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advice attemptinghello im currently recovering failed redflag attempt immediate intense support time go back normal life something im really struggling time months ago thought id paid rent gone work commuted done weekly shopping etc last time yet am back life living before feel like know expect get back things like nothing happened went hospital real intense therapy waiting list cbt eyes ive treated better now really hard get told time support networks feeling suicidal even dealing grief caused redflag experience theres much weird recovery phase feel like im living dream world moment sometimes things even seem real help would much appreciated | [
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"advice attemptinghelloim currently recovering failed redflag attempt immediate intense support time go back normal life something im really struggling time months ago thought id paid rent gone work commuted done weekly shopping etc last time yet am back life living before feel like know expect get back things like nothing happened went hospital real intense therapy waiting list cbt eyes ive treated better now really hard get told time support networks feeling suicidal even dealing grief caused redflag experience theres much weird recovery phase feel like im living dream world moment sometimes things even seem real help would much appreciated"
] | 113 | consejo intentohelloim actualmente recuperación fallido intento de bandera roja inmediato intenso tiempo de apoyo volver a la vida normal algo im realmente lucha tiempo hace meses pensamiento id pagado alquiler ido trabajo conmutado hecho compras semanales etc la última vez sin embargo estoy de vuelta la vida antes de sentir como esperar volver cosas como nada pasó hospital real terapia intensa lista de espera cbt ojos ive tratado mejor ahora muy duro se le dijo tiempo redes de apoyo sentirse suicida incluso tratar dolor causado experiencia de bandera roja theres fase de recuperación muy raro se siente como im vida sueño momento mundo a veces las cosas incluso parecen ayuda real sería muy apreciado |
really want see shitposting yo future kids roast us | [] | [
"really want see shitposting yo future kids roast us"
] | 11 | Realmente quiero ver mierda apostando a los futuros chicos asándonos |
know get helpso know title comes know get help know need therapist psychiatrist know may need meds again know know i know problem getting help strong one relationship family right now time fall apart financial provider go person fiance easily thrown get emotional cant handle well probably needs support group that family much help friends close me honest pushed away friends depression never really fixed broken bridges life short one confide in im also absolutely sure ive hit point depression complete danger myself stress levels sleepless nights really taking hold me im lucky job go late stay little later make it wake takes almost hours get bed im exhausted im frustrated sometimes cry commute home never used really cry think cutting like used to ache cut arms like used used keep rather stupid mental fantasies death ive tried exercising writing drawing reading gaming working overtime bunch things quiet thoughts work less less year goes by often find thinking dying even stop complete fantasy it losing control im struggling friendships right now need fiancee get day guess depression distanced fiancee emotionally front im her inside ive rotted core feel alone day started deleting people gaming lists social networks im again im going road want really want it know get help without spending much know ask it know hide fiancee family nothing ashamed cant know want feel like idiot like first time happened like feeling never got it know damn answer need hear general reddit sw population options do ive never needy yet afraid ask help like nearly everything wanted life depression swoops right starts eat away fucking hate it | [
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"know get helpso know title comes know get help know need therapist psychiatrist know may need meds again know knowi know problem getting help strong one relationship family right now time fall apart financial provider go person fiance easily thrown get emotional cant handle well probably needs support group that family much help friends close me honest pushed away friends depression never really fixed broken bridges life short one confide in im also absolutely sure ive hit point depression complete danger myself stress levels sleepless nights really taking hold meim lucky job go late stay little later make it wake takes almost hours get bedim exhausted im frustrated sometimes cry commute home never used really cry think cutting like used to ache cut arms like used used keep rather stupid mental fantasies death ive tried exercising writing drawing reading gaming working overtime bunch things quiet thoughts work less less year goes by often find thinking dying even stop complete fantasy it losing control im struggling friendships right now need fiancee get day guess depression distanced fiancee emotionally front",
"im her inside ive rotted core feel alone day started deleting people gaming lists social networks im again im goingroad want really want it know get help without spending much know ask it know hide fiancee family nothing ashamed cant know want feel like idiot like first time happened like feeling never got it know damn answer need hear general reddit sw population options do ive never needy yet afraid ask help like nearly everything wanted life depression swoops right starts eat away fucking hate it"
] | 196 | know get helpso know title comes know know help know need terapeuta psiquiatra know may need meds again know know know know know get help strong one relationship family family go person fiance through get emotional cant manage well probablemente necesita grupo de apoyo que familia mucha ayuda amigos me cierran honestos empujado lejos amigos depresión nunca se fija puentes rotos vida corta uno confía en im también absolutamente seguro ive hit point depresión completo peligro yo mismo niveles de estrés sin dormir realmente tomar meim trabajo suerte ir tarde quedarse poco más tarde hacer que se despierte toma casi horas get bedim agotado im frustrado a veces llorar viaje a casa nunca se utiliza realmente llorar pensar corte como usado aque corta brazos como utilizado mantener estúpidas fantasías mentales urge la muerte ive tratado de hacer ejercicios de dibujo lectura horas extras trabajo pensamientos tranquilos trabajo menos año pasa por a menudo encontrar pensar morir incluso detener fantasía completa perder control im luchando amistades justo ahora necesita novia get day suge depresión distanciado novia emocionalmente frente |
@ScottAllen C u use Tweetdeck Now if only I could use it w/my Sprint Wireless "unlimited" acct capped @ 5 GB/mo | [] | [
"@ScottAllen C u use TweetdeckNow if only I could use it w/my Sprint Wireless "unlimited" acct capped @ 5 GB/mo"
] | 45 | @ScottAllen C u usar TweetdeckAhora si tan sólo pudiera usarlo w/my Sprint Wireless "ilimited" acct tapado @ 5 GB/mo |
finally it wont believe it finally made post fact nobody actually cares posts like these stop making them please | [] | [
"finally it wont believe it finally made post fact nobody actually cares posts like these stop making them please"
] | 20 | Finalmente no va a creer que finalmente hizo post hecho a nadie realmente le importan los posts como estos dejar de hacerlos por favor |
i taled pill but god decided that i shoudl stay i used to be grateful but i think he wanted me here just to burn my molester in facebook now after loosing my job and being a penniless looser with a lot of debt again i can t stop to remind all my recent mistake and wish i had died maybe if i burn the asshole before and maybe if i swalloed more pill or more alcohol i m so furious at myself right now | [
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"i taled pill but god decided that i shoudl stayi used to be gratefulbut i think he wanted me here just to burn my molester in facebook now after loosing my job and being a penniless looser with a lot of debt again i can t stop to remind all my recent mistake and wish i had died maybe if i burn the asshole before and maybe if i swalloed more pill or more alcohol i m so furious at myself right now"
] | 97 | He contado píldoras pero Dios decidió que yo shoudl stayi solía estar agradecido pero creo que me quería aquí sólo para quemar a mi abusador en facebook ahora después de perder mi trabajo y ser un perdedor sin dinero con un montón de deuda de nuevo no puedo dejar de recordar todo mi reciente error y deseo que había muerto tal vez si me quemo el culo antes y tal vez si me tape más píldora o más alcohol estoy tan furioso en mí mismo en este momento |
cannot even that scared pain afraid weak regret ever letting get age always hoped would dead here loneliness carving away parts hoped already gone alone disgusting worthless trans depressed special hell whole world sees circus clown best likely dangerous perverted freakish disgusting abberant abomination agree assertion everyone hates me hate me find strength anything improve circumstances make irrelevant rotting corpse dead alive disgusting worthless dead pay food want fight anymore every day gets harder harder matter hard try want dead | [
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"cannot even that scared pain afraid weak regret ever letting get age always hoped would dead here loneliness carving away parts hoped already gone alone disgusting worthless trans depressed special hell whole world sees circus clown best likely dangerous perverted freakish disgusting abberant abomination agree assertion everyone hates me hate me find strength anything improve circumstances make irrelevant rotting corpse dead alive disgusting worthless dead pay food want fight anymore every day gets harder harder matter hard try want dead"
] | 86 | No puede ni siquiera ese dolor miedo débil arrepentimiento dejar llegar a la edad siempre se esperaba morir aquí soledad cortar partes esperadas ya ido solo asqueroso inútil trans deprimido especial infierno mundo ve circo payaso más probable peligroso pervertido raro asqueroso abominación aberrante acuerdo afirmación todo el mundo me odia encontrar fuerza cualquier cosa mejora las circunstancias hacer cadáver putrefacto muerto vivo asqueroso sin valor paga alimentos quieren luchar más cada día más difícil materia duro tratar de querer muerto |
flirted concept suicide life even experienced brief bouts suicidal ideation manifested response something someone brashly reactionary radically honest myself believe would scared actually follow act means ending brief stints silly sounds helped lot saw as real real person like full name redacted hobbies talents upcoming trips calendar obligations actually excelled showing for makings future people active life theirs hate myself actually alright person minute thereoh talented hobbies amp supportive circle people value much do them etc sure things absolutely not taken granted course mandatory prerequisites order future worth living see natural end then always does stuff happened life happened blah blah blah still though suppose use phrasing but then since regard thought topic suicide merely something tried understand could not simple fact actually suicidal person thus existed mental block sorts preventing mind fully going grasping concept satisfactionnow fast forward to lately i must crossed line sorts somewhere somehow know because come across subject suicide context amp anyone fear unease surfaces within at least initially emotions come though response lack afraid act suicideit also even innocent introspection pondering husband committed decade ago no instead experience anticipatory excitement similar feeling get underwater know able come air soon yet frenzied eagerness relief guess even cost yanking steering wheel finding vein pump lethal amount opioids into the internal monologue basically goes something like finally stop last loudness end sharp edges existence cease experience epitome true nothingness words paradise go | [
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"flirted concept suicide life even experienced brief bouts suicidal ideation manifested response something someone brashly reactionary radically honest myself believe would scared actually follow act means ending brief stints silly sounds helped lot saw as real real person like full name redacted hobbies talents upcoming trips calendar obligations actually excelled showing for makings future people active life theirs hate myself actually alright person minute thereoh talented hobbies amp supportive circle people value much do them etc sure things absolutely not taken granted course mandatory prerequisites order future worth living see natural end then always does stuff happened life happenedblah blah blah still though suppose use phrasing",
"but then since regard thought topic suicide merely something tried understand could not simple fact actually suicidal person thus existed mental block sorts preventing mind fully going grasping concept satisfactionnow fast forward to lately i must crossed line sorts somewhere somehow know because come across subject suicide context amp anyone fear unease surfaces within at least initially emotions come though response lack afraid act suicideit also even innocent introspection pondering husband committed decade ago no instead experience anticipatory excitement similar feeling get underwater know able come air soon yet frenzied eagerness relief guess even cost yanking steering wheel finding vein pump lethal amount opioids into the internal monologue basically goes something like finally stop last loudness end sharp edges existence cease experience epitome true nothingness words paradise go"
] | 130 | concepto coqueteado suicidio vida incluso experimentó breves episodios ideación suicida manifestación respuesta algo alguien descarada reaccionaria radicalmente honesto yo creo que realmente miedo acto seguir significa terminar breves períodos sonidos tontos ayudó a muchos vistos como persona real real como nombre completo aficiones talentos viajes próximos obligaciones calendario en realidad sobresalió mostrando para hacer futuro personas vida activa su odio a mí mismo en realidad bien persona minuto ahi oh talentos hobbies amplificador círculo de apoyo personas valor mucho hacer ellos etc seguro cosas absolutamente no dado curso prerrequisitos obligatorios orden futuro vale la pena vivir ver final natural entonces siempre sucede cosas vida sucedióbla bla bla aún aunque supongamos uso fraseo |
always thought father second life eagerly awaiting development birch street sat viewed first time amazingly movies journey took places expected made rethink assumptions judgmentstruly remarkable personal story told clever straightforward manner especially enjoyed film makers use pulling type mothers daily diary effective read previous comment wish note sound fine watched suspect either film changed somewhat theater could contributed poorer quality sound writer | [] | [
"always thought father second life eagerly awaiting development birch street sat viewed first time amazingly movies journey took places expected made rethink assumptions judgmentstruly remarkable personal story told clever straightforward manner especially enjoyed film makers use pulling type mothers daily diary effective read previous comment wish note sound fine watched suspect either film changed somewhat theater could contributed poorer quality sound writer"
] | 67 | Siempre pensé padre segunda vida ansiosamente esperando desarrollo abedul calle se sentó visto por primera vez sorprendente viaje cine hizo lugares esperados repensar suposiciones juiciostruly notable historia personal contada ingeniosa manera directa especialmente disfrutado cineastas uso tirar de tipo madres diario diario eficaz leer comentario anterior nota de deseo sonido bien visto sospecha o película cambió algo de teatro podría contribuir peor calidad escritor de sonido |
first time all year i came home and did all my homework. i'm kinda proud of myself | [] | [
"first time all year i came home and did all my homework.i'm kinda proud of myself"
] | 20 | primera vez todo el año llegué a casa e hice todos mis deberes. Estoy un poco orgulloso de mí mismo |
just got my presentation done slide done i m cry for this week will be the hardest of all week | [] | [
"just got my presentation done slide done i m cry for this week will be the hardest of all week"
] | 20 | Acabo de hacer mi presentación slide made I m llore para esta semana será el más difícil de toda la semana |
My mom and tay love banana LABBY TAPPY! Oh and BAJAAAAA! | [] | [
"My mom and tay love banana LABBY TAPPY!Oh and BAJAAAAA!"
