiJc7g-00367-00083879-00084054 and robots something I keep feeling cEhKHoiJc7g-00368-00084055-00084196 really really good things I'm thinking cEhKHoiJc7g-00369-00084197-00084324 about checking that out and maybe doing cEhKHoiJc7g-00370-00084325-00084571 breakdowns of that too anyways that's cEhKHoiJc7g-00371-00084572-00084711 all I got for this video if you like cEhKHoiJc7g-00372-00084712-00084861 this video please give it a thumbs up if cEhKHoiJc7g-00373-00084862-00084997 you're new make sure you subscribe and cEhKHoiJc7g-00374-00084998-00085182 read that notification about and they're cEhKHoiJc7g-00375-00085183-00085324 huge huge thank you to everybody cEhKHoiJc7g-00376-00085325-00085459 supporting the channel over on patreon cEhKHoiJc7g-00377-00085460-00085660 you are all amazing if you would like to cEhKHoiJc7g-00378-00085661-00085779 become a patron and get exclusive cEhKHoiJc7g-00379-00085780-00085915 content and all that kind of good 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cF9S4NvPVl0-00043-00008560-00008823 it has a seductive scent and a subtle cF9S4NvPVl0-00044-00008824-00008895 flavor cF9S4NvPVl0-00045-00008896-00009711 intended to help switch on your senses cJ5M3CME-TI-00000-00000000-00000250 welcome cryptopians to Total crypto cJ5M3CME-TI-00001-00000252-00000478 updates bringing you another video for cJ5M3CME-TI-00002-00000479-00000784 real deep dives into the crypto industry cJ5M3CME-TI-00003-00000785-00000983 I can't promise to only speak about cJ5M3CME-TI-00004-00000984-00001223 crypto but I can promise everything will cJ5M3CME-TI-00005-00001224-00001385 be overstood cJ5M3CME-TI-00006-00001386-00001582 let's dive into today's very dense cJ5M3CME-TI-00007-00001583-00001780 crypto update cJ5M3CME-TI-00008-00001782-00002021 the shiba inu ecosystem has gained cJ5M3CME-TI-00009-00002022-00002242 popularity as a result of the success of cJ5M3CME-TI-00010-00002243-00002410 its video game cJ5M3CME-TI-00011-00002411-00002621 before the full release of 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cJ5M3CME-TI-00026-00005903-00006035 believing the story that an cJ5M3CME-TI-00027-00006036-00006256 equities-based portfolio leads to above cJ5M3CME-TI-00028-00006257-00006478 average investment returns cJ5M3CME-TI-00029-00006479-00006706 instead the younger generation has cJ5M3CME-TI-00030-00006708-00006934 dedicated up to 15 percent of their cJ5M3CME-TI-00031-00006936-00007192 portfolios to digital assets whilst the cJ5M3CME-TI-00032-00007193-00007403 Elder generation has devoted just two cJ5M3CME-TI-00033-00007404-00007528 percent cJ5M3CME-TI-00034-00007529-00007751 we've had a very strong run in the stock cJ5M3CME-TI-00035-00007752-00007973 market over the last decade and are now cJ5M3CME-TI-00036-00007973-00008189 living through volatile times bascony cJ5M3CME-TI-00037-00008190-00008296 said cJ5M3CME-TI-00038-00008297-00008501 the Federal Reserve of the United States cJ5M3CME-TI-00039-00008502-00008801 launched a quantitative easing program cJ5M3CME-TI-00040-00008802-00009071 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cJ5M3CME-TI-00054-00012114-00012251 Interchange Network as well as cJ5M3CME-TI-00055-00012252-00012406 supporting in the creation of five cJ5M3CME-TI-00056-00012407-00012628 decentralized apps that will debut with cJ5M3CME-TI-00057-00012629-00012802 the algoric minute cJ5M3CME-TI-00058-00012803-00013096 the emphasis of the intrebo CEO and cJ5M3CME-TI-00059-00013097-00013343 creator of agorik is on a new Cosmos cJ5M3CME-TI-00060-00013344-00013565 stable coin and adapts that will utilize cJ5M3CME-TI-00061-00013566-00013666 it cJ5M3CME-TI-00062-00013668-00013985 tribal established agorik in 2018 with cJ5M3CME-TI-00063-00013986-00014147 the broad goal of allowing large-scale cJ5M3CME-TI-00064-00014147-00014375 decentralized collaboration cJ5M3CME-TI-00065-00014376-00014627 he and his colleagues created agoric a cJ5M3CME-TI-00066-00014628-00014783 proof of stake chain that allows cJ5M3CME-TI-00067-00014784-00014975 application developers to build smart cJ5M3CME-TI-00068-00014976-00015155 contracts in a hardened version of cJ5M3CME-TI-00069-00015156-00015305 JavaScript cJ5M3CME-TI-00070-00015306-00015551 JavaScript not only works in a smart cJ5M3CME-TI-00071-00015552-00015749 contract environment with predictable cJ5M3CME-TI-00072-00015750-00016025 execution but it's also a framework that cJ5M3CME-TI-00073-00016026-00016265 builds on the work of others cJ5M3CME-TI-00074-00016266-00016457 and it is through building on the cJ5M3CME-TI-00075-00016458-00016625 efforts of others that you achieve cJ5M3CME-TI-00076-00016626-00016835 exponential development of an ecosystem cJ5M3CME-TI-00077-00016836-00017129 then that is our goal tribal said cJ5M3CME-TI-00078-00017130-00017399 Y is a stable coin used cJ5M3CME-TI-00079-00017400-00017591 tribo believes that launching the cJ5M3CME-TI-00080-00017592-00017819 inter-protocol token IST and over cJ5M3CME-TI-00081-00017820-00018053 collateralized cryptocurrency backed yet cJ5M3CME-TI-00082-00018054-00018257 decentralized stable token 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of New York melon cJ5M3CME-TI-00097-00021378-00021641 Corporation bny mellent plans to provide cJ5M3CME-TI-00098-00021642-00021917 Bitcoin BTC and other cryptocurrency cJ5M3CME-TI-00099-00021918-00022103 custody services cJ5M3CME-TI-00100-00022104-00022408 bny melon CFO Emily portney underlined cJ5M3CME-TI-00101-00022409-00022607 earlier this year the need of mainstream cJ5M3CME-TI-00102-00022608-00022805 financial institutions establishing cJ5M3CME-TI-00103-00022806-00023033 precise definitions of what the U.S cJ5M3CME-TI-00104-00023034-00023255 Securities and Exchange Commission SEC cJ5M3CME-TI-00105-00023256-00023519 allows before selling crypto investing cJ5M3CME-TI-00106-00023520-00023764 services to its customers cJ5M3CME-TI-00107-00023765-00024077 bny melon is the first major U.S Bank to cJ5M3CME-TI-00108-00024078-00024299 protect cryptocurrency assets alongside cJ5M3CME-TI-00109-00024300-00024593 regular Investments on its platform cJ5M3CME-TI-00110-00024594-00024857 Alia this 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good night and goodbye cJ95rt4cYZ0-00000-00000003-00000185 hello everyone and thanks for watching cJ95rt4cYZ0-00001-00000186-00000532 this is Professor Ryan Paul and in this cJ95rt4cYZ0-00002-00000533-00000707 presentation I'm going to be talking cJ95rt4cYZ0-00003-00000708-00000914 some more about arguments we're going to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00004-00000915-00001100 go back to the basics of arguments cJ95rt4cYZ0-00005-00001101-00001328 premises and conclusions and I'm going cJ95rt4cYZ0-00006-00001329-00001558 to talk about the assignment that I gave cJ95rt4cYZ0-00007-00001559-00001732 to my students distinguishing premises cJ95rt4cYZ0-00008-00001734-00001925 from conclusions and talked a little bit cJ95rt4cYZ0-00009-00001926-00002068 about the instructions for that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00010-00002069-00002225 assignment and how to go about cJ95rt4cYZ0-00011-00002226-00002785 completing it so first as a review let's cJ95rt4cYZ0-00012-00002786-00002983 go back to the idea of simple arguments cJ95rt4cYZ0-00013-00002984-00003235 the basics of arguments two components cJ95rt4cYZ0-00014-00003236-00003438 there's the premises and the conclusion cJ95rt4cYZ0-00015-00003439-00003829 the premises are the Givens the grounds cJ95rt4cYZ0-00016-00003830-00004111 the evidence or reasoning that the that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00017-00004112-00004295 you are providing in support of your cJ95rt4cYZ0-00018-00004296-00004640 argument the conclusion is the result or cJ95rt4cYZ0-00019-00004641-00004852 Consequences of the premises it's the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00020-00004853-00005095 goal of the argument it's what you are cJ95rt4cYZ0-00021-00005096-00005438 trying to prove or demonstrate so one cJ95rt4cYZ0-00022-00005439-00005663 premise a premise plus premise leads to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00023-00005664-00005951 the conclusion and in a good argument if cJ95rt4cYZ0-00024-00005952-00006245 the premises are true then the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00025-00006246-00006605 conclusion is necessarily also true so cJ95rt4cYZ0-00026-00006606-00006734 the conclusion is what you're trying to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00027-00006734-00006967 get to what you're trying to prove the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00028-00006968-00007505 premises are the way you do that and we cJ95rt4cYZ0-00029-00007506-00007678 talked about various different types of cJ95rt4cYZ0-00030-00007679-00007901 premises premises can be facts or cJ95rt4cYZ0-00031-00007902-00008207 observations like Socrates is human the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00032-00008208-00008467 meeting is scheduled for 9:00 a.m. they cJ95rt4cYZ0-00033-00008468-00008810 can be principles or rules things like cJ95rt4cYZ0-00034-00008811-00008971 all humans are mortal that's a cJ95rt4cYZ0-00035-00008972-00009083 scientific fact cJ95rt4cYZ0-00036-00009084-00009383 things like only unjust Nations engage cJ95rt4cYZ0-00037-00009384-00009599 in torture that's more of an ethical cJ95rt4cYZ0-00038-00009600-00009845 principle killing another person in cJ95rt4cYZ0-00039-00009846-00010037 self-defense is not murder that's a cJ95rt4cYZ0-00040-00010038-00010256 legal and ethical principle so these can cJ95rt4cYZ0-00041-00010257-00010496 be premises and they can also be cJ95rt4cYZ0-00042-00010497-00010733 conditions like if-then statements if we cJ95rt4cYZ0-00043-00010734-00010955 do not leave now then we will be late if cJ95rt4cYZ0-00044-00010956-00011174 the glove does not fit then you must cJ95rt4cYZ0-00045-00011175-00011389 acquit these can also be statements cJ95rt4cYZ0-00046-00011390-00011695 premises in an argument and again the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00047-00011696-00011953 idea is these are your yeah if you are cJ95rt4cYZ0-00048-00011954-00012098 writing an argument or you're reading an cJ95rt4cYZ0-00049-00012099-00012328 argument the author marshals their cJ95rt4cYZ0-00050-00012329-00012460 evidence marshals these different cJ95rt4cYZ0-00051-00012461-00012808 premises in order to prove to convince cJ95rt4cYZ0-00052-00012809-00013202 the reader of a certain conclusion now cJ95rt4cYZ0-00053-00013203-00013341 when it comes to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00054-00013341-00013602 understanding arguments the challenge is cJ95rt4cYZ0-00055-00013603-00013779 that the premises and the conclusions cJ95rt4cYZ0-00056-00013780-00013994 are not always clear it's not always cJ95rt4cYZ0-00057-00013995-00014265 sure what the author is trying to prove cJ95rt4cYZ0-00058-00014266-00014447 and what exactly their evidence is cJ95rt4cYZ0-00059-00014449-00014588 sometimes you might get these confused cJ95rt4cYZ0-00060-00014590-00014819 and they can be written in different cJ95rt4cYZ0-00061-00014820-00014991 orders you don't have to go premise cJ95rt4cYZ0-00062-00014991-00015252 premise conclusion so for example this cJ95rt4cYZ0-00063-00015253-00015419 is just a very simple argument that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00064-00015420-00015666 we've seen before and it can be written cJ95rt4cYZ0-00065-00015666-00015834 in two different at least two different cJ95rt4cYZ0-00066-00015835-00016122 ways all humans are mortal Socrates is cJ95rt4cYZ0-00067-00016122-00016400 human therefore Socrates is mortal cJ95rt4cYZ0-00068-00016401-00016752 premise premise conclusion you can also cJ95rt4cYZ0-00069-00016753-00017043 be written Socrates is mortal because cJ95rt4cYZ0-00070-00017044-00017310 Socrates is human and all humans are cJ95rt4cYZ0-00071-00017311-00017559 mortal that goes conclusion premise cJ95rt4cYZ0-00072-00017560-00017835 premise so because arguments can be cJ95rt4cYZ0-00073-00017836-00018015 written in these different ways it's cJ95rt4cYZ0-00074-00018016-00018180 important to try to figure out