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told mom want alive anymore energy able survive own said going let die would one cats wasting away would let die feel like waste time worry resources like black hole sucking life everyone around me keeping alive contribute nothing feel like kept alive like animal zoo | [
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"told mom want alive anymore energy able survive own said going let die would one cats wasting away would let die feel like waste time worry resources like black hole sucking life everyone around me keeping alive contribute nothing feel like kept alive like animal zoo"
] | 47 | le dijo a mamá que quiere viva más energía capaz de sobrevivir propia dijo que va a dejar morir a un gato derrocharse dejaría morir como pérdida de tiempo preocupación recursos como agujero negro chupar la vida todo el mundo a mi alrededor mantener vivo contribuir nada se siente como mantenerse vivo como zoo animal |
working girl kitty sothern engaged bill kelly neglects working long hours garage order save money marriage stood birthday kitty goes doubledateblind date meets department store heir bob hartwell hamilton falls love leaves protestations love appear cover desire mistress rather wife faithful bill rallies round comfort her last gives repeated requests reinstate engagement pressured part bills support family loses job bob returns however convinced wants marriage all kitty follow heart conscience br br this film lot better id expected be character bill first comes sort loud comic irishman type jack carson played often kelly and script infuse character real compassion love bill turns best person entire group viewers may find rooting feckless hartwell tone film wavers however lighthearted romance much darker side especially depiction dance marathon rather horrific accident bills garagebr br the cast rounded dependable jane darwell kittys mother impish yet thoroughly obnoxious mickey rooney kittys younger brother spencer charters kittys neerdowell father | [] | [
"working girl kitty sothern engaged bill kelly neglects working long hours garage order save money marriage stood birthday kitty goes doubledateblind date meets department store heir bob hartwell hamilton falls love leaves protestations love appear cover desire mistress rather wife faithful bill rallies round comfort her last gives repeated requests reinstate engagement pressured part bills support family loses job bob returns however convinced wants marriage all kitty follow heart conscience br br this film lot better id expected be character bill first comes sort loud comic irishman type jack carson played often kelly and script infuse character real compassion love bill turns best person entire group viewers may find rooting feckless hartwell tone film wavers however lighthearted romance much darker side especially depiction dance marathon rather horrific accident bills garagebr br the cast rounded dependable jane darwell kittys mother impish yet thoroughly obnoxious mickey rooney kittys younger brother spencer charters kittys neerdowell father"
] | 215 | chica de trabajo kitty sothern comprometido Bill Kelly descuida trabajar largas horas orden de garaje ahorrar dinero matrimonio standd cumpleaños kitty va dobledateciega fecha cumple departamento tienda heredera bob hartwell hamilton cae amor hojas protestaciones amor apariencia cubierta deseo amante más bien esposa fiel factura raids ronda comodidad su última solicitud reinstaura compromiso presionado parte facturas apoyo familia pierde trabajo bob retornos sin embargo convencido quiere matrimonio todo gatito seguir corazón conciencia br br esta película mejor id esperado ser personaje cuenta primero viene ordenar cómico fuerte irishman tipo jack carson jugado a menudo kely y guión infuso personaje real compasión amor factura se convierte mejor persona todo el grupo espectadores pueden encontrar enraizando feckless hartwell tono cine vavers sin embargo romance desenfadado mucho más oscuro lado especialmente representación danza maratón bastante horrible accidente facturas garagebr br el reparto redondeado confiable jane darwell madre impish y sin embargo odiosa mickey rooney kittys joven hermano spencer cartas kittys neerdowell padre |
spaghetti westerns made got top twenty somewhere believe received reviews gemma excellent this van johnson good though dubbed voice little killter thats charm italian style beautiful photography excellently staged action supporting characters well played severity racist streak bad guys pretty tough even todays standards creates emotional depth gemmas character situations take place absolutely fantastic score luis bacalov see wonderful wide screen dvd japan spaghetti must have | [] | [
"spaghetti westerns made got top twenty somewhere believe received reviews gemma excellent this van johnson good though dubbed voice little killter thats charm italian style beautiful photography excellently staged action supporting characters well played severity racist streak bad guys pretty tough even todays standards creates emotional depth gemmas character situations take place absolutely fantastic score luis bacalov see wonderful wide screen dvd japan spaghetti must have"
] | 86 | spaghetti westerns made get top veinte en algún lugar creo que recibió críticas gemma excelente esta van johnson bueno aunque apodado voz poco matador ques encanto estilo italiano hermosa fotografía excelente acción de apoyo personajes bien jugados severidad racha racista chicos malos bastante duro incluso hoy en día los estándares crea la profundidad emocional gemas situaciones carácter tienen lugar absolutamente fantástica puntuación luis bacalov ver maravillosa pantalla ancha dvd japan spaghetti debe tener |
speak swedish swedish original title film rnarna translates something line the robbers fact main problem film cause really robbers all young woman working swedish police researching robberies regular desk job one would think girl soon field taking matters hands story goes even shooting one robbers exactly weve seen before fact theres rather interesting twist plot halfway really help ending clich first two thirds filmbr br what saves another mainstream film fact masterfully executed ways actors great overact director really manages keep thrillingly exciting storybr br one thing really loved film fact music sets right mood needed absent rest time gives nice sense reality shootouts carchases spread throughout film nice touch fact michael persbrandt one swedish actors often tend get typecasted sadly hurts film know hes going play boyfriend heroine supporting character background thats something neglectbr br all entertaining film steals money plot time you | [] | [
"speak swedish swedish original title film rnarna translates something line the robbers fact main problem film cause really robbers all young woman working swedish police researching robberies regular desk job one would think girl soon field taking matters hands story goes even shooting one robbers exactly weve seen before fact theres rather interesting twist plot halfway really help ending clich first two thirds filmbr br what saves another mainstream film fact masterfully executed ways actors great overact director really manages keep thrillingly exciting storybr br one thing really loved film fact music sets right mood needed absent rest time gives nice sense reality shootouts carchases spread throughout film nice touch fact michael persbrandt one swedish actors often tend get typecasted sadly hurts film know hes going play boyfriend heroine supporting character background thats something neglectbr br all entertaining film steals money plot timeyou"
] | 189 | Habla sueco sueco título original película rnarna traduce algo línea de los ladrones hecho principal problema película causa realmente ladrones toda joven que trabaja la policía sueca investigación robos trabajo de escritorio regular uno pensaría chica pronto campo tomar las manos historia va incluso disparar a uno ladrones exactamente hemos visto antes de hecho hay bastante interesante trama giro medio realmente ayudar a terminar cliché primero dos tercios filmbr br lo que salva otra película principal hecho ejecutado magistralmente maneras actores gran director sobreacto realmente se las arregla mantener emocionante emocionante historia br br una cosa realmente amado cine hecho música se establece bien estado de ánimo faltado tiempo de descanso da buen sentido realidad tiroteos carchases esparcidas a lo largo de película buen tacto hecho Michael persbrandt un sueco actores a menudo tienden a ser tipocasado tristemente duele película saber hes jugar novio heroína apoyar carácter fondo que algo descuidabr br toda película divertida roba dinero trama tiempo usted |
anyone ottawa ontario im looking people ottawa area talk to | [] | [
"anyone ottawa ontario im looking people ottawa area talk to"
] | 16 | alguien ottawa ontario im buscando gente del área de ottawa hablar con |
cant get ph cuz vote im illegal here wtf ph went told ph let unless vote kick polling place | [] | [
"cant get ph cuz vote im illegal here wtf ph went told ph let unless vote kick polling place"
] | 26 | No puedo conseguir ph cuz vote im ilegal aquí wtf ph got ph before ph before a menos que el voto patear el lugar de votación |
know whenim debating living know want anymore ive litterally drowned alcohol past years attempts wake anymore lot sleeping pills anti anxiety meds done trick body keeps rejecting idea past ex aborted kid long ago friend committed redflag shooting head standing behind living room family non existent keep telling okay let go constant reminder prebuilt fear continually replays over lock apartment cant go outside attempts block anything bad happeningthe redflag large part this cant let anyone based fear another committing redflag fear go im religious sure whole afterlife thing reddit time fear come asking help ive seen doctors meds therapy nothing opened view perpetual state mind ask opinionshelp keep replaying quote im ready die nobody save me head over im year old male would like help please help im tired feeling | [
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"know whenim debating living know want anymore ive litterally drowned alcohol past years attempts wake anymore lot sleeping pills anti anxiety meds done trick body keeps rejecting idea past ex aborted kid long ago friend committed redflag shooting head standing behind living room family non existent keep telling okay let go constant reminder prebuilt fear continually replays over lock apartment cant go outside attempts block anything bad happeningthe redflag large part this cant let anyone based fear another committing redflag fear go im religious sure whole afterlife thing reddit time fear come asking help ive seen doctors meds therapy nothing opened view perpetual state mind ask opinionshelp keep replayingquote im ready die nobody save me head over im year old male would like help please help im tired feeling"
] | 159 | ¿Sabes cuando debatir la vida saber querer más live liebre ahogado alcohol últimos años intentos despertar más mucho píldoras para dormir anti ansiedad medicamentos hecho truco cuerpo sigue rechazando la idea pasado ex niño abortado hace mucho tiempo amigo cometido Redflag tiro cabeza detrás de sala familia inexistente seguir diciendo bien dejar ir constante recordatorio preconstruido miedo continuamente repite sobre bloqueo apartamento no puede ir fuera intentos de bloquear cualquier cosa malo sucediendola bandera roja gran parte de esto no puede dejar que nadie basado miedo otro cometer miedo bandera roja ir im religioso entero después de la vida reddit tiempo miedo venir pidiendo ayuda a los médicos vistos medicina terapia nada abierto vista perpetua estado mente preguntar opinionesayudar a seguir jugando quote im listo morir nadie me salvaría la cabeza sobre im año viejo hombre gustaría ayudar por favor ayudar a im cansado sentimiento |
hurt pain suffering going every day poor animals getting tortured exploited humans pleasure nature poor ppl third world countries hurtsthe monotony typical day day life cities work eat social media tv sleep especially work taking much lives makes rly hate living hate this hate living world disgusting even makes ashamed human bc amount suffering causing beings every dayit hurts sad say find rly difficult to sense turn off things live blissful ignorance enjoying little things like silly little hobbies tv shows whatnoti simply cannot see point thingsi get life lot things within control focus would make happierbut could turn blind eye horrible things happy could happy things going everydayi cannot stand live worldi want diei want diei find strange brain always like want die want die want die actually like realistically suicidal like planning suicide anything also doubt ever brave enough want badly enough actually take action probably case keep thoughts i want die really badly want exist guess good world nowhere near enough negate hurt suffering pain goes everyday planeti tired want herei want to cannot seem take anymore living world like | [
"selfharm"
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"hurt pain suffering going every day poor animals getting tortured exploited humans pleasure nature poor ppl third world countries hurtsthe monotony typical day day life cities work eat social media tv sleep especially work taking much lives makes rly hate living hate this hate living world disgusting even makes ashamed human bc amount suffering causing beings every dayit hurts sad say find rly difficult to sense turn off things live blissful ignorance enjoying little things like silly little hobbies tv shows whatnoti simply cannot see point thingsi get life lot things within control focus would make happierbut could turn blind eye horrible things happy could happy things going everydayi cannot stand live worldi want diei want diei find strange brain always like want die want die want die actually like realistically suicidal like planning suicide anything also doubt ever brave enough want badly enough actually take action probably case keep thoughts i want die really badly want exist guess good world nowhere near enough negate hurt suffering pain goes everyday planeti tired want herei want to cannot seem take anymore living world like"
] | 205 | dolor dolor sufrimiento ir cada día pobres animales siendo torturados humanos placer naturaleza pobre pppl tercer mundo países duele la monotonía día típico vida trabajo comer redes sociales tv sueño especialmente trabajo tomar muchas vidas hace rly odio vivir odio este odio vivir mundo repugnante incluso hace vergüenza humanos cantidad sufrimiento causar seres cada día duele triste decir encontrar rly difícil sentir apagar las cosas vivir bienaventurado ignorancia disfrutando de pequeñas cosas como tonto poco hobbies TV muestra lo quenoti simplemente no puede ver punto cosas conseguir vida mucho cosas dentro de control foco haría más feliz pero podría volver la vista gorda horrible cosas felices podría vivir cosas cotidianas no puedo vivir mundo quiero diei quiero diei encontrar cerebro extraño siempre como quiero morir quiero morir quiero morir quiero morir en realidad como realísticamente suicida como planificación suicidio cualquier cosa duda siempre suficientemente valiente querer lo suficiente en realidad tomar acción probablemente caso mantener pensamientos que quiero morir realmente mal quiero existir adivinar buen mundo en ninguna parte cerca de lo suficientemente negligente dolor dolor va diario planetai cansado querer querer no parecer más mundo vivo como |
vengeancei f want shoot school hopefully lot casualties get bombs involved like bombs even harder get guns anyways want kill students school ones live better lives particular ones live typical teenage life ones boyfriends ones clubs ones passionate career future ones eager live life ones specifically want kill one thing theyre soooo happy excited wake everyday normies want kill all let friends watch kill myself would kill inconsiderate teachers too ones failed last year stupid fucking neckbeard stupid fucking drawings plays childrens video games steam like fucking child stupid fucking arrogant teacher specify never know oh son too id take great pleasure knowing normie sun live rest life stupid faot dad dead massacre like end miserable life | [
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"vengeancei f want shoot school hopefully lot casualties get bombs involved like bombs even harder get guns anyways want kill students school ones live better lives particular ones live typical teenage life ones boyfriends ones clubs ones passionate career future ones eager live life ones specifically want kill one thing theyre soooo happy excited wake everyday normies want kill all let friends watch kill myself would kill inconsiderate teachers too ones failed last year stupid fucking neckbeard stupid fucking drawings plays childrens video games steam like fucking child stupid fucking arrogant teacher specify never knowoh son too id take great pleasure knowing normie sun live rest life stupid faot dad dead massacre like end miserable life"
