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[ "think know way cant bfgf think reason bc ill either crave attention text times day ill ghost two days" ]

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[ "enough time claw mental health problems k guys need advice dont know do ampxb lot mental health problems might know fixreduce impact them tldr find hobby ie something like brings joy would able better cope problems ampxb think might like writing scripts cuz tried got really inspired really happy like day want get habitso problem takes time dont time lot homework do ampxbim starting get point school everything becomes really important every test take influences final score influences university go in country called atar think comparable sat basically constantly homework do ampxb means cant devote time write scripts since im anything fix mental healthim incapable spending time required get homework done ampxb cant ignore homework work fixing mental health cuz ill fail school would make parents angry would make mental health worse im sure ignore trying fix mental health longer cuz im afraid im going wake one day fed everything kill myself ampxb thing think gap year basically taking year away studies high school university im going stage make decision another years" ]

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[ "logically theres point living also keeping aliveif im well school unsure major minor whatever financial gains cannot access financial gain while lost sense identity deviant many ways flawed human family god real reason live followup question keeping alive" ]

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[ "living existingnot really sure im posting websites like ss go if know is im going explain case get banned here feel like ive site years seen people come go yet im stuck standing still ive ordered method choice online gets doubt ill use it always make plans head cant even go due exhaustion general unwilling make effort plus im living someone hes last person id want find state puts much shit already ive spent today bed got bed properly pm ate went backsnoozepm awake wondering go back sleep know fault reaching connecting people time like energy would like hide bed rest existence" ]

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[ "hit mum today first time long time deserve it never ever deserved it hate way treated wish could go back fix everything destroyed people say things me provoke already feeling low causes fly handle emerge someone despise episodes often think ending life think guts to unless one day badly hurt someone anger guilt would consume me sometimes cut episodes seems fair much do mum lovely caring woman everyone life treats like shit including stuck cycle know change need help fucked life" ]

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[ "yes humour teacher called personal project pp started laughing lets say confused" ]

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[ "giant asshole pushed everybody lifei literally one talk blame made attempts life tired step everybody around feel like piece shit afterwards vicious cycle want tell anybody afraid call cops sitting letting boil helping everyone rad tech course hates me treat chick like shit one wants anything me ropes end feel pushing get last hump order it trying get hold thought process always whats point couple months tired fucking tired time trying stop buying six pack know need gain strength get with" ]

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[ "day writing something positive happened today played really fun rounds among us best friend" ]

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[ "try anime guys totally honest start watching anime since nothing time find it recommendations" ]

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[ "opened door girls dad girl smiled stop confusion happening im interested dadgod damn" ]

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[ "btw im thinking killing dont flood redflag hotlines mkay would die accidentally touched metal part phone charger electrical outlet im putting in ik sound really fucking stupid answer question cause didnt set spawn point im hardcore mode" ]

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[ "tylenol pills kill youmy boyfriend tryed overdose idk is texted saying took hes responding need know hes asleep" ]

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[ "redflag sounds like jamto honest not f status symbol world almost need go back dark ages sort out money hungry society makes sick know big oak tree hillbeautiful sunset man could hang peace im saint done wrong life guess young means need sweet knot tighten take life me posting f knows feels gd write guess" ]

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[ "want kill myself im idiotseriously fuck work lot im surprised fired yet fuck everyday life fuck left right surely id world service offing myself right" ]

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[ "opera great film wonderfulimaginative imageryan opera singercristina marsillachis stalked killer forces watch murder everyone knows tying taping needles eyesthis idea needles comes fact argento like people cover eyes watching moviesfor years ive annoyed people covering eyes gorier moments filmsi film images want people see avoid notredflag confrontation fears looking awayso thought how would possible achieve force someone watch gruesome murder make sure cant avert eyesthe answer came core opera aboutsays argentoplenty suspensewonderful cinematography brutalgory murdersone guy stabbed throat knife causing gushing wounddaria nicolodi gets shot eye looking peepholeetcfor anyone caught one yetgive tryhighly recommended" ]

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[ "parents catching masturbate thinking realized perfect card throw catch masturbating basically every night parents go bed early close doorsbruh know whats upans even make sounds id like forget sooo fucking hard catch masturbating ill likeits normal teenagerplus know whatcha behind closed doors problem would explaining gay porn watch" ]

