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tired living consisted break abuser hospital visits self harm related injuries moves losing job covid car crash im exhausted dont see point continuing im going job interview tomorrow legitimately cannot get bank account dont car see end im going through pathetic dont get food lyft razors bathroom taunting last place want hospital plus cut im sorry venting like said im exhausted | [
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"tired living consisted break abuser hospital visits self harm related injuries moves losing job covid car crash im exhausted dont see point continuing im going job interview tomorrow legitimately cannot get bank account dont car see end im going through pathetic dont get food lyft razors bathroom taunting last place want hospital plus cut im sorry venting like said im exhausted"
] | 72 | La vida cansada consistió en romper abusador visitas al hospital autolesión lesiones relacionadas movimientos perder trabajo covid accidente de coche im exhausto no ver punto continuar im ir entrevista de trabajo mañana legítimamente no puede conseguir cuenta bancaria no coche see end im ir a través de patético no conseguir comida lift afeitadoras cuarto de baño burlas último lugar quieren hospital más corte im lament ventilar como dicho im exhausto |
video store hundreds documentaries seen loads love great info there small handful though even come close offering info important one reading peoples reviews film cant help notice main things people criticizing irrelevant it one sided pathetic criticism every society look see side still need help go globalpublicmediacom it people over uh one might led believe people experts maybe best people interview filming style same head shots exceptions want flash dazzle watch micheal moore want info watch real docs one plainly see none complaints relevance information contained guess people missing point wanna give suvsbr br my recommendation watch it learn it continue education subjects important stuff everyone | [] | [
"video store hundreds documentaries seen loads love great info there small handful though even come close offering info important one reading peoples reviews film cant help notice main things people criticizing irrelevant it one sided pathetic criticism every society look see side still need help go globalpublicmediacom it people over uh one might led believe people experts maybe best people interview filming style same head shots exceptions want flash dazzle watch micheal moore want info watch real docs one plainly see none complaints relevance information contained guess people missing point wanna give suvsbr br my recommendation watch it learn it continue education subjects important stuff everyone"
] | 123 | video tienda cientos de documentales vistos cargas amor gran información allí pequeño puñado aunque incluso se acercan ofrecer información importante una lectura gente críticas película no puede ayudar a notar las cosas principales personas criticando irrelevante un lado patética crítica cada sociedad mira lado todavía necesita ayuda ir globalpublicmediacom que la gente sobre uh uno podría llevar a creer personas expertos tal vez mejor gente entrevista estilo filmación mismas fotos de cabeza excepciones quieren flash deslumbramiento ver micheal moore ver info ver documentos reales uno simplemente ver ninguna quejas información relevante contenido conjetura personas punto faltante quiere dar suvsbr br mi recomendación ver aprender a continuar la educación temas importantes cosas todos |
IM GOING TO SEE @HayleyKiyoko NEXT WEEK IN CHICAGO! IM SO EXCITED, MY DEPRESSION IS GONE, MY ASTHMA HAS BEEN HEALED, I AM A HAPPY PERSON. SEE YA AT THE HOUSE OF BLUES B <Emoji: Smiling face with open mouth and smiling eyes><Emoji: Smiling face with open mouth and smiling eyes><Emoji: Smiling face with open mouth and smiling eyes> | [
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"IM GOING TO SEE @HayleyKiyoko NEXT WEEK IN CHICAGO!IM SO EXCITED, MY DEPRESSION IS GONE, MY ASTHMA HAS BEEN HEALED, I AM A HAPPY PERSON.SEE YAAT THE HOUSE OF BLUES B <Emoji:Smiling face with open mouth and smiling eyes><Emoji:Smiling face with open mouth and smiling eyes><Emoji:Smiling face with open mouth and smiling eyes>"
] | 116 | IM va a ver @HayleyKiyoko la próxima semana en Chicago!IM tan excitado, mi depresión se ha ido, mi asma ha sido curada, soy una persona feliz. VER YAAT LA CASA DE BLUES B <Emoji:Cara sonriente con la boca abierta y los ojos sonrientes.•Emoji:Cara sonriente con la boca abierta y los ojos sonrientes.•Emoji:Cara sonriente con la boca abierta y los ojos sonrientes.•Emoji:Cara sonriente con la boca abierta y los ojos sonrientes> |
going end allits over christmas good day it ive run ways cope | [
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"going end allits over christmas good day it ive run ways cope"
] | 14 | va a terminar todo en Navidad buen día que ive run maneras de hacer frente |
thanks brexitmy boss informed today theyll moving operations netherlands next month people lost job including mine bunch old beetroot looking cunts hate brown people used love country even feel like home anymore absolute worst government weve long time insists selfharming country going get worse im going walk outside parliament top myself fuck bigots fuck theresa may fuck tories | [
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"thanks brexitmy boss informed today theyll moving operations netherlands next month people lost job including mine bunch old beetroot looking cunts hate brown people used love country even feel like home anymore absolute worst government weve long time insists selfharming country going get worse im going walk outside parliament top myself fuck bigots fuck theresa may fuck tories"
] | 77 | Gracias Brexitmy jefe informado hoy se moverán operaciones en los Países Bajos el próximo mes la gente perdió el trabajo incluyendo mi manojo viejo beetroot buscando coños odio gente marrón utilizado amor país incluso se siente como casa más absoluto peor gobierno weve mucho tiempo insiste en país autolesivo va a empeorar im va a caminar fuera del parlamento top me folla intolerantes mierda theresa puede follar tories |
im gone tonighti tripping ug lsd money hope im getting kicked weeks im pretty sure im gonna hang tonight | [
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"im gone tonighti tripping ug lsd money hope im getting kicked weeksim pretty sure im gonna hang tonight"
] | 24 | Me fui esta noche me tropecé con ug lsd dinero espero que me pateen semanas y estoy seguro de que voy a colgar esta noche |
ok done perfect vampire movie gothic beautiful ingredients realistic vampire wonderful story take note transylvania assure you movie respects vampire lore exactly like tales heard childhood transylvanian quite believable must see it interested real vampires depicted medieval chronicles done recent hollywood movies as far guess hollywood problem mix vampires incubus pretty hilarious me vampires never goodlooking attractive inspire horror repulsion incubus called country night flier one beautiful demon kills victims loving them strongly recommend gothic person there see also sequels good course miss dark shadows something similar nosferatu venice klaus kinski recommend one to | [] | [
"ok done perfect vampire movie gothic beautiful ingredients realistic vampire wonderful story take note transylvania assure you movie respects vampire lore exactly like tales heard childhood transylvanian quite believable must see it interested real vampires depicted medieval chronicles done recent hollywood movies as far guess hollywood problem mix vampires incubus pretty hilarious me vampires never goodlooking attractive inspire horror repulsion incubus called country night flier one beautiful demon kills victims loving them strongly recommend gothic person there see also sequels good course miss dark shadows something similar nosferatu venice klaus kinski recommend one to"
] | 135 | ok hecho perfecto vampiro película gótica hermosos ingredientes real vampiro maravillosa historia tomar nota transilvania asegurarte películas respetos lore vampiro exactamente como cuentos escuchados infancia transilvania bastante creíble debe ver interesado vampiros reales representados crónicas medievales hechos recientes Hollywood películas como conjetura hollywood problema mezcla vampiros incubus bastante graciosos yo vampiros nunca buen aspecto atractivo inspirar horror repulsión incubus llamado country flier un hermoso demonio mata víctimas que les gustan fuertemente recomiendan persona gótica allí ver también secuelas buen curso falta sombras oscuras algo similar nosferatu venice klaus kinski recomendar uno a |
plans weekendi wanted end weekend seeing parents liverpool siblings i sister friends over way could im planning end next saturday know easy access im going use thought dying still scares me thought so itll seconds pain im writing note even want to would actually care went through would care read actually take heart defense is people would sad reason would sad know someone nearby died know ill make another post ive said everything ive to wish best dealing depression issues may facing please try avoid fate like mine deserve it | [
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"plans weekendi wanted end weekend seeing parents liverpool siblings i sister friends over way could im planning end next saturday know easy access im going use thought dying still scares me thought so itll seconds pain im writing note even want to would actually care went through would care read actually take heart defense is people would sad reason would sad know someone nearby died know ill make another post ive said everything ive to wish best dealing depression issues may facing please try avoid fate like mine deserve it"
] | 98 | planes fin de semanai quería fin de fin de fin de semana ver padres livepool hermanos i hermana amigos en camino podría im planificación final próximo sábado saber fácil acceso im ir uso pensamiento morir todavía me asusta pensar así que itll segundos dolor im escribir nota incluso querer realmente cuidado pasó por lo que se preocuparía leer en realidad tomar defensa del corazón es la gente triste razón sería triste saber que alguien cerca de morir sabe mal hacer otro post ive dijo todo lo que ive a desear mejor tratar problemas de depresión puede enfrentar por favor tratar de evitar el destino como el mío se lo merecen |
favorite minecraft youtubers looking watch minecraft youtubers want know favorite minecraft youtubers whether large channels small channels thanks answer good day matter | [] | [
"favorite minecraft youtubers looking watch minecraft youtubers want know favorite minecraft youtubers whether large channels small channels thanks answer good day matter"
] | 31 | favorito minecraft youtubers buscando reloj minecraft youtubers quieren saber favorito minecraft youtubers si canales grandes canales pequeños canales gracias respuesta buen día materia |
set datei set date september next year im want romantically emotionally im going it im age friends starting families dont time romantic prospects end negatively blowing face im tired lonely im going way rest life might well end life early | [
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"set datei set date september next year im want romantically emotionally im going itim age friends starting families dont time romantic prospects end negatively blowing faceim tired lonely im going way rest life might well end life early"
] | 46 | set datei set date septiembre del próximo año quiero romántico emocionalmente im ir itim edad amigos comenzando familias no tiempo románticas perspectivas terminan negativamente soplando faceim cansado solitario im ir camino descanso la vida bien podría terminar la vida temprano |
pov told mum joke lecture im even fucking joking im finna stop making jokes | [] | [
"pov told mum joke lecture im even fucking joking im finna stop making jokes"
] | 17 | pov le dijo a mamá broma conferencia im incluso jodida broma im finna dejar de hacer bromas |