] | 132 | venganzai f quiero disparar a la escuela con suerte muchas bajas conseguir bombas involucrados como bombas aún más difícil conseguir armas de todos modos quieren matar estudiantes escuela unos viven mejores vidas particulares vivir típicas adolescentes los novios los clubes los apasionados carrera futuro unos ansiosos vivir la vida los específicamente quieren matar una cosa son soooo feliz excitado despertar todos los días normas quieren matar a todos los amigos ver matar a mí mismo mataría a los profesores desconsiderados también los fracasados el año pasado estúpidos puto cuello barba estúpido puto dibujos juega niños juegos de vídeo vapor como mierda niño estúpido puto profesor arrogante especificar nunca sabeoh hijo también id tomar gran placer saber normie sol vivir resto vida estúpido faot papá muerto masacre como fin miserable vida |
weird sometimes im suicidal hell sometimes think allon days reall suicidal point stepped balcony ready jump hands full pills ready swallow it days really think like never head like episode comes goes really randomly | [
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"weird sometimes im suicidal hell sometimes think allon days reall suicidal point stepped balcony ready jump hands full pills ready swallow it days really think like never head like episode comes goes really randomly"
] | 36 | raro a veces im suicida infierno a veces pensar allon días real suicida punto escalonado balcón listo salto manos llenas píldoras listo tragar días realmente pensar como nunca cabeza como episodio viene va muy al azar |
okay actually wrong reddit like k word yet every red house get tells got first one like no please stop | [] | [
"okay actually wrong reddit like k word yet every red house get tells got first one like no please stop"
] | 22 | Bueno, en realidad mal reddit como k palabra sin embargo cada casa roja se dice que tiene primero como no, por favor, parar |
dont get people reply agree arguing much fun circlejerking | [] | [
"dont get people reply agree arguing much fun circlejerking"
] | 12 | No hagas que la gente responda de acuerdo discutiendo muy divertido circlejerking |
greet tomorrow finally going back college break im gonna see partner tomorrow greet them hand red bull say angel like needs wings normal tackle hugs i wanna know shitty pickup line good idea not love caffeine | [] | [
"greet tomorrow finally going back college break im gonna see partner tomorrow greet them hand red bull say angel like needs wings normal tackle hugs i wanna know shitty pickup line good idea not love caffeine"
] | 38 | saluda mañana por fin volver a la universidad descanso voy a ver compañero mañana saluda a mano toro rojo decir ángel como necesita alas normales abrazos tackle quiero saber mierda línea de recogida buena idea no amor cafeína |
wonderful little film truly creative funsomething see seldom movies film begins russia fall communist government result society seems chaos life yet improve old regime gone dirty cities crime lack housing still plague poor residents st petersburgbr br into scene bleakness uncertainty comes idealistic music teacher among without home finally gets letter government tells tiny room nearby flat arrives place mess people seem friendly enough lovely party middle night awakened old lady walking giant wardrobe room i half expecting lucy kids lion witch wardrobe come out didnt shocked anything first decide soon investigate instead clothes closet wardrobe opens paris residents flat respond magical gateway really intriguing some like music teacher thrilled awe others pragmatic mostly concerned looting everything paris gateway closes all russian thieves awful peoplegreedy coarse crude deepvery deepare hearts gold like metaphor nation brink capitalism first run amok grabbing everything later reveal depthbut mostly act much like guests jerry springer show film many twists turns funny mesmerizing negative due harsh language nude scene albeit funny one film kids real shame minor editing could great family film | [] | [
"wonderful little film truly creative funsomething see seldom movies film begins russia fall communist government result society seems chaos life yet improve old regime gone dirty cities crime lack housing still plague poor residents st petersburgbr br into scene bleakness uncertainty comes idealistic music teacher among without home finally gets letter government tells tiny room nearby flat arrives place mess people seem friendly enough lovely party middle night awakened old lady walking giant wardrobe room",
"i half expecting lucy kids lion witch wardrobe come out didnt shocked anything first decide soon investigate instead clothes closet wardrobe opens paris residents flat respond magical gateway really intriguing some like music teacher thrilled awe others pragmatic mostly concerned looting everything paris gateway closes all russian thieves awful peoplegreedy coarse crude deepvery deepare hearts gold like metaphor nation brink capitalism first run amok grabbing everything later reveal depthbut mostly act much like guests jerry springer show film many twists turns funny mesmerizing negative due harsh language nude scene albeit funny one film kids real shame minor editing could great family film"
] | 84 | maravillosa pequeña película verdaderamente creativa diversiónalgo ver rara vez películas película comienza rusia otoño gobierno comunista resultado sociedad parece caos vida sin embargo mejorar viejo régimen ido ciudades sucias crimen falta vivienda todavía plaga pobres residentes st petersburgbr br en escena desolación incertidumbre viene idealista profesor de música sin hogar finalmente recibe carta gobierno le dice pequeña habitación cerca apartamento llega lugar desastre gente parece bastante agradable fiesta encantadora media noche despierta anciana caminar gigante guardarropa |
seriously thinking killing days itd pretty good daymajor theme thinking killing days ampxb how constant downing one xanax pill time swing booze repeat one gone ampxb why cant take pain feel love life boyfriened ex boyfriend shitty person person ampxb background if want know skip down known since young kids loved years ended marrying wrong girl me fast forward years reconnect instantly fall love long time coming especially since told loved young chose ampxb dating years first year half broke up got distant busy grad school independent need space hobbies driven passions interest friends goals etc friends goals purpose lot time looked fulfillment life soon busy stressed fantastic girlfriend time yes grad school breakdowns real reeling depression abortion things tried make understand times didnt acted toxic sometimes depressed sometimes etc ampxb first time got distant year half relationship started seeing new girl behind back found lost it would go stand outside house hours winter telling feel depressed stressed much love him get better chose her said was fun exciting option going pass up fast forward month half later decided go home day work kill myself right did called me talked forever called every day came house days later saying broke wanted me rebound never liked her never told planning kill myself however guy friend would periodically make advances me never made advances him next two months would hang rebound ex rub face saw house crying waiting come home ampxb next year down good months bad months good summer break grad school grad school started became obsessed spending every waking moment parents house he kids house himself point every day could hang would say hes going hang parents fast forward never came grandpas funeral hang days later christmas mad mad priority day go shopping parents never stop funeral start middle february got mad one night went friends broke calling night passing out got mad kept breaking mad told getting back together talk work things first weeks take it wanted right then said waiting shows sure last weeks built shrine things living room began texting trying work things argue always defaults arguing last week went over going stay night tried sex said yet need take slower got mad told leave week talked angry argued finally day im like im sick arging lets stop really work problems maybe therapy honest wrote page letter mature explaing could activiely really mkae work blocked blocked days something does often ampxb habits are whenever seem need time away form arguing stressing out step back comes full force coming house middle night texting me calling me whatever whenever steps away says hes done like days ago blocked me throw knees begging literally outside house hours cant say many times hes locked deaed winter text calls etc seems like likes want him even though said done built shrine invited week ago kid loves me thinks im one things wrong ampxb now great girlfriend first im intp im heavily displaying emotions deep emotions overthinking brain drives insane every day life great boyfriend either could argue worse never cheated never wanted anyone even though selflove issues again friends hobbies relying happiness ampxb what would wrong said never made priority grad school difficult im extensive program one morning beautiful happy weekend went school stayed went dinner fell asleep friends house never called got angry next morning broke me instantly wanted get back got mad keeps saying hes done every time mad things feel mad about mad about break someone constantly say want marry grad school hard excuse weeks ago made cookies accept them went house kicked out together hang time even told day last broke want go special night out loves that ampxb else knows bad last year chose girl month half think hell come around however idk cant take waiting pain deal heartbreak well never ever wanted kill stop pain someone besides him third time feeling like this thinking house gets home work know sounds dumb love within bit presence love him cant unblock me tell wants work happy too ampxb anyways considering aim days tuesday perfect day plus beautiful sit outside pop drink hour ampxb any suggestions different ways questions additional helpful methods first time wanted knew told please truly loves me im killing get back cant take pain caused us ampxb thanks ampxb | [
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"seriously thinking killing days itd pretty good daymajor theme thinking killing days ampxb how constant downing one xanax pill time swing booze repeat one gone ampxb why cant take pain feel love life boyfriened ex boyfriend shitty person person ampxb background if want know skip down known since young kids loved years ended marrying wrong girl me fast forward years reconnect instantly fall love long time coming especially since told loved young chose ampxb dating years first year half broke up got distant busy grad school independent need space hobbies driven passions interest friends goals etc friends goals purpose lot time looked fulfillment life soon busy stressed fantastic girlfriend time",
"yes grad school breakdowns real reeling depression abortion things tried make understand times didnt acted toxic sometimes depressed sometimes etc ampxb first time got distant year half relationship started seeing new girl behind back found lost it would go stand outside house hours winter telling feel depressed stressed much love him get better chose her said was fun exciting option going pass up fast forward month half later decided go home day work kill myself right did called me talked forever called every day came house days later saying broke wanted me rebound never liked her never told planning kill myself however guy friend would periodically make advances me never made advances him next two months would hang rebound ex rub face saw house crying waiting come home ampxb next year down good months bad months good summer break grad school grad school started became obsessed spending every waking moment parents house he kids house himself point every day could hang would say hes going hang parents fast forward never came grandpas funeral hang days later christmas mad mad priority day go shopping parents never stop funeral start middle february got mad one night went friends broke calling night passing out got mad kept breaking mad told getting back together talk work things first weeks take it wanted right then said waiting shows sure last weeks built shrine things living room began texting trying work things argue always defaults arguing last week went over going stay night tried sex said yet need take slower got mad told leave week talked angry argued finally day im like im sick arging lets stop really work problems maybe therapy honest wrote page letter mature explaing could activiely really mkae work blocked blocked days something does often ampxb habits are whenever seem need time away form arguing stressing out step back comes full force coming house middle night texting me calling me whatever whenever steps away says hes done like days ago blocked me throw knees begging literally outside house hours cant say many times hes locked deaed winter text calls etc seems like likes want him even though said done built shrine invited week ago kid loves me thinks im one things wrong ampxb now great girlfriend first im intp",
"im heavily displaying emotions deep emotions overthinking brain drives insane every day life great boyfriend either could argue worse never cheated never wanted anyone even though selflove issues again friends hobbies relying happiness ampxb what would wrong said never made priority grad school difficult",
"im extensive program one morning beautiful happy weekend went school stayed went dinner fell asleep friends house never called got angry next morning broke me instantly wanted get back got mad keeps saying hes done every time mad things feel mad about mad about break someone constantly say want marry grad school hard excuse weeks ago made cookies accept them went house kicked out together hang time even told day last broke want go special night out loves that ampxb else knows bad last year chose girl month half think hell come around however idk cant take waiting pain deal heartbreak well never ever wanted kill stop pain someone besides him third time feeling like this thinking house gets home work know sounds dumb love within bit presence love him cant unblock me tell wants work happy too ampxb anyways considering aim days tuesday perfect day plus beautiful sit outside pop drink hour ampxb any suggestions different ways questions additional helpful methods first time wanted knew told please truly loves me im killing get back cant take pain caused us ampxb thanks ampxb"
] | 138 | seriamente pensar matar días itd bastante bueno díamajor tema pensar matar días ampxb cómo constante derribamiento una píldora xanax tiempo swing alcohol repetir uno ido ampxb por qué no tomar dolor sentir amor vida boyfriened ex novio mierda persona persona ampxb fondo si quieres saber skip down conocido ya que los niños jóvenes amado años terminaron casándose chica equivocada yo rápido adelante años volver a conectar instantáneamente caer amor mucho tiempo viene especialmente desde que le dijo amó joven elegido ampxb años de citas primer año medio roto consiguió distante ocupado escuela de posgrado independiente necesidad hobbies espacio impulsado pasiones intereses amigos objetivos etc amigos objetivos propósito mucho tiempo mirada cumplimiento vida ocupado estrés fantástico tiempo novia |
frank ocean replies one tell favorite frank album ok ill go first favorite endless favorite song album either slide higgs theyre actually fave songs time frank fave artist time cries | [] | [
"frank ocean replies one tell favorite frank album ok ill go first favorite endless favorite song album either slide higgs theyre actually fave songs time frank fave artist time cries"
] | 35 | Frank Ocean responde uno dice favorito álbum franco ok ill go primer favorito sin fin álbum de canciones favoritas o slide higgs theyre realmente canciones favoritas tiempo franco artista fave tiempo llora |
tldr thinking friends brokeup soulmates may heading secondbest option long post please read interested complicated realtionships take maybe short novel friends got together inseparable instant soulmates know imagined whole life together almost immediately never even thinking breakup years best couple know fighting respecting greatly higher connection | [] | [
