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[ "need nickname name sucks like it really generic" ]

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[ "anyone else wish could hire hit man themselvesthrowaway account fyi dont want live anymore im m std havent gotten diagnosed cause im scared sucks know would never kill myself would destroy family wish could pay professional assassin kill within months something dont want see coming want shot back head without knowing it poof dead fml" ]

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[ "overdosed nearly died anyone want friends support otheri one told dad odd went back sleep told im going er went back sleep thats family talk anything nothing all im glad survived hoping could meet friend support eachother keep hoping find amazing girl makes life worth living again im holding much hope p dont like admit miss ex years left right mom died cancer like day anyone want come rescue kind soul bit broken inside" ]

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[ "first plani know escalating want done it first thought plan terrifying still comforting overdose hydrocodone suck theres always one dream thats kept going seems less relevant" ]

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[ "gimme hot takescontroversial opinions please im bored wanna see entertaining things wait irl things" ]

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[ "Going to say my prayers and go to sleep!" ]

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[ "freaking aced math test lets goooooo im really known getting prefect scores assignments tests ive struggling keep grade math i freaking suck math since grades closing next week kind test decided grade would b honestly stressful minutes ive while want fail anything b considered failure house today got results got questions correct lets goooo pog ya boi actually pulled off" ]

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[ "everyone hear this next time rickrolled remember pull uno reverse card way win amp avoid rick rolled lesson learned" ]

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[ "i made some really careless mistake at work today i ve been making similar mistake recently i messed up some stuff today and i m going down this slope like i m not good at my job and everybody is going to find out how bad i am and i m gon na get fired and won t be able to pay my bill and lose everything i have i dont know how to stop the negative thought" ]

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[ "@Mike_Kunkle i want to laugh because i know *exactly* what you mean ...but i wont" ]

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[ "teacher nerve teacher nerve send email homework pmi go sleep pm smartalec says thats right sent you like kidding me maybe send homework earlier fault sleep wake am im able work send me" ]

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[ "courage call hotlinei power search number call them afraid say want talk anybody want anybody hear useless voice want friendsnot taking last option much me jump here" ]

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[ "take sat tomorrow advice didnt rly study lol expect" ]

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[ "saw comment youtube said circuit minecraft speedrunner trans someone clarify need know whos dumb one" ]

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[ "humanity like this people wearing masks respecting social distancing protestors tearing symbols freedom civil human right calling white supremacy years ago anti vaccine movement happened people thought smarter doctors phds earth flatglobal warming isnt real even goes way back s people denying basic science seems basic human trait now feel downfall civilization thank coming ted talk" ]

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[ "nazarin directed luis bunuel presents extraordinary view religion mexico written director julio alejandro notable collaborator film put mexican cinema international map receiving grand prix cannes year disturbing film mr bunuel delves deep whats wrong churchbr br nazarin reckoning saint young priest seen living life poverty seedy pension city enough himself mind parting coin beggar appears window asking help time takes small room prostitute hurt fight another woman andara woman repays kindness burning room whole building nazarin seen taking countryside begging food andara beatriz two prostitutes old town follow him nazarins life parallels jesus fact saintly figure makes case humilitybr br of coursemr bunuel religion mind mr alejandro took upon create film ironic spain welcomed film released saw showing christian qualities reality acerbic satire catholic church ministersbr br francisco rabal spanish actor makes wonderful nazarin one best roles mr rabal worked extensively native country also mexico argentina rita macedo andara also excellent marga lopez also makes valuable contribution portrayal beatrizbr br a great film one cinemas master film makers luis bunuel" ]

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[ "even love people always bound leave tend screw notredflag even loved themthe pain way much cannot deal anymore someone never felt love before see person loved heart leave owing fault extremely heartbreaking although numb pain now think function properly anymore want talk someone anyone please love exist" ]

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[ "@just_kelly The fact that you didn't know the library closed at 6, NOT LAME." ]

