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strong people care im depressed think cant problems cant handle	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "strong people care im depressed think cant problems cant handle" ]	12	personas fuertes se preocupan im deprimido pensar problemas cant cant manejar
want stay room forever playing video games watching anime living for life hell outside that left die love friends parents worrying money homeless time what suffer life hurts much	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "want stay room forever playing video games watching anime living for life hell outside that left die love friends parents worrying money homeless time what suffer life hurts much" ]	30	Quiero permanecer en la habitación para siempre jugando videojuegos viendo anime vivir para la vida infierno fuera de que dejar morir amor amigos padres preocuparse dinero sin hogar tiempo lo que sufre la vida duele mucho
get hot pink full arm cast m ive boring white onehttpsiimgurcomkczfcqijpg last months get replaced months im honestly shy introverted maybe get hot pink pretend cool confident	[]	[ "get hot pink full arm cast mive boring white onehttpsiimgurcomkczfcqijpg last months get replaced months im honestly shy introverted maybe get hot pink pretend cool confident" ]	41	Obtener caliente rosa completo brazo mive mive aburrido blanco httpsiimgurcomkczfcqijpg los últimos meses se sustituyen meses im honestamente tímido introvertido tal vez conseguir caliente rosa pretender fresco confianza
so i got my mirena removed last month on the th because of it having a bad effect on my mental health i had it in for a little over year i knew getting it out id probably experience the mirena crash i wa fine up until today when i got my first period i ve had very intense anxiety depression all day today to the point where i can t even leave my house i m guessing it s the shift in hormone and everything considering it s been 0 year since i ve been birth control free did anyone else experience this super low mood after removal i ve also just been feeling very out of body today and very exhausted	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "so i got my mirena removed last month on the th because of it having a bad effect on my mental health i had it in for a little over year i knew getting it out id probably experience the mirena crash i wa fine up until today when i got my first period i ve had very intense anxiety depression all day today to the point where i can t even leave my house i m guessing it s the shift in hormone and everything considering it s been 0 year since i ve been birth control free did anyone else experience this super low mood after removal i ve also just been feeling very out of body today and very exhausted" ]	130	Así que me quitaron mi mirena el mes pasado en el th debido a que teniendo un mal efecto en mi salud mental lo tuve durante un poco más de año sabía que sacarlo id probablemente experimentar el accidente de mirena i wa bien hasta hoy cuando tengo mi primer período he tenido depresión ansiedad muy intensa todo el día hoy hasta el punto en que no puedo ni siquiera salir de mi casa me imagino que es el cambio en la hormona y todo teniendo en cuenta que ha sido 0 año desde que he sido anticonceptivo libre hizo alguien más experimentar este estado de ánimo super bajo después de la eliminación he también se siente muy fuera de cuerpo hoy y muy agotado
im bored ask whatever httpsimgurcomaghpjev dms open want im m	[]	[ "im bored ask whatever httpsimgurcomaghpjev dms open want im m" ]	19	im aburrido preguntar lo que httpsimgurcomaghpjev dms abierto quiere im m
Beginning to realize I only experience depression or mania. I don't know what true joy is.	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "Beginning to realize I only experience depression or mania.I don't know what true joy is." ]	21	Comenzando a darme cuenta de que solo experimento depresión o manía.No sé qué es la verdadera alegría.
