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[ "guys found someone crush like thats ever gonna happen" ]

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[ "dog died best friend every day id come home form school matter bad day hed come give kisses cheer up really wish ha snore time him really dont know ill get without him pet make sure give much love possible theyre gone" ]

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[ "spiraling downhill since august im renting room basement crappy job im separated ex wifenot divorced im sending money constantly girl ive dating since split found im separated technically married still friends family actually cares one near notices signs ive cheated ive lied ive grown spoiled people say leech ruin theyre lives im head heels debt nothing going like all tell im ending tonight" ]

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[ "fuck wrong reddit fucking laggy multiple browsers open post new tab get logged tab breaks reddit randomly freezes get teleported top feed" ]

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[ "wanna talk people got nobody talk nothing say gimme conversation starters comments might even respond knows" ]

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[ "seen broadcast channel seen earlier comments think would like state firstly favour death penalty way expecting great things film quite deliver dead man walking cleanly done good performances round good script fact hard fault artistically however felt although attempted confront issues surrounding capital punishment seemed become sidetracked religiousmoral stance hardly surprising given main character nun although im heartless individual really empathise characters story take religion seriously probably see much film think peter medaks let much powerful moving film would strongly recommend anyone considering watching go see that" ]

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[ "ia or dog paws smell like doritos" ]

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[ "cowardwhy cant bring kill myself get hung dumb shit like much itd hurt dumb stuff doesnt even matter dont know get feeling hesitant" ]

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[ "friend sent message said found one discord chats litterally biggest roast ever shut yo skin tone chicken bone google chrome home flip phone disowned ice cream cone garden gnome extra chromosome metronome dimmadome genome full blown monochrome student loan indiana jones overgrown flintstone x hormone friend zone sylvester stallone sierra leone autozone professionally seen silver patrone ching chong ling long suck ding dong head ass pubg fortnite flip phone remote control autism syndrome stage four terminal brain cancer oreilly auto parts silver bronze ash amiibouv light pen sushi ramen harrison ford gamer bitch ass virgin lamp thermometor lean mean string bean charlie sheen limousine canteen trampoline serpentine antihistamine wolverine submarine unclean nectarine broken gene halloween defective spleen smokescreen james dean putting green tiny peen anti vaccine aquamarine eugene extra green nicotine vaseline jellybean magazine protein lightningmcqueen vending machine whatchu mean ocean man ween head ass tf bitch" ]

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[ "know im bothering posting wanted someone say goodbye toi think im ready go im alone want anymore sister took antidepressants away since taking them bottle erythromycin doxycyclin hyclate also little bit alcohol maybe take edge it guts way decided ill leave note yet not" ]

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[ "best friends plans summer spend much time could got may spent time times changed lot it happy bright person it like caused problem fix it talk spend time me talks much fun friends hate want fun summer memories laying bed waiting talk me play animal crossing everyday myself eating crying hours started really hard time walk stuff want someone talk spend time with download video game to watch show anything want make memories summer left look back smile please want summer" ]

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[ "need gfyes dont worry guys ill share everything yallexcept gf ever got one" ]

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[ "fuck itill valentine noone stop" ]

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[ "cannot even get form support them seem love playing victim even find point taking anymore wonder not whenever talk parents problems somehow make" ]

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[ "tried hanging seriously minutes agoi tried counting might already unconscious seconds stepped back platform jumped cant really call jumping feet may reflex guess ampxb im feeling really bad know kill myself society offer painfree way redflag" ]

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[ "yep completely stopped showing up everyday waking am pure fucking torture hour shift basically getting bullied coworkers overheard making comments weird heard another one make comments tic have always felt like judged particular cunts maybe redflag telling things trueampxbthe struggles mentally ill mess walked away job" ]

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[ "ive never watched anime _________________________________________" ]

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[ "feel like piece shiti thought control this pretty long time since cut myself again felt overwhelmed everything love him want hurt him want hurt anyone want feel pain redflag thoughts came across mindim afraid them want someone tell going okay" ]

