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[ "end sufferinghave anyone lost feeling meaningless live anyone anyone stopped feeling miserable longer period time suffering past years hoping feelings would disappear however happened im lossing hope better days im basically stuck misery" ]

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[ "always soft spot disney flick another part live actionpart animation entries sought recreate success mary poppins never quite made it grade school every would movie day whole school would crowd cafeteria movie would projected oldfashioned way multiple reels all time seemed like momentous occasion whenever day arrived bedknobs broomsticks one movies remember seeing waybr br and remember quite charming angela lansbury never put name anything least competent winning witch magic bed boy could misconstrued it take couple young kids magic adventures faroff places come on kid want bed like that br br grade" ]

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[ "fuck boris johnson fuck making schools go back march th wont time play games instead work" ]

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[ "would like know the outsiders australian tv series ever released dvd sometime future music title theme available cdbr br there one series episodes drama gone least three even four series totalbr br the young german actor series also german tv series called black forest clinic aired uk english dialogue superimposed lipsync br br i look forward hearing comments tv industry personnel questions thank advance" ]

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[ "tired itim almost still virgin never kissed never date im tired much try make change doesnt go bars speed dating try online dating apps nothing im fat ugly im worthless sucks friend group cant get girl always hearing youre great guy make one happy time im end even like could probably please girl size dick im worthless one way point continuing alone sad forcing happy every day im tired everything" ]

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[ "were talking nature teacher saying tortured tormented abused think bdsm aaaaaaaaa" ]

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[ "keep goingive wanting kill lately actually long time went googling trying find different methods ones maybe wont hurt much others frankly im done pain ive pain emotional pain whole life nothing going me nothing working out dont normal life dont people loves makes want better anyway googling read something along lines stop decide want die grab pen piece paper write love write love listen favorite songs open old photos look good memories im gonna stop there broke me kidding me love one bonds onemaybe someone cares me one loves back way dont love anything either im type person ambitions dreams that hate world society everything works listening favorite songs wont shit me make crytheyre sad songs looking memories me one make new memories old ones past thats nothing painful yes even say ityes mental problems dont even mention things valnurable person beg to idea long ive holding cant see bright side things", "anymore im constantly unhappy ive always been mandatory live like this people doesnt feel like never ever know amount pain might young know im never gonna love living way made world be im sorry world beautiful hate it basically new times slaves calling real slaves million times worse im aware anyone want helpful pm ways go out get would wanna talk it dont waste time want know methods maybe wouldnt endure worst pains last task have" ]

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[ "back againnd night row tonight worse found exgirl friend cheated me crutch im done" ]

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[ "woah buckarooo make one damned girl bad boy funny memes im gonna hand one way ticket supersargasso sea" ]

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[ "please help someone stole like bucks pokemon wednesday i small time martial arts studiotrading w frien ly realised got back sounded pretty said realized told one instructors happened reason told memories elementary school friends avoid looking petty" ]

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[ "world reali really feel like time posting last cry help thats even possible really smart know everything highschool teaching already cant focus enough actually it im failing everything except band love friends despite trying hard make girl almost anorexicly skinny would call attractive enough friend try talk parents always busy talk usually wathing tv mom laptop day doesnt even job reality become video games retreat terrible lifemy place friends which mom calls fake friends know people worse buy cannot stand life become way is rely fake world id rather live all slit wrists tonight get back homeive read lot realised otjer people seem similar" ]

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[ "gods planeverything happens reason everything good bad part gods plan want kill myself logic means god wants kill myself god hates want exist otherwise want kill badly god wanted holocaust hurricane katrina happen god wants babies raped tortured god wants suffering sickness horror god evilmaybe im evil god wants save world way knows how maybe world suddenly fix stop poisoning it" ]

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[ "alonelife lost magic hopefulness felt nothing look forward to one talk to cant help feel cant trust anyone people really dont care unless benefiting someway posted something week ago felt embarrassed deleted it feel alone lost dont really know else turn anymore pray every night life end dont understand anyone really manages pull depression dont care better anymore honestly believe people destined alone unhappy matter efforts make better everything gone wrong wish could courage end it" ]

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[ "life probably best ever finally got friends rely on well school starting new job everything could want yet still want die feel like nothing ever going make happy point life going great still want die" ]

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[ "ende endeim writing ahead time incase fail grade friends know recover fail im cornered isolated hopeless meds helping make tired lightheaded sorry more ende ende" ]

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[ "become tired fighting fight depression many years keep goingits battle uphill battle good daysbut really bad days start going hill thenyou seem go backwards worse started" ]