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[ "one girl responded comment pog no patrick tf pog idea pog done guys abroad seem kinda obsessed him everywhere go see him scared feeling safe anymore" ]

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[ "im necessarily there yet feel like soon might bei guess need vent turn weeks know everyone around act like care care know really feeling inside know thats seeking help think fair put feelings someones brain forced care me really strength seek help begin with ive depressed past two years never thought commiting redflag always felt like wouldve gotten better now hasnt slowly gradually getting worse feel like birthday last ive fantasizing jumping bridge reminisce so part thinks itll never happen im scared to cant help feel like might happen tough much family around loathe family thought growing up always felt like family everything got older parents got divorced shattered perspective family never close begin anyways certainly close now know anymore feel lonely helpless needed vent" ]

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[ "almost died hiking i else post going here youth group went hiking trip today leaders let us split groups group went creek saw hill back trail pretty tired plus getting near time leave started hill got maybe ft top big hill like easily ft get close top got stuck grab anything roots trees rock bunch little like inch ledges it used rock way got end rock started using hands feet dig loose dirt got two feet middle hill started slip nothing grab dig fingers hard could eventually slid little rock mostly ground able get footing rock start back hill man like panic attacks slide rock knowput story figured would best" ]

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[ "whyi know anymore absolute thing find fulfillment job thing feel somewhat competent doing look forward going home work dread days know ill completely alone going back like clockwork day day fucking thing point living life like this im lost" ]

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[ "swallowed lot medication do regret ooooh regret it going kill already tell cant tell dad redflag attempt year pissed puke up fast acting medication minutes tremors cant speak like last time im extremely emotional cry like hours straight cant cant last chance residential isnt good" ]

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[ "pointi nothing live for im terrible person blame problems people around point retarded is get mad hate sister cause happy me hate parents try help me hate im aware shitty person am im going anywhere life graduate even know graduate nothing still bother" ]

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[ "trying find certain music style help me im looking slow sort synth something dark makes feel like im standing cold wet city far future recommendations songs even genre thanks help" ]

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[ "british documentary recently shown comedy central best of week also seen south parks second season dvd remember seeing many commercials dvd showing clips documentary occurs matt stone trey parker guy hot tub funny saw commercials used seeing time saw actual documentarybr br overall goin south park fairly funny interesting look south park episodes made series history going back matt trey came idea college however something tone documentary actually felt sort depressing fastpaced rapidfire lively actual south park episodes instead kind slow drywit style times funny time waiting something happen get chance watch it means go it think really missing much never see itbr br my imdb rating" ]

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[ "cant want everydayi think everyday multiple full proof methods painless quick preferences also decent career twin month old babies loyal wife also excellent motheranyway im constantly feeling thoughts drink much forget take prescriptions stave hangovers sounds stupid cliche even ive stopped meds stopped drinking overwhelming apathy envelops usual see affecting relationships feel tired anything im selfish narcissistic core sense self preservation overshadows semblance ethics greater good yet crave praise peers urge please others liked anything low self esteem sprinkle hope future much claim want better", "kids know things end wont know difference it somewhat relief wont know difference wont blip memory want father killed cant wife cant leave her still keep thinking it thoughts gotten stronger ive taken responsibility life feels though im caught rock hard place may short term thinker seems muster make day endure next want distant father barely acknowledges kids dont want workaholic sacrifices wellbeing financial gain stability im deep career age student debt viable option explore potential paths want get past sense self hatred go back easier livelihoodi look back teens early twenties minimal responsibility reminisce yearn it know still felt way theres relief ive fucked personal brain chemistry via meds alcohol im person years ago maybe aging situation habits vices gotten worse since contributed unhealthy self destructive lifestyle cant seem care anything comes ill make decisions specifically work me im unhappy cant leave wife kids long run know fine would stupid selfish put difficult situation due personal issues far solution sacrifice well ensure nullify bad feelings meds alcohol wish could make shit feelings go away atleast produce better enjoyable feelings take hold long run" ]

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[ "problems facing everyday objects eg glasses fog wear mask" ]