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[ "cant cryi cant cry vent feel bad feel numb happyknow im happy im probably going kill fucking ass want people know sit like fuck dont give shitanymore ive tried everything people wont care nobody does fuck mr smith fuck system fuck people" ]

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[ "need help anyone good pythagriam tribometry half hours need help discord ahappysleepdeprivednerd someone could help get done would great" ]

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[ "im tempted tell father buy gun kill mei cant really say much beside think living stressful right now aged insurence bull pay pocket dumb ass didnt set obgyn appointment still insurence im causing dad trouble it pay every month ass doesnt cant find job cant get insurance im retarded lazy depressed living annoying doesnt pay insurence month im dead right" ]

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[ "is going to have a late one at mqu today" ]

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[ "@DITAxDEATH AND I POSTED BACK!!" ]

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[ "much said film typical nunsploitation course nudity sex nuns almost incidental storybr br it set th century italy time martyrdom christians otranto battle muslims christians takes good part film interesting everyone running muslim hoards mother superior would ask why fear muslims anything christians done you certainly enough torture sidesbr br sister flavia florinda bolkan sent convent defying father process witnesses endures many things gelding stallion rape local woman new duke torture nun overcome visit tarantula sect whipping ran jew torture particularly gruesome hot wax poured nun nipples cut offbr br sister flavia bound continue get trouble questions maledominated society lives even asks jesus father son holy ghost menbr br eventually joins leader muslims lover sack convent see flesh possible enjoy one time but tragedy come manages exact sweet revenge all including duke father finds muslim lover treats exactly same woman itbr br i describe holy men church heretic end predates torture saw hostel decadesbr br nunsploitation fans satisfied treats movie lovers find plenty meat digest" ]

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[ "i ve lost everything i lost my best friend a community of people who were my only social outlet i m a failure i mi ve never been in a relationship i couldn t graduate college i m stuck working at a job which doesn t pay enough for me to afford rent so i have to live with my retirement age parent i can t find a job anywhere else i started cutting myself today never did it a a teenagerbut i did it nowand it feel greati don t want to diebut i don t see any other solution i can not afford help to me being in debt is worse than death i ve lost so much i can t go on" ]

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[ "@deeyoung08 im grateful and proud of them they 110% deserve it" ]

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[ "im using reddit lightmode ill use dark mode ill end jail racist" ]

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[ "@ohhushmusic are you sure bb?" ]

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[ "helpim gonna straight honest dont feel depressed ive never really depressed know of great family loves everything could ever want still want die close friends considered weird kid school currently failing three classes straight student everyone hates tried telling best friend doesnt believe me says want attention honestly cant anymore hate hate life everything it im need advice need now please dont give redflag prevention hotline need help real person knows im going through reason havent already ended life dont tools to tried telling parents believe me" ]

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[ "please help mei feel hated throughout entire life bullied lot gradeschool got bad would actually physically hurt me would come home neither parents cared would say toughen up something along lines thought got highschool would get better since see grade school bullies actually got worse really hurts say sexually assaulted group boys never told anyone that would panic attack male would even look me ive gotten better im highschool feel like im waste space whole life people use make feel better" ]

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[ "@EstelleDarlings good night" ]

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[ "anyone herei already posted sw twice tried looking online find need httpwwwredditcomrredflagwatchcommentsjbhdarkness_still_engulfing_me httpwwwredditcomrredflagwatchcommentsjynhsuicidalneed_help moment kind medical insurance im bit time getting back long story brooklyn new york want ask anyone knows psychiatristpsychologistcounselor etc see free receive zero income zero cant sliding scale whatsoever shot dark know see doctor soon talk things someone help me definitely kill myself cannot keep surviving one help really talk to cannot keep pain constantly crying til feels like im literally choking cant breathe made week feels like soon ill gone forever im brooklyn new york desperate need qualified mental health doctor help darkness theres anyone information share me please do im drowning" ]

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[ "@JessieeeeeH hiyaaa my msn aint working :@ .so hi" ]