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[ "u get good somethinglegitive taken art classes years random girl class last year school visual arts stuff draws x better ever could like god damn everything im bad literally cant good anything" ]

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[ "even distraught tired giving birthdayim calm im rational im overreacting im fucking tired overwhelmed ok deal stress birthday months im going quickly get with itll nice deal stress anymore least" ]

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[ "thigh highs hot everyone male femaleinbeetweengod look good hilight human firgure look really good" ]

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[ "even keep going im useless world hates ityesterday average day went work job friendly small talk fun colleagues shift over sat car drove home switched light set pc chair booting pc comparably good day could happy felt nothing went online played games talked online friends went bed woke next day went back pc looked steam profile page looking high level smile felt sad life im skyrocketing steam level compensate emptiness soul one real life friend hardly ever meet", "hes deeply buried uni work live alone pets interact neighbours online friends impressive steam account yet switch pc feel nothing nothing hobbies everything ever dedicated energy eventually dropped tried learn drawing express myself dropped picked bass make music dropped tried think third activity write here dropped lost motivation life day playing games chatting people never met life pass time work fast go back empty steam life online addiction probably started young five six years old got first pc game playing games way dad found interact me lot got drawn towards games more first always single player games thenth grade school discovered online gaming fun new exciting totally emptied anything else interest in spent hundreds maybe thousands bucks pixels neglecting everything else ever interest in top that seriously dislike job im number single cog machine instead something like im good at rot away company simple worker im pretty good english especially consider even native language yet never got make anything useful besides chatting people online first redflag thoughts came second year apprenticeship which different company job now five years ago now stood top floor warehouse looked ground floor jumping seemed like solution emptiness colleagues hated me vented anger every day already knew job nothing me wanted end thing kept away jumping fear pain landed stupid way survived seriously injured broken life even now stumbled back edge shook head went work ever since then wish could bring it minutes pain ends then keeps alive nothing really fear pain want end redeeming features nobody likes me parents divorced family shambles job crap cant get better one cant imagine id ever graduate better school bad maths cant end" ]

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[ "battled depression whole life realizing even depression fighting anymore realized truly place world belong anywhere loved anyone anything taking space burdening people think time go place world" ]

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[ "cat keeps ending allmy cat my parents care them thing keeps killing myself know baby wouldnt die without doesnt exactly love i new scratches arm looking cute little face admiring uniqueness shes crazy gives little boost serotonin need make another day literally cant sad looking cats cats dont career involves kitties animals dont feel purpose feel better knowing help cats animals wanted post maybe guys something like makes future little brighter maybe think thing think reason live taking care animals knowing need makes feel little less shitty little purposeful" ]

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[ "nearly always youi hate good enough live day day trying find things look forward" ]

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[ "give nword pass hi guys could kindly give nword pass would really appreciate it always wanted say nword would liberating finally able say repressing long btw im hispanic bad white right badsay nword anyway" ]

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[ "planned seeing movie however disappointed friend dragged along although real surprises here guys reasonably well obviously modest budgetbr br if seen trailer probably know expect type movie theres pretty constant stream jokes here couple classic moments highpoint probably excellent flashback guys like s also ive read elsewhere ending disappointment found refreshingly different expected genrebr br overall movie wont change life got enough laughs keep entertained throughout" ]

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[ "constant nausea tooth pain fever fatigue anxiety depression someone please help meim ive anxiety years ive depression years ive near constant debilitating nausea fatigue years teeth rotten decaying away week ago horrific tooth pain high fever started cant eat sleep left house almost year cant go doctors definitely dentist feel nauseated tired get up ive constant thoughts death redflag ive hospital times past suicidal thinking time want get done tooth killing bad radiating head throat tylenol helps sometimes pain going go away own need help like now im tired nauseous weakim tired fever pain somebody please help me" ]

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[ "main reason continuing live anymoreive struggling self harm im point im addictedit people always say addictions stay forever always fight dont want live rest life dealing burden self harm addictions frowned upon want live judgement family people dad drug addict issues always vowed nothing like him last night realized im exactly like awful father addictions im addicted self harm dont want associated addictions drugs people think differently whole life ive always wanted kids grow main reason staying alive could kids im awful like dad kids deserve mom ive always close mom drug talks made obvious fronds upon thought self harm addiction mom thinks im screw up nothing wrong great mom reason im screw purely fault family deserve burden like that crying thought go this im selfish thinking me shows im thinking myself genuinely think deserve deserve self harm genuinely understand anyone cares anymore going die eventually kill im inevitable think might take pills soon deserve deserve pain self harm" ]

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[ "want kill myself canteverytime get car want get wreck want die cant kill know people care would devastated died much worse killed myself get everyone says redflag selfish desire want anything anymore" ]