ive never felt alonei feel like one friend sexually assaulted last week friend group hangouts purposefully invite me need support im therapy trying damn best losin hope | [
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"ive never felt alonei feel like one friend sexually assaulted last week friend group hangouts purposefully invite me need supportim therapy trying damn best losin hope"
] | 32 | Nunca me sentí solo me siento como un amigo sexualmente agredido la semana pasada amigo grupo reuniones a propósito me invitan a la necesidad de terapia de apoyo que intenta maldito mejor perder la esperanza |
title say it all really bit of context i ve been depressed for the better part of year it started late into high school i ve been referred to multiple mental health service none of which have helped i wa first referred to cahms when i wa i stopped going to these session due to me not being able to open up i wa then referred to samh about a year later this wa also no help finally i wa referred to the community mental health team lanarkshire these session were in person where i spoke to a qualified mental health nurse i honestly have no fucking clue how this guy got his job he wa totally unprofessional had this patronising attitude the entire time wa rude and condescending at point and even laughed at me when i said i felt mediocre the one silver lining here wa that he had the ability to refer me onto a psychotherapist which he said that i wa on a month waiting list for i didn t continue going to these session however i assumed i d still be on the waiting list i remember my final session with him i told him i wa suicidal again cut to about month later i phone them back up to check the progress on the waiting list and when i d be seeing a psychotherapist i wa told by a receptionist that i m not on any waiting list this wa very distressing to me because it felt like i had been waiting all this time for nothing it turn out that they discharged me because i didn t continue going to the session i m at my wit end here i keep trying to get help but the nh is just straight up incompetent i wrote a letter to my gp explaining the situation and i got a phone call basically telling me there s nothing they can do and that i have to phone the community mental health team to see if i can get back on the waiting list i m so annoyed all this time spent waiting to finally get some proper help and this happens i don t know what to do please if there s anyone out there who s been through a similar experience tell me what to do | [
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"title say it all really bit of context i ve been depressed for the better part of year it started late into high school i ve been referred to multiple mental health service none of which have helped i wa first referred to cahms when i wa i stopped going to these session due to me not being able to open up i wa then referred to samh about a year later this wa also no help finally i wa referred to the community mental health team lanarkshire these session were in person where i spoke to a qualified mental health nurse i honestly have no fucking clue how this guy got his job he wa totally unprofessional had this patronising attitude the entire time wa rude and condescending at point and even laughed at me when i said i felt mediocre the one silver lining here wa that he had the ability to refer me onto a psychotherapist which he said that i wa on a month waiting list for i didn t continue going to these sessionhowever i assumed i d still be on the waiting list i remember my final session with him",
"i told him i wa suicidal again cut to about month later i phone them back up to check the progress on the waiting list and when i d be seeing a psychotherapist i wa told by a receptionist that i m not on any waiting listthis wa very distressing to me because it felt like i had been waiting all this time for nothing it turn out that they discharged me because i didn t continue going to the session i m at my wit end here i keep trying to get help but the nh is just straight up incompetent i wrote a letter to my gp explaining the situationand i got a phone call basically telling me there s nothing they can do and that i have to phone the community mental health team to see if i can get back on the waiting list i m so annoyed all this time spent waiting to finally get some proper help and this happensi dont know what to do please if there s anyone out there who s been through a similar experience tell me what to do"
] | 216 | El título dice que todo realmente poco de contexto he estado deprimido durante la mejor parte del año que comenzó tarde en la escuela secundaria he sido referido a múltiples servicios de salud mental ninguno de los cuales han ayudado primero me referí a cahms cuando he dejado de ir a esta sesión debido a que no soy capaz de abrir i wa entonces se refirió a samh alrededor de un año más tarde esta wa tampoco ayuda finalmente me referí a la comunidad equipo de salud mental lanarkshire estas sesiones fueron en persona donde hablé con una enfermera de salud mental calificado yo honestamente no tengo ni puta idea de cómo este tipo consiguió su trabajo que era totalmente poco profesional tuvo esta actitud condescendiente todo el tiempo wa grosero y condescendiente en el punto e incluso se rió de mí cuando dije que me sentía mediocre el único forro de plata aquí wa que tenía la capacidad de remitirme a un psicoterapeuta que dijo que yo wa en una lista de espera de un mes para que yo no continuara yendo a esta sesión sin embargo asumí que todavía estar en la lista de espera recuerdo mi sesión final con él |
set goals would weight study get better job keep failing things today point want cry something courage so consistency concentration thingshelp pls fail want | [
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"set goals would weight study get better job keep failing things today point want cry something courage so consistency concentration thingshelp pls fail want"
] | 26 | set goles would weight study get better job seguid fallando las cosas hoy en día punto quiero llorar algo valor así que consistencia concentración thingshelp pls fall want |
@glennbeck buyers remorse.. know it well.. return what you don't like.. why let $ be wasted when it can be reused? Glad you are a tweeter | [] | [
"@glennbeck buyers remorse.. know it well.. return what you don't like.. why let $ be wasted when it can be reused?Glad you are a tweeter"
] | 43 | @glennbeck los compradores remordimiento.. lo saben bien.. devuelve lo que no te gusta.. ¿por qué dejar que $ se pierda cuando puede ser reutilizado? |
The Social Epidemic That Doubles Depression And Anxiety Risk https://www.spring.org.uk/2018/04/epidemic-doubles-depression.php ⦠| [
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"The Social Epidemic That Doubles Depression And Anxiety Risk https://www.spring.org.uk/2018/04/epidemic-doubles-depression.php â¦"
] | 42 | La epidemia social que duplica la depresión y el riesgo de ansiedad https://www.spring.org.uk/2018/04/epidemic-dobles-depression.php |
whenever i don t follow through with a plan i feel so stupid i wish i had the ball to just do it and every time i don t i feel like an idiot i m once again making a plan and upsetting myself knowing i won t follow through it make me want to just do it here and now to prove to myself i can but then that s not sticking to the plan i just feel so so stupid | [
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"whenever i don t follow through with a plan i feel so stupid i wish i had the ball to just do it and every time i donti feel like an idiot i m once again making a plan and upsetting myself knowing i won t follow through it make me want to just do it here and now to prove to myself i canbut then that s not sticking to the plan i just feel so so stupid"
] | 82 | Cada vez que no sigo con un plan me siento tan estúpida me gustaría tener la pelota para hacerlo y cada vez que me siento como un idiota estoy una vez más haciendo un plan y alterando a mí mismo sabiendo que no voy a seguir a través de él me hace querer sólo hacerlo aquí y ahora para demostrar a mí mismo que puedo pero entonces eso no se adhiere al plan me siento tan estúpido |
@Koppite4004 *shaking head*No, no, no, NO!! I'm on team Carra on this one! Strong, resiliant and often the unsing hero, but CRUCIAL! | [] | [
"@Koppite4004 *shaking head*No, no, no, NO!!I'm on team Carra on this one!Strong, resiliant and often the unsing hero, but CRUCIAL!"
] | 51 | @Koppite4004 * cabeza temblorosa* No, no, no, no!!Estoy en el equipo Carra en este caso! Fuerte, resistente y a menudo el héroe sin sentido, pero CRUCIAL! |
kal penn i am so sad kutner wa my favorite of the new team | [] | [
"kal penn i am so sad kutner wa my favorite of the new team"
] | 18 | kal penn soy tan triste kutner wa mi favorito del nuevo equipo |
hard time sitting still alone silence around without panic attack thinking selfharmsuicide almost everyday thoughts ever since went mental institutionbut best coping mechanism ignoring trauma cannot anymore coping mechanisms like fidget toys journaling whatever really name seem really work still cannot stop thinking self destructiveness coping mechanisms work pretty fast really need help advice controlling thoughts regardless them long take coping mechanisms work control negative thoughts | [
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"hard time sitting still alone silence around without panic attack thinking selfharmsuicide almost everyday thoughts ever since went mental institutionbut best coping mechanism ignoring trauma cannot anymore coping mechanisms like fidget toys journaling whatever really name seem really work still cannot stop thinking self destructiveness coping mechanisms work pretty fast really need help advice controlling thoughts regardless them long take coping mechanisms work control negative thoughts"
] | 74 | difícil sentarse todavía solo silencio alrededor sin ataque de pánico pensamiento autoagresión pensamientos casi cotidianos desde que fue institución mental, pero el mejor mecanismo de afrontamiento ignorando trauma ya no pueden hacer frente a los mecanismos como juguetes fidget diario lo que realmente el nombre parece realmente trabajo todavía no puede dejar de pensar autodestructividad hacer frente mecanismos funcionan muy rápido realmente necesita ayuda consejo control pensamientos independientemente de ellos largo tomar mecanismos de afrontamiento trabajo control pensamientos negativos |
so sleepy. good times tonight though | [] | [
"so sleepy.good times tonight though"
] | 8 | Tan soñoliento. buenos tiempos esta noche sin embargo |
slept finals day slept today cant make zero final yay | [] | [
"slept finals day slept today cant make zero final yay"
] | 13 | # Dormían los finales del día # # Hoy no puedo hacer cero final # # Yay # |
got pussy tom jerry soo good especially loved blast mars | [] | [
"got pussy tom jerry soo good especially loved blast mars"
] | 14 | tiene coño tom jerry soo bueno especialmente amado blast mars |
bruh fricking love song like ghttpsopenspotifycomtrackaylkglttweuqobsqksigx_vxqaxvknjreapg | [] | [
"bruh fricking love song like ghttpsopenspotifycomtrackaylkglttweuqobsqksigx_vxqaxvknjreapg"
] | 43 | bruh maldita canción de amor como ghttpsopenspotifycomtrackaylkglttweuqobsqksigx_vxqaxvknjreapg |
gigdiary i know wa a little depressed that we ate so much last night there were no leftover today | [] | [
"gigdiary i know wa a little depressed that we ate so much last night there were no leftover today"
] | 23 | gindiario Sé que estaba un poco deprimido que comimos tanto anoche no había sobras hoy |
well we unfortunately have mouse and been trapping a few but i dropped my phone where the mouse have been tho no mouse shit then i remembered no lysol wipe i mean i m good right not gon na transfer anything lol like idk i also smoke and worried about germ transfer | [