tech progress thing makes want liveconsidering drastically different lives compared two decades ago im really curious see whats going happen next ai autonomous vehicles g research blockchain cant help wonder world going look like years now yes friendless lonely depressed mentally ill piece trash im ready suffer always chance die unless suffering excruciating unbearable physical pain need rush things	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "tech progress thing makes want liveconsidering drastically different lives compared two decades ago im really curious see whats going happen next ai autonomous vehicles g research blockchain cant help wonder world going look like years nowyes friendless lonely depressed mentally ill piece trash im ready suffer always chance die unless suffering excruciating unbearable physical pain need rush things" ]	69	tecnología progreso hace querer vivir considerando vidas drásticamente diferentes comparadas hace dos décadas im realmente curioso ver lo que va a pasar ai vehículos autónomos g investigación blockchain no puede ayudar a preguntarse el mundo va como años ahora sí amigo solitario deprimido mentalmente enfermo basura Im listo sufrir siempre la casualidad morir a menos que el sufrimiento insoportable insoportable dolor físico necesidad prisa cosas
realized im stuck im worried im going ruin christmasim separate account girlfriend send posts reddit dont want see worry names ben im sophomore college want teacher havent started major classes fourth switch really think im good kids im scared wont cut man bun im really skinny im sure would hire me im gay im outspoken unique style stuff think people regard intelligent quiet weirdo anyways im also bipolar im family tree id hard time explaining siblings feel stuck cane college whim ive never good anything video games art two programs dont offer college either way im trapped underneath lease utility billl month cant afford it pay november december dont money im scared dont money unable work salvation army work ive reached limit work study hours semesteri cant find another job dont car dont want ask grandparents help wanted self sufficient year half ive recently acclimated credit card debt buying girlfriend siblings gifts came home fall break paid off dollars contacts food reckless spending ive managed accumulate another thats dollars accident still owe bills coming month house dont know do current plan sell stocks eat ramen cant afford buy christmas gifts anyone im worried everyone hate usually go elton great lengths pick great gifts cant cant make anyone happy making dissapointed spent money fuckup cant make class im stressed havent classes since found cant work cant wake alarm im mess please give advice hard want give	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "realized im stuck im worried im going ruin christmasim separate account girlfriend send posts reddit dont want see worry names ben im sophomore college want teacher havent started major classes fourth switch really think im good kidsim scared wont cut man bunim really skinny im sure would hire me im gayim outspoken unique style stuff think people regard intelligent quiet weirdoanyways im also bipolar im family treeid hard time explaining siblings feel stuck cane college whim ive never good anything video games art two programs dont offer college either way im trapped underneath lease utility billl month cant afford it pay november december dont money im scared dont money unable work salvation army work ive reached limit work study hours semesteri cant find another job dont car dont want ask grandparents help wanted self sufficient year half", "ive recently acclimated credit card debt buying girlfriend siblings gifts came home fall break paid off dollars contacts food reckless spending ive managed accumulate another thats dollars accident still owe bills coming month house dont know do current plan sell stocks eat ramen cant afford buy christmas gifts anyone im worried everyone hate usually go elton great lengths pick great gifts cant cant make anyone happy making dissapointed spent money fuckup cant make classim stressed havent classes since found cant work cant wake alarm im mess please give advice hard want give" ]	172	im pegada im preocupado im ir a la ruina navidadim cuenta separada novia enviar mensajes reddit no quiero ver preocupaciones nombres ben im segundo universidad quieren profesor no ha comenzado las clases principales cuarto cambio realmente creo im good kidsim miedo no cortar hombre banim realmente flaco im seguro me contrataría im gayim outspoken estilo único cosas creo que la gente mira inteligente tranquilo raritoalwaysim también bipolar im familia árbol duro tiempo explicar hermanos se siente atascado caña universidad capricho ive nunca nada bueno video juegos arte dos programas no ofrecen universidad de cualquier manera im atrapado debajo de arrendamiento de servicios públicos Billl mes no puede permitirse pagar november diciembre not dinero im miedo dont dinero trabajo incapaz trabajo ejército ive alcanzó límite trabajo estudio horas semestre no puedo encontrar otro trabajo no coche no quiero preguntar abuelos ayuda quería
im part two cults one hail giant lobster another ants shows bored people become	[]	[ "im part two cults one hail giant lobster another ants shows bored people become" ]	16	im parte dos cultos una langosta gigante granizo otra hormigas muestra la gente aburrida se convierten