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[ "feeling lonely helplessone days spiraled suicidal thoughts again think worst over feel alone husband working overnight texted one friends wanted hurt myself left read feeling tired holding on" ]

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[ "even feel like personthe older get realize im meant alive cant anything normal theres excuse it cant talk people like normal person does cant even work dumb jobs without fucking every aspect it belong less less every year cant believe used good smart kid im even worth anything way die without mom feeling sad id gone im freaking sad" ]

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[ "considering trying put psych want talk someone whos oneim tired living hate everyone around cant anything right get much enjoyment anything ive tried talk others subreddit none anything me believe continue around family people hate ill end killing anyways feel like option psych ward redflag want talk someone psych ward minor make mind want also know put psych ward" ]

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[ "im actually really glad kurt cobain committed redflag idk would two days reason cant imagine middle aged fat depressed dude fell off im really glad things ended way tbh" ]

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[ "want die know howi know wrongim really tired here kinda attempted end everything today grew afraid even seem like attempt honestly excuses wanting die person weak mentality think family getting sick too sister closest person me getting tired telling thoughts every single day acting way which understand wouldve gotten tired long time ago mom dad gave lot me getting incredibly stressed attitude really see point hereim right see future myself im trying hard class know alive sometimes wish died even conscious wish life couldve given person wants live wish selfish human am im tired nuisance everyone else want anymore" ]

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[ "hello need helphi alcoholic trying stay sober now think could need help here someone would time would really appreciate it" ]

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[ "seems everyone wants jump bandwagon say maha go go gothe wordmachalike machpronounced maa kabr bri grew series early s la late lamented channel before tetsuwan atomu astro boy dating ol khj tv astro boy first tv example anime got statesi anime kid followed late s when itd become series badly animated talking heads phenomenon gotten worse nuff saidbr br as speed racer really enjoyed basics there pov shots cinematic aspects live action skillfully adopted animationthat fairly typical japanese anime back thengraphics graphics graphics take note sometime obviously series inspired stanley kramers film grand prix especially redone american creditsbr broh yeah original comics series based know speakbr br what animationwise besides crap like johnny questth ol stuff wed doin since shohumbr br", "i guess real problem hadhave way anime wasis shown american tv hatchet job done scripts credits etc sanitize american audiencesi go programs were talking speed herebr br look clowns like peter fernandez one culprits here responsible rewrites seriesnot mention voice speed racer x othersbetween goofs translux think felix cat mighty hercules oy vey took slick sophisticated show dropped level sesame street think cruncher bloch forthebird company skull duggeryif go ill pukebr br this series dates odd years ago i time keen enough feel insulted dumbingjapanese programsimean obvious someones getting killed either remove gloss overpleeeeezebr br good show originally sadly recent incarnations series crappy made korea look mention nauseatingly pc content even japanese outsource animation nowbr br try watchin original japanese opening youtube sometimeit sends chills spineif onlyoh wellrobert" ]

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[ "feel empty dayslast week found fiance year cheating me background met girl year ago really tough situation ex moved city home state dude work stuck ended falling her progressively minded butted heads family alot always stuck fought matter what ended moving studio apartment get away family im year old college student make month working lab could afford apartment times rough end bad falling dad thought worth fight me grandmotheragreedlet us move house long helped bills times good untill found cheating me asked leave new guy sleeps floor aunts apartment buy bus ticket coming wednesday ive living ever since killing me one hand feel betrayed im terrified well being dude job cant work subsists aunt know comfortable there love feel empty feel like whenever let someone always find someone better me fact ive come accept im never first choice anyone im piece st deserve happiness im worried cant sleep really want die cutting latelt think thing holding back want find body im afraid much would hurt im spiritual thats fear me ive researching painless ways death really want nothing pain emptiness go away forever" ]

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[ "im young stupidim honestly feel like idiot right now know whats hurting me know im depressed know probably reason depressed im successful school getting straight as year ive social ever before talking chicks going mates im beginning get independence end year chance tour japan schools music program cocurriculars sport debate mock trialim home none matters means anything good me im tryhard proper social interaction mum drinks spend time avoiding her complain dad worked hard send good school reason really im talking bottle wine night unreasonable blames shortcomings try talk her tell need love gets angry confrontational says im calling alcoholic grateful her blames issues says im fault her am really am depressed im white kid australia private school parents get along best least live house get straight as enough left give worth destroying response extra bottle wine drinks celebration keep trying all edited typo" ]

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[ "eeee im happy got custom rom running android phoneim happycool bye love yall stay safe lt also ask questions any" ]