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[ "death guiltwe lost family friend cancer hes sick deteriorating while similarly grandpa passed earlier year watched weeks go coherent incoherent barely last hours watched bottom feet turn purple slowly complexion turned yellow last breath inconsistent shallow definitely traumatized me tried use image experience light life torch marchim still really deep hole really feel like prisoner mind today hear family friend went similar way feel like wasted life like waste space fun life fun think hope gets fun relatively soon want live like long im really trying hard get better eyes heavy even often fake smile anymore whats wrong me know going comment theres nothing wrong me clearly be somethings wrong brain nobody cares believes me people think create misery ive lot trauma think ive lost little natural resilience lifes unpredictable events im scared die alone want to hope yall okay tonight still breathing" ]

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[ "even here people dont even respondi know ive helped people made happy dont feel anymore nothing ive lost everything except cat friends suck dont answer phones hardly im alone almost time even reach family blow dont answer im kidding asked different people something either declined didnt respond one makes plans hardest year fucking life bf committed redflag last year pass dates without theres one me im hanging strand feel bad feeling way felt well dont care thats fell him got me me" ]

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[ "swear god multiple personality disorder im drastically different im fucked different ways levels rarely make normalish meme right now know feel urge type fucked shit type need fucking help quarantine revealed shit wish revealed wish things instead stuck here wasting away ineffective online classes bound forget next year want bust nut anymore want company bro" ]

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[ "im still bored pm want pt flopped first time pt got back trip yo michigan today havent made post cuz like signal notmally like midnight im watching ani rn like talk also want" ]

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[ "feel lostim lost stuck anxious cant move anything lost friend fucked upim barely talking friends almost year ago still cry it motivation negatives need pick major college clue start interests abilities show social anxiety fucking sucks worry much worry becoming adulthow many things keep track of keep job manage money raise kids right reason im right dog completely attached cant leave her means much meim scared future idea im going do want world barely scraping lifejust waiting next paycheck wish could stop time sit think figure everything apologize messy is monologue thats source anxiety think now keeping night sometimes think quiet would nicejust real peaceful nothing worry about" ]

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[ "tried fully explain mumstill completely different wave length tears feel same love family fixable state sucks im finally telling others years" ]

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[ "please help mei cant stop screaming need help" ]

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[ "everythings pushing thisi trying really hard this why really know everything driving force ive lost motivation everything weak mask like im ok draining me ive tried medications depression anxiety help feel trapped also pretend believe something anymore im sure exhibit bpd traits hard make friends shy introverted family issues drains me ive way ever since im trying distract myselfbut much" ]

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[ "nipples always hard school nipples hard embarrassed someone might see nipples shirt omg" ]

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[ "hearts acting strange last hours feel strong distinct heartbeat every avg feels like adrenaline rush nothing serious guess ill keep living life now dont think ill go doctor though ends serious happy get disgusting world dying peacefully like" ]

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[ "itll okayhey friends know really hard right now know feel like garbage world pretty shit moment know probably feel like worthless matter single living earth cares loves you swear is care love wish best life bet someone else too might met yet promise theyre there waiting come along life worth living take day daycant that take hour hour whatever enjoy doing thats worth living for pet thats worth living for one baby step time love fall feel like cant get back up promise it nothing life impossible this love you" ]

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[ "guitarists there ive fallen love fender newporter malibu decent guitars" ]

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[ "me has one bad experience somewhere me need leave right now never go back start anew dont even think going back fcked up go always start again" ]

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[ "days feel like ending it like damn cannot miss shows yeah" ]

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[ "womens rights people rights fighting for need angry paragraphim curious rights deprived currently im masogonistic dont know rights women dont someone tell itd cool" ]

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[ "nnn nnn nnn nnn everywhere fucking tired nnn everywhere stupidoh yeahcool idea wont masturbate month literally reason whatsoever first posts funnyive scrolling new half hour guess what every single post nnn related pls go back normal shitposting" ]

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[ "cthgisnialpnidenodnabamocefilretfalarutcetihcrasptth" ]

