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[ "going to sleep can t be up until am again and no i didn t finish my statistic homework" ]

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[ "im fucking doneit one like claimed many lies hes gone way kill career warning none wed best friends fucking years became lovers everyone said perfect couple love him love him love theres huge difference loved desperately felt same looked way looked him said even kinder sweeter things tuhe wholb w ekugsgiufucking time lying face hisotry wuth killed career fucking ym work client idea another one told turned father swore would never violent like swore would never lift hand never like this never never kept last week gave black eye course three days kept trying destroy life warning none warning tried get help last night specifically calling hotline asking acounserllor dealt female male violence think less like people finna get help fix things cried swore loved sorry found trofay lied affair jhust once get trickle truthed every single day since october work client tiold came home left scene find called cops nothing whole life swore tio every day loved desperately cant cant abvuser canbt person hes twisted meinto bveing dont know many times came keeps lying im done im done" ]

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[ "ashleyemma lucky devil i m dreaming of a crispy bacon sandwich but no one a yet ha volunteered to go get one" ]

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[ "might delete later wanted say somethingsome weeks ago it months time going fucking fast lately scary said reason keep living sex immediate satisfaction get nothing else real really worth it sex fill more time go nothing left think time would come fast thought might years years trying get normal life im totally drained sexual desire time would kids want kill kids no took weeks whatever still trying get back better times always something missing obvious whats old work anymore cant think anything new might reached epitome creativityawesomeim lost lost scary see everyone finding place world passion belong nothing that im walking alone people support make feel bad it know much ill able stand it look two people still take three buses pretend hate life for want hug tell everything want more something live for theyre good smiles sincere heart warming belong somewhere cry writing suicidal things redditi hope really mean do decide really it feel like nothing else live for pressure high hardly breathe death would relief want know much theyre appreciated thought last times couple artists listen everyday love thanks coming life care fight make days better give reason one things enjoy singing" ]

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[ "things hopelessi posted before good news im still here bad newsim still suicidal thoughts depression comes waves days okay cry little days cry nonstop extended periods time last night particular wanted end all reached friend helped feelings lingered scheduled see psychiatrist wednesday morning appointment therapist afternoon cant say whether helping im going try share suicidal thoughts them tried share feelings depression family friends think understand bad is also wondering share feelings boss work believe full transparency good relationship extremely compassionate person trust him know reason tell now know try reach various resources whenever start feel bad ive used friends redflag hotlines reddit posts compassion chats help know else stick therapy hope one day waves big" ]

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[ "Manage your stress.Research shows that stress, anxiety and depression lead to premature aging, wrinkles, and even hair loss." ]

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[ "im readyi borderline personality disorder everyday terrible war rages mind heart simply surpassed able cope with rifle need one bullet cant even muster energy find one wonder hurts" ]

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[ "@dansterdavid Sure, no probs.I hope y'all enjoy there." ]

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[ "i feel like when i m drunk i act like everyone else around me doe soberand i hate it like i ll talk more il feel more confident in myself everything in my existence will feel worth living" ]

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[ "starting work next week seriously wanting end theni really dont want go back work im supposed to dont get breaks end work coworkers nothing attempts friends them hate me dont know why dont say anything controversial im nice everyone full insult face whenever bring boss doesnt care cant find new job anxiety would much im tired putting much effort job called fucking loser directly face top off redflag attempt ago arms covered scars considering judge every little thing appearance theyre gonna field day realized im likable friendship lasted week me slitting wrists messy obv didnt work plug someone could get drugs could overdose on ill probably try hang wednesday went bullied school bullied college bullied work im meant planet mistake" ]

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[ "anyone know easiest wayi cant take shit anymore school almost feels like eternity thats least part problems recently kinda betrayed yea everyone kinda knows mental isuess besides hate much im hypocritical bastard begs attention ironicly never wanted step much people wanted to cant handle anymore tried mind stopped finally done cant take depression anymore anexiety also killing me want rest dont know suicidal wishes getting worse im scared hurt someone acctually care about dont need anyone talk want know easiest way it thanks" ]