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[ "feeling distant myselfi feel far away thoughts jumbled ive wanted run away keep thinking hurting god dammit wanna give in why" ]

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[ "im okay starting careim just really even want talk want straight kill ive tried made everyone miserable obviously failed even see point things anymore nothing gives joy hope like life one long day nothing ever changes im point want break things hurt just uh even know cant get im feeling words pointless try" ]

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[ "nice letter dont know begin pretty funny seem find one single copy willoh well one there hopefully seen whatever hi hello me a im probablywell right now dont know am lets say sleeping forever dont know quite say doesnt matter now it today february th days since knew without doubt mind found forever days since made mine you youre reading this thank everything proud listening growing up youre slowly learning lifeokayscary considering current state really seems like oxymoron failed yet", "youre hopefully still there mental health plagues me stress relationship like immense understand issue really way good enough anyone self esteem fixed you l thank you ever since december th though never recovered looking myself disgusted tried best succeeded what dont know wish able talk issues afraid driving away jealousy also makes incredibly hurt something didnt even need put extra time work for oh well cant hurt anymore dumb see everything wish respect me you fuck wrong people b grow pair something grow pair accept life stop spoiled father leave woman isnt worth time life anything dont care love destroy it doesnt feel her l wish knew felt feel you dont know unless alone relationships wont always alone get scared told something you listen please holy shit toxic mad first person wrath me why try hard cant bad cant happy consistently ever do dont know never know darkness seems comforting thanks everything sorry wish better boyfriend brother son student and person general cant all sorry cant fulfill failed path pursue sorry sorry" ]

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[ "heya w hey sorry bother you couldnt help notice youre feeling down cmere closer closer hugs got this may tough youre warrior inside get this whatever may be matter" ]

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[ "pleaseprobably gonna kill soon im stranded small town middle bumfuck nowhere theres option employment jobs here car broken cant get new one fix without job im allowed see son times month something mother did yet im one punished im running fight heredont friends really reason stay alive" ]

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[ "hiya im mental breakdown room drinking currently am honestly think life worth living anymore pet dying got harassed limited online grown adults im currently waiting get trauma therapy stuff happened past barely friends life shit hope yall okay though need help" ]

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[ "destined failure tragedy mom dies im years old im beside dies pneumonia from breast cancer chemo fail law school years debt age got pregnant gave birth months daughter dies hours alive cousin age gave birth healthy baby notifying us already months constantly cheated boyfriend coke heavily drank one even suspected pregnant true say happiest people oftentimes saddest ive told im funny witty really think thats coverup im sad lonely feel like evil woman using piggyback happy pain shes inflicting mealmost like scary movie sad endingone kill myself sit bathroom floor inlaws house cute lime green bodysuit ripped jeans numb legs tried therapist wanted refer psychiatrist instead give magical pills people told youre brave strong stop going big lifechanging scenarios fight smaller battles instead happy new year something bad happen year never easy win life" ]

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[ "going date crush going date crush asked out" ]

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[ "thicc water exists exists u problem swallowing" ]

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[ "beatles modern band would many beatles stans twitter omg ringo looks cute" ]

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[ "still betteri made post days ago watched rather extensively work home therapist see cannot prescribe medicines earliest psychiatrist appointment least weeks way get medicine need sooner ultradian rapid cycler bpd type fighting losing battle ive attempted times end last year last two times found blade still arm desire fight more true anchors left want stay alive broken hollow others insist staying alive hurts much" ]

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[ "hurts much ive suicidal thoughts recently getting major support therapy meds im already antidepressants werent working load things days ago constantly suicidal thoughts twice day cant begin describe agony happens sometimes ill put way extremely painful headache isnt physical im guessing mental hurts muchi cant stand it clutch head go floor crying far remember one else knows this cant stand physiatrist said depression like hardware brain change software thoughts feelings basically means im fighting depression whole life ive nearly whole life anyway planing redflag dont know stand whole lifetime" ]

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[ "helpi lost job covid situation didnt enough capital put lt business money run out ive sold stocks dont penny name bank balance job k debt th january ive got worth direct debits pay way so debt increasing day please please please give ideas get money up feel trapped" ]

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[ "think im donehi name micheal years oldi started using drugs drinking anything get fucked screw push evrybody me lost lot friends good friendsmy mom prostitute found fucked brain problems sexual abuse also fucked brain never told one cant get dark stuff head years cant stand anymore" ]

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[ "never together pointhuman beings suppose find couple someone feels good someone know forever lonely see point anymore except finding gun rope ending all" ]

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[ "woke emotional pain horrendousi dont know much longer this want sleep forever" ]