"tldr thinking friends brokeup soulmates may heading secondbest option long post please read interested complicated realtionships take maybe short novel friends got together inseparable instant soulmates know imagined whole life together almost immediately never even thinking breakup years best couple know fighting respecting greatly higher connection"
] | 55 | Tldr pensar amigos romper almas gemelas puede encabezar segunda mejor opción largo post por favor leer interesado complicado realtionships tomar tal vez corto novela amigos se reunieron inseparables almas gemelas instantáneas saber imaginar toda la vida juntos casi inmediatamente ni siquiera pensar años ruptura mejor pareja saber luchar respetando una conexión mucho más alta |
sure live anymore going insane inside mindhey all ive deep state depression pain time gotten point feel trapped mentally able much anything job yearim ive seasonal work community limited work ive hard time getting one ive tried lot put utmost im really afraid afraid committing ad hearing schedule im tried drained time sleep day often feel weak feel like im going insane boredom cant much it live hill outskirts town neighborhood next sage hills okay im feeling like im trapped alone it like environment driving insane mentally ive mainly house long time leaving go sometimes town afternoon stuff mom dad pushes go stuff days sometimes causes lot anxiety conflicts him would try excersize im afraid mental block cant it hard explain really feel cant move life im mentally right dad angry complains lot verbally abusive mom somewhat understands completely im therapy helping much almost wonder need go hospital inpaitient therapy im afraid uncertain asked therpaist says inpaitient mainly people danger hurting themselves cant lay home much longer feel unwell even think mind everyday know im suffering lot want harm im scared cant go way thanks support | [
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"sure live anymore going insane inside mindhey all ive deep state depression pain time gotten point feel trapped mentally able much anything job yearim ive seasonal work community limited work ive hard time getting one ive tried lot put utmost im really afraid afraid committing ad hearing schedule im tried drained time sleep day often feel weak feel like im going insane boredom cant much it live hill outskirts town neighborhoodnext sage hillsokay im feeling like im trapped aloneit like environment driving insane mentally ive mainly house long time leaving go sometimes town afternoon stuffmom dad pushes go stuff days sometimes causes lot anxiety conflicts him would try excersize im afraid mental block cant it hard explain really feel cant move life im mentally right dad angry complains lot verbally abusive mom somewhat understands completely im therapy helping much almost wonder need go hospital inpaitient therapyim afraid uncertain asked therpaist says inpaitient mainly people danger hurting themselves cant lay home much longer feel unwell even think mind everyday know im suffering lot want harm im scared cant go way thanks support"
] | 221 | seguro vivir más loco dentro de mindhey todos ive estado profundo depresión dolor tiempo punto se siente atrapado mentalmente capaz mucho trabajo yearim ive trabajo estacional comunidad limitado trabajo ive hard time conseguir un ive tryed lot poner lo sumo im realmente miedo comisión anuncio audición programa im probado tiempo drenado sueño día a menudo se siente débil sentir como im ir loco aburrimiento cant much it live hills live live live it extreme live it live it extreme hillstown town barrement next sage hillsokay im feeling like im traped life im mental right papá enojado se queja mucho verbalmente abusivo mamá algo entiende completamente im terapia ayudar mucho casi maravilla necesidad hospital inpaitient terapiaim miedo incierto pregunta therpaist principalmente personas peligro daño sí mismos no pueden acostarse en casa mucho más tiempo se siente mal incluso pensar mente cotidianamente sufrimiento mucho quiero daño |
still hereim still bc family sometimes wish nice could go | [
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"still hereim still bc family sometimes wish nice could go"
] | 12 | todavía aquí todavía bc familia a veces deseo agradable podría ir |
people make hot text posts images videos feel much easier text posts it ive seen one text post hot genuinely thought deserved there post guy saying horny fucking cuming block cheese also much harder funny shitposts text | [] | [
"people make hot text posts images videos feel much easier text posts it ive seen one text post hot genuinely thought deserved there post guy saying horny fucking cuming block cheese also much harder funny shitposts text"
] | 41 | la gente hace mensajes de texto caliente imágenes videos se sienten mucho más fáciles mensajes de texto ive visto un mensaje de texto caliente genuinamente pensamiento mereció allí post chico diciendo cachonda mierda semen bloque de queso también mucho más difícil divertido shitposts texto |
damn cold goddamn degrees texas mention powers | [] | [
"damn cold goddamn degrees texas mention powers"
] | 9 | maldito frío maldito grados texas mencionar poderes |
well im imma leave dream reddit femboy porn person uwu goodbye love feel appropriate posting kinds content account | [] | [
"well im imma leave dream reddit femboy porn person uwu goodbye love feel appropriate posting kinds content account"
] | 25 | bien im imma leave dream reddit femboy porno persona uwu adiós amor se siente apropiado publicar tipos de cuenta de contenido |
need help know get itthings getting better never thought million years would go far would cut face obvious spot ever already insecure face going two huge like four deep scars look like accident heck no made xs dumbest person ever anyways thighs stomach arms almost neck tears disappointed done myself suffer bipolar disorderbipolar depression many things really especially schizophrenic anger issues delusions knowing really fantasy getting way treating others lashing majorly even wrote fck you piece paper blood sent someone okay cared slowly hating one one cant control emotions trust around anyone feel seriously hurt someone many times thought week hopes happy new life might even change something quite beautiful like butterfly knows want go like hated but cant help blade justice like used to passed feeling woozy relief really left feel even empty trust myself alright cant even escape self everyday repeated skew voices sound real everyone finds crazy just go kill urself already smash ur head wall hard hard hit cant stop told to cant freaking stop told im waste time im also unmedicated freak much time left | [
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"need help know get itthings getting better never thought million years would go far would cut face obvious spot ever already insecure face going two huge like four deep scars look like accidentheckno made xs dumbest person ever anyways thighs stomach arms almost neck tears disappointed done myself suffer bipolar disorderbipolar depression many things really especially schizophrenic anger issues delusions knowing really fantasy getting way treating others lashing majorly even wrote fck you piece paper blood sent someone okay cared slowly hating one one cant control emotions trust around anyone feel seriously hurt someone many times thought week hopes happy new life might even change something quite beautiful like butterfly knows want go like hated but cant help blade justice like used to passed feeling woozy relief really left feel even empty trust myself alright cant even escape self everyday repeated skew voices sound real everyone finds crazy just go kill urself already smash ur head wall hard hard hit cant stop told to cant freaking stop told im waste time im also unmedicated freak much time left"
] | 215 | Necesito ayuda para saber conseguir cosas cada vez mejor nunca pensé que millón de años iría lejos cortaría cara mancha obvia nunca ya cara insegura va dos enormes como cuatro cicatrices profundas parece accidenteheckno hecho xs persona más tonta nunca de todos modos muslos brazos estómago casi cuello lágrimas decepcionado hecho sufrir trastorno bipolar depresión bipolar muchas cosas realmente especialmente esquizofrénica problemas de ira delirios saber realmente fantasía llegar a tratar a otros látigos mayormente incluso escribió fck pedazo de papel sangre enviado a alguien bien cuidado odiaba lentamente uno no puede controlar emociones confianza alrededor de alguien se siente gravemente herido alguien muchas veces pensó semana espera que feliz nueva vida incluso podría cambiar algo bastante hermoso como mariposa sabe querer ir como odiado pero no puedo ayudar cuchilla justicia como utilizado para pasar sensación de alivio mareado realmente izquierda sentir incluso vacío confianza a mí mismo bien no puedo incluso escapar de sí mismo diario repetido ses sesgada voces sonido real todo el mundo se encuentra loco sólo ir matar a nosotros mismo ya romper la cabeza duro golpe no puedo parar de decir que no puedo dejar de decir im desperdicio tiempo im monstruo no medicado mucho tiempo izquierda |
im parasite everyone around meim nothing worthless scared stupid socially anxious lazy pos live gfs family free provide absolutely nothing thing work transport vehicles know thats permanent thing im college going th year yearold ive gotten nowhere even know life major desperation move honestly ive seizures im hoping ill blackout die since incredibly peaceful im scared means asian family want disown find im still graduating wish could give something back im worthless anything skills typing fast wpm video games rapping music thing makes incredibly happy hopeless think could succeed talented artists there ive tried applying ton desk jobs require talking strangers i cant even work cash register start shaking forgetting everything is require degree experience both nothing offer really wish could kid ive always dreamed getting poor mother things deserves taking care sister also sucks im deathly afraid her hate many things wrong me even work properly fastfood jobs worked since back gives literally almost collapse hurts bad especially one place give breaks all gone gf would richer guy take care better medical condition along person cant provide anything family even deserve kindness deserve anything ampxb longer block text accidentally highlighted deleted accident detailed honestly matter read stupid post thank taking time day even read sad post great day everyone hope everything goes well all | [
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"im parasite everyone around meim nothing worthless scared stupid socially anxious lazy pos live gfs family free provide absolutely nothing thing work transport vehicles know thats permanent thing im college going th yearyearold ive gotten nowhere even know life major desperation move honestly ive seizures im hoping ill blackout die since incredibly peaceful im scared means asian family want disown find im still graduating wish could give something back",
"im worthless anything skills typing fast wpm video games rapping music thing makes incredibly happy hopeless think could succeed talented artists there ive tried applying ton desk jobs require talking strangers i cant even work cash register start shaking forgetting everything is require degree experience both nothing offer really wish could kid ive always dreamed getting poor mother things deserves taking care sister also sucks im deathly afraid her hate many things wrong me even work properly fastfood jobs worked since back gives literally almost collapse hurts bad especially one place give breaks all gone gf would richer guy take care better medical condition along person cant provide anything family even deserve kindness deserve anything ampxb longer block text accidentally highlighted deleted accident detailed honestly matter read stupid post thank taking time day even read sad post great day everyone hope everything goes well all"
] | 82 | Im parásito todo el mundo alrededor de meim nada inútil miedo estúpido socialmente ansioso perezoso pos vivir gfs familia libre proporcionar absolutamente nada trabajo transporte vehículos saber que es permanente cosa im universidad va th año ive ive llegó a ninguna parte incluso conocer vida mayor desesperación movimiento honestamente ive convulsiones im esperanza de mal apagón morir ya increíblemente pacífico im asustado significa asian familia quiere repudiar encontrar todavía graduarse deseo podría dar algo de vuelta |
feel like fit world anymoresince ive head concussion years ago struggle lot feeling permeates everything career peers family past times everything used enjoy quickly becomes boring tedious try enjoy take break feel like cant really relate anyone anymore like im constantly faced feeling misunderstood marriage destroyed feel like ive let children father sort present ive lucky fortunate life despite growing abuser stuff got concussion struggle exist here today im session friend another state blue asked opinions different methods redflag trying different depression drugs therapies nothing shakes feeling like im meant here world fit anymore cant figure shake feeling see path forward anymore | [
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"feel like fit world anymoresince ive head concussion years ago struggle lot feeling permeates everything career peers family past times everything used enjoy quickly becomes boring tedious try enjoy take break feel like cant really relate anyone anymore like im constantly faced feeling misunderstood marriage destroyed feel like ive let children father sort present ive lucky fortunate life despite growing abuser stuff got concussion struggle exist here today im session friend another state blue asked opinions different methods redflag trying different depression drugs therapies nothing shakes feeling like im meant here world fit anymore cant figure shake feeling see path forward anymore"
] | 116 | Se siente como un mundo en forma ya desde la cabeza viva conmoción años ago lucha mucho sentimiento impregna todo carrera compañeros familia pasado tiempos todo utilizado disfrutar rápidamente se convierte aburrido tedioso tratar de disfrutar tomar descanso sentir como no puedo realmente relacionar a nadie más como I constantemente cara sentirse mal entendido matrimonio destruido sentir como ive dejar niños padre ordenar presente suerte vida a pesar de crecimiento abusador cosas consiguió lucha concusión existen aquí hoy im sesión amigo otro estado azul pidió opiniones diferentes métodos Redflag probar diferentes terapias medicamentos depresión nada se sacude sentimiento como im significado aquí mundo ajuste ya no figura sacudir sensación ver camino hacia adelante más |
still upset friend apologised making mistake invited sleepover said loved shes forever still feel sad still dont feel happy | [] | [
"still upset friend apologised making mistake invited sleepover said loved shes forever still feel sad still dont feel happy"
] | 23 | aún molesto amigo se disculpó cometiendo error invitado a dormir en casa dijo amado ella todavía se siente triste todavía no se siente feliz |
need girlfriend im bored im bored right now need girlfriend real shit | [] | [
"need girlfriendim boredim bored right now need girlfriend real shit"
] | 12 | Necesito novia aburrimiento aburrido ahora mismo necesito novia mierda real |
wtf average year old boy cm tall im cm average guess nice | [] | [
"wtf average year old boy cm tall im cm average guess nice"
] | 14 | wtf año promedio chico cm alto im cm promedio adivinar agradable |
hope die hopefully get hit car like bus people like oh accident connect depression | [] | [
"hope die hopefully get hit car like bus people like oh accident connect depression"
] | 14 | esperanza morir con suerte conseguir coche atropellado como la gente de autobús como oh accidente conectar depresión |
intense actors like bruce dern jason patrick rachel ward combine make modernday film noir winner three know interesting offer good performances intriguing charactersbr br patric narration noir playing exboxer mental patient wow alone makes interesting guy looks dumb isnt ward slinky attractive cynical intelligent compassionate co conspirator kidnapping plan goes bad bruce dern also mix dern never fails fascinate filmbr br the movie could considered kind downer average viewer found fascinatingand like depressing movies normally found kind quirky crime film take look see agree pretty unknown film status simply good story welldone | [] | [
"intense actors like bruce dern jason patrick rachel ward combine make modernday film noir winner three knowinteresting offer good performances intriguing charactersbr br patric narration noir playing exboxer mental patient wow alone makes interesting guy looks dumb isnt ward slinky attractive cynical intelligent compassionate co conspirator kidnapping plan goes bad bruce dern also mix dern never fails fascinate filmbr br the movie could considered kind downer average viewer found fascinatingand like depressing movies normally found kind quirky crime film take look see agree pretty unknown film status simply good story welldone"