] | 21 | ¡Mi mamá y Tay aman el plátano LABBY TAFFY!¡Oh y BAJAAAAA! |
lose suicidal thoughts askyou cant really way lose them hold tied cage tearing apart invulnerable take care let escape im buying electric guitar soon start love hearing heavy metal it started appreciate things love without heavy metal able hide fear rage anxiety maybe even depression think im struggling winter depression asa spring comes act normal im trying say find hobby it love it live it life loving love lol without cannot normal try something like even bad matter one thing tho drugs alcohol ciggarets nothing people die painful cancer parents edge getting one see it years old happy own friends internet friends anyone feeling miserable feel free write message good day live life way love | [
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"lose suicidal thoughts askyou cant really way lose them hold tied cage tearing apart invulnerable take care let escape im buying electric guitar soon start love hearing heavy metal it started appreciate things love without heavy metal able hide fear rage anxiety maybe even depression think im struggling winter depression asa spring comes act normal im trying say find hobby it love it live it life loving love lol without cannot normal try something like even bad matter one thing tho drugs alcohol ciggarets nothing people die painful cancer parents edge getting one see it years old happy own friends internet friends anyone feeling miserable feel free write message good day live life way love"
] | 126 | perder pensamientos suicidas preguntar realmente no puedes perderlos atados jaula destrozando invulnerable tener cuidado dejar escapar im comprar guitarra eléctrica pronto empezar amor escuchar heavy metal comenzó apreciar cosas amor sin heavy metal capaz de ocultar miedo rabia ansiedad tal vez incluso depresión pensar im lucha depresión invierno asa primavera viene acto normal im intentar encontrar hobby le encanta vivir la vida amor lol sin no es normal intentar algo como incluso mala materia una cosa tho drogas alcohol ciggarets nada personas mueren doloroso cáncer padres borde conseguir uno ver años feliz amigos amigos de internet cualquiera sentirse miserable sentir libre mensaje buen día vida manera amor |
sometimes when i m sitting down usually while thinking about something negative or feeling stressed anxious which mean my breathing is also a bit shallow or slow i suddenly feel a moderately painful pinch zap sensation in my chest that is also felt exactly in my wrist at the same time like the same nerve wa zapped is this something that could be due to anxiety stress i ve had an xray and echocardiogram that both came back normal do any of you also experience this | [
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"sometimes when i m sitting down usually while thinking about something negative or feeling stressed anxious which mean my breathing is also a bit shallow or slow i suddenly feel a moderately painful pinch zap sensation in my chest that is also felt exactly in my wrist at the same time like the same nerve wa zapped is this something that could be due to anxiety stress i ve had an xray and echocardiogram that both came back normal do any of you also experience this"
] | 94 | a veces cuando me siento sentado normalmente mientras pienso en algo negativo o sensación de estrés ansioso que significa que mi respiración es también un poco superficial o lento de repente siento una sensación de pellizco moderadamente doloroso zap en mi pecho que también se siente exactamente en mi muñeca al mismo tiempo como el mismo nervio wa zapped es esto algo que podría ser debido a la ansiedad estrés he tenido una radiografía y ecocardiograma que ambos volvieron normales hacer cualquiera de ustedes también experimentan esto |
keep goingim sure keep going know sometime future im going kill myself feel like day im alive im delaying inevitable wish now | [
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"keep goingim sure keep going know sometime futureim going kill myself feel like day im alive im delaying inevitable wish now"
] | 24 | Seguid adelante. Seguid sabiendo que algún día futureim me voy a matar. Me siento como un día vivo. Retrasando un deseo inevitable. |
@Luiz3 thanks, just thinking aloud, thriving under healthy pressure right now, fight or flight? I choose fight | [] | [
"@Luiz3 thanks, just thinking aloud, thriving under healthy pressure right now, fight or flight?I choose fight"
] | 25 | @Luiz3 gracias, sólo pensar en voz alta, prosperar bajo presión saludable en este momento, luchar o huir? |
woje early im tired usualy scholl today woke im tired all wierd | [] | [
"woje early im tired usualy scholl today woke im tired all wierd"
] | 19 | woje temprano me cansé scholl habitual hoy me desperté cansado todo wierd |
i m sick of hearing these are your best year and it only get worse i m year old i m in highschool and every adult in my life insists that it doesn t get any better than this i m told that a i get older get a job a house debt more responsibility i ll only get more stressed school alone coupled with my anxiety is enough to make getting through a single day a struggle i m fortunate enough to have a very good home life my greatest struggle ha been and continues to be with myself i m afraid that once i move on to life past highschool and i no longer have a strong support system i will collapse in on myself if you struggled with mental health in highschool when you were younger ha life a an adult improved for you doe it get any easier | [
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"i m sick of hearing these are your best year and it only get worse i m year old i m in highschool and every adult in my life insists that it doesn t get any better than this i m told that a i get older get a job a house debtmore responsibility i ll only get more stressed school alone coupled with my anxiety is enough to make getting through a single day a struggle i m fortunate enough to have a very good home life my greatest struggle ha been and continues to be with myself i m afraid that once i move on to life past highschool and i no longer have a strong support system i will collapse in on myself if you struggled with mental health in highschool when you were youngerha life a an adult improved for you doe it get any easier"
] | 158 | Estoy harto de escuchar estos son su mejor año y sólo se pone peor i m año de edad i m en la escuela secundaria y cada adulto en mi vida insiste en que no consigue nada mejor que esto I m dicho que un me hago mayor conseguir un trabajo una casa deuda más responsabilidad I ll sólo conseguir más estresado escuela sola junto con mi ansiedad es suficiente para hacer conseguir a través de un solo día una lucha i soy lo suficientemente afortunado como para tener una muy buena vida en casa mi mayor lucha ha sido y sigue siendo conmigo mismo me temo que una vez que me muevo a la vida pasada la escuela secundaria y ya no tengo un sistema de apoyo fuerte voy a colapsar en mí mismo si usted luchó con la salud mental en la escuela secundaria cuando eras más joven vida un adulto mejorado para usted hace que sea más fácil |
need stop wanting die itmy parents divorced last week father went big activity whole week relaying getting driving license get there didnt get it mother offered transport paid gas end week pay gave total gas price higher like argued didnt give more pay pension little sister still minor since changed job salary months isnt legally obliged pay months pension mother didnt know needed money its alot father got car began crying throwing big tantrum hard watch mother says cleaned room away which never happen mind found stuff shouldnt have broke alot stuff cant even use computer anymore also alot thing went missing says dont know talking about things like headphones keyboard made angry point matter anymore wont able buy food month didnt get money cant use computer try think killing time cant listen music feel better parents going fight much living mother going hell while tomorrow start college think wont attend classes sabotage reason kill apparently scared dying even wish so soo much | [
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"need stop wanting die itmy parents divorced last week father went big activity whole week relaying getting driving license get there didnt get it mother offered transport paid gas end week pay gave total gas price higher like argued didnt give more pay pension little sister still minor since changed job salary months isnt legally obliged pay months pension mother didnt know needed money its alot father got car began crying throwing big tantrum hard watch mother says cleaned room away which never happen mind found stuff shouldnt have broke alot stuff cant even use computer anymore also alot thing went missing says dont know talking about things like headphones keyboard made angry point matter anymore wont able buy food month didnt get money cant use computer try think killing time cant listen music feel better parents going fight much living mother going hell while tomorrow start college think wont attend classes sabotage reason kill apparently scared dying even wish so soo much"
] | 183 | Necesito dejar de querer morir itmy padres divorciados la semana pasada padre fue gran actividad toda la semana retransmisión conseguir licencia de conducir llegar allí no lo consiguió madre ofreció transporte pagado gas fin semana pago dio total precio de gas más alto como argumentado no dio más pensión pensión hermana pequeña todavía menor ya que cambio salario salario meses no está legalmente obligado pago meses pensión madre no sabía necesario dinero su padre tuvo coche comenzó a llorar lanzando gran rabieta duro reloj madre dice limpio habitación lejos que nunca sucede encontrar cosas no debe haber roto mucho no puede ni siquiera utilizar la computadora más también un montón de cosas que se perdió dice no sé hablar de cosas como auriculares teclado hizo materia punto enojado más no será capaz comprar comida mes no puede conseguir dinero no puede usar computadora tratar de matar tiempo no puede escuchar música se siente mejor padres va mucho vida madre ir infierno mientras que mañana empezar universidad pensar no asistir clases sabotaje razón matar aparentemente asustado morir incluso deseo tan tanto |
Started writing a new song a few days ago, it's got such a funky groove. Can you say Lynard Skynard? | [] | [
"Started writing a new song a few days ago, it's got such a funky groove.Can you say Lynard Skynard?"