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[ "struggling life need someone talk tobeen struggling depression years far mom always yelling im bad school lot people better think waste time useless brat like me cant even get straight as everyone else know does good stuff hightech phones fast computer potato computer mom took away privileges need someone talk online cant limits mom always wanted change study hard keep trying work me im losing trust within real life peers seems theyve betrayed cant feel im feeling suck everything thing im good games impress mom anyone one else im running options im getting point might end misery kill myself" ]

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[ "redflag prevention day heres story im sitting car right now waiting classes start college high school specifically around thth grade being pinnacle issues became self harm came close attempted redflag several times never went attempt luckily thinking times felt specifically would like done biggest sense relief flooded me im alive able experience life fullest never thought itd get better felt lost hopeless misunderstood know things different everyone circumstances vary im tell killing may seem like right idea take away possibilities inevitability things getting better someday hard part is ultimately falls you end fighting life whether literally figuratively warriors every single one suffering depression utterly unfair life circumstances anxiety whatever is warrior survive much love meim chatneed" ]

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[ "one dayone day im gonna able take anymore" ]

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[ "anyone got group chat join dont mind invite" ]

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[ "hate imright nowi hate im subreddit right now hate feel way hate feel alone hopeless talk internet instead person im sick really sick remember like feelokay remember like pain want out feel like people life love wanting wake next morning lot easier everyone gives me feel like stupid illness big awful cant fight alone everyone gives up one wants fight me many people made clear actions im worth fighting for im worth fighting hell still fighting rightremember im still trying sure want reminded live want someone tell okay let go" ]

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[ "dm idgaf wanna talk someone hold conversation tell ur age genderim m btwsorry let fellow virgins" ]

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[ "feel like dont deserve friends schooli feel like dont deserve friends school friends give trust make happy supportive always help im need ago made big mistake feel ruin relationship completely friends elementary harassed made fun them got middle school got new friends experienced mature me make lies fit them feel even would except me lie would mess everything future boyfriend person liked faked entire relationship himabt months ago mt friends knew guy close contact really made lie believable years older wanted stop lying them scared past friendships would one told cheated party got girl pregnant cut ties believed really bring until months ago came friends saying liked girl girl felt way went little bit later told lost feeling wanted break up really sad went friends comfort comforted topic exs brought time thinking future home away people realized would happen friends found out abt weeks ago noticed falling best friend straight knew fake ex would going school year im getting scared getting caught awful mistakes would th grade would th feel cut get hurt futureim sure do im really hoping forgot everything coronaim even considering faking amnesia get caught would know talkingabt", "maybe would forgive me" ]

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[ "like heavy metal musics join community anybody like heavy metal musics join community called rheavymetalmusicfans" ]

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[ "help me man get ppl give afuck bout tweets dawg" ]

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[ "guys giys fid doodly done im hotye haw mfsim hot ehehehehehhehehe" ]

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[ "would deadly sins businesses im wondering question mind awhile want answered" ]

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[ "think pretty would money get makeup little ago friend gave old eyeliner try out literally cried loved looked much would call average look makeup see would enhance features much just ugh even highlighter contour could much with" ]

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[ "us one remember got families stop crying shower ice cream something like" ]

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[ "want alive anymorei cant stop thinking baby wouldve one years old come th hate much ive handled past year completely screwed everything life ruined relationships had nothing going anymore ive plans come th past year think going follow through" ]

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[ "billion people yet still feels alone billion people connected ever yet still feel alone redflag rates insane" ]

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[ "seriously care coddit go take walk outside need fresh air fr" ]

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[ "doi would like kill myself called redflag prevention hotlines tonight one told me im extremely worried you dont sound good promised call back next week name marknice yah worried too cant find gun looked bedroom closet idea husband put it many ridiculous emotions alarms people alarms husband known forever id rather dead honest god know feels like gives me want know whats wrong fixed cant figure out would rather dead realized im saying lot redflag selfish whats fucking point everything hot mess stuck inside slowly watching person learn hate us wheres relief everything over" ]

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[ "people commenting numbers stupid middle night missing" ]

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[ "wrong answers only make life better wrong answers only make life better" ]