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[ "seasonal depression please exit stage left the sun made it come back http t co jdote rjd" ]

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[ "last reason stay alive shattered todaythe thing stopping im much pussyit left work bed staring ceiling" ]

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[ "@MissMillionsyes it's a beautiful sunday over here" ]

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[ "I'm on my way to houston with new teeth.Haha" ]

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[ "piece called wholesome cats butt requested uownneedleworker httpsimgurcomaedrhttpsimgurcomaedr" ]

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[ "want hereive never depressed whole life family longer talk ive deleted social media except reddit live boyfriend fuck felt wanted felt loved like two years makes feel like shit express frustrations invalidates feelings calls crazy says people usually say you me im telling you me summer told kill one occasion went vegas actually purposefully sliced leg open badly night vegas massacre happened too bad concert right uncle died year go january father ever was feels like father figure look died cant see point more even loaded gun including silencer wake anyone loudly everyone work id feel awful ive got everything ready problem im pussy want live want hurt want find im going burn forever hell even though think exists like happened exist ive already lived full lifetime pain cant get break even decided id bathroom bit easier clean up even though know itll get everywhere pretty much least could run shower get lotit one loves me one cares family friends children pets im burden everyone knows me want wish could stop bitch pull trigger" ]

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[ "cool evening, white wine, homemade cheesy potatoes, HBO, and clean laundry mmmmm..paradise...or at least better than Monday thru Friday.." ]

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[ "whats quickest way kill yourselfgive sincere opinions im writing office cabin feel like worth anything now world shit" ]

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[ "survived last night hurting tonight know alone ive fighting depression life ive moments gotten worse gotten better least expected itit got worse again last night thought could take want diebut want live wrote note thought needed do laid bed turned television funny tv show thought could laugh times would over fought idea back mind want this scared fell asleeptoo tired exhausted worry anymore knew want live thought late me hours later woke up people texted night attempted redflag still responded people reached hadnt responded breathing still am ever want live want get better know changed within me feel hopeful ever had night recognized triggered me made steps stop happening again im healed cured know ill relapses back depressionbut first time feel like im strong enough alone face get it knowim faceless person internetbut hurting alone sadthere people love want help want helpand care know feels like devastating hurts physical injury ive ever sustained anyone needs talk wants someone listen promise will pm me post here talk facebook text messaging even phone need hear voice line also skype want see face" ]

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[ "paul grace hartman husbands grandparents deceased met watching old movies good way see work always enjoyed old movies happy discover also good one" ]

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[ "okay, @T4OnTheBeach please announce some more artists today" ]

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[ "woke sweat remembering rapei havent sleeping well lately lately almost years days since ive self harmed im tired tried reaching people life love support feels like im bugging them like things do everyone life dont want mine" ]

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[ "ive never close beforei really know im supposed post something like need get chest ive long battle depression anxiety despite quite probable born illnesses rather developing time think ive really come close redflag since ive finally reached end line light end tunnel darkness friends care me im another person talk to really second choice maybe fourth fifth choice good day days im last choice point im choice talking friend today told think might finally kill myself responded nice joke point people even believe ive jokingly said im going kill long maybe better way maybe nobody stop me last night realized soon today realized lost important person life probably good stayed extracurricular school upset sat seat cried entire hour none people claim care tried comfort me one person try even know me know feel obligated help minutes ago dad asked plan high school said die scolded not answering seriously little know plan kill within next weeks im letting sink might actually time feels wrong type share story feel right stay would stay world nobody genuinely cares me nobody even loves me worst part want tell someone want someone stop tell prove actually care one left sharing strangers reddit" ]

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[ "it's real depression hours pic.twitter.com/zOG4ZTBM2e" ]

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[ "dont know much longer keep upive attempted redflag times time think im getting better everything turns shit again dont know function without influence try talk friend feel terrible dad alcoholic recently diagnosed bpd completely thrown loop dont know feels like cards ive dealt keep getting shittier shittier fucking sucks im tired trying im tired trying get better nothing working everything feels heavy feel like im slipping feels like end dont want keep going" ]