] | 29 | Empezó a escribir una nueva canción hace unos días, tiene un ritmo tan raro. ¿Puedes decir Lynard Skynard? |
i have a friend in another country who ha no one to turn to and is battling anorexia otherwise alone for the past month she s in a bad and worsening physical and mental state low key suicidal but ha the option of a stay in a treatment clinic however she s scared and ha all these reservation about going it s in a different city a train ride away for one thing she s an adult and there s no one who is able to arrange it for her i can t do it or i would family being no help no friend around her either this is new territory for me i m learning a much a i can about this illness but i don t know how to proceed here i want to urge her to make the phonecall all the time but i don t want her to feel pressured and shut down i m scared to even ask her if she s done it yet she talk about feeling worthless and undeserving of treament she question whether she s even that thin she is along with a bunch of other symptom she s a textbook case and she talk like she s ready to give up even though help is within reach what do i do | [
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"i have a friend in another country who ha no one to turn to and is battling anorexia otherwise alone for the past month she s in a bad and worsening physical and mental state low key suicidalbut ha the option of a stay in a treatment clinic however she s scared and ha all these reservation about going it s in a different city a train ride away for one thing she s an adult and there s no one who is able to arrange it for her i can t do it or i would family being no help no friend around her either this is new territory for me i m learning a much a i can about this illnessbut i don t know how to proceed here i want to urge her to make the phonecall all the timebut i don t want her to feel pressured and shut down i m scared to even ask her if she s done ityet she talk about feeling worthless and undeserving of treament she question whether she s even that thin she is along with a bunch of other symptom she s a textbook case and she talk like she s ready to give up even though help is within reach what do i do"
] | 233 | Tengo una amiga en otro país que no tiene a nadie a quien recurrir y está luchando contra la anorexia de otra manera sola durante el mes pasado ella está en un mal y empeorando estado físico y mental baja clave suicida pero tiene la opción de una estancia en una clínica de tratamiento sin embargo ella está asustada y tiene todas estas reservas sobre ir s en una ciudad diferente un viaje en tren para una cosa ella es un adulto y no hay nadie que es capaz de organizarlo para ella no puedo hacerlo o yo familia no sería ninguna ayuda ningún amigo alrededor de ella o este es un nuevo territorio para mí estoy aprendiendo mucho a que pueda acerca de esta enfermedad pero no sé cómo proceder aquí quiero instarla a hacer la llamada telefónica todo el tiempo pero no quiero que se sienta presionada y cerrada me temo incluso preguntarle si lo ha hecho sin embargo habla de sentirse inútil y no merecedor de dolor ella pregunta si es incluso tan delgada ella está junto con un montón de otro síntoma ella es un caso de libro de texto y ella habla como si está dispuesta a dar hasta la ayuda está dentro de lo que hacer |
please vote friend hey guys friend submitted brilliant monologue drama competition needs many votes possible please thing kind redditors httpslunchboxorgzacontestantsandrewingram | [] | [
"please vote friend hey guys friend submitted brilliant monologue drama competition needs many votes possible please thing kind redditors httpslunchboxorgzacontestantsandrewingram"
] | 36 | Por favor vote amigo hey chicos amigo presentado brillante monólogo drama competencia necesita muchos votos posible por favor lo amable redditors httpslunchboxorgzacontestantesandrewingram |
homework time goodbye reddit enter hell | [] | [
"homework time goodbye reddit enter hell"
] | 8 | tarea tiempo adiós reddit entrar en el infierno |
Have a small penis?Yes?You suffer from Depression.This causes loneliness.Try Adderall | [
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"Have a small penis?Yes?You suffer from Depression.This causes loneliness.Try Adderall"
] | 21 | ¿Tiene un pene pequeño?Sí?Sufre de depresión.Esto causa soledad.Pruebe Adderall |
I ain't driving u no more miss daisy! | [] | [
"I ain't driving u no more miss daisy!"
] | 13 | ¡No voy a conducir más señorita Daisy! |
always wonder depressed hate much always feel like need please others feelings matteri grew religious community think relived part dream last night remember conformity fear embarrassing different fear getting scolded parents embarrassing them feelings never matter situation know like worthy love compassion never receive unconditional love always something else not avoid shame punishment wonder low self worth bloody wonder suicidal woken realities past | [
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"always wonder depressed hate much always feel like need please others feelings matteri grew religious community think relived part dream last night remember conformity fear embarrassing different fear getting scolded parents embarrassing them feelings never matter situation know like worthy love compassion never receive unconditional love always something else not avoid shame punishment wonder low self worth bloody wonder suicidal woken realities past"
] | 69 | Siempre me pregunto deprimido odio mucho siempre se siente como necesidad por favor otros sentimientos materia creció comunidad religiosa pensar revivido parte sueño anoche recordar conformidad miedo embarazoso diferente miedo ser regañado padres avergonzarse situación nunca importa saber como digno amor compasión nunca recibir amor incondicional siempre otra cosa no evitar vergüenza castigo maravilla baja yo vale la sangre maravilla suicida despertar realidades pasado |
keongzai assign someone else to do it or eff it and do it yourself | [] | [
"keongzai assign someone else to do it or eff it and do it yourself"
] | 17 | keongzai asignar a alguien más para hacerlo o eff y hacerlo usted mismo |
tw vaccine i got my booster yesterday and this is by far the worst i ve felt first dose i wa 00 fine second dose i had a super sore arm for hour but my booster is pfizer we had moderna for the first my body is just aching but we were warned of myocarditis of course a we re in our late 0 s and ofcourse my brain is fixed on i m going to get it i m so stressed every little pain i m like this is it this is gon na get me | [
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"tw vaccine i got my booster yesterday and this is by far the worst i ve felt first dosei wa 00 fine second dosei had a super sore arm for hour but my booster is pfizer we had moderna for the first my body is just achingbut we were warned of myocarditis of course a we re in our late 0 s and ofcourse my brain is fixed on i m going to get it i m so stressed every little paini m like thisis it this is gon na get me"
] | 110 | TW vacuna me dio mi refuerzo ayer y esto es de lejos lo peor que he sentido primera dosisi wa 00 fine segunda dosisi tenía un brazo super dolorido por hora pero mi refuerzo es pfizer hemos tenido moderna para la primera mi cuerpo es sólo dolor, pero nos advirtieron de miocarditis, por supuesto, un re en nuestros últimos 0 s y por supuesto mi cerebro se fija en i m va a conseguirlo i m tan estresado cada pequeño dolori m como esto es este es gon na conseguirme |
suicidal where start know exactly lets discuss present situation lost job staying lonely friends family busy lives cant disturb talk them started nonsense things harm physically since yesterday evening even took medicines instead taking two dont worry alright without side effects feel good whenever increasing think low self esteem understand would future consequencesif continues | [
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"suicidal where start know exactly lets discuss present situation lost job staying lonely friends family busy lives cant disturb talk them started nonsense things harm physically since yesterday evening even took medicines instead taking two dont worry alright without side effects feel good whenever increasing think low self esteem understand would future consequencesif continues"
] | 57 | suicidas donde empezar saber exactamente permite discutir situación actual trabajo perdido permanecer solo amigos familia vidas ocupadas no puede molestar hablar de ellos comenzó tonterías cosas daño físicamente ya que ayer por la noche incluso tomó medicamentos en lugar de tomar dos no se preocupe bien sin efectos secundarios sentirse bien cuando cada vez más pensar bajo autoestima entender las consecuencias futuras si continúa |
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] | 64 | 3 libros que puedes leer para entender mejor la depresión https://themighty.com/2018/04/books-to-better-entendren-depression/?utm_source=engagement_bar&utm_medium=twitter&utm_campaign=twitter_share |
know continuehello first time thinking redflag already tried end life pull off life took turn better entered gymnasiumthe german version high school actaully started normal social life went friends enjoying going school im uni old thoughts buried deep mind beginning resurface even im studying together lots people half year able make single contact one talk fucking mindnumbing assure you due low selfesteem afraid speak people back high school people approached me easy seems like impossible task now fear getting bad im even afraid look emails going outside getting uncomftable appaears anxiety getting worse day sucks worst thing one absolutetely fucking one even parentswhich interested anything else rely on someone talk issues | [
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"know continuehello first time thinking redflag already tried end life pull off life took turn better entered gymnasiumthe german version high school actaully started normal social life went friends enjoying going schoolim uni old thoughts buried deep mind beginning resurface even im studying together lots people half year able make single contact one talk fucking mindnumbing assure you due low selfesteem afraid speak people back high school people approached me easy seems like impossible task now fear getting badim even afraid look emails going outside getting uncomftable appaears anxiety getting worse day sucks worst thing one absolutetely fucking one even parentswhich interested anything else rely on someone talk issues"
] | 134 | know continuehello primera vez pensando en Redflag ya intentado fin de la vida jalar la vida tomó turno mejor entró en el gimnasiola versión alemana actoully escuela secundaria comenzó vida social normal fueron amigos disfrutando de ir escuela uni viejos pensamientos enterrados mente profunda empezando a resurgir incluso im estudiar juntos mucha gente medio año capaz de hacer un solo contacto una charla mierda mindnumbing asegurarte debido a baja autoestima gente miedo hablar gente detrás secundaria gente se acercó a mí fácil parece como tarea imposible ahora miedo conseguir bádim incluso miedo mirar correos electrónicos salir conseguir incomptable appaears ansiedad peor día apesta una absoluta follando a uno incluso padres que le interesa cualquier otra cosa confiar en alguien hablar problemas |
bruh want looked want someone around | [] | [
"bruh want looked want someone around"
] | 8 | bruh quiere buscar a alguien por aquí. |
@JBmyworldxx let's do it?? this week. we'll draw or make something and send it over ;) | [] | [
"@JBmyworldxx let's do it??this week.we'll draw or make something and send it over ;)"
] | 31 | @JBmyworldxx vamos a hacerlo?? esta semana. vamos a dibujar o hacer algo y enviarlo ;) |
getting betterbut worse ever dont know safe please help cant take anymore please help please please please please please meant cant take im done | [
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"getting betterbut worse ever dont know safe please help cant take anymore please help please please please please please meant cant take im done"
] | 28 | Cada vez mejor pero peor nunca no sé seguro por favor ayuda no puede tomar más por favor ayuda por favor por favor por favor significa cant tomar im hecho |
@theGypsy That would never happen. There are 2 people just waiting to pull the trigger on that Termination button. They don't like me. | [] | [
"@theGypsy That would never happen.There are 2 people just waiting to pull the trigger on that Termination button.They don't like me."