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[ "sometimes really want kill myselfi bad life caring friends caring parents brother nice things room somewhat good grades school feel like itim usa understand last year high school wanting go anything live pretty much diagnosed depression deep heart take pity everything do every mistake every action thinking good enough thats killing me done bed like two weeks although may sound ridiculous thats sign something right ive tried kill myself think times last one almost felt brave enough like year half ago im almost last year pretty good damn demons head came back came back tell wrongim worthy all know something love lot things love drawing playing wow playing music i play bass guitar drums think would miss things remember much fun things sorry post little messy needed spit somehow lot people know this think knows redflag attemps close friend mineeven best friends know it im skipping school tomorrow clear thoughts or least ill try skip it th charm" ]

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[ "heres knew atlantis watching itbr br officially disneys first animated scifi adventure im sure accurate i like nitpick made curious first time heard describedbr br preview looked part damn cool evidently also too cryptic according critics factbr br apparently badly disney said screw it lets rerelease spy kidsbr br so said moviebr br hellacoolbr brim sucker animated fantasy involves stirring music rampant special effects anywayatlantis goes out throwback cgi eyecandy shots beauty beast aladdin much almost effects animators bestof show characters maybe memorable except perhaps ships medical officer plots little dull movie watch plotbr br heres controversy bothers me failure as in only took in like fivehundredmillion something know animators whod kill see fifteen bucks that movie compared popularity shrek monsters inc seen evidence death traditional animation think thats true account south park movie final fantasy really story artistry everything method know disneys comeback movie like think theyre picture yet" ]

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[ "got idea anyone looking come gay bi etc ok take wheres waldo book replace waldo whatever coming as get picture waldo outfit replace waldo book another way taking picture crowd waldo outfit placing book thought funny way anyone actually uses method feel free message saying went" ]

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[ "Analysis of 2,000 millennials found that the chance of experiencing depression or anxiety among those who reported feeling lonely more than doubled.http://ow.ly/6H1p30jFlViÂ" ]

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[ "@ferarospizza wine buzz and darts...??Well...can't say I've never done it - have fun!http://twurl.nl/dr3wya" ]

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[ "@leftIovers I'm in a constant state of depression" ]

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[ "i don t know how anything work anymore my brain feel like it ha dementia forgetful literal lack of intelligence and critical thinking skilli dont know how school work don t know basic math never had relationship and feel incredibly out of place and inferior to the rest of the general population that s my age half of the people living in my building are my age nowi m so fucking suicidal everyday i m just waiting to die" ]

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[ "m started prozac week ago ocd and health anxiety over the past year have had 00 doctor appointment and test in several country nothing significant found panic attack resurfaced yesterday no cardiac cause yet high blood pressure and crunching gurgling in chest how can i learn to accept that the cause of this is anxiety and not some missing undiagnosed rare issue side effect underlying problem nutrient deficiency electrolyte imbalance food sensitivity or supplementation fix how doe someone make that real shift" ]

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[ "kinda wanna talk art styles dont like gatchahttpsimgurcomgalleryoohyrir first one dont like big head slightly unsettling lmao second tublr stylehttpsimgurcomgallerypqfkau idk style someone know draws legs like that no explanation neededhttpsimgurcomgallerymsvwrj fun heres favorite artstyle httpsimgurcomgalleryljfih leg minimalistic also symmetrical h n httpsimgurcomgallerydtrcloy" ]

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[ "anyone wanna chat play number game talk u want dm" ]

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[ "unpopular opinion circa comment another post all modern rap sucks cuz kendrick lamar jay rock schoolboy q ab soul j cole mixtape logic kanye polo g amin earl sweatshirt jpegmafia vince staples big sean meek mill jayz nas andr tyler creator totally exist fuckin hate anti rap attitude community has mfs thinking gucci gang song popular like months sudden epitome rap shit closed minded garbage ive seen yall circle jerking ego cuz rap like crap amirite bullshit people made influential best projects music world whole come fuckin on actually take step outside hivemind give listen shit listen good kid maad city listen aquemini listen born sinner listen yo pimp butterfly listen late registration listen listen watch throne actually give genre chance maybe stop fuckin calling rap bad shit pisses unimaginable degree yall mfs downvote want know yall r missing real shit fuck" ]

