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what do you guy think will this finally change my life buspasfar mg day escitalopram 0mg bupropion 0 | [
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"what do you guy think will this finally change my life buspasfar mg day escitalopram 0mg bupropion 0"
] | 27 | ¿Qué crees que va a esto finalmente cambiar mi vida buspasfar mg día escitalopram 0 mg bupropion 0 |
My first concert! Great memories Journey – Stone In Love ♫ http://blip.fm/~7ekn9 | [] | [
"My first concert!Great memories Journey – Stone In Love ♫ http://blip.fm/~7ekn9"
] | 30 | ¡Mi primer concierto!Grandes recuerdos Viaje â € “Piedra enamorada â TM« http://blip.fm/~7ekn9 |
Ok twitters, to indo pra aula kiiiiiiiiiisses | [] | [
"Ok twitters, to indo pra aula kiiiiiiiiiisses"
] | 17 | Ok twitters, a indo pra aula kiiiiiiiiiisses |
feel heart even think anything anymore feel in heart heavy second wake second go bed smile laugh friends feel it try distract video games feel it always theresadness much sadness sad fucking sad | [
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"feel heart even think anything anymore feel in heart heavy second wake second go bed smile laugh friends feel it try distract video games feel it always theresadness much sadness sad fucking sad"
] | 36 | sentir corazón incluso pensar cualquier cosa más sentir en el corazón pesado segundo despertar segundo ir a la cama sonrisa risa amigos sentir que tratar de distraer los videojuegos sentir siempre tristeza mucha tristeza triste mierda triste |
finally got girlfriend httpsimgurcomaknolhelhttpsimgurcomaknolhel | [] | [
"finally got girlfriend httpsimgurcomaknolhelhttpsimgurcomaknolhel"
] | 19 | finalmente tengo novia httpsimgurcomaknolhelhttpsimgurcomaknolhel |
Everyone follow @madierox coz she's awesome town. | [] | [
"Everyone follow @madierox cozshe's awesome town."
] | 15 | Todo el mundo siga a @madierox Cozshe's impresionante ciudad. |
i have to take my sidekick back | [] | [
"i have to take my sidekick back"
] | 9 | Tengo que recuperar a mi compañero. |
@NYT @amychozick @MiloVentimiglia Too bad her life has taken such a tragic turn. Anyone who focuses so obsessively on a particular person clearly has some mental issues to deal with. Perhaps you should suggest counseling for her obvious condition which maybe routed to post partum depression. | [
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"@NYT @amychozick @MiloVentimigliaToo bad her life has taken such a tragic turn.Anyone who focuses so obsessively on a particular person clearly has some mental issues to deal with.Perhaps you should suggest counseling for her obvious condition which maybe routed to post partum depression."
] | 74 | @NYT @amychozick @MiloVentimigliaDemasiado mala su vida ha tomado un giro tan trágico.Cualquier persona que se centra tan obsesivamente en una persona en particular tiene claramente algunos problemas mentales con los que lidiar.Quizás usted debería sugerir asesoramiento para su condición obvia que tal vez se encaminó a la depresión posparto. |
@DiscoverTeris @muppetaphrodite Thanks to the both of you, I appreciate that very much. | [] | [
"@DiscoverTeris @muppetaphrodite Thanks to the both of you, I appreciate that very much."
] | 25 | @DiscoverTeris @muppetaphrodite Gracias a los dos, te lo agradezco mucho. |
one time family favorites need laughwe put one laugh way thru like first time weve seen it film good clean family humor pauly shore brilliant plans thanksgiving holiday crawl shore invited spend holiday conservative coed becca crawl big city boy must adjust farm life fall love becca but crawl one learning new things crawl teaches becca parents open feelings accepting others fun viewers ages | [] | [
"one time family favorites need laughwe put one laugh way thru like first time weve seen it film good clean family humor pauly shore brilliant plans thanksgiving holiday crawl shore invited spend holiday conservative coed becca crawl big city boy must adjust farm life fall love becca but crawl one learning new things crawl teaches becca parents open feelings accepting others fun viewers ages"
] | 73 | una vez los favoritos de la familia necesitan risas ponemos una manera de reír a través de como la primera vez que lo hemos visto película buen humor limpio de la familia pauly orilla brillantes planes de acción de gracias vacaciones gate costa invitados pasar vacaciones conservador coed becca gate gran ciudad chico debe ajustar la vida agrícola caída amor becca pero arrastrar uno aprender cosas nuevas gate enseña Becca padres sentimientos abiertos aceptar otros diversión espectadores edades |
i am officially banning godaddy com from my comp my head hurt from the small print and i wasted 0 that could ve happily gone to boba | [] | [
"i am officially banning godaddy com from my comp my head hurt from the small print and i wasted 0 that could ve happily gone to boba"
] | 31 | Estoy oficialmente prohibiendo godaddy com de mi comp mi cabeza herida por la letra pequeña y perdí 0 que podría haber ido felizmente a boba |
serious guys ask one girl like context sophomore high school one beautiful girl always see morning sitting alone school starts problem dont really know dont know approach im really introverted person shes really pretty girl would like take out dont know do advice | [] | [
"serious guys ask one girl like context sophomore high school one beautiful girl always see morning sitting alone school starts problem dont really know dont know approach im really introverted person shes really pretty girl would like take out dont know do advice"
] | 52 | serio chicos preguntar a una chica como contexto segundo año de secundaria una chica hermosa siempre ver la mañana sentado solo escuela comienza problema no sé realmente no sé enfoque im realmente introvertido persona ella es chica muy bonita le gustaría sacar no sé hacer consejos |
on a bad day it feel a though someone ha applied the vignette filter and my field of view is decreased whilst thing become a bit more blurry and le vibrant my eyelid also become a bit heavier a though i ve just woken up after a nap and there s a sort of foggy feeling in my forehead and behind my eye can any of you guy relate to this or doe it sound like something unrelated to anxiety | [
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"on a bad day it feel a though someone ha applied the vignette filter and my field of view is decreased whilst thing become a bit more blurry and le vibrant my eyelid also become a bit heavier athoughi ve just woken up after a nap and there s a sort of foggy feeling in my forehead and behind my eye can any of you guy relate to this or doe it sound like something unrelated to anxiety"
] | 87 | en un mal día se siente un aunque alguien ha aplicado el filtro de la viñeta y mi campo de visión se reduce mientras que la cosa se vuelve un poco más borrosa y le vibrante mi párpado también se vuelve un poco más pesado athoughi he acaba de despertar después de una siesta y hay una especie de sensación de niebla en mi frente y detrás de mi ojo puede cualquiera de ustedes se relacionan con esto o hacer sonar como algo no relacionado con la ansiedad |
really need to clean the sensor in my slr a it is i will be doing spot removal from several hundred picture | [] | [
"really need to clean the sensor in my slr a it is i will be doing spot removal from several hundred picture"
] | 24 | realmente necesito limpiar el sensor en mi slr es que voy a hacer la eliminación de varios cientos de fotos |
guys ever act like this youre mentally confused dont even know ironic sincere makes friends concerned | [] | [
"guys ever act like this youre mentally confused dont even know ironic sincere makes friends concerned"
] | 18 | Los chicos actúan como si estuvieras mentalmente confundido. Ni siquiera saben irónico sincero hace que los amigos se preocupen. |
im dropping falling apart m feel numb it dreamed going college years worked hard earned enough scholarships move away get paid go school cant anymore though ive anxious sleep deprived year pushed point considered redflag almost every day top would never ever sign one online class hit unbreakable wall trying adapt week ive laid off husband hours severely cut mother drug addict another city feel terrible alone medical conditions job support herself quarantined crack house lives left stopped paying mortgage electricity get turned off feel like better son stayed help things happened could help fix them dreams left pursue dying feel even worse today emailed financial aid office trying begin withdrawal process see need pay back aid leaving university grandma died less years ago mother cared died cancer hospital bed home held hand died wanted go college badly would disappointed it tried hard im unhappy decision hard feel like failure like disrespected legacy feel like human nothing like purpose value direction neverending heaviness chest anxiety come peak day feel like deserve live consume resources especially since longer job plans continue college ive let grandma physically hurts suicidal years never like this never felt hopeless lost forgettable social distancing never leaving apt husband still job works hard support us adds feelings laziness worthlessness want escape feelings lowest low know go here | [
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"im dropping falling apart m feelnumb it dreamed going college years worked hard earned enough scholarships move away get paid go school",
"cant anymore though ive anxious sleep deprived year pushed point considered redflag almost every day top would never ever sign one online class hit unbreakable wall trying adapt week ive laid off husband hours severely cut mother drug addict another city feel terrible alone medical conditions job support herself quarantined crack house lives left stopped paying mortgage electricity get turned off feel like better son stayed help things happened could help fix them dreams left pursue dying feel even worse today emailed financial aid office trying begin withdrawal process see need pay back aid leaving university grandma died less years ago mother cared died cancer hospital bed home held hand died wanted go college badly would disappointed it tried hard im unhappy decision hard feel like failure like disrespected legacy feel like human nothing like purpose value direction neverending heaviness chest anxiety come peak day feel like deserve live consume resources especially since longer job plans continue college ive let grandma physically hurts suicidal years never like this never felt hopeless lost forgettable social distancing never leaving apt husband still job works hard support us adds feelings laziness worthlessness want escape feelings lowest low know go here"
] | 24 | Estoy cayendo a pedazos m feelnumb soñaba ir a la universidad años trabajado duro ganado suficientes becas moverse lejos se pagan ir a la escuela |
canti know believe anymore anything know im miserable sick fighting it want done want disappear want feel anything anymore | [
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"canti know believe anymore anything know im miserable sick fighting it want done want disappear want feel anything anymore"
] | 20 | canti saber creer más cualquier cosa sabe mí miserable enfermo luchar que quiere hecho querer desaparecer quiero sentir cualquier cosa más |
been on fluoxetine for year but anyway there seems to be some stupid national shortage and i m just constantly having to wait extra week for my med and missing out so i m just gon na come off them i don t think they help anyhow so the plan is to take one every other day for two week then one every day for a week then one every four day for a long a they last doe that sound like i could avoid withdrawal | [
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"been on fluoxetine for yearbut anyway there seems to be some stupid national shortage and i m just constantly having to wait extra week for my med and missing out so i m just gon na come off themi don t think they help anyhow so the plan is to take one every other day for two week then one every day for a week then one every four day for a long a they last doe that sound like i could avoid withdrawal"
] | 91 | he estado en fluoxetina durante el año pero de todos modos parece que hay una estúpida escasez nacional y estoy constantemente teniendo que esperar semana extra para mi medicina y perderme así que sólo voy a salir de la mi no creo que ayudan de todos modos por lo que el plan es tomar uno cada dos días durante dos semanas, luego uno cada día durante una semana, luego uno cada cuatro días durante un largo que hacen por última vez que suena como si pudiera evitar la abstinencia |
couldntbr br from cutting dialogue super special effects film joy behold throughout immediate feel bitterness antarctic affinity characters built base level real action heats cunning finale combine make one memorable enjoyable films aroundbr br up long list films attempted exploit theme visitors another planet thing comes top laughing forget perfectly timed dialogue chilling special effects special effects lot impressive computer generated images get see today one found enjoyable aspects film way introduced slowly member crew way distinctive character traits senseless bloodbathcomeslasherhorror flick film feeling emotionbr br i truly cant recommend film highly enough yet see anything class comes anywhere near matching let alone bettering near perfect acting timing utilised cunning polymesmeric feat cinema | [] | [
"couldntbr br from cutting dialogue super special effects film joy behold throughout immediate feel bitterness antarctic affinity characters built base level real action heats cunning finale combine make one memorable enjoyable films aroundbr br up long list films attempted exploit theme visitors another planet thing comes top laughing forget perfectly timed dialogue chilling special effects special effects lot impressive computer generated images get see today one found enjoyable aspects film way introduced slowly member crew way distinctive character traits senseless bloodbathcomeslasherhorror flick film feeling emotionbr br i truly cant recommend film highly enough yet see anything class comes anywhere near matching let alone bettering near perfect acting timing utilised cunning polymesmeric feat cinema"