] | 33 | @theGypsy Eso nunca pasaría.Hay 2 personas esperando para apretar el gatillo en ese botón de Terminación.No les gusto. |
If you hate your job everyday and aren't making at least $20 an hour:A) fucking quitB) shut the fuck up about itC) talk to a therapist about depression | [
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"If you hate your job everyday and aren't making at least $20 an hour:A) fucking quitB) shut the fuck up about itC) talk to a therapist about depression"
] | 37 | Si odias tu trabajo todos los días y no estás ganando por lo menos $20 la hora:A) putos desertores) cierra la puta boca sobre elloC) habla con un terapeuta sobre la depresión |
im done im done absolutely positively fucking donei cant sleep night get rls whenever try wake times night terrors manage fall asleep im tired literally time zero goals life nothing enjoy besides going home playing video games nothing wanna go college for job want grades terrible parents called disappointment everyone nonstop shit talks me might gotten hacked recently friends overshadowed literal dozens people hate think im toxic piece shit ive driven many people away im shitty boyfriend girlfriend always wants go stuff want stay home come or go house one long distance friends committed redflag im shitty friend usually take excruciatingly long amounts time respond anyone texts me im even getting sick playing video games slowly overcome entirely boredom spend day bed nothing do cant hang friends groups outside school feel like unnecessary faggot isnt important group theyd much fun without pathetic ass ex gf molested cheated lied fitness friends think im false rape claimer get shit talked it slowly yet surely disassociating world around im passing everyday life trance feeling nothing overwhelming sadness crippling self harm addiction desire feel something sadness know im still alive also wanting punish severely possible annoying toxic piece shit hear voices hallucinate extremely often point think might need go psychiatrist im scared tell parents ive tried kill hanging failed shitty door mounted pull bar using broke etc etc want die want nothing die want everyone around hate reason im still alive know theyd sad died theres coming back this theres getting better im deep already know going get worse cant talk therapists anyone like dont trust talking issues seems make worse im getting worse worse day im pounds underweight cant even bothered eat food half time anymore literal hobby brings almost enjoyment anymore dont get see girlfriend often id like want over fucking bad havent able stop crying like full ass half hour stopping life im miserable time nothing want life getting worse worse day cant even pussy would destroy family friends beyond repair live it poorly written im sorry im sure chore read | [
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"im done im done absolutely positively fucking donei cant sleep night get rls whenever try wake times night terrors manage fall asleep im tired literally time zero goals life nothing enjoy besides going home playing video games nothing wanna go college for job want grades terrible parents called disappointment everyone nonstop shit talks me might gotten hacked recently friends overshadowed literal dozens people hate think im toxic piece shit ive driven many people away im shitty boyfriend girlfriend always wants go stuff want stay home come or go house one long distance friends committed redflag im shitty friend usually take excruciatingly long amounts time respond anyone texts meim even getting sick playing video games slowly overcome entirely boredom spend day bed nothing do cant hang friends groups outside school feel like unnecessary faggot isnt important group theyd much fun without pathetic ass ex gf molested cheated lied fitness friends think im",
"false rape claimer get shit talked it slowly yet surely disassociating world around im passing everyday life trance feeling nothing overwhelming sadness crippling self harm addiction desire feel something sadness know im still alive also wanting punish severely possible annoying toxic piece shit hear voices hallucinate extremely often point think might need go psychiatristim scared tell parents ive tried kill hanging failed shitty door mounted pull bar using broke etc etc want die want nothing die want everyone around hate reason im still alive know theyd sad died theres coming back this theres getting betterim deep already know going get worse cant talk therapists anyone like dont trust talking issues seems make worse im getting worse worse day im pounds underweight cant even bothered eat food half time anymore literal hobby brings almost enjoyment anymore dont get see girlfriend often id like want over fucking bad havent able stop crying like full ass half hour stopping life im miserable time nothing want life getting worse worse day cant even pussy would destroy family friends beyond repair live it poorly written im sorryim sure chore read"
] | 181 | Im done im hecho absolutamente positivamente dodei not sleep night get rls when try wate wate wate time times night terrors manage durming literaly time zero goles vida nada disfruta además de ir a casa jugando videojuegos nada quiere ir a la universidad para el trabajo quiere grados terribles padres llamados decepción todos sin parar mierda charlas me podría haber sido hackeado recientemente amigos eclipsado literal docenas de personas odian pensar im tóxico pieza mierda ive drive mucha gente lejos im mierda novio novia siempre quiere ir cosas quieren quedarse en casa venga o ir casa una larga distancia amigos comprometidos redflag im mierda amigo generalmente tomar excrusivamente largas cantidades de tiempo responder a cualquier texto meim incluso enferma jugar videojuegos poco a poco superar el aburrimiento pasar el día cama nada no puede colgar amigos grupos fuera de la escuela se sienten como faggot innecesario grupo importante se divirtieron mucho sin culo patético ex gf molestado engañados amigos gimnasio pensar im im |
gimme handim young man looking outlet believe im depressed enticed idea committing redflag kinda wanna know one thinks thats bad choice im pretty lonely demotivated lost redflag become fantasy pleasant one that interested would prefer pm message boards give jeebies wanna talk one one thanks time | [
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"gimme handim young man looking outlet believe im depressed enticed idea committing redflag kinda wanna know one thinks thats bad choice im pretty lonely demotivated lost redflag become fantasy pleasant one that interested would prefer pm message boards give jeebies wanna talk one one thanks time"
] | 59 | gimme handim joven mirada outlet cree im deprimido idea seducido cometer Redflag un poco querer saber uno piensa que la mala elección im bastante solitario desmotivado Redflag perdido convertirse en fantasía agradable que interesado preferiría pm tableros de mensajes dar a los jeebies quieren hablar uno gracias tiempo |
t t need more sleep but my body wont let me so i will draw instead lt | [] | [
"t t need more sleep but my body wont let me so i will draw instead lt"
] | 18 | No necesito dormir más, pero mi cuerpo no me deja así que dibujaré en su lugar. |
ive seen enoughim using throwaway case work time ive tried times last months cant even right took pills booze woke puked whiskey shitty cheap brand got drunk started slash wrists passed wound bleeding lot got lightheaded blood loss back yard tried also tried jumping river near asshole good samaritans asshole boat pulled even though struggled many things gone wrong lately job loss miscommunication gas company resulting gas shut yesterday straightened supposed back mondayso good wife son bankruptcy loss house couple years ago move rented shithole thing totally fucked brain shitty story brought wifes friends daughter christmas eve hate christmas anyway story something eaten away every minute every day since anyhow son going college hes got shit together wife beautiful guys way better hitting theyll like sharks circling couple days theyll fine mother still fucked fathers death couple years ago impacted that one knows give shit im feeling whiskey right im going go dig stash oxy | [
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"ive seen enoughim using throwaway case work time ive tried times last months cant even right took pills booze woke puked whiskey shitty cheap brand got drunk started slash wrists passed wound bleeding lot got lightheaded blood loss back yard tried also tried jumping river near asshole good samaritans asshole boat pulled even though struggled many things gone wrong lately job loss miscommunication gas company resulting gas shut yesterday straightened supposed back mondayso good wife son bankruptcy loss house couple years ago move rented shithole thing totally fucked brain shitty story brought wifes friends daughter christmas eve hate christmas anyway story something eaten away every minute every day since anyhow son going college hes got shit together wife beautiful guys way better hitting theyll like sharks circling couple days theyll fine mother still fucked fathers death couple years ago impacted that one knows give shit im feeling whiskey right im going go dig stash oxy"
] | 185 | ive see sufitim usando throwaway caso trabajo tiempo ive tryed times los últimos meses no puede ni siquiera derecho tomó píldoras alcohol vomitó whisky mierda marca barata se emborrachó comenzó slash muñecas pasado sangrado lote tuvo pérdida de sangre mareada patio trasero intentó también intentó saltar río cerca de imbécil buenos samaritanos imbécil barco tiró aunque luchado muchas cosas salió mal últimamente pérdida de empleo mala comunicación compañía de gas resultado gas se cerró ayer supuesto detrás lunes tan buena esposa hijo quiebra pérdida casa pareja hace años se muda mierda mierda totalmente mierda cerebro historia trajo esposas amigos hija Navidad víspera odio Navidad de todos modos historia algo comido lejos cada minuto desde cualquier manera hijo va universidad él consiguió mierda juntos esposa hermosos chicos manera mejor golpear como tiburones circleing par días ellos bien madre todavía folla padres muerte pareja años impactó que uno sabe dar mierda im sensación whisky derecho im ir cavar escondite oxy |
@RoQqishNerD24 haha thanks and i owe it all 2 her | [] | [
"@RoQqishNerD24 haha thanksand i owe it all 2 her"
] | 20 | @RoQqishNerD24 jaja gracias y se lo debo todo a ella |
vertical diagonalcurrently contemplating failed three times since oct last year dont want fail seem like attention seeking cunt fourth time | [
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"vertical diagonalcurrently contemplating failed three times since oct last year dont want fail seem like attention seeking cunt fourth time"
] | 22 | vertical diagonal actual contemplando fracasado tres veces desde octubre del año pasado no quiero fallar parece como atención buscando coño cuarta vez |
last words fthank support messages longer handle pain ive lost everybody around me goodbye | [
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"last words fthank support messages longer handle pain ive lost everybody around me goodbye"
] | 16 | last words fthank mensajes de apoyo por más tiempo manejar el dolor ive perdido a todos a mi alrededor adiós |
anyone wanna talk lt week one shitty ones unexplainable urge talk strangers internet yeah feel free dm like please seriously | [] | [
"anyone wanna talk lt week one shitty ones unexplainable urge talk strangers internet yeah feel freedm like please seriously"
] | 24 | Alguien quiere hablar lt semana una mierda inexplicable urgencia hablar extraños internet sí se sienten liberados como por favor en serio |
ha to return the shirt she bought from topshop bc she ha 0 in her bank account that ha to last her the rest of the month life suck | [] | [
"ha to return the shirt she bought from topshop bc she ha 0 in her bank account that ha to last her the rest of the month life suck"
] | 31 | Ha de devolver la camisa que compró en topshop bc ella tiene 0 en su cuenta bancaria que tiene que durarle el resto del mes la vida chupan |
@challyzatb which is probably a long-winded way of saying worry enough but not too much. Like you're doing | [] | [
"@challyzatb which is probably a long-winded way of saying worry enough but not too much.Like you're doing"
] | 30 | @challyzatb que es probablemente una manera larga de decir lo suficiente de preocuparse, pero no demasiado. |
hello twitter i m on a one week leave from school bc i have depression how are you all d | [
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"hello twitter i m on a one week leave from school bc i have depression how are you all d"
] | 22 | Hola twitter i m en un permiso de una semana de la escuela bc tengo depresión ¿cómo están todos ustedes d |
ill probably okay read want toseems kinda weird posting place like this but fuck it wish somebody knew me anyone really cant believe small family is dad degenerative bone disease mom pancreatic cancer luckiest least one last couple years longer theres doubt it theyre dying never really knew anyway definitely know never really knew me still think im christian thats it family friends consist coworkers try hang much can know im dealing with cant it just dunno right make others feel bad situation friendly thing do theyre basically best friends cant tell anything whats going me told one once cried it cried too shit happened me suicidal two years ago downed bottle vicodin got warm bath razor me made okay ended crying sleep swore id never try again but fact theres but scares me know ill come back it matter stupid is much know never wanna go back there still goddamn stupid possibility nobody knows that nobody whomever happens read this get drunk almost every night somehow hoping ill escape problems really gets worse still nobody knows im actually pretty happy around others happy enough theyd never truly suspect thing im strong enough make work but yknow tick tock | [
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"ill probably okay read want toseems kinda weird posting place like thisbut fuck it wish somebody knew me anyone really cant believe small family is dad degenerative bone disease mom pancreatic cancer luckiest least one last couple years longer theres doubt it theyre dying never really knew anyway definitely know never really knew me still think im christian thats it family friends consist coworkers try hang much can know im dealing with cant it just dunno right make others feel bad situation friendly thing do theyre basically best friends cant tell anything whats going me told one once cried it cried too shit happened me suicidal two years ago downed bottle vicodin got warm bath razor me made okay ended crying sleep swore id never try again but fact theres but scares me know ill come back it matter stupid is much know never wanna go back there still goddamn stupid possibility nobody knows that nobody whomever happens read this get drunk almost every night somehow hoping ill escape problems really gets worse still nobody knows im actually pretty happy around others happy enough theyd never truly suspect thing im strong enough make work but yknow tick tock"