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[ "t w stalking so the other week i had a late doc appointment and whilst i wa walking a man started following meit obvious scared the shit out of me and my heart wa racingand i felt jelly legand i wa in tear fast forward a couple of week and i ve started getting a racing heartbeat and feeling faint etc having the feeling only when i m out by myselfso i know they re panic attackbut they only happen when i go out by myself even if it s from the bus stop to home i m guessing that it may be from what happened are there any tip people have for trying to battle this im seeing a therapist soon but want some extra advice whilst i wait for it" ]

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[ "i don t know how can someone be this much of a failure i suck i have no social skillhell i have no skill in general people say everyone is good at something but not me i suck at everything why am i like this" ]

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[ "sick rat raceeverything parents want focused college marching band even though want to every days would get called guilted enough prepare stupid college feel trapped everyone says getting easy struggle thought redflag almost attempted hate existance asian parents suck" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "well i got diagnosed with depression guess 0 won t be my year either" ]

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[ "school antiabortion club still hasnt shut even someone made fun girl got raped front principal pretty much high school antiabortion club fucking stupid preach ever life life matter what group students showed protest club the club meetings school theyve said horrid things people club unironically said girl gets raped baby matter predetermined father say students got extremely mad said one girl got emotional talked experience raped disgusting say that guy said crying wont unrape you principal front him principal fucking chuckled cracked smile what the fuck" ]

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[ "never seriously considered redflag recentlyi always thought redflag knew id never it past days im done cant get right diagnosis whats wrong me citalopram took edge while stopped working tried cymbalta made zombie docs going lamotrigine working mood swings thats starting fail too still leaves depressed crying anyway lamotrogine also given worst acne life im prepared fuck around anymore medications especially considering could lead weight gain see ever feeling good finding right medications psychologist fucking sucks went talk lamotrigine within one minute wrote script ability sent out office four minutes friends never did sister friend got married even tell we still live house dog parents trying help thats it whats point feel good earth feel anything" ]

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[ "needwhat need shelter need food money need job need friends family need hobby have rope" ]

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[ "play damn game game among us seconds game started somebody presses emergency button why wanted everyone know girl everyone skipped vote couple seconds killed someone front several people reported body accusing girl clearly impostor every votes telling leave alone ghost every happily crowding girl constantly calling emergencies decide sacrifice themselves next really pisses people even play game like theyre supposed someones gender play fucking game whats worse girl even took advantage win game usually play single player games deal shitheads servers like one" ]

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[ "cnn in term of immune system depression" ]

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[ "in america kill themselves natvies old ppl sad knowim defect per human" ]

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[ "listening to Gregory and the Hawk on repeat" ]

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[ "spilt koolaid carpet making koolaid spilled stains im fucked" ]

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[ "@skylinesource awwww..you're so sweet." ]

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[ "@BellsCullen1901hey i may not be right.dont blow charlie off spend the night with him.things will work out i hope." ]

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[ "balance slowly deteriorating right knee keeps getting weaker always keep drifting right walk without paying attention it family calls pinball keep bouncing wall" ]

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[ "need shirts plz send recommendations tshirts preferred" ]

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[ "math is 60% the cause of my depression.." ]

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[ "friends replace relationships im done ittitle says all ive diagnosed ptsd last thing want hear stories reply explain would really like shorten explain want hear it best friend left boyfriend rejecting telling i boyfriend now need anymore never talking again tried everything nothing worked cousin we real cousins marital thing went together well relied problems relied often left boyfriend help start relationship him told sex him did told did said treated like shit would never talk again called motor vehicle incident arrived first one scene wrong way collision head on truck car car drifted wrong lane occupants truck okay woman driving car unresponsive instantly recognized saw face girl left time pulled vehicle buddy paramedics already arrived performed cpr success taken local hospital followed shortly told died likely even scene mother recognized also many years ago told i reason daughter died let die nothing could done never got chance talk make things right her never will httpwwwnjcomcumberlandindexssfyearold_woman_dead_in_crash_cops_sayhtml" ]