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[ "often happens great directors last movie becomes moving brillantly performed filmed masterpiece cast excellent well camerawork starts merry comingtogether group welleducated citizens earlythcentury dublin turns dark philosophic narration fear death sometimes dark shadows past thank you mister huston last piece great cinema" ]

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[ "mg xanax thinking taking all knowim even postingits much hurts everyday sleep peace want forever guess need talk slipping away job lost figure salary insurance family except wife pets theyre reason done sooner friends nothing" ]

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[ "first timedunno wanti felt empty since long time since then cant keep job woman left left fiance cant tell much went school sucks done maths like planned pli sci stupid geuss wanted change world cuz military wrong im teller bank maths one caresoh also medical bills lol got genetic heart disease years ago could kill anytime yay" ]

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[ "see it smart movie hard understand first time see once everything seen heard screen intentionally crafted evoke feeling sensation tone clarity certain visuals crispness certain sounds deliberately contrasted blurred images pops crackles hisses barely audible sounds structure nonlinear cyclical motifs recur time runs clockwise counterclockwise expectations regarding plot character broken signaling nontraditional use film tell story contemporary old humanity part review usa movie emotionally intense intellectually intriguing profoundly disturbing surprising unconventional ways dion dennis phd" ]

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[ "dont feel like anythingi feel like im going cast aside forgotten im already people dont want deal get it im annoying mistake still hurts one person could make things better wont even try makes really sad thought meant enough that everyone know tell things leave alone expect able im lowest hate way dont know born way want put bullet head stop constant agony" ]

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[ "parent help hey guys teen suffering adhd wondering comfront parents it dont believe exists got medically tested back since then parents refuse give medication tell real problem starting make feel like garbage pile help appreciated" ]

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[ "kids group started playing among us teacher sent us breakout rooms low key said wants play among us playing like bruh live classes" ]

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[ "convince parents let transfer seriously hateeeee school im right constantly get talked shit about lost almost friends want fresh start im incoming sophomore parents keep saying switching schools like running away problems anyone experience transferring schools do" ]

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[ "seen bollywood flicks salman khan them say favorite recent ones songs quite fun especially o priya priya seems nice mix beatles indian music dare say this bit prince love stories bit believable than say chal mere bhai occasional focus prems use alcohol times troubling really seem make sense me played well khanalthough voice become squeaky hes portraying drunkenness" ]

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[ "anyone else already hating school year third day senior year ive cried day mutiple times haha idk im already stressed classes even many aps teachers already warned difficult know able keep up band one class used actually enjoy year absolutely loath it get frustrated practice theyre making us perform region music super difficult class everday shaking hard earlier playing m music got bumped top band year im able keep it put new instrument even still able play better this yet cant hate classessmh im also super stressed college cause ideahellim supposed this one talk except sister feel bad always dumping problems much help im extremely stressed right now hating life myself kinda want die lol want sit bed day school work were still online school another like weeks cant imagine much worse ill feel addition see interact people deal teachersfacetoface sigh anyone else feeling way hope not idk im wondering overreacting people feel way too ig kind rant ive flaired such sorry one cares im really tired sad ill probably delete post soon anyways" ]

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[ "spent past weeks meet friends family members would still talk me since thought would nice see one last timei fucked everything could life got degree field unable properly work longer see point it become useless piece shit unable get bed morningi unconciously sabotaged notredflag ended hurting exes feel extremely lonely also drink excessively almost social occasion way stand people around me friends metaphorically drifting away me is course good them since never really good friend also easier finally leave worldi longer find joy anything used lots hobbies considered extremely talented kid dozens great opportunities great plans wanted see world happy good end failed basically everything could want leave fucking mess cannot take more" ]

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[ "elsewho else drinkssmokes cope depressionredflag" ]

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[ "thank one year reddit want say thank amazing year reddit" ]

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[ "omg united states make bald eagle national dinosaur bald eagle coolest dinosaur anyway" ]

