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When to the sessions of sweet silent thought, |
I summon up remembrance of things past, |
I sigh the lack of many a thing I sought, |
And with old woes new wail my dear time's waste: |
Then can I drown an eye (unused to flow) |
For precious friends hid in death's dateless night, |
And weep afresh love's long since cancelled woe, |
And moan th' expense of many a vanished sight. |
Then can I grieve at grievances foregone, |
And heavily from woe to woe tell o'er |
The sad account of fore-bemoaned moan, |
Which I new pay as if not paid before. |
But if the while I think on thee (dear friend) |
All losses are restored, and sorrows end. |
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Thy bosom is endeared with all hearts, |
Which I by lacking have supposed dead, |
And there reigns love and all love's loving parts, |
And all those friends which I thought buried. |
How many a holy and obsequious tear |
Hath dear religious love stol'n from mine eye, |
As interest of the dead, which now appear, |
But things removed that hidden in thee lie. |
Thou art the grave where buried love doth live, |
Hung with the trophies of my lovers gone, |
Who all their parts of me to thee did give, |
That due of many, now is thine alone. |
Their images I loved, I view in thee, |
And thou (all they) hast all the all of me. |
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If thou survive my well-contented day, |
When that churl death my bones with dust shall cover |
And shalt by fortune once more re-survey |
These poor rude lines of thy deceased lover: |
Compare them with the bett'ring of the time, |
And though they be outstripped by every pen, |
Reserve them for my love, not for their rhyme, |
Exceeded by the height of happier men. |
O then vouchsafe me but this loving thought, |
'Had my friend's Muse grown with this growing age, |
A dearer birth than this his love had brought |
To march in ranks of better equipage: |
But since he died and poets better prove, |
Theirs for their style I'll read, his for his love'. |
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Full many a glorious morning have I seen, |
Flatter the mountain tops with sovereign eye, |
Kissing with golden face the meadows green; |
Gilding pale streams with heavenly alchemy: |
Anon permit the basest clouds to ride, |
With ugly rack on his celestial face, |
And from the forlorn world his visage hide |
Stealing unseen to west with this disgrace: |
Even so my sun one early morn did shine, |
With all triumphant splendour on my brow, |
But out alack, he was but one hour mine, |
The region cloud hath masked him from me now. |
Yet him for this, my love no whit disdaineth, |
Suns of the world may stain, when heaven's sun staineth. |
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Why didst thou promise such a beauteous day, |
And make me travel forth without my cloak, |
To let base clouds o'ertake me in my way, |
Hiding thy brav'ry in their rotten smoke? |
'Tis not enough that through the cloud thou break, |
To dry the rain on my storm-beaten face, |
For no man well of such a salve can speak, |
That heals the wound, and cures not the disgrace: |
Nor can thy shame give physic to my grief, |
Though thou repent, yet I have still the loss, |
Th' offender's sorrow lends but weak relief |
To him that bears the strong offence's cross. |
Ah but those tears are pearl which thy love sheds, |
And they are rich, and ransom all ill deeds. |
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No more be grieved at that which thou hast done, |
Roses have thorns, and silver fountains mud, |
Clouds and eclipses stain both moon and sun, |
And loathsome canker lives in sweetest bud. |
All men make faults, and even I in this, |
Authorizing thy trespass with compare, |
My self corrupting salving thy amiss, |
Excusing thy sins more than thy sins are: |
For to thy sensual fault I bring in sense, |
Thy adverse party is thy advocate, |
And 'gainst my self a lawful plea commence: |
Such civil war is in my love and hate, |
That I an accessary needs must be, |
To that sweet thief which sourly robs from me. |