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[ "@wickedcanadagal Joe is a total sweetie.Just be yourself and he will help you through the rest I am always nervous too.I made a shirt." ]

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[ "airlie is sick and now mason is sick too he is going to miss his school disco" ]

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[ "dont wish ugetclappedsket happy birthday go it" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "living suicidal thoughtstoo much burden bear own tried survive amp keep fighting what one cares" ]

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[ "could use advice avoid thoughtsi suicidal thoughts often lately if walk front truck things go away act becoming harder harder listen voice mind tells things suggests way advice stop thoughts really dont want sure stop them please help" ]

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[ "wtf leg hair alredy growing back literally shaved yesterday wtf bs" ]

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[ "site load rising again increased my capacity but it s going up still" ]

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[ "im worried dog yorksire stomach problems im really really worried" ]

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[ "@Flickie well the conference is 9pm so thats 5 here will try my best to keep u informed hehe" ]

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[ "hey redditors idk post here tired diagnosed things never leave tired crippling redflag prevents functioning normally tired pop pills wake up day going sleep really tired guys ami want go home guess going home soon hey" ]

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[ "saw something utterly disgusting comment section post trans mtf wrestler literally everyone kept misgendering using masc pronouns sad society farrightist transphobic" ]

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[ "way describe depression hell tired time matter much sleep feel recharge even sleep good amount time take sleep medication know brain saying stay night friendstrustanyone leads fearing future mean find partner love cannot trust anyone f anything age gets worse age feel like zombie watching world go by one understands family saying happiness choice well depression everyday brain feeling you suck world sucks nothing ever matter die already on cannot find anything makes happy gone like that want help help able change life lived change choices made life live make expect happening want rage yell experience depression" ]

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[ "my stomach is hurting all day from anxiety i have constipation what can i do to help this breathing is hard and it feel tight so i can t even breath properly no matter what so trying to breath properly wouldn t help because it feel impossible when my stomach and chest feel tight" ]

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[ "drawing pictures from the outside of the page to the inside.. didn't realize how much i missed colored pencils" ]

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[ "Everyone come to Baltimore for Hon Fest this weekend kay?" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "die jump story buildingi need relief get text back boyfriend today im killing tomorrow bushes window im scared might die jumpim sure though need answers help" ]

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[ "im bored hmu talk whatever long conversation stays interesting" ]

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[ "doomedi know anymore know anymore academic achievements am wish mother loved based content chatacter bring table wish could live life chose it im destined live it wish could fun typical childhood teenage life late now im going adult soon late fun memories anything look back on wish never born im victim circumstances realm dreams wish accomplish cannot due circumstances wish could never see family again want bring pain even though theyve done without hesitation live house mother built house built agony despair people cherish life sister boyfriend theyre wonderful know things last forever knows boyfriend stop loving me sister isnt obligated help me id rather open cause pain resent life born live" ]

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[ "im scared im going like parents need rant im scared ive realizing lately toxic parents much messed up theyre verbal abuse physically abusive too opinions beliefs listened im allowed practice believe make feel like everythings fault im scared im going like get older kids already feel like im toxic towards friends mess someone like theyre messing right now ever want make someone feel make feel do try hard help friends know im constantly pulling making everyone unhappy future family too feel like present so already want around mess already know probably kind jumbled maybe make much sense needed get out thanks listening rant" ]

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[ "going new years resolution end thinking new year resolution said i dont want introverted anymore shyness want open direct extroverted beginning year changed vocational school focus it knew nothing one chance become wanted become now help always kept one thing head insecure something thought something bit long fucking it phrase mind helped lot starting talk others start conversation going always kept sentence head about fucking time let loose something head sure say thought fuck got head got big mouth love like get words without many backthoughts putting one joke loudly letting loose thinking things like really this would people think different this really makes feel lot comfortable around people becoming open extroverted now makes feel lot comfortable" ]