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[ "minor spoilers followbr br this movie even odd unconventional songs second floor main character follow around plot conventional way emphasis happy end crowdpleasing words roy andersson back vengeance instead falling back convention fixed formula roy andersson concentrates film around idea go idea is even get it promise see greatest visual depth ever put film majestic scenes songs pale comparison here work visual splendorbr br so kind fellow man we living power change lives least thought saw final scene movie inhumane bomber planes sweeping city film take lives away br br and course forget see movie gets limited release near you one movies actually power make better person like de sicas bicycle thieves warm humanistic film" ]

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[ "sitting car random parking lot thinking driving head traffic right nowim ashamed go hospital put redflag watch dumb shit fucking stupid doea look umyeah im contemplating killing myselfyeahim really bad spot feel likw id get weirdfucking look um ok ill end fucking pissed feeling looking dumb regretting going" ]

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[ "goddamn uselessim told gifted life know am done nothing it absolutely nothing went mediocre public liberal arts college dropped years easy boring desire go back school cannot make work hard enough anything enjoy it enjoy partying hanging friends im lot socially competent years ago small comfort friends going world writing magazines blogs starting bands getting big im still stuck knowing want do felt completely worthless person year now notion selfworth strongly connected success person cannot successful opinon knowive always hard getting impossible bear know people given much done little it feel kind like ready end all" ]

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[ "fucking panic attack shower recommend was taking hot shower middle hot sunday start think feeling loneliness ive long you guess much social distancing helped nothing extraordinary years old never kissed girlvery afraid talk new people im working therapy talked friends while felt joy year etc suddenly realize heart beating fast fast someone standing shower first time happened never got used it start focus breathing and while heart goes less desperate rhythm gotta say man think depresso pills job wish could stop feeling like time dont worry intend carbonara sayonara" ]

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[ "baka mitai gotta idiot band home alone go hand hand know ive foolhttpsyoutubeziwrvmvomi also sing end video" ]

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[ "introductionthis post cry help im looking end life right minute depressed suicidal varying degrees years guess see place might frequent then thought get little story there first suicidal thoughts id depressed years then never put much thought redflag junior high one teammates committed redflag opened eyes knew must felt felt too ultimate solution thoughts plan rest junior high high school kept hunting rifle single bullet would end room spent lot time thinking where sitting night loading unloading gun testing way could hold rifle get job done would range gun safety know want hurt others know people say matter bad it matter low are life get better know future holds", "well no know future holds thats supposed give hope people help hang on problem future always bright worse thought life turning around end high school thought made dark time things looking up years depression already lead dark path came head brought crashing down say life get better put effort work improve situation ive done last years ive gutted out put best forward changed better ive put effort improving life showing others ever thought me none matters someone power always hold put back place sure people care love me enough society general hates me friends left me matter do never reach potential life killing inside last months life hardest yet courts struck down want see ive done life power let go yeah context makes sense trust me job decent dead end cant ever see escaping stress piling unbearable levels lately wife loves me family life nothing constant stress weve done fix it seem much hope theres go escape low life become options left unexplored make things better life many years choose accept tough end it im smart enough know whats wrong me smart enough know options have smart enough know life crap many ways continue be sometimes wish could understand much blissfully unaware happy longer rifle bullet im sure id gone now would take one rash decision plan end life timetable would take day preparation purposely done thats safety net end life itll thought thought right time would take prepare no warning never post saying ive set timedate im attention happen ill probably posting threads im antiredflag think last resort hope mods accept always posting happy replies trying cheer people giving false hope im honest others sometimes honesty pretty think situation get better im going tell too im years road initial thoughts redflag things turn around everyone says ive hurt many people around along way ill honest could talk year old self say hang things get better id tell self much look forward to save others hurt next years", "it" ]

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[ "think people around ideaim always surrounded people work i work fairly big retailer none idea whats going head getting harder hide it friends momment getting better anything getting worse way feel good drugs thats time feel anything close happyness remember quite happy before seem truly happy im surround people like friends either hanging someones house them longer getting point yet again want end it failedattempt weeks ago decided try and carry on trying survive working social skills getting new friends almost impossible know go meet either im constantly alone room feel lonely want guts properly time one live like this every day torture" ]

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[ "whats rebellious illegal stupid thing ever done teenager fake tickets i print countrys tickets dollars look stores serve children if country small stores and bought things forged total dollarsin country worth more even money wanted feel adrenaline also stole expensive pens supermarkets next week stole backpack worth dollars karma bitch know anyone done stupid things" ]

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[ "horny tonight need bonked big time ive horny past hours bad rn" ]