] | 142 | couldtbr br de cortar el diálogo efectos super especiales película alegría contempla a través de inmediato sentir amargura afinidad atártica personajes construido nivel base acción real calores astucia finale combinar hacer una memorable películas agradables alrededorbr br up larga lista películas intento explotar visitantes tema otro planeta cosa viene top risa olvidar perfectamente tiempo diálogo escalofriante efectos especiales efectos especiales mucho impresionantes imágenes generadas por ordenador llegar ver hoy uno encontró aspectos agradables película manera introducido lentamente miembro tripulación manera carácter distintivo rasgos sin sentido sangre bañoscomestrorror película flick sentimiento emociónbr br i realmente no puedo recomendar película lo suficientemente pero ver cualquier clase viene en cualquier lugar cerca de emparejar y mucho menos mejor cerca de tiempo de actuación perfecto uso astucia polimemérica hazaña cine |
im fucking metal breakdown overprotective mother cant buy chicken mother really overprotective pushing edge cant even devices shit phone terrible laptop room overnight without blowing top know passwords fuck wit brother stop playing fallen kingdom piano people really know friends past couple weeks forced us kids make meal every week week decided make chicken wrapped bacon a family favorite hour till dinner im ready prepare chicken look everywhere mother forgot get any one job make sure need forgot main ingredient set off ever brought shed say im spending long devices antivideogame activist thing keeping together reddit minecraft rant thank listening ted talk | [] | [
"im fucking metal breakdown overprotective mother cant buy chicken mother really overprotective pushing edge cant even devices shit phone terrible laptop room overnight without blowing top know passwords fuck wit brother stop playing fallen kingdom piano people really know friends past couple weeks forced us kids make meal every week week decided make chicken wrapped bacon a family favorite hour till dinner im ready prepare chicken look everywhere mother forgot get any one job make sure need forgot main ingredient set off ever brought shedsay im spending long devices antivideogame activist thing keeping together reddit minecraft rant thank listening ted talk"
] | 116 | mierda metal ruptura sobreprotector madre no puede comprar pollo madre realmente sobreprotector empujon edge incluso dispositivos mierda teléfono terrible sala portátil durante la noche sin soplar bien saber contraseñas mierda hermano dejar de tocar piano reino caído la gente realmente sabe amigos pasado par de semanas nos obligó a los niños hacer comida cada semana decidió hacer pollo envuelto tocino una hora favorita de la familia hasta la cena im listo preparar pollo buscar por todas partes madre olvidó conseguir cualquier trabajo asegurarse de necesidad olvidado principal ingrediente apagado nunca trajo cobertizo im gasto largo dispositivos antivideojuego activista cosa mantener juntos reddit minecraft rant gracias escuchar Ted charla |
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"coolno why oh understandable pancakeshttpsyoutubeykgqxk_vau watch cringe compilation httpsyoutubebxutezexm playing minecraft httpsyoutubejla_wo fortnite httpsyoutube_avikzo_mq cosplayinghttpsyoutubeegcyymdone overall nerd httpsyoutubeqblhs_jyui talking chemistry physics httpsyoutubeykhwqxcyhi numbers stuff sunrisehttpsyoutubemieiumm seahttpsyoutubedmjgicv_tn show gamer jackethttpsyoutubebmpclhxoxu schoolhttpsyoutubezyugkduz tried killing httpsyoutubekvpkivtboro supposed beautiful dayhttpsyoutubevywpveahapg"
] | 178 | No me importa por qué oh panqueques comprensibleshttpsyoutubeykgqxk_vau reloj cringe compilación httpsyoutubebxutezexm jugando minecraft httpsyoutubejla_wo fortnite httpsyoutubeykhwqxcyhi números cosas amanecerhttpsyoutubemiiumm marhttpsyoutubeegmjgicv_tn mostrar chaqueta de jugadorhttpsyoutubebmpclhxoxu escuelahttpsyoutubeykhwkduz intentó matar httpsyoutubekvkivtboro supuesto hermoso díahttpsyoutubevywpveahapg |
oh man wa ironing jeancjumbe s fave top to wear to a meeting burnt it | [] | [
"oh man wa ironing jeancjumbe s fave top to wear to a meeting burnt it"
] | 22 | Oh hombre wa planchando jeancjumbe s favorito top para llevar a una reunión quemado |
i m feeling so bad i can t function anymore and will probably be hospitalised but i got a message from a teacher saying i wa missing too many class and referring me to the school s psychologist what can i do | [
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"i m feeling so bad i can t function anymore and will probably be hospitalised but i got a message from a teacher saying i wa missing too many class and referring me to the school s psychologist what can i do"
] | 43 | Me siento tan mal que no puedo funcionar más y probablemente será hospitalizado pero recibí un mensaje de un profesor diciendo que me falta demasiada clase y remitiéndome a la escuela s psicólogo lo que puedo hacer |
cried first time district uses grading app called skyward teachers dont update grades dont update grades says assignments missing therefore lowering grade said class leads missing assignments mom always back grades saw flipped out parents divorced go dads house every week sometimes hard get work done like puts lot pressure this important later on explained mom teachers havent updated grades tells email teachers multiple times hasnt worked told that said something mightve bit disrespectful ive already tried emailing hard back puts lot pressure me get says first im back dont talk like second deal pressure wtf im years old care grades well wouldnt say im depressed dont really feel happy often bad thoughts mom scared depressed year told wasnt shrugged off pressure got started crying dont ask anything return kinda wanted place vent thanks reading whole thing though | [] | [
"cried first time district uses grading app called skyward teachers dont update grades dont update grades says assignments missing therefore lowering grade said class leads missing assignments mom always back grades saw flipped out parents divorced go dads house every week sometimes hard get work done like puts lot pressure this important later on explained mom teachers havent updated grades tells email teachers multiple times hasnt worked told that said something mightve bit disrespectful ive already tried emailing hard back puts lot pressure me get says first im back dont talk like second deal pressure wtf im years old care grades well wouldnt say im depressed dont really feel happy often bad thoughts mom scared depressed year told wasnt shrugged off pressure got started crying dont ask anything return kinda wanted place vent thanks reading whole thing though"
] | 159 | lloró primera vez que el distrito utiliza aplicación de clasificación llamados profesores skyward no actualizar notas no actualizar calificaciones dice asignaciones faltando por lo tanto la clase lleva falta tareas mamá siempre atrás calificaciones vio volteado padres divorciados ir casa papás cada semana a veces duro conseguir trabajo hecho como pone mucha presión esto importante más tarde explica mamá profesores no han actualizado calificaciones le dice a los profesores de correo electrónico varias veces no ha trabajado dicho que dijo algo podría ser poco irrespetuoso ive ya intentó enviar correos electrónicos duro espalda pone mucha presión me dice primero im volver no hablar como segunda presión wtf años de edad cuidados grados bien no diría im deprimido realmente no se siente feliz a menudo malos pensamientos mamá deprimida año dijo que no se encogió de hombros la presión empezó a llorar no pedir nada volver un poco quería lugar ventilación gracias lectura entero aunque |
execute emergency planthings gotten rather difficult lately hurts much family poking mental weaknesses seem know best seem enjoy seeing worst gun owner makes moments brokenness like especially hard get through heart heavy tired mind clouded im thankful thought clearly enough execute emergency plan hopped car dog drove drive jesus window parked car listening metal wondering theres church small prayer area back obviously closed hour parking lot illuminated beautifully peaceful place dont even belong church church matter spot gives sense tranquility moments horrible thoughts cross mind easily could end things home ill sit car longer tempest mind calms bit looking dog passenger seat helps come least first reason move forward keep trying life think ill get plain cheeseburger leave give second reason stay kind yall | [
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"execute emergency planthings gotten rather difficult lately hurts much family poking mental weaknesses seem know best seem enjoy seeing worst gun owner makes moments brokenness like especially hard get through heart heavy tired mind clouded im thankful thought clearly enough execute emergency plan hopped car dog drove drive jesus window parked car listening metal wondering theres church small prayer area back obviously closed hour parking lot illuminated beautifully peaceful place dont even belong church church matter spot gives sense tranquility moments horrible thoughts cross mind easily could end things home ill sit car longertempest mind calms bit looking dog passenger seat helps come least first reason move forward keep trying life think ill get plain cheeseburger leave give second reason stay kind yall"
] | 139 | ejecutar planes de emergencia se puso bastante difícil últimamente duele mucha familia pinchando debilidades mentales parecen saber mejor parece disfrutar ver peor arma dueño hace momentos rotos como especialmente duro conseguir a través del corazón pesada mente cansada im pensamiento agradecido ejecución plan de emergencia saltado coche perro coche conducido conducir jesus ventana estacionado coche escuchando metal preguntándose iglesia pequeño área de oración de vuelta obviamente cerrado estacionamiento hora lugar iluminado bellamente tranquilo lugar ni siquiera pertenecen iglesia materia lugar da sentido tranquilidad momentos horrible pensamientos cruz mente fácilmente podría terminar las cosas casa mal coche sit longtempest mente calmas poco mirando perro pasajero asiento ayuda a venir menos primera razón seguir adelante seguir intentando la vida piensa mal conseguir simple queso hamburguesa dejar dar segunda razón estancia amable yull |
feel lowim tired fighting battle im sure im going win cant escape anxiety making ill think im dying chest hurts time barely sleep eat cant stop shaking feel pressure relationships work family cant deal it much need stop | [
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"feel lowim tired fighting battle im sure im going win cant escape anxiety making ill think im dying chest hurts time barely sleep eat cant stop shaking feel pressure relationships work family cant deal it much need stop"
] | 42 | Me siento lowim cansado lucha batalla estoy seguro de que voy a ganar no puedo escapar ansiedad haciendo mal pensar que me muero pecho duele el tiempo apenas dormir comer no puedo dejar de temblar sentir relaciones de presión trabajo familia no puedo lidiar con ella mucho necesidad parar |
i m starting a new job tomorrow and i m extremely anxious about it i m excited to start this new chapter but i just wish i didn t feel so nauseous right now i ve come really far in overcoming my anxiety but i ve taken everything slowly one baby step at a time this is a huge step the only job i ve had in the past year is instacarting grocery shop amp delivery that i started month ago i did everything at my own pace day a week and maybe a few order a day this job i m starting is hour shift time a week i shouldn t have set myself up for so much but i need to start working towards my career a a dog groomer and this bathing job is an incredible opportunity to do so my living situation is changing soon in that i will need to bring money to the table so i didn t have much of a choice the worst part is i can t actually bathe any dog until i ve learned from the other groomer how to do it which will take time so i worry that the day will go by really slowly because i won t even be doing anything or getting paid until i am ready to start bathing which i don t know how long that will take a friend of mine who work there in the pet store not in the grooming room pulled a lot of string for me with the bos a well my entire family and boyfriend family know i m starting tomorrow and are so happy to see me finally starting to do something meaningful they ve all had a problem with my not working for year because of my anxiety i just feel like not only for my sake but for everyone else s sake i can not screw this up i feel like i m throwing myself into the deep end and hoping i can swim | [
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"i m starting a new job tomorrow and i m extremely anxious about iti m excited to start this new chapterbut i just wish i didn t feel so nauseous right now i ve come really far in overcoming my anxietybut i ve taken everything slowly one baby step at a time this is a huge step the only job i ve had in the past year is instacarting grocery shop amp delivery that i started month ago i did everything at my own pace day a week and maybe a few order a day this job i m starting is hour shift time a week i shouldn t have set myself up for so muchbut i need to start working towards my career a a dog groomer and this bathing job is an incredible opportunity to do so my living situation is changing soon in that i will need to bring money to the tableso i didn t have much of a choice the worst part is i can t actually bathe any dog until i ve learned from the other groomer how to do it which will take time",