we have cJ95rt4cYZ0-00075-00018181-00018302 to be sure that we're differentiating cJ95rt4cYZ0-00076-00018303-00018579 correctly between the evidence the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00077-00018580-00018774 reasons and the argument that the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00078-00018775-00019172 author's actually trying to prove so one cJ95rt4cYZ0-00079-00019173-00019404 way that we do this is through indicator cJ95rt4cYZ0-00080-00019405-00019566 words and and these are some of the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00081-00019567-00019788 indicator words I've taken these exactly cJ95rt4cYZ0-00082-00019789-00019994 straight from the assignment conclusions cJ95rt4cYZ0-00083-00019995-00020262 can be indicated by words therefore thus cJ95rt4cYZ0-00084-00020263-00020766 hence so consequently this shows that so cJ95rt4cYZ0-00085-00020767-00020988 these are all words that lead us to the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00086-00020989-00021147 conclusion they're all saying because of cJ95rt4cYZ0-00087-00021148-00021431 what happened before thus this is true cJ95rt4cYZ0-00088-00021432-00021750 premises can be used indicator words for cJ95rt4cYZ0-00089-00021751-00021972 premises things like because because of cJ95rt4cYZ0-00090-00021973-00022203 such and such fact therefore this cJ95rt4cYZ0-00091-00022204-00022472 conclusion since such-and-such premise cJ95rt4cYZ0-00092-00022473-00022761 thus this conclusion given that this cJ95rt4cYZ0-00093-00022762-00023115 premise consequently this conclusion so cJ95rt4cYZ0-00094-00023116-00023319 these are some of the many different cJ95rt4cYZ0-00095-00023320-00023475 kinds of indicator words and phrases cJ95rt4cYZ0-00096-00023476-00023835 that can be used to clarify what's a cJ95rt4cYZ0-00097-00023836-00024056 premise what's a conclusion now these cJ95rt4cYZ0-00098-00024057-00024315 will not always be used not all authors cJ95rt4cYZ0-00099-00024316-00024494 will use these words and they might not cJ95rt4cYZ0-00100-00024495-00024741 necessarily be used specifically as cJ95rt4cYZ0-00101-00024742-00025028 indicator words they might be used in in cJ95rt4cYZ0-00102-00025029-00025275 some other way in an argument so these cJ95rt4cYZ0-00103-00025276-00025437 are helpful but they're not a surefire cJ95rt4cYZ0-00104-00025438-00025713 way of determining what's conclusion and cJ95rt4cYZ0-00105-00025714-00026096 what's the premise let's look at an cJ95rt4cYZ0-00106-00026097-00026463 example in order to prosper a democracy cJ95rt4cYZ0-00107-00026464-00026673 needs its citizens to be able to carry cJ95rt4cYZ0-00108-00026674-00026743 out their was cJ95rt4cYZ0-00109-00026744-00027004 abilities competently being a competent cJ95rt4cYZ0-00110-00027005-00027199 citizen requires familiarity with the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00111-00027200-00027460 basics of math natural science social cJ95rt4cYZ0-00112-00027461-00027708 science history and literature as well cJ95rt4cYZ0-00113-00027710-00027877 as the ability to read and write well cJ95rt4cYZ0-00114-00027877-00028048 and the ability to think critically a cJ95rt4cYZ0-00115-00028049-00028255 liberal education is essential to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00116-00028256-00028474 developing these skills therefore in cJ95rt4cYZ0-00117-00028475-00028677 order for a democracy to prosper its cJ95rt4cYZ0-00118-00028679-00028923 citizens must get a liberal education cJ95rt4cYZ0-00119-00028924-00029170 reading this short fairly simple cJ95rt4cYZ0-00120-00029170-00029404 argument we need to determine what's the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00121-00029405-00029802 conclusion and what are the premises so cJ95rt4cYZ0-00122-00029804-00030027 to identify the conclusion we ask cJ95rt4cYZ0-00123-00030029-00030226 ourselves what does the author want to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00124-00030227-00030463 prove what does the author want the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00125-00030464-00030766 reader to believe or do or think and cJ95rt4cYZ0-00126-00030767-00030985 again looking for indicator words is cJ95rt4cYZ0-00127-00030986-00031186 helpful but asking ourselves what does cJ95rt4cYZ0-00128-00031187-00031354 the author want to prove that's really cJ95rt4cYZ0-00129-00031355-00031543 the question that you need to answer in cJ95rt4cYZ0-00130-00031544-00031693 order to figure out what the conclusion cJ95rt4cYZ0-00131-00031694-00032017 is in this example we've got very cJ95rt4cYZ0-00132-00032018-00032239 helpfully the indicator word therefore cJ95rt4cYZ0-00133-00032239-00032500 that tells us that this last sentence is cJ95rt4cYZ0-00134-00032501-00032773 what the author's trying to prove in cJ95rt4cYZ0-00135-00032774-00033013 order for a democracy to prosper its cJ95rt4cYZ0-00136-00033014-00033201 citizens must get a liberal education cJ95rt4cYZ0-00137-00033202-00033430 that's what the author is trying to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00138-00033431-00033715 prove and as we start to look at the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00139-00033716-00033990 premises we'll see how the premises lead cJ95rt4cYZ0-00140-00033991-00034423 to this conclusion so identifying the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00141-00034424-00034684 premises what does the author offer as cJ95rt4cYZ0-00142-00034685-00034903 reason or evidence for the conclusion cJ95rt4cYZ0-00143-00034904-00035092 again we can look for indicator words cJ95rt4cYZ0-00144-00035093-00035263 this particular example doesn't have cJ95rt4cYZ0-00145-00035264-00035515 indicator words for the premises but cJ95rt4cYZ0-00146-00035516-00035785 some might but again what's the reason cJ95rt4cYZ0-00147-00035786-00036025 to believe that conclusion why should I cJ95rt4cYZ0-00148-00036026-00036247 believe what the author wants me to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00149-00036248-00036465 believe according to what the author cJ95rt4cYZ0-00150-00036466-00036840 says so here again this argument fairly cJ95rt4cYZ0-00151-00036841-00037069 simple all the previous sentences are cJ95rt4cYZ0-00152-00037070-00037285 premises in order to promise a democracy cJ95rt4cYZ0-00153-00037286-00037456 needs its citizen in order to prosper cJ95rt4cYZ0-00154-00037457-00037633 excuse me a de Botton democracy needs cJ95rt4cYZ0-00155-00037634-00037819 and citizens to be able to carry out the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00156-00037820-00038047 responsibilities being competent citizen cJ95rt4cYZ0-00157-00038048-00038338 requires familiarity with etc etc and a cJ95rt4cYZ0-00158-00038339-00038488 liberal education is essential to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00159-00038489-00038872 developing these skills so now that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00160-00038873-00039058 we've identified what the premises are cJ95rt4cYZ0-00161-00039059-00039268 and what the conclusions are we need to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00162-00039269-00039552 clearly label them that's the goal of cJ95rt4cYZ0-00163-00039553-00039817 this assignment at least so we label cJ95rt4cYZ0-00164-00039818-00040117 each premise individually P 1 B 2 B 3 cJ95rt4cYZ0-00165-00040118-00040381 etc and the conclusion and then we list cJ95rt4cYZ0-00166-00040382-00040552 them in order from premises to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00167-00040553-00040965 conclusion so this particular passage cJ95rt4cYZ0-00168-00040966-00041218 completed for this assignment would look cJ95rt4cYZ0-00169-00041219-00041299 something like this cJ95rt4cYZ0-00170-00041300-00041530 you've got premise 1 in order to prosper cJ95rt4cYZ0-00171-00041531-00041788 premise 2 being competent citizen cJ95rt4cYZ0-00172-00041789-00042034 premise 3 a liberal education and then cJ95rt4cYZ0-00173-00042035-00042295 the conclusion therefore and if we look cJ95rt4cYZ0-00174-00042296-00042643 at this argument we can see how it works cJ95rt4cYZ0-00175-00042644-00043054 the author sets out a certain standard cJ95rt4cYZ0-00176-00043055-00043243 for what the democracy needs in order to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00177-00043244-00043519 be competent then it defines what being cJ95rt4cYZ0-00178-00043520-00043783 competent means what things someone has cJ95rt4cYZ0-00179-00043784-00043945 to know in order to be competent and cJ95rt4cYZ0-00180-00043946-00044242 then it says how one would learn those cJ95rt4cYZ0-00181-00044243-00044515 things in order to become competent so cJ95rt4cYZ0-00182-00044516-00044733 finally it's saying if we want people to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00183-00044734-00044985 if we want the democracy to be cJ95rt4cYZ0-00184-00044986-00045217 successful the citizens have to be cJ95rt4cYZ0-00185-00045218-00045343 competent they have to know these things cJ95rt4cYZ0-00186-00045344-00045583 they have to get a liberal education so cJ95rt4cYZ0-00187-00045584-00045798 we could see how that conclusion cJ95rt4cYZ0-00188-00045799-00046060 essentially combines the ideas or cJ95rt4cYZ0-00189-00046061-00046351 follows from the ideas that came before cJ95rt4cYZ0-00190-00046352-00046774 in the premises now it's important to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00191-00046775-00046957 note here I'll pause for a moment and cJ95rt4cYZ0-00192-00046958-00047152 remind us of something that we saw in cJ95rt4cYZ0-00193-00047153-00047311 one of the other videos if you if you've cJ95rt4cYZ0-00194-00047312-00047565 already watched it is that premises are cJ95rt4cYZ0-00195-00047566-00047802 often debatable and so the premise in cJ95rt4cYZ0-00196-00047803-00048040 one argument something that serves as cJ95rt4cYZ0-00197-00048041-00048265 evidence or reason to believe the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00198-00048266-00048487 conclusion in one argument could itself cJ95rt4cYZ0-00199-00048488-00049018 be the conclusion to another argument so cJ95rt4cYZ0-00200-00049019-00049261 for example in this exists in this us cJ95rt4cYZ0-00201-00049262-00049474 passage we have the premise the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00202-00049475-00049636 statement a liberal education is cJ95rt4cYZ0-00203-00049637-00049833 essential to developing skills in math cJ95rt4cYZ0-00204-00049834-00050127 science etc etc that's a premise that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00205-00050128-00050379 the authors accept asking us to believe cJ95rt4cYZ0-00206-00050380-00050695 but is a liberal education the only way cJ95rt4cYZ0-00207-00050696-00050935 to develop these skills might someone cJ95rt4cYZ0-00208-00050936-00051102 argue that there are other ways to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00209-00051103-00051405 develop these skills so someone the idea cJ95rt4cYZ0-00210-00051407-00051591 that a liberal education is essential to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00211-00051592-00051840 developing these skills isn't itself an cJ95rt4cYZ0-00212-00051841-00052129 argument it is a conclusion to its own cJ95rt4cYZ0-00213-00052129-00052390 series of premises and so questioning cJ95rt4cYZ0-00214-00052391-00052573 the premises of an argument can be a cJ95rt4cYZ0-00215-00052574-00052762 good way to challenge the conclusion cJ95rt4cYZ0-00216-00052763-00053104 while this premise isn't true so then cJ95rt4cYZ0-00217-00053104-00053186 the conclusion cJ95rt4cYZ0-00218-00053187-00053600 be true but but it's very important at cJ95rt4cYZ0-00219-00053601-00053765 least at first when you're reading an cJ95rt4cYZ0-00220-00053766-00053969 argument even if it's an argument that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00221-00053970-00054151 you implicitly don't agree with actually cJ95rt4cYZ0-00222-00054152-00054359 especially if it's an argument that you cJ95rt4cYZ0-00223-00054360-00054604 already have some bias towards it's a cJ95rt4cYZ0-00224-00054605-00054899 good idea to accept the premises for the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00225-00054900-00055310 