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[ "getting bad feel drowning dont see point swimming tried multiple times already everytime make difference try closest friends randomly decided ghost grounded weeks relapsed night theres nothing im rlly fighting anymore dont rlly know im posting this maybe someone give wholesosome award" ]

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[ "people praise sidewalks keeping streets nooses help keep hitting rock bottom legal reasons redflag never answer struggling depression suicidal thoughts find trusted person confide in seek help" ]

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[ "tf desired compensation probably really dumb f filling first job application im realizing concept money dont even know even importantim freaking out anyway minimum wage part time job would first one ik probably dumb one help figured one people would know something idk im overreacting" ]

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[ "sons sentenced life prison adelle debbie reynolds helen shirley winters begin receiving threatening phone calls someone fells sons got easy pair decides move california escape publicity trial start new life start dance school soon successful one students rich unmarried father adelle quickly falls love meantime helen busy raising rabbits becoming little infatuated evangelist radio mater time everything falls apart women enter world madness murderbr br cant help compare whats matter helen whoever slew auntie roo also starring shelly winters movie seemed almost restrained presentation auntie roos madness theres nothing holding helen back movie may take good deal movies running time snaps helen one bad mad mutha want mess her winters delightfully demented impossible enjoy performance im going spoil movie things helen capable totally overthetopbr br good winters is reynolds totally ridiculous role golddigging tap dancer got impression thought movie would get nominated award aint citizen kane quit acting serioushey debbie realize main purpose victim winters insanitybr br love formerfemalestarsinthetwilightoftheircareer horror movies whats matter helen fun any" ]

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[ "guess asked crush thats sure uhead_hunter" ]

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[ "hard work towards future even want iteat healthy exercise everyday get skinny what getting skinny for mortician study hard complete assignments get good college who plan live long maintain friendships keep touch people people hurt im gone fuck shit man" ]

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[ "como dijo vladimir una paja dormir como dijo vladimir una pajadormir" ]

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[ "ensemble piece adults return formulative summer camp youth quiet entrant exiter cinemas autumn id say shamebut againsome better movies quiet releases get much hype praisebr br diane lanekevin pollackelizabeth perkinsvincent spanojulie warnerbill paxtonkimberly williamsmatt craven alan arkinwho painfully good here group actors flesh roles people grown old goodbad funny memories summers gone past film covers gambit emotionsmostly pleasantand film never hammers away viewer feel characters feelingpreferring allow viewer enter memories own since movie viewer bristles bluntlybrazen manipulation filmsthis something appreciate writerdirector mike binderbr br this films great cheap renta good main rent even pretty sit theater flick might run across tvand would definitely suggest looksee" ]

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[ "want really selfishim teen really hate everything myself hate talk look dress entire personality etc want way body stress constantly school none means literally anything id much rather kill work essay another secondim sad time im really not know im ugliest person im fairly talented musician gig semi regularly nice body bcuz lift etc happy im friends none like much like them ill put straight terrible crush one bestfriends shes one thing motivates im aware would never work matter do matter happy get always reminded life work reward ends honestly id rather die right work try best another years situation end without potential now xoxo" ]

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[ "f know im bored asf hit ur unpopular opinionyeah guys super unpopular thoughts opinions wanna talk hmu talk im talk literally anything opinion point view long chill everything maybe convince im wrong ill convince wrong maybe well agree lmao never really knowyeahim lot different stuff like music play piano guitar im star wars superhero stuff read fantasy books comics bunch draw mostly digital sometimes traditional too cheerlead play lacrosse volleyball also made list stuff fairly strong opinions talk try change mind cant think anything talk about racism religion modern music relationships sexism colorism patriotism politics privilege mental health family success education anything else think also like wanna talk whatever im talk whatever wanna yep pm please" ]

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[ "girlfriend supportive honest embarrasses meive honest suicidal thoughts understands hate putting her hate knows now want treat differently feel bad me told intending vent feel like attention seeker feel shame" ]

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[ "promise martin donovan playing jesus was quite honestly enough get see film definitely worthwhile clever funny without overdoing it lowquality filming probably appropriate effect ended little jarring ending sounded like pbs program hartley still many memorable lines great moments judge harshly" ]

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[ "birthday filler filler filler turned today simultaneously feels wrong like close adult also glad things like drive senior high school know right feel right" ]

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[ "begin with loved gta kanal lot classic jokes including unlucky guy canoe always seems wrong place wrong time still acting guy gta kanal movie opinion hes performance funny first movie fact notice much all thing made think bad movie choice boats movie race boats sure speedy make waves like big floating mansions used first movie liked old ones better new boats makes one last scenes look ridiculous man canoe suddenly jumps evade big waves small speedy boats truly minus accept were living sweden anymore movie also contains bit violence first onealthough movie great all ive concentrated cons disappointed rest movie expectations go see it worth money" ]