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[ "say somethingim running short time lifes miserable full endless problems solution weep cry ive already endured enough point crying become every day occurrenceim emotionally exhausted write essay long reason im like this" ]

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[ "need talk someonethis throwawayokim happy drunk rn next thing know see pair scissors think wow could cut wrists real badrightwow really wanna it feel pain see blood clean wounds bandage go business but havent thought cutting years cant like really want cut rn tf whats wrong help still need help sorry scattered im drunk rn need talk strangerplease someone see talk please need someone talk someone help please" ]

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[ "@lukasrossi Hey, Lukas.It was a pleasure speaking to you on the phone, bro.Thank you for being such an open, loving soul.{{{Lukas}}}" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "today finally smiled got happy problems fixed literally yesterday got happy finally found motivation fix them crying never loved family problems get bullied s assignments pending one likes smiling least trying fight back fix everything finally tried putting effort looking everything positively maybe got high today least felt happiness finally felt happy long time found motivation fix everything" ]

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[ "way this cannot stop thinking anything hurting myself feel like relapsing" ]

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[ "im failurethis probably going long ass post explaining background story ill start now was part straight student throughout th th th th grade always work time even got award never missing day school th th grade then start th grade well felt classes bit difficult slipping little bit first time ive two cs report card first semester rest year fine stepped gpa end year year th grade schedule classes completely changed moved alternating schedules", "x block schedule basically classes every day except wednesday thursday wednesday first classes thursday classes mildly disturbed felt fine then started noticing missing assignments sometimes since alternating schedule always least day work things new schedule work could due next day started slip f c two bs two as a whole spectrum grades started get sloppy without enough sleep week vacation right weeks winter break ive missed much class everything kind collapsed me point talents lifting fighting im even strong bench less bodyweight since break gained lbs now bench rep max pretty weak know another contributing factor years ago th grade made friend online got pretty close spoke every day turning pretty good friends plans meet irl college then one day blue said was a sad person people pity pretty confused kept telling creep never contact again blocked speak recently messaged unblocked me said quote look boyfriend go watch porn cry loneliness obviously closure ill tell one last time ever want speak again kind blocked point brushed off started thinking though sad excuse human being always pretty correct guessing going life could tell me im thinking ive wasting life antisocial behavior couldve fun spending time better friends fun leads now tonight cried first time year curled fetal position cried half hour got came post sob story try get people care me cant tell parents theyd flip really feel throwing bridge one best options oding oxycodone ive never given anything full dedication also lose pieces win chess", "right im pawn gamemight well go waste create opening people use death justify things wrong education system us live aspen colorado hopefully ill throw terrellwade bridge tomorrow feet seconds freefall acceleration mph go splat river rocks it dont ill edit post say otherwise" ]

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[ "Does anyone else live an area resistent to change?So, hard to get some people to join the "Green" movement Very frustrating!" ]

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[ "expecting much movie given ticket advanced screening gotten work hot tired wait movie line minutes seemed cool air flowing hallways theater complexbr br once seated theater tired frustrated movie started recognize actors beginning flow movie perfect right beginning became consumed movie getting excited minute passing think movie destined fantasyfairytale classic actors fabulous pace perfect ending magical" ]

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[ "theekween depression and anxiety thelmasherbs" ]

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[ "find new year hard timei certainly do brings home much ive failed past years certainly how even every effort im still making exact promises hoping changes another year again again is might next year time place thoughts im still here just maybe maybe year something someone side things improve stay strong stay melets see do lets give small chance owe experience happiness please me im tired feeling alone" ]

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[ "francesdath not bad transitioning being visited by many globe wandering gypsy queer at the momentbut you are missing" ]

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[ "Omg same :(( for example, I won't know anyone and it's scary and 3 years of depression lmao https://twitter.com/___parv/status/989213960372215808 …" ]