sake of argument as a possibility let's cJ95rt4cYZ0-00226-00055311-00055496 saying let me imagine that these cJ95rt4cYZ0-00227-00055497-00055784 premises are true if they are true would cJ95rt4cYZ0-00228-00055785-00056144 they prove the argument if yes yes if cJ95rt4cYZ0-00229-00056145-00056273 they are true then the argument they cJ95rt4cYZ0-00230-00056274-00056404 they do prove the conclusion well then cJ95rt4cYZ0-00231-00056405-00056582 you can investigate the premises further cJ95rt4cYZ0-00232-00056583-00056801 and see if the premises themselves are cJ95rt4cYZ0-00233-00056802-00057107 faulty but if no if they wouldn't prove cJ95rt4cYZ0-00234-00057108-00057275 the argument then you don't need to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00235-00057276-00057451 investigate them any further because the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00236-00057452-00057659 argument is already flawed so it's cJ95rt4cYZ0-00237-00057660-00057947 useful even if the premise itself might cJ95rt4cYZ0-00238-00057948-00058253 seem to be a kind of a big statement or cJ95rt4cYZ0-00239-00058254-00058424 a bold statement like the ones in that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00240-00058425-00058823 previous argument still you want to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00241-00058824-00059076 accept it for the sake of the argument cJ95rt4cYZ0-00242-00059077-00059401 temporarily grant the premises truth and cJ95rt4cYZ0-00243-00059402-00059651 then a value with the argument then you cJ95rt4cYZ0-00244-00059652-00060067 can go back and investigate that let's cJ95rt4cYZ0-00245-00060069-00060314 look at another example and this is from cJ95rt4cYZ0-00246-00060315-00060475 the assignment this is number one in the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00247-00060476-00060787 distinguishing premises from conclusions cJ95rt4cYZ0-00248-00060788-00061115 set of a sign of exercises racial cJ95rt4cYZ0-00249-00061116-00061340 segregation reduces some persons to the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00250-00061341-00061651 status of things hence segregation is cJ95rt4cYZ0-00251-00061652-00061894 morally wrong so we ask yourself what's cJ95rt4cYZ0-00252-00061895-00062066 the conclusion that is what is this cJ95rt4cYZ0-00253-00062066-00062291 author trying to prove are there any cJ95rt4cYZ0-00254-00062291-00062542 indicator words and what are the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00255-00062544-00062987 premises so this is a very simple one cJ95rt4cYZ0-00256-00062988-00063260 we've got the word hence an indicator cJ95rt4cYZ0-00257-00063261-00063461 word telling us conclusion so hence cJ95rt4cYZ0-00258-00063462-00063686 segregation is morally wrong that's the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00259-00063687-00063841 argument the author's trying to make cJ95rt4cYZ0-00260-00063842-00064025 that's what they're trying to prove and cJ95rt4cYZ0-00261-00064026-00064271 the reason that they have to prove that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00262-00064272-00064541 is that racial segregation reduces some cJ95rt4cYZ0-00263-00064541-00064826 persons to the status of things very cJ95rt4cYZ0-00264-00064827-00065303 simple argument so far now important cJ95rt4cYZ0-00265-00065304-00065450 again another important note all cJ95rt4cYZ0-00266-00065451-00065791 arguments contain at some level cJ95rt4cYZ0-00267-00065792-00066157 assumptions or warrants as I they were cJ95rt4cYZ0-00268-00066158-00066335 called as I call them in another video cJ95rt4cYZ0-00269-00066336-00066533 but assumptions are worn cJ95rt4cYZ0-00270-00066534-00066755 these are unspoken premises things that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00271-00066756-00066989 connect the premises to the conclusion cJ95rt4cYZ0-00272-00066990-00067253 and again every argument has them on cJ95rt4cYZ0-00273-00067254-00067490 some level some assumptions might be cJ95rt4cYZ0-00274-00067491-00067682 very big some might have a lot of big cJ95rt4cYZ0-00275-00067683-00067949 assumptions some might have very small cJ95rt4cYZ0-00276-00067950-00068096 assumptions but they're always going to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00277-00068097-00068426 be there and as unspoken premises they cJ95rt4cYZ0-00278-00068427-00068741 may or may not be valid the argument cJ95rt4cYZ0-00279-00068742-00068933 that I just gave you has a very cJ95rt4cYZ0-00280-00068934-00069128 important assumption so let's look at cJ95rt4cYZ0-00281-00069129-00069404 that again here's that argument the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00282-00069405-00069635 premise is racial segregation reduces cJ95rt4cYZ0-00283-00069636-00069809 some persons to the status of things cJ95rt4cYZ0-00284-00069810-00070102 hence segregation is morally wrong cJ95rt4cYZ0-00285-00070103-00070370 what's the assumption or unspoken cJ95rt4cYZ0-00286-00070371-00070640 premise what's the link the step that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00287-00070641-00070901 will connect the premise to the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00288-00070902-00071171 conclusion that takes us from what cJ95rt4cYZ0-00289-00071172-00071549 racial segregation does to segregation cJ95rt4cYZ0-00290-00071550-00071771 to being wrong how do we make that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00291-00071772-00071962 connection cJ95rt4cYZ0-00292-00071963-00072266 well the assumption here again it's sort cJ95rt4cYZ0-00293-00072267-00072449 of like a kind of almost a form of cJ95rt4cYZ0-00294-00072450-00072668 mathematics we're connecting one cJ95rt4cYZ0-00295-00072669-00072878 sentence to the next sentence racial cJ95rt4cYZ0-00296-00072879-00073076 segregation reduces some persons to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00297-00073077-00073190 status of things cJ95rt4cYZ0-00298-00073191-00073418 reducing persons to the status of things cJ95rt4cYZ0-00299-00073419-00073691 is morally wrong thus segregation is cJ95rt4cYZ0-00300-00073692-00073775 morally wrong cJ95rt4cYZ0-00301-00073776-00074174 ayyyy equals b b equals c thus a equals cJ95rt4cYZ0-00302-00074175-00074444 C so this assumption is what connects cJ95rt4cYZ0-00303-00074445-00074744 racial segregation activities what cJ95rt4cYZ0-00304-00074745-00075083 segregation does to the judgment that it cJ95rt4cYZ0-00305-00075084-00075284 is morally wrong and this is an cJ95rt4cYZ0-00306-00075285-00075467 assumption that probably most people cJ95rt4cYZ0-00307-00075468-00075698 hopefully would agree with most people cJ95rt4cYZ0-00308-00075699-00075902 would agree that reducing other people cJ95rt4cYZ0-00309-00075903-00076067 to the status of things is morally wrong cJ95rt4cYZ0-00310-00076068-00076333 so the author here leaves it unspoken cJ95rt4cYZ0-00311-00076334-00076598 essentially assuming that we will know cJ95rt4cYZ0-00312-00076599-00076820 this we will believe this already or cJ95rt4cYZ0-00313-00076821-00077126 asking us to make that connection asking cJ95rt4cYZ0-00314-00077127-00077387 us to see oh if that's what it does then cJ95rt4cYZ0-00315-00077388-00077597 that forces me to believe that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00316-00077598-00077852 segregation is wrong if I think that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00317-00077853-00078050 reduce that treating people like things cJ95rt4cYZ0-00318-00078051-00078266 is wrong so the author is leaving this cJ95rt4cYZ0-00319-00078267-00078374 assumption unspoken cJ95rt4cYZ0-00320-00078375-00078623 in order for us to make the connection cJ95rt4cYZ0-00321-00078624-00079028 ourselves let's look at one last cJ95rt4cYZ0-00322-00079029-00079145 experiment cJ95rt4cYZ0-00323-00079146-00079373 excuse me one last example and this is cJ95rt4cYZ0-00324-00079374-00079619 also from the assignment that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00325-00079620-00079787 distinguishing premises from conclusions cJ95rt4cYZ0-00326-00079788-00079915 assignment this is actually number cJ95rt4cYZ0-00327-00079916-00080076 three and I've picked this one out cJ95rt4cYZ0-00328-00080077-00080371 because it gives us another interesting cJ95rt4cYZ0-00329-00080372-00080655 note the first example we looked at cJ95rt4cYZ0-00330-00080656-00080935 showed us how some premises can also be cJ95rt4cYZ0-00331-00080936-00081174 conclusions the second example showed us cJ95rt4cYZ0-00332-00081175-00081444 how arguments contain assumptions this cJ95rt4cYZ0-00333-00081445-00081663 will show us yet another aspect of cJ95rt4cYZ0-00334-00081664-00081973 arguments so the example is most people cJ95rt4cYZ0-00335-00081974-00082131 experience no side effects from the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00336-00082132-00082372 yellow fever vaccine people with egg cJ95rt4cYZ0-00337-00082373-00082506 allergies shouldn't get the yellow cJ95rt4cYZ0-00338-00082507-00082749 vaccine though the yellow fever vaccine cJ95rt4cYZ0-00339-00082750-00082986 no because some part of the vaccine is cJ95rt4cYZ0-00340-00082987-00083256 grown inside eggs so again what's the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00341-00083257-00083392 conclusion what are they trying to prove cJ95rt4cYZ0-00342-00083393-00083607 what's the premise what are the reasons cJ95rt4cYZ0-00343-00083608-00083803 that they prove that and are there any cJ95rt4cYZ0-00344-00083804-00084138 indicator words well what does the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00345-00084139-00084322 author want readers to do or in this cJ95rt4cYZ0-00346-00084323-00084618 case not to do the author wants people cJ95rt4cYZ0-00347-00084619-00084916 with egg allergies to not get the yellow cJ95rt4cYZ0-00348-00084917-00085210 fever vaccine and what is the author's cJ95rt4cYZ0-00349-00085211-00085368 reason for this well we've got a great cJ95rt4cYZ0-00350-00085369-00085701 indicator word because because some part cJ95rt4cYZ0-00351-00085702-00086112 of the vaccine is grown inside eggs so cJ95rt4cYZ0-00352-00086113-00086365 when we put that in premise conclusion cJ95rt4cYZ0-00353-00086366-00086653 form we see premise 1 some part of the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00354-00086654-00086848 yellow fever vaccine is grown inside cJ95rt4cYZ0-00355-00086849-00087130 eggs so the conclusion is there for cJ95rt4cYZ0-00356-00087131-00087397 people with egg allergies shouldn't get cJ95rt4cYZ0-00357-00087398-00087754 the yellow fever vaccine very simple now cJ95rt4cYZ0-00358-00087755-00087910 of course hopefully you've noticed cJ95rt4cYZ0-00359-00087911-00088111 there's something I left out there's cJ95rt4cYZ0-00360-00088112-00088249 something from the original passage cJ95rt4cYZ0-00361-00088250-00088482 that's not included here the very first cJ95rt4cYZ0-00362-00088483-00088741 sentence so what about that is that part cJ95rt4cYZ0-00363-00088742-00089059 of the argument so let's look at that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00364-00089060-00089280 first sentence most people experience no cJ95rt4cYZ0-00365-00089281-00089442 side effects from the yellow fever cJ95rt4cYZ0-00366-00089443-00089698 vaccine does that information to have cJ95rt4cYZ0-00367-00089699-00089919 anything to do with the argument or can cJ95rt4cYZ0-00368-00089920-00090067 the conclusion that we're making here is cJ95rt4cYZ0-00369-00090068-00090415 it necessary for us to know that most cJ95rt4cYZ0-00370-00090416-00090654 people don't experience side effects in cJ95rt4cYZ0-00371-00090655-00090855 order to prove the conclusion that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00372-00090856-00091096 people with egg allergies shouldn't take cJ95rt4cYZ0-00373-00091097-00091554 the vaccine if we think about it we see cJ95rt4cYZ0-00374-00091555-00091729 that it really doesn't matter the fact cJ95rt4cYZ0-00375-00091730-00091929 that most people don't have an allergic cJ95rt4cYZ0-00376-00091930-00092211 reaction to the vaccine is totally cJ95rt4cYZ0-00377-00092212-00092388 irrelevant to the conclusion that people cJ95rt4cYZ0-00378-00092389-00092565 