"so i worry that the day will go by really slowly because i won t even be doing anything or getting paid until i am ready to start bathing which i don t know how long that will take a friend of mine who work there in the pet store not in the grooming room pulled a lot of string for me with the bos a wellmy entire family and boyfriend family know i m starting tomorrow and are so happy to see me finally starting to do something meaningful they ve all had a problem with my not working for year because of my anxiety i just feel like not only for my sake but for everyone else s sake i can not screw this up i feel like i m throwing myself into the deep end and hoping i can swim"
] | 209 | Estoy empezando un nuevo trabajo mañana y estoy muy ansioso por ello estoy emocionado de empezar este nuevo capítulo, pero me gustaría no sentir tan náuseas en este momento he llegado muy lejos en la superación de mi ansiedad, pero he tomado todo lentamente un paso bebé a la vez este es un gran paso el único trabajo que he tenido en el último año es instacar tienda de comestibles amp entrega que empecé hace un mes hice todo a mi propio ritmo día a la semana y tal vez un poco de orden un día este trabajo estoy empezando es hora de turno a la semana no debería haberme establecido para tanto pero tengo que empezar a trabajar para mi carrera un peluquero de perros y este trabajo de baño es una oportunidad increíble para hacer así que mi situación de vida está cambiando pronto en que voy a tener que llevar dinero a la tabla no tuve mucho de una elección la peor parte es que no puedo bañar a cualquier perro hasta que he aprendido de la otra persona que lo hará que tomará tiempo |
krist0ph r thats damn sad hope thing will be fine after gud lunch | [] | [
"krist0ph r thats damn sad hope thing will be fine after gud lunch"
] | 18 | krist0ph r eso es maldita esperanza triste cosa estará bien después de gud almuerzo |
im fuckedso redflag always bit problem me really looking like legitimate possibility im type get emotional things honestly see killing logical alternative tomorrow go way think might court date tomorrow quite possibly ruin life background getting rid old truck uninsured unregistered died me left side road going get towed police found first gave three tickets insurance rego abandoning private property without consent im almost make less year fines could depending big dick judge is cannot afford that top insurance gonna skyrocket criminal record going keep school thus taking away whatever future might had everything falling apart really see killing wrong parents able afford funeral | [
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"im fuckedso redflag always bit problem me really looking like legitimate possibility im type get emotional things honestly see killing logical alternative tomorrow go way think might court date tomorrow quite possibly ruin life background getting rid old truck uninsured unregistered died me left side road going get towed police found first gave three tickets insurance rego abandoning private property without consent im almost make less year fines could depending big dick judge is cannot afford that top insurance gonna skyrocket criminal record going keep school thus taking away whatever future might had everything falling apart really see killing wrong parents able afford funeral"
] | 116 | Im cogida redflag siempre pequeño problema me parece una posibilidad legítima im type conseguir cosas emocionales honestamente ver matar alternativa lógica mañana ir camino pensar podría fecha de la corte mañana bastante posiblemente arruinar vida fondo deshacerse camión viejo no asegurado no registrado muerto me izquierda carretera lateral va a ser remolcado policía encontrado primero dio tres boletos seguro volver abandonar propiedad privada sin consentimiento im casi hacer menos año multas podría dependiendo gran polla juez es no puede permitirse que el seguro superior va a disparar récord criminal va a mantener la escuela así quitar cualquier futuro podría tener todo desmoronarse realmente ver matar padres equivocados capaz permitirse funeral |
want gun someone please send mei promise ill kill anyone except myself already lived hellhole life really wanna end shit honestly please someone send me address panchavati phase lane right side near karond square bhopal mp india | [
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"want gun someone please send mei promise ill kill anyone except myself already lived hellhole life really wanna end shit honestly please someone send me address panchavati phase lane right side near karond square bhopal mp india"
] | 47 | Quiero arma alguien por favor enviar mei promesa mal matar a cualquiera excepto a mí mismo ya vivido infierno vida realmente quiero terminar mierda honestamente por favor alguien enviarme dirección panchavati fase carril derecho lado cerca de karond cuadrado bhopal mp india |
@benjaminbirdsng -- Hey Ben, Its David Berrys daughter Breana from South Boston! Keep in touch! Love you guys! Yall did great. | [] | [
"@benjaminbirdsng -- Hey Ben, Its David Berrys daughter Breana from South Boston!Keep in touch!Love you guys!Yall did great."
] | 37 | @benjaminbirdsng -- Hey Ben, ¡Es la hija de David Berrys Breana del sur de Boston!¡Manténganse en contacto!¡Los quiero chicos! |
saw little bunny rabbit couple minecraft think cutest thing ever know followed around sat together next pond dearly | [] | [
"saw little bunny rabbit couple minecraft think cutest thing ever know followed around sat together next pond dearly"
] | 22 | vi pequeño conejito conejo pareja minascraft pensar cosa más linda nunca se sabe seguido alrededor sentado juntos al lado estanque querido |
need little help snapchat snap account currently day deletion period people still see account quick add | [] | [
"need little help snapchat snap account currently day deletion period people still see account quick add"
] | 18 | necesita poca ayuda snapchat cuenta snap snap actual período de eliminación día la gente todavía ve cuenta añadir rápido |
good spanish movie worried many feel lost many around world idea spanish civil war fought history teacher big advantage could easily see film could confusing piece together pieces doubt would big concern spain film made audiences may bit confused later filmbr br the movie begins yearold carol mother returning mothers home town years passed gather coming spain new york city despite strangeness carol speaks reasonably good spanish much film adapts mother alone ill spill pick fact carols father fighting war side republicans who eventually lost bloody conflictbr br the movie gets exceptional marks lovely camera work music rather slow rambling pace bad provided someone accept films way seen several spanish films war compares pretty well themnot better worsejust decent slice life film left behind well nice coming age flickbr br psif know side which republicans mostly socialists backed soviet union mexico well volunteers many countries including usa nationalists led franco aided portugal fascist states germany italy | [] | [
"good spanish movie worried many feel lost many around world idea spanish civil war fought history teacher big advantage could easily see film could confusing piece together pieces doubt would big concern spain film made audiences may bit confused later filmbr br the movie begins yearold carol mother returning mothers home town years passed gather coming spain new york city despite strangeness carol speaks reasonably good spanish much film adapts mother alone ill spill pick fact carols father fighting war side republicans who eventually lost bloody conflictbr br the movie gets exceptional marks lovely camera work music rather slow rambling pace bad provided someone accept films way seen several spanish films war compares pretty well themnot better worsejust decent slice life film left behind well nice coming age flickbr br psif know side which republicans mostly socialists backed soviet union mexico well volunteers many countries including usa nationalists led franco aided portugal fascist states germany italy"
] | 193 | buena película española preocupada muchos se sienten perdidos muchos alrededor del mundo idea español guerra civil luchó historia profesor gran ventaja fácilmente podría ver película podría confundir piezas piezas duda gran preocupación España cine hecho público puede poco confundido más tarde filmbr br la película comienza año viejo Carol madre volver madres casa ciudad años pasados reunirse venir spain Nueva York ciudad a pesar de extrañeza carol habla bastante bien español mucho película adapta madre sola mal derrame pick hecho carols padre lucha lado guerra republicanos que finalmente perdió sangriento conflictobr br la película obtiene marcas excepcionales encantadora cámara trabajo música bastante lento divagando paso malo siempre que alguien acepta películas manera visto varias películas españolas guerra compara bastante bien no es mejor peor sólo decente rodadura de vida película dejó atrás bien próxima edad flickbr br psif conocer lado que republicanos mayoría socialistas respaldados soviet unión mexico voluntarios muchos países incluyendo nosotros nacionalistas lideraron franco ayuda portugal fascista estados germany italy |
trans person want date straight person preference yet straight person want date trans person transphobic double standards smh | [] | [
"trans person want date straight person preference yet straight person want date trans person transphobic double standards smh"
] | 22 | persona trans quiere fecha recta persona preferencia pero persona recta quiere fecha trans persona transfóbico doble rasero smh |
my depression ptsd and anxiety have reached an all time high this past two month it honestly breaking me | [
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"my depression ptsd and anxiety have reached an all time high this past two month it honestly breaking me"
] | 22 | mi depresión ptsd y la ansiedad han llegado a un máximo de todos los tiempos este último dos meses honestamente me rompe |
curiousi know last days ive making many posts comments dwelling thought redflag expressing inclination towards it however has unexpectedly happened something look forward to life and please get wrong im saying longer see negatives world which many probably still hard time keep living something might make worth going through true still kind dream something going help stay feels like good enough consider outweighs negatives continuing life world escapism concept escaping reality fantasy imagination sort comfort find life figured things desire attained go mind make reality there also aware quite silly considered imagination before ive come appreciate joy getting far enough reality give found unprecedented comfort stories presented movies series anime etc oh also art find gives sich pleasure aswell music beauty meaning emotion expressed various mediums painting drawing singing and well many things almost feel like different person makes little uncomfortable insecure almost feel like almost betrayal said wanting end life still stand it believe past truly wanted die right so even something happened make want anymore people still receive respect wishes truly want die happened came accept desires found way make kind reality which felt like impossibility feel like free whoever however desire head must admit still feel insane really want die anymore found another way live one accept now yes would trade life one completely made thoughts emotions desires enough going head almost anytime want id rather live inside head dying guess thats im trying say want apologise saying going kill myself still believe truth way thinking and case wondering talk sort professional anything like that simply asked is truly want really way figured that was even obvious me guess commitment issues something already knew that enough resources would dead now oh well happen maybe later really know know want live inside head maybe hopefully start creating stuff it possibly even earn life it anyway thanks reading | [
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"curiousi know last days ive making many posts comments dwelling thought redflag expressing inclination towards it however has unexpectedly happened something look forward to life and please get wrong im saying longer see negatives world which many probably still hard time keep living something might make worth going through true still kind dream something going help stay feels like good enough consider outweighs negatives continuing life world escapism concept escaping reality fantasy imagination sort comfort find life figured things desire attained go mind make reality there also aware quite silly considered imagination before ive come appreciate joy getting far enough reality give found unprecedented comfort stories presented movies series anime etcoh also art find gives sich pleasure aswell music beauty meaning emotion expressed various mediums painting drawing singing and well many things almost feel like different person makes little uncomfortable insecure almost feel like almost betrayal said wanting end life still stand it believe past truly wanted dieright",
"so even something happened make want anymore people still receive respect wishes truly want die happened came accept desires found way make kind reality which felt like impossibility feel like free whoever however desire head must admit still feel insane really want die anymore found another way live one accept now yes would trade life one completely made thoughts emotions desires enough going head almost anytime want id rather live inside head dying guess thats im trying say want apologise saying going kill myself still believe truth way thinking and case wondering talk sort professional anything like that simply asked is truly want really way figured that was even obvious me guess commitment issues something already knew that enough resources would dead nowoh well happen maybe later really know know want live inside head maybe hopefully start creating stuff it possibly even earn life it anyway thanks reading"