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[ "waiting find perfect methodi year old loser looking right way go out school two years yet complete semester depression symptoms always get better find struggling get bed unable go class work ive almost failed threee times im hopelessly love girl love back social anxiety makes practically impossible talk anybody else ive tinder two straight months matches absolutely nothing could considered attractive opposite sexim fat hairy short acne bad teeth small penis selfconfidence reasons never much held hands girl nobody would even fathom concept might like me major symptom anxiety often unable come something say general conversation left constant state awkward silences feel though friends starting get tired it family life shit nobody family talks left intermediary dozen different groups become overwhelming ive found shutting different family members top off able get job two years interviews go conversations awkward silence nervousness", "it success school love life social skills family life marketability jobs perfect equation total loser future searching perfect method redflag relatively painless mainly clean quick want stop blight humanity let successful people around get lives without dragging down need end" ]

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[ "wanting kill guyi want it im tired everything everything seems pointless hopeless" ]

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[ "need serious help soonim giving treatment everyone says hope help eventually person runs options feel different started tell person really wants help havent im sure inability causes suffer suffering higher importance theirs causing suffering getting relieved fair", "im going slowly withdraw world clearly help medical field ive two psychiatrists therapists ive appointments current psychiatrist different meds id say meds wanna run risk sounding like im exaggerating feelings cant defined explained therefore cant helped able put words im feeling anyone know people around feel like people around take pills day still feel incredibly hopeless take xanax lorazepam drink almost every night spend per week weeddabs know rare cant helped ive seen top doctors area excruciatingly guiltproducing since know much parents worry much spend afford fine feel like monetary equivalent specialneeds kid im live home commuting great college apply medical leave absence freshman year reasons suicidal time reached breaking point let know expand anything read above also please let know breaking rules kind wrote frenzy desperation try post throwaway similar last serious posts account got response maybe long people read input helps next move mostly stay bed bathim still open try couple things call quits" ]

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[ "idk put say wanna look like timothee chalamet dress zendaya suit cant choose fuck" ]

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[ "best friend told everyone knows lie including me hes also rambling redflag doim really concerned revealed depressed year idea seem clear grip reality right says plays part everyone knows make like guy us really is asked further concretely back actually washe kept repeating worthless often dreamt redflag top that started rambling things would much better committed redflag constant state misery fakeryim hard time responding without freaking wanting call cops sending place add college lives campus car reach with admitted drunk maybe two hours ago know hes still drunk say do were talking facebookhes said choice things if one would upset death id already b edeadwell maybe ship sailed my whole life lies ypu care hurting myself real doesnt care want harmed anything still worth world me could die tomorrow would happier" ]

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[ "spoiler people readingplan read giver by lois lowry havent gotten ceremony twelve every time book says pills jonas takes always imagine someone saying take horny pills go fun think say" ]

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[ "okay make pets vegan as long herbivore dont wtf forcing carnivores vegan tho" ]

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[ "mom im trying appease opposite sexno whenever want wear smaller cut bathing suit isnt attract teenage boysno whenever put makeup im trying impress someone no friend opposite sex doesnt mean want date him dont know guys moms eyes everything im impress boys even though ive never shown slightest attraction around little know im actually bi realize dress look best myself others definitely men" ]

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[ "long please read please mwell back realized friends really friends talk outside school usually respond messages blow obviously fake excuses chores practice etc times now ya really bad timing bad timing math busy time better chance winning lottery twice row busy many times course id never say face since busy less time id say odds actually one also interestingly enough happens really big fucking number point felt friends all point crying bed day wanting literally die worst thing reason would happen ive told im nice cute hot smart funnyim tall muscular money third time actually left house cute girl came asked number gave although im interested swear god real important one person actually reading accurate information impressed whatever may think think would happen id", "rather situation loser speech impediment social anxiety unnatractive abusive friends months ago knowing still make real friends hurt everytime somebody would ignore snapchat never respond text like shot stomach actually considering doing one thing keeping killing one friends person would conversation me three weeks ago even invited hang her yet due reasons mention ever want found people know im glad her know like never friend actually cared you meet someone like her imagine waking paralyzed surgery want doctors notice awake see twitch eye trying get attention every time look eyes think theyre going notice sure time get hopes nothing always sometimes stare strangely like somethings wrong always shrug off plus pain surgery sudden hours literally tortured one doctor decides apparent reason increase anaesthetics anyways thanks two three people actually read this im putting thankyoumiddle", "see it do please comment letter q italics along whatever else would comment like doctor know keeping kept from also one ever help anyways wanted talk that still want die since everything life actually care horrible kill now probably feel like friendship starting end since want make feel responsible afterwards got boyfriend means cant hang guys really even talk them text back two days want die feel like nobody really talk to nobody wants listen even though know irl still nice know least one person listening want things turn around know theyre happening spent years life forcing change getting past social anxiety everything else people would treat differently actually want around me idea wrong me cant change it cant fix ithell id rather kill go longer cant get it everything else going life except this money looks brains", "etc id rather none things meant people cared ability fun also based people ive tried everything videogames netflix sports going places matter im constantly bored end going reddit day play games distract myself even get bored get bored feel worse like staring white wall day every day someone talks great cant even come analogy it unfortunately never happens people ignore texts take days text back ignore snapchats constantly blow never invite anything like getting kicked gut nobody wish courage end life depending things go week im going it least try force to bottle aspirin shoot myself feels horrible type im done thoughnobody nobody" ]

