Datasets:

Intuit-GenSRF

/

joangaes-depression-es

like 0

[]

[ "realized expensive gaming laptops pcs gotten post much wondering minimum price could get setup run minecraft discovered point low end setup awhile ago upper mid range man time goes fast" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "think suicide frequently sick sad angry miserable cure happens next sick struggling every day" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "im beyond helpnothings ever helped me ive never gotten conversation article internet thinking redflag bad choice ive several meds handful mental health professionals either work made feel worse going years going get better because im trapped situation realistic resolutionim tired hopeless anything help me broken far past recovery why ive never enough justify fucked head know even matters anymore hope is almost anyone says survived severe depression adds theyre still depressed suicidal just often plan follow come monday felt really lonely" ]

[]

[ "woman black tv adaptation susan hills modern classic ghost story published years earlier film made sadly film released dvd far aware deleted vhs availability direct contrast popularity amongst know horror films story revolves around events seaside community early th century young solicitor sent firm conclude affairs recently deceased widow died isolated marshland estate thought would routine probably tedious task turns nightmare discovers old woman haunted death ghosts past content rest story told subtle concise way never selfindulgent flashy overexpositional obviously tight budget may contributed nononsense approach story needs works well see scares said that one particularly terrifying scene relies visual works perfection watched film day still gave nightmares nearly week later love terrified must get hold watch copy woman black" ]

[]

[ "little discord community going anyone wants chat real come hang pretty blunt afraid dm interested may take bit respond sleep" ]

[]

[ "words seriously enough convey emotional power film one wrenching ever see yet ending one loving tender emotionally fulfilling could hope for every actor every role terrific especially wise understated jamie lee curtis tightly wound anguished ray liotta heartstopping turn tom hulce every award book hes pick s best actor danny pearys alternate oscars last half hour borders melodrama film earns every one tearsand unless made stone plenty them" ]

[]

[ "titties amazing dude thats thats whole post appreciate since made night" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "think im going tomorrowi know im years old ive suicidal thoughts six months now house girlfriend fight lot much common her job cant seem keep one money biggest problem life know blame that really wish went school even good scholarship course take advantage that worked shitty jobs bought shitty house am theres reasons post care explain know feel like cant anything improve life right now car gone shit even get job get there know think im done trying" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "boredom frustrationi longer live anymore past years ive gotten bored living everyday like broken record played fucking repeat im tired it really am everyday wake exact time go school work fucking balls get way tired anything else nothing life enjoyable anymore desire end things grows stronger stronger everyday easy end thing fling building done it days better others sometimes smile laugh within short period time feel dreaded sense boredom again everyday want lock room stay there dont want talk anyone see anyone want curl bed never fucking wake up im tiredim tired really dont think left survive anymore think im truly done life thread holding back disappointment id imaging seeing everyone elses eyes shouldnt even complaining anyways born loving family parents always nice me treats much love friends forever grateful for enough anymore might make sound greedy feel greedy needy time also weird blob behind fucking brain haunting everyday screeching want fucking shot head really dont know anymore maybe build courage actually might pussy go fucking cycle again wish something bad happen world would relieve responsibility" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "hit rock bottomthe pandemic fired job girlfriend loved much leaving me barely stand father anymore hes insufferable cruel really want die idk ever drag this" ]

[]

[ "film one best creepy yet intriguing performances crispin glover dennis hopper reagan years pretty bleak lot people teenagers flick really captured desperation despair welldirected great script apparently based true story really see weaknesses this opening shot brilliantbr br keanu reeves decent change miss skye right money hopper three great performances year blue velvet texas chainsaw ii hoosiers imagine cult following wonder picture would fare rereleased super stuff" ]

[]

[ "many reviews film write get right tom conway fully inherits mantle falcon reallife brother george sanders entry decked beautiful doublebreasted singlebuttoned drapestyle suits cruising gorgeous steel cars huge fender skirts suicide doors come armpit conway travels new york miami keep formula industrial diamonds falling wrong hands client lovely virginal louisa briganza got gorgeous hair let kiss first two months along way runs type colourful array characters b movie could provide sidekick outing perhaps best among falcon sidekicks edward brophy goldie locke given really funny lines runs sinister dish doris blanding type s chick know puts out cohort benny played steve brodie who twenty years later presley punching bag two paramount king movies work cold fish yachtingcapwearing kenneth sutton ready takes get formula cruises yacht brazil saddled stoniest falconpursuing cops ever entry still reigns supreme forget minute melodramas give hour falcon movie day got wife two kids whos got time twohour movie shake dry martinis forget troubles great falcon movie tape local tv toronto like years ago luck" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "hear people always say gets better never does like ever things may okayish brief moment right back way always been like meant happy something people talk something look forward to scared look forward anything last want piece happy pie always going like this" ]