] | 129 | actores intensos como Bruce Dern Jason Patrick Rachel Ward combinación hacen película moderna noir ganador tres saber interesante ofrecen buenas actuaciones intrigantes personajesbr br patric narración noir jugar exboxer paciente mental wow solo hace interesante chico parece tonto ist slinky slinky atractivo cínico inteligente compasiva co conspirador plan secuestro va mal Bruce Dern también mezcla dern nunca falla fascinante película br la película podría considerarse amable espectador medio deprimente encontrado fascinante y como películas deprimentes tipo raro crimen película tomar la mirada ver acuerdo bastante desconocido estado de película simplemente buena historia biendone |
shouldve never borndo ever feel even born life much chaos im honestly considering entire life mistake honestly feel like never left fetus alive im root many problems including problems ive considering redflag realize wont solve anything | [
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"shouldve never borndo ever feel even born life much chaos im honestly considering entire life mistake honestly feel like never left fetus alive im root many problems including problems ive considering redflag realize wont solve anything"
] | 42 | Nunca debería haber nacido nunca sentir incluso la vida nacida mucho caos mi honestamente considerando toda la vida error honestamente siento como nunca dejado feto vivo im raíz muchos problemas incluyendo problemas ive considerando redflag darse cuenta de que no va a resolver nada |
wrote redflag notei heard somewhere helps write redflag note feel like dying think last words youd say people tried honestly feel worse redflag note want die more | [
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"wrote redflag notei heard somewhere helps write redflag note feel like dying think last words youd say people tried honestly feel worse redflag note want die more"
] | 35 | Escribió Redflag Notei escuchado en algún lugar ayuda a escribir Redflag Note se siente como morir pensar las últimas palabras yud decir que la gente trató honestamente se siente peor Redflag nota quieren morir más |
thanks advice yall got advice magnificent people months back myself expect work did ive talking girl quickly became best friend im gonna ask weeks im finally seeing year telling make happy im cute share lot interests want see more think shell say yes whats best way ask her im happiest ive long time her | [] | [
"thanks advice yall got advice magnificent people months back myself expect work did ive talking girl quickly became best friend im gonna ask weeks im finally seeing year telling make happy im cute share lot interests want see more think shell say yes whats best way ask her im happiest ive long time her"
] | 60 | Gracias consejo yall consiguió consejo magnífica gente meses atrás yo mismo esperar trabajo hizo live parlante chica rápidamente se convirtió en el mejor amigo im voy a preguntar semanas im año diciendo hacer feliz im lindo compartir mucho intereses quieren ver más pensar shell decir sí ¿Cuál es la mejor manera de preguntarle im más feliz vivir mucho tiempo ella |
really happy yea really happy right now yup | [] | [
"really happy yea really happy right now yup"
] | 10 | realmente feliz yeah realmente feliz en este momento yup |
call transgender avatar gender bender | [] | [
"call transgender avatar gender bender"
] | 8 | llamar gender bender avatar transgénero |
really enjoy want break either silly sometimes think im making bigger deal be get insecure fact high school boyfriend one actually asked date slept together every guy always turned same come him sex guy maintains wants nothing serious nowhere comes really strong marriage kids talk | [] | [
"really enjoy want break either silly sometimes think im making bigger deal be get insecure fact high school boyfriend one actually asked date slept together every guy always turned same come him sex guy maintains wants nothing serious nowhere comes really strong marriage kids talk"
] | 47 | realmente disfrutar de querer descanso o tonto a veces creo que im hacer más grande trato ser hecho inseguro novio de secundaria uno realmente preguntó cita se acostó con todos los chicos siempre se volvieron iguales venir él sexo chico mantiene no quiere nada serio en ningún lugar viene realmente fuerte matrimonio niños hablar |
isolate girl friend group talk like title says want get know better since way weve talked group really anything big know get away everyone else though | [] | [
"isolate girl friend group talk like title says want get know better since way weve talked group really anything big know get away everyone else though"
] | 27 | chica aislada grupo de amigos hablar como el título dice que quieren conocer mejor ya que hemos hablado grupo realmente cualquier cosa grande saber escapar a todos los demás aunque |
alright guys im going bed hope everyone lovely day night etc anyone hard time cant guarantee get better know im hoping will goodnight | [] | [
"alright guys im going bed hope everyone lovely day night etc anyone hard time cant guarantee get better know im hoping will goodnight"
] | 25 | Muy bien chicos me voy a la cama espero que todo el mundo encantador día noche etc cualquier persona difícil tiempo no puede garantizar obtener mejor saber im con la esperanza de buenas noches |
im horrible person dont even deserve diebecause dying biggest wish thats it | [
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"im horrible person dont even deserve diebecause dying biggest wish thats it"
] | 15 | La persona horrible ni siquiera merece morir porque el mayor deseo de morir es eso. |
know petty reason sad dragging pretty badly mind hates me overeat cannot sleep well pervasive redflag also sprinkled good measure too spite actually somehow making good progress terms losing weight getting better running probably going go window since got shin splints hurts like hell run now took much fucking effort get point forcing go spite incredibly sad tired fucking time wanting sleep day ran regularly able fucking laundry break habit order recover sure feel sad disgusting since able really run mostly one good habit actually able form keep length time might start over sorry probably overly dramatic constantly like supports ripped cannot body listen | [
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"know petty reason sad dragging pretty badly mind hates me overeat cannot sleep well pervasive redflag also sprinkled good measure too spite actually somehow making good progress terms losing weight getting better running probably going go window since got shin splints hurts like hell run now took much fucking effort get point forcing go spite incredibly sad tired fucking time wanting sleep day ran regularly able fucking laundry break habit order recover sure feel sad disgusting since able really run mostly one good habit actually able form keep length time might start over sorry probably overly dramatic constantly like supports ripped cannot body listen"
] | 114 | saber razón mezquina triste arrastrando bastante mal mente me odia comer en exceso no puede dormir bien penetrante bandera roja también rociado buena medida demasiado a pesar de que en realidad de alguna manera hacer buen progreso términos perder peso conseguir mejor correr probablemente ir ventana desde conseguir shin férulas duele como infierno correr ahora tomó mucho puto esfuerzo conseguir punto forzamiento ir a pesar increíblemente triste cansado puto tiempo querer dormir día corrió regularmente capaz puta lavandería romper hábito orden recuperar seguro sentirse triste desagradable ya que capaz ejecutar en realidad un buen hábito en realidad capaz forma mantener la longitud de tiempo podría empezar de nuevo probablemente demasiado dramático constantemente como soportes desgarrado no puede cuerpo escuchar |
urgent friend considering redflag dohes considering redflag know talk it | [
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"urgent friend considering redflag dohes considering redflag know talk it"
] | 16 | amigo urgente considerando dohes de bandera roja considerando redflag saber hablar de ello |
leg fucking burns help ive tried everything lotion vaporub showering leg still burns left calf remedies really hurts | [] | [
"leg fucking burns help ive tried everything lotion vaporub showering leg still burns left calf remedies really hurts"
] | 22 | pierna puta quemaduras ayuda ive probado todo loción vaporub duchar pierna todavía quemaduras izquierda pantorrilla remedios realmente duele |
happens tell therapist im suicidal thoughtshi ive dealing depression years year hardest far havent able get redflag mind months im scared die whenever im alone cant help think killing myself realize need professional help ive never therapist scared tell dont want sent mental hospital want honest therapist go dont see point going disclosing feelings theyre gunna send hospital wont go posting post got deleted nostupidquestions thanks | [
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"happens tell therapist im suicidal thoughtshi ive dealing depression years year hardest far havent able get redflag mind months im scared die whenever im alone cant help think killing myself realize need professional help ive never therapist scared tell dont want sent mental hospital want honest therapist go dont see point going disclosing feelings theyre gunna send hospital wont go posting post got deleted nostupidquestions thanks"
] | 85 | le dice al terapeuta im suicida thoughtshi ive tratar depresión años año más difícil lejos no ha podido conseguir rojo flag mente meses me asusta morir cada vez que estoy solo no puedo ayudar a pensar que matarme me doy cuenta necesidad de ayuda profesional ive nunca terapeuta asustado decirle no quiero enviado hospital mental quiere terapeuta honesto ir no ver punto va revelando sentimientos que son gunna enviar hospital no va a publicar post se borró preguntas nostupid gracias |
never go itsurvival instincts fucking powerful could planning weeks feeling prepared right im standing edge instincts kick cant fucking it funny cant even kill | [
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"never go itsurvival instincts fucking powerful could planning weeks feeling preparedrightim standing edge instincts kick cant fucking it funny cant even kill"
] | 31 | nunca ir sus instintos de vida jodidamente poderoso podría planear semanas sintiéndose preparado derecho instintos de pie borde patear no puede joderlo gracioso no puede incluso matar |
good enoughim antidepressant makes feel okay things okay running time years old time success kids dwindling think get happy rich beautiful women marry social economic class think overly narrow say yes every date difficult get even dont like them think better try taje better photos hate seeing face thinning hair see like gorgeous women every day go downtown make sad know id never catch eye wish felt like good enough deserve good things accept good things happen me deserve death really | [
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"good enoughim antidepressant makes feelokay thingsokay running time years old time success kids dwindling think get happy rich beautiful women marry social economic class think overly narrow sayyes every date difficult get even dont like them think better try taje better photos hate seeing face thinning hair see like gorgeous women every day go downtown make sad know id never catch eye wish felt like good enough deserve good things accept good things happen me deserve death really"
] | 92 | bueno lo bastanteim antidepresivo hace sentir bien las cosas bien correr los años de edad éxito niños menguando pensar conseguir feliz ricos hermosas mujeres casarse clase económica social pensar demasiado estrecho decirsí cada fecha difícil incluso no como ellos piensan mejor tratar taje mejores fotos odio ver cara adelgazamiento pelo ver como mujeres hermosas cada día ir al centro de la ciudad hacer triste saber id nunca llamar la atención deseo se sentía como bien merecer cosas buenas aceptar buenas cosas me pasan me merecen la muerte realmente |
scared im going kill anyone fucks family cant stop thinking smashing someones head hitting bat im scared something starts im going stop fuck wrong | [] | [
"scared im going kill anyone fucks family cant stop thinking smashing someones head hitting batim scared something starts im going stop fuck wrong"
] | 28 | miedo voy a matar a cualquiera folla familia no puedo dejar de pensar romper la cabeza de alguien golpear batim miedo algo comienza im va a parar mal |
composition posts wanna die crush uwu ask hey guys im streaming game watch stream insert twitch link here lgbt related guys help momdadteacherother adult life fucking asshole stop | [] | [
"composition posts wanna die crush uwu ask hey guys im streaming game watch stream insert twitch link here lgbt related guys help momdadteacherother adult life fucking asshole stop"
] | 37 | composición posts want die machaque uwu preguntar hey chicos im streaming juego ver flujo insertar tictic link aquí lgbt chicos relacionados ayudar a mamámaestraotro adulto vida mierda culo parada |
single suicidal thoughts since feel end coming soon work good job apartment car also travel regularly also friends also motivation make friends meet women recently started paying cremationno viewing memorial funeral home disposing ashes also moved shitty apartment e decent one quit drinking sought professional help anything therapists said goes one ear other sick you alone there help know want help waiting pay cremation right going motions making look like putting effort reality mind already made up final purchase gauge using myself reason buy tempted use it well planned suicide | [
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"single suicidal thoughts since feel end coming soon work good job apartment car also travel regularly also friends also motivation make friends meet women recently started paying cremationno viewing memorial funeral home disposing ashes also moved shitty apartment e decent one quit drinking sought professional help anything therapists said goes one ear other sick you alone there help know want help waiting pay cremation right going motions making look like putting effort reality mind already made up final purchase gauge using myself reason buy tempted use it well planned suicide"
] | 96 | solo pensamientos suicidas ya que se siente final pronto trabajo buen trabajo coche de apartamento también viajar regularmente también amigos motivación hacer amigos conocer mujeres recientemente comenzó a pagar cremaciónno ver funeral funeral eliminación cenizas también se movió mierda apartamento e decente uno dejó de beber busca ayuda profesional cualquier cosa terapeutas dice va un oído otro enfermo que solo allí ayuda saber quieren ayuda esperar pago cremación derecho ir movimientos haciendo ver como poner esfuerzo realidad mente hecho hasta el indicador de compra final uso de mí mismo razón comprar tentado utilizarlo suicidio bien planificado |
deserve thisim hell im depressed live middle nowhere best friend significant stabbed back different times past month replaced within week ive got nobody now little brother attacks constantly father screams im oldest child mother hates me get called names anywhere go ive got reason live anymore last month life finally going well everything fell apart this | [
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"deserve thisim hellim depressed live middle nowhere best friend significant stabbed back different times past month replaced within week ive got nobody now little brother attacks constantly father screams im oldest child mother hates me get called names anywhere go ive got reason live anymore last month life finally going well everything fell apart this"
] | 61 | Merecen este hellim deprimido vivir en el medio de la nada mejor amigo significativo apuñalado de nuevo diferentes tiempos el mes pasado sustituidos dentro de la semana i ve nadie ahora pequeño hermano ataques constantemente padre gritos im hijo mayor madre odia que me llaman nombres en cualquier lugar go ive tengo razón vivir más el mes pasado vida finalmente va bien todo se vino abajo esto |
nono pleasures smiles relaxation recreation conversation loneliness interruption deed done more bullet shatters skull | [
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"nono pleasures smiles relaxation recreation conversation loneliness interruption deed done more bullet shatters skull"