so i m a pretty shut in introverted person he they and moved to a new place just before the pandemic so a a result have no local irl friend so mid pandemic i got on twitter and met load of people who came and went however i met people she her x and she they who i truly love hanging out with but here s the hard part for pretty much the entirety of last year we hung out maybe or time a week watching movie on discord or playing game always talking and indirecting each other interacting constantly cheesy ily ily more message all that sort of thing then just after christmas it all just kinda stopped but only for me i found out the of them made a new gc without me they talk about each other on the tl constantly but never mention me and we haven t hung out in over a month i ve messaged them a couple of time about this and had it explained that they still like me and still want to hang out but they re just busy but my brain is reading into everything so hard they re still constantly interacting with each other and i never get any response i can t stop thinking about every little thing one time one wanted to play game in bed by herself and then 0 minute later i saw them all playing on discord without me assuming i d gone to bed i just don t know whether i m reading too hard into this or if i genuinely need to say something every time i see so much a a comment or message somewhere else my head get so loud and i just feel like cry constantly i ve never really been able to keep friend for more than a couple of year and the only one i trusted enough to talk to about stuff are the i m not sure i can talk to any more so a a result here i am reddit what can i do	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "so i m a pretty shut in introverted person he they and moved to a new place just before the pandemic so a a result have no local irl friendso mid pandemici got on twitter and met load of people who came and went however i met peopleshe herx and she they who i truly love hanging out with but here s the hard part for pretty much the entirety of last year we hung out maybe or time a week watching movie on discord or playing game always talking and indirecting each other interacting constantly cheesy ily ily more message all that sort of thing then just after christmas it all just kinda stopped but only for me i found out the of them made a new gc without me they talk about each other on the tl constantly but never mention meand we haven t hung out in over a month i ve messaged them a couple of time about this and had it explained that they still like me and still want to hang outbut they re just busy but my brain is reading into everything so hard they re still constantly interacting with each other and i never get any response i can t stop thinking about every little thing one time one wanted to play game in bed by herself and then 0 minute later", "i saw them all playing on discord without me assuming i d gone to bedi just don t know whether i m reading too hard into this or if i genuinely need to say something every time i see so much a a comment or message somewhere else my head get so loudand i just feel like cry constantly i ve never really been able to keep friend for more than a couple of year and the only one i trusted enough to talk to about stuff are the i m not sure i can talk to any moreso a a result here i am reddit what can i do" ]	252	Así que yo soy una persona bastante cerrada en introvertido él y se trasladó a un nuevo lugar justo antes de la pandemia así que un resultado no tiene amigos locales irl mid pandemi consiguió en twitter y conoció a mucha gente que vino y se fue sin embargo conocí gente herx y ella que realmente amo pasar el rato con pero aquí es la parte difícil para casi todo el año pasado pasamos tal vez o una semana viendo película sobre discordia o jugando siempre hablando e indirectando a los demás interactuando constantemente cheesy ily ily más mensaje todo ese tipo de cosas entonces justo después de Navidad todo se detuvo pero sólo para mí me enteré de que hicieron un nuevo gc sin mí hablan de los otros en el tl constantemente pero nunca mencionar significado hemos tenido que pasar el rato en más de un mes les he enviado un par de tiempo sobre esto y me han explicado que todavía me gusta y todavía quieren pasar el rato pero se ocupan pero mi cerebro está leyendo en todo tan duro que todavía están interactuando constantemente con otros y nunca puedo conseguir ninguna respuesta sobre cada pequeña cosa que quería y jugar más tarde en la cama.
@DPrince2124 i Like Tons and tons of things	[]	[ "@DPrince2124i Like Tons and tons of things" ]	14	@DPrince2124i Como toneladas y toneladas de cosas
dad becoming evangelion fan rewatching it liked saw hes watching beginning me doesnt usually like anime sister watch kinda poggers	[]	[ "dad becoming evangelion fan rewatching it liked saw hes watching beginning me doesnt usually like anime sister watch kinda poggers" ]	29	Papá se convierte en evangelista fan volver a ver que le gustaba ver cómo me empezaba no suele gustar anime hermana ver un poco poggers
know attractive directly told signs attractive specially signs easy miss	[]	[ "know attractive directly told signs attractive specially signs easy miss" ]	10	conocer atractivas señales directamente contada atractivas señales especialmente fácil falta
might im still drinking fanta eating ms cant stop me	[]	[ "might im still drinking fanta eating ms cant stop me" ]	13	Podría seguir bebiendo FANTA comiendo ms no puede detenerme