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[ "think someone dont even know ended life im scaredi dont even know him ive seen post think hes finally done it idk feel idk calm kinda wanna hurt" ]

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[ "need little supporthi im new here looked briefly rules best follow them please let know say something wrong suicidal ideation since decade now side effect depressionim used it ive learned lot coping skills really good controlling days ive actually really well lately exactly crossed mind months couple weeks ago friend mine brother committed redflag brutal whole family talked offered condolences kept distance today heard another aquaintence whose boyfriend committed weekend close either again offer condolences stay bay honestly though im really hard time coping ive always quick trigger comes hearing someone else it surprised handled first one well did one making things difficult feeloff like little dissociative apathetic usual im afraid whats going underneath emotions bubble way surface want tell anyone know everyone understandbly high alert copycats around here know fall high concern list many loved ones guess needed get chest somewhere judge worry me understand mean say things feel guilty like im making tragedies even really mine also know perfectly valid someone history struggling right now guess need reassurance im alone here" ]

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[ "five medical students kevin bacon david labraccio william baldwin dr joe hurley oliver platt randy steckle julia roberts dr rachel mannus kiefer sutherland nelson experiment clandestine near death afterlife experiences researching medical personal enlightenment one one medical students heart stopped revivedbr br under temporary death spells experiences bizarre visions including forgotten childhood memories flashbacks like childrens nightmares revived students disturbed remembering regretful acts committed done them experience afterlife bring real life experiences back present continue experiment remembrances dramatically intensify much so physically overcome thus probe transcend deeper deathafterlife experiences attempting find curebr br even though dvd released motion picture released therefore kevin bacon william baldwin julia roberts kiefer sutherland early stages adult acting careers besides plot extremely intriguing suspense building dramatic climax script tight convincing young actors make flatliners allstar cult semiscifi suspense knew years ago film careers young group actors would skyrocket suspect director joel schumacher did" ]

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[ "My depression has been cured.pic.twitter.com/kuh342PPjg" ]

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[ "how doe your anxiety manifest itself when you are having severe anxiety" ]

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[ "aging ruined mei completely unblossomed im average child became stunning yr thought everyone naturally nice naive really feel loss identity anybody knew tell shocked badly look now im typical hot girl thats going grow ugly s everyone looks better im really lost know living others opinions thats ive unconsciously idk nothing else worth besides looks gone overheard mum saying older sister prettier aging better im going kill myself ive talked school counsellor absolutely refuse go talk stranger problems again everyone look eye stare blotchy acne covered skin people thought cared using me cant even trust family im going kill probably kitchen knife ive learnt sharpen it found pulse neck probably artery flowing blood might stab backyard sound make less likely heard ill exercise cold weather bit effective going bathroom want stench there ive never felt form love never received truly family treated like trophy feeds look bad hate everyone much including myself online long text messages idc met anyone real life id revolted" ]

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[ "want die cant iti nothing live for friends many enemies im disappointment family im social outcast without future still cant bring coward am fantasise people loving famous standing face danger super confident myself however could never this freeze thought pain im coward cant even bring give pain deserve ive done stupid things coward would do ive betrayed many people without knowing physically cant look anyone eye anymore im disappointment coward and all horrible person want make everyone taking life cant hate everyone everything yet cant leave all" ]

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[ "amazing conversation go big international school get ton new students every year usually never approach new students begging year year regretted that theres new girl joined class never talked halfway schoolyear btw week ago beach cleanup walking back school decided chat her turns hardcore gamer loves fps games batman deadass minute long conversation overused use batmobile arkahm knight anyway friends frequently talk moral story make effort talk people" ]

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[ "@WTFKatie the video's done I can't get the link because youtube isn't working, but it's the newest one under youtube.com/sarahsaysfasho" ]