[]

[ "first time ive done this im eating lays poppables chocolate chips bad also learned chocolate chips heavier lays poppables" ]

[]

[ "british horror film terminal decline start seventies blackness came three films among best island produced wickerman blood satans claw house dripped blood made future seem rosy even though lot people knew point going one thtdb sort cast could easily form wishlist actually assembled bleak hinterland may well find expecting wake up waxworks overlooked four stories is naturally favourite cushings life art interlinked firmly cant tell performance ends pain begins one guess role affected gentle sensitive man death maiden rip peter" ]

[]

[ "point become bragging talk big pp would cross line bragging like girl talks body people usually agree guys bragging weird" ]

[]

[ "long phone take get full charge mine takes whole day" ]

[]

[ "garlin great job nice concept well executed tightly produced came across sincere story fan curb enthusiasm jeff pretty much straight guy role delighted much depth brought role simple yet effective portrayalbr br much humor understated subtle drew poignancy really liked rather slapstick overexplained nice little surprises twists convenience store vignettes delightbr br when say wonderful small film mean budget quality simple intimate handcrafted tells highly believable everyday story relax go see it let wash you feel good done so" ]

[]

[ "dont need girlfriend need homies like" ]

[]

[ "love movie disney channel ridiculous playing anymore think definitely put susie q back air least one night record it anyone know find it email cristinaimcomplease email know find movie online anywhere told kids movie think deserve see also disney movies coming fake boring need susie q back great movie great actors see taken air everyone loves movie much taken air please take comment consideration along comments made movie thank you nice day" ]

[]

[ "dad made transfer data another computer never used computer ended finishing reason make blatant youre playing phone theyre anyway no searching something mum even playing which wouldve right time degree exhaustion vastly different importantly tf makes son important things anyways fml" ]

[]

[ "am sqwad hair looks good right sleep ruin" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "really fucking overnot me whole fucking world humanity needs die hunger racism rapes disease mental health issues come fucking on earth please blow up saying cuz im selfish humans longer wouldnt problems wouldnt feel like killing self every day life" ]

[]

[ "rteenagers allow post images temporary permanent me" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "know else gotheres one left im year old anxietydepressionagoraphobia ive unmanaged diabetes last years husband last friend earth cheated last fall satisfy fetish could fulfill him says hes sorry loves want leave cant find trust again college education job drivers license expired year", "im afraid go dmv penny name car credit nonexistant everything husbands name may well exist family single friend husband betrayed me take good care him keep home peaceful neat cook beautiful meals us cry every day full darkness rage hate world hate everyone ever known leaving me given much love take take take need someone theres one there disappear theres strength left inside me feel worthless unlovable therapy since teenager tried countless drugs me love husband desperately honestly know staying believe love anywhere else go im trapped scared completely alone even know begin take back life even worth it pleasure find life brief moments husband forget hes done me food cant even enjoy beautiful rich foods know im sick cant risk it sometimes want eat death even know control diabetes is try eat healthy diet know thats enough well own im terrified go doctor since miscarriage shortly married years ago live denial health suffer huge secret guilt eat anything steamed vegetable theres joy theres relief pain thats snowballing inside since child theres one left reach help tried calling redflag hotline hung person got line im afraid speak them im scared", "want pain stop want die want pain stop never will know that im strong enough keep going hell pathetic last hope sending message void internet know expect this stop cant go on know do death feels like option relief know actually experience relief be pain more calls me help me god help me please please need peace need feel loved cant more" ]

[]

[ "guys confession addicted saltines help im drowning need support group" ]

[]

[ "yo biden fuckingdnjdfj fucker deadass said p e r im fukin dyingbtgtfdcexezwxtbgb" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "need end canti house car every electronic appliance could ever want need since girlfriend cheated me left me dad lost job mothers deteriorating health ive lost three close friends recently one connect talk redflag hotline said best option cry sleepwow thanks lot waht do anything do" ]

[]

[ "liked stanley iris much acting good story unique interesting arrangement absence violence sex refreshing characters convincing felt like could understand feelings enjoyable movie" ]

[]

[ "future spouse could telling theyll together ever flip side could lied left married someone else nothings permanent everythings random theres even theories every second identical amount time last second" ]