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"well we unfortunately have mouse and been trapping a fewbut i dropped my phone where the mouse have been tho no mouse shit then i remembered no lysol wipei mean i m goodright not gon na transfer anything lol like idk i also smoke and worried about germ transfer"
] | 60 | Bueno, por desgracia hemos ratón y ha estado atrapando a unos pocos, pero se me cayó mi teléfono donde el ratón han sido tho no ratón mierda entonces recordé no lysol wreapi significa que estoy bien no va a transferir nada lol como idk yo también fumar y preocupado por la transferencia de gérmenes |
really know turn anymoreim i stable place call home since moving around soon things start going well move next step plans better future everything falls shit ive rebuild life scratch nine times now say scratch mean thing name shitty phone clothes back im done always end way cant anymore im currently homeless penniless hungry sitting things life shitty car go mile without breaking down actually car cant even sell though cant afford insurance pos else there tried get another job guess what credit check recently got evicted apartment even get job fucking imaginary digit bullshit number family friends go get back feet statecity live expensive even get job even pay get work point thats much time goals plan even motivation life keeps wanting give good ole fuck kick back stairs time im getting back up im stuck endless cycle ive dealing years tried really every single day worthless shitty existence nothing became it failed every turn im tired yall strength keep every single time ive asked help ive always gotten bull oh ill pray you cant give up itll get better people keeps going on im asking help anymore cause anything im asking understanding difficult one person deal see people try day life get rewarded throwing towel sounds times better going another years this | [
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"really know turn anymoreimi stable place call home since moving around soon things start going well move next step plans better future everything falls shit ive rebuild life scratch nine times now say scratch mean thing name shitty phone clothes back im done always end way cant anymore im currently homeless penniless hungry sitting things life shitty car go mile without breaking down actually car cant even sell though cant afford insurance pos else there tried get another job guess what credit check recently got evicted apartment even get job fucking imaginary digit bullshit number family friends go get back feet statecity live expensive even get job even pay get work point thats much time goals plan even motivation life keeps wanting give good ole fuck kick back stairs time im getting back up im stuck endless cycle ive dealing years tried really every single day worthless shitty existence nothing became it failed every turn im tired yall strength keep every single time ive asked help ive always gotten bull",
"oh ill pray you cant give up itll get better people keeps going on im asking help anymore cause anything im asking understanding difficult one person deal see people try day life get rewarded throwing towel sounds times better going another yearsthis"
] | 190 | realmente saben vuelta másimi lugar estable llamar a casa ya que se mueven pronto las cosas comienzan a ir bien movimiento siguiente pasos planes mejor futuro todo cae mierda ive reconstrucción vida rasguño nueve veces ahora decir rasguño media cosa nombre mierda teléfono ropa de vuelta im hecho siempre final cant más actual sin hogar penniless hambre sentarse cosas vida mierda coche va milla sin romper en realidad coche cant incluso vender aunque cant pagar seguro pos otro allí intentó conseguir otro trabajo adivinar lo que cheque de crédito recientemente consiguió desalojado apartamento incluso conseguir trabajo mierda imaginario número mierda familia amigos ir volver pies ciudad estado vivir caro incluso conseguir trabajo incluso pagar conseguir trabajo punto que es mucho tiempo objetivos plan incluso motivación vida sigue queriendo dar buen ole mierda patada escaleras tiempo im volver a subir im stick up im ciclo sin fin años de trafico probados realmente cada día sin valor mierda existencia nada se convirtió en fracaso cada turno im cansado fuerza yall mantener cada vez que se le pide ayuda siempre conseguido toro |
helping diana figure out her new macbook | [] | [
"helping diana figure out her new macbook"
] | 9 | ayudar a Diana a descubrir su nuevo macbook |
permanent solution temporary problemi really dont think ive got temporary problem ive got huge big world injustice fuck load people powerful frankly lot smarter stand benefit keeping world unjust ive got ever impending collapse worlds natural resources issue seemingly everyone cares enough actually change behavior ive got storms fires natural forces world laying waste shit like antibodies humanity advanced crushed ive got peer group im totally alienated dont understand normal people well something ive worked whole life cant ive got bad fucked brain cant make chemicals right amounts let see silver lining this im pretty fucking sure issues pretty much fixtures life im afraid now dying living living seeing nothing improve living forces bear witness slow moving apocalypse ending love wake one day older wiser miserable now wishing ended things long time ago fuck | [
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"permanent solution temporary problemi really dont think ive got temporary problem ive got huge big world injustice fuck load people powerful frankly lot smarter stand benefit keeping world unjust ive got ever impending collapse worlds natural resources issue seemingly everyone cares enough actually change behavior ive got storms fires natural forces world laying waste shit like antibodies humanity advanced crushed ive got peer group im totally alienated dont understand normal people well something ive worked whole life cant ive got bad fucked brain cant make chemicals right amounts let see silver lining this im pretty fucking sure issues pretty much fixtures life im afraid now dying living living seeing nothing improve living forces bear witness slow moving apocalypse ending love wake one day older wiser miserable now wishing ended things long time ago fuck"
] | 154 | solución permanente problemi temporal realmente no creo ive consiguió problema temporal ive consiguió enorme gran injusticia mundo mierda carga personas poderosas francamente mucho más inteligente stand beneficio mantener mundo injusto ive consiguió siempre inminente colapso mundos problemas de recursos naturales aparentemente todo el mundo se preocupa bastante cambio comportamiento ive tiene tormentas incendios fuerzas naturales mundo la colocación de basura mierda como anticuerpos humanidad avanzada aplastado ive consiguió grupo de pares im totalmente alienado no entiendo gente normal bien algo ive trabajado toda la vida cant ive consiguió mal jodido cerebro cant hacer químicos cantidades correctas dejar ver plata forro este im bastante seguro problemas bastante accesorios vida im miedo ahora moribundo vida ver nada mejorar fuerzas vivientes ser testigo lento movimiento apocalipsis final amor despertar un día mayor sabio miserable ahora deseando terminar las cosas hace mucho tiempo folla |
im feel burnt ive originally made throwaway account post i complain feel like starting getting annoying removed dur lack karma friends kida stopped talking me feel like bit burden im scared confront them im lonely feel like much look forward life family lowkey drags little trust me never relationship anything close feel like im missing young i blame netflix originals that know many people similar hobbiesinterests mine feel like outcast im kind scared starting conversations both internet irl ive sort embraced feeling invisible others hurts sometimes read that thanks time nice day | [] | [
"im feel burnt ive originally made throwaway account posti complain feel like starting getting annoying removed dur lack karma friendskida stopped talking me feel like bit burden im scared confront themim lonely feel like much look forward life family lowkey drags little trust me never relationship anything close feel like im missing youngi blame netflix originals that know many people similar hobbiesinterestsmine feel like outcast im kind scared starting conversations both internet irl ive sort embraced feeling invisible others hurts sometimes read that thanks time nice day"
] | 108 | I se siente quemado i i originalmente hecho throwaway cuenta posti se quejan se siente como empezar a ser molesto eliminado dur falta karma amigoskida dejó de hablarme se siente como poco carga im miedo confrontar ellosim solitario se siente como mucho mirar hacia adelante vida familia lowkey arrastra poco confía en mí nunca relación nada cerca se siente como mi falta joven culpa netflix originales que saben que mucha gente similares hobbiesinterestsmine se siente como marginado im tipo miedo iniciar conversaciones tanto Internet irl ive tipo abrazado sentir invisible otros duele a veces leer que gracias tiempo agradable día |
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] | 40 | pies fotos esmeraldas h aldearfillervillagerfillervillagerfillervillagerfiller villarfiller villarfillervillagerfillervillagerfiller |
movie rewrote film history every way one cares anyone thinks movie transcends criticism every flaw movie easily overcome many amazing things movie going it extremely beautiful movie doubt many us see anything like again ive seen times care count still become transfixed every time feeling hard describe one ages | [] | [
"movie rewrote film history every way one cares anyone thinks movie transcends criticism every flaw movie easily overcome many amazing things movie going it extremely beautiful movie doubt many us see anything like again ive seen times care count still become transfixed every time feeling hard describe one ages"
] | 57 | película reescribió la historia de la película de cada manera que uno se preocupa de que alguien piensa que la película trasciende la crítica cada película falla fácilmente superar muchas cosas increíbles película va ella película extremadamente hermosa duda de que muchos nosotros vemos algo como otra vez ive veed times care cont todavía se transfixed cada vez que se siente duro describir una edad |
okay hear out depressed never leaving bed good thing right leave ur bed much aint using many ur muscles stuff right getting worn much way old ur muscles used much theyre still kinda fresh live old still stuff well thats assuming depression take first yanno side benefits | [] | [
"okay hear out depressed never leaving bed good thing right leave ur bed much aint using many ur muscles stuffright getting worn much way old ur muscles used much theyre still kinda fresh live oldstill stuffwell thats assuming depression take first yanno side benefits"
] | 55 | ok escuchar deprimido nunca salir de la cama lo bueno derecho dejar la cama mucho aint usando muchos nuestros músculos stuffright conseguir desgastado mucho viejo ur músculos utilizados mucho todavía son un poco fresco vivir viejo stuffwell que asume la depresión tomar primero yanno beneficios secundarios |
preston waters years old boyhas problems parents brothers specially money issues crazy house rulessince brothers always stole saved money parents neglect wishes one awful day preston riding bicycle day villain storyquigley trying scape police accidentally ran car prestons bike needing far away police quigley gives hurry check cover damages prestons bike problem was blank check preston clever boy decides high price check million dollars money gives preston things always wished for like mansion poollots toys even limousine problems start begin fbi quigley wants know money is making preston hard situation facing many problemsbr br this movie one favorites childhood | [] | [
"preston waters years old boyhas problems parents brothers specially money issues crazy house rulessince brothers always stole saved money parents neglect wishes one awful day preston riding bicycle day villain storyquigley trying scape police accidentally ran car prestons bike needing far away police quigley gives hurry check cover damages prestons bike problem was blank check preston clever boy decides high price check million dollars money gives preston things always wished for like mansion poollots toys even limousine problems start begin fbi quigley wants know money is making preston hard situation facing many problemsbr br this movie one favorites childhood"