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[ "anything fineim yr old boy fucking old ass dad always shouts play computer says fucking study knows top student science school even care thinks im lazy planning kill today get fucking home ill find overpass throw cars passing by" ]

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[ "@ronnyvengeance I would be beyond excited" ]

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[ "towards the end of my senior year of high school my anxiety wa at an all time highi d cry in the parking lot having a panic attack nearly every day and i missed sm school because of it luckily my school teacher and counselor were very understanding and helped me get through it and graduatebut i wa very close to not being able to walk due to my attendance i got through it though and over the summer that extreme anxiously gradually faded out surprisingly when i entered college my anxiety wa probably the best it s ever been to be specific my social anxiety wa nearly non detectablei still had some general anxiety about school and stuff but tbh even that wa barely there most of the time i kinda developed a carefree mindset where i stopped being so anxious about being a people pleaser and instead wa just myselfi knew i wa a good person i mfunny loyal adventurous and a good friend so if anyone didn t like me", "that s their loss tbh i felt this way in high school too at least in term of knowing my worth the only difference is i wa to afraid to show myself to people unfortunately though i think this carefree attitude went a bit too far a it started affecting my academic i have adhd too so that made me struggle with stuff ofcbut i think that my new stance on my life kinda made everything even worse academically i dropped out after one semester i didn t want tobut i knew i had to since i wa basically not trying at school didn t like my major horrible grade i wouldn t be able to afford it if my scholarship wa taken away due to my grade if i stayedid probably be put on academic probation for a major i don t even care about anymore there s probably many more reason that led to me dropping out but moral of the story is i m not in school anymore the past two month i ve just been at home honestly doing nothing i enrolled in community college", "but i attended two class and then on the day of my rd class i got extremely depressed probably the most depressed i ve ever been i couldn t eat sleep or even drink water obviously i couldn t get outta the house and go to my class if i couldn t even do basic thing like thatso my mom made me drop out she wa actually the one who kinda forced me into it i wanted to just take a break from school for a semester and work for a bit so i could figure out what i wantedbut she wa adamant about going to community college since leaving community college i ve been trying to get my shit togetheri still have bad day depression wisebut it s gotten betteri started seeing my therapist againand i m also getting tested by a neurologist to see if i have anything else going on outside of my adhd anxiety and depression a my therapist and psychiatrist think i might have some processing disorder once i see the neurologist i think i wan na get a job again my old job wa great a it wa a small businessso they were le strict", "i m chronically late by at least 0 minute but my old bos wa understanding about that in a way i feel like larger business wouldn t be anyways back to my point today i got a sudden wave of anxiety i haven t felt since probably my first day of college tbh since i haven t experienced it in a while i forgot how debilitating and overwhelming it is idk how to deal with it now" ]

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[ "oh boy my 1st text message of the day my boy friend sent me a text yay ?" ]

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[ "cutest thing happened petting kitten watching dreams newest yt vid hitman premiere decided boop kitty kitten booped back" ]

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[ "@Loviin_lyfe well, I think I'm going to focus on school and career and invest in a good good DEVICE lol....(TMI?)if so... Good !" ]

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[ "thanks american school system found little pouch thing near bottom stomach uterus almost starved death years ago uterus learning" ]

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[ "think gonna get mega pranked april fools ya know like black plague part wild ass shit ofc thats world doesnt end december" ]

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[ "im going hang myselfim tired cant stand alive anymore give up hopeless" ]

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[ "@blackcabsession @tonyhawk gave you (much deserved) props" ]

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[ "cant get past redflag guiltmy best friend took life feel enough help him feel partly responsible redflag cant get past it cant sleep well cant eat welli feel completely dead inside feel deserve longer" ]

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[ "@runnersrambles posted a words only report on mine ha ha www.chicrunner.blogspot.com" ]

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[ "never proper doctors could diagnose me theres long story there suffer redflag abused entire life physically abused teacher years old mother physically mentally emotionally abused me left house" ]