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[ "go social anxiety depression end ok iill try make long meim year old boy ive living social anxiety depression now ive one boyfriend short time ago ive never girlfriend ive never kissed spend almost time inside masturbate much trying stop one friend were close anything school when go school really speak much almost cant connect normal kids whenever go school feel place think lot dying still school life wish could normal normal person normal life normal things person age adults enjoyed time high school dont wish could cant change least completely realistically speaking want couple close friends could call family boyfriend girlfriend there maybe time lol kids hell think id like kids think im asking much many people this seems like complete fantasy could see future saw that could carry life now seems like fantasy it so keep living kill myself least yet went im going ended friends familyit get there it since cant kill myself id like little bit hope hold onto mind living people cared me" ]

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[ "tell fianc still feel suicidalive dating fianc wonderful months met redflagdepression support chat given happiness stability unending loveunderstanding future goals something never thought would have truly changed life however passively actively suicidal since genetic illness affects joints makes everyday life painful limited abilities used athletic busy slim barely walk gained weight though im still skinny really shouldnt complaining worst part illness ripped vet tech careerright hands really gaining traction found dream job ericu career passion one jobs physically able honestly devastated me go phases", "im ok phases feel like im mourning couldve been condition gotten worse stuck internlevel position dream job because physically employer amazing worked make sure income go back icu floor hit one bad phases want selfdestruct everything around wont hurt anyone myself this second guess fianc ridiculous illegitimate reasons want push away wont get infected hurt changed life love heart cant keep going phases needing destroy everything around without knowing tell him dont want make feel like isnt good enough something like that also dont want force problems dark cloud life dont want die right now really need tell someone especially him heart squeezes every day need selfdestruct lay awake night second guessing everything word gain support without pity hurting process" ]

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[ "funny life change second attend the waterdance first time unforgettable experience way need get used new way life seem frightening notice people going similar situation help go on br br eric stoltzs performances mainly helen huntoh man helen purest graceful woman earth wonderful wesley snipes also surprises one last serious roles film simple time deep get leave us indifferent message transmitted enjoy moment lifebr br really film hour attended sorry brazilian expression" ]

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[ "bummerwhats up while stuff mostly good last year right trying graduate uni serious shit hitting fan work im really tempted take easy path know bullshit worth financially im even able afford home due price hike real estate whats point going work apparent reason pay rent eatyeah point keep living" ]

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[ "made meme friend new reddit post sub first thing hot know feel anymore meme made help gain karma blew im like" ]

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[ "bourne ultimatum review thrilling set two get final installment heres takebr br the bourne ultimatum all jason bournematt damon coattails ones know everything running long time endsbr br the bourne ultimatum great plot awesome writing fantastic direction suspense best action summer matt damon delivers possibly best performance date conviction swelling desire troubled assassinbr br there intelligent humor fine suspense reactions certain events either laughingin good way cheering on or both heard lot intelligent laughter theater lots clapping audience loving itbr br the bourne ultimatum delivers nicely giftwrapped package goods some is opinion best movie summerbr br the last word excellent conclusion best trilogy summer movie thrillers done love bourne trilogy" ]

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[ "feel sickto get bit understanding read this httpwwwredditcomraskredditcommentsplketgay_teen_in_need_help fast forward months life back normal except feel sick in physically sort way ever since felt pretty intense self loathing want turn to feel sick hey reddit cookies whoever make happy while" ]

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[ "im turning guys want permission pleeeeaaasssseeeee stay awesome sub enjoy memes stuff love sub feel one best subs there dont want wait years till im enjoy" ]

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[ "im sure im years old male want talk feel right now always try best nice everyone but feels like one niceme fact feels like everyone hates good reason bullied many years painful me feel dead inside im emotional guy even right now feel way im trying live normal life made changes health eat healthier exercise lostkgkg kgim cm tall also improved dental health ive lifestyle since november but mental health different story feels like everyone hates me everyone wants dead difficult live feel like this never felt bad before last days thing going mind redflag cant stop it know stop fear actually take life ive bullied lot people social life getting worse worse know cant talk to apologize post long" ]