] | 127 | priston aguas años niño tiene problemas padres hermanos especialmente dinero cuestiones locos casa reglas ya que los hermanos siempre robaron dinero ahorrado padres descuida desea un terrible día preston montar bicicleta día villano historiaquigley tratando de la policía descapotable accidentalmente corrió coche prestons bicicleta que necesita lejos policía quigley da prisa cheque cubierta daños prestons bicicleta problema era blanco cheque preston chico inteligente decide alto precio cheque millón de dólares dinero da cosas preston siempre deseado como mansión billar juguetes incluso limusina problemas empezar fbi quigley quiere saber dinero está haciendo preston situación difícil frente a muchos problemasbr br esta película uno favoritos infancia |
i just want to go to sleep forever i don t want to feel anything anymore what feel good never last and what hurt hurt longer than it should i d rather just not feel at all | [
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"i just want to go to sleep forever i don t want to feel anything anymore what feel good never last and what hurt hurt longer than it should i d rather just not feel at all"
] | 37 | Yo sólo quiero ir a dormir para siempre No quiero sentir nada más lo que se siente bien nunca dura y lo que duele más tiempo de lo que debería |
im yr old trans aspie feel completely lost isolated worldi want die anything deserve life isolation loneliness loved parents two years ago hope though matter reaching people last years years illusion collasped see hope future worst feel like hope lead pain future chances go astronomically low never asked enter world like am owe nothing least continued existence ive seriously trying think ways bolster resolve go it | [
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"im yr old trans aspie feel completely lost isolated worldi want die anything deserve life isolation loneliness loved parents two years ago hope though matter reaching people last years years illusion collasped see hope future worst feel like hope lead pain future chances go astronomically low never asked enter world like am owe nothing least continued existence ive seriously trying think ways bolster resolve go it"
] | 74 | El mundo está completamente perdido quiero morir cualquier cosa merece vida aislamiento padres amados hace dos años esperanza aunque la materia que llega a la gente los últimos años ilusión collasped ver esperanza futuro peor se siente como esperanza plomo dolor futuro posibilidades ir astronómicamente baja nunca pidió entrar en el mundo como soy debe nada menos existencia continua live seriamente tratando de pensar formas de reforzar la resolución ir |
feeling suicidal need helpfor past years ive felt like want kill various reasons want explain committed redflag main reasons upsetsad family would question feeling goes away would mistake either way years feel like ive gone insane waiting feelings change hiding fact feel depressed friends family wanted keep secret entire time wanted something would full control friends family standing way drawback cant ask anyone questions redflag anything alike would revealcause suspicion im suicidal ampxb week ago decided enough wanted finally commit redflag lot problems life getting much bigger feelings doesnt seem changing anytime soon want wait feels like hell longer searching online vpn ways kill myself learned ways kill guaranteed die anything really high percentage would available me ampxb overdose pills something learned high percentage people survive would likely sorta brain damage did hang dont anything hang anything suspend except belt shoot head gun im high schooler get one anyway cut anyway research learned highest redflag attempt people survive plus would lot pain die old toaster bathtub outlets modern homes something stop higher amounts electricity something way attempt also bathrooms really moist thing get lot co car pass would require parents home work order helium tank gas obviously id questioned id that jump building live suburbs tall enough buildings jump without huge chance surviving fall disabled way physically brain damage couldnt use chemical products certain ways know would work want endanger family members oets make shift gas something products would linger ampxb last paragraph want ask anyone believes people right take life way thing would possible kill myself ive considering jumping front metro feeling able get that please need answer ive become mad knowing might even able commit redflag anyone wants convince live something right im really open minded really want find reason live ive already tried past years anything might say probably similar thought already examined it ampxb thank anyone help me | [
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"feeling suicidal need helpfor past years ive felt like want kill various reasons want explain committed redflag main reasons upsetsad family would question feeling goes away would mistake either way years feel like ive gone insane waiting feelings change hiding fact feel depressed friends family wanted keep secret entire time wanted something would full control friends family standing way drawback cant ask anyone questions redflag anything alike would revealcause suspicion im",
"suicidal ampxb week ago decided enough wanted finally commit redflag lot problems life getting much bigger feelings doesnt seem changing anytime soon want wait feels like hell longer searching online vpn ways kill myself learned ways kill guaranteed die anything really high percentage would available me ampxb overdose pills something learned high percentage people survive would likely sorta brain damage did hang dont anything hang anything suspend except belt shoot head gun im high schooler get one anyway cut anyway research learned highest redflag attempt people survive plus would lot pain die old toaster bathtub outlets modern homes something stop higher amounts electricity something way attempt also bathrooms really moist thing get lot co car pass would require parents home work order helium tank gas obviously id questioned id that jump building live suburbs tall enough buildings jump without huge chance surviving fall disabled way physically brain damage couldnt use chemical products certain ways know would work want endanger family members oets make shift gas something products would linger ampxb last paragraph want ask anyone believes people right take life way thing would possible kill myself ive considering jumping front metro feeling able get that please need answer ive become mad knowing might even able commit redflag anyone wants convince live something right im really open minded really want find reason live ive already tried past years anything might say probably similar thought already examined it ampxb thank anyone help me"
] | 82 | Sentirse suicida necesita ayuda en los últimos años se sintió como querer matar varias razones quieren explicar cometido bandera roja principales razones distressad familia preguntaría la sensación desaparece se equivocaría de cualquier manera los años se siente como ive ido loco esperando sentimientos cambio ocultar hecho se siente deprimido amigos familia quería guardar secreto todo el tiempo quería algo control completo amigos familia de pie manera inconveniente no se puede hacer a nadie preguntas Redflag cualquier cosa por igual revelaría causa sospecha im |
Another year older today! At least it's sunny out! | [] | [
"Another year older today!At least it's sunny out!"
] | 13 | ¡Otro año más viejo hoy!¡Al menos hace sol! |
close friend mine sent mental hospital redflag attempt dont know emotionally cope thisim extremely anxious edge dont want lose friend already lost one friend redflag dont want lose another | [
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"close friend mine sent mental hospital redflag attempt dont know emotionally cope thisim extremely anxious edge dont want lose friend already lost one friend redflag dont want lose another"
] | 37 | amigo cercano mío enviado hospital mental Redflag intento no sé emocionalmente hacer frente a este extremo extremadamente ansioso no quiero perder amigo ya perdido un amigo Redflag no quiero perder otro |
Looking at Handbook of research on computational arts & creative informatics - my chapter is a part of that | [] | [
"Looking at Handbook of research on computational arts & creative informatics - my chapter is a part of that"
] | 23 | Mirando el manual de investigación sobre las artes computacionales & informática creativa - mi capítulo es una parte de eso |
thing makes happy anymore rain scene step up especially mooses part im gonna watch step movies | [] | [
"thing makes happy anymore rain scene step up especially mooses part im gonna watch step movies"
] | 18 | cosa hace feliz más lluvia escena subir especialmente alces parte im va a ver paso películas |
dang i m lazy i ve begun three short story in the last three week and never finished anything will have more focus | [] | [
"dang i m lazyi ve begun three short story in the last three week and never finished anything will have more focus"
] | 25 | Dang i m slogazi ha comenzado tres cuento corto en las últimas tres semanas y nunca terminó nada tendrá más enfoque |
feeling nothingnessi literally motivation anything ive trying go make plans friends feel empty inside irritated myself like cant even breathe right redflag crosses mind everyday ive made close bonds people would broken died genuinely wish wasnt sad time wasnt numb feelings forced constantly crack joke keep people around feel tired started getting high pills tolerance started getting higher really dont want take pills get high wanna find something makes whole feels like something missing like itch cant scratch im really debating ending point | [
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"feeling nothingnessi literally motivation anything ive trying go make plans friends feel empty inside irritated myself like cant even breathe right redflag crosses mind everyday ive made close bonds people would broken died genuinely wish wasnt sad time wasnt numb feelings forced constantly crack joke keep people around feel tired started getting high pills tolerance started getting higher really dont want take pills get high wanna find something makes whole feels like something missing like itch cant scratch im really debating ending point"
] | 96 | sentir nada literalmente motivación cualquier cosa ive intentar ir hacer planes amigos se sienten vacíos por dentro irritado como no puedo siquiera respirar derecho bandera roja cruza la mente todos los días ive hizo lazos cercanos la gente se rompería murió genuinamente deseo no era triste tiempo no entumecimiento sentimientos forzado constantemente crack broma mantener a la gente alrededor sentirse cansado comenzó a conseguir alta tolerancia píldoras comenzó a llegar más alto realmente no quiero tomar píldoras se drogan quiero encontrar algo hace que todo se siente como algo que falta como picor no puede rascar im realmente debatir punto final |
is about to go out and relax in the sun | [] | [
"is about to go out and relax in the sun"
] | 10 | está a punto de salir y relajarse bajo el sol |
run money diei months land job running money since nobody live without money go ahead end life balance reaches zero | [
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"run money diei months land job running money since nobody live without money go ahead end life balance reaches zero"
] | 21 | dinero de funcionamiento diei meses tierra trabajo de funcionamiento de dinero ya que nadie vive sin dinero ir adelante fin de la vida equilibrio llega a cero |
@kylieireland yay! thanks for sharing! are you feeling better than last night? | [] | [
"@kylieireland yay!thanks for sharing!are you feeling better than last night?"