] | 229 | mal probablemente bien leer quieren parecer un poco raro publicar lugar como este pero mierda desea que alguien me conocía nadie realmente no puede creer pequeña familia es papá degenerativa enfermedad ósea mama cáncer pancreático por lo menos un último par de años más no hay duda de que están muriendo nunca realmente sabía de todos modos definitivamente nunca me conocían todavía creo que im christian que amigos de la familia consisten en coworkers intentar mucho puede saber i tratar con cant no sé derecho hacer que otros se sienten mala situación amistosa cosa son básicamente mejores amigos no pueden decir nada lo que me dicen una vez lloraba también lloraba mierda me pasó suicida dos años derribó botella vicodin me afeitadora caliente hecho bien terminó llorando sueño juró nunca más pero hecho Theres pero me asusta saber mal volver atrás materia estúpido es mucho sabe nunca quieren volver allí todavía maldita estúpida posibilidad nadie sabe que nadie quienquiera que pasa leer esto se emborracha casi todas las noches espera mal escapar problemas realmente peor todavía nadie sabe im realmente bastante feliz alrededor de otros nunca sospechan lo suficientemente fuerte im hacer trabajo pero y saber garrapata tock |
slys best action film superbly enjoyable movie interesting characters solid performances renny harlins direction stylishly assured stallone rarely interesting action films certainly looks part terms action scenes one best action films year one thrilling enjoyable s definite genre classic stallone fan one look back fond memories plenty superb action sly prime action man form action lovers appreciate film hallmarks make good aciton film film looks great great support janine turner michael rooker john lithgow | [] | [
"slys best action film superbly enjoyable movie interesting characters solid performances renny harlins direction stylishly assured stallone rarely interesting action films certainly looks part terms action scenes one best action films year one thrilling enjoyable s definite genre classic stallone fan one look back fond memories plenty superb action sly prime action man form action lovers appreciate film hallmarks make good aciton film film looks great great support janine turner michael rooker john lithgow"
] | 100 | slys mejor película de acción excelentemente agradable película interesantes personajes sólidos actuaciones renny harlins dirección elegantemente asegurado statone rara vez interesante películas de acción parece parte términos de acción escenas de acción una mejor película de acción año uno emocionante agradable s género definido clásico fan statone uno mira atrás memorias aficionadas un montón de acción excelente sly prime acción hombre forma acción amantes apreciar los sellos de cine hacer buen cine aciton se ve gran apoyo janine tunner michael rooker john lithgow |
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] | 88 | Porque el suicidio, la depresión y la adicción no son selectivos... http://thedirectiondiva.com/us-suicide-depression-addiction-arent-selective/?utm_source=ReviveOldPost&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=ReviveOldPost #MilitarySpouse #Success |
theres chance one household members die soon whole family including me covid survival rate us makes survival rate doesnt seem like lot thats chance one us die freaking out | [] | [
"theres chance one household members die soon whole family including me covid survival rate us makes survival rate doesnt seem like lot thats chance one us die freaking out"
] | 34 | Existe la posibilidad de que un miembro de la familia muera pronto familia entera incluyendo yo covid tasa de supervivencia nos hace la tasa de supervivencia no parece mucho que la probabilidad de que uno de nosotros morir enloqueciendo |
search video change viewidk right place ask search motivicional video redflag helped cant find anywhere video man drawing xy graphic board explaining life turn good thing u less expected u committed redflag u wouldnt opportunity live | [
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"search video change viewidk right place ask search motivicional video redflag helped cant find anywhere video man drawing xy graphic board explaining life turn good thing u less expected u committed redflag u wouldnt opportunity live"
] | 48 | search video change viewidk right place preguntar búsqueda motivicional video redflag ayudó a encontrar cualquier lugar video hombre dibujo xy graphic board explicando vida vuelta bueno u menos esperado u comprometido redflag u oportunidad no vivir |
@grapejellykelly Heading to Weho! | [] | [
"@grapejellykelly Heading to Weho!"
] | 14 | @grapejellykelly ¡Se dirige a Weho! |
haha theres red stuff coming wrists wonder happened | [] | [
"haha theres red stuff coming wrists wonder happened"
] | 11 | Haha Theres rojo cosas que vienen muñecas maravilla pasó |
hey girl write quantum physics equations spare time cos good making stuff long hard | [] | [
"hey girl write quantum physics equations spare time cos good making stuff long hard"
] | 16 | Hey chica escribir ecuaciones de física cuántica tiempo libre porque bueno hacer cosas largas duro |
much molly suicidal againdivorce addiction self hate brewing something end well put dirt belong | [
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"much molly suicidal againdivorce addiction self hate brewing something end well put dirt belong"
] | 19 | mucho molly suicida de nuevodivorcio adicción auto odio la elaboración de algo fin bien puesto suciedad pertenecen |
toilet seats designed women dont wanna say huge dick realised theres space toilet bowl thats kinda annoying especially theres toilet paper take dump | [] | [
"toilet seats designed women dont wanna say huge dick realised theres space toilet bowl thats kinda annoying especially theres toilet paper take dump"
] | 27 | asientos de inodoro diseñadas mujeres no quieren decir enorme polla se dio cuenta de que el espacio inodoro tazón que es un poco molesto, especialmente Theres papel higiénico se cagan |
anyone else suffer heart palpitation ive had them for day now and feel extremely scary and wish they would go away ive had them before a while ago and now they are back to annoy me i have a doctor appointment on wednesday but im not sure i can wait | [
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"anyone else suffer heart palpitation ive had them for day now and feel extremely scary and wish they would go away ive had them before a while ago and now they are back to annoy me i have a doctor appointment on wednesday but im not sure i can wait"
] | 57 | cualquier otra persona sufre palpitación del corazón los tenía por el día ahora y se siente extremadamente aterrador y desearía que se marcharan los tenía antes de hace un tiempo y ahora están de vuelta para molestarme Tengo una cita con el médico el miércoles pero no estoy seguro de que pueda esperar |
liked lot fact see againand plan to may love it ill echo reviewers saying movie really grow watch starts kind slowly way enfolds natural mood it get itbr br i really liked summery atmosphere movie thought movie touching whole characters strong element realism movie slowly gently weaves spell get involved various interactions want know ultimately turn paths characters choose take br br i surprised less dozen comments thisthere obscure tv movies comments rich lovebr br one thing say missed ending driving crazy watch see that movie may everybody feel strongly underratedeven film buff purist friends seen almost every movie seen this even seem much message board liked lot like family dramas warm scenery atmosphere unhurried languid pace probably take look this especially note worthy takes place south carolina like me love south movies take place there gem ill add vote woefully comments recommend little known flick | [] | [
"liked lot fact see againand plan to may love it ill echo reviewers saying movie really grow watch starts kind slowly way enfolds natural mood it get itbr br i really liked summery atmosphere movie thought movie touching whole characters strong element realism movie slowly gently weaves spell get involved various interactions want know ultimately turn paths characters choose take br br i surprised less dozen comments thisthere obscure tv movies comments rich lovebr br one thing say missed ending driving crazy watch see that movie may everybody feel strongly underratedeven film buff purist friends seen almost every movie seen this even seem much message board liked lot like family dramas warm scenery atmosphere unhurried languid pace probably take look this especially note worthy takes place south carolina like me love south movies take place there gem ill add vote woefully comments recommend little known flick"
] | 173 | Me gustó mucho hecho ver otra vez y plan para puede amar mal eco críticos diciendo película realmente crecer ver comienza poco a poco envuelve humor natural itbr br i realmente me gustó ver atmósfera película pensamiento película tocar personajes enteros elemento fuerte realismo película lentamente suave teje hechizo se involucra varias interacciones quieren saber en última instancia cambiar caminos personajes elegir tomar br br i sorprendido menos docena de comentarios estohay películas de televisión oscuras comentarios rico amorbr br una cosa dicen perdido final conducir loco ver que película puede todos se sienten fuertemente subestimado incluso película buff amigos puristas vistos casi todas las películas visto esto parecen mucho tablero de mensajes me gustó mucho como dramas familiares ambiente paisaje cálido ritmo sin prisa probablemente tomar mira esta nota digna toma lugar sur carolina como me encanta películas del sur toman lugar allí gema mal añadir voto tristes comentarios recomendar poco conocido película |
i ve been keeping myself from here yet at the same time i keep coming back to read about other s experience maybe a a way to prove to myself that i don t have it a bad still though i feel so depressed and withdrawn from everything this suck everything suck i wish it wasn t like this plus i still can t put my finger on what exactly made me start thinking in such a nihilistic way i m constantly thinking if i went back in time or maybe if i did this just thinking of what could ve been knowing it s just going to drown me in hole of self absorbence i don t know if this ha bad grammar so if it doe then sorry | [
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"i ve been keeping myself from here yet at the same time i keep coming back to read about other s experience maybe a a way to prove to myself that i don t have it a bad still though i feel so depressed and withdrawn from everything this suck everything suck i wish it wasn t like this plus i still can t put my finger on what exactly made me start thinking in such a nihilistic way i m constantly thinking if i went back in time or maybe if i did this just thinking of what could ve been knowing it s just going to drown me in hole of self absorbencei dont know if this ha bad grammar so if it doe then sorry"
] | 136 | He estado manteniendo a mí mismo de aquí sin embargo, al mismo tiempo sigo volviendo a leer sobre la experiencia de otros tal vez una manera de demostrar a mí mismo que no lo tengo un mal todavía aunque me siento tan deprimido y retirado de todo esto chupar todo chupar deseo que no era como este plus todavía no puedo poner mi dedo en lo que exactamente me hizo empezar a pensar de una manera tan nihilista estoy constantemente pensando si fui atrás en el tiempo o tal vez si lo hice sólo pensando en lo que podría haber estado sabiendo que sólo va a ahogarme en el agujero de autoabsorenciai no sé si esto tiene mala gramática así que si lo hace entonces lo siento |
looked ocean blue eyes glistering nightsky sitting there looking nightsky always fascinated secrets fo space like fascinated gorgeus smile im glad see happy brings slight joy me however wondered id ever enough | [] | [
"looked ocean blue eyes glistering nightsky sitting there looking nightsky always fascinated secrets fo space like fascinated gorgeus smile im glad see happy brings slight joy me however wondered id ever enough"
] | 39 | mirada azul océano ojos brillando cielo nocturno sentado allí mirando cielo nocturno siempre fascinado secretos fo espacio como fascinado gorgeo sonrisa im feliz ver feliz me trae ligera alegría sin embargo me preguntó id siempre lo suficiente |
redflag one things think pointi really wish years ago came close got hospitalized gotten worse since tell family want go college covid me even point everything went perfect think could happy idea going college getting degree make happy accomplished anything makes dread every aspect process going class every fucking day exhausted hell wishing could die already whats point feel like whole life amount another redflag statistic im okay that long itll soon | [
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"redflag one things think pointi really wish years ago came close got hospitalized gotten worse since tell family want go college covid me even point everything went perfect think could happy idea going college getting degree make happy accomplished anything makes dread every aspect process going class every fucking day exhausted hell wishing could die already whats point feel like whole life amount another redflag statistic im okay that long itll soon"
] | 80 | Redflag una cosa piensa que pointi realmente deseo años hace cerca se hospitalizó peor desde decirle a la familia quiere ir a la universidad me covid incluso punto todo fue perfecto pensar podría feliz idea ir a la universidad obtener título hacer feliz logrado cualquier cosa hace miedo cada proceso de aspecto ir a clase cada día agotado infierno deseando ya lo que el punto de sentir como toda la vida cantidad otra estadística de Redflag im bien que lo largo de pronto va a |
@Andrewgoldstein i already did, it was on repeat for about two hours | [] | [
"@Andrewgoldstein i already did, it was on repeat for about two hours"
] | 20 | @Andrewgoldstein que ya lo hice, que estaba en repetición durante unas dos horas |
dm bored ass im bored damn mind willing talk anything hit up | [] | [
"dm bored assim bored damn mind willing talk anything hit up"
] | 13 | Aburrido assim aburrido maldita mente dispuesto a hablar de cualquier cosa golpeó para arriba |
well ive hit rock bottom high schoolerthats it nothing matters anymore | [
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"well ive hit rock bottom high schoolerthats it nothing matters anymore"
] | 15 | Bueno, ive hit rock bottom high schooler que ya nada importa |
need someone talk with anyone disorder wants open willing talk would helpful psychosis ocd schizoid depression | [