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[ "film expected little from watched pass quiet hour hour turned be roll excellent nonetooserious little story countryboylostinthebigcitymakesgood funny throughout characters endearing pace rightbr br toby malone true star film endearing portrayal matt said country boy local aussie rules football hero come big city try one big teams supported superbly john batchelor local gangster tiny watch twobr br highly recommended" ]

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[ "write notei know causing pain leave behind want go want protect them say want blame themselves say like like anymore say know good want die say anything personal notes one big note guess time plan kill next year even tho id like right now want ruin plans made" ]

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[ "im gonna get body pillow make life every night hyyyuuuhhhhhhh" ]

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[ "heyhow everyone feeling tonight im downs moment curious everyone else feeling" ]

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[ "heres cool story stepped nail whatever english ever since ive tip inside foot everytime take step stings" ]

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[ "happiness fragilei well weeks feel hopeless even got motivation back school thought things turning around fail important test grade fucked jokes getting hopes __im back spiral know get shit together now want pass classes see point im probably gonna fail anyways" ]

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[ "often driving wish someone would run red light hit deal life anymore always disappointed pass intersection unscathed wish someone would crash" ]

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[ "struggle constantly laughsmile every months seconds sounds right life even once" ]

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[ "hard convince people death million times better living trans person closeted notim desperate hopeless im pissed spend another day cursed planet cursed body people would feel sad like goddamn it could nice easy could peace no wait natural death fault everyone satisfied probably ask increase antidepressants feel less emotional situation make anything better" ]

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[ "best way escape horny jail im putting text post doesnt get removed" ]

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[ "many times asked give instructions make peanut butter jelly feels like silliest thing rant about seemingly pointless activity at least first time keeps assigned me ive done twice middle school probably least elementary school im onto second time high school im getting pretty tireditid find hard believe havent done yet thoughts" ]

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[ "deserve live want live nothing contributes anything good hurt everyone around me nobody likes me every second alive absolute torture alive alive" ]

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[ "help plz say figure crush likes someone else wanna heartbroken it sometimes mentions one friends texting like spent whole lesson talking break heart please even joking want people confirm dont chance girl" ]

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[ "prefer salty sweet snack basically title explains it" ]

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[ "thank goodbyedear redflag watch and people here thank me me letting rant crap people helpful support kept long guess goodbye works great not try stop succeed hopefully ill dead summer care anymore getting better want try ive tried three years nothing got betterim sorry family friends putting all ive lied way hospital talked therapists not helped support money energy ive taken everyone im sorry making people read this please know im sorrythank you goodbye goldengatebridge" ]

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[ "me perseverance landing them am mars time pre nut clarity" ]

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[ "im lucky fk searching girlfriend almost years im university and yes found girl liked me like interests problems etc yes seems created other but one liiiitle problem boyfriend jeez found ideal girl next day said damn bfim really lucky person ps fuck" ]

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[ "cannot jump bridge maybe hanging callingi cannot get ex mind want become stalker want get trouble again want pain suffer others" ]

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[ "girls dont want boyfriends girls want food" ]

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[ "bruh finding job hard movedoh nc literally jobs here like back home many connections went indeed days got jobs here connections indeed months literally got one job job cant pay anything like got bills bruh im looking trades stuff go into theres nobody training straight like gotta associates years experience im like bruhhhhhhim literally tf supposed make sumn literally cant cause theres starting points" ]