] | 19 | nono placeres sonrisas relajación recreación conversación soledad interrupción acto hecho más bala rompe cráneo |
weakdo know phrase redflag permanent solution temporary problem cant get job deadend town thats temporary problem right cut ties father hell never satisfied are maybe maybe need vent maybe need way out look pros cons really supportive grandmother girlfriend theyre probably reason committed redflag yet guess weak people problems sr makes special right hate want people give random strangers close wanting give up know like feel worthless broke alone life like throwing shit us one care no thats think feel im tired struggling cant take it | [
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"weakdo know phrase redflag permanent solution temporary problem cant get job deadend town thats temporary problem right cut ties father hell never satisfied are maybe maybe need vent maybe need way out look pros cons really supportive grandmother girlfriend theyre probably reason committed redflag yet guess weak people problems sr makes special right hate want people give random strangers close wanting give up know like feel worthless broke alone life like throwing shit us one careno thats think feel im tired struggling cant take it"
] | 100 | débildo saber frase redflag solución permanente problema temporal no se puede conseguir trabajo de callejón sin salida ciudad ques problema temporal derecho corte lazos padre infierno nunca satisfecho es tal vez tal vez necesidad ventilación tal vez necesidad de salida mirada pros realmente apoyo abuela novia son probablemente razón comprometida Redflag pero supongo que la gente débil problemas sr hace especial derecho odio quieren que la gente dar extraños al azar cerca querer renunciar a saber como sentirse inútil roto vida como tirar mierda nos un careno que piensa sentirse cansado lucha no puede tomar |
strange dream yesterday basically standing dark room suddenly dwayne johnson appeared accidentally stabbed lightsaber didnt even know hand suddenly everything back normal woke up mean exactly force sensitive | [] | [
"strange dream yesterday basically standing dark room suddenly dwayne johnson appeared accidentally stabbed lightsaber didnt even know hand suddenly everything back normal woke up mean exactly force sensitive"
] | 35 | sueño extraño ayer básicamente de pie cuarto oscuro de repente Dwayne Johnson apareció accidentalmente apuñalado sable de luz ni siquiera sabía mano de repente todo de vuelta normal despertó significa exactamente fuerza sensible |
want gone birthdaythis first time posing reddit birthday wednesday ive decided tonight want dead then im therapy nothing working want go sleep never wake up ive struggled self harming years first time days clean im throwing away tonight need work courage | [
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"want gone birthdaythis first time posing reddit birthday wednesday ive decided tonight want dead then im therapy nothing working want go sleep never wake up ive struggled self harming years first time days clean im throwing away tonight need work courage"
] | 50 | Quiero ir cumpleaños esta primera vez posando cumpleaños Reddit miércoles ive decidido esta noche quiero muerto entonces im terapia nada trabajo quiero ir a dormir nunca despertar ive luchado auto daño años primera vez días limpio im tirar esta noche necesita trabajo valor |
episode no thirteen fanciful excuse incredibly gay terminology supernatural tv series relocates sam dean winchester missouri called upon old flame deans investigate string mysterious murders occurring small town turns out large pickup truck unseen driver running african americans desolate stretch road dean attempts rekindle past love affair towns people turn roadkill cause appears due past racial incident back s causing frustrated redneck spirit remain ghostly limbo seeking kill black motorists route another good installment which uncommon ive noticed contains notable aspects pertaining pair main characters dean getting laid sams admitted regret left college killer truck doest come across terrifying thing world though hour long show job well handsdown fantastic episode solid concept horror movie references | [] | [
"episode no thirteen fanciful excuse incredibly gay terminology supernatural tv series relocates sam dean winchester missouri called upon old flame deans investigate string mysterious murders occurring small town turns out large pickup truck unseen driver running african americans desolate stretch road dean attempts rekindle past love affair towns people turn roadkill cause appears due past racial incident back s causing frustrated redneck spirit remain ghostly limbo seeking kill black motorists route another good installment which uncommon ive noticed contains notable aspects pertaining pair main characters dean getting laid sams admitted regret left college killer truck doest come across terrifying thing world though hour long show job well handsdown fantastic episode solid concept horror movie references"
] | 143 | episodio no trece fantasía excusa increíblemente gay terminología sobrenatural serie de televisión reubica sam dean winchester missouri llamado a la vieja llama de los decanos investigar cadena misteriosos asesinatos que ocurren pequeña ciudad resulta que gran camioneta conductor invisible corriendo afroamericanos desolado tramo carretera dean intentos reavivar pasado romance ciudades gente vuelta carretera causa parece debido al pasado incidente racial espalda s causando frustrado espíritu campesino permanece fantasmal limbo buscando matar a motoristas negros ruta otra buena entrega que inusual ive notado contiene aspectos notables relacionados par de personajes principales sams admitido arrepentimiento izquierda universidad asesino camión no vienen a través de mundo cosa aterradora aunque hora largo mostrar trabajo bien manos abajo fantástico episodio sólido concepto terror cine referencias |
gf broke me got mad next day bc didnt want get back together bad grades got grounded got phone taken thought ghosting said breaking me thinking it lying constantly does mental health problems seems like has decided good idea next day got texts saying wanted get back together wasnt thinking clearly even tho said thought least week starts getting mad wanting date anymore make right decision given time thought | [] | [
"gf broke me got mad next day bc didnt want get back together bad grades got grounded got phone taken thought ghosting said breaking me thinking it lying constantly does mental health problems seems like has decided good idea next day got texts saying wanted get back together wasnt thinking clearly even tho said thought least week starts getting mad wanting date anymore make right decision given time thought"
] | 75 | gf me rompió se enfureció al día siguiente bc no quería volver a estar juntos malas calificaciones fueron castigados se tomó el teléfono pensamiento fantasma dijo romperme pensando que mentir constantemente hace problemas de salud mental parece que ha decidido buena idea al día siguiente recibió mensajes diciendo que quería volver juntos no estaba pensando claramente incluso tho dijo pensamiento menos semana comienza a enojarse queriendo cita más tomar la decisión correcta dado tiempo pensamiento |
im big disappointment im asian parents want get good grades two grades dropped complete garbage due bullshit supposed get ap gov teacher assigned group project group evaluation someone decided work dropped grade entire group failing grade dropped overall grade points b disappointed parents cant anything get points back bio grade dropped well turnitins shitty plagiarism report working group online test even though supposed to someone needed help needed help already done someone asked answer question asked copy answer word word sure enough copied answer word word lost points turned test first looking test teacher absolutely hates plagiarism subject im actually good at math going great either pretty bad first two tests one test guaranteed get good grade three four days lock down absent day test then go two day field trip ended day lock started now teacher let take test would unfair testing environment leaving shit grade math too top this literally nothing else going me brother got accepted good school lot friends succeeding there im shit public high school friends parents expecting successful brother point near impossible im athletic talli often mistaken fifth grader im ninth grade little extracurricular activities even good personality back failures want die point even courage that | [
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"im big disappointment im asian parents want get good grades two grades dropped complete garbage due bullshit supposed get ap gov teacher assigned group project group evaluation someone decided work dropped grade entire group failing grade dropped overall grade points b disappointed parents cant anything get points back bio grade dropped well turnitins shitty plagiarism report working group online test even though supposed to someone needed help needed help already done someone asked answer question asked copy answer word word sure enough copied answer word word lost points turned test first looking test teacher absolutely hates plagiarism subject im actually good at math going great either pretty bad first two tests one test guaranteed get good grade three four days lock down absent day test then go two day field trip ended day lock started now teacher let take test would unfair testing environment leaving shit grade math too top this literally nothing else going me brother got accepted good school lot friends succeeding there im shit public high school friends parents expecting successful brother point near impossible",
"im athletic talli often mistaken fifth grader im ninth grade little extracurricular activities even good personality back failures want die point even courage that"
] | 193 | Im gran decepción Im asiático padres quieren obtener buenas calificaciones dos grados cayeron basura completa debido a mierda supuesto conseguir ap gov profesor asignado grupo de proyecto evaluación alguien decidió trabajo perdido grupo de fracaso grado caída general grado puntos b decepcionado padres no puede nada obtener puntos de vuelta bio grado cayó bien Turnitins mierda plagio informe grupo de trabajo prueba en línea aunque se supone que alguien necesita ayuda necesaria ayuda ya hecho alguien preguntó respuesta pregunta respuesta respuesta palabra respuesta palabra copiada palabra palabra perdido puntos convertidos prueba primer examen profesor absolutamente odia plagio sujeto im en realidad bueno en matemáticas va muy bien o muy mal dos primeros exámenes una prueba garantizada obtener buen grado tres cuatro días bloqueo ausencia día prueba luego ir dos días viaje final día bloqueo comenzó ahora profesor dejar tomar prueba ambiente de mierda grado matemáticas demasiado superior esto literalmente nada más que me hermano consiguió aceptar buena escuela amigos éxito im mierda amigos de escuela secundaria amigos esperando éxito hermano punto casi imposible |
know doive suicidal six years want hurt family even made attempt ive come close several times first complicated plan drown two failsafes sure later considered finding something tall enough jump from think ever comes ill take belt hang myself anywhere scares easy would be im afraid die want hurt people really wanted kill typing out still worry eventually ill exceptionally bad day decide last reasons kill myself i almost years old living mother get along well im sure point want independent move out feel like burden i serious issues anxiety kept comfortable around people entire life deeply introverted shy could figure hermits afford food house might problems i selfdiagnosed aspergers syndromeautism spectrum disorder and ashamed considered faker official diagnosis almost cried realized possess nearly traits associated asd understand greater detail make life much easier i job car quit college social demands giving panic attacks its know know well ive never good knowing people would like job cant find one give panic attacks good introvertjobs replaced machines ive considered volunteering feel like im burden society cant even muster strength go school supposed help people cant even breathe im surrounded strangers my one passion something cant make living with make music music love fringe people consider music like kind music gets labelled pretentious not music write pop song tried would hate myself popular music awful me theres small niche kind music small unless radio starts playing avantgarde noise passion hobby i feel like world hostile people like me im normal yes ive heard every possible variation idea theres thing normal thats lie world accommodating people average money sex love adventure none things appeal me like pop culture sports cant really relate anyone wants desires alien everyone meet im weak thats boils to im simply weak world scares idea navigate it want functioning independent adult every attempt ive made leaves depressed anxious suicidal guess see doctor last thing want financially burden mother further course im sure shed rather dead thank reading | [
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"know doive suicidal six years want hurt family even made attempt ive come close several times first complicated plan drown two failsafes sure later considered finding something tall enough jump from think ever comes ill take belt hang myself anywhere scares easy would be im afraid die want hurt people really wanted kill typing out still worry eventually ill exceptionally bad day decide last reasons kill myself i almost years old living mother get alongwell im sure point want independent move out feel like burden i serious issues anxiety kept comfortable around people entire life deeply introverted shy could figure hermits afford food house might problems i selfdiagnosed aspergers syndromeautism spectrum disorder and ashamed considered faker official diagnosis almost cried realized possess nearly traits associated asd understand greater detail make life much easier i job car quit college social demands giving panic attacks its know know",
"well ive never good knowing people would like job cant find one give panic attacks good introvertjobs replaced machines ive considered volunteering feel like im burden society cant even muster strength go school supposed help people cant even breathe im surrounded strangers my one passion something cant make living with make music music love fringe people consider music like kind music gets labelled pretentious not music write pop song tried would hate myself popular music awful me theres small niche kind music small unless radio starts playing avantgarde noise passionhobby i feel like world hostile people like me im normalyes ive heard every possible variation idea theres thing normal thats lie world accommodating people average money sex love adventure none things appeal me like pop culture sports cant really relate anyone wants desires alien everyone meet im weak thats boils to im simply weak world scares idea navigate it want functioning independent adult every attempt ive made leaves depressed anxious suicidal guess see doctor last thing want financially burden mother further course im sure shed rather dead thankreading"
] | 168 | know doive suicida seis años quieren lastimar a la familia incluso intento hecho ive venir cerca varias veces primer plan complicado ahogar dos seguros de fallas seguro más tarde considerado encontrar algo alto salto de pensar nunca viene mal take cinturón colgarme en cualquier lugar miedo fácil sería im morir querer herir a la gente realmente quería matar escribir fuera todavía preocupación eventualmente mal excepcionalmente mal día decidir las últimas razones matarme i casi años de edad madre viva get lookwell im seguro punto quiero independiente moverme sentir como carga i graves problemas ansiedad mantenido cómodo alrededor de la gente toda la vida profundamente introvertido tímido podría imaginar ermitaños pagar comida casa podría problemas I autodiagnosticed aspergers syndromeautism espectro desorden y avergonzado considerado falso diagnóstico oficial casi llorado realizado poseer casi rasgos asociados asd entender mayor detalle hacer la vida mucho más fácil i trabajo coche dejar de la universidad demandas sociales ataques de pánico su conocimiento |
although others commented video edited version two shows fire space living legend watch original shows find dialogue video edition edited out found video version much better scenes lines added it would say want see show original version see video versions vhs offer fan original episodes offered dvd now another good video conquest earth scenes galactica actual broadcasts themselves overall rate gives enjoy networks wanted show time slot gave producers | [] | [