] | 177 | curioso sé los últimos días ive haciendo muchos comentarios pensamiento pensamiento rojo expresar inclinación hacia ella sin embargo ha sucedido inesperadamente algo mirar hacia adelante a la vida y por favor get wore im decir más tiempo ver negativos mundo que muchos probablemente todavía difícil seguir viviendo algo podría hacer que valga la pena pasar por verdadero sueño todavía amable algo va a ayudar a permanecer se siente lo suficientemente bueno considera más que negativos vida continua mundo escapismo concepto escapar realidad fantasía tipo comodidad encontrar vida cosas imaginadas deseo alcanzado ir mente hacer realidad allí también consciente bastante tonto considerado imaginación antes de venir a apreciar alegría llegar lo suficientemente lejos realidad dar encontrado historias de confort sin precedentes presentado películas series anime etcoh también arte encontrar da placer sich música belleza significado emoción expresado varios medios pintura dibujo canto y así muchas cosas casi se siente como persona diferente hace poco incómodo insegura casi sentir como casi traición decir que querer terminar la vida todavía está en pie creer pasado realmente quería dieright |
tell themi want tell friends family im afraid try stop me want die want life end feel selfish telling life good plan dying next week dont know do | [
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"tell themi want tell friends family im afraid try stop me want die want life end feel selfish telling life good plan dying next week dont know do"
] | 30 | Dile a los mi quiero decirle a los amigos familia mi miedo tratar de detenerme quiero morir quiero la vida fin se siente egoísta diciendo vida buen plan morir la próxima semana no sé hacer |
gf broke me got mad next day bc didnt want get back together bad grades got grounded got phone taken thought ghosting said breaking me thinking it lying constantly does mental health problems seems like has decided good idea next day got texts saying wanted get back together wasnt thinking clearly even tho said thought least week starts getting mad wanting date anymore make right decision given time thought | [] | [
"gf broke me got mad next day bc didnt want get back together bad grades got grounded got phone taken thought ghosting said breaking me thinking it lying constantly does mental health problems seems like has decided good idea next day got texts saying wanted get back together wasnt thinking clearly even tho said thought least week starts getting mad wanting date anymore make right decision given time thought"
] | 75 | gf me rompió se enfureció al día siguiente bc no quería volver a estar juntos malas calificaciones fueron castigados se tomó el teléfono pensamiento fantasma dijo romperme pensando que mentir constantemente hace problemas de salud mental parece que ha decidido buena idea al día siguiente recibió mensajes diciendo que quería volver juntos no estaba pensando claramente incluso tho dijo pensamiento menos semana comienza a enojarse queriendo cita más tomar la decisión correcta dado tiempo pensamiento |
suicidal years since attempti years clear last redflag attempt serious suicidal ideation recently thoughts returned extremely heavily gone stages life anyone else childhood middle school high school college keep telling state going get better get better things change never better worse im one fall binary definitions life know life holds value know good bad way interpret experiences experience much suffering sadness im tired trying make best every situation genuinely want life over want suffer anymore | [
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"suicidal years since attempti years clear last redflag attempt serious suicidal ideation recently thoughts returned extremely heavily gone stages life anyone else childhood middle school high school college keep telling state going get better get better things change never better worseim one fall binary definitions life know life holds value know good bad way interpret experiences experience much suffering sadnessim tired trying make best every situation genuinely want life over want suffer anymore"
] | 79 | años suicidas desde tentativas años claros último intento de bandera roja seria ideación suicida recientemente pensamientos vueltos muy lejos etapas de la vida cualquier otra infancia escuela secundaria secundaria universidad seguir diciendo estado va a mejorar conseguir mejores cosas cambiar nunca mejor peorim una caída definiciones binarias la vida sabe que la vida tiene valor saber buena mala manera interpretar experiencias experiencia mucho sufrimiento tristezaim cansado intentar hacer mejor cada situación realmente quieren la vida sobre la miseria sufrir más |
@fischface : I'm a good young act(ress) in her 20's-30's looking to be in a well budgeted indie horror film. I'd love to be kept in mind | [] | [
"@fischface : I'm a good young act(ress) in her 20's-30's looking to be in a well budgeted indie horror film.I'd love to be kept in mind"
] | 45 | @fischface : Soy una buena joven actriz en sus 20's-30's buscando estar en una película de terror indie bien presupuestada.Me encantaría que me tuvieran en cuenta |
i know i'm a syllable whore, sorry but i did it on purpose..... | [] | [
"i know i'm a syllable whore,sorrybut i did it on purpose....."
] | 24 | Sé que soy una puta silaba, lo siento, pero lo hice a propósito... |
i am worried that i check my pulse too much and the amount of time if felt my carotid artery i make that have narrowed the artery i m not sure if it placebo but i feel pressure in my neck right around that area sometimes | [
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"i am worried that i check my pulse too much and the amount of time if felt my carotid artery i make that have narrowed the artery i m not sure if it placebobut i feel pressure in my neck right around that area sometimes"
] | 49 | Me preocupa que mi pulso sea demasiado y la cantidad de tiempo que siento en mi arteria carótida que he estrechado la arteria no estoy seguro de si es placebo pero siento presión en mi cuello justo alrededor de esa área a veces |
times mg fatal overdosefatal overdoses reported generally doses mg currently mg disposal really really want take alcohol meds really tempting feel like ive tried everything happy | [
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"times mg fatal overdosefatal overdoses reported generally doses mg currently mg disposal really really want take alcohol meds really tempting feel like ive tried everything happy"
] | 34 | times mg sobredosis fatal sobredosis fatales reportados generalmente dosis mg actualmente mg eliminación realmente realmente quiero tomar medicamentos de alcohol realmente tentador se siente como ive probado todo feliz |
New post (Reverse the Aging Process) has been published on Healthier Life 101 - https://www.healthierlife101.com/reverse-the-aging-process/ ⦠#AntiAging #BestAntiAgingProducts #Cancer #Depression #HairProducts #PainRelief #ReverseAging #ReverseDisease #ReverseTheAgingProcess #SkinCare #Socialization #Supplements pic.twitter.com/m1qJmncpaL | [
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"New post (Reverse the Aging Process) has been published on Healthier Life 101 - https://www.healthierlife101.com/reverse-the-aging-process/ ⦠#AntiAging #BestAntiAgingProducts #Cancer #Depression #HairProducts #PainRelief #ReverseAging #ReverseDisease #ReverseTheAgingProcess #SkinCare #Socialization #Supplements pic.twitter.com/m1qJmncpaL"
] | 127 | Nuevo post (Reverse the Aging Process) ha sido publicado en Healthier Life 101 - https://www.healtierlife101.com/reverse-the-aging-process/Â #AntiAging #BestAntiAgingProducts #Cancer #Depression #HairProducts #PainRelief #ReverseAgeing #ReverseTheAgingProcess #SkinCare #Socialization #Supplements pic.twitter.com/m1qJmncpaL |
@MsNessa lol I hear u follow me I'm following u... | [] | [
"@MsNessa lol I hear u follow meI'm following u..."
] | 19 | @MsNessa lol escucho que me sigues te estoy siguiendo... |
@katemthompson But how's your day/night? I don't know what time it is where you are haha | [] | [
"@katemthompsonBut how's your day/night?I don't know what time it is where you are haha"
] | 31 | @katemthompsonPero ¿cómo está tu día/noche?No sé qué hora es donde estás jaja |
its selfish thing anyone dothats stepmother said redflag nice dinner table conversation nice family gathering celebrating one nameday two birthdays one own anyone else crisis think theyd live pretend whole time im normal way involved affected topic haha idea whole time many people even know im seeing psychologist stuff one stepbrothers seeing psychiatrist theyre judgemental hes valid idea could say things especially context thoughts this too agrees might times even help others selfish thing world give oppurtunity up what fuck one stepbrother one family member attempt herself started set rights meanwhile busy coward trying show hurt trying cry poker face dad sitting beside lay shoulder long time staying silent eventually asked jokingly are falling asleep better get situation needed contact anyway psychologist knows know long ill seeing her well anyone internet cares know joke friends know might harmful laugh wed cry god sorry rant im tired pretending | [
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"its selfish thing anyone dothats stepmother said redflag nice dinner table conversation nice family gathering celebrating one nameday two birthdays one own anyone else crisis think theyd live pretend whole time im normal way involved affected topic haha idea whole time many people even know im seeing psychologist stuff one stepbrothers seeing psychiatrist theyre judgemental hes valid idea could say things especially context thoughts this too agrees might times even help others selfish thing world give oppurtunity up what fuck one stepbrother one family member attempt herself started set rights meanwhile busy coward trying show hurt trying cry poker face dad sitting beside lay shoulder long time staying silent eventually asked jokingly are falling asleep better get situation needed contact anywaypsychologistknows know long ill seeing her well anyone internet cares know joke friends know might harmful laugh wed cry god sorry rantim tired pretending"
] | 172 | Su cosa egoísta que cualquier madrastra ha dicho que el rojo de la bandera agradable cena conversación agradable reunión familiar celebración de un nombre día dos cumpleaños uno propio cualquier otra crisis piensa que viviría fingida todo el tiempo im forma normal implicado tema haha idea todo el tiempo mucha gente incluso sabe im ver cosas de psicólogo un hermanastro ver psiquiatra son juicioso hes idea válida podría decir cosas especialmente pensamientos contexto esto también está de acuerdo incluso puede ayudar a otros egoístas mundo dar oportunidad a qué mierda un hermanastro un miembro de la familia intenta ella misma comenzó a establecer derechos mientras tanto ocupado cobarde tratando de mostrar dolor tratando llorar cara de póquer papá sentado junto a la cama hombro largo tiempo permanecer en silencio finalmente se están quedando dormidos mejor conseguir situación necesaria contacto de todos modos psicologista sabe mucho mal ver bien a nadie le importa broma amigos saber podría dañar risa llorar dios lo siento rantim cansado fingir |
depression is so real i m over this feeling | [
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"depression is so real i m over this feeling"
] | 9 | la depresión es tan real que estoy sobre esta sensación |
http twitpic com y cf filled with curry the true indian in me is coming out | [] | [
"http twitpic com y cf filled with curry the true indian in me is coming out"
] | 21 | http twitpic com y cf lleno de curry el verdadero indio en mí está saliendo |
im fuckup again without fail ruin everything lovei cant get cycle nothing one love ever lasts always fault even im pushing away former fiancee friends friends family feel trust anybody anymore least myself im miserable failure hell go on | [
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"im fuckup again without fail ruin everything lovei cant get cycle nothing one love ever lasts always fault even im pushing away former fiancee friends friends family feel trust anybody anymore least myself im miserable failure hell go on"
] | 45 | Todo lo que lovei no puede conseguir ciclo nada uno amor dura siempre culpa incluso yo alejar ex novia amigos familia sentir confianza en nadie más menos mí mismo miserable fracaso infierno seguir adelante |
want fuck right mortal coil something holding back need find eliminate iti living crushing depression interspersed short bursts mania on average probably duty cycle mania depression respectively since making life living hell cant bring things necessary fix situation know even start point far less effort done it | [
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"want fuck right mortal coil something holding back need find eliminate iti living crushing depression interspersed short bursts mania on average probably duty cycle mania depression respectively since making life living hell cant bring things necessary fix situation know even start point far less effort done it"
] | 55 | want fuck right bobina mortal algo que retiene la necesidad de encontrar eliminar iti vida aplastante depresión intercalada ráfagas cortas manía en promedio probablemente ciclo de trabajo manía depresión respectivamente ya que hacer vivir la vida infierno no puede traer cosas necesarias situación solución saber incluso punto de inicio mucho menos esfuerzo hecho |
@LivPsy If you hear me sing you will have increased depression and anxiety. | [
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"@LivPsyIf you hear me sing you will have increased depression and anxiety."