with egg allergies shouldn't take it cJ95rt4cYZ0-00379-00092566-00092791 whether or not these other people cJ95rt4cYZ0-00380-00092792-00093012 without egg allergies have any allergic cJ95rt4cYZ0-00381-00093013-00093243 reaction to the vaccine it makes no cJ95rt4cYZ0-00382-00093244-00093295 difference cJ95rt4cYZ0-00383-00093296-00093442 - what's gonna happen to the people with cJ95rt4cYZ0-00384-00093443-00093642 egg allergies so it's really just cJ95rt4cYZ0-00385-00093643-00093841 extraneous information additional cJ95rt4cYZ0-00386-00093842-00094030 information that's not part of the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00387-00094031-00094357 argument thus we have the argument in cJ95rt4cYZ0-00388-00094358-00094621 this form part premise one some part of cJ95rt4cYZ0-00389-00094622-00094750 the vaccine has grown inside eggs cJ95rt4cYZ0-00390-00094751-00094948 therefore people with egg allergies cJ95rt4cYZ0-00391-00094949-00095155 shouldn't get the yellow fever we don't cJ95rt4cYZ0-00392-00095156-00095356 even need to to include that first cJ95rt4cYZ0-00393-00095357-00095626 sentence because it's not actually part cJ95rt4cYZ0-00394-00095627-00095782 of the argument it's just additional cJ95rt4cYZ0-00395-00095783-00095998 information we don't need to include it cJ95rt4cYZ0-00396-00095999-00096325 in our response so additional cJ95rt4cYZ0-00397-00096326-00096616 information in in arguments many cJ95rt4cYZ0-00398-00096617-00096826 arguments will contain background cJ95rt4cYZ0-00399-00096827-00097050 information history other details that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00400-00097051-00097426 don't relate to the conclusion itself so cJ95rt4cYZ0-00401-00097427-00097669 you can leave this information out when cJ95rt4cYZ0-00402-00097670-00097864 you're completing the assignment as as cJ95rt4cYZ0-00403-00097865-00098005 we're doing here where you're just cJ95rt4cYZ0-00404-00098006-00098227 identifying the premises and conclusion cJ95rt4cYZ0-00405-00098228-00098425 and listing them in order it's really cJ95rt4cYZ0-00406-00098426-00098626 unnecessary to list this additional cJ95rt4cYZ0-00407-00098627-00098842 information because it's not part of the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00408-00098843-00099315 argument so let's give a brief review cJ95rt4cYZ0-00409-00099316-00099607 the conclusion is what the author wants cJ95rt4cYZ0-00410-00099608-00099775 to prove what the author wants us to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00411-00099776-00100099 think or do after reading their argument cJ95rt4cYZ0-00412-00100100-00100402 and the premises these are the reasons cJ95rt4cYZ0-00413-00100403-00100600 and evidence that the author is giving cJ95rt4cYZ0-00414-00100601-00100981 us in support of our conclusion so in cJ95rt4cYZ0-00415-00100982-00101176 order to determine what's the premise cJ95rt4cYZ0-00416-00101177-00101347 what's the conclusion we want to ask cJ95rt4cYZ0-00417-00101348-00101491 ourselves what is the author trying to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00418-00101492-00101704 prove why does the author believe this cJ95rt4cYZ0-00419-00101705-00101857 why does the author think we should cJ95rt4cYZ0-00420-00101858-00102172 believe this look for indicator words of cJ95rt4cYZ0-00421-00102173-00102340 course remember they will not always be cJ95rt4cYZ0-00422-00102341-00102526 there but indicator words can be very cJ95rt4cYZ0-00423-00102527-00102718 helpful for identifying conclusions and cJ95rt4cYZ0-00424-00102719-00103105 premises then arrange them in order from cJ95rt4cYZ0-00425-00103106-00103311 premises to conclusions so we listed out cJ95rt4cYZ0-00426-00103313-00103471 what are the premises and how do they cJ95rt4cYZ0-00427-00103472-00103699 lead to the conclusion and when we're cJ95rt4cYZ0-00428-00103700-00103951 looking at these arguments we always cJ95rt4cYZ0-00429-00103952-00104152 want to make sure that we're looking for cJ95rt4cYZ0-00430-00104153-00104398 assumptions any unspoken premises that cJ95rt4cYZ0-00431-00104399-00104605 may or may not be valid what are the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00432-00104606-00104797 things that connect the premises to the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00433-00104798-00104995 conclusion but that aren't explicitly cJ95rt4cYZ0-00434-00104996-00105250 said in the argument and we also want to cJ95rt4cYZ0-00435-00105251-00105463 look for any additional information cJ95rt4cYZ0-00436-00105464-00105769 given that's irrelevant to the argument cJ95rt4cYZ0-00437-00105770-00106042 itself so we can leave that out of our cJ95rt4cYZ0-00438-00106043-00106345 response we can cut that out so with cJ95rt4cYZ0-00439-00106346-00106513 that in mind this again hopefully a very cJ95rt4cYZ0-00440-00106514-00106588 simple cJ95rt4cYZ0-00441-00106589-00106870 a basic primer review of some of the cJ95rt4cYZ0-00442-00106871-00107020 concepts that we've talked about with cJ95rt4cYZ0-00443-00107021-00107377 regards to arguments instructions on how cJ95rt4cYZ0-00444-00107378-00107569 to complete the distinguishing premises cJ95rt4cYZ0-00445-00107570-00107764 from conclusion assignment if you have cJ95rt4cYZ0-00446-00107765-00107896 any questions you know how to get in cJ95rt4cYZ0-00447-00107897-00108088 touch with me otherwise I wish you a cJ95rt4cYZ0-00448-00108089-00108433 good day week and rest of your life and cJ95rt4cYZ0-00449-00108433-00108820 I hope to see you in the next video cL0IL3YidjI-00000-00000045-00000308 in English the word laureate has come to cL0IL3YidjI-00001-00000309-00000521 signify eminence or association with cL0IL3YidjI-00002-00000522-00000829 literary awards or Military Glory it is cL0IL3YidjI-00003-00000830-00001033 also used for winners of the Nobel Prize cL0IL3YidjI-00004-00001034-00001253 Gandhi Peace Award in the Student Peace cL0IL3YidjI-00005-00001254-00001652 Prize cL0IL3YidjI-00006-00001653-00002101 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earlier times when minstrels and cL0IL3YidjI-00034-00008117-00008310 versa fires were part of the retinue of cL0IL3YidjI-00035-00008311-00008499 the king it is recorded that Richard the cL0IL3YidjI-00036-00008500-00008766 Lionheart had a versification jewel miss cL0IL3YidjI-00037-00008767-00008949 Peregrine s and Henry the third of cL0IL3YidjI-00038-00008950-00009219 England had a versification REE in the cL0IL3YidjI-00039-00009220-00009502 15th century John K also Aversa fire cL0IL3YidjI-00040-00009503-00009712 described himself as Edward the fourth cL0IL3YidjI-00041-00009713-00009958 of England's humble poet laureate cL0IL3YidjI-00042-00009959-00010155 moreover the crown had shown its cL0IL3YidjI-00043-00010156-00010377 patronage in various ways Chaucer had cL0IL3YidjI-00044-00010378-00010569 been given a pension and a perquisite of cL0IL3YidjI-00045-00010570-00010771 wine by Edward the third of England and cL0IL3YidjI-00046-00010772-00011044 Spencer a pension by Queen Elizabeth I W 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emoluments very Dryden cL0IL3YidjI-00061-00014990-00015199 successors being tea Shadwell who cL0IL3YidjI-00062-00015200-00015403 originated annual birthday and New Year cL0IL3YidjI-00063-00015404-00015658 ODEs Mayhem Tate Nicholas Rowe Lawrence cL0IL3YidjI-00064-00015659-00015910 Houston Colley sibber William whitehead cL0IL3YidjI-00065-00015911-00016156 Thomas worden Henry James Pye Robert cL0IL3YidjI-00066-00016157-00016357 Southey William Wordsworth Alfred cL0IL3YidjI-00067-00016358-00016576 Tennyson and for years after Tennyson's cL0IL3YidjI-00068-00016577-00016861 death alfred austin the office took on a cL0IL3YidjI-00069-00016862-00017002 new leicester from the personal cL0IL3YidjI-00070-00017003-00017194 distinction of Southie Wordsworth and cL0IL3YidjI-00071-00017195-00017395 Tennyson it had fallen into contempt cL0IL3YidjI-00072-00017396-00017581 before Southie and on Tennyson's death cL0IL3YidjI-00073-00017582-00017776 there was a considerable feeling that no cL0IL3YidjI-00074-00017777-00017953 possible successor was acceptable cL0IL3YidjI-00075-00017954-00018115 William Morris and Algernon Charles cL0IL3YidjI-00076-00018116-00018384 Swinburne being hardly court poets cL0IL3YidjI-00077-00018385-00018649 eventually however the undesirability of cL0IL3YidjI-00078-00018650-00018859 breaking with tradition for temporary cL0IL3YidjI-00079-00018860-00019024 reasons and thus severing the one cL0IL3YidjI-00080-00019025-00019216 official link between literature and the cL0IL3YidjI-00081-00019217-00019396 state prevailed over the protests cL0IL3YidjI-00082-00019397-00019591 against following Tennyson by anyone of cL0IL3YidjI-00083-00019592-00019894 inferior genius abolition was similarly cL0IL3YidjI-00084-00019895-00020086 advocated when Thomas Wharton and cL0IL3YidjI-00085-00020087-00020296 William Wordsworth died the poet cL0IL3YidjI-00086-00020297-00020476 laureate being a court official was cL0IL3YidjI-00087-00020477-00020674 considered 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cL0IL3YidjI-00101-00023504-00023830 Canary wine 2/pi an allowance of 27 cL0IL3YidjI-00102-00023831-00024030 pounds was made instead of the wine cL0IL3YidjI-00103-00024031-00024319 Tennyson drew 72 pounds a year from the cL0IL3YidjI-00104-00024320-00024559 Lord Chamberlain's department and 27 cL0IL3YidjI-00105-00024560-00024736 pounds from the Lord stewards in lieu of cL0IL3YidjI-00106-00024737-00025201 the butt of sack cL0IL3YidjI-00107-00025202-00025722 topic see also cL0IL3YidjI-00108-00025723-00026158 glory honor cL0IL3YidjI-00109-00026158-00026687 topic references cL0IL3YidjI-00110-00026688-00026894 you cLN4zj7PiDk-00000-00000000-00000626 [Music] cLN4zj7PiDk-00001-00000627-00000894 before you start watching this video cLN4zj7PiDk-00002-00000894-00001112 please take a moment to subscribe to our cLN4zj7PiDk-00003-00001113-00001295 YouTube channel by clicking the cLN4zj7PiDk-00004-00001296-00001539 subscribe button then tapping the bell cLN4zj7PiDk-00005-00001540-00001779 icon button 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written by our staff writers a cMqFIH_AcuE-00009-00002878-00003286 lude crew of criminals and people so I'd cMqFIH_AcuE-00010-00003288-00003536 love if you would reach in and capture cMqFIH_AcuE-00011-00003536-00003758 some surprise questions and Karen's will cMqFIH_AcuE-00012-00003759-00004320 learn things scale of 1 to crunk crunk cMqFIH_AcuE-00013-00004321-00004625 how badly do you want to go on a Gronk cMqFIH_AcuE-00014-00004626-00005168 party cruise huh interesting I don't cMqFIH_AcuE-00015-00005169-00005377 want to ask what is Grunk then I feel cMqFIH_AcuE-00016-00005378-00005591 them I feel like this is a thing I maybe cMqFIH_AcuE-00017-00005592-00005741 need to know about or is this an inside cMqFIH_AcuE-00018-00005742-00006031 joke nor so okay so Gronk is actually an cMqFIH_AcuE-00019-00006032-00006606 athlete and I'm glad because right cMqFIH_AcuE-00020-00006608-00006851 apparently his family goes on cruises cMqFIH_AcuE-00021-00006852-00007412 and things but hey I think I would cMqFIH_AcuE-00022-00007413-00007681 really like a cruise I'm in general in cMqFIH_AcuE-00023-00007683-00007883 general yeah and then with this Gronk cMqFIH_AcuE-00024-00007884-00008180 person sure the more the merrier on a cMqFIH_AcuE-00025-00008181-00008296 scale of 1 to Gronk I'm gonna go with cMqFIH_AcuE-00026-00008297-00009083 Grunk yeah that's high praise okay do cMqFIH_AcuE-00027-00009084-00009299 you rather live through one month oh god cMqFIH_AcuE-00028-00009300-00009506 of the zombie apocalypse or one day as cMqFIH_AcuE-00029-00009507-00009773 Trump's chief of staff oh yeah Saamy cMqFIH_AcuE-00030-00009774-00010283 apocalypse any day would you let Chef cMqFIH_AcuE-00031-00010284-00010588 Boyardee give you a bath hmm interesting cMqFIH_AcuE-00032-00010589-00010756 never really thought about that before cMqFIH_AcuE-00033-00010757-00011149 mmm if there's meatballs involved that cMqFIH_AcuE-00034-00011150-00011509 sounds sexual I would give them that I cMqFIH_AcuE-00035-00011510-00011992 like where that went