"although others commented video edited version two shows fire space living legend watch original shows find dialogue video edition edited out found video version much better scenes lines added it would say want see show original version see video versions vhs offer fan original episodes offered dvd now another good video conquest earth scenes galactica actual broadcasts themselves overall rate gives enjoy networks wanted show time slot gave producers"
] | 75 | Aunque otros comentaron la versión de vídeo editado dos shows espacio fuego vida leyenda ver shows originales encontrar diálogo edición de vídeo edición de vídeo editado encontrado versión de vídeo mucho mejor escenas líneas añadido que diría que quiere ver show versión original ver versiones de vídeo vhs ofrecen fan episodios originales ofrecido dvd ahora otro buen vídeo conquista escenas tierra galactica real transmisiones ellos mismos tasa general da disfrute redes deseadas show tiempo ranura dio productores |
whyi dont want end people say hurt arent hurt im nobody shell im person thats mentally dead whats point | [
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"whyi dont want end people say hurt arent hurt im nobody shell im person thats mentally dead whats point"
] | 24 | ¿Por qué no quiero terminar la gente dice que lastimado no son lastimado im nadie shell im persona que está mentalmente muerto qué punto |
witnessed wholesome moment mom dad im christian dad mom new year enrolled online bible study group whatsapp group too nowadays act like high school couples gossip share homework idk feel really good every new year past years mom dad fighting feels good seeing happy | [] | [
"witnessed wholesome moment mom dad im christian dad mom new year enrolled online bible study group whatsapp group too nowadays act like high school couples gossip share homework idk feel really good every new year past years mom dad fighting feels good seeing happy"
] | 51 | testigo sano momento mamá papá im cristiano papá mamá año nuevo inscrito en línea biblia grupo de estudio whatsapp grupo también hoy en día actuar como parejas de escuela secundaria chismes compartir deberes idk sentirse muy bien cada año nuevo años pasados mamá papá lucha se siente bien ver feliz |
much said film typical nunsploitation course nudity sex nuns almost incidental storybr br it set th century italy time martyrdom christians otranto battle muslims christians takes good part film interesting everyone running muslim hoards mother superior would ask why fear muslims anything christians done you certainly enough torture sidesbr br sister flavia florinda bolkan sent convent defying father process witnesses endures many things gelding stallion rape local woman new duke torture nun overcome visit tarantula sect whipping ran jew torture particularly gruesome hot wax poured nun nipples cut offbr br sister flavia bound continue get trouble questions maledominated society lives even asks jesus father son holy ghost menbr br eventually joins leader muslims lover sack convent see flesh possible enjoy one time but tragedy come manages exact sweet revenge all including duke father finds muslim lover treats exactly same woman itbr br i describe holy men church heretic end predates torture saw hostel decadesbr br nunsploitation fans satisfied treats movie lovers find plenty meat digest | [] | [
"much said film typical nunsploitation course nudity sex nuns almost incidental storybr br it set th century italy time martyrdom christians otranto battle muslims christians takes good part film interesting everyone running muslim hoards mother superior would ask why fear muslims anything christians done you certainly enough torture sidesbr br sister flavia florinda bolkan sent convent defying father process witnesses endures many things gelding stallion rape local woman new duke torture nun overcome visit tarantula sect whipping ran jew torture particularly gruesome hot wax poured nun nipples cut offbr br sister flavia bound continue get trouble questions maledominated society lives even asks jesus father son holy ghost menbr br eventually joins leader muslims lover sack convent see flesh possible enjoy one time but tragedy come manages exact sweet revenge all including duke father finds muslim lover treats exactly same woman itbr br i describe holy men church heretic end predates torture saw hostel decadesbr br nunsploitation fans satisfied treats movie lovers find plenty meat digest"
] | 238 | mucho dicho película típica monjasploitation curso nudidad sexo monjas casi incidental historiabr br it set th siglo italia tiempo martirio cristianos otranto batalla musulmanes cristianos toma buena parte película interesante todos corriendo muslim acapara madre superior preguntaría por qué miedo musulmanes cualquier cosa cristianos hizo ciertamente suficiente tortura sidesbr br hermana flavia florinda bolkan enviado convento desafiando padre proceso testigos soportar muchas cosas gelding semental violación local mujer nuevo duque tortura monja superar visita tarantula secta azotes judio tortura particularmente horrible caliente cera derramado monja pezones cortados br hermano flavia confinado seguir teniendo problemas preguntas masculina dominada sociedad vidas incluso pregunta Jesús padre hijo santo fantasma hombresbr br br eventualmente se une líder muslims amante saco convento ver carne posible disfrutar una vez pero tragedia venir maneja venganza exacta dulce todos los duques encuentra amante muslim trata exactamente la misma mujer itbr br i describe santo hombres iglesia final torturas vio albergue décadas br monjasploitation fans trata a los amantes de la película |
closer closer everydayi cant explain it ive seen counselor make feel like piece shit im broke live parents stuck job hate pays like crap im stuck hole cant get of cant help cry even smallest things everyday thoughts ending all gun loaded dresser keep staring at | [
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"closer closer everydayi cant explain it ive seen counselor make feel like piece shit im broke live parents stuck job hate pays like crap im stuck hole cant get of cant help cry even smallest things everyday thoughts ending all gun loaded dresser keep staring at"
] | 52 | más cerca cada día no puedo explicarlo he visto consejera hacer sentir como pedazo de mierda me rompió vivo padres atascados trabajo odio paga como mierda im atascado agujero no puedo conseguir de cant ayudar a llorar incluso las cosas más pequeñas pensamientos cotidianos terminar con todas las armas cargadas vestidor seguir mirando fijamente |
need partner probably cringy af ive never partner entire life feel fucking lonely time want someone care go dates know cute shit im bi f get best worlds | [] | [
"need partner probably cringy af ive never partner entire life feel fucking lonely time want someone care go dates know cute shit imbif get best worlds"
] | 33 | Need socia probablemente crangy af ive nunca compañero toda la vida sentir puto tiempo solitario querer alguien cuidado ir citas saber lindo mierda imbif conseguir mejores mundos |
sure worth postingive posted before support helped through im sure want need cant help feeling done living know post doesnt give conext situation feel like im done amp dont feel worthy anymore also dont want put mother losing child basically im place amp advicesupport would welcome | [
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"sure worth postingive posted before support helped through im sure want need cant help feeling done living know post doesnt give conext situation feel like im done amp dont feel worthy anymore also dont want put mother losing child basically im place amp advicesupport would welcome"
] | 56 | seguro vale la pena publicar postive antes de apoyo ayudado a través de im seguro quiero necesidad no puede ayudar sentirse hecho vida saber post no da situación conext se siente como im hecho amp no se sienten dignos más también no quieren poner madre perder hijo básicamente im lugar amp apoyo consejo le daría la bienvenida |
im going jump story building head firstafter ex broke two many years ago ive pretty much undateable adhd ive become drifter grunt dead end job dreams life shattered even surprised always like me brother ive third wheeling ever since parents ocd hoarders friends seen years realizing girls ever going want me whenever sincerely try improve fate like crash brick wall know understand cuz im average intelligence fuck society judgmental everyday feel like im facing judgment day im single unwanted alone nervous pale fuck im sick this im sick infatuated women fucking guys told gets better im sick hell | [
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"im going jump story building head firstafter ex broke two many years ago ive pretty much undateable adhd ive become drifter grunt dead end job dreams life shattered even surprised always like me brother ive third wheeling ever since parents ocd hoarders friends seen years realizing girls ever going want me whenever sincerely try improve fate like crash brick wall know understand cuz im average intelligence fuck society judgmental everyday feel like im facing judgment day im single unwanted alone nervous pale fuckim sick thisim sick infatuated women fucking guys told gets better im sick hell"
] | 119 | Im va salto historia edificio cabeza primero después de ex rompió dos hace muchos años ive adhd bastante indactable ive se convierte en vagabundo gruñido callejón sin salida trabajo sueños vida destrozada incluso sorprendido siempre como yo hermano ive tercera rueda desde padres ocd acaparadores amigos visto años realización chicas siempre va a quererme cada vez que sinceramente tratar de mejorar el destino como choque pared de ladrillo saber entender cuz inteligencia media mierda sociedad juicio diario se siente como im cara a juicio día im solo no deseado solo pálidas follada enfermo esteim enfermo inmaculado mujeres follada chicos se pone mejor im enfermo infierno |
dont deserve happyok lemmie start saying probably glad hear ive sort good place past week havent cynical pessimistic little shit people havent contemplated redflag first time long time im thinking right actually getting better another mood swing mean either way simply feel though dont deserve it tell theres people desperate feel happy probably need getting better am cuz may late me since post ive made redflag attempts lifetime counting i really stop attempting unless im truly sure im gonna go it | [
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"dont deserve happyok lemmie start saying probably glad hear ive sort good place past week havent cynical pessimistic little shit people havent contemplated redflag first time long time im thinking right actually getting better another moodswing mean either way simply feel though dont deserve it tell theres people desperate feel happy probably need getting better am cuz may late me since post ive made redflag attempts lifetime counting i really stop attempting unless im truly sure im gonna go it"
] | 100 | No mereces happyok Lemmie empezar a decir probablemente feliz escuchar el buen lugar tipo de vida la semana pasada no han cínica pesimista poco mierda gente no han contemplado por primera vez mucho tiempo im pensamiento derecho en realidad conseguir mejor otro estado de ánimo significa de cualquier manera simplemente sentir aunque no lo merecen decir Theres personas desesperadas sentirse feliz probablemente necesita mejorar soy cuz puede llegar tarde yo ya que post ive hecho Redflag intentos de vida contar realmente dejar de intentar a menos que estoy realmente seguro de que voy a ir |
im gonna go see one last movie grandparentsthe im gonei dare change mind | [
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"im gonna go see one last movie grandparentsthe im gonei dare change mind"
] | 15 | Voy a ir a ver una última película abuelos el im goti se atreve a cambiar de opinión |
boxim already dead body caught fact yet single joblesscareerless count friends people feel pity me one hand thousands dollars debt living shit hole apartment ugly social skills wish someone would walk behind shoot back head im thinking joining military im afraid getting maimed killed cant kill willpower instead exist colorless limbo waiting die every second im alive literally feels like eternity suffering im fully aware cheesy sounds truth feel thousand years old | [
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"boxim already dead body caught fact yet single joblesscareerless count friends people feel pity me one hand thousands dollars debt living shit hole apartment ugly social skills wish someone would walk behind shoot back head im thinking joining military im afraid getting maimed killed cant kill willpower instead exist colorless limbo waiting die every second im alive literally feels like eternity suffering im fully aware cheesy sounds truth feel thousand years old"
] | 85 | boxim ya cuerpo muerto atrapado hecho sin embargo un solo trabajo desempleado cuenta amigos la gente se siente lástima de mí una mano miles de dólares deuda vivir mierda agujero apartamento feo habilidades sociales deseo alguien caminar detrás tiro espalda cabeza im pensar unirse militar im miedo a ser mutilado muerto cant matar fuerza de voluntad en lugar de existir limbo incoloro esperando morir cada segundo im vivo literalmente se siente como la eternidad sufriendo im totalmente consciente sonidos cursi verdad sentir miles de años de edad |
everyones dad give privacy yells basic things throws counters calls disappointment makes depressed insults people school dad | [] | [
"everyones dad give privacy yells basic things throws counters calls disappointment makes depressed insults people school dad"
] | 22 | Todo el mundo papá dar privacidad grita cosas básicas lanza contadores llamadas decepción hace deprimido insultos gente escuela papá |
ive feeling shit past days anyone talk im close enough friends want family know problems want someone talk irl maybe hug | [] | [
"ive feeling shit past days anyone talk im close enough friends want family know problems want someone talk irl maybe hug"
] | 23 | viv sentimiento mierda días pasados alguien habla im cerca lo suficiente amigos quieren familiares saben problemas quieren alguien hablar irl tal vez abrazar |
fifthdoor please see reply posts show upplease see reply here httpwwwredditcomrredflagwatchcommentsbizmhwhy_do_mods_delete_my_posts_from_this_subredditcnq | [
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"fifthdoor please see reply posts show upplease see reply here httpwwwredditcomrredflagwatchcommentsbizmhwhy_do_mods_delete_my_posts_from_this_subredditcnq"
] | 55 | Por favor, consulte la respuesta a los mensajes que aparecen aquí httpwwwredditcomrredflagwatchcommentsbizmhwhy_do_mods_delete_my_posts_from_this_subredditcnq |
school ended best felt since back pick right things say worry waking early think school around people thing feel free think thoughts care others might think thoughts goodbye redflag weeks school crushes | [
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"school ended best felt since back pick right things say worry waking early think school around people thing feel free think thoughts care others might think thoughts goodbye redflag weeks school crushes"
] | 35 | escuela terminó mejor sentido ya que detrás recoger cosas correctas dicen preocuparse temprano pensar escuela alrededor de la gente cosa se siente libre pensar pensamientos cuidado otros podrían pensar pensamientos adiós Redflag semanas de la escuela aplasta |
instead killing self ive decided disappear new country start new lifehey reddit really need help make long story short senior college majoring finance bank account ive major depression past two years enjoy life ive thought killing self escape however decided would better run away different country need advice this country go to passport tips ideas pull off | [
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"instead killing self ive decided disappear new country start new lifehey reddit really need help make long story short senior college majoring finance bank account ive major depression past two years enjoy life ive thought killing self escape however decided would better run away different country need advice this country go to passport tips ideas pull off"
] | 65 | En lugar de matar a sí mismo decidido desaparecer nuevo país iniciar nueva vidahey reddit realmente necesita ayuda hacer larga historia corto universidad senior especialización financiera cuenta bancaria ive mayor depresión pasados dos años disfrutar de la vida ive pensamiento matar auto escape sin embargo decidido sería mejor huir diferente país necesita consejo este país ir a pasaporte consejos ideas sacar |