[]

[ "wanna crush someone legit experienced feeling long time kinda miss" ]

[]

[ "puffy nipples mim really nervous take shirt public puffy nipples years now way around that im overweight excercise" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "momi think thing hurts whole world mom makes feel bad realizes it cries hug apologize try better mother makes feel worse sensitive feel way" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "days ill aloneits am cant sleep work today want end wantwait im alone house parents careim gone sisters care im around extended family turn to december entire family leaves europe want last moments alone cant wait longer" ]

[]

[ "feel like im youngest person everyone like im lol" ]

[]

[ "hello nerds first throat hurts poor sleeping going start drinking warm water second everyone doing whatcha nerds to" ]

[]

[ "milestone acheived karma away karma life complete would like thank mom dad twomad helping get here" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "thinking ending tonightso told post currently sitting living room enough pills end it one week ago hospital thing chickened taking pills called ambulance this admitted psych ward two days figured situation fatal know behave around people hiding mind years point im sure want take pills die hospital comforting really know im posting im supposed write it guess mind night go two ways take pills go bed hope wake up take pills end hospital again know yet one going happen" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "remember last happy today realised long since felt safe comfortable since life feel like constant struggle brought tears think careless highschool student oblivious mental termoil lay ahead miss day alive then lived sprit exploration shared anlther day schoolyard banternow constant feeling overwhelmend unemployment feeling like must scrape survive lost joy existancei honestly wish died child never grow live faliure outcast within society wish hate myself wish reach end seem compelling happiness" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "iama broken college boy intending hero ask anythingyes im serious im drinking neither smoking wasting money futile shit remained without money parents going send money st march tell im outta moneyim dead sen home without possibility continue studies feel free ask anything end shit fuck shit im out nice life" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "im donebeen homeless drug addict last years time transitioned came family mother stroked died rest family disowned foreign place alone full guilt drugs i need sleep" ]

[]

[ "everytime feel like giving tell stress going next monday finally start holidays worry school things months" ]

[]

[ "need help tell someone reason reply week accidentally started texting people energy recharge social battery else would gone insane" ]

[]

[ "im going bed now night night dont let pedos bite love guys except" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "ugghigh school fucking hell like kids go bunch parties get ton girls high school amazing outcasts everyone kids super popular arent smart wont amount much high school theyre good looking athletic theyre treated like gods everyone always chase clout popularity always care everyone else thinks awful cant take anymore friends abandoned popular kids im alone nothing makes sense anymore" ]

[]

[ "made huge mistake challenged old friend hockey match forgot canadian match happens tomorrow im screwed" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "mom found suicidal nothing changed whatsoeveri dont think cried asked questions said shed try get meds switched hasnt caring like talking robot shes means terrible mother always assumed would huge deal thought wed talk hours shed try help me nope acted mechanical always" ]

[]

[ "u ever say something u know stupid someone u something talk feel like ive made look stupid could talk someone" ]

[]

[ "loneliness hit send help aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaa" ]

[]

[ "interesting rant ok make clear im homophobic anything like rant pride month veteran week vote listen rant fuck veteren get week aprecation make feel nice shit like that gay people get whole fucking month make feel special sexuaility wouldnt happening veteren fight wars keep country safe rights gay fact everyday respect do call stone cold killer killing people life line could die blink eye benefit gay people nothing sure guy fought rights cool veteren fought country ensures right gay rant rant apply canada usa countries kill gay" ]

[]

[ "know much pretty sure wrong httpsdrivegooglecomfiledlqkmxsccgqtquarzmda_jyamdviewuspsharinghttpsdrivegooglecomfiledlqkmxsccgqtquarzmda_jyamdviewuspsharing" ]

[]

[ "anyone wanna talkyeahim back whoever looked recent post" ]

[]

[ "big ooff yah bois school closed last days closed tomorrow maybe next week" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "im donei cant keep anymore one cares me bf is tired hearing it ill probably lose insurance trump like see therapist month anyway since one appointments tonight im going step front train done it goodbye" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "confusedlast saturday finally got fed life completely attempted kill myself ended spending days hospital surviving ive read multiple redflag stories say instantly regret feel regret normal want get better feel better felt like finally die actually felt best id felt long" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "whats least painful way dieits long sad painful years last year filled much heaviness heartache dread find hard stay positive calm normal im alone anymore last weeks ive unable stop crying public emotional pain feel makes feel like legs stop working sometimes im especially bad day cant seem make go away go numb usually doesnt come back mins time im really ask help ive tried many times get help doesnt last people dont care near unless im usual happy self dont access guns want end life soon closing loose ends family friends would appreciate advice" ]