] | 20 | @LivPsySi me escuchas cantar tendrás mayor depresión y ansiedad. |
bradhfh hello you stoped talking to me lol | [] | [
"bradhfh hello you stoped talking to me lol"
] | 14 | Bradhfh hola dejaste de hablarme lol |
exquisite film make like more eavesdrop upper middle class family dublin early part th century hosting christmas dinner friends relatives table talk idle chatter well written one engrossed away dinner table fine piano playing helps create intimate atmosphere one one guests perhaps bit perfect amateur player odd mistake would added magic film real story real entertainment object lesson coming film makers | [] | [
"exquisite film make like more eavesdrop upper middle class family dublin early part th century hosting christmas dinner friends relatives table talk idle chatter well written one engrossed away dinner table fine piano playing helps create intimate atmosphere one one guests perhaps bit perfect amateur player odd mistake would added magic film real story real entertainment object lesson coming film makers"
] | 68 | exquisita película hacer como a escondidas más alta clase media familia dublin principios de la parte del siglo que acogen la cena de Navidad amigos parientes mesa charla charla ociosa bien escrito una cena absorto mesa fina piano tocar ayuda a crear atmósfera íntima un huésped tal vez poco perfecto aficionado extraño error añadiría magia película historia real entretenimiento objeto lección venir cineastas |
stuck throwing girls feel normal shutting everyone alonei would post rdepression people rarely comment unless click bait | [
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"stuck throwing girls feel normal shutting everyone alonei would post rdepression people rarely comment unless click bait"
] | 21 | pegada lanzando chicas se sienten normales cerrando todo el mundo sólei iba a la gente rdepression comentarios rara vez a menos que haga clic cebo |
It was around a half a year ago I was experiencing symptoms of depression then I was diagnosed about 3 months ago. Before this there was scratching to the point where I was bleeding which is still happening now | [
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"It was around a half a year ago I was experiencing symptoms of depression then I was diagnosed about 3 months ago.Before this there was scratching to the point where I was bleeding which is still happening now"
] | 41 | Fue hace alrededor de medio año que estaba experimentando síntomas de depresión y luego me diagnosticaron hace unos 3 meses.Antes de esto había rasguños hasta el punto en que estaba sangrando, lo que todavía está sucediendo ahora. |
ive trying avoid social media know redflag provoking me joined ultimately thought would make feel connected people kind does im okay with course im looking everyones highlight reels friend count which im especially envious of cant help feel like crap social life came standstill early s compartmentalized facets life ensuring people knew never intermingled | [
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"ive trying avoid social media know redflag provoking me joined ultimately thought would make feel connected people kind does im okaywith course im looking everyones highlight reels friend count which im especially envious of cant help feel like crap social life came standstill early s compartmentalized facets life ensuring people knew never intermingled"
] | 65 | i tratar de evitar las redes sociales saber Redflag provocarme unido finalmente pensamiento haría sentir personas conectadas amable hace im bien con curso im mirar a todo el mundo resaltar carretes amigo cuenta que im especialmente envidia de no puedo ayudar a sentir como mierda vida social vino parada temprano s facetas compartimentadas vida asegurando que la gente sabía nunca entremezclado |
feel disconnected causing want kill myselfi turned suffering depression since recently started feel disconnect experience things feel far away them like im simply body depression seems getting worse sometimes also feel may bipolar disorder know sure moment disconnected feeling change feel people still love family death love friends etc feel weird also makes feel guilty guilty feeling do making want end life ive ever wanted to feel like im experiencing anything anymore still get angry laugh cry etc but feel extremely distant all thats it thanks reading | [
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"feel disconnected causing want kill myselfi turned suffering depression since recently started feel disconnect experience things feel far away them like im simply body depression seems getting worse sometimes also feel may bipolar disorder know sure moment disconnected feeling change feel people still love family death love friends etc feel weird also makes feel guilty guilty feeling do making want end lifeive ever wanted to feel like im experiencing anything anymore still get angry laugh cry etc but feel extremely distant all thats it thanks reading"
] | 91 | Se siente desconectado causando deseo de matar mellizo convertido en sufrimiento depresión desde hace poco comenzó experiencia de desconexión sentir cosas se sienten lejos ellos como im simplemente depresión corporal parece empeorar a veces también sentir trastorno bipolar saber momento seguro desconectado sentir cambio sentir la gente todavía amar familia muerte amor amigos etc se siente raro también hace sentir culpable sentimiento hacer querer fin vida siempre quise sentir como im experimentar algo más todavía se enfada risa llorar etc pero se siente extremadamente distante todo eso gracias lectura |
im itim going get gun local gun store im gonna go side lake pond near house it cant take living mind cant take sleeping awake anymore want mind cant mind noone exists mind nobody cares im bitter dance loneliness fading space love never love cant love ive always alone ive never met anyone cant mind mind cant anything mind stuck infinite pattern dont want mind get rid mind mind isnt fit reality exist here nobody even knew here im gone nothing never anything mind cant mind | [
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"im itim going get gun local gun store im gonna go side lake pond near house it cant take living mind cant take sleeping awake anymore want mind cant mind noone exists mind nobody cares im bitter dance loneliness fading space love never love cant love ive always alone ive never met anyone cant mind mind cant anything mind stuck infinite pattern dont want mind get rid mind mind isnt fit reality exist here nobody even knew here im gone nothing never anything mind cant mind"
] | 100 | Itim va a conseguir pistola local tienda de armas im va a ir lado lago estanque cerca de casa no puede tomar la mente viva no puede tomar dormir despierto más quiere mente no puede mente nadie existe mente nadie se preocupa mí amarga danza soledad desapareciendo espacio amor nunca amor no puede amor siempre solo ive nunca conocer a nadie no puede mente mente no puede nada mente pegado patrón infinito no quiere mente deshacerse mente no encaja realidad existe aquí nadie incluso sabía aquí I ido nada nunca nada mente no puede mente |
id hard pressed say makes film important me good movie definitely outstanding fassbinders film still along american soldier keeps making personal list favorites whenever get thinking it | [] | [
"id hard pressed say makes film important me good movie definitely outstanding fassbinders film still along american soldier keeps making personal list favorites whenever get thinking it"
] | 33 | id hard pressed decir me hace película importante buena película definitivamente excepcional fassbinders película todavía a lo largo de soldado americano sigue haciendo favoritos de la lista personal cada vez que se piensa |
so this may be odd but ha anyone s sense of smell been really weird while on buspar maybe it s unrelated but i just get random smell sometimes and feel like my spence of smell is heightened | [
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"so this may be odd but ha anyone s sense of smell been really weird while on buspar maybe it s unrelated but i just get random smell sometimes and feel like my spence of smell is heightened"
] | 40 | Así que esto puede ser extraño, pero si alguien tiene sentido del olfato ha sido muy raro, mientras que en buspar tal vez no está relacionado, pero sólo tengo olor al azar a veces y siento como mi especio del olfato se aumenta |
makin fun omegle im yo antarctica | [] | [
"makin fun omegle im yo antarctica"
] | 12 | makin fun omegle im yo antarctica |
maybe im gonna rich great grandfather owned whole beer company multiple fabrics soviets came took away nowadays possible get things back proving inheritor lets gooooooo | [] | [
"maybe im gonna rich great grandfather owned whole beer company multiple fabrics soviets came took away nowadays possible get things back proving inheritor letsgooooooo"
] | 31 | Tal vez voy a rico bisabuelo dueño de toda la compañía de cerveza múltiples telas soviets llegó quitado hoy en día posible conseguir las cosas de nuevo demostrando heredero letsgooooooo |
That free Ericsson laptop hoax email is doing the rounds again. Now somebody have a face full of eggs, courtesy of the local BOFH | [] | [
"That free Ericsson laptop hoax email is doing the rounds again.Now somebody have a face full of eggs, courtesy of the local BOFH"
] | 30 | Ese correo electrónico gratuito de Ericsson está haciendo las rondas de nuevo.Ahora alguien tiene una cara llena de huevos, cortesía del BOFH local |
think mayve figured yay think might pansexual thats pretty cool thought bi long time im sure honestly pansexual im going tell people irl ive already come id come again really terrifying didnt even first time also prepared jokes pans ya thats trying figure whats going sexuality think figured knows maybe bi | [] | [
"think mayve figured yay think might pansexual thats pretty cool thought bi long time im sure honestly pansexual im going tell people irl ive already come id come again really terrifying didnt even first time also prepared jokes pans ya thats trying figure whats going sexuality think figured knows maybe bi"
] | 64 | Creo que puede pensar que yay pensar que podría pansexual que es bastante genial pensamiento bi mucho tiempo estoy seguro honestamente pansexual im va a decirle a la gente irl ive ya venir ID venir de nuevo realmente terrorífico ni siquiera la primera vez también preparó chistes ya que trata de figura lo que va la sexualidad pensar figura sabe tal vez bi |
@Moogieredshoes hehe i am always fixing mine after mum has had a fiddle with it lol. but i reckon its the only way to learn how it works | [] | [
"@Moogieredshoes hehei am always fixing mine after mum has had a fiddle with it lol.but i reckon its the only way to learn how it works"
] | 40 | @Moogieredshoes hehei siempre estoy arreglando el mío después de que mamá ha tenido un violín con él lol.but creo que es la única manera de aprender cómo funciona |
never thought would come thisive always background ive always felt replaceable like didnt matter dont want anymore always subtle suicidal thoughts ive hit time low past months worst life want end never felt broken empty depressedi went swearing never touch drug life might addiction point im sober feel like point living im wasting mine everyone elses time im still here im highdrunk whatever feel numbed pain little amount time doesnt last long still end going bed sad wishing wont wake next day tried stop feel like need keep going dont know else do thing always helped music favorite artist dead makes want die even well music helps used love video games feel like im living altered state mind musicvideo games im living good reason all recently ive many serious thoughts killing think im making wrong decision one cares funny like every redflag death one ends caring gone late havent ever posted reddit dont know else point thanks listening anyone read this | [
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"never thought would come thisive always backgroundive always felt replaceable like didnt matter dont want anymore always subtle suicidal thoughts ive hit time low past months worst life want end never felt broken empty depressedi went swearing never touch drug life might addiction point im sober feel like point living im wasting mine everyone elses time im still hereim highdrunk whatever feel numbed pain little amount time doesnt last long still end going bed sad wishing wont wake next day tried stop feel like need keep going dont know else do thing always helped music favorite artist dead makes want die even well music helps used love video games feel like im living altered state mind musicvideo games im living good reason all recently ive many serious thoughts killing think im making wrong decision one cares funny like every redflag death one ends caring gone late havent ever posted reddit dont know else point thanks listening anyone read this"