little strings younger mother would tell hold together little strings never really understood meant back then understand strings little things life friend tell ok bright sunny day sound birds trees im trying hold things want lose hope better future unfortunately strings seem snapping day day something new pushes down im struggling stand own im struggling hold myself recognize anymore sadness comes goes end day im left empty stare ceiling hoping find something inside worth saving cant help think sometimes im worth saving | [
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"little strings younger mother would tell hold together little strings never really understood meant back then understand strings little things life friend tell ok bright sunny day sound birds trees im trying hold things want lose hope better future unfortunately strings seem snapping day day something new pushes down im struggling stand ownim struggling hold myself recognize anymore sadness comes goes end day im left empty stare ceiling hoping find something inside worth saving cant help think sometimes im worth saving"
] | 86 | pequeñas cuerdas madre más joven diría mantener juntos pequeñas cuerdas nunca realmente entendidas significa en ese entonces entender cuerdas pequeñas cosas vida amigo decir ok sol brillante día sonido pájaros árboles im tratando de mantener las cosas quieren perder esperanza mejor futuro desafortunadamente cuerdas parecen romper día algo nuevo empuja abajo im lucha fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece st fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece fortalece st fortalece fortalece fortalece st fortalece fortalece st fortalece fortalece st istme istme istme it it it it it it ment ment st st |
body dysmorphia bangin rn want new brain please | [] | [
"body dysmorphia bangin rn want new brain please"
] | 12 | cuerpo dismorfia bangin rn quiere nuevo cerebro por favor |
posting daily get gf day turns mom getting remarrieddivorced dad almost years ago moving km away move granpas place least rest year school friends here life wac | [] | [
"posting daily get gf day turns mom getting remarrieddivorced dad almost years ago moving km away move granpas place least rest year school friends here life wac"
] | 37 | publicación diario conseguir gf día vueltas mamá conseguir vuelto a casardivorciado papá hace casi años mudanza km de distancia mudar granpas lugar menos descanso año escuela amigos aquí vida wac |
school sucking dryyyyyy mom said looked dead earlier cuz purpleish rings eyes weird cuz ive getting decent sleep hrs im ready weekend two projects study finals next week one two monday also math test tomorrow bio lab test retake morning dont even time workout rowing team talk friends want next week go quickly get back workouts video games friends hate shit mentally im fine ive worse im tired going similar pushing last week know uve got this thanks coming ted talk ill regret posting couple hours | [] | [
"school sucking dryyyyyy mom said looked dead earlier cuz purpleish rings eyes weird cuz ive getting decent sleep hrsim ready weekend two projects study finals next week one two monday also math test tomorrow bio lab test retake morning dont even time workout rowing team talk friends want next week go quickly get back workouts video games friends hate shit mentally im fineive worse im tired going similar pushing last week know uve got this thanks coming ted talk ill regret posting couple hours"
] | 104 | escuela chupando dryyyyy mamá dijo que parecía muerto antes cuz púrpura anillos ojos raro cuz ive conseguir decente sueño hrsim fin de semana dos proyectos estudio finales la semana que viene uno dos lunes también examen de matemáticas mañana bio pruebas de laboratorio retoma mañana ni siquiera tiempo entrenamiento remo equipo charla amigos quieren la próxima semana ir rápidamente volver entrenamientos juegos de vídeo amigos odio mierda mental im fina peor yo cansado va similar empujar la semana pasada saber uve consiguió este gracias venir Ted hablar mal arrepentimiento publicar un par de horas |
goodbye familyim writing answer committed redflag family one would question them want sympathy im trying attention seeking stop reading stop wasting time fifthteen years old want kill myself know questioning would this much life ahead me well ive reached point life get better severely overweight ugly stupid depressed nobody would want deal real me crappy future ahead me im honor student straight asthere goes chance going good college matter anyway could never afford loan even go good school us family ask love much except dad im sick dealing piece shit care booze anything else treats us like crap whenever stand make things worse yeah theres that theres girlfriend probably read last post btw thats got part time job wanted spend time her otherwise deal guilting making monster made promise met kill didnt might gone know im sorry best friend used talk online briefly mentioned stop mentioning killed themselves life know son responsible two deaths but always happy joking around want help know im sad im im supposed problems bottle emotions this already killed emotionally im disposing corpse feel like useless waste space cant handle life anymore im sorry goodbye | [
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"goodbye familyim writing answer committed redflag family one would question them want sympathy im trying attention seeking stop reading stop wasting time fifthteen years old want kill myself know questioning would this much life ahead mewell ive reached point life get better severely overweight ugly stupid depressed nobody would want deal real me crappy future ahead me im honor student straight asthere goes chance going good college matter anyway could never afford loan even go good school us family ask love much except dadim sick dealing piece shit care booze anything else treats us like crap whenever stand make things worseyeah theres that theres girlfriend probably read last post btw thats got part time job wanted spend time her otherwise deal guilting making monster made promise met kill didnt might gone knowim sorry best friend used talk online briefly mentioned stop mentioning killed themselves life knowson responsible two deaths but always happy joking around want help know im sad im im supposed problems bottle emotions this already killed emotionally im disposing corpse feel like useless waste space cant handle life anymoreim sorry goodbye"
] | 207 | Adiós familyim escribir respuesta comprometida redflag familia uno les preguntaría si quieren simpatía im tratando de atención buscar dejar de leer dejar de perder tiempo quintoadoce años quieren matarme saber cuestionamiento me gustaría esta gran vida por delante mewell ive alcanzado punto vida conseguir mejor severamente sobrepeso feo estúpido deprimido nadie querría tratar real mí mal futuro delante de mí im honor estudiante derecho como hay oportunidad ir buen asunto universitario de todos modos nunca podría permitirse préstamo incluso ir buena escuela nos familia pedir amor mucho excepto papá enfermo traficando pedazo mierda cuidado alcohol cualquier cosa nos trata como mierda cada vez que de pie hacer cosas peores síh theres novia probablemente leer el último post btw que tiene trabajo a tiempo parcial quería pasar tiempo de otro modo tratar culpa hacer monstruo hizo promesa met kill didt pudo ir lo siento mejor amigo utilizado hablar brevemente mencionado dejar de mencionar muertos sí mismos vida sabeson responsable dos muertes pero siempre feliz broma alrededor quieren ayudar a conocer im triste im im im supuestos problemas embotellamiento emociones este muerto emocionalmente im cuerpo se siente como inútil espacio de basura no puede manejar la vida másim adiós |
make custom alarm got audio would perfect alarm | [] | [
"make custom alarm got audio would perfect alarm"
] | 8 | hacer la alarma personalizada consiguió audio perfecta alarma |
yo like modern warfare lets fucking play then cap send usernames | [] | [
"yo like modern warfare lets fucking play then cap send usernames"
] | 12 | te gusta la guerra moderna deja jugar mierda entonces cap enviar nombres de usuario |
funny intelligent and sense realistic comedy yearold trying live first love vacation also complex sometimes amusing sometimes touching relation divorced father growing daughter far women not nicole teenager go get man loves laughed lot lively scenario never drags | [] | [
"funny intelligent and sense realistic comedy yearold trying live first love vacation also complex sometimes amusing sometimes touching relation divorced father growing daughter far women not nicole teenager go get man loves laughed lot lively scenario never drags"
] | 42 | divertido inteligente y sentido comedia realista año viejo tratando de vivir primero amor vacaciones también complejo a veces divertido tocar la relación divorciado padre crecer hija lejos mujeres no nicole adolescente ir conseguir hombre amores rió mucho animado escenario nunca arrastra |
hard keep going dont anything look forward anymoreim going really bad cycle depression right now havent felt way since nearly killed self maybe even worse cant take anymore want well school want get study work hard cant bring it cant bring keep room clean drink water shower anything life isnt worth living more stay nights hating beyond words im badly school im stressed dont want live anymore every day going awful cycle again dont know do hate much hate myself want drink want drugs want kill myself want anything while keep pushing away people love cant bring tell anyone whats happening im numb cry cry anger hate issues body too cant bear living life more doesnt feel worth it nobody understands bad makes even frustrated grades terrible want good beyond words want well school dreams want follow need good grades it achieve able apply myself cant cant bring makes hate mad enough dont know whats wrong dont know fix it starting feel like late me dont think find keep living life | [
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"hard keep going dont anything look forward anymoreim going really bad cycle depression right now havent felt way since nearly killed self maybe even worse cant take anymore want well school want get study work hard cant bring it cant bring keep room clean drink water shower anything life isnt worth living more stay nights hating beyond words im badly school im stressed dont want live anymore every day going awful cycle again dont know do hate much hate myself want drink want drugs want kill myself want anything while keep pushing away people love cant bring tell anyone whats happening im numb cry cry anger hate issues body too cant bear living life more doesnt feel worth it nobody understands bad makes even frustrated grades terrible want good beyond words want well school dreams want follow need good grades it achieve able apply myself cant cant bring makes hate mad enough dont know whats wrong dont know fix it starting feel like late me dont think find keep living life"
] | 191 | Duro seguir yendo no nada mirar adelante másim ir realmente mal ciclo depresión en este momento no se han sentido de la manera ya casi muerto yo mismo tal vez incluso peor no puedo tomar más bien quiero estudio trabajo duro no puedo traerlo no puedo llevar mantener habitación bebida limpia agua ducha cualquier cosa vida no vale la pena vivir más estancia noches odio más allá de palabras im mal escuela im estresado no quiero vivir más cada día yendo horrible ciclo de nuevo no sé odio mucho yo mismo quiero beber quiero beber quiero quiero matarme quiero nada mientras sigo empujando lejos gente amor no puedo llevar decirle a nadie lo que está pasando im entumecimiento llorar ira odio problemas cuerpo también no puedo soportar vida más nadie lo entiende mal hace incluso frustrado grados terrible querer bien más allá de palabras bien sueños escuela quieren seguir necesitan buenas calificaciones lo logra capaz aplicar yo no puedo traer hace odio lo suficientemente loco no sé lo que está mal no sé arreglarlo |
tiredive feeling tired unhappy ever since remember ive tried everything years therapy many antidepressants never helped unhappy want tired like forever get better overdose soon opiates benzodiazepines alcohol promethazine probably take long time anyone even notice gone you reader please take care can thank listening me | [
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"tiredive feeling tired unhappy ever since remember ive tried everything years therapy many antidepressants never helped unhappy want tired like forever get better overdose soon opiates benzodiazepines alcohol promethazine probably take long time anyone even notice goneyou reader please take care can thank listening me"
] | 58 | cansancio sentirse cansado infeliz desde que recuerdo que he intentado todo años terapia muchos antidepresivos nunca ayudaron infelices querer cansado como para siempre conseguir mejor sobredosis pronto opiáceos benzodiazepinas alcohol prometazina probablemente tomar mucho tiempo cualquiera incluso darse cuenta de que se ha ido lector por favor tenga cuidado puede agradecer escucharme |
ahhaha found problem past relationships turns emotionally abusive clue feel like total fucking asshole wanna die yayyyy today good day ampxb well hand ik need change sooooooo | [] | [
"ahhaha found problem past relationships turns emotionally abusive clue feel like total fucking asshole wanna die yayyyy today good day ampxb well hand ik need change sooooooo"
] | 41 | ahhha ha encontrado problemas relaciones pasadas se convierte en pista emocionalmente abusivo sentir como total maldito idiota quiere morir yayyy hoy buen día ampxb bien mano ik necesidad cambio sooooooo |
guys keep itmy parents thing keeping it know theyre people would devastated did even so urge hard sometimes tell keeps going | [
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"guys keep itmy parents thing keeping it know theyre people would devastated did even so urge hard sometimes tell keeps going"
] | 23 | Los chicos mantienen mi cosa de los padres que lo mantienen saber que son personas devastadas hizo incluso tan urgencia duro a veces decir sigue adelante |
rip phones audio lost abillity make audio horniness went jack bathroom dropped phone toilet hear audio headphones drop f comments pay respects phones audio heres good advice kids close lid jacking toilet | [] | [
"rip phones audio lost abillity make audio horniness went jack bathroom dropped phone toilet hear audio headphones drop f comments pay respects phones audio heres good advice kids close lid jacking toilet"
] | 38 | drap teléfonos audio pérdida de ability hacer audio bocina fue gato cuarto de baño caído teléfono inodoro escuchar audio auriculares caída f comentarios pagar respetos teléfonos audio aquí buenos consejos niños cerrar tapa jacking inodoro |
religious atheist want know percent religious teenagers think atheists wrong | [] | [
"religious atheist want know percent religious teenagers think atheists wrong"
] | 11 | ateos religiosos quieren saber por ciento adolescentes religiosos piensan que los ateos están equivocados |
often band get together reunion concert find cant get together here concert shear brilliance start finish three musicians obviously got together beforehand plotted planned needed ensure nostalgic bash satisfy someones ego obvious start even step stage many faces crowd even born guys first performed first song capture old magic cream men instruments fuss clapton admission said stretch concert keyboards synthesizers etc get see best ginger baker demonstrates many drummers today speak sort drumming guru jack bruce great really managed put together piece magic stand test time many years come ones me | [] | [
"often band get together reunion concert find cant get together here concert shear brilliance start finish three musicians obviously got together beforehand plotted planned needed ensure nostalgic bash satisfy someones ego obvious start even step stage many faces crowd even born guys first performed first song capture old magic cream men instruments fuss clapton admission said stretch concert keyboards synthesizers etc get see best ginger baker demonstrates many drummers today speak sort drumming guru jack bruce great really managed put together piece magic stand test time many years come ones me"
] | 106 | a menudo la banda se reúnen concierto reunión encontrar no se juntan aquí concierto corte brillante comienzo terminar tres músicos obviamente se juntaron de antemano planeado necesario asegurar nostálgico bash satisfacer a alguien ego obvio comienzo incluso etapa paso muchas caras multitud incluso los chicos nacidos primero canción captura vieja magia crema hombres instrumentos jauría clapton admisión dijo teclados de concierto elástico sintetizadores etc conseguir ver mejor panadero de jengibre demuestra muchos bateristas hoy hablan tipo tambor gurú jack bruce grande realmente manejado poner juntos pieza magia stand prueba tiempo muchos años vienen unos me |