] | 22 | @kylieireland yay!gracias por compartir!¿Te sientes mejor que anoche? |
easily worst sub platform guys arent funny stop trying | [] | [
"easily worst sub platform guys arent funny stop trying"
] | 10 | fácilmente peor sub plataforma chicos no son graciosos dejar de intentar |
for any of you bandwagonning on hate (literally why???) pls read this. Park Bom did NOTHING WRONG and had her career ruined over her just trying to deal with depression and mental health #ë°ë´ì ë°ë´ë²ë ¤ëì¸ì https://twitter.com/blckjckxxi/status/989046759119839232 ⦠| [
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"for any of you bandwagonning on hate (literally why???)pls read this.Park Bom did NOTHING WRONG and had her career ruined over her just trying to deal with depression and mental health #ë°ë´ì ë°ë´ë²ë ¤ëì¸ì https://twitter.com/blckjckxxi/status/989046759119839232 â¦"
] | 92 | Para cualquiera de ustedes que caminaba en el odio (literalmente ¿por qué??) pls leer esto.Park Bom no hizo NADA WRONG y su carrera se arruinó sobre ella sólo tratando de lidiar con la depresión y la salud mental 2 https://twitter.com/blckjckxxi/status/989046759119839232 |
Bout to lay it down. Gotta get some rest playin in a kickball tournament 2morrow at Battlefield Park! Wish me luck I'm a captain | [] | [
"Bout to lay it down.Gotta get some rest playin in a kickball tournament 2morrow at Battlefield Park!Wish me luck I'm a captain"
] | 36 | Bout para ponerlo abajo.Gotta conseguir un poco de descanso jugar en un torneo de kickball mañana en Battlefield Park!Deséame suerte Soy un capitán |
guys know free coop games could play friends something require higher gear computers fun play forest minecraft everyone afford | [] | [
"guys know free coop games could play friends something require higher gear computers fun play forest minecraft everyone afford"
] | 21 | chicos saben que los juegos gratis coop podrían jugar amigos algo requieren equipos de engranajes más altos diversión jugar bosque minascraft todo el mundo permitirse |
toddlington only a quarter of a percent babe darn | [] | [
"toddlington only a quarter of a percent babe darn"
] | 13 | toddlington sólo un cuarto de por ciento nena maldito |
dont know whats nextim started losing hair ive never fully happy people started noticing hair line receding im short im minority south asian im attractive overall ive never girlfriend dont sexual experience wasnt given tools succeed dont see point going on life never want be always feeling good enough id rather die stay lonely forever lower expectations live miserable life opt out im stressed appearance lately want give up | [
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"dont know whats nextim started losing hair ive never fully happy people started noticing hair line receding im short im minority south asian im attractive overall ive never girlfriend dont sexual experience wasnt given tools succeed dont see point going on life never want be always feeling good enough id rather die stay lonely forever lower expectations live miserable life opt out im stressed appearance lately want give up"
] | 83 | No sé lo que nextim comenzó a perder el cabello ive nunca totalmente feliz la gente comenzó a notar la línea de pelo retrocediendo im corto im minoría sur asiático im atractivo general ive nunca novia dont experiencia sexual no se dio herramientas éxito no ver punto en la vida nunca quiero estar siempre sentirse lo suficientemente bien id lugar morir permanecer solo para siempre menos expectativas vivir miserable vida opt out im estresado apariencia últimamente quiere renunciar |
went see vanilla sky huge huge hugetom cruise fan extremely cynical brother girlfriend say totally blown away movie especially tcs performance thought moving film expectingbr br i read reviews decided go see it pleased coerced into seeing it strange thing cannot say why say found totally involving could stop thinking next day felt film say is storyline fantasy psychodrama whatever people events shape life small events like getting car change everythingbr br as critics wrote yes maybe original stunning nd film alejandro amenbar totally different interpretation subject means narcissistic remake benefit tom cruise penelope cruzbr br i cannot even consider writing couple trite glib sentences describe film go see itbr br yes know balanced thoughtful review its kind film | [] | [
"went see vanilla sky huge huge hugetom cruise fan extremely cynical brother girlfriend say totally blown away movie especially tcs performance thought moving film expectingbr br i read reviews decided go see it pleased coerced into seeing it strange thing cannot say why say found totally involving could stop thinking next day felt film say is storyline fantasy psychodrama whatever people events shape life small events like getting car change everythingbr br as critics wrote yes maybe original stunning nd film alejandro amenbar totally different interpretation subject means narcissistic remake benefit tom cruise penelope cruzbr bri cannot even consider writing couple trite glib sentences describe film go see itbr br yes know balanced thoughtful review its kind film"
] | 151 | was see vainilla sky enorme enorme enormetom crucero fan extremadamente cínico hermano novia decir totalmente impresionado película especialmente tcs rendimiento pensamiento película en movimiento esperabr br i leer críticas decidió ir ver satisfecho coaccionado en verlo extraño cosa no puede decir por qué decir encontrado totalmente involucrado podría dejar de pensar al día siguiente sentido película decir es historia fantasía psicodrama lo que sea que la gente eventos forma vida pequeños eventos como conseguir coche cambio todobr br como los críticos escribieron sí tal vez original impresionante y película alejandro amenbar totalmente diferente interpretación tema significa narcisista remake beneficio tom crucero penelope cruzbr bri ni siquiera puede considerar la escritura pareja frases trite glib describir película ir ver itbr br sí saben balanceada crítica su película tipo |
recently ive eating stomach problems im getting really bad stomach pain im hungry appetite throw little food eat think eating disorder something im sure | [] | [
"recently ive eating stomach problems im getting really bad stomach pain im hungry appetite throw little food eat think eating disorder something im sure"
] | 25 | recientemente iv comer problemas de estómago im conseguir dolor de estómago realmente malo im apetito hambre tirar poca comida comer pensar trastorno de comer algo im seguro |
mother shat wish would thrown long flight stairs wish would bashed head brick whole life felt like belong earth allways gotten bad grades hate work never gf option relive life would not knew holy shit knew through aborted | [
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"mother shat wish would thrown long flight stairs wish would bashed head brick whole life felt like belong earth allways gotten bad grades hate work never gf option relive life would not knew holy shit knew through aborted"
] | 44 | madre shat deseo tiraría las escaleras de vuelo largo deseo golpear la cabeza de ladrillo toda la vida se sentía como pertenecer tierra siempre consiguió malas calificaciones odio trabajo nunca gf opción revivir la vida no sabía santa mierda sabía a través abortado |
wake fall asleep fall asleep wake uphelp answer | [
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"wake fall asleep fall asleep wake uphelp answer"
] | 9 | despertar dormir dormir dormir despertar ayuda respuesta |
@callmejors i got your chictopia in your tumbler acc. so those lomo cams are digital what's special bout it tell me more! hehe (: | [] | [
"@callmejors i got your chictopia in your tumbler acc.so those lomo cams are digital what's special bout it tell me more!hehe(:"
] | 42 | @callmejors Tengo tu chictopia en tu vaso acc.así que esas cámaras de lomo son digitales lo que es especial me dicen más!hehehe(: |
im planning living past like nope sorry ill kill get old growing old biggest fear | [] | [
"im planning living past like nope sorry ill kill get old growing old biggest fear"
] | 16 | Estoy planeando vivir el pasado como no, lo siento, mal matar, envejecer, envejecer, el miedo más grande. |
gf whit friend better her know sounds super insecure thats okay like one friend super nice interests stuff hes much closer long distance relationship friend close hes super closer keeps talking feel really uncomfortable know loves feel like would much happier whit me make sad time time doesnt wrong feel like this wrong feel like better choice her | [] | [
"gf whit friend better her know sounds super insecure thats okay like one friendsuper nice interests stuff hes much closer long distance relationship friend close hes super closer keeps talking feel really uncomfortable know loves feel like would much happier whit me make sad time time doesnt wrong feel like this wrong feel like better choice her"
] | 67 | gf whit amigo mejor su saber suena súper inseguro que está bien como un amigo super agradable intereses cosas él es mucho más cerca de larga distancia relación amigo cerca hes super más cerca sigue hablando se siente muy incómodo saber amores se siente como mucho más feliz whit me hace tiempo triste no mal se siente como este mal se siente como mejor elección ella |
people support equality people put snapchat stories if support trump unadd me fucking stupid judge person fucking character beliefs great dont like trump gives right harass person supports him whoever support im friends plenty people support trump great people dont judge believe let believe want same | [] | [
"people support equality people put snapchat stories if support trump unadd me fucking stupid judge person fucking character beliefs great dont like trump gives right harass person supports him whoever support im friends plenty people support trump great people dont judge believe let believe want same"
] | 54 | la gente apoya la igualdad la gente pone historias snapchat si el apoyo supera a undd me mierda juez persona estúpida mierda carácter creencias grande no le gusta triunfo da derecho acosado persona lo apoya quien apoya im amigos mucha gente apoya triunfo gran gente no juzga creo dejar creer quieren igual |
is it true that opening of classes will be moved on June 15? | [] | [
"is it true that opening of classes will be moved on June 15?"