want go backoblivion released were kids old friend met weeks year summer would play nonstop day wed take breaks eat lunch dinner together immersed fantastical world could free whatever wanted thing next year year that roughly decade since grew lost contact ive yet feel sense freedom happiness ive longer got friends im alone amount games ive played alone grant wondrous feeling shared friend want die	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "want go backoblivion released were kids old friend met weeks year summer would play nonstop day wed take breaks eat lunch dinner together immersed fantastical world could free whatever wanted thing next year year that roughly decade since grew lost contact ive yet feel sense freedom happiness ive longer got friends im alone amount games ive played alone grant wondrous feeling shared friend want die" ]	75	Quiero ir backoblivion liberado eran niños viejo amigo conocido semanas año verano jugaría sin parar día de bodas tomar descansos comer almuerzo juntos mundo fantástico podría liberar lo que quería cosa el año que viene que más o menos década desde creció contacto perdido ive y sin embargo sentir la libertad felicidad más tiempo tengo amigos im solo cantidad juegos ive jugado solo conceder maravilloso sentimiento compartido amigo quiere morir
when u can detect the wave of depression coming as u notice ur on the last few episodes of ur netflix show	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "when u can detect the wave of depression coming as u notice ur on the last few episodes of ur netflix show" ]	26	cuando u puede detectar la ola de depresión que viene como u nota u en los últimos episodios de u netflix show
whats point living ugly skinny short manlike really point im years old top terrible social skills zero confidence for obvious reasons barely friends never job never girlfriend virgin feel incompetent literally look like year old im certain undiagnosed adhd depression anxiety obvious reasons also eczema asthma atopic dermatitis my scalp eyebrows itch hyperhidrosis thyroid issues plethora food environmental allergies struggle hygiene phimosis a tight foreskin tight frenulum foreskin barely retract try best clean thoroughly smell quite unpleasant times hair gets greasy fucking quickly feet start smell quickly im exactly ugly take care myself would viewed ugly society features compliment other skin part clear high cheekbones chiseled jawline haircut looks good however head small big eyes big nose hump big lips also look horrible smile teeth showing avoid that seems like problems stem ugly short could worse though make suffering better sure things improve life life still fucking suck know need improve life many things want do seems pointless hate course im college im pretty much forced work familys store live them literally dictate life across country even see friends anymore feel weak like alien seriously dealt shitty hand get better see people complain short theyre like fucking short try barely foot literally lose fight year old born attractive eyes society count fucking lucky life seems like endless suffering born attractive talented born rich family genetic lottery also grovel work shitty rest life die drift fantasy world tend dream ideal version appearance wouldve loved have living life likely never able live reality hits im back again ugly short man nobody gives fuck you people say what see instagram facade yeah right people see instagram who even models women men attractive enjoying lives partying travelling constantly updating stories stop trying make feel better even want work normal job as adhd something interest torture life already feels like torture dreams singer even social media star im goodlooking talented enough that hear people age talking partying travelling sorts stuff absolutely nothing understand people care please stop telling us follow suicidal ideations struggles simple getting help especially literally one turn to were still pandemic im actually planning killing myself really would mean hurting family small circle friends have keep telling get better followthrough plans anyone adhd depression know fucking sucks meaningless existence is probably missed stuff life fucking sucks see getting better im lying feel better point	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "whats point living ugly skinny short manlike really point im years old top terrible social skills zero confidence for obvious reasons barely friends never job never girlfriend virgin feel incompetent literally look like year oldim certain undiagnosed adhd depression anxiety obvious reasons also eczema asthma atopic dermatitis my scalp eyebrows itch hyperhidrosis thyroid issues plethora food environmental allergies struggle hygiene phimosis a tight foreskin tight frenulum foreskin barely retract try best clean thoroughly smell quite unpleasant times hair gets greasy fucking quickly feet start smell quickly im exactly ugly take care myself would viewed ugly society features compliment other skin part clear high cheekbones chiseled jawline haircut looks good however head small big eyes big nose hump big lips also look horrible smile teeth showing avoid that seems like problems stem ugly short could worse though make suffering better sure things improve life life still fucking suck know need improve life many things want do seems pointless hate course im college", "im pretty much forced work