im genuinely concerned person earlier year quarantine m met dude m minecraft server became friends played together months that youtube channel discord two months ago tho told crushing female leaderboard player server wanted ask out week later discord got rejected told gutted even set status message depressing shit seemed depressed af fast forward weeks later the last time met him apparently yr old gf hes talking wanting sex not normal yr old ik thought weird like always next day blocked discord relationship going perfectly smoothly today remembered quick search subscribers didnt see channel anywhere im srsly concerned him great friend | [] | [
"im genuinely concerned person earlier year quarantine m met dude m minecraft server became friends played together months that youtube channel discord two months ago tho told crushing female leaderboard player server wanted ask out week later discord got rejected told gutted even set status message depressing shit seemed depressed af fast forward weeks later the last time met himapparently yr old gf hes talking wanting sex not normal yr old ik thought weird like always next day blocked discord relationship going perfectly smoothly today remembered quick search subscribers didnt see channel anywhere im srsly concerned him great friend"
] | 116 | im genuinamente preocupado persona a principios de año cuarentena m met tío m minecraft servidor se convirtió en amigos jugar juntos meses que canal de youtube discordia hace dos meses tho dijo aplastamiento mujer jugadora servidor quería pedir fuera semana después discordia fue rechazado dijo destripado incluso set estado mensaje deprimente mierda parecía deprimido af rápido hacia adelante semanas más tarde la última vez que se reunió élaparentemente yr viejo gf hes parlantes querer sexo no normal yr viejo ik pensamiento raro como siempre al día siguiente bloqueado discordancia relación yendo perfectamente bien hoy recordado rápido los suscriptores de búsqueda no vieron canal en cualquier lugar im srsly preocupado él gran amigo |
losing willwhen individual loses live nothing anyone say bring back heaven knows stop others trying others sense limited powers curing mental illness think like light switch turned will sufferer like cancer mind embedded physical brain ill patient growing day fully consumes body directs severely mentally ill patient understands position cosmos time goes on knows pass never return understands ultimate doom all cannot escape madness everywhere once kills him one illness blaze like supernova star ever exist shone time done shining time blew candle us all see doom allconsuming preventing life happening take passion hang matter days regrets leave spouse leave offspring family members grieve death natural life cured walking along hiking path breathing fresh air watching trees leaves ruffle breeze birds still fly fish still swim life death was | [
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"losing willwhen individual loses live nothing anyone say bring back heaven knows stop others trying others sense limited powers curing mental illness think like light switch turned will sufferer like cancer mind embedded physical brain ill patient growing day fully consumes body directs severely mentally ill patient understands position cosmos time goes on knows pass never return understands ultimate doom all cannot escape madness everywhere once kills him one illness blaze like supernova star ever exist shone time done shining time blew candle us all see doom allconsuming preventing life happening take passion hang matter days regrets leave spouse leave offspring family members grieve death natural life cured walking along hiking path breathing fresh air watching trees leaves ruffle breeze birds still fly fish still swim life death was"
] | 141 | perder voluntad cuando el individuo pierde vida nada nadie dice traer de vuelta el cielo sabe detener a otros tratando a otros sentidos poderes limitados curando la enfermedad mental pensar como interruptor de luz girado sufrirá como cáncer mente incrustado cerebro físico enfermo paciente día de crecimiento completamente consume cuerpo dirige gravemente enfermo mental paciente entiende posición cosmos tiempo pasa sabe nunca pasa entiende condena final todo no puede escapar de la locura en todas partes una vez que lo mata una enfermedad llamas como supernova estrella siempre existir brillar tiempo hecho brillante tiempo soplado vela todos nosotros ver condena todoconsumir prevención vida que sucede tener pasión colgar días lamenta dejar cónyuge dejar hijos familiares muerte vida curada caminar a lo largo de caminata respiración aire fresco árboles hojas volante brisa pájaros todavía volar peces todavía nadar vida muerte era |
family friends dogi love much want anymore cant enjoy life thought psychedelics would make feel better made fascinated dying everyone nobody tries stand anymore nobody talks feelings anymore nobody expresses themselves im currently laying next dog looking makes want cry love much would devastated left him im much pain long time really want anyone feel way ill try ride days still feel like this im going eat whole bottle xanax vodka | [
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"family friends dogi love much want anymore cant enjoy life thought psychedelics would make feel better made fascinated dying everyone nobody tries stand anymore nobody talks feelings anymore nobody expresses themselves im currently laying next dog looking makes want cry love much would devastated left himim much pain long time really want anyone feel way ill try ride days still feel like this im going eat whole bottle xanax vodka"
] | 77 | amigos de la familia dogi amor mucho deseo ya no puede disfrutar de la vida pensamiento psicodélicos haría sentir mejor fascinado morir a todos nadie intenta estar de pie ya nadie habla sentimientos ya nadie se expresa Im actualmente puesto siguiente perro buscando hace llorar amor mucho devastado le dejó mucho dolor mucho tiempo realmente quiero que nadie se siente mal tratar de montar días todavía se siente como este im va a comer botella entera xanax vodka |
science teacher said wikipedia reliable prophecies true told us send anyone believed wise teacher chad use wikipedia information without ridicule hell yeah | [] | [
"science teacher said wikipedia reliable prophecies true told us send anyone believed wise teacher chad use wikipedia information without ridicule hellyeah"
] | 28 | profesor de ciencias dijo wikipedia profecías confiables true nos dijo que enviar a alguien cree sabio profesor chad uso wikipedia información sin ridiculizar hellyeah |
got bio test well class average guess im bit better | [] | [
"got bio test well class average guessim bit better"
] | 10 | tiene pruebas de bio bien clase promedio de conjeturas un poco mejor |
aye different teens there hi like people different different too fact alien im saturanian from saturn hi day | [] | [
"aye different teens there hi like people different different too fact alienim saturanian from saturn hi day"
] | 23 | aye diferentes adolescentes allí hola como la gente diferente diferente también hecho alienim saturanian de saturn hola día |
got sexually assaulted cousin for context im dude forgot years ago chilling watching thursday night football cousin right next shes touching hand giggling hops top attempting give lap dance time muscles skinny short fit ran played basketball starts pulling shorts down im trying stop wont finally kick chest run never told parents hers really popular girl school considering telling everyone tarnishing reputation would feel bad | [] | [
"got sexually assaulted cousin for context im dude forgot years ago chilling watching thursday night football cousinright next shes touching hand giggling hops top attempting give lap dance time muscles skinny short fit ran played basketball starts pulling shorts down im trying stop wont finally kick chest run never told parents hers really popular girl school considering telling everyone tarnishing reputation would feel bad"
] | 76 | se agredió sexualmente primo para contexto im amigo olvidado hace años escalofriante ver jueves noche fútbol primo derecha siguiente ellas tocar mano risitas salto top intento dar la vuelta baile tiempo músculos flaco corto ajuste corrido juego baloncesto comienza a tirar pantalones cortos abajo im tratando de parar por fin patear corrida de pecho nunca le dijo a los padres su escuela chica muy popular considerando decir a todos empañar reputación se sentiría mal |
want it please give idea would like finish something spectaculari maybe look like someone weak year worst point im life look really sad me girl love break up victim manipulation harassment girlspeoples school live solitude darkness several months that feeling like joker alone crazy one understand me want make massacre andor kill myself rejected without friend school wanted join completely forgot file study it addition destroying exciting job tempted liked studying find another school harassment start silence witness madness thing miss way it need help | [
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"want it please give idea would like finish something spectaculari maybe look like someone weak year worst point im life look really sad me girl love break up victim manipulation harassment girlspeoples school live solitude darkness several months that feeling like joker alone crazy one understand me want make massacre andor kill myself rejected without friend school wanted join completely forgot file study it addition destroying exciting job tempted liked studying find another school harassment start silence witness madness thing miss way it need help"
] | 90 | Quiero que por favor dar una idea como terminar algo espectaculari tal vez parecer como alguien año débil peor punto de la vida mirada realmente triste me chica amor romper víctima manipulación acoso niñas gente escuela vivir soledad oscuridad varios meses que sentirse como joker solo loco uno entiende que quiero hacer masacre y o matarme rechazado sin amigo escuela quería unirse completamente olvidado estudio de archivos adición destrucción emocionante trabajo tentado como estudiar encontrar otro acoso escuela empezar silencio testigo locura cosa señorita manera necesita ayuda |
weird super nsfw dk tingles dont know why does feels super weird | [] | [
"weird super nsfw dk tingles dont know why does feels super weird"
] | 19 | raro super nsfw dk hormigueos no sé por qué se siente súper raro |
thinking would kill suicidalstruggled depression whole life im spot right second im faced lot things coming together potentially disappointing lot people including kids mainly myself feel like shallow pointless useless thing im even sad more im just empty feel suicidal think redflag daily think easy would turn car bridge divider easy would take entire bottle sleeping pills wonder would feel would able actually slit wrists could bring it reasons to many reasons right now hurt would cause people still big priority me want hurt people love made mistake telling husband things think daily hes freaking out feel like theres distinction thinking redflag suicidal really convinced plan except ways think it like ive sat put calendar maybe im denial maybe suicidal want kill myself just want alive more prospect facing future overwhelming feel like can worry point desire hurt people around overtaken desire live asked would tell got point answered honestly know think honestly point caring hurt pain much probably tell him now telling that ive inadvertently hurt him increased worry lot wish hadnt im sorry told him wants sorry tell sooner kind thoughts know know exactly started want think using excuse trump card argument attention seeking thing know want tell him know im posting this feedback feel like low level call hotline something like this like thats people knife hand car bridge someone thinking it way think grocery list chores | [
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"thinking would kill suicidalstruggled depression whole life im spotright secondim faced lot things coming together potentially disappointing lot people including kids mainly myself feel like shallow pointless useless thing im even sad more im just empty feel suicidal think redflag daily think easy would turn car bridge divider easy would take entire bottle sleeping pills wonder would feel would able actually slit wrists could bring it reasons to many reasons right now hurt would cause people still big priority me want hurt people",
"love made mistake telling husband things think daily hes freaking out feel like theres distinction thinking redflag suicidal really convinced plan except ways think it like ive sat put calendar maybe im denial maybe suicidal want kill myself just want alive more prospect facing future overwhelming feel like can worry point desire hurt people around overtaken desire live asked would tell got point answered honestly know think honestly point caring hurt pain much probably tell him now telling that ive inadvertently hurt him increased worry lot wish hadnt im sorry told him wants sorry tell sooner kind thoughts know know exactly started want think using excuse trump card argument attention seeking thing know want tell him know im posting this feedback feel like low level call hotline something like this like thats people knife hand car bridge someone thinking it way think grocery list chores"
] | 94 | pensar mataría a la depresión suicida luchada toda la vida im spotright seconditionim enfrentó muchas cosas que se unen potencialmente decepcionantes mucha gente incluyendo niños principalmente me siento como superficial inútil inútil sin sentido aún más triste me siento más vacío suicida pensar fácilmente podría girar coche puente divisor fácil tomar botella entera píldoras para dormir me pregunto se sentiría capaz realmente las muñecas cortadas podrían traer razones a muchas razones en este momento lastimado causaría la gente todavía gran prioridad que quiero lastimar a la gente |
girls listen minute dont send nudes like could | [] | [
"girls listen minute dont send nudes like could"
] | 10 | chicas escuchar minuto no enviar desnudos como podría |
lets suspend belief moment lets stop pretending could might ought know how is ought be space human knowledge area probably primitive say middle ages maps compared todays satellite maps really clue considering just bbc tv docusimulation gets much better many big budget hollywood blockbusters incredible all show worth watching portrays cgi enhanced fictionalized account know solar system far probably fictionalizing cgiing whole thing way make palatable large public ever watched clips real space missions real space probes quality generally average poor comparison would looking chest xray and tells human body compare cgied cyborg moviewhich one would entertaining yet chest xray real cyborg flick fictionalized sfx actors good job none ill tell grandchildren about fair bbc docusimulation | [] | [
"lets suspend belief moment lets stop pretending could might ought know how is ought be space human knowledge area probably primitive say middle ages maps compared todays satellite maps really clue considering just bbc tv docusimulation gets much better many big budget hollywood blockbusters incredible all show worth watching portrays cgi enhanced fictionalized account know solar system far probably fictionalizing cgiing whole thing way make palatable large public ever watched clips real space missions real space probes quality generally average poor comparison would looking chest xray and tells human body compare cgied cyborg moviewhich one would entertaining yet chest xray real cyborg flick fictionalized sfx actors good job none ill tell grandchildren about fair bbc docusimulation"
] | 154 | permite suspender el momento de la creencia deja de fingir que podría saber cómo debe ser el espacio área de conocimiento humano probablemente primitivo decir mapas de la edad media comparados hoy en día mapas de satélite realmente pista considerando sólo bbc tv docusimulation consigue mucho mejor muchos grandes presupuesto hollywood blockbusters increíble todos mostrar vale la pena ver retratos cgi cuenta ficcionalizada mejorada saber sistema solar muy probablemente ficcionalizando todo lo que hace agradable público grande nunca visto clips reales misiones espaciales calidad de las sondas espaciales en general promedio pobre comparación buscaría xray de tórax y le dice al cuerpo humano película cgied cyborg que uno entretendría aún xray de tórax real cyborg actores ficcionalizados sfx real buen trabajo ninguno mal decir nietos sobre la docusimulation bbc justa |