] | 14 | ¿Es cierto que la apertura de las clases se trasladará el 15 de junio? |
concerned brother drive home tonightmy younger brother senior high school think may suicidal hes depressed my mom died years ago hes antidepressants year two recently broke girlfriend seems kind withdrawn hard know im away college last week facebook status some people strong enough call help texted amp said quote fireman show tv today texting easter awful im hours away college things upset about talking little said made appt psychologist cant get three weeks venting said so call help admitted lied tried give suggestions help depression appt like spend time friends things enjoys surround positive people etc said look laundry list problems feel solvable asked really believes that yes asked are thinking redflag response dont lie response are thinking hurting yourself finally said well called cousin whos social worker said dad take hospital crisis consultation theyll give someone talk assess situation agreed go tomorrow school then said lock pillsguns etc watch make sure hes safe im sure seriously dad taking this cousin called dad bro said btw say suicidal drive home make sure hes ok told dad really concerned threatened come home said would go around take care pills such idk do | [
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"concerned brother drive home tonightmy younger brother senior high school think may suicidal hes depressed my mom died years ago hes antidepressants year two recently broke girlfriend seems kind withdrawnhard knowim away college last week facebook status some people strong enough call help texted amp said quote fireman show tv today texting easter awful im hours away college things upset about talking little said made appt psychologist cant get three weeks venting said so call help admitted lied tried give suggestions help depression appt like spend time friends things enjoys surround positive people etc said look laundry list problems feel solvable asked really believes that yes asked are thinking redflag response dont lie response are thinking hurting yourself finally said well called cousin whos social worker said dad take hospital crisis consultation theyll give someone talk assess situation agreed go tomorrow school then said lock pillsguns etc watch make sure hes safe im sure seriously dad taking this cousin called dad bro said btw say suicidal drive home make sure hes ok told dad really concerned threatened come home said would go around take care pills such idk do"
] | 220 | Preocupado hermano conducir a casa esta noche mi hermano menor senior escuela piensa que puede suicida hes deprimido mi mamá murió hace años hes antidepresivos año dos novia recientemente roto parece amable retiradoduro saberim lejos universidad la semana pasada facebook status algunas personas lo suficientemente fuerte llamada ayuda texted amp dijo cita bombero show tv hoy mensajeo easter horrible im horas lejos universidad cosas molestas hablar poco dicho hecho psicólogo cant conseguir tres semanas ventilar dijo así llamada ayuda admitido mentira tratado dar sugerencias ayuda depresión appt como pasar tiempo amigos cosas disfruta rodea personas positivas etc dijo mirar lista de lavandería se siente solvable pregunta realmente cree que sí preguntas están pensando respuesta Redflag no mentir respuesta están pensando lastimarse finalmente dijo bien llamado primo que trabajador social dijo papá tomar hospital consulta crisis le dará a alguien hablar evaluar situación acordado ir mañana escuela luego dijo cerradura pistolas etc ver asegurarse de que él está seguro de que papá toma en serio este primo llamado papá bro dijo btw drive a casa asegurarse de que hes ok dijo papá realmente preocupado amenazó venir a casa dijo que iría alrededor tomar píldoras cuidado tal idk do |
What a tour opening night responsibility for ex Bellowhead @boden_jon on Friday @VicHallSaltaire #Saltaire after depression-related death of much loved promoter/folk fan Simon Heginbotham https://twitter.com/mrkitebenefits/status/988848664620740608 ⦠#WeAreAllRemnantKings @markybt @KimShutler_J @hawarunsaunders pic.twitter.com/PtkeSRJXkH | [
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"What a tour opening night responsibility for ex Bellowhead @boden_jon on Friday @VicHallSaltaire #Saltaire after depression-related death of much loved promoter/folk fan Simon Heginbotham https://twitter.com/mrkitebenefits/status/988848664620740608 ⦠#WeAreAllRemnantKings @markybt @KimShutler_J @hawarunsaunders pic.twitter.com/PtkeSRJXkH"
] | 131 | Qué responsabilidad de apertura de gira por ex Bellowhead @boden_jon el viernes @VicHallSaltaire #Saltaire después de la muerte relacionada con la depresión de Simon Heginbotham, promotor muy querido y fan de la gente https://twitter.com/mrkitebeneficios/status/9848664620740608Â #WeAreAreRemnantKings @markybt @KimShutler_J @hawarunsaunders pic.twitter.com/PtkeSRJXkH |
frick get brain give motivation im middle making cool thing lost motivation halfway thru want back | [] | [
"frick get brain give motivation im middle making cool thing lost motivation halfway thru want back"
] | 18 | frick conseguir cerebro dar motivación en el medio haciendo que la cosa fresca perdido motivación a medio camino a través de querer volver |
liked house dracula much house frankenstein carradine much passable acting ridiculous overboard hof actors deliver solid enough performances subplots eg monster village mobsters village idiot hunchback nurse etc mixed well none becomes odd splinter hof better run stitchedtogether hof hunchback nurse likable hunchback hof doctor good well lon chaney adds classy touch wolfman worth watching twice classic universal horror typical s long lost flair especially good doctors performance beforeafter blood contaminated draculas | [] | [
"liked house dracula much house frankenstein carradine much passable acting ridiculous overboard hof actors deliver solid enough performances subplots eg monster village mobsters village idiot hunchback nurse etc mixed well none becomes odd splinter hof better run stitchedtogether hof hunchback nurse likable hunchback hof doctor good well lon chaney adds classy touch wolfman worth watching twice classic universal horror typical s long lost flair especially good doctors performance beforeafter blood contaminated draculas"
] | 110 | house dracula much house frankenstein carradine much passible actuation ridicula overboard hof actores entregan actuaciones suficientemente sólidas subplots eg monster village mafiosos aldea idiota jorobado enfermera etc mezclada bien ninguno se convierte en raro splinter hof mejor correr cosido juntos hof jorobado enfermera agradable jorobado hof doctor bueno bien lon chaney añade toque elegante hombre lobo vale la pena ver dos veces clásico horror universal típico s largo perdido estilo especialmente buen desempeño de los médicos antes después de sangre draculas contaminadas |
the title pretty much sum up everything i turned a couple of day ago and i ve been dealing with my depression etc for a couple of year now and i ve been feeling completely hopeless about my future and everything else i just want to disappear forever | [
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"the title pretty much sum up everything i turned a couple of day agoand i ve been dealing with my depression etc for a couple of year nowand i ve been feeling completely hopeless about my future and everything else i just want to disappear forever"
] | 50 | El título más o menos resume todo lo que he convertido hace un par de días y he estado lidiando con mi depresión etc durante un par de años ahora y me he estado sintiendo completamente sin esperanza sobre mi futuro y todo lo demás sólo quiero desaparecer para siempre |
i think i should not use twitter a i offend people unintentionally | [] | [
"i think i should not use twitter a i offend people unintentionally"
] | 14 | Creo que no debería usar Twitter. Ofendí a la gente sin querer. |
back thoughts againi cant escape them redflag always tempts me sooner later cope distracting thinking positively never lasts always come back myself lonely disconnected misfit self im considering railway final moments im terrified feelings cant cope feel bad | [
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"back thoughts againi cant escape them redflag always tempts me sooner later cope distracting thinking positively never lasts always come back myself lonely disconnected misfit self im considering railway final moments im terrified feelings cant cope feel bad"
] | 49 | pensamientos de espalda otra vez no puedo escapar de ellos bandera roja siempre me tienta más tarde me distrae pensar positivamente nunca dura siempre vuelvo yo sola desconectado auto inadaptado considerando los momentos finales del tren im sentimientos aterrorizados no puedo sobrellevar sentir mal |
picked mich st to win it all from the get go wa feeling pretty good about that pick all the way up until tonight a s lost too | [] | [
"picked mich st to win it all from the get go wa feeling pretty good about that pick all the way up until tonight a s lost too"
] | 29 | eligió a Mich st para ganarlo todo del get go wa sintiéndose bastante bien con esa elección hasta esta noche un s perdido también |
im girl nipple piercings attentive no unattractive attractive really want know ur guys opinion even u bilesbian girls lol | [] | [
"im girl nipple piercings attentive no unattractive attractive really want know ur guys opinion even u bilesbian girls lol"
] | 28 | im chica pezones piercings atentos no atractivo atractivo realmente quieren saber nuestros chicos opinión incluso u chicas biliares lol |
tried hanging seriously minutes agoi tried counting might already unconscious seconds stepped back platform jumped cant really call jumping feet may reflex guess ampxb im feeling really bad know kill myself society offer painfree way redflag | [
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"tried hanging seriously minutes agoi tried counting might already unconscious seconds stepped back platform jumped cant really call jumping feet may reflex guess ampxb im feeling really bad know kill myself society offer painfree way redflag"
] | 44 | intento colgar seriamente hace minutosi intento contar puede ya inconsciente segundos retrocedido plataforma saltó no puede llamar realmente saltar pies puede reflejar conjetura ampxb im sentirse muy mal saber matarme la sociedad ofrece manera libre de dolor bandera roja |
marleyuk i think you spoke too soon big black rain cloud charging towards town now | [] | [
"marleyuk i think you spoke too soon big black rain cloud charging towards town now"
] | 17 | Marleyuk Creo que hablaste demasiado pronto gran nube de lluvia negra cargando hacia la ciudad ahora |
else epileptic seizure guys relate right right jddbtfnfbvv ggbvchh | [] | [
"else epileptic seizure guys relate right rightjddbtfnfbvv ggbvchh"
] | 25 | otros epilépticos convulsión chicos se relacionan derecha jddbtfnfbvv ggbvchh |
got rejected first time like zuess sparky little fingers capacitor wand considered weapon going cool magic tricks no apparently poses risk medical equipment serious consequences said equipment fails fine then im going make tissues float around room then magic patients | [] | [
"got rejected first time like zuess sparky little fingers capacitor wand considered weapon going cool magic tricks no apparently poses risk medical equipment serious consequences said equipment fails fine then im going make tissues float around room thenmagic patients"
] | 46 | fue rechazado por primera vez como zuess centelleante dedos pequeños condensador varita considerado arma va bien trucos de magia no parece plantear riesgo equipo médico consecuencias graves dicho equipo falla bien entonces voy a hacer los tejidos flotar alrededor de la habitación entoncesmagia pacientes |
tiredi dont know crawl hole again worst part end sight time everything ahead get things back track far away im tired exhausted feeling way dont want fight anymore | [
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"tiredi dont know crawl hole again worst part end sight time everything ahead get things back track far away im tired exhausted feeling way dont want fight anymore"
] | 31 | cansado no sé gatear agujero otra vez peor parte final de la vista tiempo todo por delante conseguir las cosas detrás pista lejos lejos estoy cansado cansado sentir manera no quiero luchar más |
To Handle the Loss of a Mother http://www.debrapasquella.com/2018/04/to-handle-loss-of-mother.html?spref=tw ⦠#grief #God #cancer #depression #anxiety #isolation pic.twitter.com/tT7SPj7Qmg | [
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"To Handle the Loss of a Mother http://www.debrapasquella.com/2018/04/to-handle-loss-of-mother.html?spref=tw ⦠#grief #God #cancer #depression #anxiety #isolation pic.twitter.com/tT7SPj7Qmg"
] | 82 | Para manejar la pérdida de una madre http://www.debrapasquella.com/2018/04/to-handle-loss-of-mather.html?spref=tw #grief #God #cancer #depression #anxiety #aislation pic.twitter.com/tT7SPj7Qmg |
movie fantastic fan bams cky videos jackass show viva la bam cant help like it friends fans enjoyed it others thought great like mostly female friends really appreciate crude humor personally think made movie funny im pretty sure entire movie filmed bams home town includes lot regularly visited locations cast made friends cky buddies also includes big name pro skateboarders too soundtrack phenomenal music him opinion haggard all great plot characters never see anywhere else plenty humor great music cast dedicated project | [] | [
"movie fantastic fan bams cky videos jackass show viva la bam cant help like it friends fans enjoyed it others thought great like mostly female friends really appreciate crude humor personally think made movie funnyim pretty sure entire movie filmed bams home town includes lot regularly visited locations cast made friends cky buddies also includes big name pro skateboarders too soundtrack phenomenal music him opinion haggard all great plot characters never see anywhere else plenty humor great music cast dedicated project"
] | 98 | película fantástico fan bams cky videos jackass show viva la bam cant ayudar como lo amigos fans disfrutaron otros pensaban muy bien como la mayoría de las amigas realmente aprecian el humor crudo personalmente pensar hecho película gracioso bastante seguro película filmada bams casa ciudad incluye lugares regularmente visitados elenco amigos cky también incluye gran nombre profesional skateboarders también banda sonora música fenomenal su opinión haggard todos los grandes personajes de la trama nunca ven en ningún otro lugar humor gran música elenco dedicado proyecto |
never going happy also hate world lot everyone lowkey piece shit even though wrong aka told say one actually cares someone offs going tired living cannot wait die life boring frustrating | [
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"never going happy also hate world lot everyone lowkey piece shit even though wrong aka told say one actually cares someone offs going tired living cannot wait die life boring frustrating"
] | 34 | Nunca ir feliz también odio mucho mundo todo el mundo pieza lowkey mierda a pesar de mal aka dicho decir que uno realmente se preocupa alguien offs va cansado vivir no puede esperar a morir la vida aburrida frustrante |
@emkuntze I wrote about expat depression on my blog. Started as one post. It got more hits than anything else I had written about. So I wrote a whole series. Which ended up with me getting a commission from WSJ for an article about the subject. | [
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"@emkuntze I wrote about expat depression on my blog.Started as one post.It got more hits than anything else I had written about.So I wrote a whole series.Which ended up with me getting a commission from WSJ for an article about the subject."