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[ "never go for pinterest girls im warning you worth" ]

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[ "know timedays soon come shall longer planet tired n exhausted" ]

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[ "need help think im depressed dont know though major anxiety fucking cry sleep every single night fucking worry one girl im fucking love cause im fucking dumb want make sure shes ok time ive suicidal thoughts dads trying get therapist dont knowtil then do" ]

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[ "looks like father ampxb httpspreviewredditvznhaldzpjpgwidthampformatpjpgampautowebpampsaadfacbdefdfffffa" ]

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[ "movie may seemed like much people everything look comedy fall funny moments accompanied moment two seriously moving scenes great actors pretty much everything good movie supposed like despite david spade playing usual snobby character made role unusual performance think ever exceeded hit screen joe dirt regardless whether people chris farley fans saw film came friends still talk it years later movie finally told chris farley real deal best comedian seen life words could clumsy clever funny serious crazy sober moving depressing time words message counts one true great actors time one true great comedys time along good acting good story hilarious moments serious scenes times brought tears movie stands atop hordes movie marked beginning brief reign top comedy world late great chris farley actor since captured interests movie since actor since put much movies movie worth time taken time see next time rent movie" ]

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[ "london life living torturing without realising it way think messed stemmed early child regretful fixing since last year realised something severely wrong me sense child friends self isolated whole life without knowing affecting kid never went high school remember primary high school came home straight school even go weekends totally warped perspective school took seriously realise anything wrong year haunting me more grew quickly young went far left mum passed life hit hard anything bad life exaggerated due this like poor got head insecure clothes go clothes saddened could experiences buy things like kids lack support system parents fully care overprotective never showed love like growing never gave advice tips take anywhere like shops normal parents get really jealous friends talk experiences playing sports dad going shopping mum know neglect cannot balme parents care end day abusive also got addicted porn young age sure started remember trying quit years old remember trip school redflaged watching porn scared going die", "well yrs idk dying probably started obviously probably indirect attempt brain soothe pain time vicious life think worst part first half life lost mum dad worked hard himself stepmom came worked hard eventhough know me hard part nd half loved blindly torturing myself grief childhood never felt like child cannot remember memories high redflag feel like lived negative thousand years feel like year old going counselling since beginning year barely helps whole life feels like illusion never understood school was never social life recently started developing one realised way lived thought normal hurt teenagers actually psychological torture cannot help keep thinking lived yet even though hurts want live anymore" ]

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[ "used get feeling read post comment award way many give like candy feeling anymore annoying" ]

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[ "clear want cant stop thinking him start crush one point anymore gay bisexual pretty clear like like that kind casually expressed interest months ago knew meant nothings happened were really good friends im starting collapse little bit im starting spiral reignited depression self esteem issues control spend lot times imagining situations were together happy little while hes anybody hurt anyways ive tried move simple times" ]