[]

[ "day returning friends discord server get dm damn really friends" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "fuck alleveryone sucks supposed friend fucking dick you then days give another chance then get locked balcony broken window forgiven fucking bully im going pay apartment shit ton money dont have whole point friendship lets end fucking all" ]

[]

[ "answers quiz sociology find group changed almost questions without consulting work finding answers told group do changed questions also kept denying it feel either upset embarrassed" ]

[]

[ "know guy knows guy knows guy knows guy knows guy knows guy knows lady knows guy knowsi" ]

[]

[ "the the the the i stuck dick shampoo bottle post days old today post days old today post days old todaypost days old today post days old today days old today days old today or least one ishttpswwwredditcomrteenagerscommentshbrabthe_the_the_the_the_the_i_stuck_my_dick_in_autm_sourceshareamputm_mediumios_appamputm_nameiossmf stupid" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "little pain therell hatred anymorei hate humanity hate part it hate someone world bear much suffering theres free will theres fate hate bound it im going break free itll painful thats way people miss me probably wont miss anyone another world calling me goodbye" ]

[]

[ "depression ya teacher f worst hate cus gave even new could homework fullest strong feeling hates ya pls advice gains depression thx" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "bad luckthis first post reddit ever ive many concussions resulting different sports also bad luck cant really complain life had pretty much straight as building engineering large group friends family supportive loving good relationship girlfriend financially im ease thing is keep getting head injuries worst ways possible got one months ago seventh oneafter it period dark thoughts cause seemed like never healing love sports anything them even hang friends without getting headaches neck pain last week first time actually felt like getting better much so decided go pick nicking friends today arrived park go struck head frisbee dumb seems impact made lose consciousness finally got back apartment concussion symptoms back seems every time starts getting better everything goes back shit feel like strength left go trough recovery again university starts tomorrow im fucking scared able concentraee feel helpless like im endless cycle shit goes bad time start seeing hope almost like life wants myself sorry long post much anger rage sadness" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "bottle vodka bottle painkillers ready deedmy boyfriend years broke today happy fuck happy depressed whole relationship abusive mean made feel worthless feel like need keep trying make work life worth living without him please help me ive suicidal long time today trigger" ]

[]

[ "finally done music comp final took weeks lot fun make httpsyoutubedvpxuczeu" ]

[]

[ "tomorrow morning im taking drivers test im freakin nervousim good driver know that get nervous easily even day heart pounding" ]

[]

[ "please come spoon gear sing hey spoon dj misfit podcast come join live stream httpsspoonclickus_live_" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "flunked semester twice went back pick things college town last year thinking best time finally end mind went blank kept sleeping hotel room time return flight back home lockdown jobless number suicidal stuck home god knows long wish could done last year" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "life doesnt get fucking better life always gonna horrible pointless even get older doesnt shit comes getting olderwhy keep living human life sufferingive suffering long remember like meant suffer whats point even living" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "whats point mean know grand point personally whats point dont anything left fight forive grown much grief constant pain everyday theres nothing brings source happiness even contentment im incapable holding onto relationships mentally im plagued panic heavy heavy depression physically auto immune issues stomach problems add fatigue drained energy identity wise ive never felt comfortable skin dont really care more im glad lot people one thing would want to thats great think guess doesnt exist wish would doesnt ive always wanted one thing thing would make life desirable again worth fighting for isnt part problem think used me turn created horrid perpetual cycle grief internal pain dont want live anymore im grateful years ive had ive made pretty far im exhausted maybe thats okay wish best dont plan im guessing time will im tired pushing feel better completely honest you dont believe better real thing" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "numbanyone else feels really numb feel like youre going motions every single fucking day" ]

[]

[ "kind of quit gaming yes read right quit reasons pc crashes lot specs gb ram nvidia geforce gtx a now pc lags bad af completely crashed know would say buybuildupgrade pc cannot spend huge amount money pc dad running temper looking activity pc bored wanna quit want get productive waste sorry use this gamers time gaming want grow my life gaming kinda avoiding that rocket league valorant csgo minecraft games deleting everything gtexcept minecraftlt refreshing mind mean never will games useless harmful play games people cant move on gtill earn money buy nice psxboxlt im expressing encouraging quitting games wanna say life fucking life" ]

[]