cMqFIH_AcuE-00036-00011993-00012271 do all dogs go to heaven even if they've cMqFIH_AcuE-00037-00012272-00012403 done some messed-up cMqFIH_AcuE-00038-00012404-00012701 right that's funny they better because I cMqFIH_AcuE-00039-00012702-00013133 freaking love my dogs and no I mean cMqFIH_AcuE-00040-00013134-00013302 they must be in heaven cMqFIH_AcuE-00041-00013303-00013463 I just keep picking I'm assuming I just cMqFIH_AcuE-00042-00013465-00013844 keep going obviously until you just walk cMqFIH_AcuE-00043-00013845-00014400 out in anger don't say anything cMqFIH_AcuE-00044-00014401-00014583 if you said any of these words out loud cMqFIH_AcuE-00045-00014584-00014747 place your wallet in the box cMqFIH_AcuE-00046-00014749-00015602 um man guys this is how we pay the bills cMqFIH_AcuE-00047-00015603-00015938 yeah you steal great if you ever wound cMqFIH_AcuE-00048-00015940-00016299 up in jail if what would the reason most cMqFIH_AcuE-00049-00016300-00016568 likely be if you've already been in jail cMqFIH_AcuE-00050-00016569-00016800 please select a new crime that's so cMqFIH_AcuE-00051-00016801-00016989 funny what wouldn't what would it be cMqFIH_AcuE-00052-00016990-00017214 what would the reason most likely be hmm cMqFIH_AcuE-00053-00017215-00017655 like like annoyingly clinging on to like cMqFIH_AcuE-00054-00017656-00017969 a really big famous person like I feel cMqFIH_AcuE-00055-00017970-00018060 like I would just like you know like cMqFIH_AcuE-00056-00018061-00018269 there's like a physical assault yeah cMqFIH_AcuE-00057-00018270-00018411 Blake you like there's like just like cMqFIH_AcuE-00058-00018412-00018605 your bubble like I popped that so easy cMqFIH_AcuE-00059-00018606-00018807 with you but like a high and I feel like cMqFIH_AcuE-00060-00018808-00019005 that Taylor nut did not what Taylor let cMqFIH_AcuE-00061-00019006-00019611 me pop it but like you know I've done cMqFIH_AcuE-00062-00019612-00019755 that way it's like not to like name drop cMqFIH_AcuE-00063-00019756-00020013 but I've done it with Tom Hanks and I cMqFIH_AcuE-00064-00020014-00020319 definitely popped the bubble so I just cMqFIH_AcuE-00065-00020320-00020447 feel like gap for sure like that's what cMqFIH_AcuE-00066-00020448-00020760 I drops more names oh here at Frances cMqFIH_AcuE-00067-00020761-00021111 McDormand this just fell sorry what's cMqFIH_AcuE-00068-00021112-00021327 the worst thing someone could yell while cMqFIH_AcuE-00069-00021328-00021735 climaxing ah you're not as good as your cMqFIH_AcuE-00070-00021736-00022606 mother it seemed it seemed very very cMqFIH_AcuE-00071-00022607-00023102 very specific that came really quickly cMqFIH_AcuE-00072-00023103-00023571 from experience Oh on that note I mean cMqFIH_AcuE-00073-00023572-00023912 there's nothing better than that yeah cMqFIH_AcuE-00074-00023913-00024621 yeah great give it up for Frankie my god cMqFIH_AcuE-00075-00024622-00024894 thanks guys cpTVU3OeWC4-00000-00000000-00000311 hello guys Finland Saga episode 3 is a cpTVU3OeWC4-00001-00000312-00000503 master class in storytelling cpTVU3OeWC4-00002-00000504-00000713 although the episode May lack in action cpTVU3OeWC4-00003-00000714-00000886 it more than makes up for it with its cpTVU3OeWC4-00004-00000888-00001000 compelling and thought-provoking cpTVU3OeWC4-00005-00001001-00001108 narrative cpTVU3OeWC4-00006-00001109-00001307 the show seamlessly introduces new cpTVU3OeWC4-00007-00001308-00001511 characters and perspectives keeping the cpTVU3OeWC4-00008-00001512-00001697 audience engaged and invested in the cpTVU3OeWC4-00009-00001698-00001793 story cpTVU3OeWC4-00010-00001794-00001991 one of the most striking aspects of the cpTVU3OeWC4-00011-00001992-00002165 episode is the exploration of the value cpTVU3OeWC4-00012-00002166-00002339 of life and death cpTVU3OeWC4-00013-00002340-00002489 Through The Eyes of various characters cpTVU3OeWC4-00014-00002490-00002717 we see different opinions on the topic cpTVU3OeWC4-00015-00002718-00002950 from Fox who believes everyone is afraid cpTVU3OeWC4-00016-00002951-00003142 to die and therefore values their life cpTVU3OeWC4-00017-00003143-00003395 to Thor Finn who no longer fears death cpTVU3OeWC4-00018-00003396-00003599 and has lost a will to live cpTVU3OeWC4-00019-00003600-00003790 as the tension between the retainers cpTVU3OeWC4-00020-00003792-00004025 Farm hands and enslaved people continues cpTVU3OeWC4-00021-00004026-00004253 to build we can't help but be excited cpTVU3OeWC4-00022-00004254-00004397 for what's to come cpTVU3OeWC4-00023-00004398-00004588 the show's exploration of such deep cpTVU3OeWC4-00024-00004589-00004756 themes and its ability to keep the cpTVU3OeWC4-00025-00004757-00004895 audience on the edge of their seat is cpTVU3OeWC4-00026-00004896-00005045 what makes Finland Saga such a cpTVU3OeWC4-00027-00005046-00005219 must-watch series 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cPP6Wtydqeg-00000-00000016-00000223 if a computer can conduct 400 trillion cPP6Wtydqeg-00001-00000224-00000438 operations per second how long would it cPP6Wtydqeg-00002-00000440-00000678 take the computer to perform 500 million cPP6Wtydqeg-00003-00000679-00000862 operations cPP6Wtydqeg-00004-00000863-00001015 so the first thing we should recognize cPP6Wtydqeg-00005-00001016-00001095 here cPP6Wtydqeg-00006-00001096-00001358 is because 500 million is less than 400 cPP6Wtydqeg-00007-00001359-00001454 trillion cPP6Wtydqeg-00008-00001455-00001710 it is going to take less than a second cPP6Wtydqeg-00009-00001711-00001839 and in general cPP6Wtydqeg-00010-00001839-00002063 the number of operations performed is cPP6Wtydqeg-00011-00002064-00002399 equal to the rate of operations times cPP6Wtydqeg-00012-00002400-00002599 the time and because our question is cPP6Wtydqeg-00013-00002600-00002758 asking about time cPP6Wtydqeg-00014-00002759-00002958 to solve this equation for time we would cPP6Wtydqeg-00015-00002959-00003047 divide cPP6Wtydqeg-00016-00003048-00003247 both sides of the equation by the rate cPP6Wtydqeg-00017-00003247-00003383 of operations cPP6Wtydqeg-00018-00003384-00003575 and therefore we'd have the time cPP6Wtydqeg-00019-00003576-00003822 equals the number of operations divided cPP6Wtydqeg-00020-00003823-00004054 by the rate of operations so going back cPP6Wtydqeg-00021-00004055-00004247 to the given information cPP6Wtydqeg-00022-00004248-00004495 the rate is 400 trillion operations per cPP6Wtydqeg-00023-00004496-00004791 second and 400 trillion cPP6Wtydqeg-00024-00004792-00005118 is equal to four times 10 to the 14th cPP6Wtydqeg-00025-00005119-00005335 so let's write the rate of operations as cPP6Wtydqeg-00026-00005336-00005438 four cPP6Wtydqeg-00027-00005439-00005631 times 10 to the 14th cPP6Wtydqeg-00028-00005632-00006070 operations per second cPP6Wtydqeg-00029-00006071-00006302 the number of operations being performed cPP6Wtydqeg-00030-00006303-00006486 is 500 million cPP6Wtydqeg-00031-00006487-00006710 which is equal to five times ten to the cPP6Wtydqeg-00032-00006711-00006951 eighth in scientific notation cPP6Wtydqeg-00033-00006952-00007119 so let's write the number of operations cPP6Wtydqeg-00034-00007120-00007255 as 5 cPP6Wtydqeg-00035-00007256-00007767 x 10 to the 8th operations cPP6Wtydqeg-00036-00007768-00007903 and now we have all the information we cPP6Wtydqeg-00037-00007904-00008103 need in order to find the time to cPP6Wtydqeg-00038-00008104-00008359 perform these 500 million operations the cPP6Wtydqeg-00039-00008360-00008574 time cPP6Wtydqeg-00040-00008575-00008807 is equal to the number of operations cPP6Wtydqeg-00041-00008808-00008942 which is five cPP6Wtydqeg-00042-00008943-00009255 times ten to the eighth divided by cPP6Wtydqeg-00043-00009256-00009510 the rate of operations which is four cPP6Wtydqeg-00044-00009511-00009759 times ten to the fourteenth the units cPP6Wtydqeg-00045-00009760-00009959 would simplify to seconds we'll include cPP6Wtydqeg-00046-00009960-00010119 the units at the end cPP6Wtydqeg-00047-00010120-00010399 this quotient is equal to five divided cPP6Wtydqeg-00048-00010400-00010527 by four cPP6Wtydqeg-00049-00010528-00010727 times ten to the eighth cPP6Wtydqeg-00050-00010728-00010999 divided by ten to the fourteenth cPP6Wtydqeg-00051-00011000-00011135 well five divided by four is equal to cPP6Wtydqeg-00052-00011136-00011383 one point two cPP6Wtydqeg-00053-00011384-00011631 so we have 1.25 times cPP6Wtydqeg-00054-00011632-00011878 10 to the 8th divided by 10 to the 14th cPP6Wtydqeg-00055-00011879-00012087 is equal to 10 raised to the power of 8 cPP6Wtydqeg-00056-00012088-00012463 minus 14 which is negative 6. cPP6Wtydqeg-00057-00012464-00012710 so this is the time it takes to perform cPP6Wtydqeg-00058-00012711-00012943 500 million operations cPP6Wtydqeg-00059-00012944-00013135 in scientific notation 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girl what ccTF83GG7oE-00007-00005368-00005833 what a week review yes ma'am ccTF83GG7oE-00008-00005834-00006120 I am back in the game with the wig ccTF83GG7oE-00009-00006121-00006606 reviews and I have been watching her for ccTF83GG7oE-00010-00006608-00007012 the longest time so this one is let me ccTF83GG7oE-00011-00007013-00007267 get the stock card alright y'all so this ccTF83GG7oE-00012-00007268-00007749 one is cloud9 swiss lace wig and it is ccTF83GG7oE-00013-00007750-00008101 by sensational you guys know from back ccTF83GG7oE-00014-00008102-00008487 in the day i always rocked me some ccTF83GG7oE-00015-00008488-00008815 sensational wigs all the way back to ccTF83GG7oE-00016-00008816-00009079 sensational empress and all that stuff ccTF83GG7oE-00017-00009080-00009652 girl so i found out the hard way which i ccTF83GG7oE-00018-00009653-00009883 kinda already knew from when i was ccTF83GG7oE-00019-00009884-00010312 younger i cant do braids it completely ccTF83GG7oE-00020-00010313-00010546 takes my edges out I don't care how ccTF83GG7oE-00021-00010547-00010935 careful I am with them how much I make ccTF83GG7oE-00022-00010936-00011308 sure I don't manipulate they always take ccTF83GG7oE-00023-00011309-00011677 my edges out so that's what we working ccTF83GG7oE-00024-00011678-00012033 with right now my edges are gone almost ccTF83GG7oE-00025-00012034-00012451 gone so I still like the braids though ccTF83GG7oE-00026-00012452-00012935 so I said let me give me a week ccTF83GG7oE-00027-00012936-00013328 that is braided right and you guys know ccTF83GG7oE-00028-00013329-00013675 I've reviewed a wig before in the past ccTF83GG7oE-00029-00013676-00014126 that was I think there were four locks ccTF83GG7oE-00030-00014127-00014419 or something like that but it was it was ccTF83GG7oE-00031-00014421-00015005 heavy to rock so this one tends to not ccTF83GG7oE-00032-00015006-00015491 be so heavy just right now just with me ccTF83GG7oE-00033-00015491-00015787 handling her she's very very lightweight ccTF83GG7oE-00034-00015788-00016391 she does have the string back here which ccTF83GG7oE-00035-00016392-00016646 I'm just now noticing that need to be ccTF83GG7oE-00036-00016647-00016733 cut ccTF83GG7oE-00037-00016734-00016993 well actually I just kind of pulled that ccTF83GG7oE-00038-00016994-00018149 with with just my fingers so said I know ccTF83GG7oE-00039-00018150-00018413 my fancy beauties and balls with just ccTF83GG7oE-00040-00018414-00018794 love to see this one and see what I ccTF83GG7oE-00041-00018795-00019043 think about her so that's what we're ccTF83GG7oE-00042-00019044-00019496 doing today and it's not too hard to ccTF83GG7oE-00043-00019497-00019886 even take this thread a loose but I ccTF83GG7oE-00044-00019887-00020060 would suggest just going ahead and ccTF83GG7oE-00045-00020061-00020297 cutting it up know if I have any ccTF83GG7oE-00046-00020298-00020662 scissors ccTF83GG7oE-00047-00020663-00020994 of course I do ccTF83GG7oE-00048-00020995-00021319 um so we just gonna go ahead and cut the ccTF83GG7oE-00049-00021320-00021509 threads now this is what I'm talking ccTF83GG7oE-00050-00021510-00021761 about when I say hopefully I didn't take ccTF83GG7oE-00051-00021762-00021947 a mile of loose before I could show you ccTF83GG7oE-00052-00021948-00022361 the dealio okay here we go so see how