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[ "seeking support im chronicallyill broken mess person inching towards death reaching againfirst apologize number times ive posted here ive brief interactions great people yet seeking connect anyone relate otherwise wishes talk me loneliness component this suppose means im looking something stick inject hope back daily life regardless im feeling selfconscious efforts reach out continue long follows copied recent post another forum short is ive feeling very very stuck lately feel though im backed corner way deathim unsure handle that thoughts redflag pretty much inevitable longterm illness im sure lately loud making sense ever moredetailed rundown largely borrowed posts long read please bear me", "ive chronicallyill years live family never lived independently still much feel like teenager got sick except older alone makes social pariah never experienced real life beyond teens except vicariously others disappeared life higher learning marketable skills physically reasonablyemployable im financial burden family likely remain im dead illness taken several bounding leaps worse last decade especially last couple years mostly induced circumstance left far less capable distracting successfully longestablished light hobbies could fill time soulrendingly lonely small handful friends upon want keep piling problems dismal outlook get sense place lives continues shrink realistic romantic prospects hopes one bores particularly deep would want use anyone purely validatory purposes all feels like im built programmed need share life someone especially cruel that given circumstances life taking things increasing pace nothing returning fill voids get true anyone anywhere especially powerless actively fight otherwise counteract it years illness dependence primarily financial others bigger things life fostered nearly zero appreciable ego mountains anxiety uncertainty selfimage may well even exist terrible could wave magic wand cure completely right second", "would still impossible mess fix far many years behind salvage anything even close want life longer part hurts me daily see life passing me life going around me fixture home kind family pet absolutely nothing look forward to interests cant pursue needs cant meet desires cant even begin fulfill spend every day feeling though im enough life enough another person enough even myself just enough nearly enough last parent gone care pass siblings whatever unlucky ones draw short stick guess cycle continue family shrinks gone dreams career spouse kids home own building continuing legacy living quiet modest life someone love instead ill nothing footnote family tree tired feeling like burden tired feeling like cant begin measure standard society place nearly anything littletono social worth definitely financial worth anchor disappointment drearyreminder couldve been not rejected mocked ignored put aside forgotten illness made life irony if im even using irony correctly here know im great fucking person im smart interests empathy patience lot things could list none things matteroh still live home you income even worse sick eww well whatever", "im sure get idea one care purely companionship bring table strictly practical standpoint see value continuing live mean sound glib way theres plenty i value life people world nearly walled me theres much windowshopping time move on landlocked watching everyone fly feel though true hope removed equation ive gasping air ever since finally dawning maybe one path forward now its well death life without hope without love without something ive earned created life thats greater literal sits chair worth living pushing pain misery feel designed need partner life cant that feel need create indulge creative pursuits nope cant rare occasion life decided allow glimpse yanked away sometimes destructive effect let clear i want die paradoxically idea scares me concept ending life finding method so etc unnerves im even sure could go it cant keep living likeanymore i fucking cant senseless suffering much loneliness much fractured stitchedtogether nature soul much know much longer continue like this know timer fast shrinking reluctance towards ending things diminishing thank much reading mess please forgive length semireposted nature", "im even sure im looking posting again beyond know heard companionship something want pity want waste anyones time comments questions thoughts pms welcome point" ]

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[ "one cares audience not would kill would celebrate stupid am stupid liveno ever care anyway suffer silence guess" ]

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[ "sub teacher bullied ampxb httpspreviewredditbfpzphepijjpgwidthampformatpjpgampautowebpampscbccabedefaccfcfd" ]

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[ "realised cant draw make dank meme shutterstock images" ]

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[ "im really hungry emotions brought death death looks like butterflies rainbows mewhat really want really need right power power ignored preferably something flashy could destroy world it know im never going get something like that much imagination know humans lot power themselves looks small expectations human pretty easily lot quite criminal but newsworthy things human always make someone ignore force conscience thats stopping meno ive lost long time ago maybe never that frankly care im afraid consequences right now constant feeling anxiety makes constantly want puke cant even sleep it feel like mind mine think stay relatively rational going drift away feel like one day truly lose sense value thinking give insanity thats burst feel like ill wake monster become numb consequences actions go rampage get killed process even now im getting excited giddy prospect that hold back kinda painful hold real back harshly though ill endure now know exactly im excited something like that able cry long time ive barely felt emotion long time want able cry want able cry guilt something ive done want feel emotions someone recommended watching sad movies great", "im used tropes look boring me someone else recommended video games once cut it like gore whatever disgusting apparently really want control emotions others blood matter personal taste guess anyways wanted write somewhere ill go sleep look wake hopefully itll help endure little bit longer really really love life guess im terrified prospect forgetting that right sub thisim depressed like many you im insanewellwhatever" ]

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[ "using much emojis make funnier thats" ]

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[ "chronicles sav titty pics rock hello welcome chronicles sav today want share experience got first titty pics so started cool thursday evening playing among us yknoweverything going good one friends playing simping one players supposedly girl like name davis arent girl said jokingly mind you confirmation pic dont believe it now friend got snap shes got k snapscore girl pfp told msg still wasnt convinced said said add her did msged her radio silence thought fucked boned will stuffed like piata fancy however today blessed ray light shone me im pretty sure im qualified buddha thats enlightened am" ]