] | 183 | Nunca pensé que vendría esto siempre fondo siempre se sentía reemplazable como no importa no quiero más siempre sutiles pensamientos suicidas ive hit time baj mes peor vida want fin nunca se sintió roto vacío deprimidoi ido jurando nunca tocar la vida de la droga podría adicción punto im sobria se siente como punto vivir im perder el mío todo el mundo tiempo todavía aquí im highdbunk cualquier sensación de dolor entumecido poco tiempo no dura mucho todavía terminar irse a la cama triste deseando no despertarse al día siguiente intentó dejar de sentir como necesidad seguir adelante no sé otra cosa hacer siempre ayudó música favorito artista muerto hace morir incluso bien la música ayuda a usar amor juegos se siente como vida estado alterado música juegos de vídeo vida buena razón todos recientemente ive muchos pensamientos serios matar pensar im tomar una decisión equivocada uno se preocupa divertido como cada redflag muerte uno termina cuidando ido tarde nunca ha publicado reddit nunca sabe más punto gracias escuchar a alguien leer esto |
cant care anymoreive lost ability care everything anymore weeks left college cant imagine anything except waiting die beginning semester ok passion once excited finish up ive lost im lowest point cannot relate people well terrible time talking anyone hindrance existence pull humor nice cant anything else trouble expressing feelings deeper thoughts small talk everything cant explain properly feel like shit around me ive offon girl bit ive accepted im type really hard understand layers complications deal far better talking dont know stand right except friends feel like giant bother her made friends college connections feel loose now half openly expressed wanting kill themselves plans stop it guess think im losing mine ive started unhealthy things one cutting never really understood get now fasting past weeks ive keeping track calories lose weight taken drastically im lbs options dramatic long periods time decided dramatic now meeting school counseling thursday going explain everything probably use post guide help talk really thing im sort looking forward now way tell someone whats happening without feeling like burden im taking lexapro depression half dose things get real shitty know taking extra help since takes time work system might im expecting end institution counselor needs one also family midwest im massachusetts own talk mom every week thats contact back home im kind done tried faking til made cant anymore want out | [
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"cant care anymoreive lost ability care everything anymore weeks left college cant imagine anything except waiting die beginning semester ok passion once excited finish up ive lost im lowest point cannot relate people well terrible time talking anyone hindrance existence pull humor nice cant anything else trouble expressing feelings deeper thoughts small talk everything cant explain properly feel like shit around me ive offon girl bit ive accepted im type really hard understand layers complications deal far better talking dont know stand right except friends feel like giant bother her made friends college connections feel loose now half openly expressed wanting kill themselves plans stop it guess think im losing mine ive started unhealthy things one cutting never really understood get now fasting past weeks ive keeping track calories lose weight taken drastically im lbs options dramatic long periods time decided dramatic now meeting school counseling thursday going explain everything probably use post guide help talk really thing",
"im sort looking forward now way tell someone whats happening without feeling like burden im taking lexapro depression half dose things get real shitty know taking extra help since takes time work system might im expecting end institution counselor needs one also family midwestim massachusetts own talk mom every week thats contact back home im kind done tried faking til made cant anymore want out"
] | 174 | No puedo cuidar más de la capacidad perdida cuidado todo más semanas izquierda universidad no puedo imaginar nada excepto esperar morir comienzo semestre ok pasión una vez excitado terminar ive perdido im punto más bajo no puede relacionar a la gente bien terrible tiempo hablar cualquier obstáculo existencia tirar humor agradable cant cualquier otra dificultad expresar sentimientos pensamientos más profundos charla pequeña todo no puede explicar adecuadamente sentirse como mierda a mi alrededor ive offon chica bit ive aceptado im tipo realmente duro entender las complicaciones de capas trato mucho mejor hablar no sé pararse derecho excepto amigos se sienten como gigante molestar a sus amigos conexiones universitarias se sienten sueltos ahora medio abiertamente expresados querer matarse planes parar conjeturas pensar im perder mi vida comenzó cosas insalubres un corte realmente nunca se entiende ahora ayuno pasado semanas ive mantener el ritmo calorías perder peso tomado drásticamente im lbs dramática períodos de tiempo decidido dramático ahora reunión escuela asesoramiento jueves va explicar todo probablemente utilizar post guía ayudar hablar realmente cosa |
guys epic battle best user teenagers every vote counts guys httpswwwredditcomuserppppie_commentsloemaewho_is_best_user_on_rteenagersutm_sourceshareamputm_mediumios_appamputm_nameiossmf | [] | [
"guys epic battle best user teenagers every vote counts guys httpswwwredditcomuserppppie_commentsloemaewho_is_best_user_on_rteenagersutm_sourceshareamputm_mediumios_appamputm_nameiossmf"
] | 64 | chicos épica batalla mejor usuario adolescentes cada voto cuenta chicos httpswwwredditcomuserppppie_commentsloemaewho_is_best_user_on_rteenagersutm_sourceshareamputm_mediumios_appamputm_nameiossmf |
honestly dont knowman im regular white kid smoke weed say whatever fuck want moment cause got months probation literally dont know whats happening brain im depressed anything im sad got anxiety really bad months ago got dirtbike wreck totalled injuries brain one severe trauma ive noticed anger issues went freak tf littlest things im literally insanely frustrated everything govermentmom political shit everything im mad dont want help therapist psychiatrist cause nothing fix | [
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"honestly dont knowman im regular white kid smoke weed say whatever fuck want moment cause got months probation literally dont know whats happening brain im depressed anything im sad got anxiety really bad months ago got dirtbike wreck totalled injuries brain one severe trauma ive noticed anger issues went freak tf littlest things im literally insanely frustrated everything govermentmom political shit everything im mad dont want help therapist psychiatrist cause nothing fix"
] | 89 | Honestamente no sé hombre im normal chico blanco humo hierba decir lo que sea mierda quiero momento causa me meses de libertad condicional literalmente no sé lo que está pasando cerebro im deprimido cualquier cosa im triste tengo ansiedad realmente mal hace meses consiguió dirtbike accidente total lesiones cerebro un trauma severo ive note problemas de ira se volvió loco tf pequeñas cosas im literalmente locamente frustrado todo govermentmom mierda política todo im loco no quiero ayuda psiquiatra terapeuta causa nada arreglar |
ok maybe deserve oscar golden globe award matter acting outstanding theres reason give credits directing really another semigory st century slasher flick people consider decent maybe even dreadful opinion matter bit thats great time watching moviebr br sure first minutes pretty slow movie progresses something like like was anybody else watching movie is looking hours fun mindless violence and kickass ending spoil yes many flaws movie let cast list front cover fool you hilton delivers decent performance nobody saw coming even greatest haters like friends agree surprised us greatly barely believable acting skills striptease nasty anything online popup would promise her still unbearable fastforward turn dvdbr br the violence surprised me nobody school horror board talking like these new movies called saw hostel could safely say wax graphic saw death scenes actually quite disturbingbr br in conclusion im surprised house wax make place imdb top definitely worth look | [] | [
"ok maybe deserve oscar golden globe award matter acting outstanding theres reason give credits directing really another semigory st century slasher flick people consider decent maybe even dreadful opinion matter bit thats great time watching moviebr br sure first minutes pretty slow movie progresses something like like was anybody else watching movie is looking hours fun mindless violence and kickass ending spoilyes many flaws movie let cast list front cover fool you hilton delivers decent performance nobody saw coming even greatest haters like friends agree surprised us greatly barely believable acting skills striptease nasty anything online popup would promise her still unbearable fastforward turn dvdbr br the violence surprised me nobody school horror board talking like these new movies called saw hostel could safely say wax graphic saw death scenes actually quite disturbingbr br in conclusion im surprised house wax make place imdb top definitely worth look"
] | 180 | ok tal vez merece oscar oro globo materia de premio actuación excepcional Theres razón dar créditos dirección realmente otro semigory st siglo slasher flick la gente considera decente tal vez incluso terrible opinión materia poco que es un gran momento ver películabr br seguro primeros minutos bastante lento película progresa algo como era alguien viendo película es mirar horas divertido sin mente violencia y kikass final spoilyes muchos defectos película dejar reparto lista portada tonto hilton ofrece rendimiento decente nadie vio venir incluso grandes odios como amigos de acuerdo nos sorprendió mucho apenas creíbles habilidades de actuación striptease desagradable cualquier cosa popup en línea le prometería todavía insoportable rápido hacia la vuelta dvdbr br la violencia me sorprendió nadie escuela tabla de terror hablando como estas nuevas películas llamadas vio albergue podría decir cera gráfica vio la muerte escenas en realidad bastante inquietantes br en conclusión im sorpresa casa cera hacer lugar imdb top definitivamente vale la pena mirar |
wanna chat cant sleep dont want to im talk whatever dont tooooo weird | [] | [
"wanna chat cant sleep dont want to im talk whatever dont tooooo weird"
] | 18 | Quiero charlar no puedo dormir no quiero hablar lo que sea no tooooo raro |
anyone want uterus please send free charge take itits useless dont even want kids | [] | [
"anyone want uterus please send free charge take itits useless dont even want kids"
] | 16 | Si alguien quiere el útero, por favor envíelo gratis, tómelo. Es inútil. Ni siquiera quiere hijos. |
went contacts theres oneno one say to anyone would turn would never believe capable this husband told raped drunk sitting car alone thinking ways could kill myself knowing feeling thats deserve thought good person wrong | [
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"went contacts theres oneno one say to anyone would turn would never believe capable this husband told raped drunk sitting car alone thinking ways could kill myself knowing feeling thats deserve thought good person wrong"
] | 38 | fue contactos no hay nadie decir a nadie se volvería nunca creería capaz este marido dijo borracho violado coche sentado solo pensar maneras podría matarme sabiendo que se merece pensamiento buena persona mal |
hows ya monday going pls sign petition waddup imma keep short d pinter want decorate instructor wants signatures googly eyes mouth please sign petitionhttpchngitgsxqkpx | [] | [
"hows ya monday going pls sign petition waddup imma keep short d pinter want decorate instructor wants signatures googly eyes mouth please sign petitionhttpchngitgsxqkpx"
] | 44 | hows you monday going pls sign petition waddup imma keep short d pinter want decorate instructor wants signatures googly eyes buch please firm petitionhttpchngitgsxqkpx |
everytime gets mad takes phone items away tells bought his hes even broke iphone bought long time ago give money want some need good reason why works overnights makes things hard me long island railroad barely runs times even months old would baby go overnight know do im tired feeling trapped helpless | [
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"everytime gets mad takes phone items away tells bought his hes even broke iphone bought long time ago give money want some need good reason why works overnights makes things hard me long island railroad barely runs times even months old would baby go overnight knowdo im tired feeling trapped helpless"
] | 56 | Cada vez que se enoja lleva los artículos del teléfono lejos le dice que compró su hes incluso iphone roto comprado hace mucho tiempo dar dinero deseo alguna necesidad buena razón por la que trabaja durante la noche hace las cosas difíciles me larga isla ferrocarril apenas corre veces incluso meses de edad bebé iría durante la noche saber que estoy cansado sentirse atrapado impotente |
everything getting down im loss for everythingthe first thing probably explain is im probably somewhat pertinent struggle recall period time greater weeks everything ranging stuff sucks im really sick this want die thoughts even redflag attempts tldr is im love girl reciprocate it cant finish anything start hobby education hate feeling like constant stream failure toward father greatest man ever met matter much want success make proud always fuck things up always ive avoiding contact last months this hate fact im overweight really try lose weight struggle back second point never seem finish anything start hate way get jealous smallest things really see point around anymore im burned upon friends family even people even met like government whore subsidising education which ive broken again im even sure im posting ive erased rewritten post several times now know im trying say anymore last day haze me recall vague parts day theyre usually worst things like cutting fact ive taken smoking even though find disgusting mind mess | [