[ "know n word bad but look white black even american topic really big issue look watching much american entertainment content swear words kinda feel right reason nword seem like bad thing maybe cause seeing black dudes say homies idk word exactly sounds bad talking among friends" ]

[]

[ "wow even better expected best animated astrix movie ever feels good hear roger carel voice astrix again surely recommend everyone likes comic books astrix suggest go see french version cause surely best hear original cast know roger carel played astrix nearly forty years think marvelous job song cline dion end fits rally good end credits music good drawings good actors wonderful word masterpiece go see it regret this" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "leave positive impact ending lifeall want life make others happy really hate though simply cant put living myself possible im thinking ending life really soon get need it thing im probably gonna spontaneously disappear every community im in want everyones last memory positive one make sure last thing people hear something good think back theyll happy there sadim gone" ]

[]

[ "ok but america shit china wants reality ends harming american people ever china" ]

[]

[ "im gonna try make io game using webserver got ideas guys good ideas type game make running webserver fancy d graphics" ]

[]

[ "free award award to edit award given stop flooding notifications" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "im overwhelmed first nobody need help nobody loves cares me try get help internet sites like quora gives answers triggers anxiety saying rely anyone love even nobody else like wtf bitch stfu wanted relatable answer could make feel less alone made feel guilty depressed" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "stopi cant stop thinking best friends redflag years keep examining everything pain mention like matters even every thought done hell still dead ill still" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "last weeks serious hell suicidal thoughts years never cuz scared honestly really think fearful death anymore rlly good support systems got kicked something dumb weeks ago facing homelessness soon uncle close unfortunately passed away mental health seriously declining pushed everyone away point anymore feel like going get worse worse want happening want anymore fuck exhausted nsfw guess see reason go tbh think time up" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "im currently years old think ever happyim currently years old know anymore life know anymore live within group pretty big friendswe around thing is many friends really hard find close one find someone talk everyday fun everyday etc always wanted best friend my best friend went japan although hes going return brazil november also always wanted girlfriend like really always wanted someone love me make feel important make feel well terrible crush experiences past felt would never girlfriend reason girl like me guess what currently girlfriend months in really cares me loves me makes feel one important person world even gave tons love letters gave shirt one picture frame us put bedroom pendant letter l both names start l lot candies she knows like chocolates valentine guess what still feel like shit im insecure everything reasons doubt her seen everything her know bitch anything always problems cheating me ending losing somehow guess would could call possessive really trying better really try to cant fucking fail man worthy her disrespect way suffered depression still do led possessive girlfriend", "im scared cant stop possessive matter try even though obvious give up since really loves me also started go therapies taking medications although weak really help me im weak skinny weigh around kg that would around pounds cant get fatter metabolism really crazy matter much eat like meal per day still hardly get fatter cant grow muscle all because well give going gym while leads next thing want get chest motivation anything like one day might sudden burst motivation something really good go gym like previously said good something ie drums guitar sport competitive videogames start projects week so lose motivation had therapist said always used everything easy easy me challenges appears like getting good videogame learning guitar end giving up like years cant anything cant maintain routine cant mantain healthy lifestyle this installed app would remind drink water everyday hour because rarely remember to first weeks fine like schedule give fuck anymore gave up also really affects grades highschool since create routine study", "everyday well exams guess what give too hardest part cant help it cant help all try best lose motivation end losing sometimes redflag thoughts appear head end considering it thing stopping devastated family girlfriend would commit it" ]

[]

[ "yes reviewers already stated may vintage lh far worst work th centurystupidi mean fox film certainly basic ingredients things go wrong boys serious approach determination makes funny play laughs comedians might take work situation quite seriously essence eternal humor film faced basic issues really might encountered one us today namely job related stress first would get checked doctor would prescribe much needed rest perhaps staying sea thats surrealness comes this lh always take plausible set circumstances exaggerate never point incredible except maybe awhile makes us laugh relate self caused predicaments attempts extrication thats makes stan ollie universal appeal film ingredients presented delightfully artful gracefully slapstick way best comparison earlier work probably actual last film roach wanted mirror big studios go making features exclusively also wanted hurry finish contractual obligation big mistake stayed together continued maybe five years world may missed considering option watch laugh enjoy last great performance" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "giving upim point care anymoreim twenties broke make own cant live home situation toxic job rent greater paycheck license car commute work bus desperately want place want happy safe matter what illnever it im stupid get good job one pays decent salary degree im skilled im competent enough cant take this" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "exceptions made mind wanting wan make parents sad starting seem like care got till birthday" ]

