text: Without you I no longer swim upstream
  Where are you when I try to fill the spaces in between
  The red letter days and all the pain
  And while I remain shipwrecked everything has changed
  And I fall apart
  With this threat of indecision
  Hanging in my heart
  This house can get so lonely
  When the day grows dark
  And it seems to be the night time
  When I fall apart
  Cant you tell the shadows no longer comfort me
  I dont feel the need to cling to anyone I see
  This fools suffered gladly each and every day
  I dont wish to reconsider, I wish theyd stay away
  Ive no care to count the stares that pity me
  Ill wash your hurt away just you wait and see
  For every rose you give her Ill give her three
  But in the meantime Ill just wish that she was me