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"everything getting down im loss for everythingthe first thing probably explain is im probably somewhat pertinent struggle recall period time greater weeks everything ranging stuff sucks im really sickthis want die thoughts even redflag attempts tldr is im love girl reciprocate it cant finish anything start hobby education hate feeling like constant stream failure toward father greatest man ever met matter much want success make proud always fuck things up always ive avoiding contact last months this hate fact im overweight really try lose weight struggle back second point never seem finish anything start hate way get jealous smallest things really see point around anymore im burned upon friends family even people even met like government whore subsidising education which ive broken again im even sure im posting ive erased rewritten post several times now know im trying say anymore last day haze me recall vague parts day theyre usually worst things like cutting fact ive taken smoking even though find disgusting mind mess"
] | 184 | Todo conseguir abajo im pérdida para todo lo que la primera cosa probablemente explicar es im probablemente algo pertinente lucha recordar período mayor semanas todo rango cosas chupa Im realmente enfermoesto quiere morir pensamientos incluso Redflag intentos tldr es im amor chica corresponder él no puede terminar nada comenzar hobby educación odio sentir como constante flujo fracaso hacia padre mayor hombre nunca conocido materia mucho deseo éxito hacer orgulloso siempre mierda cosas siempre ive evitar contacto los últimos meses este hecho odio im sobrepeso realmente tratar de perder peso lucha atrás segundo punto nunca parece terminar nada empezar odio manera conseguir celos más pequeñas cosas ver punto alrededor más im sobre amigos familia incluso la gente incluso conocido como gobierno puta subsidiando educación que ive roto otra vez im incluso seguro im publicación ive borrado rewrite post varias veces ahora sé que estoy tratando de decir más el último día haze me recordar vagas partes día son generalmente peores cosas como cortar hecho ive toma fumar aunque encontrar desagradable desorden mental |
Rappers go thru depression while having everything they've ever wanted I can't relate https://twitter.com/rapup/status/989212266112299009 ⦠| [
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"Rappers go thru depression while having everything they've ever wanted I can't relate https://twitter.com/rapup/status/989212266112299009 â¦"
] | 42 | Los raperos pasan a través de la depresión mientras tienen todo lo que siempre han querido No puedo relatar https://twitter.com/rapup/status/989212266112299009Â |
houndour i wish i wa there i m pretty good at scaring the shit out of people | [] | [
"houndour i wish i wa there i m pretty good at scaring the shit out of people"
] | 20 | Houndour me gustaría estar ahí soy bastante bueno asustando a la mierda de la gente |
im really happy right now dads surgery went well realized much missed him even though hes gone day im happy cant stop smiling duchdjcjsjcjsndn love much | [] | [
"im really happy right now dads surgery went well realized much missed him even though hes gone day im happy cant stop smiling duchdjcjsjcjsndn love much"
] | 41 | Estoy muy feliz en este momento la cirugía de papás fue bien realizado mucho lo extrañaba a pesar de que él se ha ido día im feliz cant dejar de sonreír duchdjcjsjcjsndn amor mucho |
although definitely read particular agatha christie book point remember anything except name abernethie good thing seeing story unfold without knowing play allowed appreciate sheer genius agatha christie way misleads pulls rug feet main reason success timelessness addition stories excellent production values beautiful locations wonderful music topnotch acting elegant directing etc reasons series success timelessness virtues present after funeral word advice alert right start clues dropped place even opening sequence quite unnerving moments well contrast peacefullooking englishcountryside locations small touches humor mustsee mystery buffs good film general | [] | [
"although definitely read particular agatha christie book point remember anything except name abernethie good thing seeing story unfold without knowing play allowed appreciate sheer genius agatha christie way misleads pulls rug feet main reason success timelessness addition stories excellent production values beautiful locations wonderful music topnotch acting elegant directing etc reasons series success timelessness virtues present after funeral word advice alert right start clues dropped place even opening sequence quite unnerving moments well contrast peacefullooking englishcountryside locations small touches humor mustsee mystery buffs good film general"
] | 113 | Aunque definitivamente leer punto de libro particular agatha christie recordar cualquier cosa excepto nombre abernethie buena cosa ver la historia desenvolverse sin saber jugar permitido apreciar pura genio agatha christie manera engaños tirónes pie de alfombra principal razón éxito atemporal adición historias excelentes valores de producción lugares hermosos música maravillosa topnotch actuación elegante dirección etc razones series éxito virtudes atemporales presentes después funeral palabra consejo alerta derecho inicio pistas cayó lugar incluso apertura secuencia bastante inquietantes bien contraste tranquilo país inglés lugares pequeños toques humor mustsee mystery buffs good film general |
not sure if this is the right sub to post but wasn t sure where to go really i wouldn t say that i feel anxious but i m what people call a worry wart if there s something i can worry about even if it s maybe very small i will still worry about it i m worried about multiple thing currently my dog leg that s hurting a pain i have in my lower jaw finding a new job etc i will have thought about these sort of thing and on the surface they don t seem like much but then i start to think about them more and more and i start to worry even more until i start getting scared of panicking sometimes like i have had this pain in my jaw for a few day now i m assuming it s because i haven t worn my retainer for the full time i m supposed to the past few night my mind think that but i also start worrying it might be another cavity and i ll have to go to the dentist which is the worst thing for me but then i think hang on i ve gone to them for similar stuff like this before and it wasn t a cavity but what if it is this time you see the problem i m having even though i ll try and think about it logically my brain always make up some sort of way to worry about stuff that might not even need that much thought this is half a rant and half me looking for advice i worry so much in my life and i hate it i know i won t stop worrying but can anyone give me some advice to maybe worry le | [
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"not sure if this is the right sub to post but wasn t sure where to go really i wouldn t say that i feel anxious but i m what people call a worry wart if there s something i can worry about even if it s maybe very small i will still worry about iti m worried about multiple thing currently my dog leg that s hurting a pain i have in my lower jaw finding a new job etc i will have thought about these sort of thing and on the surface they don t seem like muchbut then i start to think about them more and more and i start to worry even more until i start getting scared of panicking sometimes like i have had this pain in my jaw for a few day now i m assuming it s because i haven t worn my retainer for the full time i m supposed to the past few night my mind think thatbut i also start worrying it might be another cavity and i ll have to go to the dentist which is the worst thing for me",
"but then i think hang on i ve gone to them for similar stuff like this before and it wasn t a cavity but what if it is this time you see the problem i m having even though i ll try and think about it logically my brain always make up some sort of way to worry about stuff that might not even need that much thought this is half a rant and half me looking for advice i worry so much in my life and i hate iti know i won t stop worrying but can anyone give me some advice to maybe worry le"
] | 199 | No estoy seguro de si este es el sub derecho a publicar pero no estaba seguro de dónde ir realmente no diría que me siento ansioso pero yo lo que la gente llama una verruga de preocupación si hay algo que puedo preocuparme incluso si es tal vez muy pequeño todavía me preocuparé por lo múltiple actualmente mi pierna de perro que duele un dolor tengo en mi mandíbula inferior encontrar un nuevo trabajo etc he pensado en este tipo de cosas y en la superficie que no parecen mucho pero entonces empiezo a pensar en ellos más y más y empiezo a preocuparme aún más hasta que empiezo a tener miedo de pánico a veces como he tenido este dolor en mi mandíbula durante un par de días ahora estoy asumiendo que es porque no he usado mi retenedor para el tiempo completo se supone que a la última noche mi mente piensa que pero también empiezo a preocuparme podría ser otra cavidad y voy a tener que ir al dentista que es la peor cosa para mí |
Have a pic of Harry Connick, Jr. strategically placed in my office for continuous inspiration and constant swooning #happyclam | [] | [
"Have a pic of Harry Connick, Jr. strategically placed in my office for continuous inspiration and constant swooning #happyclam"
] | 30 | Tener una foto de Harry Connick, Jr. estratégicamente colocado en mi oficina para la inspiración continua y el desmayo constante #happyclam |
cant anymorei thought wanted pregnant happy cant im mentally physically limit told get rid understood havent able anything barely capacity get bed relapsed got quote termination cant afford probably it feel selfish horrible cant four months this worst feeling world everything feels bleak hopeless meaningless want life back cant even afford get life back | [
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"cant anymorei thought wanted pregnant happy cantim mentally physically limit told get rid understood havent able anything barely capacity get bed relapsed got quote termination cant afford probably it feel selfish horrible cant four months this worst feeling world everything feels bleak hopeless meaningless want life back cant even afford get life back"
] | 61 | No puedo más pensé que quería embarazada feliz cantim límite mental físicamente dicho deshacerse entendido no he podido nada apenas capacidad conseguir cama recaída consiguió presupuesto terminación no puedo permitirme probablemente se siente egoísta horrible cant cuatro meses este peor sentimiento mundo todo se siente desolado sin esperanza sin sentido querer la vida de vuelta no puedo permitirse siquiera recuperar la vida |
outside hopped car ready diegenuinely feeling unappreciated always do im tired feeling much know please help think want help also wish people would tell kill myself | [
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"outside hopped car ready diegenuinely feeling unappreciated always do im tired feelingmuch know please help think want help also wish people would tell kill myself"
] | 36 | fuera de coche saltado listo dieteneinely sensación despreciada siempre hacer i cansado sentimientomucho saber por favor ayudar a pensar que desea ayuda también desea que la gente diría suicidarme |
friend redflag descion friend mine mademy best friends girlfriends planning sucide second chose instead need advice fast get though head friends stuck mind | [
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"friend redflag descion friend mine mademy best friends girlfriends planning sucide second chose instead need advice fast get though head friends stuck mind"
] | 29 | amigo redflag descion amigo mío mademy mejores amigos novias planeando sucide segundo elegido en lugar de necesidad de consejo rápido conseguir a pesar de amigos cabeza atascada mente |
@EcstaticGrapes Dont worry Raina, jsut expect an e-mail | [] | [
"@EcstaticGrapes Dont worry Raina, jsut expect an e-mail"
] | 21 | @EcstaticGrapes No te preocupes Raina, jsut espera un correo electrónico |
see living much longerreally point life two depressive disorders nothing interesting everything painful whats point end soon possible wish could less afraid | [
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"see living much longerreally point life two depressive disorders nothing interesting everything painful whats point end soon possible wish could less afraid"
] | 27 | ver la vida mucho más largamente punto de vida dos trastornos depresivos nada interesante todo doloroso qué punto final pronto posible deseo podría menos miedo |
@Wereuntouchable Thank youu! | [] | [
"@WereuntouchableThank youu!"