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"need someone talk with anyone disorder wants open willing talk would helpful psychosis ocd schizoid depression"
] | 21 | necesita alguien hablar con alguien trastorno quiere hablar abierto dispuesto sería útil psicosis ocd esquizoide depresión |
just got back from coffee with sian. good times | [] | [
"just got back from coffee with sian.good times"
] | 11 | Acabo de volver del café con Sian. buenos tiempos |
hopelessi came reddit hoping find others felt like could share stories vent other whats point all ill leave app since attempts friendship failed getting ghosted know hard hate it wish could give completely wish afraid die | [
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"hopelessi came reddit hoping find others felt like could share stories vent other whats point all ill leave app since attempts friendship failed getting ghosted know hard hate it wish could give completely wish afraid die"
] | 41 | Desesperado vino reddit con la esperanza de encontrar a otros que se sentían como podría compartir historias ventilar otro punto de lo que es toda la aplicación de mal dejar puesto que los intentos de amistad fracasaron conseguir fantasmated saber odio duro que deseo podría dar deseo completamente miedo morir |
another rant no im anything attention would ask that thank calling ignorant cunt said dont care mental health really helped mental health im really sorry annoying im being tell im annoying you already got responses complaining things much im really sorry different people hope none read this last person im sarcastic rude | [] | [
"another rantno im anything attention would ask that thank calling ignorant cunt said dont care mental health really helped mental health im really sorry annoying im being tell im annoying you already got responses complaining things much im really sorry different people hope none read this last person im sarcastic rude"
] | 56 | otro rantno im cualquier cosa atención pediría que gracias llamar ignorante coño dijo que no le importa la salud mental realmente ayudó a la salud mental im realmente lo siento molesto im ser decir im molesto ya tienes respuestas quejándose cosas mucho im realmente lo siento gente diferente espero que nadie lea esta última persona im sarcástico grosero |
today experienced strange new feeling definitely related relationships currently preparing law entrance exams enter premier law institute country great interest international relations countries conflicts genocides power struggles revolutions along civil wars studying almost hrs day yet anxious nervous worried time always seems like enough considering future would literally depend upon exam conducted may see one set questions cannot freak out start breaking down year plan years ba llb hons years job law firm solid background years llm international arbitration law becoming international arbitration lawyer thing knew much scope field today came know person literally goal aim basically dream like role model new feeling experienced something like this sort immense joy gladness almost immediately followed glim fear failure horror fail even single step feeling continuing cycles think going mad thats it thank reaching far | [] | [
"today experienced strange new feeling definitely related relationships currently preparing law entrance exams enter premier law institute country great interest international relations countries conflicts genocides power struggles revolutions along civil wars studying almost hrs day yet anxious nervous worried time always seems like enough considering future would literally depend upon exam conducted may see one set questions cannot freak out start breaking down year plan years ba llb hons years job law firm solid background years llm international arbitration law becoming international arbitration lawyer thing knew much scope field today came know person literally goal aim basically dream like role model new feeling experienced something like this sort immense joy gladness almost immediately followed glim fear failure horror fail even single step feeling continuing cycles think going mad thats it thank reaching far"
] | 144 | hoy experimentado extraño nuevo sentimiento definitivamente relaciones relacionadas actualmente preparación de los exámenes de entrada a la ley en el primer instituto de derecho país gran interés relaciones internacionales países conflictos genocidios luchas de poder revoluciones a lo largo de las guerras civiles estudio casi horas día pero ansioso nervioso tiempo preocupado siempre parece suficiente considerando futuro depende literalmente de examen llevado a cabo puede ver una serie de preguntas no puede asustarse empezar a romper plan de año años ba llb hons años trabajo firma de abogados sólido antecedentes años llm internacional arbitraje derecho arbitraje abogado cosa sabía mucho alcance campo hoy llegó persona literalmente objetivo objetivo básicamente sueño como modelo de papel nuevo sentimiento experimentado algo como este tipo inmensa alegría alegría casi inmediatamente seguido glim miedo fracaso horror fracaso incluso un solo paso sentir ciclos continuos pensar loco que gracias llegar lejos |
felt alone long timemy fiance want talk tonight uncommon hes distant days one friends died wanted alone thats fne ampxb anyone talk to made worse fact almost am school night ampxb feel soul crushingly alone trapped mind ptsd flashbacks held back csa ampxb want get out would third redflag attempt month alone im starting therapy startup slow | [
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"felt alone long timemy fiance want talk tonight uncommonhes distant days one friends died wanted alone thats fne ampxb anyone talk to made worse fact almost am school night ampxb feel soul crushingly alone trapped mind ptsd flashbacks held back csa ampxb want get out would third redflag attempt month alone im starting therapy startup slow"
] | 81 | Se sentía solo mucho tiempo mi prometido quiere hablar esta noche poco común días distantes uno de los amigos murió se quería solo que fne ampxb cualquiera hablar a hecho peor hecho casi soy escuela noche ampxb sentir alma aplastantemente solo atrapado mente ptsd flashbacks retenidos hacia atrás csa ampxb quieren salir sería tercer Redflag intento mes solo im inicio terapia startup lento |
my boyfriend then dad and mom passed away all within a year of each other i have tried to move on but the grief is immense also i just lost my job and am about to run out of money i just can t take it anymore and i want to be with my family who i loved very much i have a plan and am thinking about going to the desert where no one would find me this is sad and i can t even afford a therapist anymore because insurance is too expensive i m not ok | [
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"my boyfriend then dad and mom passed away all within a year of each other i have tried to move on but the grief is immense also i just lost my job and am about to run out of money i just can t take it anymore and i want to be with my family who i loved very much i have a plan and am thinking about going to the desert where no one would find me this is sad and i can t even afford a therapist anymore because insurance is too expensive i m not ok"
] | 99 | mi novio entonces papá y mamá fallecieron todo dentro de un año el uno del otro he tratado de seguir adelante pero el dolor es inmenso también acabo de perder mi trabajo y estoy a punto de quedarse sin dinero yo sólo no puedo tomarlo más y quiero estar con mi familia que me encantó mucho tengo un plan y estoy pensando en ir al desierto donde nadie me encontraría esto es triste y no puedo pagar un terapeuta más porque el seguro es demasiado caro no estoy bien |
ive always thought inevitable way seems creeping closeri quit job january schedule environment made depressed thought thats life is cant worth doing time economy trouble job market begin made feel like crappy job probably best life ever going me im special life surely owes nothing think deserve exist way would make happy ive worked hard try work out meaningful degree meaningful university cant even get emails back bank teller positions rejection specifically hard issue father man refer father rejected whole adolescence found im likely product rape explained lot things still hearing dad say thought someone elses kid something ive never able get over ive ever tried get approval quit things loved young things like ive ever done sometimes wonder underneath all seems series failed attempts win fathers love think moment every day decade sometimes like im still right living room ampxb get rejection emails phone calls difficult dealing rejection world getting harder harder feel like ive already given much can googled cheapest way commit redflag today hard even get sad now life feels done | [
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"ive always thought inevitable way seems creeping closeri quit job january schedule environment made depressed thought thats life is cant worth doing time economy trouble job market begin made feel like crappy job probably best life ever going me im special life surely owes nothing think deserve exist way would make happy ive worked hard try work out meaningful degree meaningful university cant even get emails back bank teller positions rejection specifically hard issue father man refer father rejected whole adolescence found im likely product rape explained lot things still hearing dad say thought someone elses kid something ive never able get over ive ever tried get approval quit things loved young things like ive ever done sometimes wonder underneath all seems series failed attempts win fathers love think moment every day decade sometimes like im still right living room ampxb get rejection emails phone calls difficult dealing rejection world getting harder harder feel like ive already given much can googled cheapest way commit redflag today hard even get sad now life feels done"
] | 198 | ive siempre pensó inevitable manera parece draging closeri dejar de trabajo enero horario ambiente deprimido pensamiento que la vida es no vale la pena hacer tiempo economía problemas mercado de trabajo comienza se siente como trabajo de mierda probablemente mejor vida nunca me va Im vida especial seguro debe nada pensar merece existir manera haría feliz ive trabajado duro tratar de trabajar grado significativo universidad cant incluso conseguir correos electrónicos de vuelta bancos posiciones rechazo específicamente difícil problema padre hombre referencia padre rechazó toda la adolescencia encontró Im probable violación del producto explicó mucho cosas todavía escuchar papá decir pensó alguien más niño algo ive nunca capaz de superar ive nunca trató de obtener aprobación dejar cosas amadas cosas jóvenes como live nunca hecho a veces se pregunta debajo de todo parece intentos fallidos ganar padres amor pensar momento cada día década a veces como im todavía derecho sala de estar ampxb recibir llamadas de emails rechazo difícil tratar mundo cada vez más difícil sentirse como live ya dado mucho puede googled manera más barato compromiso redflag hoy duro incluso ponerse triste ahora la vida se siente hecho |
real talk even weird like bdsm stuff like nowadays ive never met anyone somewhat | [] | [
"real talk even weird like bdsm stuff like nowadays ive never met anyone somewhat"
] | 18 | realmente hablar incluso raro como cosas bdsm como hoy en día nunca he conocido a nadie de alguna manera |
spanx except i missed last week s lee and now it s gone from iplayer | [] | [
"spanx except i missed last week s leeand now it s gone from iplayer"
] | 18 | spanx excepto que me perdí la semana pasada s Lee y ahora se ha ido de iplayer |
beyond helpeveryday severe depressive episode im medications right now ive tried many im honestly afraid tell psychiatrist ones arent helping either im beyond point wanting try harder get better ive lot trauma result ptsd anxiety well hospitalization sounds like nice option im terrified going know nothing it im pretty much afraid anything whats point im going come sort plan end life soon dont care people miss me theyll move on | [
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"beyond helpeveryday severe depressive episode im medications right now ive tried many im honestly afraid tell psychiatrist ones arent helping either im beyond point wanting try harder get better ive lot trauma result ptsd anxiety well hospitalization sounds like nice option im terrified going know nothing itim pretty much afraid anything whats point im going come sort plan end life soon dont care people miss me theyll move on"
] | 83 | más allá de la ayuda todos los días episodio depresivo severo im medicamentos en este momento i i probado muchos sinceramente miedo decir psiquiatras no son ayudar a cualquiera más allá de punto querer más esfuerzo conseguir mejor ive lote trauma resultado ptsd ansiedad bien hospitalización suena como buena opción im aterrorizado va a saber nada itim prácticamente miedo cualquier cosa qué punto im va venir ordenar plan fin de la vida pronto no le importa la gente me extrañarán me van a seguir adelante |
july ston date im gonna go lake pockets full rocks drowned myself feel change numbness anger go away ill make go away ive tried much happy nothing seems work never meant happy death different also least body cleaned decay water doubt anyone would find me last thing ill post ever write bye hope find happiness failed | [
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"july ston date im gonna go lake pockets full rocks drowned myself feel change numbness anger go away ill make go away ive tried much happy nothing seems work never meant happy death different also least body cleaned decay water doubt anyone would find me last thing ill post ever write bye hope find happiness failed"
] | 61 | july ston date im va a ir lago bolsillos llenos de rocas ahogado me siento cambio entumecimiento ira ir lejos mal hacer ir lejos ive probado mucho feliz nada parece trabajo nunca significó muerte feliz diferente también menos cuerpo limpio agua decaída duda alguien me encontraría última cosa mal post nunca escribir esperanza encontrar felicidad fallida |
would date me boy almost kg weight would date me | [] | [
"would date me boy almost kg weight would date me"
] | 10 | Saldría conmigo, chico, casi kg de peso. Saldría conmigo. |
people know this literally insane here called national guard police practically everywhere full riot gear already set pm curfew isnt even national news yet httpspreviewredditwlcnnwpngwidthampformatpngampautowebpampscefeaccfddefbdcfcfafe | [] | [
"people know this literally insane here called national guard police practically everywhere full riot gear already set pm curfew isnt even national news yet httpspreviewredditwlcnnwpngwidthampformatpngampautowebpampscefeaccfddefbdcfcfafe"