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[ "would feeling really good lately meds effective interpersonal group therapy cbt course everything well managed woke yesterday morning could get bed spent yesterday sleepingcuddling dog still feeling like crap today like could burst tears moment trying spiral work cannot make stop feeling like lonely worthless pathetic loser wondering point living kind life constant fighting exhaustingand cannot figured triggered me hit like slap facebeen dealing shit years give take never gets easieri really sure posting this think want feel little less lonely showed nowhere" ]

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[ "avid julie andrews fan watched first time dvd directors cut version surprised rated g get bedroom scenes seduction story line two strip tease acts warshootingblood g rating weird would rate pgbr br other thoroughly enjoyed movie beautiful showcase andrews voice talent acting great storyline little weak leaving gaps could filled good dialogue many no talking walking scenes me would liked see relationship julie rock blossom intense love would believable" ]

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[ "random question nonvirgins sub thinking realized know exact date lose virginity day shit even month im wondering anyone knows exact date lost virginity basically normalremember memory awful" ]

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[ "anyone wanna make game me half baked story kind of pm me" ]

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[ "feel really alone want help know dohi all sorry sorta dumb confusing know else do past week", "so ive feeling really suicidal ive therapy past nine years im tired alive raised single bipolar verbally abusive mom died fourteen ive abused assaulted physically sexually throughout life want pain anymore abandoned moved foster home foster home really wanted place family found home supposedly loved wanted eventually decided two years much forced facility within span night facility watched members staff get attacked assaulted forced body inspections whenever left facility generally awful time people threatened tried murder wish upon anyone leaving facility found home seemed love me family could potentially call own thought life going well everything order had wonderful amazing partner loves cares me group friends supported family loved me recently come change told parent would never dad let alone parent would never trust me going partner find emergency housing subsequently needing find temporary permanent housing stressful involved around time relationship problems started communication great really anyone involved even though weve progressively gotten better things not were constantly stressed even look afraid i done nothing significant enough deserve this even know why addition parents small little foster brother children got pretty intense car accident two days ago thats also big factor feel im scared know do want end life pain everything confusing know do ive tried calling hotlines talking friends not partner everything took mental health day school uni today cant anymore know do please help" ]

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[ "right least told cannot depressed least one person loves me cannot feel alone always someone me happy smiling time not makes seem like something wrong relationship maybe right maybe depressed really bad day cannot possibly depressed married" ]

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[ "- @katherineholden Thanks K!Here's hoping!Pretty nervous though..." ]

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[ "there are a million thing to stress about right now and a million and one if you count my study i need to be good enough at art to get into college by january next yeari m pretty confident i ll get in if i keep goingbut i can t focus at all and instead think of everything going on in my life i can t afford therapy or counselling meditation doe nothing medication doesn t work with this mindfulness break music podcasts and the like are already being exercisedthank you in advance" ]

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[ "insomnia ha got the best of me again ohhh so tired and can t find sleep" ]

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[ "lemme tell yall traditional czech recipe called chlebov pochoutka bread delicacy take piece bread put piece bread put another piece bread bon appetit" ]

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[ "best friend hung saturday promise people actually carei dont know post allowed best friend nicest selfless person ever existed promise everyone feeling lost hurt confused theres single person happy isnt around anymore broken girlfriend feeling heart broken wish realised bad feeling told would done everything could dont wait people come you go them tell youre hurting give chance fix things" ]

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[ "mediccasts the alternative is suicide which is the most selfish and coward move there is people who consider that ha no sympathy from me fighting depression now that s something to be proud of" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "got a driving ticket the other day almost got another one today for parking in front of someone s driveway" ]

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[ "worst day fucking yearim kill myself wanted write last resort goodbye thingmaybe idk friend mine called sobbing saying cant see today final straw dont care abymoreim sorry goes cant keep this everyone said get help cant fucking that family wouldnt let me wouldnt believe me im minorpretty much tell me constant isolation go far everything cant go anywhere without someones say so entire family ignores me cant kepe school failed finals going failure whole life hate living hate somcuh nothing norie say really cant tpye im sobbing pepole probaly would care one friend fucking english teacher english teacher really cool shaem wont bea bel see new year worthless patheric piece shit am votd student th e month want fcuking dieim gonig fucking kill nyslef" ]