ccTF83GG7oE-00053-00022362-00022892 she's connected to the unit so there's ccTF83GG7oE-00054-00022893-00023425 just a string right here and all I have ccTF83GG7oE-00055-00023426-00023822 to do is just go in and snip snip and ccTF83GG7oE-00056-00023823-00024116 just be careful ccTF83GG7oE-00057-00024117-00024527 you wanna take the braids a loose so ccTF83GG7oE-00058-00024528-00024689 there we go right there there's the ccTF83GG7oE-00059-00024690-00025058 piece of three it right there and I'm ccTF83GG7oE-00060-00025059-00025683 just on snip snip just like that ccTF83GG7oE-00061-00025685-00026070 so I've already cut the lace off of her ccTF83GG7oE-00062-00026072-00026542 so all I have to do is just do this last ccTF83GG7oE-00063-00026543-00027475 little snip snip while I'm doing that I ccTF83GG7oE-00064-00027476-00027824 did take precautions before I brought ccTF83GG7oE-00065-00027825-00028126 her to you I took her out of the ccTF83GG7oE-00066-00028127-00028418 packaging I took her out of the bag the ccTF83GG7oE-00067-00028419-00028802 box that she was shipped in took took ccTF83GG7oE-00068-00028802-00029008 her out of there I have her and another ccTF83GG7oE-00069-00029010-00029477 one and I'll show her to you probably in ccTF83GG7oE-00070-00029477-00029839 a couple of days so what I did is I just ccTF83GG7oE-00071-00029841-00030196 took everything out of the box I took ccTF83GG7oE-00072-00030197-00030629 everything out of the bag you know the ccTF83GG7oE-00073-00030630-00030944 wig bag that they come in and I sprayed 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ccTF83GG7oE-00115-00047524-00048230 away from any adhesive whatsoever ccTF83GG7oE-00116-00048231-00048771 okay so just putting her own ccTF83GG7oE-00117-00048772-00049515 I'm already like yeah this is what's up ccTF83GG7oE-00118-00049516-00049987 all right so let's just kind of take a ccTF83GG7oE-00119-00049988-00050443 look and see what we working with she ccTF83GG7oE-00120-00050444-00050773 comes with the baby here as I said it ccTF83GG7oE-00121-00050774-00051149 and you don't know I'm not real big on ccTF83GG7oE-00122-00051150-00051604 baby hair I can really kind of do ccTF83GG7oE-00123-00051605-00052382 without it and I really wanted to make ccTF83GG7oE-00124-00052383-00053140 sure that this week was gonna be ccTF83GG7oE-00125-00053141-00054298 she's new girl she is you ccTF83GG7oE-00126-00054299-00054541 really really lightweight really ccTF83GG7oE-00127-00054541-00055144 lightweight all right so there is your ccTF83GG7oE-00128-00055145-00055641 part here and then this part right here ccTF83GG7oE-00129-00055642-00056000 you'd really don't I'm really not ccTF83GG7oE-00130-00056001-00056221 tripping on this part right here because ccTF83GG7oE-00131-00056222-00056528 you know we can just we know how it is ccTF83GG7oE-00132-00056529-00056765 your hair start growing out you know ccTF83GG7oE-00133-00056766-00056999 you've got new growth whatever like that ccTF83GG7oE-00134-00057000-00057371 girl it's that's just what it is but the ccTF83GG7oE-00135-00057372-00057623 top of it that's what I was worried ccTF83GG7oE-00136-00057624-00057856 about if it was gonna bunch up since my ccTF83GG7oE-00137-00057857-00058216 head is so small but it is really ccTF83GG7oE-00138-00058217-00058778 fitting my head nicely this is also big ccTF83GG7oE-00139-00058779-00059131 girl friendly as well as it's being able ccTF83GG7oE-00140-00059132-00059597 to accommodate my little peanut here so ccTF83GG7oE-00141-00059598-00060329 let's take a look in the back yeah we ccTF83GG7oE-00142-00060329-00061491 have any gaps ccTF83GG7oE-00143-00061491-00062026 okay ccTF83GG7oE-00144-00062027-00062566 I didn't feel any you know when I ran my ccTF83GG7oE-00145-00062566-00063138 fingers back there but I like her ccTF83GG7oE-00146-00063139-00063472 this is giving me everything that real ccTF83GG7oE-00147-00063473-00063738 braids would give me you know what I ccTF83GG7oE-00148-00063739-00064171 mean I'm feeling like you know Stella ccTF83GG7oE-00149-00064172-00064588 got her groove back and you could put ccTF83GG7oE-00150-00064589-00064842 her up and the good thing I'm loving ccTF83GG7oE-00151-00064844-00065082 about this really to be honest with you ccTF83GG7oE-00152-00065083-00065569 guys I have everything that I need just ccTF83GG7oE-00153-00065570-00065956 in case I was gonna have to UM and hear ccTF83GG7oE-00154-00065957-00066382 her down but I don't have to I don't ccTF83GG7oE-00155-00066383-00066876 have to if I'm alone to this you know ccTF83GG7oE-00156-00066877-00067221 this part right here it's lifting just ccTF83GG7oE-00157-00067222-00067692 just a tad bit but you could take that ccTF83GG7oE-00158-00067693-00068035 got to be and I can spray it right here ccTF83GG7oE-00159-00068036-00068317 and just and hear that baby here down ccTF83GG7oE-00160-00068318-00068686 just to you know if I need if I feel ccTF83GG7oE-00161-00068687-00069013 like I need a security but I think I'm ccTF83GG7oE-00162-00069014-00069780 alright and then this part right here ccTF83GG7oE-00163-00069781-00070219 that's just what a baby here is like I ccTF83GG7oE-00164-00070220-00070780 said I'm not with all that um baby help ccTF83GG7oE-00165-00070781-00071200 stuff colonel I'm just not but I put it ccTF83GG7oE-00166-00071201-00071419 down right here ccTF83GG7oE-00167-00071420-00071848 I'm not going you know I got the little ccTF83GG7oE-00168-00071849-00072618 brush down here to do all that but I'm ccTF83GG7oE-00169-00072619-00072799 ain't got time ccTF83GG7oE-00170-00072800-00073150 oh no um Shh ccTF83GG7oE-00171-00073151-00073375 you know I'm saying this right here ccTF83GG7oE-00172-00073376-00073600 that's good enough for me that's good ccTF83GG7oE-00173-00073601-00074143 enough and then I could just take this ccTF83GG7oE-00174-00074144-00074500 part right here ccTF83GG7oE-00175-00074501-00074944 I'm sorry ccTF83GG7oE-00176-00074945-00075359 just thank God he gave me a little baby ccTF83GG7oE-00177-00075360-00075913 face well I could still kind of pull off ccTF83GG7oE-00178-00075914-00076153 certain ccTF83GG7oE-00179-00076154-00077000 I could do my half-up half-down that I ccTF83GG7oE-00180-00077001-00077501 love to do I love that a half up half ccTF83GG7oE-00181-00077502-00079494 down what we called it back in the day ccTF83GG7oE-00182-00079495-00079773 yeah I'm trying to hurry up because my ccTF83GG7oE-00183-00079774-00080331 battery is it's been acting odd you ccTF83GG7oE-00184-00080332-00080544 don't give me longevity like you used to ccTF83GG7oE-00185-00080545-00080736 so I have to hurry up and do what I got ccTF83GG7oE-00186-00080737-00080988 to do and she's not even on a full ccTF83GG7oE-00187-00080989-00081351 charge so that's why these down saying ccTF83GG7oE-00188-00081352-00081853 will come out like that I just kind of ccTF83GG7oE-00189-00081854-00082242 wanna bring you the video yummy and let ccTF83GG7oE-00190-00082243-00083146 y'all know to go github see box braids ccTF83GG7oE-00191-00083147-00083651 smile and it's in color number two okay ccTF83GG7oE-00192-00083652-00083929 but as you can see you could go ahead ccTF83GG7oE-00193-00083930-00084148 and throw her to the back if that's what ccTF83GG7oE-00194-00084149-00084417 you want to do go on and throw it to the ccTF83GG7oE-00195-00084418-00085366 back and try to see if you could there's ccTF83GG7oE-00196-00085367-00085467 somebody else ccTF83GG7oE-00197-00085468-00088238 you probably can't get her into ccTF83GG7oE-00198-00088239-00088445 I look over this way because I'm looking ccTF83GG7oE-00199-00088446-00088634 at my mommy just so I can see what's ccTF83GG7oE-00201-00093129-00093676 girl this is a good look 14-week honey ccTF83GG7oE-00202-00093677-00094626 you could take it off every day every ccTF83GG7oE-00203-00094627-00094941 night yeah I mean if you you know gone ccTF83GG7oE-00204-00094942-00095118 through your head journey like oh yeah ccTF83GG7oE-00205-00095119-00096198 oh she's so cute she's so cute look okay ccTF83GG7oE-00206-00096199-00096438 I know somebody out there Sanjay no you ccTF83GG7oE-00207-00096439-00096780 gotta go ahead and swoop the love baby ccTF83GG7oE-00208-00096781-00097221 hiss okay girl hold on let me sweep the ccTF83GG7oE-00209-00097222-00097413 little baby hairs I'm trying to keep an ccTF83GG7oE-00210-00097414-00097821 eye out over there oh um are you trying ccTF83GG7oE-00211-00097822-00098399 to make a mess up the makeup leave ccTF83GG7oE-00212-00098400-00098757 somebody out see curry got a later baby ccTF83GG7oE-00213-00098758-00099399 hairs yeah I'm not good at that my mom I ccTF83GG7oE-00214-00099400-00099579 ain't getting the patients for no ccTF83GG7oE-00215-00099580-00100721 Swoopes ccTF83GG7oE-00216-00100722-00100955 and then I will put the scarf on of ccTF83GG7oE-00217-00100956-00101434 course just lay it down ccTF83GG7oE-00218-00101435-00101851 y'all be accent too much I'll be feeling ccTF83GG7oE-00219-00101852-00102481 like doing all that and it's only cuz I ccTF83GG7oE-00220-00102482-00103725 don't know how I'm just keeping it real ccTF83GG7oE-00221-00103726-00104152 okay yes it looks cute I agree I agree I ccTF83GG7oE-00222-00104153-00104469 agree it looks better with the baby hair ccTF83GG7oE-00223-00104470-00105544 laying down okay I'll get all bet and ccTF83GG7oE-00224-00105545-00105751 see if there's a mole in there see one ccTF83GG7oE-00225-00105752-00106090 time up girl who got time for that every ccTF83GG7oE-00226-00106091-00106815 day not me ccTF83GG7oE-00227-00106816-00107052 I don't know nothing about swooping my ccTF83GG7oE-00228-00107053-00108081 baby's house ccTF83GG7oE-00229-00108082-00108656 make too long anyway no Phil I could ccTF83GG7oE-00230-00108657-00109085 that's I'm just happy that the week is ccTF83GG7oE-00231-00109086-00109466 not smushy like it's not puffy up at the ccTF83GG7oE-00232-00109467-00109773 top does what I'm trippin on I'm so ccTF83GG7oE-00233-00109774-00110138 happy the workmanship is really really ccTF83GG7oE-00234-00110139-00111408 excellent look sabe look see that good ccTF83GG7oE-00235-00111408-00113419 that looks really pretty ccTF83GG7oE-00236-00113420-00113860 right down ccTF83GG7oE-00237-00113861-00115511 yeah so excited yes girl so if you was ccTF83GG7oE-00238-00115513-00116321 wondering you sure Asha man she was 67 ccTF83GG7oE-00239-00116322-00116940 90 men 98 something like that so under ccTF83GG7oE-00240-00116941-00117528 $70 on elevate style.com so y'all go ccTF83GG7oE-00241-00117529-00117939 head over there and github that way you ccTF83GG7oE-00242-00117940-00118665 won't have to you know be like oh I look ccTF83GG7oE-00243-00118666-00118934 a mess I gotta put on my bunny and I ccTF83GG7oE-00244-00118935-00119223 gotta keep my bug at home no you don't ccTF83GG7oE-00245-00119224-00119550 you can just go ahead and put on you ccTF83GG7oE-00246-00119551-00120290 some cloud man smallpox Braves wigs from ccTF83GG7oE-00247-00120291-00121551 elevated okay let me go before I run out ccTF83GG7oE-00248-00121552-00121925 of battery again this your girl Gina ccTF83GG7oE-00249-00121926-00122247 helping you to stay fancy even through ccTF83GG7oE-00250-00122248-00122618 quarantine times honey even on lockdown ccTF83GG7oE-00251-00122619-00122933 I'm coming through I'm gonna help you ccTF83GG7oE-00252-00122934-00123410 keep your fancy beauty honey stay prayed ccTF83GG7oE-00253-00123411-00123839 up stay focused on God stay in the house ccTF83GG7oE-00254-00123840-00124278 and wash your hands and I'll see y'all ccTF83GG7oE-00255-00124279-00124433 on the next video ccTF83GG7oE-00256-00124434-00125423 love you ccTF83GG7oE-00258-00129038-00130441 [Music] cesUrfeCRRc-00000-00000075-00001491 [Music] cesUrfeCRRc-00001-00001492-00002331 everybody cesUrfeCRRc-00002-00002332-00002950 [Music] cesUrfeCRRc-00003-00002951-00003047 glass cesUrfeCRRc-00004-00003048-00004428 [Music] cesUrfeCRRc-00005-00004429-00005638 [Music] cesUrfeCRRc-00006-00005639-00007083 [Music] cesUrfeCRRc-00007-00007084-00007541 okay cesUrfeCRRc-00008-00007542-00008563 [Music] cesUrfeCRRc-00009-00008564-00009158 [Music] cesUrfeCRRc-00010-00009159-00011357 [Music] cesUrfeCRRc-00011-00011358-00011730 [Music] cesUrfeCRRc-00012-00011731-00012539 [Applause] cesUrfeCRRc-00013-00012540-00012683 [Music] cesUrfeCRRc-00014-00012684-00014083 foreign cesUrfeCRRc-00015-00014084-00015483 foreign cesUrfeCRRc-00016-00015484-00016344 foreign 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was coming from right cnQ9-tRGCWY-00079-00043656-00043985 behind it cnQ9-tRGCWY-00080-00043986-00044093 um cnQ9-tRGCWY-00081-00044094-00044779 [Music] cnQ9-tRGCWY-00082-00044780-00047002 thank you cnQ9-tRGCWY-00083-00047003-00047689 [Applause] cnQ9-tRGCWY-00084-00047690-00048719 of his college cnQ9-tRGCWY-00085-00048720-00051052 [Music] cnQ9-tRGCWY-00086-00051053-00051205 what cnQ9-tRGCWY-00087-00051207-00051323 [Music] cnQ9-tRGCWY-00088-00051324-00051777 you making all that noise cnQ9-tRGCWY-00089-00051778-00051887 [Music] cnQ9-tRGCWY-00090-00051888-00052219 the base hit them cnQ9-tRGCWY-00091-00052220-00052597 Little Birds cnZH7RcMTn8-00000-00000080-00000320 Scientology is suspected or alleged by cnZH7RcMTn8-00001-00000321-00000521 some observers of being inspired by or cnZH7RcMTn8-00002-00000522-00000674 sharing elements with a number of cnZH7RcMTn8-00003-00000675-00001012 esoteric or occult systems Scientology cnZH7RcMTn8-00004-00001013-00001181 founder l ron hubbard claimed to have cnZH7RcMTn8-00005-00001182-00001415 had a near-death experience in 1938 that cnZH7RcMTn8-00006-00001416-00001607 inspired him to write excalibur an cnZH7RcMTn8-00007-00001607-00001789 unpublished manuscript based on the cnZH7RcMTn8-00008-00001791-00002032 revelations from the experience in cnZH7RcMTn8-00009-00002032-00002326 1945-46 hubbard was briefly involved cnZH7RcMTn8-00010-00002327-00002507 with into frauded Jack Parsons an cnZH7RcMTn8-00011-00002508-00002725 American rocketry pioneer who was also a cnZH7RcMTn8-00012-00002726-00002900 devoted fella might and member of the AG cnZH7RcMTn8-00013-00002901-00003089 ape Lodge of Aleister Crowley's magical cnZH7RcMTn8-00014-00003090-00003256 order Ordo Templi Orientis cnZH7RcMTn8-00015-00003257-00003640 in Pasadena California in 1950 Hubbard cnZH7RcMTn8-00016-00003642-00003829 published Dianetics the modern science cnZH7RcMTn8-00017-00003830-00004052 of mental health and in 1953 he cnZH7RcMTn8-00018-00004053-00004340 organized the Church of Scientology the cnZH7RcMTn8-00019-00004341-00004516 occult from the Latin word occultus cnZH7RcMTn8-00020-00004517-00004895 clandestine hidden secret is knowledge cnZH7RcMTn8-00021-00004896-00005141 of the hidden in common English usage cnZH7RcMTn8-00022-00005142-00005354 occult refers to knowledge of the cnZH7RcMTn8-00023-00005355-00005624 paranormal it also describes a number of cnZH7RcMTn8-00024-00005625-00005968 magical organizations or orders here be cnZH7RcMTn8-00025-00005969-00006158 urban a scholar on religion who has cnZH7RcMTn8-00026-00006159-00006341 written much about Scientology writes cnZH7RcMTn8-00027-00006342-00006511 that whilst some writers such as John cnZH7RcMTn8-00028-00006512-00006698 ADEQ assert that Crowley's ideas on cnZH7RcMTn8-00029-00006698-00006871 magic are at the core of Scientology cnZH7RcMTn8-00030-00006872-00007064 others including Roy Wallace and J cnZH7RcMTn8-00031-00007065-00007217 gordon melton have dismissed the cnZH7RcMTn8-00032-00007218-00007373 connection between occultism and the cnZH7RcMTn8-00033-00007373-00007631 church he argues further that the occult cnZH7RcMTn8-00034-00007631-00007810 elements are combined with concepts in cnZH7RcMTn8-00035-00007811-00008012 Eastern religions science fiction pop cnZH7RcMTn8-00036-00008013-00008170 psychology and Hubbard's own thoughts cnZH7RcMTn8-00037-00008172-00008324 while confirming that there is one cnZH7RcMTn8-00038-00008325-00008498 element that is related to the occult in cnZH7RcMTn8-00039-00008499-00009253 the religion topic Hubbard's early cnZH7RcMTn8-00040-00009254-00009699 interest in the occult cnZH7RcMTn8-00041-00009700-00009938 Hubbard's eldest son Ronald DeWolf cnZH7RcMTn8-00042-00009939-00010145 related a story that L ron Hubbard had cnZH7RcMTn8-00043-00010146-00010424 first discovered magic at the age of cnZH7RcMTn8-00044-00010425-00010619 sixteen when he read Aleister Crowley's cnZH7RcMTn8-00045-00010620-00010864 the book of the law author John adic cnZH7RcMTn8-00046-00010865-00010991 reports that Hubbard joined the cnZH7RcMTn8-00047-00010992-00011167 Rosicrucian order ancient and mystical cnZH7RcMTn8-00048-00011168-00011498 order rose a Cruces a mor C in 1940 cnZH7RcMTn8-00049-00011499-00011719 completing the first to near 5 degrees cnZH7RcMTn8-00050-00011720-00011966 according to attic Hubbard's membership cnZH7RcMTn8-00051-00011967-00012666 lapsed on July 5th 1940 cnZH7RcMTn8-00052-00012667-00013287 topic near death experience in Excalibur cnZH7RcMTn8-00053-00013288-00013633 in April 1938 Hubbard reportedly had a cnZH7RcMTn8-00054-00013634-00013810 bad reaction to a drug during a dental cnZH7RcMTn8-00055-00013811-00014083 procedure according to his account this cnZH7RcMTn8-00056-00014084-00014316 caused a near-death experience allegedly cnZH7RcMTn8-00057-00014318-00014479 inspired by this experience cnZH7RcMTn8-00058-00014480-00014674 Hubbard composed a manuscript which was cnZH7RcMTn8-00059-00014675-00014851 never published with working titles of cnZH7RcMTn8-00060-00014852-00015130 the one command or Excalibur the cnZH7RcMTn8-00061-00015131-00015328 contents of Excalibur formed the basis cnZH7RcMTn8-00062-00015329-00015490 for some of his later publications cnZH7RcMTn8-00063-00015491-00015763 Arthur J Burks who read the work in 1938 cnZH7RcMTn8-00064-00015763-00015976 later recalled it discussed er one cnZH7RcMTn8-00065-00015977-00016219 command to survive a theme that Hubbard cnZH7RcMTn8-00066-00016219-00016390 revisited in Dianetics the modern cnZH7RcMTn8-00067-00016391-00016572 science of mental health Burks also cnZH7RcMTn8-00068-00016573-00016717 recalled that the work discussed the cnZH7RcMTn8-00069-00016718-00016867 psychology of a lynch mob cnZH7RcMTn8-00070-00016868-00017107 Hubbard cited Excalibur as an early cnZH7RcMTn8-00071-00017108-00017302 version of Dianetics the modern science cnZH7RcMTn8-00072-00017303-00018061 of mental health topic Aleister cnZH7RcMTn8-00073-00018062-00018718 Crowley's magical order in August 1945 cnZH7RcMTn8-00074-00018719-00018919 Hubbard moved into the Pasadena mansion cnZH7RcMTn8-00075-00018920-00019210 of John Jack Whiteside Parsons and a cnZH7RcMTn8-00076-00019211-00019390 vertical distance elamite follower of cnZH7RcMTn8-00077-00019391-00019591 the English ceremonial magician Aleister cnZH7RcMTn8-00078-00019592-00019711 Crowley and leader of a Lodge of cnZH7RcMTn8-00079-00019712-00019888 Crowley's magical order Ordo Templi cnZH7RcMTn8-00080-00019889-00020212 Orientis OTO Parsons and Hubbard cnZH7RcMTn8-00081-00020213-00020443 collaborated on that Babylon working a cnZH7RcMTn8-00082-00020444-00020692 sex magic ritual intended to summon an cnZH7RcMTn8-00083-00020693-00020881 incarnation of Babylon the supreme cnZH7RcMTn8-00084-00020882-00021166 fellow might goddess in 1969 the Sunday cnZH7RcMTn8-00085-00021167-00021364 Times published an expose detailing cnZH7RcMTn8-00086-00021365-00021544 Hubbard's experiences with Parsons in cnZH7RcMTn8-00087-00021545-00022119 the OTO cnZH7RcMTn8-00088-00022120-00022767 topic Hubbard's experience with hypnosis cnZH7RcMTn8-00089-00022768-00023008 Hubbard was known to his associates in cnZH7RcMTn8-00090-00023009-00023250 the late 1940s as a talented hypnotist cnZH7RcMTn8-00091-00023251-00023467 during this period he worked in cnZH7RcMTn8-00092-00023468-00023719 Hollywood posing as a Swami the church cnZH7RcMTn8-00093-00023720-00023872 says the Hubbard's experience with cnZH7RcMTn8-00094-00023873-00024049 hypnosis led to his discovery of the cnZH7RcMTn8-00095-00024050-00024228 principles of Dianetics as a technique cnZH7RcMTn8-00096-00024229-00024874 for solving man's problems cnZH7RcMTn8-00097-00024875-00025672 topic affirmations the affirmations is a cnZH7RcMTn8-00098-00025673-00025870 document purportedly written by Hubbard cnZH7RcMTn8-00099-00025872-00026119 in the late 1940s a few years before he cnZH7RcMTn8-00100-00026120-00026345 established Dianetics 1950 or cnZH7RcMTn8-00101-00026345-00026726 Scientology 1952 the affirmations appear cnZH7RcMTn8-00102-00026727-00026873 to have been intended to be used as a cnZH7RcMTn8-00103-00026874-00027176 form of self-hypnosis many suggestions cnZH7RcMTn8-00104-00027177-00027352 encourage Hubbard to believe in his own cnZH7RcMTn8-00105-00027354-00027670 occult powers that I believe in my gods cnZH7RcMTn8-00106-00027672-00028043 and spiritual things that my magical cnZH7RcMTn8-00107-00028044-00028408 work is powerful and effective us cnZH7RcMTn8-00108-00028410-00028664 psychic several suggestions reference a cnZH7RcMTn8-00109-00028664-00028910 guardian spirit you can do automatic cnZH7RcMTn8-00110-00028911-00029183 writing whenever you wish you do not cnZH7RcMTn8-00111-00029183-00029371 care what comes out on the paper when cnZH7RcMTn8-00112-00029372-00029762 your guardian dictates nothing can cnZH7RcMTn8-00113-00029763-00029962 intervene between you and your guardian cnZH7RcMTn8-00114-00029963-00030185 she cannot be displaced because she is cnZH7RcMTn8-00115-00030186-00030437 too powerful she does not control you cnZH7RcMTn8-00116-00030438-00030851 she advises you the most thrilling thing cnZH7RcMTn8-00117-00030852-00030998 in your life is your love and cnZH7RcMTn8-00118-00030999-00031376 consciousness of your guardian you can cnZH7RcMTn8-00119-00031377-00031580 talk with her and audibly hear her voice cnZH7RcMTn8-00120-00031581-00031868 above all others another suggestion cnZH7RcMTn8-00121-00031869-00032093 involves numerology that the numbers cnZH7RcMTn8-00122-00032094-00032312 seven twenty five and sixteen are not cnZH7RcMTn8-00123-00032313-00032702 unlucky or evil for me scholars have cnZH7RcMTn8-00124-00032702-00032858 noted that the affirmations contain cnZH7RcMTn8-00125-00032859-00032996 themes that reappeared later in cnZH7RcMTn8-00126-00032997-00033277 Scientology one affirmation foreshadows cnZH7RcMTn8-00127-00033278-00033431 Hubbard's future interest in mental cnZH7RcMTn8-00128-00033432-00033659 healing you understand all the workings cnZH7RcMTn8-00129-00033660-00033871 of the minds of humans around you for cnZH7RcMTn8-00130-00033872-00034061 your adopter of minds bodies and cnZH7RcMTn8-00131-00034062-00034361 influences Lawrence Wright suggests cnZH7RcMTn8-00132-00034362-00034577 Hubbard is using techniques on himself cnZH7RcMTn8-00133-00034578-00034754 that he would later develop into cnZH7RcMTn8-00134-00034755-00035062 Dianetics he draws parallels with the cnZH7RcMTn8-00135-00035063-00035354 practice of auditing used in Dianetics cnZH7RcMTn8-00136-00035355-00035512 and Scientology noting that the cnZH7RcMTn8-00137-00035513-00035711 affirmations and Dianetics both involved cnZH7RcMTn8-00138-00035712-00035867 tackling difficult memories the hold cnZH7RcMTn8-00139-00035868-00036155 back mental and spiritual progress the cnZH7RcMTn8-00140-00036156-00036344 affirmations became public knowledge in cnZH7RcMTn8-00141-00036345-00036508 during the nineteen eighty-four lawsuit cnZH7RcMTn8-00142-00036509-00036752 against Hubbard's former archivist in cnZH7RcMTn8-00143-00036753-00036929 that settlement Armstrong was required cnZH7RcMTn8-00144-00036930-00037157 to return all originals and copies of cnZH7RcMTn8-00145-00037158-00037343 the documents commonly known as the cnZH7RcMTn8-00146-00037344-00037642 affirmations written by l ron Hubbard as cnZH7RcMTn8-00147-00037643-00037871 religious studies scholar Hugh Urban cnZH7RcMTn8-00148-00037872-00038024 comments here the church clearly cnZH7RcMTn8-00149-00038025-00038204 indicates that the text was written by l cnZH7RcMTn8-00150-00038205-00038264 ron Hubbard cnZH7RcMTn8-00151-00038265-00038446 and it seems difficult to understand why cnZH7RcMTn8-00152-00038447-00038603 the church would file suit to retain cnZH7RcMTn8-00153-00038604-00038756 ownership of the text were it not an cnZH7RcMTn8-00154-00038757-00039956 authentic document topic Dianetics