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[ "types people subreddit people worship amp people consider bane existence ur third type person majority never seen u dont care dont tell imhavin moment" ]

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[ "ex girlfriend kills point living either cannot stop thinking drowning pool know could figure sure would painful end dead anyway matter want drown" ]

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[ "first thought man invented shovel had ground breaking" ]

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[ "subreddit much better night idk posts funnier even though arent many them" ]

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[ "lonely feel useless whats pointnot sure start here found today ive weighing options head kill try get help seem feasible me part thinks get help going make fit anywhere suddenly make people like months cant see change life significantly im living city adore moved country five years ago city nearly year it however feels city thing have family here people never stay friends year best know cant take odd moods when let guard depression anxiety is im girl im gayive proper relationship dated girl months two years ago broke off really probably best never would worked ive fallen couple girls since then initially liking me decide dont one closest i use term loosely friend one girl time last year staying place instead travelling work incredibly happy several considered dates things going greatim quite sure even wants friends me could tell becoming distant earlier year march told felt got youreamazing personbut im sick people give shit telling im amazing", "disappearing life hear family much family have used speak dad skype time however life changed new partner years ago months go without us speaking place feel needed work also socialising know good thing like people work time even always enjoy work itself outside work feel existence pointless im important necessary part anybody elses life think dying think people would eventually notice would work think every makes sad im overweight incredibly enough im comfortable doctor told lose weight ive tried dieting made hungry tried going gym got boredit im thinking trying couch k dunno arsed junk food vice drink smoke drugs instead ill junk food seems much simpler end it though im sure go it stand rail platform want either jump rails electrocuted front train pulls in think jumping infront traffic think drowning river tried actually anything since teenager tried choke several times span couple years would feel terrified afterwards thought maybe trying cbt ive read help depression anxiety get really anxious nervous social situations point leave cry hyperventilate outside event tonight thought id enjoy didnt aware person made uncomfortable situations im fine own", "otherwise id never go anywhere anything thats usually things everyone else mostly well were really expected socialise gigs walks lectures stuff like that antidepressants couple years now dosage halved months ago thought feeling better im thinking ill need revers continue on want find peace hurt anymore apologies cohesive lot thoughts head share somehow someone" ]

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[ "year olds last wordsim done im done fuck this fuck life want over want someone need something need something go on yet im here cant wait tomorrow morning nice little accident highway cant wait seriously though u know me find im sorry cant go on cant live like thisim sorry isnt fault may continue ever could love jacob" ]

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[ "know closing eyes sleep higher chance fall asleep compared opening eyes thank later" ]

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[ "coin collectors like hmmyes rhis coin" ]

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[ "fun fact belle delphine made big younger watched room tour thinking cute without knowing living rewatched realized meant cutesy yt video th grader watch" ]

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[ "oh fucking god idk felt like yelling clean room would literally rather blow brains clean room amount hate hold cleaning u g h aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa wanna sleep sum deep clean whole ass bedroom ughhhhh" ]

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[ "nearly k main cant get karma alt mustve lost touch" ]

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[ "yearold sexually confused otaku failing school relationships friends lifeso recently ive finally realizing shitty life going people always telling smart am really feel way grades pretty bad might even graduate point let alone get colleges ive wanting go since particularly care friends theyre always treating like shit gets old awhile really getting me ive never relationship looking hopeless right too top off im sure im gay cant tell anyone family friends would disown me worst part even sure feel like everything ive tried working future me broke alone living shitty apartment job friends ive tried change make things better nothing works usually ends horribly know anymore redflag looking like viable option everyday" ]