familys store live them literally dictate life across country even see friends anymore feel weak like alien seriously dealt shitty hand get better see people complain short theyre like fucking short try barely foot literally lose fight year old born attractive eyes society count fucking lucky life seems like endless suffering born attractive talented born rich family genetic lottery also grovel work shitty rest life die drift fantasy world tend dream ideal version appearance wouldve loved have living life likely never able live reality hits im back again ugly short man nobody gives fuck you people say what see instagram facade", "yeah right people see instagram who even models women men attractive enjoying lives partying travelling constantly updating stories stop trying make feel better even want work normal job as adhd something interest torture life already feels like torture dreams singer even social media star im goodlooking talented enough that hear people age talking partying travelling sorts stuff absolutely nothing understand people care please stop telling us follow suicidal ideations struggles simple getting help especially literally one turn to were still pandemic im actually planning killing myself really would mean hurting family small circle friends have keep telling get better followthrough plans anyone adhd depression know fucking sucks meaningless existence is probably missed stuff life fucking sucks see getting better im lying feel better point" ]	202	whats point living fea flack short manlike really point im years old top terribles habilidades sociales cero confianza por razones obvias apenas amigos nunca trabajo nunca novia virgen se siente incompetente literalmente mirar como año oldim cierta depresión adhd no diagnosticada ansiedad razones obvias también eczema asma dermatitis atópica mi cuero cabelludo cejas pica hiperhidrosis problemas tiroideos plétora alimentos alergias ambientales lucha higiene phimosis un apretado prepucio frenículo apretado prepucio apenas retraer intentar mejor limpio bien olor bastante desagradable veces cabello se vuelve grasiento mierda pies empezar a oler rápidamente im exactamente feo tener cuidado yo mismo vería feo características de la sociedad complementar otras partes de la piel pómulos altos pómulos cincelados mandíbula corte de pelo se ve bien sin embargo cabeza pequeños ojos grandes nariz hump grandes labios también mirar horrible sonrisa dientes mostrar evitar que parece problemas tallo feo corto podría peor aunque hacer sufrir mejor cosas mejorar la vida todavía chupar saben necesidad mejorar la vida muchas cosas quieren hacer parece odio insignificado curso universidad im
amazing movie clever using actors sets also shocking physical psychological torture both explicit implied mixed calm even humourous stretches horror always unexpected brutal im soft would shocking film ever seen message film definitely delivered sledgehammer film always remember actors for	[]	[ "amazing movie clever using actors sets also shocking physical psychological torture both explicit implied mixed calm even humourous stretches horror always unexpected brutal im soft would shocking film ever seen message film definitely delivered sledgehammer film always remember actors for" ]	44	increíble película inteligente utilizando actores sets también tortura física psicológica explícita implicada mezcla calma incluso humorística estiramientos horror siempre inesperado brutal im suave película impactante nunca visto mensaje película definitivamente entregada película mazo siempre recordar actores para
just got back from picking up my parent goodbye house to myself	[]	[ "just got back from picking up my parent goodbye house to myself" ]	12	Acabo de volver de recoger mi casa de despedida de padres para mí mismo
need motivation title says lack motivation mean ambition wanna become writer humanitarian anyone cares encourages it obviously people internet supportive times want someone personally knows cheer tell im good im feel like ive wasted lot time lack motivation also feel discouraged love writing thing written story even short story whenever try writing end fucking able frame words develop proper plot discouraged feel like maybe even writing me cant sigh need motivation guidance get ass work	[]	[ "need motivation title says lack motivation mean ambition wanna become writer humanitarian anyone cares encourages it obviously people internet supportive times want someone personally knows cheer tell im good im feel like ive wasted lot time lack motivation also feel discouraged love writing thing written story even short story whenever try writing end fucking able frame words develop proper plot discouraged feel like maybe even writing me cant sigh need motivation guidance get ass work" ]	78	necesidad motivación título dice falta de motivación significa ambición quiere convertirse en escritor humanitario a nadie le importa lo alienta obviamente la gente de internet apoyo momentos quieren alguien personalmente sabe alegría decir im bueno me siento como ive perdido mucho tiempo falta motivación también se siente desanimado amor escritura historia incluso cuento corto cada vez que intenta escribir final mierda capaz marco palabras desarrollar trama adecuada desanimarse sentir como tal vez escribir me no puede suspirar necesidad motivación orientación conseguir trabajo culo