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[ "bit bit im subconsciously distancing people care mei brothers step dad dad mom sister year old grandma like people world care existence ive getting heated parents month ago stopped talking mom month fight today argument dad manifestation dont want happen abandoned everyone becoming reality since ive talking redflagim open family either stopped caring dont entertain anymore probably dont know tried failed like rest shit life im thinking part wants die responsible conspiracy theories family hating leads deep thoughts ill enditive thought hard like cutting thats ill end it friends family knows im piece shit dont know anything normal everything feels controlled like im robot given commands dont end like me really care people give shit youre alive dont take granted learn say whats mind hurt others control anger seek professional help instead getting strangers internet say care dont im june th sometime around years life die redflag part eagerly awaits whats beyond life another part scared im done though really" ]

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[ "knowi wish capacity put words exactly whats head makes much sense cannot fix it sense total nonsense combined cant handle life im genuinely meant earth know im meant perhaps id quite happy place could find answers universe understanding would normal me want understand really want understand badly want able accept cant completely tearing inside feel like im sick think much ends coming real cant stop thinking please tell stop making sick doctor brain faulty much fixed know cant stop crying im alone watch bars prison tighten eyes terrifies idea arrived prison bars get close tight start carrying prison around you im asking questions cant answer im scared ask anyone else ask doctor looks funny stutters words cant take seriously told yet feel like im watched maybe ghosts follow around judging everything say do night time get listen ghosts talk stupid things day five years ago ten years ago matter much try scream always overpower me learn acceptance finally accept ghosts say me say am cant cant accept it im incapable accepting death point killing seems like option dive straight deep end best way tackle fears force yourself take plunge irony understand all want die", "im confused killing would much easier know much take understand im going bite arms purple bruising surfaces skin looks like beautiful space us reminds one understand space even even one gives shit want space acceptable understood answers want kill want free" ]

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[ "want anything people lifewhy prolonging this hope have nothing going change itll always world" ]

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[ "hate mosquitos much deserve die violent deaths im desperately waiting florida release million genetically modified mosquitoes annihilate destroy bad mosquitoes hail florida killer mosquitoes" ]

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[ "bad reviews understand treat low budget serial killer film might get mostbr br i thought worked way afterwards felt dirty wanted take long shower degree success itbr br i would say right level sleaze get skin although acting maybe bit uneven david hess brielfy get hopes much like last housebr br other worth look" ]

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[ "please look menobody cares writing this bye bye" ]

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[ "end junediagnosed anxiety depression wrote before kind separate question now so know people situation one kind do good relationship mom dadmom alright cousins best circle old friends acquaintances feel like family heres issue feel like burden death less burden alive get death remember good times feel like financial burden parents feel like nonlife threatening chronic health issues burden me im starting feel like burden friends too confide people thoughts im starting wonder friends would remember me hope so fucked faked feeling better one would worry feel like cant tell people true intentions im planning enduring late june friend mine year serious exam want kill examdone lease set renew june st want end life like days eviction want leave debts feel like burden talk trusted people feeling like burden im sure here approach cousins friends this feel lost right now" ]

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[ "well portrayal lesbian love story fire also comic satire middleclass indian culture find quality little appreciated movie two genres ie deep meaningful alternativelove story comic satire usually mix together well oil water do mehta somehow manages achieve balance near perfection servant jatinsbehaviour familys treatment him bedridden grandmothers constant inescapable presence ashoks obsession swamis teachings coming culture much like indias things immediately identify typical crying pointed ridiculed developing primary subject matter mehta manages achieve secondary theme skillfully fact much humour film provides essential relief heavy subjects taboo lesbian love gender issues stem satire seemingly ordinary film flows comic serious great subteltybr br all all brilliant use symbolic devices radha compared sita legend coming fire unscathed and therefore pure lifelong desire young radha see ocean finally achieved gains freedom kudos shabana azmiradha lighting crew deepa mehta unhollywoodlike and unbollywoodlike talents made movie special one criticism first scenes seemed rather disjointed flow wellbr br the verdict nothing less movie scenes burned mind" ]