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[ "see sideis life asking whole life fucking go im done fucking joke life ive im drugged drunk enough sign off see side goodbye" ]

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[ "going downhill againi thought mental health improving wrong started taking antidepressants may helping past week constantly want deadive started worrying friends often talk dyingkilling myself fast forward today ive paid client work them im broker broke exactly one antidepressant left honestly id expect last post dont think go anymore even energy try fight anymore win brain im done" ]

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[ "life meaningless wasted life away cannot fuxking focus find passion anything xd anyone experience tech cleanse something perma online" ]

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[ "well hate every level nowi good day today first time quite awhile occurs im still pathetic nothing never amount anything wouldnt missed im fat gross fault follow anything use shitty past lame excuse shitty selfim garbage person ill die garbage person exactly deserve hope god real hope go hell give myself hope point dont chicken fucking time like countless others" ]

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[ "hate myself cant even kill myselfive treatment taking meds now always thing feel better want die againim much coward actually jump take whole damn bottle redflag realistic option end asking something kill outloud hours end friends talk feel feel like drags seem help end spiraling way always do dont even think theres point writing this im sorry wasting time ive failed everything life im useless piece shit cant even end all" ]

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[ "im idiot opened clash clans middle class volume way made insanely loud supercell loading screen noise everyone looked laughed fuuuck" ]

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[ "dummest comment gets award one comment per user" ]

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[ "got spooky game ideas tradition make halloween themed game every year october ive got days left october got holloween themed game ideas would like either simple arcade type game game beat quickly" ]

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[ "one scary moviebr br brad pitt deserved oscar thisbr br a traveling novelist played david duchovny xfiles fame girlfriend pick two hitchhikersjuliette lewis brad pitt way california br br on way stop infamous serial killer murder scenes photography scenes upcoming book duchovnys character working on little know disturbed serial killer history country sitting right next car" ]

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[ "hate want die want die hate myselfits cycle" ]

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[ "killed back i thought awhile back think about fascist becomes dictator dont see way out im queer female told roe v wade would never turned republican political science professor saw happened georgia alabama see supreme court filled snake talkers graduated collegeright pandemic im stuck working minimum wage job nobody hiring nobody wants me experience everyone requires it im going ruining back working retail lowes possibly rest life people giving interviews service work less make now recently mental breakdown cannot work full time without coming home crying sleep work repeat theres nothing left becomes president again take years get canada theres nothing left me im debt rest life due student loans cannot even pay cant even pay bills im going lose health insurance end year bills start accrue interest assume defer loans much eventually come take shit awayidk hopefully ill fucking dead happens" ]

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[ "hoursi feel relief instead sadness need forgive me couldnt stand pain anymore sayonara" ]

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[ "nflost watched premier fire surprised hospin clean tho" ]

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[ "let go grudge im senior high school right now year ago someone took embarrassing pic me wounded spreading nude pic something compromising one really cared it kid real snake way makes wanna punch face remembered saying something whole school seeing it reason none really struck quarantine started everything shut down time dwell confronted online it talked apologized according him trying hurt embarrass me trying mean simply trying funny however inquired saying whole school saw it kept insisting never said that cant report dean tried get back various ways making fake reddit account impersonating saying awful stuff there sending account people try get spread talking stuff mentioned getting bullied bus once kids would mock liking cows he indian would come home cry room every night mocked liking cows called cow shit response reddit thing said would report dean again even means getting trouble wanna break nose get even bad go without getting trouble sort plausible deniability" ]

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[ "feel kind happyand thats know im going kill soon plan going happen im overwhelmed everything happening life moment im sorry advance annoying postim studentim horrible classes im stupid hardly pay attention lecture friends either im always alone fucking sucks even online people hate me everyone know talks ugly stupid behind backive said here im almost ive never dated anyone ive never even kissed blame anyone wanting though im fucking disgusting face hideous body repulsive obese scarred personality horrible im disgustingly fat one right mind would ever want spend time me much less love want me im good anything im funny smart cant play sports cant sing dance play instrument anything like that cant even talk people im fucking awkward weird people feel sorry im constantly embarrassing myself also cancer top multitude health issues including severe ocd half time want bash skull things right would much easier family deal im burden wish died surgeryim sorry posting much cant go anywhere else im sorry annoying hate much hope last post here thank everyone messaged past kind words mean lot life worth living anymore world horrible place want leave im worthless" ]