anyone else say fuck stay late like youre homework something finally finish realize arent going get sleep tonight whats minutes gonna do	[]	[ "anyone else say fuck stay late like youre homework something finally finish realize arent going get sleep tonight whats minutes gonna do" ]	25	Que nadie más diga que te quedes hasta tarde como si fueras tarea algo que finalmente termines no te das cuenta de que no dormirás esta noche lo que van a hacer los minutos
Can somebody please get these done soon? is tomorrow ok? "New aircraft seat design ideas shown" http://ping.fm/Hnuv5 (via @Plane_Talking)	[]	[ "Can somebody please get these done soon?is tomorrow ok? "New aircraft seat design ideas shown" http://ping.fm/Hnuv5 (via @Plane_Talking)" ]	47	¿Puede alguien hacer esto pronto? ¿está bien mañana? " Nuevas ideas de diseño de asientos de avión mostrado" http://ping.fm/Hnuv5 (via @Plane_Talking)
ayo three 6 mafia, Keri Hilson, and GUCCI on a track?!?! I'm all ears for that one yall hurr up	[]	[ "ayo three 6 mafia, Keri Hilson, and GUCCI on a track?!?!I'm all ears for that one yall hurr up" ]	36	ayo tres 6 mafia, Keri Hilson, y GUCCI en una pista?!?!Soy todo oídos para que un yull hurry hasta
guys put weight lets fkinmg go dikdakdlksskdkaks httpsimgurcomazhpcnwg ive trying hard years im finally normal weight	[]	[ "guys put weight lets fkinmg go dikdakdlksskdkaks httpsimgurcomazhpcnwg ive trying hard years im finally normal weight" ]	39	chicos poner peso let fkinmg go dikdakdlksskdkaks httpsimgurcomazhpcnwg ive esfuerzo años duros im finalmente peso normal
im soooo fucking happy fuck yes got english language im going fucking annihalite every single one english books finish never want see again months go orally rape ass fuck english hope die im fucking happy got didnt would fucking died parents	[]	[ "im soooo fucking happy fuckyes got english languageim going fucking annihalite every single one english books finish never want see again months go orally rape ass fuck english hope die im fucking happy got didnt would fucking died parents" ]	48	im soooo jodidamente feliz mierda sí tengo idioma inglésim va mierda annihalite cada uno de los libros ingleses terminar nunca más quiero volver a ver meses violación oral culo mierda Inglés esperanza morir im mierda feliz met didnt puta muerto padres
@ladybug8320 We will - have a great day too!	[]	[ "@ladybug8320 We will - have a great day too!" ]	15	@ladybug8320 Vamos a - tener un gran día también!
results survey go together response no q joe mama good one q funny please joe mama good one response yes q hes cute like well thank aware q more minecraft know talking ive never posted anything minecraft related response no q because stole wife remember whose wife qdont steal wife u moron know talking	[]	[ "results survey go together response no q joe mama good oneq funny please joe mama good one response yes q hes cute like well thank aware q more minecraft know talking ive never posted anything minecraft related response no q because stole wife remember whose wife qdont steal wife u moron know talking" ]	62	resultados encuesta ir juntos respuesta no q joe mama buena oneq divertido por favor joe mama buena una respuesta sí q hes lindo como bien gracias saber q más minecraft saber hablar ive nunca posteó nada minecraft respuesta relacionada no q porque la esposa robada recordar cuya esposa qdont robar esposa u idiota saber hablar
ever since uk large country lockdown thing last year social life gotten worse sometimes cannot even speak know sayrecently getting persistent suicidal thoughts wanting self harm thankfully addiction internet basically saved life found phobias are phobia death pain really saves anything hurt myself though times get serious thoughts try consider good things life turn helpanother problem parents completely different views mental health think looked upon mentally unstable talked more mum nurse thinks knows everything certainly not lastly the worst all dad tells cry annoying redflag stupid thing phase depressed teenager speaking says scared would shout time little sometimes justified time not tells scared understand children supposed scared dadssorry long but next unfortunately subject suicide attempted commit suicide couple months ago bath listening call lucid dreaming sort music family downstairs watching tv nobody checked while since mum always worrying knows struggle self harm thoughts wondering shouting asking okay kind made feel unwanted family laughing downstairs whilst suicidal kid bath could possibly decide like end all suddenly looking back times felt empty realised much feeling numb feeling decided sink beneath water reality set ended surfacing thinking over think people would class attempt think isi know long know sorry lot say cannot say loud going get grief bad things life	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "ever since uk large country lockdown thing last year social life gotten worse sometimes cannot even speak know sayrecently getting persistent suicidal thoughts wanting self harm thankfully addiction internet basically saved life found phobias are phobia death pain really saves anything hurt myself though times get serious thoughts try consider good things life turn helpanother problem parents completely different views mental health think looked upon mentally unstable talked more mum nurse thinks knows everything certainly not lastly the worst all dad tells cry annoying redflag stupid thing phase depressed teenager speaking says scared would shout time little sometimes justified time not tells scared