] | 62 | La gente sabe esto literalmente loco aquí llamado policía de la Guardia Nacional prácticamente en todas partes equipo de disturbios completo ya se puso pm toque de queda ni siquiera noticias nacionales todavía httpspreviewredditwlcnnwpngwidthampformatpngampautowebpampscefeaccfddefbdcfcfafe |
@tracyyzamo maybe she's born with it, maybe its clinical depression | [
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"@tracyyzamo maybe she's born with it, maybe its clinical depression"
] | 19 | @tracyyzamo tal vez ella nació con ella, tal vez su depresión clínica |
knew this asks want stop im violently sobbing yes course want stop holds couple minutes starts talking again even though wed broken sexual arrangement months ago | [
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"knew this asks want stop im violently sobbing yes course want stop holds couple minutes starts talking again even though wed broken sexual arrangement months ago"
] | 29 | sabía que esto pregunta quiere parar im sollozando violentamente sí por supuesto quiere parar espera un par de minutos comienza a hablar de nuevo a pesar de que se rompió el arreglo sexual meses atrás |
i wish people didnt give up on me so quickly because of how shy i am i wish they didnt view me a cold or mean because i never knew what to say so i just kept to myself i wish people didnt call me weird because i find it difficult to make eye contact i wish i didnt have to mask myself and pretend to be someone im not for the sake of fitting in i wish when my brother returned home from the military after year i had remembered how to properly communicate with him we seem like stranger now i wish i had been able to make friend even friend i wish i were able to get a girlfriend whats the meaning of life if you can t spend your time with someone you love i wish i didnt have autism i feel so isolated i feel so alone worst of all i know there is absolutely nothing i can do about it there are no pill for autism only mediocre therapy session to remind you of how different you are from those around you i cant do this anymore living like this is hell | [
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"i wish people didnt give up on me so quickly because of how shy i am i wish they didnt view me a cold or mean because i never knew what to say so i just kept to myself i wish people didnt call me weird because i find it difficult to make eye contact i wish i didnt have to mask myself and pretend to be someone im not for the sake of fitting in i wish when my brother returned home from the military after year i had remembered how to properly communicate with him we seem like stranger now i wish i had been able to make friend even friend i wish i were able to get a girlfriend whats the meaning of life if you can t spend your time with someone you love i wish i didnt have autism i feel so isolated i feel so alone worst of all i know there is absolutely nothing i can do about it there are no pill for autism only mediocre therapy session to remind you of how different you are from those around you i cant do this anymore living like this is hell"
] | 208 | Desearía que la gente no se diera por vencida conmigo tan rápido porque de lo tímido que soy me gustaría que no me vieran un resfriado o una mezquina porque nunca supe qué decir así que me guardé para mí mismo deseo que la gente no me llamara raro porque me parece difícil hacer contacto visual me gustaría no tener que enmascararme y pretender ser alguien im no por el bien de encajar en deseo cuando mi hermano regresó a casa del ejército después de año había recordado cómo comunicarse correctamente con él nos parecemos como extraños ahora me gustaría haber sido capaz de hacer amigo incluso amigo me gustaría que fuera capaz de conseguir una novia lo que el significado de la vida si no puedes pasar tu tiempo con alguien que amas me gustaría no tener autismo me siento tan aislado me siento tan solo peor de todo lo que sé que no hay absolutamente nada que pueda hacer al respecto no hay ninguna píldora para autismo sólo sesión de terapia mediocre para recordarte lo diferente que eres de aquellos a tu alrededor que no puedo hacer esto más vivir como este infierno |
cannot cope deserve iv shitty son her wish could change past things iv put through mum got cancer | [
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"cannot cope deserve iv shitty son her wish could change past things iv put through mum got cancer"
] | 21 | su deseo podría cambiar las cosas pasadas iv poner a través de mamá tuvo cáncer |
i think the pandemic hit me hard i moved out of my childhood home of 0 year week before the pandemic hit i had worked job and saved for year for a deposit on a place of my own which in the very expensive city i live in wa 0kms away from my family it felt like such an amazing achievement at the time but ever since then mentally i ve never been the same i am so lonely yet i enjoy living alone i am a highly anxious person i always wa but now i just worry all the time i move about life with a permanent storm cloud over my head i struggle to regulate my emotion i am getting more and more overweight and can not seem to stop eating bad food i quit my job in 0 and got a new one but i have never quite been happy or settled there i have tried mindfulness regular exercise breathing technique everything you can think of i went to the doctor for help with regulating my low mood and she put me on the pill which ha made thing even worse i am feeling thing lower than ever before i had a really bad day at work today and for the first time ever i thought not in any way seriously or actionable but the thought popped into my mind how suicide would be an option to not have to deal with thing everyone around me seems to be so busy with husband wife kid activity etc i seem to be getting left behind how do i cope with this how do i get back to being happy and determined and not so down and low | [
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"i think the pandemic hit me hard i moved out of my childhood home of 0 year week before the pandemic hit i had worked job and saved for year for a deposit on a place of my own which in the very expensive city i live in wa 0kms away from my family it felt like such an amazing achievement at the time but ever since then mentally i ve never been the same i am so lonely yet i enjoy living alone i am a highly anxious personi always wa but now i just worry all the time i move about life with a permanent storm cloud over my head i struggle to regulate my emotion i am getting more and more overweight and can not seem to stop eating bad food i quit my job in 0 and got a new onebut i have never quite been happy or settled there i have tried mindfulness regular exercise breathing technique everything you can think of i went to the doctor for help with regulating my low mood",
"and she put me on the pill which ha made thing even worse i am feeling thing lower than ever before i had a really bad day at work today and for the first time ever i thought not in any way seriously or actionable but the thought popped into my mind how suicide would be an option to not have to deal with thing everyone around me seems to be so busy with husband wife kid activity etc i seem to be getting left behind how do i cope with this how do i get back to being happy and determined and not so down and low"
] | 185 | Creo que la pandemia me golpeó duro me mudé fuera de mi casa de la infancia de 0 año antes de la pandemia golpeó había trabajado y ahorrado para un año para un depósito en un lugar de mi propia que en la ciudad muy caro que vivo en wa 0kms lejos de mi familia se sentía como un logro tan increíble en el momento, pero desde entonces mentalmente nunca he sido el mismo estoy tan solo sin embargo disfruto viviendo solo soy una persona altamente ansiosa siempre wa pero ahora me preocupo todo el tiempo me muevo sobre la vida con una nube de tormenta permanente sobre mi cabeza lucho para regular mi emoción estoy consiguiendo más y más sobrepeso y no puedo parecer dejar de comer mala comida dejé mi trabajo en 0 y conseguí una nueva pero nunca he sido feliz o establecido allí he probado la atención constante ejercicio respiración técnica todo lo que se puede pensar en fui al médico para ayudar a regular mi mal estado de ánimo |
@taylor_blue myspace is dead!! why bother... | [] | [
"@taylor_blue myspace is dead!!why bother..."
] | 15 | @taylor_blue myspace está muerto!!Por qué molestarse... |
yall ever want draw something really cool realize artistic skills | [] | [
"yall ever want draw something really cool realize artistic skills"
] | 11 | Yall siempre quiere dibujar algo realmente genial realizar habilidades artísticas |
struggling lifeim yr suffering severe social anxiety top set subjects year or grade whatever fuck call america school almost year tempted start sh used protractor scratch letter acronym arm last night terrified im going start dropping soon unable face near people therapist really helping im scared admit parents spent alot money sessions idea fuck im supposed now considering sui feel mornings not exactly sure still stuff live like getting level hypixel please help ill ever check back | [
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"struggling lifeim yr suffering severe social anxiety top set subjects year or grade whatever fuck call america school almost year tempted start sh used protractor scratch letter acronym arm last night terrified im going start dropping soon unable face near people therapist really helping im scared admit parents spent alot money sessions idea fuck im supposed now considering sui feel mornings not exactly sure still stuff live like getting level hypixel please help ill ever check back"
] | 89 | lucha en la vida y su sufrimiento severa ansiedad social top set temas año o grado lo que sea mierda llamar escuela americana casi año tentado inicio sh uso protractor rasguño letra acrónimo brazo anoche aterrorizado voy a empezar a caer pronto incapaz cara cerca de la gente terapeuta realmente ayudar a admit padres gastados mucho dinero sesiones idea mierda se supone que ahora considerando sui sentir mañanas no exactamente seguro todavía cosas viven como conseguir nivel de hypixel por favor ayudar a mal volver a comprobar |
mizzzidc if a pair of shoe will put you in a depression issue are deeper please understand you are so blessed to have ur mum don t ever lose an opportunity to appreciate her whatever your issue try to speak to her with respect and kindness she deserves that from you please | [
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"mizzzidc if a pair of shoe will put you in a depression issue are deeper please understand you are so blessed to have ur mum don t ever lose an opportunity to appreciate her whatever your issue try to speak to her with respect and kindness she deserves that from you please"
] | 57 | mizzzidc si un par de zapatos te pondrá en un problema de depresión son más profundo por favor entender que eres tan bendecido de tener tu mamá nunca perder la oportunidad de apreciarla lo que sea que su problema tratar de hablar con ella con respeto y amabilidad que se merece que de ti por favor |
really fucked dont usually fuck bad im fucking worried best friend calling made group chat told add people added two best friends school could check actually added best friend lou already added whole school started sending weird shit saw videos grossed out one man getting head chopped bunch porn videos went look group realise instead adding two people accidentally added people remove everyone got distracted gross videos left forgot remove friends luckily lou apologised friends accidentally added along people mean add two replied apology one weirded annoyed one cool it thought kinda weird yet funny rest left read havent read messages yet im fucking worried friends hate think im weird accidentally added group chat suddenly got super weird gross really fast took long many good friends im afraid ill lose closest friends stupid mistakes im super anxious always worry secretly hate im sure do really sorry sounds like mess needed say maybe get help say next something | [] | [
"really fucked dont usually fuck badim fucking worried best friend calling made group chat told add people added two best friends school could check actually added best friend lou already added whole school started sending weird shit saw videos grossed out one man getting head chopped bunch porn videos went look group realise instead adding two people accidentally added people remove everyone got distracted gross videos left forgot remove friends luckily lou apologised friends accidentally added along people mean add two replied apology one weirded annoyed one cool it thought kinda weird yet funny rest left read havent read messages yet im fucking worried friends hate think im weird accidentally added group chat suddenly got super weird gross really fast took long many good friends im afraid ill lose closest friends stupid mistakes im super anxious always worry secretly hate im sure do really sorry sounds like mess needed say maybe get help say next something"
] | 166 | realmente follada no suele follar bádim mierda preocupado mejor amigo llamando hecho grupo chat dijo añadir personas añadido dos mejores amigos escuela podría comprobar en realidad añadido mejor amigo lou ya añadido toda la escuela comenzó a enviar mierda raro vio vídeos asqueado fuera un hombre que se cortó la cabeza grupo videos porno go look grupo darse cuenta en lugar de añadir dos personas accidentalmente añadido personas eliminar todos se distrajo videos asquerosos izquierda olvidados quitar amigos afortunadamente Lou amigos se disculpó accidentalmente añadidos a lo largo de la gente significa añadir dos respuestas disculpa uno extraño molesto uno pensado un poco raro pero divertido resto izquierdo leer no han leído mensajes sin embargo im maldito amigos preocupados odio pensar im extraño accidentalmente añadido grupo chat de repente se volvió super raro bruto rápido tomó mucho tiempo amigos im mal perder amigos más cercanos errores estúpidos im super ansioso siempre preocuparse secretamente odio im seguro hacer realmente lo siento sonidos como desastre necesario decir tal vez conseguir ayuda decir siguiente algo |
want hug someone close eyes peace rest foreveri tired now tired everything like nothing gives joy anymore dont know else say thats it guess wanted say something somewhere guess | [
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"want hug someone close eyes peace rest foreveri tired now tired everything like nothing gives joy anymore dont know else say thats it guess wanted say something somewhere guess"
] | 32 | Quiero abrazar a alguien ojos cerrados paz descanso para siempre cansado ahora cansado todo como nada da alegría ya no sé más decir que adivina que quería decir algo en algún lugar adivinar |
@LaTeaDolly So he sews better than you? At least the best thing about it is you both learn together. | [] | [
"@LaTeaDolly So he sews better than you?At least the best thing about it is you both learn together."