] | 11 | @WereintocableGracias! |
and then i realize normal is horrible and mean working a job i hate to barely afford gas to work and killing brain cell with drug to put up with it | [
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"and then i realize normal is horrible and mean working a job i hate to barely afford gas to work and killing brain cell with drug to put up with it"
] | 31 | Y entonces me doy cuenta de que lo normal es horrible y me refiero a trabajar en un trabajo que odio apenas pagar gasolina para trabajar y matar células cerebrales con drogas para soportarlo |
know weird would anybody talk phone discord voice calli feel like shit need vent talk someone random basic things feel little less alone depressed right now least pretend friend want to pm please im im malicious im fucking sad | [
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"know weird would anybody talk phone discord voice calli feel like shit need vent talk someone random basic things feel little less alone depressed right now least pretend friend want to pm please im im malicious im fucking sad"
] | 40 | ¿Alguien podría hablar de discordia telefónica voz calli sentir como mierda necesidad de ventilación hablar alguien al azar cosas básicas se sienten un poco menos solo deprimido en este momento menos pretender amigo querer pm por favor im im malicious im mierda triste |
tom fontanas unforgettable oz hands one greatest television series ever created brilliantly written acted directed close perfection art form film television literature music gets haunting extreme brutality creates prison world filled diverse characters range compassionate flat terrifying show matter brutal get through one cannot take eyes of combination professional trained theater actors film television actors allows range diverse original performancesbr br and show universally praised hashad loyal fan base one cannot feel underappreciated television run hbo dramas the sopranos sex city six feet under shows fine borderline masterpieces right many people forget oz hbos first entry onehour television drama series brave risky first entry hbo hit grand slam it good gets | [] | [
"tom fontanas unforgettable oz hands one greatest television series ever created brilliantly written acted directed close perfection art form film television literature music gets haunting extreme brutality creates prison world filled diverse characters range compassionate flat terrifying show matter brutal get through one cannot take eyes of combination professional trained theater actors film television actors allows range diverse original performancesbr br and show universally praised hashad loyal fan base one cannot feel underappreciated television run hbo dramas the sopranos sex city six feet under shows fine borderline masterpieces right many people forget oz hbos first entry onehour television drama series brave risky first entry hbo hit grand slamit good gets"
] | 136 | tom fontanas oz manos inolvidables una serie de televisión más grande jamás creada brillantemente escrita escrita dirigida a la perfección cercana arte forma cine televisión literatura música consigue embrutecimiento extrema brutalidad crea mundo prisión llena variedad de personajes compasión plana terrorífica materia brutal conseguir a través de uno no puede tomar los ojos de combinación actores de teatro profesional entrenados actores de televisión cine permite gama diversas actuaciones originalesbr br y mostrar universalmente elogiado hashad leal base de fans uno no se puede sentir poco apreciado ejecución de la televisión hbo dramas la ciudad sopranos sexo seis pies debajo muestra obras maestras límite derecha mucha gente olvida oz hbos primera entrada una hora serie de televisión drama valiente arriesgado primera entrada hbo hit grand slamit bueno consigue |
shaking spiralingon vacation thought days left im tired cant sleep cant let stress books knives im seeing men trench coats want kill me could go get soda relax fridge far im thinking much days ill her one let emotion to theres other want hurt feelings sorry raining want roof cave spine cant talk anyone stupid friend im stupid want right cant sleep im fantasizing people helping get help need help please help im tired | [
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"shaking spiralingon vacation thought days left im tired cant sleep cant let stress books knives im seeing men trench coats want kill me could go get soda relax fridge far im thinking much days ill her one let emotion to theres other want hurt feelings sorry raining want roof cave spine cant talk anyone stupid friend im stupid want right cant sleep im fantasizing people helping get help need help please help im tired"
] | 85 | Shaking swillingon vacaciones pensamiento días izquierda yo cansado no puedo dormir no puedo dejar que los libros de estrés cuchillos im ver hombres trincheras quieren matarme podría ir conseguir refrescos relajarse nevera lejos im pensamiento muchos días enfermo ella uno deja emoción a Theres otros quieren sentimientos heridos lo siento lloviendo quieren techo cueva columna vertebral no puedo hablar nadie estúpido amigo im estúpido quiero derecho no puedo dormir im fantasear gente ayudando a conseguir ayuda necesita ayuda por favor ayudar a mi cansado |
always thought ended succesful one attempts ending life every person cares would sad moment move on thought people died family boyfriends family worked end living ones cannot kill cannot mom time feel like cannot keep living either know much take try either outcome terrifies me mom said would able move kill | [
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"always thought ended succesful one attempts ending life every person cares would sad moment move on thought people died family boyfriends family worked end living ones cannot kill cannot mom time feel like cannot keep living either know much take try either outcome terrifies me mom said would able move kill"
] | 57 | Siempre pensé que terminó con éxito uno de los intentos de acabar con la vida cada persona se preocupa triste momento movimiento en pensamiento la gente murió novios familiares trabajo fin vivir no se puede matar mamá tiempo se siente como no se puede seguir viviendo o saber mucho tomar prueba o resultado me aterroriza mamá dijo que podría mover matar |
@alyscharles why limit your story to 140 ch. Tell all what is annoying you at www.iamsoannoyed.com | [] | [
"@alyscharles why limit your story to 140 ch.Tell all what is annoying you at www.iamsoannoyed.com"
] | 33 | @alyscharles por qué limitar tu historia a 140 ch.Cuéntale todo lo que te molesta en www.iamsoannoyed.com |
teeny tiny little question shaving leg hair hair go it stand sit | [] | [
"teeny tiny little question shaving leg hair hair go it stand sit"
] | 13 | pequeñita pequeña pregunta afeitar pelo pelo de la pierna ir parado sentarse |
feeling pretty good right now stark contrast usual sending positive vibes possibly can broke free anxiety bit today ive riding high ive made friends past months theyre truly wonderful people im beyond lucky life ive got roof head access water food etc im leaning back bed hoodie amp sweats pulled dryer ago feeling comfortable hell got lofi filling room totally enhancing good vibe head isnt clouded depression anxiety worry doubt whisked away soft sound music first night long time feel okay hope too not please invite join stopping bit enjoy lofi me herehttpsyoutubelicfmag_a ill hang bit longer talk anyone feels like commenting nobody does thats perfectly fine know whatever youre going through youre alone hope looking sign give up it right here thing believe amp im proud making moment genuinely hope lovely peoples nightsmornings go well find way beat demons probably going doze soon wanted share small victory you love ya | [] | [
"feeling pretty good right now stark contrast usual sending positive vibes possibly can broke free anxiety bit today ive riding high ive made friends past months theyre truly wonderful people im beyond lucky life ive got roof head access water food etc im leaning back bed hoodie amp sweats pulled dryer ago feeling comfortable hell got lofi filling room totally enhancing good vibe head isnt clouded depression anxiety worry doubt whisked away soft sound music first night long time feel okay hope too not please invite join stopping bit enjoy lofi me herehttpsyoutubelicfmag_a ill hang bit longer talk anyone feels like commenting nobody does thats perfectly fine know whatever youre going through youre alone hope looking sign give up it right herething believe amp im proud making moment genuinely hope lovely peoples nightsmornings go well find way beat demons probably going doze soon wanted share small victory you love ya"
] | 184 | Sentirse bastante bien en este momento marcado contraste habitual enviar vibraciones positivas posiblemente puede romper la ansiedad libre poco hoy ive montar alto ive hace amigos pasados meses son personas verdaderamente maravillosas im suerte vida ive got techo acceso agua alimentos etc im inclinarse espalda cama sudadera sudadera sudadera amp tiró secadora hace sentir cómodo infierno lofi relleno habitación totalmente mejora buena vibra cabeza ist nublada depresión ansiedad preocupación duda whisked lejos suave música de sonido primera noche largo tiempo sentir bien esperanza también por favor no invitar a unirse parar poco disfrutar lofi me herehttpsyoutubelicfmag_a mal colgar poco más largo hablar cualquiera se siente como comentar nadie hace eso está perfectamente bien saber lo que estás pasando youre solo esperanza buscar signo renunciar derecho aquí todo cree amp im orgulloso hacer momento genuinamente gente encantadora nochesmañanzas ir bien encontrar manera golpear demonios probablemente va doze pronto quería compartir pequeña victoria ya amor |
mmm I'm so fuckin stressed out and my depression keeps getting worse despite upping the dosage and I can't AFFORD to fucking ruin this year's chances of getting into a school because of my depression | [
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"mmm I'm so fuckin stressed out and my depression keeps getting worse despite upping the dosageand I can't AFFORD to fucking ruin this year's chances of getting into a school because of my depression"
] | 45 | Estoy tan jodidamente estresada y mi depresión sigue empeorando a pesar de aumentar la dosis y no puedo AFFORD arruinar las putas posibilidades de este año de entrar en una escuela debido a mi depresión |
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"im getting it mind raced time never knew capable one day took shard glass wrist release blood pounding head helped escape began cut week twice became intense took apart razor hands could much blood possible release anymore became routine instead cutting twice week became twice day creative carved words help me wrist large proud drew initials boy bone cut could see muscle blood felt high pain began think ways out could see redflag felt like left me drew plans first thought painlessly began think going bang considered hanging shooting myself end took bottle pain pills feeling numbness throughout body go toxic shock probably relaxing thing world began sink onto floor time heard someone open door ended getting stomach pumped stay hospital days realized plan failed cried sick went home still broken attempted again again again every time tried either failed stopped mother emotional wreck hated hurting her time believed gone worry anymore wrote redflag note get chance go plan knew would successful going jump story building next fathers work particular reason chose building figured itd painful anyways gave trying die im glad did too still cut get feeling blood running skingot",
"help bestfriend understand put me helped tremendously still relapse every awhile control now thanks reading im getting itoh mention im"
] | 205 | I conseguir que la mente corrió tiempo nunca supo capaz un día tomó shard cristal liberación de la muñeca sangre golpeo cabeza ayudó a escapar comenzó corte semana dos veces se convirtió intensa desmontó manos de afeitar podría mucho sangre posible liberación más se convirtió en rutina en lugar de cortar dos veces semana se convirtió en dos días palabras talladas creativa me ayudó muñeca grande orgulloso dibujo iniciales niño corte hueso podía ver sangre muscular sintió dolor alto comenzó pensar maneras de salir podía ver Redflag se sentía como me dejó primero pensó primero pensó sin dolor comenzó pensar go bang considerado colgarme final tomó pastillas para el dolor de botella sensación de entumecimiento durante todo el cuerpo go choque tóxico probablemente relajante cosa mundo comenzó hundirse en el suelo escuchó alguien puerta abierta terminó conseguir estómago bombeado estancia hospital días se dio cuenta plan fallido enfermo llorado ir a casa todavía roto intento de nuevo de nuevo cada vez que se intentó o faltó paró madre naufragio emocional odiaba lastimar su tiempo cree que se fue preocupación más escribió Redflag nota obtener oportunidad plan sabía que iba a tener éxito salto historia edificio siguiente padre trabajo particular construcción pensó que era doloroso de todos modos dio intento morir i got highed highing sang runing s |