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[ "alan johnson don cheadle successful dentist shares practice business partners alan also loving wife jada pinkett smith two daughter camille lache smith imani hakim also let parents stay huge apartment new york city somehow feels life somewhat empty one ordinary day city sees old college roommate charlie fireman adam sandler alan seen charlie years alan tries befriends charlie again charlie lonely depressed man hides true feelings people cares him since charlie unexpectedly loses family plane crash one planes september alan nearly feels comfortable charlie alan mentions things past charlie turns violent towards alan anyone mentions deceased family alan tries help charlie tries make life little easier himself alan finds making charlie talking true feelings difficult expectedbr br written directed mike bender blankman indian summer upside anger made wonderfully touching human drama moments sadness truth comedy", "well sandler offers impressive dramatic performance sandler offers dramatic role paul thomas andersons punchdrunk love cheadle excellent usual pinkett smith fine alans supportive wife liv tyler also good young psychiatrist saffron burrows quite good beautiful odd lonely woman wild crush alan film sadly box office disappointment despite great reviews cast firstrate here writing director wonderful russ t alsobrooks terrific widescreen cinematography movie great nyc locations film makes new york beautiful city look picturebr br dvd sharp anamorphic widescreen transfer gooddolby digital surround sound dvd also jam session sandler cheadle featurette photo montage previews expecting dvd features like audio commentary track director deleted scenes reign me certainly one best films came year sure movie looked great big screen sadly chance see theater also kind movie plays welldvd film good soundtrack well plenty familiar faces supporting roles bitparts even director bitpart byran sugarman whos actor himself reign me one underrated pictures year also best sandler film taste since the wedding singer miss it hd widescreen" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "think gonna final post onlineive anxiety years now ive struggled cope it year old im new world get it need slow think anyway really given up brother dad abusive know what really wanted lovethem miss feeling hugged dad brothers voice havent house whats going year first christmas without either them ive lost friends online connections im garbage skill try learn becoming increasingly paranoid think hear voices people dark ive accepted redflag im medicated seretonin never helped first place id rather commit redflag dog dies live heart fuck anxiety fuck antifa fuck school goodbye internet" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "reaching difficultim difficult situation im treated mental illnesses ive struggling undiagnosed since child get suicidal ideation lot sucks hate it hate mind making feel weak get frustrated idea people expect okay im meds therapy easy sometimes feel worst want hurt most think reach intense services get scared feel sick live parentsim literally mid s feel like would ruin life did" ]

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[ "want overi dedicated relationship girl like also likes me talking girl several years finally built courage ask wanted spend time together said no supposed do tried exercising working person fee uncomfortable skin almost like dont know could know anyone else please help want someone get old im aging fear im slave fate" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "hate peoplei cant stand anyone suicidal thoughts every day able get help socialize hate everyone see doesnt help either like every human same useless disgusting thing end everyone selfish noone actually cares others noone tries empathy try seem so" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "friend cutting know shehes probably starting think redflaglike title says friend cuts theyre genderfluid ill using throughout post sometimes makes jokes like i enough adhd medicine kill myself things like that shes getting therapy dont think getting better made insta account thats venting posting pics cutting want help idk how call redflag hotline tell parents idkim really scared might one day commit redflag think part reason really come genderfluid yet real life friends idk else openly lesbianat least girlbasically likes girls idk else wrong situationshes depressed one smartest people class best clarinet player band really nice friends well wonder reason killed yet want hurt friends sorry giant wall text formatting im mobile worried her" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "wish deadi cant fucking sleep know im yelling sea people feel similarly man wish dead waking every day looking fucking mirror brings dread thing keeping fear comes death animals good friends feel like hate im pathetic dont even know im writing thisim tired want kill fucking bad cant im fucking loser broke streak self harming like years couple days ago looking cuts wrist forearm makes feel fucking stupid worthless dont know it bleed cry nobody cares feel like im stuck rock hard place mind mental fucking prison one day ill die due natural causes ill die fucking killed depressing dont know worse people know celebrating life without knowing whole story pitying taking life life isnt enjoyable hasnt many years im tired tired pretending everything ok tired pretending life worth living seeing slowly lose interest stuff used love fucking sad waking morning sleep days end exhausting pulling bed tiring thought go get another job quarantined makes stressed head feels like jumbled mess fucking thoughts cant control dont want fucking work life away die", "idk id rather fucking do id rather throw towel say forget kill myself isnt worth it im fucking tired mentally drained feel selfish seeing people going worse things me life fine hate living dont care futureim tired caring tired living idk" ]

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[ "stay focused school online classes prerecorded classes watch whenever please however procrastination keeps making anything else besides schoolwork watching classes homework advice" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "advice pleasei psych ward due redflag attempt essentially police officer detained brought hospital hospital assessed trying vague trying kill try dodge questions bit first told honest thought dishonest told best way get tell happened never anyone talk talked samaritans wanted kill gave every detail problem told involved told bit suicidal time happened without mental illness ended redflag watch psych ward every detail told psychiatric record every doctor nurse assess ashamed personal also worried redflag watch hospital would ruin career opportunities cause troubles life future every conversation recorded trust ppl need somone talk expect open anymore im tired need get kill asap realised living sample observed want know going killim discharged not problem made felt suicidal personal never told anyone problem happened since last months unfair involved problem even know someone tried kill herself opposite bed said doesnt want apparently gonna make things worse need fake want get advice please need advice suicidal quite already thought got someone talk getting things chest first trying plan get back feet get much" ]

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[ "comment ill reply edit make look icky ask literally questions ill answer" ]