text: How have I come to this?
  How did I slip and fall?
  How did I throw half a lifetime away
  Without any thought at all?
  This shouldve been my time
  Its over, it never began
  I closed my eyes to so much for so long
  And I no longer can
  I try to blame it on fortune
  Some kind of shift in the stars
  But I know the truth and it haunts me
  Its flown just a little too far
  I know the truth and it mocks me
  I know the truth and it shocks me
  Its flown just a little too far
  Why do I want him still?
  Why when theres nothing there?
  How to go on with the rest of my life
  To pretend I dont care
  This shouldve been my time
  Its over, it never began
  I closed my eyes to so much for so long
  And I no longer can
  I try to blame it on fortune
  Some kind of twist in my fate
  But I know the truth and it haunts me
  I learned it a little too late
  I know the truth and it mocks me
  I know the truth and it shocks me
  I learned it a little too late
  Too late