understand children supposed scared dadssorry long", "but next unfortunately subject suicide attempted commit suicide couple months ago bath listening call lucid dreaming sort music family downstairs watching tv nobody checked while since mum always worrying knows struggle self harm thoughts wondering shouting asking okay kind made feel unwanted family laughing downstairs whilst suicidal kid bath could possibly decide like end all suddenly looking back times felt empty realised much feeling numb feeling decided sink beneath water reality set ended surfacing thinking over think people would class attempt think isi know long know sorry lot say cannot say loud going get grief bad things life" ]	127	Desde el año pasado, la vida social empeoró, a veces no puede ni siquiera hablar saber decirrecientemente conseguir pensamientos suicidas persistentes querer autolesión afortunadamente adicción internet básicamente vida salvada fobias encontradas son fobias muerte dolor realmente ahorra cualquier cosa me duele a mí mismo, aunque veces conseguir pensamientos serios tratar de considerar cosas buenas vida turno ayudaotro problema padres completamente diferentes puntos de vista salud mental piensa mirado sobre mental inestable habla más mamá enfermera piensa sabe todo ciertamente no por último lo peor todo papá le dice llorar molesto rojo flag estúpida cosa fase depresión adolescente habla dice miedo gritar tiempo poco a veces justificado tiempo no dice miedo entender niños supuesto miedo papáslory larga
hector hammond green lantern movieexcept dont phd tenure play chess i even play grand strategy wargame x games dumb end villainous life fear	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "hector hammond green lantern movieexcept dont phd tenure play chess i even play grand strategy wargame x games dumb end villainous life fear" ]	31	Hector Hammond película linterna verde excepto no phd tenencia juego de ajedrez incluso jugar gran estrategia juego de guerra x juegos tonto final villano miedo vida
must thank you rteenagers epic poggers part daily vocabulary	[]	[ "must thank you rteenagers epic poggers part daily vocabulary" ]	14	debe agradecer rteenagers épica poggers parte vocabulario diario
failed attemptetried drowning ocean got nevk high went idk ohappened im alove	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "failed attemptetried drowning ocean got nevk high went idk ohappened im alove" ]	21	El fracasado intento de ahogamiento del océano se puso nevk alto fue idk ohppened im alove
ok heres storyill try keep brief here jist really feel need live anymore days since split girlfriend years totally fault happened feel like biggest shit ever walk planet right now im maybe october time friend mines girlfriend called al st birthday party went girlfriend busy concert night think drunk ended sleeping girls year old mother didnt stop there continued months im young stupid boundries safe say fun fast forward weeks ago friend splits al girl mayb one hottest girls ive ever seen attitude devil himself shes selfish self centered absoutlly centre attention fucking time scumbag decide start messaging alot arrange meet completely unaware banging mother last months mother finds tells al banging al finds pictures mothers phone fully naked tags girlfriend facebook girlfriend found feel like reason living anymore feel absoutly terrible girlfriend brain keeps telling end all ill check back work hours	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "ok heres storyill try keep brief here jist really feel need live anymore days since split girlfriend years totally fault happened feel like biggest shit ever walk planet right now im maybe october time friend mines girlfriend called al st birthday party went girlfriend busy concert night think drunk ended sleeping girls year old mother didnt stop there continued months im young stupid boundries safe say fun fast forward weeks ago friend splits al girl mayb one hottest girls ive ever seen attitude devil himself shes selfish self centered absoutlly centre attention fucking time scumbag decide start messaging alot arrange meet completely unaware banging mother last months mother finds tells al banging al finds pictures mothers phone fully naked tags girlfriend facebook girlfriend found feel like reason living anymore feel absoutly terrible girlfriend brain keeps telling end all ill check back work hours" ]	167	ok heres storyill intentar keep brief here jist really feel need live more days desde split friend years totally failure passed se siente como la mierda más grande nunca walk planet en este momento im october tiempo amigo minas novia llamada al st fiesta de cumpleaños go go got novia ocupado concierto noche pensar borracho terminó dormir chicas año viejo madre no paró allí continuado meses im joven estúpido delimites seguro decir diversión rápido adelante semanas hace amigo splits al chica mayob una chica más caliente live nunca visto actitud diablo sí mismo ellas egoista egocented absoutly centro atención maldito tiempo tiempo basura decidir comenzar mensajería alot arreglo conocer completamente inconsciente follando madre los últimos meses madre encuentra le dice al bleping al encuentra fotos madres teléfono completamente desnudo etiquetas novia facebook novia encontrado se siente como la razón de vivir más absoutly terrible novia cerebro sigue diciendo fin todo mal cheque volver trabajo horas
@techchat hola.	[]	[ "@techchat hola." ]	8	@techchat hola.