in a cnZH7RcMTn8-00155-00039957-00040211 1949 letter to forrest ackerman Hubbard cnZH7RcMTn8-00156-00040212-00040373 promises his upcoming work will give cnZH7RcMTn8-00157-00040374-00040589 Ackerman the power to rape women without cnZH7RcMTn8-00158-00040590-00040793 their knowing it communicate suicide cnZH7RcMTn8-00159-00040794-00040999 messages to your enemies as they sleep cnZH7RcMTn8-00160-00041000-00041231 cell the Arroyo Seco Parkway to the cnZH7RcMTn8-00161-00041232-00041432 mayor for cash evolved the best way of cnZH7RcMTn8-00162-00041433-00041683 protecting or destroying communism cnZH7RcMTn8-00163-00041684-00041968 Hubbard admits he has not decided cnZH7RcMTn8-00164-00041969-00042140 whether to destroy the Catholic Church cnZH7RcMTn8-00165-00042141-00042500 or merely start a new one in 1950 cnZH7RcMTn8-00166-00042501-00042679 Hubbard published an article entitled cnZH7RcMTn8-00167-00042680-00043021 Dianetics the evolution of a science in cnZH7RcMTn8-00168-00043022-00043243 the magazine amazing stories in that cnZH7RcMTn8-00169-00043244-00043307 article cnZH7RcMTn8-00170-00043308-00043477 Hubbard discusses the use of hypnosis cnZH7RcMTn8-00171-00043478-00043712 automatic writing automatic speaking and cnZH7RcMTn8-00172-00043713-00043915 clairvoyance author John Eric has noted cnZH7RcMTn8-00173-00043916-00044062 Hubbard seems to have a special interest cnZH7RcMTn8-00174-00044063-00044483 in the Roman goddess Diana in 1946 using cnZH7RcMTn8-00175-00044484-00044645 money from Jack Parsons Hubbard cnZH7RcMTn8-00176-00044646-00044990 purchased a boat named Diane in 1952 cnZH7RcMTn8-00177-00044991-00045239 Hubbard named his daughter Diana later cnZH7RcMTn8-00178-00045240-00045443 Hubbard named a Sea Org vessel Diana cnZH7RcMTn8-00179-00045444-00045790 Attic speculates Dianetics might be a cnZH7RcMTn8-00180-00045791-00045992 double entendre and notes the existence cnZH7RcMTn8-00181-00045993-00046148 of the earlier are called practice of D cnZH7RcMTn8-00182-00046149-00046693 anism cnZH7RcMTn8-00183-00046694-00047362 topic Philadelphia doctorate course in cnZH7RcMTn8-00184-00047363-00047639 December 1952 Hubbard recorded a series cnZH7RcMTn8-00185-00047640-00047821 of audio lectures in which he connects cnZH7RcMTn8-00186-00047822-00047983 Crowley odd magical rituals in the cnZH7RcMTn8-00187-00047984-00048257 practice of Scientology Hubbard explains cnZH7RcMTn8-00188-00048258-00048467 the use of terror and discusses the cnZH7RcMTn8-00189-00048468-00048695 magic cults of the eighth twelfth cnZH7RcMTn8-00190-00048696-00048905 centuries he recommends the master cnZH7RcMTn8-00191-00048906-00049139 Farina's the only modern work that has cnZH7RcMTn8-00192-00049140-00049396 anything to do with them he describes cnZH7RcMTn8-00193-00049397-00049639 the book's author Aleister Crowley as my cnZH7RcMTn8-00194-00049640-00049858 very good friend though there is some cnZH7RcMTn8-00195-00049859-00050036 question about his intent in this remark cnZH7RcMTn8-00196-00050037-00050164 because Hubbard never met Crowley cnZH7RcMTn8-00197-00050165-00050432 personally Hubbard also explains that cnZH7RcMTn8-00198-00050433-00050762 Crowley signs himself the Beast quote cnZH7RcMTn8-00199-00050763-00050971 semicolon quote the mark of the beast cnZH7RcMTn8-00200-00050972-00051370 666 quote quote in the book of the law cnZH7RcMTn8-00201-00051371-00051589 Crowley wrote the whole and sole object cnZH7RcMTn8-00202-00051590-00051640 of cnZH7RcMTn8-00203-00051641-00051838 all true magical training is to become cnZH7RcMTn8-00204-00051839-00052071 free from every kind of limitation cnZH7RcMTn8-00205-00052072-00052312 Hubbard repurposed this for his movement cnZH7RcMTn8-00206-00052313-00052544 lecturing that our whole activity tends cnZH7RcMTn8-00207-00052545-00052717 to make an individual completely cnZH7RcMTn8-00208-00052719-00053011 independent of any type of limitation cnZH7RcMTn8-00209-00053012-00053269 old Aleister Crowley had some cnZH7RcMTn8-00210-00053270-00053525 interesting things to say about this he cnZH7RcMTn8-00211-00053526-00053660 wrote the book of the law cnZH7RcMTn8-00212-00053661-00053924 Ronald DeWolf Hubbard's eldest son wrote cnZH7RcMTn8-00213-00053925-00054137 that in preparation for the next day's cnZH7RcMTn8-00214-00054138-00054330 lecture Hubbard D paced the floor cnZH7RcMTn8-00215-00054332-00054578 exhilarated by this or that passage from cnZH7RcMTn8-00216-00054579-00054880 Aleister Crowley's writings during the cnZH7RcMTn8-00217-00054882-00055061 Philadelphia course Hubbard jokes that cnZH7RcMTn8-00218-00055062-00055337 he is the Prince of Darkness which is cnZH7RcMTn8-00219-00055338-00055968 met with laughter from the audience cnZH7RcMTn8-00220-00055969-00056722 topic heidi Forester sex incident cnZH7RcMTn8-00221-00056723-00056966 according to a former member of the C cnZH7RcMTn8-00222-00056966-00057140 organization pseudonymous Lee named cnZH7RcMTn8-00223-00057141-00057532 Heidi Forrester in late 1975 she met cnZH7RcMTn8-00224-00057533-00057832 with a heavyset older man he had reddish cnZH7RcMTn8-00225-00057833-00058097 gray hair slightly long in the back he cnZH7RcMTn8-00226-00058098-00058304 was wearing a white shirt black pants cnZH7RcMTn8-00227-00058304-00058523 black tie and black shoes highly cnZH7RcMTn8-00228-00058524-00058859 polished she recalls he lay on top of me cnZH7RcMTn8-00229-00058860-00059119 as far as I can tell he had no erection cnZH7RcMTn8-00230-00059120-00059368 however using his hand in some way he cnZH7RcMTn8-00231-00059369-00059704 managed to get his penis inside me then cnZH7RcMTn8-00232-00059705-00059875 for the next hour he did absolutely cnZH7RcMTn8-00233-00059876-00060637 nothing at all I mean nothing topic cnZH7RcMTn8-00234-00060638-00061210 original ot8 cnZH7RcMTn8-00235-00061211-00061444 operating thetan level 8 is highest cnZH7RcMTn8-00236-00061445-00061640 level of auditing level in Scientology cnZH7RcMTn8-00237-00061641-00062021 it is known as the truth revealed it was cnZH7RcMTn8-00238-00062022-00062141 initially released to select cnZH7RcMTn8-00239-00062141-00062324 high-ranking public Scientologists in cnZH7RcMTn8-00240-00062325-00062498 1988 in OTA cnZH7RcMTn8-00241-00062499-00062741 dated 1980 Hubbard explains the document cnZH7RcMTn8-00242-00062741-00062941 is intended for circulation only after cnZH7RcMTn8-00243-00062942-00063203 his death its purpose is to explain the cnZH7RcMTn8-00244-00063204-00063387 untold story of Hubbard's life's work cnZH7RcMTn8-00245-00063388-00063610 Hubbard explains that the reader has cnZH7RcMTn8-00246-00063611-00063880 undoubtedly heard pieces of data over cnZH7RcMTn8-00247-00063881-00064022 the years that hinted at the greater cnZH7RcMTn8-00248-00064023-00064231 untold reality of my mission here on cnZH7RcMTn8-00249-00064232-00064567 earth but the story was never written cnZH7RcMTn8-00250-00064569-00064979 nor spoken it is only now that I feel cnZH7RcMTn8-00251-00064979-00065051 it's safe to cnZH7RcMTn8-00252-00065052-00065333 release the information Hubbard mentions cnZH7RcMTn8-00253-00065334-00065495 the book of Revelation and its prophecy cnZH7RcMTn8-00254-00065496-00065726 of a time when an arch enemy of Christ cnZH7RcMTn8-00255-00065727-00066046 referred to as the Antichrist will reign cnZH7RcMTn8-00256-00066047-00066305 according to habit the Antichrist cnZH7RcMTn8-00257-00066306-00066620 represents the forces of Lucifer Hubbard cnZH7RcMTn8-00258-00066621-00066821 writes my mission could be said to cnZH7RcMTn8-00259-00066822-00067037 fulfill the biblical promise represented cnZH7RcMTn8-00260-00067038-00067352 by this brief Antichrist period in the cnZH7RcMTn8-00261-00067353-00067565 document Hubbard also teaches that the cnZH7RcMTn8-00262-00067566-00067754 historic Jesus was not nearly the cnZH7RcMTn8-00263-00067755-00067970 sainted figure he has been made out to cnZH7RcMTn8-00264-00067971-00068255 be in addition to being a lover of young cnZH7RcMTn8-00265-00068256-00068426 boys and men he was given to cnZH7RcMTn8-00266-00068427-00068609 uncontrollable bursts of temper and cnZH7RcMTn8-00267-00068610-00069821 hatred topic authenticity the document cnZH7RcMTn8-00268-00069822-00070073 was posted to the internet in 1995 as cnZH7RcMTn8-00269-00070074-00070316 part of the fishman papers the Church of cnZH7RcMTn8-00270-00070317-00070505 Scientology denies the documents cnZH7RcMTn8-00271-00070506-00070685 authenticity though notable defectors cnZH7RcMTn8-00272-00070686-00070862 have described receiving the document as cnZH7RcMTn8-00273-00070863-00071012 part of their training for the rank of cnZH7RcMTn8-00274-00071013-00071360 ot8 George white a public Scientologist cnZH7RcMTn8-00275-00071361-00071552 who had received ot8 in the summer of cnZH7RcMTn8-00276-00071553-00071815 1988 asserts the document is authentic cnZH7RcMTn8-00277-00071816-00072077 Frank Oliver a former operative with cnZH7RcMTn8-00278-00072078-00072272 Scientology's Office of Special Affairs cnZH7RcMTn8-00279-00072273-00072455 reports having discovered the document cnZH7RcMTn8-00280-00072456-00072707 in the church's archives Jessie Prince cnZH7RcMTn8-00281-00072708-00072863 former second-in-command of cnZH7RcMTn8-00282-00072864-00073001 Scientology's religious Technology cnZH7RcMTn8-00283-00073002-00073304 Center reports that ot VIII was revised cnZH7RcMTn8-00284-00073305-00073538 after early participants were horribly cnZH7RcMTn8-00285-00073539-00074372 upset by the content topic Ronald DeWolf cnZH7RcMTn8-00286-00074373-00074946 statements Lafayette Ronald cnZH7RcMTn8-00287-00074947-00075162 Junior Hubbard's eldest son had been an cnZH7RcMTn8-00288-00075163-00075345 active participant in the early days of cnZH7RcMTn8-00289-00075346-00075690 Scientology in 1959 he left Scientology cnZH7RcMTn8-00290-00075691-00075920 and later took the name Ronald DeWolfe cnZH7RcMTn8-00291-00075921-00076242 in the mid-1980s the wolf gave a series cnZH7RcMTn8-00292-00076243-00076407 of sworn statements and interviews cnZH7RcMTn8-00293-00076408-00076662 detailing his father's history the wolf cnZH7RcMTn8-00294-00076663-00076872 explained his father had been deeply cnZH7RcMTn8-00295-00076873-00077093 involved in the occult and black magic cnZH7RcMTn8-00296-00077094-00077343 according to the wolf Aleister Crowley's cnZH7RcMTn8-00297-00077344-00077598 death in 1947 was a pivotal event that cnZH7RcMTn8-00298-00077599-00077808 led Hubbard to take over the mantle of cnZH7RcMTn8-00299-00077809-00077880 the Beast cnZH7RcMTn8-00300-00077881-00078171 the wolf claimed that black magic is the cnZH7RcMTn8-00301-00078172-00078453 inner core of Scientology arguing that cnZH7RcMTn8-00302-00078454-00078735 my father did not worship Satan he cnZH7RcMTn8-00303-00078736-00079062 thought he was Satan in 2014 Jaime de cnZH7RcMTn8-00304-00079063-00079236 wolf Ronald's grandson announced the cnZH7RcMTn8-00305-00079237-00079383 discovery of Ronald the wolf son cnZH7RcMTn8-00306-00079384-00079536 published memoir which had been written cnZH7RcMTn8-00307-00079537-00079827 in 1981 that work discusses the cnZH7RcMTn8-00308-00079828-00080477 Hubbard's history of occult practices cnZH7RcMTn8-00309-00080478-00080589 topic cnZH7RcMTn8-00310-00080590-00081222 Jesus Scientology and the occult those cnZH7RcMTn8-00311-00081223-00081360 in the occult legitimized their cnZH7RcMTn8-00312-00081361-00081531 worldview by claiming Jesus taught cnZH7RcMTn8-00313-00081532-00081705 theories similar to theirs accepting the cnZH7RcMTn8-00314-00081706-00081909 illusion of a historical Jesus even as cnZH7RcMTn8-00315-00081910-00082059 they alter him to fit their theory or cnZH7RcMTn8-00316-00082060-00082305 perceptions according to the kingdom of cnZH7RcMTn8-00317-00082306-00082491 the occult Scientologists arbitrarily cnZH7RcMTn8-00318-00082492-00082662 claimed that Jesus was a member of the cnZH7RcMTn8-00319-00082663-00082821 cult of the aseneth who believed in cnZH7RcMTn8-00320-00082822-00083010 reincarnation to give credence to their cnZH7RcMTn8-00321-00083011-00083645 belief in reincarnation cnZH7RcMTn8-00322-00083646-00084525 topic notes cnZH7RcMTn8-00323-00084526-00085450 topic see also Scientology and hypnosis