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[ "im bored ask meh anything _nothing see _ filler filler filler filler filller enough text" ]

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[ "@DJLPQUEENS I guess it will be pretty cool music, brazilian flavor mixed with hip hop music..I like the idea!" ]

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[ "hard parents close doors like close it hard u opened close ur way" ]

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[ "one like whenever hits one im like woah brain shuts goes like night mode brain everything goes like slow also changed polished well couldnt tell slowed down looked go weird headspace hits one google dont know cause would google know that shit post im tired this" ]

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[ "@dirtyrottengoss wat !!!omg that's awsom" ]

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[ "escapei seriously cant stand experiencing this cant take anymore break give death know do really see redflag something inevitable" ]

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[ "see point familyi never understood family never close like people are feel family limitationoh talk auntunclecousinmother like that ive never close family guess never clicked them feel family bond lot people talk put frank findannoying unnecessary memories mom yelling me telling im failuredevils child crying hard life is life hard love every time try talk back says you cant yell yellyourightim mother crappy bullshit answer she actually says that finds reasons yell say brother tells complain much think complain much else do family gave physical needs survive give enough mentalpsychological needs dad know english gets bullied mom lot feel sad him", "hes good dad thinks things logically hes nice cousins people get along ill seeing rest life everyone else think main problem mom cant wait get life maybe ill start grateful miss start remembering good times ive instead thinking worst emotional roller coaster mom feel like narcissistshe entitledegotistical guilt trips carer cant anything it claims better think make feel better treating me recently forced program said opening doors me quit because want told to gets mad consulting her forces back says i changed mind anymore finalized everything program actual fuck cant fucking take mental abuse anymore want end im scared die efforts successful go absolute waste destined fail matter good grades matter hard ive tried reason is end life hand one day" ]

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[ "see future myself think means im supposed onei knowim actively suicidal actually redflag attempt years really view self harm redflag attempt since really point life threatening see point living though feel sort hollow numb time like smile laugh enjoy things think actually ever happy im ashamed myself im ashamed way body looks im ashamedfact im fative ruined self harm scars im ashamed cant seem keep people life fact im anxious depressed always comes out even though try hard normal functional partners im ashamed relationships ive in significant others greatest people im ruined fucked one would actually good long term would ever want me ive honestly given ever another loving relationship im slutty chick people fuck leave one would ever proud me even worthless", "im imposter job know anything hardly anything office im sort here know fired me let alone hired first place im school specific job field actually see graduating getting job see anything life ive never able see future myself honestly big emptiness there ive living day day basically past decade im surprised killed already honest always kind head think maybe fact right completely alone means optimal time it fuck life even more one really going miss devastated passing could sort pretty much affairs like hour so biggest issue would making sure house clean organized want anyone deal cleaning messes feel like even serious thing im experiencing sort mania sadness im just calm exactly resigned like im ready life supposed end" ]

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[ "just washed the huge pile of post binge depression dish from my bedside table who s proud of me" ]

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[ "Valentine's are lameso I'll bring you flowers just for no occasion" ]

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[ "approach girl m always introverted friends girl find cute would like know start conversation get know more please help me thanks" ]

[ "selfharm" ]

[ "self explanatory title i can make it through the day when distracted with a busy day at work or surrounded by friend but a soon a i m aloneor i have a minute to think i realise how deeply unhappy i am in almost every aspect of my life i don t want to die i know there s thing to live for like family friend travelling new career potential love and child and maybe being one day happybut every day i wake up and struggle i feel little part of my health and sanity being chiseled off one by oneand i just don t know how long i can do this for before i just give up" ]

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[ "@kwidrick Awesome.And here's to a great week....." ]