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[ "find someone wholl love online cant communicate classmates needs online actually find someone whos willing love tho find friend eventually go deeper with" ]

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[ "idek im feeling anymore honestly every night stay later feel weird mixture disappointment depression anger im fine people talking me moment im alone feel like garbage im tired every day feeling like this feel like matter cant get sleep schedule back normal either barely muster motivation get morning go lift anymore ill probably delete soon idek im saying" ]

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[ "im back day ban woooo expect shitposts" ]

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[ "enoughhttpimgurcomhqermql" ]

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[ "need help persuading parents wish becoming digital artistpursuing visual designing career parents kind people believe if doctor engineer going successful get stable income call supreme bs get theyre coming from since live egypt probably worse economic stateim interested careers convince it like like choices prevent choosing want life hate seeing upset want least make satisfied googled around bit want confirmations digital artvisual designing job opportunities provide consistent financial income earn respect etc thanks help hope get drowned new" ]

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[ "think much think wouldim coming year relationship broke year ago much worse then really know else say except tell whole story thats long tedious miss much short version intellectual type met college nothing like girls hometown fucking idiots things girls going theyre deferential men theyd make good housewives nothing perfect us promised life thats part really kills me agreed knew long enough know others flaws look past them told type people say forever mean it didnt tells hopes fix issuesnext relationship joke knows promised made promise other made promise too promised forever actually meant it rest comments editi know im writing this probably belong redflagwatch im going kill myself think nice would free pain way think of everything else temporary like many suicidal people think romanticize lot without really thinking nobody going give fuck kill yourself going miss lot cool shit" ]

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[ "bit scared watch movie due rates living italy titles like never ever come across love step much decided give try surprised was story different dancemovie ive seen lately deeper meaning winning touching well written well directed raya strong character love fact never doubts herself mature focused aware talent and talent rutina wesley has jaw dropped final dance scene way pursues dream refuses let anything stop is honestly inspiring also fact typical superhot chick see jessica alba briana evigan jenna dewan zoe seldana makes really appealing real seriously movie rated low understand first minutes good work really good actually even cried end movie dancing routines sick" ]

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[ "relationship break person thought one bit happiness life majorly suicidal anyone else feeling bad want chatfinding partner cyber cheating compulsive liar gamblerand person thought years hope desire life now dont want liveim scared die even though think death would spare future pain dont know people life thingim painfully depressed anxious lonely anyone else feelscrap want talk me feel free message like thanks reading" ]

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[ "need female friend improve chatting skills with account tinder years got banned without reason also badoo account girls interested meeting me also fb dating now matches even though im licking everyoneim desperate need friend reddit last chance" ]

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[ "want show appreciation crush love much hope one day cuddle watch movie hope one day lay grass watch sunset hope one day travel together hope one day make love im probably enough" ]

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[ "ok want get anime one would good first one ive started take liking anime guys finally broke me anyway one would good first helpful recommend one like rock music computers technology cars thank" ]

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[ "beuller beuller beuller beuller beuller beullerhes today" ]

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[ "things bleak cant stop thinking iti cant take pain anymore long get psychiatric help cant kid friends gone family leave job city months ago getting death threats people abandoned nothing im trying hard cant stop hurting pain overwhelmingright next unstoppable thoughts gf refusing let put hold cant live herim scared ex husband tried take kid several times before im homeless job money hope want selfish give up hurt anymore worry guilt ive done others im gone" ]

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[ "last night dream causing massmurder spree schooltodayi reason want kill people kill end all theres clearly something right here desire kill feels stronger vivid" ]

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[ "bored asf wanna draw gimme ideas pls wanna test hand drawing bit gimme ideaspls thank youu" ]

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[ "get helpgood afternoon everyone let start saying ive suicidal thoughts long time cant remember started important now past year learned quite bit im going cut chase recently thoughts gotten constant actually started follow plans ive incredibly happy everything feels right sick way know might end soon call redflag hotline im sure case warrants time also want institutionalized always felt alone overwhelming end leaving know do beautiful people respect that know im lost" ]