] | 59 | @emkuntze Escribí sobre la depresión expatriada en mi blog.Comenzó como un post.Consiguió más éxitos que cualquier otra cosa que había escrito sobre.Así que escribí una serie completa.Que terminó con mí conseguir una comisión de WSJ para un artículo sobre el tema. |
nflost watched premier fire surprised hospin clean tho | [] | [
"nflost watched premier fire surprised hospin clean tho"
] | 13 | Nflost vio primer fuego sorprendido hospin limpia tho |
i m on a very low dose of lexapro a i m trying to taper off my anxiety isn t cured but i do feel like it help to talk me out of panic pretty easily last night at am i got a sharp pain in my head and felt very weird for a couple second i immediately went into full blown panic and woke up today very spacey like i m dissociating ha this happened to anyone how do you snap out of it i literally thought i wa having a stroke but checked my bp and o and all wa well i used to be really bad with checking my vitals but i never use them anymore i also have herniated disc in my neck so i m not sure if that wa the cause or some freak incident | [
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"i m on a very low dose of lexapro a i m trying to taper off my anxiety isn t curedbut i do feel like it help to talk me out of panic pretty easily last night at am i got a sharp pain in my head and felt very weird for a couple second i immediately went into full blown panic and woke up today very spacey like i m dissociating ha this happened to anyone how do you snap out of it i literally thought i wa having a stroke but checked my bp and o and all wa well i used to be really bad with checking my vitalsbut i never use them anymorei also have herniated disc in my neckso i m not sure if that wa the cause or some freak incident"
] | 152 | I m en una dosis muy baja de lexapro a i m tratando de reducir mi ansiedad no está curada pero siento que me ayuda a hablar de pánico muy fácilmente anoche en soy tengo un dolor agudo en mi cabeza y me sentí muy raro por un par de segundos inmediatamente entré en pleno pánico soplado y me desperté hoy muy espacial como estoy disociando ha pasado esto a alguien ¿cómo te quedas fuera de él, literalmente pensé que iba a tener un derrame cerebral pero mi bp y o y todo bien solía ser muy malo con la comprobación de mis vitales pero nunca los he usado ya también han herniado disco en mi cuelloso no estoy seguro de si wa la causa o algún extraño incidente |
mean parents trigger suicidal thoughtsive therapy year used safe persons call struggling six months later removed dad im considering removing mom list sticking friends family really trust im grateful ive learning manage depression recent relationship parents getting rocky starting bring lot old behaviors remember showing kid didnt give sense privacy would look diary outed teen want come yet get angry little things last night little brother trouble falling asleep stressed crying put top bunk calm mom found put full blame ruining months worth progress dont believe anything tell anymore make really hurtful comments view character body thats triggers most havent thoughts redflag months twice week havent even wanted talk stuff like therapist im scared theyll somehow find call crazy tell im making stories up im still debating ever real figment overactive imagination know hurts heart bc force remember im im worthless make feel | [
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"mean parents trigger suicidal thoughtsive therapy year used safe persons call struggling six months later removed dad im considering removing mom list sticking friends family really trust im grateful ive learning manage depression recent relationship parents getting rocky starting bring lot old behaviors remember showing kid didnt give sense privacy would look diary outed teen want come yet get angry little things last night little brother trouble falling asleep stressed crying put top bunk calm mom found put full blame ruining months worth progress dont believe anything tell anymore make really hurtful comments view character body thats triggers most havent thoughts redflag months twice week havent even wanted talk stuff like therapistim scared theyll somehow find call crazy tell im making stories up im still debating ever real figment overactive imagination know hurts heart bc force remember im im worthless make feel"
] | 161 | padres medios desencadenan terapia suicida pensativa año utilizado personas seguras llamada lucha seis meses más tarde eliminado papá im considerar la eliminación de la lista de mamá pegando amigos familia realmente confiar en im aprendizaje activo agradecido manejar depresión relación padres get rocoso comenzar traer mucho viejos comportamientos recordar mostrar niño no dar sentido privacidad mirada diario outed adolescente quiere venir sin embargo conseguir enojado pequeñas cosas anoche hermanito problemas quedarse dormido estresado llorar top litera tranquila mamá encontrado poner culpa completa arruinar meses dignos de progreso no creo que nada decir más hacer realmente hirientes comentarios ver el cuerpo del personaje que dispara la mayoría de los pensamientos havett rojoflag meses dos veces semana incluso no han querido hablar cosas como terapeutas asustados de alguna manera encontrar llamar loco contar im hacer historias im im todavía debatir siempre real figura hiperactiva imaginación saber heridas corazón bc fuerza recordar im im inútil hacer sentir |
And last but not least; Happy b-day Norway! Its our national day 2day | [] | [
"And last but not least; Happy b-day Norway!Its our national day 2day"
] | 19 | Y por último, pero no menos importante; Feliz día b Noruega!Es nuestro día nacional 2día |
@lisaagarden check out ubertwitter if you can, all the cool kids are doing it http://ubertwitter.com/ (from a fellow twitter addict) | [] | [
"@lisaagarden check out ubertwitter if you can, all the cool kids are doing it http://ubertwitter.com/ (from a fellow twitter addict)"
] | 39 | @lisaagarden echa un vistazo a ubertwitter si puedes, todos los chicos geniales lo están haciendo http://ubertwitter.com/ (de un compañero adicto a Twitter) |
@703AstrosFan blue skies, bright and sunny, STILL. wish david luck for mee. | [] | [
"@703AstrosFan blue skies, bright and sunny, STILL. wish david luck for mee."