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[ "gtg asapi wanted things set affairs order committing redflag birthday couple months think make far yesterday mom yelled told three weeks get job move skills motivation cant make own ive severely depressed years ive pretty much always lived constant state fear ive tried meds therapy fucking work really want dieim scared feel like options im worried go hospital mom say im attention seeking lazy brat shellprobably gut room get rid shit went hospital couple years ago unbearable suicidal kept week helped bit mom upset disappointed me id like poison bedroom im thinking might walk highway jump front truck parents go bed tonight wanted donate organs people whole body school anatomy but gotta fresh mangled also wanted avoid traumatizing strangers forcing witness deathoh well fucking problem" ]

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[ "know gonna hate im sorrygti lost gamelt" ]

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[ "caliber put downi would rather try something little ummph unfortunately resources strained lr do im mainly curious chances survival using method" ]

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[ "try post something sorry post removed ________please familiarize rules" ]

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[ "ashman0 my only complaint about facebook is they ve changed it so much it s confusing" ]

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[ "pups dog birthed chewed damn internet boxs wire internet use phones data type gt hella pissed rn play singleplayer minecraft computer" ]

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[ "want really selfishim teen really hate everything myself hate talk look dress entire personality etc want way body stress constantly school none means literally anything id much rather kill work essay another secondim sad time im really not know im ugliest person im fairly talented musician gig semi regularly nice body bcuz lift etc happy im friends none like much like them ill put straight terrible crush one bestfriends shes one thing motivates im aware would never work matter do matter happy get always reminded life work reward ends honestly id rather die right work try best another years situation end without potential now xoxo" ]

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[ "found use reaction channels add anything video theyre reacting use watch agerestricted videos not best method still use channels nonetheless" ]

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[ "im scarred life accidentally found very christian parents stash condoms right next bible might move" ]

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[ "haha @Diordan I meant i'm going to bed for the night...def not going out.But thanks anyway @all I have 1000... ?http://blip.fm/~78k0e" ]

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[ "thinking it logically entire world falling apart anyway point staying humanity mess climate change happening right now everything terrible holding husband family kitty friend enough holding for holding for" ]

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[ "anyone else having problem accessing ttbi cant get on" ]

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[ "cant take anymorethe reason ive lasted long im yet find way kill myself yet leave organs intact donor usage want live life people allowed chance someone cant live life fullest given chance feel like im ruining chance existing need let go one way another ill find way preserve body breathe live life longer" ]

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[ "on the coach gon na be fun" ]

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[ "help thereive read many posts heres last days many people think theres hope is run group fb called pay forward global ones theyre linked it knowright onebc admin there amanda roo fb pp kangaroo find it find me talk outim anyone needs it" ]

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[ "ok tf express emotions like im sad shit" ]

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[ "@logansutch I know Bruce follows Danny..so cool!It'd awsome if we got him to sing with Mcfly!I know... really want to buy it! xx" ]

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[ "i wa at work today and suddenly felt really really sleepy for no reason i do feel sleepy sometimes but this wa like extreme sleepiness brain fog ish feeling that i haven t experienced at all which of course made me little bit anxious luckily my ha is more manageable now ai know how to handle it the sleepiness fatigue lasted for like 0 0 minand then i wa fine when i got homei m yo healthy male and the only thing i suffer from is pollen allergy pwa really proud of myself that i didnt panic at that moment cuz i would definitely panicked when my ha wa really bad" ]

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[ "im officially admittedly depressed tw want move toxic houseturning thought id magical way house money accomplish goals finally report abusive ex rapist thought finally get therapy etc stopped taking zoloft sertraline back cold turkied good emotional parents dont take anymore eye exams doctors appts concern swept rug always say theyll get therapy glasses never follow through need therapy ive needed since freshman year cheap therapists never give shit me called one saying suicidal wanting go politely told calm hung up dug trauma never showed another appointment braces years teeth straight beautiful year ago dentist told need wisdom teeth removed asap itll destroy progress guess cant afford it need glasses weak eye doesnt drift direction quite frankly im used looking fucked ive raised average family may selfish want ugly im terrified finally job cant leave money yet started first training day today looking job months dad wouldnt let work dad selfish controlling mom praises kisses feet defends him theres way point itll long time" ]