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[ "goodbye redditokayya honest reddit mostly brought major suffering minor fun times cancel out reddit lost social life joined community leave well known bad person gained girlfriend get dumped her may errors course feel like started reddit perhaps real life gone wayyeahim leaving account maybe ill make new lurking account really want day" ]

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[ "feel aloneeveryday try keep busy possible try distract crushing overwhelming loneliness feel time problem insomniac always part day everyone fast asleep left completely alone nothing distract myself really cant fall asleep pass time dont know do every single night get overwhelming urge end all kill done it mean kind life worth living feel depressed every night one help me" ]

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[ "flyingkittys video still up im going take oppurtunity also rant it dont know flyingkitty madefunny rick astley parody give up youtube alledgedly took video down still up people keep saying taken down good news video still up added completely unnessecary age restriction disabled sharing able snag link still watch original thing httpsyoutubepayvwjpikghttpsyoutubepayvwjpikg rantyoutube why try taking down enable age restriction disable sharing manually scavenge link shame dont approve stuff approve graphic stuff leave creators alonethe platforms going die keep act up all" ]

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[ "friend amazing poet today english class write poem scratch friend unfathomable reason decided writing poem kfc chicken strip inside girl obviously would good idea went detail greasy juice filling up ended read class insanely lucky get away friday detention" ]

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[ "nearing end guessiv finally pushed last person away me feel like it hate myself disappoint everyone dont want life anymore work shitty minimum wage job im fat ugly untalented feel like burden family im socially awkward hard make friends overall im alone nobody would miss me thing thats probably stopping know it want long quick sweet point also could never bring it im burden world better without me" ]

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[ "shave hair off im kinda tempted buzz hair rn im tired it yall think full send buzzno cause im pretty sure itll look horrible also never done idek" ]

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[ "ive app years ive app years sister reddit less months already beating comes karma im either lurking trash karma whore bullshit really salty jealous draw" ]

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[ "im fat trans cant pass need dieonly skinny attractive cisgender people get lives thats clear now matter cant lose weight cant make pretty attractive look like ugly man moobs whos starting look archery old im mids wrinkles shit setting in im never going able attract partner im always going suffer bigotry discrimination hatredim never going even get rid dysphoria cant pass dont female body even paid couldnt sex dont vagina even pass id never able sex children im sick bullshit dont get happy live cis people get that whats point living torture" ]

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[ "hello fiance f mental health struggles long time last night decided write suicide note almost popped pills ibuprofen ready online therapy good little bit help all really tell therapist needed to tried find new therapist area none available obviously want see psychiatrist get prescribed treatment plans allow sessions unless see therapist first online one count honestly want able help way can know cannot much besides her would love advice tips help her could help herself like listing positive things day something like thatthank help tldr need advice help fiance depression need advice depression help fiancee" ]

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[ "sex cool all would never able redeem eyes holy father stay pure shall punished sins" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "learned good friend tried commit redflag need advicehey all first off thank wonderful people take time busy lives help people struggling people friends struggle highly appreciated nevertheless days ago learned good friend mine tried commit redflag called ambulance pass away cameshockhes really greathappy funny guy guess statement you never know whats hiding behind someones smile greatly accurate told me good discussion ensured could always talk me listened describe situation essentially letting get things shoulder ampxb even though alive well something causes great concern seems fine it hes open tells people consider great friends someone asks tells them hold back also eerily comedic it cracks jokes it lot however use humor cover up sit serious conversation him opens up ampxb anyone opinions means ampxb edit forgot mention accepted seeing mental health professional" ]

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[ "resource cheat sheet books go bokorg imperial library deep web games go igggamescom movies reddit good place although often search name movie google drive end usually bring one up school brainly mathway quizlet best friends come future knowledge educational purposes" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "nowi want over hate living hate breathing hate alive dude wanna take gun head get run carim alone one going see boyfriend three months doesnt want see leave days want kill myself want over want die" ]

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[ "im updating eso taking everrrrrrrr" ]