] | 28 | @703AstrosFan cielos azules, luminosos y soleados, STILL. deseo david suerte para mí. |
help teacher yelling class going die streets two kids forgot homework why forgetting assignment isnt going make everyone class homeless future jeez | [] | [
"help teacher yelling class going die streets two kids forgot homework why forgetting assignment isnt going make everyone class homeless future jeez"
] | 24 | ayudar profesor gritando clase va a morir calles dos niños olvidado tarea por qué olvidar la asignación no va a hacer a todos clase sin hogar futuro jeez |
test see tictoc spying ok read test ok downloaded tictoc made account scrolled made fyp tf ever memes took day went chrome searched lot p hub ok history full like tabs opened ok get email minutes later said sure love big bouncing bootys checked tictoc boom ladys ladys males memes people explaining anything boobies ass al place | [] | [
"test see tictoc spying ok read test ok downloaded tictoc made account scrolled made fyp tf ever memes took day went chrome searched lot p hub ok history full like tabs opened ok get email minutes later said sure love big bouncing bootys checked tictoc boom ladys ladys males memes people explaining anything boobies ass al place"
] | 83 | prueba ver tictoc espía ok lectura prueba ok descargado tictoc cuenta hecha desplazado hecho fyp tf siempre memes tomó día fue cromo buscado lote p hub ok historia completa como pestañas abiertas ok obtener correo electrónico minutos más tarde dijo amor seguro botines grandes rebotes comprobado tictoc boom damas damas hombres memes gente explica cualquier cosa tetas culo al lugar |
well documented previous posters real stars rockstar inxs and indeed sequel rockstar supernova paul mirkovich rafael moreira jim mcgorman nate morton sasha krivtsov know are awesome tight rockin house band whose music savvy talent made show something sad american idol clonebr br remember strings night musical precision perfection ever ive seen it suzie mcneils epic rendition queens bohemian rhapsody ty taylors memorable cover stones you cant always get jd fortune singing suspicious minds common denominator awesome house bandbr br as good inxs prime sadly shadow former selves though jds live performance somewhat breathed new life music show hbbr br memo producers season three if were blessed enough happen rockstar house band get boys good lead singer going places | [] | [
"well documented previous posters real stars rockstar inxs and indeed sequel rockstar supernova paul mirkovich rafael moreira jim mcgorman nate morton sasha krivtsov know are awesome tight rockin house band whose music savvy talent made show something sad american idol clonebr br remember strings night musical precision perfection ever ive seen it suzie mcneils epic rendition queens bohemian rhapsody ty taylors memorable cover stones you cant always get jd fortune singing suspicious minds common denominator awesome house bandbr br as good inxs prime sadly shadow former selves though jds live performance somewhat breathed new life music show hbbr br memo producers season three if were blessed enough happen rockstar house band get boys good lead singer going places"
] | 178 | bien documentados carteles anteriores real estrellas rockstar inxs y de hecho secuela rockstar supernova paul mirkovich rafael moreira jim mcgorman nate morton sasha krivtsov saben que son impresionante apretado rockin house band cuyo talento musical sabio hizo mostrar algo triste ídolo americano clonabr br recordar cuerdas noche musical precisión perfección siempre viví lo suzie mcneils épica interpretación reinas bohemian rhapsody ty taylors memorable cubierta piedras que no siempre se puede conseguir jd fortuna cantando mentes sospechosas común denominador impresionante house bandbr br como buenas inxs prime tristemente sombra ex selfs aunque jds actuación en vivo algo respirada nueva vida música show hbbr br memo productores temporada tres si fueron bendecidos éxito rockstar house banda conseguir chicos buen cantante de plomo va lugares |
http twitpic com y i miss thiss | [] | [
"http twitpic com yi miss thiss"
] | 10 | http twitpic com yi perder esto |
@macelity looking forward to the class actually.been reviewing im much much better thank you. i hope to see you tom hon.miss you | [] | [
"@macelity looking forward to the class actually.been reviewing im much much better thank you.i hope to see you tom hon.missyou"
] | 34 | @macelity con ganas de la clase factly.been reviewing im much be much better thank you.I espero verte tom hon. missyou |
peter otoole one finest actors magnificent reserved school master dedicated teaching young boys meets show girl falls love story one love devotion petula clark adds spirit sensitivity mention remarkable voice enjoy film even though ending might happy one enjoyed it | [] | [
"peter otoole one finest actors magnificent reserved school master dedicated teaching young boys meets show girl falls love story one love devotion petula clark adds spirit sensitivity mention remarkable voice enjoy film even though ending might happy one enjoyed it"
] | 46 | Peter otoole uno de los mejores actores magníficos reservados maestro de la escuela dedicada enseñanza chicos jóvenes se encuentra show girl cae historia de amor una devoción de amor petula clark añade sensibilidad espiritual mencionar voz notable disfrutar de la película a pesar de que el final podría feliz uno lo disfrutó |
life sucksi dont relationship mom dad barely even feels like father figure life gone month week hes sitting ass watching tv sleeping understand provide family sucks grades currently shit parents getting ass dont understand im purely stupid im fucking idiot know nothing say change think ive abusing drugs past year now almost anything get hands do turned ive already done heroincoke meth fuck doing im months time ive already dropped pounds people congratulate it tell work shit feel better even know drugs dont drugs everyday im constantly thinking got raped age even remember sucking dudes dick like fuck remembers sees visually head feel worthless uncared ive already actual redflag attempts parents think times wanted get drunk high hold me first time downed whole big ass bottle percent liquor hoping id get alcohol poisoning nope woke next day feeling like shit didnt throw anything second time took expired pills grandma used take epilepsy got rushed hospital rd day due throat closing able breath cant even kill right im fucking failure thinking paycheck im getting next wednesday ive thinking minute ill enough money finally go way want to hate life im sick want fucking die | [
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"life sucksi dont relationship mom dad barely even feels like father figure life gone month week hes sitting ass watching tv sleeping understand provide family sucks grades currently shit parents getting ass dont understand im purely stupid im fucking idiot know nothing say change think ive abusing drugs past year now almost anything get hands do turned ive already done heroincoke meth fuck doing im months time ive already dropped pounds people congratulate it tell work shit feel better even know drugs dont drugs everyday im constantly thinking got raped age even remember sucking dudes dick like fuck remembers sees visually head feel worthless uncared ive already actual redflag attempts parents think times wanted get drunk high hold me first time downed whole big ass bottle percent liquor hoping id get alcohol poisoning nope woke next day feeling like shit didnt throw anything second time took expired pills grandma used take epilepsy got rushed hospital rd day due throat closing able breath cant even kill rightim fucking failure thinking paycheck im getting next wednesday ive thinking minute ill enough money finally go way want to hate life im sick want fucking die"
] | 226 | La vida chupa no la relación mamá papá apenas siquiera se siente como padre figura vida pasado mes semana él sentado culo viendo televisión dormir entender proporcionar familia chupa notas actualmente mierda padres conseguir culo no entiende im puramente estúpido im mierda idiota saber nada decir cambio pensar ive abusar drogas el año pasado ahora casi cualquier cosa conseguir manos hacer volver ive ya hecho heroínacoke meth follando im meses tiempo ive bajadas libras la gente felicitarlo decir trabajo mierda se siente mejor incluso saber drogas no drogas todos los días im constantemente pensar que fue violada edad incluso recordar chupar tíos polla como mierda recuerda ve visualmente la cabeza se siente inútil sin cuidado ive ya real redflag intentos los padres creen que los tiempos querían emborracharse alto me sostienen por primera vez entero grande culo botella por ciento licor esperando id conseguir alcohol envenenamiento no se despertó al día siguiente sensación como mierda no tiró nada segunda vez tomó caducado píldoras abuela utilizado tomar epilepsia se precipitó hospital día debido garganta cierre capaz aliento incluso puede matar derecha mierda fracaso pensar get kindcheck im próxima boda ve pensar mal suficiente dinero finalmente ir camino quiere odiar la vida enfermo |
booting ol ds least years picture dshttpsimgurcomajddnhqk | [] | [
"booting ol ds least years picture dshttpsimgurcomajddnhqk"
] | 21 | arranque ol ds menos años imagen dshttpsimgurcomajddnhqk |
its deteriorate and beyond for the sake of his own depression theres the idea of him havign... | [
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"its deteriorate and beyond for the sake of his own depression theres the idea of him havign..."
] | 21 | su deterioro y más allá por el bien de su propia depresión hay la idea de que haveign ... |
shelikescute that s so sad | [] | [
"shelikescute that s so sad"
] | 9 | A ella le gusta tan lindo que es tan triste |
sorry jumbled post a my mind is running a million mile an hour monday night my husband wa in a fatal accident i literally can not carry on without him he wa everything plus this year ha already been shitty we were trying for a baby and miscarried we always used to talk about dying and promised each other to die at the same time kind of a a joke but also very serious it wa our way of saying i can t live without you the plan wa to do it at 0 but we are 0 year too early now i need to get through the funeral and get his ash to his family and then i think it s time to go | [
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"sorry jumbled post a my mind is running a million mile an hour monday night my husband wa in a fatal accident i literally can not carry on without himhe wa everything plus this year ha already been shitty we were trying for a baby and miscarried we always used to talk about dying and promised each other to die at the same time kind of a a joke but also very serious it wa our way of saying i can t live without you the plan wa to do it at 0but we are 0 year too early now i need to get through the funeral and get his ash to his family and then i think it s time to go"
] | 131 | Lo siento borroso post a mi mente está corriendo un millón de millas por hora lunes por la noche mi marido wa en un accidente fatal Literalmente no puedo continuar sin él wa todo más este año ha sido una mierda ya hemos estado tratando de un bebé y abortado siempre solíamos hablar de morir y prometimos el uno al otro a morir al mismo tiempo tipo de una broma, pero también muy serio wa nuestra manera de decir que no puedo vivir sin ti el plan wa para hacerlo en 0 pero estamos 0 año demasiado temprano ahora tengo que llegar a través del funeral y llevar su ceniza a su familia y luego creo que es hora de ir |
long commentary herejust know everything longer worth it toil all exercise anger walk feel escape walk circles like hamster wheeli think life would like outside herefucking fuck entire system fucking scam shit military service shit pursue educationall ever lackey moron training one day somebody fucking employeewe damned damned never live fulfilling livespsychology highest eptiome pyramid self actualization according maslowi self aware know needall could solve entire problems life chump change somebody somewheregrant escape true messiah unlike phony idols people worship hope it wish it uselessall profit capital knew back suffering would go would nothing would even tried longer motivation anything worth looking forward besides future suffering | [
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"long commentary herejust know everything longer worth it toil all exercise anger walk feel escape walk circles like hamster wheeli think life would like outside herefucking fuck entire system fucking scam shit military service shit pursue educationall ever lackey moron training one daysomebody fucking employeewe damned damned never live fulfilling livespsychology highest eptiome pyramid self actualization according maslowi self aware know needall could solve entire problems life chump change somebody somewheregrant escape true messiah unlike phony idols people worship hope it wish it uselessall profit capital knew back suffering would go would nothing would even tried longer motivation anything worth looking forward besides future suffering"
] | 132 | largo comentario aquí sólo saber todo lo que vale la pena trabajar todo ejercicio ira caminar sentir escapar círculos caminar como hámster ruedai pensar la vida como fuera aquí mierda mierda todo sistema mierda estafa mierda militar mierda perseguir educativo siempre lacayo estúpido entrenamiento un día algún tipo de empleado maldito nunca vivir cumpliendo vidasPsychology más alto eptiome pirámide autoractualización según maslowi autoconsciente saber necesidadtodo podría resolver problemas enteros cambio de vida alguien en algún lugar donate escape verdadero mesías a diferencia de falsos ídolos gente adoración esperar que sea inútil todo beneficio capital sabía volver sufrimiento iría nada intentaría más largo motivación cualquier cosa vale la pena mirar hacia el futuro además de sufrimiento futuro |
hope redflag hurts peoplei hope people know fault people arent hope know hope hurt | [
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"hope redflag hurts peoplei hope people know fault people arent hope know hope hurt"
] | 18 | Espero que la bandera roja lastime a la gente espero que la gente sepa la culpa la gente no la esperanza sabe que la esperanza duele |
name dumfuk please want name dumfuk friend said donald trump better name argued said fine donaldfuk ur name that yall think | [] | [
"name dumfuk please want name dumfuk friend said donald trump better name argued said fine donaldfuk ur name that yall think"
] | 36 | nombre dumfuk por favor quiero nombre dumfuk amigo dijo donald triunfo mejor nombre argumentado dijo buen donaldfuk ur nombre que yall pensar |
ive much reddit today nothing says makes sense anymore | [] | [
"ive much reddit today nothing says makes sense anymore"
] | 12 | ive mucho reddit hoy en día nada dice tiene sentido más |