kill soonfirst i say yo sad tired age cant even speak english properly cus first langague piece shit nonsesne latino unknown langaguejesus cant live us yo need surgery left legeye might problem spine aaaaaand face full pimplesi social anxiety cant even make fucking friendmy motivation live youtubegaming shit pci need money inexistent healtha days ago classmate found one hoby told classmates guess whaaati quitmy one happy poor motivationthank society isolate go outside schoolnow what think kill myself	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "kill soonfirsti say yo sad tired age cant even speak english properly cus first langague piece shit nonsesne latino unknown langaguejesus cant live us yo need surgery left legeye might problem spine aaaaaand face full pimplesi social anxiety cant even make fucking friendmy motivation live youtubegaming shit pci need money inexistent healtha days ago classmate found one hoby told classmates guess whaaati quitmy one happy poor motivationthank society isolate go outside schoolnow what think kill myself" ]	115	Matar pronto digo yo triste edad cansada no puedo incluso hablar Inglés correctamente cus primer pedazo de langague mierda nonsene latino desconocido langaguejesus no podemos vivir que necesita cirugía izquierda legeye podría problema columna aaaaaaay cara plena espinillasi ansiedad social no puede incluso hacer amigo de mierda mi motivación vivir quetubegaming mierda pci necesidad de dinero salud inexistente hace días compañero de clase encontró un hoby le dijo a los compañeros de clase adivinar whaaaati feliz pobre motivacióngracias sociedad aislamiento ir fuera de la escuela ahora lo que piensan matarme a mí mismo
@hitesha jive on a monday nite..howz that for an idea	[]	[ "@hitesha jive on a monday nite..howz that for an idea" ]	21	@hitesha jive en un lunes nite..howz que para una idea
last post got removed low effort tittle people use metric system always saying imperial system makes sense measure weight rocks fing rocks	[]	[ "last post got removed low effort tittle people use metric system always saying imperial system makes sense measure weight rocks fing rocks" ]	24	último post fue eliminado bajo esfuerzo title gente usa sistema métrico siempre diciendo sistema imperial hace medida de sentido rocas de peso fing rocas
yall ever see old lady walking think damn wanna sucker punch lmao	[]	[ "yall ever see old lady walking think damn wanna sucker punch lmao" ]	16	Yall nunca ver a la señora que camina piensa maldito querer chupador ponche Lmao
sister listing bunch female problems get that im female said quote unquote there recorded redflags males thats dont bother get help dont want reveal cut manliness proceeded say people dont reach girls thats commit redflag dude im mad acted like male problems dont exist confronted told shut up	[]	[ "sister listing bunch female problems get that im female said quote unquote there recorded redflags males thats dont bother get help dont want reveal cut manliness proceeded say people dont reach girls thats commit redflag dudeim mad acted like male problems dont exist confronted told shut up" ]	62	hermana lista manojo problemas femeninos conseguir que im hembra dijo cita unquote allí grabado rojoflags hombres que no se molestan en conseguir ayuda no quieren revelar corte virilidad procedió decir la gente no llegar a las niñas que cometen Redflag amigo loco actuó como los problemas masculinos no existen confronted
i have my mom and grandma but it still feel lonely and i can t talk about my problem with them and my anxiety is kicking me in sometimes i feel like i m overreacting to it i just want to cry and tell people how lonely i m but still i don t want to share my feeling i want to stay strong a much a possible i don t know what i m doing and today is my birthday and no one wish me i m lonely i need someone to know what i feel it s just too lonely	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "i have my mom and grandma but it still feel lonely and i can t talk about my problem with them and my anxiety is kicking me in sometimes i feel like i m overreacting to it i just want to cry and tell people how lonely i mbut still i don t want to share my feeling i want to stay strong a much a possiblei don t know what i m doing and today is my birthday and no one wish me i m lonelyi need someone to know what i feel it s just too lonely" ]	104	Tengo a mi mamá y a mi abuela, pero todavía me siento sola y no puedo hablar de mi problema con ellos y mi ansiedad me está dando patadas a veces siento que estoy exagerando con ello, sólo quiero llorar y decirle a la gente lo sola que estoy, pero todavía no quiero compartir mi sentimiento, quiero mantenerme fuerte, mucho más posible, no sé lo que estoy haciendo y hoy es mi cumpleaños y nadie me desea, estoy sola, necesito que alguien sepa lo que siento, es demasiado solitario.
Depression is being colorblind and constantly being told how colorful the world is.	[ "selfharm" ]	[ "Depression is being colorblind and constantly being told how colorful the world is." ]	15	La depresión es ser daltónico y constantemente se le dice lo colorido que es el mundo.