[]

[ "homies smash passed titanic victims httpswwwyoutubecomwatchvssjxvezxvm" ]

[]

[ "anyone listen yun head songs pretty lit tho" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "one last post herepretty sure lost best friend redflag dont hear tonight im ending too im sorry edit alive" ]

[]

[ "discord server server kingdom lizbania small growing server teens teens would like join kingdom please dm" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "puzzle lifeits almost funny one even notices knows true feelings deep emotional breakdown im going im unable really express truly feel inside say wanna live seen bad overrated overreacted meaningless", "damn im really sick thing called life think soon ill gather courage selfish levels need kill myself feel inside building up bulging odd feeling something wrong different previous times ive feeling similar stronger different stronger me soon enough people regret trying connect earlier probably sooner later theyll find letter too little piece ask omg see this could calm conscience needed need regrets tears blaming guilt certainly want die either cant keep going want pain stop literally make stop killing myself wish way could that rewind tape back lets say six years ago id say people die redflag foolish selfish ironically understand that think nothing luck decisions take embody actions lead us closer closer appear happen us next like puzzle puzzle life bring pieces together decisions actions inseparable theyre us were them follow rules puzzle life feel every single decision made life getting closer closer end im finding right now early days school closed isolated others followed aftermaths more following way feel think acting accordingly that slowly surely im led end edge hope bliss love real descending darkness inner self losing ability construct real point view constructing one real handle reality crushes way escape disappearing appearance disappearing suffering it pain inevitable choice moment great despair notion choice deadly one see me hear me touch me life empty thats me now" ]

[]

[ "mouse ran across fucking counter trying grab honey fucker ran right behind scared shit outta meim either gonna abundance cats like idiot drive crazy trying care fuck hate mice" ]

[]

[ "corpses fans opposite fans try cancel every opportunity get lol recently started rumor fucking dog" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "think people used saying want drug deathhe said many times annoying were used it drug death" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "til dont think actually get helpi went psychiatrist didnt get diagnosed straight told depression anxiety followed saying really suicidal im going put inpatient care make sure safe pretty much asked things looked made realize suicidal pretty much scared actually admitting want need help lied said plans future tell everyone else cant even get meds bcim shits going get worse cant get anything done bc sleep dont sleep cant get anything done bc procrastinate cant even finish single load laundry start everything never finish im always deep back out make friends never actually get close themim pretty sure accidentally lead people avoid friendship bc everything going get weird awkward like last year actually told two friends thought comfortable talking bc would listen abt really suicidal beginning year as changed better dont acknowledge talk essentially summarize said oh feel like got used lying faking im thinking killing every waking moment crying sleep sleeping chance get bc better way cope cant actually open person problems tldr talking psychiatristfriends made paranoid made lying norm im afraid actually getting help" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "isolation constant need validation comfort etc cannot get things depression mixed redflag paranoia obsessive thoughts people get it living hpd makes pain cannot handle living this supposed reach to parents think good enough rest judge stare me call crazy genuinely feel id even pay someone give chance let hang weekend feel like going go crazy" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "years good run im ready go nervous breakdown park managers stealing peoples rent marking unpaid owe two months rent took cashim point saw manager douchebag spray tanned son would literally jokingly hypothetically murder pair scissors killing myself im seething rage anger im ready die" ]

[]

[ "repost time flair thanks welcome back mods happened reddit past year shellnut excluding obvious stuff like covid related posts protesting hey um ive coma using reddit bit whole year decided come back here given way platform works might missed couple things yeet" ]

[]

[ "ok heres thing brush teeth spit toothpaste regularly wait end done brushing spit haves know" ]

[]

[ "expecting powerful filmmaking experience girlfight indie lowbudget bigname actors freshman director heard good goodbr br placed contemporary ethnic workingclass brooklyn karyn kusama done extraordinary job capturing daydoday struggles urban latinos diana protagonist seething anger lashes high school peers getting trouble school friends raised single father appears love brother applies strict sexbased double standard children fathers double standard illustrated fact tiny brother taking boxing lessons local gym diana denied similar pursuits errand gym meet tiny diana captivated boxing tiny like boxing diana trade places gets money dad gives diana take lessons placebr br this actually feelgood movie diana grows learns boxing meets guy addresses serious issues headon theres giggly everything go right go right resolution la bend like beckham reality attendant personal issues big pat resolutions opinion girlfight better satisfying filmit" ]