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[ "im damn years oldjust got enough equipment christmas cant fuckin wait feel nothin nothing keeping alive guess like think gonna waste life god matter fucking waste goddamn lifeim piece shit im asshole everyone knows it aint got nobody dogs goddamn thing notice want anybody see corpse feels like im faking this like want suicidal depressed rightly fucking do want get rid myself throw goddamn trashcan cant wait times tickin better get sooner later" ]

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[ "nd redflag attemptjust tried commite redflag again wish scared go it delt much life strength stand tall anymore" ]

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[ "Han Solo has depression.Pass it on." ]

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[ "@wstmjonathan proveeee itttttttttt" ]

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[ "sounds odd however late feeling anythingi used constantly sad bursts motivation fail make even sad feel nothing every time something bad happens realize matter life always shit always disappointment people try get wrong still severely depressed feel like entering stage numb see lot people saying feel nothing anymore even sadness might prolonged state depressionyears told one gotten help all living inside hell silently probably caused severe damage cannot feel emotion anymore momdad usually screams me head hope die later take back feel sorry anymore care die leave that person care me everyone else commit suicide die me depressed world happy conceited depressed depression" ]

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[ "keep fighting dark side always feel verge losing battlefor suicidality never big part recentlything is dont want die dark side wants to able keep bay months nowi somehow able observe distance fear itll come back soon stronger ever feel coming back slowly" ]

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[ "title says anyone anything try cheer up literally could care less is want think killing minute thanks bored sad" ]

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[ "sonnyjoeflanganoh awesome shit i missed it" ]

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[ "hi fellow peeps peepettes discord server friends r trying get new peoplee chat send memes play games like minecraft among us overwatch stuff going on commitment guys girls welcome dm link d" ]

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[ "my story is nothing compared to everyone else here it s such a stupid reason to post i knowbut i still wanted to say it please hate on me if you d like cause i deserve it there this girl i recenetly met from my college program for month so far obv with everything being online i have only met her irl once at schoolbut i have severe social anxiety and always have been an introvert since i wa in like middle school so i couldnt talk to her that day i actaully even purposly avoided her because i dont know why we also live far away from each other with the college being hour away for u both but for each others house ithourso this would be a long distance relationship if i ever asked her out which i never will but it an idea before i met heri wa always sad with my life not studying playing game all day not going outside eating unhealthy spending money unwisely no friend and also with my parent not caring about me or talking to me at all", "so i wa alone and lonely i wa actaully thinking about killing myself because i wa just so done with life and thought there wa nothing left to do in life but literally right after i wa thinking about suicide i met her after meeting her i have been eating healthy studying with her playing game with her exercised because she told me toand she is just someone i can always talk to we basically talk to each other everyday with over 000 messageand she is really a joy to talk with ive never really liked anyone this much in my life shes just perfectshes funny kind beautiful thoughtful trustworthy sweet list go on i like her too muchand it now starting to affect the thought in my head im constantly thinking everyday how im unable to always be beside her how we will only stay a friend how we cant ever hang out together like friend normally do me not being able to say a word in front of her irl it just make me so fucking sad im such a fciuking loser and i hate iti hate anxiety i hate depression i hate my life ive grown too attached to herand i just cant stop having these thought in my head im also madugly", "so im also insecure about that im back to being suicidal but idk yet today we had an in person lecture thatwa mandatoryand i sat in the corner a i always do far far away from the people and she came in and sat right beside me i shouldve been happy i should have been gratful that we could be together in that short moment but my anxiety got the best of meand i ran away from her left the class left the school and went back home when i came homei saw so many message she ha sent me and i havent replied yet nor have i looked at iti dont know what to do anymore thanks for reading let me know how much of a dipshit i am please" ]

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[ "nipples always hard school nipples hard embarrassed someone might see nipples shirt omg" ]

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[ "People at my work are fucking retarded.Makes me feel good about myself" ]