] | 28 | @LaTeaDolly ¿Así que cose mejor que tú?Al menos lo mejor de todo es que ambos aprendan juntos. |
Chopped up peppers (poblano) and cheese (oaxaca) for 2morrow; still goin with it, JP! | [] | [
"Chopped up peppers (poblano) and cheese (oaxaca) for 2morrow; still goin with it, JP!"
] | 30 | Pimientos cortados (poblano) y queso (oaxaca) para mañana 2; todavía va con él, JP! |
wanna kill badi feel worthless everyone abandoned me everyone try meet doesnt care hate me everyone hates me fuckin keep going try get better drives farther cliff | [
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"wanna kill badi feel worthless everyone abandoned me everyone try meet doesnt care hate me everyone hates me fuckin keep going try get better drives farther cliff"
] | 30 | Querer matar a Badi Se siente inútil Todo el mundo me abandonó Todo el mundo trata de conocer No importa me odia Todo el mundo me odia mierda Seguir tratando de conseguir mejores conduce más lejos acantilado |
im happy want diei got sober ago im happy im healthy love people life love life love everything future might become disgusted disappointed exhausted at whatwhom why sure hell know pit lower part chest hard concrete feels like crushing unity desolation loneliness hopelessness physically feel it despair involves matter well doing well think doing self harming often usually life getting better get happier spent whole week people love love me spent whole week things love good me spent whole week thinking moment would right moment cut neck spent every moment outside house wishing back bathroom razor hand ran fingernail across site im going cut good friends wanted either get locked psych ward tear fucking neck open wanted cry want die want live everything feels tasteless tiring even though everything beautiful exactly be feel powerless urge know going kill me kill im control myself always control myself tiring fighting myself hate happening actually love im might go wrote redflag notes want die feel like cant fight anymore | [
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"im happy want diei got sober ago im happy im healthy love people life love life love everything future might become disgusted disappointed exhausted at whatwhom why sure hell know pit lower part chesthard concrete feels like crushing unity desolation loneliness hopelessness physically feel it despair involves matter well doing well think doing self harming often usually life getting better get happier spent whole week people love love me spent whole week things love good me spent whole week thinking moment would right moment cut neck spent every moment outside house wishing back bathroom razor hand ran fingernail across site im going cut good friends wanted either get locked psych ward tear fucking neck open wanted cry want die want live everything feels tasteless tiring even though everything beautiful exactly be feel powerless urge know going kill me kill im control myself always control myself tiring fighting myself hate happening actually love im might go wrote redflag notes want die feel like cant fight anymore"
] | 182 | Im happy want diei got sobria ago im happy im saludable amor gente vida amor vida todo futuro puede convertirse en asco decepcionado agotado en lo que es por qué seguro infierno sabe pit parte inferior pecho duro hormigón se siente como aplastamiento unidad desolación soledad desesperanza físicamente sentir que la desesperación implica materia bien hacer bien pensar haciendo daño a sí mismo a menudo vida cada vez mejor pasarse la semana entera la gente amor amor me pasó toda la semana cosas amor bien me pasó toda la semana pensamiento momento correcto corte cuello pasado cada momento fuera de casa deseando volver cuarto de baño rasurado mano corrida uñas a través de sitio im va corte buenos amigos quería o bien conseguir cerrado sala de psiquiatría lagrima cuello abierto deseo llorar quiero morir quiero vivir todo se siente sin sabor cansado incluso aunque todo lo hermoso exactamente ser impotente impulso saber matarme matar control yo mismo siempre control yo mismo cansado luchar conmigo mismo odio sucediendo realmente amor im puede ir escribió notas quiero morir siento como no puedo luchar más |
people get upset talk bottom dysphoriasurgery hi im eighteen year old afab agender person bad bottom dysphoria im trying get surgery completely remove vagina feminine bits leaving smooth crotch hole pee of ive known wanted parts gone body since young i tried glue shut thirteen live new york which queer positive city feel comfortable talking queer subjects bottom surgery dysphoria always something ive causios talking outside house im afraid people say mentioned wanting void genitals recently close freind who trans himself became super weirded worried me thought would supportive said really hurtful stuff it fault dont hate him feel cold alone know people weirded dysphoria enby people nullification surgery thing even cissys get it still havnt even mentioned bottom issues girl like think ill ever able get girlfriend mind like is | [] | [
"people get upset talk bottom dysphoriasurgery hiim eighteen year old afab agender person bad bottom dysphoria im trying get surgery completely remove vagina feminine bits leaving smooth crotch hole pee of ive known wanted parts gone body since young i tried glue shut thirteen live new york which queer positive city feel comfortable talking queer subjects bottom surgery dysphoria always something ive causios talking outside houseim afraid people say mentioned wanting void genitals recently close freind who trans himself became super weirded worried me thought would supportive said really hurtful stuff it fault dont hate him feel cold alone know people weirded dysphoria enby people nullification surgery thing even cissys get it still havnt even mentioned bottom issues girl like think ill ever able get girlfriend mind like is"
] | 166 | La gente se molesta hablar fondo disforiacirugía hiim dieciocho años afab agender persona malo fondo disforia im tratar de conseguir cirugía completamente quitar vagina partes femeninas dejando suave entrepierna agujero pis de ive conocidos partes perdidas cuerpo desde joven he tratado de pegamento cerrado trece vivo Nueva York que que queer positiva ciudad se siente cómodo hablando sujetos queer abajo cirugía disforia siempre algo ive causa hablando fuera houseim miedo la gente dice mencionó querer genitales vacíos recientemente cerca freind que trans mismo se volvió súper extraño me preocupó pensar apoyar dijo cosas realmente hirientes culpa no lo odio solo sabe la gente extraño disforia enby personas nula cirugía cosa incluso cisys lo hacen todavía havnt incluso mencionó problemas de fondo chica como pensar enfermo nunca capaz conseguir novia mente como es |
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"latest movie watched filler gtefrrrrrrrrrrrrr curios"
] | 16 | última película visto relleno gtefrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrcurios |
hey basicly feel like fucked everything everyone went university cov work weekends take care little brother cuz mom work could go kindergarden suffer sad depressions completle lost study way practice companies etc bought car lots malfunctions poped up mom wants house cuz adult y according go live gf find self flat gf lives parents grandpa flats suuuuper expensive live even video games super unlucky luck gf super amazing problem we feel like luck cuz almost died newborns somehow still here sometimes wish died live shit af worldpower sex money hungry world hate life soooo much feel good get fucked world everything unlucky | [
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"hey basicly feel like fucked everything everyone went university cov work weekends take care little brother cuz mom work could go kindergarden suffer sad depressions completle lost study way practice companies etc bought car lots malfunctions poped up mom wants house cuz adult y according go live gf find self flat gf lives parents grandpa flats suuuuper expensive live even video games super unlucky luck gf super amazing problem we feel like luck cuz almost died newborns somehow still here sometimes wish died live shit af worldpower sex money hungry world hate life soooo much feel good get fucked world everything unlucky"
] | 133 | Hey basicamente sentir como follada todo todo todo lo que fue universidad cov trabajo fines de semana tener cuidado pequeño hermano cuz mamá trabajo podría ir kindergarden sufrir triste depresiones completar estudio manera prácticas empresas etc compró coches lotes mal funcionamientos poped up mamá quiere casa cuz adulto y según go live gf encontrar uno mismo plano gf vidas padres abuelo pisos suuuper caro en vivo incluso videojuegos super mala suerte gf super increíble problema nos sentimos como suerte cuz casi muertos recién nacidos de alguna manera aquí a veces deseo muerto vivir mierda af mundo poder sexo dinero hambre mundo odio vida sooooo mucho sentirse bien conseguir jodido mundo todo desafortunado |
whoa whoa whoa listening to Miyavi's new song SuperHero for about the 9th time today! -swoons- that's one amazing Japanese boy | [] | [
"whoa whoa whoa listening to Miyavi's new song SuperHero for about the 9th time today!-swoons-that's one amazing Japanese boy"
] | 35 | ¡Whoa whoa whoa escuchando la nueva canción de Miyavi SuperHero por la novena vez hoy! |
last time got flu shot like today yis absolutely terrified get flu shot cause remember hurting really bad last time lol filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler blah blah blah | [] | [
"last time got flu shot like today yis absolutely terrified get flu shot cause remember hurting really bad last timelol filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler blahblah blah"
] | 47 | la última vez que le dispararon a la gripe como hoy yes absolutamente aterrorizado conseguir la vacuna contra la gripe causa recordar el daño muy mal relleno relleno relleno relleno relleno relleno relleno relleno relleno relleno blablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablablabla |
Just one puff of #cannabis 'could ease #depression, #stress and #anxiety' https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/6137739/cannabis-ease-depression-stress-anxiety/ ⦠| [
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"Just one puff of #cannabis 'could ease #depression, #stress and #anxiety' https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/6137739/cannabis-ease-depression-stress-anxiety/ â¦"
] | 65 | Sólo una gota de #cannabis 'podría aliviar la depresión, #estrés y #ansiedad' https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/6137739/cannabis-asease-depression-stress-ansiedad/Â |