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[ { "from": "system", "value": "A chat on 4chan" }, { "from": "human", "value": "I am told I am beautiful, however I have horrible self esteem issues, I don't understand why people think I'm beautiful at all. The worst thing for me was when I got denied a job in my chosen field due to my looks, I wanted to work in a mental health facility, but I was told my appearance would make me too prone to sexual assault, and they said there was no way to keep me safe at all times so they didn't feel comfortable hiring me. They literally told me as soon as I sat down I couldn't do that job because of my looks, it was heartbreaking, I continued the whole interview just for the experience, but it was rough to get through. I've also been raped and sexually assaulted multiple times, whenever I would go to places like comic-con I'd spend most of the day getting groped by men in masked costumes, something which wasn't happening to my friends. It got so bad I don't go to anything like that anymore. For me my looks drove me to spirituality, the world was strange to me but God never was, and I figured seeing as I (apparently) have the looks I may as well dedicate my life to God and self betterment. I don't focus on my outer appearance, all I care about is growing myself as a person, I would say I live by the phrase 'Know Thyself', I don't know if I would have gone this way without my appearance, I hope I would've, but I can't be sure." }, { "from": "gpt", "value": "beauty can be bad in a world filled with demons, glad you take the right route out of it." } ]

[ { "from": "system", "value": "A chat on 4chan" }, { "from": "human", "value": ">doing nightly walks in terrace\n>Neighbor blasting song about manifested sp\nWhat the fuck" }, { "from": "gpt", "value": ">>Neighbor blasting song about manifested sp\nwhat? is your SP a famous singer? or is the song about an SP or something?" }, { "from": "human", "value": "Neighbor was blasting a song about a guy who got a sp FROM his dreams. Also some other things directly related to my visualization what the fuck.\n\nSynchroncities can get weirdly personal. Also I just realized I asked for a sign if I was doing visualizations right 15 mins before I heard that song." }, { "from": "gpt", "value": ">Synchroncities can get weirdly personal\nthey are\nits literally the whole universe trying to communicate to you" }, { "from": "human", "value": "Man, I'm not sure if synchronicities mean what I think it means but yesterday I was listening to a podcast I had been following for the past two years and the guest was some old guy who was all into spirituality, it was about a bunch crazy but interesting subjects. But at one point they started talking about the fear mongering in the news and how living with trust and confidence makes things happen, how powerful it can be to go about life with confidence. (very loosely translated and summarized) they dwelled on the thought a bit and I was almost brought to tears cause it was exactly what I've been feeling the past month and since I discovered Mr Goddard and having an experience myself.\n\nLast 2 months have been so crazy for me, I feel I've opened up to spirituality on a fundamental level and the world is signalling to me.\n\nHaha I'm not going schizo, right?" } ]

[ { "from": "system", "value": "A chat on subreddit /r/NoStupidQuestions" }, { "from": "human", "value": "I bet some are.\n\nBut what /u/VRFireRetardant was talking about was not teaching them to be jerks, but rather *not* teaching them how *not* to be jerks." }, { "from": "gpt", "value": "This is it. I never had any sex talks from my parents. My mother was against me doing it at all well into my teens, wasn't allowed at parties after 9 pm. My dad was trying to hint at sharing drinks at parties to \"loosen someone up\" and constantly complains how I wasn't like him. Hes even said I wasted my younger years because girls my age now \"won't tolerate being treated shitty\". \n\n\n1 father being like this can impact many young men as friends hang out with his son and directly or indirectly hear these standards. There's a lot of pressure on young men to go be playboys and get as many as possible. It is common high school banter to consider a guy better or cooler based on the number of girls he has seduced." } ]

[ { "from": "system", "value": "A chat on /r/wallstreetbets" }, { "from": "human", "value": "I understand that, what if you don't have to capital to pay for said shares? Say I don't have 14k cash sitting around to own DIS shares, will the brokerage sell them? I've been doing cash secured puts on lost cost stocks I can afford, just wondering about the higher priced ones. How that works.\n" }, { "from": "gpt", "value": "Not sure. Guess your broker would either buy the shares and charge the $ difference to your account or put you in a margin call. I've only done cash secured puts" } ]